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Ep 84. Alexa Sang 'I Love You': A Paranormal Sign from Loved Ones · The Manifestation Station

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You're listening to the Manifestation Station podcast.
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I'm your host, Holly Edwards, and together we can help create your magic.
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Hello, you gorgeous manifestors, and welcome back to another episode of the
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Manifestation Station.
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Yes, I am your host, Holly Edwards. Thank you for your patience with this episode,
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as it is in theory a little bit late, but that's okay.
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We're still bringing the energy. We are still bringing you the manifestation tools.
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And actually, today, I feel like today's episode is a little bit different.
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And I've actually been thinking for a while whether or not to do this episode
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for some time, because when you press play on the manifestation station,
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we're talking manifestation, we are talking mindset, energy,
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becoming the future person you want to be, creating your dream life and that
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is what I am about and today's episode is a little bit more spiritual than that.
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So that may be your thing, it may be not but it is interesting nonetheless and
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I actually think it probably fits here more than you might initially think.
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I think if you've listened to this podcast for a while, you know that,
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I mean, I'm so fascinated by the idea that there is so much more to life than we can physically see.
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We talk about energies, we talk about signs, and I think.
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This is where it kind of ties in today. There is so much more that we can't physically see.
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It's about opening up our mindset, opening up our kind of our feeling of what's
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possible and just opening up our eyes to that.
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I'm fascinated by synchronicities. I've done a few episodes now on signs and synchronicities.
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I ask for signs and synchronicities. No, sorry. I ask for signs all the time,
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but there are so many signs and synchronicities that pop up in my life,
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in my life, my friends' lives, my clients' lives, everyone that I know.
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Some people shrug it off as coincidence, but I'm fascinated by intuition and I'm fascinated by those,
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tiny little moments where something happens and it stops you in your tracks
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and you go, oh that was weird,
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or oh my god there's no way that's a coincidence but sometimes I still think
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even though I'm particularly open we still do brush it off sometimes going oh,
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that was weird wasn't it and actually one you know not putting enough,
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emphasis on the fact that actually is this a sign that was meant for you is
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it a sign from the universe is it the law of attraction like you know a mirror
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in your energy or is it a sign,
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from a loved one a loved one past.
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And that's why today I want to talk to you about something slightly different,
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and that is signs from people who we've loved and we've lost and more specifically
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could the people that we've lost still somehow communicate with us,
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Now, there's a wonderful woman. I'm going to just double check I get the name
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of her book right. You may have heard of Dr. Tara Stewart.
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Now, I love Dr. Tara Stewart.
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She's a manifester. She very much believes in manifesting.
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She talks about it on podcasts. She writes about it. And what I love about her,
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she is a neuroscientist.
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So she is all these people that go, oh, you know, manifestation is a bit wishy-washy.
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It's not science. This is where I bring you A lot of information.
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I believe that manifestation, the law of attraction, your energy is attracting like for like.
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I think it's a big fusion of science and magic. I really, really do.
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And what's great about Tara Stewart is that she's a neuroscientist.
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She is she based a lot of her work on factual scientific evidence.
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Yet if you look at some of her work listen to some of her podcasts I know she's
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she did a great podcast with Stephen Bartlett but check her out she's really
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good she's on Instagram and she's written a couple of books as well,
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but she talks about how the fact that it is proven that within the brain that
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you can create new neural pathways with the way that you think so this is that idea of.
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Gratitude. It can improve your immune system.
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It can give, not even just gratitude, but if you rewire your brain using positive
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affirmations and start believing these statements that you're saying,
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it can create new neural pathways so that your brain is actually believing what you're telling it.
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Anyway, she's fascinating. Now, she's not the topic of today's episode.
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We are talking about signs and,
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communicating with loved ones who are no longer here anymore and I think,
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if you're into manifestation you're into energies it's very possible that you're
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aligned also with believing that you can communicate with people who are no
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longer here now going back to Dr Tara Stewart,
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she released a book this year earlier in the year called The Signs now I haven't
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read this book yet but I have read lots of snippets,
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and I've researched many things about the book and I had a very quick message with Tara as well.
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And what I love about her, again, she's a neuroscientist.
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Her husband sadly passed away a while back. I think it might be a year or two ago.
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And like anyone dealing with someone they've lost, she's been in the depths of grief and.
