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Michel'le Interview · The Breakfast Club

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  Speaker 1: Real people, real celebrity joined the Breakfast Morning. Everybody is
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  Speaker 1: DJ Envy, Angela Yee, Charlomagne the guy. We all the
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  Speaker 1: Breakfast Club. Well Charlemaige's not here right now, okay, but
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  Speaker 1: we sholl represent for Charlomagne. We all the Breakfast Club.
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  Speaker 1: We have a special guest with us this morning. MICHELI
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  Speaker 1: Hi something You're gonna make her get up and leave?
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  Speaker 1: No sounds terrible. Good morning you used to it's still plays.
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  Speaker 1: I haven't heard that's one playing a long time. You
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  Speaker 1: don't have Pandora, then you don't. Yeah, I'm sorry. Welcome
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  Speaker 1: morning to you. Good morning. You are on R and
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  Speaker 1: B devals. The first thing we got to talk about
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  Speaker 1: your voice has always been like that. Yes, yeah, I
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  Speaker 1: saw an interview that well, I don't know from birth
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  Speaker 1: because I can't talk. Okay, when he was a kid.
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  Speaker 1: I mean when I was a kid, I didn't talk
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  Speaker 1: for probably the first three or four years. I just
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  Speaker 1: nodded my head until then when I did, I was
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  Speaker 1: really shy and I's talk really soft. And then as
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  Speaker 1: I got old too, you know, I got a lot bigger.
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  Speaker 1: Now what your voice? Is it a problemo? That's just
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  Speaker 1: your voice now, I mean because it's light now, it's
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  Speaker 1: this is this? Is that? Two hundred times? No, it's um.
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  Speaker 1: I just talk over my larynx and that's it. Right. Well,
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  Speaker 1: it really does work for you, though, because I think
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  Speaker 1: it's important to have a distinctive voice. Obviously, people hear you,
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  Speaker 1: they know it's you. And you said you've been getting
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  Speaker 1: voice overwork, So yeah, well I've been. I'm signed to
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  Speaker 1: an agency, so it's us. You could play a hell
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  Speaker 1: of a cartoon. I want to be a bear, all right,
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  Speaker 1: so guy, I gotta hit this. How would a bear
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  Speaker 1: do a bear voice? Do a seed action? I would
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  Speaker 1: and the bear he would talk like she would talk
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  Speaker 1: like me. I'm Elmo, and you be the bear. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: all right, listen, let's pretend that pretend that you are
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  Speaker 1: the mother bear and your son, um mvy bear is gay.
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  Speaker 1: He just came out. What would you say to him? Goodness?
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  Speaker 1: How I would ask you? Um, it's okay, pit different
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  Speaker 1: respond go ahead, Oh carry mommy. Everything he does sounds
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  Speaker 1: like everything everything he does goes up for acting. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: he always sounds like Emma for some reason. Mark goodness.
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  Speaker 1: All right, So let's let's start from the beginning. So
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  Speaker 1: you all me you're artists from Compton, California, and from
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  Speaker 1: South Central, South Central, And the first time we heard
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  Speaker 1: from you, of course, was Something in My Heart was
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  Speaker 1: a single that you, doctor Drake produced. That's not the
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  Speaker 1: first time. That's the first time I heard of you. Really, Yes,
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  Speaker 1: I'm sorry now, Actually the first time Drake produced to
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  Speaker 1: me was turning Off the Lights. But that was his group,
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  Speaker 1: remember the world Class Racking Crew, Yes, when he had
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  Speaker 1: the glitter, Yeah, that one. Now were you guys dating
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  Speaker 1: at that point or was it from working together that
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  Speaker 1: to establish the relationship. Well, that's when I first met him.
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  Speaker 1: I know Orlando first. I met Lando and the Mona
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  Speaker 1: Lisa was their lead singer, and she couldn't make it
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  Speaker 1: that night. So Lando called me and said, hey, could
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  Speaker 1: you come to the song? And I went to the
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  Speaker 1: studio and he hand me a piece of paper and
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  Speaker 1: I went in with my own melody and everything did
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  Speaker 1: it in one take, and that was dre and Yellow
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  Speaker 1: was in there and I said hello and go bye.
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  Speaker 1: And then you heard it on the radio and you
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  Speaker 1: said and I oh, my father said I think that's
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  Speaker 1: Hugh And I was like, that is because I'm catching
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  Speaker 1: three buses and I didn't know. He didn't say anything,
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  Speaker 1: und I'll just put it out. But I had no right,
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  Speaker 1: I wasn't even in the group, So you did you
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  Speaker 1: sign anything like to release nothing? I didn't know any better.
