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- 0:00Speaker 1: Back at it for another episode of The Blonde and
- 0:01Speaker 1: I see show. This is not a disabled podcast, even
- 0:04Speaker 1: though you got your two disabled heroes on it.
- 0:06Speaker 2: See I got it right today, French heroes, flying heroes.
- 0:11Speaker 1: I am your whole you know, the official blonde stuff,
- 0:14Speaker 1: but the voice of the disableds Blonde Poppy. If you're
- 0:17Speaker 1: nasty and dealing with this nigga on the couch is
- 0:19Speaker 1: a lot of nasty ship gonna be said.
- 0:21Speaker 2: And what if I got it right, I ain't say
- 0:22Speaker 2: fob today.
- 0:24Speaker 3: I just gotta let y'all know.
- 0:24Speaker 2: I've been practicing. Yeah, I've been eating.
- 0:28Speaker 1: I've been working so my mind is clear, you know,
- 0:30Speaker 1: working out in the gym and all that body show.
- 0:32Speaker 2: I gotta take my shirt off in the winter time.
- 0:34Speaker 4: You know, when that song was on the show, you
- 0:36Speaker 4: said you could obviously can't see me, but you was
- 0:38Speaker 4: like you could tell that I'm a little hefty, and
- 0:42Speaker 4: do you hear like a difference in my voice because
- 0:43Speaker 4: I did lose some weight.
- 0:44Speaker 2: But I'll be listening to podcast, so you're going then
- 0:48Speaker 2: your business. Yeah know I can.
- 0:49Speaker 5: See you.
- 0:54Speaker 2: Because he got a new man. That's not eaven why
- 0:56Speaker 2: he's doing it, that's what you know it's a good relationship.
- 1:00Speaker 5: We're gonna get into.
- 1:00Speaker 2: It, into the who are you?
- 1:03Speaker 5: And it's frenchy minage aka hot Wills aka that bitch, Hello,
- 1:07Speaker 5: the Battison wheels. Everybody's trying to jacket but no and yeah,
- 1:11Speaker 5: we're here today and we got it.
- 1:14Speaker 2: Repeated offender.
- 1:18Speaker 4: I ain't in old games, but I got shooting in
- 1:20Speaker 4: our bang bang.
- 1:22Speaker 3: It's your boy, BELI in the bag, be able to
- 1:24Speaker 3: goat and be the kid. And Bill's bills bills.
- 1:26Speaker 1: Last time he was twenty five podcast now need to
- 1:29Speaker 1: be steady, this mixy, messy ass nigre.
- 1:33Speaker 5: Yeah he's podcast.
- 1:36Speaker 2: He tried to be he try to be classy, but
- 1:38Speaker 2: he's ready ratual.
- 1:39Speaker 3: You know I am classy.
- 1:41Speaker 2: Are you feeling today, my brother, I'm feeling good.
- 1:43Speaker 4: All loud, noles, loud, loud, no card, Yes, Oh my god,
- 1:49Speaker 4: I'm feeling good.
- 1:50Speaker 3: I'm blessed.
- 1:51Speaker 4: I'm actually really burnt out and exhausted. Live show coming
- 1:54Speaker 4: up Hard Work.
- 1:56Speaker 5: August twenty fourth, Yes, get your tickets, ticket pop out.
- 2:02Speaker 4: I'm just I'm just ready for it to be over
- 2:04Speaker 4: so I could do nothing for two weeks.
- 2:07Speaker 3: Like I'm not potting. I'm not any content. I'm not.
- 2:10Speaker 4: It's my birthday, I have all from work. I'm not
- 2:12Speaker 4: doing ship check you out.
- 2:14Speaker 1: Yeah, so let's let's get into it. I'll be starting
- 2:18Speaker 1: this off Today's Okay.
- 2:19Speaker 5: So first of all, if those of you don't know,
- 2:21Speaker 5: and I don't know how y'all don't know because he's
- 2:23Speaker 5: a celebrity billy is, how do you identify?
- 2:27Speaker 4: You got to be very proper, like as I identify
- 2:32Speaker 4: as a homophobic gay.
- 2:35Speaker 5: Okay, So he's a homophobic because you what does that mean?
- 2:41Speaker 2: HOPOPHOBI gay?
- 2:42Speaker 4: Get into it like I'm gay because I sucked dick,
- 2:44Speaker 4: but I'm not gay, like like you're not.
- 2:47Speaker 3: I'm not good, but I'm gay.
- 2:51Speaker 5: But you're not trade either. See I know the term.
- 2:53Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm not trade either. I'm just me. I'm a vibe.
- 2:56Speaker 5: You know, it's just a vibe.
- 2:59Speaker 4: I did read twice, but I came in like street
- 3:02Speaker 4: niggas close like I'm a nigga.
- 3:04Speaker 5: So you would be a trade then.
- 3:06Speaker 4: But trays like more down low, but you're not download. Yeah,
- 3:09Speaker 4: I'm just I guess I don't even know the terms.
- 3:12Speaker 4: I guess I'm They will say, banjie, what the fuck banjie?
- 3:16Speaker 5: Okay what does that mean?
- 3:17Speaker 3: I don't know.
- 3:20Speaker 2: I don't know none of this study drop.
- 3:23Speaker 5: We don't identify as disabled people either, so it's okay.
- 3:26Speaker 5: I identify as a walking person. So when people are
- 3:29Speaker 5: like the wheelchair girl, I'll be looking like, who the
- 3:31Speaker 5: fuck are they talking?
- 3:32Speaker 1: Your mother is in the wheelchairs exactly like I?
- 3:38Speaker 5: And how there gonna see if you can see?
- 3:40Speaker 2: And this, this stick right here is not a stick.
- 3:41Speaker 2: That's a BMW.
- 3:44Speaker 3: Pole. It does for black man walking.
- 3:47Speaker 5: No, that's fire, that's fire right there.
- 3:53Speaker 4: My dad calls his his walk up with his amputator
- 3:56Speaker 4: as like a BMW.
- 3:59Speaker 3: So it's like he come last, that nigga. I came
- 4:04Speaker 3: at him by something on here.
- 4:05Speaker 1: Yo, Okay, you're singing the song.
- 4:10Speaker 5: Let's get into it. How did you become? First of all?
- 4:13Speaker 5: Because we got it. It's two parts. So it's a
- 4:15Speaker 5: homophobia any gay. So how did you first know you
- 4:17Speaker 5: were gay?
- 4:17Speaker 2: Like?
- 4:18Speaker 5: What age did you define?
- 4:19Speaker 2: Like?
- 4:19Speaker 5: What age would you say you were gay?
- 4:23Speaker 3: Like?
- 4:23Speaker 5: Were you born this way?
- 4:25Speaker 2: Now?
- 4:25Speaker 3: I don't understand how people be like was you born gay?
- 4:27Speaker 3: And I don't understand that. I don't I can't talk
- 4:31Speaker 3: for everybody, but I don't think that I was born gay.
- 4:33Speaker 4: I do think that it goes back to when I
- 4:36Speaker 4: was molested as a child and I was sucking dick
- 4:38Speaker 4: a young age, and I enjoyed it.
- 4:40Speaker 3: You know, it was wrong, but.
- 4:42Speaker 4: It was like, I stick to what I know. I
- 4:43Speaker 4: don't want to try nothing new. I go to restaurants
- 4:45Speaker 4: and get the same burger on over and over. I
- 4:48Speaker 4: try and pussy when dick's been in my mouth for
- 4:50Speaker 4: these years.
- 4:51Speaker 2: When that happened.
- 4:53Speaker 3: But wait, how old were you when that happened, from
- 4:56Speaker 3: like eight to like you seem like eight till like
- 5:00Speaker 3: maybe eleven or twelve, like it was.
- 5:02Speaker 6: It was a while though in the City of New
- 5:04Speaker 6: York sexually vicious, especially hated. It's not funny, but it's
- 5:09Speaker 6: like dark humor because I understand because I was molested
- 5:12Speaker 6: at seven by a girl. So I thought I was
- 5:15Speaker 6: gay because seven I had a girl eating in between
- 5:18Speaker 6: my legs and at night time you got to watch
- 5:20Speaker 6: some sleepovers ladies, and I had a girl do it
- 5:23Speaker 6: to me from seven.
- 5:24Speaker 3: Huh.
- 5:25Speaker 5: She was about nine or ten, wow, but she was
- 5:29Speaker 5: doing it. And we continued that on until I was
- 5:31Speaker 5: about twelve, and I continued to still have and of course, yeah,
- 5:36Speaker 5: she was older. Yeah, because it's you're not wanting it,
- 5:40Speaker 5: and it's it was in It was like in the family.
- 5:44Speaker 5: But I don't I don't know, but I liked it,
- 5:47Speaker 5: and I well, you know, I didn't know anything. I
- 5:49Speaker 5: just got ahead at seven, so I thought that that
- 5:51Speaker 5: was the norm, you know what I'm saying. So even
- 5:53Speaker 5: though it was wrong, my body, your body reacts to
- 5:55Speaker 5: something and then it's just something you want to do.
