Latest / The Philosophy Insights Collection / 04 - Why I Write Such Excellent Books, Part 2 - Ecce Homo - Friedrich Nietzsche
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- 0:00Why I write such excellent books. Part two Human, All Too Human?
- 0:09One Human, All Too Human, with its two sequels, is a memorial
- 0:16of a crisis. It is called a book for free spirits. Almost every
- 0:22sentence in it is the expression of a triumph. By means of it,
- 0:27I purged myself of everything in me which was foreign to my nature. Idealism
- 0:34is foreign to me. The title of the book means, where ye see
- 0:39ideal things, I see human alas all too human things. I know men
- 0:47better. The word free spirit in this book must not be understood as anything
- 0:54else than a spirit that has become free, that has once more taken possession
- 1:00of itself. My tone, the pitch of my voice, has completely changed.
- 1:07The book will be thought clever, cool, and at times both hard
- 1:11and scornful. A certain spirituality of noble tastes seems to be ever struggling to
- 1:19dominate a passionate torrent at its feet. In this respect, there is some
- 1:26sense in the fact that it was the one hundredth anniversary of Voltaire's death that
- 1:32served, so to speak, as an excuse for the publication of the book
- 1:37as early as eighteen seventy eight. For Voltaire as the opposite of everyone who
- 1:45wrote after him, was above all a grandee of the intellect, precisely what
- 1:49I am. Also the name of Voltaire on one of my writings. That
- 1:56was verily a step forwards in my direction. Looking into this book a little
- 2:02more closely, you perceive a pitiless spirit who knows all the secret hiding places
- 2:08in which ideals are wont to skulk, where they find their dungeons, and,
- 2:15as it were, their last refuge. With a torch in my hand,
- 2:19the light of which is not by any means a flickering one, I
- 2:23illuminate this nether world with beams that cut like blades. It is war,
- 2:30but war without powder, and smoke without warlike attitudes, without pathos, and
- 2:38contorted limbs. All these things would still be idealism. One error after another
- 2:44is quietly laid upon ice. The ideal is not refuted. It freezes.
- 2:51Here. For instance, Genius freezes around the corner, the Saint freezes under
- 2:58a thick icicle, the hero freezes, and in the end, faith itself
- 3:04freezes. So called conviction and also pity are considerably cooled, and almost everywhere
- 3:13the thing in itself is freezing to death. Two. This book was begun
- 3:23during the first musical festival at by Right, A feeling of profound strangeness towards
- 3:29everything that surrounded me. There is one of its first conditions. He who
- 3:35has any notion of the visions which even at that time had flitted across my
- 3:40path, we'll be able to guess what I felt. When one day I
- 3:46came to my senses in by Right. It was just as if I had
- 3:51been dreaming. Where on earth was I? I recognized nothing that I saw.
- 3:58I scarcely recognized Wagner. It was in vain that I called up reminiscences
- 4:04Tribschen, the remote island of Bliss. Not the shadow of a resemblance.
- 4:12The incomparable days devoted to the laying of the first stone, the small group
- 4:17of initiates who celebrated them, and who were far from lacking fingers for the
- 4:24handling of delicate things, not the shadow of a resemblance. What had happened,
- 4:30Wagner had been translated into German. The Wagnerite had become master of Wagner
- 4:38German art, the German master German beer. We who know only too well
- 4:45the kind of refined artists and cosmopolitanism in taste to which alone Wagner's art can
- 4:51appeal, were besides ourselves at the sight of Wagner bedecked with German virtues.
- 4:59I think I know the Wagner write. I have experienced three generations of them,
- 5:04from Brendel of blessed Memory, who confounded Wagner with Hegel, to the
- 5:11idealists of by the Right Gazette, who confounded Wagner with themselves. I have
- 5:16been the recipient of every kind of confession about Wagner, from beautiful souls my
- 5:25kingdom for just one intelligent word in very truth, a blood curdling company,
- 5:31Nol Pole and Cole and others of their kidney to infinity. Translator's footnote.
- 5:42Knol and a Poll were both writers on music. Coal, however, which
- 5:47literally means cabbage is slang expression denoting superior nonsense. And translator's note, there
- 5:56was not a single abortion that was lacking among them. No, not even
- 6:00the antisemite poor Wagner, into whose hands had he fallen if only he had
- 6:06gone into a herd of swine. But among Germans some day for the edification
- 6:13of posterity, one ought really to have a genuine Bayroutien stuffed, or better
- 6:18still preserved in spirit. For it is precisely spirit that is lacking in this
- 6:25quarter. With this inscription at the foot of the jar a sample of the
- 6:30spirit whereon the German Empire was founded. But enough, in the middle of
- 6:36festivities, I suddenly packed my trunk and left the place for a few weeks.
- 6:42Despite the fact that a charming Parisian lady sought to comfort me, I
- 6:46excused myself to Wagner simply by means of a fatalistic telegram in a little spot
- 6:54called Klingenbrung, deeply buried in the recesses of the Boumwald, I carried my
- 7:00melancholy and my contempt for Germans about with me like an illness, and from
- 7:06time to time, under the general title of the plowshare, I wrote a
- 7:12sentence or two down in my note books, nothing but severe psychological stuff,
- 7:18which it is possible may have found its way into human all too human.
