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GANG CULTURE IS DEAD · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Allow me to re introduce myself. I got that jay
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  Speaker 1: Z all right.
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  Speaker 2: Now Listen, I got second hand of it because I
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  Speaker 2: ain't even go but I felt it for y'all. How
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  Speaker 2: was it though, because I heard.
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  Speaker 3: A lot of people, hell no beautiful people complaining they
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  Speaker 3: just hating.
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  Speaker 2: No people saying they were couldn't get in. That's the
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  Speaker 2: last day, the last day, so that makes a difference.
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  Speaker 2: So you motherfucker, that was not first two days that.
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  Speaker 1: No people got in, but they bun rushed the doll, you.
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  Speaker 2: Know, so they was letting because I heard that people
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  Speaker 2: got in for free, like people want rushed doll. So
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  Speaker 2: they just bum runs just got in. So the black people,
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  Speaker 2: so the people that bum rush made it hard for
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  Speaker 2: the people.
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  Speaker 1: That had to take it in.
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  Speaker 3: Wow.
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  Speaker 2: But the Barclay whenever, not what niggas ain't bum rushing
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  Speaker 2: the Barclay. I say that, That's how I starts telling
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  Speaker 2: them when they have That's why Powerhouse.
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  Speaker 1: Not there no more. Really, that's why it's in Jersey
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  Speaker 1: now because they bum rushed that. Wow.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, So how was the content beauty for?
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  Speaker 1: I feel like I'm the blond jay Z.
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  Speaker 3: Beyonce came out with two nights, Rihanna, you got g Zy,
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  Speaker 3: you got Usher, Usher on his own. Who was there
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  Speaker 3: when you went nads on Beyonce, Blue Iri and Alicia
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  Speaker 3: Kids Golden.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like I had the best night.
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  Speaker 2: You did because you got a new and what they did,
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  Speaker 2: what the nas is there?
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  Speaker 3: The empire state of mind that they was going first
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  Speaker 3: from verse off, they different beats.
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  Speaker 1: That ship was fire, that's fire like nas came out,
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  Speaker 1: the building was shaken.
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  Speaker 2: That's gold there.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, yohoah's the best I ever did it?
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  Speaker 2: So how is concerts now that your.
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  Speaker 1: Line is, it's different, Like it don't matter what's he
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  Speaker 1: to buy? Now? Get those I.
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  Speaker 2: Feel because you can feel me lead and all that.
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  Speaker 3: But just that energy of just the crowd chat and
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  Speaker 3: the the way that I ain't.
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  Speaker 1: Gonna lie the energy you felt, the energy in the stadium.
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  Speaker 2: You felt New York.
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  Speaker 3: But when like he a video of him getting his
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  Speaker 3: handcut and every scream.
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  Speaker 2: But was it really him getting his hair cut? It
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  Speaker 2: was real hair because you really say that.
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  Speaker 3: It was for lo Beyonce cuts here and he coming
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  Speaker 3: out and then you hit an intro drop.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like like really like it really felt real, Brooklyn.
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  Speaker 1: It was crazy bro Brooklynness and then Beyonce coming out
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  Speaker 1: and singing it even though I'm like, yo, marry, I'm
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  Speaker 1: thinking might not marrying she and Vegas, She's not coming.
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  Speaker 1: But then Beyonce came and topped out. But when Nas
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  Speaker 1: came out, oh my god, I almost cried. I was
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  Speaker 1: just different.
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  Speaker 2: So you, he said, the second night? You you went
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  Speaker 2: the first night, the first night, the first Wait, okay,
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  Speaker 2: we gotta get you asked, So wait, so you had Nas, Beyonce,
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  Speaker 2: jay Z, Blue, Ivy, and Alicia Keys go there already,
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  Speaker 2: So who you had.
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  Speaker 1: The list too long? Beyonce, I had Rihanna, I had Usher,
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  Speaker 1: I had to Dream, I had Leanna Taylor, I had
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  Speaker 1: the clips. So they went Joe, I had Kiss, I
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  Speaker 1: had for Real, Jermaine Duprix, Swiss Beats. It's some more.
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  Speaker 2: They went crazy for the last night. That's why nobody
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  Speaker 2: couldn't get in. So how did you get in?
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  Speaker 1: Well, I got in before situation. So the thing is,
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  Speaker 1: people bum rushed the front like they just like was
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  Speaker 1: like in Fox security, and they just start running in.
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  Speaker 1: I saw videos of it. They just like trample people
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  Speaker 1: to get in and then they at that point, it
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  Speaker 1: was the security risk because it was like we didn't
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  Speaker 1: check none of these people. We didn't make sure they
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  Speaker 1: don't got weapons and stuff like that. So now and
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  Speaker 1: then I heard a different story where it was like
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  Speaker 1: they had to make every artist sign another waiver because like,
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  Speaker 1: if you go out, you're gonna go out without us
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  Speaker 1: being able to tell you officially. It's a risk that
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  Speaker 1: we know that they're safe.
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  Speaker 2: Because if anybody wants to shoot through it, they could
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  Speaker 2: do it.
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  Speaker 1: Anything, they could do it, they could do it. But
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  Speaker 1: I feel like people just wanted to see whole man.
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  Speaker 1: And that nigga came out, he got he did us
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  Speaker 1: right to what us did. Us started lead twelve o'clock. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I didn't get home till five o'clock in the morning, and.
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  Speaker 2: It started at oh but it ended, but everybody.
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  Speaker 1: Stayed and waited for in the morning. I was some
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  Speaker 1: people left, some people definitely left, but most of us stayed.
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  Speaker 2: Was it still packed out?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, And when he came out, the nigga was so
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  Speaker 1: p he was just like, listen, I got you. I'm
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  Speaker 1: gonna get you right. I don't eve worry about it.
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  Speaker 1: We're gonna take care of three hours. Three hour. I've
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  Speaker 1: never been to a three hour concert. Never, you ain't
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  Speaker 1: even gonna get a hour out of these people. Fuck
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  Speaker 1: nigga three hours. Never, J Cole ain't doing nothing for
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  Speaker 1: three hours. Personal, I feel like the first night was
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  Speaker 1: a better knight.
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  Speaker 2: Dude.
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  Speaker 1: I'll go first, then I go third night, and then
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  Speaker 1: I go blueprint line.
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  Speaker 2: You was there the second night. He was at first
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  Speaker 2: the first night in the and you was there that
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  Speaker 2: last third night.
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  Speaker 1: I agree with that. So who was there the second
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  Speaker 1: My buddy was there.
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  Speaker 3: The second night it was Pharrell was there him and
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  Speaker 3: Farrell got here, Eminem was.
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  Speaker 1: There was probably the biggest click Slick Rick right right right,
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  Speaker 1: Slick was who was the biggest feature M probably like
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  Speaker 1: of that night of the biggest guess Yeah, that that
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  Speaker 1: night it was.
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  Speaker 3: Don't say not, but just that beyond Friday, that energy.
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  Speaker 3: Noah's coming on that stage almost unreal.
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  Speaker 2: Its bro.
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  Speaker 3: This came out in ninety six, so it's like, I
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  Speaker 3: feel like jay Z being on stage just took me
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  Speaker 3: back to six.
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  Speaker 1: Years and they was wrapping on each other's.
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  Speaker 3: Ninety six like you know, and they're getting off each
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  Speaker 3: other be brose.
