Latest / Inspiring Human Potential / Inspiring Human Potential Inner Growth 5D Self-Empowered Enlightenment Time
Transcript
- 0:05Guess how the amazing Universe always works.
- 0:09We are going to change up our intro and at first, I wasn't
- 0:14sure. And then I was like, you know
- 0:16what, wait a minute, let me go revisit that.
- 0:18I am expanding Consciousness intro and just hearing the first
- 0:22couple minutes of a. Okay, yes, it is time for an
- 0:24update especially with all the new episodes that you'll be
- 0:28hearing. And the integration of
- 0:31trauma-informed and somatic informed, as well as the somatic
- 0:35experiencing informed upcoming mine site.
- 0:38So, all of the lovely addition to our human elements, the
- 0:42intro, this one's going to be kind of short, and I'll revisit
- 0:45them. Probably, according to when time
- 0:48will ask me for a new one again, in the meantime, anybody who's
- 0:51new welcome, you can find in really the description of all of
- 0:56the podcasts since their standard.
- 1:00The nation of what we're all about.
- 1:04And so, I'm just going to break it down, where enlightened Soul
- 1:08age group. And so people who are in their
- 1:105D self empowered and letting State of Consciousness, and what
- 1:14this means and human terms is people who are functional
- 1:18adults. They are differentiated selves
- 1:22differentiate itself. You can find that in family of
- 1:25origin, therapy stuff, and we also Have mindfulness brain and
- 1:31mind frame. So we are able to use our lovely
- 1:34brain and the neuroplastic way and just using words to describe
- 1:37Concepts that my regular listeners know about, but that
- 1:39anybody who wants it's in, you know, you would want to know
- 1:43about, otherwise you can't follow the conversations also
- 1:46and like mental age, when people are in their ventral vagal
- 1:49system. So we are always safe and social
- 1:53with Humanity. In fact, we love humanity and
- 1:55Life to death, the death of us. In fact, we're all still
- 1:58breathing for now, right? And I wake up tomorrow.
- 2:00I'm still breathing and we don't suffer.
- 2:03We actually experience emotional pain in its natural form,
- 2:08allowing it to flow and do its thing and we don't sit and
- 2:11create stories. There's a way that I can explain
- 2:14this. By the way, it's always
- 2:16Neuroscience, psychology education and we only have love
- 2:19Cycles, but I do look at those who might have shame Cycles
- 2:23because I know that everyone is always going to be looking to
- 2:27expand. So there are people who will
- 2:29choose move out a 3D 4D and or other Soul age groups and so
- 2:33they will begin to be able and see wait a minute, my body heart
- 2:37and mind. They speak something.
- 2:39And I actually want to listen to it, I want to be the grown-up
- 2:43version of myself. So taking those emotions and
- 2:46sting, you know, I'm going to pay attention to what I think
- 2:48and feel and I will be able to move forward with respecting
- 2:54others by being able to be Economist because see, when you
- 2:57are a functional do. That means you're forgiving and
- 2:59nuanced because you're Using again, your mindfulness brain
- 3:01and I forgot you're in a state of physiological compassion.
- 3:06You're actually able to sit in your psychological floor.
- 3:09It's called a neocortex. It has six neurons to for the
- 3:12hearing now, to for the implicit memory stuff that every human
- 3:16being body holes, and it goes all the way back to fishies.
- 3:19Thank you Dan Siegel, for that explanation.
- 3:22They meet in the middle where there's other two neurons, which
- 3:24creates our subjective reality. So everybody's emotions or based
- 3:28for our own self survive, Evil, but it comes in begin since we
- 3:32were little. So again, when you are in the
- 3:34enlightenment still age group, you're actually aware when the
- 3:37implicit memory stuff is coming off and you're able to sit in
- 3:40this zero place. And understand, I'll wait, these
- 3:42are my motions in to talk about them and in every one of our
- 3:46episodes, we look at different things to inflame.
- 3:48So mates, over Soul because I have a person who's also in that
- 3:53community of the mystics. Mystical is a terrorism
- 3:56metaphysics. So besides the human elements
- 3:58and oh spirituality. Sadhguru lovely, yogic Sciences.
- 4:02He's the one who I learned from. They took his inner engineering
- 4:05course and I also did some Bobby Korean.
- 4:08I'm doing another thing with him.
- 4:10So I listened to him when it comes to spirituality.
- 4:13He's my room of choice and the other subject matter experts,
- 4:18I'd aim as I as it goes, but long story short, we're in a
- 4:22physiological state of compassion.
- 4:24So we know how to be able and sit with a orange and apple.
- 4:29And actually, Enjoy our conversation.
- 4:31You get to learn about this and more from both the perspective
- 4:36of again, Mystic as well as a person.
- 4:38It's the infinite higher human consciousness expression.
- 4:41Potential etc, etc. That's why in our growth is All
- 4:44Me, What comes forth and we don't have regret.
- 4:48We don't have any of that, we don't suffer again, we don't sit
- 4:51in our Temple Junction. So explain all these things and
- 4:54more through our topics. There's also subscription-based
- 4:57model content, for those who want to Learn to put into
- 5:00practice because there are some episodes that are for practice
- 5:04and then there's also the light workers life that's where I
- 5:06share my personal, Claire stories, and relate it to you
- 5:11from an indictment. So age group perspective we do
- 5:14have, I'm Consciousness expanding Consciousness but I
- 5:18evaluate month to month, we have at least one episode, you can
- 5:21sign up. It's a five or six dollars in
- 5:24dollars Euros would be probably not more than six year olds and
- 5:28in other currency. And I'm not sure what that would
- 5:31be but meantime, thank you for tuning in to the intro and I
- 5:35hope you stay for the episode and if not thank you for
- 5:38stopping by and I share with you my unconditional love and wish
- 5:42you the best. I have some Enlightenment time
- 5:53for you, even though there is still a little bit of channeled
- 5:56guidance. Mmm.
- 5:58So, As you were discussing, there are people in our lives
- 6:04and our oversoul that we get to interact with the don't actually
- 6:10listen to us. And here's where indictments
- 6:14will age group whether feminine or masculine.
- 6:17The person who will be inclined to be in this school.
- 6:19Age group will know that this is not about love or not love.
- 6:26So people who are inclined to be Aunt, Souls free Souls.
- 6:32Don't seek out a guru for themselves, they don't seek out
- 6:35a teacher for themselves, you don't seek out and meaning for
- 6:38life, they already have their meaning and they are also on
- 6:44their Journey with curiosity. So, there's a fine balance that
- 6:49they have with their ups and downs, which is why they don't
- 6:53usually have ups and downs. They both ends of the spectrum
- 6:58will consistently. We're on the path that they
- 7:01have, chosen the difference, particularly for the masculine
- 7:07who is amateur version is that they have level of unresolved
- 7:12trauma, and or attachment wounds that they are unaware is
- 7:16affecting their choices. So they have a lack of clarity
- 7:20and pride and ego, get in their way and their patterns are not
- 7:27the best for themselves or for Who they truly are or for the
- 7:32people necessarily around them, it all depends.
- 7:35This is where it varies. Although it's not about what you
- 7:38do as much as it is that it will not sit well with them
- 7:41consciously. So they will not be able to
- 7:44sleep well at night, they will not be able to sit well with the
- 7:48things from the past. They will hold a type of forever
- 7:52regret. And in fact think that they
- 7:54deserve to be in this regret because they were in a Save
- 8:00meaning unconscious. Meaning, they didn't do
- 8:02something that they think they should have done and this will
- 8:05go back since childhood potentially.
- 8:08It all depends again, every story is their own.