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  Speaker 1: I'm sixteen, so you still dated doctor Dre even with
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  Speaker 1: all that glitter on he had. Well, I didn't. I
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  Speaker 1: didn't even know about World Class Wrecking Crew. I wasn't.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't know, And yeah, I came in and then
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  Speaker 1: I found out that they what they did and started
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  Speaker 1: listening to their stuff. So at first they were more
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  Speaker 1: of a assoft the group World Class Wrecking crews. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: they were totally two different sides. Okay, okay, world Class
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  Speaker 1: Wrecking Crew was more like um and Dragon is that's
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  Speaker 1: a good word, right, because they loved Prince. So if
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  Speaker 1: you go back, that's really was. Prince was like, okay, right, right,
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  Speaker 1: so that's I think we're a lot of it. Yeah
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  Speaker 1: and dragonis you know, so they love Prince. You could tell.
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  Speaker 1: The whole style was kind of the head price. It
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  Speaker 1: really is. It was Prince issue. So didn't then they
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  Speaker 1: met you when then they went to NWA. You know,
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  Speaker 1: I don't know what I do the man. Um. Yeah, no, actually, um,
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  Speaker 1: I wasn't dating him at that point. He I really
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  Speaker 1: didn't start. Um, it was more it was months later
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  Speaker 1: before I did. You used to see a lot of things,
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  Speaker 1: like other girls in the studio? Did make you feel like,
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  Speaker 1: I don't know if I could date a guy in
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  Speaker 1: the industry. Yeah, I did see a lot of girls,
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  Speaker 1: but they weren't Yeah, I did, but it wasn't me.
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  Speaker 1: It wasn't about to say no, but no. But I
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  Speaker 1: mean it didn't bother me at the time because you know,
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  Speaker 1: I didn't you know, when you just infatuated with someone
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  Speaker 1: that's not you know, you're I don't know. People come
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  Speaker 1: for reasons and season, so he could have just been
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  Speaker 1: for a season. And you were so young too. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I wasn't trying to be booed up. So okay, you
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  Speaker 1: think that men in the industry are just expected to cheat,
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  Speaker 1: Like in retrospect, when you look back at everything that
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  Speaker 1: happened and you know the men that you've dated, do
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  Speaker 1: you feel like, well, these are men in positions of power.
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  Speaker 1: All these women went them. So in order for me
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  Speaker 1: to feel like I could have a relationship with somebody
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  Speaker 1: like that, I had a discussion with my friends about
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  Speaker 1: this the other day. Well, like, well, guys in the
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  Speaker 1: industry they just cheat, and it is what it is.
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  Speaker 1: You have to just accept that you do at some point,
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  Speaker 1: and if you don't, you'd be like me and single.
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  Speaker 1: But my grandmother what it's true. But my grandmother she
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  Speaker 1: told me, she says, you can leave that man, but
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  Speaker 1: all men are going to cheat. All men well she
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  Speaker 1: said there were very few that wouldn't, but they'refore a
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  Speaker 1: few between, and she was right. I do. What do
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  Speaker 1: you think the best relationship you've ever been in, like
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  Speaker 1: with who me? By yourself? I'm the one time you
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  Speaker 1: never felt like you had a guy treat you just
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  Speaker 1: extremely well, and maybe you dogs him out because you was,
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  Speaker 1: you know, feeling yourself. I think I think, Um, the
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  Speaker 1: generosity and the protectiveness was always there, But then I've
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  Speaker 1: learned that that was controlling, but I didn't see it
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  Speaker 1: that way. So now so now you you start dating
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  Speaker 1: doctor Dre and everything is fine. He's producing your stuff
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  Speaker 1: and you guys never got married. We know we were engaged,
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  Speaker 1: and I never um because he wasn't ready. I told him,
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  Speaker 1: you know, when you want to stop being doctor Dre
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  Speaker 1: and be Andre. Then you know I was serious if
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  Speaker 1: I was ever going to get married. But you had
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  Speaker 1: a kid. We didn't have a kid. We were together
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  Speaker 1: five years before we had a child. Years you finally
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  Speaker 1: had a child and still decided not to get mad.
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  Speaker 1: Just for what? And what broke ella? What made you
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  Speaker 1: turn away? What made you leave? Same thing, just the same,
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  Speaker 1: just waiting him out? Girl at the girl fighting. I'm
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  Speaker 1: twenty seven. I finally put my fist down and said
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  Speaker 1: I just can't do it. That was one thing, and
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  Speaker 1: it was it was a lot, but that was really
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  Speaker 1: you get tired. You guys used to fist fight a lot.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't put it well, I tried, but bigger than
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  Speaker 1: oh yeah, I was losing. He was losing. Yeah, the
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  Speaker 1: little moment it wasn't It wasn't funny, but a joke
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  Speaker 1: about yeah, shouldn't he said he started his company beats
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  Speaker 1: by Dre was from an incident with you. Did you
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  Speaker 1: find that funny? Or it was? Yeah? I get it.
