Latest / Spunky Spirit with Cari Mugz / Checking Your Spiritual Health
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- 0:04Welcome to the Spunky Spirit podcast. I'm your host, psychic medium Carrie Mugs.
- 0:10This is where we learn all things spirit, everything from spiritual gifts,
- 0:14awakenings, ghosts, aliens and star seeds. Nothing is untouchable but always fun
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- 0:29Hello and welcome to this episode of Spunky Spirit. I am psychic medium Carry
- 0:33Mugs, and today we're going to talk about spiritual growth because if you noticed,
- 0:38I did not put in I did not do a podcast last week,
- 0:42and the reason why is because it was so crazy, and so I kind
- 0:45of wanted to talk to you about spiritual growth because if you have been following
- 0:50you for any amount of time or following my podcast or listening to my podcast
- 0:55or watching Carry Kinnicks, you know that I am a firm believer that spiritual
- 1:02growth happens within like so, spiritual growth isn't super easy, and sometimes you
- 1:07think you're crazy and you're not. You're not crazy, and it is.
- 1:11It is such a rollercoaster of emotions and such a it's such a physical,
- 1:17spiritual and mental thing that sometimes you can feel like you are completely crazy,
- 1:23and some people sometimes you don't want to tell people, especially when you're open,
- 1:26like especially during your awakening, when you like first open, because the
- 1:30awakening can cause so much depression and so much anxiety and so and then a
- 1:38lot of people like say, it's so hard because a lot of people will
- 1:42say, well, it's a spiritual awakening. But that doesn't mean that you
- 1:47just have to like let that go and just say, Okay, this is
- 1:52a spiritual awakening. So I just kind of have to muddle through it.
- 1:55It is also a mental state, and it's also very It can cause physical
- 2:00elements and it can cause mental issues. So this is a really perfect time
- 2:06to combine all three. And this is also a perfect time that you consult
- 2:10physicians and you can consult counselors, because because you can feel like that it's
- 2:17so crazy, you can feel like you're so crazy at times. And there
- 2:21is a very fine line between I say this all the time, spiritual awakenings
- 2:27and mental health, and it's very very connected. So I'm going to kind
- 2:31of give you a story. The reason why we didn't do a podcast I
- 2:35did do podcast last week is because it was it's kind of been a crazy
- 2:39year. So last year, at this time, I did my first retreat
- 2:46and it was awesome, but I remember feeling so exhausted afterwards. In fact,
- 2:51I was so exhausted that I was like, I don't think that I'm
- 2:54going to do retreats very much anymore because this was this warm me out,
- 2:58or I'm going to do them differently. And I remember on the way up
- 3:00to the retreat, I stopped at the doctors because I could feel a sinus
- 3:06infection coming on. So I stopped at the doctors. I said, Hey,
- 3:09I know I'm getting a sinus affection. I don't have time to deal
- 3:14with this. Could you please just give me a shot? Give me They
- 3:17checked my sinuses and they put me on an antibiotic, and they gave me
- 3:23a steroid shot. And so that weekend I was fighting and I thought was
- 3:29a sinus infection. And so then two months later it came back. And
- 3:32I had never had sinus issues through my whole life ever, and it was
- 3:37kind of I kind of felt like it was messing with my clairvoyance. So
- 3:40clairvoyance is when you visualize things it's right here, right. Sinuses are clairvoyance
- 3:46is up in your forehead when you visualize, and your sinuses have a lot
- 3:50to do with that. So a lot of times if you have sinus infections,
- 3:52it could be just an upgrade like a like an upgrade to a frequency,
- 3:57to a spiritual frequency. You could be growing spiritually. So I went
- 4:01back to the doctor, got on antibiotics, and this happened like every two
- 4:05months, and then it started happening every month, and so finally this last
- 4:10time, it started happening to where as soon as I got off the antibiotics,
- 4:13it would come back immediately. So I thought I was just tired and
- 4:17not taking care of myself. And then my Grandma passed and then it really
- 4:21really hit this summer and I just could not get on top of things.
