Latest / Philosophy and Faith / 02 - The Imitation of Christ - Thomas Kempis
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter eleven, of seeking peace of mind and of spiritual progress.
- 0:08Speaker 1: We may enjoy abundance of peace if we refrain from
- 0:12Speaker 1: busying ourselves with the sayings and doings of others and
- 0:17Speaker 1: things which concern not ourselves. How can he abide long
- 0:23Speaker 1: time in peace who occupieth himself with other men's matters
- 0:28Speaker 1: and with things without himself, and meanwhile payeth little or
- 0:33Speaker 1: rare heed to the self within. Blessed are the single hearted,
- 0:39Speaker 1: for they shall have abundance of peace. How came it
- 0:44Speaker 1: to pass that many of the saints were so perfect,
- 0:48Speaker 1: so contemplative of divine things, because they steadfastly sought to
- 0:54Speaker 1: mortify themselves from all worldly desires. And so we are
- 1:00Speaker 1: enabled to cling with their whole heart to God and
- 1:04Speaker 1: be free and at leisure for the thought of him.
- 1:09Speaker 1: We are too much occupied with our own affections and
- 1:14Speaker 1: too anxious about transitory things. Seldom, too, do we entirely
- 1:20Speaker 1: conquer even a single fault, Nor are we zealous for
- 1:24Speaker 1: daily growth in grace, and so we remain lukewarm and unspiritual.
- 1:33Speaker 1: Were we fully watchful of ourselves and not bound in
- 1:37Speaker 1: spirit to outward things, then might we be wise unto
- 1:42Speaker 1: salvation and make progress in divine contemplation. Our great and
- 1:49Speaker 1: grievous stumbling block is that, not being freed from our
- 1:53Speaker 1: affections and desires, we strive not to enter into the
- 1:58Speaker 1: perfect way of the saints. And when even a little
- 2:02Speaker 1: trouble befallth us, too quickly are we cast down and
- 2:08Speaker 1: fly to the world to give us comfort. If we
- 2:14Speaker 1: would quit ourselves like men and strive to stand firm
- 2:18Speaker 1: in the battle, then should we see the Lord helping
- 2:22Speaker 1: us from heaven. For he himself is always ready to
- 2:26Speaker 1: help those who strive and who trust in him. Yea,
- 2:31Speaker 1: he provideth for us occasions of striving to the end,
- 2:35Speaker 1: that we may win the victory. If we look upon
- 2:39Speaker 1: our progress in religion as a progress only in outward
- 2:43Speaker 1: observances and forms, our devoutness will soon come to an end.
- 2:49Speaker 1: But let us lay the axe to the very root
- 2:52Speaker 1: of our life, that, being cleansed from affections, we may
- 2:57Speaker 1: possess our souls in peace. If each year should see
- 3:05Speaker 1: one fault rooted out from us, we should go quickly
- 3:08Speaker 1: on to perfection. But on the contrary, we often feel
- 3:13Speaker 1: that we are better and holier in the beginning of
- 3:16Speaker 1: our conversion than after many years of profession zeal and
- 3:22Speaker 1: progress ought to increase day by day. Yet now it
- 3:26Speaker 1: seemeth a great thing if one is able to retain
- 3:29Speaker 1: some portion of his first ardor if we could put
- 3:34Speaker 1: some slight stress on ourselves at the beginning, then afterwards
- 3:39Speaker 1: we should be able to do all things with ease
- 3:41Speaker 1: and joy. It is a hard thing to break through
- 3:47Speaker 1: a habit, and a yet harder thing to go contrary
- 3:51Speaker 1: to our own will. Yet if thou overcome not slight
- 3:56Speaker 1: and easy obstacles, how shalt thou overcome go greater ones,
- 4:02Speaker 1: withstand thy will at the beginning, and unlearn an evil habit,
- 4:07Speaker 1: lest it lead thee little by little into worse difficulties. Oh,
- 4:12Speaker 1: if thou knewest what peace thy holy life should bring
- 4:16Speaker 1: to thyself, and what joy to others, methinketh thou wouldst
- 4:20Speaker 1: be more zealous for spiritual profit. Chapter twelve, of the
- 4:28Speaker 1: Uses of Adversity. It is good for us that we
- 4:34Speaker 1: sometimes have sorrows and adversities, for they often make a
- 4:38Speaker 1: man later heart that he is only a stranger and sojourner,
- 4:43Speaker 1: and may not put his trust in any worldly thing.
- 4:48Speaker 1: It is good that we sometimes endure contradictions, and are
- 4:52Speaker 1: hardly and unfairly judged when we do and mean what
- 4:56Speaker 1: is good. For these things help us to be humble
- 5:01Speaker 1: and shield us from vainglory, For then we seek the
- 5:06Speaker 1: more earnestly the witness of God. When men speak evil
- 5:10Speaker 1: of us falsely and give us no credit for good.