- 5:57Speaker 5: It's like that's why they say girls that get touch
- 5:59Speaker 5: you could be more faster and stuff like that. And
- 6:01Speaker 5: it just literally happened that way. And I started having
- 6:03Speaker 5: sex with a bunch of girls up until fifteen, but
- 6:06Speaker 5: I got delivered.
- 6:07Speaker 4: So it's so true though, because it's like you don't
- 6:10Speaker 4: know that it's wrong, so you think it's a normal activity.
- 6:13Speaker 4: So we would play hide and seek, and when we
- 6:15Speaker 4: playing hide and seek, I'm like, oh, that me. He
- 6:17Speaker 4: would make all the other kids high and now I'll
- 6:19Speaker 4: be in the bathroom sucking his sick and it was like, oh,
- 6:22Speaker 4: I like doing this.
- 6:23Speaker 5: How much older was he than you?
- 6:24Speaker 3: Much older?
- 6:25Speaker 4: So I had to be eight, maybe he was like
- 6:27Speaker 4: seventeen eighteen, Oh oh gosh, no. But Facebook always reminds
- 6:34Speaker 4: me of him and says, hey, people, you may know, bitch,
- 6:36Speaker 4: I don't want to know that.
- 6:37Speaker 5: Did you ever like call him out about it?
- 6:40Speaker 4: My so he just started popping up on my Facebook.
- 6:43Speaker 4: But my family told his family, and my fuck grandma
- 6:48Speaker 4: keeps talking to his family still, and it's like, what
- 6:50Speaker 4: the fuck would.
- 6:50Speaker 3: You do that for?
- 6:51Speaker 4: But I guess when we told his brother, obviously his
- 6:56Speaker 4: brother must have spoken to him hopefully, but at personal
- 6:59Speaker 4: comments with him though, And I just called my dad
- 7:01Speaker 4: pussy recently.
- 7:02Speaker 3: I was like, oh, you know this happened to you even
- 7:04Speaker 3: do nothing about.
- 7:05Speaker 5: It and you didn't do anything. You felt like you
- 7:06Speaker 5: weren't protected.
- 7:08Speaker 4: No, because when I told my family, I told him
- 7:10Speaker 4: at twenty one, so I was already going.
- 7:12Speaker 5: And everything, and they were so oblivious to it. And
- 7:13Speaker 5: it shows how easy it is to get. But I
- 7:16Speaker 5: can't even blame like my parents, because we were so
- 7:19Speaker 5: ill with the shit, like it would.
- 7:20Speaker 3: Be no way of knowing and it feels good, so
- 7:22Speaker 3: you don't think anything of it.
- 7:24Speaker 5: You think it's right. Yeah, get older, because that's probably
- 7:26Speaker 5: when you figured it out at twenty one, like oh shit,
- 7:28Speaker 5: that was wrong because you wouldn't know if you were
- 7:30Speaker 5: gay just because you wanted to be or because somebody
- 7:33Speaker 5: made you that way.
- 7:34Speaker 2: Yeah, So when did you feel like it was wrong?
- 7:37Speaker 3: That's a great question. Oh that a lot. No one
- 7:40Speaker 3: ever told me, asked me.
- 7:41Speaker 5: Because he could see, He could see shit that other.
- 7:43Speaker 2: People could say. He did from like eight to twelve.
- 7:45Speaker 2: So when did you say like this is wrong? How
- 7:48Speaker 2: did it?
- 7:49Speaker 3: I think it was twenty one when.
- 7:50Speaker 2: This whole process stopped. He just stopped doing it.
- 7:53Speaker 3: So it stopped because he ended up moving.
- 7:58Speaker 4: Honestly, it stopped because he had Wow, you make me
- 8:02Speaker 4: go back to trauma, Dan, you want to see everything
- 8:04Speaker 4: in my life? I can see the going yeah, Raven.
- 8:12Speaker 4: He honestly moved to like Pennsylvania or something. And it's
- 8:16Speaker 4: so crazy because when I told my family, they was like,
- 8:19Speaker 4: when did all this happen? And I'm like, what the hell?
- 8:21Speaker 4: Like this happened when I was younger. But he ended
- 8:23Speaker 4: up catching HIV.
- 8:24Speaker 5: Oh my god.
- 8:25Speaker 3: So they was like, when have you been tested? Up?
- 8:28Speaker 3: I've been in the streets fucking and I've been tested.
- 8:30Speaker 3: I'm good. Don't worry about me but that.
- 8:32Speaker 4: But I didn't realize it was wrong until and I
- 8:35Speaker 4: probably knew maybe like at eighteen or nineteen, but twenty
- 8:38Speaker 4: one I was like nah, I was really like.
- 8:40Speaker 5: The brain doesn't felly.
- 8:43Speaker 4: And I've been through mas shit in my life, so
- 8:45Speaker 4: it's like I don't got time to Harvard feelings on that.
- 8:49Speaker 3: Like Nigga did it. It was it wasn't okay, he
- 8:51Speaker 3: did it, it happened, Yeah, moved on.
- 8:54Speaker 5: Does he identify as a download man or I think
- 8:57Speaker 5: now he's like okay, but before he was down low.
- 9:02Speaker 4: I think down to his family. But he was definitely
- 9:07Speaker 4: one of the girls.
- 9:08Speaker 5: Okay, so he's a top.
- 9:12Speaker 3: I don't know what he is now.
- 9:14Speaker 4: His boyfriend looked like a bottom because I did click
- 9:16Speaker 4: on the page from Facebook to see what he had
- 9:18Speaker 4: going on.
- 9:21Speaker 5: He asked, Billy, but in order for you to make
- 9:26Speaker 5: this like, because we don't want to make this just
- 9:28Speaker 5: a sad story, because that's not what here for. We
- 9:29Speaker 5: don't want to just reflect through on trauma because I'm
- 9:31Speaker 5: pretty sure you dealt with that within yourself, and we
- 9:33Speaker 5: just want to let the world know nothing is funny
- 9:35Speaker 5: about this. If you're getting in touch at home, if
- 9:37Speaker 5: something is happening to you, please let somebody know because
- 9:39Speaker 5: it's important for you to protect yourself, and you can
- 9:42Speaker 5: also be saving someone else, because if they're doing it
- 9:44Speaker 5: to you, not sometimes out of tend they're doing it
- 9:46Speaker 5: to someone else.
- 9:47Speaker 4: Tell an adult, I just did a show in Philly.
- 9:49Speaker 4: Not to make a sad story, but I just did
- 9:51Speaker 4: a show in Philly your heart out. And she was
- 9:54Speaker 4: saying on her show because we spoke about this too,
- 9:56Speaker 4: that she was taking swimming classes and and it was
- 10:01Speaker 4: an older man. He was like, oh, I could teach
- 10:03Speaker 4: you how to swim, but he had his hand on
- 10:04Speaker 4: her nipple and then also like playing with her vagina
- 10:07Speaker 4: at a young age. And she was a young girl,
- 10:09Speaker 4: so she didn't know anything and she no so now
- 10:12Speaker 4: and you know what's crazy, that's the first time she
- 10:14Speaker 4: said on her podcast. And she said she she never
- 10:16Speaker 4: even told her family that.
- 10:18Speaker 5: This was my first time saying in a podcast.
- 10:20Speaker 3: And really, I gotta stop talking about this.
- 10:22Speaker 2: And I see breaking motherfucking waking.
- 10:25Speaker 4: So how are you gonna deal with the like your
- 10:26Speaker 4: family talking about like are you in associate family about this?
- 10:30Speaker 3: Later?
- 10:31Speaker 5: I know my mom will probably be her, but you know,
- 10:35Speaker 5: that's a conversation that I'll have with her. But she
- 10:38Speaker 5: my mom, she's just she's very supportive. You know what
- 10:41Speaker 5: I mean this person, No, we're not, but I don't.
- 10:47Speaker 5: I don't harbor any hatred towards her. And that's the
- 10:49Speaker 5: problem I feel like with a lot of girls, because
- 10:51Speaker 5: it still is wrong. Just because there's two girls doesn't
- 10:53Speaker 5: make it any less problematic, because even when a girl
- 10:56Speaker 5: does it to a guy, that's still bad. So I
- 10:58Speaker 5: don't harbor anything towards her. As we were both children,
- 11:01Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, And somebody must have done
- 11:03Speaker 5: something to her in order for her to have done
- 11:06Speaker 5: that to me. And I never told her to stop,
- 11:09Speaker 5: and when I did finally tell her to stop, she stopped.
- 11:13Speaker 5: But it was like we were like it was getting
- 11:15Speaker 5: too far. Its like we were in like faking love
- 11:17Speaker 5: and you're so young, and it's like, whoa, this is
- 11:19Speaker 5: not that you know what I'm saying.
- 11:21Speaker 4: So like see, you know Walters aka Barbara Walters, no Walters,
- 11:26Speaker 4: he just actually, when did you realize it was? When
- 11:28Speaker 4: did I realized that it was wrong? When did you
- 11:30Speaker 4: realize it was wrong?
