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- 0:00Leslie Castle, an unfinished novel in letters to Henry Thomas Austin esquire, Sir,
- 0:09I am now availing myself of the liberty you have frequently honored me with
- 0:13of dedicating one of my novels to you. That it is unfinished. I
- 0:18grieve yet fear that from me it will always remain, so that as far
- 0:23as it is carried, it should be so trifling and so unworthy of you.
- 0:28Is another concern to your obliged, humble servant, the author Messr's demand
- 0:35and co. Please to pay Jane Austen Spinster the sum of one hundred guineas
- 0:42on account of your humble servant, H. T. Austin, Leslie Castle.
- 0:49Letter. The first is from Miss Margaret Leslie to Miss Charlotte Lateral,
- 0:55Leslie Castle, January the third, seventeen ninety two. My brother has just
- 1:00left us, Matilda, said he, at parting you and Margaret, will
- 1:06I am certain take all the care of my dear little one that she might
- 1:10have received from an indulgent and affectionate and amiable mother. Tears rolled down his
- 1:17cheeks as he spoke these words, the remembrance of her who had so wantonly
- 1:22disgraced the maternal character, and so openly violated the conjugal duties prevented his adding
- 1:29anything farther. He embraced his sweet child, and, after saluting Matilda and
- 1:34Me, hastily broke from us and, seating himself in his chaise, pursued
- 1:40the road to Aberdeen. Never was there a better young man, Ah,
- 1:45how little did he deserve the misfortunes he has experienced in the marriage state.
- 1:51So good a husband to so bad a wife. For you know, my
- 1:55dear Charlotte, that the worthless Louisa left him her child and reputation a few
- 2:01weeks ago in company with Danvers and Dishonor. Never was there a sweet a
- 2:07face, a finer form, or a less amiable heart than Louisa owned.
- 2:13Her child already possesses the personal charms of her unhappy mother. May she inherit
- 2:20from her father or his mental ones. Leslie is at present but five and
- 2:24twenty, and has already given himself up to melancholy and despair. What a
- 2:31difference between him and his father, Sir George's fifty seven and still remains the
- 2:37beau, the flighty, stripling, the gay lad, the sprightly youngster that
- 2:44his son was really about five years back, and that he is affected to
- 2:47appear ever since my remembrance. While our father is fluttering about the streets of
- 2:53London, gay, dissipated and thoughtless, at the age of fifty seven,
- 3:00Matildre and I continue secluded from mankind in our old and moldering castle, which
- 3:06is situated two miles from Perth on a bold projecting rock, and commands an
- 3:12extensive view of the town and its delightful environs. But though retired from almost
- 3:19all the world, for we visit no one but the MacLeod's, the mckensie's,
- 3:23the macpherson's, the McCartneys, the MacDonald's, the McKinnon's, the mclellans,
- 3:29the McKay's, the macbeth's, and the mac duffs. We are neither
- 3:34dull nor unhappy. On the contrary, there were never two more lively,
- 3:38more agreeable, or more witty girls than we are. Not an hour in
- 3:43the day hangs heavy on our hands. We read, we work, we
- 3:47walk, and when fatigued with these employments, relieve our spirits either by a
- 3:54lively song, a graceful dance, or by some smart, bond and witty
- 4:00repartee. We are handsome, my dear Charlotte, very handsome, and the
- 4:05greatest of our perfections is that we are entirely insensible of them ourselves. But
- 4:13why do I thus dwell on myself? Let me rather repeat the praise of
- 4:16our dear little niece, the innocent Louisa, who is at present sweetly smiling
- 4:23in a gentle nap as she reposes on the sofa. The dear creature is
- 4:28just turned of two years old, as handsome as though two and twenty,
- 4:32as sensible as though two and thirty, and as prudent as though two and
- 4:39forty. To convince you of this, I must inform you that she has
- 4:44a very fine complexion and very pretty features, that she already knows the first
- 4:49two letters in the alphabet, and that she never tears her frocks. If
- 4:55I have not now convinced you of her beauty, sense and prudence, I
- 5:00have nothing more to urge in support of my assertion, and you will therefore
- 5:03have no way of deciding the affair, but by coming to Leslie Castle,
- 5:09and by a personal acquaintance with Louisa, determined for yourself, Ah, my
- 5:15dear friend, how happy should I be? To see you within these venerable
- 5:18walls. It is now four years since my removal from school has separated me
- 5:25from you. That two such tender hearts, so closely linked together by the
- 5:30ties of sympathy and friendship, should be so widely removed from each other is
- 5:35vastly moving. I live in Perthshire, you in Sussex. We might meet
- 5:42in London, were my father disposed to carry me there, and were your
- 5:46mother to be there at the same time. We might meet at Bath,
- 5:50at Tunbridge, or anywhere else. Indeed, could we but be at the
- 5:56same place together. We have only to hope that such a period may arrive.
- 6:00My father does not return to us till autumn. My brother will leave
- 6:04Scotland in a few days. He is impatient to travel. Mistaken youth,
- 6:11he vainly flatters himself that change of air will heal the wounds of a broken
- 6:15heart. You will join with me. I am certain, my dear Charlotte,
- 6:20in prayers for the recovery of the unhappy Leslie's peace of mind, which
- 6:26must ever be essential to that of your sincere friend, M. Leslie.
- 6:32End of letter the first letter the second from Miss c Lutorelle to Miss m
- 6:39Leslie in answer, Glenford, February twelfth, I have a thousand excuses to
- 6:47beg for having so long delayed, thanking you, my dear Peggy, for
- 6:54your agreeable letter, which, believe me, I should not have deferred doing,
- 7:00had not every moment of my time during the last five weeks been so
- 7:04fully employed in the necessary arrangements for my sister's wedding as to allow me no
- 7:13time to devote either to you or myself. And now what provokes me more
- 7:19than anything else is that the matches broke off and all my labor thrown away.
- 7:28Imagine how great the disappointment must be to me when you consider that,
- 7:33after having labored both by night and by day in order to get the wedding
- 7:41dinner ready by the time appointed, after having roasted beef, broiled mutton,
- 7:48and stewed soup enough to last the new married couple through the honey moon,
- 7:57I had the mortific case a finding that I had been roasting, broiling,
- 8:05and stewing both they meat and my self to no purpose. Indeed, my
- 8:16dear friend, I never remember suffering any vexation equal to what I experience on
- 8:26last Monday, when my sister came running to me in the storeroom with her
- 8:33face as white as a whipped syllable, and told me that hervey had been
- 8:39thrown from his horse, had fractured his skull, and was pronounced by his
- 8:48surgeon to be in the most imminent danger. Good God, said I,
- 8:54you don't say so. Why what in the name of Heaven will become of
- 8:58all the vitual? We shall never be able to eat it while it is
- 9:03good. However, we'll call in the surgeon to help us. I shall
- 9:09be able to manage the surlloy in myself. My mother will eat the soup,
- 9:16and you and the doctor must finish the rest. Here I was interrupted
- 9:22by seeing my poor sister fall down to appearance lifeless upon one of the chests
- 9:28where we keep our table lidden. I immediately called my mother and the maids,
- 9:35and at last we brought her to herself again, as soon as ever
- 9:39she was sensible. She expressed a determination of going instantly to Henry, and
- 9:48was so wildly bent on this scheme that we had the greatest difficulty in the
- 9:56world to prevent her putting it in execution. At last, however, more
- 10:03by force than in cheaty, we prevailed on her to go into her room.