- 5:16Speaker 1: Therefore ought a man to rest wholly upon God, so
- 5:20Speaker 1: that he needeth not seek much comfort at the hand
- 5:23Speaker 1: of man. When a man who feareth God is afflicted,
- 5:28Speaker 1: or tried, or oppressed with evil thoughts, then he seeth
- 5:33Speaker 1: that God is the more necessary unto him, since without
- 5:37Speaker 1: God he can do no good thing. Then he is
- 5:41Speaker 1: heavy of heart, he growneth, he crieth out for the
- 5:45Speaker 1: very disquietness of his heart. Then he groweth weary of life,
- 5:51Speaker 1: and would fain depart and be with Christ. By all
- 5:56Speaker 1: this he is taught that in the world there can
- 5:59Speaker 1: be no perfect security or fullness of peace, Chapter thirteen
- 6:10Speaker 1: of Resisting Temptation. So long as we live in the world,
- 6:17Speaker 1: we cannot be without trouble and trial. Wherefore it is
- 6:22Speaker 1: written in Job the life of man upon the earth
- 6:26Speaker 1: is a trial Job seven, verse one. And therefore ought
- 6:34Speaker 1: each of us to give heed concerning trials and temptations,
- 6:38Speaker 1: and watch unto prayer, lest the devil find occasion to deceive,
- 6:44Speaker 1: for he never sleepeth, but goeth about, seeking whom he
- 6:48Speaker 1: may devour. No man is so perfect in holiness that
- 6:53Speaker 1: he hath never temptations, nor can he ever be wholly
- 6:58Speaker 1: free from them. Yet, notwithstanding temptations, turn greatly onto our profit,
- 7:06Speaker 1: even though they be great and hard to bear, For
- 7:10Speaker 1: through them we are humbled, purified, instructed. All saints have
- 7:17Speaker 1: passed through much tribulation and temptation, and have profited thereby,
- 7:23Speaker 1: And they who endured not temptation became reprobate and fell away.
- 7:30Speaker 1: There is no position so sacred, no place so secret
- 7:34Speaker 1: that it is without temptations and adversities. There is no
- 7:41Speaker 1: man wholly free from temptations so long as he liveth.
- 7:46Speaker 1: Because we have the root of temptation within ourselves, in
- 7:50Speaker 1: that we are born in concupiscence. One temptation or sorrow
- 7:56Speaker 1: passeth and another cometh, and always we shall have somewhat
- 8:01Speaker 1: to suffer, for we have fallen from perfect happiness. Many
- 8:07Speaker 1: who seek to fly from temptations fall yet more deeply
- 8:11Speaker 1: into them. By flight alone we cannot overcome. But by
- 8:16Speaker 1: endurance and true humility we are made stronger than all
- 8:20Speaker 1: our enemies. He who only resisteth outwardly and pulleth not
- 8:28Speaker 1: up by the root, shall profit little. Nay, rather, temptations
- 8:34Speaker 1: will return to him the more quickly, and will be
- 8:38Speaker 1: the more terrible. Little by little. Through patience and long suffering,
- 8:44Speaker 1: Thou shalt conquer by the help of God, rather than
- 8:47Speaker 1: by violence and thine own strength of will. In the
- 8:52Speaker 1: midst of temptation, often seek counsel and deal not hardly
- 8:57Speaker 1: with one who is tempted, but comfort and strengthen him,
- 9:02Speaker 1: as thou wouldst have done unto thyself. The beginning of
- 9:08Speaker 1: all temptations to evil is instability of temper and want
- 9:13Speaker 1: of trust in God. For even as a ship without
- 9:17Speaker 1: a helm is tossed about by the waves, so is
- 9:20Speaker 1: a man who is careless and infirm of purpose tempted
- 9:25Speaker 1: now on this side, now on that. As fire testeth iron,
- 9:31Speaker 1: so doth temptation the upright man. Oftentimes we know not
- 9:36Speaker 1: what strength we have, but temptation revealeth to us what
- 9:41Speaker 1: we are. Nevertheless, we must watch, especially in the beginnings
- 9:47Speaker 1: of temptation, for then is the foe the more easily mastered,
- 9:52Speaker 1: when he is not suffered to enter within the mind,
- 9:56Speaker 1: but is met outside the door as soon as he
- 9:58Speaker 1: hath knocked. Wherefore one saith check the beginnings. Once thou
- 10:05Speaker 1: mightst have cured. But now tis past thy skill. Too
- 10:09Speaker 1: long hath it endured. For first cometh to the mind
- 10:15Speaker 1: the simple suggestion, then the strong imagination. Afterwards pleasure, evil, affection, assent,
- 10:24Speaker 1: And so little by little the enemy entereth in altogether,
- 10:30Speaker 1: because he was not resisted at the beginning. And the
- 10:33Speaker 1: longer a man delayeth his resistance, the weaker he groweth,
- 10:38Speaker 1: and the stronger groweth the enemy against him. Some men
- 10:45Speaker 1: suffer their most grievous temptations in the beginning of their conversion,
- 10:51Speaker 1: some at the end. Some are sorely tried their whole
- 10:55Speaker 1: life long. Some there are who are tempted but lightly.
