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The Cure for the Spiritual Aspirant for Doubt, Guilt, Feelings of Unsuitability and Despair · Sri Aurobindo Studies

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  As long as we base ourselves in the individual personal
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  identity, what we term the ego consciousness, we are subject to
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  mistakes, failures, indiscretions and other
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  situations where we do not meet our own internal concept of what
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  we should do. Most of this is based on the
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  background and training we have received in our society and the
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  expectations that are put upon us by that societal setting.
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  When an individual takes up the spiritual life, he adds to the
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  embedded background expectations, a new set of
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  expectations based on what he interprets or what he is told
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  the requirements of the spiritual path he is on to be.
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  In some cases, eventual results are taken to be rules to follow
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  from the outset, even though the seeker is not wholly prepared to
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  do that to the extent he remains in the consciousness of the
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  individual ego personality. This can lead to feelings of
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  unsuitability, doubt, guilt or despair of achieving the desired
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  result. The primary prescription that
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  resolves these feelings is to shift to the divine standpoint
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  and away from the ego standpoint, to thereby act from
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  the impulsion of the Divine and not be anguished thereby by
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  normal human difficulties, failures or troubles.
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  This is the liberation from the ego personality that provides
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  the basis for a dedicated, consecrated and still active
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  life in the world. The more the seeker focuses on
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  turning his attention to the Divine, the less he is bothered
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  by the inevitable weaknesses and failures that are the issues
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  that act as obstacles during the transition from ego nature to
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  divine nature. Obsessing over all the
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  impediments of the natural being as developed in the past and
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  present simply creates friction in the process of transitioning
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  to the basis of the next phase of consciousness that is
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  manifesting through the seekers who open to its capabilities.
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  Sri Aurobindo notes quote you ask how you can repair the wrong
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  you seem to have done, admitting that it is as you say.
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  It seems to me that the reparation lies precisely in
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  this, in making yourself a vessel for the Divine Truth and
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  the Divine Love, and the first steps towards that are a
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  complete self consecration and self purification, a complete
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  opening of oneself to the Divine, rejecting all in oneself
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  that can stand in the way of the fulfillment in the spiritual
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  life. There is no other reparation for
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  any mistake, none that is wholly effective at the beginning.
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  One should not ask for any other fruit or results than this
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  internal growth and change, for otherwise one lays oneself open
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  to severe disappointments. Only when one is free can one
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  free others, and in yoga it is out of the inner victory that
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  there comes the outer conquest. End Quote Reference Sri
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  Aurobindo, Bases of Yoga, Chapter 2 Faith, Aspiration
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  Surrender, pages 27 to 28.