- 10:11We laid her upon the bed, and she continued for some hours in
- 10:16the most dreadful convulsions. My mother and I continued in the room with her,
- 10:24and when any intervals of tolerable composure in Eluisia would allow us, we
- 10:33joined in heartfelt lamentations on the dreadful waste in our provisions which this event must
- 10:41occasion, and in concerting some plan for getting rid of them, we agreed
- 10:48that the best thing we could do was to begin eating them immediately, and
- 10:54accordingly we ordered up the cold ham and fowls an instant began our devouring plan
- 11:01on them with great alacrity. We would have persuaded Eluisia to have taken a
- 11:09wing of a chicken, but she would not be persuaded. She was,
- 11:13however, much quieter than she had been the convulsians she had before suffered,
- 11:22having given way to an almost perfect insensibility. We endeavored to rouse her by
- 11:28every means in our power, but to no purpose. I talked to her
- 11:33of Henry. Dear Eluisia said, I, there's no occasion for your crying
- 11:41so much about such a trifle. For I was willing to make light of
- 11:45it in order to comfort her, I beg you would not mind it.
- 11:50You see, it does not vex me in the least, though perhaps I
- 11:54may suffer most from it. After all, for I shall not only be
- 12:00obliged to eat up all the vituals I have dressed already, but must if
- 12:07Henry should recover, which however, is not very likely, dress as much
- 12:13for you again. Or should he die, as I suppose he will,
- 12:16I shall still have to prepare a dinner for you whenever you marry anyone else.
- 12:24So you see that, though perhaps for the present it may afflict you
- 12:28to think of Henry's sufferings, yet I dare say he'll die soon, and
- 12:33then his pain will be over, and you will be easy, whereas my
- 12:37trouble will last much longer. For work as hard as I may, I
- 12:43am certain that the pantry cannot be cleared in less than a fortnight. Thus
- 12:48I did all in my power to console her, but without any effect.
- 12:52And at last, as I saw that she did not seem to listen to
- 12:56me, I said no more, But leaving her with my mother, I
- 13:01took down the remains of the ham and chicken, and said William to ask
- 13:05how Henry did. He was not expected to live many hours. He died
- 13:11the same day. We took all possible care to break the melancholy event to
- 13:16Weluisia in the tenderest manner. Yet in spite of every precaution, her sufferings
- 13:22on hearing it were too violent for her reason, and she continued for many
- 13:28hours in our high delirium. She is still extremely ill, and her physicians
- 13:33are greatly afraid of her going into a decline. We are therefore preparing for
- 13:39Bristol, where we mean to be in the course of the next week.
- 13:46And now, my dear Margaret, let me talk a little of your affairs.
- 13:50And in the first place, I must inform you that it is confidently
- 13:56reported your father is going to be married. I am very unwilling to believe
- 14:01so unpleasing a report, and at the same time cannot wholly discredit it.
- 14:09I have written to my friend Susan Fitzgerald for information concerning it, which,
- 14:16as she is at present in town, she will be very able to leave
- 14:20me. I know not who is the lady. I think your brother is
- 14:24extremely right in the resolution he has taken of traveling as it will perhaps contribute
- 14:31to obliterate from his remembrance those disagreeable events which have lately so much afflicted him.
- 14:39I am happy to find that those secluded from all the world, neither
- 14:43you nor Matilda are dull or unhappy. That you may never know what it
- 14:50is to be Either is the wish of yours, Sincerely, Affectionate, C.
- 14:56L. P. S. I have this instant received an answer from
- 15:01my friend Susan, which I enclosed to you, and on which you will
- 15:07make your own reflections the enclosed letter, My dear Charlotte, You could not
- 15:13have applied for information concerning the report of Sir George Leslie's marriage to anyone better
- 15:18able to give it to you than I am. Sir George is certainly married.
- 15:24I was myself present at the ceremony, which you will not be surprised
- 15:28at when I subscribe myself your affectionate, Susan Leslie. End of letter.
- 15:35The second letter the third from Miss Margaret Leslie to Miss C. Luturelle Leslie,
- 15:39Castle, February sixteenth. I have made my own reflections on the letter
- 15:46you enclosed to me, my dear Charlotte, and I will now tell you
- 15:50what those reflections were I reflected that if by this second marriage Sir George should
- 15:56have a second family, our fortunes be considerably diminished. That if his wife
- 16:03should be of an extravagant turn, she would encourage him to persevere in that
- 16:08gay and dissipated way of life to which little encouragement would be necessary, and
- 16:14which has I fear already proved but too detrimental to his health and fortune.
- 16:19That she would now become mistress of those duels which once adorned our mother,
- 16:26and which Sir George had always promised us. That if they did not come
- 16:30into Perthshire, I should not be able to gratify my curiosity of beholding my
- 16:36mother in law, and that if they did, Matilda would no longer sit
- 16:40at the head of her father's table. These, my Dear Charlotte, were
- 16:44the melancholy reflections which crowded into my imagination after perusing Susan's letter to you,
- 16:52and which instantly occurred to Matilda when she had perused it. Likewise, the
- 16:57same ideas, the same fears, immediately occupied her mind, and I know
- 17:03not which reflection distressed her most, whether the probable diminution of our fortunes or
- 17:10her own consequence. We both wish very much to know whether Lady Leslie is
- 17:15handsome, and what is your opinion of her? As you honor her with
- 17:19the appellation of your friend, we flatter ourselves that she must be amiable.
- 17:26My brother is already in Paris. He intends to quit it in a few
- 17:30days and to begin his route to Italy. He writes, in a most
- 17:34cheerful manner, says that the Heir of France has greatly recovered both his health
- 17:41and spirits, that he has now entirely ceased to think of Louisa with any
- 17:47degree either of pity or affection, that he even feels himself obliged to her
- 17:52for her elopement, as he thinks it very good fun to be single again.
- 17:57By this, you may perceive that he has entirely regained that cheerful gaiety
- 18:03and sprightly wit for which he was once so remarkable. When he first became
- 18:07acquainted with Louisa, which was little more than three years ago, he was
- 18:12one of the most lively, the most agreeable young men of the age.
- 18:18I believe you never yet heard the particulars of his first acquaintance with her.
