Latest / Have A Little Faith with Delilah / The Power Of God's Love
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- 0:01Speaker 1: Hello, my friend, Hello, welcome back, Welcome back, well, unless
- 0:06Speaker 1: this is your first time with us, and then welcome aboard,
- 0:10Speaker 1: welcome to have a little faith with Delilah. My mission
- 0:15Speaker 1: each and every day, on and off the air is
- 0:19Speaker 1: to share the love of Christ with as many people
- 0:22Speaker 1: as I possibly can. Not to shove it down your throat,
- 0:26Speaker 1: not to convince you that my way of thinking, my
- 0:29Speaker 1: way of praying, my way of worshiping is right, but
- 0:33Speaker 1: just to share the love with you that God is
- 0:36Speaker 1: poured into me, real simple, not trying to convince you
- 0:40Speaker 1: of anything. God loves me. He's stinking adores me, and
- 0:46Speaker 1: I don't know why. I don't get it. I don't
- 0:49Speaker 1: deserve it, and yet He pours his love into me
- 0:53Speaker 1: every day. Every day he shows me little miracles, things
- 0:57Speaker 1: of beauty birds that lie in the sky. I have
- 1:02Speaker 1: a mated pair of ravens that live on my property.
- 1:05Speaker 1: And when I go horseback riding, they follow me, They
- 1:07Speaker 1: ride with me, They turned circles over me in the air,
- 1:11Speaker 1: they do these dive bomb things. I'm like, you're just
- 1:14Speaker 1: showing off. I'm feeling cool here on horseback, thinking I'm
- 1:18Speaker 1: riding like the wind, and you're riding the wind. God
- 1:21Speaker 1: does that for me, and I want to share that
- 1:25Speaker 1: love with you, and that's what I do in this podcast.
- 1:30Speaker 1: This episode of Have a Little Faith is dedicated to
- 1:33Speaker 1: the power the power of God's overwhelming love. Please don't
- 1:40Speaker 1: ever doubt his ability to literally move mountains on your
- 1:45Speaker 1: behalf up first, as a very young woman named Jolie.
- 1:49Speaker 1: Jolie has dealt with a lot in her young life,
- 1:52Speaker 1: been through many difficulties, and now she is starting to
- 1:56Speaker 1: overcome all that and wants to help others. Let's have
- 2:00Speaker 1: her shared this story in her own words. Welcome Jollie
- 2:06Speaker 1: to have a Little Faith with Delilah.
- 2:09Speaker 2: Hi, Delilah. I've been listening to your show for almost
- 2:13Speaker 2: a decade. I'm seventeen years old and you've inspired me
- 2:19Speaker 2: so much. I've really struggled with mental health and there
- 2:24Speaker 2: were times that I didn't want to be here anymore.
- 2:27Speaker 2: In your show kept me here.
- 2:28Speaker 1: Jolie, Welcome. I'm glad you fought. I'm glad you kept going.
- 2:33Speaker 1: I'm glad you didn't give up. I don't know if
- 2:35Speaker 1: you know, but I have a son that changed his
- 2:38Speaker 1: address permanently to Heaven because he struggled with that and
- 2:43Speaker 1: he chose to leave us. So I am so glad
- 2:47Speaker 1: that you are here and still fighting the good fight.
- 2:52Speaker 2: I've been trying so hard, and I've been listening to
- 2:55Speaker 2: you for so long, like I never had any world
- 2:57Speaker 2: connection until like now, and I've always wanted to call
- 3:01Speaker 2: you like you were such a great person. I'm telling
- 3:05Speaker 2: you you were one of the main reasons I'm still here.
- 3:08Speaker 1: Well, I wish my son's story had a different ending,
- 3:14Speaker 1: but I did the best that I could with the
- 3:17Speaker 1: information that I have, and now that he's gone, I have,
- 3:21Speaker 1: sadly so much more information that I didn't have when
- 3:25Speaker 1: he was going through his struggles. So tell me what's
- 3:29Speaker 1: going on in your life now.
- 3:31Speaker 2: Well, I ran away from an abusive household, I've been
- 3:36Speaker 2: in multiple families, I have been nine months clean from
- 3:41Speaker 2: harming myself, and I'm still here somehow.
