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Episode #290: Aligned to Receive · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Speaker 1: Hi, everybody, welcome to see sign with Amian Bab. We're back. Booo,
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Speaker 1: good day, Happy day, Happy day every day.
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Speaker 2: So nope, Oh, I was gonna.
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Speaker 3: Say it's it's it's Spirit has an amazing way. And
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Speaker 3: I say spirit because I can refer to spirit as God,
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Speaker 3: Creed or any of that kind of stuff because it
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Speaker 3: flows in so many different ways. But like a week
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Speaker 3: so last Saturday, I had gotten disgruntled about something. There's
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Speaker 3: been a lot of processing going on with me, so
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Speaker 3: it's it seems to be NonStop and that's okay, and
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Speaker 3: I got irritated and I was gonna so was that.
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Speaker 3: So we had the Halloween stuff and then I was
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Speaker 3: trying to get I was gonna get my hair cut
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Speaker 3: that day or see if I could get it cut
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Speaker 3: that day, and she said I couldn't do it till later,
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Speaker 3: and I'm like, well, I'm doing stuff with the kids,
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Speaker 3: I can't And so then she said, well I can
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Speaker 3: do it Saturday, and I'm thinking, I'm not.
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Speaker 2: I want to go home. I just want to go
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Speaker 2: home and stay home. And then I'm I don't want
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Speaker 2: to do it.
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Speaker 3: And it's like I'd brush my hair and my ends
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Speaker 3: were super dry, and they were like catching my attention,
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Speaker 3: and I was irritated by that, and I was like, well,
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Speaker 3: if you still have something open today or whatever, that'd
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Speaker 3: be great. And I didn't hear from her, and then
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Speaker 3: she contacted me and I was like, just it was
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Speaker 3: not even anything.
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Speaker 2: To do with her at all.
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Speaker 3: I just felt this irritation like I just had to
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Speaker 3: go do something. I'm like, Okay, well I'm gonna go
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Speaker 3: chout me get my haircut. So I'm that was my motivation,
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Speaker 3: because it's I feel like when I so when I
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Speaker 3: say I feel like spirit motivates, I feel like sometimes
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Speaker 3: they'll do they'll maybe create a little familiar something that
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Speaker 3: gets me motivated to get me go doing something until
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Speaker 3: I work on the opposite way. You know where I'm
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Speaker 3: being pulled because I do that too. I might feel like, oh,
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Speaker 3: I need to go here right now, and I get
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Speaker 3: there and you run into someone. So there's those little things.
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Speaker 3: But this one was getting me out of the house.
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Speaker 3: It was like pushing me out of the house, push
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Speaker 3: me out of the nest, and I so I go
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Speaker 3: into town. It was the most amazing, beautiful.
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Speaker 2: I could not have planned for anything like this at all.
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Speaker 3: So she starts talking to me about God and how
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Speaker 3: she's had an experience and all this stuff, and then
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Speaker 3: she sends me this prayer.
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Speaker 2: So Saturday, I get home, I'm sitting outside.
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Speaker 3: I'm feeling better because she's My hair feels great, and
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Speaker 3: she trimmed off just barely anything at all because she
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Speaker 3: said it's not necessary.
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Speaker 2: And she told me to put a tea spoon.
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Speaker 3: Of honey and virgin olive oil together and then put
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Speaker 3: it on that, mostly on the ends, and then bring
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Speaker 3: it up.
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Speaker 2: She says that it will repair your hair. Does all
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Speaker 2: this stuff and honey, I do believe in a lot
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Speaker 2: of about stuff.
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Speaker 3: And so so I'm sitting out there and I do
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Speaker 3: this prayer and then it's like after that, it seems
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Speaker 3: like it facilitated so many other things because something else
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Speaker 3: happened on Sunday which was relative to everything that like
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Speaker 3: it was like going through his time. And then I
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Speaker 3: heard that evening when I started to feel better, that
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Speaker 3: it was a reset.
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Speaker 2: I heard in my head.
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Speaker 3: I'm walking into a place and I'm hearing reset. Well,
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Speaker 3: the next day, I'm having my granddaughter out. She's gonna
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Speaker 3: stay the night, and I'm already depleted at this point
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Speaker 3: and probably should have said not a good time, but
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Speaker 3: I didn't want to.
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Speaker 2: Hurt her feelings. And I know it feels good for
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Speaker 2: her to be out here or whatever.
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Speaker 3: So it's like putting myself aside and we'll do this,
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Speaker 3: and I'm okay, right, So I bring her in.
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Speaker 2: She can't sleep it all night. We maybe about six
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Speaker 2: hours of sleep.
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Speaker 3: I didn't sleep it all the night before, and so
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Speaker 3: you know, wake up the next morning, so still even less,
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Speaker 3: I have less to give.
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Speaker 2: So here comes today night.
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Speaker 3: I'm walking into my room and I because I'm not
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Speaker 3: feeling good at all, I don't have any energy. I'm
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Speaker 3: just kind of I am. I feel like I don't
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Speaker 3: have energy. The body feels depleted. The body is having
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Speaker 3: all these experiences and I can't push it any further
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Speaker 3: than it already is. That's the end of the story
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Speaker 3: right there, as far as being able to do anything else,
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Speaker 3: I knew that I couldn't. And then I still had
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Speaker 3: to go to work the next day or whatever I
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Speaker 3: had to. I got to go to work. So during
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Speaker 3: that day, I come into my room and then I
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Speaker 3: hear because I'm the body's struggling, it's really struggling to
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Speaker 3: even get up, you know, go do.
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Speaker 2: Things and everything else.
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Speaker 3: So I'm walking into my room and I hear hard reset,
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Speaker 3: and I'm like, okay, well, what does this even mean?
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Speaker 3: Like come on, people, like, let's let's talk about this one.
