Latest / The Breakfast Club / INTERVIEW: Trevor Jackson Talks ‘I Love You Goodbye,' New Album & EP’s; Grey's Anatomy, Puma Deal +More
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- 0:00Speaker 1: I don't know.
- 0:01Speaker 2: Every day we click yours up the Breakfast Club.
- 0:05Speaker 3: You don't finish for y'all do.
- 0:07Speaker 4: Yes, It's the world most Dangerous Mornings to Breakfast Club.
- 0:09Speaker 4: Charlamage the God DJ NV just hilarious. Envy is off
- 0:12Speaker 4: to day. But llll koolba is in Law and l
- 0:14Speaker 4: Rossa and we got a special guest. You used to
- 0:16Speaker 4: seeing them on your TV screens. But he got an
- 0:18Speaker 4: EP coming out on October with the card I Love You.
- 0:20Speaker 4: Let's go Trepa Jackson.
- 0:22Speaker 1: His head was happening. Man, I'm happy here. Good morning,
- 0:25Speaker 1: Good morning.
- 0:26Speaker 2: How you feeling. Do you want to? You want to
- 0:27Speaker 2: talk about acting or singing?
- 0:29Speaker 1: Let's talk about both, whatever you want to talk about first,
- 0:31Speaker 1: I'm hoping to.
- 0:32Speaker 3: I'm absolutely loving this EP.
- 0:34Speaker 1: Thank you.
- 0:35Speaker 3: I really appreciate that it's different. It has like a
- 0:39Speaker 3: soundtrack vibe like like love.
- 0:41Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, I love that and I did not. I
- 0:44Speaker 5: don't know why, Hope this doesn't a thing. I didn't
- 0:47Speaker 5: expect that coming from you, But like, what genre would
- 0:49Speaker 5: you classify?
- 0:51Speaker 1: I would like to be genre lists.
- 0:53Speaker 6: That's kind of like my goal when I make anything
- 0:54Speaker 6: in life, I try not to be in any type
- 0:56Speaker 6: of box. I always want to represent like freedom, freedom
- 0:58Speaker 6: of creativity, freedom of you know who you are, and
- 1:02Speaker 6: so yeah, and the thing about this album is because
- 1:04Speaker 6: it's so personal to me, everything that came out just
- 1:07Speaker 6: came out. There was no like, hey, I want to
- 1:08Speaker 6: make a song this acoustic, or I want to make
- 1:10Speaker 6: a song that talks about this.
- 1:11Speaker 1: It was like I was going through a very very
- 1:12Speaker 1: hard time.
- 1:13Speaker 6: I was in a very low space and I just
- 1:14Speaker 6: started vomiting, you know, records, and I think that's how
- 1:18Speaker 6: you get the best stuff. Like when I was talking
- 1:20Speaker 6: to my dad, my dad was like, I'm sorry that
- 1:21Speaker 6: you're in this much pain some but this is your opus.
- 1:23Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying, This is the best shit
- 1:24Speaker 6: you've ever made.
- 1:25Speaker 1: Sorry, can you cuss?
- 1:27Speaker 6: But he's like, this is the best stuff you've ever made.
- 1:29Speaker 6: And I was just like yeah, And I was like,
- 1:30Speaker 6: it's glad to go through that, but yeah, I'm thankful
- 1:33Speaker 6: for the outlet. I feel like I would explode if
- 1:37Speaker 6: I didn't have these things in my life.
- 1:38Speaker 2: What do you call yourself a multi hybrid?
- 1:42Speaker 1: I like that multibriy. I like to say artists, you know.
- 1:46Speaker 6: I was even playing around with the idea of just
- 1:47Speaker 6: a capture of moments, you know, whether I'm making a
- 1:49Speaker 6: song or I'm on set, I'm capturing a moment in time.
- 1:53Speaker 6: Because I've been helped by so many artists throughout my
- 1:56Speaker 6: life and just athletes or whoever, and I always want
- 1:58Speaker 6: to be that for someone. So like this album, in
- 2:00Speaker 6: particular this EP, anybody who's been through a breakup can
- 2:04Speaker 6: relate to at least.
- 2:05Speaker 1: One song on these projects. And that's why I made it.
- 2:08Speaker 6: Because when I go through a hard time, I put
- 2:10Speaker 6: on a good movie, I'm out of my punk, or
- 2:11Speaker 6: I put on a good song and I'm out of
- 2:13Speaker 6: my funk, and I feel like I'm not alone anymore
- 2:14Speaker 6: because someone feels the same way as me.
- 2:16Speaker 4: And you know, so I like that because before you
- 2:18Speaker 4: walked in, Jess was like he's by, and I'm like, no,
- 2:21Speaker 4: that's not what.
- 2:21Speaker 2: You call it, but you can sing it.
- 2:25Speaker 7: You don't call.
- 2:29Speaker 2: You don't call it that idiot.
- 2:32Speaker 4: I mean, like, you know the music and the act, but.
- 2:35Speaker 2: That's not what you call it, is what I'm telling you.
- 2:37Speaker 1: What did you call it?
- 2:37Speaker 7: Again?
- 2:40Speaker 1: Killing that?
- 2:42Speaker 8: So this song, so you really went through this breakup
- 2:44Speaker 8: or this like relationship situation that you're singing about how
- 2:48Speaker 8: long did it take for you to get to the
- 2:49Speaker 8: point where you realize that it just wasn't gonna work out,
- 2:51Speaker 8: She wasn't gonna put both feet in.
- 2:54Speaker 6: Well, she broke up with me, which is okay, you
- 2:56Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, And we just weren't right for
- 2:57Speaker 6: each other. And it's I'm the type of person like
- 2:59Speaker 6: I don't care how bad it's going like I made,
- 3:01Speaker 6: I'm just like trying to hold on.
- 3:02Speaker 1: You know, I want it, I want it so bad.
- 3:04Speaker 6: But I'm so thankful God does the hard work for me, right,
- 3:06Speaker 6: because I would have never left you feel me, I
- 3:08Speaker 6: would have seen and so obviously I went through a
- 3:11Speaker 6: lot of it. So the crazy thing about this music, guys,
- 3:13Speaker 6: after she broke up with me two weeks after I
- 3:15Speaker 6: tore my achilles, then I had to shoot a TV
- 3:18Speaker 6: show with the foot on.
- 3:19Speaker 1: Then I had to do toward it, like I was
- 3:20Speaker 1: going through so much that it came from that. But yeah, no,
- 3:29Speaker 1: I yeah, I was in a really, really low spot.