- 7:27Three. That which had taken place in me then was not only a brooch
- 7:33with Wagner. I was suffering from a general aberration of my instincts, of
- 7:39which had mere isolated blunder. Whether it were Wagner or my professorship at Balah
- 7:46was nothing more than a symptom. I was seized with a fit of impatience
- 7:50with myself. I saw that it was high time that I should turn my
- 7:56thoughts upon my own lot. In a thrice, I realized with appalling clearness,
- 8:03how much time had already been squandered, how futile and how senseless my
- 8:09whole existence as a philologist appeared by the side of my life task. I
- 8:13was ashamed of this false modesty. Ten years were behind me, during which,
- 8:20to tell a truth, the nourishment of my spirit had been at a
- 8:24standstill, during which I had added not a single useful fragment to my knowledge,
- 8:30and had forgotten countless things in the pursuit of a hotch potch of dry
- 8:35as dust scholarship to crawl with meticulous care and short sighted eyes through old Greek
- 8:43metricans, that is what I had come to. Moved to pity. I
- 8:48saw myself, quite thin, quite emaciated. Realities were only too plainly absent
- 8:56from my stock of knowledge, and what the ideal it is were worth the
- 9:00devil alone, you are positively burning. Thirst overcame me, and from that
- 9:05time forward I had done literally nothing else than study psychology, medicine and natural
- 9:13science. I even returned to the actual study of history only when my life
- 9:18task compelled me to. It was at that time, too, that I
- 9:24first divined the relation between the instinctively repulsive occupation, a so called vocation,
- 9:31which is the last thing to which one is called, and that need of
- 9:37lulling a feeling of emptiness and hunger by means of an art which is an
- 9:41narcotic by means of Wagner's art. For instance, after looking carefully about me,
- 9:48I have discovered that a large number of young men are all in the
- 9:52same state of distress. One kind of unnatural practice perforce leads to another.
- 10:00In Germany, or rather to avoid all ambiguity in the Empire, only too
- 10:07many are condemned to determine their choice too soon and then to pine away beneath
- 10:13a burden that they can no longer throw off. Translator's footnote. Needless to
- 10:18say, nietzsure distinguishes between Bismarcki in Germany and that other Germany, Austria,
- 10:26Switzerland and the Baltic provinces where the German language is also spoken, and of
- 10:31translator's note, such creatures crave for Wagner as for an Opate, They are
- 10:39thus able to forget themselves, to be rid of themselves for a moment.
- 10:43What am I saying? For five or six hours? Four? At this
- 10:50time my instincts turn resolutely against any further yielding or following on my part,
- 10:56and any further misunderstanding of myself. Every kind of life, the most unfavorable
- 11:03circumstances, illness, poverty, anything seemed to me preferable to that undignified selfishness
- 11:11into which I had fallen in the first place, thanks to my ignorance and
- 11:16youth, and in which I had afterwards remained owing to laziness, the so
- 11:22called sense of duty. At this juncture there came to my help in a
- 11:26way that I cannot sufficiently admire, and precisely at the right time that evil
- 11:33heritage which I derive from my father's side of the family, and which at
- 11:39bottom is no more than a predisposition to die young. Illness slowly liberated me
- 11:46from the toils. It spared me any sort of sudden breach, any sort
- 11:52of violent and offensive step. At that time I lost not a particle of
- 11:58the good will of others, but rather added to my store illness likewise gave
- 12:03me the right completely to reverse my mode of life. It not only allowed,
- 12:09it actually commanded me to forget. It bestowed upon me in the necessity
- 12:16of lying still, of having leisure, of waiting, and of exercising patience.
- 12:24But all this means thinking the state of my eyes alone put an end
- 12:30to all book wormishness, or in plain English philology. I was thus delivered
- 12:37from books. For years I ceased from reading. And this was the greatest
- 12:43boon I ever conferred upon myself, that nethermost self, which was, as
- 12:48it were, entombed, and which had grown dumb because it had been forced
- 12:54to listen perpetually to other selves. For that is what reading means. Slowly
- 13:01awakened. At first, it was shy and doubtful, but at last it
- 13:05spoke again. Never have I rejoiced more over my condition than during the sickest
- 13:13and most painful moments of my life. You have only to examine the dawn
- 13:20of Day, or perhaps the Wanderer and his Shadow Translator's footnote, Human All
- 13:26to Human Part two in this edition end translator's footnote in order to understand what
- 13:33this returned to myself actually meant. In itself. It was the highest kind
- 13:41of recovery. My cure was simply the result of it. Five human all
- 13:52to human. This monument of a course of vigorous self discipline, by means
- 13:58of which I put an abrupt end to all the superior Buncombe idealism, beautiful
- 14:05feelings and other effeminisis that had percolated into my being, was written principally in
- 14:13Sorrento. It was finished and given definitive shape during a winter at Bala,
- 14:20under conditions far less favorable than those in Sorrento. Truth to tell, it
- 14:28was Peter Gast, at that time, a student at the University of Bala
- 14:33and a devoted friend of mine, who was responsible for the book. With
- 14:37my head wrapped in bandages and extremely painful, I dictated while he wrote and
- 14:43corrected as he went along. To be accurate. He was the real composer,
- 14:48whereas I was only the author. When the completed book ultimately reached me,
- 14:56to the great surprise of the serious invalid I then was I sent,
- 15:01among others, two copies to buy right thanks to a miraculous flash of intelligence
- 15:07on the part of chance, there reached me precisely at the same time a
- 15:13splendid copy of the past of our text with the following inscription from Wagner's pen
- 15:20to his dear friend Friedrischnietzsche from Richard Wagner, Ecclesiastical Counselor. At this crossing
- 15:28of the two books, I seemed to hear an ominous note. Did not
- 15:33sound as if two swords had crossed At all events. We both felt this
- 15:39was so, for each of us remained silent. At about this time the
- 15:45first Bayreuth pamphlets appeared, and then I understood the move on my part,
- 15:50for which it was high time incredible. Wagner had become pious six attitude to
- 16:00myself at that time eighteen seventy six, and the unearthly certitude with which I
- 16:07grasped my life task and all its world historical consequences, is well revealed throughout
- 16:14the book, but more particularly in one very significant passage. Despite the fact
- 16:21that with my instinctive cunning, I once more circumvented the use of the little
- 16:26word. I not, however, this time, in order to shed world
- 16:32historic glory on the names of Schopenhauer and Wagner, but that on another of
- 16:37my friends, the excellent doctor Paul Ree fortunately much too acute a creature to
- 16:42be deceived. Others were less subtle. Among my readers, I have a
- 16:48number of hopeless people, the typical German professor, for instance, who can
- 16:53always be recognized from the fact that, judging from the passage in question,
- 17:00he feels compelled to regard the whole books as sort of superior realism. As
- 17:06a matter of fact, it contradicts five or six of my friend's utterances.
