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What Is Consciousness? Part 6 — Who Is Watching the Watcher? · Military Broadcast Radio | MBR Talk

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  Good morning. Good morning, having a blessed
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  day. It's International Peace Day.
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  How could we not have a beautiful morning?
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  Welcome to the world of conscious positive thinking.
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  My name is MJ and we are on the most beautiful station, military
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  broadcast radio, bringing you positive thoughts.
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  And how do we get there? We just keep having events and
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  experiences that climb us all the way to the top and this
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  today, this is our finale to what is consciousness.
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  It was a six part series and I am so honored and so thankful to
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  be able to bring this today. It's going to end up I think
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  with people a little bit shocked, but I don't see, I
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  don't think so. I think they'll be like, wow,
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  MJ, look at that. It's just philosophy and
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  theories. But you know what we got to do
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  before that? We got to get to our Angel
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  numbers. Here we go.
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  Today our Angel number is 092126.
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  That total number is A2. So the angels are assisting you
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  to feel balanced and harmonious. They are surrounding you, your
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  home and loved ones, bringing security and stability to all.
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  Your Angel Power Word today is freedom.
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  Who doesn't love freedom, right? And then your Angel Power Word
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  has #92 in it. The angels would like to remove
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  any obstacles that make you feel trapped in situations or
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  relationships. Fear is the biggest controlling
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  factor that keeps you stuck in unpleasant situations.
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  Hand over your fears and trust that the angels will see you
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  safe and sound and place you in liberating new territories.
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  You can choose to fly freely with the help of the angels.
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  Your Angel number also contains the number 21.
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  The angels are bringing you a wave of beautiful energy into
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  your life that will allow you to triumphant over previous
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  challenges and obstacles. The pressure you have been
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  experiencing is now going to ease quickly.
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  Difficult times are now in the past and victory is yours.
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  The number contains obviously our year 26.
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  We know this one right. The angels know that you feel
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  empowered when you feel compassion for others.
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  They now ask that you feel the same compassion for yourself.
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  It is very important that you say no to request that make you
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  feel uneasy. Trust these sensations in your
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  body as these are your inner compass.
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  Archangel number also contains the number 12.
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  It is now time to ask the angels to show you a complete picture.
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  When you do so, your angels will deliver great knowledge of the
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  finer details regarding any situation.
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  Archangel Michael is also around you, giving you the strength to
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  stand up, to be true to yourself.
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  Wow, that's beautiful, thank you so much.
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  So yes, if we are struggling, right, there's a lot of energies
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  out there. We talked about it in our moons,
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  so look at it. It's just an event.
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  I know that's hard because our minds have been consistently
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  taken over by man. That's right.
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  And this series is why we have it.
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  The fourth, The first one was the consciousness of humanities
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  and now this one, so we can see how things like this are just
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  affecting us in a way where we are.
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  What's the word I want to say conscious.
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  We are conscious of the fact of what we are doing and I believe
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  we are on TikTok. I know I had shared it and now I
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  can't find it. Don Rascal Flatts.
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  I don't know what happened to it.
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  However, I think we are up there might have to see here.
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  Give me one more second folks. Let me just there we are there
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  we are. OK, back in, man, back in.
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  OK, So here, let me just add this and we play this.
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  OK, there we go. We're back in back in the TikTok
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  world. OK, So we got it.
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  We got some experience here on our hands.
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  We got some finales to wrap up. Are we ready for this?
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  So I know last week was really trying for me.
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  I'm healed. Look at I'm smiling today.
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  But it's going to keep AI over there all the way in that corner
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  because MJ had to do a lot of healing.
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  I know I got really emotional and I got tied into that episode
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  #5 last week. And it just really was mind
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  boggling to me. You hear things, but you don't
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  necessarily experience things right?
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  When you experience them. That is the world of visions.
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  Because how could it happen to me, right?
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  I get you. I so get you.
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  And This is why today we're wrapping everything up.
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  I've healed my emotional dilemmas and all of my problems
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  with those C's of AI last week and we move forward.
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  So it has been six weeks, 6 parts, six weeks.
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  Holy gypsum, right? And one question that apparently
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  this wire, this woman here could not leave alone.
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  And that is what is contrary. You'll see MJ works backwards,
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  right? Consciousness with manies.
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  And I'm like, wait, does everybody know what
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  consciousness is? Oh my gosh, let's do this.
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  You'll excuse me. You'll see.
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  We're going to get into this today and I'm going to be
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  working backwards. I'm a backwards person.
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  I don't know. So it's going to be fun because
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  we just started that journey with something incredibly
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  simple. It was just a thought, right?
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  And I became aware. I'm happy living a thought and
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  then I can observe myself thinking that.
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  So then who is doing the watching of that thought?
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  Where does that? Where does it come from?
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  Because of thought has to lead into a consciousness somewhere
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  or an awareness dilemmas, right? Because we got to ponder this
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  because I'm the why girl. We ponder, ponder.
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  So today everybody's going to get their chair back.
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  Science gets their chair cuz there's my table.
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  Here comes science, right here comes psychology, here comes
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  philosophy, here comes spirituality.
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  Yes, artificial intelligence. You get a chair back all the way
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  over there, just over there right now.
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  I'll let you in here in a minute and I get a chair today because
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  I I've, I've talked about psychologies, philosophies,
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  science, I've talked about humanities.
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  I've talked about a lot of different things and I haven't
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  yet answered my own questions that I give to you.
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  And today in the final chapter, I know if it was my book and I
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  had it's coming, it's coming. I'll be in the back.
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  There'll be some people in the back going on.
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  Let me just read this here and then I read.
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  Well, you're going to get to the back of the book today, I
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  promise. And I'm going to get my chair to
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  explain how and why these philosophies in my life worked
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  for me, if that makes sense. Good morning, Miss Janet.
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  Good morning. So today we get to understand
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  consciousness by forcing everybody back into my same
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  little table. And guess what I'm going to,
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  we're going to remove all the boxes, all of them.
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  And how did that six shows get us here?
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  Well, we're going to look back at that too.
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  Part 1, What is consciousness? We started with that awareness,
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  remember perception, observation, and then that
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  little question, which was if I am aware of my thoughts, who is
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  aware? And then we went backwards,
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  right? And then in Part 2, man
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  discovers the mind, Freud Young, the consciousness, the
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  unconsciousness, the ego. So then we have patterns,
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  memory, and then we have behavior.
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  So then came what part three? Thought becomes power.
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  We looked into Catherine Ponder, we looked into Louise Hay.
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  When we saw about languages, belief systems, we saw thoughts
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  and two tiny little words. Does anybody remember those two
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  tiny little words? I am, That's right.
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  Wait. I am sick, I am angry, I am
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  scared. I am powerful.
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  I am love. I am what?
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  I am. What?
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  Remember those two little words? And who chooses?
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  What comes after IM? Who chooses?
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  Then science pulled up another chair.
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  Oh, science, here we go, part four.
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  Well, in part 4, what does that do?
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  Well, in part 4, we had Eegs, we had imaging, we had
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  neuroplasticity, we had meditation, we had the brain.
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  And what changes when we think, what changes when we meditate,
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  and what changes when we become aware?
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  And then, oh, Lord help us, we had #5 OK, artificial
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  intelligence, you can take the chair now.
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  I've healed it. I've healed it.
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  I swear. Artificial intelligence without
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  a soul. We examine something that man
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  created right, a machine capable of processing enormous amounts
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  of information, recognizing patterns, and generating the
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  language. And that brought me right back
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  to humanity. Intelligence and consciousness
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  are not automatically the same thing.
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  And a man created a machine, Man programs the machine and man
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  develops the the technology. And a man's knowledge expands.
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  The technology he creates can expand alongside of it.
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  They parallel, right? Because man has to put it into
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  the machine. And the higher in consciousness
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  a man gets, then obviously that machine will have the same level
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  of thought, consciousness, thought.
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  There's a difference. There's a big difference because
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  that man's thought goes into the machinery.
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  That's where it ends up. So what do we do?
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  What do we have to do to do that?
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  And now we go into our Part 6 and I am no longer asking only
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  what is consciousness. I'm not.
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  It's not there and I'm not going to ask that.
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  The best question is, is who is watching The Watcher?
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  Science gets its chair because science can examine the brain,
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  electrical activity, blood flow, networks, sleep, meditation,
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  anesthesia, injury, attention, memory, right?
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  And science has a useful word for part of what we are
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  discussing. That big long word is called
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  metacognition, right? In human language, it just means
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  thinking about thinking metacognition, Thinking about
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  thinking. What a big word, what a label.
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  We're putting those labels on there this morning, folks.
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  So, yeah. And I know that I'm having that
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  thought. Well, you know what comes next?
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  I know I'm having the thought. What happens?
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  This wire goes. Why am I having that thought?
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  Because I if that thought plus popped in there, where'd it come
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  from? That drives me crazy that if I
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  get that thought, the random thought that I have no no
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  knowledge of and it just pops in.
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  I must ask why I do. I don't know about you, but I
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  got I got to ask why I'm like, what is that right?
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  So who knew? Right?
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  I don't know. But psychology now, because I
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  need it in that thought, they have to get a chair.
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  So psychology's chairs comes in, and psychology gives us another
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  road to choose. Thought, behavior, memory,
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  conditioning, reaction, identity, conscious and
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  unconscious processing. I can experience something, then
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  I can react and not immediately recognize why I reacted.
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  Is that consistency? Remember consistency, This is
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  how it is, this is how it is. This is how it is like a broken
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  record, and I immediately recognize why I reacted.
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  Later I become aware of that reaction, and later still I may
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  recognize a pattern that I've been in.
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  Eventually I may recognize that pattern while it is still
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  happening. Same human, different awareness.
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  And in my philosophy, get ready, awareness is consciousness.
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  Then awareness expands. Then what happens?
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  Consciousness expands. If the awareness expands, the
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  consciousness has to expand, right?
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  So philosophy, let's get your chair up here, right?
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  So in philosophy asks, right? Because philosophers are just
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  questions and questions. What is the self, right?
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  What is the mind? What is reality?
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  What does it mean to know that I exist?
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  And eventually, who is that observer?
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  Who is that now spiritually that starts pulling its chair just a
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  little close to that spirituality stuff, right?
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  It has to come in so because that's who I am and that's what
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  I have faith and I believe in. So because one of the men who
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  helped me explore that similar question is Moji Baba.
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  And you're going to go, who am Chi?
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  Who the heck Moji Baba? For those of you who don't know
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  him, Moji, they call him Moji Moji Baba.
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  His real name is Anthony Paul MU Young.