- 3:45Speaker 1: So that tells me you really don't want to give up.
- 3:49Speaker 1: You just can't handle the pain.
- 3:52Speaker 2: I'm moving on to better things. I graduated early with
- 3:56Speaker 2: a really high GPA. I'm with my biological parents now,
- 4:01Speaker 2: and I am studying to become a social worker.
- 4:05Speaker 1: God bless you, God bless you. So you said as
- 4:09Speaker 1: much pain as I've gone through, and as much as
- 4:12Speaker 1: I've struggled, let me help other young people that are
- 4:15Speaker 1: going through the same kind of grief.
- 4:19Speaker 2: Absolutely, because there aren't enough people who are willing to
- 4:23Speaker 2: get their hands dirty to actually listen to those children.
- 4:27Speaker 1: Let me tell you, I have five minor children that
- 4:31Speaker 1: are at home, None that are mine biologically, but kids
- 4:34Speaker 1: that God has brought into my life, and a few
- 4:37Speaker 1: of them struggle with mental health issues. There are so
- 4:41Speaker 1: much trauma and exposure to drugs and alcohol, you know,
- 4:45Speaker 1: in utero and all sorts of stuff, plus just the
- 4:48Speaker 1: trauma of not being with your biofamily and all that.
- 4:54Speaker 1: Do you know It's taken six months to get an
- 4:59Speaker 1: appointment with a specialist for one of those children. Six months.
- 5:05Speaker 1: That's how booked up the hospitals and the doctors are.
- 5:09Speaker 2: It shouldn't be that way.
- 5:10Speaker 1: It shouldn't be that way. The minute you're in crisis,
- 5:13Speaker 1: there should be help available.
- 5:16Speaker 2: I grew up not having that. I grew up having
- 5:20Speaker 2: you as a therapist.
- 5:22Speaker 1: And I'm not. I am not a therapist. I am
- 5:24Speaker 1: not a licensed counselor. I don't have the education you're
- 5:29Speaker 1: about to embark upon. I have a lot of love.
- 5:32Speaker 1: But we need doctors, we need counselors, we need social workers,
- 5:37Speaker 1: we need therapists. We need speech therapists and play therapists
- 5:41Speaker 1: and art therapists and people that love children and want
- 5:45Speaker 1: them to have a better time, a better life. I'm
- 5:48Speaker 1: so proud of you, Gosh. I wish I could reach
- 5:51Speaker 1: through the phone lines and give you a hug.
- 5:54Speaker 2: I really appreciate that. Like, I know you don't have
- 5:58Speaker 2: long because you have like a million dollars, but you
- 6:01Speaker 2: want to say. My advice to people who are struggling
- 6:04Speaker 2: with staying here and not harming themselves is to remember
- 6:08Speaker 2: that at the end of the day, the person you
- 6:11Speaker 2: had is.
- 6:11Speaker 1: You, Amen, and God doesn't make mistakes. He made you
- 6:15Speaker 1: on purpose. He made you for a reason. He made
- 6:18Speaker 1: you to thrive, not just survive, not just survive, but thrive.
- 6:25Speaker 2: Everyone deserves better than that. Everyone deserves to feel loved
- 6:29Speaker 2: and feel happy with themselves.
- 6:31Speaker 1: So how old were you when the depression took hold
- 6:34Speaker 1: of your soul?
- 6:35Speaker 2: I started self harming when I was six years old, So.
- 6:40Speaker 1: Trauma, abuse, abandonment, like what causes a baby to choose
- 6:46Speaker 1: to hurt themselves.
- 6:48Speaker 2: I grew up thinking that I was never going to
- 6:51Speaker 2: be good enough. Because I was in so many different homes,
- 6:54Speaker 2: bosed and there was a lot of drugs, alcohol, and
- 6:57Speaker 2: other things that happened with family. I was so used
- 7:02Speaker 2: to if I'm abused, that's normal. Like I can't go
- 7:07Speaker 2: and find a significant other without it being a lot
- 7:11Speaker 2: like the situation I was in. And it's going to
- 7:13Speaker 2: take a lot of healing for me to understand that
- 7:15Speaker 2: I do deserve love and I do deserve better than that.