- 3:33Speaker 6: But I think again, that's why I wanted to do
- 3:35Speaker 6: this because I think black men in general journaling talking
- 3:39Speaker 6: about it, I want people to process and then be
- 3:42Speaker 6: like a lighthouse for somebody else instead of internalizing. And
- 3:45Speaker 6: I felt like that was this album for me. You know,
- 3:47Speaker 6: I had just probably started going to therapy a few
- 3:49Speaker 6: years before the breakup, and I love journaling. I love
- 3:51Speaker 6: talking to therivers. And that's what the music is for me.
- 3:54Speaker 6: You know, I'm just like right, and then but then
- 3:57Speaker 6: I come back and listen to him like this is
- 3:58Speaker 6: fucking smash.
- 3:59Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 4:00Speaker 5: So so even when you go back and you listen
- 4:02Speaker 5: to the EP, right, yeah, you don't break down at all.
- 4:05Speaker 2: No, that's what.
- 4:06Speaker 6: But that's why I do what I do. And like
- 4:08Speaker 6: people are like, oh, you're trying to be famous, you
- 4:10Speaker 6: want money.
- 4:10Speaker 1: No, I'm surviving. That's why I make music.
- 4:13Speaker 6: That's why even I go to set, I tell people
- 4:14Speaker 6: there's stories where I had to do a scene and
- 4:17Speaker 6: this was another breakup.
- 4:18Speaker 1: I like had broken up with someone.
- 4:20Speaker 6: And then the next day I get to set and
- 4:22Speaker 6: the scene is a breakup scene and I just used everything.
- 4:24Speaker 1: Boom boom, like my god, that performance and like, meanwhile,
- 4:27Speaker 1: you know, I.
- 4:28Speaker 4: Really just this is my life.
- 4:29Speaker 6: Yeah, but again, I'm thankful for the outlets. Man, they
- 4:32Speaker 6: save me for sure.
- 4:33Speaker 4: How many times did y'all break up before y'all really broke.
- 4:35Speaker 6: Up maybe like two three, yeah, two three, But yeah,
- 4:39Speaker 6: I'm in a good place now. I'm really really thankful,
- 4:41Speaker 6: you know. Like I said, God does the hardest part.
- 4:43Speaker 6: But again, I would tear my achilles. I get broken
- 4:45Speaker 6: up with a million times over to feel how I
- 4:47Speaker 6: film now, I'm glad.
- 4:48Speaker 1: I would do it a billion times.
- 4:50Speaker 2: How helpful was.
- 4:52Speaker 4: You know you going to therapy prior?
- 4:53Speaker 2: How did that?
- 4:54Speaker 1: Like?
- 4:54Speaker 2: I guess less than the blow.
- 4:56Speaker 6: Uh, it's super helpful. I think I think it's the
- 4:59Speaker 6: talking about it. I think my whole life. Most men,
- 5:03Speaker 6: you know, it's like, I'm fine, even when I talk
- 5:05Speaker 6: to my homies, excuse me that riot and do music.
- 5:08Speaker 1: When I was talking about the album, they were like, dude, man,
- 5:10Speaker 1: you can't. You can't give her this, can't write all
- 5:13Speaker 1: this stuff.
- 5:13Speaker 6: It's to a most No, you need to be going
- 5:15Speaker 6: to the club, right, That's how most guys handle this.
- 5:18Speaker 1: I'm sad.
- 5:18Speaker 6: I'm gonna go for them something and I'm gonna try
- 5:20Speaker 6: and forget about it. But I'm gonna go be cool outside.
- 5:23Speaker 1: And some food and hopefully and hopefully feel better about it.
- 5:29Speaker 1: You feel what I'm saying, But at that time most
- 5:32Speaker 1: people do with this.
- 5:33Speaker 6: So that's why this album is really special because I
- 5:35Speaker 6: think people should see someone like me expressing these types
- 5:38Speaker 6: of feelings and just being honest and I feel way lighter.
- 5:42Speaker 5: What did you learn about yourself relationships? After your therapy?
- 5:47Speaker 5: After doing what I love?
- 5:49Speaker 1: You learn about myself? Oh? Man, I deserve more? Honestly.
- 5:56Speaker 6: I felt like it's you know, we all are successful
- 6:00Speaker 6: what we do, and sometimes you feel like a shame
- 6:02Speaker 6: for it, and you feel like whoever you're with, especially
- 6:05Speaker 6: if they're not on that level that they get, they
- 6:07Speaker 6: get to beat you down more because you can quote
- 6:09Speaker 6: unquote take it or because you have more.
- 6:12Speaker 1: Even when you break up, you know, people are going
- 6:13Speaker 1: to the girl like, oh my god, are you okay?
- 6:15Speaker 6: Like yeah, you know, and the guy just like you know,
- 6:17Speaker 6: and I was torn, you know, I was a mess.
- 6:19Speaker 1: But yeah, I think I learned too in relationships that
- 6:23Speaker 1: I deserved more, you know what I'm saying, And uh yeah,
- 6:29Speaker 1: that's a long list, but I learned.
- 6:30Speaker 2: How do you fear being alone?
- 6:32Speaker 4: Because because I want to, Oh okay, absolutely on one foot,
- 6:36Speaker 4: then you say, catch your baddy by the toe if
- 6:37Speaker 4: you love or let it go. But it's hard when
- 6:38Speaker 4: you need somebody, somebody, we are a couple creatures.
- 6:43Speaker 6: Man, we're supposed to be with somebody that not necessarily too,
- 6:46Speaker 6: but I mean, I think it's the natural order of things.
- 6:48Speaker 6: But definitely, dude, I definitely had issues. You know, I
- 6:52Speaker 6: slept in my big brother's room until, you know, I
- 6:55Speaker 6: hate I was like fourteen fifteen because I just hated
- 6:58Speaker 6: sleeping in the dark, being on myself, like wanted somebody
- 7:00Speaker 6: to let me know, and also just being alive. Guys,
- 7:03Speaker 6: we're on Earth in the middle of the space. Okay,
- 7:05Speaker 6: it's hard to be like, You're like, what is this?
- 7:08Speaker 6: So it helps when you have somebody sharing that experience
- 7:10Speaker 6: close to you. But absolutely, I feel like I've done
- 7:12Speaker 6: that a bunch. I've you know, done some crazy things
- 7:15Speaker 6: just to not be alone. But I'm learning now that
- 7:18Speaker 6: the right person to will encourage that of you.
- 7:21Speaker 1: You know, you need some space, you need some you
- 7:23Speaker 1: know what I mean.
- 7:24Speaker 2: You're a teddyband type of guy, pet what's that mean? Like,
- 7:26Speaker 2: did you sleep with a teddy band?
- 7:28Speaker 4: You know?
- 7:28Speaker 2: After? You know?
- 7:29Speaker 1: But I'm a TV guy.