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But what she came to realize was that she has found ways and she categorically believes,
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she has found ways that completely work in communicating with her partner who has passed.
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And she explains it in this most amazing way of she could see that he was also
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trying to communicate with her, but it's all new for him as well.
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And actually you have to kind of not set tests for your loved ones but you actually
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have to kind of help them ask,
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for specific things in order to be able to communicate with each other so she's
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got some fascinating stories now I now that I'm doing this episode I'm actually
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going to download it on Audible straight after this I might do another episode later in the year,
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but I just thought I'd mention her book now because it's one of the things that
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triggered the idea for doing this episode and also because last year I had a,
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paranormal experience which blew my mind when I say for me,
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I feel like I have proven categorically for me that.
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The ability to communicate with the afterlife. Now I'm going to tell you about
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what happened to me and I'm going to tell you that story shortly.
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But before we get into the nitty gritty, this is what I want today's episode
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to be about. Could the people we've lost still somehow communicate with us?
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So I'm going to share with you my own story, but I want you to think about it.
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Like, have you ever experienced something that reminded you so,
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strongly of someone that you've lost that for a second it almost felt like they
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were in the room and maybe you've heard their favorite song at the exact moment you needed it,
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maybe you've smelt their perfume
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when there was absolutely no reason for that smell to be there at all,
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maybe you've seen a robin when you're thinking about them maybe you've looked
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at the clock exactly the same time over and over again in fact this reminds
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me recently my partner while I remember it,
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my lovely fiancee Ben sadly lost his dad last year so my father-in-law.
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And Ben kept his watch and he has like a little pot with a few of his dad's items.
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And in this pot is his watch.
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And he keeps it. And every now and again, he'll get the jar out and just kind
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of have a look. And he hasn't had it out, I would say, in maybe about nine months.
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Anyway, I think he was having a moment and he was thinking about his dad.
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And he got out this pot with his dad's items in.
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And he was looking at the watch and he went oh I think I think the watch must
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have stopped I said how come and he said well look at the time so we looked
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at the time in our kitchen we can see our big garden clock outside and it was 10 to 8 in the evening.
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And the time on his dad's watch was 10 to 8 so we went oh that's a bit weird
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maybe it stopped so we looked at his watch his watch actually had stopped
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it stopped working it wasn't going around at all but it was stuck on 10 to 8
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the exact moment that my partner has taken out this pot taken out the watch
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just to have a little look,
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and he sort of looked at me and he thought it's quite weird isn't it so it was
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just something where you just think oh is that a nod is that a nod from his
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dad to go yeah I'm here you know it's these synchronicities these signs and,
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maybe you've had a dream about them there are lots of stories about people who
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have passed visiting us in our dreams because there's a moment in when we're sleeping,
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it's our subconscious mind that is running so it is believed that loved ones
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past can tap into our subconscious and meet us there rather than us in the physical
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world where we think everything is kind of very black and white.
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So whatever you've had, I'd love you to share your stories with me firstly.
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And I just know there's going to be so many of you who share stories.
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I've heard of clients and friends and family stories already.
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But if you do want to do that, I would love to hear them.
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I'm on Instagram at thehollyedwards. Feel free to drop into my DMs.
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And I'm also at the.manifestationstation.
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I'd love to hear your stories or post about them on your stories.
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And I'll share them if you tag me because I think it's lovely for other people
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to see your stories if you don't mind me sharing them, I should say that.
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But it's funny, isn't it? Because when these things happen, it's like...
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You didn't know how you knew it was them, but you just did.
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And I think that is something that so many people experience,
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but we don't necessarily talk about.
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Because we're often told that when someone dies, when someone passes,
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that's it, they're gone.
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And physically, of course, we know they are. They're no longer here in front
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of us in the way that we know.
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But there is so much of the universe we don't know about. No one has proven
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yet the afterlife, what that exists of.
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If we are energy that carries on and can communicate with where we are now and I think.
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Love you know love of a past a loved one who has passed I should say,
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love is still energy and a person can be physically gone and yet their presence
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can still completely change the way that you feel.
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I mean, their voice, their voice can still live in your head,
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their sayings, their mannerisms, the things they taught you,
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their memories, you can hear a song and feel all of those emotions kind of rise to you.
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So it's not necessarily asking the question, are they literally standing next to me right now?