- 7:18Speaker 1: And are the people that you're with now? Are they
- 7:21Speaker 1: clean and sober? Are they working a program? Are they
- 7:24Speaker 1: not doing the crazy chaos that you were raised in.
- 7:29Speaker 2: They have been clean for almost ten years now, and
- 7:32Speaker 2: I am extremely proud of them. Because everyone has an addiction.
- 7:38Speaker 2: It doesn't matter if it's drugs, it doesn't matter if
- 7:41Speaker 2: it's hurting themselves, sexual activity, doing the same thing over
- 7:46Speaker 2: and over. That isn't necessarily healthy. We all have to fight.
- 7:50Speaker 2: If we don't fight for ourselves, no one else is
- 7:53Speaker 2: going to.
- 7:54Speaker 1: Julie, You're going to be a fabulous, fabulous caseworker.
- 7:57Speaker 2: Kids deserve better than what they are given.
- 8:00Speaker 1: You were born for this role. You have everything it
- 8:04Speaker 1: takes to save lives. You were born for such a
- 8:09Speaker 1: time as this, everything you've been through, everything that still
- 8:14Speaker 1: brings you pain and shame and makes you feel like
- 8:18Speaker 1: you're less than Those are the things that are going
- 8:22Speaker 1: to save lives. Those are the things that are going
- 8:26Speaker 1: to help you understand, like nobody else can, what kids
- 8:29Speaker 1: are going through. You were born, Jolie, for such a
- 8:32Speaker 1: time as this, remember that. Okay, I really really appreciate that, Jolie.
- 8:39Speaker 1: You are a shining example of what it means to
- 8:42Speaker 1: trust in the Lord and to understand how much each
- 8:46Speaker 1: and every one of us matters going to be checking
- 8:48Speaker 1: in on you. But in the meantime, please never forget
- 8:53Speaker 1: that God's phone lines are open twenty four to seven,
- 8:56Speaker 1: mine are not. He wants to hear from you twenty
- 8:59Speaker 1: four seven.
- 9:01Speaker 2: Thank you so much, Delilah.
- 9:03Speaker 1: You have a great night. In our next story, I
- 9:06Speaker 1: want to share, you're going to hear from Kristin. She
- 9:09Speaker 1: has two kids, a loving husband, and they have recently
- 9:13Speaker 1: fallen on hard times. They are currently unhoused and living
- 9:18Speaker 1: in a motel. Both mom and dad have found jobs.
- 9:22Speaker 1: They're trying very hard to pull themselves up by the bootstraps,
- 9:25Speaker 1: but it turns out that's not so easy. Let's hear
- 9:29Speaker 1: from Kristin right now, Kristin, welcome aboard. What can I
- 9:35Speaker 1: do to make you a night special?
- 9:39Speaker 3: So I need something like uplifting because my family right
- 9:43Speaker 3: now is homeless then living in a motel with two
- 9:47Speaker 3: young children, and pretty much every single day I'm out
- 9:51Speaker 3: doing door dash and instacart, just you know, trying to
- 9:56Speaker 3: make money to say afloat because it is not cheap
- 9:59Speaker 3: and I am tired. But every time I think I'm
- 10:04Speaker 3: going to fail or give up, oh God shows up.
- 10:08Speaker 1: Okay, so back up, back up, back up, take a
- 10:12Speaker 1: few steps back and tell me your story from the beginning.
- 10:15Speaker 1: Who is us? Who is in your family that you
- 10:21Speaker 1: guys are all together solve.
- 10:23Speaker 4: My fiance and our daughters that are nine and four.
- 10:27Speaker 1: And what happened that you lost your former home. We
- 10:31Speaker 1: were in like.
- 10:32Speaker 3: A low income type housing and we had like the
- 10:36Speaker 3: recertification for our lease and we both had gotten promotions,
- 10:41Speaker 3: and turns out we then made too much money to
- 10:44Speaker 3: qualify and didn't get much of a notice to move out,
- 10:48Speaker 3: so we didn't have much time to save money to
- 10:51Speaker 3: find a new place.
- 10:52Speaker 4: And now it's just next to impossible to find something.
