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- 0:00I want to end our lovely day with a little bit of
- 0:09Enlightenment special so those of you who are in a state of
- 0:14compassion for loved ones, and you are choosing to try and
- 0:20bring sides together by being able to be right silence.
- 0:25The also right, Went to speak how to speak all these things.
- 0:32Because there's a way that those of us who are 5 DC in our
- 0:36Enlightenment still age, group are always around people, we are
- 0:40around with a full heart and a full mind so we don't give up on
- 0:45life. We don't choose fear and we
- 0:46don't allow fear to actually win.
- 0:52And you know why? Because fear is equal to the
- 0:56shame cycle of those who actually wake up.
- 1:00And do not love people or life and that they are both angry and
- 1:04judgmental between disregulated modulated.
- 1:07The only difference is that this regulated are too fatigued and
- 1:12they don't care. That's actually a very sad
- 1:15energy to see whenever I have perceived it doesn't matter if
- 1:20they're in relationships with people.
- 1:23This reminds me of the sociopath when she's talking about how
- 1:27many things she has. But that inside, she feels It's
- 1:30nothing. The fact that she doesn't
- 1:34realize that it has everything to do with her nervous.
- 1:35System is sad saying a gun. She's chosen her identity now
- 1:39and she's just using it and she's going to be supporting
- 1:43people, but she's not actually supporting her own life In This
- 1:48Moment of now. And so she's basically focused
- 1:52externally and that's where those other Soleil troops are
- 1:56and that's why I share with you. There's a difference.
- 1:59If you're choosing 15 d 1 is consciousness.
- 2:03If you're going to move into an actual 5 DC type of lifestyle
- 2:07and then if you're going to potentially choose an
- 2:09Enlightenment, so age group, it is not supposed to be about
- 2:13ranking. This has nothing to do with
- 2:15rank. If you're even in that sphere,
- 2:17you're not hearing correctly, okay?
- 2:20What I'm trying to share with you because 5D one is
- 2:22unconditional, love, it's Oneness Consciousness.
- 2:25You only achieve this. The minute you can have
- 2:27compersion here for your worst quote-unquote item.
- 2:29Me and you don't really have an enemy.
- 2:31That's the whole point in compersion is where you're happy
- 2:34for other people's joy. And in this case, it's used when
- 2:37let's say, I have somebody that I love life partner and I see
- 2:42them with another, they choose an actual other, they choose
- 2:46another and they don't pick me. Okay, so this has taken place in
- 2:51my life. You guys know my teenage Dory,
- 2:52right? My lovely boyfriend, cheated on
- 2:55me, like three four times by the time, you know, they asked me
- 2:58for this one month break. And I'll use them as the
- 3:01example, because every other story, pretty much can be in a
- 3:06similar box in the minute that we are dealing with rupture,
- 3:09right? Like with my attachment style
- 3:10friend, you can always see all types of relationships for what
- 3:13they are. They're an indication of is
- 3:16their presence. Is there a tuna is, there
- 3:18resonance is, their trust is their desire to grow?
- 3:23And if yes, then your mutually including each other on the
- 3:28level of vulnerability and that That's why I love is there.
- 3:31If there is not this, then there is not vulnerability, there's
- 3:34not authenticity, there's not going to be a growth.
- 3:37There is going to be a slow dismantling on the other end by
- 3:42the way because for us those of us who love from our heart and
- 3:45soul, we are forever for reasons.
- 3:47We consciously invest our time. The none of our time is invested
- 3:51because it's going to be taken away.
- 3:52Another none of our time is invested without us being a part
- 3:56of it. This is The 5dc Enlightenment.
- 3:58So a Jew person. So when Arrived given my time.
- 4:01It ain't for shits. It's actual time.
- 4:04Whenever I've spoken, I speak out of my heart, I can make
- 4:07mistakes. This is where I don't consider
- 4:09them mistakes, but what I'm saying is all acknowledge
- 4:11others, who will present to me what their subjective reality is
- 4:17while they think that there's this true reality.
- 4:20I know it's subjective because obviously if it's a mismatch and
- 4:23we got a we got some shit going down.
- 4:25So what I'm trying to get at here is I can use a teenage
- 4:29boyfriend. And because any of those stories
- 4:32attachment style, friend included, it's all one in the
- 4:34same deal. They don't know one how to be
- 4:38conscious, because the minute that you're conscious being is
- 4:41imminent, you thought long term about something, and most people
- 4:44are not there reactive in their relationships.
- 4:46That's where the difference lies.
- 4:48For those of us who have been our entire life restorative
- 4:50embodied selves, consistent expansion of consciousness,
- 4:54consistent Enlightenment. So a troop because we're
- 4:56consistent Enlightenment vibration because we only know
- 5:00In our hearts and minds and bodies, this does not mean we
- 5:03don't have feelings. No, no, no, we have very big
- 5:05feelings, okay? So, again, trying to move into
- 5:11it. So when we are choosing, it's
- 5:15always from a place of love. This doesn't mean it will look,
- 5:18right? It's always from a place of
- 5:20Love, meaning we care. And it doesn't mean there are
- 5:24strings attached. That's exactly what love is not.
- 5:28That's where people think. Love, is you have to do what I
- 5:31want you to do, and they're not even realizing they're being
- 5:35driven by their shame cycle. Their mammalian, Heritage of see
- 5:38me, see me, please see me. So it get I really need to
- 5:42stress that. I don't know that I am not in
- 5:45that group of people who need search into your belonging.
- 5:48That way, my body did not react to my mother's whatever stuff
- 5:52she did in a way of. Oh my God, I'm ugly and not
- 5:55love. No, no that's not how my body
- 5:58feels. My body has always felt.
- 5:59Siam equally and perfect. Like any other fucking human
- 6:03being on the face of this planet.
- 6:04And I am not going to whine about it because there's nothing
- 6:06to whine about. Oh, because I don't want to be
- 6:08you. But there's a song.
- 6:10I need to go listen to it and it's like I don't want to be
- 6:12like you and it's like, yeah, I'm not you and you're not me.
- 6:15And I'll maybe it's because I did have an identical twin as I
- 6:17was an infant and I corrected my biological father.
- 6:20When he named me the other person three times.
- 6:23And it's like, dude. Hello.
- 6:26I still have to see my little dick face as I'm looking at this
- 6:29person. One who's supposed to be an
- 6:31adult? Who knows who I am?
- 6:32And does it. So, you know, again, when you
- 6:35are your temperament my temperate, I'm my own agent,
- 6:38people who are in the enlightenment.
- 6:40So age, we are going to be here. There are going to be again
- 6:42belonging or let me cower down to you and say, yes.
- 6:45Yes, sir, yes, ma'am, yes, whatever.
- 6:47No, no, no, we don't do any of that.
- 6:50In fact, it makes us want to puke.
- 6:52I'm serious. Like this is where I have not
- 6:55even any any awareness of how people cannot recognize that.