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Perhaps it's, can the connection we had, can it continue in the same form but I do believe personally,
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if you're asking me personally I do believe that our past ones are around us
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I believe that if you've lost someone they are around you right now I do believe
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that you can and that you should speak to them out loud they can hear you
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and I think we should be asking for signs asking to communicate with our loved
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ones and also remembering like Dr.
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Tara Stewart said that actually perhaps they are learning too like sometimes we'll go oh you know.
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Well, if you're here, make the light flicker. Imagine if your loved one has
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passed and they're like, oh, I'm really trying to make that light flicker,
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but I can't, but I can do this.
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We have to be open into how they might be able to communicate with us.
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And that's what Dr. Tara Stewart says in her book.
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She said that she had a few moments where she felt like her husband was trying to communicate.
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So she almost had to, as a neuroscientist, do the work in terms of deciding how that could happen so,
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I'd love to share my own story with you and I have to say I shared this with
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Dr Tara Stewart after listening to her podcast with Stephen Bartlett.
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Where she talks about this very subject and she talks about,
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communicating with her her partner who had passed I actually contacted her to say,
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you know I think the book that you've written I know I've not read it yet but
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from what I've heard it's fascinating thank you for experimenting for us for
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us all to kind of hear and understand,
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but I also said to her I want to share my own story with you and I sent her
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a voice note and her reply was like you know wow in capital letters I cannot
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believe this happened and I'm going to share it with you now because I also have,
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I actually have some physical proof of what happened to me so I feel like for me.
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I've proven it. That's it. That's it. I've proven the afterlife.
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I've proven we can speak to loved ones past. So what happened is I told you
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about my father-in-law who passed at the beginning of last year.
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And it was a very, very traumatic time.
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It was very traumatic for my partner, his family, and myself as well.
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Because I'm not going to go into too much detail about what happened on the
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night because I feel like you need to hear some of it in order to understand,
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the full scenario of what happened.
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On this occasion that I'm about to tell you about.
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But out of respect for his family, I don't want to go into too much detail because
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it was quite dark and it was quite traumatic.
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But if I put it very very briefly what happened was that his dad who lives about 40 minutes from us,
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there was one night and Ben used to kind of call him,
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every week he'd check in on him and he he was trying to call him this one night
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it was a Friday night and he'd better pick me up from the station and he said
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that's really weird I can't get through to my dad and I said well that's really odd, isn't it?
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And this had happened before and his dad had accidentally turned his phone off
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and Ben had to go down there and he had to go in and go, don't turn your phone
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off, you know, looking out for his dad.
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His dad was quite in ill health, but nothing to suspect that he was going to
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pass, if that makes sense.
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Anyway, so we came home, we were trying to get through to him and eventually
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we looked at each other and we said, should we just drive down there?
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Check he's okay so we did that and I don't know what we were expecting I said
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you know I'm sure he's just got his phone on do not disturb it was just clicking
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straight through to the voicemail,
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and like I said Ben speaks to him kind of every every week but it had been a
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little bit more than that because I think we've been somewhere the week before anyway.
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When we got there, sadly, Ben found his dad and he had passed away.
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And he had, very sadly, he'd been there for a while.
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And so he came running out completely kind of traumatized because,
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as you can imagine, finding his dad in that way was just awful for him.
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So he came out and the next thing I knew, he came out and he just shouted, he's dead.
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That's it. He's gone. and I thought oh my god so I clicked into autopilot he
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was outside he went call an ambulance so I called an ambulance,
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and then I went upstairs and I heard Ben say to me please don't go up there
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but he was he was totally in shock he was totally in shock and I said it's fine
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because I was on the phone to the ambulance and I thought all of a sudden well,
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I was walking up the stairs and I thought well actually on the phone to the
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ambulance they've asked me to check,
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you know how he is because I thought, you know, I'll go in, maybe I could perform
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some CPR or give some medical attention or, you know,
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give the ambulance guys or the, you know, the paramedics on the phone,
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give them some more info.
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So as I went up, I suddenly realised that actually, I don't know where he is.
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I don't know what I'm about to walk into, what state he's going to be in.
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Ben was left outside, as I say, he'd kind of come running out.
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And like I said, I don't want to go into too much detail, more for his family.
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But I went in and what I was faced with was just awful.
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It was just awful. I mean, I do hair and makeup for a living for film and TV.