- 10:55Speaker 1: Tore in. So you were working hard, struggling to get
- 11:00Speaker 1: your head above water, and both of you were working,
- 11:03Speaker 1: and you made too much money to qualify for the
- 11:06Speaker 1: low income How much time did they give you before
- 11:09Speaker 1: they gave you the boot? And you don't have family, parents,
- 11:15Speaker 1: nobody you can lean on for a few months while
- 11:17Speaker 1: you get your act together.
- 11:19Speaker 3: No, his mom is in a nursing home and I
- 11:23Speaker 3: am estranged from my mother. So we've just kind of
- 11:26Speaker 3: been keeping on as long as you know, our girls
- 11:28Speaker 3: have a roof over their head. It might not be
- 11:30Speaker 3: the best scenario, but they're with us and they have
- 11:33Speaker 3: a roof over their head, clothes on their back, food
- 11:35Speaker 3: in their stomachs, they're happy, they're healthy. We drive two
- 11:39Speaker 3: challenges over to bring them to school every single day,
- 11:41Speaker 3: and doctor's appointments and everything.
- 11:44Speaker 1: So, and where were you working when you lost your place?
- 11:49Speaker 3: I was a manager at Dunkin Donuts and Colby he's
- 11:53Speaker 3: an assistant manager at a gas station.
- 11:55Speaker 1: And is he still working?
- 11:57Speaker 3: He is, Yeah, he's still working there. But with my availability,
- 12:00Speaker 3: and you know, the girls don't have busses anymore, just
- 12:03Speaker 3: we're not staying in the same city. I have to
- 12:06Speaker 3: transport them to and from school, and him to and
- 12:09Speaker 3: from work, so my availability is extremely limited, so I
- 12:13Speaker 3: can't have just a regular, you know, nine to five job.
- 12:16Speaker 1: You know what you need, Kristen, You need a miracle. Yeah,
- 12:20Speaker 1: you need a miracle. And I happen to know the
- 12:23Speaker 1: God that's in He's in the field of miracles. That's
- 12:29Speaker 1: like his specialty.
- 12:30Speaker 3: He's pretty impatient.
- 12:32Speaker 1: He is pretty amazing that he's given you a good attitude,
- 12:35Speaker 1: and that he's given you a heart of gratitude. I
- 12:38Speaker 1: can tell you, or just naming off all the good things,
- 12:40Speaker 1: the fact that your kids have food, and they have
- 12:43Speaker 1: a place that's safe, and they have parents that love them.
- 12:47Speaker 1: The fact that you can count those blessings instead of
- 12:51Speaker 1: looking at the mountain of problems in front of you.
- 12:54Speaker 1: That speaks volumes about your character and about your faith
- 12:58Speaker 1: in God.
- 13:00Speaker 3: Even today, I had seven dollars and eighty three cents
- 13:04Speaker 3: left after buying them dinner, and I went to go
- 13:07Speaker 3: put it in my gas tank, and the guy at
- 13:10Speaker 3: the register says, you have kids, and I said, yeah,
- 13:13Speaker 3: I have two, and he handed me a twenty five
- 13:15Speaker 3: dollars gift card for gas today. So it's God always
- 13:20Speaker 3: always shows up and my tank was on empty like
- 13:23Speaker 3: the light was on.
- 13:24Speaker 1: Are you sure that was a person and not an
- 13:27Speaker 1: angel in disguise?
- 13:29Speaker 3: I don't know. It could have been, but there's been
- 13:31Speaker 3: a lot of angels, and he's been sending them my
- 13:34Speaker 3: way every day.
- 13:36Speaker 1: Can I say a prayer for you absolute Please, Father God,
- 13:40Speaker 1: I lift Kristin, her fiance and their children up to you,
- 13:44Speaker 1: and I pray your hand of mercy upon them. Father.
- 13:48Speaker 1: I thank you Lord for keeping Kristen's attitude good. I
- 13:53Speaker 1: praise you God for all the blessings you're pouring out.