- 17:11Only read the Introduction to the Genealogy of Morals on this question. The passage
- 17:18above referred to reads, what, after all, is the principal axiom to
- 17:23which the boldest and coldest thinker, the author of the book on the Origin
- 17:30of Moral Sensations Read Nietzsche, the first moralist, has attained by means of
- 17:37his incisive and decisive analysis of human actions. The moral man, he says,
- 17:45is no nearer to the intelligible metaphysical world than the physical man, for
- 17:51there is no intelligible world. This theory hardened and sharpened under the hammer blow
- 17:59of his life. Historical knowledge read the transvaluation of all values may some time
- 18:06or other, perhaps in some future period eighteen ninety serve as the acts which
- 18:11is applied to the root of the metaphysical need of man. Whether more as
- 18:17a blessing than a curse to the general welfare, it is not easy to
- 18:22say. But in any case, as a theory with the most important consequences,
- 18:27at once fruitful and terrible, and looking into the world with that Janus
- 18:33face which all great knowledge possesses. Translates footnote Human All to Human, Volume
- 18:41one, Aphorism, thirty seven, end translator's footnote the dawn of day.
- 18:52Thoughts about morality as a prejudice one with this book, I open my campaign
- 19:00against morality, not that it is at all redolent of powder. You will
- 19:06find quite another and much nicer smells in it, provided that you have any
- 19:11keenness in your nostrils. There is nothing either of light or of heavy artillery
- 19:19in his composition. And if its general end be a negative one, its
- 19:26means are not so, means out of which the end follows like a logical
- 19:32conclusion, not like a cannon shot. And if the reader takes leave of
- 19:37this book with the feeling of timid caution in regard to everything which has hitherto
- 19:42been honored and even worshiped under the name of morality, it does not alter
- 19:48the fact that there is not one negative word, not one attack, and
- 19:53not one single piece of malice in the whole work. On the contrary,
- 20:00it lies in the sunshine, smooth and happy, like a marine animal basking
- 20:06in the sun between two rocks. For after all, I was this marine
- 20:11animal. Almost every sentence in the book was thought out, or rather caught
- 20:17among that medley of rocks, in the neighborhood of Genoa, where I lived
- 20:22quite alone, and exchange secrets with the ocean. Even to this day,
- 20:27when by chance I happened to turn over the leaves of this book, almost
- 20:32every sentence seems to me like a hook, by means of which I draw
- 20:37something incomparable out of the depths. Its whole skin quivers with delicate shudders of
- 20:44recollection. This book is conspicuous for no little art in gently catching things which
- 20:52whisk rapidly and silently away, moments of which I call godlike lizards, not
- 20:59with a cruelty of that young Greek god who simply transfercs the poor little beast,
- 21:04but nevertheless with something pointed with a pen. There are so many dawns
- 21:12which have not yet shed their light. This Indian maxim is written over the
- 21:18doorway of this book, Where does its author seek that new morning, that
- 21:25delicate read as yet undiscovered, with which another day ah, The whole series
- 21:30of days, a whole world of new days, will begin in the transvaluation
- 21:37of all values, in an emancipation from all moral values, in a saying
- 21:41of Yea, and in an attitude of trust to all that which hitherto has
- 21:48been forbidden, despised, and damned. This yea saying book projects its light,
- 21:56its love, its tenderness over all evil things. It restores to them
- 22:02their soul, their clear conscience, and their superior right and privilege to exist
- 22:07on earth. Morality is not assailed. It simply ceases to be considered.
- 22:15This book closes with a word or It is the only book which closes with
- 22:21an or two. My life task is to prepare for humanity one supreme moment
- 22:33in which it can come to its senses, a great noon, in which
- 22:37it will turn its gaze backwards and forwards, in which it will step from
- 22:41under the yoke of accidents and of priests, and for the first time set
- 22:47the questions of the why and wherefore of humanity as a whole. This life
- 22:53task naturally follows out of the conviction that mankind does not get on the right
- 23:00road of its own accord, that it is by no means divinely ruled,
- 23:06but rather that it is precisely under the cover of its most holy valuations,
- 23:11that the instinct ob negation of corruption out of degeneration, have held such a
- 23:18seductive sway. The question concerning the origin of moral valuations is therefore a matter
- 23:26of the highest importance to me, because it determines the future of mankind.
- 23:33The demand made upon us to believe that everything is really in the best hands,
- 23:38that a certain book, the Bible, gives us the definite and comforting
- 23:44assurance that there is a providence that wisely rules the fate of man, when
- 23:51translated back into reality, amounts simply to this, namely, the will to
- 23:56stifle the truth which maintains the reverse of all this, which is that hitherto
- 24:02man has been in the worst possible hands, and that he has been governed
- 24:08by the physiologically botched, the men of cunning and burning revengefulness, and the
- 24:15so called saints, those slanderers of the world and traducers of humanity. The
- 24:23definite proof of the fact that the priest, including the priest in disguise the
- 24:30philosopher, has become master not only within a certain limited religious community, but
- 24:36everywhere, And that the morality of decadence, the will to nonentity, has
- 24:41become morality per se, is to be found in this, that altruism is
- 24:48now an absolute value, and egotism is regarded with hostility everywhere. He who
- 24:55disagrees with me on this point are regarded as infected. All the world disagrees
- 25:00with me. To a psychologist alike, antagonism between values omits of no doubt.