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I do a lot of injury makeup. I do dead bodies.
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I, you know, have to look at very graphic pictures, but I've never seen anything like it in my life.
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And it's something I think no one can prepare you for.
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It's something that most people don't see in their life.
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Thank goodness but he'd been there for a while and that you know it was just
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a horrible horrible scene and you know my sudden thought was this is what Ben's
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seen so I had to go down and comfort him anyway,
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it was really tragic,
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and you know it was really sad to see Ben going through that and to you know
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for him to find his dad but also,
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it was not only sad it was not only dealing with shock and grief,
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it was also dealing with the trauma of what we had found and what we had both seen that night.
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So I'll leave that bit with you. I don't want to say any kind of more on the
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night itself. I could go into way more detail. But obviously,
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as you can imagine, it just, you know, blew up that night. And it was just a
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very, very, very difficult time.
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So Ben had about a week off work while he was trying to sort out,
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you know, all the things that come with having lost someone,
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someone passed. and, you know.
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The horrible logistical bits, the bills, the, you know, the official paperwork
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and registering the death and all of that.
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We also had to deal with the police because he died at home and we tried to
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figure out, you know, the police
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were trying to figure out how long he'd been there and when he died.
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What I will say, if you're listening to this, is just,
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as a thing because I think Ben
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found it very hard knowing that he'd been there for a little while, but,
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what is really comforting to know is that the police figured out that,
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I think it was like Ben had spoken
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to him just over a week before and he'd spoken to him on a Sunday night,
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and it appeared that he most likely passed away that evening there were lots
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of signs to do with appointments that he'd missed the last text messages he'd replied to,
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the last paper that he had there was on that Sunday and he always whether he
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was ill come rain or shine he would get the paper,
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and his watch had stopped as well it was one of these watches that kind of works,
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it's like a not like a normal battery it basically if you take the watch off
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it stops um and it had stopped at the time,
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that sunday evening so just as a little kind of side note that was that kind
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of gave ben some comfort that actually he had spoken to him probably on that
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day and he had a lovely conversation with him.
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Anyway sorry guys this feels very inspirational but actually what comes next
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is quite amazing and i think if you've lost to anyone,
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the idea that perhaps we can communicate with them might be of comfort.
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So, yes, Ben had about a week off trying to figure out stuff and he was here
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and Ben worked away every week. So I would normally see him at weekends.
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So he went to work after a week.
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Now, what was happening for both of us? I think we, looking back,
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we had some form of kind of PTSD from the night.
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The fact that what we walked into, what we saw, I know when we closed our eyes
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at night, we were having kind of flashbacks to what we had seen.
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Now I didn't want to put it up too much with Ben because I thought it's his
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dad and I don't want to put it in the forefront of his mind so Ben went back
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to work and for the next couple of weeks,
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I really I know Ben did as well and he had his struggles but um I was showing
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him alone in the house every night.
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And in the days I felt absolutely fine in the daytimes I felt fine,
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now in the evening as soon as it got dark which is kind of you know around the
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time that we found Ben's dad,
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as soon as it get dark in the house I suddenly just felt terrified
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I felt scared I felt jumpy I felt presence in the house and it wasn't a bad
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presence I could just feel an overwhelming presence and I was like is that Ben's dad is it,
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other spirits around trying to protect me I don't know what it was but I just
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felt like there was someone or people there and I felt uncomfortable and I felt
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yeah like I said kind of jumpy and on edge so.
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What's happening is I was starting to not read to sleep very well I would you
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know as soon as it came to bedtime I would just be almost like I could feel
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my heart racing and it was a it was a horrible time and about a couple of weeks later,
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I was having a bath. I was running the bath and I was at home alone and.
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I thought, I can't do this anymore. I need to sort something.
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And I don't know what made me look at my rings on my fingers.
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And I've got rings from my grandmother who's passed, a very good family friend,
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of ours that has passed, and, you know, all these strong women who have passed.
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And I suddenly thought, you know what?
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I believe in the afterlife. I've been to clairvoyance before.
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I've had signs before. and I thought I'm going to speak to them out loud.
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So yes, I may have sounded like a nutter, an absolute nutter.
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But I spoke out loud and I got in this bath and I got really relaxed and I called
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upon these people who had passed.