- 18:22It commenced at our cousin, Colonel Drummonds, at whose house in Cumberland he
- 18:26spent the Christmas in which he attained the age of two and twenty. Louisa
- 18:33Burton was the daughter of a distant relation of Missus Drummond, who, dying
- 18:37a few months before in extreme poverty, left his only child, then about
- 18:42eighteen, to the protection of any of his relations who would protect her.
- 18:48Missus Drummond was the only one who found herself so disposed. Louisa was therefore
- 18:53removed from a miserable cottage in Yorkshire to an elegant mansion in Cumberland, and
- 19:00from every pecuniary distress that poverty could inflict, to every elegant enjoyment that money
- 19:07could purchase. Louisa was naturally ill tempered and cunning, but she had been
- 19:12taught to disguise her real disposition under the appearance of insinuating sweetness by her father,
- 19:21who but too well knew that to be married would be the only chance
- 19:25she would have of not being starved, and who flattered himself that with such
- 19:30an extraordinary share of personal beauty, joined to a gentleness of manners and an
- 19:36engaging address, she might stand a good chance of pleasing some young man who
- 19:41might afford to marry a girl without a shilling. Louisa perfectly entered into her
- 19:47father's schemes and was determined to forward them with all her care and attention.
- 19:52By dint of perseverance and application, she had at length so thoroughly disguised her
- 19:59natural disposition under the mask of innocence and softness, as to impose upon everyone
- 20:06who would not, by a long and constant intimacy with her, discovered her
- 20:10real character. Such was Louisa when the hapless Leslie first beheld her at Drummond
- 20:17House, his heart, which, to use your favorite comparison, was as
- 20:22delicate, as sweet, and as tender as a witch. Syllabub could not
- 20:27resist her attractions. In a very few days, he was falling in love.
- 20:33Shortly after actually fell and before he had known her a month he had
- 20:38married her. My father was at first highly displeased as so hasty and imprudent
- 20:45a connection, but when he found that they did not mind it, he
- 20:49soon became perfectly reconcile to the match. The estate near Aberdeen, which my
- 20:56brother possesses by the bounty of his great uncle in independent of Sir George,
- 21:02was entirely sufficient to support him and my sister in elegance and ease for the
- 21:07first twelvemonth. No one could be happier than Leslie, and no one more
- 21:14amiable to appearance than Louisa. And so plausibly did she act and so cautiously
- 21:19behave, that though Matildre and I often spent several weeks together with them,
- 21:26yet we neither of us had any suspicion of her real disposition. After the
- 21:32birth of Louisa, however, which one would have thought would have strengthened her
- 21:36regard for Leslie, the mask she had so long supported was by degrees thrown
- 21:41aside, and as probably she then thought herself secure in the affection of her
- 21:48husband, which did indeed appear, if possible, augmented by the birth of
- 21:52his child. She seemed to take no pains to prevent that affection from ever
- 21:59diminishing. Our visits, therefore to Dunbeethe were now less frequent and by far
- 22:04less agreeable than they used to be. Our absence was, however, never
- 22:10either mentioned or lamented by Louisa, who, in the society of young Danvers
- 22:17with whom she became acquainted to Aberdeen he was at one of the universities there
- 22:22felt infinitely happier than in that of Matilda and your friend, though there certainly
- 22:29never were pleasanter girls than we are. You know the sad end of all
- 22:33Leslie's connubial happiness. I will not repeat it. Adieu, my dear Charlotte.
- 22:40Although I have not yet mentioned anything of the matter, I hope you
- 22:44will do me the justice to believe that I think and feel a great deal
- 22:48for your sister's affliction. I do not doubt but that the healthy air of
- 22:52the Bristol Downs will entirely remove it by a raising from her mind the remembrance
- 23:00of Henry. I am, my dear Charlotte, Yours ever, M.
- 23:03L end of letter the third letter the fourth from Miss C. Luturelle to
- 23:10Miss M Leslie, Bristol, February twenty seventh. My dear Peggy, I
- 23:17have but just received your letter, which, being directed to Sussex while I
- 23:22was at Bristol, was obliged to be forwarded to me here, and from
- 23:27some unaccountable delay has but this instant reached me. I return you many thanks
- 23:36for the account. It contains of Leslie's acquaintance, love and marriage with Louisia,
- 23:41which has not the less entertained me for having often been repeated to me
- 23:47before. I have the satisfaction of informing you that we have every reason to
- 23:52imagine. Our pantry is by this time nearly cleared, as we left particular
- 24:00orders with the servants to eat as hard as they possibly could, and to
- 24:07call in a couple of chairwomen to assist them. We brought a cold pigeon
- 24:12pie, a cold turkey, a cold tongue, and half a dozen jellies
- 24:18with us, which we were lucky enough, with the help of our landlady,
- 24:22her husband, and their three children, to get rid of in less
- 24:27than two days after our arrival. Paul Eluisia is still so very indifferent,
- 24:34both in health and spirits, that I very much fear the air of the
- 24:41Bristol downs, healthy as it is, has not been able to drive poor
- 24:48Henry from her remembrance. You ask me whether your new mother in law is
- 24:56handsome and amiable, I will now give you an exact description of her bodily
- 25:03and mental charms. She is short, an extremely well made, is naturally
- 25:08pale, but rouges a good deal has fine eyes and fine teeth, as
- 25:15she will take care to let you know as soon as she sees you,
- 25:21and is altogether very pretty. She is remarkably good tempered when she has her
- 25:27own way, and very lively when she is not out of humor. She
- 25:33is naturally extravagant and not very affected. She never reads anything but the letters
- 25:41she receives from me, and never writes anything but her answers to them.
- 25:45She plays, sings and answers, but has no taste for either, and
- 25:52excels in none, though she says she is passionately fond of all. Perhaps
- 25:59your bear flatter me so far as to be surprised that one of whom I
- 26:03speak with so little affection should be my particular friend. But to tell you
- 26:08the truth, our friendship arose rather from caprice on her side than esteem on
- 26:15mine. We spend two or three days together with a lady in Berkshire,
- 26:22with whom we both happened to be connected. During our visit, the weather
- 26:26being remarkably bad and our party particularly stupid, she was so good as to
- 26:34conceive a violent partiality for me, which very soon settled in a downright friendship
- 26:42and ended in an established correspondence. She is probably by this time as tired
- 26:48of me as I am of her, But as she is too polite and
- 26:55I am too civil to say so, our letters are still as frequent and
- 27:00affectionate as ever, and our attachment as firm and sincere as when it first
- 27:07convinced. As she had a great taste for the pleasures of London and of
- 27:11brightelam Stone, she will, I dare say, find some difficulty in prevailing
- 27:18on herself even to satisfy the curiosity I dare say she feels of beholding you
- 27:26at the expense of quitting those favorite haunts of dissipation for the melancholy, though
- 27:33venerable gloom of the castle you inhabit. Perhaps, however, if she finds
- 27:38her health impaired by too much amusement, she may acquire fortitude sufficient to undertake
- 27:47a journey to Scotland, in the hope of its proving at least beneficial to
- 27:52her health, if not conducive to her happiness. Your fears, I am
- 27:59sorry to say, say, concerning your father's extravagance, your own fortunes,
- 28:04your mother's jewels, and your sister's consequence, I should suppose, are but
- 28:11too well founded. My friend herself has four thousand pounds and will probably spend
- 28:19nearly as much every year in dress and public places if she can get it.