- 8:10So this is where this is still some Channel guidance as I was
- 8:13saying because I woke up with a specific sentence to share with
- 8:17you all and I will say it might have come from my professor
- 8:21Albert Wang, but I don't know. All I know is that it's part of
- 8:26the resolution for every person who is a Predominant masculine,
- 8:32which I see the masses to be personally, from my entire 43
- 8:36years of life experience. Everything I see as an online
- 8:39marketer online entrepreneur. Every single one of the
- 8:43politicians that I've learned about throughout my career
- 8:46Academia wise. And yes, today I see all these
- 8:50people as people they have roles.
- 8:52It's their job. That's it.
- 8:53They're not I don't see any human being that I've got
- 8:56noticed. Who is not in enlightenment.
- 8:59Of course, the group of people that I know that are empowering
- 9:02individuals, I have a very clear idea and visibility on who they
- 9:08are, everyone else, they don't stand out to me too much because
- 9:11I don't see that the world is at peace.
- 9:13I don't see that our environment is yet where it should be, you
- 9:16know, like, there's all these little equations that seemed
- 9:18actually, to be quite taking their time.
- 9:20But then again, for all, I know behind the scenes, there are
- 9:23things happening and I just don't have that visibility
- 9:26because I'm not in the government.
- 9:27Nor would I want to be at this point in time.
- 9:29Time, especially with all that. I don't see coming, you know,
- 9:34and it's not to criticize. Everybody does their best.
- 9:37That there could be better, conscious individuals who
- 9:41actually are enlightened is what I'm saying which is why I'm
- 9:45happy sadhguru created his little Center for night, meant
- 9:48for leaders because I'm sure everybody will flock down there.
- 9:52His followers and everyday people.
- 9:54And that will give them the opportunity to have enough room
- 9:57to be mindful. Not, they might become
- 10:02enlightened. And I say Mike, because it's
- 10:04only one step to be able and navigate your mind.
- 10:07Thanks to having created enough space between your charge States
- 10:11from your own trauma, and attachment wounds and your own
- 10:14ego because ego is really just about people thinking they can
- 10:17tell each other what to do or that I'm better than you or that
- 10:20I'm right. The new but with the snooty
- 10:22attitude. So the not listening is the
- 10:24snooty attitude because I can have the same type of
- 10:26conversation and thank you, my lovely car.
- 10:29She has friends and when we're having them, we're both
- 10:32listening to each other. There's a, you know, I think of
- 10:36this this way, but because they're not to egos that are
- 10:39like, oh my God, I don't know who I am.
- 10:41I don't know who I am, because there's not insecurity within
- 10:43the words that are spoken or the thoughts that are thought or the
- 10:47feelings that are felt. So we know who we are, very
- 10:51straightforward who you are. Consciously speaking I am and
- 10:55here's my name, I know a lot of people love to go and dissect
- 10:58that but Early. As I've been learning from mine
- 11:01site, is that an organized system or an emergent property,
- 11:05which is what we are cannot be looked at and it's separate
- 11:09parts your whole. So, a whole though, has a
- 11:13pattern that 10 month, one month old has its pattern of every one
- 11:17of us and no human being that I've heard talking about
- 11:19Enlightenment so far, husband talk about their trauma or
- 11:24merely knowing that as they ascend and expand, you're
- 11:27releasing your trauma. Like seriously.
- 11:29I mean even the the Twin Flame dude, I know he got his perfect
- 11:33science and he likes flaunting that around and I'm sure he does
- 11:37but it does have to do with trauma.
- 11:39So see, I laugh here because he's helping those people who
- 11:42need to live their life with one human being otherwise their life
- 11:45means nothing to them. Okay.
- 11:47So this is where I'm not against couples for any reason but it's
- 11:51humorous to me that one human being will be everything that
- 11:54your world revolves around. Like there's like books and
- 11:57movies and hobbies and I'm just thinking, like are you not a
- 12:01person that can do things on your own?
- 12:03Like, what's the deal here? I don't understand this that,
- 12:06you know? But again, I do want to say, I
- 12:09understand that there are people who stay within specific set of
- 12:13the mammalian Heritage. So they want to be taken care
- 12:15of, and take care of and they want to be redeemed, they want
- 12:19those thumbs up, they want to, and or just stay in that type of
- 12:25life and that's why there are those other so age groups.
- 12:28So, He's a little bit because you got to me, it's like, I
- 12:31don't I don't get it mentally speaking emotionally speaking or
- 12:35physically speaking. It's not about not being
- 12:37interested. Consistently in a person that
- 12:39has nothing to do with it because the interest comes from
- 12:42the mind that shares information from the heart that shares love
- 12:45and compassion and trusts and you build that and the body,
- 12:49obviously stays interested as well and activity, consistent
- 12:53activity. So the in and out this is the
- 12:55part where I would be like so offended.
- 12:58That's there's just so Much that goes into.
- 13:01I'm offended in this story that they do with relationships
- 13:05because people objectify each other.
- 13:07That's the part of it that the part that they want to be the
- 13:10fairy tale that. By the way you go and look at
- 13:12them closely at least 50% or not really that happy.
- 13:16I mean, I got people who have everything they could ever want,
- 13:20and they will tell me how unfulfilled, how hard life is,
- 13:23how this is set, you know, it's like okay, wait a minute, you
- 13:25have the love of your life, you got your kids, you got that?
- 13:27What are you talking about? Like, where is this Coming from,
- 13:30but I know where it's coming from.
- 13:32This is where identity. When they say your, your
- 13:35identity not Consciousness, that's what it means.
- 13:37I did what I did because of x y z d, but I'm not taking
- 13:41ownership of it. Not remembering that I chose
- 13:44with that day of, I love this print.
- 13:46They, there's no conscious ownership.
- 13:49There's just like a record. So, this is where the trauma
- 13:55researchers, though, and the somatic experts are Current
- 14:00because nobody from the lovely Ascension Community.
- 14:03Again, talks about the trauma work that a person can do and
- 14:08that a person I actually highly highly think needs to at least
- 14:12know about. Because when we are going
- 14:14through the light body integration what gets released
- 14:19this trauma. So here's the sentence that I
- 14:21had. Trauma has a bunch of death
- 14:24chases before it leads itself home.
- 14:28Again, I don't know if I got that from class or if it's just
- 14:31mine, but that's chases. It means it needs to come up and
- 14:36go through a needs to purge itself.
- 14:39Which is what happens when the peak Ascension energies come
- 14:42about and when it sees itself home it's because it's all
- 14:45becoming a restored. Normal memory.
- 14:46Meaning the person will have an understanding of what it is.
- 14:50It doesn't mean that you have to think it through, but it means
- 14:53that you, when you have a feeling or an image, Or
- 14:58situation that comes up. That is affecting your mood.
- 15:04It's, and this is where not simple stuff.
- 15:07I'm talking there are moments where people will know this is
- 15:11happening. So when I see Peak assumption
- 15:13energies, this is what happened people's, trauma comes up their
- 15:16unfinished business and usually it's their protector lenses.
- 15:20And then they go, and either they take it out on somebody,
- 15:24you know, they get pissy or they will release, and they will
- 15:28allow themselves to For meaning unload.
- 15:33Does it mean that they get better know if they're not
- 15:36working on that inner stuff? So the practice of inner
- 15:41well-being, it does have a combination of factors.
- 15:44You don't have to meditate but learning how to navigate your
- 15:48nervous system is what you do want to understand.
- 15:52So here's where, when I see a quote like this.
- 15:54So that Guru the reason, or somebody that's following said
- 15:58Guru, I don't remember, I do think it's his Is quote, but the
- 16:01reason why most people who have tried meditation have come to
- 16:03the conclusion that it is very difficult or impossible is
- 16:06because they are trying to do it.