- 6:59What they're doing but again they are driven by needing to
- 7:03feel safe with the outside world.
- 7:06We actually know the safety thing is a bullshit word from
- 7:10the fact that you cannot be around me. 24/7, I learned that
- 7:14from my mother, most likely when she left me places where I felt
- 7:18probably scared shitless and I started to learn.
- 7:21She's not always going to be around.
- 7:23Okay, so enough teasing again, I really want you guys to
- 7:26understand some people. They have a lot more.
- 7:29Needs. This is the whole reason why the
- 7:31psychedelics for some people can work better because all on their
- 7:35own, they're not able to feel this sense of safety in their
- 7:38body. There's reasons for, it's not
- 7:40for us to decide for other people, how they get to become
- 7:44their restored. Embodied self.
- 7:45This is this is the part. So when people choose Other.
- 7:51There's something that is called compersion for those of us who
- 7:55do not look to our relationships, because you have
- 7:58to be here because I need you to validate me.
- 8:02This is what the mammalian heritage's and it comes from our
- 8:05ancestors being in the middle of the forest needing to follow the
- 8:07herd. And in fact, the bodies of us
- 8:10learning, not mind, thank goodness and whoever else is in
- 8:15the indictment. So a Drupal on this side.
- 8:17Who's going to start tuning in or is tuning.
- 8:19In is like yeah. Not, we don't follow the herd,
- 8:21there's a whole point. We see the heard from far away
- 8:24and like, wait a minute, wait a minute.
- 8:26Let's see, a lot of mistakes here.
- 8:27Heard like again. What you heard in Enlightenment
- 8:31time? Like you a butt load of him, you
- 8:33name it. I got so many things that I'm
- 8:35like, what is wrong with all you people?
- 8:37Where is your brains? And I'm not talking about the
- 8:39masses, the masses. I understand, they have no
- 8:42energy because they're in dysregulated bodies.
- 8:45It's not because of the TV for D people.
- 8:48No, no, it's because they, Are choosing to eat junk food.
- 8:52They're choosing to watch that shit and they're choosing not to
- 8:55actually get educated. Oh, that's keep professing.
- 8:58How people should not go to school, you know, whenever I
- 9:00hear parent and I've heard some parents, basically, say how
- 9:03they're going to not push their kids to go to school.
- 9:07I'm like, wow, okay, that's I hope your kids don't listen to
- 9:10you. I'm like praying that they
- 9:12become curious about and they find good teachers.
- 9:16The good ones are the ones who get you curious about subject
- 9:18matters. And they get to No, inspire you
- 9:21to do more with your life than go and be in an uneducated
- 9:25brain, which is so. So, I mean, again, anyone who
- 9:30wants to sit in a Mountaintop and just sit there for four
- 9:32hours and breathe, I get it that you don't think the working,
- 9:35yeah, the work thing. We all know, it's really fucked
- 9:39up that you just work and that's going to change.
- 9:41But let's also fucked up as you not using your intellectual
- 9:44brain to learn you shit. Because honestly, we went from
- 9:47being in the, you know, garden and Maybe that that story right
- 9:52here. We got a museum out there
- 9:55teaching children. How about Evolution Through the
- 9:57Bible? I'm like, wow.
- 9:59Okay. America like seriously, I don't
- 10:03even know how to talk about this because my Heritage I'm thinking
- 10:08of all the times that I must keep my mouth shut in order to
- 10:11not offend someone because it is part of their identity.
- 10:15And I'm thinking, yeah, I got it, but you realize what you're
- 10:18doing, you Realize how your children are going to be like,
- 10:23confused, like for real, they when they get ahold of, I mean,
- 10:27this is, this is the part about how time doesn't really move
- 10:31anywhere, does it? Because we got a buttload of
- 10:33poor children who are with these parents or going to actually
- 10:36educate them that doesn't involve science because they've
- 10:40decided that science is the devil.
- 10:42Like I'm like, dude seriously so long story short Back to
- 10:49stories. Today is a really great day
- 10:51energy, energy is always great, but sometimes you guys see I get
- 10:55more humorous than ever. That's love each other.
- 10:59Please please stay rational people.
- 11:01Please stay grounded. Remember, we're only here for
- 11:04very short time, make the best of it have great conversations,
- 11:08meet intellectually, Savvy people, the open-minded one's
- 11:10not too close-minded ones that are really, really annoying.
- 11:13Don't talk to those people. Allow yourself to nod your head.
- 11:16All they want is you to nod your head anyway.
- 11:19Ways the minute that they feel that you are accepting who they
- 11:21are and since it's very easy, because they don't really care
- 11:24about what you're thinking, all you have to do is nod your head.
- 11:26They won't know any different, you know, the beauty about when
- 11:29you meet people so much. And you get to know just how
- 11:32much they're in self-preservation mode without
- 11:34even realizing it. We don't have to do anything
- 11:37except for listen to them. That's all they want.
- 11:40That's all people want. So, when they're around a 5D
- 11:43type person, they're in in he's because they're not being judged
- 11:47or not being condemned their Being attuned to, they will feel
- 11:51that you feel them and you're listening because we do care.
- 11:54Meaning. Wow, that's really an
- 11:55interesting perspective, we don't care that they're
- 11:58knowledgeable, not knowledgeable, meaning you're
- 12:00sharing with me, your perspective that's a gift.
- 12:02You're giving me a gift because I won't ever meet another person
- 12:05who has your same ideas or feelings.
- 12:08You're one of a kind. So we really mean it inside.
- 12:11This is the part we feel that and so again when we get
- 12:16basically rejected quote-unquote we're not being Rejected.
- 12:20This is where this teenage boyfriend, I was sad.
- 12:23Yeah, I knew I would need that time to get into my centeredness
- 12:28again because for me I don't invest my time short-term, I'ma
- 12:34forever person. This human being was my first
- 12:37love. I remember even knowing, you
- 12:39know, they're my first love, they always say you're not going
- 12:42to have a force up, I ended up finding out that it gets better,
- 12:44by the way. This is what I did today.
- 12:47I can tell you, it's totally Be better, like realizing that you
- 12:52are always in an unconditional loving mode with or without
- 12:55people. I mean, I don't even know how to
- 12:57explain the amazing journey that it is to be in the indictment.
- 13:00So, Ager, always, so for me, that relationship taught me,
- 13:06that it was not true, that you stopped loving one because I
- 13:09didn't stop loving the person. I understood their choice.
- 13:13I know who they are. And I understood why they chose,
- 13:15who they chose me because I was not about to tell them how to
- 13:18live their life. Life.
- 13:19I was not about to keep them on a chain.
- 13:21That's not who I am. And I definitely did not lose
- 13:25out on anything and not because they were cheater, but because
- 13:28they chose to give up on life whose life their own life, they
- 13:33wanted someone to be controlling to basically, I mean, their
- 13:40entire relationship, maybe now, they're starting to speak up as
- 13:44a person, and I use them with all the love in my heart, but
- 13:47yeah, these two individuals they are.
