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- 0:00Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for
- 0:05Speaker 1: LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari. One. I thought once
- 0:13Speaker 1: how Theocritus had sung of the sweet years, the dear
- 0:17Speaker 1: and wished for years, who each one, in a gracious hand,
- 0:21Speaker 1: appears to bear a gift for mortals old or young.
- 0:26Speaker 1: And as I mused it in his antique tongue, I
- 0:30Speaker 1: saw in gradual vision through my tears, the sweet, sad years,
- 0:35Speaker 1: the melancholy years, those of my own life, who by
- 0:39Speaker 1: turns had flung a shadow across me straightway. I was ware,
- 0:43Speaker 1: so weeping, how a mystic shape did move behind me
- 0:47Speaker 1: and drew me backward by the hair. And a voice
- 0:50Speaker 1: said in mastery. While I strove, guess now who holds
- 0:53Speaker 1: thee death? I said, But there the silver answer rang,
- 1:00Speaker 1: not death but love. End of Sonnet one. This recording
- 1:07Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 1:14Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari. Two.
- 1:23Speaker 1: But only three in all God's universe have heard this word.
- 1:26Speaker 1: Thou hast said himself beside thee speaking and me listening,
- 1:32Speaker 1: and replied one of us that was God, and laid
- 1:35Speaker 1: the curse so darkly on my eyelids as to immerse
- 1:39Speaker 1: my sight from seeing thee that if I had died,
- 1:43Speaker 1: the death weights placed there would have signified less absolute exclusion. Nay,
- 1:49Speaker 1: is worse from God than from all others, O, my friend,
- 1:52Speaker 1: men could not part us with their worldly jars, nor
- 1:55Speaker 1: the seas change us, nor the tempests bend our hands
- 1:59Speaker 1: would touch, for all the mountain bars and heaven being
- 2:03Speaker 1: rolled between us. At the end, we should but vow
- 2:06Speaker 1: the faster for the stars. End of Sonnet two. This
- 2:12Speaker 1: recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese
- 2:21Speaker 1: by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by
- 2:25Speaker 1: Kirsten Ferrari. Three. Unlike are we, unlike O princely heart,
- 2:34Speaker 1: unlike our uses and our destinies, our ministering two angels
- 2:38Speaker 1: looks surprise on one another as they strike athwart their wings.
- 2:42Speaker 1: In passing, Thou bethink thee art a guest for queens
- 2:46Speaker 1: to social pageantries with gages from a hundred brighter eyes
- 2:50Speaker 1: than tears even can make mine to play thy part
- 2:53Speaker 1: of chief musician. What hast thou to do with looking
- 2:57Speaker 1: from the lattice lights at me, a poor, tired, wandering singer,
- 3:02Speaker 1: singing through the dark and leaning up a cypress tree.
- 3:05Speaker 1: The chrism is on thine head, on mine. The dew
- 3:09Speaker 1: and death must dig the level where these agree. End
- 3:14Speaker 1: of Sonnet three. This recording is in the public domain.
- 3:23Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for
- 3:28Speaker 1: LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari. Four. Thou hast thy
- 3:35Speaker 1: calling to some palace floor, most gracious singer of high poems,
- 3:39Speaker 1: where the dancers will break footing from the care of
- 3:42Speaker 1: watching up thy pregnant lips for more, And dost thou
- 3:47Speaker 1: lift this house's latch, too poor for hand of thine?
- 3:51Speaker 1: And canst thou think and bear to let thy music
- 3:54Speaker 1: drop here unaware in folds of golden fullness at my door,
- 3:59Speaker 1: Look up and see the casement broken in the bats
- 4:03Speaker 1: and owlets builders in the roof. My cricket chirps against
- 4:07Speaker 1: thy mandolin. Hush, call no echo up in further proof
- 4:11Speaker 1: of desolation. There's a voice within that weeps as thou
- 4:15Speaker 1: must sing alone aloof end of sonnet four. This recording
- 4:23Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 4:31Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari. Five.
- 4:41Speaker 1: I lift my heavy heart up solemnly as once electra
- 4:45Speaker 1: her sepulchral urn, and looking in thine eyes, I overturn
- 4:50Speaker 1: the ashes at thy feet. Behold, and see what a
- 4:55Speaker 1: great heap of grief lay hid in me, and how
- 4:59Speaker 1: the red wild sparkles dimly burn through the ashen grayness.
- 5:04Speaker 1: If thy foot, in scorn could tread them out to
- 5:07Speaker 1: darkness utterly, it might be well. Perhaps. But if instead
- 5:11Speaker 1: thou wait beside me for the wind to blow the
- 5:14Speaker 1: gray dust up those laurels on thine head, O, my beloved,
- 5:17Speaker 1: will not shed thee, so that none of all the
- 5:21Speaker 1: fires shall scorch and shred the hairt beneath stand further off,
- 5:25Speaker 1: then go end of sonnet five. This recording is in
- 5:32Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning,
- 5:42Speaker 1: read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari. Six. Go
- 5:48Speaker 1: from me. Yet I feel that I shall stand henceforward
- 5:54Speaker 1: in thy shadow, never more alone, upon the threshold of
- 5:58Speaker 1: my door of individual life. I shall command the uses
- 6:02Speaker 1: of my soul, nor lift my hand serenely in the
- 6:05Speaker 1: sunshine as before, without the sense of that which I
- 6:09Speaker 1: forbore thy touch upon the palm the widest land doom
- 6:14Speaker 1: takes to part us, leaves thy heart in mine with
- 6:17Speaker 1: pulses that beat double. What I do and what I
- 6:21Speaker 1: dream include thee as the wine must taste of its
- 6:25Speaker 1: own grapes. And when I sue God for myself, he
- 6:29Speaker 1: hears that name of thine and sees within my eyes
- 6:33Speaker 1: the tears of two end of Sonnet six. This recording
- 6:40Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 6:47Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari. Seven.