- 4:27I just would like, I had all these plans to do events and to
- 4:30do retreats and to do group readings and all of this stuff, and I
- 4:35had to scale back because I just wasn't feeling great. And I would do
- 4:40all these things. I would do the cold plunches We've talked about that,
- 4:42I did everything that I possibly could. I would take, you know,
- 4:46all these things to help with my immune system everything, and so I was
- 4:51just thinking, Okay, they're just Spirit must be just working on my clairvoyance,
- 4:56or it's like trying to make me use my other clayars, because sometimes
- 5:00Spirit will do that if you can't. So my very strongest claire would be
- 5:03clairvoyance and so which is visualizing, And if Spirit wants me to tap into
- 5:09my other senses, then they'll kind of shift down the clairvoyance. So if
- 5:12you ever kind of do that, if one of your clarees kind of shuts
- 5:14down, it's kind of because spirit's working with the other claires to try and
- 5:16get you to to compensate. It's like when with your other senses, like
- 5:21if your smell goes down or your site goes down, then your other senses
- 5:24are like on high alert. It's the same thing with the claires. So
- 5:27I kind of thought, well, maybe that's what was happening. Or I
- 5:29was raising my frequency because I was constantly tired. So I went to an
- 5:34E ANDT, and you know, I was in throat specialist to figure out
- 5:38what was going on, and that was they didn't know. So this left
- 5:44side of my sinus says, so much pressure, so much pain, all
- 5:47the time. Anytime I was on antibiotics, and even when I was on
- 5:50antibiotics, it was so much pressure. So I the e int said,
- 5:57we need to do a CT scan because it's only on the one side and
- 6:00you keep getting all these infections. So I was like, okay, that's
- 6:03fine. So I went in did a CT scan and it came back.
- 6:09And I remember getting ready to go to the doctor that morning, and I
- 6:12thought, I just had this sense that there was something blocking, or there
- 6:16was a cyst or a tumor of some sort, which is kind of scary
- 6:20because if you hear the word tumor, and I'm not a medical medium,
- 6:24and sometimes you cannot read your own stuff because you're too close to it.
- 6:26All right, So I go to the doctor the ante and he said,
- 6:31hey, So he showed me the CT scan and the right side of my
- 6:35sinusays were completely clear, they're open, everything was great. The left side
- 6:40was full of infection and full of gray matter. And then he pointed down
- 6:46to this part down by my joh and he says, you have a tumor
- 6:50in your jaw. And he gave me all the scenarios, all the different
- 6:55things. He said, I had to go to an oral surgeon. He
- 6:58said most likely these things are cancer, but there could be a small small
- 7:03percentage that it is. So I was like, okay, so we had
- 7:10to go. He recommended me to an oral surgeon. Now, this oral
- 7:13surgeon takes a long time to get into because he's good and so, which
- 7:18kind of made me feel bad because then it made me realize my schedules booked
- 7:21out for a long time too, so I kind of know it kind of
- 7:25gave me a little bit of karma of how my how my you know,
- 7:29my my clients feel and so I they called me. He said he might
- 7:36take up to two weeks to call you, but this they called me immediately
- 7:40and they said, hey, we kind of see your circumstances and we want
- 7:43to get you in sooner. So we're going to put you on the schedule,
- 7:46but it's not going to we're kind of booked out for till November twenty
- 7:48seventh, so we can get you November twenty seventh. If we have anything
- 7:51that opens up, we'll get you in sooner. And I said, okay,
- 7:56I mean you can do what you can do, right. I understand
- 7:58because I do the same thing. So they called me the next Monday,
- 8:03so that whole week, I was kind of like in limbo. So last
- 8:05week I was just like in limbo, because you don't know, like I
- 8:09have this tumor that's in my sinuses and I don't know why, or you
- 8:16know, I don't know the circumstances. I don't know. And our family's
- 8:18always been if there's a two percent chance that you're going to have this,
- 8:22then we usually get it. Like we're always on that lower percentage. But
- 8:26so it was kind of back and forth, like sometimes I would feel really
- 8:28okay about it and sometimes I would, but I kind of shut down this
- 8:33week. So if you didn't get an email and I didn't do the podcast,
- 8:37it was just because I kind of like, I don't know. I
- 8:41just kind of shut down and thought, well, and honestly too, both
- 8:45of my parents had had had cancer and so my mom had breast cancer she
- 8:48survived. My dad had lung cancer he did not, and so you get
- 8:52that little scariness. I mean, tumors always just you know, anyways,
- 8:56it's hard to explain. So last week I just kind of did nothing.