- 7:30Speaker 2: TV.
- 7:30Speaker 1: I have to have a TV on.
- 7:31Speaker 2: I can't sleep.
- 7:32Speaker 6: My mind is too loud, my mind is way louder
- 7:34Speaker 6: than any TV, any music.
- 7:36Speaker 1: Like. So when it's when it's dark and it's quiet, it's.
- 7:38Speaker 2: Just you don't meditate. Huh, you don't meditate?
- 7:43Speaker 6: I should more, but I do. I do meditate, but
- 7:45Speaker 6: I just don't do it as often as I should.
- 7:47Speaker 6: I'm doing this thing now where I look up, like
- 7:49Speaker 6: forty eight or what's the hurts? That's good for the Oh?
- 7:52Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 7:54Speaker 6: Yeah about play like on Apple music, or I'll put
- 7:57Speaker 6: on some like meditation, morning music or just relaxing because.
- 8:01Speaker 1: I'm on go.
- 8:02Speaker 5: So when you say when you when you sit in
- 8:05Speaker 5: the quiet and your thoughts are too loud, what are
- 8:08Speaker 5: those thoughts?
- 8:08Speaker 6: Like?
- 8:08Speaker 1: You're not doing enough? Do more? You should have done this? Hey?
- 8:11Speaker 6: What when are you gonna finish that script you said
- 8:13Speaker 6: you was gonna write? Hey you have to shoot tomorrow?
- 8:16Speaker 6: Are you gonna kill that? Are you gonna do good?
- 8:17Speaker 3: Are you gonna go to sleep?
- 8:18Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 8:19Speaker 6: It's hard, it's really hard. Yeah, it's just you know,
- 8:22Speaker 6: and then again, why am I here? What am I
- 8:23Speaker 6: supposed to do? Am I doing the right thing? And
- 8:25Speaker 6: I always lean on love. That's why everything I made
- 8:27Speaker 6: is make in life kind of revolves around that, especially musically,
- 8:31Speaker 6: because that's.
- 8:33Speaker 1: The only thing that I can keep going with.
- 8:34Speaker 6: It is like, I love my family, I love God,
- 8:37Speaker 6: I love people, even random strangers. I mean like, I'll
- 8:40Speaker 6: have a better day if I just go out and
- 8:41Speaker 6: see somebody behind the cash red just there and they're like, hey,
- 8:43Speaker 6: I have a good damn.
- 8:44Speaker 1: Like that's what it's about, right, Like we should just
- 8:46Speaker 1: be cool to each other.
- 8:47Speaker 8: Where does that those pressures that make your mind so
- 8:50Speaker 8: loud come from. Is it because you've been doing this
- 8:52Speaker 8: since you were younger and you've been successful. Is it
- 8:55Speaker 8: that that chase or is it just you feel like
- 8:57Speaker 8: you got a lot to do.
- 8:58Speaker 6: I feel like I got a lot to do. Even
- 9:00Speaker 6: when I was young, I didn't feel like too much.
- 9:03Speaker 6: I didn't feel a lot of pressure. I don't think
- 9:05Speaker 6: you find you get pressureuntil you realize the why, right,
- 9:07Speaker 6: Like I knew what I wanted.
- 9:10Speaker 8: At the feeling, Yeah, I knew what I wanted to do.
- 9:14Speaker 6: I was like, I want everybody in the world to
- 9:16Speaker 6: know me. I want to be famous, I want to dance,
- 9:17Speaker 6: I want to sing, I want to be on stage.
- 9:19Speaker 6: And then I got to the point I was like, why, oh,
- 9:20Speaker 6: I'm carrying something and it's bigger than myself, and I
- 9:22Speaker 6: think that's when the pressure in the brain is.
- 9:24Speaker 1: Like yo, you know.
- 9:26Speaker 6: And then my kids, which I don't have, but I
- 9:28Speaker 6: put a lot of pressure on myself to have answers
- 9:30Speaker 6: for them. Okay, but even if I you know what
- 9:35Speaker 6: I'm saying, even if I don't have them, I just
- 9:38Speaker 6: want to be able to have Even if I don't
- 9:40Speaker 6: have the answers for them, I want to give them something,
- 9:41Speaker 6: you know that. So I put a lot of pressure
- 9:43Speaker 6: on myself for that too. I just want to be
- 9:45Speaker 6: a good dad. I want to be a good husband,
- 9:46Speaker 6: and like, you know.
- 9:48Speaker 9: Get it right, okay, my niece, my back.
- 9:58Speaker 4: You do realize that there's never probably going to be
- 10:01Speaker 4: a time where you haven't figured out. Yeah, So there's
- 10:04Speaker 4: no need to beat yourself up, like you know, give
- 10:05Speaker 4: yourself grace. Like every new year is a journey. Literally
- 10:09Speaker 4: every new day is a journey. So it's good to
- 10:11Speaker 4: be on this this path of self discovery and just
- 10:14Speaker 4: trying to figure out, you know, what what.
- 10:16Speaker 2: Works for you.
- 10:16Speaker 4: Don't beat yourself up exactly, thank you man, not knowing
- 10:19Speaker 4: appreciate that where you feel like you're supposed to because
- 10:21Speaker 4: you really don't even know who you are, right, you'd act,
- 10:24Speaker 4: you sing, and that might not even be what you
- 10:26Speaker 4: even here to do.
- 10:27Speaker 2: You have no idea?
- 10:29Speaker 3: Like congratulations on Gray's Anatomy.
- 10:32Speaker 4: That is that is big.
- 10:33Speaker 3: I love raising Anatomy. How did that happen?
- 10:35Speaker 1: That was crazy?
- 10:36Speaker 6: So I didn't even think I auditioned, you know. I
- 10:38Speaker 6: think I had a few auditions that week or just
- 10:40Speaker 6: like on you know, a recording.
- 10:42Speaker 1: Why can't I think of the name sit in the tapes? Whatever?
- 10:44Speaker 6: And uh, it was just a quick like audition and
- 10:48Speaker 6: I was like, oh, this is a dope ro and
- 10:49Speaker 6: I really thought that they weren't gonna come me back.
- 10:51Speaker 6: It was like maybe a few weeks, maybe a month after,
- 10:53Speaker 6: so I had forgotten about it, and they're like.
- 10:54Speaker 1: Oh, yeah, it's the great name and they want you.
- 10:56Speaker 1: I was like what.
- 10:57Speaker 6: And it's funny because when I'm doing one, I'm itching
- 10:59Speaker 6: to do the other thing, so I'll be on set.
- 11:00Speaker 6: I'm like, man, I can't wait to make a song.
