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Healing Through Battle: A Veteran's Journey with Cancer | Scott LaMorte · Veteran Wellness Podcast

• John Adams: Had a four inch tumor disappeared completely and no doctor intervention. There was I had no chemicals, no radiation, nothing prior to that surgery. When they did finally cut on you there, there was no tumor. Completely every veteran has a story. Some stories change lives. Welcome to the Better and Wellness Podcast with Eric Lawrence. Mr. Lamarcht. The dead. The sky. The dead. If that's your name. Name serve me well. Yeah. Yeah, you between you and your brother. Yeah, we know. So ⁓ after all the tech difficulties there with you being a boomer, we're all set to go. Everything's good ⁓ on this end, so we're recording. And ⁓ you know, we've always talked and and walked about how this different health angle works with us vets. And I really want to ⁓ get down on on record, you know, what you went through and and the different modalities that seem to work and what I'm pretty sure everybody else is gonna need to be doing at some point for who knows what diagnosis. But go ahead and start into, you know, where we think this started militarily and then ⁓ we'll go down through the list that you didn't list You didn't listen to or read, so ⁓ it started in two thousand two. ⁓ I deployed Afghanistan in March of that year. against all conventional army wisdom, I went by myself. You shouldn't send anybody by themselves to do anything in the military. But ⁓ my first combat mission was with third of the third. And we were doing a recovery mission. And on the return, the truck in front of me had kicked up with dust. And I couldn't see the a bomb crater had been there from the 1980s. And I was driving about 50 miles an hour and drove into that with no doors on my Humvee. And the truck bottomed out, went up in the air, and I came out of the vehicle. ⁓ I saw a cliff in the bottom of the Humvee, and I was like, ⁓ God, please don't meel this. And the next thing I knew, I'm driving again. Couldn't figure that out how I got back in the vehicle. ⁓ don't have any recollection of hitting the ground, which I did. I had a incomplete fracture to my femur about two inches above my knee, and I kind of split north and south on the bone. I blew out L4 and five disc in my lower back. I had a T12 vertical fracture and C three, four, and five. disc blew in and pinched off my spinal cord. ⁓ on top of that I had a traumatic brain injury, a mild traumatic brain injury in the front and back of my head. And I didn't get any treatment until the last day in the field I had dislocated my shoulder and reset it myself but chipped off the end of the clavicle. ⁓ And ⁓ went to get some x rays on that and they said when you get back to Bragg get that taken care of when We were in route anyhow. So about three weeks later we're I'm back at Bragg. I got an X ray. Ended up getting a shoulder operation. They took the end of the clavicle off, so I'm actually missing about two inches of my clavicle. Me too. ⁓ yeah. Makes you ⁓ Makes it hard in the gym to lift anything over your head. ⁓ But in that time, it took three years to get to the hospital. I was slowly falling apart and not knowing what was going on. ⁓ the traumatic brain injury, I had severe anger issue. So I had gone while I was a patient at Walter Reed for a year and a half. I went voluntarily went for ⁓ anger management classes and realized that I didn't have an anger management problem like some of these yeah, I I couldn't believe some of these people get upset over the stupidest things, right? ⁓ I just had trouble with the level of verbal anger I had. I I physically wanted to rip people's heads off, but I knew better. But I was certainly lay into ⁓ I even almost went to war with the state of Virginia and North Carolina. ⁓ I challenged Virginia to go to war. I was gonna kill anybody that came up there. They didn't believe it. And ⁓ I reported it to the colonel that I was working for in North Carolina and Nobody said anything ever after that. ⁓ that was that was fun. It was funny actually, in l in in hindsight, but ⁓ yeah, I was doing some pretty stupid things. ⁓ I was also in the group of 2nd Battalion, third group ⁓ murder suicides. We had fur five suicides, four of them were murders involved with them with their wives. So that was attributed to Methylquin. Mm-hmm. That was my first go around with that. And I actually have a ten percent disability from methiquin. ⁓ it's pretty hard to get. ⁓ people don't realize it and they're missing out on that. But methquin is leading you follow up on it, there's a lot of guys with tremors. ⁓ you think it's your o early on said to Alzheimer's or something, but it's actually linking back to methoquin. So I got that going for me. Yeah. Well that's a nerve issue, obviously. So Yeah. ⁓ That was one of the first things I did was the anger management treatment while I was at Walter Reed. ⁓ While I was in Afghanistan, we built a wall around our compound with these giant filters, which turns out came from Chernobyl. Russians being who they are dumped shit everywhere. And they just dumped a bunch of metal out in the desert. We found it and harvested it and built a RPG barrier around our compound with those giant room size filters. They were probably seven by fifteen feet. Probably taller than that. But ⁓ I have to attribute my target analysis background to saying what components or what when they brought them into the compound to build into this wall, it was jokingly said what nuclear nuclear power plant did these filters come from. And ⁓ sure enough, I I nailed that on the head. ⁓ but twenty years later, I developed cancer. ⁓ we're welding them right at chest level. some ⁓ stays some supports on the on the corners and ⁓ I guess I sucked up enough radiation to give me breast cancer, which is pretty rare for men to have. It's one percent of breast cancer belong to men. I had discovered a lump underneath my nipple ⁓ a year prior to the diagnosis. I couldn't get the VA to acknowledge it. I had a nurse practitioner as a primary health care. And You know, it's rare. I I I'll say that it's rare and leave it at that. But when your patient comes and says, I have a lump in my breast, male or female, it should have flipped off with a few warning bells. ⁓ I was certainly concerned about it. ⁓ I'm I'm not an eighteen Delta, ⁓ but I did carry that eight bag for fourteen years and I did have a background in nursing and paramedicine. ⁓ and it's sad to be more aware Than your nurse practitioner is. ⁓ I I find that to be very common with my benefit or my ⁓ dealings with the VA and Walter Reed. ⁓ the whole Larium methylquin thing, I had to debate all the doctors over that. And fortunately, a Navy