- 28:27She will certainly not endeavor to reclaim Sir George from the manner of living
- 28:33to which he has been so long accustomed. And there is therefore some reason
- 28:38to fear that you will be very well off if you can get any fortune
- 28:45at all. The jewels, I should imagine too, will undoubtedly be hers,
- 28:52And there is too much reason to think that she will preside at her
- 28:56husband's table in preference to his daughter. But as so melancholy a subject must
- 29:04necessarily extremely distress you, I will no longer dwell on it. Elisia's indisposition
- 29:15has brought us to Bristol at so unfashionable a season of the year that we
- 29:22have actually seen but one genteel family since we came. Mister and missus Marlowe
- 29:30are very agreeable people. The ill health of their little boy occasioned their arrival
- 29:37here. You may imagine that, being the only family with whom we can
- 29:41converse, we are of course on a footing of intimacy with them. We
- 29:48see them indeed almost every day, and dine with them yesterday. We spent
- 29:52a very pleasant day and had a very good dinner, though to be sure,
- 29:57the veal was terribly underdone and the curry had no seasoning. I could
- 30:03not help wishing all dinner time that I had been at the dressing it.
- 30:11A brother of missus Marlowe, mister Cleveland, is with them at present.
- 30:17He is a good looking young man and seems to have a good deal to
- 30:21say for himself. I tell Eluisia that she should set her cap at him,
- 30:26but she does not at all seem to relish the proposal. I should
- 30:32like to see the girl married, and Cleveland has a very good estate.
- 30:37Perhaps you may wonder that I do not consider myself as well as my sister
- 30:41in my matrimonial projects. But to tell you the truth, I never wish
- 30:47to act a more principal part at a wedding than the superintending and directing the
- 30:52dinner. And therefore, while I can get any of my acquaintance to marry
- 30:57for me, I shall never think of doing it myself, as I very
- 31:03much suspect that I should not have so much time for dressing my own wedding
- 31:08dinner as for dressing that of my friends, yours sincerely see l end of
- 31:18the letter. The fourth letter the fifth Miss Margaret Leslie to Miss Charlotte Littrell
- 31:22Leslie, Castle, March eighteenth. On the same day that I receive your
- 31:27last kind letter, Matilda received one from Sir George which was dated from Edinburgh,
- 31:34and informed us that he should do himself the pleasure of introducing Lady Leslie
- 31:40to us on the following evening. This, as you may suppose, considerably
- 31:45surprised us, particularly as your account of her ladyship had given us reason to
- 31:51imagine there was little chance of her visiting Scotland at a time that London must
- 31:56be so gay. As it was our business, howe, to be delighted
- 32:00at such a mark of condescension as a visit from Sir George and Lady Leslie,
- 32:06we prepare to return them an answer expressive of the happiness we enjoyed in
- 32:12expectation of such a blessing. When luckily recollecting that as they were to reach
- 32:17the castle the next evening, it would be impossible for my father to receive
- 32:22it before he left Edinburgh, we contented ourselves with leaving them to suppose that
- 32:28we were as happy as we ought to be. At nine in the evening
- 32:31on the following day, they came, accompanied by one of Lady Leslie's brothers.
- 32:37Her Ladyship perfectly answers the description you sent me of her, except that
- 32:43I do not think her so pretty as you seem to consider her. She
- 32:47has not a bad face, but there is something so extremely unmajestic in her
- 32:52little, diminutive figure as to render her, in comparison with the elegant height
- 32:59of Matilda and myself, an insignificant dwarf. Her curiosity to see us,
- 33:06which must have been great to bring her more than four hundred miles, being
- 33:09now perfectly gratified. She already begins to mention their return to town, and
- 33:15has desired us to accompany her. We cannot refuse her request, since it
- 33:22is seconded by the commands of our father, and thirded by the entreaties of
- 33:28mister Fitzgerald, who is certainly one of the most pleasing young men I ever
- 33:31beheld. It is not yet determined when we are to go, but whenever
- 33:38we do, we shall certainly take our little Louisa with us. Adieu,
- 33:43my dear Charlotte. Matilda unites in best wishes to you and Eloisa, with
- 33:49yours ever M l end of letter, the fifth letter of the sixth Lady
- 33:54Leslie to Miss Charlotte Luturelle Leslie, Castle, March twentieth. We arrived here,
- 34:00my sweet friend, about a fortnight ago, and I already heartily repent
- 34:05that I ever left our charming house in Portman Square for such a dismal,
- 34:07old, weather beaten castle as this. You can form no idea sufficiently hideous
- 34:13of its dungeon like form. It is actually perched upon a rock, to
- 34:16appearance so totally inaccessible that I expected to have been pulled up by a rope,
- 34:22And sincerely repented having gratified my curiosity to behold my daughters at the expense
- 34:28of being obliged to enter their prison in so dangerous and ridiculous a manner.
- 34:34But as soon as I once found myself safely arrived in the inside of this
- 34:37tremendous building, I comforted myself with the hope of having my spirits revived by
- 34:43the sight of two beautiful girls, such as the Miss Leslie's had been represented
- 34:47to me at Edinburgh. But here again I met with nothing but disappointment and
- 34:52surprise. Matilda and Margaret Leslie are two great, tall, out of the
- 34:57way overgrown girls, just over proper size to inhabit a castle, almost as
- 35:01large in comparison as themselves. I wish, my dear Charlotte, that you
- 35:07could but behold these Scotch giants. I am sure they would frighten you out
- 35:10of your wits. They will do very well as foils to myself. So
- 35:15I have invited them to accompany me to London, where I hope to be
- 35:19in the course of a fortnight. Besides these two fair damsels, I found
- 35:22a little humored brat here who I believe is some relation to them. They
- 35:27told me who she was and gave me a long rigormarole story of her father
- 35:30and a miss somebody which I have entirely forgot. I hate scandal and detest
- 35:37children. I have been plagued ever since I came here with tiresome visits from
- 35:40a parcel of Scotch wretches with terrible hard names. They were so civil,
- 35:45give me so many invitations, and talked of coming again so soon that I
- 35:49could not help affronting them. I suppose I shall not see them anymore.
- 35:52And yet as a family party we are so stupid that I do not know
- 35:58what to do with myself. These girls have no music but Scotch airs,
- 36:01no drawings but Scotch mountains, and no books but Scotch poems. And I
- 36:06hate everything Scotch in general. I can spend half the day at my toilet
- 36:10with a great deal of pleasure. But why should I dress here? Since
- 36:14there is not a creature in the house whom I have any wish to please.