- 13:48Are the exact replica of what I knew them to be and the woman,
- 13:52their triumphant, as I always knew.
- 13:54They would be because they went after what they wanted.
- 13:57In fact to this day when they did what they did.
- 14:00I said, wow, that is really smart, are you?
- 14:02That's a really great tactic you use because you knew you'd get
- 14:06him because you knew he was weak and he still is weak because
- 14:10shame is weak because Shane means you're not going to fight
- 14:13for anything. And in this case, here's where
- 14:15it isn't criticism. This is a person who has a
- 14:18buttload of Of talent. They know languages, they know
- 14:21how to play. They could have become the most
- 14:25amazing version of themselves and they still have plenty of
- 14:30time, which I highly doubt. They will become that and again
- 14:33I use them in a loving way but I will never forget when I was
- 14:38like one month out of this relationship.
- 14:39I like man, thank God. Oh my gosh, what was that like
- 14:44dude are you, you know and I'm just relating to it as age.
- 14:47Then I move into Altered. And that's where Mike.
- 14:50Okay. Now I'm 43 and I'm like
- 14:52realizing. No.
- 14:53No, no. Wait.
- 14:53We got a buttload of people. They don't even know what love
- 14:56is. They only have these little
- 14:58books that they use and then they're having torturers
- 15:01relationships because they all have some, some sort of trauma
- 15:05that they're not even dealing with, they're not even looking
- 15:08at themselves. So I'm again, going to go back
- 15:11and use what I was trying to use in a more effective way.
- 15:16So this individual, their Same with all over the place.
- 15:22But I was never someone who would say you have to do not do
- 15:25we would have actual conversations and this is where
- 15:29to me. They were all productive, but
- 15:32this is where I don't lie, and I don't hide.
- 15:35And I don't pretend and I'm not in a undecided uneducated and on
- 15:41anything. So, the difference here is where
- 15:44when people are driven in a way, where they need to be seen to be
- 15:49heard to be validated. And so, Is where the other so
- 15:53age groups. And that's why all these people
- 15:55with their whole to inflame, stuff are still doing
- 15:57relationship coach. Because they want to be in a
- 16:01specific Bond because that's what's going to give them their
- 16:06meaning in life. This is not good or bad.
- 16:09Some people are in other sole troops, that's my point.
- 16:13Okay, so there's different sold age, groups.
- 16:15None of these are good or bad. Identifying, where you stand is
- 16:18your choice and these episodes are for everybody.
- 16:21They allow People to just, you know, again have food for
- 16:24thought the channels guidance is for the energies that are about
- 16:26as well, and when it comes to people, choosing love, you only
- 16:31see Love if a person can be consistently compassionate.
- 16:35This does not mean you do not voice aspects that are
- 16:40important. So this person whenever they
- 16:42would cheat, we would talk about these things and we came to the
- 16:46conclusion of saying together again, and again again the last
- 16:49time they did this was the day that they die.
- 16:52They chose, I never forgot. I still have the image because
- 16:57one, they still hadn't told me that they did cheat on me with
- 17:01my best friend, and we had just gotten back together and I'm
- 17:05staring at them. And I, I don't remember what
- 17:08gave it away. Something clicked where I said,
- 17:11you cheated on me with this person and you're not telling
- 17:14the truth. And I basically said, stop
- 17:18lying, and just tell me because I know, Stop, stop bullshitting
- 17:23me and they admitted. So like a little dog with a tail
- 17:28be between their legs, I'll never forget that posture.
- 17:30That posture is a shame posture. So when people are guilty,
- 17:34there's a posture that you will notice.
- 17:36And, you know, here's the thing about when you're in a state of
- 17:40compassion with people and you just get so used to people being
- 17:45in these shame cycles, and I'm speaking for me right now, when
- 17:49I think of all these people, Met.
- 17:52They're all beautiful human being.
- 17:55I can tell you that it's very refreshing to meet a Divine
- 17:59masculine in the making. That's all I'm going to say.
- 18:01This is the only reason I can speak up about certain things
- 18:05because I've seen what, when you get out of that because you've
- 18:09chosen all on your own to stop giving up on your own self and
- 18:14to stop giving up on life and to actually take ownership and it's
- 18:18because, you know, this is the unfortunate part.
- 18:22Because she's human suffering. It's explained by the trauma,
- 18:26experts. And then Siegel, thank you so
- 18:30much for existing, Dan Siegel, when he explained, how human
- 18:35suffering is, when people are in a rigid mind.
- 18:37And this is why again, the psychedelics as I was saying I
- 18:41beg to differ on how anyone who's wanting to go against
- 18:44science, is doing what they're doing because they don't know,
- 18:48all bodies and they need to stop thinking they do and they need
- 18:51to allow them. I was to just step back, allow
- 18:54you to believe in what you want to believe in and allow for
- 18:57human evolution, which means knowledge that we do, because we
- 19:01are evolving through our thinking brains, because we like
- 19:04thinking. So some people want to stay
- 19:06dumb, stay dumb. Please go and belong to your own
- 19:10little group and going live, you know?
- 19:12And that's probably what's going to take place.
- 19:14People are going to go off and that's fine because, you know,
- 19:17the ones of us who keep moving forward, are the ones who get to
- 19:21To understand that Evolution means that we get to learn
- 19:26things. I, you know, again to this day I
- 19:29really have a very challenging time because I respect the
- 19:33intellect of humanity. Only person I've talked to if
- 19:36you talk to them in a specific way and it's in a way of
- 19:40neutrality, you will see that they open up to understanding
- 19:44and then they share their preferences and they're able to
- 19:47say like that one man. When he's with all this, Perfect
- 19:52strangers. Have shown me more respect than
- 19:55people have when it comes to my Claire's, when it comes to the
- 19:59way that I feel about humanity and I'll never forget this bad
- 20:03because he's an Italian and he's older.
- 20:07And so he comes from a specific type where you'd think that they
- 20:10would be more offensive and he wasn't.
- 20:14He's been the most respectful to me out of those other two.
- 20:18My lovely other two friends. They love me too that oh, but
- 20:21you should see this. There's that they give me and I
- 20:23know how much they love to tease certain things, which is fine
- 20:26because I will tease about those things about myself as well, but
- 20:31this is where I appreciate culture, I appreciate
- 20:34differences. I appreciate them because they
- 20:36don't leave me to think that I'm a shitty person because it's not
- 20:39me. I'm not again.
- 20:42This is where when you see the rainbow of colors in the
- 20:46differences. So for me cultures, never going
- 20:48to go away. People don't have to fight about
- 20:51it, but People are so scared. This is where people are
- 20:55hyper-vigilant and aggressive, whether it be as an individual,
- 20:59whether it be as their culture. So you got all these little egos
- 21:03in town and all they're doing is teenage shit.