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  He was born in Jamaica and later living in England and his
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  spiritual journey eventually took him to India and Papaji
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  whose teacher was Ramana Mahashir.
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  OK. His teaching centered heavenly
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  around self inquiry. Instead of only asking what am I
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  thinking, Moji takes it deeper. Who knows that thinking is
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  happening and that's Moji. And he feels like, to me like a
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  warm hug so much that I already believe because his words hit
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  something deep within. So let's experience this instead
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  of only talking about it. This is, this is emoji type of
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  thing, right? Everybody close your eyes.
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  Here's emoji. Now notice your thought.
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  Any thought, notice it. Don't chase it, don't fix it,
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  don't label it, and don't judge it.
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  Just simply notice that thought inside.
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  OK, now open your eyes. Did you know the thought was
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  there the whole time? The thought appeared when I
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  asked you to become aware of that thought.
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  Something was aware of it. Let it move, and then another
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  thought may come, another may leave.
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  Emotions change, Your thought changes, right?
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  And then memory changes, and then your body changes.
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  And yet what was aware of the change, right?
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  It comes and then it goes, and then the thought and then it
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  goes. Moji points towards the witness
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  who is the witness self, the awareness.
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  And suddenly Part 3 comes racing back at us.
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  Right the I am because before the before.
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  And I am, right? So it was all before.
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  I am. I'm a reverend, I'm an energist.
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  I'm a seer, I'm a mother, I'm a wife, I'm a veteran, I'm a
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  spiritualist. I'm an energist.
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  I'm angry. I am happy.
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  I am anything. Who is this I That's emoji.
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  Who is this I before the title, before the identity, before the
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  story, before what follows. I am Who is aware?
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  Moji Baba. Calls that awareness the self.
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  I keep following that road toward creator and now my
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  question becomes how big is the watcher, right?
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  How big is it? Where is it going?
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  Because that's incredible, right?
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  Where is it? Well, you're going to find out,
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  but we're going to take a little quick break here and then we're
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  going to come back. And when we come back, I'm going
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  to give you a radio. Yep, I'm going to give you a
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  radio. We're going to see what happens
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  when I give you that radio, because science can study an
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  instrument and incredible detail about an instrument.
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  And then here sits the wire, right?
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  The Wire woman right here still wants to know where did music
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  come from? You see, you give me a radio,
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  but where is it literally coming from?
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  Can't come out of the radio, can it?
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  I don't know. Anyway, you're listening to the
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  world of conscious positive thinking.
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  My name is MJ, and we are listening on this beautiful
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  station called Military Broadcast Radio.
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  And when we come back, folks, we're going to get deep into it
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  and let me see here, let's go to a beautiful song that was
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  written a while ago. And I'm just going to come off
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  screen for a minute and we're just going to play this because
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  it is International Peace Day and I love this song because it
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  goes so well. However, I didn't put a video to
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  it, so it's just a song and then I'm just going to blank out the
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  screen and I'll be right back here We.
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  The station where our veterans voices are heard.
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  MBR talk. Hey, thanks for supporting our
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  channel by watching and listening.
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  OK, here we are. We are back.
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  Welcome back before the break? I asked.
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  All of us does understanding what the instrument is doing
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  automatically tell us where the music originates, right?
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  The radio, think about that radio.
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  You can turn that radio on. Simple radio, AMFM.
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  Don't get, don't get crazy. Don't get crazy on me, people.
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  We're just doing, you know, simple, simple, simple, simple,
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  Simon, right. So I want you to now turn that
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  radio on. You ready?
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  You hear the music radio station playing right Now I want you to
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  turn the volume down. Oh, did you turn it down?
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  The music coming through it becomes quieter.
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  Now you hear static. Wait, what's going on?
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  But it's only in the one speaker, damaged speaker.
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  And then the sound becomes really distorted, irritating.
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  Turn the radio off. But you don't hear the music now
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  anymore, and that's what you wanted.
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  You want to hear the music. If the radio were the only thing
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  I could study, then I could learn incredible about the
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  radio. Every wire, every circuit, every
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  speaker, every change occurring inside the radio when the sound
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  changes. Yet the music didn't originate
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  inside the radio. The radio was just interacting
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  with a signal. So why could the relationship
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  between the brain and the consciousness be anything like
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  that receiving from a signal into now I'm not telling you our
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  brains a radio. Don't misunderstand me.
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  That's just craziness. That's that's crazy talk.
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  MJ, I'm asking does measuring everything happening inside of
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  the brain automatically tell us everything about where
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  consciousness originates? Well, one possibility is the
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  brain produces consciousness. Yet another may say the brain
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  receives filters and participates in consciousness.
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  We know the brain matters. We all do change.
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  The brain and consciousness experience can change
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  automatically. Injury can change behavior and
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  personality. We know this.
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  TB is right. We're on the military station.
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  There's a lot of TB is out there and that can change our behavior
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  and our personality into causing other problems.
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  Medication and anaesthesia can change perception and the
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  awareness of our brain. So the connection is real has to
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  be if TB is can prove it, anesthetics and other things to
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  our brain can prove that it has changed.
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  Then my question is, does connection tell us origin?
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  That's another rabbit hole, right?
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  And I'm, I am certainly not the first person to ask that
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  particular question. And we gotta go backwards.
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  I'm the backwards girl, right? So let me take you back to a
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  gentleman by the name of William James.
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  Now, William James was an American psychologist and
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  philosopher who lived from 1842 to 1910.
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  Yep, almost 200 years ago. Almost a little shy, but anyway,
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  he was one of the major early figures in modern psychology.
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  He studied consciousness, psychology, religious
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  experiences, and what became known as the stream of
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  consciousness. James was willing to consider
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  something very fascinating. What if the brain doesn't simply
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  manufacture consciousness? Where'd it come from?
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  But what if the brain somehow allows a transmissions of
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  consciousness larger than itself?
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  Does that sound familiar? The radio, right?
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  If the brain somehow allows a trans to transmit a
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  consciousness larger than itself, well, that would be the
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  radio. Now hold on to that 'cause I
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  gotta keep going. Go go a little further back.
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  There we come against Henry Bergson.
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  So then Henry Bergson was a French philosopher, and he lived
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  from 1859 to 1941. Bergson explored consciousness,
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  memory, perception, matter and the relationship between mind
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  and body. Now, he also challenged the idea
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  that everything about the mind and memory could simply be
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  reduced to physical matter in the brain.
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  Now we know there is a lot of physical matter in the brain.
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  So this kind of like, OK, right. So more than 100 years ago,
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  these men were asking versions of our question, if I can show
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  you what the brain is doing during the experience, have I
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  explained the entire experience? They didn't settle it.
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  And today, neither are we. It's a philosophy that is an
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  open box. It has not been closed.
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  So we're going to follow that question since two different men
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  had it almost 100 and something years ago.
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  Let's keep following it. And now we're going to take it
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  somewhere really much harder. And that is that near death
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  experience that I talked about. What happens when normal brain
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  function becomes severely disrupted?
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  What happens when the body reaches the edge of death?
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  Now, there's veterans out there with TB is damage to the brain.
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  Do you think any of them had seen or remembered in a
• 32:07
  conscious awareness? That's interesting.
• 32:10
  Yeah. Yeah.
• 32:12
  So what happens when that body reaches that edge of death and
• 32:16
  somebody comes back saying I experienced something but they
• 32:22
  can't put their finger on it, Right.
• 32:24
  So now listen to this part. During some CPR recordings,
• 32:31
  researchers detected EEG activity and glued, including
• 32:37
  delta, Theta and alpha activity consistent with organized
• 32:44
  cognitive activity as late as 35 to 60 minutes into CPR.
• 32:51
  That's wow. Researchers were also attempting
• 32:55
  to study something incredibly difficult, and that was what, if
• 33:02
  anything, is a person experiencing during cardiac
• 33:06
  arrest and resuscitation. So the physical body is under
• 33:12
  cardiac arrest and they're doing CPR on this body, and yet their
• 33:16
  brain activity is still going. Interesting.
• 33:22
  Nobody identified the hidden visual image used in that
• 33:28
  experiment, and one interviewed survivor identified the auditory
• 33:34
  stimulus. So research gives us
• 33:39
  observations. Then comes interpretation.
• 33:43
  Science can ask what was happening in the brain.
• 33:48
  The person who experienced it can tell us what happened to
• 33:52
  them. Spiritual traditions can ask
• 33:57
  what the experience means for consciousness and soul.
• 34:03
  And I don't need to take anybody's chair away today to
• 34:05
  continue asking what was the watcher experiencing?
• 34:11
  Because that that get that word. That is the question.
• 34:16
  And now I'm going to make the watcher even bigger.
• 34:21
  How do I do that? Well, I'm going to bring in
• 34:24
  Cryon. And how big is that eye right
• 34:29
  now? For those of you who don't know
• 34:31
  Cryon, I'll let you in a little secret.
• 34:33
  Cryon is the name given to a spiritual intelligence.
• 34:37
  Look at that word. Spiritual intelligence,
• 34:40
  artificial intelligence. That's coming up.
• 34:42
  When I come back, keep that in mind.
• 34:45
  Whose messages have been channeled through Lee Carroll
• 34:49
  for decades. Those teachings explore soul by
• 34:53
  yourself, reincarnation, multi dimensional consciousness and
• 34:59
  creative source. So if Moji Baba asks who is this
• 35:05
  I? And Cryon makes me ask, how big
• 35:09
  is this I? Within Cryon's teachings, that
• 35:16
  soul isn't presented as a tiny object trapped somewhere inside
• 35:22
  of our physical body anymore. The higher self is part of a
• 35:26
  larger identity connected with creative source.
• 35:31
  And that brings me to language. My body's language, my brain's
• 35:38
  language, my thoughts, my emotions, my memories, my soul.
• 35:45
  And I'm like, what? Hold on MJ who is this who keeps
• 35:50
  saying my I don't say I am hand I say this is my hand and I
• 36:00
  don't usually say I am thought I say that was my thought then I
• 36:08
  say my soul. Well damn who said who said my?
• 36:14
  Where did the my come from? For I, I am to my, but that's
• 36:22
  that's another, that's another rabbit hole, right?
• 36:25
  However, if I can observe the person that I call Mary Jo is
• 36:32
  the person I call Mary Jo. The entire of the eye is Mary Jo
• 36:38
  Watching Mary Jo is awareness observing Mary Jo is the higher
• 36:45
  conscience experiencing through Mary Jo is consciousness
• 36:51
  experiencing through this human life.
