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not my hangover · Dits & Dahs

Sue: Thank you for stopping by and listening and watching my YouTube content. As you are familiar, or if this is one of your first times listening, I create content based on my mundane daily events, diary, journal, sometimes make music. And as of this recording, I've got about 82 subscribers, about... 29 hours of watch time and given that I'm making content that's usually about 10 minutes or less in length, it's gonna be a long time before my content is monetized. That's not my primary goal, but for a lot of others it is, so I mention that as a milepost. But in the meantime, I'm grateful that you're here. I'm also distributing these videos as podcast episodes on YouTube and Spotify with video and audio on Apple podcasts. There is a feature to add video, and as with some instructions, it's very clear that it's unclear. Wherever you're listening to this and watching, I'm grateful that you find resonance with some of the things that I say, or at least have a good giggle, because some of the mundane things that are going on in my life I think are common to what we internalize our thoughts and dialogues and feelings and what-ifs and confirmation with a woodpecker. And ironically, through all of this connection on social platforms, some of us may feel more isolated and lonely than ever, because we're not communicating directly face to face with humans as much as we used to. I mean, that's my case. I appreciate the fact that I really enjoy living a solitary life, connecting with people, my neighbors and such, but nonetheless, interact only with myself and my dog on a daily basis. And the healthy part of that, of course, is being able to create these. videos, these recordings, gives me the opportunity to share my thoughts and hear my own voice and make sense of things that are unseen, like spiritual warfare, for which I have experienced, and share that with videos that speak about understanding that just like music, which is invisible, we know it's real and we can get confused sometimes when we believe that the thoughts that we have are our own. They might be, but I think for the most part they are all part of the universe and things flowing through us that we get captivated and distracted with sometimes. Or sometimes we take those thoughts and transmute them into some sort of creative output like I do with music. I maintain a couple of playlists on YouTube. I've not released my music commercially. Two playlists are tiny affirmations, which include a bit of video of me saying something. And the other playlist is a group of improvisations on a keyboard instrument called the osmos. And I've named the playlist Osmosiferations, sort of a mashup of osmos improvisations. I am a widow living in America, southern New York state, about 45 miles northwest of New York City is the crow flight. I work in the music business and I'm grateful that some of what I utter is heard by you all and liked and commented upon. That little interaction is a beautiful thing to share. And when I'm not doing my part-time job in the music business, I'm creating this content and I'm also filling my brain with good stuff. Activities that give me great joy and passion could be something simple as cooking a meal for myself. It doesn't really matter what gives you passion. But doing things that give you joy and happiness will help bolster your positivity, give you a bit more boundaries to help keep those negative incoming energetic projections and those mental suggestions at bay. That's my experience. I hope if this is giving you some motivation to keep going with your positivity, I'm grateful. We all have a part to play in this universe and remaining positive and connecting with others in a positive way. helps us balance all of that which is negative, which can wreak havoc if you're unaware of it. These attacks can be very subtle. You can feel as though you've felt these emotions before looking at something thinking, ⁓ God, I remember when I felt that angst. I remember when I was that angry. And then you look at your current life and you say, well, there's nothing to trigger that now. So what is this about? And you have no explanation for it because it's not something anybody said to you, at least not in person or in some sort of communication. No, it's all stuff that most people in the past would have been diagnosed as having been delusional or having some sort of episode mentally. I'm not dismissing that, but I'm just suggesting that if you're experiencing feelings of things that in your past you recognize but aren't relevant for today, that doesn't belong. You've left what I call your spiritual stoma open for those negative energies to come in and lurk around your energy. They have no business being there. So the way that I encourage myself to process them is to make music or do something that gives me joy and passion and goes back to that's why it's so important in my mind, in my opinion, to keep your brain active. And one of the things that fills my brain with good stuff is the fact of realizing that whether you go to my website, SueSinclair.com, where you get the full version of my posts every day, or whether you just... click into YouTube video, Spotify or Apple, doesn't matter. What I see is I'm occasionally getting viewers that are listeners all over the world. Kazakhstan, Russia, China, United States, England, Belgium, Europe, all over Europe, Asia, Singapore. I'm astounded at who decides to click on my videos. And I'm grateful because I'm never gonna meet you. Or