- 21:05This is what it feels like to those of us who are grown up.
- 21:07So any time I'm around people who are teenagers, I don't get
- 21:10in the middle of it because it's boring and it's an energy.
- 21:13That is really, really, really even as I say whenever I speak
- 21:17of 340 my body's like, oh, not again because here, Is what
- 21:22happens when you're not in your social engagement system and
- 21:26that's where people are dysregulated.
- 21:28Modulated, you get fatigued. So you get fatigued because your
- 21:32body's in a stress response and that's where the energy levels
- 21:36of these people are they don't realize that they could be out
- 21:42of their human suffering like that.
- 21:45And it's not because of sadguru. I'm sorry, said glue, I love you
- 21:48to death but no people who follow they How to do sadhana
- 21:53great and daddy. Now, I want to see you be with
- 21:55other people who throw shit at you and then keep on being
- 21:57compassionate. I want to see you live, the
- 21:59energy of compassion, and it's not because of again, people
- 22:03having to throw that. I'm actually seeing a person who
- 22:06can walk the walk. Talk The Talk Jesus walked among
- 22:10the people and see. Here's why I've always known my
- 22:13personal relationship. As I moved into metaphysics as a
- 22:16terrorism with Jesus and it's because he's a person who walked
- 22:21Act within the city. It's easy to go in the
- 22:24mountains. But, you know, some people, they
- 22:26need the mountains. Here's where just regulated,
- 22:28modulated up, bodies, move into the Spectrum.
- 22:31For me, the ones who are rigid, they need to find an external
- 22:35safety, but it's become this kind of Lifestyle for some
- 22:39people. So, you know, that's where
- 22:41again, some only move into their spirituality and that's fine and
- 22:44dandy. I'm not talking to those people.
- 22:46I'm talking to the ones who want to potentially access through
- 22:50Enlightenment solution. And it isn't about throwing shit
- 22:53out of each other. It's about catching it and us
- 22:55actually understanding just to sit with it and stand with it
- 22:58and not do anything. You don't have to do anything.
- 23:00When people are in their drama land.
- 23:01They don't care about what you have to say.
- 23:03Unless they are a Consciousness in the making, they will not
- 23:07react, they will not know anything.
- 23:10The number of times that people have known things.
- 23:13It's only because they are actually malicious thinkers the
- 23:18Divine masculine in the making that I get to share beautiful
- 23:21and Electro conversations with is the only person that I've met
- 23:24that has been able to tap into something, but they tapped into
- 23:29his curiosity, although there was a level of awareness and
- 23:36that awareness though is common sense, meaning, I don't know you
- 23:41because I don't know you as I get to know you, I'll get to
- 23:43know you. And so this is the beauty of
- 23:45meeting Consciousness in the making, if you will.
- 23:48Because it is the opportunity that I Got to be gifted.
- 23:52Thank you again, thank you life for bringing me, beautiful
- 23:57people in my life, but in the absence of meeting that level of
- 24:01energy and that level of Consciousness, I was not able to
- 24:04differentiate with what I had met.
- 24:07And furthermore, with really knowing what it's like to be
- 24:11around another person who is a blank slate when interacting
- 24:14with you, because that's what we are.
- 24:17Those of us who are much more feminine, Xin are restored.
- 24:20Embodied cells, were blank slate.
- 24:21Because we're not judging you based on the fact that you threw
- 24:24shit in my face. We actually instinctively know.
- 24:28Something's wrong, okay? So, teenage boyfriend, their
- 24:31insecurities were very clear to me.
- 24:33We were best friends before we actually became a couple.
- 24:37This is where I knew everything about them before we got
- 24:40together and they knew everything about me.
- 24:44And so we were partners in crime.
- 24:46In fact is a very beautiful relationship but when they The
- 24:51cheating. This is where I knew why and it
- 24:54wasn't a big deal. So, here's compersion.
- 24:57It's about, are you happy? Are you happy with me?
- 24:59Are we Happy Together? These are the conversations you
- 25:03have? When you're serious about
- 25:04relationships, by the way, and it's always about meeting each
- 25:07other's happiness. It's not you choosing, what
- 25:10makes another happy as we're all the other sole troops are.
- 25:13Let me tell you what makes you happy?
- 25:14No, you don't know what makes me happy.
- 25:16I know what makes me happy. If you listen to me, if you
- 25:19don't, then you're not listening.
- 25:21So, when people choose belonging, or certainty, or
- 25:26their temperament, is there, and they stay in there again, like
- 25:29my attachment style friend. It's not an energy vampire and
- 25:34it ain't the devil people who are dysregulated.
- 25:37Modulated, they have a journey ahead of them and they are not
- 25:41wanting to do it because they're fatigued when they wake up and
- 25:46they want to be told how to get out of it.
- 25:51And they don't actually want to give Humanity a chance and so
- 25:55they don't believe in anything. It's amazing when I see people
- 26:00doing what they're doing and they want to use the word love.
- 26:03They meet II mean II. Actually take steps back because
- 26:08they're either going to get it or not.
- 26:10And I'm not going to, I'm thinking of people that use the
- 26:12word love and they're not treating their loved ones with
- 26:14love. Again, so this teenager, when
- 26:22we're having this very important conversation and I basically say
- 26:25stop lying to me, I know you cheated on me with my best
- 26:28friend, just give it up. We got back together.
- 26:31It had been two days and like, I don't want to do this.
- 26:33This back-and-forth bullshit. It's bullshit.
- 26:35So we got back, fine. You know, let's just keep moving
- 26:38forward. Are you sure?
- 26:39Do you want to stay in a relationship?
- 26:41You think you can choose what to do, you know?
- 26:43This is the part where people have choices and he decided to
- 26:48stick with the relationship as a couple.
- 26:50He didn't bring up. Let's do open.
- 26:52No, none of that. No, but what he did do was this,
- 26:54I have a friend, this is her name.
- 26:59She tried hitting on me, but I just want her as a friend.
- 27:03I want you to meet her, I think you'd like her and here's where
- 27:08know what genuine is FYI. And furthermore, I mean again,
- 27:12if you're going to be rational about it, so see here's where.
- 27:18Blank, Slate means Blank, Slate. The past is not what we carry on
- 27:23our shoulder. We Carry in our hand, also
- 27:26relationships are built on, trust, it's not about what you
- 27:29do. It's about expanding together,
- 27:31we are all imperfect. So While others choose to keep
- 27:34living and their little self-preservation mode, those of
- 27:37us who are not ever living in self-preservation mode because
- 27:41there's no need when it comes to our interactions with because
- 27:44our emotions and our thoughts are Hours, as an
- 27:48undifferentiated South, and an agent of myself here is where
- 27:53the grown-ups are. And I was only 18, and I still
- 27:56was very much aware of what I was choosing.
- 27:58And I was very much aware of the person that I love and what I
- 28:01was deciding because I was very much aware about their flaws and
- 28:04what they needed and what I wasn't able to give them because
- 28:08I was not going to tell them what to do in life.