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  Speaker 2: Now they're actually cool.
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  Speaker 3: That's MC's biggie jay Z or not, like that ship
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  Speaker 3: was unmatch I said, that's a I gotta turn this
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  Speaker 3: into a blond crowd, Like, how can I get the
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  Speaker 3: blond people to go crazy with me?
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  Speaker 1: A blond crowd is insane, That's.
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  Speaker 2: What I'm saying. How do you enjoy a concert as
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  Speaker 2: somebody blind? Like, just ignore that ship. Put the ship
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  Speaker 2: on silent, silent because I thought I turned it down.
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  Speaker 2: You know he works, hubby, you're working free mommy.
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  Speaker 1: They later, but no, so unmatched. I mean that.
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  Speaker 2: I was just like, they give you all, but we
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  Speaker 2: have to give it. But we have to. I know you.
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  Speaker 2: You have to understand we are special type of disabled.
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  Speaker 2: We're not really fully disabled, you know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 2: Like we were not disabled disabled. You have to explain
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  Speaker 2: it for those who watched you because they're blonde, they've
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  Speaker 2: never been to it. Like, think of it, if you've
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  Speaker 2: never been to a concert as a blonde person, how
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  Speaker 2: would you explain that? All?
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  Speaker 1: Right, hold on, cause I got to see these people. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: did you.
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  Speaker 2: Your glasses to the concept already?
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  Speaker 3: But yo, I ain't recording that because it was just
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  Speaker 3: so much that you can't even take your phone out.
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  Speaker 2: It was just everything just kept you just enjoyed the moment.
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  Speaker 3: Yo, I'm in there, I'm sitting down it. It was hot
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  Speaker 3: a Yankee stadium, just saying hot. But then when that
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  Speaker 3: video him cut in his hair and then you had
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  Speaker 3: that introl.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like.
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  Speaker 2: How did you know he was cutting his hair?
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  Speaker 1: Though?
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  Speaker 2: How did you know he was?
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  Speaker 3: I was in there with me and my aunt mall
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  Speaker 3: like he cut in the head, but I already felt
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  Speaker 3: he was cutting.
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  Speaker 1: He was gonna cut it, you felt.
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  Speaker 3: I felt ninety six. You gotta go back to the
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  Speaker 3: Yankee hat. You gotta go back to the constructs. It
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  Speaker 3: was kind of it was kind of I was I
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  Speaker 3: was saying this, saying that. I'm like, if he gonna
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  Speaker 3: give it, he gonna give it. I'm thinking he was
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  Speaker 3: gonna drive out with the range robe on stage, just
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  Speaker 3: like all the Bentley or how you feel me.
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  Speaker 1: I'm thinking like that back in the day.
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  Speaker 3: But then when he came out there, he heard that intro,
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  Speaker 3: I think that's the mad rap on it. At the beginning,
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  Speaker 3: It's like, did he come out he rapping? The energy
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  Speaker 3: was just different, the word from word. I'm out of breath.
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  Speaker 3: I'm losing my voice because it's like this nigga really
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  Speaker 3: got me fanned out right now.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, bro, you were with family, it didn't even feel
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  Speaker 1: like fanship. Everybody loved this, y'all. Same way for me.
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  Speaker 2: As a as a female, you know, especially being from
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  Speaker 2: New York. Jay Z was my dad's favorite rapper. So
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  Speaker 2: I just got like inherited, you know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 2: jay Z. I inherited jay Z as like one of
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  Speaker 2: my favorite rappers and he is my goal. I will
• 7:47
  Speaker 2: say that because it's just like, think about all the
• 7:49
  Speaker 2: albums he has about his transition, a lot of stuff
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  Speaker 2: and not a lot of and not a lot of guys,
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  Speaker 2: not a lot of people can go in and out
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  Speaker 2: how he do. Like him and Beyonce, the way they're
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  Speaker 2: able to go on different flow, those different beasts, different rhythms,
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  Speaker 2: different timings. You know what I'm saying. Because jay Z
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  Speaker 2: went and people couldn't relate to him no more because
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  Speaker 2: he started rapping about all this rich ship, you know
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  Speaker 2: what I'm saying.
• 8:08
  Speaker 1: But Daniel, you really think are he not rapping around?
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  Speaker 3: He teaches you about wealth like four four four album,
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  Speaker 3: he's really dropping jews.
• 8:15
  Speaker 2: When he was saying the body the paint, like.
• 8:20
  Speaker 3: I said, Wolf I said, Yo, this song smells is
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  Speaker 3: my favorite ship like from him, because.
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  Speaker 1: He's really talking that ship like like part of it.
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  Speaker 3: When he said I wish I would drink Belvedere when
• 8:29
  Speaker 3: Puff got a rock stopped, meaning like we need to circle.
• 8:34
  Speaker 1: This black dollar into our neighborhoods.
• 8:36
  Speaker 3: How he couldn't bought a house at number for two million,
• 8:38
  Speaker 3: that's your worth twenty Now he's really dropping game on
• 8:41
  Speaker 3: us in for a fourth for ELB. So I don't
• 8:43
  Speaker 3: think it's a flex, it's a yo. Money is really
• 8:46
  Speaker 3: not nothing this cross. It's like we're throwing money in
• 8:48
  Speaker 3: the strip club. You're supposed to be fixing your credit.
• 8:50
  Speaker 1: So it's like he really dropped more important his lawyer fees.
• 8:56
  Speaker 2: So do you think that fans don't like to with
• 9:00
  Speaker 2: the artists or I Toldal you feel like that because
• 9:03
  Speaker 2: you feel like a lot of people want their artists
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  Speaker 2: to like stag they stay the same, because it's like,
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  Speaker 2: all right, he we we got jay Z from selling
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  Speaker 2: crack and in that you know what I'm saying, rapping
• 9:12
  Speaker 2: about bitches, money holes all the player. You know you're saying,
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  Speaker 2: like rapping about all that ship. And once she started
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  Speaker 2: rapping about oldest real ship, this political ship.
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  Speaker 1: People got some people stop sucking. We said it.
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  Speaker 3: People want my old ship by old albums, like like
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  Speaker 3: you got you gotta grow, you can't stay at the
• 9:28
  Speaker 3: same Like that droll shit is cool. When these niggas
• 9:32
  Speaker 3: young who want to hear drill rap at forty really
• 9:35
  Speaker 3: drapping rapping about forty year old ship.
• 9:36
  Speaker 1: Nobody don't want to hear that.
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  Speaker 2: So how do you feel about drill rap?
• 9:40
  Speaker 1: Get rid of it. I feel drill dad, I feel.
• 9:43
  Speaker 2: Like it's not even music. I feel like it's just
• 9:46
  Speaker 2: people rapping about what they did to get themselves later
• 9:48
  Speaker 2: on and died. It's like, hey, hey, police, let me
• 9:51
  Speaker 2: tell you everything I did just so I could prove
• 9:53
  Speaker 2: to all these other niggas that I'm gangst and I
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  Speaker 2: did the ship that you did. Real gangster's moving silence.
• 9:58
  Speaker 2: So if you got to rap about all the ship
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  Speaker 2: that you you know what I'm saying, doing and not
• 10:01
  Speaker 2: realizing that these Feds and these people are watching this ship,
• 10:04
  Speaker 2: using this ship just to later on use it against
• 10:07
  Speaker 2: you and indict y'all, and then you see all these
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  Speaker 2: gang indictments coming.
