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- 0:22I can't do this anymore. What?
- 0:25This. What mornings?
- 0:27No, all of this. You mean the deal?
- 0:32Afraid So what? Do you mean you you need better
- 0:34pay different hours? No, nothing like that.
- 0:37I'm just, you know, done with this.
- 0:44OK, you want to. No.
- 0:51Suit yourself. So you you're done.
- 0:56You do understand what that means, right?
- 1:06Yeah, yeah, I do. I don't think you do.
- 1:11I do. And you still think you can quit
- 1:13It's. A free country?
- 1:17This isn't that kind of job. I know, but all the same I am
- 1:25done. Nothing I can do to change your
- 1:28mind. Nope.
- 1:35Well, let's go get some coffee. Talk things over.
- 1:40Come on. Smells delicious as always.
- 1:58Ah, Sadie was the real cook. Hey, don't sell yourself short.
- 2:03Not much that's better than your home cooked eggs.
- 2:05Hope you don't mind, I left out the bell Peppers this time.
- 2:10Can't stand them. Me neither.
- 2:15Not to change the subject, but how long we've been doing this
- 2:19for you think? 15 years just about.
- 2:26Summer of 78 Why did we meet? What was it?
- 2:35Needed the scratch. What did you need the scratch
- 2:38for again? Wasn't too popular with the
- 2:40folks back home. Had to make ends meet.
- 2:44And Bill needed surgery you couldn't afford.
- 2:47Yes. Well, here's what I remember.
- 2:50I had a problem that night and Jimmy was trying to help me
- 2:53solve that problem. When who should come in through
- 2:56that door but you? Jimmy was always bragging about
- 3:03connections back home. I thought he could help.
- 3:07Jimmy knew we could help each other, so he called up Tony.
- 3:12We agreed. Made a deal.
- 3:15We all agreed. Anyone ever tell you you're no
- 3:19good at making coffee? Sadie did all the time.
- 3:26Thought you'd have got it better by now.
- 3:28Well, Sadie made the coffee, I made the bacon.
- 3:31It's a good bacon. You know, when I was a kid.
- 3:37How about pigs? We're all pink with curly tails.
- 3:39Yorkshire's are mine, a red waddle American breed.
- 3:43Not a lot of them out there, you know.
- 3:46That's so. Always thought it'd be nice, you
- 3:50know, to raise pigs. That was different.
- 3:52I had some Yorkies way back. Must have been, I don't know,
- 3:56before the service. Long time ago.
- 4:00Well, I'm an old man. You and me both.
- 4:05So why the Wattles Funny name? Like I said, American breed
- 4:12nearly went extinct. Thought I'd do my part to keep
- 4:15them alive. And that tastes good.
- 4:18You aren't wrong, you know. The other day I was reading the
- 4:21paper. Look at you, an intellectual.
- 4:27Maybe. Maybe.
- 4:28Anyways, I read that pigs were as smart as us.
- 4:33You believe that? You going somewhere with this?
- 4:40Nah, just thinking about my food.
- 4:42What's there to think about? Nothing I suppose, just never
- 4:47thought about it before. Do you think the pigs know?
- 4:49Know what? That their food.
- 4:52All pigs don't think like that. How do you know?
- 4:54Because I know. Pigs.
- 4:56Pigs ain't like us. Well, sure, they're smart, they
- 5:00eat, they sleep, But they do not plan.
- 5:02They don't think about the future.
- 5:05And I suppose you do. Every man does.
- 5:08I think I'm just about finished up here.
- 5:11What do you say I? What do you say I accompany you
- 5:14today? How do you reckon?
- 5:19My visits are always so short. Figured I could help you out
- 5:23with some chores. Maybe figure out what's going on
- 5:25with your little sports truck in the garage.
- 5:27Long as you're OK with shovel and manure first.
- 5:30What about your sidekick? Protege.
- 5:34When I retire, he'll be the man you'll be dealing with.
- 5:37Good guy, smart, discreet, ambitious.
- 5:41Like you, I guess. But listen, I told you already,
- 5:48I'm quitting. We'll see.
- 6:09I've always wondered what was in this shack.
- 6:11Have you now figured it was just some old shack at first, but
- 6:15every time I asked what was in there.
- 6:17You haven't been forthcoming. I have not, no.
- 6:20Tried to take a look in the window once.
- 6:22Did you now? Tada.
- 6:30Beautiful, right? Pop machines here.
- 6:33I figured you had a deep dark secret.
- 6:36We have a deep dark secret. This here is one of my hobbies.
- 6:41What collecting them? Well, sure, I collected my gas,
- 6:44but that's not really the point. Is there a point to any hobby?
- 6:47Japan. What I meant was that it's no
- 6:50fun to just collect them. I I fix them up, that's where
- 6:53the real fun is. Makes sense?
- 7:02You look like you look like you want to ask me something.
- 7:06Why pop machines? I like a good soda pop.