- 28:11That's not how you become your own grown up.
- 28:14I'm going to support you to become your own grown-up and Who
- 28:17you are because here's where shame is something.
- 28:21I don't need the word for it. In fact, they never really
- 28:24understood why they had this stuff.
- 28:26Now that I'm a grown-up and I have all the trauma informed.
- 28:29I actually now know, because of knowing the family, I love the
- 28:34fam and the other family there, my family, they are 34, they
- 28:38raised me alongside, you know, and that's why their family.
- 28:43In fact, is where remember, I told you the father every time
- 28:47he Meets me, he asks me, if I last time he said it, I said I
- 28:50am home because he says, did you find her hat?
- 28:53And I'm like, I'm a whole pie. Yes, I'm right here, and he
- 28:57laughed at me, and I'm like, dude, I'm good.
- 28:59I'm good. All by myself because I actually
- 29:01know exactly what makes me happy and what makes me tick, and
- 29:05that's the part. So he just wants to see me
- 29:09because this is where people think that in order to be happy
- 29:12in life or to be whole in life, you need a person.
- 29:15Know, some of us actually Lie down.
- 29:17And furthermore, by the way, we don't need people that are not
- 29:20actually aware of what love is, which is what I found.
- 29:23Most people don't know that because they're not social and
- 29:27they're not engaged with the blank slate and so they don't
- 29:31know. Love when you're presenting to
- 29:33me your own shit. It ain't love.
- 29:36It's your own shit. So, when people become may be,
- 29:40enlightened, I'll let you guys know if I ever meet that person.
- 29:44I have yet to meet that person in the Making, yes, I've met in
- 29:48the making. But moving with this example, of
- 29:53when people choose fear, and therefore they choose shame and
- 29:57they give up on their own self, this person is an example
- 29:59because they ended up not doing anything of what they wanted.
- 30:03They wanted to become a famous musician, they love music, they
- 30:07spoke English, they still do, but they went to college, they
- 30:13have the opportunity to get a degree in something.
- 30:16They enjoyed Had an opportunity to get a also, like, what was it
- 30:21was a raise and it was actually a job.
- 30:25They had the opportunity to be promoted, but their life
- 30:28centered and still does around the individual.
- 30:32They chose and they chose them again because that individual
- 30:36allowed them not to take charge of anything that individual
- 30:40decided everything for them, and they allowed that to happen.
- 30:45And they allow that to happen. Open.
- 30:47And in the years that I began having Claire's, I remember
- 30:51having moments where they came to my dreams and I would
- 30:53consistently check up to check in on how they were doing.
- 30:57And every time I was having some of these dreams shit was going
- 31:00down and these were choices that they kept making.
- 31:03So here's how Consciousness works one when you're connected
- 31:07to it all times and your oversold, you know what's going
- 31:10on in a very unique way, which doesn't mean you're involved in
- 31:14it. But every time I had these
- 31:16dreams with Person. And in fact, it was fascinating
- 31:20because I was hopeful that they would grow to become more of who
- 31:24they can be. Instead every time they were
- 31:27giving up who they were and what I mean by that is they allowed
- 31:31shame and through this day, shame leads them to this day.
- 31:35They are not the actual adult, it's not a good or bad thing to
- 31:38the external, they look like a person and actually to the
- 31:43external, the entire people that know them they're like, wow,
- 31:46they They are nothing of what they used to be.
- 31:49They keep comparing this human being to what this person could
- 31:52have become they when they refer that to me, I say they are who
- 31:56they chose to be. They chose to give up on life,
- 31:59they chose to give up everything because they chose that they
- 32:02wanted one thing only and really they consciously chose this as
- 32:07they gave up their college. They gave up their life in their
- 32:10home, they gave up a promotion waiting for the other, so they
- 32:14laid a life that they chose and in fact to this The only thing
- 32:18that makes them happy, it's because of yeah, I'm not going
- 32:22to share all the details but this is where for me whenever
- 32:25they're given crap about the woman.
- 32:27That is next to this person I said, don't this woman didn't do
- 32:31anything. They took what they wanted and
- 32:34they took what they wanted because they fell in love.
- 32:37If there's anything I tip my hat to that person because they knew
- 32:40who they wanted and they chose and they want for it and they
- 32:45got it and And that's how it worked for them, because that's
- 32:51how it works when you want, what you want.
- 32:54And you go after it, you can get it now.
- 32:55I don't agree with them at the dollar G.
- 32:57In fact, here's where it in those years of dreams you all
- 33:00know the story very well at a certain point there was stuff
- 33:04going down. That I knew was bringing
- 33:07suffering and I allowed myself to pray and have the lovely
- 33:13candles. The archangels when I had all of
- 33:15my moments of Trinity to share love with the couple with them
- 33:20entirely in to actually all on my own without ever mentioning
- 33:24anything to any of them. Because this is the part where
- 33:28it's something that only those of us who have a relationship
- 33:32with this energetic field and it's beyond belief systems that
- 33:37have to use words because, you know, that is what I did, I lit
- 33:40candles. I pray just as where I don't
- 33:42like to talk about it as a magic or not magic because it's not
- 33:45that, it's Physics. So its energy and the part that
- 33:50we are in this relationship that man, I, it's normal.
- 33:55I mean, again, I grew up with these people.
- 33:57So when you know, this guy tells me I want you to meet my friend.
- 34:01Yeah she tried hitting on me but we're just friends.
- 34:03I love this this year of friendship.
- 34:05I my God. I mean this girl and I we have
- 34:08had the best times. In fact, we're still friends now
- 34:11and I love that as grown-ups, we've been able to rekindle this
- 34:15friendship because I never I do anything against either of them
- 34:18for doing what they did, because this is where your behavior is
- 34:24going to stick to what you are going to have in your
- 34:27Consciousness. I didn't do, I didn't cheat, I
- 34:30didn't lie. I actually was open receptive
- 34:34and trusting I gave authenticity.
- 34:39Here's where Consciousness is when people throw shit.
- 34:43Again, it ain't shit. We actually understand.
- 34:46Wow. Something.
- 34:47Obviously here is not really clear but it's okay.
- 34:51I can make sense of it as I'm a person like you are.
- 34:55And so, with him, he's led the entire relationship with lying
- 35:00betraying shame, essentially, and that last moment he made a
- 35:06very important decision. He chose to involve me in
- 35:10something without having made it clear to himself.
- 35:14How would I keep behaving with this woman?
- 35:17My girlfriend for three years and been, you know, he didn't
- 35:20choose to move out of his pattern, he didn't choose, you
- 35:23know, he brought me into it and it wasn't conscious, it wasn't
- 35:28malicious. And even when I've seen
- 35:30maliciousness, it's still bullshit maliciousness to person
- 35:34who's in Enlightenment requires for person to actually be clear.