commander recognized that what I was saying was correct, and he corrected the Army staff and said the sergeant major knows what he's talking about and. Which led to the ten percent disability, but but nothing was done about it. Yeah. ⁓ while I was there I was also exposed to depleted uranium. I have a stage three kidney disease, which fluctuates between two and three. Some days it's two, some days it's three. ⁓ I didn't know that was an issue. I got depleted uranium tested. The doctors show up. Three army officers showed up and said, Everything's normal. You're fine. It's within the limits. Never said what the limits were. You know, never never showed me the paperwork or anything. And this is why I had a traumatic brain injury too. So a lot of stuff was going over my head. Yeah. And it was just didn't feel right that these guys are tap dancing. years later the VA come came to me and said, Were you around depleted uranium? And I was yeah, I I tested for it. He says, well, your kidneys are damaged from it. This is classic signs that you're suffering from this. I said, great. So what do we do? He said, well they're damaged. There's not a whole lot you're gonna do. ⁓ short of a kidney transplant. That's not going to happen anytime soon. ⁓ and at my age probably not at all. But it's getting by. I Just started doing the heavy detox with the ⁓ the ⁓ what's the device you put in the water, sucks it out of your feet. ⁓ the ⁓ ionic foot bath. Yeah. Ionic ionic foot bath, right. Yeah. People poop and just got I think they work pretty good. Nah I I'm pretty amazed what comes out of your body. Yeah. And you can see if you do it several days in a row, it lessens the amount of stuff coming out. Yeah. ⁓ So I did ⁓ in the past, but I've got one and I'm gonna do it for a week every day for a week and then knock off to once a week and then knock off once a month after that. Well and see what that does. I I do I detoxing as you can be since your skin's your largest organ. Yeah. ⁓ that's hard for me to use laying on that hard mat that comes in it and ⁓ I don't use it. I don't. I'm being honest with you. But I want to get one and ⁓ affordable one. Not affordable one, but I I'd like to get one that one person, two people could sit in in the house. Yeah. Well we need that for that. That's that's on my list. ⁓ so a lot of you know, it took ⁓ nineteen I was seeing I was twenty twenty two when I felt the lump and then twenty three I got Finally got a doctor to 2023. Yeah. Yeah. Got it. So the first person that my nurse practitioner sent me to was a plastic surgeon. And I I never dealt with oncology in my nursing background. I didn't work in that field. So this is all new to me. The surgeon, the plastic surgeon, ended up doing a male breast reduction operation, not taking care of the tumor. Yeah. Which I found out later on was actually four inches long under across my nipple down under to underneath my armpit. So the first guy, as a plastic surgeon, I would expect better suturing. ⁓ had my neck not broken been broken, I think I could have done the suturing myself a hell of a lot better than that guy. ⁓ he ended up taking like a thumb size, thumbnail size tip of the tumor off. And breast cancer is very excess very aggressive when you open it up. Yes. So this is at the end of COVID and everybody's catching up on operations. So I'm backlogged five months. I remember. And I says this is what I told you about it, and you gave me the spooky machine that your daughter is using. And I ran that for twenty four hours. you know, ⁓ had it under my bed. ⁓ we had the wrong antenna, turns out, but I got lucky and was using it correctly. ⁓ it was the spherical antenna. And it's very it actually points right at the directional. ⁓ and we switched out to the ⁓ omnidirectional one. Which is interesting because the woman across the street, or not ⁓ the house next to me, her bedroom was right up against my house and cured her of lung cancer. Yeah. Right. Well explain to the folks what a spooky is. I mean Yeah, so ⁓ correct me if it's wrong, Dr. Ripe Royal Ripe was from nineteen thirties. Royal Ripe, nineteen thirties, had discovered that everything has a frequency. Everything a rock, a piece of wood, everything runs with a frequency, including tumors, ⁓ parasites and everything else has a difference. So I started running the spooky machine and twenty four hours a day in Quint and at the same time I was running the frequency generator. I went twice a week to do oxygen therapy in hyperbaric chamber, which the Green Beret Foundation lovingly paid for. ⁓ it was like over five thousand dollars for those treatments. ⁓ changed my diet. Which to a cancer diet's a lot of leafy greens and broccoli and things like that. Which went to my damaged kidneys and gave me over a hundred kidney stones that year. I heard numbered. Yeah. Like a little machine gun. The first one was a it was a five millimeter stone. I had no clue what was going well, I I did. I I it was in the back of my mind what was going on, but I had I thought something else was failing. And ⁓ But after the first one it wasn't that bad. They they hurt. But that first one was just excruciating. And I'm pretty good at dealing with pain. ⁓ and I attribute that to my ex wife. Yeah. While I work out with her. but I also was doing intermittent fasting because I couldn't eat because of the kidney stones. So things Or like working out for a reason, you know. Everything has a reason. ⁓ I've I've come to realize ⁓ and all the reflection and time I've had to do since I've retiring. ⁓ So it worked out. So the intermittent fasting, I had a very positive attitude. And that's a belittle breast cancer. It's devastating to women. ⁓ and it's probably mentally different for men, but I was not gonna die of breast cancer. No. I I found that to be insulting to me. I don't I'm a warrior. I don't want to fucking go with something so feminine, you know. I told you it's it's just a clinical issue. You know, I mean it's Yeah. W the way we did the spooky, we did a ⁓ you know, kill the cancer frequency, then we did ⁓ flush the lymph frequency, then we did a healing frequency and ran that constant in a loop. Yep. That's that's the best. And I would go I would go a week on cancer and then I would go a week on healing and all the other protocols. It would just take a week at a time and just run those programs through. Yeah. And I'm still running. Actually I I run it so much I burned out my antenna. And I'm waiting for that to get delivered and I'll turn the the healing one back on. I had to give a new one last week. But but you know, Eric, I've been running it what, for four years straight? No, I know. I should three without that antenna. ⁓ I'm not complaining about the lifespan of it 'cause it's I put it