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  Speaker 3: From I felt I feel like the big homies is
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  Speaker 3: the blame about it because like how I'm looking after
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  Speaker 3: you when you really teach, Like for us, it's a
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  Speaker 3: little dirt dark.
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  Speaker 1: Make beautiful music, good music of dirt music.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, but who was around him to tell them that,
• 10:24
  Speaker 3: you know, we can't rap about this, We can't do this,
• 10:26
  Speaker 3: We can't do that.
• 10:28
  Speaker 1: Nobody and these.
• 10:29
  Speaker 3: Record labels is gonna keep pushing the music. They're gonna
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  Speaker 3: keep selling, Like I make my first million for talking
• 10:34
  Speaker 3: about shit I did.
• 10:34
  Speaker 1: Who's gonna keep stopping.
• 10:36
  Speaker 3: They're gonna keep going that shit is addictive. You're getting
• 10:38
  Speaker 3: the money the rap about shit that you you did,
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  Speaker 3: you're doing in life.
• 10:41
  Speaker 1: Who's gonna stop?
• 10:42
  Speaker 2: But how do we make being what the word they
• 10:46
  Speaker 2: would call it is like a simp or like not
• 10:49
  Speaker 2: a simp, just like a regular civilian. How do we
• 10:51
  Speaker 2: make being a civilian cool again? For black boys in
• 10:53
  Speaker 2: the hood, you know, like this rappers out here. J Cole, No,
• 10:56
  Speaker 2: I'm not talking about like as far as rapping. Now,
• 10:59
  Speaker 2: it's the bigger issue because you said you said big,
• 11:02
  Speaker 2: you said big homies and stuff like that. So now
• 11:04
  Speaker 2: this is to the streets, you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: So in order to make things better, where will we start,
• 11:10
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, like you saying big homies,
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  Speaker 2: but I feel like it starts with the parents.
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  Speaker 3: I feel like something like people want to say that,
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  Speaker 3: but I think times is hard. People like some people
• 11:18
  Speaker 3: parents working two jobs, so we really really don't know
• 11:21
  Speaker 3: what your kids.
• 11:22
  Speaker 2: But this is the thing about working two jobs and
• 11:24
  Speaker 2: all this stuff. And this is why it's different if
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  Speaker 2: you have one kid and you know you had to
• 11:28
  Speaker 2: learn it on the way. I don't believe in people
• 11:30
  Speaker 2: struggling and having multiple children, you know what I'm saying,
• 11:33
  Speaker 2: because it's like, now you're not able. You knew you
• 11:35
  Speaker 2: didn't have the time for this child, because the most
• 11:37
  Speaker 2: important thing you could give a child is time. You
• 11:39
  Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. Finance is finance, isn't money you
• 11:42
  Speaker 2: need and stuff like that, but for a child, they
• 11:45
  Speaker 2: need that physical time.
• 11:47
  Speaker 1: Not absolutely.
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  Speaker 3: But then it's like it's a damn if you do,
• 11:49
  Speaker 3: damn if you don't, cause it's like that child out
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  Speaker 3: there looking bony, and I got the proper equipment.
• 11:54
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and then the child outside want to go.
• 11:56
  Speaker 1: Back to them.
• 11:57
  Speaker 3: So it's like and then in New Yorkish ridiculous, and
• 12:00
  Speaker 3: they just keep going up shout out to stop it,
• 12:04
  Speaker 3: stopping it, but look how much gas is.
• 12:07
  Speaker 2: But he's doing what we say, Mom, Donnie did what
• 12:09
  Speaker 2: we already was supposed to have. All this rent stabilization
• 12:12
  Speaker 2: and the low income house and all that should have
• 12:14
  Speaker 2: been say the same. I live in a low income
• 12:16
  Speaker 2: housing apartment and my rent goes up every year. I'm saying,
• 12:20
  Speaker 2: this is how they get you could sign the two
• 12:23
  Speaker 2: year least, that's how they get you to get you this.
• 12:25
  Speaker 2: You could sign the two year least and keep your
• 12:26
  Speaker 2: rent this price for the next year up. Or you
• 12:30
  Speaker 2: could sign this one year lease and don't have to
• 12:32
  Speaker 2: worry about breaking a contract if you don't want to
• 12:34
  Speaker 2: stay here another year. You know what I'm saying. And
• 12:36
  Speaker 2: then now I got to pay extra money because I
• 12:38
  Speaker 2: only I'm only signing the one.
• 12:40
  Speaker 1: This ship is crazy, but it's like me personally. I
• 12:43
  Speaker 1: felt like shout out to Hocus for a fifth, Like
• 12:45
  Speaker 1: what he's doing nothing?
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  Speaker 2: Drop your flag, challenge, drop your flag.
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  Speaker 3: That's a start right there. People think he's soft and
• 12:52
  Speaker 3: he pussy because he's doing that. I don't think people
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  Speaker 3: lives is.
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  Speaker 1: Being saved behind that ship.
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  Speaker 2: I don't think.
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  Speaker 1: So I went I went out.
• 12:58
  Speaker 3: To go feed the homeless. So he's out there and
• 13:00
  Speaker 3: we're just talking to somebody and he like, you know,
• 13:02
  Speaker 3: He's like, yo, you homie, you banging.
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  Speaker 1: I'm I used to.
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  Speaker 3: He's like, Yo, Bro, how you get out? I'm trying
• 13:07
  Speaker 3: to get out, But I'm scared. Like what you're scared of?
• 13:09
  Speaker 1: Bro? He said, going back to my own neighborhood, they
• 13:11
  Speaker 1: might get me. Bro, I said, So change your hood then, bro,
• 13:15
  Speaker 1: Like just switch, he said. But that's all I know. Now,
• 13:18
  Speaker 1: that's all you like. If your mind conditioned to this
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  Speaker 1: all you know, that's all you want.
• 13:22
  Speaker 2: To know, Bro, grown ass and wake up and go
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  Speaker 2: live your life.
• 13:25
  Speaker 1: And people know.
• 13:27
  Speaker 2: But if you keep it, if you keep around the
• 13:29
  Speaker 2: same crowd, the problem is people don't want to be
• 13:31
  Speaker 2: in a game no more, but they still want to
• 13:32
  Speaker 2: be around game. And that's what a confusion.
• 13:34
  Speaker 1: And the gangs ain't like how it used to be.
• 13:36
  Speaker 2: Is not.
• 13:37
  Speaker 1: This is not Cali ship like Blood and Blood Out.
• 13:39
  Speaker 1: New York.
• 13:42
  Speaker 2: Was never supposed to have gangs. That ship originated over there.
• 13:44
  Speaker 2: It was supposed to do and when they started, it
• 13:47
  Speaker 2: was actually to help the black community. It wasn't to
• 13:50
  Speaker 2: tear us apart and kill each other.
• 13:52
  Speaker 1: How we're doing now.
• 13:53
  Speaker 3: You talk about when it came over here, when no,
• 13:54
  Speaker 3: I'm talking about when gangs started.
• 13:56
  Speaker 2: The first game was what crips right, And they started
• 14:00
  Speaker 2: spposed to be helping the community. It's like a sanction
• 14:02
  Speaker 2: of Organization's supposed to be something like that, and then
• 14:05
  Speaker 2: they turned it into something way.