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Speaker 3: I've been having an example of it all, you know,
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Speaker 3: a week long. So it's paying attention to all these
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Speaker 3: little details and knowing that thing's okay. I would even
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Speaker 3: hear a verse in this from a song in my
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Speaker 3: head the next day, letting me know that there's nothing wrong,
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Speaker 3: everything is okay. And so having to sit in those
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Speaker 3: spaces it's not always been super easy. But so now
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Speaker 3: I'm kind of trying to process this and I'm trying,
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Speaker 3: as you guys can hear my conversation, not taking this on,
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Speaker 3: not taking on a diagnosis, not taking on a label,
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Speaker 3: not doing any of that, because I also recognize I've
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Speaker 3: got messages that it's a hard reset, that I'm going
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Speaker 3: through a major change right now, and I am. And
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Speaker 3: it leaves you so lost sometimes and wondering why this
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Speaker 3: is going on. But it's like I already know that's
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Speaker 3: going on, and it's for me, it's not against me.
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Speaker 3: So it is part of the journey, right And that's
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Speaker 3: where we kind of left off last time, where we
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Speaker 3: were kind of going into like all this other stuff
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Speaker 3: that I was doing. But it's recognizing all these things
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Speaker 3: that can be so beneficial for this vessel, like changing
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Speaker 3: your oil or adding some more oil to the system.
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Speaker 2: It's the same thing.
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Speaker 3: So that's kind of what I've been processing, because if
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Speaker 3: I can make the vessel feel better, then I'm going
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Speaker 3: to feel better and I'm going to be able to
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Speaker 3: move around and do.
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Speaker 2: The things that I want to do.
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Speaker 3: But also knowing that I am going through a hard
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Speaker 3: reset and it's being patient. And so we started to
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Speaker 3: talk a little bit about our monthly readings that we do.
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Speaker 3: That we did our twelve month reading and mine for
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Speaker 3: the for the word on the side and it was
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Speaker 3: repeated twice was patience. And then the next card showed
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Speaker 3: patience again, and I was like.
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Speaker 2: You can't make this crap. I know that's my reaction.
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Speaker 1: You're like mother trucker.
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Speaker 3: And then it says, release yourself from that which holds
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Speaker 3: you back.
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Speaker 2: Detox unnecessary worry.
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Speaker 3: And lack of self confidence. You can free yourself with
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Speaker 3: the help of God. What in the heck and the angels?
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Speaker 3: It says but it's like it said that stuff, and
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Speaker 3: I'm like you, I couldn't have made this up.
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Speaker 2: That's why I say it's a freakin journey. It's a
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Speaker 2: freakin journey.
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Speaker 3: And when we do things like our papers that we
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Speaker 3: we create these things and it gives us information.
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Speaker 2: I had no idea. I looked at that. I thought, patients, patients, Okay, whatever,
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Speaker 2: you know, and then it's like it's just so, it's so,
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Speaker 2: it's so beautiful. And then it says decisions and archangel
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Speaker 2: Jofio or Jafael.
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Speaker 3: But it's like you see all that stuff and it's like,
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Speaker 3: it's because I have a decision. At this point, I
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Speaker 3: can decide to stay in the space of a victim
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Speaker 3: or in a space of a struggle, or I can
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Speaker 3: kind of just let it all go and I can
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Speaker 3: figure out how to be in the now, which everything
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Speaker 3: has led to that to the next part is to
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Speaker 3: be in the now. Find books that talk about it,
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Speaker 3: listen to podcasts, find out what resonates with you that
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Speaker 3: helps you be in the now. And really simple, it's breathing,
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Speaker 3: it's just.
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Speaker 2: Being right now.
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Speaker 3: It's used to stay a long time ago when you're
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Speaker 3: driving down the road. Oh, there's a red stop sign,
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Speaker 3: there's a purple vehicle, there's a it's acknowledging all these
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Speaker 3: things because you're bringing yourself present and not recycling the information,
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Speaker 3: which we've talked about if you're thinking, if you're angry,
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Speaker 3: you're stuck in the past, and if you're anxious, you're
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Speaker 3: too far in the future. You're not right now. So
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Speaker 3: those are all just indicators and so but but we
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Speaker 3: can get lost in those indicators sometimes because I have
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Speaker 3: but it's not as long you know now, it could
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Speaker 3: be an hour versus several days or maybe even some decades.
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Speaker 2: I don't know.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, And that patience isn't always easy because when that
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Speaker 1: comes up for me, I think about, Okay, I'm wanting
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Speaker 1: things to move quicker than they are, and the universe
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Speaker 1: has a different plan. They're like, no, these other things
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Speaker 1: need to happen first, before that happens, before what you
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Speaker 1: want happen and want to happen. It's like, but I
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Speaker 1: want to now and to be too. When I go
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Speaker 1: back and think about it, it's like, Okay, well, had
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Speaker 1: that happened in my time frame, I wouldn't have handled
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Speaker 1: it as well. And so there's there's sometimes other things
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Speaker 1: we have to move through, or other healing to do,
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Speaker 1: or another you know, mental healing of changing your perspective
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Speaker 1: about things before the next thing happens. Even though we
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Speaker 1: we want it to happen so badly, internally, we're really
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Speaker 1: not as prepared for it as we think we are.
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Speaker 1: And I'll just I'll use I'll use the money as
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Speaker 1: an example. Everybody, you know, you think every when you
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Speaker 1: say you talk to somebody about their finance, is usually
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Speaker 1: the first thing most people will say is, well, if
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Speaker 1: I had a million dollars, it would solve my issues.
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Speaker 1: And we know that, not that it's been proven. That's
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Speaker 1: not true. It's not true because you haven't healed your
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Speaker 1: mindset of or shifted your mindset of money and money
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Speaker 1: issues and having lots of money, and and most people
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Speaker 1: who who have struggled with money financially burdened all the
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Speaker 1: things they have, you know, money, don't go and throw
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Speaker 1: on trees or it's hard to get money. You gotta
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Speaker 1: work hard for money when you still have all that
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Speaker 1: in you planted in you and you haven't done any
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Speaker 1: healing around it. Yeah, the million dollars is gonna help
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Speaker 1: in the moment. It's going to pay off all your debts,
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Speaker 1: You're gonna then go buy the luxury car, the big house.