- 7:10And the jump from that to having a bunch of machines in a blacked
- 7:13out shed. We used to work at the town
- 7:15library after school and somebody thought it would be a
- 7:19good idea to put in a pop machine. 5051 thereabouts.
- 7:26Anyways, it was cantankerous, as these things tended to be,
- 7:30especially back then. And Missus, oh, Missus Olson,
- 7:35she was the librarian at the time, knew I was handy, asked me
- 7:39to fix it. And you've been fixing pop
- 7:42machines ever since, yeah. Not exactly.
- 7:45Didn't think much of it for years until after some time I
- 7:48got back from overseas and I was at this junkyard and I I saw a
- 7:54Kruger Schmidt in a. What a.
- 7:58Kruger Schmidt, Yeah, jumble the words I know.
- 8:01Probably French or something it. Sounds German.
- 8:05German. Yeah, that makes sense.
- 8:07Anyways, it looks so dilapidated that I just had to take it home
- 8:11and fix it. Of course you know how the wife
- 8:15is. She just about threw a hissy
- 8:18fit. But I But I brought her to this
- 8:20here shed and got to work. Fixed her up real nice.
- 8:24And then what? Had myself a nice pile and then
- 8:30I sold it and figured that was all there was to it.
- 8:33But then there was an auction in town and someone was selling a
- 8:36pair of vendos. Well, I figured hey, I can fix
- 8:40that too. And it snowballed from there.
- 8:45That it did. But why?
- 8:48It relaxes me. I just, I don't know, soda
- 8:50machines. It's an unusual thing for a man
- 8:52to want to fix. Don't people get paid to fix
- 8:55them? It is unusual, but when the
- 8:57mistress and I would get into fights, or when things was bad,
- 9:01or I was anxious, when I don't know well, Sadie's sister, once
- 9:08she passed, told me that. Told me that it was all right to
- 9:11cry, that it wasn't weakness, that it was OK.
- 9:15And I remember sitting there in that empty living room with
- 9:20everyone murmuring and telling me how sorry they were, and I
- 9:25didn't feel like I needed to cry.
- 9:27Didn't you miss her of? Course I did, still do, but I
- 9:32don't know. Not everybody needs to cry.
- 9:35I don't need to cry. I don't get in that way, you
- 9:37know, weakness. I don't know what she was
- 9:40talking about. Weakness.
- 9:42Crying never felt weak to me. That's just not how I am.
- 9:47I can't remember the last time I cried there.
- 9:50Maybe that movie about the boy and his dogs.
- 9:53Always cry over that one. Dogs are good.
- 9:58Innocent. Yeah.
- 9:59When a dog dies, that always moves me into tears.
- 10:03Yeah, but Josie insisted. Then she kept insisting.
- 10:09Then. I don't know.
- 10:11I think she got offended. I wouldn't cry as if she loved
- 10:14Sadie more than me and she made me feel like I was I was
- 10:18something wrong. Of course that wasn't true.
- 10:22There wasn't nothing wrong with me.
- 10:23I just didn't. I, I didn't.
- 10:26I wasn't like that. It wasn't what I needed.
- 10:28It wasn't how I needed to grieve.
- 10:30This is how I grieve. This right here.
- 10:33When I got a problem, I fix it. And when I fix it, I fix a
- 10:36little part of me, and I don't know how or why, but it's
- 10:41healing. It's a healing thing.
- 10:43And that's why a man's got to have a hobby.
- 10:46Sorry. No, no, it's all right.
- 10:49I I figured, you know, I figured if someone's got to know, this
- 10:56is my quiet little hobby, a thing I do to help me work out
- 11:00my worries. Well, yeah, looks like you fixed
- 11:04this one up real nice. I'm proud of it, proud of all of
- 11:08them, but I'm proud of this one most.
- 11:11Thank you for taking the time to show me.
- 11:13Here's here's another reason I wanted to show this to you.
- 11:18What's that? If you want it, it's yours.
- 11:24What am I going to do with the pop machine wait?
- 11:27Grab yourself a nice refreshing drink of soda every so often,
- 11:30you big dummy. Wait, I, I, I, I I couldn't
- 11:34possibly. Please little memento of our
- 11:39time again. Go come on Memento, let's keep
- 11:44this train rolling. We can work something out.
- 11:47You come on back by, pick up the soda machine, take it home with
- 11:51you. Well, don't.
- 11:53If you really got no use for it, I won't be offended.
- 11:57I think it over. What's next?
- 12:30What do you mean it? Just seems, I don't know,
- 12:33quaint. Well look around you.
- 12:35My nearest neighbor lives so half a mile down the road and
- 12:39ain't the city. We don't have nightclubs and
- 12:41pool halls to go hang out at. Pool halls.
- 12:44What is this, 1890? This is 1992, friend.
- 12:48We got shopping malls for teenagers, restaurants, clubs,
- 12:51whatever. But pool halls?