• 36:54
  Now these are my ponders, right? And if consciousness is
• 36:58
  multidimensional, then maybe asking where is consciousness is
• 37:06
  already just another box. Maybe where is too small of a
• 37:12
  question. So now who is watching who?
• 37:17
  Man, that takes us right back to the beginning of the show.
• 37:21
  Have we done anything? What is happening and why aren't
• 37:26
  we there yet? It's incredible, right?
• 37:30
  But we got to take another commercial break.
• 37:32
  But but however, when we come back, right, we are going to do
• 37:38
  move from the I am towards. We are no Penn Staters.
• 37:43
  I know I'm a big Penn stater. We're not talking about we are
• 37:46
  Penn State. Nope, Nope, Nope, Nope.
• 37:48
  It is the I am towards we are yes.
• 37:53
  I don't know, maybe Penn State knew this.
• 37:56
  That's another ponder. I have to go down anyway.
• 37:59
  We are bringing and when we come back, Aaron Abke to the table.
• 38:03
  We already had William and Bergenson and and Moji and we
• 38:07
  already had cry on. Now we we, we need to bring in
• 38:11
  Aaron Abke next. Because one word in his work
• 38:17
  throughout the six months helped illuminate something that had
• 38:22
  been crossing my spiritual road for years.
• 38:24
  It was there, I was just not aware of it.
• 38:27
  Anyone guess that word with Aaron Ebke?
• 38:29
  I'll give you a hint. Unity.
• 38:34
  Stay with me. Interesting, interesting,
• 38:38
  interesting. Let's see what beaker's up to
• 38:40
  today. Be right back.
• 38:50
  Whenever things get rough or it feels like you're at the edge,
• 38:54
  remember this. Storms pass, Tough times don't
• 39:00
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  MV Radio dot US. All right, Beaker weakers, let's
• 39:26
  get back here. We are.
• 39:28
  And now we've moved from what is consciousness to who is watching
• 39:35
  Moji Baba takes us toward the self.
• 39:39
  Cryon makes the eye larger. And now what happens when I am
• 39:46
  becomes we are. And that brings us to Aaron
• 39:52
  Apke. But who is he?
• 39:54
  So Aaron Apke is a contemporary spiritual teacher whose work
• 40:00
  includes the Law of One, Non Duality, A Course in Miracles,
• 40:07
  Mind Training, Self Mastery, and Spiritual intelligence.
• 40:13
  Aaron talks about the fourth density consciousness as unity.
• 40:19
  Consciousness, love, oneness, collective connection.
• 40:28
  Now, I'm not saying Aaron gave me my philosophy.
• 40:32
  I am not. Because Aaron literally just
• 40:35
  came into my focus around 2019. I'm saying his language
• 40:40
  illuminated a relationship among things that were already sitting
• 40:46
  inside of my box, just to put that lid on it.
• 40:51
  Right? And that is where we need to
• 40:54
  answer. How in the world did MJ get
• 40:59
  here? Right?
• 41:00
  How did how did I get to this point?
• 41:03
  Well, you want to know how I got here?
• 41:06
  I didn't wake up 1 morning and decide, well, I'm going to
• 41:10
  develop the theory of consciousness.
• 41:12
  There's no way. There's no way.
• 41:14
  It has been a lifetime of experiences, journeys,
• 41:18
  adventures, curiosities, will, faith.
• 41:23
  And I just kept asking why. Why?
• 41:27
  You know the questioner, right? Everything was a question.
• 41:31
  Every time I opened up another door, there was another door.
• 41:34
  So I opened it and then there was another door and I opened
• 41:36
  it. It's kind of like those little
• 41:38
  was it, I think it wasn't Alice in Wonderland, but the the door
• 41:41
  gets, I think it was a door and a door and a door and a door and
• 41:44
  then finally this little tiny door.
• 41:46
  That's how I felt in life. Just keep opening up doors to
• 41:49
  events and another event and another event and another and
• 41:52
  like, my events were just so sacked.
• 41:55
  Some of my masters say I claim that for myself.
• 41:59
  You're right, it's all a choice. There is absolutely a fact about
• 42:05
  every decision is a choice. I could stop.
• 42:09
  However, there's something deeper inside of me that doesn't
• 42:12
  allow me to stop. So before I tell you about all
• 42:17
  the religions and the spiritual traditions I eventually studied,
• 42:21
  I need to go back. Here we go, MJ, going backwards
• 42:24
  again. I'm going to go back further,
• 42:25
  back to 0, right? Because somebody gave me the
• 42:28
  first building block. Who was that?
• 42:32
  That was my mother. That was my mother.
• 42:40
  Remember how I always say you come out with no thoughts and by
• 42:45
  consistence and patterning you learn by your family, your
• 42:52
  mother, your father, your aunt, your uncles, grandparents
• 42:55
  ancestral lineage. Well, my mother had her own
• 42:57
  struggles throughout life like we all do.
• 43:01
  Yet one thing she stood very firmly upon was giving her
• 43:05
  children a foundation of faith. It was her who gave me the
• 43:13
  overwhelming faith and for her that faith was founded through
• 43:18
  Catholicism and that wasn't necessarily the easiest Rd. in
• 43:23
  her, in our household or for her.
• 43:25
  My father was very Lutheran. There was a very big in the 60s,
• 43:30
  very separated Lutheran from Catholicism, and their religion
• 43:35
  backgrounds weren't a perfect match.
• 43:38
  And she tells the story quite often.
• 43:41
  But yet, through the good and the difficult, my mother stood
• 43:45
  her ground. She kept her rooting.
• 43:51
  She wanted her children to enter adulthood with a religious
• 43:56
  foundation from which to begin, and she did just that.
• 44:02
  She held strong to her her roots.
• 44:04
  She held strong to her religion. My mother remained very rooted
• 44:08
  in her religion. Now she would often tell my
• 44:10
  father, I'll go to Lutheran with you, I'll go to your services
• 44:13
  with you, but I'm not leaving my Catholicism very rooted, very
• 44:19
  loyal to that religion. She didn't go jumping through
• 44:23
  denominations nor traveling in a spiritual Rd. that I eventually
• 44:27
  traveled. In fact, she didn't quite see it
• 44:30
  that way. In my words, in my worlds, not
• 44:32
  my words, my world. But that was my Rd.
• 44:37
  That wasn't hers. That was my cross.
• 44:40
  Yet here's what I recognized today about that.
• 44:44
  Had my mother not been so strong enough to give me that first
• 44:50
  foundation of faith, I'm not so certain that I would see the
• 44:55
  building blocks today the way that I do.
• 45:00
  Think about that, the foundation, build your blocking.
• 45:03
  If there's no foundation that that travelling, that that
• 45:08
  journey doesn't really have stability.
• 45:12
  Yeah, Now I'm not certain I would have recognized the
• 45:17
  parallels either. And I'm not certain that I would
• 45:20
  have spent my life asking why humanity has so many different
• 45:27
  roads towards what I understood about creation.
• 45:33
  She gave me that starting point. She gave me that steady
• 45:37
  foundation with roots that kept digging for nutrients and
• 45:42
  digging for life within the soils.
• 45:46
  I took that foundation into adulthood.
• 45:50
  And then the lawyer started asking questions.
• 45:54
  Right? This can't be it.
• 45:55
  This can't be only that. That took me into theologies.
• 46:02
  I studied Christianity of other different religions of the
• 46:06
  Christianity faiths, Lutheran, Protestant, Episcopalian, later
• 46:11
  day Saints, right, Jehovah Witnesses, Christianities into
• 46:16
  Judaism, into Buddhism, into Taoism, Hinduism, study
• 46:20
  Zoroastianism. And then I learned about
• 46:23
  Egyptian traditions, Wiccan traditions, Celtic traditions,
• 46:27
  Norse traditions, new thoughts, new age thoughts.
• 46:31
  I spent I spent a year alone just studying shamanism.
• 46:35
  Never finished that. That hurts me.
• 46:37
  I got to go back to it. I want to figure it out.
• 46:41
  I wasn't studying them to decide who won or who was better than
• 46:45
  the other one. I studied them because each of
• 46:48
  them possessed a closed box. So if this one has a closed box,
• 46:54
  where's this one? That was Then I realized this
• 46:57
  was organizing denomination traditions and religions.
• 47:00
  You're we're boxing them, right? It's not a who won or who was
• 47:04
  better. I wanted to understand humanity.
• 47:08
  What does humanity believe about God?
• 47:10
  Yes, there are some who don't like IFA.
• 47:13
  You know, IFA has her own Santania who has their own.
• 47:16
  Now, I didn't get I, I know about them and I briefly kind of
• 47:18
  looked at them, but I really didn't dig into them and I
• 47:22
  clearly did not ever study atheism or Scientology.
• 47:27
  They weren't in the wheelhouse for me to believe about God,
• 47:32
  right? Creation, soul, death, good and
• 47:36
  evil, reincarnation, divine beings, the unseen, the untold.
• 47:45
  Why are we here? Where do we come from?
• 47:49
  I got in a, a discussion about where we came from Friday at A,
• 47:53
  at A, at A, at an open market in Sayre, PA with this beautiful
• 47:57
  gentleman who is selling herbs and vitamins.
• 48:00
  And he stopped me. I get a little lot, I get
• 48:04
  stopped and he goes, you look like a person who could use this
• 48:08
  product. I go, you're funny.
• 48:09
  I said, I have probably 1000 jars of apothecary in my house.
• 48:13
  I said, so you, you hit me. And he goes, oh, you're a
• 48:16
  spiritualist. And he rolled his eyes.
• 48:20
  I said that absolutely not. I'm actually not.
• 48:22
  I'm more of a consciousness theorist.
• 48:26
  I'm an energist. And I said per SE.
• 48:29
  And he started talking in words beyond average man understanding
• 48:38
  because it was his study, his philosophy.
• 48:41
  And he goes, well, you, you believe in this?
• 48:43
  I said, yes, and where'd that come from?
• 48:45
  He goes a seed. And I said, where's that seed?
• 48:47
  He said, a tree. And I go, OK, and then what?
• 48:49
  And he goes a seed. I go and then what?
• 48:50
  A tree. And then what?
• 48:51
  And I go, where's it start? He goes, oh, you're one of them.
• 48:55
  No, you just didn't answer the question, he goes.
• 48:59
  You can't have one person who develops this whole creation who
• 49:03
  says it was a beautiful conversation to see just how
• 49:11
  others think, right? He said that capitalism's
• 49:16
  destroyed this Earth, and that's the biggest thing.
• 49:21
  I had no words. However, where do we believe
• 49:25
  we're going with this conversation?