- 6:56Speaker 1: The face of all the world is changed, I think
- 6:59Speaker 1: since first I heard the footsteps of thy soul move still, oh,
- 7:03Speaker 1: still beside me, as they stole betwixt me and the
- 7:07Speaker 1: dreadful outer brink of obvious death, where I, who thought
- 7:12Speaker 1: to sink, was caught up into love and taught the
- 7:15Speaker 1: whole of life in a new rhythm. The cup of
- 7:18Speaker 1: dole God gave for baptism, I am fain to drink
- 7:22Speaker 1: and praise its sweetness, sweet with thee anear, the names
- 7:26Speaker 1: of country heaven are changed away, for where thou art
- 7:29Speaker 1: or shalt be there or here? And this this lute
- 7:34Speaker 1: and song loved yesterday the singing angels know are only
- 7:39Speaker 1: dear because thy name moves right in what they say.
- 7:44Speaker 1: End of Sonnet seven. This recording is in the public domain.
- 7:52Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for
- 7:56Speaker 1: LibriVox dot org by Kirstin Ferrari. Eight. What can I
- 8:03Speaker 1: give thee back? O liberal and princely giver, who hast
- 8:07Speaker 1: brought the gold and purple of thine heart, unstained, untold,
- 8:12Speaker 1: and laid them on the outside of the wall, for
- 8:14Speaker 1: such as I to take or leave withal in unexpected largest?
- 8:19Speaker 1: Am I cold, ungrateful that for these most manifold high
- 8:24Speaker 1: gifts I render nothing back at all, not so not cold,
- 8:30Speaker 1: but very poor. Instead ask God who knows, for frequent
- 8:35Speaker 1: tears have run the colors from my life, and left
- 8:38Speaker 1: so dead and pale a stuff. It were not fitly
- 8:41Speaker 1: done to give the same as pillow to thy head.
- 8:44Speaker 1: Go further, let it serve to trample on end of
- 8:49Speaker 1: Sonnet eight. This recording is in the public domain. Sonnet
- 9:00Speaker 1: from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox
- 9:04Speaker 1: dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari. Nine Can it be right
- 9:11Speaker 1: to give what I can give? To Let thee sit
- 9:14Speaker 1: beneath the fall of tears as salt as mine, and
- 9:18Speaker 1: hear the sighing years re sighing on my lips renunciative
- 9:22Speaker 1: through these infrequent smiles which fail to live for all
- 9:25Speaker 1: thy adjurations. O my fears that this can scarce be right?
- 9:30Speaker 1: We are not peers, so to be lovers, And I
- 9:33Speaker 1: own and grieve that givers of such gifts as mine
- 9:36Speaker 1: are must be counted with the ungenerous out alas I
- 9:41Speaker 1: will not soil thy purple with my dust, nor breathe
- 9:44Speaker 1: my poison on thy venice glass, nor give thee any
- 9:47Speaker 1: love which were unjust beloved. I only love thee. Let
- 9:52Speaker 1: it pass? End of Sonnet nine. This recording is in
- 9:59Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett
- 10:07Speaker 1: Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari. Ten.
- 10:14Speaker 1: Yet love, mere, love is beautiful, indeed and worthy of acceptation.
- 10:21Speaker 1: Fire is bright, let temple burn or flax. An equal
- 10:25Speaker 1: light leaps in the flame from cedar, plank or weed,
- 10:29Speaker 1: and love is fire. And when I say at need,
- 10:33Speaker 1: I love thee, mark, I love thee. In thy sight,
- 10:38Speaker 1: I stand transfigured, glorified, aright, with conscience of the new
- 10:44Speaker 1: rays that proceed out of my face toward thine. There's
- 10:48Speaker 1: nothing low in love when love the lowest, meanest creatures
- 10:52Speaker 1: who love God. God accepts while loving so. And what
- 10:57Speaker 1: I feel across the inferior features of what I am,
- 11:01Speaker 1: doth flash itself and show how that great work of
- 11:04Speaker 1: love enhances natures. End of Sonnet ten. This recording is
- 11:11Speaker 1: in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth
- 11:19Speaker 1: Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari eleven.
- 11:27Speaker 1: And Therefore, if to love can be desert, I am
- 11:32Speaker 1: not at all unworthy. Cheeks as pale as these you see,
- 11:36Speaker 1: and trembling needs that fail to bear the burden of
- 11:38Speaker 1: a heavy heart, this weary minstrel life that once was
- 11:42Speaker 1: girt to climb aornus, and can scarce a veil to
- 11:45Speaker 1: pipe now against the valley nightingale of melancholy music. Why
- 11:50Speaker 1: advert to these things, O, beloved? It is plain I
- 11:54Speaker 1: am not of thy worth nor for thy place. And
- 11:57Speaker 1: yet because I love THEE, I obtain from that same love,
- 12:01Speaker 1: this vindicating grace to live on still in love, and
- 12:06Speaker 1: yet in vain to bless THEE, yet renounce THEE to
- 12:11Speaker 1: thy face. End of Sonnet eleven. This recording is in
- 12:16Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett
- 12:25Speaker 1: Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari twelve. Indeed,
- 12:33Speaker 1: this very love, which is my boast, and which when
- 12:36Speaker 1: rising up from breast to brow, doth crown me with
- 12:39Speaker 1: a ruby large enough to draw men's eyes and prove
- 12:42Speaker 1: thee inner cost this love, even all my worth to
- 12:46Speaker 1: the uttermost, I should not love withal, unless that thou
- 12:50Speaker 1: hast set me an example shown me how when first
- 12:54Speaker 1: thine earnest eyes with mine were crossed, and love called love.