- 36:19I have just had a conversation with my brother in which he has greatly
- 36:22offended me, and which, as I have nothing more entertaining to send you,
- 36:25I will give you the particulars of you. Must know that I have,
- 36:30for these four or five days past, strongly suspected William of entertaining a
- 36:34partiality to my eldest daughter. I own indeed that had I been inclined to
- 36:39fall in love with any woman, I should not have made the choice of
- 36:43Matilda Leslie for the object of my passion, For there's nothing I hate so
- 36:47much as a tall woman. But however, there is no accounting for some
- 36:52men's taste. And as William is himself nearly six feet high, it is
- 36:57not wonderful that he should be partial to that high now, as I have
- 37:00a very great affection for my brother and should be extremely sorry to see him
- 37:05unhappy, which I suppose he means to be if he cannot marry Matilda.
- 37:09As moreover, I know that his circumstances will not allow him to marry anyone
- 37:14without a fortune, and that Matilda's is entirely dependent on her father, who
- 37:19will neither have his own inclination nor my permission to give her anything at present.
- 37:23I thought it would be doing a good natured action by my brother to
- 37:28let him know as much, in order that he might choose for himself whether
- 37:31to conquer his passion or love and despair. Accordingly, finding myself this morning
- 37:37alone with him in one of the horrid old rooms of this castle, I
- 37:42opened the cause to him in the following manner. Well, my dear William,
- 37:45what do you think of these girls? For my part, I do
- 37:47not find them so plain as I expected. But perhaps you may think me
- 37:52partial to the daughters of my husband, And perhaps you are right. They
- 37:57are indeed so very like Sir George, that it is not I'm actual to
- 38:00think, my dear Susan, cried he in a tone of the greatest amazement.
- 38:06You do not really think they bear the least resemblance to their father.
- 38:09He is so very plain. But I beg your pardon. I had entirely
- 38:15forgotten to whom I was speaking. Oh pray, don't mind me, replied
- 38:19I. Everyone knows Sir George is horribly ugly, and I assure you I
- 38:23always thought him affright. You surprise me, extremely, answered William. By
- 38:30what you say both with respect to Sir George and his daughters, You cannot
- 38:35think your husband is so deficient in personal charms as you speak of. Nor
- 38:39can you surely see any resemblance between him and the miss leslies, who are,
- 38:45in my opinion, perfectly unlike him and perfectly handsome. If that is
- 38:52your opinion with regard to the girls, it certainly is no proof of their
- 38:55father's beauty, For if they are perfectly unlike him and very handsome at the
- 39:00same time, it is natural to suppose that he is very plain. By
- 39:05no means, said he, for what may be pretty in a woman may
- 39:09be very unpleasing in a man. But you, yourself replied, I,
- 39:15but a few minutes ago allowed him to be very plain. Men are no
- 39:19judges of beauty in their own sex, said he. Neither men nor women
- 39:23can think Sir George tolerable. Well well, said he. We will not
- 39:29dispute about his beauty, but your opinion of his daughters is surely very singular.
- 39:35For if I understood you right, you said you did not find them
- 39:38so plain as you expected to do. Why do you find them plainer?
- 39:43Then, said I. I can scarcely believe you to be serious, returned
- 39:49he. When you speak of their persons in so extraordinary a manner, do
- 39:54not you think the miss leslies are two very handsome young women. Lord no,
- 40:00oh, cried I. I think them terribly plain plain, replied he.
- 40:05My dear Susan, you cannot really think. So. Why what single
- 40:09feature in the face of either of them can you possibly find faults with?
- 40:15Oh? Trust me for that, replied I. Come, I will begin
- 40:19with the eldest, with Matilda, shall i? William? I looked as
- 40:22cunning as I could when I said it, in order to shame him.
- 40:27They are so much alike, said he, that I should suppose the faults
- 40:30of one would be the faults of both. Well, then, in the
- 40:35first place, they are both so horribly tall, they are taller than you
- 40:39are, indeed, said he with a saucy smile. Nay said, I
- 40:44I know nothing of that. Well, but he continued, though they may
- 40:50be above the common size, the figures are perfectly elegant, and as to
- 40:54their faces, their eyes are beautiful. I never can think such tremendous knock
- 41:00me down figures in the least degree elegant. And as for their eyes,
- 41:05they are so tall that I could never strain my neck enough to look at
- 41:07them. Nay replied he. I know not whether you may not be in
- 41:13the right and not attempting it, For perhaps they might dazzle you with their
- 41:16luster. Oh, certainly, said I, with the greatest complacency. For
- 41:22I assure you, my dearest Charlotte, I was not in the least offended,
- 41:27though by what followed one would suppose that William was conscious of having given
- 41:30me just cause to be so. For coming up to me and taking my
- 41:34hand. He said, you must not look so grave, Susan, you
- 41:37will make me fear that I have offended. You offended me, dear brother,
- 41:43how came such a thought in your head? Returned I, No,
- 41:45really, I assure you that I am not in the least surprised at your
- 41:50being so warm an advocate for the beauty of these girls. Well, but
- 41:54interrupted, William, Remember that we have not yet concluded our dispute. Can
- 42:00discerning them? What fault do you find with their complexion? They are so
- 42:05horridly pale. They have always a little color, and after any exercise it
- 42:12is considerably heightened. Yes, but if there should ever happen to be any
- 42:15rain in this part of the world, they will never be able to raise
- 42:19more than their common stock, except indeed they amuse themselves with running up and
- 42:23down these horrid old galleries. And Ante Chambers, well, replied my brother,
- 42:30in a tone of vexation, and glancing an impertinent look at me.
- 42:34If they have but little color, at least it is all their own.
- 42:38This was too much, my dear Charlotte, for I am certain that he
- 42:43had the impudence by that look of pretending to suspect the reality of mine.
- 42:47But you, I am sure, will vindicate my character whenever you may hear
- 42:52it so cruellyous. First, for you can witness how often I have protested
- 42:57against wearing rouge, and how much I am always told you I disliked it,
- 43:01And I assure you that my opinions are still the same. Well,
- 43:05not bearing to be so suspected by my brother, I left the room immediately
- 43:09and have been ever since in my own dressing room writing to you. What
- 43:15a long letter have I made of it? But you must not expect to
- 43:19receive such from me when I get to town, for it is only at
- 43:22Leslie Castle that one has time to write, even to a Charlotte Letterer.