• 49:26
  That's the question, right? Different cultures, different
• 49:31
  languages, different mapping, different foundations.
• 49:34
  My mother, she didn't need to walk all those roads for me.
• 49:38
  She gave me the faith to begin walking.
• 49:43
  The faith. Would I have had that if I
• 49:47
  believed in this gentleman's theories?
• 49:50
  There's no faith. It just is.
• 49:54
  It's how it was, but he doesn't believe how it could be created.
• 49:57
  He goes, nobody can answer that. He's he's right about that.
• 50:01
  Nobody can answer it yet. The word was yet and looking
• 50:06
  backward through my spiritual understandings today, I just
• 50:09
  smile. I smile because that was some
• 50:14
  pretty good advance planning on my higher self and God with my
• 50:19
  mother to put that faith in me. Mommy, thank you.
• 50:26
  Thank you for following the plan with this wire because the
• 50:32
  Catholic foundation you fought to give your children became one
• 50:37
  of the first building blocks in a much larger Rd. back toward
• 50:42
  creation, and you probably had absolutely no idea what this
• 50:48
  wire was eventually going to do with all that information.
• 50:54
  Now you know, now you know. Job well done, job well done,
• 50:57
  mommy. Then came the other roads,
• 51:00
  right? My other roads were in
• 51:02
  psychologies and Freud young, right?
• 51:05
  The conscious and unconsciousness.
• 51:08
  Then he got Catherine Putter and Louise Hay.
• 51:10
  Language, thought, beliefs, the I am Gertoli of presence, the
• 51:17
  observer. And then my energetic studies,
• 51:22
  crystals, apothecary, aromatherapy, Reiki, meditation,
• 51:27
  breath, light therapy, doctor ray frequencies, salt, density,
• 51:33
  chambers, energies, and there were things that weren't even
• 51:41
  taught to me in the classroom or by anybody.
• 51:45
  Maybe they taught me the name of what I was experiencing, such as
• 51:49
  scrying. It was always a gift.
• 51:51
  I I just saw it. I just saw and seeing the
• 51:55
  energies and seeing auras and, and being that energist
• 51:59
  experiencing energy rather than only reading that someone else's
• 52:04
  explanation of it. And then there was something
• 52:07
  else that I had experienced for my whole entire life without
• 52:12
  knowing what it was called. I think it was the Claire's clam
• 52:17
  angelic Claire's There are 8 primary angelic clairs.
• 52:22
  I didn't grow up saying, oh, I'm clairvoyant, Oh, I'm Clair
• 52:26
  sensing it or I'm Clair caught. I didn't say that.
• 52:29
  I had no idea what those words were those words to me.
• 52:35
  I I would even have thought that way.
• 52:36
  In fact, these simple these these were very simply ways that
• 52:43
  I experience the world, how I grew up learning how to push
• 52:48
  back, recognize, get my decisions, move foot.
• 52:51
  These were all part of my part and parcel, right?
• 52:53
  It's the part and parcel of who you are.
• 52:56
  Everybody has an individual journey.
• 52:58
  Everybody experiences events on a different way.
• 53:03
  And to me, this was completely normal.
• 53:05
  So I just assumed, right, that other people were experiencing
• 53:11
  the world that I, I mean, think as a child.
• 53:13
  Well, I just thought it was normal.
• 53:14
  Who? Why is that not normal, right?
• 53:18
  Well, how could I possibly see or feel or or taste or smell or
• 53:22
  all these other things and you don't I could see things.
• 53:26
  I feel things. I know things.
• 53:28
  I hear things. I sense them, right.
• 53:34
  If nobody taught you it, you just thought that was normal
• 53:38
  until the one day where you're like, you're answering somebody
• 53:41
  and somebody looks at you strange and they say, what are
• 53:46
  you talking about? I go, didn't you just ask me No
• 53:53
  00? And then I had to think about
• 53:56
  it. Can't they hear?
• 53:57
  What's wrong with their hearing can't be me.
• 54:00
  What's wrong with their hearing right.
• 54:01
  So energy can communicate information to me in ways that I
• 54:06
  didn't yet even have language to explain growing up.
• 54:11
  Then somewhere around my 30s, thirties, 30 years, I'm thinking
• 54:16
  what is wrong with me right now? It, it was part of what is wrong
• 54:20
  with me. And then I become suppressed.
• 54:25
  I became inward because I'm not going to tell you anything else
• 54:28
  because you, you keep telling me I'm nuts or I'm, I'm psycho or
• 54:32
  I'm hearing things and I'm not hearing things and they're
• 54:34
  questioning my psychologies and they're questioning.
• 54:38
  I just stopped talking. I introverted with it and I
• 54:42
  never spoke about it again because it was like, OK,
• 54:46
  something, something's weird going on.
• 54:49
  And let me tell you folks living by a state institution for
• 54:53
  mentally, for the mental, I was so scared I was going to get
• 54:58
  locked in with some of those buildings.
• 55:00
  I'm thinking these things. Think about it.
• 55:03
  My mother taught me faith and yet now I'm hearing angels, I'm
• 55:07
  hearing voices, I'm getting messages and now they want to
• 55:09
  put me in the state institution because they think I'm
• 55:11
  Quackadoodles yes. So I just as a child, now that
• 55:18
  I'm aware, we just suppressed it.
• 55:22
  So I was taught about the commonly called angelic Claire's
• 55:27
  clairvoyance, which was clear seeing clairaudience, which was
• 55:30
  clear, hearing Clair sentience, which was clear feeling, clear
• 55:35
  cognizance, which was clear knowing, clear aliens, which was
• 55:39
  clear smelling, clear Augustus, which is clear tasting, and
• 55:43
  clear tangency, which was clear touching.
• 55:47
  Wow, there there's a label for it.
• 55:50
  Who want a thunk? Who want a freaking thunk?
• 55:52
  But there was a label for this in 30s and what is sometimes
• 55:58
  called clear empathy, which I, I tend not to believe sensing or
• 56:03
  experiencing another emotional state.
• 56:05
  I believe that our empathy goes into clear sensient because once
• 56:10
  you have the empathy side, you feel it and then your body
• 56:13
  reacts to it and all of this. Now if you can just clear that
• 56:17
  empathy side to go to sensei, it's like, I can understand the
• 56:20
  emotion, but I don't need to feel the emotion.
• 56:22
  Then there's the difference. People get stuck with empathy.
• 56:26
  They get stuck feeling that which somebody else goes
• 56:30
  through. That's that sometimes can hurt
• 56:33
  us more than it can help the other person knowing that you're
• 56:37
  sensitive to somebody else. But we need to move that feeling
• 56:40
  of emotion into understanding of that emotion.
• 56:43
  That makes sense. OK, so here we are.
• 56:46
  And I'm sitting there learning this thinking right?
• 56:50
  And I'm like, hey, you're talking about this is this is
• 56:54
  me. So after 30 long years of me
• 56:57
  suppressing and hiding my feelings and how I see it, I'm
• 57:00
  like, wow, this is a true thing. They're not going to lock me up.
• 57:04
  It's true. I'm no longer sacrilegious.
• 57:10
  It's it's, it's happening. So I finally had names for
• 57:14
  experiences that I had already been having since the time I was
• 57:19
  born. And that's something.
• 57:22
  That's something something. So now I'm thinking about that
• 57:26
  in terms of this whole entire show.
• 57:29
  The name didn't create the experience.
• 57:31
  The experience was already there.
• 57:35
  Oh, light bulb, right? The terminology gave my
• 57:40
  conscious mind a way to recognize, organize, and then
• 57:44
  communicate with all of you what I had actually experienced by
• 57:48
  labels. Sometimes those labels, though,
• 57:53
  they're harsh, right? Experience has to come first.
• 57:58
  Awareness then recognizes what you experienced.
• 58:02
  And then because you experience, you educate yourself.
• 58:04
  You learn about it, and then there you go.
• 58:08
  Language gives it a name. We got to label it.
• 58:11
  That's right. And eventually I saw the
• 58:13
  parallel. I finally saw it.
• 58:16
  So what does Mary Jo mean by seer?
• 58:20
  OK, so I'm going to back some things up because before I go
• 58:24
  any further, I probably need to explain a couple of words to you
• 58:27
  to explain me in order for me to answer.
• 58:30
  What is consciousness? So these two words, one is seer,
• 58:34
  one is energist, because those aren't really titles that I put
• 58:41
  in a hat and just randomly pick out.
• 58:44
  That's just not according to how I understand it today.
• 58:48
  When I say a seer, it was given to me by by the grandmaster and
• 58:54
  then by my masters and then by others who kept teaching and saw
• 59:00
  within me and hearing my experiences.
• 59:02
  So I'm talking about the way that I experienced information
• 59:07
  beyond what is immediately visible in the physical moment.
• 59:12
  In other words, me seeing energetic aura rings, me scrying
• 59:16
  and being able to see energy through trees, through the sky,
• 59:19
  through space, right through wherever.
• 59:22
  Images that are just a pop up like apparitions, right?
• 59:26
  Symbols. Symbols come across in my head
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  and I don't know what they mean. So I got to, I got to try to
• 59:32
  draw it and figure those symbols out.
• 59:35
  Then I get automatically these what I call downloads.
• 59:38
  Some people call thought that signal that coming in these
• 59:41
  downloads and they'll they'll just speak to me.
• 59:44
  And then I speak it back and knowing that something and
• 59:50
  sometimes not even understanding later why I knew it or why I had
• 59:54
  to speak it happens time and time again.
• 59:59
  AI. Look at my AI last last I said
• 1:00:01
  in 2022, I had this download about AI.
• 1:00:04
  Here it is. This is happening.
• 1:00:08
  Experiences that later connect through like deja Vu's or they
• 1:00:13
  reveal a truth within my own life that I had to become aware
• 1:00:17
  of. It's crazy, I know, but it's not
• 1:00:22
  his faith. And I remember what I told you
• 1:00:25
  about these Claire's. For much of my life, I didn't
• 1:00:28
  even know these experience had names.
• 1:00:30
  I just thought everybody was doing the same thing.
• 1:00:32
  How was I suppose? I mean, we are taught in a
• 1:00:35
  religional base that God loves all God, creates all God,
• 1:00:40
  everybody is the same. That's not quite true, is it?
• 1:00:46
  The older you get, you're realizing you're not quite the
• 1:00:48
  same. None of us are right.
• 1:00:52
  So not knowing that these experience had names, they were
• 1:00:56
  just simply part of how I experienced my life and the
• 1:00:59
  world. And eventually I learned the
• 1:01:01
  language or the nomenclature and went, that's me.