- 11:31Speaker 5: Okay? See I realized it was wrong with her because
- 11:34Speaker 5: we were almost like related. We weren't blood related, but
- 11:38Speaker 5: like close enough, like she was.
- 11:47Speaker 3: She was she was.
- 11:48Speaker 5: She was close enough, but not blood related, I will
- 11:51Speaker 5: say that, but it did feel weird. And my somebody
- 11:56Speaker 5: that was close to us, somebody that I was actually
- 11:58Speaker 5: related to, was related to her, that's how we were related,
- 12:03Speaker 5: had caught us and she was like the fuck, no,
- 12:06Speaker 5: you know what I'm saying, And that was just that,
- 12:10Speaker 5: and I just realized. I was like, you know, we
- 12:12Speaker 5: can't do this anymore because she was still like, you know,
- 12:13Speaker 5: as a cave sneaking, you take showers and baths together.
- 12:16Speaker 5: So it's like, yeah, but I was still having sex
- 12:18Speaker 5: with other girls because I chose to do that, like
- 12:21Speaker 5: I liked it with the other girls. Like she opened
- 12:24Speaker 5: me up to that. Yeah, and then I started getting
- 12:26Speaker 5: addicted to porn and I only could watch lesbian porn.
- 12:29Speaker 5: To this day, I can't watch any other.
- 12:32Speaker 2: He opened you up to a different world.
- 12:34Speaker 3: Nigga got some dick.
- 12:41Speaker 2: But do you feel because of that that's why you
- 12:44Speaker 2: are where you walk?
- 12:46Speaker 3: You know what it is?
- 12:50Speaker 4: I think because I did deal with girls also, and
- 12:53Speaker 4: I was just never really into them, like house into
- 12:55Speaker 4: that man, I guess because when men comes like some
- 12:58Speaker 4: type of the men I was doing, it comes to
- 13:00Speaker 4: some type of security or something. But I think what
- 13:05Speaker 4: allows me to be gay, if that's the word that
- 13:08Speaker 4: I'm using for today, is just me, me being comfortable
- 13:14Speaker 4: being me, Like whether if one day I want to
- 13:17Speaker 4: come in here and be like, yo, what's up, I'm billy,
- 13:19Speaker 4: or I just want to strut down the aisle to
- 13:23Speaker 4: see to Beyonce, Like, I just want to be me.
- 13:25Speaker 3: I don't want any labels and any labels like I'm
- 13:28Speaker 3: just me.
- 13:29Speaker 5: And I love that about you, Like I love that
- 13:31Speaker 5: you're able to just live like freely and care for
- 13:34Speaker 5: you and me.
- 13:34Speaker 4: It took a long time for me to get there,
- 13:36Speaker 4: and it's just started for me. Actually, I think it
- 13:39Speaker 4: became with the podcast, just podcasting to where people's like
- 13:43Speaker 4: be like, I fuck with you for being you.
- 13:44Speaker 3: It's like I'm just telling my stories and I'll be
- 13:46Speaker 3: going through It's just like.
- 13:47Speaker 5: You're you don't understand how naturally it comes, you know
- 13:50Speaker 5: what I'm saying, Because I'm a people person and you're
- 13:52Speaker 5: a people person, and he's the people you know what
- 13:53Speaker 5: I'm saying. So just all of us sittings for people
- 13:57Speaker 5: you think you're not but you actually are. Maybe not
- 14:01Speaker 5: from I was about to say, maybe not to the
- 14:03Speaker 5: in the hood. You're not like you. It's a different
- 14:05Speaker 5: type of energy you have to have.
- 14:09Speaker 2: Yeah, you're chilling.
- 14:11Speaker 5: It just comes naturally.
- 14:12Speaker 3: And love hanging out with me.
- 14:13Speaker 2: Because I don't say that ship you a whole vibe.
- 14:17Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie I was. I told you I
- 14:19Speaker 1: was homophobic? Yeah, yeah, like I gad ass was I
- 14:23Speaker 1: was homophobic?
- 14:23Speaker 3: Like you was?
- 14:24Speaker 5: Still what made you homophobic?
- 14:27Speaker 3: Though?
- 14:27Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 14:28Speaker 5: What do you think creates homophobia in the black home?
- 14:31Speaker 1: Growing up around nigga to tell you that that sh
- 14:34Speaker 1: it ain't cool? That talked down like drop the F bomb.
- 14:37Speaker 1: So I'm growing up bad habits. I'm growing up with
- 14:40Speaker 1: bad habits, So yeah, you learn.
- 14:44Speaker 3: To be homophobic. Yeah, I feel it was like to
- 14:49Speaker 3: be racist.
- 14:49Speaker 1: So like like one time I went into the store
- 14:52Speaker 1: and it was like a lot of drag, queen gay
- 14:54Speaker 1: training and transgigder Like I ain't painting, no mom, I'm
- 14:58Speaker 1: gonna get my food.
- 14:59Speaker 2: But walking he said, I think he got a big one.
- 15:01Speaker 2: I said, oh no the fuck he did not.
- 15:05Speaker 1: And yeah, like if I would have got caught, I
- 15:07Speaker 1: would have been charged with hate crime. I threw my
- 15:09Speaker 1: whole bottle at him, Like what the fuck is.
- 15:11Speaker 3: With you, bro, But that's disrespect like.
- 15:13Speaker 2: That that ship like just take me off. But so
- 15:15Speaker 2: it's like when men do that to.
- 15:17Speaker 5: Women, And that's the thing. When men do it to women,
- 15:19Speaker 5: it's terrible too.
- 15:20Speaker 2: It's terrible.
- 15:22Speaker 5: But you see how it feels discussed.
- 15:25Speaker 2: Ship was crazy. So I ain't gon lie with some
- 15:27Speaker 2: When Wolf sent me Billy Ship, I'm like.
- 15:30Speaker 3: Oh, so you just became.
- 15:34Speaker 1: Like nah, like I've been around gay No, I've been
- 15:36Speaker 1: around gay people, but it's like, alright, cool, they cool whatever,
- 15:39Speaker 1: but I never played them close. So you were the
- 15:42Speaker 1: first person, like first gay person I put my hand
- 15:45Speaker 1: on their shoulder and walked around the.
- 15:46Speaker 3: Spot with.
- 15:48Speaker 1: Award for that not real, Like no, I don't got
- 15:53Speaker 1: no gay person on my phone.
- 15:55Speaker 3: In my phone, but you I wouldn't work right now.
- 15:59Speaker 4: I wouldn't say I am to be the first black
- 16:03Speaker 4: gay person to half his shoulder on my army dive
- 16:06Speaker 4: him through, because whether I'm gay, black, trans, nigga.
- 16:09Speaker 3: You still need my help because you can't.
- 16:11Speaker 5: See what exactly so many gay people. What if a
- 16:18Speaker 5: lot of gay people help you, but they don't have
- 16:19Speaker 5: a gay voice.
- 16:21Speaker 2: Not it's cool, I'm not, but I'm.
- 16:22Speaker 5: Saying before you would come home and another game.
- 16:29Speaker 2: Like it's just like levels.
- 16:31Speaker 4: Like this is a podcast that records there, right, and
- 16:33Speaker 4: they be seeing up hearing lingerie.
- 16:35Speaker 3: That's not the type of gays you see.
- 16:37Speaker 2: I'm not I'm not doing that.
- 16:39Speaker 1: I'd rather be lost hold on somebody with lingerie, you know,
- 16:42Speaker 1: I mean nothing against it.
- 16:43Speaker 2: Like my mother she had somebody working with her.
- 16:46Speaker 1: He was gay, be in the gym working out, and
- 16:49Speaker 1: it's like, I'm just like, damn, mo comfortable.
- 16:51Speaker 3: I'm blind.
- 16:52Speaker 2: I'm like if he tries kill, that's the first thing
- 16:54Speaker 2: that come on. Mind you feel me. I'm blind right there?
- 16:58Speaker 2: He like, you know you okay, But I'm just like.
- 17:02Speaker 1: I said, is he trying something? And my mother like, yo,
- 17:05Speaker 1: my son is hopophobic. I told you he said, yeah,
- 17:08Speaker 1: he said, I'm cool. This done the third but that's
- 17:10Speaker 1: be working out. It's like a right, cool, he cool.
- 17:13Speaker 1: He's not doing too much, you feel.
- 17:14Speaker 5: But that's the thing. It's boundaries, you know what I'm saying.
- 17:16Speaker 5: And not every gay person wants you just because you're
- 17:19Speaker 5: a guy. If that's the thing. People have types and
- 17:22Speaker 5: stuff like that. So I think that's broken. I don't
- 17:29Speaker 5: I tell everybody I have no problem with what you are.
- 17:31Speaker 5: I just say I'm close to phobic. Don't put me
- 17:33Speaker 5: in a closet with you.
- 17:34Speaker 3: Baby.