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  Speaker 1: I give that. I get her sense to you, Michell
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  Speaker 1: coming from her, it fell were coming from someone else.
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  Speaker 1: I'd probably really took it the other way, but now
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  Speaker 1: I know how she thinks. So it wasn't It wasn't
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  Speaker 1: a bad joke. I mean, it was actually quite clever.
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  Speaker 1: So right now we're dating. But I'm sure that was
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  Speaker 1: difficult for you because I feel like for you, I
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  Speaker 1: know you first when they actually do R and B divas,
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  Speaker 1: you turned it down. But then you said, Kelly Price
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  Speaker 1: came and asked you directly, right, and you decided to
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  Speaker 1: do it. So it seems like it's been really therapeutic
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  Speaker 1: for you. You've been able to come out and talk
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  Speaker 1: about a lot of different things that people might not
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  Speaker 1: have known before. Was it difficult for you to come
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  Speaker 1: out and talk about your relationship with doctor Dre and him,
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  Speaker 1: you know, putting his hands on you? And I know,
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  Speaker 1: did he break your nose or yeah, he did? He
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  Speaker 1: broke your nose? I had died black eyes, I have
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  Speaker 1: a cracked rib crack rib um. Yes, just amazing. Did
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  Speaker 1: you feel like you never wanted anybody to know that
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  Speaker 1: like you were? Were you embarrassed about it or do
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  Speaker 1: you think that it was a normal and everybody that
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  Speaker 1: knew it and you never called the police one time?
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  Speaker 1: How do you break your nose with his fist? Or yeah?
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  Speaker 1: And has he since like apologized, I know this was
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  Speaker 1: a long time ago, but after he's so you know,
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  Speaker 1: I'm sure a lot of people who have addressed it, like, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: we never knew you were like this. Did he apologize
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  Speaker 1: to you and say, you know what I was? You know,
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  Speaker 1: messed up back then we were young. I made some
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  Speaker 1: big mistakes. No, he hadn't apologized to this day, and
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  Speaker 1: it wouldn't even do any good because it's the past, right,
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  Speaker 1: I will pass that. But I do remember when he
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  Speaker 1: first hit me. Um, he when he first gave me
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  Speaker 1: my very first black eye. Hey, he we laid in
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  Speaker 1: the bed and he cried. He was crying. I was
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  Speaker 1: crying because you know, I was shocking, hurt and pain.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know why he was crying, but he said,
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  Speaker 1: you know, I'm really sorry. I think that's the only
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  Speaker 1: time he'd ever said it was sorry. And he um
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  Speaker 1: he said, I'll never hit you on that I again, okay,
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  Speaker 1: And I was like yeah, okay, and we fell asleep.
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  Speaker 1: So years later I was talking to my friend and
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  Speaker 1: I joked and said, yeah, you know, he said he
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  Speaker 1: wasn't going to hit me and his eye ever again.
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  Speaker 1: So he started hitting me in that one. So you know,
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  Speaker 1: I just you start humor and you have to to
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  Speaker 1: get through the pain. So it became, you know, we
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  Speaker 1: were I can turn her. I mean we we we
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  Speaker 1: I can you know, Tina, So just it was normal.
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  Speaker 1: It was what made you stay? Was he putting it
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  Speaker 1: down in bed? Was it the money? Like what made
• 9:41
  Speaker 1: you stay? Oh wow? Yeah, he had to say, but
• 9:44
  Speaker 1: what about me? I was doing my part? Yeah, I
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  Speaker 1: just yeah, so yeah, I mean, I'm yeah, so you know,
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  Speaker 1: I mean he could he was coming back. So, um,
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  Speaker 1: I think we're nicety, I mean he oh no, But
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  Speaker 1: I think it was a multitude of things though, because
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  Speaker 1: when you when you've been with somebody so long, you
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  Speaker 1: become coll dependent upon them. Man, you your self esteem
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  Speaker 1: is what they've given you. Now, right now, how do
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  Speaker 1: you leave doctor Dre and go to doctor Dre's enemy.
