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- 0:04A while ago I had to perform supervision for the remodeling of a building that
- 0:10was to be used as a set of departments. This building was relatively new.
- 0:16It was built in the 1960s, but had gone through various situations,
- 0:20so it had been abandoned. It had been set to be a great luxury
- 0:26hotel with large rooms intended for people with the most money in the city,
- 0:31but never managed to highlight or attract the attention of tourists. Little by little,
- 0:37he got sloppy until he was in very bad shape. The owner of
- 0:41that moment decided not to invest an additional burden in its reconstruction and sought to
- 0:46sell it for many years. I didn' t make it. Rumors that
- 0:50there was a curse on the land were too important for potential buyers, so
- 0:56in the end they decided not to buy it, leaving the building to deteriorate
- 1:00further and further, as had been left more than twenty years of abandoned.
- 1:06They made more and more urban legends exist about this building, so they started
- 1:11having problems with vandalism. Many young people broke into the place without permission to
- 1:17make their mark that they had managed to pass despite the ghosts, but others
- 1:21went into rituals. There was a time when satanic rituals were very popular,
- 1:26so to speak, especially in the 1980s. The building was targeted by many
- 1:34of these demonic believers, so little by little the decadence and bad fame of
- 1:38the building made it devalue until it was purchased at a laughing price. The
- 1:46reason I know of those things is because I work for a construction company that
- 1:49also manages remodeling or adaptations of places for commercial purposes by profession I am architect,
- 1:57but this work became a good opportunity for me, so I have already
- 2:01been in the remodeling market for many years. Throughout the ten years I have
- 2:07been working on this, I have had to live some paranormal situations or that
- 2:12are part of the superstitions of the people who work in this field, so
- 2:16I have had some complicated jobs, not because of the work itself, but
- 2:22because of the people involved, both workers and buyers and even the owner of
- 2:28the company itself. The most difficult and impacting work is precisely that of the
- 2:32building I have described. At first, everything seemed to go against the moment
- 2:38of beginning the review of the structure. It' s kind of hard to
- 2:44imagine, but since day one that we started taking care of the project,
- 2:47among the workers that we had taken to start taking out all the garbage that
- 2:53people had started leaving after years of vandalism, one of the cleaners gave himself
- 2:58an electric shock with a wire that seemed harmless. Fortunately, the worker did
- 3:04not die, but it was impossible for such a thing to happen, since
- 3:08from the beginning we had been told that the light was suspended throughout the building.
- 3:13As well as water service, as are projects that carry a lot of
- 3:16money. This accident never came out in any media and we were quick to
- 3:23present the remodeling project as soon as possible, because they were trying to leave
- 3:29the functional to start selling the spaces. I made the proposal, it was
- 3:34approved, and forced marches began to work. I thought after that incident,
- 3:38it was best to send some electrician to make sure that no other such accident
- 3:44was going to happen. It all went well. The first few months he
- 3:49took away a lot of what he didn' t serve. Some parts began
- 3:52to be closed and the distribution of departments established. I thought everything was quiet,
- 3:59but the engineer called me one afternoon to communicate very upset. A problem.
- 4:02The plans on the ground floor and the basement did not match what was
- 4:06on those floors. I went to the play right away to find out what
- 4:12was going on. I went to the floor one and realized that there were
- 4:15some walls that were too much, but I had received the plans directly from
- 4:20the previous owner. In the end, after a few hours of trouble with
- 4:25the engineer, I decided to give in and told him I was going to
- 4:29redo the plans. The workers went on with their business. We had to
- 4:33continue, so we were going to start from the second floor onwards the project.