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Speaker 1: You know you're gonna overspend, not put any of it
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Speaker 1: away for future endeavors, and then end up way worse off.
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Speaker 1: Has happened countless times with people winning lots of money
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Speaker 1: in the in the lottery and all those things. So
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Speaker 1: so even for myself, like I might, I just want
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Speaker 1: if I could just have ten thousand dollars a month,
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Speaker 1: that would be great. I'd be happy with that, right,
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Speaker 1: my mindset and my internal thermostat doesn't match what I
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Speaker 1: think I would want right now. I I to be honest, though,
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Speaker 1: I'm like almost, I'm almost three quarters away there to
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Speaker 1: that ten thousand dollars a month. But my internal thermostat,
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Speaker 1: my mindset, my belief system about myself, whether it's a
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Speaker 1: confidence or anything, isn't in alignment with that ten thousand
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Speaker 1: dollars a month yet. And so I just keep working
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Speaker 1: on myself. So and it's not to go on the
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Speaker 1: money tangent, it's just using that as an example for
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Speaker 1: what we think we want or what we think we need.
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Speaker 2: We wouldn't be able to handle it if we got it.
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Speaker 1: So if I would have got if I would have
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Speaker 1: been receiving ten, then I'm going to go back, like
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Speaker 1: fifteen twenty years ago. If I was getting ten thousand
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Speaker 1: dollars a month, with the mindset that I had at
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Speaker 1: that time, I would still would not have been financially
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Speaker 1: responsible because I wasn't in that mindset because of the
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Speaker 1: idea that I didn't deserve it. I don't I don't
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Speaker 1: deserve to recing that kind of abundance, and so I
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Speaker 1: would find ways to get rid of it. I did
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Speaker 1: that with what I was earning at the time, which
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Speaker 1: was way less than ten thousand dollars a month, way less,
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Speaker 1: and I would find a way to get rid of
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Speaker 1: all of it because I didn't feel like I deserved it.
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Speaker 1: So so much growth for me to be where I'm
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Speaker 1: at now, so much growth to internally be able to
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Speaker 1: match what I what I desire, And we have to
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Speaker 1: go through those motions. It's part of the process, and
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Speaker 1: the universe is going to match us where we're at
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Speaker 1: because universe knows, like Sis, yeah, we'll give it to you,
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Speaker 1: but Marisa, let you know, we know you're not ready
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Speaker 1: for it.
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Speaker 3: Right.
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Speaker 1: If we could have that conversation with the universe would be.
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Speaker 2: Awesome, but.
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Speaker 1: Really it's like you said, like the sign symbols the
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Speaker 1: experiences that are showing up and the way the way
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Speaker 1: we're handling that is our indicator. That is our indicator.
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Speaker 1: But we have to pay attention to ourselves and how
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Speaker 1: we're showing up and the decisions we're making even though
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Speaker 1: we want something different or more. Well, where are you
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Speaker 1: with yourself right now? And does it? Is it in
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Speaker 1: alignment with what you desire? And so that's where the
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Speaker 1: patience comes into play. And and no, it's I say
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Speaker 1: it through words of wisdom, but even for me, it's
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Speaker 1: still not easy. I'm like, but I want it now,
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Speaker 1: And then it's like no, because I'm not in alignment.
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Speaker 3: With Its still hilarious you say, ranning something now and
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Speaker 3: you know, trying to push it or whatever, trying to
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Speaker 3: control it, try to activate it. There's so many different things.
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Speaker 3: When it's just it's just a journey, and otherwise it
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Speaker 3: becomes the hard reset. It's not a gentle journey anymore.
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Speaker 3: So it's like it's being okay with that. But I've
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Speaker 3: you know, I've I've pushed my buttons pretty well, so
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Speaker 3: I got myself all you know, you brought up the
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Speaker 3: money thing, and it's like for me, the other side
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Speaker 3: of that money thing that's holding on to it. So
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Speaker 3: mine was like for my experience was holding onto it
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Speaker 3: and being so fearful that it was gonna I was
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Speaker 3: gonna end up spending too much or give away too much,
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Speaker 3: or do something too much and so or it was
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Speaker 3: gonna be taken away from me. So it's like all
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Speaker 3: those things like that. But that's all inner child stuff
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Speaker 3: and that's that's where the growth is. It's just taking
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Speaker 3: that time. But how often do most of us sit
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Speaker 3: to take that time with ourselves. We'll take a time
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Speaker 3: with our friend, but we don't always take the time
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Speaker 3: with ourselves. It's very important to take the time with
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Speaker 3: ourselves to kind of explore, well why do I feel that?
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Speaker 3: Maybe start writing the stuff down, just see where it
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Speaker 3: takes you, see what comes of it. And then it's
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Speaker 3: like you realize that this stuff didn't even matter.
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Speaker 2: You know.
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Speaker 3: Another thing I heard today was like it was talking
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Speaker 3: this person said, well, I don't remember I don't remember
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Speaker 3: my child and he says, what if you've risen in
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Speaker 3: a vibrational frequency that's higher than what your childhood was,
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Speaker 3: and there was no reason for you to remember those
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Speaker 3: memories like that. You're no longer you're no longer in
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Speaker 3: alignment with that.
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Speaker 2: And I've heard that.
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Speaker 3: I was like, holy shit, that frees me up of
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Speaker 3: that worry about what? What about the stuff I can't remember?
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Speaker 2: What?
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Speaker 1: What?
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Speaker 2: You know? All this? There's so many questions that I
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Speaker 2: would have.