- 9:01I kind of just went and did my readings, and when I'm tapped in,
- 9:03I'm fine. So when I did my readings, it was great and
- 9:07they were all accurate. Everything was fine. So this week I did go
- 9:11see the uh, the oral surgeon, and it is a rare calcified or
- 9:22odontic something tumor or cyst. They can call it a tumor sist. It's
- 9:28kind of it's kind of so rare that he had to pull his book off
- 9:31of the shelf to like look at it and read it. And they just
- 9:35get bigger. They just get bigger and bigger and bigger. So if I
- 9:39would have just let this go, it's just going to get bigger and protrude
- 9:41into my cheeks and into my sinuses, and so I he's like, we
- 9:48got to remove it. But the good news is so they're going to remove
- 9:52it and I'll probably go through surgery sometime in the next two months. The
- 9:56great news is, though, is this this type of tumor is not cancerous.
- 10:01It is benign. So even though it's painful, and even though the
- 10:03surgery is going to be pain in the butt, and I might have to
- 10:07like if I can't schedule it on a time that I have off, then
- 10:11I might have to rearrange my schedule. But at least it's not life threatening
- 10:18and it's not cancer, so that's been so good. But I just I
- 10:24believe though that even though it's a very physical thing and it's kind of it
- 10:31plays with you mentally too, And I believe too that it's some sort of
- 10:33spiritual thing. I think that Spirit's like, Okay, if you're not going
- 10:37to slow down, we're going to slow you down. And I do kind
- 10:41of believe that it has to do with my frequency, my clairvoyance, like
- 10:48using my clairvoyance. I don't know if I just you don't And I know
- 10:52some people are going to disagree and they don't think it's combined. But I
- 10:54fully believe all that stuff is combined, physical, mental, spiritual. It's
- 10:58all combined, so whatever the reason, and I just don't believe that it
- 11:03just happens to pop up the day that I start having these retreats. I
- 11:07think that I was pushing myself too much. I think I was trying to
- 11:11do too much and Spirit knew I wasn't going to slow down, so Spirit
- 11:15said, well, we're going to kind of stop you from slowing down.
- 11:16We're going to stop you from So I think this year, which it was
- 11:20really hard because then I was hard on myself. I was like, well,
- 11:24why can't I do this these? You know, it was hard for
- 11:28me to stay in my own lane. And then because I would look at
- 11:31other mediums and be like, well, they're doing this, and they're doing
- 11:33this, and I would have classes. I would still do the things,
- 11:35but I would be so exhausted afterwards. Like I would I'd get through it,
- 11:39and then afterwards I'd just be like, even after this last class that
- 11:43I did, I was okay through it, but after it was done,
- 11:46I kind of shut down for a little bit. And when I shut down,
- 11:52kind I kind of shut down from people, and so it was kind
- 11:58of a hard It was kind of a hard thing. And I really believe
- 12:03that was all connected somehow. So I'm asking, you know, Spirit to
- 12:07show me the direction of how this is supposed to go or what I'm supposed
- 12:09to learn from this. Is it that my clairvoyance I need to learn?