• 14:08
  Speaker 3: One person got killed, they divided, and they went from there.
• 14:11
  Speaker 3: We an't gonna get into the politics.
• 14:12
  Speaker 2: But I used to watch gangling overhead.
• 14:15
  Speaker 3: It's just like what he's doing drop your flag challenge
• 14:19
  Speaker 3: I really appreciated because not for not and he's saving
• 14:23
  Speaker 3: a lot of people. It's real big homies with big names.
• 14:26
  Speaker 3: That's really dropping that ship. Then you got I didn't
• 14:30
  Speaker 3: even want to mention certain names, but that's pushing it.
• 14:32
  Speaker 1: Note to it.
• 14:33
  Speaker 3: It's not wrong with being in the gang. Is what
• 14:34
  Speaker 3: you're doing in the game. Man, it's a lot wrong
• 14:37
  Speaker 3: with being in the game.
• 14:38
  Speaker 2: Listen, the gang.
• 14:38
  Speaker 1: The reason why Gang Coach is dead.
• 14:40
  Speaker 2: Gang culture is an issue because now you're not looked
• 14:43
  Speaker 2: at as an individual, you get what I'm saying, You're
• 14:45
  Speaker 2: looked at as that whole, that whole organization. So now
• 14:49
  Speaker 2: you're getting what's the thing gang assaults, Like you could
• 14:52
  Speaker 2: have a regular fight, you could have jumped somebody with
• 14:55
  Speaker 2: something in the game. Now it's a gang a soul.
• 14:56
  Speaker 2: Now this is a rico, Now this is this and that,
• 14:58
  Speaker 2: and now you're.
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: Adding aga gone for the rest of your life.
• 15:02
  Speaker 2: I just feel like when it comes to gangs and
• 15:04
  Speaker 2: stuff like that, that's what you do. You know. I'm
• 15:06
  Speaker 2: from the hood, so I'm never going to sit there
• 15:07
  Speaker 2: and shut on gangs and shit like that. I used
• 15:09
  Speaker 2: to being the gangs myself, so I'm not considancial. But
• 15:13
  Speaker 2: as you get older, I just feel like there's things
• 15:15
  Speaker 2: you need to graduate from. And also if you're in
• 15:18
  Speaker 2: a gang and you're older, and make sure you're doing
• 15:19
  Speaker 2: something positive for the youth and the community so that
• 15:22
  Speaker 2: they can see. Like, look, even though I'm a gangster,
• 15:24
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, I still do this. I
• 15:26
  Speaker 2: still do this. The most gangster shit you could do
• 15:27
  Speaker 2: is take care of your family for real. That's the
• 15:30
  Speaker 2: only thing that's the only thing gangster to me. A
• 15:32
  Speaker 2: nigga that take care his motherfucking family for real. Real
• 15:35
  Speaker 2: gangsters provide and know how to protect themselves.
• 15:38
  Speaker 3: But shout out to French for one year being on
• 15:41
  Speaker 3: this podcast as my partner in crime.
• 15:45
  Speaker 2: Well, turn maringa down.
• 15:47
  Speaker 1: Who is it is that? Justin?
• 15:49
  Speaker 2: Oh god, we have to take this. Yeah, that's that's
• 15:52
  Speaker 2: the guest.
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: I want to say.
• 15:57
  Speaker 2: Hello, Hi, No, I'm filming. I'm filming right now. Are
• 16:06
  Speaker 2: you on your way or? Okay? Great?
• 16:11
  Speaker 1: So what does your et a saying? So I can know?
• 16:14
  Speaker 1: Did you have you? Did you you know the game
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: and just watched that yesterday? You watched it yesterday.
• 16:21
  Speaker 2: I mean we can just get the best out of
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: it where we could get with you. Yeah, okay, we're
• 16:26
  Speaker 2: going to make the most out of it. It's fine,
• 16:28
  Speaker 2: I think. So, just Harrie, is somebody else there to
• 16:31
  Speaker 2: park the car for you? Or you have to somebody
• 16:34
  Speaker 2: is there to park? Okay? Good, all right, just come
• 16:38
  Speaker 2: to the fifth floor because I'm recording.
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: So you watched the whole thing? So did you get
• 16:44
  Speaker 1: to the point where if you watch the whole thing?
• 16:46
  Speaker 1: So in the verses between the game and Ygg got
• 16:49
  Speaker 1: to a point where he was drunk, he's feeling himself.
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: He was saying, people need to put respect on game culture.
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: What do you think about that? Disagree? Okay? What gang
• 17:00
  Speaker 1: culture really did for the what is really doing for
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: the communities. I totally see.
• 17:06
  Speaker 2: I I think that what they started off, like I said,
• 17:10
  Speaker 2: what they started for and what they ended up as
• 17:12
  Speaker 2: and what the younger generation.
• 17:14
  Speaker 3: Is, there's no order, no nothing, not many people in
• 17:17
  Speaker 3: the grade because the color of a flag.
• 17:20
  Speaker 2: For y g to really say that it is like
• 17:23
  Speaker 2: because I feel like for the people that were real
• 17:25
  Speaker 2: right and the people that did do their due diligence
• 17:27
  Speaker 2: and they joined the gangs for their you know what
• 17:29
  Speaker 2: I'm saying, I feel like I can't say. I can't
• 17:31
  Speaker 2: say I disrespect it because I got family and I
• 17:34
  Speaker 2: got absolutely and you know what I'm saying, So I
• 17:37
  Speaker 2: can't say, like people every day that's that.
• 17:40
  Speaker 1: They'll locked into this ship. Yeah, I don't push the narrative.
• 17:43
  Speaker 1: Now drop that ship. Bro lead that shit alone.
• 17:45
  Speaker 3: N you you're pushing your own path, so you may
• 17:47
  Speaker 3: not see that ship the way I see it.
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: But put respect on.
• 17:52
  Speaker 2: What I just feel like, put respect on yourself. If
• 17:55
  Speaker 2: you are in a gang, you gotta respect that gang.
• 17:57
  Speaker 2: People that's not in gangs don't have to respect to them.
• 18:01
  Speaker 2: But you know, it's really tearing that real life, like
• 18:05
  Speaker 2: really tearing down ship. Yeah, I mean I'm in I'm
• 18:08
  Speaker 2: in the cher because of a gang. I'm in a
• 18:10
  Speaker 2: chair because of crypt people.
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: Okay, I got shot by blood.
• 18:13
  Speaker 2: Oh my god, you know so you you b k.
• 18:18
  Speaker 1: And occrazy about that. I got shot by my own car.
• 18:20
  Speaker 2: That's the that part about it, that's really how.
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: Wait can you speak more to that real quick? I
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: got shot by blood and I was pushing blood. I
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: was pushing blood. I don't even know who he is,
• 18:32
  Speaker 1: don't know nothing. He just wanted to beef.
• 18:36
  Speaker 3: No nothing, no no transactions, no words, no peace to
• 18:39
  Speaker 3: each other, no nothing.
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: I got hit for what and like we came off wrong,
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: we exchanged words, We ain't do none of that ship.
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: You didn't even see the guy Dan. So basically you're saying,
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: what's the point. So there's no such thing as gang loyalty,
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: is what you're saying.