- 17:34Speaker 5: You be in the closet all you want, but you
- 17:36Speaker 5: don't put me there with you. All right, I had me,
- 17:38Speaker 5: I had me one before. He thought I didn't know.
- 17:41Speaker 5: And he picked this up like it was just how
- 17:43Speaker 5: he picked something up. He picks it up, He picked
- 17:46Speaker 5: it up.
- 17:46Speaker 2: Really.
- 17:47Speaker 5: Yeah, I'm not homophobe. I'm close to phoebic. I just
- 17:49Speaker 5: don't want to be in a closet on it. But
- 17:50Speaker 5: I had a little Kevin. I'm saying his name because
- 17:53Speaker 5: he should never did that. He should never did that,
- 17:56Speaker 5: not my twin. They're gonna think it's that.
- 17:58Speaker 2: But what's that man?
- 18:00Speaker 5: Damn, I can't remember his name, but he was.
- 18:03Speaker 2: I think a man definitely definitely make a man comfortable.
- 18:06Speaker 3: Like I can rock with a live stream man, they
- 18:09Speaker 3: can rock with me.
- 18:10Speaker 5: And then I mean, you don't look at you ain't
- 18:12Speaker 5: the look. You don't know your game until you start talking.
- 18:15Speaker 1: Yeah, but not not even that spike, he say what
- 18:17Speaker 1: you say, dick sucky this that? And third, because I
- 18:19Speaker 1: don't feel I don't feel iFIT and and the last one.
- 18:22Speaker 2: I laugh, I said this nigga. Smiley drove out this nigga.
- 18:25Speaker 2: But it's like I laughed at this ship. It's like
- 18:27Speaker 2: before I'm like, I'm turning this ship. Like when what
- 18:30Speaker 2: first sent it to me? I said, what the fuck
- 18:32Speaker 2: with with me?
- 18:32Speaker 3: Do home on? Like what? Like?
- 18:35Speaker 2: Yo?
- 18:35Speaker 3: Did you listen to?
- 18:36Speaker 2: I said, yeah, what do you think? So it's cool?
- 18:39Speaker 1: But in my mind I'm like, damn, I don't want
- 18:42Speaker 1: to sound like a hope, but like what kind of
- 18:44Speaker 1: ship you you introducing me to?
- 18:46Speaker 2: Bro? Like what the fuck? But when I can't, it's
- 18:49Speaker 2: just different.
- 18:49Speaker 5: Yeah, once you come to with yourself, it does not
- 18:51Speaker 5: matter what anybody else does with themselves.
- 18:53Speaker 3: Not real ship. So what made you change it till now?
- 18:56Speaker 3: You listen to every week? You for listening.
- 18:58Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just it's funny, it's humor and whatever flows
- 19:02Speaker 1: your boat. I'm comfortable you feel me like it's love,
- 19:07Speaker 1: like getting hitd on, like even talking to your real nigger,
- 19:11Speaker 1: being in a group chat like with woof this past week,
- 19:15Speaker 1: I'm like, this nigga is crazy, Like you laugh, we joke,
- 19:19Speaker 1: so but were up one?
- 19:21Speaker 2: We got that victory White you up? Come on man
- 19:24Speaker 2: me up one though that hold on.
- 19:27Speaker 1: My name is Cino and I was team go thank you. Yeah,
- 19:32Speaker 1: those who know no after like, I'm comfortable now. It's
- 19:37Speaker 1: like I can hit Billy up and it's like nothing like.
- 19:39Speaker 2: This my second year. It's crazy. I came to your
- 19:41Speaker 2: live show.
- 19:42Speaker 5: Can we say you have a gay brother for me?
- 19:44Speaker 2: Yeah, that's the fact.
- 19:48Speaker 1: Like I went to the show last year, right, I
- 19:50Speaker 1: went with one of the home meantes. He like, yo, Bro,
- 19:53Speaker 1: I said, yo. He said, what the fuck you went to?
- 19:57Speaker 2: I said, what you mean? He's gonna say?
- 20:01Speaker 5: Nah, Brona, tell you.
- 20:04Speaker 2: Know what are you talking about? Bro?
- 20:07Speaker 3: You can see?
- 20:08Speaker 2: Oh wait time go back to the hood and see
- 20:10Speaker 2: this ship. I said what he said, Yo, Bro, do
- 20:13Speaker 2: you hear the ship that need talk about? I said, yeah,
- 20:16Speaker 2: I can hear it. I'm blinding, I ain't deaf. He said, oh, nah, Bro,
- 20:19Speaker 2: I gotta tell the hood this ship.
- 20:21Speaker 1: I said, Bro, you come through. I said, you wear it,
- 20:24Speaker 1: you protect the ass hairs high. He said, nah, damn,
- 20:26Speaker 1: you don't go about bro.
- 20:28Speaker 5: Those be the niggas that you've got to watch, not
- 20:30Speaker 5: the ones that sit there. Because the one thing about it,
- 20:32Speaker 5: and like I said, the only thing that I don't
- 20:34Speaker 5: like is the men that are download that know they
- 20:36Speaker 5: do not like women, but they use women as their
- 20:38Speaker 5: cover reps. And there's women that will gladly be a cover,
- 20:40Speaker 5: be your best friend, you know what I'm saying, and
- 20:42Speaker 5: live for you. But when you decide to sneak, dick
- 20:45Speaker 5: and click at the same time and not letting your
- 20:47Speaker 5: partner know, that's an issue, you know what I'm saying,
- 20:50Speaker 5: And then that's when the slurgs start to come out
- 20:53Speaker 5: and stuff like that. Then you're mad at the girl
- 20:55Speaker 5: for exposing you. Now you want to kill the woman
- 20:56Speaker 5: that you fucking. You want to kill the training that
- 20:58Speaker 5: you fucking because the training done. Saying like that's not fair.
- 21:01Speaker 5: It's not fair to either parties. You didn't see the
- 21:03Speaker 5: guy that just got his ass by his boyfriend because
- 21:07Speaker 5: the boyfriend found out about He beat the dreads off
- 21:09Speaker 5: of him in front of the girlfriend and she was like, oh,
- 21:11Speaker 5: that's so, that's real love. The girls recording their old.
- 21:14Speaker 4: High school friend and her she just caught her man cheating,
- 21:19Speaker 4: and how she caught it was her man was in
- 21:23Speaker 4: jail and he always he always used to tell her
- 21:28Speaker 4: connect me with such and such, right, so you know,
- 21:31Speaker 4: how they connect each other. So we're on the jail
- 21:34Speaker 4: call and she just you know, I guess the person
- 21:35Speaker 4: that connects the me just go about their business.
- 21:38Speaker 3: But they was like mad at each other and the
- 21:40Speaker 3: nigga in jail was like, babe, you hear me, babe.
- 21:42Speaker 3: So she was like, so she looking like that nigga
- 21:45Speaker 3: is talking to me, So why would he say you
- 21:47Speaker 3: hear me?
- 21:47Speaker 4: And the other niggas like babe, but you get me
- 21:49Speaker 4: typed out of that type ship like that, And that's
- 21:51Speaker 4: what she was like, Oh, y'all niggas is gay.
- 21:55Speaker 2: Maybe that was their way of coming out. Probably probably
- 21:58Speaker 2: like to let her know, like yes, either.
- 22:02Speaker 1: Come on like a nigga, no, not to say that
- 22:04Speaker 1: ship knowing that she connected a three way calls.
- 22:07Speaker 2: So this is probably hard his way up. I'm into men.
- 22:10Speaker 5: No, he's not coming out like that because he probably
- 22:14Speaker 5: had to hear what he wanted while he was walked
- 22:16Speaker 5: his bag up.
- 22:17Speaker 1: He's probably a short talking now that he canna say
- 22:19Speaker 1: they like, who won't say bage to another man?
- 22:21Speaker 4: Crazy on social media just exposing that this is in
- 22:24Speaker 4: New York. Well damn, that's stupid because.
- 22:31Speaker 3: She's from New York. But it was definitely Alan.
- 22:35Speaker 4: I think that's so dope that unfortunately your friend was
- 22:38Speaker 4: so close minded because that sh was a great fu show.
- 22:41Speaker 3: She was a little gay.
- 22:43Speaker 2: Was at gay? It definitely was, but it was a
- 22:45Speaker 2: good show. I mean, like, this.
- 22:47Speaker 3: Ship won't be so gay, so you can bring more
- 22:48Speaker 3: people with you, and I.
- 22:50Speaker 2: Will be part of that. I'll be part of the show.
- 22:52Speaker 5: At the end of the day. You gotta watch the
- 22:54Speaker 5: people that cannot be around gay people. You know what
- 22:56Speaker 5: I'm saying. It's one thing if you you know, you
- 22:59Speaker 5: don't have to be friends with the person, but if
- 23:01Speaker 5: you see somebody they can't even walk past that. You
- 23:03Speaker 5: know what I'm saying without saying some ship, that's a problem.
- 23:06Speaker 5: That's something where they got to grow up.