- 25:07If the most insignificant organ within the body neglects, however slightly, to
- 25:14assert with absolute certainty its self preservative powers, its recuperative claims, and its
- 25:22egotism, the whole system degenerates. The psychologist insists upon the removal of degenerated
- 25:30parts. He denies all fellow feelings for such parts, and has not the
- 25:34smallest feeling of pity for them. But the desire of the priest is precisely
- 25:41the degeneration of the whole of mankind. Hence his preservation of that which is
- 25:48degenerate. This is what his dominion costs humanity. What meaning have those lying
- 25:55concepts whose handmaids of morality, soul, space, free will, God,
- 26:02if that aim is not the physiological ruin of mankind, when earnestness is diverted
- 26:10from the instincts that aim at self preservation and an increase if bodily energy,
- 26:15i e. At an increase of life, When anemia is raised to an
- 26:22ideal, and the contempt of the body is construed as the salvation of the
- 26:27soul. What is all this if it is not a recipe for decadence,
- 26:34loss of ballast, resistance offered to natural instincts, selflessness. In fact,
- 26:42this is what has hitherto been known as morality. With the dawn of day,
- 26:51I first engaged in a struggle against the morality of self renunciation, joyful
- 27:02wisdom, Lagayachiensa one dawn of day is a yea saying book, profound but
- 27:11clear and kindly. The same applies once more, and in the highest degree
- 27:18to Lagayachiensa, in almost every sentence of this book. Profundity and playfulness go
- 27:26gently hand in hand. A verse which expresses my gratitude for the most wonderful
- 27:32month of January which I have ever lived. The whole book is a gift
- 27:37sufficiently reveals the abyssmal depths from which wisdom has here become joyful Thou, who,
- 27:45with cleaving fiery lances the stream of my soul from its ice doth free,
- 27:52till with a rush and a roar it advances to enter with glorious hoping,
- 27:57the sea brighter to see, and purer ever free in the bonds of
- 28:03thy sweet constraints, so it praises thy wondrous endeavor. January, Thou beauteous
- 28:10saint. Translator's note translated for Joyful Wisdom by Paul V. Cohen and translator's
- 28:18note, Who can here be in any doubt as to what glorious hoping means?
- 28:23Here when he has realized the diamond beauty of the first of Zarathustra's words
- 28:30as they appear in the glow of light are the close of the fourth book,
- 28:37or when he reads the granite sentences at the end of the third book,
- 28:41wherein a fate for all times is first given a formula. The songs
- 28:47of Prince Free as a Bird, which for the most part were written in
- 28:51sicily, remind me quite forcibly of that provincial notion of Gaya Scienza, of
- 28:59that union of singer, knight and free Spirit, which distinguishes that wonderfully early
- 29:06culture of the Pavensals from all ambiguous cultures. The last poem of all,
- 29:14to the Mistral, is an exuberant dance song in which, if you please,
- 29:19the new Spirit dances freely upon the corpse of morality. Is a perfect
- 29:26Pavan salism. Thus spake Zarathustra, a book for all and none one.
- 29:41I now wish to relate the history of Zarathustra. The fundamental idea of the
- 29:47work, the eternal recurrence, the highest formula of a yay saying to life
- 29:53that can ever be attained, was first conceived in the month of August eighte
- 30:00teen eighty one. I made a note of the idea on a sheet of
- 30:03paper with the PostScript six thousand feet beyond man and time. That day I
- 30:11happened to be wandering through the woods alongside the lake of silver Plana, and
- 30:17I halted, not far from Surli, beside a huge rock that towered aloft
- 30:22like a pyramid. It was then that the thought struck me. Looking back
- 30:29now, I find that exactly two months before this inspiration I had an omen
- 30:33of its coming in the form of a sudden and decisive change in my tastes,
- 30:38more particularly in music. The whole of Zarathustra might perhaps be classified under
- 30:47the rubric music. At all events, the essential condition of its production was
- 30:53a second birth within me of the art of hearing. In Recrao, a
- 31:00small mountain resort near Vicenza, where I spent the spring of eighteen eighty one,
- 31:07I and my friend Maestro Peter Gast, who was also one who had
- 31:11been born again, discovered that the Phoenix music hovered over us in lighter and
- 31:18brighter plumage than it had ever worn before. If therefore, I now calculated
- 31:26from that day forward the sudden production of the book and the most unlikely circumstances.
- 31:33In February eighteen eighty three, the last part out of which I quoted
- 31:37a few lines in my preface, was written precisely in the Hallowed hour.
- 31:42When Richard Wagner gave up the ghost in Venice, I come to the conclusion
- 31:48that the period of gestation covered eighteen months. This period of exactly eighteen months
- 31:56might suggest, at least to Buddhists, that I am in reality a female
- 32:00elephants. The interval was devoted to the Gaya Scienza, which contains hundreds of
- 32:08indications of the proximity of something unparalleled. For after all, it shows the
- 32:15beginning of Zarathustra, since it presents Zarathustra's fundamental thought in the last aphorism.
- 32:24But one of the fourth book to this interval also belongs that hymn to Life
- 32:31for a mixed choir and orchestra, the score of which was published in Leipzig
- 32:37two years ago by E. V. Fritsch, and which gave perhaps no
- 32:44slight indication of my spiritual state during this year in which the essentially Yea saying
- 32:52Pathos, which I call the tragic Pathos, completely filled me heart and limb.
- 33:00One day people will sing it to my memory. The text, let
- 33:05it be well understood, as there is some misunderstanding abroad on this point,
- 33:09is not by me. It was the astounding inspiration of a young Russian lady,
- 33:16Miss lou von Salomey, with whom I was then on friendly terms.