• 1:01:07
  This is crazy. A seer and the way I use the
• 1:01:11
  word isn't somebody sitting around predicting lottery
• 1:01:15
  numbers. It's not that that's, that's
• 1:01:18
  psychic and I'm not that that's a psychic thing.
• 1:01:21
  I don't want to be that because there's too much free will
• 1:01:23
  involved by me to be a psychic. I, I'm, I'm not scared of it.
• 1:01:28
  I'm cautious of it. I'm discerned about it anyway,
• 1:01:33
  That's me. Other people, they could be true
• 1:01:36
  to form and they and I know several psychics who are true to
• 1:01:40
  form and it comes fruition and maybe that is God telling them,
• 1:01:46
  put this in their mind to make them go towards it could be, I
• 1:01:51
  don't know, I'm not there, right, but we don't.
• 1:01:53
  I'm not predicting lottery numbers.
• 1:01:55
  Obviously, I'd be living a lot better life if I did that.
• 1:01:59
  Anyway. It is someone who sees beyond
• 1:02:02
  the immediately obvious and then has a responsibility to
• 1:02:07
  understand what they're seeing, to be able to talk and to be
• 1:02:12
  able to give the information. And that last part matters to me
• 1:02:17
  because it's interpretation. Because seeing something isn't
• 1:02:21
  the end zone. It's not.
• 1:02:25
  I want to know why. I don't think there's a seer out
• 1:02:29
  there who doesn't. Is not a wire.
• 1:02:32
  Why? Where, Why are you telling me
• 1:02:34
  this? Where is it?
• 1:02:36
  Show me, that's my favorite word.
• 1:02:38
  Show me. You're telling me, but I don't
• 1:02:40
  understand. So show me, right?
• 1:02:43
  That's where this wire enters this picture.
• 1:02:46
  Now the other word is I have been attached with is energist,
• 1:02:51
  right? And and then they're asking,
• 1:02:54
  what is that? So when that word is used, I'm
• 1:02:57
  talking about someone who works and who can perceive energies,
• 1:03:02
  right? Apparitions, auras, waves,
• 1:03:05
  things coming in. And I don't experience the human
• 1:03:10
  being only as a physical body. In fact, it's very hard for me
• 1:03:14
  to see a physical body. I see energy, I see colors
• 1:03:17
  before I actually see a physical feature.
• 1:03:21
  I see auras. I sense energetic shifts.
• 1:03:24
  I experience changes in a room, a person, a healing session,
• 1:03:29
  right, And within myself, my studies within Reiki and
• 1:03:34
  crystals and light therapy and frequencies and meditation and
• 1:03:36
  breath work and other energetic systems gave me different ways
• 1:03:41
  of understanding and working with what I had already been
• 1:03:46
  experiencing. It's hard for people to
• 1:03:49
  understand, especially those based in science or especially
• 1:03:53
  those who haven't been introduced or even an inkling to
• 1:03:56
  even understand what they mean. That's experience and that
• 1:04:02
  decision is extremely important for me because sometimes I
• 1:04:07
  experience something first before I know anything at all
• 1:04:11
  about it, Hence the AI last time, right?
• 1:04:15
  And then I found that teaching gave a language, right?
• 1:04:21
  Experience, awareness, understanding comes the language
• 1:04:28
  and then why? Why here I am again, Why now I
• 1:04:37
  need to bring in one of the people who helped me with that
• 1:04:42
  language and she will always be a very part, a special part of
• 1:04:48
  my life. And that is Master Diana.
• 1:04:51
  Or take a con of Enhancing Lives 413 Diana's Crystal Reiki course
• 1:04:57
  assisted me in understanding the energy of the body through the
• 1:05:02
  frequencies of crystals. Different crystals, different
• 1:05:06
  frequencies, different energetic relationships.
• 1:05:09
  And Diana taught me something else.
• 1:05:12
  One word. A word that became far larger in
• 1:05:19
  my life than I could have understood at any other moment
• 1:05:24
  in time. Anybody want to guess what that
• 1:05:26
  word was? Awareness.
• 1:05:30
  Look where that word eventually brought me today.
• 1:05:36
  My theory states awareness is consciousness, and when
• 1:05:44
  awareness expands, consciousness expands.
• 1:05:50
  Diana didn't hand me the theory that I have today.
• 1:05:53
  She gave me another foundation through which I would then
• 1:05:59
  eventually become aware of all the parallels.
• 1:06:05
  Now I got to move to light therapy, right?
• 1:06:08
  Because that became another enormous foundation, as we
• 1:06:11
  already talked about in part three.
• 1:06:14
  I think it was part three. Yeah.
• 1:06:19
  Now, remember Belinda Himes, Jaime, Sorry.
• 1:06:22
  She she had the lineage. Belinda Himes created the
• 1:06:26
  lineage. And then through Belinda, the
• 1:06:30
  student was Ida Diaz, who now is my Grand Master for light
• 1:06:34
  therapy. And then direct master of light
• 1:06:37
  therapy was Miss Kim Malley. Now with Miss Kim, I need to
• 1:06:42
  stop right here because if I just say Kim Malley, my master
• 1:06:50
  of light therapy, you would not understand her role in my life.
• 1:06:57
  There are people before you get here, you write your life.
• 1:07:03
  This is this is how I'm going to learn these lessons, these life
• 1:07:06
  plan. It's it's your, your soul's
• 1:07:08
  path, right? I believe that.
• 1:07:11
  And that's my truth, Miss Kim. Well, Miss Kim is my physical,
• 1:07:21
  biological sister in this lifetime.
• 1:07:24
  She is also my hair font, my teacher, my witnesser, my
• 1:07:31
  supporter, my wall when I needed something strong to lean
• 1:07:37
  against, with theory, with parallel, with evolving into the
• 1:07:43
  IM. And Lord knows she is my forever
• 1:07:50
  cheerleader. God no.
• 1:07:52
  He knows she has watched this wire from regular attributes of
• 1:08:00
  man's physical entanglements and events.
• 1:08:05
  By choices she also became witness and awareness of pretty
• 1:08:12
  much every event in my life because she in part and parcel
• 1:08:18
  was the only person. When she learned light therapy,
• 1:08:26
  she understood 0 judgement, 0. Ego.
• 1:08:31
  Remove it. And that's why that bond is
• 1:08:36
  extremely important. I told you the fear in the 60s
• 1:08:40
  and 70s I had when telling people what I saw, what I heard,
• 1:08:44
  right? Miss Kim did not.
• 1:08:47
  So there are people who enter your life and give you
• 1:08:51
  information. Well, that was Miss Kim.
• 1:08:55
  Then there are people whose presence create enough room for
• 1:09:00
  you to discover what you're going to do with all of that
• 1:09:05
  information. And again, Kim did that for me.
• 1:09:10
  She witnessed my questions. She had to.
• 1:09:15
  Poor thing. She had to hear every why this
• 1:09:17
  person never had try to and that she didn't have to.
• 1:09:20
  But she did. I shouldn't say have to.
• 1:09:23
  That's awful. She did.
• 1:09:25
  She witnessed my questions. She helped me assist in the
• 1:09:32
  whys. Look where they came from.
• 1:09:35
  Is this plausible? How do you feel about this?
• 1:09:39
  She witnessed me questioning, witnessed me learning, witnessed
• 1:09:41
  me experiencing. And she witnessed my challenges,
• 1:09:44
  my physical challenges, my health challenges.
• 1:09:48
  She gave me encouragement to keep asking, keep digging, keep
• 1:09:54
  theorizing, keep going. She didn't need MJ to become
• 1:10:00
  just another Kim. No, that's not what she does.
• 1:10:04
  She gave me room to become me. Explore who you are, your
• 1:10:10
  personal journey, your personal experiences, What is your truth
• 1:10:13
  telling you? You can only learn by your
• 1:10:18
  events. And today, when I look back
• 1:10:22
  towards my own spiritual understanding, I believe Kim was
• 1:10:27
  purposely placed in this lifetime as part of my road to
• 1:10:32
  back to creation. I firmly believe that not to
• 1:10:37
  give me answers as the Hierophant, the seer gives
• 1:10:42
  information and she studies and she loves to study and read and
• 1:10:46
  she loves to do all that. And I told you I'm reading, she,
• 1:10:51
  she corrected me here just this past week, right?
• 1:10:53
  Last week. She's like, I understand that
• 1:10:56
  you had a reading delayment. She goes stop telling people
• 1:10:59
  don't let you know about your reading because you're obviously
• 1:11:02
  reading and doing the research and and I understood what she
• 1:11:05
  was saying. The more I say I am back to the
• 1:11:09
  I am. I don't have a reading difficult
• 1:11:12
  time today. I do have a a cognition time
• 1:11:15
  today just because of COVID, but it's getting better and better
• 1:11:17
  and better every day that I breathe.
• 1:11:20
  And that's the scoop. As long as you're better today
• 1:11:23
  than you were yesterday, you're succeeding and you are just full
• 1:11:26
  of God's grace because you were better than you were yesterday.
• 1:11:31
  So she encourages me to continue finding those questions, to
• 1:11:35
  understand me when what I was experiencing wasn't always easy
• 1:11:40
  to explain, to witness the development of the seer, the
• 1:11:45
  energist, the philosopher, and especially the wire, right?
• 1:11:50
  There's a lot of people who can't tolerate that.
• 1:11:54
  She is a big witness of that. She is a big witness to try to
• 1:11:59
  see a balance and I love as a seer for her.
• 1:12:07
  I love to be her energist in her classes.
• 1:12:10
  I do the wire because I I will stop when a student gets stuck
• 1:12:16
  and I'll look at her. I'm like, here we go, right?
• 1:12:20
  That's that's a gift. And I can only thank Father,
• 1:12:24
  Mother, God, Creator for these gifts, because if nobody else
• 1:12:28
  has them, why am I so lucky? Is it luck?
• 1:12:33
  I don't know. Because eventually all those
• 1:12:37
  parts of me began doing something together.
• 1:12:40
  The seer could perceive, the energist could feel and work
• 1:12:45
  with the energy, the student could study, the philosopher
• 1:12:49
  could examine, and the wire could question that awareness
• 1:12:54
  could begin seeing the parallels or those patterns to make those
• 1:13:01
  parallels. And that, that is where I
• 1:13:07
  believe my role became cleaner and clearer to the bridge right
• 1:13:14
  bridging humanity. Not to make humanity believe one
• 1:13:17
  thing, not to erase religion, not to erase science, not to
• 1:13:21
  erase spirituality, and not to erase psychology and not to
• 1:13:24
  erase the energetic systems. We need them it we, we need
• 1:13:28
  those because we need those to bridge humanity across those
• 1:13:32
  parallels. But the chairs in the same room
• 1:13:36
  look at what each other sees and ask why.