- 12:13Is it that I depended on my clairvoyance too much so they wanted me to
- 12:18use other clayers. I think that has to do a lot with it.
- 12:20I also feel like Spirit was telling me to slow down and to take time
- 12:28for myself a lot, because I just barely started doing that this fall,
- 12:31and I think spirits just kind of saying, you know, I feel like
- 12:35it's just it's all combined. And what I'm telling you is, don't think
- 12:41you're crazy. Don't think because if you're going through the same thing, I
- 12:46don't feel like it's just me. I feel like this year's been hard on
- 12:48everybody. I feel like everybody's kind of going through some sort of an upgrade,
- 12:52and there's been lots of health issues and there's been lots of changes with
- 12:58jobs and relationship chips and all this stuff. And so I guess my my
- 13:03takeaway for you is you're not crazy. And spiritual awakenings are so freaking hard,
- 13:11and they are combined. They're not super easy psy lemon squeezy, and
- 13:16they're not just something to take lightly. It's something to remind you that you
- 13:22need to check in with yourself and you need to really check in with how
- 13:28you're feeling and what you're doing and where you're at mentally. And because honestly,
- 13:33too, I just told you, I think my last was it the
- 13:37last podcast that I started talking that I was starting to take I was starting
- 13:41to do counseling because there was some issues that came up for me a couple
- 13:46like a couple months ago. I just can't believe that all of this is
- 13:50just happening, this synchronicity is just happening all at the same time, just
- 13:54because just out of I don't believe in I don't even know what to call
- 14:01it, because you know me, when I get all these podcasts, my
- 14:05mind goes blank. But I don't believe in just things happen out of random.
- 14:11I think that people. I think things happen together and you go through
- 14:16things at a certain time, because it's just so weird to me that this
- 14:22is physically going on the same time I did a retreat and it's been going
- 14:26on for a year, and then it's the same year that I lose my
- 14:31grandmother. Have these emotional mental things that I need to kind of clear.
- 14:35And this all happened when I was kind of looking into paranormal too, because
- 14:39I remember somebody on a podcast said, if you go into the paranormal world
- 14:43and you go into doing that, you have to be very aware of who
- 14:48you are and you have to let go about your baggage because they're going to
- 14:52play play on that with you. And so I was like, well,
- 14:54I got to fix all this and I just think it all happened together there.
- 15:00I just think that it's there's a reason for it. But I last
- 15:03week kind of shut down a little bit. So I wanted to apologize because
- 15:07I didn't do a podcast, I didn't do an email, and quite frankly,
- 15:11I kind of like looked at my whole you know, do I want
- 15:18to do this work? It's it's I'm so grateful for it, and I'm
- 15:22so grateful for the people that I get to be with, and I'm so
- 15:26grateful for my clients, and I'm so grateful for it. I'm grateful for
- 15:31my gift. I'm grateful for this business, my business. I'm grateful for
- 15:35mostly my clients, mostly you out there that listen. But I'm going to
- 15:39be one hundred percent honest with you. And it's such a great relief because
- 15:43I was taking this class. I'm always always a student, and I was
- 15:46taking a class from Cindy Kesa and this is it can be hard. It
- 15:50can this This can be hard. This work can be hard because you're you
- 15:54know, we're constantly dealing with grief. We're constantly dealing with death, you
- 15:58know, and we're constantly dealing with you know, your your loved ones come
- 16:03in during a reading and they tell me all that's going on in your life,
- 16:06good and bad, because they want you to know that they're with you.
- 16:10And so they tell me about your struggles and they tell because they want
- 16:12you to know they know about your struggles and they're with you. And I
- 16:15love this and I think it's beautiful, but I have to learn how to
- 16:19let it go after the reading. I can't hold on to it. And
- 16:22I think that that's been part of my struggle too, is I hold on
- 16:26to it for people, which I don't really mind, but I need to
- 16:29not let it affect me. And there's been, you know, a lot
- 16:33of readings that do affect me. And so I kind of learned through you
- 16:37know, Cindy and some of my other mentors, how to let that go.