- 12:53I don't even know if they had those when I was a.
- 12:55Kid time doesn't pass out here as quickly I suppose.
- 13:00No need for all that stimulation.
- 13:04So you play horseshoes? We'll read a good book, develop
- 13:09photos you took for yourself, go fly fishing.
- 13:13It sounds idyllic, quaint but idyllic and you just want to
- 13:18give up this home cooked paradise.
- 13:25That's lonely, too. We could get you a nice place in
- 13:28the city. Never was one for crowds.
- 13:31Thought you said you were lonely.
- 13:32I'd be just as lonely in a crowd.
- 13:35Sadie, she Nobody else could really see me, understand what I
- 13:41was. How do you figure what?
- 13:47After Saigon, when I got back, all these people were hugging
- 13:52their loved ones or protesting or whatever and I don't know, I
- 13:59never felt more alone in all my life.
- 14:02I was home. I should have been happy and and
- 14:06I wasn't. Well, it wasn't a popular war.
- 14:10You lost friends too, right? Yeah, but.
- 14:15I got home. Yeah, it was dark, and there was
- 14:21Sadie waiting for me, porch light like a Halo around her
- 14:27head, and I knew I wasn't alone anymore.
- 14:33So you came back to your high school sweetheart?
- 14:37I thought. I thought he'd have married her
- 14:40by then. I didn't think she'd wait for
- 14:42me. Why not?
- 14:44You're a handsome guy, but all sorts wanted you, especially
- 14:47back then. Women love a man in uniform.
- 14:53You see that house on the hill? What the burned out one?
- 14:58I always wondered what happened there.
- 14:59Gary Gordon of the Gordon family.
- 15:04I went to high school with this, but, well, most of us were farm
- 15:09folk. Sadie, her dad, was the county
- 15:12judge, so for us that's pretty high society.
- 15:16The Gordons owned a lot of land and all that passed to Gary
- 15:20after his mom died. In high school.
- 15:23He'd been our quarterback after his pop paid off the school, but
- 15:27he wasn't a bad athlete. Good looking guy.
- 15:30A real James Dean and he had asked for Sadie.
- 15:35That poor farm boy couldn't play on the team versus the star
- 15:38quarterback. Shit, what kind of contest was
- 15:42that? Hey, who wouldn't want all this?
- 15:46Man, yet when I came home, there she was.
- 15:51Where was Gary? He surfed, too.
- 15:54Gary was too rich to surf. Star quarterback had some health
- 15:58exemption, didn't get drafted. So then, where was he?
- 16:04Running his dad's business, trying to win her heart didn't
- 16:09work. She invited him to the wedding.
- 16:13I didn't want him there. But, well, you know Sadie well.
- 16:18Gordon's owned most of the property around here, including
- 16:21the 200 acres surrounding that hill.
- 16:24Right. And he built a house.
- 16:26A house? Wait, that house.
- 16:29The very same. Looks like it was a mansion.
- 16:31It was. Why did he build it?
- 16:34I don't know. To remind her what she'd given
- 16:37up, maybe. So what happened to the wealthy
- 16:40Gary Gordon in his mansion? Well, he built it one year, must
- 16:44have been 1966 or so, and he went inside and he just
- 16:51disappeared. Then one night about a year
- 16:55later, there was a storm and boom, no more Gary.
- 17:00Gordon. No more Gary Gordon.
- 17:05Maybe he was lonely too. Maybe.
- 17:08Yeah. All right, you win.
- 17:11What next, don't you?
- 17:32On a tractor. What's that got to do with
- 17:36anything? Well, pigs, I guess.
- 17:39Goats too. Some fellas have chickens and
- 17:42cows. That's all well and good, but
- 17:45what's the point of a horse? Horses.
- 17:48They're God's most Beautiful Creatures.
- 17:51What, you just keep a horse around because they're
- 17:53beautiful? Horses belong on farms.
- 17:56You know you haven't got a saddle for him, so you don't
- 18:01ride them. There's no racehorse.
- 18:05Can't eat him. What's the point?
- 18:08I don't see the point of farm without a horse.
- 18:12God, I have a horse. And what's this about them being
- 18:17beautiful? Beautiful, Really beautiful, He
- 18:20says. Spindly legs and bloated bellies
- 18:23and those weird, weird teeth. Sleep standing up.
- 18:25Who's sleep standing up? Something wrong with that?
- 18:28Aren't they going to say? Something, one day, one day
- 18:35maybe this failure will understand.
- 18:38There you go. There you go.
- 18:42To me I mean. I keep apples here because he
- 18:46likes them. Like the salt lick too?
- 18:49Want to feed him one? Nah, I'm good.
- 18:54Suit yourself. All righty.
- 18:56Here you go, boy. Nah, no.
- 18:58I got to get going. Why don't you walk on out to
- 19:01pasture? Rest to spell.
- 19:04Horses give me the willies. Can't see why.
- 19:29You know, back home they call you the pig farmer.