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  Speaker 1: We'll see. They weren't quite enemies. You've even said, you
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  Speaker 1: even said, this night is the one that kind of
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  Speaker 1: taught you a man is not supposed to put his hand. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: Sugar was always the protector and he was like, no,
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  Speaker 1: you don't have to do that. You would think Sugar
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  Speaker 1: would be the one. Yeah, I know, from the reputation
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  Speaker 1: that he has that would be really aggressive. And but
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  Speaker 1: how did that happen? Because they were business partners and
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  Speaker 1: then you just left, Dree went to shit like they were.
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  Speaker 1: Actually it was a time lapsing. It wasn't that I
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  Speaker 1: did not just take my shirt to shake him and
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  Speaker 1: roll love on off and roll love. Okay, now that's
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  Speaker 1: hospitable talk. Um No, Actually, Drey was. I went away
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  Speaker 1: and um I was going for like two and a
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  Speaker 1: half months, and um I came back and they said, oh,
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  Speaker 1: doctor Dre's engaged to say, I had already had it
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  Speaker 1: out with this girl before I left. One of the girls.
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  Speaker 1: He cheated on you with his wife. Of now right
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  Speaker 1: back then, that was one of the girls. Yeah, he
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  Speaker 1: was sleeping with them. So I was like, come on,
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  Speaker 1: you know, and I mean she was she was like
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  Speaker 1: she knew she wanted you know what she wanted. It
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  Speaker 1: was hands down. She was the first one that came
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  Speaker 1: into his life through what I went. Oh god, you know,
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  Speaker 1: she saw the big house, she saw the kid that
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  Speaker 1: she she was looking at our things going oh so
• 11:25
  Speaker 1: you know, the other girls just wanted to know. I'm
• 11:28
  Speaker 1: saying she she knew, she knew what money was. Why
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  Speaker 1: the other girls just was happy to be sleeping with him. Yeah,
• 11:35
  Speaker 1: to be like, you're gonna do me a record? Okay,
• 11:37
  Speaker 1: that you know, but this she was absolutely I mean
• 11:41
  Speaker 1: she came straight for the chat because she was out.
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  Speaker 1: She's with doctor Dre for the straight for the chat.
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  Speaker 1: And I saw that and I just went listen. If
• 11:46
  Speaker 1: he can't see it, I'm not staying around to help
• 11:48
  Speaker 1: him out. You know, you just get tired. And so
• 11:52
  Speaker 1: at that point, Um, it was another couple of years before.
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  Speaker 1: I mean she put me and she could be here
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  Speaker 1: to become my confident because because it sh but at
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  Speaker 1: that time and shre noting with each other. Right, No,
• 12:02
  Speaker 1: that's what I'm trying to She said she had no
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  Speaker 1: idea that they didn't get on. They I didn't know
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  Speaker 1: because Dra didn't have an issue with you. She'll cad
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  Speaker 1: an issue with Dre. But he kept it quiet at
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  Speaker 1: in the beginning. Did you tell doctor Dre before you
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  Speaker 1: started dating Sugar? Now? But what you didn't tell me
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  Speaker 1: he had a big ring. I'll have finger he didn't
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  Speaker 1: call me. I don't think why you guys think it's
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  Speaker 1: so unfair. He sat with Um. I mean, every woman,
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  Speaker 1: I can't throw our house in the minute. I just
• 12:31
  Speaker 1: because he knew this guy, I'm the back. No, you
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  Speaker 1: know what it is just we see it as doctor
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  Speaker 1: Dre sug Knight, the enemies. So what we here? When
• 12:37
  Speaker 1: you when you when you come and you say you had,
• 12:39
  Speaker 1: you know, a relationship with Dre and Sugars, like, whoo,
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  Speaker 1: that was his enemy. That's the way to get back.
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  Speaker 1: So you think I did it to get back or
• 12:45
  Speaker 1: even oh I don't know, that's I'm asking no, no, no.
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  Speaker 1: But if I did and it hurt, good, that's life,
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  Speaker 1: I guess for Eving. But you did end up marrying
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  Speaker 1: Sugar Night, so I fake marriage? Are you fake? It
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  Speaker 1: was a fake marriage when he's already married to somebody else.
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  Speaker 1: And don't tell you were so listen it was a
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  Speaker 1: lot going on. It was all kind of scandals. You were, well,
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  Speaker 1: I was naive. Did you did you have a ceremony
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  Speaker 1: and everything? Yeah? Well, jail one, he was in prison.
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  Speaker 1: So he was in jail for six I didn't know, okay,
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  Speaker 1: And then the judge told me when I had to
• 13:24
  Speaker 1: go get a real divoice, he said, well, did you
• 13:26
  Speaker 1: see a man in a black rope? As to no,
• 13:33
  Speaker 1: it wasn't black. He said, well then you're not married,
• 13:36
  Speaker 1: but you were. He was in jail six of the
• 13:38
  Speaker 1: eight years that you guys, Yeah we're together. He was
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  Speaker 1: actually six and a half years. So it was a
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  Speaker 1: great marriage because I didn't see him offing, right, and
• 13:45
  Speaker 1: he wasn't cheating on you in jail. Well, yes he was.