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I called them by name, these women, and I called Ben's dad as well and I said
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right I need your help and I said I am feeling terrified at night I'm terrified in the house,
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when I close my eyes I can't relax I can't go to sleep and I feel like there
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is a presence here and if you are here you know,
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I welcome you but at night time I need it to stop and I need your help in helping
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me to sleep I said please please I feel like I was,
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at the end of my tether I just said please please help me to relax,
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help these feelings to go away and to help me feel calm again and not feel an
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unwanted presence and I said if,
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there are people around loved ones around you know if someone's trying to get
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my attention I'm happy to welcome signs
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but at night I need to be left alone and I said please please help me and I
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sent that off and I had my bath and that was it that was it.
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I went to bed that night. I wasn't looking out for anything.
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I wasn't looking out for any signs. I went to bed that night and I was laying
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in bed watching TV and it was about 10 o'clock and I kind of started getting
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those same feelings of I'm feeling a little bit anxious.
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I'm feeling a little uneasy again.
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So I thought, no, it's fine. Just stay calm and let's close our eyes and let's try and go to sleep.
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So I was close my eyes trying to go to sleep. Now, this next bit,
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it does actually sound like a scene
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from a horror movie, but bear with me because actually it was lovely.
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So, just drifting off.
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Oh, no, I wasn't drifting off. I was very much awake. I was in a down time of trying to drift off.
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Anyway, my Alexa, oh, let's hope she doesn't answer now because I've just said her name.
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My Alexa wakes up, the light turns on, and she starts singing this song.
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That says I love you now if you've heard it before if you if anyone's got an
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Alexa if you say Alexa I love you I've actually heard this song before,
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and the lyrics start with I want to tell you I love you and then it goes on
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for about I don't know 20 or 30 seconds singing this song I love you,
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so imagine me eyes closed got my TV on I'm very I'm awake and I'm aware,
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I'm I was awake and very much aware.
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My Alexa lights up and starts singing I love you right can you imagine firstly,
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I sit up straight in my bed to check that I'm not dreaming,
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to check that I'm not asleep to check I've not gone insane I look around there's
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no one in the house it's just me home alone,
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I look around and I cannot believe I sit there absolutely stunned as Alexa sings I love you okay,
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and I think and I look around and I'm like,
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I mean straight away I'm like well I asked you for a sign I asked you to look after me,
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and straight away I was like this is mind-blowing this is whoever I've communicated
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with this is them giving me my sign I love you and,
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I didn't believe it so I was in shock and Like I said,
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I was trying to kind of have a moment of thinking, does Alexa think I've just spoken to her?
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Have I done that subconsciously? Have I spoken to Alexa? So straight after I
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say, Alexa, what song did you just play? Just to check again, I'm not going insane.
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And I can't remember, she came up with some answer and she was like,
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oh, I played this and then just stopped.
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So I sat in bed, stunned, not scared. It did freak me out first when it came on.
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Not scared. just stunned going, I am receiving a sign from someone or people
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past. This is mind-blowing.
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What happened then is, so that was about 10 o'clock, half past 10,
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about 11 o'clock, I went to sleep and I slept like a baby.
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It was the best night's sleep I think I have ever, ever had.
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I was not restless. I didn't wake up scared.
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And what's weird is I woke up in the morning and I felt completely different.
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I felt like a completely different person.
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I felt rested I felt relaxed and from that night I never ever had the flashbacks,
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I never ever had the fear of being at home at night of feeling,
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presence I felt like it had been lifted whatever it was whoever it was,
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just so light and free and actually even now when I talk about his passing I
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don't have that fear attached to it so from that night everything changed,
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now I rang my mum first thing in the morning and I went you never ever guess
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what just happened to me so I told her the story and she was like oh my god
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and one of the women I called upon was Bridget my grandmother who is my mum's mum.
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And she was like, that is amazing. And then I looked to her and I thought,
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actually, I wonder if Alexa keeps like a log.
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Because you have an Alexa app. I thought, I wonder if it keeps a log.
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I've spoken to it and what the commands were.
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Because I kind of, I knew that this was a sign.
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But like we all do with any sign, sometimes we go, oh, that could,
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you know, we see a Robin or a Feather and we go, oh, you know,
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that could be my grandmother or someone passed. And then sometimes we sort of
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go, maybe not, but maybe.
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So I kind of did that thing of going, well, had I spoken to Alexa subconsciously? Was I half asleep?