- 11:02Speaker 6: And then when I was on tour, I got off
- 11:04Speaker 6: tour and I was like, man, I want to be
- 11:05Speaker 6: back on set again. You know, because I was on
- 11:06Speaker 6: Grownish for six years, six and a half years and
- 11:09Speaker 6: I had missed being on set, and now this is
- 11:10Speaker 6: one of those things in life. I feel like we
- 11:12Speaker 6: all get to a point where it just feels like monotonous.
- 11:14Speaker 1: It's like, here's another day.
- 11:16Speaker 6: But when I get to go and be a little
- 11:17Speaker 6: bit nervous about something or have a little bit of
- 11:19Speaker 6: like anxiousness, and I'm just learning so much, you know,
- 11:23Speaker 6: like as an actor and as a doctor or not
- 11:25Speaker 6: a real doctor, but they have real doctors on set
- 11:28Speaker 6: that are always just like, hey, this is how you
- 11:29Speaker 6: picked this up. You would never hold this like this,
- 11:31Speaker 6: you know what I mean, your hands on, go blow
- 11:33Speaker 6: your waist and operating like a whole bunch of things
- 11:34Speaker 6: that I had no idea about.
- 11:36Speaker 1: And in the set is just sick, dude.
- 11:38Speaker 6: Everybody's sweet, everybody's nice, embracing, encouraging, and that's the kind
- 11:41Speaker 6: of environment you want to work in.
- 11:43Speaker 7: For sure.
- 11:43Speaker 4: Made you nervous about it.
- 11:45Speaker 6: It's a legendary show, you know, twenty two years and
- 11:48Speaker 6: a lot of big actors came off of that show
- 11:50Speaker 6: and they are still on that show.
- 11:52Speaker 1: And I think too, it's the it's the extra element
- 11:55Speaker 1: of being a doctor. And I've never been to school
- 11:57Speaker 1: for any type of thing doctor.
- 11:59Speaker 6: So that's kind of like where the hers was like,
- 12:01Speaker 6: although I'm acting naturally like with a doctor said his
- 12:03Speaker 6: hand like, you know, I'm just trying to like that
- 12:05Speaker 6: type of stuff. But it's though, I'm trying to just
- 12:07Speaker 6: be as comfortable as I can be.
- 12:09Speaker 2: Just fight the old the white women off with it.
- 12:13Speaker 1: It's fun though, the live coat if it's something different.
- 12:15Speaker 1: When you put a live colder on, you got the
- 12:16Speaker 1: what's it called the dog? I should know this.
- 12:20Speaker 3: Yeah, oh that's why he was nervous.
- 12:24Speaker 1: I'm like, where's the script, show me the word? Pronounce that?
- 12:28Speaker 3: Yet she is not I'm not mat but are.
- 12:30Speaker 6: People on her team? But everybody's dope. Yeah, I'm excited.
- 12:36Speaker 6: It's it's a great, great, great and.
- 12:37Speaker 3: They're going to be a regular on it. That's amazing.
- 12:41Speaker 1: I'm stoked, man, I'm stoked. Honestly. It came at the
- 12:44Speaker 1: perfect time.
- 12:46Speaker 4: And you call it a new EP. I love you,
- 12:48Speaker 4: I love you.
- 12:48Speaker 6: It's the beginning of a series, right, we're in the
- 12:51Speaker 6: beginning stages, and obviously there'll be more stuff and it'll
- 12:54Speaker 6: all come together, makes sense, but this is the first little,
- 12:56Speaker 6: you know, dipping the tone in the pool just kind
- 12:58Speaker 6: of even like what you were saying, the new sound.
- 13:00Speaker 6: I want people to really, you know, rediscover me again
- 13:04Speaker 6: in that way because I think I'm making music from
- 13:06Speaker 6: such a real place and and sharing is a huge
- 13:09Speaker 6: inspirational mind Again I was I wasn't making this to
- 13:11Speaker 6: sound like that, but a lot of people hear the music,
- 13:13Speaker 6: it's like sharing like it's cool. That's that's the vibe,
- 13:16Speaker 6: that's the energy. And it takes records like that and
- 13:20Speaker 6: songs like that. You know, that guy can be in
- 13:22Speaker 6: a stadium standing by himself with the guitar, doesn't need dancers,
- 13:25Speaker 6: doesn't need lights because the music is so real.
- 13:28Speaker 4: And that's kind of what I was after I saw
- 13:30Speaker 4: this weekend for real. Yeah, he performed the die Off
- 13:33Speaker 4: as well. I mean I've been to a lot of
- 13:34Speaker 4: a concerts in my life, but he performed the die Off. Yeah,
- 13:36Speaker 4: And you're absolutely right. And and he makes these records
- 13:39Speaker 4: that just like you are.
- 13:41Speaker 2: In love with individual.
- 13:44Speaker 4: Like perfect shape with yeah, just like nuts ballads. What
- 13:48Speaker 4: what was the wedding song that everybody loved? Honey?
- 13:51Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 13:54Speaker 7: Yes, yeah, yeah.
- 14:02Speaker 1: I like a lot too. The new Jony did.
- 14:04Speaker 4: Okay, he's cold brout a new album.
- 14:07Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, he's cold.
- 14:11Speaker 8: What do you I'm I was gonna ask, what do
- 14:13Speaker 8: you think it will take for people to like?
- 14:14Speaker 3: Really?
- 14:16Speaker 8: I guess not because you said you're in a rediscovery mode,
- 14:18Speaker 8: which your music, in your sound, the music is so good,
- 14:19Speaker 8: but I feel like people don't know that it's there.
- 14:22Speaker 8: What do you think it will take for people to
- 14:24Speaker 8: get it?
- 14:24Speaker 10: Uh?
- 14:25Speaker 1: Consistent quality and that's all I've been.
- 14:28Speaker 6: I mean, if people go back and listen to all
- 14:29Speaker 6: my records like and I hope that people do, there
- 14:32Speaker 6: is just intention and there's quality and the music, and
- 14:35Speaker 6: I think, you know, I can't concern myself with others,
- 14:39Speaker 6: you know, I just got to continue to make the
- 14:40Speaker 6: best stuff I can and people catch on when the're
- 14:43Speaker 6: supposed to and if you're not or not. But I
- 14:45Speaker 6: make music for me first, and so that's how a lot.
- 14:50Speaker 8: Of your covers have been going like viral and then
- 14:53Speaker 8: get picked up a lot. Do you feel like the
- 14:55Speaker 8: covers have been helping you in this rediscovery phase or
- 14:57Speaker 8: the traditional marketing of music that like labels, like, what
- 15:00Speaker 8: has it helped you best?
- 15:02Speaker 1: I think that?