• 1:13:40
  And then we allow humanity just to become aware enough to choose
• 1:13:44
  its own Rd. Because there is more than one
• 1:13:50
  way to learn. If I have learned that after all
• 1:13:55
  these studies and this life and almost these six decades, you
• 1:14:00
  choose your path. You choose your own awareness
• 1:14:05
  and then we we have the light therapy of the mind powers who
• 1:14:08
  brought me deeply into those and they can deep you.
• 1:14:10
  You too, right? Faith, strength, wisdom, love,
• 1:14:14
  power, imagination, understanding, will order, zeal,
• 1:14:18
  release life. Wow, now look at those words.
• 1:14:23
  Because years later, I begin studying consciousness and
• 1:14:32
  pieces start appearing again. Not necessarily under the same
• 1:14:38
  name, not necessarily within the same systems.
• 1:14:42
  Parallels. Going to bring in another chair
• 1:14:46
  now. It's getting crowded at my
• 1:14:47
  table. It's OK, we're going to bring in
• 1:14:49
  Doctor Joe Dispenza now. Again, go back into my Rd. here
• 1:14:54
  with Doctor Joe. His work explores meditation and
• 1:14:57
  the relationship among thought, emotion, habit, the brain, and
• 1:15:02
  personal change. And what caught my attention was
• 1:15:07
  awareness of patterns. If I am unaware of a pattern,
• 1:15:14
  the pattern, they'll just keep running it and running it and
• 1:15:17
  running it, right? And then when I become aware of
• 1:15:20
  it, something then changes. I may choose the same response
• 1:15:26
  or I may choose another. Because if I keep getting into
• 1:15:29
  the same pattern, why do I want to keep making the same
• 1:15:31
  decisions? I'm going to change my decision,
• 1:15:34
  change that parallel, change something, right?
• 1:15:37
  May choose another way yet now I am conscious of that choice.
• 1:15:45
  Right here comes light therapy. Will understanding, imagination,
• 1:15:49
  faith release it? Different systems, different
• 1:15:54
  language. And I'm not calling them
• 1:15:57
  identical. I'm calling them parallels,
• 1:16:01
  Their patterns of parallels. Now Dispensa gets me looking at
• 1:16:08
  thought, feeling, habit and change.
• 1:16:11
  Moji walks in and asks who became aware of them?
• 1:16:19
  Thought. Awareness of thought?
• 1:16:23
  What about emotion? No awareness of emotion.
• 1:16:27
  OK, the pattern. Awareness of the pattern,
• 1:16:31
  Reaction. No awareness of reaction.
• 1:16:35
  Something becomes conscious. And then Moji Baba asked again,
• 1:16:39
  Who is this I? Tryon makes me ask how large is
• 1:16:47
  this I? And then Aaron Abke brings
• 1:16:52
  unity, consciousness. There's the word unity, a word
• 1:17:00
  that has been crossing my road for years, years.
• 1:17:06
  That word. It's not a new word, just a word
• 1:17:10
  that I have never become aware of.
• 1:17:12
  Different places, different systems, different meanings.
• 1:17:16
  And while preparing for this very finale, I was literally
• 1:17:21
  reading all of our notes and all of our studies for the over the
• 1:17:25
  six months trying to put this together.
• 1:17:27
  And I got to this point and I was in the classroom with Vinnie
• 1:17:31
  Barbarino, my teacher. And the thought came, MJ, Unity
• 1:17:36
  is balanced just like that, very clear, very direct.
• 1:17:42
  And I go, stop, everybody, stop. We got to stop.
• 1:17:44
  We can't write this anymore. Stop.
• 1:17:47
  They're like, are you OK? No, I just became aware of the
• 1:17:52
  word unity. And unity is balance.
• 1:17:56
  And they're said, what? Wait, what?
• 1:17:59
  We had to go back and change some things because my awareness
• 1:18:03
  to the word unity then went down a rabbit hole of thought.
• 1:18:08
  Nothing told me to stop. I internally had to stop because
• 1:18:13
  I I needed to catch that thought.
• 1:18:16
  Where did that come from? Why did they place that there?
• 1:18:20
  And suddenly something connected.
• 1:18:23
  The information may have been sitting there for years.
• 1:18:26
  My awareness of the relationship was new.
• 1:18:30
  There it is again. Awareness equals consciousness,
• 1:18:38
  Conscious parallelism. There's the word.
• 1:18:41
  What a big word, and I'll finally have language for
• 1:18:44
  something that I have been doing for years.
• 1:18:47
  Conscious parallelisms. Different teachings don't need
• 1:18:52
  to become the same teachings. Moji doesn't become Doctor Joe
• 1:18:57
  Dispenser, Doctor Joe Dispenser doesn't become Cryon, Cryon
• 1:19:03
  doesn't become Aaron Aapke, and light therapy doesn't become
• 1:19:08
  psychology. Christianity doesn't become
• 1:19:11
  Hinduism, Buddhism doesn't become Christianity, and Crystal
• 1:19:16
  Reiki doesn't become light therapy.
• 1:19:20
  They don't need to. They don't need to.
• 1:19:23
  The parallels remain their own lines, right?
• 1:19:28
  Yet they can travel beside one another and consciousness can
• 1:19:34
  become aware of that relationship.
• 1:19:40
  That's consciousness parallelism.
• 1:19:43
  Now I'm a why person and when I start wandering, look out
• 1:19:50
  because in pops then into my head, MJ, Atlantis and Lemaria,
• 1:19:58
  I'm like, wait, what? Now where did this come in?
• 1:20:01
  In my finale? Why are you coming in like this?
• 1:20:04
  To the point last week, I think it was last week Wednesday or
• 1:20:08
  Thursday. Back to Miss Kim, I went mind
• 1:20:11
  blow and she goes, what? I go, I'm sitting here doing
• 1:20:14
  this, talking about AI and talking about this and talking
• 1:20:16
  about that. I go Atlantis and Lemarian.
• 1:20:18
  I'm encountering spiritual and esoteric stories about
• 1:20:23
  civilizations associated and advanced knowledge,
• 1:20:27
  consciousness and technology. Oh my gosh, Now look at that
• 1:20:32
  today. Remember I told you I had to
• 1:20:36
  heal that seed of AI, artificial intelligence to spiritual
• 1:20:40
  intelligence. That shows coming when I come
• 1:20:42
  back. Not today.
• 1:20:44
  Next month. It's another show.
• 1:20:47
  Technology, information moving around the planet almost
• 1:20:52
  instantly. Machines processing enormous
• 1:20:54
  amounts of human created information allowing that next
• 1:20:59
  human to elevate. And then I saw the parallel, not
• 1:21:04
  AI is advancing beyond man's awareness.
• 1:21:06
  That's I And I couldn't even believe this whole weekend it
• 1:21:10
  was nothing about AI. Ever since I did the show last
• 1:21:13
  week Monday, it's been on the news all over AIAIAIAI and I'm
• 1:21:17
  like, Oh my gosh, there it is again.
• 1:21:19
  No, AI is a man made machine. Man created it, man programs it,
• 1:21:28
  man develops it, and man's knowledge expanse, the
• 1:21:34
  technology man creates expands alongside of it.
• 1:21:37
  They're parallel. I caught my awareness again.
• 1:21:41
  So when I encounter stories about civilizations associated
• 1:21:44
  with advanced knowledge and technology, and then I look at
• 1:21:47
  man's technology expansions today, this why person goes
• 1:21:51
  reincarnation. What is happening?
• 1:21:55
  Have we seen this version of pattern before?
• 1:21:58
  No, I'm not saying that and I'm not telling sitting here telling
• 1:22:01
  you that Atlanteans or Lemarians or chat GPP or open AI.
• 1:22:04
  I'm not telling you that. I'm telling you about the
• 1:22:07
  knowledge that can create those Claires.
• 1:22:10
  Remember those Claires, those erroneous downloads being in
• 1:22:14
  reincarnation of something else and seeing that connection and
• 1:22:17
  those patterns, I'm showing you the parallel that caught my
• 1:22:21
  attention. It caught my awareness big time,
• 1:22:28
  to the point I had to tell my master.
• 1:22:30
  That's how big it was, and that's the entire point.
• 1:22:34
  The experience mattered. Books didn't get me here alone,
• 1:22:38
  folks, Teachers didn't get me here alone, Religion didn't get
• 1:22:42
  me here alone, spirituality didn't get me here alone, and
• 1:22:45
  energetics didn't get me here alone.
• 1:22:47
  The experience that I had to go through for the six decades that
• 1:22:51
  I have been here, that experience mattered.
• 1:22:55
  The journey mattered. The adventure mattered.
• 1:22:58
  The curiosity mattered. My will mattered.
• 1:23:02
  My faith mattered. My mother mattered.
• 1:23:05
  My father mattered. My teachers mattered.
• 1:23:08
  My masters mattered. My experience mattered.
• 1:23:12
  And without those foundations, I could not have theorized what I
• 1:23:18
  theorized today. To tell me they're right or
• 1:23:22
  wrong. That's on anybody who questions
• 1:23:25
  it. It's not for me.
• 1:23:28
  They gave me foundations. They rooted me in and life gave
• 1:23:33
  me my experiences and eventually awareness showed me the
• 1:23:39
  parallels. Think about that.
• 1:23:42
  Wow, that's where I am. I'm in my WOW state.
• 1:23:48
  Got to take a break. When we come back, we're going
• 1:23:51
  somewhere that is actually going to become our next show,
• 1:23:54
  literally our next show. It's called The Angelic Realms.
• 1:23:58
  And then I'm going to stop telling you how I got here and
• 1:24:04
  tell you exactly where Mary Jo's theory stands today.
• 1:24:10
  Folks, you're listening to the world of conscious positive
• 1:24:13
  thinking right here on the military broadcast channel.
• 1:24:16
  And we'll be right back. Let's find out what Ducky's up
• 1:24:19
  to now. Small steps still get you to big
• 1:24:22
  places. Keep paddling
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  the station where our veterans voices are heard.
• 1:24:40
  MBR talk. Hey, thanks for supporting our
• 1:24:43
  channel by watching and listening.
• 1:24:54
  Oh, welcome back, welcome back. OK, so there is one more
• 1:24:58
  foundation that I do not want to leave outside of this room.
• 1:25:01
  So it's called the Angelic Realms.
• 1:25:04
  Now give me one second. I'm going to post up what I'm
• 1:25:06
  talking about. Give me one second here folks.