• 18:55
  Speaker 2: I mean, if you if we're all in the same
• 18:57
  Speaker 2: gang and we don't know each other, that's why people
• 18:59
  Speaker 2: go up to each other, be like your money is
• 19:01
  Speaker 2: such and such a self. You know, they dap each
• 19:02
  Speaker 2: other up, they piece each other up. But it's different,
• 19:04
  Speaker 2: it's different games. It's different sets inside of each game.
• 19:07
  Speaker 2: So if you have all these sets this set, beefing
• 19:10
  Speaker 2: with this set. You get what I'm saying, But that
• 19:12
  Speaker 2: blood shit don't matter.
• 19:13
  Speaker 3: That though, it don't mean that com wh I first joined.
• 19:15
  Speaker 3: The first thing they ever told me. Every blood is
• 19:16
  Speaker 3: not your blood. Every blood is not your blood. So
• 19:20
  Speaker 3: I'm like, all right, cool this way before the way
• 19:22
  Speaker 3: it is now like now everybody's beefing with everybody.
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: It's just stupid.
• 19:27
  Speaker 3: But before it's like, oh, Jimmy, because we wearing this
• 19:30
  Speaker 3: we represent the same color, doesn't mean that's your blood.
• 19:34
  Speaker 3: Niggas a piece. Don't turn around and still try to
• 19:36
  Speaker 3: get you. It is really real. So do you blame
• 19:41
  Speaker 3: Do you blame game culture for the what happened to
• 19:43
  Speaker 3: me the way that, Yeah, nah, I don't blame game
• 19:45
  Speaker 3: culture will happen to me because I felt like it
• 19:48
  Speaker 3: wasn't a button that was pushed on me. It was
• 19:50
  Speaker 3: just ignorant niggas outside just an individual doing it. Was
• 19:53
  Speaker 3: just an ignorant niggas outside of doing what they do.
• 19:55
  Speaker 3: That ship shit is really not game culture, like like
• 19:59
  Speaker 3: back in the day, it was really principles. It was
• 20:01
  Speaker 3: more rules to a lot of ship A lot of
• 20:03
  Speaker 3: people was off limits. Niggas didn't really go around do
• 20:06
  Speaker 3: a lot of dumb ship that they're doing today. A
• 20:10
  Speaker 3: big difference they getting young, get and young getting dumby
• 20:12
  Speaker 3: and dumber.
• 20:14
  Speaker 2: Real ship, I will agree with that.
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: My brother ship is all that shit aged out now.
• 20:18
  Speaker 2: I do blame I do blame gang culture for me
• 20:21
  Speaker 2: being in a chair because I was just outside shaking
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: my little ass. I ain't even have enough ass to shake.
• 20:27
  Speaker 2: Motherfucker's on the top. Me and my mother fucking back. Imagine,
• 20:31
  Speaker 2: imagine do that to see run next thing? You know,
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: your ass on the ground. But no, for real, I don't,
• 20:37
  Speaker 2: I don't know. I just don't care for crips. That's
• 20:40
  Speaker 2: really it I got.
• 20:41
  Speaker 3: I don't care for the music made game culture popping
• 20:47
  Speaker 3: something snow for real for the West and the music
• 20:55
  Speaker 3: when the pimps and the crips. It turns out it
• 20:57
  Speaker 3: wasn't walking with bad when I started off back walking
• 21:00
  Speaker 3: and all like Jim Jones certified gangsters that was real.
• 21:06
  Speaker 1: Who didn't want a gang bang? The then Tom go
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: up you got six nine trade way the old List.
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: I watched the documentary one time before I ever came
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: to New York City, and it spout it was the
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: whole documentary. It's a super low budget. It was about
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: how blood culture came to New york O. G MAC
• 21:23
  Speaker 1: maybe that's what it was, and the niggas was like, Yeah,
• 21:26
  Speaker 1: to get initiated, you gotta like slice a nigga face.
• 21:28
  Speaker 3: With the races, like they were staying on halloweens just
• 21:31
  Speaker 3: started on started on rockets that.
• 21:34
  Speaker 2: Halloween, you have to slice somebody face. That's what they
• 21:36
  Speaker 2: used to say to be blood. So on Halloween itself,
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: watch out, watch out for the blade the blood. They're
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: gonna come cut.
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: Your face't know what. The funniest shit I never heard,
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: no bullshit New Yorkers, y'all all, y'all niggas is traumatized.
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: That's some ship.
• 21:50
  Speaker 2: You have to realize. We grew up on top of
• 21:52
  Speaker 2: each other, you know what I'm saying. So it's like
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: we got the projects. Even if you're not in the projects,
• 21:55
  Speaker 2: you want the house. The houses are so close to
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: each it's not like they're like tens of yard. You
• 22:00
  Speaker 2: go to Virginia, you go to Texas where you're from,
• 22:03
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, And then now it's a
• 22:04
  Speaker 2: bunch of space. We're all on top of each other.
• 22:07
  Speaker 2: So now you put us all on top of each other.
• 22:09
  Speaker 2: You go to the white neighborhoods, they're not near each other,
• 22:11
  Speaker 2: not at all. They're not near each other whatsoever. Their
• 22:14
  Speaker 2: neighbor you can see them from a mile down the block. Hey, Chad,
• 22:16
  Speaker 2: you get what I'm saying. And they know who everybody is.
• 22:19
  Speaker 2: We know who everybody is. But now we're cousins because
• 22:22
  Speaker 2: we're fucking each other. You know what I'm saying. Now
• 22:24
  Speaker 2: this is now this Now this becomes a legacy of
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: projects because this is how it happens. So now you
• 22:28
  Speaker 2: got this last name and this last name joining into
• 22:30
  Speaker 2: one to stay in the project and create a legacy
• 22:32
  Speaker 2: in the projects. And now they're ruling the projects and
• 22:34
  Speaker 2: they're taking it over and they're keeping it more ghetto.
• 22:36
  Speaker 2: Big families. There's always big families in every project. You
• 22:39
  Speaker 2: go to, any hood you go to, it's a big family.
• 22:41
  Speaker 2: Because they started, everybody just was on top of each other,
• 22:43
  Speaker 2: just like that family.
• 22:47
  Speaker 3: I represent this fan and if you're not like that family,
• 22:51
  Speaker 3: give it up, crazy, bro. Yeah, it's a territory thing.
• 22:55
  Speaker 2: And those families always be looking to dirty as soon.
• 22:58
  Speaker 3: As the various look at look at Brownsville. Ready, I
• 23:01
  Speaker 3: could come from Suffalow Projects, Cross Street. Hell, no, don't
• 23:06
  Speaker 3: ever been your life protectionist.
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna start was that your mom's from there. No,
• 23:11
  Speaker 1: my mom's not from browns Ready. I don't know what
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: the fuck are you talking about. I hate Brownsn't let
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: us beat the fuck up somebody from the field.
• 23:18
  Speaker 3: No, I hate Brownsville, But you're gonna walk out of
• 23:21
  Speaker 3: the Sufflow projects. Chris Street, You in LH Projects, Then
• 23:24
  Speaker 3: you're gonna let leave from listen huge project, Chris Street,
• 23:26
  Speaker 3: You in Brownsville project, Chris brownswe you in Van Dyke.
• 23:29
  Speaker 3: You win til then it's projects a crossty from each other,
• 23:32
  Speaker 3: and it's territory.