- 13:57Speaker 1: I praise you that the girls are in school, that
- 13:59Speaker 1: they have a roof over their head, that they have
- 14:01Speaker 1: food in their bellies, and that they have a mama
- 14:03Speaker 1: that loves them more than life. I pray, Father God
- 14:07Speaker 1: for financial blessings. I pray for a door to open up,
- 14:11Speaker 1: for a home to open up for this family. I pray, Father, God,
- 14:14Speaker 1: that you would just bring peace to their hearts, peace
- 14:20Speaker 1: to their homes. Father, I pray that you would shower
- 14:24Speaker 1: them with your grace. Your word says the righteous shall
- 14:28Speaker 1: not go begging bread, and Father, that righteousness doesn't come
- 14:33Speaker 1: from our behavior, but from our faith in You. And
- 14:37Speaker 1: I pray Lord that you would multiply Christen's faith in
- 14:41Speaker 1: you in a powerful way. I pray you would bless
- 14:44Speaker 1: her tonight and always God, and that miracles would unfold
- 14:50Speaker 1: in front of her, and that you would know that
- 14:52Speaker 1: it's you at work. I ask all these things in
- 14:55Speaker 1: your precious and holy name. Amen is good, so he
- 15:00Speaker 1: is all the time. Well, I'm going to keep praying
- 15:04Speaker 1: for you. You got this, Mama.
- 15:06Speaker 2: Thank you so much.
- 15:08Speaker 1: I mean that God's going to take care of you,
- 15:10Speaker 1: and you are doing awesome. Thank you, Kristin. I know
- 15:15Speaker 1: the system isn't set up to actually help those who
- 15:19Speaker 1: are legitimately trying to help themselves. I won't get into
- 15:23Speaker 1: that too deeply or share my feelings about that, but
- 15:26Speaker 1: I am going to tell you to keep going, keep going.
- 15:29Speaker 1: I know you're not alone in this journey. There are
- 15:32Speaker 1: so many out there that are truly looking for a
- 15:35Speaker 1: hand up like you are, not a handout. And I'm
- 15:38Speaker 1: so so proud of you, and I'm going to be
- 15:41Speaker 1: in touch.
- 15:41Speaker 2: Thank you so much.
- 15:43Speaker 1: Bye, bye up. Last in our have a little faith
- 15:46Speaker 1: journey today is lindsay. Our conversation might be the best
- 15:50Speaker 1: example of the power of God's love This story includes love, forgiveness,
- 15:55Speaker 1: and reconciliation. Let's jump into this story right now, Lindsay,
- 16:00Speaker 1: welcome to have a little faith.
- 16:03Speaker 4: Hi Delilah, this is Lindsay.
- 16:04Speaker 1: How are you, Lindsay? I am wonderful. How are you?
- 16:08Speaker 4: I'm doing great? Actually I am. And I've listened to
- 16:13Speaker 4: you since I was a little girl. My dad, who
- 16:15Speaker 4: was no longer here, used to rock me and my
- 16:17Speaker 4: brother to sleep to your radio show. I recently reconnected
- 16:21Speaker 4: with my mother after not talking to her for fourteen years,
- 16:24Speaker 4: and it's been such a positive shift in my life
- 16:27Speaker 4: and so amazing.
- 16:28Speaker 1: Okay, wait, wait, wait, wait, you can't throw that out there.
- 16:31Speaker 1: You can't spill a whole cup of tea in my
- 16:33Speaker 1: lap and then just keep on going without like grabbing
- 16:37Speaker 1: a teatowel to wipe it up and explain yourself.
- 16:40Speaker 4: To make a long story short, my parents didn't have
- 16:43Speaker 4: a very good divorce, but they loved each other very much,
- 16:46Speaker 4: and my mom and I had to be a part
- 16:49Speaker 4: for several years to kind of I guess heal. And
- 16:51Speaker 4: my father passed away five years ago and it gutted
- 16:55Speaker 4: me and I needed to heal from that, and my
- 16:58Speaker 4: mom and I it actually just kind of happened like that.
- 17:01Speaker 4: It's very strange, but I'm embracing it and taking it
- 17:04Speaker 4: day by day and going.
- 17:05Speaker 1: Well, okay, So how old were you when folks divorced?
- 17:10Speaker 4: I was nineteen and my brother was seventeen.
- 17:13Speaker 1: And how old were you when you stopped your relationship
- 17:17Speaker 1: with mom?