- 13:00Speaker 1: And thus I cannot speak of love even as a
- 13:03Speaker 1: good thing of my own. Thy soul hath snatched up mine,
- 13:07Speaker 1: all faint and weak, had placed it by THEE on
- 13:10Speaker 1: a golden throne. And that I love, O soul, we
- 13:14Speaker 1: must be meek, is by THEE only whom I love alone.
- 13:20Speaker 1: End of Sonnet twelve. This recording is in the public domain.
- 13:29Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for
- 13:34Speaker 1: LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrairi thirteen. And wilt thou
- 13:41Speaker 1: have me fashion into speech the love I bear thee
- 13:45Speaker 1: finding words enough, and hold the torch out while the
- 13:48Speaker 1: winds are rough between our faces to cast light on
- 13:51Speaker 1: each I drop it at thy feet. I cannot teach
- 13:55Speaker 1: my hand to hold my spirit so far off from
- 13:58Speaker 1: myself me that I should bring thee proof in words
- 14:02Speaker 1: of love hid in me out of reach. Nay, let
- 14:06Speaker 1: the silence of my womanhood commend my woman love to
- 14:10Speaker 1: thy belief, seeing that I stand un one, however, wood
- 14:14Speaker 1: and rend the garment of my life in brief by
- 14:18Speaker 1: a most dauntless, voiceless fortitude, lest one touch of this
- 14:23Speaker 1: heart convey its grief. End of Sonnet thirteen. This recording
- 14:30Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 14:38Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten
- 14:42Speaker 1: Ferrari fourteen. If thou must love me, let it be
- 14:48Speaker 1: for naught except for love's sake only. Do not say
- 14:53Speaker 1: I speak for her, smile her, look her way of
- 14:56Speaker 1: speaking gently for a trick of thought that falls in
- 15:00Speaker 1: well with mine, and curtis brought a sense of pleasant
- 15:03Speaker 1: ease on such a day. For these things in themselves
- 15:07Speaker 1: beloved may be changed, or change for thee, and love
- 15:11Speaker 1: so wrought may be unwrought. So neither love me for
- 15:15Speaker 1: thine own dear pities, wiping my cheeks dry. A creature
- 15:19Speaker 1: might forget to weep, who bore thy comfort long and
- 15:22Speaker 1: lose thy love thereby, But love me for love's sake,
- 15:27Speaker 1: that evermore thou mayest love on through Love's eternity. End
- 15:33Speaker 1: of Sonnet fourteen. This recording is in the public domain.
- 15:42Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for
- 15:46Speaker 1: LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari fifteen. Accuse me not
- 15:53Speaker 1: beseech THEE that I wear too calm and sad a
- 15:56Speaker 1: face in front of thine, For we too look too
- 15:59Speaker 1: well and cannot shine with the same sunlight on our
- 16:03Speaker 1: brow and hair on me. Thou lookest with no doubting care,
- 16:07Speaker 1: as on a bee shut in a crystalline Since sorrow
- 16:10Speaker 1: hath shut me safe in Love's divine and to spread
- 16:13Speaker 1: wing and fly in the outer air were most impossible failure,
- 16:18Speaker 1: if I strove to fail. So but I look on thee,
- 16:22Speaker 1: on thee beholding besides love, the end of love, hearing oblivion,
- 16:28Speaker 1: beyond memory, as one who sits and gazes from above
- 16:33Speaker 1: over the rivers to the bitter sea. End of Sonnet fifteen.
- 16:39Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 16:46Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for LibriVox dot Org
- 16:50Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrari sixteen. And Yet because thou overcomest, so
- 16:59Speaker 1: because thou art more noble and like a king, thou
- 17:02Speaker 1: canst prevail against my fears, and fling thy purple round
- 17:07Speaker 1: me till my heart shall grow too close against thine heart.
- 17:10Speaker 1: Henceforth to know how it shook when alone. Why conquering
- 17:15Speaker 1: may prove as lordly and complete a thing in lifting upward,
- 17:18Speaker 1: as in crushing low, and as a vanquished soldier yields
- 17:22Speaker 1: his sword to one who lifts him from the bloody earth.
- 17:25Speaker 1: Even so, beloved, I at last record here ends my strife.
- 17:30Speaker 1: If thou invite me forth, I rise above a basement
- 17:34Speaker 1: at the word make thy love larger, to enlarge my
- 17:38Speaker 1: worth end of Sonnet sixteen. This recording is in the
- 17:44Speaker 1: public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning,
- 17:53Speaker 1: read for LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari, seventeen. My poet,
- 18:00Speaker 1: thou canst touch on all the notes God set between
- 18:03Speaker 1: his after and before, and strike up and strike off
- 18:07Speaker 1: the general roar of the rushing worlds, a melody that
- 18:11Speaker 1: floats in a serene air, purely antidotes of medicated music,
- 18:18Speaker 1: answering for mankind's forlornest uses, Thou canst pour from thence
- 18:22Speaker 1: into their ears. God's will devotes thine to such ends,
- 18:27Speaker 1: and mine to wait on thine. How dearest, wilt thou
- 18:30Speaker 1: have me for most use a hope to sing by gladly,
- 18:34Speaker 1: or a fine sad memory with thy songs to interfuse,
- 18:39Speaker 1: a shade in which to sing of palm or pine,
- 18:43Speaker 1: a grave on which to rest from singing. Choose end
- 18:49Speaker 1: of Sonnet seventeen. This recording is in the public domain.