- 23:08Speaker 2: People just gotta grow up.
- 23:10Speaker 1: No cat Like it's like me and Billy locked into
- 23:14Speaker 1: I bring Billy to the hood knowing that nobody ain't
- 23:15Speaker 1: gonna touch it because you.
- 23:19Speaker 2: Feel me. But I could bring Billy to the hood
- 23:21Speaker 2: knowing that nobody's not gonna say nothing like Billy, don't look.
- 23:24Speaker 5: But that's what I'm saying, Billy don't look gay. Like
- 23:26Speaker 5: you could walk outside with Billy. You're just gonna think
- 23:29Speaker 5: it's just something up of the nigga.
- 23:30Speaker 3: You play crazy in love now.
- 23:40Speaker 1: Teel me like you grow up, you learn because like
- 23:42Speaker 1: my best friend, I see him play with gay people
- 23:44Speaker 1: and I'm like, bro, what I seen him play with
- 23:48Speaker 1: gay people and I'm like, what is with you?
- 23:50Speaker 2: He's like, well, I'm comfortable with my skin, nigga.
- 23:51Speaker 1: I'm like, he's against the gagstuff, but he's seeing He like, hey,
- 23:55Speaker 1: brought the car.
- 23:58Speaker 3: You're doing sweetheart, and it's the ferent levels.
- 24:00Speaker 4: So this is the niggas where I don't ever play
- 24:02Speaker 4: with you like that because we've still being a bond, right,
- 24:05Speaker 4: And I don't play with wolf like that because I
- 24:07Speaker 4: just know them. But I have straight niggas who I
- 24:09Speaker 4: know is one thousand percent straight, and then like they'll
- 24:12Speaker 4: piss me up, Like I have a perfect example somebody
- 24:15Speaker 4: I'm cool with it, right, he just gets on my
- 24:19Speaker 4: nerves and then he hates that I fuck with something.
- 24:21Speaker 4: Not that he hates, but he was like, oh, you
- 24:23Speaker 4: got a new nigga now, so you'd be forgetting about
- 24:25Speaker 4: your friends. And I'm like, nah, nigga, So now I'll
- 24:28Speaker 4: be like you just want to eat my ass, don't you.
- 24:30Speaker 4: But that's just how we troll with each other. You
- 24:32Speaker 4: feel me, So it's different level like that. But even
- 24:37Speaker 4: the other day he was like, I believe. I think
- 24:38Speaker 4: we're gonna We're gonna have to slow it down because
- 24:40Speaker 4: people don't start believing it.
- 24:41Speaker 3: I was like, but I'm starting to believe. I think
- 24:43Speaker 3: my nigga, maybe he do.
- 24:47Speaker 5: Because he let you say that.
- 24:49Speaker 1: How for the record, For the record, my Instagram spoke,
- 24:53Speaker 1: if you get your dick suck from a nigga one time,
- 24:56Speaker 1: you're gay.
- 24:57Speaker 5: Yeah, if you got touched by me, if you let
- 24:59Speaker 5: a man an, if you ever really.
- 25:02Speaker 2: Temp him down.
- 25:04Speaker 3: Saying trigger. When a person I'm molested got had that
- 25:08Speaker 3: make them get.
- 25:09Speaker 5: No, that's different.
- 25:10Speaker 2: Somebody taking there right now.
- 25:12Speaker 5: That's different. I was I was molested, you know what
- 25:17Speaker 5: I'm saying, and I still chose to do something, So
- 25:20Speaker 5: that did make me at that point. Once you continue,
- 25:23Speaker 5: once you choose to do it on your own, you
- 25:24Speaker 5: are then at that point.
- 25:27Speaker 4: Let me ask you a question. We already talked about this.
- 25:30Speaker 4: While I'm asking. If the person said I don't like
- 25:34Speaker 4: it and.
- 25:36Speaker 2: It's not for me, it doesn't matter.
- 25:37Speaker 3: They still tried it.
- 25:40Speaker 5: Yeah, hell yeah.
- 25:41Speaker 1: Once you take that first hate over you. You take
- 25:46Speaker 1: that first hit, you're done with David Ruffin though.
- 25:50Speaker 5: I it's just like in the in the community, and
- 25:52Speaker 5: this is the honest to god truth. Like I love
- 25:58Speaker 5: my son to death. What I want him to be Yay, No,
- 26:02Speaker 5: I honestly wouldn't, but I would still love him god
- 26:04Speaker 5: a bit if he was.
- 26:04Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, putting my head up, my
- 26:07Speaker 1: arms around him.
- 26:08Speaker 2: That's my child. I birthed them, So yeah, if he's gay,
- 26:11Speaker 2: I love my child.
- 26:12Speaker 5: I love I love my kid regardless. That's what I'm saying.
- 26:15Speaker 5: Respect Like you said, have respect and stuff like that,
- 26:18Speaker 5: and it's just about making sure this is what you
- 26:21Speaker 5: want to and not somebody doing this. You know what
- 26:22Speaker 5: I'm saying to you Because of my experience, somebody did
- 26:25Speaker 5: it to me and that's why I was that way.
- 26:26Speaker 5: I don't project and just think that everybody that's gay
- 26:29Speaker 5: GObject touched because some people literally just felt that way
- 26:32Speaker 5: since they were born. I have know that choice, but
- 26:34Speaker 5: like I said, in the black community, it's a stigma
- 26:36Speaker 5: where it's that way, and I don't know if it's
- 26:38Speaker 5: like you know what I mean. I'm not trying to
- 26:39Speaker 5: say it's right a wrong. But I'm just giving my
- 26:40Speaker 5: honest to God truth, and I would still love my
- 26:43Speaker 5: kiddie the way. I did have to take that into consideration.
- 26:47Speaker 5: But my son he right now he liked all the
- 26:50Speaker 5: girls and the girls will like give me a little lady.
- 26:53Speaker 5: I don't know.
- 26:54Speaker 4: I always say too like I literally just said it
- 26:56Speaker 4: on an episode, like for my father who made a
- 26:59Speaker 4: big deal about me being gay.
- 27:00Speaker 5: Right, this is what you're talking about, that potato ass let.
- 27:03Speaker 3: Yeah, fuck nigga. If you mad, Wes Indian, of course
- 27:10Speaker 3: you're mad.
- 27:10Speaker 4: Are you mad the fact that I love somebody or
- 27:13Speaker 4: someone loves me be without a gender role, like someone
- 27:18Speaker 4: generally loves.
- 27:19Speaker 3: Me for being me?
- 27:20Speaker 4: Or are you thinking about me getting fucked in the ass?
- 27:25Speaker 4: Which one are you thinking about?
- 27:26Speaker 3: More?
- 27:27Speaker 4: Because if a person loves me, aren't you happy about
- 27:29Speaker 4: the person? That doesn't matter what gender they are. What
- 27:33Speaker 4: you're thinking about in his response to me, was my
- 27:36Speaker 4: sister who's gay. She can eat pussy and people will
- 27:39Speaker 4: forget that.
- 27:40Speaker 5: Oh so you got a gay sister. Yeah, so he
- 27:42Speaker 5: really fucked up.
- 27:43Speaker 2: He really mad.
- 27:44Speaker 3: First son though, you his only son, my fucker seventeen
- 27:48Speaker 3: kids I got.
- 27:49Speaker 2: He probably would have died you was a junior.
- 27:51Speaker 3: Yeah, I wish he would.
- 27:55Speaker 1: Mad Julia sucking what ju God?
- 28:01Speaker 5: Take me now, Julia doing what God? God took that leg?
- 28:06Speaker 5: You should have to say.
- 28:08Speaker 3: I took that leg and the fingers. I don't know
- 28:10Speaker 3: how he's still it is. I told him, I said, yo.
- 28:17Speaker 3: So now he called my sister recently.
- 28:19Speaker 4: Another too, So he called my sister recently and he
- 28:22Speaker 4: asked my sister like, I mean kidney, so nobody's just
- 28:26Speaker 4: giving up kidneys. So she was like, axable for kidney.
- 28:32Speaker 4: My father goes, oh, fuck, though, that's your niggas. Kidney
- 28:35Speaker 4: is sweet as fun.
- 28:39Speaker 3: Yeah, he wasn't getting it anyway.
- 28:41Speaker 2: We got this.
- 28:42Speaker 5: Ship, except you got a sweet kidney bean.
- 28:46Speaker 2: But your father still to this day.
- 28:49Speaker 3: No, now he does.
- 28:50Speaker 4: He jokes with me and actually his friends called him
- 28:52Speaker 4: and reach out to him and be like, yo, how did
- 28:54Speaker 4: you come out? How did you accept your son being gay?
- 28:58Speaker 4: Because they're going through the same thing. But I also
- 29:00Speaker 4: have to tell my father to like niggas, like some
- 29:02Speaker 4: of your friends is gay. Like some of them tried
- 29:04Speaker 4: to talk to me. Some of them tried to like,
- 29:06Speaker 4: maybe I might suck one on two dicks but a love,
- 29:11Speaker 4: you know, so you're doing for content.