- 16:44And so I've learned. It's been a super super growth year, super
- 16:48growth year for me, and so I'm going to get this tumor out and
- 16:52I'm going to come back just one like it helped me realize this is what
- 16:59I want to do. This is what I want to do, and I
- 17:02will never go throughout my life without doing readings. I won't. But I
- 17:06also have to learn how to take care of myself, and I have to
- 17:10learn how to let go of the readings and not hold on to them,
- 17:15not feel that grief, and I have to learn how to adjust. And
- 17:22so I've decided, excuse me, that I'm always going to be a student.
- 17:26I'm always going to be There's some mediums that you know, they kind
- 17:30of just do their own teachings or they learn from their spirit guides, which
- 17:33is fine, and I will do that too, and I will continue to
- 17:37do readings every day that I that I do, but I'm also going to
- 17:41learn from other mediums and see what they're I just think that there's always room
- 17:48in learning, and the things that I tell you now, I might change
- 17:52my mind in ten years because you never know, right this I you know,
- 17:56paranormal or or spiritual stuff doesn't have a box. It doesn't fit meat
- 18:00box, and it can always science can change some of the outcomes, or
- 18:03science can say this is what's really going on. So I'm always going to
- 18:07be a student of this, and I'm always just going to study mediumship.
- 18:10I may not go into the paranormal like I thought I would, but I
- 18:15will always study mediumship and I will always study. I will study the paranormal.
- 18:19I just don't know if I'll use my studies to go in and investigate.
- 18:23I haven't decided what I'm going to do there yet. It's still kind
- 18:26of up in the air, but I do know I am going to do
- 18:30more events, and I am going to do more with my clients, and
- 18:33I am going to do more classes, and I am going to do more
- 18:36retreats. I just have to get this tumor out and then I'll start to
- 18:41I feel like then my energy will come back, and I feel like and
- 18:45it will I feel like I'm on the right track. I feel like it's
- 18:48going to be good, because I am always just like it's going to be
- 18:52good. This is this is a lesson for me. It's good and I
- 18:59just want to you know, it's kind of cool because this week in kry
- 19:02Next, I pull a card that says you need to have mischief and play,
- 19:04which is awesome because we're going to Disneyland this weekend, and I think
- 19:08that's perfect ending for a week that you know, last week was so I
- 19:14mean the week that the karay Canx card was joy and enjoy the enjoy the
- 19:18moment or live in the moment, and it was super perfect for me.
- 19:22And the symbols were leaves, and I thought, well, that's kind of
- 19:26crazy cause you're going to see lease everywhere. But it was perfect because when
- 19:30I saw, you know, when I knew about the tumor, and we
- 19:33don't know what the outcome is, We don't know, you know how you
- 19:37know, what's this? What's the what? We don't we didn't know anything.
- 19:40We just do. It was there, and so I just kept having
- 19:45to remember to live in the moment, enjoy my family, enjoy the kids,
- 19:49enjoy the readings, the readings. You know, sometimes I do.
- 19:53I will admit I started kind of taking it was something I did every day,
- 19:57so I kind of started taking it for and I don't now. I
- 20:02am so grateful for my gift and for the help and the joy it can
- 20:07bring others. And I need to remember. I need to remember that I
- 20:11am just a tool. I am just a tool that helps people, and
- 20:15I am just to connect to their loved ones. I'm just a tool.