- 11:00Speaker 1: According to the wisdom and justice of the ordering of God,
- 11:04Speaker 1: who knoweth the character and circumstances of men, and ordereth
- 11:08Speaker 1: all things for the welfare of his elect Therefore we
- 11:14Speaker 1: ought not to despair when we are tempted, but the
- 11:17Speaker 1: more fervently should cry unto God that he will vouchsafe
- 11:21Speaker 1: to help us in all our tribulation, and that he will,
- 11:26Speaker 1: as Saint Paul said, with the temptation, make a way
- 11:30Speaker 1: to escape, that we may be able to bear it first. Corinthians,
- 11:37Speaker 1: Chapter ten, verse thirteen. Let us therefore humble ourselves under
- 11:43Speaker 1: the mighty hand of God in all temptation and trouble,
- 11:47Speaker 1: for He will save and exalt such as are of
- 11:51Speaker 1: an humble spirit. In temptations and troubles. A man is
- 11:58Speaker 1: proved what progress he hath made, and therein is his reward.
- 12:03Speaker 1: The greater, and his virtue doth the more appear. Nor
- 12:08Speaker 1: is it a great thing if a man be devout
- 12:10Speaker 1: and zealous, so long as he suffereth no affliction. But
- 12:15Speaker 1: if he behave himself patiently in the time of adversity,
- 12:19Speaker 1: then is their hope of great progress. Some are kept
- 12:24Speaker 1: safe from great temptations, but are overtaken in those which
- 12:28Speaker 1: are little and common, that the humiliation may teach them
- 12:33Speaker 1: not to trust to themselves in great things, being weak
- 12:38Speaker 1: in small things. Chapter fourteen, on avoiding rash judgment, Look
- 12:49Speaker 1: well unto thyself, and beware that thou judge not the
- 12:54Speaker 1: doings of others. In judging others, a man laboreth in
- 12:59Speaker 1: all he often eareth and easily faleth into sin, But
- 13:06Speaker 1: in judging and examining himself, he always laboreth to good purpose.
- 13:13Speaker 1: According as a matter, toucheth our fancy. So oftentimes do
- 13:17Speaker 1: we judge of it, For easily do we fail of
- 13:21Speaker 1: true judgment because of our own personal feeling. If God
- 13:26Speaker 1: were always the sole object of our desire, we should
- 13:30Speaker 1: the less easily be troubled by the erring judgment of
- 13:33Speaker 1: our fancy. But often some secret thought lurking within us,
- 13:40Speaker 1: or even some outward circumstance, turneth us aside. Many are
- 13:46Speaker 1: secretly seeking their own ends in what they do yet
- 13:50Speaker 1: know it not. They seem to live in good peace
- 13:55Speaker 1: of mind so long as things go well with them
- 13:59Speaker 1: and according to their desires. But if their desires be
- 14:03Speaker 1: frustrated and broken immediately they are shaken and displeased. Adversity
- 14:10Speaker 1: of feelings and opinions very often brings about dissensions between friends,
- 14:16Speaker 1: between countrymen, between religious and godly men. Established custom is
- 14:23Speaker 1: not easily relinquished, and no man is very easily led
- 14:28Speaker 1: to see with the eyes of another. If thou rest
- 14:32Speaker 1: more upon thy own reason or experience than upon the
- 14:36Speaker 1: power of Jesus Christ. Thy light shall come slowly and hardly,
- 14:42Speaker 1: for God willeth us to be perfectly subject unto himself,
- 14:47Speaker 1: and all our reason to be exalted by abundant love
- 14:51Speaker 1: towards Him. Chapter fifteen of Works of Charity. For no
- 15:03Speaker 1: worldly good whatsoever, and for the love of no man
- 15:08Speaker 1: must anything be done which is evil, But for the
- 15:12Speaker 1: help of the suffering. A good work must sometimes be
- 15:16Speaker 1: postponed or be changed for a better For herein a
- 15:21Speaker 1: good work is not destroyed, but improved. Without charity, no
- 15:28Speaker 1: work profiteth, But whatsoever is done in charity, however small,
- 15:33Speaker 1: and of no reputation, it be bringeth forth good fruit.