- 4:38As soon as I had finished redoing the plan, I asked the engineer
- 4:42to accompany me to the second floor to check the structures and this reluctantly agreed
- 4:47to go. He didn' t like engineer Mario Alberto very well, but
- 4:53he had to keep working, so he was trying to be soft. Despite
- 4:56his character, we took two interns, if some workers to accommodate us the
- 5:00light in the basement. First we checked part by part, I realized that
- 5:06there was a lot of difference between the spaces that the map said with what
- 5:11it looked like. Physically, after thinking about it, permission was sent for
- 5:15the walls that should not be there to be thrown away. They did not
- 5:20attack the structure of the building, but we did not understand why there were
- 5:26large spaces that were closed. One was a kind of laundry that had a
- 5:30small space the size of a quarter of two meters by two meters, which
- 5:34had no door to enter. It was like it was part of a column
- 5:39or something on the first floor was a bigger space, but we still couldn
- 5:45' t find the entrance. Everything seemed cloudy and even the fact that I
- 5:48had entered those floors gave me the feeling that something was wrong. Mr Mario
- 5:54also told me the same thing. He thought those spaces were a panic room
- 5:58that the designer of the building had put omitting them from the plans so that
- 6:03they would not be easily found by other people. As we talked about how
- 6:10we were going to do it, the workers had returned to the second floor
- 6:15to begin with the jar and the construction of the walls that would have to
- 6:18be put on. The work noises echoed throughout the building, because it was
- 6:21completely alone the two practitioners had gone to fulfill some foolishness of the engineer.
- 6:30Whoever loved putting them to do things didn' t matter. What was the
- 6:34idea was to keep them busy. When we were discussing the details of the
- 6:41new plans, I heard the laughter of someone very young, it was some
- 6:46boy or girl laughing and the echo of that laughter was heard so clear that
- 6:50I saw coming running towards us, the two boys. I pretended I hadn
- 6:54' t heard anything. It wasn' t the first time a play had
- 6:58heard things. Many old buildings have their stories and even their ghosts, but
- 7:04it' s something we don' t have to talk about and it even
- 7:08has to be hidden for the sake of the company. In the end,
- 7:11Mr Mario Alberto forbade us to talk about the laughter of children that we had
- 7:16heard because if a rumor spread to the other workers, they would spread more
- 7:21and so there would be many uncomfortable situations around the project. In the days,
- 7:27one of the guys texted me directly to tell me to watch a video
- 7:31I had taken at the time of working in the basement. It was less
- 7:35than a minute. His voice was being heard saying that he was being scared
- 7:41that a girl was hiding behind a column. Something blurry about how he moved
- 7:46his hand at the time of recording, but it did seem like someone was
- 7:50hiding behind the column he mentioned. When I saw the video, I felt
- 7:55scared that feeling you have when you know you' re watching something real.
- 8:00Besides, this guy had no reason to do that, but I asked him
- 8:05to keep things between us as we had already agreed, although the one who
- 8:09decided it was mario. After those messages I began to receive calls telling me
- 8:16that some masons were saying they didn' t want to go to work anymore,
- 8:22that they didn' t care whether they had finished paying or not,
- 8:26that there were weird things going on while they were doing their jobs. They
- 8:31decided to hold a meeting when the owner of the building asked the owner directly
- 8:37if the rumor that had come to him was true. We all gathered in
- 8:41the building to give a tour to the boss to show him that the advances
- 8:46were going well and that, moreover, what they said was happening in the
- 8:50building was only caused by superstitions that had remained after the abandonment of the construction.
- 8:56That Monday morning, we both arrived. Early we began to monitor very
- 9:03carefully the work of each person. I was reviewing the last touches of the
- 9:07proposal for the basement and floor one. At the moment we were not late
- 9:11with the dates, but those who said they had problems with the scares that
- 9:16gave them when they were working did not want to go on. Two of
- 9:22the fifteen hired had disappeared, leaving us the job. We were just going
- 9:26to take care of talking to everyone to calm their fear. When passing through
- 9:31the second floor, where the renovations were more advanced, one of the lights
- 9:37that had been put on to illuminate the corridor between the apartments was detached.
- 9:41It' ll look like Chiche, but everyone we were present heard a laugh.