- 33:22He who is in any way able to make sense of the last words of
- 33:27the poem will divine why I preferred and admired it. There is greatness in
- 33:32them. Pain is not regarded as an objection to existence, and if thou
- 33:39hast noblest left to crown me. Lead on thou hast thy sorrow. Still
- 33:47may be that my music is also great. In this passage, the last
- 33:52note of the oboe by the bye is c sharp. Not see the latter
- 33:57is a misprint. During the following winter, I was living on that charming,
- 34:01peaceful Gulf of Rapallo, not far from Genoa, which cuts inland between
- 34:07Chaivari and Cape Porto Fino. My health was not very good. The winter
- 34:14was cold and exceptionally rainy, and the small albago in which I lived was
- 34:20so close to the water that at night my sleep was disturbed if the sea
- 34:24was rough. These circumstances were surely the very reverse of favorable. And yet
- 34:31in spite of it all, and as if in proof of my belief that
- 34:37everything decisive comes to life in defiance of every obstacle, it was precisely during
- 34:44this winter, and in the midst of these unfavorable circumstances, that my Zarathustra
- 34:50originated. In the morning I used to start out in a southerly direction up
- 34:55the glorious road to Tsali, which rises up through a of pines and gives
- 35:01one a view far out to sea. In the afternoon, or as often
- 35:07as my health allowed, I walked round the whole bay from Saint Margherita to
- 35:12beyond Porta Fino. This spot affected me all the more deeply because it was
- 35:17so dearly loved by the Emperor Frederick the Third. In the autumn of eighteen
- 35:22eighty six, I chanced to be there again when he was revisiting this small,
- 35:29forgotten world of happiness for the last time. It was on these two
- 35:35roads that all Zarathustra came to me. Above all Zarathustra himself as a type,
- 35:43I ought rather to say that it was on these walks that he waylaid
- 35:47me two. In order to understand this type, you must first be quite
- 35:58clear concerning its fundamental physiological condition. This condition is what I call great healthiness.
- 36:07In regard to this idea, I cannot make my meaning more plain or
- 36:13more personal than I have already done. In one of the last aphorisms,
- 36:17number three hundred and eighty two of the fifth book of the gay Jasienza,
- 36:24we knew nameless and unfathomable creatures, so reads the passage. We first things
- 36:31of a future still unproved. We who have a new end in view,
- 36:37also require new means to that end, that is to say, a new
- 36:42healthiness, a stronger, keener, tougher, bolder, and merrier healthiness than
- 36:49any that has existed. Heretofore, he who longs to feel in his own
- 36:53soul the whole range of values and aims that have prevailed on earth until his,
- 37:00and to sail around all the coasts of this ideal Mediterranean. See who
- 37:07from the adventures of his own inmost experience, would fain know how it feels
- 37:12to be a conqueror and a discoverer of the ideal, As also how it
- 37:17is with the artist, the saint, the legislator, the sage, the
- 37:23scholar, the man of piety, and the godlike anchorite of your Such a
- 37:30man requires one thing above all for his purpose, and that is great healthiness,
- 37:38such healthiness as he not only possesses, but also constantly acquires, and
- 37:44must acquire, because he is continually sacrificing it again, and is compelled to
- 37:50sacrifice it. And now, therefore, after having been long on the way,
- 37:58we argonauts of the idea, whose pluck is greater than prudence would allow,
- 38:02and who are often shipwrecked and bruised. But as I have said,
- 38:07healthier than people would like to admit, dangerously healthy, and forever recovering our
- 38:14health. It would seem as if we had before us, as a reward
- 38:19for all our toils a country still undiscovered, the horizon of which no one
- 38:24has yet seen, a beyond to every country and every refuge of the ideal
- 38:30that man has ever known, a world so overflowing with beauty, strangeness,
- 38:37doubt, terror, and divinity, that both our curiosity and our lust of
- 38:44possession are frantic with eagerness. Alas how, in the face of such vistas,
- 38:51and with such burning desire in our conscience and consciousness, could we still
- 38:57be content with the man of the present day. This is bad, indeed,
- 39:04But that we should regard his worthiest aims and hopes with ill concealed amusement,
- 39:09or perhaps give them no thought at all, is inevitable. Another ideal
- 39:15now leads us on, a wonderful, seductive ideal full of danger, the
- 39:22pursuit of which we should be loath to urge upon anyone, because we are
- 39:27not so ready to acknowledge anyone's right to it. The ideal of a spirit
- 39:34who plays ingeniously, that is to say, involuntarily and as the outcome of
- 39:40superabundant energy and power, with everything that hitherto has been called wholly good,
- 39:49inviolable, and divine, to whom even the loftiest thing that the people have
- 39:55with reason made their measure of value, would be no better than a danger,
- 40:01a decay, and an abasement, or at least a relaxation and temporary
- 40:08forgetfulness of self, the ideal of humanly superhuman well being and goodwill, which
- 40:15often enough will seem inhuman as when, for instance, it stands beside all
- 40:22past earnestness on earth and all past solemnities. In hearing speech tone look morality
- 40:31and duty as their most lifelike, an unconscious parody, but with which nevertheless
- 40:39great earnestness, perhaps alone begins. The first note of interrogation is affixed,
- 40:47the fate of the soul changes, the hour hand moves, and tragedy begins.
- 40:59Three. Has anyone, at the end of the nineteenth century any distinct
- 41:05notion of what poets of a strong age understood by the word inspiration, If
- 41:12not, I will describe it. If one had the smallest vestige of superstition
- 41:19left in one, it would hardly be possible completely to set aside the idea
- 41:24that one is the mere incarnation, mouthpiece, or medium of an almighty power.
- 41:31The idea of revelation, in the sense that something which profoundly convulses and
- 41:37upsets one becomes suddenly visible and audible with indescribable certainty and accuracy, describes the
- 41:45simple fact one hears, one does not seek, one takes, one does
- 41:52not ask. Who gives a thought suddenly flashes up like lightning. It comes
- 41:59within a necessity, without faltering. I have never had any choice in the
- 42:04matter. There is an ecstasy so great that the immense strain of it is
- 42:09sometimes relaxed by a flood of tears, during which one's steps now involuntarily rush
- 42:16and anon involuntarily lag. There is the feeling that one is utterly out of
- 42:22hand with the very distinct consciousness of an endless number of fine thrills and titillations
- 42:30to sending to one's very toes. There is a depth of happiness in which
- 42:37the most painful and gloomy paths do not act as antitheses to the rest,
- 42:45but are produced and required as necessary shades of color. In such an overflow
- 42:52of light, there is an instinct for rhythmic relations which embraces a whole world
- 43:00forms length. The need of a wide embracing rhythm is almost the measure of
- 43:07the force of an inspiration, a sort of counterpart to its pressure and tension.