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Speaker 3: My kids have questions like that too, and I for
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Speaker 3: this information for them, and it's up to them. It's
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Speaker 3: up to them to listen to that if they're ready
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Speaker 3: to listen to it, you know what I mean. Just
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Speaker 3: like you took the initiative to start sending me, Oh gosh,
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Speaker 3: what's her name, I'm drawing a blank. Yes, Yesther Yeah,
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Speaker 3: Esther Hicks, Oh my gosh. And Abraham, this body it's
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Speaker 3: it's getting there. He'll be better probably next time you
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Speaker 3: see it.
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Speaker 2: But Esther Hicks.
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Speaker 3: And it's like and if you you trusted your intuition
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Speaker 3: to send that out to me. And even though at
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Speaker 3: the time I was unable to receive it because I couldn't.
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Speaker 2: I couldn't, I was not.
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Speaker 3: I wasn't in that space yet, but you knew that
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Speaker 3: I was gonna be, So it was there and then
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Speaker 3: he said it again, and then.
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Speaker 2: I was in the space.
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Speaker 3: So it's it's being okay with this journey, and it's
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Speaker 3: and it's listening to the stuff, and it's and when
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Speaker 3: stuff is off putting to you, it's okay, it's okay.
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Speaker 3: It's just know that that's not the direction to go
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Speaker 3: right now or this moment. But it doesn't mean it's
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Speaker 3: not going to change, because things always change because we change.
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Speaker 3: But in that middle of that growth, maybe you couldn't
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Speaker 3: do anything more than what you're doing right now.
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Speaker 1: And it's being okay with that anyways. And again that
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Speaker 1: brings in the patients. Patients first and foremost. Patience is
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Speaker 1: a huge, huge word, and it can be so frustrating, Yes,
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Speaker 1: when that keeps popping up, like three times I popped
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Speaker 1: up for you, and you're just like, you know what,
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Speaker 1: I'm gonna throw somebody right now.
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Speaker 3: But it's also so what if that what if patience
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Speaker 3: fathers Because it seems like a struggle right what would
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Speaker 3: be some Now I'm thinking about what other words or
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Speaker 3: what other things could we say besides patients.
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Speaker 1: Ease, give yourself some ease and grace.
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Speaker 2: I wills, Yeah.
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Speaker 1: Give yourself some ease and grace. Right now, you're still
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Speaker 1: going through a gross burd and that's something I wanted
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Speaker 1: to mention too, is like you said earlier at the beginning,
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Speaker 1: that there's a lot of things happening right now. That's
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Speaker 1: that's making you, uh, sit and process some things, learn
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Speaker 1: your words. But if you go back to the beginning,
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Speaker 1: you know it's along as lines that there's a lot
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Speaker 1: of things happening in this past week for you and
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Speaker 1: I always come back to that. We get we reach
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Speaker 1: a plateau where it's like that resting point, so like
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Speaker 1: you've you've climbed the hill. So we've been climbing the
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Speaker 1: hill of growth and expansion and healing and all the things,
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Speaker 1: and then you get to a plateau where you get
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Speaker 1: to take a breath. It's like, Okay, we get to rest. Now.
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Speaker 1: Things are going really well, way better than they used
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Speaker 1: to be. And you know, I just feel really good
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Speaker 1: right now. And then who knows when at what point
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Speaker 1: could be a week, could be a month, could be
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Speaker 1: a year. Man, It just like's like, man, okay, here
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Speaker 1: we go. We're gonna start climbing the hill again. And
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Speaker 1: that's kind of like where I feel you're at is
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Speaker 1: you reached a plateau for a little bit, you rested,
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Speaker 1: things were going well, and now let's start to climb
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Speaker 1: again because there's still more to do. There's still more
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Speaker 1: growth and expansion to be had, there's still more healing
17:30
Speaker 1: to be had, and that patience is climbing that hill.
17:33
Speaker 1: That patience is just taking that one step in front
17:37
Speaker 1: of the next to keep to get to that next
17:39
Speaker 1: plateau so you can rest again. And that's that's kind
17:42
Speaker 1: of where I see our healing process. It's like because
17:48
Speaker 1: the universe, to me, it's a co creation, and the
17:51
Speaker 1: universe knows when we're ready to do our next layer
17:55
Speaker 1: of healing. And it may seem like a bunch comes
17:58
Speaker 1: at you all at once. I seem like, okay, you
18:01
Speaker 1: get one blurp of something and you move through that,
18:04
Speaker 1: and then you keep going and and but sometimes it
18:07
Speaker 1: seems like a lot happens at one time, and you're
18:10
Speaker 1: just like, what the hell, man, why is all this happening?
18:15
Speaker 1: And then when you get through it, right, you reach
18:17
Speaker 1: the plateau and you look back and you're like, oh, yeah,
18:20
Speaker 1: I can see how it's so beneficial that that happened,
18:23
Speaker 1: not evenly for me, but for my family, for the
18:27
Speaker 1: people I interact with, like all the things, like it
18:29
Speaker 1: was so important for me to move through that even
18:32
Speaker 1: though it sucked, Like I'm obvious, be real, it sucks.
18:35
Speaker 2: It really sucks.
18:37
Speaker 1: It's like it's not sugarcoating nothing. And I'm not saying
18:40
Speaker 1: this it's easier said than that. No, it freaking sucks.
18:44
Speaker 1: I don't even like it, but I know, like I know,
18:48
Speaker 1: like I know there's something on the other side for
18:51
Speaker 1: me to be at, so that it was worth the journey.
18:57
Speaker 2: Now, yeah, and now when I.
19:00
Speaker 1: Look back, it's like, it's always worth the journey to
19:03
Speaker 1: go through that chaos. It's always worth the journey to
19:06
Speaker 1: face the struggles. It's always worth the journey to you know,
19:09
Speaker 1: run into the wall or trip over the bump or
19:12
Speaker 1: whatever and get the bumps and bruises and scrapes and
19:14
Speaker 1: stand back up and keep going and then look back
19:18
Speaker 1: and go, wow, look at me now, Look at me. Now.