- 15:02Speaker 6: So I'm glad you brought that up because my brother
- 15:05Speaker 6: kind of like twisted my arm to do the t
- 15:07Speaker 6: mixes right, the remixes that I do, I didn't want
- 15:09Speaker 6: to do them.
- 15:09Speaker 1: I was like, I worked too hard.
- 15:11Speaker 6: I've worked too hard to just put free music out
- 15:14Speaker 6: and actually spend the amount of time I do to
- 15:15Speaker 6: make those like I don't just bs and like I
- 15:17Speaker 6: try to make the best verse I can do, sing
- 15:20Speaker 6: the best I can, you know.
- 15:21Speaker 1: What I mean? Yeah? Right? And so I was like,
- 15:24Speaker 1: I'm giving this for free. This is mean, it's just
- 15:26Speaker 1: all of me.
- 15:26Speaker 6: And my brother's like, Trevor, do you think you'll ever
- 15:29Speaker 6: not be able to write a song?
- 15:30Speaker 1: And I was like no, He's like, do the te mixes. Bro.
- 15:32Speaker 6: He's like, you're gonna have millions of new ideas. You're
- 15:34Speaker 6: gonna be fine. He's like, but you need to let
- 15:37Speaker 6: everybody know that you're on these people's level, if not
- 15:39Speaker 6: better than all these people.
- 15:40Speaker 1: So do it. And I was like, well, you know.
- 15:44Speaker 5: I do love that I can relate to you and
- 15:47Speaker 5: your brother with that. I can see how he's like, YO,
- 15:49Speaker 5: just put it out there. But sometimes i'd be listening,
- 15:51Speaker 5: I'd be like, oh no, this run could have went
- 15:53Speaker 5: on a trevel Jet and not the cover.
- 15:55Speaker 3: But YO, your voice is just.
- 15:58Speaker 5: Thank you so much, undeniable, appreciate, And so I want
- 16:01Speaker 5: to know what are some of your influences.
- 16:03Speaker 6: Brian McKnight, Gary Laveau, Stevie, Donnie Hathaway, Uh, Boys to Men, Oh,
- 16:13Speaker 6: we got to talk about that, Shawn Stockman and Boys
- 16:16Speaker 6: to Men. Those are also like people who affirmed me.
- 16:19Speaker 6: And I was like, okay, I don't need to prove
- 16:20Speaker 6: my these two guys. I was like almost crying when
- 16:23Speaker 6: I first met them. We have to be in my awards.
- 16:25Speaker 6: I was like, you guys, don't like. I started getting
- 16:27Speaker 6: emotion and they were like, is this guys, Like a
- 16:28Speaker 6: lot of people think I'd bes because I'm like an actress.
- 16:31Speaker 1: I'm fake. I'm like, bro, I'm about to start. I
- 16:32Speaker 1: don't think you understand. Like I listened to my whole life. Bro.
- 16:34Speaker 6: I sat for hours trying to riff like you. And
- 16:36Speaker 6: he was like, I justnna let you know. You're doing
- 16:38Speaker 6: us proud.
- 16:38Speaker 1: Man.
- 16:38Speaker 6: You're doing us proud. Everything you do, we see it.
- 16:40Speaker 6: It's incredible. And don't let nobody tell you.
- 16:42Speaker 1: Man.
- 16:42Speaker 6: You're you're carrying the torch for us all this stuff.
- 16:44Speaker 6: And I'm just like what And I was sitting here
- 16:46Speaker 6: doubting myself. For I got here, like Trivor, they weren't.
- 16:48Speaker 4: Talking about music, probably talking about actors.
- 16:51Speaker 5: Now, why would you you just a ball head clown,
- 16:54Speaker 5: because why would you say that music.
- 17:00Speaker 4: Even they have been in no movies I'm saying, but
- 17:02Speaker 4: they probably just as a black man, you carrying the toys,
- 17:06Speaker 4: you like what you're doing music. When they were talking
- 17:11Speaker 4: to you, yes, it was.
- 17:12Speaker 1: It was clearly about music.
- 17:13Speaker 6: Were being my ward and they were talking about my
- 17:16Speaker 6: music and my te mixes and vocally just.
- 17:18Speaker 2: You ain't get to that part.
- 17:20Speaker 7: He literally started with that literally.
- 17:24Speaker 6: Okay, yeah, but when I had their stamp of approval,
- 17:28Speaker 6: I stopped out of myself in that way.
- 17:30Speaker 1: Yeah, man, man, I'm going hard.
- 17:33Speaker 4: That's good because I'd be wondering how many people know
- 17:35Speaker 4: Trevor Jackson actually does music, because even if they see
- 17:38Speaker 4: you doing couple of it's like he might be.
- 17:40Speaker 6: I might just be playing or whatever. But yeah, that's
- 17:42Speaker 6: why I think music like this though. I don't think
- 17:44Speaker 6: you can just play around and make this type of
- 17:46Speaker 6: these types of songs. Yeah, yeah, that I'm about to
- 17:47Speaker 6: put out.
- 17:48Speaker 1: They're very very personal and connected, you know what.
- 17:50Speaker 8: I mean that was my point with When I watched
- 17:52Speaker 8: the one foot in video, I'm like, yo, he really
- 17:54Speaker 8: he's an artist.
- 17:55Speaker 1: Thank you so much.
- 17:56Speaker 3: I appreciate that people don't know that.
- 17:58Speaker 6: Even though it close serty interrupt you. Even those clothes
- 18:00Speaker 6: on that video you're talking about, like, I want to
- 18:03Speaker 6: represent poets from a time that couldn't wear those garments.
- 18:07Speaker 6: Black poets. Yeah, Elangston Hughes and Robert Frost and gra
- 18:11Speaker 6: Allan Poe. I know those aren't two black poet poets,
- 18:13Speaker 6: but I'm just saying poetry in general is something that
- 18:15Speaker 6: I think is so powerful.
- 18:17Speaker 1: Words are so powerful. I want to be remembered like
- 18:18Speaker 1: those people.
- 18:19Speaker 6: I want to be like Shakespeares and people go back
- 18:21Speaker 6: million years, like did you hear this song?
- 18:22Speaker 1: He wrote about it?
- 18:23Speaker 6: You know what I mean, and just be able to
- 18:25Speaker 6: connect because I think the biggest misconception in life is
- 18:29Speaker 6: that we're separate from each other. You know, I think
- 18:31Speaker 6: we're all We all go through the same stuff, maybe
- 18:33Speaker 6: in different fonts here and there, but it's the same.
- 18:36Speaker 6: And when you have these guidelines or these like I
- 18:39Speaker 6: come like check marks in life for You're like, oh.
- 18:40Speaker 1: I made it to a point where it kind of
- 18:42Speaker 1: makes sense.