through its paces, that's for sure. ⁓ the other thing was my positive attitude, my surgeon, my second surgeon, who found no tumor. after the second operation. Mm-hmm. ⁓ she was one of the best rated. With your help, we found her and ⁓ she as she was taking the staples out, I told her what I had done and she kind of shaking her head, but she says, I've seen this before, and I would say that your attitude, I've never met somebody so strong with an attitude not to have cancer. And I think that's what what did it was your positive attitude. But I can't say what any one thing did. Mm-hmm. But with the positive attitude and people praying for me, I'm a big believer in the power of prayer, ⁓ which is also a frequency. Yes. ⁓ Yeah, you have to do it all. You can't you don't pick one you like. No. It's it's I think the key to all of it. The key is is you have to have faith in whatever modality you're using. ⁓ a hundred percent. ⁓ your chemo is not gonna work if you don't believe it's gonna work. Well, of course. We've seen that. surgery's not gonna work if you don't believe they got everything out. Yeah. So if you don't believe in your doctors and yourself and the people who are praying for you, I don't think any of it's gonna save your life. Correct. I think that's where there's a lot of failure. We we we had a friend, I'm not gonna mention her name. ⁓ he signed on board, but I don't really felt I didn't have a feeling when I left that he believed it was gonna cure ⁓ We know why. But it was pretty and it was late stage. Yep, but No, I I think it totally could have worked and ⁓ you know, we just couldn't make it happen. You know, they have to accept it. And he lived in a negative attitude because his wife wasn't on board either. Correct. That's so yeah. If if you don't have your family support, believing in you and believing what you're doing is right, I don't think it's gonna work. No, I'm with you there, buddy. So ⁓ and again, I'll I always say I'm very grateful. ⁓ grateful enough to give you a quote Python. I know. Yeah, that's pretty good. ⁓ but ⁓ you know, I'm always grateful for for taking a lead on on the spooky machine because it certainly was making a big difference. ⁓ but I I I delved into it and believed in it. So Yep. And every chance I get, ⁓ I I tell people all the things that I did. I share that story. ⁓ while I was in cancer treatment, my friend SF buddy of mine, Don called me and asked me if I'd ever heard of Burning Man and something I've always wanted to do. And it just made me that much more angry at cancer that I couldn't go. ⁓ you remember that. I was just too tired. but the following year he says, I'll call you back. I'll see how you're doing next year. And he called me and I said, Yeah, ⁓ no matter what, I'm going. I w this is a point my bucket list thing to do. And While I was there, I felt it was my affirmational life event. Hm. And I shared my story, my cancer story with anybody who's a big question to Bernie Man is what brought you here? You know? And I I didn't know. I I never hadn't been before. So I thought it was kind of a joke. And I said, This is my affirmational life, you know, and and it's what what do you mean? It's well, I had cancer last year and I beat it. I had a four inch tumor disappear completely and no doctor intervention. There was I had no chemicals, no radiation, nothing prior to that surgery. Yep. And within four to five months that tumor disappeared. And everything clicked in, intermittent fasting took it away after it broke it down. And it just all clicked into place. So while I'm there, I'm telling people the ordeal I had gone through. And they were like I I'm not gonna tell you what they said until later on. So they said something, it was like, ⁓ whatever, that's that's whatever, you know. And then I told the second person, they said the exact same thing. What brought you to Burning Man and the statement. So the third time it happened, told them I came to Burning Man to share my story. She says, I came to Burning Man to meet you and hear your story. Get out. So the first two first two times I it was like, ⁓ well, yeah, whatever. But the third time it kinda went, huh? And then the fourth time it got the woman I'm talking to got emotional. And she said the exact same thing. I came here to hear your story. And then the last one was a younger girl, ⁓ talking to her, and she starts crying, really emotionally crying, ⁓ as the other the other two had before that. But she was just in tears and she says, My family Every woman in my family has had breast cancer and I don't want to deal with that. Wow. And I was like, Well, don't be a warrior. Be a warrior like I was and fight cancer. You gotta believe in it, you know? You don't even think about getting cancer. Yeah. Don't set yourself up for failure. Lifestyle. You're gonna be the one woman Yeah. ⁓ you're gonna be the woman in the in your family that never got it. So we talked for ⁓ over an hour and a half talking to this girl and convinced her that she wrote down everything I had told her. She went and got her journal, she wrote all the stuff down. I didn't do any follow ups with her. ⁓ You know somebody wrote a pup book with all that information in it, don't you know? Yeah, yeah, I know that guy. One day I file cook teachers in it, you'll read it. ⁓ So I pass all the information. It it's like leading a horse in a trough, you they gotta drink from it. Gotta believe in it. ⁓ I've been doing a lot of rave parties out in the desert and again I meet these people. It's it's like people just come talk to me and end up talking about this stuff. ⁓ this one DJ comes over, is talking to me and turns out his mom had stage four cancer, had beaten it, but is back in remission or ⁓ came back on and Told him all the stuff I had done. And he went out and bought everything for his mom. And I meet him every now and then. I bump into him and he she's doing better. So and again he came s I came to this rave tonight. I wasn't gonna come, but I came here to meet you. And I'm like, Stop. Yeah, but stop this madness. That's how this works. Quit acting like you don't. Yeah. Yeah. We've we've learned all. So but it's it's And kind of a side story, ⁓ when I came back from Burning Man, I I called my brother up who's been on to me about plant medicine and doing the ayahuasca journeys and stuff. And I was always resistant to it. ⁓ until this happened. And he kept telling me, So you're a healer. You're a healer. You gotta get in, just let go and become a healer that you are. And I think I'm more of a person who directs people to getting healthy. Yeah. But that's and a mediator, you know. Nothing wrong with that. I mean your brother's always been that way. Yeah. So I've always there and I'm always pushing the the six