- 16:08No one can do meditation. So, he's trying to say, be
- 16:11meditation, right? So we hear that being a lot, but
- 16:15again, if they understand what a traumatized brain cannot do
- 16:19immediately, here's where the psychologist that I get to learn
- 16:24from psychiatrists have said, mindfulness does not work with
- 16:28everybody. There are certain people that
- 16:30First, they will have time to address their pent-up anger or
- 16:38their pent-up depression or their pent-up.
- 16:41Something that is related to the way they're nervous.
- 16:44System learn to protect them and that is now pattern that comes
- 16:48up and that they're not able to control.
- 16:50I mean, it's like my friend. I talked her through a moment.
- 16:53She did not maintain the ability to stay centered in herself.
- 16:58Now, people can go incriminating each other for sure.
- 17:00It like that she didn't do anything wrong, she just you
- 17:03know, tried to have a conversation that this person
- 17:06that I want to have and at the end of the day everything's
- 17:09fine. But her rumination is what
- 17:12brought her to go there. So she could have if she pushed
- 17:15herself a little bit. This is where knowledge is
- 17:18empowering. If people use it, she didn't use
- 17:21any of the knowledge. I imparted any of the
- 17:23conversation. No.
- 17:25But the part of how hard it is is true.
- 17:28And this is described by the tree.
- 17:30Experts in the somatic, experts. So this is why for me bringing
- 17:35together the human spiritual and spirituality elements.
- 17:38In fact, I'm going to use dance Eagles, word framework as his
- 17:43interpersonal. Biology interpersonal,
- 17:46neurobiology is a framework using other disciplines, beneath
- 17:49it respecting, those disciplines of subject matters and I am
- 17:53actually doing the same when I bring together.
- 17:55All these different topics that we could say, that that infinite
- 17:58higher human potential consciousness.
- 18:00Arian strew, the inner growth mindset through you.
- 18:03Follow your heart through understanding everything that we
- 18:06talked about. And this is for those who
- 18:08actually are inclined to want to be in this Enlightenment.
- 18:11So age group, can use this type of framework, we're not one note
- 18:16and so for the connectedness and because of being a person who
- 18:19has Claire's and has been going through this 5D plane and I
- 18:22noticed this, I literally year after year, after year.
- 18:25So what I took away from any of my twin flames over solely idea
- 18:29is that people have trauma Period.
- 18:31That's all I took and they don't know how to talk about it, okay?
- 18:33Like it's very straightforward. The fact that it needs to go
- 18:37through its own death. Well, it doesn't have to do it
- 18:39in a miserable way, but most people don't actually push a
- 18:43little bit to do the right thing meaning to speak.
- 18:47And it's not because they think of it as right or wrong.
- 18:49It's because their story is very much full of maliciousness
- 18:54towards each other. They don't trust people, they
- 18:56don't trust each other. So they're already in The Saga
- 18:59of humanity. It sucks.
- 19:00You suck. Everybody sucks.
- 19:02And the whole shame cycle inner critic first, they criticize
- 19:05themselves. Oh, I'm a bad person.
- 19:07Then they criticize the other like my attachment style friend,
- 19:10the same thing. And they there are very good
- 19:12examples of this aspect. And, you know, I keep thinking
- 19:18about how trauma really comes out on its own, doesn't even
- 19:23need to be catalyzed by anyone, because our body is consistently
- 19:28wanting to return to its Homeostasis, your body includes
- 19:32your brain and the Brain heart is connected.
- 19:34And that's the embodied brain. And so here's why this regulated
- 19:38and moderated embodied. Selves are always seeing because
- 19:42to be restored. People would have to notice
- 19:46their physical Sensations. That's their feminine.
- 19:49That's why there's a majority of Mexicans because they only use
- 19:51their mind they dissected, they analyzed it.
- 19:54Oh, and then they go and find parts of information that allow
- 19:58their ego to feel good about what they're doing.
- 20:00So, the part of do meditation, some people, they can't sit down
- 20:05because they literally can't sit down and if they learned about
- 20:08psychoeducation, the right way, they'd have a bit of compassion
- 20:12towards themselves and they would do work on their Amma.
- 20:15Now, here's where as my lovely mother pointed out when I was
- 20:18talking to her about the nervous system and how to navigate it,
- 20:21and how one could, you know, learn to breathe and pause?
- 20:24She's like, well, what if somebody doesn't want to do it,
- 20:26and that's the point. And here's where when you are
- 20:30again connected to this lovely thing called Consciousness, pure
- 20:34full Consciousness, it's Akash. This is why I also go beyond
- 20:38spirituality or spiritual because empty space is empty
- 20:42spaces, called Dark Matter, dark, Energy to have a very good
- 20:46relationship with this little thing called Energy mind.
- 20:49I'm building my own. It's very cute.
- 20:52And I'm going to tell you that it's something that to me
- 20:56equates Dark Matter Dark Energy. The physicists explain it
- 21:01mathematicians explain it. I don't need to have it be an
- 21:05entity because it's not an entity.
- 21:07The only reason we use entities is so that people can actually
- 21:10believe in something and make sense of it and that's for those
- 21:13who want to Be in that Spectrum. The Seekers, and then my mental
- 21:18age group. You don't stop at a belief
- 21:19system, which is why. When, every single one of what
- 21:23you could call my belief systems basically.
- 21:27They it's like, you know, when you you say, hey, here's my
- 21:30hand. Can you, can you pull me out?
- 21:32They literally, I saw them pulling your hand back, you
- 21:36know? So like as I reached out looking
- 21:38straight at me and pulling that hand back.
- 21:40So and I'm using a different description this time but it was
- 21:43basically that and And I and I it was at least three different
- 21:47moments in a week or something like that.
- 21:51Where I, or maybe it was a span of time, but I hadn't come
- 21:56across the Alchemists. Lady her video on how when the
- 22:02time is, right? Or basically, when they, when
- 22:06Consciousness wants to because one Consciousness like any okay
- 22:11when we think of parents, what did they do to children?
- 22:14In. If they are healthy parents,
- 22:17they create independent children.
- 22:19Okay? That's the same concept that
- 22:21I've always held with God, which is why I didn't stop when I
- 22:24said, hey God, I think that there is no evil.
- 22:27Actually, I know there is none and bye sayonara on that one.
- 22:30I had no issue telling God what I thought about it, because
- 22:33apparent to me is not somebody that's going to subject me and
- 22:37pun, and make me succumb to them.
- 22:40Who's not? What an adult would do.
- 22:42I mean, in my brain, I learned that They're supposed to teach
- 22:45you how to be a good human being.
- 22:47So that's not a good human being to squish people, doesn't matter
- 22:50when people want to use that word evil.
- 22:52So, what I'm trying to get to the point of belief, systems are
- 22:55there for reasons, those of us who go beyond, it's because we
- 22:58don't need it to understand concept.
- 23:00We actually intuitively speaking know what we're talking about,
- 23:04we don't care that it makes sense, or not to the people who
- 23:06are analytical, they don't understand how the whole is
- 23:09bigger than the parts of itself. They are, in fact, still Parts,
- 23:12we're not when you're connected. To this Consciousness.
- 23:15You're not I'm not a part of I'm I can see the full picture.
- 23:19So to me, the fact is there's Dark Matter, Dark Energy, the
- 23:23scientist, explain it. The belief systems of people
- 23:25help people to understand it. I don't need it to understand
- 23:28it. I know what I'm talking about
- 23:29and I can experience it and I share that experience.