- 18:58Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox,
- 19:04Speaker 1: dot Org by Kirston Ferrari eighteen. I never gave a
- 19:09Speaker 1: lock of hair away to a man dearest, except this
- 19:13Speaker 1: to thee which now upon my fingers. Thoughtfully, I wring
- 19:17Speaker 1: out to the full brown length, and say take it.
- 19:23Speaker 1: My day of youth went yesterday. My hair no longer
- 19:26Speaker 1: bounds to my foot's glee, nor plant. I it from
- 19:30Speaker 1: rose or myrtle tree, as girls do any more. It
- 19:33Speaker 1: only may now shade on two pale cheeks, the mark
- 19:36Speaker 1: of tears, taut drooping from the head that hangs aside
- 19:40Speaker 1: through sorrow's trick. I thought the funeral shears would take
- 19:44Speaker 1: this first, But love is justified. Take it, thou, finding
- 19:49Speaker 1: pure from all those years the kiss my mother left
- 19:53Speaker 1: here when she died. End of Sonnet eighteen. This recording
- 19:59Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 20:06Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari, nineteen.
- 20:15Speaker 1: The soul's rialto hath its merchandise, I barter curl for
- 20:20Speaker 1: curl upon that mart and from my poet's forehead to
- 20:24Speaker 1: my heart. Receive this lock, which outweighs argacees as purply
- 20:29Speaker 1: black as erst to Pindar's eyes. The dim purporeal tresses
- 20:33Speaker 1: gloomed athwart the nine white muse brows for this counterpart,
- 20:38Speaker 1: the bay crown's shade, Beloved, I surmise still lingers on
- 20:43Speaker 1: thy curl, it is so black. Thus, with a filet
- 20:46Speaker 1: of smooth kissing breath, I tie the shadows safe from
- 20:50Speaker 1: gliding back, and lay the gift where nothing hindereth here
- 20:55Speaker 1: on my heart as on thy brow, to lack no
- 20:58Speaker 1: natural heat till mine grows cold in death. End of
- 21:04Speaker 1: Sonnet nineteen. This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets
- 21:13Speaker 1: from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for LibriVox
- 21:18Speaker 1: dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari twenty. Beloved, my beloved, When
- 21:26Speaker 1: I think that thou wast in the world a year ago,
- 21:29Speaker 1: what time I sat alone here in the snow and
- 21:33Speaker 1: saw no footprint, heard the silence, sink, no moment at
- 21:36Speaker 1: thy voice, but link by link went counting all my chains,
- 21:41Speaker 1: as if that so they never could fall off at
- 21:43Speaker 1: any blow struck by thy possible hand. Why thus I
- 21:48Speaker 1: drink of life's great cup of wonder wonderful, never to
- 21:52Speaker 1: feel thee thrill the day or night with personal act
- 21:55Speaker 1: or speech, nor ever call some precience of thee with
- 21:59Speaker 1: the blossom white thou sawest growing. Atheists are as dull
- 22:04Speaker 1: who cannot guess God's presence out of sight. End of
- 22:09Speaker 1: Sonnet twenty This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets
- 22:18Speaker 1: from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for LibriVox
- 22:22Speaker 1: dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari twenty one. Say over again,
- 22:29Speaker 1: and yet once over again, that thou dost love me.
- 22:32Speaker 1: Though the word repeat it should seem a cuckoo song,
- 22:35Speaker 1: as thou dost treat it. Remember never to the hill
- 22:39Speaker 1: or plain, valley and wood without her cuckoo strain comes
- 22:43Speaker 1: the fresh spring in all her green completed beloved aye
- 22:48Speaker 1: amid the darkness, greeted by a doubtful spirit voice in
- 22:52Speaker 1: that doubt's pain cry, Speak once more, Thou lovest, who
- 22:57Speaker 1: can fear too many stars, though each in heaven shall
- 23:01Speaker 1: roll too many flowers, though each shall crown the year.
- 23:06Speaker 1: Say thou dost love me, love me, love me toll
- 23:10Speaker 1: the silver itterans only minding dear to love me, also
- 23:14Speaker 1: in silence with thy soul. End of Sonnet twenty one.
- 23:22Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 23:29Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org
- 23:34Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrari. Twenty two, When our two souls stand up,
- 23:41Speaker 1: erect and strong, face to face, silent, drawing nigh and nigher,
- 23:47Speaker 1: until the lengthening wings break into fire at either curved point.
- 23:52Speaker 1: What bitter wrong can the earth do to us? That
- 23:54Speaker 1: we should not long be here? Contented? Think? In mounting
- 23:58Speaker 1: higher the angels press on us and aspire to drop
- 24:02Speaker 1: some golden orb of perfect song into our deep, dear silence.
- 24:08Speaker 1: Let us stay rather on Earth, beloved, where the unfit,
- 24:12Speaker 1: contrarious moods of men recoil away and isolate pure spirits,
- 24:17Speaker 1: and permit a place to stand and love in for
- 24:20Speaker 1: a day with darkness and the death hour rounding it.
- 24:26Speaker 1: End of sonnet twenty two. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 24:34Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten
- 24:38Speaker 1: Ferrari twenty three. Is it indeed so? If I lay
- 24:44Speaker 1: here dead? Wouldst thou miss any life in losing mine?