things that I did. ⁓ but the biggest thing is the faith. ⁓ you don't necessarily have faith in in God. It always helps, gives you direction. ⁓ but faith in yourself. Faith in your abilities because you can't heal yourself from within. Yeah, you can. And that's where, you know, like ⁓ Tom Campbell always talks about that stuff. He goes, healing's the easiest thing you can do yourself, you know, on the on the paranormal angle. He's like healing's healing's easy. And it's what you're talking about. So if you want to chip jump in on the paranormal real quick. Well ⁓ let's let's tie this up because Okay. ⁓ You know, when they did finally cut on you there, there was no tumor. Completely gone. What did the VA say? Nothing. Yeah. They have no interest what I do outside. Shocking. ⁓ I also have ⁓ I got the I'm not a big vaccine guy, but I saw what sh shingles does to people. Horrible. And I actually d got the vaccine for shingles and proceeded to get shingles. Yeah, that's how that works. Yeah. I would have told you no, but you know, that's just me. But it attacked my optic nerve in my right eye. ⁓ yeah. I woke up to complete gray vision in my eye. It was kind of a dark gray and it less lessened t to a light gray. Yeah. Yeah. ⁓ so I went to Burning Man blind to one eye. Which which ruins your night vision. Yeah. Yeah. And depth perfectly I proceeded to get lost there three times 'cause I couldn't tell where I was in the dark. Some great boy, huh? But ⁓ but in pursuit of that the VA didn't give me any treatment, didn't send me outside. ⁓ I asked several times, what can we do? And he says, Nothing. Well just wait and see. No. So there was maybe seven percent vision up in the top corner and peripheral vision. No, it was not good quality vision. I still don't have good quality vision, but that little bit of light up here was coming through. And they're just pinpoints of light, that's all I could see. And over a year g went by I had incomplete vision up here. So there was a little bit of color coming in, but it was worthless. You t point your head down and look and You really couldn't see anything. So they're not helping me, so I decided to help myself again. And reading up on how to remap your neural pathways, there's several different methods. You took me up to the ⁓ chiropractor who was doing pressure points. Yep. And well, that's uncomfortable. I'm here to tell you the guy sticks his thumb behind your eye. Very uncomfortable. Did you get results? A little bit of results. So even on the way back, driving back, you know, that opened up some clarity. Yeah. ⁓ incomplete vision, but it but still, I mean there's light coming in and color started to return to where there was a picture. Otherwise black and white. So over the course of time I found I've been reading about psilocybin and reconnecting ⁓ neuropathways in your brain. ⁓ so well, why not your nerves? You know, why not the nerve in your eye? And ⁓ let me add that I didn't know I had shingles in my eye because there's no pain receptors on your correct on it. Right. So yeah, I wasn't in any pain. They couldn't figure out why, you know, I was blind. They thought I had a stroke, mini stroke, then they were checking for S T Ds, which could lead to blindness. When they found the antibodies for the shingles were just exploding. And he says, You're having a shingles attack, don't you? Aren't you in pain? I was like, and I'm here again. Correcting the the eye doctor. Yeah. I said there's there's no pain receptors on your spinal cord and your optic nerve. You know, you're not gonna feel it. That's why your retina detaches and you don't feel it. Yeah, I mean ⁓ it it gets frustrating dealing with these people. So Every time I do a hallucinogenic, including THC, high dose THC, ⁓ psilocybin, DMT, natural DMTs, LSD. I you know, I'm I'm going out of the line here and get arrested as soon as I step out of here. ⁓ but I only do it once a month. I don't do it habitually. I'm not hooked on anything. But every time I get more vision back. Yeah. And I just recently I was gonna say about the paranormal. ⁓ I did a healing session with this woman and we regressed in time to the time of the accident to reduce my injuries. ⁓ smart. And I didn't want to change I didn't want to change the timeline because I didn't I I have I saved a couple of people's lives and I took some lives that were necessary and I didn't want to change any of that but focus on the injury. Mm-hmm. You know. So immediately my because I had the surgery I ⁓ up for another set because it tr transfers the energy north and south of the the rods that are in there and it wears out the disc b up above and below. And then I'm got I'm ready to get another surgery on that. So the pain on the right side went away. ⁓ I believe it. And I kinda shifted over to the right where the origin or to the left. where the original injury was. But where the injury is now where it's the I guess the the disc is pushing the vertebrae into my spinal cord. So it might be pressing more on the right side than than the original left side is where the injury was. So that's cool. Yeah I don't know how we explain that's an interesting but I I've seen it happen also where they've reduced the size of an injury or the sensation of it. And you can't explain it. So if it works, who cares? Right. And that's a whole different ⁓ yeah. We'll we'll do that on a whole different one. Yeah. We'll we'll have casted characters for that one. Because your brother's giving So now I have I have incomplete vision all the way across the top of my eye. which makes sense because the optic nerve, the picture's upside down. Mm-hmm. So the bottom is where the Optic nerve is still surviving. So unless I something miracle happens to grow this bob this top part where the where it's all eaten away, I am remapping the lower part to see. And it's getting bigger. I've got more ⁓ I can almost read letters. Like somebody else on the channel. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Little Samantha's got the same thing. Hers is getting better also. ⁓ excellent. So that that's that's an amazing thing. ⁓ I work on it all the time. ⁓ and now am learning how to get into a meditative state and see the psychedelic events that you see under hallucinogenic drugs, safety geometry and color, vivid color and things like that. And I can meditate and get into that state without the drugs. ⁓ Yeah, you can naturally create DMT, you know, all extract breath work. Yeah. And that that will regenerate your neuron pathways also. So there's no downside to that. So it's it's been a journey and I'm always learning something new. ⁓ The L S D is interesting. That's not something I can readily get a get a hold of. ⁓ I microdosed on that. And I Huh? Currently. I mean that's all being tested right now, even even at the VA level. Yep. And I checked with the VA optometrist and and it's like, is there any programs on you know I can go to? And no. No, they're decades between And it told me like that. Did he look in the computer? Did he make an effort? No. I I'm so mad at that guy. ⁓ I'm almost as mad, almost as mad as that plastic surgeon that worked there that butchered me. Well, you remember how pissed I was when you said you were gonna do that. I mean we know that ⁓ you know hindsight's always twenty twenty. But it took it took a year of that nurk nurse practitioner ⁓ ignoring me. Yeah. And what broke the what broke the back on her was I challenged her. It's like, how is it I know more about physical exams than you do? You need to get off your chair, come over here and manipulate this. She says, Well, I don't want to hurt you. Hurt me. Medicine's all about pain. Yeah. You get shots, you get s reset your broken bones, you get surgery. It's all about pain. Yeah. You need to get off your chair and feel this. Manipulate this thing. Which she did. As soon as she touched it, she was like, like, holy shit, look on her face. ⁓ made an immediate phone call to the surgeon upstairs. I don't know what she wrote in the notes. I didn't see the notes, but ended up with that stupid surgery. I know. And I had to do my lap. I was stunned when that was their their rectification. I'm like, Y'all are fucking fired. You know? And then when he was doing the sutures and removing the drains on my sister's birthday, ⁓ I asked him, I said, What what'd you find? He ⁓ What did you take out? Is exactly with my words. And he's looking at me and says, Well, I'll show you in a moment. I said, ⁓ you took pictures of it? Thinking cataloged it? And this is where I learned plastic surgeons do not harvest tissue. They cut and throw shit away. But when he found the tumor, he knew it was a tumor and reported it, but there was no ⁓ what's the word I'm looking for? And there are notes. According to criteria or some kind of yeah. Where they they they report where that location was, right? So they did both sides, but they didn't say reference to where the tumor was. You know? Yeah. So Well that's where we have to take that into themselves. Yeah. And ⁓ so he s looks at me and holds the drain up, and I was like, not the drain, the tumor. He's all he got cancer. God I don't I really don't think he was gonna tell me. He was gonna let oncology call me Yeah over the phone and say, Hey ⁓ you got to you got cancer, you need to come in. Yeah, but they don't know what kind it is, you know, so that's a moot point. You know now it actually because he did save the sample and it went forward, it was a non ⁓ I think here's there was a non specific male Doc. Breast duct? I mean it's a it's a lymph gland that went cancerous. Well you even even men have breast tissue. Of course. Yeah. Just less of it. Yeah. And there's milk ducts and all kinds of stuff in there. So lymph glands too. So Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Well, and they took two lymph nodes out from under armpits, and that's that's still painful. Well, yeah, because they're supposed to be there. And ⁓ and I've got a lot of lymph fluids. I have a machine right here behind me that massages me. Yeah. I have to do that tw thirty minutes a day. Yeah. ⁓ move that stuff around. But he didn't he's not the one that removed the the the ⁓ lymph nodes. That was my second surgery. And it was necessary, I understand that. And they have to make sure that they've got all the cancer and and the lymph node travels throughout your body that can kill you in the artery. ⁓ yeah. So I don't I don't regret having it done. It was just it's an hour thing. It's still an oui thing. ⁓ I still have ⁓ my ⁓ scar tissue still hurts. And that's just inflammation. You gotta get rid of the inflammation. Yeah. ⁓ maybe some red light on it, you know? Sunday. Yeah, my red light machines right here. Yeah. Right over there. I know. PARP and all this stuff, dude. Everybody needs doing it even if you're not diagnosed with something. Why wait till it's i a massive issue? You know, if we keep the lymph moving and we detox and we flush and we do colonics and enemas and different ways to detox, I mean you're minimizing the the inevitable if if you just ignore it all. And guys wait till the last minute and then go, I don't know how it happened. Well, we've been around toxic waste dumps, ⁓ burn bits, RPG lithium batteries. I mean, you name it. We're we're covered in I testified in I testified in Congress on the hazmat conditions of the battlefield. And when was that? Two thousand five ish. Well I was at Walter Reed. And ⁓ There's a lot. I I I sent you the thing about cancer with just within the SF community. I'm gonna throw that over there. That's scary numbers. It is. And it's bigger. It's bigger than that. That's just soft. Yeah, I know. But you know, big army, you know, you get around motor pools and stuff. Those guys are exposed to all kinds of crazy stuff. Yeah. ⁓ the firefighters and the air air force and stuff with the foam. Yep. Yeah, cancer's big and it's being ignored. ⁓ Well, that's why because it and they can cure it. Yeah, yeah, but it's a prevention. You need to do your daily detox. Absolutely. Do something every day to sweat, to move the lymph, to go to the hyperbaric, to do sauna, something. You just keep it moving, man. And and you can nip it in the butt. ⁓ And in the environment we're living in since COVID. Yeah. You know, this stupid shots that are given to you in the turbo cancer. ⁓ and we find out that the hospitals are giving you the biologic shots without you knowing it. ⁓ yeah. If you sign the waiver, they're whatever they want. Yeah. I'm pretty sure I had laser surgery on my kidneys, ⁓ outside the search system with the hospital ear, and I am ninety percent sure I got vaccinated. ⁓ I and I did not want to. You sign letter form and they do what they want. Right. So who knows what that opened up. Yeah. Well you know. Daily detox. ⁓ you you've lived you know. We have to just make sure other people understand what what what the prioritization is, you know. Right. And it's sad that they're bombarding us in our food and our water and ⁓ R and A technology is it's a killer. Well and it's I think they're doing it on purpose. They're doing it on purpose. That's another sh we'll be the last they can kill us last, okay, Scott? Right. So So what what would you put out to others like us that aren't even paying attention to this, but as soon as they get a little hint, they're gonna go to the VA and hope? Well, you know, I kind of a side story, you know, working with the some local police officers and SWAT and stuff, I always gave them worst case scenarios. And nobody