19:23
Speaker 1: I look in the mirror these days and I'm like.
19:25
Speaker 2: Who are you?
19:25
Speaker 1: Because you are not the person I grew up with.
19:29
Speaker 2: That's so awesome, But it's not so awesome. That's so
19:32
Speaker 2: evolution right there.
19:34
Speaker 1: I love it, Yeah, I say at least at least
19:37
Speaker 1: once a week, I look in the mirror and I
19:39
Speaker 1: just look at myself. I'm like, oh, like wow, I'm
19:45
Speaker 1: just in awe of myself, of who I was and
19:48
Speaker 1: where I am and what I'm doing, even just the
19:51
Speaker 1: things that I'm doing these days, Like where did you
19:54
Speaker 1: come from? Where were you? You were very very buried
19:58
Speaker 1: in all the pain, struggle and strife and chaos. You
20:02
Speaker 1: like you are buried in that, and now look at
20:06
Speaker 1: you rising And it's just like I don't like some days,
20:10
Speaker 1: I don't even recognize it, recognize myself. Okay, this is
20:14
Speaker 1: what we're doing now. Never thought I would be, but
20:17
Speaker 1: here we are.
20:20
Speaker 2: And it's like you say, it's just remembering this too.
20:22
Speaker 2: Shell pass.
20:23
Speaker 3: This will pass, and I have to remind myself, not
20:26
Speaker 3: have to. I do remind myself when I'm going through.
20:28
Speaker 3: It's like it's gonna pass and.
20:29
Speaker 2: You're gonna be okay. And it's it's learning how to
20:32
Speaker 2: be with someone else. I talk to you a lot.
20:35
Speaker 3: She's like, she feels like the universe is always testing her.
20:37
Speaker 3: So it's it's recognizing how you do in each situation. Situation,
20:41
Speaker 3: you might have a problem again, but your responses.
20:43
Speaker 2: Might be totally different than it was before, and.
20:45
Speaker 3: That just kind of gives you, you know, gives you clarity,
20:48
Speaker 3: and it helps helps you know that you're on the
20:50
Speaker 3: right path and things are getting better.
20:51
Speaker 2: And then it's give it.
20:53
Speaker 3: That's where you give your power away when you when
20:55
Speaker 3: you're so mad or when you when you're sad, and
20:57
Speaker 3: you get we just we just have a tendency to
20:59
Speaker 3: do that stuff, to overthink things, to think about a
21:02
Speaker 3: person over and over and over again because they did
21:04
Speaker 3: this or whatever.
21:05
Speaker 2: It's so easy.
21:06
Speaker 3: And then by the time you're thinking it over and
21:08
Speaker 3: over and over again, you've already changed the story a
21:09
Speaker 3: thousand times. You've made it even much worse because now
21:13
Speaker 3: you can even feel it more. So it's I don't know,
21:15
Speaker 3: that's just part of the struggle that we kind of
21:17
Speaker 3: grew up with, I think in a lot of ways.
21:19
Speaker 3: But it's learning to be okay with that, and it's
21:21
Speaker 3: learning to grow from that so that you don't you're
21:23
Speaker 3: not in that space anymore, and then the other person
21:25
Speaker 3: doesn't have to be the person the trigger you need longer.
21:29
Speaker 1: Yeah, And if you go back, like a few years ago,
21:33
Speaker 1: I used to say that too universe tests us to
21:35
Speaker 1: see where we're at with ourselves blah blah blah, and
21:38
Speaker 1: I switched that to indicator. Each experience is an indicator
21:42
Speaker 1: of how well I'm doing now, it's not it's not
21:47
Speaker 1: so much of a because when we use the word test,
21:50
Speaker 1: it's that if you know, we've been tested.
21:53
Speaker 2: All through school, And yeah, I don't like.
21:56
Speaker 1: Tests because first of all, it's a it's a you
21:59
Speaker 1: know that d's and the f's and all the things
22:01
Speaker 1: that says you're not good enough. Well, if the universe
22:05
Speaker 1: is testing us and I feel like I didn't do
22:09
Speaker 1: so well, now I feel like I failed. Right now,
22:12
Speaker 1: I'm going down the victim side of things and beat
22:15
Speaker 1: myself up because I didn't handle it as well as
22:18
Speaker 1: I thought I could have or should have right the
22:21
Speaker 1: shooting on ourselves. So I start shifting that to win
22:27
Speaker 1: and another experience. So you've had several similar if you
22:30
Speaker 1: look back on your life, you've had several similar experiences,
22:34
Speaker 1: and each one you handle differently because each time you
22:37
Speaker 1: learn something. So when you have a similar experience again,
22:42
Speaker 1: it's an indicator of how while I'm doing and how
22:47
Speaker 1: much better can I get at this? So when it
22:50
Speaker 1: shows up again, because it will how much, how deeply
22:56
Speaker 1: am I going to let it bug me or bother
22:57
Speaker 1: me or make me mad, or or how how deep
23:02
Speaker 1: down that victim side am I going to go? Or
23:05
Speaker 1: am I gonna go? Oh okay, well this is happening again.
23:08
Speaker 1: I've been here a thousand times already in this lifetime.
23:13
Speaker 1: I think I got this one. I think I think
23:15
Speaker 1: I can move this through this one with more ease
23:17
Speaker 1: and grace. And then after that, once you get to
23:22
Speaker 1: that point where you're like, okay, here we are again, whatever,
23:25
Speaker 1: I know how to. I know how to go through
23:27
Speaker 1: this one. I know how to. I've had this experience before,
23:30
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna I'm gonna be okay with this. I'm
23:33
Speaker 1: gonna survive. I've survived a thousand times already. I'm gonna
23:35
Speaker 1: survive this one even better. And I'm gonna come out
23:38
Speaker 1: on the other side knowing that, knowing that this is
23:43
Speaker 1: for my highest and greatest good, and I'm going to
23:45
Speaker 1: embrace the experience and I'm going to enjoy the process,
23:49
Speaker 1: even though it might still suck a little. I'm still
23:51
Speaker 1: going to embrace the process because I know it's gonna
23:53
Speaker 1: help me be better. And so when I get to
23:56
Speaker 1: that point. Any similar experience after that, it's like it's
24:03
Speaker 1: like a pebble, like a little tiny grain of sand
24:06
Speaker 1: compared to this giant boulder.