- 23:32And I can tell you that, anybody who does achieve a level of
- 23:36Enlightenment will be here, the ones who are not teachers, the
- 23:41ones who are not parts. So all these other, so, Trips.
- 23:44They stay parts of the hope. They don't see the whole from
- 23:47the outside with the whole. It's not good or bad.
- 23:50It's a way that you can get there.
- 23:51So, for me, when I was experiencing, what I was
- 23:53experiencing it was not something fun.
- 23:55Believe me, I told you guys, I went through first, I think I
- 23:59was like crying about it, then I got angry about it and then I
- 24:02laughed about it, and that's what I did because I knew I
- 24:06already had the answers. So it's very interesting when
- 24:08you already have answers to the very experiences you're having,
- 24:12but you still feel like what the fuck.
- 24:14Like seriously because of it feeling very unnecessary and
- 24:18really, it's not about the feeling it's that to me when
- 24:21people come together. It's unnecessary to treat each
- 24:24other in the ways that I see people treating each other.
- 24:27And so free will is what's always up late.
- 24:29And, you know, here's where what I got to learn and I'm still
- 24:34learning about the Mind from them, but what people don't
- 24:40realize until they start studying very, very well the
- 24:43hole. Neuroscience cymatics and
- 24:46psychoeducation. And that's only because those
- 24:49who do we really do care and we know Humanity doesn't suck not
- 24:53they have trauma. That's the point.
- 24:55So we're not like, oh, I love I hate because I'm going to love
- 24:58and hate. No.
- 24:58We actually love and that's about it.
- 25:00When we say, hey, it's not really.
- 25:02I've used the word I think. And I teased about it because I
- 25:06don't like it, but, of course, there are things that one could
- 25:09say. I hate it is like Rigidity and
- 25:15Chaos are what happened when people's systems their self
- 25:22organized system is not optimized.
- 25:26And this is where the Studies have shown that people suffer
- 25:32organization. Doesn't optimize either because
- 25:36their, their birth. So parents didn't do anything.
- 25:40It wasn't because of neglect or abuse.
- 25:42Okay, it's because of the structure and the function of
- 25:46the brain and and that's where the medicines come into the mix,
- 25:51right? For those who have looking
- 25:53through my notes for the, I wrote it down.
- 25:56He mentions the actual manic-depressive, then there was
- 26:00something a couple more schizophrenia And one more, but
- 26:05he says those types of syndromes right here, chaos and rigidity
- 26:11is what they've sought found in those types of syndromes.
- 26:15And for those who also, instead of it being something from the
- 26:20structure, or the function of the brain, it's because of abuse
- 26:23and neglect. Okay?
- 26:26So structural or functional and what happens with rigidity and
- 26:33chaos So person doesn't live a stable life chaotic, right?
- 26:37They come in and out, they don't know how to settle down
- 26:40rigidity, they don't open their mind to more.
- 26:43They stay fixed in that mindset and we'll see people who also
- 26:49don't understand that there's a recursive pattern.
- 26:52That's why I mentioned the ten twelve months self because it's
- 26:55that tend to of months, self that decides how to organize you
- 27:00so that you may be safe in your environment.
- 27:03So, the recursive is a feedback loop and here's where your
- 27:07plasticity comes into the mix, okay?
- 27:10Now with all of that being said, I don't want to make it a psycho
- 27:13education because it's a nightmare time but to be able
- 27:17and support each other to establish flow to be able and
- 27:22support each other to eventually lead ourselves back home and to
- 27:29an integrated brain and integrated brain means a brain
- 27:32that Can be flexible, adaptive coherent energized and stable a
- 27:37body so you can find well-being through these and here's where
- 27:41mindfulness meditation come into the mix, okay?
- 27:47But if a person doesn't understand why it's hard for
- 27:49them to achieve the sitting still and they just think, in
- 27:54terms of a yogi or somebody telling them here, do this
- 27:59shamanic thing. I mean, I've the class I took on
- 28:02Tantra yoga, ayurveda teacher. He's he went to Tibet, so he
- 28:09talked about times that I used a dog yoga all of it beautiful.
- 28:14I'm so happy that that I am part of that.
- 28:16I got to do it. It's my class.
- 28:18I own it as well. So I get to re-watch if I want.
- 28:23And the reality is everything he talked about and even when
- 28:28you're initiating made me think of Peter, the vine and his
- 28:32somatic experiencing when he does his exercises or he used to
- 28:36with his patients. And so that's why.
- 28:41There are no shortcuts to anything people that go and do
- 28:45something spiritual, they're on a journey.
- 28:49In fact they stay within the parts of the whole.
- 28:52And again, I'm talking in Lightman time.
- 28:54That's why. In this case I'm trying to help
- 28:56you understand that there is a difference.
- 28:58Those of us who achieve this visibility it's because we're
- 29:03able to move beyond all of these subject matters.
- 29:06All of these disciplines all of these belief systems because we
- 29:08know that's not the end of it all.
- 29:11Once you get to and it's not the end of the it all, it's a
- 29:16feeling. So I know when I feel what the
- 29:19truth is, which is in neutrality.
- 29:21And when the skies talking about, Shiva and Consciousness
- 29:24in my time through class, and he's saying how she even Shakti
- 29:27or one, so Shiva is nothingness and shower.
- 29:32She was Consciousness, and Shakti is the energy that allows
- 29:36she that afloat. So this is why we're both were
- 29:38all both masculine and feminine side, which is where R, even
- 29:42though in a twin flame experience, you will know that
- 29:45one. Well for some of us we have more
- 29:46than one twin flame but you will know the difference of the
- 29:51charge State and this is where I would say, Sheila and shocked if
- 29:54I come into the mix, the reality is that the way that I break it
- 29:59down is one is well-being. One is good with themselves from
- 30:05for the mature people in the enlightenment, so a jury.
- 30:07But we specify excuse me before I keep moving forward because
- 30:11All these other. So age groups, have a very
- 30:13different story. So there will be a one, you
- 30:18know, who that person is or they are too.
- 30:22There's a clear distinction of where your come at, and it's not
- 30:27because of wanting to do the work or not his.
- 30:30This is where some people talk about wanting to do the work
- 30:32instead about loving or not. Loving, it's actually Choice,
- 30:35it's a free will choice. You choose whether or not you
- 30:38get a treat each other with a level of respect.
- 30:41Act. It's very straightforward to me.
- 30:43So people who have attachment Styles and people who have
- 30:47attachment wounds and Trauma wounds, they're going to be
- 30:50adopted children. So they are not healthy
- 30:53well-being. Restored embodied, selves their
- 30:55dysregulated, their moderated. They're going to do behavior.
- 30:58That is indicative of a person who's not going to be present
- 31:03with you. They're not conscious.
- 31:05So it's again, you're not being heard because on the other end
- 31:09of the spectrum there is no. Except for a recurring pattern
- 31:14of their behavior and that recurring pattern is something
- 31:18they've ignored time. Again, and again again, or
- 31:20they've accepted it as their story and they're sticking to
- 31:23it, which is where ego pride and just making, you know, making
- 31:28choices based on their own glasses, which is where
- 31:32overgeneralization stereotypes thinking, you know, everything.
- 31:36And again this is why you're not listening, you don't listen to
- 31:39people if you already think, you know who you're dealing.
- 31:41Dealing with and most people walk around thinking they know
- 31:43each other like that. So this is why the whole twin
- 31:46flames soulmates oversold, doesn't matter who you pick if
- 31:49they're not conscious. Now that I know that difference
- 31:51of feeling thanks to having had the experience, like, okay, I'm
- 31:55pretty sure I've dealt with majority identity.