- 18:43Speaker 6: I made it through that. Now I'm going to the
- 18:44Speaker 6: next thing. You have those That's why I like to
- 18:46Speaker 6: think my music could be for people.
- 18:47Speaker 4: I think artists recognize that more than just the average person. Yeah,
- 18:52Speaker 4: because the arts bring everybody together.
- 18:55Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
- 18:55Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 18:56Speaker 6: Yeah, Oh man, there's nothing like it being out a
- 18:58Speaker 6: concert and you see in somebody agent, somebody whining, somebody
- 19:01Speaker 6: in and somebody and all sing the same song.
- 19:02Speaker 8: Vibrating Room five was on stage. I swear I was looking.
- 19:08Speaker 8: I'm like, it's so crazy. Music brings us all Together's
- 19:10Speaker 8: very cliche, but I was sitting there like it really does.
- 19:12Speaker 3: Like we're all here.
- 19:14Speaker 2: Music is only universal language.
- 19:16Speaker 4: True.
- 19:17Speaker 2: What you say music and math?
- 19:18Speaker 6: Music and math speaking math and music. Yeah, I don't
- 19:21Speaker 6: speak math at all.
- 19:22Speaker 1: Not good. Like what tipic. I'm like, I don't know.
- 19:25Speaker 1: Just you know, let's make make it right.
- 19:27Speaker 4: What does real love look like to you?
- 19:31Speaker 1: That's a great question. I think.
- 19:36Speaker 6: Real love to me is selfless. I don't think there's
- 19:41Speaker 6: selfishness and love or real love. I don't think there's
- 19:43Speaker 6: ego and a real love. And I think the constant
- 19:46Speaker 6: wanting the best for the other person. It's something that
- 19:50Speaker 6: I think is super powerful, like somebody who just wants
- 19:53Speaker 6: your wants you to be your best and and but
- 19:56Speaker 6: also isn't too pushy. It's a balance, you know what
- 19:58Speaker 6: I mean. But I think it's dance like you were
- 20:00Speaker 6: talking about earlier. I don't think you ever fully figured out
- 20:03Speaker 6: or ever.
- 20:03Speaker 1: Have it right.
- 20:04Speaker 6: But I think when you have someone that's constantly wanting
- 20:06Speaker 6: the best for you and wanting you to operate the
- 20:08Speaker 6: highest version of you, that's somebody that that really loves you.
- 20:12Speaker 5: Now, are you m m Not afraid? But are you
- 20:17Speaker 5: scared to date again? Basically?
- 20:19Speaker 1: No, No, I'm not. I'm happy.
- 20:23Speaker 3: Yeah, you're happy, but you're single right now.
- 20:26Speaker 1: This don't get to tell you thank you though for
- 20:30Speaker 1: having me back up here.
- 20:31Speaker 6: You always like show love and let me come up
- 20:33Speaker 6: and promote my stuff, like what you're doing.
- 20:37Speaker 2: You carried a torch for us?
- 20:39Speaker 7: What thout?
- 20:56Speaker 1: I'm super happy right now, that's the thing, you know.
- 20:58Speaker 1: I'm just saying so much joy.
- 21:00Speaker 3: He's definitely happy.
- 21:05Speaker 1: Hey, life is good. All I got to say is
- 21:07Speaker 1: better and batter better and batter.
- 21:09Speaker 7: Oh I like that?
- 21:11Speaker 1: I like that?
- 21:11Speaker 2: All right?
- 21:13Speaker 1: Yes?
- 21:14Speaker 6: Yeah, And I think it's I totally am I try
- 21:18Speaker 6: to librate. Yeah, I definitely am. I love love, I
- 21:21Speaker 6: love to be loved. I love to love, and I
- 21:25Speaker 6: think that's from my family. Honestly, dude, I come from
- 21:27Speaker 6: an incredible, incredible family. My grandmother, my grandfather just passed
- 21:31Speaker 6: away recently.
- 21:32Speaker 1: R I P. But these are people that.
- 21:34Speaker 6: Just instilled love into every single child, grandchild, the men,
- 21:40Speaker 6: the women. Like It's just that's just where I come
- 21:42Speaker 6: from and I can't operate on anything other than that.
- 21:46Speaker 3: Now, do you have a Puma.
- 21:47Speaker 6: Deal on the way? Hopefully check me out.
- 21:54Speaker 8: All your Instagram know they got some stuff and I
- 22:01Speaker 8: had no idea.
- 22:02Speaker 6: When I had gone up there, I was like, I
- 22:03Speaker 6: didn't know. She was like, yes, yes, we got that
- 22:05Speaker 6: stuff all right. Cool, they have amazing, amazing clothes.
- 22:08Speaker 5: Yeah, I didn't even know that they may clues like
- 22:12Speaker 5: like that.
- 22:12Speaker 1: Like, yeah, I swear as soon as I started someone
- 22:14Speaker 1: to need that.
- 22:17Speaker 2: Was very comfortable. But you say, why I love you goodbye?
- 22:21Speaker 2: Oh why the good bye?
- 22:22Speaker 6: Okay, let's talk about it. I'm glad you asked that.
- 22:25Speaker 6: Last thing she said to me on the phone was
- 22:27Speaker 6: I love you goodbye.
- 22:28Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, this was a great album
- 22:31Speaker 1: title though. That was literally my brain.
- 22:33Speaker 6: I was like, desert sh uh, write a song or
- 22:36Speaker 6: make an album, and yeah, that's literally how the album
- 22:38Speaker 6: title came to be. That was what we had a
- 22:39Speaker 6: conversation about, maybe like thirty minutes hour long.
- 22:43Speaker 1: And right after she's like, all right.
- 22:45Speaker 6: I love you goodbye, and that was the last and
- 22:47Speaker 6: I was like, this is a great album title.
- 22:49Speaker 2: Yeah, how long it was that?
- 22:51Speaker 1: Have you two years?
- 22:53Speaker 4: They say, if you love something, let it go. If
- 22:55Speaker 4: it comes back to you, it's yours, right, So how
- 22:57Speaker 4: do you know that?
- 22:58Speaker 6: She No, it ain't right, not at all, not at all.
- 23:05Speaker 1: And I alwaysh nothing but the best for you know
- 23:07Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I got no ill will.
- 23:09Speaker 6: And the music is also not about me trying to
- 23:11Speaker 6: do anything towards or just me expressing those feelings that
- 23:13Speaker 6: I was going through. And I think it's important to
- 23:16Speaker 6: see the you know, God's perspective and all the feelings
- 23:18Speaker 6: that we go through.
- 23:19Speaker 1: But I love you goodbye. Man.
- 23:20Speaker 6: It's also the death of something and the rebirth of something.