- 43:15Everything happens quite involuntarily, as if in a tempestuous outburst of freedom,
- 43:22of absoluteness, of power and divinity. The involuntary nature of the figures and
- 43:30similism is the most remarkable thing. One loses all perception of what is imagery
- 43:37and metaphor. Everything seems to present itself as the readiest, the truest,
- 43:45and simplest means of expression. It actually seems to use one of Zarathustra's own
- 43:52phrases, as if all things came to one and offered themselves as similis.
- 44:00Here do all things come caressingly to thy discourse and flatter THEE, For they
- 44:07would fain ride upon thy, back on every simile. Thou ridest here unto
- 44:12every truth, Here fly open, unto THEE, all the speech and word
- 44:17shrines of the world. Here would all existence become speech. Here would all
- 44:24becoming learn of THEE how to speak. This is my experience of inspiration.
- 44:32I do not doubt, but that I should have to go back thousands of
- 44:37years before I could find another who could say to me it is mine also
- 44:49four For a few weeks afterwards, I lay an invalid in Genoa. Then
- 44:57followed a melancholy spring in Rome, where I only just managed to live.
- 45:04And this was no easy matter. This city, which is absolutely unsuited to
- 45:09the poet author of Zarathustra, and for the choice of which I was not
- 45:15responsible, made me inordinately miserable. I tried to leave it. I wanted
- 45:22to go to Aquilla, the opposite of Rome in every respect, and actually
- 45:28found it in a spirit of hostility towards that city, just as I also
- 45:32shall found a city some day as a memento of an atheist and a genuine
- 45:38enemy of the Church, a person very closely related to me, the Great
- 45:44Hohenstaufen, the Emperor Frederick the Second. But fate lay behind it all I
- 45:51had to return again to Rome. In the end, I was obliged to
- 45:55be satisfied with the Piazza Barberini. After I had exerted myself in Vain to
- 46:01find an anti Christian quarter. I fear that on one occasion, to avoid
- 46:07bad smells as much as possible. I actually inquired at the Palazzo del Curinali
- 46:14whether they could not provide a quiet room for a philosopher in a chamber high
- 46:20above the piazza I just mentioned, from which one obtained a general view of
- 46:25Rome and could hear the fountains splashing far below. The loneliest of all songs,
- 46:31as composed the Night Song. About this time I was obsessed by an
- 46:37unspeakably sad melody, the refrain of which I recognized in the words dead through
- 46:45immortality. In the summer, finding myself once more in the sacred place where
- 46:52the first thought of Zarathustra flashed like a light across my mind, I conceived
- 46:59the second part ten days sufficed. Neither for the second, the first,
- 47:06nor the third parts have ever required a day longer. In the ensuing winter,
- 47:13beneath the halkon sky of Nice, which then for the first time poured
- 47:17its light into my life, I found the third Zarathustra and came to the
- 47:24end of my task, the whole having occupied me scarcely a year. Many
- 47:31hidden corners and heights in the country round about Nice are hallowed for me by
- 47:37moments that I can never forget that decisive chapter entitled Old and New Tables,
- 47:45was composed during the arduous ascent from the station to Etza, that wonderful Moorish
- 47:52village in the rocks. During those moments when my creative energy flowed most plentiful,
- 48:00my muscular activity was always greatest. The body is inspired. Let us
- 48:06waive the question of soul. I might often have been seen dancing in those
- 48:12days, and could then walk for seven or eight hours on end over the
- 48:15hills without a suggestion or fatigue. I slept well and laughed a good deal.
- 48:22I was perfectly robust and patient. Five. With the exception of these
- 48:31periods of industry lasting ten days, the years I spent during the production of
- 48:37Zarathustra and thereafter were for me years of unparalleled distress. A man pays dearly
- 48:46for being immortal. To this end, he must die many times over during
- 48:52his life. There is such a thing as what I call the rancor of
- 48:57greatness. Everything great, whether a work or a deed, once it is
- 49:01completed, turns immediately against its author. The very fact that he is its
- 49:08author makes him weak. At this time, he can no longer endure his
- 49:14deed. He can no longer look it full in the face. To have
- 49:19something at on's back which one could never have willed, something to which the
- 49:23knot of human destiny is attached, and to be forced henceforth to bear it
- 49:30on one's shoulders, Why it almost crushes one the rancor of greatness. A
- 49:38somewhat different experience is the uncanny silence that reigns about one. Solitude has seven
- 49:45skins, which nothing can penetrate. One goes among men, one greets friends,
- 49:52but these things are only new deserts. The looks of those one meets
- 49:59no longer bears greeting at the best when encounters a sort of revolt. This
- 50:06feeling of revolt I suffered in varying degrees of intensity at the hands of almost
- 50:10everyone who came near me. It would seem that nothing inflects a deeper wound
- 50:17than suddenly to make one's distance felt. Those noble natures are scarce, who
- 50:24know not how to live unless they can revere. A third thing is the
- 50:30absurd susceptibility of the skin to small pinpricks, a kind of helplessness in the
- 50:37presence of all small things. This seems to me a necessary outcome of the
- 50:43appalling expenditure of all defensive forces, which is a first condition of every creative
- 50:51act, of every act which proceeds from the most intimate, most secret,
- 50:57and most concealed recesses of a man's being. The small defensive forces are thus,
- 51:05as it were, suspended, and no fresh energy reaches them. I
- 51:09even think it probable that one does not digest so well, that one is
- 51:15less willing to move, and that one is much too open to sensations of
- 51:21coldness and suspicion. Four. In a large number of cases, suspicion is
- 51:28merely a blunder in etiology. On one occasion when I felt like this,
- 51:34I became conscious of the proximity of a herd of cows, some time before
- 51:39I could possibly have seen it with my eyes, simply owing to a return
- 51:45in me of milder and more humane sentiments, They communicated warmth to me.