- 31:57There are some that are conscious of their identity
- 32:00because they're like, ah, but it's a very, very small energy
- 32:04because they're not actually aware.
- 32:06There are recurring pattern of their family of origin and
- 32:11really, they're recurring pattern of their own trauma
- 32:13without knowing it, which is why they're transference in their
- 32:16charge States. Come about.
- 32:17So, this is where their energy is never expanding their just
- 32:21playing out the same role. They have been solidifying you
- 32:25know, setting in stone as they grow up.
- 32:28And again this is not meant to sound good or bad.
- 32:32It's a reality when we interact with people.
- 32:36Those of us who have achieved this visibility with energy and
- 32:39light Manali. Spectrum's.
- 32:42I mean this is it's just the only reason obviously I know, I
- 32:47can compare now is because of having experience, which is
- 32:50where we come into the mix of. You can only know something new
- 32:56like with trauma and learning about not learning about trauma,
- 33:02but when you have a different feeling so you a person, that's
- 33:08when you can start noticing. So, the corrected experiences,
- 33:12remember, that's where it's important.
- 33:14Because that's the only moment that a person can notice
- 33:18something is if they have enough space to do so, so trauma and
- 33:24that's that it chases. It's more about it coming out in
- 33:28bursts and so here's where the Tantra teachers saying, there's
- 33:32no shortcuts, you do it in time, it's the the small slits.
- 33:38Satori moment. I forget how he was talking
- 33:40about it. I should let me look for my
- 33:42notes. One second, I found it.
- 33:44So he says, if there are short, there's also a long path but he
- 33:50says, daily path is what you have to do.
- 33:55And you experience the short path, that way.
- 33:58But what he's really getting to is that you get experiences As
- 34:01you move into doing meditation everyday, and the importance of
- 34:08Mantras, you know. And here's where every time they
- 34:11start talking about diet, I'm like, okay, seriously, you know,
- 34:15obviously, you know, you don't know about people who don't have
- 34:18this sway of diet. And still, we have experiences
- 34:22that in fact are at which I've heard about enough times to
- 34:25know. Yeah, I got plenty of
- 34:28experiences with the whole samadhi and or Satori the
- 34:33moments of Oneness and Flow. It's amazing to know or
- 34:38understand when you have not disconnected this is why I've
- 34:43always wondered about what are all these rules but now that I
- 34:47understand the people who have dysregulated and moderated
- 34:52embodied selves, I Maria can understand okay, I'm a restored
- 34:55in body itself I don't have a disconnect from Akash from this
- 34:58empty space so this is why it's easy for me to stay here.
- 35:01I'm not disconnected from this thing called Consciousness and
- 35:05so anything that I've ever were tried out whether it be
- 35:08Claire's, it's always easy. It's just like the energy speaks
- 35:12to me and here's where in fact I got some new crystals as soon as
- 35:16I put them on I was like wow okay this is amazing.
- 35:19You know I can feel how it is absorbed and it amplifies and so
- 35:25this is why we have the light workers Life by the way.
- 35:28Because 5dc lightworker is needed with the information of
- 35:33the psycho Educators for those who want to be in the
- 35:35enlightenment. So a true pie.
- 35:36Already have no doubt about it that those who will be attracted
- 35:40to our HP content are going to be inclined to be independent
- 35:43people. Like I was saying here's where
- 35:45those who are inclined to be their own person don't want to
- 35:48Guru, they don't need one. They know what life is and I
- 35:51don't mean it again. Here's where those who are
- 35:53insecure, think this is disrespectful.
- 35:55That's because you want somebody to lead you.
- 35:58Those of us who know what we want to do in life, we don't
- 36:00need a leader. We don't even like having to
- 36:02have to listen to our prayer. I didn't like having to listen
- 36:05to my parent. Can you hear the tone?
- 36:07Because there's collie right there.
- 36:09And I know we're colleagues coming from, because I was that
- 36:12child. I'm thinking, I'm an adult.
- 36:14I still don't like who I see as leaders and here's where I know
- 36:18that's colleague, because that's childish here is where the world
- 36:21does not revolve around one person.
- 36:23So if you're an adult human being you will know that.
- 36:27Okay? I do me.
- 36:29You do you and everybody can help each other because we are
- 36:32all parts of a whole and we're not just one thing and whatever
- 36:35drives me won't. I view.
- 36:37And so again, here's life sensitive.
- 36:39Let's stop pouting about things. That actually, make no sense.
- 36:42Got a bunch of whiners out there because we have a bunch of
- 36:45people who have unresolved trauma.
- 36:47Attachment Moon. So they are looking for their
- 36:49leader, they will find their leader, all we do.
- 36:51I love this class whole bunch. As I was watching this, Not only
- 36:55was I thinking of all the people that I know who are flaunting
- 36:58their little mantels and they're not in anywhere near or shape,
- 37:01enlightened, okay. And, you know, here's where it
- 37:03gets me. If you're going to be snoot
- 37:07about what you are, you should really do your due diligence to
- 37:10get out of your ego first and become humbled, because the
- 37:13minute that you're not humble in the minute that you're telling
- 37:16anybody else. What you do is the minute that
- 37:18any actual person who's Enlighten is going to be like,
- 37:20okay, I'm going to turn around go that way and let you keep
- 37:24doing pretend let me help you to keep pretending to be you
- 37:28because if I keep coming around I'm probably going to call you
- 37:32out more than once on some shit by accident which I don't.
- 37:36To do. This is why the whole Magic
- 37:39thing, it's like, okay, magic. As the science guy says, is only
- 37:44science hasn't been able to explain it.
- 37:47This isn't because magic needs not exist, but those of us who
- 37:50actually are. Okay, with more than one subject
- 37:52matter. And we're not like, oh no, only
- 37:54my stuff must be true, your stuff can't be true sometimes
- 37:59and actually all the time, excuse me.
- 38:01But true is not what this is about when we were creating
- 38:05anything, if it's manual. Lee.
- 38:06We're actually using our little hands or big hands, and we might
- 38:10be using a plan that gets designed like all these
- 38:13different disciplines. And every single one of any
- 38:16action has more than one thing. Like this is this is where it's
- 38:19ridiculous. When I think of people and I
- 38:21shouldn't say ridiculous because the reality is they are
- 38:24identity. So they've taken a belief system
- 38:27they've taken one thing and that's now become who they are,
- 38:31and that's okay. That's who they are.
- 38:33That's why they're there. They are not conscious beings
- 38:36there and I do City of the regurgitation of the material
- 38:38that they have a simulated, they can become more, if they want
- 38:42to, usually, you'll go talk to these people.
- 38:44And you'll see, they're just happy and dandy and they're
- 38:47okay. So this is where they're members
- 38:49of society. That's why we have the masses
- 38:52and for all, I know, we're always going to have the masses
- 38:55because if there's one thing that is very noticeable about
- 38:58all of these other sold age groups, is that they get
- 39:00triggered, like fuck because you just told them that what they
- 39:03believe in is not the only truth, and now you've ruined.
- 39:06And they're they're, they're perfect parents because okay, so
- 39:10here's the part. The indictments will Aid.
- 39:13Your person will be inclined to already have their own
- 39:15relationship with Akash. With Consciousness, with energy,
- 39:19with empty space with death. They will be like, you know
- 39:23what? I might die.
- 39:24I will die. Actually.
- 39:25Not might I will. And whatever happens after we
- 39:27don't know, it's okay. I'm not going to make a big deal
- 39:30out in one way shape or form. And he person.
- 39:33Who is independent of no be like?
- 39:34Yeah, I got 24 hours and let me The best of it.
- 39:37I'm not going to waste any of it.