• 13:47
  Speaker 1: I had my day and then we've seen on your
• 13:49
  Speaker 1: jail the women coming in. You know how but are
• 13:52
  Speaker 1: you probably never been like he was cheating on you
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  Speaker 1: with jail, with other people in jail. Oh no, no, no,
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  Speaker 1: don't start that woman. I didn't say that. I don't know. No,
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  Speaker 1: it was okay, I had one day, that the girl
• 14:04
  Speaker 1: had one day, and that the girl had one day,
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  Speaker 1: and another girl okay, because I know they do that.
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  Speaker 1: Well yeah, another girl, Well they would they would try
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  Speaker 1: to hold me up so that I could pass her
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  Speaker 1: and but passing. But I had details, so detail was
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  Speaker 1: smarter than they were. Were you ever scared of Sugar?
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  Speaker 1: I feared n't. It was why would you marry him?
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  Speaker 1: Be with him because it seems like the world for him. Well,
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  Speaker 1: because at the time I didn't see all that. He
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  Speaker 1: always saw his good I always saw his good side. Sugar,
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  Speaker 1: was you don't need to do that. You're a good girl.
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  Speaker 1: Stay here, stay fer, do this, do that. He didn't
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  Speaker 1: drink and smoke at that time. Champagne was the most
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  Speaker 1: I'd ever seen him. Do you feel fearful all of them? Aren't? Now?
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  Speaker 1: You scared him? Now? Absolutely not, because he's in jail.
• 14:47
  Speaker 1: Well know, if I wasn't scared of don't even when
• 14:49
  Speaker 1: he got out, I talked to him now like he
• 14:51
  Speaker 1: talked to me. It took me many years to get
• 14:54
  Speaker 1: to that point. What are people? What are the things
• 14:55
  Speaker 1: that people don't know about sugar that they should know
• 14:57
  Speaker 1: because when they see showed, they see this big god
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  Speaker 1: that's scary. He's almost like the big debo. They look
• 15:03
  Speaker 1: at sugars the devil and sometimes um, you know, and
• 15:09
  Speaker 1: but you know what, but there's a good side in
• 15:11
  Speaker 1: the best side to all of us. We all have
• 15:14
  Speaker 1: it in us. He just he's like an animal. The
• 15:16
  Speaker 1: best way to describe him is he he has animal
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  Speaker 1: instead what I'm saying, who, No, he's no. Some poodles
• 15:28
  Speaker 1: do attack before they think, and then they come back
• 15:30
  Speaker 1: and licking wound. And that's how he is. Like he'll
• 15:33
  Speaker 1: attack you without and then he'll come back and you
• 15:35
  Speaker 1: know what, man, and then he'll explain that yeah, but
• 15:39
  Speaker 1: he doesn't know any other way to interact with you,
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: like if you bumped into him. He doesn't know how
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: to just go ahead, you know, he like grab your
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: shoulder and go, man, did you see what? You know?
• 15:48
  Speaker 1: You know he's already there as opposed to just go on, okay, man,
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: he already called there. But then he comes back down
• 15:54
  Speaker 1: and go yeah, man, you know you just can't be
• 15:56
  Speaker 1: doing that. And then he starts giving you all this
• 15:58
  Speaker 1: great this great words, you know, which is what he
• 16:01
  Speaker 1: should have done. But what's the craziest thing she has
• 16:04
  Speaker 1: done with you? Don't say nothing, no killing nobody. We
• 16:07
  Speaker 1: don't want nobody to go to jail. But the craziest
• 16:09
  Speaker 1: thing besides we didn't kill it allegedly manslaughter, murder that
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: he's done to me just around when you was around.
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: It's the craziest thing you've seen. Well, that's just did
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: I didn't get to see all that. It was always
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: rumor that I heard it, you know. Um. I think
• 16:24
  Speaker 1: the one of the craziest thing he did was when
• 16:26
  Speaker 1: he tried to hit me. He only tried one time,
• 16:29
  Speaker 1: and he's so he was so strong that he didn't.
• 16:33
  Speaker 1: He opened hand, slapped me and throw my whole jar
• 16:37
  Speaker 1: out of had to go onto emergency. He had had
• 16:40
  Speaker 1: to be hit you. Yes, he smacked yeah, backhand with
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: a backhand, and he was he's so strong. But it oh,
• 16:48
  Speaker 1: this just was over here and it wouldn't go back.