wants to talk To admit to getting shot in that environment. And nobody wants to admit they're they're able to get cancer. It's the same thing. Yep. We're all susceptible to it. And then when you do, you gotta take care of it, you know. And premeditative is better. ⁓ to look at it that way. But but man, where's Bobby Kennedy when you need him? Yeah, I know. This stuff this stuff needs to be cleaned up. And he's sitting there, I'm sure he's working on it. And I'm sure he's fighting everybody to do it, but we're killing ourselves. There was people killing us. Yeah, yeah. And they had no soul. They have no soul whatsoever. When I started writing that that book and then it got shelved so I could write the reference book because of everything that needed explained prior to you even getting a how to, you know, now that the how to book's done, you can match those and at least you can know what you're talking about or know what you're you don't know. Because I'm telling you, it's just the system's not gonna fix ya. Your doctors I I debate doctors all the time and they have to walk away because they don't know they just know their script, you know. Right. Take this picture anymore. It's a protocol. Ten minutes you're gone, you know, history, who cares? They don't care if you were in A Stan for five years or or Iraq for a month, you know, they d they don't understand the the long term contaminations we have. And ⁓ these guys pour the fuel guys. ⁓ gosh. POL guys. I don't know how to survive. Yeah. Yeah. They're breathing. I if you looked at the study, I bet they're they're not. Well look at the plastic guys. All the water we drank over there sat out on a tarmac for freaking months cooking in a hundred and ten degrees, you might as well drink the bottle. You know? There's no water and that it's just plastics. You know, and that can be detoxed. It's just you you can't passively do it. You have to be active in all this stuff. And and if you're lazy, I I I could give half a fuck about you. You have to be proactive. ⁓ I you know, people get tired of me telling ⁓ but don't really care. Army Army medicine needs to get more in tune to what they're dealing with. Preventative stuff. Well, I try the MREs are just coming out and how bad they are for you. Heavy metals and the MREs and stuff. Imagine How many of those we ate. But I I tried to talk to the SOCOM surgeon, but you know, all they play is liability. They're like, you know, can't can't, you know, can't touch this, can't touch that, can't you know, they're only doing it told. You know, I hit Moholland up one time, he didn't want to listen to it. You know, and I'm like, Okay, whatever, you know, we'll do it from the bottom. Yeah. If we can't do it from the top. I sent one of the books too ⁓ to Kennedy there, but you know, I'm sure it was file thirteenth. But We're we're gonna put the word out our own way, you know. And the guys have to be proactive. You know, if it was their kid, they would be proactive. You know, that's where I learned a lot of this stuff with Samantha and her eye cancer, you know? Because the the doc say we're just throwing shit against the wall. You know, I I'd have to argue on that, Eric, because there's so many people out there that take the word over the doctor and just go with it. I know. Which is scary, man. You know. ⁓ Kid or not, you know, they just ⁓ okay, you know, well doctor told me this. Yeah, you're right. Well the doctor the doctors don't practice medicine today, they practice protocols. Yeah. But somebody else, big pharmacy, has said this is what you're gonna do. ⁓ metformin, I get diabetes and ⁓ metformin's not the answer. No. Insulin is not the answer. No, that's just ⁓ I don't know what the I don't know what the ⁓ I I see stuff about cinnamon and this and that and but It's just another supplement you're gonna buy. Nobody really can tell you how to cure diabetes. What what's the right you're is it you're a parasite? Is it ⁓ the protein in the cells shut down the receptor? ⁓ I don't know. I I I'm not finding anything that's concrete that says this is a cure to kid ⁓ di ⁓ type two diabetes. Yeah, I I thought you whipped that because ⁓ the diet. Because I see a lot of good results from people. So what happens is you'll You'll get to a point and then it catches up again. And now your diet that you're going to cut back is even less of what you're going to do. Really? So diet has a has an impact for a certain amount of time. If it's a parasite before that parasite catches up to another level and destroys it. And I fall into your detox. I I do the ⁓ wormwood and wormwood and walnut and black Black walnut. Yeah. I do all that stuff with the binders and everything. I don't know. I don't know. I I don't know but all with you. In my mind, you know. In ⁓ in my vision, I think you get to a point and it just catches up and ⁓ you have to go further. I barely eat. I know you tell ⁓ how much weight you've lost and now And you don't have HIV. I don't know. I never got tested for that. ⁓ I do live in Vegas, so who knows? ⁓ When this all started, when I was in the Walter Reed, I got up to two forty. I was fat bastard at that point. But when you're broken you're not PTN and the whole hospital is fat. Yeah. Everybody's getting fat there. ⁓ got out of there. I was working for the government and falling asleep in my boss's office. Went on found out that I had diabetes at that point and I was up two forty. And I was drinking a lot of caffeine soda. I was out of control. My diet was completely out of control. And I quit cold turkey and immediately lost forty pounds. And people could work were like, Are you okay? I mean, ⁓ this has been two months I lost forty pounds. Yeah, well that was a long time ago. I mean, recently you've lost butt level. That was ⁓ twenty ten. Yeah, that was a long time ago. Twenty ten. I'm talking the last two years. Three years. When I moved to Vegas, I was down to two two ⁓ eight, something like that. Couldn't break that two hundred pound barrier. fluctuating right at two hundred. And That's when the cancer hit, I started losing weight and it was really quick and it was like, ⁓ there's something going on here. And then the bump and it it just all clued in. Yeah, I the cancer was eating me up. So when that happened, I got down to One eighty. So I lost another twenty pounds. And just recently started losing weight again and no cancer markers. ⁓ I don't think the diet caught up with me like that, but just recently I've lost another twenty pounds within two months. Yeah, you're done. And I'm down to one sixty. Yeah, you're done. You you can't go below one sixty your wasting away. No, and my basic training weight was one sixty seven. Wean mean and ⁓ I'm I wanted to get back to that weight, but it's still