- 15:38Speaker 1: For God verily considereth what a man is able to do,
- 15:42Speaker 1: more than the greatness of what he doth. He doth much,
- 15:48Speaker 1: who loveth much, he doth much, Who doth well, he
- 15:53Speaker 1: doth well, who ministereth to the public good rather than
- 15:58Speaker 1: to his own. Oftentimes that seemeth to be charity, which
- 16:04Speaker 1: is rather carnality, because it springeth from natural inclination self will,
- 16:11Speaker 1: hope of repayment, desire of gain. He who hath true
- 16:17Speaker 1: and perfect charity in no wise seeketh his own good.
- 16:22Speaker 1: But desireth that God alone be altogether glorified. He envieth none,
- 16:29Speaker 1: because he longeth for no selfish joy, Nor doth he
- 16:33Speaker 1: desire to rejoice in himself, but longeth to be blessed
- 16:37Speaker 1: in God as the highest good. He ascribeth good to none,
- 16:43Speaker 1: save to God only the fountain, whence all good proceedeth,
- 16:48Speaker 1: and the end the peace, the joy of all saints. Oh,
- 16:55Speaker 1: he who hath but a spark of true charity, hath
- 16:58Speaker 1: verily learned that all worldly things are full of vanity
- 17:06Speaker 1: Chapter sixteen. Of bearing with the faults of others those
- 17:14Speaker 1: things which a man cannot amend in himself or in others,
- 17:18Speaker 1: he ought patiently to bear until God shall otherwise ordain.
- 17:25Speaker 1: Bethink THEE that perhaps it is better for thy trial
- 17:29Speaker 1: and patience, without which our merits are but little worth. Nevertheless,
- 17:35Speaker 1: thou artest, when thou find'st such impediments, to beseech God
- 17:40Speaker 1: that He would vouchsafe to sustain thee, that thou be
- 17:44Speaker 1: able to bear them with good will. If one who
- 17:49Speaker 1: is once or twice admonished refuse to hearken, strive not
- 17:54Speaker 1: with him, but commit all to God that his will
- 17:58Speaker 1: may be done and his honor be shown in his servants,
- 18:03Speaker 1: for he knoweth well how to convert the evil unto good.
- 18:08Speaker 1: Endeavor to be patient in bearing with other men's faults
- 18:11Speaker 1: and infirmities, whatsoever they be, For thou thyself also hast
- 18:17Speaker 1: many things which have need to be borne with by others.
- 18:22Speaker 1: If thou canst not make thine own self what thou desirest,
- 18:26Speaker 1: how shalt thou be able to fashion another to thine
- 18:29Speaker 1: own liking. We are ready to see others made perfect,
- 18:34Speaker 1: and yet we do not amend our own shortcomings. We
- 18:40Speaker 1: will that others be straightly corrected, but we will not
- 18:45Speaker 1: be corrected ourselves. The freedom of others displeaseth us, but
- 18:51Speaker 1: we are dissatisfied that our own wishes shall be denied us.
- 18:57Speaker 1: We desire rules to be made restrain others, but by
- 19:01Speaker 1: no means will we suffer ourselves to be restrained. Thus,
- 19:07Speaker 1: therefore doth it plainly appear, how seldom we weigh our
- 19:11Speaker 1: neighbor in the same balance with ourselves. If all men
- 19:17Speaker 1: were perfect, what then should we have to suffer from others?
- 19:21Speaker 1: For God? But now hath God thus ordained that we
- 19:28Speaker 1: may learn to bear one another's burdens, because none is
- 19:32Speaker 1: without defect, none without a burden, none sufficient of himself,
- 19:39Speaker 1: none wise enough of himself. But it behooveth us to
- 19:44Speaker 1: bear with one another, to comfort one another, to help, instruct,
- 19:49Speaker 1: admonish one another. How much strength each man hath is
- 19:55Speaker 1: best proved by occasions of adversity. For such a case,
- 20:00Speaker 1: Asians do not make a man frail, but show of
- 20:03Speaker 1: what temper he is, Chapter seventeen. Of a religious Life.
- 20:13Speaker 1: It behooveth thee to learn to mortify thyself in many things.
- 20:19Speaker 1: If thou wilt live in amity and concord with other men.