- 20:18I'm not not more superior or inferior to anybody, and I'm just a tool
- 20:22that spirit uses. And I need to enjoy even those moments I need to
- 20:27enjoy those moments, even though they may seem hard sometimes. And so I
- 20:33guess this is kind of like a little story about my spiritual wakening. And
- 20:38that's not thing too. I've been doing readings for oh gosh, I was
- 20:42trying to figure it out. It was over gosh, I think fifteen sixteen
- 20:45years. And I never stop growing. It's you think that I you know,
- 20:52you think that you've healed, or you think that you've reached a point
- 20:56where you've stopped. You don't. You never stop spiritually growing. Ever,
- 21:02I'm not. I'm far from being done. Even though I have you know,
- 21:06this gift to communicate with spirits, I'm so far from being spiritually done
- 21:11growing. And so you're never going to be It's almost like you hit one
- 21:18top of the heel of the mountain and then you have to start going to
- 21:21the next one. And so I just want to remind you that this is
- 21:26a journey, and this is a thing that you're going to constantly be doing.
- 21:30And sometimes you get a little bit of a break, and sometimes you're
- 21:33climbing, you feel like it's endless climbing, and it's never your journey's never
- 21:40complete until the day your spirit leaves this body. Yeah, till the day
- 21:45your spirit leaves your body. And even then it's not because even on the
- 21:48other side, you're going to process and heal. It's always about healing.
- 21:52And so you're always growing and you're always learning, and you're always and it's
- 21:57always spiritual. All everything that you're going through has a spiritual growth to it,
- 22:03a physical growth to it, and a mental growth to it. It's
- 22:06all combined. So please, I beg you. Do not think you're crazy,
- 22:11do not think you know. I just I think I did a reading
- 22:18the other day and it was just so hard because there was so much depression.
- 22:22It's because it's just her growth is so so much and your body can
- 22:27only take so much, and your spirit is just going and going going,
- 22:30and your body's like you've got to slow down. And I think that that's
- 22:33kind of what happened to me. My body. My spirit was like I
- 22:37want to do this, this is this, and my body was like,
- 22:40hold up, we can't keep up with this, and so we have to
- 22:44slow down. And I'm not saying that you cause your sicknesses, but I
- 22:51think that mine was mine was combined somehow, and I'm trying to figure out
- 22:55how that works. So if you are going through an awakening, or you
- 22:59are having an opening or anything like that, or you're going through a tough
- 23:03time right now where you know you're spiritually growing but you're struggling to do it
- 23:07alone. One thing, you're not alone. Your guides are with you,
- 23:11your ancestors are with you. But another thing too, that's what doctors are
- 23:15for, and that's what counselors are for. I'm not going to play like
- 23:19I could just get rid of this tumor by myself and do type it and
- 23:23bulls on it all the time. I will do those things, and I
- 23:27will meditate, but I'm also going to, you know, have the doctors
- 23:32help me and help them remove this tumor because because I you know, when
- 23:38you meditate and you pray about it and you get those answers for yourself,
- 23:41that might not be something somebody else wants to do, but it's something that
- 23:45I'm doing because that's what my guides told me to do. So there you
- 23:51go. That's I just want you to know. You take care of you,
- 23:55and you enjoy the journey and you it's not going to be an easy
- 23:59too. It's not always you know, easy peasy, and it's not always
- 24:03really hard. Sometimes you get the in between, and that's really awesome.
- 24:07So I want you to know that I love you, and I'm with you,
- 24:11and I'm sending love to you, and and just know that sometimes the
- 24:17journey takes a little bit longer than you thought. Like I really thought some
- 24:19of the things that I wanted to do would be done by now. I
- 24:22thought i'd have like three retreats by now. I thought i'd be doing events
- 24:26by now. But because of this, because of what stopped me in the
- 24:30journey, I'm just letting spirit take its time and it'll happen when it's supposed
- 24:37to happen as long as I'm working towards that. And I'm always trying to
- 24:41grow. So just know that every day is just the best you can do,
- 24:47right, Like, just do the best you can. And some days
- 24:49your best doesn't look as good as other days. Some days I'm like on
- 24:53fire and it's awesome, and some days I'm just I I lay in bed
- 25:00for two hours before I start to get ready because it's just you know,
- 25:04and that's okay, that's okay everything. Give yourself some grace and know that
- 25:10this journey is beautiful, but it's also sometimes it's the most beautiful journey you're
- 25:15ever going to go on, but sometimes it can be hard and every moment
- 25:19is mostly I want you to know you're not alone. You you're not alone.