- 9:48He didn' t hurt anyone with the fallen lamp, but he didn
- 9:50' t do anything to him. Of grace to the owner of the builder,
- 9:54who thought we were doing everything we could to finish the business. The
- 9:58things that were followed or two tense. The investor was upset. I thought
- 10:03we weren' t going to do a good job' cause things were falling
- 10:07off. That' s why the owner got especially hard on all the procedures.
- 10:13In addition, we had it very often in construction reviewing progress. Little
- 10:18by little they began to see delays. Things happened with the materials. The
- 10:24walls were spoiled They didn' t seem to dry properly. The masons had
- 10:30a group where videos of the paranormal things that happened more than one went on.
- 10:35He had taken a horrible scare when they saw the shadow of children running
- 10:41through the dark corridors. They also came to see how some things moved on
- 10:46their own, especially shovels. They looked like they were playing with them.
- 10:50They were not particularly scary videos, because it seemed that the shovels were moving
- 10:56through the air, but it was impossible for the air to enter the basement,
- 11:01as the spectra were harmless. The head of the play and I turned
- 11:05a blind eye to things, omitting that sometimes the works had to be stopped
- 11:11for hours because there was no way to make the mixer work. By the
- 11:16end of long eight months, the structure had taken shape. We missed finishes
- 11:22and above all the basement, as well as floor one, which was where
- 11:26most setbacks were going on. I moved my office to floor one. From
- 11:31there we began to supervise the work more directly. It was also a way
- 11:35of putting pressure. We needed to finish the job in three more months.
- 11:41Being directly in the building, I could understand how people who work here every
- 11:46day felt. It was a suffocating sensation that seemed to disappear as you climbed
- 11:54floor by floor. After the fourth floor, he didn' t feel anything
- 11:58there The jobs knew two. First. Now I was faced with having to
- 12:03go to bear Mr Mario' s bad temper, who had more years working
- 12:09in the company. Certain powers were given that did not belong to him.
- 12:15I stayed to work on other things I needed to fix in the office installed
- 12:20on the first floor. I kept working there because I wanted to see that
- 12:24I was wrong with the troubled floors. One afternoon I stayed with the night
- 12:28shift workers. They were in charge of finishing changing the wiring because everything was
- 12:35full of something weird like something sticky, more like those children' s toys
- 12:39that stick everywhere in the civil protection. He couldn' t tell us what
- 12:46it was. So there was the report that there was too much humidity in
- 12:50the building and some more things had to be changed. I was writing the
- 12:54appropriate reports to update the chief because Mr Engineer had decided to get sick suddenly
- 13:01when there was more work. Practitioners did what they could, but without my
- 13:07or the engineer' s permission, they couldn' t do much. I
- 13:13was upset about all this nonsense and I was going out for a cigarette.
- 13:16I sat on the stairs trying to keep my mind blank. It took me
- 13:20my time of mental recovery. Although I heard some sounds on the stairs to
- 13:26the basement, I tried to ignore them. I couldn' t do it
- 13:28anymore. When I heard that they were small footprints the ones that resounded echoing
- 13:35on the stairs were heard very clearly. I took with one hand the crucifix
- 13:39I used to use asking God to protect me. I got up to go
- 13:43back to the office. I looked up because I felt a little dirt fell
- 13:48on me that I shook without giving it any importance, but a little head
- 13:54popped in the bend of the ladder. The next floor, I began to
- 13:58tell myself that if I didn' t tie her up with the uer,
- 14:01she would disappear, that if I saw her it was to give her power,
- 14:05that she did show me fear. More things were going to happen.
- 14:07So, even though I felt all over my body the rigidity that scares you,
- 14:11I slowly returned to my place, but the sounds kept listening. It
- 14:18sounded like things were rolling. I got to the office and pulled the door,
- 14:22but it didn' t open. After moving it, I was sure
- 14:26several times that I left it open and the keys were inside. I calmed
- 14:31down and said whoever was playing a joke would open up or win a good
- 14:35problem, but no one answered me. That scared me more. Besides,
- 14:41it was impossible for anyone of the workers to want to make a joke so
- 14:46I struggled with the door a little longer, so Harta went straight to the
- 14:52second floor to ask for an disarmer and a hammer to break the doorplate.