- 23:23Speaker 6: And that's also why the outfit that I have that
- 23:25Speaker 6: you guys are seeing is kind of like that. It's
- 23:27Speaker 6: like I said, when you get broken up with it
- 23:28Speaker 6: feels like you shut up to the wedding alone and
- 23:31Speaker 6: I was like, you like got it to the altar
- 23:32Speaker 6: and no one was there. It's like, oh gosh, dang right,
- 23:34Speaker 6: So that outfit kind of is that too, and it's yeah,
- 23:37Speaker 6: it's like dealing with grief and being rebirthed into somebody
- 23:40Speaker 6: new and again. Like I said, I do it a
- 23:42Speaker 6: million times over to be the man that I am
- 23:44Speaker 6: or see the way I see the world now, I
- 23:46Speaker 6: would do it again.
- 23:47Speaker 8: Knowing that you need more and everything you learned from
- 23:49Speaker 8: that two years ago. How do you approach relationships now
- 23:52Speaker 8: so that you're not so it seems like you're like
- 23:53Speaker 8: very like open giver.
- 23:55Speaker 3: How do you not just give it all up front?
- 23:59Speaker 1: That it's hard for me? Because I do. I do
- 24:01Speaker 1: go hard, I go fast, and I'm like, yo, let's
- 24:03Speaker 1: see what I mean. My life for short. We're gonna
- 24:05Speaker 1: die tomorrow.
- 24:06Speaker 6: That's my in my head, that's how I feel about
- 24:08Speaker 6: a lot of the time. I'm like, you know, I
- 24:09Speaker 6: think about death all the time.
- 24:10Speaker 1: So I'm like, let's do it. Let's just you know,
- 24:12Speaker 1: let's get hitched dumpkin.
- 24:14Speaker 6: But I think, yeah, I'm just a little more caustious
- 24:16Speaker 6: and again when I said I deserve more, I think I'm.
- 24:19Speaker 1: Looking more for people to see me more.
- 24:23Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
- 24:23Speaker 6: I felt like it was just a lot of like,
- 24:25Speaker 6: oh my god, you're that guy, right, But it wasn't
- 24:26Speaker 6: like you ain't seen me for real, like yeah, yeah,
- 24:30Speaker 6: So I'm in search of that and that's kind of
- 24:32Speaker 6: something I'm paying more attention to.
- 24:34Speaker 1: And the small stuff too, you know what I'm saying.
- 24:36Speaker 4: There's what version of yourself do you think this project reflects?
- 24:42Speaker 7: Uh?
- 24:44Speaker 1: What version of myself do I think this project reflects?
- 24:50Speaker 9: Hmmm.
- 24:51Speaker 6: I think it's my most emotional album. I think it's
- 24:55Speaker 6: the most yeah, emotional. I'm really in tune with him.
- 24:57Speaker 6: I'm telling you. There's one record on the album. You
- 25:00Speaker 6: can hear me crying in the back of my brother.
- 25:02Speaker 6: I was mad that he kept it on the mix,
- 25:04Speaker 6: but he was like, no, we need this, we need this.
- 25:06Speaker 1: This is real. It's not on it's on the album,
- 25:11Speaker 1: but the EP is you know part of it. What
- 25:14Speaker 1: songs are all on the EP? Sorry I shouldn't know.
- 25:15Speaker 6: This, but you right Now's see, let's talk about some
- 25:18Speaker 6: of the records.
- 25:19Speaker 1: A friend of a friend, which.
- 25:21Speaker 5: Is this with that look we have when he was
- 25:25Speaker 5: playing earlier last and I was like, damn it can
- 25:27Speaker 5: go to a TV show, a movie, write a movie.
- 25:30Speaker 2: They sent us love don't want me for one foot
- 25:34Speaker 2: in collection, and I thought.
- 25:35Speaker 1: You collection my favorite, Like, yeah, thank you? Collection is
- 25:41Speaker 1: probably my favorite thrill.
- 25:43Speaker 6: Excuse me on that because yeah, I'm not gonna be
- 25:46Speaker 6: another broken heart that you had to your collection. That's
- 25:48Speaker 6: why I have to put it to an end before
- 25:49Speaker 6: it starts. Uh, don't do what I'm gonna let you
- 25:57Speaker 6: add me to your collection. Don't want to be another
- 25:58Speaker 6: broken heart. And then at the end and the second
- 26:00Speaker 6: hook's flips right because you're gonna be another broken heart
- 26:03Speaker 6: that I don't want you to be another broken heart
- 26:04Speaker 6: I add to my collection. We both aren't good at love,
- 26:06Speaker 6: but we're trying to hang on to this thing. So yeah,
- 26:09Speaker 6: that's probably my favorite song on there.
- 26:10Speaker 4: But the whole the one, the one that sound like
- 26:13Speaker 4: the country, that's what're fighting for. Okay, why why did
- 26:16Speaker 4: you decide to go through the country because and that's what.
- 26:19Speaker 6: I mean, even when I was making it, I wasn't like,
- 26:20Speaker 6: let's make a country song. I just heard it beat
- 26:22Speaker 6: and then that was like what came drinking that at
- 26:24Speaker 6: the bar alone, you know what I mean, I was like,
- 26:26Speaker 6: that's all right, cool, go there.
- 26:27Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
- 26:28Speaker 6: And that's how everything with me kind of is, is
- 26:30Speaker 6: very spontaneous and just off of the cuff, and it
- 26:33Speaker 6: came out like that.
- 26:34Speaker 1: And I'm from Indiana.
- 26:35Speaker 6: I've loved country since I was a baby, so you
- 26:37Speaker 6: know what I mean, it just kind of leaned into
- 26:39Speaker 6: that vibe.
- 26:39Speaker 1: But yeah, I've always When I was.
- 26:41Speaker 6: Mentioning my favorite artist, Gary Levoise from radcal Flats, who
- 26:43Speaker 6: was one of my favorite vocals indian I'm from Indianapolis.
- 26:48Speaker 6: My family is from Marion and cut some family in
- 26:50Speaker 6: Fort Wayne too.
- 26:51Speaker 2: But are you related to the Jacksons?
- 26:54Speaker 1: I wish, honestly, literally before you came.
- 26:57Speaker 9: You know that every Michael he said, he says it's
- 27:01Speaker 9: every single time you say that, because.
- 27:06Speaker 2: You don't know it's the two thous.
- 27:08Speaker 9: I might I might do better off.
- 27:13Speaker 3: Michaels the headline of grab I'm Michael Jackson's nephew.
- 27:18Speaker 1: I got to tell you all the truth. Uh, Germaine
- 27:21Speaker 1: is my daddy. My mom had a wild night.