- 51:59Six. This work stands alone. Do not let us mention the poets in
- 52:05the same breath. Nothing perhaps, has ever been produced out of such a
- 52:09superabundance of strength. My concept Deunesian here became the highest deed. Compared with
- 52:20it, everything that other men have done seems poor and limited. The fact
- 52:25that a girt or a shakspeare would not for an instant have known how to
- 52:30take breath in this atmosphere of passion and of the heights. The fact that
- 52:37by the side of Zarathustra, Dante is no more than a believer, and
- 52:44not one who first creates the truth, that is to say, not a
- 52:49world ruling spirit a fate. The fact that the poets of the Veda were
- 52:55priests and not even fit to unfasten zarathia Ustra's sandal. All this is the
- 53:01least of things, and gives no idea of the distance of the azure solitude
- 53:08in which this work dwells. Zarathustra as an eternal right to say, I
- 53:16draw around me circles and holy boundaries. Ever fewer are they that mount with
- 53:23me to ever loftier heights. I build me a mountain range of ever holier
- 53:30mountains. If all the spirit and goodness of every great soul were collected together,
- 53:37the whole could not create a single one of Zarathustra's discourses. The ladder
- 53:45upon which he rises and ascends is of boundless length. He has seen further,
- 53:52he has willed further, and gone further than any other man. There
- 53:59is contradiction in every word he utters, this most yea saying of all spirits.
- 54:05Through him, all contradictions are bound up into a new unity. The
- 54:10loftiest and the basest powers of human nature, the sweetest, the lightest,
- 54:17and the most terrible, rushed forth from out One's spring with everlasting certainty.
- 54:25Until his coming, no one knew what was height or depth, and still
- 54:30less what was truth. There is not a single passage in this revelation of
- 54:37truth which had already been anticipated and divined by even the greatest among men.
- 54:45Before Zarathustra, there was no wisdom, no probing of the soul, no
- 54:50art of speech. In his book, the most familiar and most vulgar thing
- 54:57utters unheard of words. The sentence quivers with passion. Eloquence has become music.
- 55:07Forks of lightning are hurled towards futures of which no one has ever dreamed
- 55:13before. The most powerful use of parables that has yet existed is poor beside
- 55:20it and mere child's play compared with this return of language to the nature of
- 55:25imagery. See how Zarathustra goes down from the mountain and speaks the kindest words
- 55:32to everyone. See with what delicate fingers he touches his very adversaries, the
- 55:39priests, and how he suffers with them from themselves. Here at every moment,
- 55:45man is overcome, and the concept superman becomes the greatest reality. Out
- 55:52of sight, almost far away beneath him lies all that which heretofore has been
- 56:00called great in man, the haliconic brightness, the light feet, the presence
- 56:07of wickedness and exuberance throughout, and all that is the essence of the type
- 56:15Zarathustra was never dreamt of before as the prequisite of greatness. In precisely these
- 56:22limits of space, and in this accessibility to opposites, Zarathustra feels himself the
- 56:30highest of all living things. And when you hear how he defines this highest,
- 56:37you will give up trying to find his equal. The soul which hath
- 56:44the longest ladder and can step down deepest, the vastest soul that can run
- 56:51and stray and row furthest in its own domain, the most necessary soul that
- 56:58out of desireeth itself into chance, The stable soul that plungeth into becoming,
- 57:06The possessing soul that must needs taste of willing and longing, the soul that
- 57:13flareth from itself, an overtaketh itself in the widest circle, the wisest soul,
- 57:21that folly exhorteth most sweetly, the most self loving soul in whom all
- 57:28things have their rise, their ebb and flow. But this is the very
- 57:35idea of dionysis. Another consideration leads to this idea. The psychological problem presented
- 57:44by the type of Zarathustra is, how can he who, in an unprecedented
- 57:50manner says no and acts no in regard to all that which has been affirmed
- 57:57hitherto remained never less a yea saying spirit. How can he who bears the
- 58:05heaviest destiny on his shoulders, and whose very life task is a fatality,
- 58:12yet be the brightest and the most transcendental of spirits. For Zarathustra is a
- 58:17dancer. How can he who has the hardest and the most terrible grasp of
- 58:23reality, and who has thought the most abysmal thoughts nevertheless avoid conceiving these things
- 58:32as objections to existence, or even as objections to the eternal recurrence of existence.
- 58:40How is it that, on the contrary, he finds reasons for being
- 58:45himself the eternal affirmation of all things, the tremendous and unlimited saying of yea
- 58:53and Amen into every abyss do I bear the benediction of my to life.
- 59:01But this once more is precisely the idea of Dionysus. Seven. What language
- 59:15will such a spirit speak when he speaks unto his soul? The language of
- 59:21the diaphram. I am the inventor of the diaphram. Hearken unto the manner
- 59:29in which Zarathustras speaks to his soul before sunrise Part three forty eight, before
- 59:37my time, such emerald joys and divine tenderness had found no tongue. Even
- 59:44the profoundest melancholy of such a Dionysus takes shape as a diaphram. As an
- 59:52example of this, I take the night song, the immortal plaint of one
- 59:58who, thanks to his superabundance of light and power, thanks to the Sun
- 1:00:04within him, is condemned never to love. It is night, now do
- 1:00:12all gushing springs raise their voices, And my soul too is a gushing spring.
- 1:00:20Tis night now only do all lovers burst into song, And my soul
- 1:00:27too is the song of a lover. Something unquenched and unquenchable is within me
- 1:00:34that would raise its voice. A craving for love is within me, which
- 1:00:39itself speaketh the language of love. Light? Am I would that I were
- 1:00:45night? But this is my loneliness, that I am brigot with light.
- 1:00:52Alas, why am I not dark? And like under the night? How
- 1:01:00joyfully would I then suck the breasts of light? And even you would I
- 1:01:06bless ye, twinkling starlets and glow worms on high, and be blest in
- 1:01:12the gifts of your light. But in mine own light? Do I live
- 1:01:17ever? Back into myself? Do I drink the flames I send forth?
- 1:01:23I know not the happiness of the hand stretched forth to grasp and oft?