• 23:33
  Speaker 1: And can I say something, bro? Like the other day
• 23:35
  Speaker 1: I was talking to this dude. He came here to
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: do a tour, right. We was talking about New York
• 23:40
  Speaker 1: and he was talking about, you know, like, you know
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: I've been here, son, so you know I'm a New Yorker.
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: I was like, you know what, Bro, Honestly, I met
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: a place in my life. I don't need to be
• 23:48
  Speaker 1: a New Yorker. Bro, I really don't, you know, Like
• 23:51
  Speaker 1: I'm okay being a Southern person that has lived in
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: New York for a long time, and I think it's
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: enough to just enjoy New York.
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: But you're you're, you're what do you call people from Dallas?
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: In Dallas, I'm just Southern, But you're from you You're
• 24:04
  Speaker 2: from somewhere already, So why would you want to come?
• 24:06
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: Yeah, But that's the thing though, Like, and I'm saying
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: that because like people, it's such a badge of honor
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: to become a New Yorkers people, right, And I getting
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: to a point where I realized, like I don't think
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: I need to be a New Yorker at all, because
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: I realized the ship that y'all go through, the ship
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: that y'all been through, Like this ship is so not
• 24:26
  Speaker 1: like where I'm from, Like people dies, gang violence and stuff,
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: but it's on a much higher level here. You have
• 24:32
  Speaker 1: to acknowledge the difference, Like I cannot imagine. That's why
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: I don't know if I want to have kids here.
• 24:36
  Speaker 1: And also Dallas, Texas always on first forty eight. Nah, listen, listen,
• 24:41
  Speaker 1: shit happens. But the ship that y'all y'all grew up in,
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: I don't I'm outside of you gotta understand, So I
• 24:46
  Speaker 1: don't heard so.
• 24:47
  Speaker 2: Many, but it's so many good stories too, you know.
• 24:50
  Speaker 2: So it's like the trauma part, I mean, and looking
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: at two of us, we come here talking about our
• 24:54
  Speaker 2: traumas every day. So it's just like if you see
• 24:56
  Speaker 2: that part. But it's so much beauty to growing up
• 24:58
  Speaker 2: and we had the fire, hydrants, you get what I'm saying,
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: The simplest days we made the best like summers, our days,
• 25:05
  Speaker 2: our winter we got.
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: New York in the nineties early two thousands was the
• 25:09
  Speaker 1: beautiful fire. You didn't have to worry about the shoes
• 25:11
  Speaker 1: and all that shit. You would have loved it like
• 25:13
  Speaker 1: it was gangs and all that moving around. But it
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: wasn't like how it was now.
• 25:17
  Speaker 3: When the Johnny Pump come around, the same people that
• 25:19
  Speaker 3: niggas is beefing with today was and the Johnny Pump
• 25:21
  Speaker 3: playing with each other.
• 25:22
  Speaker 1: I don't know, bro, I didn't heard stories from niggas
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: who grew up in the nineties and this shit sounded.
• 25:27
  Speaker 3: I mean, you had you, yeah, you had your incidence
• 25:29
  Speaker 3: that was going on in the nineties, but yeah, Brookland
• 25:32
  Speaker 3: or New York in the nineties was beautiful.
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: So this is really more the eighties. You're saying like beautiful.
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, because like trying to find
• 25:39
  Speaker 1: the big said the eighties, all I listened to is
• 25:42
  Speaker 1: New York City music, right that I've always only listened
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: to New York rap.
• 25:47
  Speaker 2: That's kind of giving New York.
• 25:48
  Speaker 1: And now I'm around New York niggas and I asked questions.
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: But the way New York is now is way different
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: than it was back in the days.
• 25:54
  Speaker 3: So all I hear about is crack viles at the park,
• 25:56
  Speaker 3: Like what the fuck's up about getting money? Back in
• 25:59
  Speaker 3: the days, but it was it wasn't no violence like that.
• 26:02
  Speaker 3: There was a lot of drug dealers getting money. It
• 26:04
  Speaker 3: was violence, but it wasn't like the way it is
• 26:05
  Speaker 3: right now.
• 26:06
  Speaker 2: I don't think we defending our city properly.
• 26:08
  Speaker 1: I don't know, but but everywhere you go, it's something,
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: it is something.
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: It's something everywhere. But I just think ours is mostly
• 26:14
  Speaker 2: from us just being so. And then I felt like
• 26:16
  Speaker 2: it's like they building building a building next to a
• 26:19
  Speaker 2: building that just was a building. Then they build another
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: building next to that building, but then it's like building.
• 26:23
  Speaker 3: I felt like tours, like when you go to a
• 26:24
  Speaker 3: different state, you with somebody else, they say the same
• 26:26
  Speaker 3: thing about these states.
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: And you know what, And that's the point that I'm
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: trying to say. Like when I went to Atlanta, they
• 26:31
  Speaker 1: was like, Nah, you just can't drive around here. People
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: shoot your car up. Just d bro, Like this is
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: the thing why you place got some bad ship, yo,
• 26:37
  Speaker 1: But you got the gun on the lot. I'm like, damn,
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: Like it's legal to open carry, but you gotta respect
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: the fact that New York City is different. Like niggas
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: I went to school with, they died too, you know
• 26:49
  Speaker 1: what I mean? Like niggas was it's it's crime exists everywhere,
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: trauma and poverty exists everywhere.
• 26:55
  Speaker 2: Different. It's like, goam state here, though.
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: I really I can. As a nigga, I'm not. I
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: didn't grow up in the suburbs, you know what I'm saying. So, like,
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: as a nigga who come here, I realized this shit
• 27:04
  Speaker 1: is different. Bro, It's a different I'm trying to think
• 27:06
  Speaker 1: of the fucking word. Just like what y'all got to experience,
• 27:08
  Speaker 1: I didn't have to experience that, Like I didn't have
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: to worry about like certain blocks and the projects being
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: over here because of what she just said. Everything is
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: actually so fucking separated. I would never even run into
• 27:18
  Speaker 1: certain I get that down to.
• 27:19
  Speaker 3: It depended on who you are, though, because it's like
• 27:23
  Speaker 3: my brother, My little brother didn't face nothing peaceful, well,
• 27:27
  Speaker 3: never no altercations.
• 27:29
  Speaker 1: I only think that they gave you had to fight.
• 27:32
  Speaker 1: So it's all depending on who.
• 27:33
  Speaker 2: You is, too, depending on you. I feel like it's
• 27:36
  Speaker 2: more so.
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: Like my little cousin walked the streets like nothing.
• 27:39
  Speaker 2: But you've got to realize you're you saying, little these
• 27:41
  Speaker 2: are people that come from you. So like I was
• 27:44
  Speaker 2: in the streets, my siblings they not. They didn't go
• 27:46
  Speaker 2: in the streets because of what happened, you know what
• 27:48
  Speaker 2: I'm saying.
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: In the streets. But he's nothing. He's not no gang banger,
• 27:52
  Speaker 1: none of that. But he walked the streets peaceful.
• 27:56
  Speaker 3: It's a different like me, and his outbringing was different.
• 27:58
  Speaker 3: I was fighting, damn there every other day. Him they chilling,
• 28:02
  Speaker 3: they smoking, they playing basketball, no problems, no nothing, That's
• 28:07
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying. I guess it's depending on the person too.
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  Speaker 3: Like my old cousin, she walked and her mother got mad.