- 19:32That description is apartment. And yet you also have goats.
- 19:36I do also have goats and a horse and I had a dog.
- 19:41Tried cows once. Bill raised a neuter something,
- 19:45but I died. Most people have, I don't know,
- 19:49chickens and cows. You got goats.
- 19:53Is that judgement I hear? No judgement, no, just wondering
- 19:59why goats goat milk? There can't be much profit.
- 20:03In that, there's enough. Besides, I have you.
- 20:07Have you still have? As I've said, no longer
- 20:12interested in that particular revenue stream.
- 20:16We are the ones who sever ties, and you don't want us severing
- 20:21ties. I believe I made myself clear.
- 20:24You know, I feel like we've had this conversation a couple of
- 20:27Times Now and you still don't seem to get I'm done with this
- 20:32line is just going to look really silly at the end of the
- 20:35day. You were asking me about goats.
- 20:38Yeah, goats. I don't like them.
- 20:42They like to play. They'll eat just about anything.
- 20:45The milk's an acquired taste, but I've always liked the
- 20:48cheese. Meats good with the right Curry.
- 20:52A friend taught me that a while back.
- 20:54So you like them for the utility?
- 20:57I like them because they're playful.
- 20:59Want to get started started? Milking.
- 21:03Oh, hey. Really, I've always wanted to
- 21:05try that. Well, here's your chance.
- 21:09My goats are smart. They know what's up.
- 21:11So they'll just walk up. Here They are.
- 21:17Come on now. They'll just take their
- 21:20positions here like they should. Got feet all ready for him.
- 21:23Just you take a seat there. Not very comfortable.
- 21:31Suppose not. Yeah, now that we're seated, all
- 21:35you got to do is grab the teeth with your thumb and forefinger.
- 21:39And pull. No, no, no, no pull.
- 21:43Just sort of rhythmically squeeze with the rest of your
- 21:46fingers, gently pushing the milk out.
- 21:52Like this? And just like that, yes, all you
- 21:56got to do is do that till the goat's out of milk.
- 22:00This is kind of nice. I found it relaxing.
- 22:03I think I could get used to this.
- 22:05Why don't you say what? Why not get used to this?
- 22:08What? And come work with you?
- 22:10Sure. Yeah, some folks might take
- 22:14issue with that. Can't make everybody happy.
- 22:18Better than ending up shop. Hey, hey.
- 22:37Oh, gunned down life over just like that.
- 22:42I usually get to shoot back well.
- 22:44We all wind up dead in the end, don't we?
- 22:47I'd. Rather, live as long as
- 22:48possible. What good is that living?
- 22:51What good is living if you ain't happy?
- 22:53Who says I'm not happy? I'm not.
- 22:55You could be. I don't think I could.
- 23:00Well, that does it for the goats.
- 23:05Still thinking about what I've been saying I.
- 23:08Haven't stopped. Changed your mind?
- 23:10No, no, I have not. What's the wheelbarrow for
- 23:26Holland? Holland what?
- 23:30Fertilizer. And what are we going to do with
- 23:34this fertilizer? We are going to fertilize.
- 23:37Well, not now, it's October, but we're going to put in a nice big
- 23:41pile where it belongs. We.
- 23:44Did say you wanted to help? Yeah, yes, I did.
- 23:48So help pick up that shovel over there, we'll shovel it in, wheel
- 23:53it out, dump it, and we're good. And you do this.
- 23:56Every day. Most every day.
- 23:59And you want to keep doing this every day.
- 24:02It's my routine. Shoveling shit.
- 24:05Someone's got to do it. That that isn't the first time
- 24:10you've told me that. Oh yeah.
- 24:16Vietnam. Yeah.
- 24:17You know, I did some digging on you personally.
- 24:21Not the shit kind. You know what I found?
- 24:24I reckon you'll tell me. You went back.
- 24:30What happened that day in the valley?
- 24:33You saw the report, Not going to talk about it.
- 24:37Come on. No.
- 24:40Suit yourself, but you've got a medal.
- 24:44You didn't have to go back. Had a wife and kid here at a
- 24:48time where most of us were trying to figure out how to stay
- 24:50home. You went back.
- 24:52You going somewhere with this? Think it'd be fun if you told me
- 24:56why while we're shoveling shit? I was recall, you know, that I
- 25:01reckon was in the hospital staring at the ceiling,
- 25:05magazines next to me on the bed. And I I had this moment, a
- 25:14moment of clarity. A revelation.
- 25:19And the revelation was this them protesters weren't doing a damn
- 25:24thing. The the hippies and the the
- 25:27bands weren't changing anything. You know who was?
- 25:30The Vietnamese. The Russians.
- 25:33No, no, The news. You hit someone hard enough day
- 25:38in, day out with the realities of war, Pretty soon they'll tire
- 25:42of it. Vietnam.