- 20:24Speaker 1: It is no small thing to dwell in a religious
- 20:27Speaker 1: community or congregation, and to live there without complaint, and
- 20:33Speaker 1: therein to remain faithful even unto death. Blessed is he
- 20:38Speaker 1: who hath lived a good life in such a body
- 20:41Speaker 1: and brought it to a happy end. If thou wilt
- 20:45Speaker 1: stand fast and wilt profit, as thou artist hold thyself
- 20:50Speaker 1: as an exile and a pilgrim upon the earth, thou
- 20:54Speaker 1: wilt have to be counted as a fool for Christ.
- 20:57Speaker 1: If thou wilt lead a religious life, the clothing and
- 21:03Speaker 1: outward appearance are of small account. It is change of
- 21:08Speaker 1: character and entire mortification of the affections which make a
- 21:13Speaker 1: truly religious man. He who seeketh aught, save God and
- 21:18Speaker 1: the health of his soul shall find only tribulation and sorrow.
- 21:25Speaker 1: Nor can he stand long in peace who striveth not
- 21:28Speaker 1: to be least of all and servant of all. Thou
- 21:34Speaker 1: art called to endure and to labor, not to a
- 21:39Speaker 1: life of ease and trifling talk. Here therefore are men
- 21:45Speaker 1: tried as gold in the furnace. No man can stand
- 21:51Speaker 1: unless with all his heart he will humble himself for
- 21:54Speaker 1: God's sake. Eighteen of the example of the Holy Fathers.
- 22:07Speaker 1: Consider now the lively examples of the Holy Fathers, in
- 22:11Speaker 1: whom shone forth real perfectness and religion. And thou shalt
- 22:17Speaker 1: see how little, even as nothing is all that we
- 22:20Speaker 1: do are, what is our life when compared to theirs
- 22:27Speaker 1: they saints and friends of Christ, as they were served
- 22:31Speaker 1: the Lord in hunger and thirst, in cold and nakedness,
- 22:37Speaker 1: in labour and weariness, in watchings and fastings, in prayer
- 22:44Speaker 1: and holy meditations, in persecutions and much rebuke. Oh, how
- 22:52Speaker 1: many and grievous tribulations did the apostles martyrs confessors, virgin endure,
- 23:01Speaker 1: and all others who would walk in the footsteps of Christ.
- 23:05Speaker 1: For they hated their souls in this world, that they
- 23:09Speaker 1: might keep them unto life eternal. Oh, how strict and
- 23:14Speaker 1: retired a life was that of the Holy Fathers who
- 23:17Speaker 1: dwelt in the desert. What long and grievous temptations they
- 23:22Speaker 1: did suffer? How often were they assaulted by the enemy.
- 23:27Speaker 1: What frequent and fervid prayers did they offer unto God?
- 23:32Speaker 1: What strict fasts did they endure? What fervent zeal and
- 23:37Speaker 1: desire after spiritual profit did they manifest? How bravely did
- 23:42Speaker 1: they fight that their vices might not gain the mastery?
- 23:47Speaker 1: How entirely and steadfastly did they reach after God? By
- 23:52Speaker 1: day they labored, and at night they gave themselves oft
- 23:56Speaker 1: times unto prayer. YEA, even when they were laboring, they
- 24:00Speaker 1: ceased not from mental prayer. They spent their whole time profitably.
- 24:08Speaker 1: Every hour seemed short for retirement with God, and through
- 24:13Speaker 1: the great sweetness of contemplation, even the need of bodily
- 24:18Speaker 1: refreshment was forgotten. They renounced all riches, dignities, honors, friends, kinsmen.
- 24:28Speaker 1: They desired nothing from the world, they ate the bare
- 24:32Speaker 1: necessaries of life. They were unwilling to minister to the
- 24:36Speaker 1: body even in necessity. Thus they were poor in earthly things,
- 24:42Speaker 1: but rich above measure in grace and virtue. Though poor
- 24:48Speaker 1: to the outer eye, within they were filled with grace
- 24:52Speaker 1: and heavenly benedictions. They were strangers to the world, but
- 24:59Speaker 1: on to God they were as kinsmen and friends. They
- 25:03Speaker 1: seemed unto themselves, as of no reputation, and in the
- 25:08Speaker 1: world's eye contemptible, But in the sight of God they
- 25:13Speaker 1: were precious and beloved. They stood fast in true humility,
- 25:19Speaker 1: They lived in simple obedience. They walked in love and patience.