- 29:14Speaker 2: So you mad at the sign with the same nigga
- 29:16Speaker 2: that you're giving a pound too as the nigga like,
- 29:19Speaker 2: come on.
- 29:21Speaker 3: Don't be mad at me.
- 29:23Speaker 2: This is a fucking FRENCHI fact.
- 29:25Speaker 1: God, saam Ah, I told you that's that he classy
- 29:31Speaker 1: with the ratchet shit come out.
- 29:32Speaker 5: That just fucked my whole head up. Damn.
- 29:36Speaker 2: We had a French efact for today.
- 29:40Speaker 5: Okay, So yeah, I do all right, Oh Jesus. The
- 29:45Speaker 5: French fact is is that you need to watch your
- 29:49Speaker 5: children around your friends as well, because apparently this is
- 29:52Speaker 5: what's happening. And it's not a joke. Because even when
- 29:55Speaker 5: I was younger and we only look at girls as
- 29:59Speaker 5: being raped as a thing, it happens to young men.
- 30:01Speaker 5: It happens to young women everywhere. Whether it's a girl
- 30:04Speaker 5: doing it to a boy, a boy doing it to
- 30:06Speaker 5: a girl, or a boy doing it to a boy,
- 30:08Speaker 5: or a man or a woman vice versa. It's all wrong.
- 30:10Speaker 5: None of it is right. So at the end of
- 30:12Speaker 5: the day, you're not to blame. It's not your fault.
- 30:15Speaker 5: If somebody did something to you without you wanting it,
- 30:17Speaker 5: you are not the problem. You should not harm yourself.
- 30:20Speaker 5: You are worthy of love. You are put here for
- 30:23Speaker 5: a reason, and I pray that somebody is protecting you.
- 30:25Speaker 5: And I pray that if you're an adult now, that
- 30:27Speaker 5: somebody or something is helping you to heal that inner child,
- 30:30Speaker 5: because as two people that went through that, it's not
- 30:33Speaker 5: a good experience. It's not fun and it helps you.
- 30:36Speaker 5: It makes you have an identity crisis, and that's not
- 30:39Speaker 5: always good. So parents, please protect your children. Teach them
- 30:43Speaker 5: the private part song. And I always teach my son
- 30:45Speaker 5: like nobody is to touch it, not even tell him
- 30:47Speaker 5: girls like you know what I mean, little girls, because
- 30:49Speaker 5: a lot of boys lose your virginities very early, too
- 30:52Speaker 5: early for my liking, and it's deemed as cool just
- 30:54Speaker 5: because they're a guy, and that's not fair. And a
- 30:58Speaker 5: lot of boys are sexualized in ways because too many
- 31:01Speaker 5: people are paying attention to the little girls and wanting
- 31:04Speaker 5: to protect them. Little boys shouldn't be able to go
- 31:06Speaker 5: to sleepovers as well. Little girls shouldn't be able to
- 31:09Speaker 5: go to sleepovers, whether it's at your family's house or not,
- 31:10Speaker 5: because you don't know who in that house is a predator.
- 31:13Speaker 5: Because there's always a predator in the household, whether you
- 31:15Speaker 5: want to believe it or not. Not everyone majority, not everyone,
- 31:20Speaker 5: but majority, and maybe they might have not prayed on you.
- 31:23Speaker 5: Maybe they're not the type of predator you're thinking, but
- 31:26Speaker 5: there are still predators out there and just rape, sexual assault, molestation.
- 31:32Speaker 5: We don't find it funny. We just found dark humor
- 31:34Speaker 5: in our own traumas and we don't want that to
- 31:36Speaker 5: project on anyone else. We're just dealing with it in
- 31:38Speaker 5: our own way because we are sick individual We hope
- 31:43Speaker 5: that you find help, and if you want to contact
- 31:45Speaker 5: any of us to have a conversation, welcome, but you.
- 31:49Speaker 3: Might have to sit in a request for a while.
- 31:53Speaker 5: I got a couple of people me and you can
- 31:57Speaker 5: hit me up and I'm always open and listen and
- 32:00Speaker 5: make sure you the suicide hotline if you have a
- 32:02Speaker 5: feeling like you need that. And there's also therapy ZocDoc
- 32:06Speaker 5: dot com.
- 32:07Speaker 2: And if you go to therapy, you go to therapy.
- 32:10Speaker 5: I just started going at last year. I've been in
- 32:15Speaker 5: therapy before from getting shot, because you know, that did
- 32:17Speaker 5: a number. But then I realized I'm like the will
- 32:22Speaker 5: she is not even the hardest part is dealing with
- 32:23Speaker 5: all these people in my life and dealing with the chairs.
- 32:26Speaker 5: So yeah, just touch a piece and protect your mental health.
- 32:29Speaker 5: Mental health is very important and that's the French.
- 32:31Speaker 2: Facts mental health face to it.
- 32:33Speaker 4: Yeah, so what we got going here? Y'all potting together
- 32:35Speaker 4: now because I love it? Yeah, you know, and you've
- 32:39Speaker 4: been consistent. But let me tell you. You know when you
- 32:42Speaker 4: know a great podet when you see them. Frenchy plays
- 32:46Speaker 4: the most out of everybody, and what you accountable. That's
- 32:49Speaker 4: the Billy fact told you.
- 32:51Speaker 3: You talked about the fucking personality, the third person.
- 32:54Speaker 2: I told you this.
- 32:55Speaker 4: It's like my best friend Samantha, she has it too.
- 33:00Speaker 4: How you know I can smell it? And then you
- 33:05Speaker 4: talk about me sniffing someone's drugs smiff Yeah, but you
- 33:11Speaker 4: smell my eyes.
- 33:14Speaker 2: My nose got strong.
- 33:16Speaker 5: Yeah.
- 33:17Speaker 3: I can't wait to the live show.
- 33:19Speaker 4: But you you definitely need to make sure you stick
- 33:21Speaker 4: anssistant with this because you are totally you have the
- 33:24Speaker 4: personality for it.
- 33:25Speaker 2: She made for this space show.
- 33:27Speaker 5: I'll be here on blind but you because she has
- 33:29Speaker 5: no space.
- 33:30Speaker 3: Yeah, you can see us.
- 33:31Speaker 5: Now, Wolfy too. Don't forget about wolf and the cut
- 33:34Speaker 5: because I ain't seen none of your clips from the
- 33:36Speaker 5: last episode, let's call them out. Yeah you said some ship.
- 33:40Speaker 5: We ain't getting no clips from you.
- 33:41Speaker 2: What he was on a mission.
- 33:46Speaker 3: One?
- 33:47Speaker 5: Yeah we need that all right.
- 33:48Speaker 2: And I'm up one too, Yeah, definitely happy now you know.
- 33:52Speaker 3: I mean, I'm up. He got you might be up
- 33:57Speaker 3: on but he got zero one, No, he got one one.
- 33:59Speaker 5: Before get into this beat that we can discuss on air.
- 34:03Speaker 5: What advice would you give someone else that's in the
- 34:06Speaker 5: closet and don't know how to come out to their.
- 34:08Speaker 2: Family, scared to talk to their family about it's scared
- 34:10Speaker 2: to be theirself?
- 34:10Speaker 3: Advice? Come on?
- 34:17Speaker 5: Represent for the gays, the homophobic gays. It's a lot
- 34:20Speaker 5: of homophobic gays out there.
- 34:22Speaker 4: Okay, So the advice I will give them is, damn,
- 34:27Speaker 4: I feel like I just go out just tell them, like,
- 34:31Speaker 4: all right. My real advice now I'm thinking about this,
- 34:34Speaker 4: do it when you feel the most comfortable. So I
- 34:38Speaker 4: did it. I don't know where I was living at
- 34:40Speaker 4: the time, But if you feel like you need to
- 34:43Speaker 4: do it when you live alone. And this way, if
- 34:46Speaker 4: your parents are acting funny or your family start acting funny,
- 34:49Speaker 4: you don't have to worry about being in the same
- 34:50Speaker 4: house with them. Do when you feel like you're comfortable
- 34:53Speaker 4: in your setup for success, right, because you might have
- 34:56Speaker 4: to cut your family off and say fuck.
- 34:57Speaker 3: That family, right, do it too.
- 34:59Speaker 4: It' great space in life and where you feel confident
- 35:02Speaker 4: and within yourself. And I'm telling you, once you do it,
- 35:05Speaker 4: you're gonna drop so much. And it's like they might
- 35:12Speaker 4: accept you. And sometimes the mother knows the mother, the
- 35:14Speaker 4: father knows. They're talking about you behind the back. I
- 35:16Speaker 4: had a former friend who I will not call my
- 35:18Speaker 4: friend anymore, my former co host, her cousin been gay
- 35:26Speaker 4: the not the kream. He's been gay, like he's been
- 35:29Speaker 4: gay so long that the nigga got caught sending new
- 35:34Speaker 4: to my excellent at the time, you feel me so,
- 35:37Speaker 4: and I would show her cousin. I would show her like,
- 35:39Speaker 4: this is what your cousin's doing. Its working in the
- 35:42Speaker 4: throng sending to my nigga. And she was like, Yo,
- 35:44Speaker 4: I know he's gay, but he doesn't want to tell me.