- 25:45That was our first time that close to war, so I figured you
- 25:51figured. You ain't the only one of us
- 25:53who's killed people. Why do you think I offered you
- 25:56that job back in 74? Turned it down for the same
- 25:59reason. I went back.
- 26:01They were telling us our patriotic duty was to go and
- 26:04fight for our country. Well, that's what I did.
- 26:07You weren't Recon when you went back though.
- 26:10Went back with a camera. Talk to me now.
- 26:14Let me help with the press, keeping them safe and all that.
- 26:18So I did and I took pictures. Took all the pictures I could.
- 26:25I fought in a different way. Did you win?
- 26:28We pulled out a Nam, didn't we? And now you're here.
- 26:33Great big war hero shuffling shit.
- 26:37Yeah, shoveling shit. You know what this is?
- 26:54A tree. Well, you've ever seen a tree
- 26:57like it? A tree's a tree.
- 27:01Remember all them roasted chestnuts at Christmas?
- 27:04Oh sure, sure. I mean I kind of figured been by
- 27:08often enough to see the chestnuts myself.
- 27:11Why is it special to you? This is an American chestnut
- 27:15tree. No, Hey, Saul.
- 27:17Hey, he's telling us about his American chestnut tree.
- 27:20American huh? Thought they all died.
- 27:23What? You remembered.
- 27:26Pays to remember things. Like the American chestnut?
- 27:30I'm a little lost here. Oh, a couple weeks back Saul
- 27:34came by, said you couldn't make it, business as usual.
- 27:38So I had a bucket of chestnuts, asked if pigs could eat them.
- 27:41So we got to talking and I told him about chestnuts.
- 27:46And what did you learn? Pork tastes better with
- 27:49chestnuts, and most American chestnuts have died off I.
- 27:53Mean it's true. Long before you or I was born,
- 27:56the American chestnut was prized for the quality of its wood.
- 28:00Jimmy like that. Oh, that he would, that he
- 28:03would. But this tree, there ain't many
- 28:06like it left. American chestnuts almost all
- 28:09died out because of the Asian fungus around 1900 or so, the
- 28:13chestnut blight. That's what like a couple
- 28:17100,000 trees. Called billions. 4 billion trees
- 28:22snuffed out practically overnight.
- 28:24Lumberjacks suddenly out of work in places like West Virginia.
- 28:28Those economies never recovered. I thought West Virginia was coal
- 28:32country. Logging too, before it all died
- 28:35off. Now there's trees like the
- 28:37General here making nuts year round and I feed them to the
- 28:40Reds and they grow nice and fat and tasty.
- 28:44Seems lonely. It is lonely.
- 28:50Heartbreakingly lonely to know everyone else you ever loved has
- 28:54passed on. So I look after him and he looks
- 28:58after me. And I don't know, Sadie and I,
- 29:03we, we talked about being buried here, you know?
- 29:07Changed your mind? Brody's grave was enough for me,
- 29:12but I don't know. I thought about having him
- 29:16moved. I don't, I don't know.
- 29:20You've got plenty of years left in you yet, so what's the moral
- 29:24of the story? With the the trees I mean.
- 29:27Be wary of outsiders. Heck no.
- 29:31There are trees out there that are blat resistant, maybe even
- 29:34the general here, but I'm too afraid to find out.
- 29:38With enough time and horticultural understanding, we
- 29:41could have done something. Preserved all these trees.
- 29:44Maybe we could have. They are magnificent.
- 29:48It's just, it's just that I don't know, I wasn't trying to
- 29:55teach you a lesson or anything. I just.
- 29:57But you did make a point of it. I did do that.
- 30:00I just, it's a part of me is all I'm God willing to live for 100
- 30:06more years. I'm, I don't know, I see myself
- 30:13as a custodian of sorts and one day I'm I just.
- 30:22So I'll go ahead and wait for me at the.
- 30:24Van Hey, hey, look. Look at me.
- 30:37You're thinking about dying, thinking you can pass this
- 30:40responsibility off to someone else.
- 30:43You don't have to do this. Give the tree another decade of
- 30:47your time. Well.
- 30:50It's how my demise decide someone ought to know about the
- 30:54tree. Jimmy love to know about this.
- 30:57Well, Jimmy would cut it down. He would.
- 31:03Please don't tell. Him.
- 31:06Hey, I'm good at keeping secrets, but Jimmy's Jimmy.
- 31:11Please let me rest here and if there's a way a way to I don't
- 31:22know. OK, OK.
- 31:24Hey, you got more to show me, right?
- 31:40The garage. No tour would be complete
- 31:43without the garage. I have to ask, why a sports
- 31:46truck? I think they're called coupe
- 31:49utility, but you mean why not a sports car?
- 31:52Yeah, I mean, I always figured you'd have a midlife crisis like
- 31:56the rest of us. Sports car, motorcycle and a
- 31:59fair or something like that. Couldn't really say why I love
- 32:02these so much. Saw mine one day, fell in love.