- 25:25Speaker 1: And thus they waxed strong in spirit, and obtained great
- 25:30Speaker 1: favor before God. To all religious men they were given
- 25:34Speaker 1: as an example, and they ought more to provoke us
- 25:38Speaker 1: into good livings than the number of the lukewarm tempteth
- 25:43Speaker 1: to carelessness of life. Oh, how great was the love
- 25:48Speaker 1: of all religious persons at the beginning of this sacred institution. Oh,
- 25:54Speaker 1: what devoutness of prayer, What rivalry in holiness, What discipline
- 26:01Speaker 1: was observed, What reverence and obedience under the rule of
- 26:05Speaker 1: the Master showed they in all things, the traces of
- 26:11Speaker 1: them that remain until now testify that they were truly
- 26:15Speaker 1: holy and perfect men, who fighting so bravely trod the
- 26:20Speaker 1: world under foot. Now a man is counted great if
- 26:26Speaker 1: only he be not a transgressor, and if he can
- 26:29Speaker 1: only endure with patience what he hath undertaken. Oh, the
- 26:35Speaker 1: coldness and negligence of our times that we so quickly
- 26:39Speaker 1: decline from the former love, and it is become a
- 26:43Speaker 1: weariness to live because of sloth and luke. Warmness may
- 26:49Speaker 1: progress in holiness, not wholly fall asleep. In thee who
- 26:54Speaker 1: many times hast seen so many examples of devout men,
- 27:02Speaker 1: Chapter nineteen of the Exercises of a Religious Man. The
- 27:09Speaker 1: life of a Christian ought to be adorned with all virtues,
- 27:15Speaker 1: that he may be inwardly what he outwardly appereth unto men,
- 27:20Speaker 1: And verily it should be yet better within than without.
- 27:24Speaker 1: For God is a discerner of our heart, whom we
- 27:28Speaker 1: must reverence with all our hearts wheresoever we are, and
- 27:33Speaker 1: walk pure in His presence, as do the angels. We
- 27:37Speaker 1: ought daily to renew our vows and to kindle our
- 27:42Speaker 1: hearts to zeal, as if each day were the first
- 27:45Speaker 1: day of our conversion, and to say, help me, O, God,
- 27:50Speaker 1: in my great resolutions and in thy holy service, and
- 27:55Speaker 1: grant that this day I may make a good beginning.
- 27:59Speaker 1: For hitherto I have done nothing according to our resolution.
- 28:06Speaker 1: So is the rate of our progress. And much diligence
- 28:10Speaker 1: is needful for him who would make good progress. For
- 28:14Speaker 1: if he who resolveth bravely oftentimes fallth short, how shall
- 28:20Speaker 1: it be with him who resolveth rarely or feebly. But
- 28:25Speaker 1: manifold causes bring about abandonment of our resolution. Yet a
- 28:30Speaker 1: trivial omission of holy exercises can hardly be made without
- 28:35Speaker 1: some loss to us. The resolution of the righteous dependeth
- 28:41Speaker 1: more upon the grace of God than upon their own wisdom,
- 28:45Speaker 1: For in Him they always put their trust whatsoever they
- 28:49Speaker 1: take in hand. For man proposeth, but God disposeth. And
- 28:56Speaker 1: the way of a man is not in himself. Jeremiah,
- 29:02Speaker 1: chapter ten, verse twenty three. If a holy exercise be
- 29:08Speaker 1: sometimes omitted for the sake of some act of piety
- 29:12Speaker 1: or of some brotherly kindness, it can easily be taken
- 29:17Speaker 1: up afterwards. But if it be neglected through distaste or slothfulness,
- 29:23Speaker 1: then it is sinful and the mischief will be felt.
- 29:28Speaker 1: Strive as earnestly as we may, we shall still fall
- 29:32Speaker 1: short in many things. Always should some distinct resolution be
- 29:38Speaker 1: made by us, And most of all we must strive
- 29:42Speaker 1: against those sins which most easily beset us. Both our
- 29:48Speaker 1: outer and inner life should be straightly examined and ruled
- 29:52Speaker 1: by us, because both have to do with our progress.
- 29:58Speaker 1: If thou canst not be always examining thyself, thou canst
- 30:03Speaker 1: at certain seasons, and at least twice in the day,
- 30:07Speaker 1: at evening and at morning. In the morning, make thy resolves,
- 30:13Speaker 1: and in the evening inquire into thy life how thou
- 30:17Speaker 1: hast sped to day in word, deed and thought. For
- 30:23Speaker 1: in these ways thou hast often perchance offended God and
- 30:27Speaker 1: thy neighbor. Gird up thy loins like a man against
- 30:32Speaker 1: the assaults of the devil. Bridle thine appetite, and thou
- 30:37Speaker 1: wilt soon be able to bridle every inclination of the flesh.