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: So I finally had to call him and say, you know,
• 16:53
  Speaker 1: you didn't have to come and take me to emergency. Well,
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: so he does that to you and then he has
• 16:57
  Speaker 1: to take you to the well. It was he the
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: data the police or awe. Yeah, so he he got
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: there quick, he was on time. That was you not
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: wanting to snitch on somebody. Boy, You just did this
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: to me. But I don't want to call the cops
• 17:09
  Speaker 1: on you, because she didn't want to call an ambulance
• 17:13
  Speaker 1: because then she's got to do a police I had
• 17:16
  Speaker 1: to do all that. Even when I got to the
• 17:17
  Speaker 1: hospital and they said what happened, I said, I get
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: hit by football. I do that you got hit by
• 17:25
  Speaker 1: a football. That you were playing football, but one of
• 17:27
  Speaker 1: your friends hit you in the face and then and
• 17:30
  Speaker 1: then but that's now she knew it wasn't true until
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: she write it. So once they dragged me to put
• 17:34
  Speaker 1: to the date she was talking. She says, I know
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: you didn't get hit by football because you can tell
• 17:40
  Speaker 1: me what it is. And it was funny because he
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: wouldn't leave the room. They kept telling him. He was
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: standing there like this and all I was like one
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: in an algora. M m m m. Do you watch Empire? Yeah?
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: Sometimes he said this season finale, the good thing they
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: didn't give, you know, an ambience. You didn't been telling
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: everything everything? Yeah, because once yeah, because I have told
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: your had I'm not there. Yeah, he wouldn't leave. He
• 18:03
  Speaker 1: wouldn't leave the rule. But I think Sugar's needed in La.
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: I think I think Sugars needed. I think he keeps
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: a lot of the suckers. And now because Sugars, he's
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: a debo, so he will. I think that every great
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: city needs a debo, meaning somebody that basically protects the land.
• 18:18
  Speaker 1: Like if you go to Detroit, it's trick trick. If
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: you go to La it's chilled. If you go to
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: the people that just make sure everything's good. Because a
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: lot of times, I know Sugar does a lot for
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: the community, like they talk about sometimes he gets back
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: to the kids. You see that side of him. But
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: the people, that's right. Yeah. I saw him saving houses
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: for the homeboys and mothers who wasn't called foreclosure. Cauld
• 18:38
  Speaker 1: him out for in the morningcle and I need this?
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: Can you help me out? Him getting out of his
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: bed and going to help people with their problems. He
• 18:44
  Speaker 1: had nothing to do with that. So I used to
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: think that I was in daring to take on other
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: people's problems. Although but now I learned later that you know,
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: if you do, if he do you one favorite, you
• 18:55
  Speaker 1: owe him five. Right, So that's it. Yeah? Let me
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: ask you, after you date Sugar and whatever, have your
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: fake marriage, how can you date anybody after that? Or
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: is it some or is it people are too scared
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: to date you? Of course, I think guys are scared
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: to take me. Oh, now, hold your daughter twelve? You can't.
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: What do you tell sars daughter? Go do your homework.
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: I tell my daddy. You're right, you'll tell your daddy.
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: I'm not mess. I didn't raise you like that. She's
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: not as like that. She's bailing man. But I'm sure
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: that it's you know, your relationship with him is different.
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: I'm sure now you can do whatever you want. I mean,
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: you've been went on a date, you know, on R
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: and B Divis and now you said you're not dating
• 19:35
  Speaker 1: anymore after I'm good. Yeah, yeah, he's a nice guy.
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: I'm do you still get money from all that? Your
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: son is older now so you don't get anything. Did
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: you get a lot of money from doctor Dre Did
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: he take care of his kids the right way? Or no?
• 19:51
  Speaker 1: I had you taken the court, but yeah, he finally did.
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: Did he see his son or was it just monetary?
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: When my mom and my gllamma died, he came into
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: my son's life. So that was cool and I'm grateful that.
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: I always say they have a good relationship, so yeah,
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: that's that's what's important, right. And you said you're not
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: gonna have another one of the kids on this show
• 20:10
  Speaker 1: because both of their dads don't want them, Well they didn't.
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: So what happening was Bailly is on one seeing at
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: Crissette's house because she wanted she begged and I had
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: full custodyether so we mean sugar arguing for months about it,
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: and m I just said, you know what, she loves Crissette.
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: She calls her Super Criz and we were wearing wings
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: and she loves you know it was fun, so I thought,
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: what harm could it be? And I really would want
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: to see what he would do if I defied him,
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: you know, and I did and I was like wow.