- 27:24Speaker 10: Say Tito, you nobody let not around it, you know,
- 27:32Speaker 10: My point is you say you Tito and say you
- 27:34Speaker 10: are Jackson.
- 27:34Speaker 4: People started listening to your music with a different name.
- 27:36Speaker 4: I'm telling you with.
- 27:37Speaker 1: A different air.
- 27:37Speaker 5: I'm telling you gonna be like God, my dad would
- 27:42Speaker 5: be I called him on the way here.
- 27:45Speaker 4: You told me you was going to say that.
- 27:46Speaker 1: No, no, my dad, you're.
- 27:48Speaker 8: Talk about da with all to your background in television,
- 27:51Speaker 8: are you working on scoring any of this music and
- 27:53Speaker 8: trying to put it into the TV side of things?
- 27:55Speaker 8: Because it does sound like very core.
- 27:57Speaker 6: This is can I just shout out real quick you Yeah,
- 28:00Speaker 6: let's let's run across man United Masters.
- 28:03Speaker 1: Man, they're incredible.
- 28:04Speaker 6: Shout out of mind, Shout out Maria back here these people,
- 28:07Speaker 6: shout out Jesse. Um has changed my perspective on, you know,
- 28:11Speaker 6: working with the label and really putting music out. But
- 28:14Speaker 6: to answer your question, yes, I would love to do that,
- 28:17Speaker 6: and uh yeah, I think we'll all kind of be
- 28:20Speaker 6: in the process of trying to figure that out.
- 28:22Speaker 1: I would love that though.
- 28:23Speaker 8: So you're independent, but just distributing it through you.
- 28:25Speaker 6: I'm signed to you, and yeah, we officially signed our
- 28:29Speaker 6: first it's complicated.
- 28:30Speaker 1: We partnered up and then now we were like this
- 28:32Speaker 1: feels good. This feels right. Let's do it. Let's go
- 28:35Speaker 1: all the way. Yep.
- 28:36Speaker 4: You ever hear a record back and think to yourself,
- 28:38Speaker 4: I was too honest on that one.
- 28:40Speaker 2: Yeah, do you keep it? Or do you keep it?
- 28:43Speaker 4: Okay, gotta keep it. What's the last record you did
- 28:45Speaker 4: that on?
- 28:49Speaker 7: It's on the album.
- 28:50Speaker 6: You haven't heard it yet, but when it comes out,
- 28:52Speaker 6: I will tell you that.
- 28:53Speaker 1: But there's one on that I'm for sure. I'm like,
- 28:55Speaker 1: should should? I? Yes? And then other means do it?
- 28:58Speaker 8: It is gonna be mad about it.
- 29:00Speaker 5: Maybe you're an overthinker, though, thank yourself out of doing
- 29:05Speaker 5: something I can tell.
- 29:06Speaker 1: I literally told my brother. I was like, dude, trying
- 29:07Speaker 1: not put this whole album out. He's like, bro, shut
- 29:09Speaker 1: it up. I just I don't know, man, I don't know.
- 29:12Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
- 29:14Speaker 3: Are we going to get a tour?
- 29:15Speaker 1: Yes, definitely gonna get a tour. That's my favorite place
- 29:19Speaker 1: to be.
- 29:21Speaker 3: Let's get it, y'all.
- 29:22Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 29:22Speaker 6: I'm very very stoked, especially again with this music. I
- 29:24Speaker 6: think this is such sing along music and I can't wait.
- 29:29Speaker 6: Every time I've gone on tour, it's gotten.
- 29:30Speaker 1: Bigger and it's gotten better.
- 29:31Speaker 6: So I'm really stoked to just see how the fans
- 29:33Speaker 6: received this music and turn something that was signed into
- 29:37Speaker 6: a turn up, you know, celebrate together and and you
- 29:40Speaker 6: know happy.
- 29:41Speaker 4: I got to hear how sad this album because I
- 29:43Speaker 4: just like I would listening to T T Y savages.
- 29:49Speaker 2: I don't don't take this. This is personal. This is personal,
- 29:53Speaker 2: and when you're listening to it, you can.
- 29:56Speaker 1: Feel her pain, like on some like Mary J.
- 29:58Speaker 2: Blige My life type.
- 30:00Speaker 1: Yeah, I love you, it's like that. I'll give you
- 30:03Speaker 1: another story real quick.
- 30:04Speaker 6: There's a song called man of Steel on the the
- 30:08Speaker 6: on Goodbye right that's coming up, and how I'm just
- 30:10Speaker 6: showing you how close my life is to the music.
- 30:12Speaker 1: So before that call, I was telling you that I
- 30:14Speaker 1: love you goodbye call. What I do when I'm sad
- 30:17Speaker 1: is I watch superhero movies. Okay, I'm a nerd. I
- 30:19Speaker 1: don't give that Marvel DC, I don't care.
- 30:21Speaker 6: So I'm watching Batman or Superman, right, and you're gonna
- 30:23Speaker 6: be okay man, just be strong, you know, I'm watching
- 30:25Speaker 6: the movie.
- 30:26Speaker 1: She calls.
- 30:26Speaker 6: We get off the phone and right basically, and within
- 30:29Speaker 6: that conversation, it was like, look, you can't love me
- 30:30Speaker 6: and be you right? You can't do be this guy
- 30:33Speaker 6: and still be with me, Like, I see that that's
- 30:35Speaker 6: not gonna work. So you know that's why we can't
- 30:37Speaker 6: do it. Right as soon as I get off the phone,
- 30:40Speaker 6: I go back to watching Batman vs. Superman, and Lois
- 30:43Speaker 6: Lane walks into the bathroom and uh no, Superman walks
- 30:45Speaker 6: into the bathroom those lanes in the tub.
- 30:46Speaker 1: And he's like, what's wrong. And she's like it's impossible.
- 30:50Speaker 1: He's like, what's impossible?
- 30:51Speaker 6: She was like, for you to love me and still
- 30:52Speaker 6: be you the exact same one I ran downstairs. I'm
- 30:55Speaker 6: telling everybod'm my gods, just so you know this actually
- 30:57Speaker 6: just happened. I'm not using this story so I can
- 30:59Speaker 6: tell her on the breakfast club like this really just happened.
- 31:02Speaker 6: Made the song that day, Man of Steel, That's one
- 31:04Speaker 6: of my favorite songs.
- 31:05Speaker 4: When album I just ask a question, yeah please, was
- 31:07Speaker 4: it your first time watching the movie? No, exactly what
- 31:10Speaker 4: you heard the line before Treble, But.
- 31:11Speaker 6: It came right after the phone call, like seconds, like
- 31:13Speaker 6: right when I press play, Like I didn't know it
- 31:15Speaker 6: was going to right when I press played.
- 31:17Speaker 2: The next scene