Latest / Dits & Dahs / a bit over tick-over
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- Sue: There are times when I like to just sort of put myself on autopilot with my routines, confirmation with a woodpecker, and just go about the unfolding of my day with those routines as low key as mentally possible. Kind of ease with which you just go getting things done and everything as it should be. Well this morning, and let me preface a bit, I live I live off of a well which is currently running very dry. And although we've had recent rains of over an inch here in southern New York State, it's not been trickling down to the aquifer to replenish where my well is. I chatted with one of my neighbors next door and they have a similar situation. And for point of reference, my well is about two hundred ten feet, and their well was extended to almost four hundred feet. Granite being granite and underground being cavities and such, you can't ever tell where that pocket of water in the aquifer is for each house, so the fact that we're both having an issue speaks more to the clim current climate. So that's the background. Yesterday morning, when I went to flush the toilet, I stressed a well. Previously, and weeks before, stressing the well involved trying to do a load of laundry. When I take a shower, the water is trickle, so I'm in constant. conservation of the use of my water, not leaving any taps open, utilizing whatever I'm able, bottled water and such, to not impact the well any more than necessary if I'm only able to get the enough water flowing through the house to occasionally wash my hands or dishes, that's fine. So last night I prepped the coffee for the morning brew and at the end of the pour that I needed the well I could tell that the well was starting to empty and I got just what I needed. Grateful for that. So this morning, when I set it to brew and we went out for our walk, read it myself. I came back to discover that the entire coffee grounds water had flowed out of the coffee maker onto the floor. It sometimes happens. Sometimes the grinder tube gets clogged with coffee grounds and I forget to empty it on a regular basis and it causes a backup. This wasn't the case this morning. I had neglected to put in the basket. Collect the ground. So last night, as I was preparing my coffee, I must have been distracted when putting it all together. It's a routine thing I do each and every day. And my focus here today is about the understanding that those sort of distractions, those moments of when you don't realize when you're doing your routine that you're blanking out, unless you go through and take a moment before you leave that task and check that you did everything. And of course, you know, when you do something routine. You kinda give yourself a little bit of slack here, 'cause after all, why would you screw up something that you repeat every day? Well, because you received, as I did, an energetic projection causing you to for lack of better term, blank out or to be distracted with your attention and focus such that you didn't realize you're being sidelined or distracted. 'Cause after all, it's something you do every day. And c obviously had I looked in the sink I would have noticed that the basket was in the sink and not where it should be in the coffee maker. That didn't happen last night either. And I'm completely cognizant that you can attribute this to some sort of neurological or even emotional distraction. You could say she's under a lot of stress, she's unable to focus. You could say she's getting older, maybe losing some neurological function. Sure, you could say all of these things and everybody would just chalk it up to the one of those reasons and do something to prevent that again from happening. But in my case that's not the problem. That's not so much a problem, other than an awareness level that needs to be raised with working through all of that that is routine. Complete clarity here. You know, I also smoke ganja, but I smoke ganja in a way that allows me to keep my thoughts clear. This is the projection of external energies intending on creating such a distraction to evoke an emotional response so that the energy vampires can feed off of that. The haters, the souls that you may never meet in your life, but are nonetheless focused on creating as much destruction in your life as to cause an impact on your health. Your emotional, health, mental, physical, your finances. Sometimes they'll do it with your employment. Cause after all, energy goes where it flows, so if you project it in a particular direction, you can have a whole bunch of people that are energetically connected to you be affected by it in such a way that when they come to you, there's some real world impacts, such as I'm also underemployed in a very specialized part of the music industry. Those jobs come few and far between and when they are available I apply to them. And of course, you know, there's hundreds of candidates for the same position, and a hiring manager has their reasons for doing what they do, which is to say that indirectly they may also, without their knowledge and awareness, be receiving energies that aren't theirs that might tip the scale to pick a particular candidate, not me. It's not a blame game, it's not anything other than just recognizing that these moments of when you Lose your focus when you've allowed yourself to accept that the routine doesn't need your full attention, confirmation with me tripping over a branch. Stay focused. And that the more frequently that those energies can proje be projected and hit in this way, the more energy that can be harvested of your anger or your frustration or your confusion that energizes the sender. They are perfectly aware that when you cause something, there will be an effect. And what they are doing is taking all of those emotionally charged negative energies like anger and rage and frustration and using it for their own aggrandizement. And it may come in the form of them laughing, getting a little chuckle. This is the importance of understanding what energy belongs to you. The only energy that belongs to you is that which you generate. And you could say, Well, you're generating the anger. Absolutely. I'm sending out negativity into the world in response to what this been given me, thereby re I will receive more negative energy coming back. 'Cause after all I sent it. That's why it's important to non-react. You don't want to actually self sabotage. The act of forgetting to put in the basket in the real world can look like an act of self sabotage and I take full accountability for that. But it wasn't caused because I have a mental infirmity or such. These are very subtle energies that can cause a lot of temporary upset in your life. For someone else's energetic gain. You're feeding negative energy, so where do you think those energies are going? They're being fueled by demonic possessions or entities that have maybe existed in people that you know for their lifetime without their knowledge. It's not a matter of not trusting everybody. It's about understanding that everybody, loved ones, strangers that you physically encounter in some way in the course of your life might be used without their awareness because they're not paying attention or that it feels so subtle and comfortable because it's something they've always felt as actually being detrimental to you or other people around them. So you can't blame. The only thing you can do is forgive yourself. Because after all, forgiving yourself is an acknowledgement of self-love and you release all of that energy that you might have pent up in a way that is anger or rage. You release it as joy. And in my case I do that by transmuting it by creating music. But the level awareness has to be raised such that you are able to proof what you do just a quick double check that things are the way they set them up before moving on. Well for someone like myself, who's very relaxed and low key, it just means being more open. Your spiritual stomach's opened up to receiving good and bad energies. What's a tricky thing, and I mention this for the sake of all of us who sometimes lose our train of thought or get distracted. But take the time when you do get yourself back together. Just learn how to check your work. And that will have the effect of creating more joy and happiness because you're acknowledging that you control. Not some group of haters who are preaching prosperity gospel, tip the balance in their favor with their collective projections. Might even be attached to people that you have a physical relationship in this world. Chances are though, it's just all energetic projection. Forget about it. No, don't stress. You control you. And I'm proud of you. I appreciate you taking time to listen.