- 39:39So like I said, the ones who are on the end of the spectrum of
- 39:44well-being, are doing great and dandy, the ones who came from
- 39:47the other end. Now they're doing maybe great
- 39:50and well Dandy it all depends if they're out of their recurring
- 39:53patterns with a little bit more compassion, love and less pride
- 39:57and ego and really just I fucked up here.
- 39:59Here, here here. This is why?
- 40:01It's okay I can move on with my life now that I know so they're
- 40:05actually proactive Versus still sitting in the wallow and being
- 40:09a shame, which they shouldn't be if they're in the indictments
- 40:12old age group again. So this is where I always say
- 40:15shouldn't. Because I know many, many, many
- 40:18people who actually justify because they're still that
- 40:24child. I got reprimanded, they did.
- 40:27Right, I'm bad and that's it. Like, there are people who will
- 40:30literally defend the very thing and this is why it's a Charge
- 40:37state that they will only become aware of.
- 40:39If they say, wait a minute, this is how I'm sensing right now.
- 40:44What's going on in my body has to do with me and it really is
- 40:50about an independent relationship with Society.
- 40:54It's not about canceling out Society.
- 40:56It's an independent relationship from you, your thoughts and
- 41:00feelings. This is where the differentiate
- 41:01itself comes into the mix. Here's why, when I was learning
- 41:05in this class, Ass, you know, again this teacher who's
- 41:09somebody who has initiated people, so he got initiated and
- 41:13I've seen there's that other sh'mon guy who talks about do
- 41:16this. You don't need to waste 10 years
- 41:18and therapy bullshit. You don't know that one.
- 41:21You shouldn't claim it too. This is very dangerous three.
- 41:24So here's why it's is not something that is necessary.
- 41:30And furthermore, I feel that it's actually not helpful
- 41:34because you're not telling the person who they are.
- 41:36You're just giving them something more to believe in.
- 41:38So it makes me think again of the medieval times and it makes
- 41:41me think of all the people want to talk about religion and
- 41:43subjugation blah, blah, blah blah.
- 41:45Well, yeah, here you are. If you are subjugating yourself
- 41:48to initiation, well, guess what? You are.
- 41:50Obviously, you're in a hierarchy of sorts.
- 41:52Obviously, somebody leads your way.
- 41:54Obviously, you are suppressed and quote on quote.
- 41:57Again, this is, this is the part.
- 41:59So, if you are a human being who's an independent thinker and
- 42:04an independent person, you will not look.
- 42:06Look to be led in your life. And you will not look to be told
- 42:10by somebody else, what to do to become a better version of
- 42:13yourself, or to become yourself, or to be just yourself.
- 42:16This is where the people who come out of Shame, they learn
- 42:18that. It's okay to be them and that
- 42:20this whole being better than who you are, is really something?
- 42:24That is unnecessary. We will learn.
- 42:27If you become an adult, you learn how to treat each other
- 42:29with respect. It's automatic means you listen
- 42:31to each other. So, this is what grown-ups learn
- 42:33how to do, which is why we actually do weight.
- 42:36And we learned the right Silence with or without our oversold
- 42:39people, but obviously this is where it's a collective
- 42:42experience. So, our lovely, lovely oversoul.
- 42:47Gets those of us who are here to understand differences from the
- 42:52parts and to coexist with them and the part about diet and all
- 42:57that. This is all very, very yeah.
- 43:01Not not necessary. But furthermore, there's one
- 43:05part about talks about this the 5ms and he's explaining to us
- 43:11why Tantra got thought of as sex in America or Western World and
- 43:17completely misunderstood this practice, you know, in this the
- 43:23West man, I swear but he goes and explains the five M's and he
- 43:27says this is why there was this misunderstanding.
- 43:30They just took this stuff and they made it into this
- 43:33exaggerated compulsive. I can see here is where, when
- 43:38you'll hear the difference, I'm like, okay, now this makes
- 43:40sense. Now I'm now I'm because anything
- 43:43that is conscious is not going to be compulsive.
- 43:45Compulsive comes from that, default Network.
- 43:48And while I know people love their story about the, what is
- 43:51it? That Matrix thing, siphoning
- 43:53your energy. It's called 10-month self.
- 43:55Baby to 12 month old. Okay, you stablished this
- 43:59default Network so your brain and your nervous system.
- 44:02The brain is always embodied. Your organize yourself
- 44:05organized. Item, you can't break it down
- 44:08into Parts. There's not one part to blame of
- 44:10you. Here's where the whole there is
- 44:12nothing to blame of your poor body.
- 44:14And and I mean, poor for those who have a feeling that I did
- 44:19wrong, you don't do wrong. If you are an infant, you can't
- 44:23do wrong. You are subject to your
- 44:24environment. The environment would be first,
- 44:27your mother's womb, whatever stuff she's going through,
- 44:30you're going to experience, there's lineage there's jeans,
- 44:33okay? So if you're going to go and
- 44:34blame cells and genes while hey what We say, right?
- 44:37So here's why the people that are using mental health, without
- 44:41actually learning about it. They talk about, let's stab each
- 44:45other and then they're hating each other.
- 44:46They're canceling each other. That's block each other toxic
- 44:49pugs there. They're using all these words
- 44:51because they actually don't know what they're talking about.
- 44:53If they did that, they would have learned a little bit more
- 44:55about it. So here's where the masculine is
- 45:00the mind to understand, I love my mind.
- 45:03I'm asking is awesome. It's mature.
- 45:06Ring by the day, but it is only thanks to the information that I
- 45:10chose to consume because of my interest in helping Humanity
- 45:14with the inner growth mindset with people and helping them to
- 45:18be themselves. And I have Claire's and I do do
- 45:20Taro and I do have akashic record reading opportunities,
- 45:24right? I can do everything and anything
- 45:26Reiki I tapped into Consciousness in this energy
- 45:30field. Guess what?
- 45:32It's not enough and it's not enough because what I got too -
- 45:37through my lovely oversold. Through all these means is the
- 45:39way people get hung up on things and the way that they're not
- 45:43moving into well-being. And the way that instead they
- 45:46become some of them, they spent loads of money and shit.
- 45:51That is not going to bring them to well-being because what
- 45:53they're really becoming a part of is now something like of like
- 45:57a cult even, it's not a cult, it's an identity.
- 46:01So now let me spend all this money on this to these trending
- 46:04topics. So here's where Are the Tom tour
- 46:07guide explains sisters, three different types of Tantra and
- 46:10one of them is the occult and has he's describing one of you.
- 46:13These experiences is very interesting because he uses the
- 46:16word powerful and he's talking about the scene and I'm like,
- 46:20yeah, okay, I have that one pretty well down path.
- 46:24And yeah, I don't see that as powerful now.
- 46:28Again, this is coming from my personal experience with energy
- 46:33and spirituality and anything and everything.
- 46:36You can ask in a one-on-one I've seen things, I have dreams, I
- 46:41have astral travel, I have all that's why again we have a light
- 46:45workers life. I don't like to talk about it
- 46:48openly because I don't want to contribute to for deal and I'm
- 46:52trying to contribute to five deal.
- 46:53And so to people being able to understand that when you tap
- 46:57into the subconscious super conscious and you are actually
- 47:02beginning this journey of Claire's.
- 47:04Here's where all the immature feminine side.
- 47:06End up being because they think their anointed ones and that
- 47:09they can go around telling people where the future is
- 47:12because they're comparing themselves to past history
- 47:14books, meaning when in the past Saints and whatever and angels,
- 47:19all that stuff, that's what they're doing.
- 47:21And if it's not that then they're still doing aliens or
- 47:24Matrix or technology, they're using some other word to
- 47:27describe. What it's very straightforward
- 47:30if you just keep it simple, your human being, we're all energy.