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Anyway, so I go on to my Alexa app.
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And if you do the same, you will be able to see as a command that you have ever
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given Alexa, every time you've ever spoken to her.
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Now, what I didn't realize is that because I'm the owner of Alexa,
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it knows my voice. So I've obviously registered it when I set it up.
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So if I go over the years, I've had it for years, it's like,
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you know, it will say Holly.
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And it's got like a kind of like profile symbol that it knows it's me.
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So it comes up orange, Holly.
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And every time I looked, it's family Holly, Holly, Holly, Holly.
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So I looked on this night in question and it was Holly at about 9 30 p.m had
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asked Alexa to turn our lamp off and it said it was Holly,
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then at half past 10 which is when the experience the paranormal activity Alexa
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singing her song that happened at half past 10.
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It was an unknown voice It was not their voice.
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So it comes up with kind of, it doesn't come up with the Holly logo attached.
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It's just an unrecognised voice.
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Goosebumps there was no one else in my house absolutely no one else in my house
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so yes at half 10 it said unknown voice Alexa I love you Alexa has then sung
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the I love you and then straight after it says Holly,
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I said Alexa which song did you just play so it recognized that that was me
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and it recognized it was me before turning the light off someone or something,
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has spoken to Alexa not me at half past 10,
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for Alexa to tell me I love you right and then there's something else about
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11 o'clock which is when I went to sleep,
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there was another unknown verse that is not me it's not as nice as my voice
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it says Alexa when you ready and that is when I went to sleep and I had the
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most precious beautiful restful sleep ever,
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that verse was not me now people have asked me what do you think that is and
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I don't know what it is other than the fact that it feels to me like if there
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were these people that have passed who I've called upon my grandmother.
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My family friend had passed it feels to me like they've gone right let's give
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only this sign and I've heard a lot of signs from past ones can be communicated through,
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electricity so that means you know light bulbs flickering lights going off songs
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coming on because it's all to do with energy and frequency,
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so the idea that perhaps they've sent me a message through Alexa and then for
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me it just feels like someone or something at 11 o'clock saying we're ready,
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it almost feels like we're ready we're all going together we are supporting
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Holloway we are going to somehow give her a good night's sleep we are going
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to somehow get rid of this presence that is bothering her whatever it was,
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it worked and I have still got the screenshots from my Alexa that shows when
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I've spoken and then it's a voice that is not known.
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Now, I don't know what you think when you're listening to this,
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if you're thinking, wow, she's bonkers, or yes, this is amazing.
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Honestly, it blew my mind.
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I don't believe it was coincidence. I think it was something more.
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And the fact that I also felt better after this experience was just incredible.
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And because of that, it made me realise, especially listening to dr stewart tara stewart's,
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versions of you know ways that she's received signs that actually we should
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or we could call on our loved ones more couldn't we we could ask for help,
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we could ask to feel more guided we could ask for specific signs and i think it's really,
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important that i wanted to share that with you today because yes we talk about
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the universe and signs but also I think it's very,
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it's important for me to talk about perhaps the fact that we are being guided
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by people now I don't want to shove this down your throats and say right that's
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it I've proved the afterlife and you have to believe it it's just something
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that I want you to think about,
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and you know because I'm someone who believes in manifestation I believe,
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our thoughts matter our beliefs matter our attentions matter and I'm also aware
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that our brains are incredibly clever and I think that's the thing it's about
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opening up our mind to what there is more of.
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So does something have to be scientifically supernatural for it to be meaningful?
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I don't think it does. I think if you hear your mum's favourite song on the
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day you're really struggling and it makes you feel like she's beside you,
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does it matter whether that song was deliberately sent to you?
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Or does it matter that for five minutes you feel connected again?
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Maybe we don't have to know. Maybe we don't have to know the answers.
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But there's something really beautiful about leaving a little bit of mystery in life.
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Being a little bit open to what we could receive.
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And there are lots of signs that people talk about.
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I've experienced them and I know a lot of others believe that they have signs from their loved ones.
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And some of them are really subtle. It could be seeing a butterfly, a robin, a feather,
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finding an object somewhere completely unexpected for your dreams,
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seeing someone's name, maybe hearing a phrase that they use suddenly appearing everywhere.
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Or maybe like something much more personal.