- 32:06With. That I had to bring her home
- 32:09with me. I'll admit it has a charm to it.
- 32:14But she won't run. No.
- 32:17Well, pop the hood. Let's take a look.
- 32:19You're serious? Sure, already had my midlife
- 32:22crisis. Motorcycle.
- 32:24Sports car. And these puppies, well, you
- 32:27know, they're similar enough. Some of them even use the same
- 32:29engine. We can figure this out.
- 32:32All right. Now let's see here.
- 32:41Can you get me that drop light? My eyes aren't what?
- 32:44They were sure thing. Thank you.
- 32:56Saul's a good kid. What's that?
- 32:58Saul was a. Good kid, I like him.
- 33:02It was nice him coming by. Yeah, that's good to hear.
- 33:06Never met anyone with so much promise.
- 33:09Never in my entire life. Saul's dad was a good man.
- 33:13Didn't think his kid had it as a boy, he was too soft.
- 33:19But then he got older, graduated college, really came into his
- 33:23own eager, more capable than he knows.
- 33:28Great listener can. You believe we were his age
- 33:31once? Hard to admit.
- 33:35When I was young, I thought I knew everything.
- 33:38Yeah, and now? Today I learned from you and him
- 33:42about chestnuts. Well, learn something new every
- 33:45day. I suppose you check the spark
- 33:47plugs. Give me a second.
- 33:50What about your boy? Bill.
- 33:54Oh, he's fine, I guess. You guess how old is he again?
- 34:02Born in 60, so 32 as of September.
- 34:10Roy would have been about his age.
- 34:12Yeah. Yeah.
- 34:13Well, what's this about you and Bill?
- 34:18He don't want to talk to me no more.
- 34:20What Bill? Tow headed little guy, always
- 34:22friendly and outgoing that bill. It's it's about Sadie, Yeah.
- 34:30Hey, mind if I ask you a completely unrelated question?
- 34:34What's with the airplanes at your neighbor's place?
- 34:38Oh, Chuck's farm. Chuck Yeah.
- 34:40What's with all the planes? There's no runway around here.
- 34:44You know how farmers are. Hey, have you checked the air
- 34:47filter? Yeah.
- 34:49And yeah, I know how you are, you got plenty of junk too.
- 34:52But I've never seen anyone else with what are they World War 2
- 34:57bombers or something? I think he has AB 36.
- 35:01No kidding. You got no idea what AB 36 is,
- 35:04have you? Have the foggiest.
- 35:07Well, AB 36 is a big old bomber made out of magnesium.
- 35:12Biggest America ever had took two train tankers to fill one up
- 35:17and you could fly from Monday to Thursday without refueling.
- 35:20So why does Chuck have one in his backyard plus all the
- 35:23others? I asked him about that once.
- 35:28OK, wires loose here. Where?
- 35:31Right there. So what did he say?
- 35:35Oh, dead navigator came to him in a dream.
- 35:42What? Dead navigator from the Korean
- 35:45War came to him in a dream, said the planes were in danger being
- 35:50lost and it was up to Chuck to save him.
- 35:52So Chuck's crazy. Well, eccentric maybe, but yeah.
- 36:01Do you believe in ghosts? If I did, I'd have a different
- 36:05job. Why do you?
- 36:06Well. I figure we all move on in some
- 36:09way. Energy is neither created nor
- 36:13lost and all that. So you're saying a dead
- 36:15navigator came to a farmer in the middle of nowhere, no
- 36:18offense, and told him that it was his job to preserve
- 36:21airplanes? Yep.
- 36:23So now there's a bunch of planes on a crazy coots farm.
- 36:27Man, he keeps them safe. Can you think of a better place
- 36:31for him to be? No want to try running it.
- 36:38Sure. All right.
- 36:44Turnover, turnover. Looks like she'll give you a few
- 36:48more. Years yet, yeah.
- 36:52Remember Slick? Sure.
- 36:54He always wanted one of these. Where is he now?
- 36:58Fighting Saddam? Jimmy tried to find out.
- 37:00Classified I heard. Good kid.
- 37:04Angry. Well, maybe when he gets back.
- 37:09Thinking of giving him the car is what?
- 37:11Thanks for his service. I never wanted to be thanked for
- 37:14mine, but that boy seemed more hurt than any of us deserves.
- 37:19Better than that old Pinto is. Yeah, well.
- 37:26Where to next? Shotguns, huh?
- 37:41I always like shotguns. Blanked.
- 37:44Still do. I like revolvers myself when
- 37:47it's for sport. Got a few of.
- 37:50Them. Oh yeah.
- 37:50What's your favorite? Big slab sided one.
- 37:53We have a a charisma. What about?
- 37:58You nothing special really, 350 sevens when I came, but it's a
- 38:04shotgun. Figured we could shoot some
- 38:07skeet. Always like shooting skeet top
- 38:11bill to shoot this way. You're a good father.
- 38:15Good and better. Name a father that couldn't.