- 17:18Speaker 4: When I was a teenager, so I would say around
- 17:20Speaker 4: fourteen was when everything started to kind of fall apart.
- 17:23Speaker 4: And we stopped talking when I was about twenty.
- 17:25Speaker 1: Wow, And did she reach out to you? Did she
- 17:29Speaker 1: try to make a connection, did she try to make amends?
- 17:32Speaker 1: Did she try kind of.
- 17:34Speaker 4: A funny story, she texted me and I thought I've
- 17:38Speaker 4: misread the text and thought she was telling me she
- 17:41Speaker 4: was terminal. So I just was like, are you dying?
- 17:43Speaker 4: She's like, oh my god, no, no, I'm sorry. I
- 17:45Speaker 4: didn't need for you to interpret the text that way.
- 17:47Speaker 4: And then ever since then we've been talking and hanging out.
- 17:50Speaker 4: She's down here and it's just been so great, and
- 17:53Speaker 4: I'm so much I'm all the good pieces of her,
- 17:56Speaker 4: and I'm all the good pieces of my dad, and
- 17:59Speaker 4: I'm just so happy, like in this moment with her,
- 18:01Speaker 4: and then I'm truly blessed, and I don't want to
- 18:03Speaker 4: say that I don't deserve it, but I do because
- 18:05Speaker 4: I've healed and I continue to heal, and now I
- 18:07Speaker 4: have my mom back in my life.
- 18:09Speaker 3: Wow.
- 18:10Speaker 1: God does miracles every day.
- 18:13Speaker 4: If you would have asked me five years ago if
- 18:15Speaker 4: I was going to happen, I would have been no way.
- 18:19Speaker 4: But Juliah can't tell you how happy I am.
- 18:22Speaker 1: I can't tell you how happy I am for you.
- 18:25Speaker 1: My dad and I were estranged. My dad was racist
- 18:31Speaker 1: and I married a black man, and we were estranged.
- 18:35Speaker 1: And then a couple of weeks before my dad passed,
- 18:37Speaker 1: he reached out and we began a relationship or a conversation,
- 18:42Speaker 1: I should say, And then he passed. He knew he
- 18:44Speaker 1: was terminal. But I am so looking forward to eternity
- 18:50Speaker 1: when we get to make up for all that lost time.
- 18:53Speaker 4: Yes, my dad, I just I can't say enough good
- 18:57Speaker 4: things about him. He was such a great father. And
- 19:00Speaker 4: like I said, my best memories are of him rocking
- 19:03Speaker 4: me to sleep through your radio show. And look at
- 19:06Speaker 4: me now, I'm driving home from my mom listening to
- 19:08Speaker 4: your radio show, so all road read to home, and
- 19:10Speaker 4: I'm it's great and.
- 19:12Speaker 1: I get to be a part of all of that.
- 19:14Speaker 4: I love that, Delilah, thank you so much. This made
- 19:18Speaker 4: my I don't know my whole year, but I'm kind
- 19:20Speaker 4: of tearing up right now. And I just text my
- 19:22Speaker 4: mom and I said under dedicated song to you, and
- 19:24Speaker 4: She's like, Okay, see her. I didn't think she actually
- 19:27Speaker 4: thought I would get through. And then as students I
- 19:28Speaker 4: texted or it got through.
- 19:31Speaker 1: Can I ask you if I can say a prayer
- 19:32Speaker 1: for your family.
- 19:34Speaker 4: I welcome any positive vibes you're blessing.
- 19:36Speaker 1: Breathing in, breathing out, Recognizing miracles, recognizing the power of love,
- 19:45Speaker 1: recognizing the red thread that runs through families and runs
- 19:49Speaker 1: through lives and weaves us together. Recognizing that the universe,
- 19:56Speaker 1: the universe is in exists stints, and we are a
- 20:02Speaker 1: part of it because of love. God is love, and
- 20:06Speaker 1: recognizing that and honoring it and celebrating it and just
- 20:12Speaker 1: saying yes, saying yes to love, Yes to God, Yes
- 20:15Speaker 1: to possibilities, Yes to new beginnings, Yes to relationships, yes
- 20:20Speaker 1: to healing, Yes to forgiveness. That's a whole lot of
- 20:24Speaker 1: forgiveness you got going on there, girlfriend, Yes, Yes, I
- 20:29Speaker 1: want to explore this. Yes, I want to let go
- 20:32Speaker 1: of expectations and accept what he is. That is all faith.