- 35:47Speaker 4: I can't do nothing about it, right, so you're not
- 35:50Speaker 4: really living your truth. The nigga goes to Atlanta every
- 35:54Speaker 4: Martin Luther King weekend every year. You know what happens
- 35:57Speaker 4: on that weekend it's a gay fucking bad out there.
- 36:01Speaker 3: So you know, like.
- 36:03Speaker 5: The nigga going to the Atlanta and Darren mart game, you.
- 36:07Speaker 3: Know why, and labor they weekend need to be studying, okay,
- 36:12Speaker 3: So just make sure you're in a good space and
- 36:14Speaker 3: you don't have to work.
- 36:15Speaker 5: Okay. Statistics showed that a lot of people when they
- 36:19Speaker 5: do come out, get kicked out, and that's the unfortunate part.
- 36:22Speaker 5: There's places that house young teens that are gay, though,
- 36:25Speaker 5: so make sure you look into those resources as well,
- 36:28Speaker 5: because if you are going to come out, why would
- 36:30Speaker 5: you want to be around people that are never gonna
- 36:32Speaker 5: except you anything? Why would you want to perform for
- 36:34Speaker 5: those people?
- 36:35Speaker 3: Why?
- 36:36Speaker 5: Because if I'm a girl, so it's easier to come
- 36:38Speaker 5: out as a girl. When I told my dad, my
- 36:39Speaker 5: dad was like, oh, you ain't gonna be sucking tick.
- 36:41Speaker 5: He was so happy, so he don't know. I was
- 36:44Speaker 5: ready doing that crazy about it.
- 36:49Speaker 2: One of my niggas said that he like, oh, my
- 36:52Speaker 2: daughter is a less she says she lesbian. Now I
- 36:54Speaker 2: got to wear about her?
- 36:56Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, you do, that's crazy lesbian.
- 36:58Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, it's like, damn, bro, what the canab either?
- 37:03Speaker 2: I don't know that. That should just have my mom blown, like,
- 37:06Speaker 2: how can you say that? But that's people. But for
- 37:10Speaker 2: these thanks for the last five minutes. What are we
- 37:13Speaker 2: expecting for this wild show?
- 37:17Speaker 3: I think it's a live show that some sexy people.
- 37:20Speaker 3: It's gonna be Yeah, it's gonna be the best.
- 37:22Speaker 4: What's the line, It's going to be my heart out Okay,
- 37:29Speaker 4: she's always oh yeah, yeah.
- 37:32Speaker 3: She's gonna be there to hold from heart.
- 37:36Speaker 4: Podcast is going to be there, some horrible decisions or
- 37:41Speaker 4: decisions decisions going to be there love who else?
- 37:45Speaker 3: Who else? Who else are you going to have? Fa
- 37:47Speaker 3: I was talking to Joe Ferry, but she should be
- 37:51Speaker 3: she should be there, She should be there. It's gonna
- 37:54Speaker 3: be there to missus. Molly's going to be there.
- 37:56Speaker 5: So look, fucking freaky ass say I'm gonna be there.
- 38:01Speaker 4: Samantha is gonna be See has a segment in the
- 38:05Speaker 4: live show I'm looking for love.
- 38:07Speaker 3: Yeah, don't be sniffing it. Underwears on the stage in
- 38:15Speaker 3: my room and then I.
- 38:16Speaker 2: Stay at them.
- 38:17Speaker 5: Y'all gotta wear good perfume, ladies. You gotta really be able.
- 38:19Speaker 2: To and wash your ass before y'all put that on.
- 38:22Speaker 3: That should be a challenge no snow. If you can't
- 38:24Speaker 3: see them, smell them. You should say with the islands.
- 38:27Speaker 2: Come creative too, like y'all fight for my love the Chico.
- 38:31Speaker 1: I'm just saying I don't like you gotta I mean
- 38:34Speaker 1: you gotta come with your a game.
- 38:36Speaker 2: Don't be scared of me. I'm just a human baby.
- 38:38Speaker 5: And if I don't drown in water skiing, I'll be
- 38:40Speaker 5: there too. It made us not a waiver.
- 38:43Speaker 3: You're not gonna drown. What time is your thinking from
- 38:46Speaker 3: It's in.
- 38:46Speaker 5: The morning, so I definitely think I could coming to
- 38:49Speaker 5: the shot. Three pm sough time to make and once
- 38:53Speaker 5: you're trying to wave, but I mean some people die
- 38:56Speaker 5: on you. I'm just worried about that wave. But I
- 38:58Speaker 5: gotta see what's.
- 38:59Speaker 3: Going be fine.
- 39:00Speaker 2: But what should be be expecting?
- 39:02Speaker 3: You're gonna expect.
- 39:04Speaker 2: In the bay come out?
- 39:06Speaker 4: Actually, well, if you just want me, I need to
- 39:08Speaker 4: do like a little quick promo clip. Please thank you
- 39:12Speaker 4: too many French. This is what is should be expecting.
- 39:16Speaker 4: If you bring you got a nigga, you got a girl,
- 39:18Speaker 4: it will be a perfect date night and it's gonna
- 39:20Speaker 4: be needs to be studied, but it's gonna be fun.
- 39:22Speaker 4: So we're gonna study what electro play is, what flogging is.
- 39:27Speaker 4: We're gonna have alog me to their mister missus, Molly,
- 39:34Speaker 4: don't bring us up to see I can't do flyer play.
- 39:37Speaker 2: There she did fire play. They don't let y'all do it.
- 39:39Speaker 3: I didn't even ask because I don't want to get
- 39:40Speaker 3: shut down.
- 39:41Speaker 5: But hey, I can do next thing you know, sh
- 39:43Speaker 5: coming out this year.
- 39:44Speaker 3: Yeah, well, now now I'm on the news. That might
- 39:46Speaker 3: be good content.
- 39:48Speaker 4: Wow, it's definitely an educational show, but you know me,
- 39:53Speaker 4: I'm fun twenty four seven, you know.
- 39:54Speaker 5: Basically sex education times.
- 39:56Speaker 4: Yeah, so it's Beyonce. I'm a big Beyonce fan. She
- 39:59Speaker 4: has three acts. This is act one, this is sex
- 40:02Speaker 4: at so we're gonna really tap into that.
- 40:04Speaker 1: Thank you think I like the second second act in
- 40:07Speaker 1: February see me listen to the podcast.
- 40:11Speaker 3: I'm tired of this live show ship. I'm not tired.
- 40:13Speaker 3: I love it.
- 40:13Speaker 2: Ain't tired.
- 40:14Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just don't be tired yet. We got a
- 40:17Speaker 1: collective podcast. Yeah, we gotta get that together.
- 40:21Speaker 2: Let's do it, y'all do it all? What's part of
- 40:23Speaker 2: that too?
- 40:25Speaker 3: Listen? You know what do you want to come on
- 40:27Speaker 3: stage at the last show.
- 40:28Speaker 1: I know, but they went crazy when he came out, though,
- 40:31Speaker 1: I said, God did they Well, yeah, but before we
- 40:34Speaker 1: get out of here, I ain't wanna lie.
- 40:37Speaker 2: Before we even get out of here. We got it too,
- 40:38Speaker 2: Miny grades previo assessor. I'm the king of it. Them
- 40:41Speaker 2: niggas don stand the boundaries. But I ain't gonna lie.
- 40:45Speaker 2: This podcast word brings people together, Yes, it does.
- 40:49Speaker 1: In a million years, I thought I would never be
- 40:51Speaker 1: sitting on a couch with an openly gay man. Listen,
- 40:54Speaker 1: I am a woman that's in a wheelchair.
- 40:59Speaker 5: About to leave me out.
- 41:01Speaker 1: I ain't never thought I was gonna have her friend
- 41:02Speaker 1: from Texas because I was just so small minded and
- 41:05Speaker 1: like Wolfe, I was so closed minded that the only
- 41:10Speaker 1: thing I knew was.
- 41:11Speaker 3: My little block.
- 41:13Speaker 1: I didn't know outside that block. My podcast is opening
- 41:16Speaker 1: up to a point that me and Billy walking around
- 41:18Speaker 1: because you know you're walking around, Oh, I said, Damn,
- 41:21Speaker 1: I'm holding on to a gay nigga walking through the
- 41:23Speaker 1: club like looking through the spot.
- 41:25Speaker 3: That ship blew my mind and it I'm never helping
- 41:27Speaker 3: you again.
- 41:29Speaker 1: You don't know why you're my dog, though, because wolf
- 41:32Speaker 1: left my eyes and you said come on, Bro, I
- 41:35Speaker 1: got you.
- 41:35Speaker 2: I say this is my nigga for life right now.