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: And he didn't call and say anything. So he seems
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: serious about his kids too. Oh he's very that's the
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: one thing I said. He stalks me to be a
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: part of her life. And Chrissette Michelle is no longer
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: on this show. And I know that was a really
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: good end of yours. But you guys didn't tech because
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: I know some of the other people said they haven't
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: spoken to her. Yeah, we're staying, dad, And are you
• 21:06
  Speaker 1: thinking about getting a life culture or anything like that?
• 21:09
  Speaker 1: About therapy is really good, So I'm kind of sticking
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: with therapy, you know, I mean a life culture. I
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: may graduate too, but right now I just got it,
• 21:19
  Speaker 1: you know, focus and you know, figure out, like life
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: to me is not about where you are. Sometimes you
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: have to go back and understand why you are the
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: where you are. And I never thought that was true.
• 21:34
  Speaker 1: But then when they connect the dads for you, you go,
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: I would have never saw that, you know, Why did
• 21:39
  Speaker 1: I date the same kind of man? And you know,
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: and you look for the same kind of and you know,
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: and you attract the same kind. It's not them, it's
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: you first of all. So they teach you just a lot,
• 21:48
  Speaker 1: and a lot of it comes from you being a
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: child in your household and what you see that you've
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: put into your subconscious. Now, people always talk about sug
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: Night being involved with the murder of Biggie or the
• 22:00
  Speaker 1: murder of Tupac. Now you around him during our times, right,
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: he was in prison. He was in prison. So do
• 22:05
  Speaker 1: you think that he could have possibly been involved with
• 22:08
  Speaker 1: any of that? My honest opinion is I think he
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: took the credit. Oh, I'm sorry, I just I don't.
• 22:16
  Speaker 1: I just think he took the credit. I mean it
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: just I don't. There was no signs to me, do
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: you know what I mean? I don't. I don't. My
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: wife's nowhere in there. Sheold. If she was, I would
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: I left a long time ago because I'm scared. You
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: can't be scared now, he's an old man. I'm totally
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: I'm not scared of him. I took the video of
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: Sugar allegedly running over dude. I am still scared. I
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: don't mess with him. Well, he allegedly banned well he was.
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: I seen that point he did run them. We don't
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: other reason behind the I don't know if he was
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: trying to flee or he was trying to flee. Yeah,
• 22:52
  Speaker 1: that guy was hitting him through the window, so he
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: was in there when she was trying to open the door.
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: He was keeping trying to push the door. So he
• 22:59
  Speaker 1: just say it okay and took it back to check up.
• 23:02
  Speaker 1: But you know, the rapture me is so pat that
• 23:06
  Speaker 1: you also but you also are working on a book. Yes,
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: let's talk about this book. What's in this book? My life?
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: It's about me, your life and everything, your relationships and
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: what you've conquered and all or everything. Do you feel
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: like the book is also part of your therapy? Just together,
• 23:22
  Speaker 1: absolutely things out from the beginning. So you're gonna start
• 23:25
  Speaker 1: the beginning of your life. I'm gonna be like and
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: being like Jesus. You know the first I t year,
• 23:30
  Speaker 1: You're gonna lose. Let it go, Just let it go.
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: Let's start from the good part. Yeah, you guys are
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: coming out to I do want to tell a story
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: about my mom and my dad so the people understand
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: why I'm so um, I'm not connected, you know, So
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: why I didn't see what may look wrong to other
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: people didn't affect me. Right, So your dad was abusive
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: towards your mom. No, they were never together. Oh, they
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: were never together. They're okay, Yes, I was born out
• 24:01
  Speaker 1: of sex like my daughter, right, yes, okay, so all right,
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: so they were never together. And then, um, so you
• 24:10
  Speaker 1: feel like you don't have a connection with them, Well
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: they weren't. They weren't parents that were affectionate. And um,
• 24:17
  Speaker 1: they weren't. They weren't. They didn't tell me they loved me.
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: They haven't. They don't say it right. What about your
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: your voice? They had to joke you a lot in school,
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: did they? No? I was quiet, really, I was a
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: good student. Show I didn't have to worry, not at all. Yeah.
• 24:34
  Speaker 1: I stayed in my lane. And you were business wise?