- 30:43Speaker 1: Be thou never without something to do, be reading or writing,
- 30:48Speaker 1: or praying, or meditating, or doing something that is useful
- 30:52Speaker 1: to the community. Bodily exercises, however, must be undertaken with discretion,
- 31:00Speaker 1: nor are they to be used by all alike. The
- 31:05Speaker 1: duties which are not common to all must not be
- 31:09Speaker 1: done openly, but are safest carried on in secret. But
- 31:14Speaker 1: take heed that thou be not careless in the common duties,
- 31:18Speaker 1: and more devout in the secret, but faithfully and honestly
- 31:23Speaker 1: discharge the duties and commands which lie upon thee. Then afterwards,
- 31:28Speaker 1: if thou hast still leisure, give thyself to thyself, as
- 31:33Speaker 1: thy devotion leadeth thee. All cannot have one exercise, but
- 31:39Speaker 1: one suiteth better to this man, and another to that.
- 31:44Speaker 1: Even for the diversity of season, different exercises are needed.
- 31:50Speaker 1: Some suit better for feasts, some for fasts. We need
- 31:55Speaker 1: one kind in time of temptations, and others in time
- 32:00Speaker 1: of peace and quietness. Some are suitable to our times
- 32:04Speaker 1: of sadness, and others when we are joyful in the Lord.
- 32:11Speaker 1: When we draw near the time of the great feasts,
- 32:15Speaker 1: good exercises should be renewed, and the prayers of holy
- 32:19Speaker 1: men more fervently besought. We ought to make our resolutions
- 32:24Speaker 1: from one feast to another, as if each were the
- 32:28Speaker 1: period of our departure from this world and of entering
- 32:32Speaker 1: into the eternal feast. So ought we to prepare ourselves
- 32:37Speaker 1: earnestly at solemn seasons, and the more solemnly to live
- 32:43Speaker 1: and to keep straightest watch upon each holy observance, as
- 32:47Speaker 1: though we were soon to receive the reward of our
- 32:50Speaker 1: labors at the hand of God. And if this be deferred,
- 32:55Speaker 1: let us believe ourselves to be as yet ill prepared
- 32:59Speaker 1: and unworthy as yet of the glory which shall be
- 33:02Speaker 1: revealed in us at the appointed season. And let us
- 33:06Speaker 1: study to prepare ourselves the better for our end. Blessed
- 33:12Speaker 1: is that servant as the evangelist Luke hath it, whom
- 33:17Speaker 1: when the Lord cometh he shall find watching. Verily, I
- 33:21Speaker 1: say unto you, he will make him ruler over all
- 33:25Speaker 1: that he hath Luke Chapter twelve, Verses forty three and
- 33:32Speaker 1: forty four, Chapter twenty of the Love of solitude and silence.
- 33:45Speaker 1: Seek a suitable time for thy meditation, and think frequently
- 33:50Speaker 1: of the mercies of God. To thee leave curious questions,
- 33:57Speaker 1: study such matters as bring these sorrow for sin rather
- 34:01Speaker 1: than amusement. If thou withdraw thyself from trifling conversation and
- 34:07Speaker 1: idle goings about, as well as from novelties and gossip,
- 34:12Speaker 1: thou shalt find thy time sufficient and apt for good meditation.
- 34:18Speaker 1: The greatest saints used to avoid as far as they could,
- 34:22Speaker 1: the company of men, and chose to live in secret
- 34:26Speaker 1: with God. One hath said, as oft as I have
- 34:31Speaker 1: gone among men, so oft have I returned less a man.
- 34:37Speaker 1: This is what we often experience when we have been
- 34:40Speaker 1: long time in conversation. For it is easier to be
- 34:44Speaker 1: altogether silent than it is not to exceed in word.
- 34:49Speaker 1: It is easier to remain hidden at home than to
- 34:52Speaker 1: keep sufficient guard upon thyself out of doors. He therefore,
- 34:58Speaker 1: that seeketh to reach that which is hidden and spiritual,
- 35:02Speaker 1: must go with Jesus apart from the multitude. No man
- 35:08Speaker 1: safely goeth abroad who loveth not to rest at home.
- 35:13Speaker 1: No man safely talketh but he who loveth to hold
- 35:17Speaker 1: his peace. No man safely ruleth but he who loveth
- 35:22Speaker 1: to be subject. No man safely commandeth but he who
- 35:27Speaker 1: loveth to obey. No man safely rejoiceth, but he who
- 35:33Speaker 1: hath the testimony of a good conscience within himself. The
- 35:39Speaker 1: baldness of the saints was always full of the fear
- 35:42Speaker 1: of God. Nor were they the less earnest and humble
- 35:46Speaker 1: in themselves, because they shone forth with great virtues and grace.