coming off. Yeah. It's kinda it's ⁓ one sixty, one sixty, one sixty three, but ⁓ If it's been an out dancing all weekend kind of thing, then Well, yeah, you know rave with the kids, you know, and you gotta keep up, you know, at at your elderly age. They have to keep up with me. Yeah. Okay, grandpa. Hey, if somebody popped up hot on something, got diagnosed, you know, just now, what would you advise them? Well, if you're having sudden weight loss, if you're having blackouts, if you're doing anything, you gotta get to the doctor. Don't don't hold it off. You know, don't don't be proud. You know, you're you're being an idiot if you don't take care of yourself. ⁓ don't be stoic. ⁓ they they that's one of my nicknames at the I had a heart attack and a guy called me stoic 'cause I wasn't in any pain. ⁓ But I was in the hospital. I had a heart attack last year and ⁓ I immediately knew what was happening. It started my teeth and within minutes it was down there my hand. And my friend pulled up in the ho in the driveway and just looked up at her and it's like, Hey, you need to take me to the hospital. She says, Why? So I'm having a heart attack. She says, Are you sure? Yeah, it's a heart attack. But I went and took my aspirin, took off my ayahuasca t shirt 'cause you don't want to wear drug paraphernalia to the hospital. ⁓ got my phone. phone charger and locked the house up and and went to the hospital. But I'm only a mile and a half away from the VA, but it saved my life because I couldn't have waited for the hosp for the ambulance to show up. Yeah. ⁓ it would have taken another twenty minutes probably and I had the lad the lowing ⁓ lower ascending whatever. The back of the heart. Yeah. Got clogged up. And I just had a chest ⁓ chest workup. prior to all man. I think it's I think it was the the COVID. I think the COVID vaccine. You know, and Yeah. Heart blockage, you know. So I'm not they won't even talk to you about that. I asked my doctor and he was like, What are you talking about? Get out of here. Yeah, no, they'll never believe but notice years later we're all proved correct. So say love you. Yeah. But I had a stent done in forty five minutes, so Yeah. And he the doctor told me, he says, You're ⁓ I was I was going home when they called me back and ⁓ they literally from the VA took me over to ⁓ Air Force Base where they have a calf lab and it's like a four minute drive over by ambulance and they backed me right into the lab. I didn't even go through registration or anything. They went right in there and they asked me if I'm allergic to anything. I Yeah, lidocaine. Mm-hmm. He said, What happens if you have lidocaine? I said, This ⁓ Don't give me more. So he's like he says, Well, it's gonna be kinda uncomfortable. I said, Doc, I'm having a heart attack. Let's let's do it. Yeah. ⁓ he says, Well and they go through your wrist now. I didn't know that. I was I learned a lot there. It was like a big science project for me. And ⁓ he said, If I have to go through your groin, it's really gonna be uncomfortable. I said, Well, let's just let's just get it through the wrists and get it done. Yeah. And forty five minutes later, I'm fine. And I asked him if I could go to Burning Man. He said no. Well, you found one good doc. Skip No. Skip it this year. Yeah. Smart man. But ⁓ You know, and and I have a probably a morbid curiosity, maybe some would say, a medical curiosity. But everything has been an exam ⁓ has been like an experiment for me. ⁓ I know. I've been using the old knee pig man. For sure. I've been fascinated by it all. Read data off you, 'cause you you stick to it. You actually do do the treatments and the modalities and proof in the pudding. So but yeah, I you have to and then Army medicine needs to get more aware the environments that we're living in and be preventative. You know, you don't have to shut it down. But when I when we went to Afghanistan early on, I went to the CIA and the Army, SF, and I asked him for the overlays of chemical warfare that was fought in the eighties. And knowing that that they were there, I was told that they were there, but I had to go through the liaison of Prague. Mm-hmm. He wasn't gonna share that with me. He didn't know. I'm not giving that to you. ⁓ okay. So I was in the I was out there taking pictures we found of cache of bombs. And I'm standing literally in this field of trees that were about like this tall and a forest fire. It was all burnt off. Right? Well, doing a little research, it was kinda that's that's where the Mujadim had come across in the Kandahar to take over the base and they gased the shit out of ⁓ So here I am standing in this chemical pit warfare. And this is exactly why I had asked them for the overlays. Yeah. But I wouldn't be there. Yeah. That's a no man's land. Of course. So Picatinny Arsenal sent some guys down there and they're looking and I still have pictures of it. Smoke rounds laying on the surface. And they're all encrusted. They're all eaten up, you know, chemical looking marks on it. Variable time fuse, all this all chemical it's a chemical round. And the guy says, Nah, it's not chemical round, that's smoke. I was like Well, know, smoke's chemical. What do you think smoke is? I s I said, ⁓ yeah. He said, ⁓ nah, this is and then he starts stomping the foot and done doing the knife hands. Do you want to be in a mop suit fighting in Afghanistan right now? I said, I don't want to be standing here, and that's why I asked for the information prior to getting here. Yeah. And this is one of the things I testified in Congress. So the army and agencies ⁓ weren't sharing the information. Yeah. We were practicing breaching at Taranac farms and what was there? Kicking it all up. A biolab. Yeah, you kicked a biolaboration. Kicking everything up. And who reported it? The agency? CIA reported it? And who was the guy who reported it? It was my brother. ⁓ Well, he's always fun. I'm on the phone talking to him one day and I said, Hey, ⁓ we're doing some breaching down at Taranac Farms and says, Be careful there's a bio lab down there. There's no biolab. I didn't find a bio lab down here. You see, yeah, there's all kinds of petri dishes and stuff. And I was like There's no Petri dishes. There's there's one room that has a bunch of ⁓ ceramic plates or Corelic Corel plates. It's that's that's a petri dish. I said it's not a petri dish. He says the Russians don't use the little glass petri dish with a medium in it. They just use a plate and they do the same thing with no medium. Yeah. Those are petri dishes. Yeah. I mean How would I know that? Field XP. That's what his job was, right? Yeah. And we knew ⁓ no, this is how they that's how they medically do it that there in Russia. ⁓ but I never got exposed to that kind of stuff like he