- 35:38And to be clear means you need to be in a state of compassion.
- 35:41Otherwise, you're not clear, you're in.
- 35:43What is again? The two-year-old brain of
- 35:45yourself and you don't even know it.
- 35:47So we don't actually have the devil in the midst of our minds.
- 35:51When people do anything that others want to talk about in 4D
- 35:55land as evil malicious, not know.
- 35:57It's a person who is in a state of human suffering Lon, they
- 36:02have a rigid undifferentiated brain.
- 36:04And in fact, whatever they've come up with, has become their
- 36:07story and their pattern and it's so awful that they just keep
- 36:10reliving it over and over and over again.
- 36:12So we feel sorry for them not for ourselves because they've
- 36:15done nothing to us. For show us the nasty that is
- 36:19within themselves and it's very sad that this one life that they
- 36:22have for me. See what I think of people
- 36:25overall. I just hope that they have
- 36:28Solace honestly, if they can find Solace, man, that's the
- 36:32best that I can say. For the ones that I see
- 36:35refuting, the science refuting the Neuroscience, okay,
- 36:41refuting. The cymatics, refuting that you
- 36:44are led by your emotions and if you don't know how to handle Do
- 36:47your limbic system? You don't know how to handle
- 36:49your brain. So someone can talk to me about
- 36:51holistic and yoga all day long. I'm going to look at how you
- 36:55treat your neighbor one. And then I'm going to look at
- 36:57how you are when you're talking to me.
- 37:00And if you're a blank slate or not, and if you're in any way,
- 37:03shape, or form either looking up or down.
- 37:05You, you don't know yoga yet. Obviously, you haven't done
- 37:09enough sadhana, keep doing it. And now, the reality is, you can
- 37:12do all this Adama, you want. If you don't understand your own
- 37:14ego and you don't understand, you got one Then you don't
- 37:17understand that, you might be still an insecure human being
- 37:20and that you haven't worked on your self empowerment.
- 37:22Then again, check in with yourself and there's a very easy
- 37:26way to know if you have compersion or not.
- 37:29So when people you love, they throw you under the bus or they
- 37:34lie to you or whatever it is. So this lovely teenage boyfriend
- 37:39as all of this plays out in a year's time and then I uncover
- 37:44other stuff that made it even worse.
- 37:47Meaning I'm like wow okay and I mean I had heard the voices, but
- 37:51I didn't think that he would do that.
- 37:54If this was his father, who shared this thing that he saw,
- 37:57and this was way after we had, you know, they had already, they
- 38:01live together. They're basically married even
- 38:02though they've chosen not to marry and stuff like that but
- 38:06they're happy, they're happy, which is good.
- 38:08I'm happy they're happy. So the father was one of the
- 38:13stories he shares with me. This was a New Year's Eve and we
- 38:16would Out altogether because they are my family there.
- 38:19My friends. These are friends that I am not
- 38:22and I was waiting down the house for him with my our group of
- 38:27friends and he comes up from the beach with his hand and holding
- 38:33the other woman's hand, and the father's telling me about this.
- 38:37And he goes to his wife. The mother and says, what is our
- 38:40son doing? Because obviously, I'm down
- 38:43there. No, the father is looking at
- 38:45this because, you know, They were all alone together, walking
- 38:49up hand in hand. I was like, wow.
- 38:53That's, you know, I don't remember where we went for that
- 38:56New Year's Eve, but I was like, oh, that is really something.
- 38:59Now, you got, he got to say, but, you know, in my heart of
- 39:03hearts, I just don't have one inch of anything, except for,
- 39:06yep, those are the people. I know them to be.
- 39:09And you know what, you get from Life, what you give in life to
- 39:12this day. These people don't trust anyone.
- 39:14I would say that's a very sad way to live life.
- 39:17And some people say, we think it's sad for you to trust, you
- 39:20know, people tell me how naive I am.
- 39:23And I say, you know, I'm honestly think that I'm happier
- 39:27over here because the reality is when people are walking around
- 39:32with their past and it haunts them and you don't realize that
- 39:37you're not in the movies, okay? So let me break it down to you
- 39:40again, you have 24 hours, we have 24 hours, I might die
- 39:45before 24 hours. I'm like serious right now.
- 39:50I might die because the roof falls on my head and if I die, I
- 39:56will no longer be here and I will not know this, this is the
- 40:00worst part. I won't know it, damn it.
- 40:02I won't know that I'm dead because I won't be Marie
- 40:04anymore, I'll be dead. I'll be brain-dead and it
- 40:08doesn't matter how much people want to talk about their
- 40:10afterlife death experiences. And again, this is where I'm
- 40:13talking from an Enlightenment perspective, not the other sole
- 40:16troops. The fact that I acknowledge that
- 40:19darkness, is what Continues to be once you leave your body of
- 40:23now, okay? So with all of this awareness,
- 40:26you know what, I I don't give a fuck about what some other
- 40:29person is doing. I don't care if they're lying
- 40:32because they've not done any physical damage to me.
- 40:35I'm alive if somebody's physically threatening to me.
- 40:38I'm going to be running the fuck away if I can.
- 40:41Okay that's it. Other than that.
- 40:44So here's where 43 years old. I love more than I've ever loved
- 40:47and I don't consider myself naive.
- 40:48In fact that man. Who was a young man?
- 40:51I knew that he was sincere. What?
- 40:54I also knew once everything played out was he hadn't made
- 40:57any decision. So all he had to do is say, hey,
- 40:59guess what? I actually want to stay, not in
- 41:02a relationship. That was the one thing he could
- 41:05have said instead of saying, yes, let's be a couple.
- 41:08He could have said, no, I don't want to be a couple I'm
- 41:11confused. No, what does he do?
- 41:13He invites me to become friends with somebody.
- 41:16He says the truth, but then he doesn't choose and what?
- 41:20Does she, do she does what any person who's in love that would
- 41:23do? She took advantage of him as a
- 41:26moron who and really? What it what it is is he didn't
- 41:29want to not, he wanted to be able and have his cake and eat
- 41:33it too. So here's the deal where I again
- 41:36tip my hat to her because she did what any person who would be
- 41:40in love with you. I'm going to take advantage of
- 41:42the situation and she didn't have any.
- 41:47I think intent to really get to know me but then she You know,
- 41:50like this is the part where things naturally take place, I'm
- 41:54sure that there wasn't a sense of oh, how wonderful that I am
- 41:57doing this thing. No.
- 41:58But when there is, like I said, for me, there is no, I have no,
- 42:05I have nothing to say when people choose love and in this
- 42:08case, she loved him. And she saw the opportunity, and
- 42:12he's the one who gave it to her, not the other way around, which
- 42:15is why. Whenever the friends and the
- 42:16family, they blame her. I say, no, no, no, no, no, no.
- 42:20She is not to be blamed. He consciously chose to put me
- 42:24in the middle of a situation because he didn't have the guts
- 42:27to break up with me to stay broken up or to choose the
- 42:31quote, unquote harder path, which really wasn't harder.