- 47:34You're going to tap into the global Network.
- 47:37That's where it stands and it begins with your own oversoul
- 47:39FYI. But it also includes your own
- 47:43stuff. So here's where like Atlantean
- 47:46the Marian. You know for me I didn't know
- 47:49about these different planes until I had my first Vision
- 47:54which was a set of three with my other, my third twin flame.
- 47:59This is where I had three different visions of us and
- 48:03that's where I saw me in three different spots and And I have a
- 48:07friend, and I think I had already gotten the book that
- 48:10talks about different spiritual people and where we come from an
- 48:14idiot but still I was like okay this is yes, sure.
- 48:17Okay. But I'm still I'm a person I'm
- 48:19here on planet Earth. This is an imagination that so
- 48:22it's beautiful to know that I may have this origin but it's a
- 48:25it's a May it's not a fact. It's not ever going to be
- 48:28provable and I don't need to spend time here.
- 48:30This is also. Why the part about what people
- 48:34do with all of These spectrums are subjective and what I mean
- 48:40by that is again for enlightenment, so age of people
- 48:43we're not going to waste time in imagination than because we want
- 48:48to live here and we want to actually contribute to here.
- 48:53So traumas, what surfaces and people who end up in the
- 48:57immature feminine they just spend time thinking they can go
- 49:01around telling people what to do because they got a couple of
- 49:03Dreams or more because they're thinking of themselves as the
- 49:06Past. I've seen it.
- 49:08Oh Jesus. They talk about Jesus to talk
- 49:10about angels, they talk about being special, it's like, okay,
- 49:13can we break away from this special thing?
- 49:16Why would you need to feel special?
- 49:18And so, here we go again with the person who's insecure of
- 49:20their own worth, their own value, and in order to feel
- 49:23special, I must be unique. You know, the song sing about it
- 49:27and this is ego. Again, it's an insecurity.
- 49:29Go though, the minute you are an empowered.
- 49:31You guys the minute. You accept your imperfect.
- 49:33You accept that. You share the world with others.
- 49:35You accept. A lot of things.
- 49:37If you're a feminine, you love the world.
- 49:39You love rainbows, you love differences.
- 49:41So we have the pink tinted glasses for our uniqueness and
- 49:45we don't go around shouting at each other because of some
- 49:48biological rudeness. We intuitively understand that
- 49:51there's more to the story. So, again, the death chases of
- 49:56trauma, they surface, with Ascension, energies and people
- 50:01get lost in these spaces. This person who I got to learn,
- 50:06Learn Tantra from great person, great instructor great
- 50:09everything they believe in Stories being more important so
- 50:14that people can understand. And this is where I differ
- 50:17completely I believe in letting people know your stories help
- 50:21you to make sense of the world. The world is very practical.
- 50:24If you look at it, we are big sound.
- 50:27We are energy, we're connected. And as a Reiki practitioner and
- 50:31a distance healer, I can talk to you about it as well as, you
- 50:34know, again with the Claire's. I can't.
- 50:36To a lot about my oversoul in telepathy and anything and
- 50:39everything and let you in on a little secret which is we are
- 50:42all energy. So again, this is not magical
- 50:45powers. This is something that science
- 50:47is showing and studying it's called Consciousness.
- 50:50And you know While others spend their days and conspiracy
- 50:54theories, those of us who want to actually contribute to planet
- 50:57Earth and our lovely human species and everyone to actually
- 51:03send you keep on a sending we're not going.
- 51:06Be spending time over there. So here's the thing.
- 51:10The this is very funny. There are a couple people that
- 51:14questioned something when we were talking about Consciousness
- 51:20and this part about every single one of us is consciousness, and
- 51:24we got to learn about ethics. And so ethics, of course, is
- 51:28important. For those who don't know how to
- 51:30respect each other, those who want to go around telling
- 51:32people, I'm going to tell you how many drinks to have, how
- 51:35much does And how much is so, people who want that, the adults
- 51:39really just want to say go, go to go to hell, leave us alone
- 51:44and let us be grown-ups. We will find out how Humanity
- 51:48becomes. I mean, this is where I
- 51:50definitely again, enjoy all information.
- 51:53I don't enjoy. The idea of people being forced
- 51:56to lead their life a certain way because that's where you're not
- 52:00raising adults, You're simply, that's to me enabling.
- 52:04But you know, again it is what it Is I do believe in structure,
- 52:08always maintaining a level of moderate and doing things for
- 52:12the benefit of not individual in their lives.
- 52:16But more of first structure to sustain itself because they
- 52:20need, you know, to sustain actual life.
- 52:22So it's not that the person is not important.
- 52:25It's that personal choice. I say comes, you know, and I
- 52:30shouldn't say it, but let us look again at our history books.
- 52:34And there is a reason why all the conspiracy theories People
- 52:36think that they're suppressing the masses.
- 52:39The thing is they don't realize that the government is made of
- 52:43the people. So this is why they go
- 52:44hand-in-hand when I learned that and look that all governments in
- 52:48all countries, I can see how it's a representation of the
- 52:51people because I've met the people from those countries and
- 52:54some will say no but then they have the other group so you know
- 52:57it's like yeah your group may be no but that group over there it
- 52:59was like very much in favor of that group of their your so long
- 53:03story short, let me close out with what I wanted to try and
- 53:06Get. So there is a couple of people
- 53:07who are like, why would Consciousness bother creating
- 53:09itself? Which made me laugh?
- 53:12I laugh my ass off. When this question was asked and
- 53:14so did a little bit the the instructor left, but not as much
- 53:17I laughed for like at least five minutes because I was like, what
- 53:19the fuck? Why are you even in this class?
- 53:21I'm thinking what the hell, you know, some people, they take
- 53:24these classes and I'm thinking you're such a pessimist, what
- 53:27are you doing in Tantra? And yoga, I like, why are you be
- 53:30on mindfulness? Excuse me, they can go out, you
- 53:33know, like that was so I'm still laughing.
- 53:37See, I can't believe it. The contradiction right here.
- 53:39And here is where, you know what I know about people.
- 53:42The sad part is this is that they don't realize that they do
- 53:46really want to just know why they live that Human Condition,
- 53:51their human fear. And here's that suffering part
- 53:54that I don't know. I don't understand, I don't know
- 53:57this feeling we don't have it. I've never had it.
- 54:00I don't question what life is because I'm breathing it.
- 54:02So here's again. When you don't disconnect from
- 54:05this full consciousness - it's not about rainbows and
- 54:08Sunshine's is that you know that when we die we die period.
- 54:13And when we come back and what we remember period And even if
- 54:17that's a hypothetical we we accept that that is a
- 54:19hypothetical. So you better bet we ain't going
- 54:21to waste one second of our time. On anyone or anything at all.
- 54:27Without knowing that we are choosing to support each other.
- 54:31So, supporting each other is what's most important for people
- 54:35who are in the enlightenment. So, Asia, as I spelled out.
- 54:37And so Consciousness always is presence.
- 54:41For all of us because it's energy, the people who have
- 54:45trauma, they have a distorted image for reasons, the rigidity.
- 54:49And the chaos is not something that is a belief system.
- 54:53If only they get out of their minds.
- 54:55It's actually the way their body is regulated, which is this
- 54:59regulated or moderated. So they're in a safety behavior
- 55:03from a please appease attached. Cry collapse submit fight
- 55:07flight. Freeze fog.
- 55:07Freeze pause the neural network has why Wired their recurring
- 55:11pattern has wired in a shame cycle.