• 1:25:09
  Bam. OK, you see it, These are the
• 1:25:13
  angelic realms. So angelic realms with the
• 1:25:16
  Christian traditions that I'm rooted in.
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  We find the map commonly called the 9 choirs of Angels, right?
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  Look at them. Seraphin, Cherubin, Thrones.
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  I'm not teaching those today. That's why I just said because
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  apparently I have to go backwards.
• 1:25:39
  I do everything backwards, right?
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  So, so yes, we're doing this backwards.
• 1:25:44
  I'm giving you my consciousness theory first.
• 1:25:49
  Then when I return on October the 19th, Yep, you heard that
• 1:25:53
  right. I'm going to be taking a little
• 1:25:54
  bit of a break. We're going to be going into
• 1:25:56
  this hierarchy, self, the divisions, the purposes, the
• 1:26:00
  history, the spiritual interpretations.
• 1:26:04
  Because I see these realms as guides toward higher awareness
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  of consciousness within creation.
• 1:26:13
  Not creation itself, but within creation.
• 1:26:17
  And now put that aside. Besides, like I, I want you to
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  put it. I want you to put it beside
• 1:26:24
  something else that we've talked about today, that near death
• 1:26:28
  experience. Look at these reports of lights,
• 1:26:32
  presents, beings, guides, loved ones, and the why person.
• 1:26:36
  The wire inside of me has another question.
• 1:26:39
  Now, could it be plausible that some of what humanity has
• 1:26:45
  described across traditions represent different experiences
• 1:26:49
  of realms of conscious awareness?
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  That's a road for another day. Today I just want us to see
• 1:26:59
  another parallel. OK, I'm going to take it down
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  now. You can see it.
• 1:27:04
  You can see the the archery, the the arcs of how it is.
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  And then I promise, I promise we will, we will talk about that
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  back when I get back on October the 19th.
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  So that would be that show the tree.
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  I want to talk about the tree. People always talk about trees
• 1:27:23
  right now think about that tree folks.
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  Trees are very rooted. Their trunk is strong, They grow
• 1:27:31
  branches, and from those branches they grow twigs,
• 1:27:34
  leaves, new growth. If a new branch appears, does
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  the new branch automatically make the roots stronger?
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  No, the roots allow the tree to grow taller, whiter.
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  My mother gave me faith. Look at these roots.
• 1:27:54
  My theology gave me the roots. Psychology gave me another
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  foundation. Ponder and Hay gave me language
• 1:28:02
  and thought. Eckhart Tolle gave me presents.
• 1:28:07
  Doctor Joe Dispenza gave me another way to examine conscious
• 1:28:11
  patterns and change. Master Diana gave me crystal
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  Reiki and awareness like therapy.
• 1:28:18
  Beyond Reiki gave me energetic foundations and the mind powers.
• 1:28:22
  And Master Kim gave me teachings, witnessing,
• 1:28:26
  encouragement, and room to become.
• 1:28:30
  The Claire's gave names to the experiences that I already knew
• 1:28:35
  and Moji Baba gave me another doorway into the witness Cryon.
• 1:28:42
  He explained my consideration of my Higher Self and Abki.
• 1:28:47
  He brought unity consciousness into today's conversation.
• 1:28:52
  My own experiences gave those studies life and when I became
• 1:28:57
  aware of the parallels. Balance or fate is not unity.
• 1:29:06
  Now that's important because you've heard me say balance or
• 1:29:09
  fate, right? That is not the same thing as
• 1:29:12
  unity. When I say balance or fate, I'm
• 1:29:16
  talking about ideal etiology systems, idea systems, and ways
• 1:29:21
  of understanding the encountering, developing
• 1:29:24
  knowledge and awareness. Some adapt, some balance, and
• 1:29:29
  some just fade. Unity isn't different.
• 1:29:34
  In my theory. Unity is the balance of the
• 1:29:37
  parallels within creation. Not sameness, not everybody
• 1:29:42
  agreeing, not everybody becoming one religion, not everybody
• 1:29:47
  wearing the same spiritual uniform balance.
• 1:29:53
  The parallels remain visible, and yet they exist within
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  creation. Now I want to just say,
• 1:30:04
  everybody, everybody's going to come in here.
• 1:30:05
  Everybody's going to get their chair around this table here.
• 1:30:07
  Here we go, right? We honor around this table
• 1:30:11
  again, science, psychology, philosophy, spirituality, AI,
• 1:30:17
  and myself and all the other people who are part of the
• 1:30:20
  parcel of this. And I'm finally going to answer
• 1:30:24
  this finale and the only way I know how, with my own theory, my
• 1:30:29
  own philosophy, and my own experiences.
• 1:30:32
  My box has a lid, folks. It's just not closed.
• 1:30:38
  OK, so for the last five weeks, and today is the 6th week, what
• 1:30:43
  is consciousness? Well, today, who is watching The
• 1:30:47
  Watcher? And before I tell you where I
• 1:30:49
  land, I want to give credit to my mother, my father, Freud,
• 1:30:54
  Young Catherine Ponder, Louise Hay, Eric Tolley, Doctor Joe
• 1:30:57
  Dispenza, Master Diana Ortega Khan, Belinda Hymus, Ida Diaz,
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  Kim Malley, Moji Baba. Cry On with Lee Carroll, Aaron
• 1:31:06
  Apke. The religious and spiritual
• 1:31:08
  traditions that I studied. My energetic studies, my
• 1:31:12
  teachers, my experience, my hearing, my healing, my
• 1:31:15
  journeys, my gifts, my questions, my curiosity, my
• 1:31:19
  will, my faith. My Gosh, it's a road.
• 1:31:23
  Look at that. I didn't get here alone.
• 1:31:26
  I just didn't come up with this. Just wake up.
• 1:31:30
  That's a long road. And without those foundations,
• 1:31:34
  my tree, I couldn't answer. I couldn't have theorized what I
• 1:31:40
  theorized today. And now I can see the parallels.
• 1:31:46
  Now those words from Part 3 return I am unity doesn't erase
• 1:31:54
  the I folks I I don't disappear. You don't disappear.
• 1:32:00
  I am you are we are and then this wire, the why woman inside
• 1:32:10
  of me finds another tiny word that aggravated me that you hear
• 1:32:17
  me go that how many times that because what we have in Exodus
• 1:32:24
  is I am that I am an MJS. What is that?
• 1:32:33
  What is that? God, creation, source, divine
• 1:32:41
  creation, What? Human languages, human
• 1:32:45
  traditions, human labels, And underneath those labels, all
• 1:32:51
  that is. So when I say I am that I am.
• 1:33:02
  That's strong. Very strong.
• 1:33:05
  I'm no longer hearing another label describing Mary Jo.
• 1:33:10
  I'm hearing I am part of that all that is as above, so below.
• 1:33:23
  Now if any of you studied every other course that I studied, you
• 1:33:26
  just realized how many I just put in there.
• 1:33:31
  From Buddhism to Christianity to Wiccanism to Norse.
• 1:33:35
  Look at it, the unity. And now my old straight line map
• 1:33:41
  doesn't completely work anymore because I'm seeing something
• 1:33:45
  that looks more like a circle than I realized, and maybe not a
• 1:33:52
  closed circle. Wait for this mind blow.
• 1:33:55
  The spiral. The spiral human experience,
• 1:34:03
  awareness, consciousness, higher self, unity, creation, and back
• 1:34:08
  through experience. As above, so below.
• 1:34:13
  Except when awareness returns, it doesn't necessarily return to
• 1:34:18
  exactly the same place, does it? Something has been experienced,
• 1:34:23
  something has been learned, and something has become conscious.
• 1:34:29
  The spiral expands and when awareness expands, consciousness
• 1:34:34
  expands. And what is that?
• 1:34:41
  Christ Consciousness and where? And this there is where Christ
• 1:34:47
  consciousness sits for me. Not another title, not another
• 1:34:51
  badge, not another certificate within my heart, my love, my
• 1:34:58
  connection, my creator, my creation.
• 1:35:02
  For years I've said I am what I am, and there were times when
• 1:35:12
  that meant this is me, this is who I am.
• 1:35:16
  You might have heard that one too, right?
• 1:35:19
  This is who I am. Great American.
• 1:35:25
  I can't remember the name of it. That meant Great American
• 1:35:27
  something showman. There it is.
• 1:35:32
  This is me, take it or leave it. And then awareness made me ask,
• 1:35:37
  really merely Mary Jo, if something upsets me, where's the
• 1:35:43
  seed? If I can observe my reaction,
• 1:35:48
  and I am the reaction, if I observe judgement, am I that
• 1:35:53
  judgement? And if I become consciousness of
• 1:35:56
  that pattern, who is observing the pattern?
• 1:36:00
  That thought came right back running at me.
• 1:36:03
  Not I am what I am today. I am that I am now.
• 1:36:12
  I'm making statements about my theory.
• 1:36:15
  I'm not questioning my own theory every three sentences.
• 1:36:19
  I'm not doing it. I've studied, I've experienced,
• 1:36:22
  I lived, I've healed, I've questioned, I've developed, and
• 1:36:26
  I'm still developing because my box has a lid.
• 1:36:30
  It just isn't closed. Which means if I'm mapping, just
• 1:36:34
  like psychology and physiologies, I'm mapping that
• 1:36:37
  existence. I'm allowing it to expand.
• 1:36:41
  I just don't know that information yet.
• 1:36:43
  This is all I know. That's all I know so far.
• 1:36:48
  If tomorrow I encounter another experience, another teacher,
• 1:36:52
  another tradition, another realm, another point of
• 1:36:55
  information, and I become aware of something I didn't understand
• 1:37:01
  yesterday, I didn't need to destroy everything beneath it,
• 1:37:07
  because it is that foundation, why that awareness came, why
• 1:37:12
  this I becomes right. So what do I do?
• 1:37:17
  I make my box larger. It's all the same box, because
• 1:37:22
  all that is didn't get bigger. My awareness of that did get it.
• 1:37:29
  An awareness you got it is consciousness science.
• 1:37:39
  Thank you. You keep studying that brain
• 1:37:41
  man. Psychology.
• 1:37:43
  You keep studying the mind patterns, behavior and the
• 1:37:46
  identities philosophy. You keep asking why?
• 1:37:51
  What is that observing? What are we doing?
• 1:37:53
  You keep asking Moji Baba, you keep asking who is aware of this
• 1:37:59
  eye doctor Joe Dispanza. You keep examining conscious
• 1:38:03
  thoughts, feelings, habits and change 'cause I'm right there
• 1:38:08
  cry on while you're big. You make me consider the higher
• 1:38:12
  self, the soul and multidimensional consciousness.