- 38:20So how do we do this? Who's going first?
- 38:26I'll go first. All right, this is more my
- 38:30speed, hanging out, shooting guns, maybe a few beers this
- 38:35time. Guns and beers, mixed friends.
- 38:40Like peanut butter and very dangerous chocolate.
- 38:44Next time, trust me next time. There isn't going to be enough.
- 38:50There's always a next time. This is it.
- 38:54After today, we're all done. I'm trying to keep trying to
- 39:00tell there's no out. I'm done.
- 39:03Keep doing this. Do anything again put.
- 39:09And it's to put you. Don't mean it.
- 39:12If that's the way it's got to be.
- 39:14You have a choice. You haven't listened to a word
- 39:18I've said. I've been listening.
- 39:20I've been listening all morning. I've been listening to you talk
- 39:23about being sad and lonely and refusing to listen to reason.
- 39:27I have my reasons. Your reasons aren't any good.
- 39:31But they're mine. Walk me to my car.
- 39:47So this is it then? It is all right.
- 39:54Why are you doing this? Because I need to.
- 39:57We're friends, God damn it. You don't get to get all stoic
- 39:59on me. I know losing her was hard, but
- 40:02there's got to be something. Got to be I can't take care of
- 40:06the farm like I used to and there isn't much point anymore.
- 40:11So sell the farm, move into the city, meet someone new.
- 40:14Do you believe in hell? Do you believe in hell?
- 40:22I'm not scared of hell if that's what you mean.
- 40:25I didn't ask if you were scared, I asked if you believe.
- 40:30I don't know. Well, I do.
- 40:34And I think, I think doing this, I think that's where I'm headed.
- 40:42And why you think you can buy your way into heaven.
- 40:48I can't take back what I've done.
- 40:51What I can do is do something right.
- 40:55Why? Because I want to see her again,
- 40:59that's all. I just want to see her again.
- 41:05And I figure I'll do one right thing with my life.
- 41:10Just one thing. Maybe I'll get to see you again
- 41:18one more time. And this is your one right
- 41:20thing. It is.
- 41:25How do you know? How do you know if any of this
- 41:27is true I. Don't know, but I got the notion
- 41:32and the notion's got me. At least I can do is tell you
- 41:41adios. Just like that.
- 41:43What else is there to say? Not much I guess.
- 41:49No. All right, then have it your
- 41:53way. I'll be back this evening.
- 41:59You get an afternoon. Do whatever you got to do, just
- 42:08you the door unlocked. I can do that.
- 42:11Adios. Friendo.
- 42:13Be seeing you. Come on,
- 43:35nice catch. All righty.
- 44:38Come on now. Come on now.
- 44:40That's a good boy. Brung you an apple, Granny
- 44:47Smith, just like, if you like. Good boy, good boy.
- 44:53Even real good to me. You know, that brought me a lot
- 45:00of good luck. Good times.
- 45:06Without you, I don't. Yeah, I do not know.
- 45:13I want to thank you. I want to thank you for all you
- 45:18done. Going to go ahead and leave the
- 45:22barn door open behind me when I go.
- 45:27You want to leave, you go find someone else.
- 45:32I figure I'll just. I'll leave you to it.
- 47:21Come on, come on, come on. Pick up, please.
- 47:23Pick up. Dad.
- 47:24Bill. All right.
- 47:26Well now how'd you know it was me?
- 47:28Caller Idii. Don't know what that is, it's
- 47:31new. Tells me who's calling.
- 47:34Huh, that's that's some real fancy stuff you got there.
- 47:39Uh huh. Listen, I'm busy.
- 47:42Why are you calling? Just hadn't talked in a while.
- 47:54And whose fault is that? But can't we just can't we talk?
- 48:06What is there to say? Hi son, how are the grandkids?
- 48:10How are they? Oh, by the way, I put your mom
- 48:13in a rest home so I could stay there and take care of my goats
- 48:16and my pigs and my stupid horse because God forbid I actually
- 48:20look after my sick wife. That's not fair.
- 48:23You put her in a home. You decided she wasn't good
- 48:26enough for you and you put her in a home.
- 48:33No, I didn't know what to do. The doctors there, they would.
- 48:37How hard could it be? Alzheimer's isn't some
- 48:40terrifying boogeyman. It wasn't you who told me to
- 48:44stay with the ones you love, no matter what.
- 48:46So what? You didn't love her anymore,
- 48:58don't you, dear? You gave her up.
- 49:01You gave her up to doctors and nurses.
- 49:03Do you know what they do to people in homes?
- 49:09It was the best home money could buy.
- 49:11Money, You and your damn money, cared more about being a rich
- 49:16pig farmer than the people you were supposed to love.
- 49:27Hey, I loved you both. I did everything for you.
- 49:32Everything. Yeah, right.
- 49:34Bill, I didn't want this call to.