- 24:48Speaker 1: And would the sun for thee more coldly shine because
- 24:50Speaker 1: of grave damps falling round my head? I marveled, my
- 24:54Speaker 1: beloved when I read thy thoughts, so in the letter
- 24:58Speaker 1: I am thine? But so much can I pour thy
- 25:02Speaker 1: wine while thy hands tremble. Then my soul, instead of
- 25:06Speaker 1: dreams of death, resumes life's lower range. Then love me, love,
- 25:11Speaker 1: look on me, breathe on me as brighter ladies. Do
- 25:14Speaker 1: not count it strange for love to give up acres
- 25:17Speaker 1: and degree. I yield the grave for thy sake, and
- 25:21Speaker 1: exchange my near sweet view of heaven for earth with
- 25:24Speaker 1: thee end of Sonnet twenty three. This recording is in
- 25:30Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett
- 25:39Speaker 1: Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari, twenty four.
- 25:47Speaker 1: Let the world's sharpness, like a clasping knife, shut in
- 25:51Speaker 1: upon itself, and do no harm in this close hand
- 25:53Speaker 1: of love, now soft and warm, And let us hear
- 25:57Speaker 1: no sound of human strife. After the click of the
- 26:00Speaker 1: shutting life to life, I lean upon thee dear without alarm,
- 26:05Speaker 1: and feel as safe as guarded by a charm against
- 26:08Speaker 1: the stab of worldlings, who, if rife, are weak to
- 26:12Speaker 1: injure very whitely Still, the lilies of our lives may
- 26:15Speaker 1: reassure their blossoms from their roots, accessible alone to heavenly
- 26:19Speaker 1: dews that drop not fewer, growing straight out of man's
- 26:23Speaker 1: reach on the hill. God only who made us rich,
- 26:27Speaker 1: can make us poor. End of Sonnet twenty four. This
- 26:32Speaker 1: recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese
- 26:39Speaker 1: by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot org by
- 26:43Speaker 1: Kirsten Ferrari, twenty five. A heavy heart, beloved, have I
- 26:49Speaker 1: borne from year to year until I saw thy face,
- 26:54Speaker 1: and sorrow after sorrow took the place of all those
- 26:57Speaker 1: natural joys, as lightly worn and as stringed pearls, each
- 27:01Speaker 1: lifted in its turn by a beating heart. At dance time,
- 27:05Speaker 1: hopes apace were changed to long despairs, till God's own
- 27:09Speaker 1: grace could scarcely lift above the world forlorn my heavy heart.
- 27:14Speaker 1: Then thou didst bid me bring and let it drop
- 27:17Speaker 1: adown thy calmly, great, deep, being fast, it sinketh as
- 27:21Speaker 1: a thing which its own nature does precipitate, while Thine
- 27:25Speaker 1: doth close above it, mediating betwixt the stars and the
- 27:29Speaker 1: unaccomplished fate. End of Sonnet twenty five. This recording is
- 27:35Speaker 1: in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth
- 27:43Speaker 1: Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari,
- 27:48Speaker 1: twenty six. I lived with visions for my company instead
- 27:53Speaker 1: of men and women years ago, and found them gentle mates,
- 27:57Speaker 1: nor thought to know a sweeter music than they play
- 28:00Speaker 1: to me. But soon their trailing purple was not free
- 28:04Speaker 1: of this world's dust. Their lutes did silent grow, and
- 28:08Speaker 1: I myself grew faint and blind below their vanishing eyes.
- 28:13Speaker 1: Then thou didst come to be beloved what they seemed,
- 28:17Speaker 1: their shining fronts, their songs, their splendors better. Yet the
- 28:22Speaker 1: same as river water hallowed into faunts met in thee,
- 28:26Speaker 1: and from out thee overcame my soul with satisfaction of
- 28:30Speaker 1: all wants, because God's gifts put man's best dreams to shame.
- 28:36Speaker 1: End of Sonnet twenty six. This recording is in the
- 28:40Speaker 1: public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
- 28:49Speaker 1: read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari twenty seven.
- 28:56Speaker 1: My own beloved, who has lifted me from this drear
- 29:00Speaker 1: flat of earth where I was thrown, and in betwixt
- 29:04Speaker 1: the languid ringlets blown a life breath till the forehead
- 29:08Speaker 1: hopefully shines out again as all the angels see before
- 29:12Speaker 1: thy saving kiss my own my own who camest to
- 29:16Speaker 1: me when the world was gone, And I, who looked
- 29:19Speaker 1: only for God, found THEE. I find THEE. I am
- 29:23Speaker 1: safe and strong and glad as one who stands in
- 29:27Speaker 1: dueless Asphodel looks backward on the tedious time he had
- 29:31Speaker 1: in the upper life. So I, with bosom swell, make
- 29:35Speaker 1: witness here between the good and bad, that love, as
- 29:38Speaker 1: strong as death, retrieves as well. End of Sonnet twenty seven.
- 29:46Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 29:53Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for Liprivox dot Org
- 29:57Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrairi twenty eight. My letters all dead, paper,
- 30:05Speaker 1: mute and white, and yet they seem alive and quivering
- 30:09Speaker 1: against my tremulous hands, which loose the string and let
- 30:12Speaker 1: them drop down on my knee to night. This said
- 30:16Speaker 1: he wished to have me in his sight once as
- 30:18Speaker 1: a friend. This fix'd a day in spring to come
- 30:21Speaker 1: and touch my hand. A simple thing, Yet I wept
- 30:25Speaker 1: for it. This the paper's light, said, dear, I love THEE.
- 30:31Speaker 1: And I sank and quailed, as if God's future thundered
- 30:35Speaker 1: on my past. This said I am thine, and so
- 30:38Speaker 1: its ink has paled with lying at my heart that
- 30:41Speaker 1: beat too fast, and this, O love, thy words have
- 30:46Speaker 1: ill availed. If what this said I dare repeat at
- 30:50Speaker 1: last end of Sonnet twenty eight. This recording is in
- 30:55Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett
- 31:04Speaker 1: Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari, twenty nine.