- 43:27I was so much vexed by William's glance that I could not summon patience enough
- 43:30to stay and give him that advice respecting his attachment to Matilda, which had
- 43:35first induced me from pure love to him to begin the conversation. And I
- 43:39am now so thoroughly convinced by it of his violent passion for her, that
- 43:44I am certain he would never hear reason on the subject. And I shall
- 43:47therefore give myself no more trouble either about him or his favorite. Adieu,
- 43:53my dear girl, yours affectionately susan l end of letters. But at the
- 44:00seventh from Missy Luttrell to Miss m Leslie, Bristol, the twenty seventh of
- 44:07March, I have received letters from you and your mother in law within this
- 44:14week, which have greatly entertained me, as I find by them that you
- 44:20are both downright jealous of each other's beauty. It is very odd that two
- 44:27pretty women, though actually mother and daughter, cannot be in the same house
- 44:32without falling out about their faces. Do be convinced that you are both perfectly
- 44:38handsome, and say no more of the matter. I suppose this letter must
- 44:45be directed to Portman Square, where, probably great as is your affection for
- 44:51Leslie Castle, you will not be sorry to find yourself. In spite of
- 44:55all that people may say about Greenfield and the country, I was always of
- 45:01opinion that London and its amusements must be very agreeable for a while, and
- 45:08should be very happy. Could my mother's income allow her to jocky us into
- 45:15its public places during winter? I always long particularly to go to Vauxhall to
- 45:23see whether the cold beef there is cut so thin as it is reported,
- 45:30For I have a sly suspicion that few people understand the art of cutting a
- 45:37slice of cold beef so well as I do. Nay, it would be
- 45:40hard if I did not know something of the matter, for it was a
- 45:45part of my education that I took by far the most pains with Mamma always
- 45:52found me her best scholar, though when Papa was alive, Eluisia was his.
- 46:00Never to be sure were there two more different dispositions in the world.
- 46:07We both loved reading. She preferred histories, and I receipts. She loved
- 46:14drawing pictures, and I drawing pullets. No one could sing a better song
- 46:20than she, and no one could make a better pie than I, And
- 46:24so it has always continued since we have been no longer children. The only
- 46:30difference is that all disputes on the superior excellence of our employments, then so
- 46:37frequent, are now no more. We have for many years entered into an
- 46:44agreement always to admire each other's works. I never fail listening to her music,
- 46:52and she is as constant in eating my pies. Such at least was
- 46:59the case till Henry Herby made his appearance in Sussex, before the arrival of
- 47:07his aunt in our neighborhood, where she established herself, you know, about
- 47:13a twelve month ago. His visits to her had been at stated times and
- 47:19of equal and settled duration. But on her removal to the hall, which
- 47:24is within a walk from our house, they became both more frequent and longer.
- 47:31This, as you may suppose, could not be pleasing to missus Diana,
- 47:37who is a professed enemy to everything which is not directed by decorum and
- 47:45formality, or which bears the least resemblance to ease and good breeding. Nay,
- 47:52so great was her aversion to her nephew's behavior that I have often heard
- 47:59her give such hints of it before his face, that had not Henry at
- 48:05such times been engaged in conversation with Eluisia, they must have caught his attention
- 48:12and have very much distressed him. This alteration in my sister's behavior, which
- 48:19I have before hinted at, now took place. The agreement we had entered
- 48:25into of admiring each other's productions she no longer seemed to regard. And though
- 48:32I constantly applauded even every country dance she played, yet not even a pigeon
- 48:40pie of my making could obtain from her a single word of approbation. This
- 48:49was certainly enough to put any one in a passion. However, I was
- 48:53as cool as a cream cheese, and having formed my plan and concerted a
- 49:00scheme of revenge, I was determined to let her have her own way,
- 49:07and not even to make her a single reproach. My scheme was to treat
- 49:14her as she treated me, And though she might even draw my own picture
- 49:21or play Marlbrook, which is the only tune I ever really liked, not
- 49:27to say so much as thank you, Eluisia, though I had for many
- 49:34years constantly hallowed whenever she played Bravo, bravisimo, encore de couple, ala
- 49:42greto, corn expression, and Poco presto who with many other such outlandish words,
- 49:50all of them, as Aluisia told me, expressive of my admiration,
- 49:53and so indeed, I suppose they are, as I see some of them
- 49:58in every page of every music book, being the sentiments I imagine of the
- 50:02composer. I executed my plan with great punctuality. I cannot say success for
- 50:09Alas My silence while she played seemed not in the least to displease her.
- 50:16On the contrary, she actually said to me one day, well, Charlotte,
- 50:23I'm very glad to find that you have at last left off that ridiculous
- 50:30custom of applauding my execution on the harpsichord, till you made my head ache
- 50:36and yourself force. I feel very much obliged to you for keeping your admiration
- 50:44to yourself. I never shall forget the very witty answer I made to this
- 50:51speech, Eluisia said, I, I beg you would be quite at your
- 50:57ease with respect to all such fears in future, for be assured that I
- 51:04shall always keep my admiration to myself and my own pursuits, and never extend
- 51:12it to yours. This was the only very severe thing I ever said in
- 51:17my life, not but that I have often felt myself extremely satirical. But
- 51:24it was the only time I ever made my feelings public. I suppose there
- 51:30never were two young people who had a greater affection for each other than Henry
- 51:37and Aloisia. Know the love of your brother for Miss Burton could not be
- 51:44so strong, though it might be more violent. You may imagine therefore,
- 51:47how provoked my sister must have been to have him play her such a trick.
- 51:54Poor girl. She still laments his death with undeminiush constancy, notwithstanding he
- 52:00has been dead more than six weeks. But some people mind such things more
- 52:06than others. The ill state of health into which his loss has thrown her
- 52:12makes her so weak and so unable to support the least exertion that she has
- 52:17been in tears all this morning, merely from having taken leave of Missus Marlowe,
- 52:24who, with her husband, brother and child utterly Bristol this morning.
- 52:30I am sorry to have them go, because they are the only family with
- 52:36whom we have here any acquaintance. But I never thought of crying. To
- 52:42be sure, Eluisia and Missus Marlowe have always been more together than with me,
- 52:49and have therefore contracted a kind of affection for each other which does not
- 52:53make tears so inexcusable in them as they would be in me. The Marlowes
- 53:00are going to town. Cleveland accompanies them, as neither Eluisia nor I could
- 53:07catch him. I hope you and Matilda may have better luck. I know
- 53:12not when we shall leave Bristol. Eluisia's spirits are so low that she is
- 53:17very averse to moving, and yet is certainly by no means mended by her
- 53:22residence here. A week or two will I hope determine our measures in the
- 53:30meantime. Believe me, and et cetera, and et cetera. Charlotte Lotto
- 53:36l end of letter, the seventh letter the eighth Miss Littorel to missus Marlowe,
- 53:44Bristol, April fourth. I feel myself greatly obliged to you, my
- 53:50dear Emma, for such a mark of your affection, as I flatter myself,
- 53:55was conveyed in the proposal you made me of our correspond I assure you
- 54:01that it will be a great relief to me to write to you, and
- 54:07as long as my health and spirits will allow me, you will find me
- 54:10a very constant correspondent. I will not say an entertaining one, for you
- 54:17know my situation sufficiently not to be ignorant that in me mirth would be improper,
- 54:25and I know my own heart too well not to be sensible that it
- 54:31would be unnatural. You must not expect news, for we see no one
- 54:37with whom we are in the least acquainted, or in whose proceedings we have
- 54:42any interest. You must not expect scandal, for by the same rule we
- 54:47are equally debarred either from hearing or inventing it. You must expect from me
- 54:54nothing but the melancholy effusions of a broken heart, which is ever reverting to
- 55:01the happiness it once enjoyed, and which ill supports its present wretchedness. The
- 55:07possibility of being able to write, to speak to you of my lost henry,
- 55:14will be a luxury to me, and your goodness will not, I
- 55:17know, refuse to read what it will so much relieve my heart to write.