24:09
Speaker 3: Yeah, and that's reassuring too. Everything you just said is
24:14
Speaker 3: very reassuring when you're going through these processes because if
24:17
Speaker 3: people do take inventory about their experiences, they will recognize
24:20
Speaker 3: they've they've changed the way they respond to things.
24:23
Speaker 1: Yep. Typically, and it's totally it's just totally a mindset
24:27
Speaker 1: shift and how you're perceiving the experience.
24:30
Speaker 3: Yeah, because by you saying all that stuff actually helped
24:34
Speaker 3: me to stop for a second and recognize, wait, and
24:36
Speaker 3: so instead of being so irritated, I spoke this morning
24:39
Speaker 3: and we talked about it, and which brought me into
24:42
Speaker 3: the now. But it also it diffused how I was
24:46
Speaker 3: feeling how my rampage could have gone instead of how
24:49
Speaker 3: we would like to make a rampage. Is like, when
24:51
Speaker 3: you do a rampage, you want to make it about
24:53
Speaker 3: all positive stuff and how amazing things are and.
24:56
Speaker 2: Lift your energy up.
24:57
Speaker 3: And it's like, and it's also another indicator is letting
25:00
Speaker 3: you know where you're at right now.
25:01
Speaker 2: That's all that stuff.
25:02
Speaker 3: Was my vehicle letting me know that it's out of balance,
25:07
Speaker 3: if they're if there's hair loss, if you're losing, just
25:10
Speaker 3: anything that you're recognizing within yourself, if you're having hearing
25:13
Speaker 3: issues or any of those kind of things. It's just
25:15
Speaker 3: recognizing it's not you, but your vehicle needs some attention.
25:19
Speaker 3: So that means giving yourself that attention. Again, it's so
25:22
Speaker 3: very important, and it's not an easy practice. It's not
25:26
Speaker 3: to me. It's not always an easy practice because it
25:28
Speaker 3: feels selfish. I caught myself the other night even saying
25:30
Speaker 3: that I asked a question at home and I said,
25:34
Speaker 3: I kind of or I said I was going to
25:35
Speaker 3: do something. I said, I kind of feel selfish about that.
25:37
Speaker 3: And he's like, stop and recognize where you're going with this,
25:42
Speaker 3: because that's not something that feels selfish about. That's something
25:44
Speaker 3: that should be happening, because you know, I'm not I
25:47
Speaker 3: don't like to sit around all the time and not
25:49
Speaker 3: do things. But it's you know, you got to honor
25:52
Speaker 3: the vehicle. The vehicle doesn't have to field to go
25:54
Speaker 3: do it. You got to honor that. Yeah, and so
25:57
Speaker 3: it's like recognizing those things and then still, well, it's
26:00
Speaker 3: for me, it's an opportunity for me to sit.
26:02
Speaker 2: Why do I feel selfish? Where does this feel selfish?
26:05
Speaker 1: That?
26:05
Speaker 3: Is it really being selfish to take care of myself?
26:07
Speaker 3: Is it really being selfish to go and that, you know,
26:10
Speaker 3: that's really not selfish. If we're not taking care of ourselves,
26:13
Speaker 3: we can't take care of anybody else properly.
26:17
Speaker 2: We just can't.
26:18
Speaker 1: And if you go by I'm talking to the audience,
26:21
Speaker 1: if they if you go back and listen to us
26:25
Speaker 1: any historical video. Almost every single time we talk about
26:31
Speaker 1: taking care of yourself, and you can listen, because we've
26:35
Speaker 1: been doing this for over five years and you can
26:37
Speaker 1: now listen to BEV saying she still struggles with it,
26:41
Speaker 1: Like every single time we're faced with something, they were
26:44
Speaker 1: still questioning ourselves. And I still do it too. With
26:47
Speaker 1: some things. I'm like, well, I have all this other
26:49
Speaker 1: stuff to do, and I don't have time to go
26:51
Speaker 1: to the gym or take a bath or or you know,
26:54
Speaker 1: just sit and meditate. I got this all these things
26:57
Speaker 1: to do, and so yeah, we still struggle with that too.
27:00
Speaker 1: I'm on that as well, like and I have detoured
27:07
Speaker 1: from taking care of myself in ways that would be
27:11
Speaker 1: very beneficial. I put it on the side burner because
27:17
Speaker 1: all these other things took precedence, timelines, deadlines, all the things,
27:23
Speaker 1: and and it's been you know, Okay, when I get
27:26
Speaker 1: through this, then I'll start doing this again, like what
27:30
Speaker 1: feels good? And I know I've had to really have
27:34
Speaker 1: a good conversation with myself over this past week as well.
27:36
Speaker 1: It's like, no, you come first.
27:39
Speaker 2: You have to take care of yourself.
27:41
Speaker 1: If you want to take care of yourself, it's going
27:43
Speaker 1: to show up and everything else you do.
27:46
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's kind of crazy.
27:48
Speaker 3: Then, like you said, asking questions, it's even asking questions,
27:51
Speaker 3: how can I give myself more more of that attention,
27:53
Speaker 3: or how can I honor myself more?
27:55
Speaker 2: Or what does that look like. I've even found lately
27:58
Speaker 2: that I'm even questioning.