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And I think if someone has lost someone, the sign might not make sense to anyone
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else. But for you, it might mean everything.
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And I think that's why we shouldn't tell people what their signs should look
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like. And I want you to be open with what that could be for you.
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Ask your loved ones specifically to see something that relates to them and for
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you so that you know. And this is what Dr. Tyra Stewart says.
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She almost says that imagine your loved one is trying to communicate with you,
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you're missing the signs that ask for something specific something to happen
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to hear a song to say a specific sign and then be open imagine your loved one
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working really really hard to get that message through to you.
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And that's the thing look it does it does come back,
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to manifestation the manifestation station because some of you might be thinking
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what does this have to do with manifestation,
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and you know what maybe this one is slightly less than my other episodes but
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I just think that there is a connection because manifestation for me has never
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just been about think about something and then you magically get it it's about becoming aware
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more intentional more connected with yourself it's about noticing and paying
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attention to your intuition,
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and I think spirituality asks us to do something very similar to remain open,
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but believing that we have to
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understand absolutely everything and just to leave them for possibility.
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So, don't go looking for signs.
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This is something I really want to talk about because if you have recently lost
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somebody, please don't feel the need to spend your entire day searching for signs for them.
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Don't become overly obsessed with numbers, with staring at the clock,
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analysing every bird that flies
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past or convincing yourself that every technical glitch is a message.
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Because grief is incredibly powerful. and I know when you're grieving your nervous
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system is already on high alert you're looking for them you're missing them
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your brain is trying to understand a world in which they aren't physically there,
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so I don't think the answer is to desperately search I think the answer is ask
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and then release simply what I did when I was in the bath I asked and I just
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released that was it ask set the intention and let it go don't chase the sign
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if there is something you need to receive you'll notice it,
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maybe it will find you maybe it won't that's okay too,
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and if you are listening to this and you've lost someone I just want you to
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know as well I think it's important to say that look there is no,
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right way to grieve there is no timeline there is no way no correct way to remember
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somebody some days you might feel completely fine and then sometimes maybe even the smell,
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or the sound of something could hit you like a ton of bricks and.
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I know it can feel really, really hard and that is grief. Sometimes it just
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catches up with you, doesn't it?
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And whether these signs is your brain making a beautiful connection or something
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beyond what we can understand, you don't need to figure it out. Just be open.
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I think just be open to what we can receive.
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So a little experiment for you before we go today.
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And this isn't something I want you to do if it feels uncomfortable.
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But if you have lost someone and you want to try just maybe tonight or whenever
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it feels right to you sit somewhere quiet for a moment close your eyes take a few deep breaths,
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think for a moment about that person that you've lost so don't force yourself
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to feel anything just remember them think about them hold them in your mind
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their face their voice something they used to say,
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and then simply say out loud if there is a way for you to let me know you're
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okay I am open to receiving it,
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and then let it go don't decide what the sign has to be at this point don't
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say it has to be a bus flight it has to happen tomorrow just say I'm open I
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think it's the very first step to say I'm open to receiving,
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and I'm going to look out for it and you know that's a very calm way to experiment this. And yeah.
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I just, yeah, if you can read this book, I'm actually going to go back and read
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it myself. And like I said, I might do another episode on it.
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But if you have lost someone, if a friend of yours has lost someone and they
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feel like, maybe you feel like they might be interested in this,
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maybe please pass on this episode to them. Maybe do the experiment together.
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And I'm sending you love as well. If you, you know, anyone that has lost people
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in the past, I'm sure everyone has at some point.
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I'm sending you love. and just think about them today hold them in your thoughts today
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and if something happens a song a smell a dream a coincidence something that
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makes you stop and think that's you don't panic just smile and I want you to say thank you,
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imagine your loved one is there and you just saw like there's a sign or coincidence
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or synchronicity I want you to say thank you out loud because imagine your loved
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one definitely trying to send you this message and imagine you going thank you I've got it,
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and I think the more that you do that the more that you will receive and the
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more open you will be to receiving more.
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Remember I would very much like to hear from you if you have received a sign,
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I'd love to hear all your stories and thank you for listening to me I know it's
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a little bit different today but it's something that I really wanted to dive into at some point,
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and remember stay open stay curious and don't forget there is always more magic
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around you than you think so I'll see you next time and just remember you're
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exactly where we're meant to be.