- 25:25Hopefully you have a community and I have my clients, and I don't
- 25:29you know, I'm not telling you this story because I want to feel sorry
- 25:32for me. I'm going to be good. I'm going to be fine.
- 25:33I am fine. What I do want you to know is I feel like
- 25:37I owe you guys an explanation because I feel like you are my people and
- 25:41I love you so much, and I didn't show up with you last week,
- 25:45and I am heart of myself. I'm hard of myself, but I
- 25:49know that you love me enough that you're okay with why. So there you
- 25:56go. But I want you to know too, that you have a drive,
- 25:59you have people that follow you, you have people that love you.
- 26:00Even though you don't feel like you have your ancestors, you have people around
- 26:04you that love you. And so just on days that you feel like that
- 26:10you just are like having a hard time. You know, sometimes it's I
- 26:18even did all the like automatic writing the cold plunges all of that stuff,
- 26:22and it still was like sometimes I would have days that I would be so
- 26:27exhausted. And now I know why I was so hard on myself too.
- 26:30I'm like, why can't I do this? But now I know because I
- 26:33was like trying to just save up all my energy for my readings for that
- 26:37day. But now I know why. It's because my you know, this
- 26:40this tumor or this cyst is like releasing inflation, inflammatory poison in my sinuses
- 26:48and it and my body's trying to fight it, and so my body's constantly
- 26:52fighting infection, constantly fighting this infection. And so that's why I'm so tired,
- 26:56because and it's up in here, in this area where your senses,
- 27:00your claires are the most important. Luckily, it hasn't affected my readings.
- 27:06My readings actually have been more spot on. But I think it's because I've
- 27:10shifted to the other Claires. I've shifted to Claire sentient, Claire commistence,
- 27:14and Claire audience and the smell and the taste. I had to shift that.
- 27:18So it's been a really good lesson for me, and it's been awesome,
- 27:23and I just feel like I'm starting to repeat myself. So what I
- 27:27want you to know is that you're not alone. And a lot of people
- 27:30are going through some hard times right now, probably every single one my kids,
- 27:37every single on my clients. I just there's something going on that there
- 27:41is a huge frequenc series and we are all getting at a higher level.
- 27:45And so just so you know, you're not crazy, And if you need
- 27:51if you feel like you can't handle it, and you do feel like you're
- 27:52alone, then get help, seek help, seek medical help, seek counseling,
- 27:56and know that spiritual awakings are are just tough sometimes and then and you're
- 28:03good. So there's lots of different symptoms. There's depression, there's anger,
- 28:07there's grief, there's there's there's you you know. Then there's also times when
- 28:15you feel awesome, like, oh my gosh, this is the craziest,
- 28:17most awesome thing ever because you feel that connection. And so it's like a
- 28:19big, real, big rollercoaster that you're going on. So give yourself some
- 28:23grace, really tap into how you're feeling, where you're at, and monitor,
- 28:30monitor how you feel every day. Maybe keep a journal. So I
- 28:34love you guys so much, and I next week will talk about my Disney
- 28:38trip because I'm so excited. I just feel like I need this break and
- 28:44it's gonna see you can see my Disney I have learned some Disney airrings actually,
- 28:48because I'm so excited. We leave tomorrow and it's going to be so
- 28:52awesome and I'm going to tap into me. I'm going to try and stay
- 28:56open so I can maybe pick up some of the huntings around Disneyland. Let
- 28:59you know about that, and I'm hoping to do you carry connects from Disneyland,
- 29:03but we'll see, we'll see how that goes. So I love you
- 29:04guys so much, and I will see you next week