- 41:38Speaker 2: Wolf came back saying, oh shit, I forgot bro. It's
- 41:40Speaker 2: too late that I got Billy damp me out.
- 41:43Speaker 1: But it's just like, I mean, it don't matter if
- 41:46Speaker 1: you're gay, It don't matter. If you're white, it don't
- 41:47Speaker 1: matter if you're black, it don't matter. If I don't
- 41:49Speaker 1: know about the other works. I never interact with other ones.
- 41:53Speaker 1: I mean we are we are still people. At the
- 41:56Speaker 1: end of the day, we are still people, that's all.
- 41:58Speaker 5: And if anything could open your mind, nothing like a
- 42:00Speaker 5: disability to do that.
- 42:04Speaker 3: It took me blind. I know you have to leave,
- 42:06Speaker 3: but I have a confession to.
- 42:10Speaker 5: Go ahead.
- 42:11Speaker 4: I never thought I'll be friends with a blind person
- 42:13Speaker 4: and the person in the wheelchair because I felt like
- 42:17Speaker 4: I used to have fear of disabled people.
- 42:19Speaker 3: Also, like the Cessoriz bus, like I would not get
- 42:22Speaker 3: on because I feel like it has a smell.
- 42:26Speaker 2: I don't get on that. I canceled. I don't get
- 42:30Speaker 2: on the super sound.
- 42:32Speaker 5: Yeah, but I just I was just like up, she
- 42:35Speaker 5: was afraid.
- 42:35Speaker 4: So if I rolled, yeah, like if I see like,
- 42:38Speaker 4: especially if if it's a bus with like people with
- 42:41Speaker 4: special needs, and you know how they.
- 42:45Speaker 3: I get nouseious.
- 42:50Speaker 5: See, at the end of the day, I am, I
- 42:53Speaker 5: am not a good person if we're gonna be all honestly,
- 42:58Speaker 5: I didn't know I was gonna be friends with no
- 42:59Speaker 5: bla person. I've been friends with gay people, I am.
- 43:01Speaker 3: I can say that.
- 43:02Speaker 5: But at the end of the day, in somebody from Texas.
- 43:04Speaker 2: I never thought I meet somebody.
- 43:05Speaker 3: From Texas, but not Texas a disability.
- 43:10Speaker 5: No, Texas is a whole disability. We're playing playing, but no,
- 43:15Speaker 5: for real, your suicide. Like I didn't meet people in
- 43:18Speaker 5: wheelchairs until I got in a wheelchair. I used to
- 43:20Speaker 5: give my chairs to the I used to give my
- 43:21Speaker 5: seat to the person in the chair on the bus,
- 43:23Speaker 5: you know what I mean, Like no problems, But if
- 43:25Speaker 5: another wheelchair is about to get on the bus, I'm like, fuck,
- 43:28Speaker 5: I'd be mad as how And then other wheelchair people
- 43:31Speaker 5: don't really like me. And it's like I realized because
- 43:33Speaker 5: because I'm walking.
- 43:35Speaker 2: Yeah, even when I was on the bus, the lady
- 43:37Speaker 2: like y'are young, y'a ain't gonna get up. I'm disabled.
- 43:40Speaker 2: I ain't got to get up, right, I be like
- 43:44Speaker 2: v I P and I.
- 43:45Speaker 5: Be crashing on that motherfucking bus. I don't play give
- 43:47Speaker 5: my mother.
- 43:48Speaker 2: Thedec and move.
- 43:51Speaker 5: Like fas, but I don't. I don't really like Honestly,
- 43:55Speaker 5: I'm a disabled advocate.
- 43:56Speaker 2: I like who like me.
- 43:57Speaker 5: I don't just peop because they ain't cheers. People trying
- 43:59Speaker 5: to hang out with me. We all about to roll
- 44:00Speaker 5: together where we're gonna fit what we're gonna do. You
- 44:03Speaker 5: gotta really be my friend. I don't just hang out
- 44:05Speaker 5: with people because they're in chairs. You gotta really be
- 44:08Speaker 5: doing something that I'm interested. And I'm not a fake person.
- 44:10Speaker 5: I cannot fake it till I make it. I could
- 44:12Speaker 5: give you information, I could give you resources. We don't
- 44:14Speaker 5: have to be friends to do that, but to genuinely
- 44:15Speaker 5: hang out with you, for you to come in my house,
- 44:17Speaker 5: for you to come in my space, I can't be fake.
- 44:19Speaker 5: I can't hang out with you just because we got
- 44:21Speaker 5: the same similar disability and then they be hating on
- 44:24Speaker 5: you for stupid ship like people hate me because I
- 44:25Speaker 5: can pee on my own.
- 44:30Speaker 3: People I like.
- 44:33Speaker 2: Scramped up hung out with a gay person before I
- 44:36Speaker 2: hung out with a blond person. That ship epic. Nobody
- 44:39Speaker 2: blind as long as you, I mean how would y'all
- 44:41Speaker 2: see each other that that's crazy. You can hear to
- 44:46Speaker 2: stick with the sweating, you can stick with woof, woof.
- 44:49Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, bro, I'm overhead like Nigga.
- 44:51Speaker 1: It's ways, but lead of us like saying something positive,
- 44:56Speaker 1: like let's leave positive.
- 44:58Speaker 5: Okay, it's not positive, becase you're next to I didn't
- 45:02Speaker 5: do nothing fucked up this week?
- 45:09Speaker 3: Okay something positive?
- 45:10Speaker 2: Yeah, oh no, just leave us on a note.
- 45:12Speaker 3: I gotta be positive by your tickets to my life
- 45:15Speaker 3: shows and fourth.
- 45:18Speaker 1: Billy would be there, Wolf will be there, I will
- 45:20Speaker 1: be there, Frenchie will be there.
- 45:22Speaker 5: Wheezy, get your tickets. Bitches.
- 45:28Speaker 3: You really you said you bought a ticket for your sister.
- 45:30Speaker 3: You bringing more people for real?
- 45:33Speaker 2: Bring to my sisters. Oh wow, somebody hit me. I'm like,
- 45:37Speaker 2: what you're going to show all about that?
- 45:40Speaker 5: They watching? That's as they ship.
- 45:41Speaker 3: It won't be so much gay talk this ship. You're good.
- 45:44Speaker 2: I'm comfortable with my skin. So I got like a
- 45:46Speaker 2: good five people people to.
- 45:48Speaker 5: A gay person show and not expected to hear gay ship.
- 45:51Speaker 5: It's like coming to my show and not expecting to
- 45:53Speaker 5: hear anything about chair.
- 45:55Speaker 2: Yeah, that's like coming to I don't think I'm not
- 45:57Speaker 2: gonna hit on your girl. But that's a different thing.
- 45:59Speaker 2: That's not even blind Poppy. Oh, I'm bringing blond Poppy.
- 46:01Speaker 2: If you're nasty, okay, I'm bringing it. I'm leaving a
- 46:03Speaker 2: blind step a home and I'm coming black Poppy.
- 46:05Speaker 4: Bring blind Poppy. But let me also say, make sure
- 46:08Speaker 4: you follow me. I need to be selling podcast. Make
- 46:09Speaker 4: sure you like comment subscritt. That's it needs to be
- 46:11Speaker 4: selling podcast. Like you comment, she subscritted, Tell her friends,
- 46:15Speaker 4: tell her friend and every Tuesday, every Tuesday, and clock
- 46:19Speaker 4: and cock and please support these two.
- 46:21Speaker 3: This is gonna be a great show. I love it.
- 46:22Speaker 3: I love it. It's just you. But I do think
- 46:25Speaker 3: you need uh, you know the little banter wait off my.
- 46:28Speaker 5: Shoulder and also follow me at Hot Will's for real,
- 46:33Speaker 5: everything spelled properly, and follow me at a really good show.
- 46:37Speaker 1: And yeah, and on my positive well not positive, but
- 46:42Speaker 1: it's okay to be blonde to the role.
- 46:44Speaker 2: Don't be blonde to the mission.
- 46:45Speaker 5: And he been being healthy all week.
- 46:47Speaker 2: Yeah, I've been working out againting my little.
- 46:51Speaker 3: Is it somebody that you're doing it for?
- 46:52Speaker 2: I'm doing it for myself.
- 46:53Speaker 5: You're doing it for the show.
- 46:54Speaker 2: Know what it is for my whole life. I always
- 46:57Speaker 2: did ship to make people happy. Do for shows. Yeah
- 47:01Speaker 2: oh yeah, yeah crazy.
- 47:03Speaker 5: Next episode, we're gonna have you do some ships.
- 47:06Speaker 2: What content left waist and all that ship is sore
- 47:09Speaker 2: right now? Check you out, You're crazy. Jamaica gonna see
- 47:12Speaker 2: me and do y'all gonna see me Blind Poppy Baby.
- 47:16Speaker 2: I'll be there soon. But each and every Wednesday, you
- 47:20Speaker 2: know where you can find us at the Bland Podcast.
- 47:25Speaker 2: We out.
- 47:29Speaker 3: Yeah fine,