- 49:39You wanted to put my mom in a home, so I'm not sure what you
- 49:43want matters. Bill, Bill, Bill, I just, I just
- 49:46called to say. Say what?
- 49:48Sorry, did you know I visited her?
- 49:52I found out where you put her and I visited her.
- 50:03They said you visited sometimes. She was my wife, Bill.
- 50:07She cried, Dad. She cried.
- 50:11She wept and she sobbed and she kept asking me where you were.
- 50:17She was so scared, Dad. She was so scared.
- 50:22She wanted you to take her home. The doctor said sometimes she
- 50:25was lucid but I couldn't. She was lucid, Dad, and I held
- 50:31her hand as she sobbed herself to sleep, and I kept holding her
- 50:37hand until they told me I had to go.
- 50:42Where were you taking care of your precious chestnuts?
- 50:49Feeding your heritage breed pigs.
- 50:51No, no, no, Bill, Bill, save it. Talk to your goats or your pigs
- 50:59or whatever it is you do. I just wanted to tell you
- 51:09goodbye, Bill. I've got some of your stuff all
- 51:14boxed up if you wouldn't mind coming by in a few days to pick
- 51:20it up. We'll see.
- 51:22Goodbye son, you'll. Never make this right dead.
- 51:26I'm still trying. Hello.
- 51:42Hey, Edie, it's. Oh, hey, you.
- 51:45How are you doing? You know, I was just talking
- 51:48about you with Garth the other day.
- 51:50I said Garth, you know we ought to visit.
- 51:53Edie, listen, I don't mean to interrupt.
- 51:56It's just I'm on a tight schedule and I need you to do me
- 52:01a favor, right A? Favor sure what you need.
- 52:05I'm going to be out of town for a few days.
- 52:08Oh, finally taking my advice and visiting family.
- 52:15I was wondering if you and Garth could make sure the animals were
- 52:19fed and watered, that kind of thing.
- 52:22Oh. Sure, sure.
- 52:23We ain't got much going on. Thanks, Edie.
- 52:27Listen, I, Evan. Evan, what are you doing?
- 52:33Get down from there. Sorry, cats.
- 52:37Anyway, what were you saying? Yeah, yeah, the animals, I got
- 52:47them fed and watered for today. They should be good for tomorrow
- 52:50too. But but if it's too much of an
- 52:52imposition. Not at all, not at all.
- 52:56We're happy to be imposed upon. You've been a good neighbor for
- 52:59so long. I'm glad you called me today.
- 53:02In fact, just the other day I said to Gareth, I said if we
- 53:05don't visit, then we should host, reach out, say hello, put
- 53:10together a little neighborly, get together.
- 53:12And you know what he said? He said, well, Edie, if we did
- 53:15that, we just, you know what, let me go get him for you.
- 53:19It's better when he tells it. Thank you, Edie.
- 53:23Hey, you should drop on by next Saturday afternoon.
- 53:26We're going out to the Harvest festival with the grandkids and
- 53:29I know how lonely it's been. What was Sadie gone and all?
- 53:33You should come with it. Well, I appreciate the thought,
- 53:35Edie. I don't think I'll be back in
- 53:38town by then though, sorry. Oh, that's too bad.
- 53:42It's been real nice seeing you coming back to church again.
- 53:46Oh, it's, it's been real nice being welcomed back, but now I
- 53:53got to go chores and such, you know how it is.
- 53:57I sure do. Well, come on over sometime.
- 54:00Just got some gooseberries in. We're making pies and we'd love
- 54:04to have you. I know they're your favorite.
- 54:07That they are got to go now. See you.
- 54:25Hey you, Brody. How you been?
- 54:30I know I don't drop by as much as I ought.
- 54:34Ain't got an excuse. We had some good times, Brody.
- 54:40I remember Doug coming over, remarking on your coat.
- 54:44Said you didn't need no training.
- 54:46He'd put you with his bird dogs and you'd figure out what to do.
- 54:49Well, he was right. You came a waddling over out of
- 54:52that lake, duck in your mouth, proud as everything.
- 54:55You wouldn't give that duck up, but you got the hang of it.
- 55:01Doug and I, we had a falling out.
- 55:05Haven't spoken to him since he passed, so no point reminiscing,
- 55:12I guess. You want to know something,
- 55:18Brody? I always, I always believed dogs
- 55:24go to heaven because all dogs fundamentally good, even the
- 55:29mean ones, they're good too. They just, you know, hurt her,
- 55:33starving her, you know, sick or scared.
- 55:36So I know where you are, and I know Sadie's probably with you
- 55:42right now. I've done wrong, Beardy.
- 55:46I've done a lot of wrong and I don't know if I can make up for
- 55:50it. I want to tell you I'll see you
- 55:52soon. But the truth is, I do not know.
- 55:58I don't know if I was good enough for you or her.
- 56:03I don't know if I did my best SO this may be goodbye.
- 56:16I love you and I miss you all the same.
- 58:30None. None.