28:00
Speaker 3: I'm questioning some I mean, I do this and that
28:02
Speaker 3: we've had conversations about it, but I'm questioning things like
28:05
Speaker 3: every everybody's stuff. It's like, okay, well that that person
28:08
Speaker 3: had that experience with that, with God or with with
28:11
Speaker 3: whatever that's not been my experience, does that is is
28:13
Speaker 3: that true? Or and so just questioning everything, and so
28:16
Speaker 3: it's just a it's a good space. I feel like
28:19
Speaker 3: it's a good space for me to be in because
28:20
Speaker 3: it helps me kind of look at things and explore
28:24
Speaker 3: things and then find out what answers are coming to
28:26
Speaker 3: me for that regarding all that information. So it's it's
28:30
Speaker 3: it's such a it's such an individual journey, and there's
28:33
Speaker 3: so many different aspects you can look at it, how
28:35
Speaker 3: you can look at it, and how you can process it,
28:37
Speaker 3: and how you can.
28:38
Speaker 2: Walk through it.
28:39
Speaker 3: That's why it's so valuable to listen to all the
28:41
Speaker 3: information that's that's out here.
28:43
Speaker 2: It's out here, we're putting it out there.
28:44
Speaker 3: Everybody else has put it in Earth's not everybody, but
28:46
Speaker 3: there's a lot of people putting it out there, and
28:48
Speaker 3: it's valuable information. And it's if it catches your attention.
28:51
Speaker 3: Just like me, I haven't been listening to anything, and
28:53
Speaker 3: then I see that I have a notification that Kyle
28:56
Speaker 3: Sees did a video, So I was like, Okay, I'll
28:58
Speaker 3: go check it out. I'm not always like that, but
29:00
Speaker 3: then I'm getting Nugget Sports. So that's how I knew
29:02
Speaker 3: that it was for me. It was for me to
29:04
Speaker 3: go listen to that.
29:08
Speaker 1: So this is what I would say with a statement
29:10
Speaker 1: you just made that that nugget, that nudge of Kyle
29:15
Speaker 1: Cease that was an experience with God, that was an
29:18
Speaker 1: intuitive nudge to go do that, whereas in comparison to
29:22
Speaker 1: somebody who had a different experience with God, doesn't make
29:25
Speaker 1: yours any less than it's the way they had to
29:29
Speaker 1: have theirs in order to feel that connection. Where I
29:32
Speaker 1: would say you and I practiced that like on a
29:34
Speaker 1: daily basis, we listened to our intuition where we're listening
29:38
Speaker 1: to those nudges where recognizing that an experience is happening
29:43
Speaker 1: for us for personal growth and expansion, like we've been
29:47
Speaker 1: doing this for a while, and so our experience with
29:50
Speaker 1: God or universe, whatever terms people feel comfortable with, is
29:56
Speaker 1: just different than somebody else's. Although somebody else's might seem
30:00
Speaker 1: more amplified, it's because they needed that in order to
30:05
Speaker 1: get their attention, whereas we're like, oh, okay, I'm getting
30:08
Speaker 1: this nudge to go listen to Kyle Cees. That's all
30:11
Speaker 1: I need.
30:12
Speaker 2: I don't need this brandiose experience.
30:15
Speaker 1: Because I'm more in alignment now now. Thirty years ago,
30:20
Speaker 1: when I was in deep depression, it would take some
30:22
Speaker 1: amplified experience to get my attention to go, Oh my god,
30:26
Speaker 1: that was divine intervention. Today, I'm like, oh, just go
30:30
Speaker 1: outside and sit for fifteen minutes and see how that feels.
30:33
Speaker 1: That's my nudge, that's my in alignment with the universe.
30:38
Speaker 1: And it happens so often and frequently now those things
30:45
Speaker 1: that guidance that I'm just like, this is really cool.
30:49
Speaker 2: Real, it really is.
30:52
Speaker 1: So it doesn't make it doesn't make your experience or
30:55
Speaker 1: my experience less than somebody else's who maybe had a
30:58
Speaker 1: near death experience and had you know, conversations with Jesus
31:03
Speaker 1: is like, or their loved ones that's what they needed
31:07
Speaker 1: at that time.
31:09
Speaker 3: Yeah, And it's also I mean where I was coming
31:14
Speaker 3: from with that is like there's we've been told things
31:17
Speaker 3: that this is the way it is, and I'm questioning
31:19
Speaker 3: all those things. Like if they're telling me this is
31:21
Speaker 3: how you you're gonna you're gonna die and you're gonna
31:23
Speaker 3: go to Hell, I'm questioning and I already know that
31:25
Speaker 3: the truth. I don't believe in that, but I'm just
31:27
Speaker 3: questioning all that stuff and I'm seeing what comes forward
31:30
Speaker 3: for me for me in that experience because we've been.
31:32
Speaker 2: Told so much stuff that I don't think that.
31:35
Speaker 3: We've questioned a lot of the things that we've been
31:37
Speaker 3: told and we think that that's the way it's supposed
31:39
Speaker 3: to be.
31:40
Speaker 2: And so that's that's where I'm at with the questioning
31:42
Speaker 2: of everything.
31:42
Speaker 3: Is even that we've been told about God and it's like, well,
31:46
Speaker 3: that's not my that has not been in my experience.
31:48
Speaker 2: Is this the true? Is this true God?
31:50
Speaker 3: Or I'm because I'm asking questions to God about all
31:52
Speaker 3: this stuff too, to find understanding, understanding for self, for me,
31:57
Speaker 3: for for me and my journey, which obviously it doesn't
32:00
Speaker 3: necessarily mean it's going to be the same for somebody else,
32:02
Speaker 3: But questioning all those things instead of continually doing it
32:06
Speaker 3: can continually thinking that's the.
32:08
Speaker 2: Way it is.
32:10
Speaker 3: It's it's kind of a it's it's an interesting journey,
32:13
Speaker 3: and I guess I feel like it's kind of helping
32:15
Speaker 3: to lift some of the duality within self because I
32:19
Speaker 3: might believe something differently, but we've been told these other
32:21
Speaker 3: things and so I hold that as possible or as
32:24
Speaker 3: the truth, and then if my truth is changing, so
32:27
Speaker 3: now it's making me have to question these other things,
32:30
Speaker 3: like everything.