- 55:13Inner critic, outer critic denying through drugs, sex,
- 55:16alcohol, food, anything compulsive and withdrawing when
- 55:19I see people who are not in the enlightenment, so a droop, I see
- 55:22that. Now the only difference for
- 55:24those teachers is that they have a journey of teaching us about
- 55:28subject matters and that is, in fact, the rep.
- 55:30They represent that energy to at, eat the people who stay in
- 55:34their societal and or relationship.
- 55:36They are all individuals who are in their teenagers and they're
- 55:40With their family, or loved ones.
- 55:42Whatever, they're doing to feel good about themselves, take care
- 55:45of me, I'll take care of you. So, there's the mammalian
- 55:47Heritage for you though. Where we go, if you will or the
- 55:50younger, I should have the younger.
- 55:52We go the more in there. I'm just going to put in 3, D, 4
- 55:57T, okay? Cuz that's where that's at.
- 55:59At this point, the more a person is going to stay in their charge
- 56:03State. I know what was right for the
- 56:05world, and I hate everybody out there, just going to stand there
- 56:08and really every Year, we do cycle.
- 56:12So, every year people expand, if people don't expand and they get
- 56:16more rigid and more chaotic eventually.
- 56:19As I think, I spelled out to, in one of the episodes, there will
- 56:22be repercussions, they will be sensed probably to doctors or or
- 56:26or prison because the reality is healthy brain.
- 56:31Healthy person is able to mature at least enough to have a wee
- 56:35group that they will belong to. And that they will find a place
- 56:39and then coexist As for the entire structure we lead it
- 56:43together. Always that's never changed and
- 56:46people want to talk about conspiracies but they don't
- 56:48realize that they're yelling is proof that they don't actually
- 56:52understand one thing about politics.
- 56:55If they did, they would stop yelling.
- 56:57They would start either going to college and getting a degree or
- 57:01signing up to run for something go.
- 57:04Be a politician. Do something about it versus
- 57:07Yap. Your mouth and talk about Aliens
- 57:11may be coming to Earth and you know, saving or other species.
- 57:17I mean, again this world is a beautiful world.
- 57:21I did know. I knew that there was a reason
- 57:25why I began this 5D Journey but I knew it was something more on
- 57:31my own. They need a catalyst for it on
- 57:34my own and it's because of my love for life and humanity.
- 57:38And I am very, very happy to finally have enough.
- 57:41Thank you to bezel Van, Der kolk and Dan Siegel and Stephen
- 57:45porges and Ruth lanius, and Pat Ogden to the entire
- 57:50psychoeducation team, Peter, the vine to lovely long dr.
- 57:56Albert Wang. And to everybody like the
- 57:59embodied philosophy. So, and I see a BM.com, I always
- 58:03forget the founder of that. But all of the people who are
- 58:06researchers and Trauma, thank you Academia see See, I didn't
- 58:12have time to do more than one degree because I didn't have
- 58:15money. I have to start working
- 58:17otherwise I would have stayed for psychology because that was
- 58:20my, I wanted to try and get a double degree, but I wasn't able
- 58:23because again time was of the essence of to get that I would
- 58:27have had to do a lot more years and it wasn't going to be
- 58:33possible. But long story short, thanks to
- 58:35the internet which I love. I love technology and thanks to
- 58:39people. In need.
- 58:41And finally also, these psycho Educators understanding how
- 58:44helpful it is to help Society become trauma-informed and
- 58:48somatic informed, which is where this is what I share with.
- 58:50You Enlightenment is about you choosing how to behave with each
- 58:54other, and how to treat your own life.
- 58:57Well-being, only can come if a person's mind can become healthy
- 59:01enough. So the part about trauma and
- 59:03dust chases or chances, and this part about it having to go
- 59:09through Cycles. Goes, it's not a must people,
- 59:12can support each other, too many people like to tell each other
- 59:16who they are and what to do, because they're all very much,
- 59:20not in a space of love with each other.
- 59:23They don't have the green light. They don't have the ventral
- 59:25Bagel. They're not curious about each
- 59:27other, they have preconceived notions.
- 59:30So if there's one thing that again, I love is my entire
- 59:33oversoul and I love them to bits and pizzas.
- 59:36They do have preconceived notions of who I am.
- 59:38What I am but they also accept For who I am.
- 59:42And here's where thankfully, I was able to also get this lovely
- 59:46experience that I have with being able to exchange with
- 59:49actual Consciousness. And it feels really nice to
- 59:52actually be felt for the way that I am versus being told by
- 59:58others. Who they think I am which is
- 1:00:00really it's always been a big, big pain in my ass so it's not
- 1:00:06something I don't understand because I had preconceived
- 1:00:08notions of my family, I started to grow up and I realized that
- 1:00:13it's not fair to have that and it's not true.
- 1:00:16Why? Because I'm able to look at
- 1:00:18myself and be objective. Why?
- 1:00:20Because I'm able to be my own moderator.
- 1:00:22Why? Because this is where, when
- 1:00:24you're connected to Consciousness, your Euro
- 1:00:26moderator, you're okay, with being able to see your own ego,
- 1:00:29you're okay with it because we don't have a shame cycle.
- 1:00:32We have a love cycle, we don't do inner critic or outer critic.
- 1:00:35We do, I'm going to think there's me, there's another
- 1:00:38okay, we don't deny our feelings, let me tell.
- 1:00:40I'm feeling let me talk about this.
- 1:00:42Doesn't matter how it comes out. If I want to say fuck you.
- 1:00:45I'm going to say fuck you. If you're my family and then no,
- 1:00:48I won't withdraw. Not going to hide away.
- 1:00:50I'm not going to back off. I'm not going to leave you alone
- 1:00:53because why would I that would make you not my family that
- 1:00:55would make you not my loved one. Like that doesn't make sense.
- 1:00:58So we have a lot of cycle and if we get pushed quote unquote,
- 1:01:03we're not being pushed. This is a, we're being told, I
- 1:01:07don't want you near me because I don't like you and will accept.
- 1:01:10That sooner or later it'll be clear enough, 20 be like, okay,
- 1:01:13or it'll just be clear, like, okay, thumbs up.
- 1:01:16Thank you was very great. We'll have our experience,
- 1:01:18they'll have the experience, and so be it.
- 1:01:20So, the person who is inclined to be their own individual will
- 1:01:25not like anyone who pretends and this is where trauma comes into
- 1:01:30the mix again. Please appease attached cry,
- 1:01:32collapse a bit but the please, appeasers are the ones who
- 1:01:35pretend. And in the meantime they
- 1:01:37actually think because see they have the combination of Those
- 1:01:40two. So they think strategically and
- 1:01:42they think they know everything because they're used to knowing
- 1:01:45everything when they meet Consciousness, they don't know
- 1:01:48everything and that throws them off their game and it's not a
- 1:01:51game for us. For us.
- 1:01:53It's we're being authentic transparent.
- 1:01:54We find out you're not okay. Cool.
- 1:01:57Good because sooner or later the truth always reveals itself so
- 1:02:00it's not good or bad people. Either listen to each other
- 1:02:03because they do want to know each other or they don't and
- 1:02:06Enlightenment. So age would people definitely
- 1:02:09are inclined to always We always listen to each other and when we
- 1:02:12meet Consciousness, they do too. So it's a very beautiful time to
- 1:02:16be around. Looking forward to hearing your
- 1:02:18thoughts and experiences cullinan or leave a message,
- 1:02:21have a great day. We always listen to each other
- 1:02:11and when we meet Consciousness, they do too.
- 1:02:14So it's a very beautiful time to be around.
- 1:02:17Looking forward to hearing your thoughts and experiences
- 1:02:19cullinan or leave a message, have a great day.