- 31:11Speaker 1: I think of THEE. My thoughts do twine and bud
- 31:14Speaker 1: about THEE as wild vines about a tree put out
- 31:17Speaker 1: broad leaves, and soon there's nought to see except the
- 31:21Speaker 1: straggling green which hides the wood. Yet, O, my palm tree,
- 31:26Speaker 1: be it understood, I will not have my thoughts instead
- 31:29Speaker 1: of THEE, who art dearer better, rather instantly renew thy presence,
- 31:35Speaker 1: as a strong tree should rustle thy boughs and set
- 31:38Speaker 1: thy trunk all there, and let these bands of greenery
- 31:41Speaker 1: which ensphere THEE drop heavily down burst shattered everywhere. Because
- 31:47Speaker 1: in this deep joy to see and hear THEE, and
- 31:51Speaker 1: breathe when in thy shadow a new air. I do
- 31:53Speaker 1: not think of THEE. I am too near THEE. End
- 31:58Speaker 1: of Sonnet twenty nine. This recording is in the public domain.
- 32:07Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for
- 32:10Speaker 1: LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari, Sonnet thirty I see
- 32:17Speaker 1: Thine image through my tears to night, and yet to
- 32:20Speaker 1: day I saw thee smiling how refer the cause, beloved?
- 32:24Speaker 1: Is it thou or I who makes me sad? The
- 32:27Speaker 1: acolyte amid the chanted joy and thankful right? May so
- 32:31Speaker 1: fall flat with pale, insensate brow on the altar stare
- 32:35Speaker 1: I hear thy voice? And thou perplexed, uncertain since thou
- 32:39Speaker 1: art out of sight as he in his swooning ears
- 32:42Speaker 1: the choires Amen beloved, dost thou love? Or did I
- 32:47Speaker 1: see all the glory as I dreamed and fainted when
- 32:50Speaker 1: too vehement light dilated my ideal for my soul's eyes?
- 32:55Speaker 1: Will that light come again as now these tears come,
- 32:58Speaker 1: falling hot and real? End of Sonnet thirty. This recording
- 33:04Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 33:13Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox, dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari,
- 33:19Speaker 1: thirty one. Thou comest all is said without a word.
- 33:23Speaker 1: I sit beneath thy looks as children do in the
- 33:26Speaker 1: noon sun with souls that tremble through their happy eyelids
- 33:29Speaker 1: from an unaverred yet prodigal inward joy. Behold, I erred
- 33:34Speaker 1: in that last doubt, and yet I cannot rue the
- 33:37Speaker 1: sin most but the occasion that we too should, for
- 33:40Speaker 1: a moment stand unministered by a mutual presence. Ah, keep
- 33:44Speaker 1: near and close thou dove like help, And when my
- 33:48Speaker 1: fears would rise, with thy broad heart, serenely interpose brood
- 33:52Speaker 1: down with thy divine sufficiencies. These thoughts which tremble when
- 33:56Speaker 1: bereft of those like callow birds left desert to the
- 33:59Speaker 1: sunies end of son thirty one. This recording is in
- 34:05Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett
- 34:15Speaker 1: Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari, thirty two.
- 34:22Speaker 1: The first time that the sun rose on thine oath
- 34:24Speaker 1: to love me, I looked forward to the moon to
- 34:27Speaker 1: slacken all those bonds which seemed too soon and quickly
- 34:31Speaker 1: tied to make a lasting troth. Quick loving hearts, I thought,
- 34:34Speaker 1: may quickly loathe, and looking on myself, I seemed not
- 34:38Speaker 1: one for such man's love, more like an out of
- 34:42Speaker 1: tune worn vile a good singer would be wroth to
- 34:45Speaker 1: spoil his song with and which snatched in haste, is
- 34:48Speaker 1: laid down at the first ill sounding note. I did
- 34:52Speaker 1: not wrong myself so, but I placed a wrong on thee.
- 34:56Speaker 1: For perfect strains may float neath master hands, from instruments
- 34:59Speaker 1: to faced, and great souls at one stroke may do
- 35:04Speaker 1: and dote. End of Sonnet thirty two. This recording is
- 35:10Speaker 1: in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth
- 35:18Speaker 1: Barrett Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari
- 35:23Speaker 1: thirty three. Yes, call me by my pet name. Let
- 35:27Speaker 1: me hear the name I used to run at when
- 35:30Speaker 1: a child from innocent play, and leave the cow's lips
- 35:33Speaker 1: plied to glance up in some face that proved me
- 35:36Speaker 1: dear with the look of its eyes. I miss the clear,
- 35:39Speaker 1: fond voices which being drawn and reconciled into the music
- 35:43Speaker 1: of Heaven's undefiled. Call me no longer silence on the
- 35:47Speaker 1: bier while I call God. Call God. So let thy
- 35:51Speaker 1: mouth be heir to those who are now exanimate. Gather
- 35:55Speaker 1: the north flowers to complete the south, and catch the
- 35:58Speaker 1: early love up in the late. Yes, call me by
- 36:01Speaker 1: that name and I, in truth, with the same heart,
- 36:05Speaker 1: will answer and not wait. End of Sonnet thirty three.
- 36:11Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 36:19Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for LibriVox dot Org
- 36:23Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrari thirty four. With the same heart, I said,
- 36:29Speaker 1: I'll answer thee as those when thou shalt call me
- 36:32Speaker 1: by my name Lo. The vain promise is the same,
- 36:37Speaker 1: the same, perplexed and ruffled by life's strategy. When called before,
- 36:42Speaker 1: I told, how hastily I dropped my flowers, or break
- 36:45Speaker 1: off from a game to run and answer with the
- 36:47Speaker 1: smile that came at play last moment and went on
- 36:50Speaker 1: with me through my obedience. When I answer now, I
- 36:54Speaker 1: drop a grave thought, break from solitude. Yet still my
- 36:58Speaker 1: heart goes to thee pon or how not as to
- 37:01Speaker 1: a single good, but all my good Lay thy hand
- 37:05Speaker 1: on it best one, and allow that no child's foot
- 37:08Speaker 1: could run fast as this blood. End of Sonnet thirty four.