if I do, I'll be grateful to make that connection, of course. ⁓ crowd of Blue Jays having at it, so I'm gonna say that's a confirmation. I'm just sharing my mundane experiences because sometimes, for example, like yesterday, I awoke as I was rising out of bed, walking around, extreme dizziness. Mentally, physically, I have no afflictions that would normally cause this, and I no longer drink myself into oblivion at night, so that wasn't a hangover. But it felt like it. Felt like the kind of hangover you get if you're out on a cruise ship. take advantage of the all-inclusive drinks. ⁓ yeah, been there. But I didn't have any alcohol on Friday night. I'm recording this on a Sunday morning. So when I woke up Saturday morning, I was like really puzzled. Where is this coming from? And recognizing that I was not in a physical health. danger, I let it go, realizing that if I let my subconscious work on it, I'll come up with an answer. And the answer this morning came to me. I am telepathically connected with my eternal love, who on occasion I get to feel extreme feelings. The first time I knew I was telepathically connected, I had extreme nausea, like you would have if you had a proper hangover and no drink anymore. Full disclosure, I do enjoy my ganja, but to wake up feeling like I'm hungover, not me. No, I've never had such a connection where I feel somebody else's experiences. I don't experience all of them, of course. I don't tune into them intentionally. So when I feel them, I understand now there's a reason that I have yet to learn. And it's that acceptance of trusting my intuition and verifying it with my discernment because I have faith in myself that this is what it is, unseen but felt, that gives me the motivation to speak and share with you my personal thoughts and opinions. in a way that if you resonate, I'm grateful because what I'm experiencing is real. It's just unseen and we have plenty of energies in our life that we don't need to see to know that they are real and exist. So why should this be any less than that? Because you got false prophets around you telling you that it's fake. They don't want you to know that they might be the ones actually projecting this stuff on you. Telepaths like myself who might become corrupted can certainly affect others energetically. Accepting that, it's going to help you understand things and put things together. It can be very daunting when you're by yourself to have an understanding that these energies and thoughts, for lack of a better word, I think we also understand that collectively, that thoughts aren't ours. We're just tapping into what the universe is showing us and that sometimes you'll get corrupt telepaths that will mentally implant those ideas with an idea to get a reaction and they will harvest that energy. for their own positive use. Well, in their mind, it's a positive use. In other words, to see your energy from you, because who are you gonna go to to blame? No. Now, in my case, I know that those that are lurking around the energy of my eternal love are trying to roadblocks and obstacles for us coming together in the physical world. And they also believe that by taking down somebody in the physical realm will prevent that destiny from happening. You have people who have The understanding that they can manipulate energy in others and yet believe that when you eliminate the physical person that that will stop that destiny which is all energetic. There's a disconnect here, isn't there? The disconnect is that the people who are doing the manipulating energetically have chosen to swear an oath to a second God and they don't believe in karma energetically manipulating others. You're experiencing such vibes. that aren't yours and recognize them as not being yours? Just know I have. And for me, the best way forward is not engaging in those negative energies, but to recognize them for being the spiritual trespassing that they are, which is not acceptable, and to recognize that the people that are behind these attacks might actually be devout churchgoers. I don't have anything against religion or church. It's just to say that You can put on a false presence, wear a mask, and remain undetected until such time. Others start feeling that vibe and recognizing it's not theirs. In the end, if you feel off, it's not your energy. Don't accept it. Take that energy that's being projected on you, turn it into something good. Doesn't matter. As I say, cook for yourself. Dode on yourself. Make music. Do something positive with that energy. And it doesn't matter that it has to be huge or tiny. It's your action applying your energy and moving that energy into something that gives you passion and pleasure and joy and happiness. And if you feel that you've experienced some of these weird vibes and don't have a direct explanation for them, maybe my mundane thoughts helping you see things more clearly because you can't see them. I'm there with you. I have second sight. So they're really puzzled as to why they've been exposed. They've been able to spiritually trespass with impunity, not being seen or felt or perceived as the malicious energies that they are. Those are diabolic energies potentially, which means in the end, those of us who remain positive, all of us have to learn to forgive because we all have to be kind, have to be patient and know that unconditional love carries no wrongs, forgiveness, and gratitude for being more aware about what's going on around in your mind, body, and spiritual realms. Thank you for listening, sharing your energy, and resonating. I appreciate you. you