• 28:13
  Speaker 3: She's like, oh, you're not paying attention to this. In
• 28:15
  Speaker 3: the third and I was like you can't get mad
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: at she's just walking the earth peaceful because she had
• 28:19
  Speaker 3: had phones on and she just walking like she's twenty
• 28:22
  Speaker 3: she's twenty four. But she's walking the earth like she's
• 28:25
  Speaker 3: not disturbing nobody. She's not disturbing the earth. So why
• 28:27
  Speaker 3: would somebody disturb.
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: Her because she don't got that reference? Yes, as that
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: like me? Like all right, for instance, what today is Friday? Wednesday?
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: I had an incident right the instacart came delivered the food.
• 28:39
  Speaker 3: I met him on the third floor. First, he took
• 28:42
  Speaker 3: the picture on the first floor and he was about
• 28:43
  Speaker 3: to leave it. So my wife text him said bring
• 28:45
  Speaker 3: it upstairs. I meet him on the third fliar, I
• 28:47
  Speaker 3: live on the fourth floor.
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: He takes it.
• 28:49
  Speaker 3: I said, don't take a picture of me, bro, just
• 28:51
  Speaker 3: take the picture. I'm holding the bag and that's it.
• 28:53
  Speaker 3: He takes the picture and he turns around and start
• 28:55
  Speaker 3: walking down the stairs. I'm walking up the stairs down,
• 28:57
  Speaker 3: but I'm distracted. I feel like I'm in my billy
• 29:00
  Speaker 3: and I got the headphones on. I'm talking to her
• 29:02
  Speaker 3: same time, I'm scrolling on the other phone on TikTok,
• 29:05
  Speaker 3: not hearing that the nigga is walking behind me. So
• 29:08
  Speaker 3: when I get to the fourth floor and I realized it,
• 29:10
  Speaker 3: I dropped them, like, bro, what the fuck is that
• 29:12
  Speaker 3: with you?
• 29:12
  Speaker 1: Bro? Not saying nothing, going off on him.
• 29:15
  Speaker 3: To a point I snapped back to as if I
• 29:17
  Speaker 3: was back in six or something, because now I don't
• 29:20
  Speaker 3: think I see it's right right now, going crazy on.
• 29:23
  Speaker 3: My little brother came in home, like, yo, what's up?
• 29:25
  Speaker 3: To a point, I got my hand in his face,
• 29:27
  Speaker 3: face on the wall. Like his face on the wall,
• 29:29
  Speaker 3: I said, Yo, why the fuck you follow with me?
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: Bro? You went from the third to the fourth Nigga,
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: don't even speak English. You don't English, don't speak English.
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: But at the same time, help me doing what I
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: had to battle. It was only one bag. I understand
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: what you're saying. It was in my hand, you following
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: me for it.
• 29:44
  Speaker 3: So you went from walking down the stairs and then
• 29:46
  Speaker 3: when I spent around and start walking up, you walking
• 29:49
  Speaker 3: behind me.
• 29:51
  Speaker 1: So now I'm me and her. It was arguing.
• 29:54
  Speaker 3: I explained in my building, you could go on the landing. Yeah,
• 29:58
  Speaker 3: because she said I could have handled it better. It's
• 30:01
  Speaker 3: past trauma. No, that's not past trauma.
• 30:03
  Speaker 1: It's it's it's not past trauma. I just feel you
• 30:06
  Speaker 1: playing with me now, my safety.
• 30:08
  Speaker 3: It ain't no past trauma, no nothing. Went from walking
• 30:11
  Speaker 3: down the stairs to walking behind me.
• 30:13
  Speaker 1: I don't appreciate that. Ship.
• 30:15
  Speaker 2: Well, don't give him too much. We're gonna save that
• 30:17
  Speaker 2: for the next episode. These people be playing with you
• 30:19
  Speaker 2: slay me.
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: I'm like, Yo, I don't give a fuck, blonde and
• 30:22
  Speaker 1: all like, I will do it to you in this
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: whole way, Bro, I think it's even beyond that. Like Yo,
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: in the studio the other day, a nigga was following
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: me and I checked him before I opened the door.
• 30:30
  Speaker 1: I said, from here at the other studio, Mitte. He
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: followed me up the elevator we went to We went
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: up the elevator together and then I was going to
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: the It just he was just behind me and he
• 30:40
  Speaker 1: wasn't saying nothing. He didn't like, oh, like do you
• 30:42
  Speaker 1: work at WTF? So like I had to catch myself
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: and I was like, I said what else? I said,
• 30:47
  Speaker 1: you following me?
• 30:47
  Speaker 2: Bro? Then New York?
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: Can you know what I mean? But it's like it's
• 30:50
  Speaker 1: just some it's a young black man experience where it's
• 30:52
  Speaker 1: like I got time to take it. I got it,
• 30:55
  Speaker 1: don't got nothing with being none of that. I got it.
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna survive. I ain't gonna never let nobody get
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: up close on me like that. Again, my girls taking
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: the time that I'm paranoid, and she'd be like, oh,
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: it's not I gotta tell her. I gotta tell her
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: tongue like Joyler. We live in America where anything that
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: could happen has already had, Like you know what I mean,
• 31:13
  Speaker 1: it's already I just feel like people just got too
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: much faith in people.
• 31:16
  Speaker 2: But then it's just also it's also about founding that
• 31:18
  Speaker 2: happy balance because you don't want to be too paranoid
• 31:21
  Speaker 2: to where you don't enjoy like the moment in the environment,
• 31:24
  Speaker 2: and you also don't want to be too laxadaisical to
• 31:27
  Speaker 2: where something happens to you. And with us being two
• 31:30
  Speaker 2: people that terrible things has happened to being aware and
• 31:34
  Speaker 2: when situations happen, I react even differently. And people could
• 31:38
  Speaker 2: call it with they want pass tumbers or whatever, but yes,
• 31:40
  Speaker 2: I do have PTSD. So if something is triggering me,
• 31:43
  Speaker 2: of course I'm going to react in a way where
• 31:45
  Speaker 2: you get what I'm saying is and.
• 31:47
  Speaker 3: It's how you gotta know because like I went to
• 31:49
  Speaker 3: the jay Z concert. I didn't feel no paranoid. I'm
• 31:52
  Speaker 3: around forty four thousand people.
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: First fight.
• 31:56
  Speaker 3: Can't see when I'm comfortable because we online, we're talking
• 31:59
  Speaker 3: about jays these songs.
• 32:00
  Speaker 1: It's like, you didn't feel no threat.
• 32:03
  Speaker 3: But after the concert was over, we waiting for the
• 32:05
  Speaker 3: Censerati walked down because they blocked off fall of streets,
• 32:07
  Speaker 3: so we had to walk down. But I'm like, I'm
• 32:09
  Speaker 3: a kirtch Street from the Projects. I took my ring
• 32:13
  Speaker 3: off and put it in my pocket, and what I'm
• 32:15
  Speaker 3: saying be sending it there we waiting for. It ain't
• 32:17
  Speaker 3: about being scared. I just know I'm in a Bronx.
• 32:19
  Speaker 3: I'm wave out of my comfort zone. I know what
• 32:22
  Speaker 3: goes on in the Bronx. Niggas is starving home gred.