- 37:13Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 37:20Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org
- 37:24Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrari thirty five. If I leave all for
- 37:30Speaker 1: thee wilt thou exchange and be all to me? Shall
- 37:34Speaker 1: I never miss home talk and blessing and the common
- 37:37Speaker 1: kiss that comes to each in turn? Nor count it
- 37:40Speaker 1: strange when I look up to drop on a new
- 37:42Speaker 1: range of walls and floors, another home than this. Nay,
- 37:46Speaker 1: wilt thou fill that place by me which is filled
- 37:49Speaker 1: by dead eyes too tender to no change. That's hardest.
- 37:52Speaker 1: If to conquer love has tried to conquer, Grief tries
- 37:55Speaker 1: more as all things prove. For grief, indeed is love,
- 37:59Speaker 1: and grief beside alas I have grieved. So I am
- 38:03Speaker 1: hard to love. Yet love me. Wilt thou open thy
- 38:07Speaker 1: heart wide and fold within the wet wings of thy dove?
- 38:12Speaker 1: End of Sonnet thirty five. This recording is in the
- 38:15Speaker 1: public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
- 38:25Speaker 1: read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferrari thirty six.
- 38:31Speaker 1: When we met first and loved, I did not build
- 38:35Speaker 1: upon the event with marble. Could it mean to last
- 38:38Speaker 1: a love set pendulous between sorrow and sorrow? Nay? I
- 38:42Speaker 1: rather thrilled, distrusting every light that seemed to gild the
- 38:46Speaker 1: onward path and feared to overlain a finger even And
- 38:51Speaker 1: though I have grown serene and strong since then, I
- 38:54Speaker 1: think that God has willed a still renewable fear. Oh love,
- 38:58Speaker 1: oh troth les, these inclasped hands should never hold this
- 39:02Speaker 1: mutual kiss drop down between us both as an unowned
- 39:06Speaker 1: thing once, the lips being cold, and love be false.
- 39:11Speaker 1: If he to keep one's oath must lose one joy
- 39:15Speaker 1: by his life star foretold end of Sonnet thirty six.
- 39:20Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 39:28Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org
- 39:32Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrari, thirty seven. Pardon, oh, pardon, that my
- 39:39Speaker 1: soul should make of all that strong divineness which I
- 39:43Speaker 1: know for thine and thee an image only so formed
- 39:46Speaker 1: of the sand and fit to shift and break. It
- 39:50Speaker 1: is that distant years, which did not take thy sovereignty,
- 39:54Speaker 1: recoiling with a blow, have forced my swimming brain to
- 39:57Speaker 1: undergo their doubt and dread, and blow kindly to forsake
- 40:01Speaker 1: thy purity of likeness, and distort thy worthiest love to
- 40:05Speaker 1: a worthless counterfeit, as if a shipwrecked pagan safe in
- 40:09Speaker 1: port his guardian sea God. To commemorate, should set a
- 40:12Speaker 1: sculptured porpoise gills a snort and vibrant tail within the
- 40:16Speaker 1: temple gate end of Sonnet thirty seven. This recording is
- 40:22Speaker 1: in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth
- 40:31Speaker 1: Barrett Browning read for LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Ferri,
- 40:36Speaker 1: Sonnet thirty eight. First time he kissed me, he but
- 40:41Speaker 1: only kissed the fingers of this hand, wherewith thy right,
- 40:45Speaker 1: and ever since it grew more clean and white, slow
- 40:50Speaker 1: to world greetings, quick with its oh list when the
- 40:53Speaker 1: angels speak a ring of anathyst I could not wear
- 40:57Speaker 1: here plainer to my sight than that first kis. The
- 41:01Speaker 1: second passed in height the first, and sought the forehead,
- 41:05Speaker 1: and half missed, half falling on the hair. Oh, beyond
- 41:10Speaker 1: meed that was the chrism of love, which Love's own crown,
- 41:15Speaker 1: with sanctifying sweetness did proceed. The third, upon my lips
- 41:21Speaker 1: was folded down in perfect purple state. Since when indeed
- 41:27Speaker 1: I have been proud and said my love my own
- 41:33Speaker 1: end of Sonnet thirty eight. This recording is in the
- 41:36Speaker 1: public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning
- 41:45Speaker 1: read for LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari, Sonnet thirty nine.