- 42:34To just say, let's stay in an open relationships.
- 42:37Let's be friends. There's so many ways, I could
- 42:40have seen this play out and we weren't by that time again 1819.
- 42:44And I dude, what are you? What are you doing?
- 42:45So through this is where there is no sense.
- 42:50Of upset for me. When he came to me, I need a
- 42:53month of time to think things through.
- 42:55I knew what was going on at that point all on my own because of
- 42:59things he had said. And so, I, in fact said, okay,
- 43:03when the month was over. I said, okay, so what have you
- 43:05decided? I went to him after that one.
- 43:08My was waiting 30 days. I counted them.
- 43:10And we are sitting down and he says, I don't love you anymore.
- 43:15I don't, I don't think about you when I wake up anymore, that was
- 43:18all I needed to hear. Cause see, here's the thing, if
- 43:22you, and I, when people do have joy in each other, this doesn't
- 43:27have to be coupled. This is the part of when people,
- 43:29enjoy each other because there's support because there's feeling
- 43:34expansion together, you can't go a day without thinking about the
- 43:37people that you love. I think of them every day.
- 43:40He and this woman I love, they are both beautiful people again.
- 43:45What they did is there stuff not mine and I can see it playing
- 43:49out to this day. But they are happy together and
- 43:51I'm happy for them. So when he shared with me what
- 43:54he shared, I already knew. And I told him, I said, you're
- 43:58with her. And I told her, they both
- 44:00denied, and I said, you're both bullshitting me, but that's
- 44:04okay. And to her, I said something
- 44:06specific and that's where, you know, I saw them a month later
- 44:11hand in hand, he followed me and the bathroom and I said, I told
- 44:16you. I'm no, it just happened.
- 44:17Yeah, okay, whatever, dude, keep bullshitting.
- 44:20I'm like I don't even understand.
- 44:22So you know, this is where they chose to turn their face to me
- 44:26at a certain point and not speak to me, they chose together, he
- 44:30actually just followed suit. The worst part is actually,
- 44:33there's other stuff, I won't share that, but I learned
- 44:37something from that. Not for me of things, not to say
- 44:42to people. Because, you know, again, when
- 44:45you can't even admit that you've chosen fear over.
- 44:50Of it's just something that you don't forget.
- 44:54So he taught me very well. How people who love don't love
- 44:59because really, when you're simply a compulsion which is
- 45:03what people have when they are not conscious of who they're
- 45:08choosing to be with we're not be with.
- 45:11This is all types of relationships, okay?
- 45:13So to wrap it up this person like so many other, they live
- 45:18out their own Own shame cycle, inner critic, out of critic,
- 45:22denying, addictions drugs, food, alcohol, doing things that are
- 45:25on fulfilling and they live in a body that has suffering the
- 45:29withdrawal. Does it mean that they are
- 45:31living out in the middle of nowhere?
- 45:32There's many ways. This looks like just watching
- 45:34movie, you'll see shame Cycles. All over the place, very
- 45:37straightforward, the ones who get out of it.
- 45:39Thank you divine. Masculine for existing are the
- 45:42ones who recognize and move more and more into their modulated
- 45:46Styles, which is why sometimes for those individuals different
- 45:49circumstances, We'll take place in here's where the psychedelics
- 45:52can be helpful. To people who have a level of
- 45:55trauma memory, that is challenging to visit and revisit
- 45:59on their own. And so this can support their
- 46:02actual, you know, healing process and the people who are
- 46:06not going to give up on their life.
- 46:08So the couple that I want to close with their story, they're
- 46:11happy together and they're in there so age group.
- 46:14And in fact, they are vibing and what is most of what I see when
- 46:17I look at the masses and that's where The ones who are still
- 46:22sitting with their, you know, story and hyper-vigilance,
- 46:25that's what they're doing, they're playing it out.
- 46:28So they're making funny jokes about their own trauma and
- 46:31they're just an identity with the Mental Health Community,
- 46:34having made pathology permanent, that's where we're seeing
- 46:37people. So either, they're in that or
- 46:40they're in some conspiracy theory or you know again they're
- 46:44only choosing one route. Okay?
- 46:45So all of those, put them to the side and for our five, It's
- 46:50different. We are actually very well aware
- 46:54that human beings are imperfect and we get to be conscious and
- 46:58blank slates together with our own past in our hands.
- 47:02And so we just have what is common sense, right?
- 47:05So stable mature adoptive rational teachable.
- 47:10That's what I want to use the acronym.
- 47:12I've made that one up all on my own.
- 47:14Thank you Dan Siegel for giving me the idea though and so when
- 47:18you're able to move with Conscious relationships, which
- 47:21is what we get to do. We got to have people who are
- 47:26authentic with us transparent and not living in a place of
- 47:31defeat. So we don't have bullshit, you
- 47:34know, because people will have engaged in relationship with me
- 47:38and they don't actually have any conscious Choice, there,
- 47:42compulsively acting, and that's all I am.
- 47:44And that's all that anybody is when a person isn't long-term.
- 47:49And it's not Because relationships have to stay to
- 47:52stay a format. This is the part of where me and
- 47:56these people are friends, her and I have been able to rekindle
- 47:59our friendship because I have a person who doesn't judge because
- 48:03there's nothing to judge. They didn't do anything wrong,
- 48:05they didn't do anything wrong, they played out there very
- 48:09temperament and personalities. And in fact, Tuesday, I see both
- 48:12of them there and I see what I saw to begin with.
- 48:17He chose somebody who could tell Him who to be what to be widely,
- 48:22because he never took ownership or responsibility ever, and he
- 48:28could have he had opportunity after opportunity.
- 48:31Not only with me and his lifetime.
- 48:33The dreams that I had. Every time he gave up a little
- 48:36piece of himself. And here's where, you know, I
- 48:38saw this 140 lady, write a whole karmic letter, okay?
- 48:41So again, people are thinking of themselves in objectifying ways
- 48:45versus understanding that our human relationships are the most
- 48:48beautiful gift that we were ever given.
- 48:50Got this life to live after this one, you're being another name.
- 48:54Whatever it is. So if you're in 5D, this means
- 48:56something to you. If you want to be in 4D, then do
- 48:58you want to live in your Viking lab?
- 49:00I got when I see people who are very enamored with all, I'm
- 49:03special. Yeah.
- 49:04Okay, you go be from that planet.
- 49:06Keep living your dream. I'm going to live with the
- 49:09people and try to make a difference in this planet of
- 49:11here for the future Generations that I actually do care about
- 49:15whether I come back or not, doesn't really matter because I
- 49:17won't remember my name, clearly. Hey, you know, this is the part
- 49:21that it always gets me. How do you not recognize your
- 49:24dream state is different than when you're living in your
- 49:26awakened State? Hello.