• 32:25
  Speaker 3: They'll do anything for the next mile. It's not gonna
• 32:27
  Speaker 3: be on me. Not I put this shit in my pocket,
• 32:29
  Speaker 3: be shit be waited for the subsper There's too many
• 32:31
  Speaker 3: people walking back and forth the project. Nigga could do
• 32:34
  Speaker 3: it to me in the prej and run back in
• 32:36
  Speaker 3: the projects. Nah, Csara can't gotta put my shit back on.
• 32:39
  Speaker 3: It's just knowing when you know, like even when I
• 32:41
  Speaker 3: could see, I go into spots and I know like,
• 32:43
  Speaker 3: all right, nah, this ain't look. I'll put my chain
• 32:45
  Speaker 3: in my shirt, all right, cool, I Lulu Jervey, I
• 32:49
  Speaker 3: take off put it in my pocket because I know
• 32:51
  Speaker 3: at then that I could be a target.
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: Nah. People is home. Some people not fortunate to have
• 32:56
  Speaker 1: what I have. But a nigga will take it just
• 32:58
  Speaker 1: to eat. I'm not going.
• 33:00
  Speaker 3: I'm not going to give a nigga the opportunity. I'm
• 33:02
  Speaker 3: looking just like you, bro, plane, she is real. That's life,
• 33:07
  Speaker 3: and that's not just in New York, that's anywhere you
• 33:09
  Speaker 3: go anywhere.
• 33:11
  Speaker 2: The way I see it is you know, I just
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: I'm move I moved by. I walk by faith and
• 33:15
  Speaker 2: not by sight. Anything could happen to steal my ship.
• 33:18
  Speaker 1: You can see you, No, you could. You don't walk by.
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: You gotta steal my ship.
• 33:30
  Speaker 2: Oh my god, she wants to be Now I gotta
• 33:33
  Speaker 2: cut his ass.
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: Now you want to be?
• 33:37
  Speaker 2: So what's the site part for you?
• 33:38
  Speaker 3: Now?
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: You want to be blind faith and you close your
• 33:40
  Speaker 2: eyes by sight?
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: What is it? Walk by faith, not by I can't
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: see the motherfucker. So I'm walking.
• 33:47
  Speaker 2: No for real, like honestly, you gotta walk by faith
• 33:50
  Speaker 2: in not by sight, because anything could happen anywhere. You
• 33:53
  Speaker 2: could be on an airplane and it could crash. You
• 33:55
  Speaker 2: could die, you know, or you could walk across the street.
• 33:58
  Speaker 2: People said, lives being v getting and eating healthy, and
• 34:01
  Speaker 2: then you can still catch cancer and die. You know
• 34:03
  Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Imagine doing all these things and then
• 34:06
  Speaker 2: you're you're trying so hard to protect your life, you're
• 34:09
  Speaker 2: not enjoying it. Don't be one of those people that
• 34:12
  Speaker 2: just think, oh my god, this could go wrong here,
• 34:13
  Speaker 2: this could go wrong here, that could go out of
• 34:15
  Speaker 2: and then you're not living. And then the next thing,
• 34:17
  Speaker 2: you know, you're isolating yourselves and then you become one
• 34:19
  Speaker 2: of those people. What is it a grofob where they
• 34:21
  Speaker 2: have like this huge fear of something.
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: I don't know whatever it is. I don't know what
• 34:26
  Speaker 1: it is, but they better fucking stop it.
• 34:28
  Speaker 2: Disorders, They start to feel sick and stuff like that,
• 34:30
  Speaker 2: and really believe it. Know what it was that ship,
• 34:32
  Speaker 2: They better fucking stop it. Be like, oh my god,
• 34:35
  Speaker 2: I've been I've been blind for I said. My mother said,
• 34:37
  Speaker 2: oh I think I think I'm starting to get as
• 34:39
  Speaker 2: most up at you like fifty, ain't.
• 34:42
  Speaker 3: I keep I'm a hypochronois, but I'll be blind for
• 34:46
  Speaker 3: fourteen years. I go to parties, go to concert a trivel,
• 34:51
  Speaker 3: I do it. Oh yeah, I don't put no limits
• 34:53
  Speaker 3: on because I can't see. I feel like the first
• 34:55
  Speaker 3: seven eight years, yes, but now I live my life.
• 34:57
  Speaker 3: If something gonna happen is gonna happen. I can't avoid it.
• 35:00
  Speaker 3: But I'm not gonna put myself in predictiments where I
• 35:02
  Speaker 3: know before I even go this place, what's the possibility
• 35:05
  Speaker 3: sit it could happen to me.
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: I'm not doing it. Of course, I'm going to have fun.
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: I'm going to enjoy it. I get drunk in the clubs.
• 35:11
  Speaker 1: I danced two stuffs when I heard the old school
• 35:13
  Speaker 1: backyard music. I have fun. It be people that bump
• 35:16
  Speaker 1: you on my bad bro, that's the energy I want
• 35:18
  Speaker 1: to be around. Yo, my yo, my fault. It's people
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: that realize that I'm blind. I'm like, Yo, you're good, bro.
• 35:23
  Speaker 1: You want to drink? You want to this that?
• 35:24
  Speaker 3: Because it'd be so much just love like niggas. Ain't
• 35:27
  Speaker 3: know that type of time. I ran into people. I
• 35:29
  Speaker 3: have problems with beef, with real serious shit. And they
• 35:32
  Speaker 3: seen me after being blind, and like, yo, bro, whatever
• 35:34
  Speaker 3: we went through that shit ain't about nothing, bro. Like Yo,
• 35:36
  Speaker 3: let's go to the ball, get a drink, let's drink,
• 35:38
  Speaker 3: let's let's take a shot together, like we survived this shit.
• 35:41
  Speaker 2: Bro.
• 35:41
  Speaker 1: It's a lot of niggas that's dead behind this, all right, cool? No,
• 35:43
  Speaker 1: brobab take a shot. Bro and nigga I spin off
• 35:47
  Speaker 1: with the friends. We be dancing all that. Then then
• 35:48
  Speaker 1: the night, Yo, you're good, y'all.
• 35:49
  Speaker 3: I'm good, bro, yo, get I'm safe when it's all love,
• 35:52
  Speaker 3: Because now when you think about it, what the fuck
• 35:53
  Speaker 3: he was beefing about twenty years ago? Shit, don't be
• 35:56
  Speaker 3: about nothing. Females territory that she don't mean nothing.
• 36:01
  Speaker 1: We don't own no houses over here, and now that
• 36:03
  Speaker 1: she got a baby by somebody else, what be doing? No?
• 36:08
  Speaker 1: I'm good.
• 36:08
  Speaker 2: Well, thanks guys. That's it for this episode of Blame.
• 36:12
  Speaker 2: But now I see make sure you.
• 36:15
  Speaker 3: Like shares subscribed and comments comments sending some madeland let
• 36:19
  Speaker 3: me answer some questions on the podcast.
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: Man, the one year French you've been on this couch
• 36:24
  Speaker 1: with me? Yeah, she wanted to know one year she
• 36:26
  Speaker 1: wanted to be blind and year. She walked by favor
• 36:29
  Speaker 1: I say this.
• 36:29
  Speaker 2: I'm starting to develop.
• 36:32
  Speaker 1: I think I've developed your The other day couldn't get
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: out of the cramping my leg. AND's just starting to
• 36:37
  Speaker 1: work though.
• 36:38
  Speaker 2: What's just starting to work?
• 36:40
  Speaker 1: YO? With peace?
• 36:41
  Speaker 2: Next week Yes,