- 20:37Speaker 4: And I am so blessed to live this life. I
- 20:40Speaker 4: truly like when you look around and everything and not
- 20:43Speaker 4: even looking around, just concentrating on yourself. I have a
- 20:45Speaker 4: great life. I have a mother that loved me unconditionally
- 20:50Speaker 4: and from far away. And I am grateful.
- 20:53Speaker 1: Father, God, I thank you. I thank you for allowing
- 20:57Speaker 1: this young woman to get through on the phones. I
- 20:59Speaker 1: thank you, in a selfish way, God, that I've gotten
- 21:01Speaker 1: to be a part of her life from infancy to now,
- 21:05Speaker 1: a part of this journey, this miraculous, beautiful, messy but
- 21:11Speaker 1: exciting journey. I pray God that the journey would continue,
- 21:15Speaker 1: and that the vistas would be even more beautiful, that
- 21:19Speaker 1: the views from the mountaintop would be even more breathtaking
- 21:23Speaker 1: as she continues on this path that you have laid
- 21:26Speaker 1: out before her. I pray that you would give her
- 21:29Speaker 1: peace in mourning her father, and that you would give
- 21:32Speaker 1: her even more joy, even more forgiveness in reconciling with
- 21:37Speaker 1: her mother. I ask all these things, Lord, in your
- 21:41Speaker 1: precious and holy name.
- 21:42Speaker 4: Amen, Amen, Jilila, my mom was born. I'm not going
- 21:46Speaker 4: to tell you what decades she was born in, But
- 21:48Speaker 4: she was born in the late nineteen fifties. Could you
- 21:51Speaker 4: play something from her era, something super happy and upbeat,
- 21:55Speaker 4: make Chris think about the good time.
- 21:57Speaker 1: Late nineteen fifties. Well, I was born few days later,
- 22:00Speaker 1: because I was born in early nineteen sixty So Mama
- 22:04Speaker 1: and I are right there together. Yeah.
- 22:06Speaker 4: But I saw your picture on the website and you
- 22:08Speaker 4: haven't aged a bit, So what's going on?
- 22:10Speaker 3: Oh?
- 22:10Speaker 1: But I have, honey. I was just looking. I was
- 22:12Speaker 1: holding my camera up to do a selfie for TikTok,
- 22:16Speaker 1: and I'm like, what what happened to my neck? Where
- 22:20Speaker 1: did my neck go? And why is this turkey neck here? Instead?
- 22:25Speaker 4: You've aged so graceful in You've helped so many people.
- 22:29Speaker 1: Thank you.
- 22:30Speaker 4: You know what, It's all memories and we have one life.
- 22:33Speaker 4: I can't tell you how grateful I am to be
- 22:36Speaker 4: back talking to my mom.
- 22:37Speaker 5: It's such such a good feeling. Like I said, it
- 22:39Speaker 5: shifted me so positively in so many ways. And I
- 22:42Speaker 5: know my dad would want this. I'm sure he advocated
- 22:45Speaker 5: for this up there somewhere wheeling and dealing.
- 22:49Speaker 1: Lindsay, I am so very inspired by your story. I
- 22:52Speaker 1: wish more people understood the power of forgiveness and reconciliation.
- 22:58Speaker 1: Thank you for your vulnerabil your honesty. Please know you
- 23:02Speaker 1: are in my prayers.
- 23:04Speaker 4: Thank you so much, Jelilah, have a great night.
- 23:07Speaker 1: As we close this episode of Have a Little Faith
- 23:10Speaker 1: with Delilah, please understand that God speaks to you whether
- 23:14Speaker 1: you believe it or not. Even when you don't believe
- 23:18Speaker 1: in him, God believes in you. Every time you choose
- 23:22Speaker 1: to act in love and act in kindness and respect,
- 23:26Speaker 1: you are in fact choosing God.
- 23:29Speaker 3: Delve