- 49:28So, when we're getting to build conscious relationships, it's
- 49:32because people care about us for real and they're not making
- 49:36assumptions and you know, it's beautiful to have at least two.
- 49:40I got a feminine and masculine and when I think about them, I
- 49:43got my oversoul again, my over soul is always appreciated just
- 49:47let's be clear about that. But the conscious people I love.
- 49:51So see, here's where they actually got me.
- 49:55They see me. Me me me with the unconditional
- 49:59love. And that's the part that others
- 50:01don't. It's not that they don't get it.
- 50:04It's that they have like any family?
- 50:08Well, we know you, okay? So that's the part.
- 50:11We know exactly who you are and it's not a bad thing.
- 50:14It's a cute thing, but it's not the same thing.
- 50:17It's not the same as when you're being. being looked at by people
- 50:22who look at you with a blank slate because what's happening
- 50:25is they are present conscious and attuned and they're wanting
- 50:31to have intimacy on the energetic spectrum because the
- 50:37blank slate is simply their mind, not making assumptions on
- 50:41how you're thinking or feeling, but allowing you to say, this is
- 50:45how I'm thinking feeling, and they hear it because their Are
- 50:51open because they're resonating because they are trusting
- 50:55because they actually care about you and the way you feel about
- 50:59life and think about life, not them telling you, what you
- 51:02should think or feel about like and not them assuming and stuff
- 51:06like that. So they're not in a aggressive
- 51:09judgmental. Hyper-vigilant, any of this.
- 51:13Okay, so people who choose their relationships consciously from a
- 51:185dc spectrum which is what we get to talk.
- 51:20About when we talk about 5D relationships, they are blank
- 51:23slates with each other. The ones who are not, some of
- 51:27them have attachment wounds. I got some people that I know
- 51:30that they're living out, the relationships with their own
- 51:33past on their back, and they're not, you know, sharing it and
- 51:37they're repeat of their patterns, which is where we get
- 51:40to know their patterns very easily.
- 51:42And then we got some, like my attachment style friend, who are
- 51:45still suffering from their patterns and that's where it
- 51:48looks different. When that happens.
- 51:50As well as the ones in the middle who they live with their
- 51:53pattern, in a way of being able to have it harmonized.
- 51:58So, all of these are beautiful relationships, that's why the
- 52:01enlightenment still a troop, the 5dc, actual lightworker.
- 52:04We walk the walk and talk, the talk, we act, the act and its
- 52:09with all types of walks of life. We don't go telling people move
- 52:13here. Move here, move here.
- 52:14No we say and really just be yourself because that's what we
- 52:18love, we love to meet Who You Are.
- 52:20Are as you are and whether you are in 3D 4D or other Soul age
- 52:24groups. This regulator modulated your
- 52:27love. This is the unconditional love
- 52:29of a mother of a person of a feminine energy that is a also
- 52:34immature masculine. This is the body of you and
- 52:38eventual Vegas State. The insula lights up, make the
- 52:42law, the temple Junction, the prefrontal cortex, the
- 52:44physiological state of a human being in social engagement is
- 52:49receptive. And it requires a flexible
- 52:52adaptive coherent energized and stable mind otherwise you're not
- 52:57in this space and that also requires for you to be at not
- 53:02requires. Its automatic differentiated
- 53:04while creating a link. I'm human, you're human, I have
- 53:06a heart. You have a heart, I read nervous
- 53:09system URI Dervis system, but the difference here is, how many
- 53:13are that blank slate of? Oh, wait a minute, maybe Maria's
- 53:16feeling this. Maybe I'm feeling this.
- 53:18Let's talk about it. And that's That's where the
- 53:20conscious people in my life. We get to talk about stuff like
- 53:23this now with other people like the oversoul, we get to share in
- 53:28a very different way. There's growth that happens,
- 53:30it's beautiful, but it's more beautiful when they become blank
- 53:34slate. So when we're all blank slates
- 53:36together, we're all in a integrated, differentiated mind
- 53:41that links and basically, we're allowing ourselves to just be
- 53:44present in that now and not create assumptions, but,
- 53:47actually listen to each other, because we're not, To tell each
- 53:51other who to be weird? They're accepting in a very
- 53:55beautiful way. Wow.
- 53:57You're you I'm me and we're different but we come together
- 54:00and merge as different people and that's the part of.
- 54:04There's no there's no fear. When you choose love you're
- 54:10always going to choose the blank slate.
- 54:12So you don't assume like with the boyfriend, I did not make a
- 54:15mistake when they said I want you to meet my friend and I'm
- 54:18most certain that their friend did.
- 54:20It make the decision. I'm going to try and get him or
- 54:23not and even if they did, you know, actually I would
- 54:27understand because I did know her, I do know her and I know
- 54:33there are things that I'm not going to mention because they're
- 54:35not necessary, but I understand. And like I said, I have always
- 54:40actually felt. I shall tip my hat to you woman
- 54:43because you did a great job at getting the love of your life.
- 54:46That's what I know he was and still is to her and that Me is
- 54:51actually something that made me happy for them for him again.
- 54:55He, he doesn't count because he chose to give up his own life
- 55:00before his life even ever began. And here's where the shame cycle
- 55:04is and it isn't something that would have been.
- 55:08It didn't have to be this way, but he consistently chose people
- 55:11consciously. Think they know what they're
- 55:13doing. This is where the inner critic,
- 55:15outer critic again. Thank goodness for the trauma,
- 55:18experts. They are the ones who are
- 55:19helping. The teenagers to not identify
- 55:22with their pathology, they're moving in the better Direction,
- 55:26by explaining the nervous system and the brain.
- 55:28And so if people are going to become their own agents, which
- 55:32is what I see Humanity, moving towards this is the part, we
- 55:36will have people who want to belong but it's not a good or
- 55:39bad thing. It's simply a part about what is
- 55:42their own Drive in the meantime, we got the academics who keep on
- 55:46sharing with us how to become the adult.
- 55:50Version functional adults. So emotionally stable again,
- 55:54open to dialogue and the 5dc light worker in the in light
- 55:59mental age, if we get to be here for those people and to keep on
- 56:04having conversations about, you know, again whether it be
- 56:07polyamory polygamy, monogamy, we're here to say okay, we don't
- 56:11live in the medieval times, can we please stop.
- 56:14And let's move over here and talk about healthy relationships
- 56:17which would be differentiated selves.
- 56:20That link together the me we and, you know, we're one
- 56:24beautiful race human species race.
- 56:27That is moving moving more and more towards our Evolution and
- 56:29expansion of consciousness. Looking forward to hearing your
- 56:32thoughts and experiences cullinan or leave a message,
- 56:35have a great day. That link together the me we
- 56:22and, you know, we're one beautiful race human species
- 56:26race. That is moving moving more and
- 56:28more towards our Evolution and expansion of consciousness.
- 56:31Looking forward to hearing your thoughts and experiences
- 56:33cullinan or leave a message, have a great day.