- 14:54Angel, a new boy, told me he was helping me open the door
- 14:58so he wouldn' t fight. I took his help and we went down
- 15:03to the first floor. When we got to the office, it was open.
- 15:07Many of the papers were in disarray. I began to say curses,
- 15:13asking who was doing all that. Within me it was evident that something supernatural
- 15:18was happening. It was impossible for anyone to do that without leaving footprints or
- 15:24without us hearing anything. My angel, who was coming with me, had
- 15:30heard someone leave and it had not taken me more than ten minutes to climb
- 15:33up and get down pityed by my anger angel told me that he could help
- 15:39me pick up the papers and that I could accommodate them little by little,
- 15:43but I told him not to worry and I was going to start cleaning up
- 15:46the mess. Everything was lying down and although no paper or anything had been
- 15:50spoiled, if it was all messy and I couldn' t leave everything like
- 15:56that, when I was picking up, I noticed that there was more time
- 16:00than normal and on the computer monitor I saw clearly the fingerprints of a child
- 16:04were small with thin fingers. No one with those hands was in the building
- 16:10I swallowed saliva and angel noticed it. He looked at the prints persing himself
- 16:15and told me that they were the children who had been showing up during the
- 16:19jobs. The next day I returned ready for the work to be finished,
- 16:25even if Mr Mario was not there, so I summoned the workers. In
- 16:29the basement I told them they were going to throw down the walls to leave
- 16:33the free space that the power plant had already arrived, so they didn'
- 16:37t have to be struggling with the equipment being shut down. It was a
- 16:42peculiar experience. Some strange things were heard, the devices were disconnected by themselves.
- 16:48It took more work to pull one of the walls and more and more
- 16:52trouble to not finish. The basement. They regularly went up to the office
- 16:57to warn me of a new problem. Even a pipe had been drilled something
- 17:03in the building, I didn' t want us to uncover the room that
- 17:08wasn' t specified in the plane. On the second floor there hadn'
- 17:11t been that much trouble. We just made sure there was no entrance or
- 17:15exit and we covered it all up. If you looked well, you understood
- 17:19that this was not an empty space, but we had no more time to
- 17:25throw everything away and rebuild. But as the parking lot was bound to stay
- 17:29in the basement, it was necessary to finish leaving everything free for the drawers
- 17:34of the carts. After everything that happened, one of the biggest workers told
- 17:40me that they could pray to the souls of those who were obstructing the work.
- 17:45Since there was nothing else to try to join me in the request.
- 17:48They got some candles in a nearby store. They were placed in the form
- 17:53of a cross and we all asked permission to let us finish the work.
- 17:57While we asked for that, the candlelight flames danced without any air flow.
- 18:03After a couple of parents prayed, our Marybirds left the candlelights on an improvised
- 18:08altar away from where they were going to start throwing down the walls. Little
- 18:15by little they were yielding one by one the walls and arriving at the hidden
- 18:18place. When the first part of the wall fell, we all witnessed a
- 18:23girl' s face lurking through the hole. We all went back, some
- 18:29cursing and others asking God was a child. We saw a little girl in
- 18:36there, they tossed more pieces with some browns to see if there was anyone
- 18:40or something. We had to be sure as the pieces fell. I looked
- 18:44up every now and then to see if there was anything, but there was
- 18:48nothing. When they put a flashlight into space, they realized it was a
- 18:52room with internal stairs facing the second floor. Both spaces were connected. Some
- 19:00of the previous owners had sent to do that secretly or from the beginning it
- 19:04was planned. It looked like a panic room of those who are built to
- 19:11take refuge. When some danger passes, the whole wall was broken down and
- 19:15it became clear that the room had been used. There were some old soda
- 19:21containers, cans of vegetables, clothes full of dirt and broken soil. A
- 19:26worker went up to the top to check that it was safe to climb those
- 19:30old metal stairs upstairs. There wasn' t much, but it suspiciously smelled
- 19:37like dead. I didn' t know if it was for the time it
- 19:41had been closed or for something else. I called some acquaintances to come in
- 19:44for a secret expert. We did not want the idea that an uncomfortable discovery
- 19:48had occurred for the delivery of the work. They didn' t find anything.