did. But ⁓ yeah. So I've got one point on my face that they did a core sample and never told me what it was. a friend of mine has these sores all over his body and they attack the nerve, they go right to the nerve bundle. So when I get one, my eye starts to hurt. So I know to take ⁓ an antiviral prior to that breaking out. And it looks like a flesh eating bacteria. ⁓ versus a pimple in twenty four hours, it turns into a a blood dripping sore for ten days. Nasty. Looks horrible. I just stay in the house. I don't I don't go out. It's plague. Yeah. ⁓ And it's not contagious. I I've never passed it on to anybody. And John was married for I don't know, it was ten years with this woman. She never caught it. But they would never tell us what it was. Well. And they give you a cyclovirda. It's some kind of viral infection they were cooking up. Well, yeah, who knows? So who knows? They're probably not doing well. Yeah, I know, but that's where I've got buddies that went through K two up up in the Uzbekistan. Yep. They're a train wreck. Their nervous system is shot. They're just laying in a bed drooling on each other. You know, and it's like Kandahar Kandahar had two buildings that were hot and didn't tell anybody. Blu blood and nerve agents were rampant in ⁓ Kandahar. Nuclear waste was up in ⁓ Bagram. ⁓ yeah, Bagram and K two had all kinds of they just poured it out when they left. The Russians just said, hey, hold this. I mean the ground at K two was mushy. There was so much poured into it. It was like, didn't somebody notice this isn't probably good for us? But they didn't care. I was out at Chapman Airfield and ⁓ just landed, put us in a guest tent and just putting our gear down. I look up and there's a guy in mop suit, level four. And I'm like, is there something we need to be aware of? And he's ⁓ no nothing not nothing at all. But yeah, we're looking at something down the street, but no worries. Like ⁓ that's good 'cause my gas mask and mob suit are at Fort Bragg. Yeah. Didn't even necessary to bring all that shit. And ⁓ who knows? Yeah. Who knows? And in the castle there in Cal, ⁓ down in a dungeon in the basement, stacked floor to ceiling, T and T. I remember. Yeah. You know, stuff was the guys saying, ⁓ come down here, look at this. It's No, It's nitroglycer dripping out of the dynamite. And it's like, I don't need to see that. Yeah. No in the basement. And they'll never find me. There's tons of those big caches like that. And ⁓ stupid. I know, but let's figure out, you know, and all we can do is reach the people that we can reach. You know. And it's hard to tell ⁓ exactly how everything is, hence why I continually write these freaking books, you know, and hope people don't just chew on the cover. ⁓ But I'll send you a But even people who are aware I was aware where I was headed. I knew what was gonna happen. Of course. We all did. And there was people just standing on you. No, you you can't I don't I'm I'm not sharing that with you. You don't have any need to read ne you don't have any reason to know that. Well there's no excuse for that. And I do. We all do. That's amateur. And that's failureship of leaders. Yeah. You know? not gonna listen to your NCOs that have an idea what's going on. Yeah, that already the Romans bitched about that. So we're not fixing that. Yeah. Yeah. You know. It's just we we have to harp on guys, you know, fixing and detoxing prior to them it being catastrophic. You know, and or too late. Because we've seen that and and you know it can you do? Well one one of the good things that happened with my testimony and being at Walter Reed as long as it was, is now there is a footprint done to your brain prior to going to combat. Mm. So they can say, Yeah, he's got a damaged cerebral cortex or whatever. Yeah. Yeah, you get yeah You know, they're doing that they're doing that cat's the PET scan before guys get deployed. And I don't know if that's army wide or just soft, but ⁓ by now it's probably army wide I would think. Because there's a there's a lot more But than it was twenty some years ago. You gotta remember we're getting older. Yeah. ⁓ we're not twenty nine anymore. Or I I am, you're not but you know, but the testimonies at Walter Reed, you know, twice that happened twice. It we corrected a lot of things and luckily I was still there when they reverted back to what they were doing before and we hammered again. You know, to the GAO and you know, just we kept at them and they made changes. I don't know if they stuck, but Walter Reed's no longer the Walter Reed it was When I was a girl. ⁓ gosh, yeah, we know that. But it's not even there anymore. Yeah. No, we we're gonna we'll do it from the bottom up, buddy. That's all we can do. I mean, I've helped quite a few people and I know you have too. And it you know, it's it's unconventional, which is our our bailiwick anyhow. So Right. ⁓ people don't wanna take the hints or or take the advice. Water off a duck's back, buddy. You know? Yeah. Don't call me later crying and whining. Because none of this is medical advice for consultation, you know. We'll disclaimer that up front. Right. But ⁓ Mephquin's gone. Yeah, yeah, Larry I'm just gonna I remember all part of responsible getting that out of there. Yeah. ⁓ and ⁓ my guy that I lost, his wife delved into it and she's an expert on on ⁓ Mephon, Larium. Yeah. And she had a big impact. So kudos to her. And if it weren't for her, I wouldn't have ten percent disability on the Yeah, I'd never heard of that. Yeah. That that's that'd be hard as hell to to get them to agree to, I'm sure. ⁓ you just have to know what you're talking about. It's it's us talking together like you're doing here. ⁓ When you hang up, I'll give you her contact information if you want. Yeah. Yeah, it's pretty reach out to her. I don't know. That's ⁓ she lost her husband over twenty two years ago. Yeah. And ⁓ that shouldn't have never happened. Well, there's a lot of that, Scott, but that's water under the bridge and I try to get the young younger guys I can ones that are still in and or f ⁓ recently out, you know, and and getting ⁓ just believing it sooner. Right. Yep. So I think I was a good chat. Right at an hour. You're probably ready for your nap, a little G BNT, you know, a at your age, you know? I already had one before we started. ⁓ smart man. I was grinding somebody else's patio all week. or all morning, so shoulder workout should be real fun tomorrow. I ⁓ I fell Wednesday and ⁓ my knee is still I can still see where the purple's coming up on my knee here. But I'm doing ⁓ you'll live old man. Well thanks But can't imagine driving down to see you was probably not been a good idea. No, this is fine. All right. Thank you. Plad to help out. Hope it was helpful. Thanks for ⁓ taking the time. Okay.