- 1:01:30Have I dreamt that stealing must be more blessed than taking? Wretched? Am
- 1:01:36I that my hand may never rest from giving? An envious fate is mine?
- 1:01:44That I see expectant eyes and knights made bright with longing. Oh the
- 1:01:50wretchedness of all them that give, Oh the clouds that cover the face of
- 1:01:55my sun, that craving for desire, that burning hunger at the end of
- 1:02:02the feast. They take what I give them, But do I touch their
- 1:02:07soul? A gulf is there TwixT giving and taking, And the smallest gulf
- 1:02:15is the last to be bridged. An appetite is borne from out my beauty.
- 1:02:22Would that I might do harm to them that I fill with light?
- 1:02:27Would that I might rob them of the gifts I have given? Thus do
- 1:02:32I thirst for wickedness to withdraw my hand when their hand is already stretched forth?
- 1:02:40Like the water fall that wavers, wavers even in its fall. Thus
- 1:02:45do I thirst for wickedness for such vengeance? Doth my fullness yearn to such
- 1:02:53tricks? Doth my loneliness give birth? My joy in giving died with the
- 1:03:00deed, but its very fullness. Did my virtue grow weary of itself?
- 1:03:07He who giveth risketh to lose his shame, He that is ever distributing,
- 1:03:13groweth callous in hand and heart. Therefrom my eyes no longer melt into tears
- 1:03:22at the sight of the supply and shame. My hand hath become too hard
- 1:03:28to feel the quivering of laden hands. Whither have you fled the tears of
- 1:03:35mine eyes and the bloom of my heart? Oh, the solitude of all
- 1:03:39givers, O the silence of all beacons. Many are the suns that circle
- 1:03:46in barren space to all that is dark? Do they speak with their light
- 1:03:52to me alone? Are they silent? Alas this is the hatred of light
- 1:03:59for them which shineth pitiless, It runneth its course unfair in its inmost heart,
- 1:04:09to that which shineth cold towards suns. Thus doth every sun go its
- 1:04:15way like a tempest? Do the suns fly over their course? For such
- 1:04:20is their way, their own unswerving will? Do they follow? That is
- 1:04:27their coldness? Alas it is ye alone, ye creatures of gloom, Ye
- 1:04:33spirits of the night, that take your warmth from that which shineth. Ye
- 1:04:40alone, suck your milk and comfort from the udders of light. Alas about
- 1:04:45me there is ice. My hand burneth itself against ice. Alas within me
- 1:04:54is a thirst. The thirsteth for your thirst. It is night, oh
- 1:05:00to me that I must needs be light and thirst after darkness and loneliness.
- 1:05:08It is night now. Doth my longing burst forth like a spring for speech?
- 1:05:15Do I long? It is night? Now? Do all gushing springs
- 1:05:19raise their voices? And my soul too is a gushing spring. It is
- 1:05:27night now only do all lovers burst into song? And my soul too is
- 1:05:34the song of a lover. Eight Such things have never been written, never
- 1:05:43been felt, never been suffered. Only a god, only Dionysus suffers in
- 1:05:49this way. The reply to such a diaphragm on the sound solitude in light
- 1:05:56would be Ariadne, who knows by who Ariadne is. To all such riddles,
- 1:06:04no one heretofore, had ever found an answer. I doubt even whether
- 1:06:12anyone had ever seen a riddle. Here one day, Zarathustra severely determines his
- 1:06:19life task, and it is also mine. Let no one misunderstand its meaning.
- 1:06:28It is a yea saying, to the point of justifying, to the
- 1:06:31point of redeeming, even all that is past. I walk among men as
- 1:06:39among fragments of the future, of that future which I see, And all
- 1:06:45my creativeness and effort is but this, that I may be able to think
- 1:06:50and recast all these fragments and riddles and dismal accidents into one piece. And
- 1:06:59how could I bear to be a man if man were not also a poet,
- 1:07:04a riddle reader, and a redeemer of chance to redeem all the past
- 1:07:10and transform every it was into Thus would I have it that alone would be
- 1:07:17my salvation. In another passage, he defines, as strictly as possible,
- 1:07:25what to him alone man can be not a subject for love, nor yet
- 1:07:32for pity. Zarathustra became muster even of his loathing of man. Man is
- 1:07:40to him a thing unshaped, raw material, an ugly stone that needs a
- 1:07:45sculptor's chisel, no longer to will, no longer to value, no longer
- 1:07:54to create. Oh that this great weariness may never be mine. Even in
- 1:08:01the lust of knowledge, I feel only the joy of my will to beget
- 1:08:08and to grow. And if there be innocence in my knowledge, it is
- 1:08:13because my procreative will is in it. Away from God and gods do this
- 1:08:18will allure me? What would there be to create if there were gods?
- 1:08:26But to man? Doth it ever drive me anew? My burning creative will
- 1:08:32Thus driveth it the hammer to the stone. Alas, ye, men,
- 1:08:39within the stone that sleepeth an image for me, the image of all my
- 1:08:44dreams. Alas that it should have to sleep in the hardest and ugliest stone.
- 1:08:50Now rageth my hammer ruthlessly against its prism. From the stone, the
- 1:08:57fragments fly. What's that? To me? I will finish it? For
- 1:09:01a shadow came unto me. The stillest and lightest thing on earth once came
- 1:09:06unto me. The beauty of the Superman came unto me as a shadow.
- 1:09:13Alas, my brethren, what are the gods to me? Now? Let
- 1:09:20me call attention to one last point of view. The line in italics is
- 1:09:26my pretext for this remark narrator's note. The line reads narrageth my hammer ruthlessly
- 1:09:35against its prison and narrator's note. A Deunesian life task needs the hardness of
- 1:09:45the hammer, and one of its first essentials is, without doubt, the
- 1:09:49joy even of destruction, the command harden yourselves, and the deep conviction that
- 1:09:59all creators a heart. Is the really distinctive sign of a Deunesian nature,
- 1:10:10and of why I write such excellent books. Part two