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: Would you say you were pretty good business wise? Because
• 24:39
  Speaker 1: I know they always say, you know, with you and
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: when you were with Sugar, you did a lot of
• 24:43
  Speaker 1: stuff behind the scenes for the company. I tried, and
• 24:47
  Speaker 1: then he would destroy it. So like what kind of
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: things were you doing? Um? Well, one thing I can
• 24:56
  Speaker 1: say I told him to do. I said, why don't
• 24:57
  Speaker 1: you just shed that froll down and grass and great
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: and Grace landed, you know, like Elvis's stayed and just
• 25:05
  Speaker 1: make it so hard to get that it would be
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: worth the memorabilia would be worth so much. Right, he
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: didn't do it. I was like please. Then he came
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: to me many years later and said, you're right. No,
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: if he had it was the catalog alone, Yeah, just
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: a catalog nothing. I mean, the memorabilia alone would have
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: been still fortune. So he would listen to me. So
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: I said, you know, let me leave this alone, because
• 25:29
  Speaker 1: you're gonna come out broke. That must have been me
• 25:32
  Speaker 1: and my miss Cleota. What made you finally decide to
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: leave him? After holding it down? Okay, he was locked
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: up for six and a half years, having a child together,
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: you know, thinking you were married, watching all these women
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: coming and out. Why did you finally say, okay, I'm done.
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: Real short story had a mistress, but he told me
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: a different story about her, and I had seen her
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: work back when we were friends, so I believe that
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: she was just his homeboy's friend, you know, girlfriend, right,
• 26:01
  Speaker 1: and he was just taking care of her and her
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: son because he was he had got life in prison.
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: It says the code of the guys like I'm gonna
• 26:08
  Speaker 1: take care. Yeah, and I thought that was endearing to me.
• 26:10
  Speaker 1: I thought, that is so sweet. That's hope. Damn I
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: was that is so sweet. And kind of find out
• 26:17
  Speaker 1: when and about I'll say, oh, wound ninety six, pout
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: ninety five, when put ninety five going in nine ninety six,
• 26:26
  Speaker 1: I found out she was the main mistress for many, many,
• 26:30
  Speaker 1: many years. And then once she got pregnant a year
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: or two, a year and a half after I had
• 26:37
  Speaker 1: my daughter, I said, that's it. I can't oh, that
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: was it because I felt like a complete fool. That's
• 26:43
  Speaker 1: when it really and you probably welcome this woman into no,
• 26:46
  Speaker 1: but I mean, look what I did. I gave up everything.
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: I lost friends, I lost you know, and here you
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: know you just I just thought I was so your
• 26:54
  Speaker 1: friends were telling you leave this man alone, you gotta
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: get away, and had Well yeah, well I had no friends.
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: I couldn't have any male friends. He didn't like my
• 27:02
  Speaker 1: girlfriend of all all the years, so I was reclusive
• 27:05
  Speaker 1: and I was the princess in the castle. Wow. Well,
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: we appreciate you joining us and sharing the story. Yeah,
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: when is the book coming out? Far far along are you? Oh? Um?
• 27:15
  Speaker 1: You should come out this year, actually this for real
• 27:18
  Speaker 1: this year. But I'm I'm doing made for TV movie,
• 27:21
  Speaker 1: So that's gonna be interesting. To show own any of
• 27:23
  Speaker 1: the book anything you care about it? Sh I'm just
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: asking because you know, like fifty cents, baby mom is
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: fifty owns a part of anything that she puts out,
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: So I was just asking. That was the same. No,
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: he's not getting anything. What's the made for TV movie
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: is based on your life? Wow? Yes? Because it's just
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: so funny. It's almost like you guys are gonna come.
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: It's gonna be hard to find somebody to play you
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: in your whole show. It's gonna be hard. That's gonna
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: be difficult. You know, when I looked at your voice,
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: I forgot how your voice was it. I was like, wow,
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: it's it's it's so different. It's so different. Did we
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: like to say there you go? Yeah? And what about
• 28:02
  Speaker 1: the Straight Out of Compton movie? Have they contacted you yet? No?
• 28:05
  Speaker 1: What I was told I wasn't in it. Really yeah,
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: so I can't wait to see that too. That can
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: be interesting. They shouldn't at least talked to you, though,
• 28:13
  Speaker 1: because I'm sure you had a lot of information, you know,
• 28:16
  Speaker 1: I was there when it was starting from and you
• 28:19
  Speaker 1: were the only woman that was on Ruthless records. You were,
• 28:22
  Speaker 1: you know, I don't understand why they wouldn't put you.
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: That's their story and I have minds, right, Okay, that's
• 28:29
  Speaker 1: the best way to put that. That should be interesting.
• 28:32
  Speaker 1: I can't. I'm gonna read the book too and everything.
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: And that's how you pronounced. Appreciate you joining us this morning.
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: A lot of fun. And you're not from Compton. You
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: from from Central Central, all right, so central in this mouth.
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: It's the breakfast What was that? I just try to
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: be hard. I don't know. It's the Breakfast Club, mee