- 35:52Speaker 1: But the boldness of wicked men springeth from pride and presumption,
- 35:58Speaker 1: and at the last turn to their own confusion. Never
- 36:03Speaker 1: promise thyself security in this life, howsoever good a monk,
- 36:09Speaker 1: or devout a solitary thou seemest. Often those who stand
- 36:16Speaker 1: highest in the esteem of men fall the more grievously
- 36:21Speaker 1: because of their over great confidence. Wherefore it is very
- 36:26Speaker 1: profitable unto many that they should not be without inward temptation,
- 36:31Speaker 1: but should be frequently assaulted, lest they be over confident,
- 36:36Speaker 1: lest they be indeed lifted up into pride, or else
- 36:40Speaker 1: lean too freely upon the consolations of the world. Oh
- 36:45Speaker 1: how good a conscience should that man keep, who never
- 36:49Speaker 1: sought a joy that passeth away, who never became entangled
- 36:54Speaker 1: with the world. Oh how great peace and quiet should
- 36:59Speaker 1: he possess, who would cast off all vain care and
- 37:03Speaker 1: think only of healthful and divine things, and build his
- 37:08Speaker 1: whole hope upon God. No man is worthy of heavenly consolation,
- 37:17Speaker 1: but he who hath diligently exercised himself in holy compunction.
- 37:24Speaker 1: If thou wilt feel compunction within thy heart. Enter into
- 37:28Speaker 1: thy chamber, and shut out the tumults of the world.
- 37:32Speaker 1: As it is written, commune with your own heart in
- 37:35Speaker 1: your own chamber, and be still, Psalm four, verse four.
- 37:43Speaker 1: In retirement, thou shalt find what often thou wilt lose abroad. Retirement,
- 37:49Speaker 1: if thou continue therein, groweth sweet. But if thou keep
- 37:54Speaker 1: not in it, begetteth weariness. If in the beginning of
- 37:59Speaker 1: thy conversion thou dwell in it and keep it well,
- 38:04Speaker 1: it shall afterwards be to thee a dear friend and
- 38:07Speaker 1: a most pleasant solace. In silence and quiet, the devout
- 38:14Speaker 1: soul goeth forward and learneth the hidden things of the scriptures.
- 38:20Speaker 1: Therein findeth she a fountain of tears, wherein to wash
- 38:24Speaker 1: and cleanse herself each night, that she may grow the
- 38:28Speaker 1: more dear to her maker. As she dwelleth the further
- 38:32Speaker 1: from all worldly distraction. To him who withdraweth himself from
- 38:37Speaker 1: his acquaintance and friends, God with his holy angels, will
- 38:42Speaker 1: draw nigh. It is better to be unknown and take
- 38:47Speaker 1: heed to uneself than to neglect oneself and work wonders.
- 38:54Speaker 1: It is praiseworthy for a religious man to go seldom abroad,
- 38:59Speaker 1: to fly from being seen, to have no desire to
- 39:03Speaker 1: see men. Why wouldst thou see what thou mayest not have?
- 39:12Speaker 1: The world passeth away, and the lust thereof the desires
- 39:17Speaker 1: of sensuality draw thee abroad. But when an hour is past,
- 39:22Speaker 1: what dost thou bring home? But await upon thy conscience
- 39:27Speaker 1: and distraction of heart. A merry going forth bringeth often
- 39:33Speaker 1: a sorrowful return, and a merry evening maketh a sad morning.
- 39:39Speaker 1: So doth all carnal joy begin pleasantly, But in the
- 39:44Speaker 1: end it gnawreth away and destroyeth. What canst thou see
- 39:49Speaker 1: abroad which thou seest not at home? Behold the heaven
- 39:54Speaker 1: and the earth and the elements, For out of these
- 39:58Speaker 1: are all things made. What canst thou see anywhere which
- 40:05Speaker 1: can continue long under the sun? Thou believest perchance that
- 40:10Speaker 1: thou shalt be satisfied, But thou wilt never be able
- 40:14Speaker 1: to attain unto this. If thou shouldst see all things
- 40:18Speaker 1: before thee at once, what would it be but a
- 40:21Speaker 1: vain vision. Lift up thine eyes to God on high,
- 40:26Speaker 1: and pray that thy sins and negligences may be forgiven.
- 40:32Speaker 1: Leave vain things to vain men, and mind thou the
- 40:37Speaker 1: things which God hath commanded THEE. Shut thy door upon THEE,
- 40:43Speaker 1: and call unto thyself Jesus thy beloved. Remain with him
- 40:48Speaker 1: in thy chamber, for thou shalt not elsewhere find so
- 40:52Speaker 1: great peace. If thou hadst not gone forth nor listened
- 40:58Speaker 1: to vain talk, thou hadst better kept thyself in good peace.
- 41:03Speaker 1: But because it sometimes delighteth THEE to hear new things,
- 41:08Speaker 1: thou must therefore suffer trouble of heart. End of Chapter
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