- 55:24I once thought that to have what is in general called a friend,
- 55:30I mean one of my own sex, to whom I might speak with less
- 55:35reserve than to any other person independent of my sister, would never be an
- 55:39object of my wishes. But how much was I mistaken? Charlotte is too
- 55:45much engrossed by too confidential correspondence of that sort to supply the place of one
- 55:53to me. And I hope you will not think me girlishly romantic when I
- 56:00say that to have some kind and compassionate friend whom i'd listen to my sorrows
- 56:07without endeavoring to console me was what I had for some time wished for.
- 56:13When our acquaintance with you, the intimacy which followed it, and the particular
- 56:17affectionate attention you paid me almost from the first caused me to entertain the flattering
- 56:25idea of those attentions being improved on a closer acquaintance into a friendship, which,
- 56:32if you were what my wishes formed, you would be the greatest happiness
- 56:38I could be capable of enjoying. To find that such hopes are realized is
- 56:45a satisfaction, indeed a satisfaction which is now almost the only one I could
- 56:52ever experience. Oh, I feel myself so languid that I am sure where
- 56:59you with me, you would oblige me to leave off writing, And I
- 57:05cannot give you a greater proof of my affection for you, done by acting
- 57:09as I know you would wish me to do, whether absent or present.
- 57:15I am my dear Emmas, sincere friend e l end of letter the eighth
- 57:27better than ninth from Missus Marlowe to Miss Ludureau, Grosvenor Street, April tenth.
- 57:32Need I say, my dear, oh Larisa, how welcome your letter
- 57:36was to me. I cannot give a greater proof of the pleasure I received
- 57:39from it, or of the desire I feel that our correspondence may be regular
- 57:44and frequent than by setting you so good an example as I now do in
- 57:47answering it before the end of the week. But do not imagine that I
- 57:51claim any merit in being so punctual on the contrary, I assure you that
- 57:55it is a far greater gratification to me to write to you than to spend
- 57:59the evening either at a concert or a ball. Mister Marlowe is so desirous
- 58:04of my appearing at some of the public places every evening that I do not
- 58:07like to refuse him, But at the same time so much wished to remain
- 58:12at home that independent of the pleasure I experience in devoting any portion of my
- 58:15time to my dear Eluisa. Yet the liberty I claim from having a letter
- 58:20to write, of spending an evening at home with my little boy, you
- 58:23know me well enough to be sensible, will of itself be a sufficient inducement,
- 58:28if one is necessary to my maintaining with pleasure or correspondence with you.
- 58:32As to the subject of your letters to me, whether grave or merry,
- 58:37if they concern you, they must be equally interesting to me. Not but
- 58:40that I think the melancholy indulgence of your own sorrows, by repeating them and
- 58:45dwelling on them to me, will only encourage and increase them, and that
- 58:49it will be more prudent in you to avoid so sad a subject. But
- 58:52yet knowing as I do, what a soothing and melancholy pleasure it must afford
- 58:58you, I cannot prevail on myself to deny you so great an indulgence,
- 59:01and will only insist on your not expecting me to encourage you in it by
- 59:05my own letters. On the contrary, I intend to fill them with such
- 59:09lively wit and enlivening humor as shall even provoke a smile in the sweet but
- 59:14sorrowful countenance of my Eloisa. In the first place, you are to learn
- 59:19that I have met your sister's three friends, Lady Leslie and her daughters,
- 59:22twice in public since I have been here. I know you will be impatient
- 59:27to hear my opinion of the beauty of three ladies of whom you have heard
- 59:30so much. Now, as you are too ill and too unhappy to be
- 59:34vain, I think I may venture to inform you that I like none of
- 59:37their faces so well as I do your own. Yet they are all handsome.
- 59:42Lady Leslie, indeed I have seen before her daughters I believe, would
- 59:45in general be said to have a finer face than her Ladyship. And yet
- 59:50what would the charms of a blooming complexion a little affectation and a great deal
- 59:53of small talk, in each of which she is superior to the young ladies.
- 59:58She will, I dare say, gain herself as many admirers as the
- 1:00:00more regular features of Matilda and Margaret. I am sure you will agree with
- 1:00:06me in saying that they can none of them be of a proper size for
- 1:00:08real beauty, when you know that two of them are taller and the other
- 1:00:12shorter than ourselves. In spite of this defect, or rather by reason of
- 1:00:16it, there is something very noble and majestic in the figures of the miss
- 1:00:21leslies, and something agreeably lively in the appearance of their pretty little mother in
- 1:00:24law. But though one may be majestic and the other lively, yet the
- 1:00:29faces of neither possess that bewitching sweetness of my Eloisa's, which her present languor
- 1:00:35is so far from diminishing. What would my husband and brother say of us
- 1:00:38if they knew all the fine things I have been saying to you in this
- 1:00:42letter? It is very hard that a pretty woman is never to be told
- 1:00:45she is so by any one of her own sex, without that person's being
- 1:00:49suspected to be either her determined enemy or her professed toad leader. How much
- 1:00:54more amiable are women in that particular? One man may say forty civil things
- 1:00:59to another without our supposing that he has ever paid for it, and provided
- 1:01:02he does his duty by our sex, we care not how polite he is
- 1:01:06to his own. Missus Latterrell will be so good as to accept my compliments.
- 1:01:10Charlotte, my love and Eloisa the best wishes for the recovery of her
- 1:01:15health and spirits that can be offered by her affectionate friend, E Marlowe.