• 1:38:16
  What a ponder an Aaron Nabke, you brought unity consciousness
• 1:38:22
  into today's room. Master Diana, you gave me
• 1:38:25
  awareness. And Miss Kim, you gave me a
• 1:38:28
  foundation, teaching witness and room to become.
• 1:38:38
  No, I'm going to put something on the screen.
• 1:38:42
  Give me a minute. I got to get back over to my
• 1:38:44
  other screen. Here.
• 1:38:48
  Remember this, Mom, you gave me faith, my energetic teachers.
• 1:38:57
  Folks, you gave me another way of experiencing body, energy,
• 1:39:03
  mind and awareness. My theology, you gave me
• 1:39:09
  humanity's map toward divine, an AI.
• 1:39:14
  You gave me the scholastic intelligence to keep going in my
• 1:39:19
  classrooms and me, I'm going to keep asking why, Because my
• 1:39:29
  theory today says awareness is consciousness.
• 1:39:34
  As consciousness expands, awareness expands, and vice
• 1:39:39
  versa. They are parallel.
• 1:39:42
  And when consciousness becomes aware of parallels, unity
• 1:39:45
  becomes visible, and unity is the balance of the parallels
• 1:39:52
  within creation. I am.
• 1:39:55
  We are all that is. Who is watching?
• 1:40:02
  So who is watching? The Watcher.
• 1:40:06
  Science may examine processes associated with the watcher,
• 1:40:11
  psychology may examine the mind observing itself, and philosophy
• 1:40:15
  may ask the observer what the means are.
• 1:40:21
  Moji Baba may point towards self and crayon may point toward a
• 1:40:24
  larger multi dimensional being, and Aaron may point to unity.
• 1:40:27
  MJ follows these parallels towards higher self in creation.
• 1:40:30
  And every time I arrive somewhere the wire inside of me
• 1:40:33
  is going to find that question. Well damn, who's watching the
• 1:40:37
  Watcher? Back to zero MJ.
• 1:40:39
  And now something has become very different for me while
• 1:40:43
  preparing this finale. Because when I looked at this
• 1:40:46
  entire Rd., I find myself going back to 0.
• 1:40:51
  Back before the titles, Back before the studies.
• 1:40:54
  Back before I knew what Eclair was, and back before I knew the
• 1:40:57
  word energist. And back before I could
• 1:41:00
  understand what being a seer meant.
• 1:41:02
  And back before light therapy. Back before Reiki and back
• 1:41:05
  before consciousness became a six part series.
• 1:41:08
  Before I had all these different spiritual roads.
• 1:41:11
  Sitting at my table, there was a little tiny girl who was born to
• 1:41:15
  a beautiful mother. And that mother said in the way
• 1:41:23
  she only knew how you will have faith.
• 1:41:30
  I didn't know where that faith would take me.
• 1:41:32
  She didn't know where that faith would take me.
• 1:41:37
  Yet she gave me the beginning. And today, after everything that
• 1:41:43
  we've talked about, I look at that beginning differently.
• 1:41:46
  Look at it. My mother gave me faith, and
• 1:41:50
  eventually I studied other religions, other traditions,
• 1:41:52
  other philosophies, other energetic systems.
• 1:41:54
  I questioned, I experienced, I challenged, I expanded.
• 1:41:58
  Yet I didn't need to destroy the first building blocks to build
• 1:42:03
  another one. I built from those roots.
• 1:42:10
  And now something else hits me very differently, my own near
• 1:42:13
  death experiences, because I've wondered about something.
• 1:42:17
  Why didn't I hear the their the fear?
• 1:42:19
  Why didn't I fear it or hear within that NDE?
• 1:42:23
  Why wasn't my experience dominated by fear?
• 1:42:25
  And today I have another awareness, not proof.
• 1:42:30
  That's something I I'm handing to science and saying here,
• 1:42:33
  solve this. You know, I think I solved
• 1:42:35
  death. You you think that's right?
• 1:42:37
  I didn't do that. This is my reflection upon my
• 1:42:41
  experience. Maybe I didn't fear the NDE
• 1:42:45
  because something inside of me said faith had already taught
• 1:42:49
  me. Taught me that I wasn't alone.
• 1:42:58
  Maybe what my mother planted at the beginning was something I
• 1:43:04
  carried all the way to the edge of life.
• 1:43:08
  I didn't understand them. I didn't understand that.
• 1:43:12
  I am aware of it now. Look at it, folks.
• 1:43:19
  Look at the screen. Do you understand what I'm
• 1:43:21
  trying to say here? Look at this that I'm putting up
• 1:43:26
  here. Teachings, relevancies, and
• 1:43:33
  suddenly the choirs of angels have another place in the story
• 1:43:37
  for me. Guides, protection, presence,
• 1:43:40
  and the spiritual understanding that there is something beyond
• 1:43:43
  what these physical eyes see. And perhaps that little girl who
• 1:43:48
  was given that faith by her mother grew up into the woman
• 1:43:54
  who could stand at the edge of life without believing She stood
• 1:43:59
  there all along and not being scared of it.
• 1:44:04
  Mom gave me faith. Life gave me the journey and
• 1:44:11
  awareness showed me the parallels.
• 1:44:15
  And when I reached the edge of life, perhaps some part of me
• 1:44:21
  already recognized that Road home.
• 1:44:36
  I am that. I am all that is Mother, Father,
• 1:44:44
  God, creation. Now there's one more than one
• 1:44:53
  way to see this, and I leave your Rd. open to you.
• 1:44:59
  You see it how you see it. You may follow mine, You may
• 1:45:03
  mirror something that I've taught you or you learned from
• 1:45:07
  here, and you may do the aha moments like I did going Oh my
• 1:45:10
  God. There's the words, there's the
• 1:45:11
  language. You may recognize your own
• 1:45:14
  experiences within something that I have said.
• 1:45:17
  You may follow another teacher, another philosophy, another
• 1:45:21
  spiritual tradition, another religion, another Rd. or your
• 1:45:24
  experience may create a completely different map.
• 1:45:27
  Because there is more than one way to learn.
• 1:45:32
  The choice is yours. What is consciousness?
• 1:45:37
  My series is closed 6 parts. Awareness, mind, thought, brain,
• 1:45:44
  artificial intelligence, the watcher.
• 1:45:46
  And after all of it, my lid still is loose on my box.
• 1:45:52
  Because the end of the series isn't the end of consciousness.
• 1:45:57
  It's where my awareness stands today.
• 1:46:00
  And if tomorrow creation shows me another realm, another
• 1:46:04
  parallel, another piece of the map, you already know what the
• 1:46:07
  why woman is going to do. She's going to ask why I am Mary
• 1:46:17
  Jo AK AM J Gonzalez. I am that I am all that is, and
• 1:46:26
  there is more than one way to learn.
• 1:46:30
  The choice is yours. Before I leave this chair today,
• 1:46:37
  there's something else I need to tell you.
• 1:46:39
  I'm going to be away from this chair for about a month.
• 1:46:44
  And there's a reason, folks, I need to finish my book.
• 1:46:47
  My book. You keep hearing me talk about
• 1:46:49
  the book, but for me, these shows are challenging for me.
• 1:46:53
  They take a lot of time. These shows took me months to
• 1:46:56
  put together. And even when I try to get back
• 1:47:00
  to the shows that I actually started to write months and I, I
• 1:47:04
  tell you my, my, how it goes, I, I find myself being consumed and
• 1:47:09
  not having time for the book. So military broadcast radio
• 1:47:15
  allowed me for this time and I love my podcast and I love you
• 1:47:19
  the audience, and I love these conversations and I love
• 1:47:22
  researching them. And I love sitting in this chair
• 1:47:25
  and I love asking why with all of you to open up your conscious
• 1:47:29
  minds. Producing this show takes a lot
• 1:47:32
  of time. Researching takes time.
• 1:47:34
  Writing this tasks takes a lot of time.
• 1:47:36
  And if I'm going to finish my consciousness of humanity's book
• 1:47:40
  and finish all of those chapters, then I need to give
• 1:47:42
  that book some time, right? Space and become what is meant
• 1:47:45
  to become. So you wish me luck, wish me
• 1:47:49
  focus, wish me that will and definitely wish me faith because
• 1:47:56
  I have a goal and I'm going giving myself that time and that
• 1:48:00
  space to complete it while I'm away.
• 1:48:02
  I know this beautiful station is going to be rerunning some of my
• 1:48:05
  my other past shows. And if you had already seen
• 1:48:09
  them, maybe you want to rewatch them.
• 1:48:11
  Maybe there's an importance if you didn't see them, maybe you
• 1:48:14
  want to tune in. Maybe it will help you fulfill
• 1:48:16
  what you've been what witnessing here.
• 1:48:18
  So apparently you're not completely getting rid of me.
• 1:48:23
  And while I'm away, please take time.
• 1:48:27
  Visit 2 cap TWOCCTP on Instagram or the World of conscious
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• 1:48:36
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• 1:48:39
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  you, if you like it, then you vote and I will be thanking
• 1:48:50
  every single one of you who have.
• 1:48:52
  So thank you for listening, sharing, questioning,
• 1:48:56
  commenting, maybe even voting. And thank you for walking this
• 1:49:02
  road beside me. October 19th, folks.
• 1:49:06
  I'll be back live right here at this Monk.
• 1:49:08
  MMM, and remember that little Angel conversation that I refuse
• 1:49:14
  to turn into another hour today? That's where we're going to come
• 1:49:18
  back to the angelic hierarchy, the 9 choirs, their divisions,
• 1:49:21
  their purpose, their history, their spiritual meanings.
• 1:49:24
  And because apparently I have learned absolutely nothing about
• 1:49:29
  leaving questions alone. The why Woman's going to ask,
• 1:49:33
  what do those realms have to do with consciousness and creation?
• 1:49:37
  Until then, beautiful people, I will hold your seat, I'll keep
• 1:49:43
  it warm and cozy for you, and my final blessings may divine guide
• 1:49:47
  you. May the angels surround you, may
• 1:49:49
  love illuminate the road beneath your feet.
• 1:49:54
  And when your journey for the day is complete, may the angels
• 1:49:58
  carry you home with peace, Lovejoy, grace, happiness and
• 1:50:02
  abundance of what you desire most.
• 1:50:06
  I'm MJ and this is the world of conscious positive thinking.
• 1:50:10
  And I'll meet you right back here October the 19th.
• 1:50:13
  And remember, there is more than one way to learn.
• 1:50:17
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