32:32
Speaker 2: Yeah, So that's been it's been just a interesting.
32:36
Speaker 1: And your truth your truth is different than somebody's truth.
32:39
Speaker 1: Who does believe it that you could go to. How right?
32:42
Speaker 1: It's so that's their truth for now, and it may
32:48
Speaker 1: shift in their in their journey on Earth, or it
32:52
Speaker 1: may shift when they transition, or it may shift in
32:56
Speaker 1: the next line. Well, well, to me, it will shift
32:58
Speaker 1: in there when they transition. But in the next life
33:02
Speaker 1: earth life journey, they may have a different perspective. They
33:07
Speaker 1: might see things differently. Right, because each evolution or each experience,
33:14
Speaker 1: we're evolving. So there's life death transition, life death transit
33:21
Speaker 1: like it's continuous evolution, and we can do that while
33:24
Speaker 1: we're still alive. And yeah, so, and it's beneficial for
33:29
Speaker 1: us to keep asking questions.
33:32
Speaker 3: Yeah, so you started talking about life and death, and
33:35
Speaker 3: I started thinking about what came to me yesterday or
33:38
Speaker 3: was a day before yesterday, and I was talking to
33:41
Speaker 3: my sister about it yesterday.
33:44
Speaker 2: Is we think that.
33:47
Speaker 3: We think I feel like when I start feeling like
33:50
Speaker 3: I'm missing my mom or I'm missing Jim or missing
33:52
Speaker 3: my brother, that I don't think that for me from
33:56
Speaker 3: my experience, I don't think that we're actually missing them.
33:59
Speaker 3: I think they're actually right there. Right then, so we
34:01
Speaker 3: feel like that's a missing thing. So it's now it's
34:03
Speaker 3: a matter of a process of interpreting it from a
34:06
Speaker 3: different perspective instead of from a victim mindset or from
34:09
Speaker 3: a lost mindset or any of those kind of things.
34:12
Speaker 3: And I'm recognizing that it's it's just their way of saying,
34:15
Speaker 3: they're right here right now, and so it's just for me,
34:18
Speaker 3: it's changing my perspective of how am I feeling this
34:21
Speaker 3: right now? Oh, I'm feeling sad, oh, because Jim's.
34:24
Speaker 2: Right here right now. I kept smelling this spriacking hairspray
34:26
Speaker 2: last night. How weird?
34:27
Speaker 3: That is, like the weirdest thing, like where to come?
34:29
Speaker 3: But I was with his sister, too nice. Look up
34:33
Speaker 3: at three o'clock in the morning, I'm smelling his hairspray.
34:34
Speaker 3: I'm like, what in the hell? That's one smell that
34:38
Speaker 3: he's never brought forward before. But it was brought forward.
34:40
Speaker 3: So then it's like I smelled it again this morning.
34:42
Speaker 3: It has been a couple of times, so it was like,
34:44
Speaker 3: that's interesting because nobody in this house uses hairspray, so
34:47
Speaker 3: it's kind of it's kind of hair it's kind of hairspraying.
34:52
Speaker 2: It's kind of crazy, but it's But it's also, like
34:55
Speaker 2: I said, it's set up.
34:56
Speaker 3: The next time someone's having an experience and they're missing someone,
34:59
Speaker 3: maybe stop for a second and recognize they're right there
35:01
Speaker 3: with you right now. That's why you think you're missing
35:04
Speaker 3: them because it comes out of the blue for me,
35:06
Speaker 3: like I won't be doing anything at all. And also
35:08
Speaker 3: I could be standing in front of the mirror. A
35:09
Speaker 3: song could come on next thing, you know, I'm freaking fried.
35:11
Speaker 3: I'm like, what the heck because I feel like I'm
35:13
Speaker 3: missing that person. I'm like, wait a minute, he's here
35:16
Speaker 3: right now, My mom's here right now.
35:18
Speaker 2: He sent this on to you for the memories.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, exactly, And he's coming up on his his what's
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Speaker 1: the date called not the Transition date Angel versary Dangel
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Speaker 1: thank you, So that date's coming up too, so he's
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Speaker 1: going to be more present with Hey, I'm here celebrating
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Speaker 1: holidays with you and you're giving me goosies. But yeah,
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Speaker 1: it's totally It totally is, and it's like I also
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Speaker 1: know that. The interesting thing is I've also known that
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Speaker 1: he's been around lately, and I feel like in a
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Speaker 1: lot of ways with the universe force me, I feel
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Speaker 1: like I can put into that place of meditation, and
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Speaker 1: I'm putting that place of quietness because the only way
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Speaker 1: that I can find that peace is through that door,
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Speaker 1: that door into myself. Yeah, it all takes patients.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's what we said the last two videos.
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Speaker 2: If anybody watches it, this is just the journey. This
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Speaker 2: is the journey. And yes, it does take patients, or
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Speaker 2: it takes grace and ease. Yeah yeah, awesome.
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Speaker 1: All right, friends, I'm sure you got something out of
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Speaker 3: Just paying attention to your intuition, because as you're watching this,
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Speaker 3: someone's mind or someone's face or name or something is
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Speaker 3: splashed in your mind, and that means it's to share,
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Speaker 3: that's to share it with that person. Yeah, and you
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Speaker 3: can just Like a lot of times, what I do
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Speaker 3: is I'll send it to the person and I'll be like,
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Speaker 3: just use your intuition.
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Speaker 2: If you're drawing to it, listen to it. If you're not, No, biggie,
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Speaker 2: it doesn't matter.
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Speaker 3: I just popped into my head that it was good
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Speaker 3: for you, and I don't know what's best for somebody else,
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Speaker 3: but I know that spirit will bring in things like that.
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Speaker 2: So yeah, trust your intuition
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Speaker 1: Trust those nudges, all right, friends, thanks for hanging out
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