- 1:01:21I am afraid this letter will be but a poor specimen of my powers in
- 1:01:23the witty way, and your opinion of them will not be greatly increased when
- 1:01:28I assure you that I have been as entertaining as I possibly could. End
- 1:01:31of letter. The ninth letter the tenth from Miss Margaret Leslie to Miss Charlotte
- 1:01:37lutturelle Portman Square, April thirteenth, My dear Charlotte, we left Leslie Castle
- 1:01:45on the twenty eighth of last month and arrived safely in London after a journey
- 1:01:50of seven days. I had the pleasure of finding your letter here waiting my
- 1:01:53arrival, for which you have my grateful thanks Ah, my dear friend,
- 1:02:00I every day more regret the serene and tranquil pleasures of the castle we have
- 1:02:05left in exchange for the uncertain and unequal amusements of this vaunted city. Not
- 1:02:10that I will pretend to assert that these uncertain and unequal amusements are in the
- 1:02:16least degree unpleasing to me. On the contrary, I enjoy them extremely,
- 1:02:22and should enjoy them even more were I not certain that every appearance I make
- 1:02:28in public but rivets the chains of those unhappy beings whose passion it is impossible
- 1:02:34not to pity, though it is out of my power to return. In
- 1:02:38short, my dear Charlotte, it is my sensibility for the sufferings of so
- 1:02:44many amiable young men, my dislike of the extreme admiration I meet with,
- 1:02:50and my aversion to being so celebrated, both in public, in private,
- 1:02:54in papers and in print shops, that are the reasons why I cannot more
- 1:03:00fully enjoy the amusements so various and pleasing of London. How often have I
- 1:03:07wished that I possessed as little personal beauty as you do, that my figure
- 1:03:12were as inelegant, my face as unlovely, and my appearance as unpleasing as
- 1:03:17yours, But are what little chance is there of so desirable an event?
- 1:03:23I have had the smallpox and must therefore submit to my unhappy fate. I
- 1:03:30am now going to entrust you, my dear Charlotte, with a secret which
- 1:03:34has long disturbed the tranquility of my days, and which is of a kind
- 1:03:39to require the most inviolable secrecy from you. Last Monday tonight, Machildren,
- 1:03:45I accompanied Lady Leslie to a route at that honorable missus Kickabouts. We were
- 1:03:52escorted by mister Fitzgerald, who was a very amiable young man in the main,
- 1:03:58though perhaps a little singer in his taste. He is in love with
- 1:04:01Matilda. We had scarcely paid our compliments to the lady of the house,
- 1:04:06and curtsied to half a score different people, when my attention was attracted by
- 1:04:13the appearance of a young man, the most lovely of his sex, who
- 1:04:16at that moment entered the room with another gentleman and lady. From the first
- 1:04:23moment I beheld him, I was certain that on him depended the future happiness
- 1:04:28of my life. Imagine my surprise when he was introduced to me by the
- 1:04:33name of Cleveland. I instantly recognized him as the brother of Missus Marlowe and
- 1:04:40the acquaintance of my Charlotte at Bristol. Mister and Missus m were a gentleman
- 1:04:46and lady who accompanied him. You do not think Missus Marlowe handsome. The
- 1:04:53elegant address of mister Cleveland, his polished manners and delightful bow at once confirmed
- 1:04:59my attach He did not speak, but I can imagine everything he would have
- 1:05:03said had he opened his mouth. I can picture to myself the cultivated understanding,
- 1:05:11the noble sentiments, and elegant language which would have shone so conspicuous in
- 1:05:16the conversation of mister Cleveland. The approach of Sir James Gower, one of
- 1:05:23my two numerous admirers, prevented the discovery of any such powers, by putting
- 1:05:29an end to a conversation we had never commenced, and by attracting my attention
- 1:05:33to himself. But oh, how inferior are the accomplishments of Sir James to
- 1:05:41those of his so greatly envy rival. Sir James is one of the most
- 1:05:45frequent of our visitors, and is almost always of our parties. We have
- 1:05:51since often met mister and Missus Marlowe, but no Cleveland. He is always
- 1:05:57engaged somewhere else. Missus Marlowe fatigues me to death every time I see her
- 1:06:03by her tiresome conversations about you and Eloisa. She is so stupid. I
- 1:06:10live in the hope of seeing her irresistible brother tonight, as we are going
- 1:06:15to Lady Flambo's, who is I know intimate with the Marlowe's. Our party
- 1:06:20will be Lady Leslie, Matilda Fitzgerald, Sir James Gower, and myself.
- 1:06:27We see little of Sir George, who is almost always at the gaming table.
- 1:06:31Ah, my poor fortune, where art thou? By this time we
- 1:06:36see more of Lady l who always makes her appearance highly rouged at dinner time.
- 1:06:45Alas, what delightful duels will she be decked in this evening at Lady
- 1:06:48Flambo's. Is I wonder how she can herself delight in wearing them? Surely
- 1:06:55she must be sensible of the ridiculous impropriety of loading her diminutive figure with such
- 1:07:01superfluous ornaments. Is it possible that she cannot know how greatly superior an elegant
- 1:07:10simplicity is to the most studied apparel, would she but present them to Matildron
- 1:07:16me? How greatly should we be obliged to her? How becoming would diamonds
- 1:07:21be on our fine majestic figures? And how surprising it is that such an
- 1:07:27idea should never have occurred to her. I am sure if I have reflected
- 1:07:31in this manner once, I have fifty times whenever I see Lady Leslie dressed
- 1:07:38in them, such reflections immediately come across me my own mother's jewels too.
- 1:07:44But I will say no more on so melancholy a subjects. Let me entertain
- 1:07:48you with something more pleasing. Matilda had a letter this morning from Leslie,
- 1:07:55by which we have the pleasure of finding that he is at Naples, has
- 1:07:59to and Roman Catholic, obtained one of the Pope's bulls for annulling his first
- 1:08:03marriage, and has since actually married a Neapolitan lady of great rank and fortune.
- 1:08:11He tells us moreover that much the same sort of affair has befallen his
- 1:08:15first wife, The worthless Louisa, who is likewise at Naples, had turned
- 1:08:21Roman Catholic and is soon to be married to a Neapolitan nobleman of great and
- 1:08:27distinguished merit. He says that they are at present very good friends, have
- 1:08:32quite forgiven all past errors, and intend in future to be very good neighbours.
- 1:08:39He invites matildren Me to pay him a visit to Italy and to bring
- 1:08:43him his little Louisa, whom both a mother stepmother and himself are equally desirous
- 1:08:49of beholding. As to our accepting his invitation, it is at present very
- 1:08:55uncertain. Lady Leslie advises us to go without loss of time. Time Fitzgerald
- 1:09:01offers to escort us there, but Matilda has some doubts of the propriety of
- 1:09:05such a scheme. She owns it would be very agreeable. I am certain
- 1:09:12she likes the fellow. My father desires us not to be in a hurry,
- 1:09:15as perhaps if we wait a few months, both he and Lady Leslie
- 1:09:19will do themselves the pleasure of attending us. Lady Leslie says, no,
- 1:09:26that nothing will ever tempt her to forego the amusements of bright Helmstone for a
- 1:09:30journey to Italy merely to see our brother. No, says the disagreeable woman.
- 1:09:38I have once in my life been fool enough to travel. I don't
- 1:09:41know how many hundred miles to see two of the family, and I found
- 1:09:45it did not answer. So deuce take me if I am ever so foolish
- 1:09:48again, so says her Ladyship. But Sir George still perseveres in saying that
- 1:09:56perhaps in a month or two they may accompany us. Adieu, my dear
- 1:10:00Charlotte, Yours faithful Margaret Leslie. End of letter The tenth End of Leslie
- 1:10:08Castle by Jane Austen