- 41:51Speaker 1: Because thou hast the power and ownest the grace to
- 41:54Speaker 1: look through and behind this mask of me against which
- 41:58Speaker 1: years have beat, thus blanching with their reigns, and behold
- 42:02Speaker 1: my soul's true face, the dim and weary witness of
- 42:05Speaker 1: life's race, because thou hast the faith and love to
- 42:08Speaker 1: see through that same soul's distracting lethargy, the patient angel
- 42:13Speaker 1: waiting for a place in the new heavens. Because nor sin,
- 42:17Speaker 1: nor woe, nor God's infliction, nor death's neighborhood, nor all
- 42:22Speaker 1: which other's viewing turn to go, nor all which makes
- 42:25Speaker 1: me tired of all self viewed. Nothing repels thee dearest
- 42:30Speaker 1: teach me so to pour out gratitude, as thou dost
- 42:34Speaker 1: good end of Sonnet thirty nine. This recording is in
- 42:40Speaker 1: the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett
- 42:49Speaker 1: Browning read for LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari, Sonnet forty. Oh, yes,
- 42:57Speaker 1: they love through all this world of ours. I will
- 43:00Speaker 1: not gainsay love called love, forsooth I have heard love
- 43:04Speaker 1: talked in my early youth, and since not so long back,
- 43:08Speaker 1: but that the flowers then gathered smell still, mussulmans and
- 43:12Speaker 1: jures throw kerchiefs at a smile, and have no roof
- 43:15Speaker 1: for any weeping Polypheme's white tooth slips on the nut
- 43:18Speaker 1: if after frequent showers the shell is over smooth and
- 43:22Speaker 1: not so much will turn the thing called love aside
- 43:25Speaker 1: to hate, or else to oblivion. But thou art not
- 43:29Speaker 1: such a lover, my beloved. Thou canst wait through sorrow
- 43:33Speaker 1: and sickness to bring souls to touch, and think it
- 43:37Speaker 1: soon when others cry too late. End of Sonnet forty
- 43:43Speaker 1: This recording is in the public domain. Sonnets from the
- 43:52Speaker 1: Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for LibriVox dot Org
- 43:57Speaker 1: by Kirsten Ferrari forty one. I thank all who have
- 44:03Speaker 1: loved me in their hearts with thanks and love from
- 44:06Speaker 1: mine deep. Thanks to all who paused a little near
- 44:10Speaker 1: the prison wall to hear my music in its louder parts.
- 44:13Speaker 1: Ere they went onward, each one to the marts or
- 44:15Speaker 1: temple's occupation beyond call. But thou, who in my voices,
- 44:22Speaker 1: sink and fall when the sob took it thy divinest
- 44:25Speaker 1: Art's own instrument. Didst drop down at thy feet to
- 44:28Speaker 1: hearken what I said between my tears, instruct me how
- 44:32Speaker 1: to thank thee Oh, to shoot my soul's full meaning
- 44:35Speaker 1: into future years, that they should lend it utterance and
- 44:39Speaker 1: salute love that endures from life that disappears. End of
- 44:45Speaker 1: Sonnet forty one. This recording is in the public domain.
- 44:54Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning read for
- 44:58Speaker 1: LibriVox dot Org by Kirsten Sonnet forty two. My future
- 45:05Speaker 1: will not copy fair my past. I wrote that once,
- 45:09Speaker 1: and thinking at my side, my ministering life angel justified
- 45:13Speaker 1: the word by his appealing look upcast to the white
- 45:16Speaker 1: throne of God. I turned at last, and there instead
- 45:20Speaker 1: saw thee not unallied to angels in thy soul. Then, I,
- 45:25Speaker 1: long tried by natural ills, received the comfort fast, while
- 45:30Speaker 1: budding at thy sight, my pilgrim's staff gave out green
- 45:33Speaker 1: leaves with morning dews impearled. I seek no copy now
- 45:37Speaker 1: of life's first half. Leave here the pages, with long
- 45:41Speaker 1: musing curled, and write me new my future's epigraph, new
- 45:45Speaker 1: angel mine unhoped for in the World end of Sonnet
- 45:51Speaker 1: forty two. This recording is in the public domain on
- 46:00Speaker 1: its from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, read for
- 46:04Speaker 1: LibriVox dot Org by Kuston Ferrari, sonnet forty three. How
- 46:10Speaker 1: do I love THEE? Let me count the ways. I
- 46:15Speaker 1: love THEE to the depth and breadth and height my
- 46:20Speaker 1: soul can reach when feeling out of sight for the
- 46:23Speaker 1: ends of being and ideal grace. I love THEE to
- 46:27Speaker 1: the level of every day's most quiet need, by sun
- 46:30Speaker 1: and candlelight. I love THEE freely as men strive for right.
- 46:35Speaker 1: I love THEE purely as they turn from praise. I
- 46:38Speaker 1: love THEE with the passion put to use in my
- 46:40Speaker 1: old griefs and with my childhood faith. I love THEE
- 46:44Speaker 1: with a love I seemed to lose with my lost saints.
- 46:48Speaker 1: I love THEE with the breath, smiles tears of all
- 46:52Speaker 1: my life. And if God choose, I shall but love
- 46:56Speaker 1: THEE better after death and sonnet forty three. This recording
- 47:02Speaker 1: is in the public domain. Sonnets from the Portuguese by
- 47:11Speaker 1: Elizabeth Barrett Brownie, read for LibriVox dot org by Kirsten Ferrari,
- 47:17Speaker 1: Sonnet forty four. Beloved, thou hast brought me many flowers
- 47:22Speaker 1: plucked in the garden all summer through and winter, and
- 47:25Speaker 1: it seemed as if they grew in this close room,
- 47:28Speaker 1: nor missed the sun and showers. So in the like
- 47:32Speaker 1: name of that love of ours, take back these thoughts
- 47:35Speaker 1: which here unfolded too, and which on warm and cold
- 47:39Speaker 1: days I withdrew from my heart's ground. Indeed, these beds
- 47:43Speaker 1: and bowers be overgrown with bitter weeds and rue, and
- 47:46Speaker 1: wait thy weeding. Yet here's egglintine, here's ivy. Take them
- 47:50Speaker 1: as I used to do, thy flowers, and keep them
- 47:53Speaker 1: where they shall not pine. Instruct thine eyes to keep
- 47:56Speaker 1: their colors true, and tell thy soul the roots are
- 48:00Speaker 1: left in mine. End of Sonnet forty four. End of
- 48:07Speaker 1: Sonnets from the Portuguese by Elizabeth Barrett Browning. This recording
- 48:11Speaker 1: is in the public domain.