- 19:56The smell was for an unknown reason. They speculated that it was p
- 20:00for the amount of cans or things that were edible before. So we went
- 20:03on with the play while they cleaned up. I saw that the access to
- 20:07that room was originally from the top, but that the entrance had been covered
- 20:11by making a new wall. Someone had hidden that room very carefully. In
- 20:18the end everything was thrown, the play was delivered and everyone forgot everything.
- 20:23But I have my own conclusions about all that, because until the last of
- 20:29the days we were there, children' s footsteps and even their laughter continued
- 20:33to be heard. A plaster worker was scared in the bathroom by a girl
- 20:37who opened the door to him. So, by remembering the amount of clothes
- 20:41we found in the secret rooms and that a lot was small, I think
- 20:47someone did terrible things to a little girl there. The worst thing is that
- 20:51I think it wasn' t just a girl, because the laughs are several.
- 20:55In addition, silhouettes of young children have been seen in the hallways.
- 20:57It' s awful to think about what could happen there so those kids can
- 21:03still be trapped in that place. Not even the prayer we made could help
- 21:07them get out of that cycle of prison in which they find themselves. I
- 21:11think their ghosts hang around because they didn' t know very well what was
- 21:15happening to them. They may not even know they died. It' s
- 21:19sad to imagine, but it' s even more so to think that they
- 21:25found no evidence of anything, so you can' t investigate anything or look
- 21:27for them. In the end they' re going to stay there unless someone
- 21:30confesses something from the past or between the foundations find something that can give an
- 21:36indication of why they' re still in those corridors. I' m a
- 21:45runner. I work in a cleaning equipment sales company, but in my spare
- 21:48time I do sports to relax. It was already customary for me to go
- 21:55running on weekends or during my vacation I also participated in the open house of
- 22:00several kilometers. As I say, it' s a hobby I' ve
- 22:06taken very seriously. That' s why, first of all, I'
- 22:08m a runner and I enjoy it very much. There was a time when
- 22:11I was in my thirties that I started to make a route to run in
- 22:15the ravine of Cuentita, a very famous place to go hiking in Guadalajara.
- 22:21It was a year after the closure of the pandemic that I decided to go
- 22:26for a run on a Friday. I wasn' t going to celebrate with
- 22:29family or friends. I was very exhausted by personal situations that hit me all
- 22:33year. I was at that moment when he doesn' t want to know
- 22:38about anyone The best thing was to get away and wait for things to get
- 22:42better over time. I remember I woke up very early. I took my
- 22:48supplements, put on the clothes I liked the most to go for a run.
- 22:51I grabbed my car and just told him I' d run off to
- 22:55Licet, the girl who was supporting me at work as a secretary. I
- 23:00got there about eight in the morning. There were some people, so I
- 23:03put on the hearing aids so I wouldn' t let them talk to me.
- 23:07I wanted to run alone and I saw that several went in those groups
- 23:11that are clubs of people who come together to run. I approached the descent
- 23:15as usual. I started to warm up a little. I was thinking about
- 23:21a lot of things, so I was focused. I didn' t realize
- 23:25I left my cell phone in my pants and not on the bracelet I left
- 23:27it on. It was a cold morning. Little by little. I stopped
- 23:32seeing many people, as many stayed halfway because of the intense rise back.
- 23:38The place was dry, you could see the grass and the brown trees.
- 23:44It was all kind of a dead nature. I' ve been on my
- 23:48way. He had two liters of water and a cereal bar in his backpack.
- 23:52I felt bad by myself. The road made me feel more tired and
- 23:56tired than I expected. Honestly, a lot of thought about how many bad
- 24:00things went through my head. I was hoping to get it over with at
- 24:04some point, and I figured that might be a good place. It would
- 24:10take them to find me, and besides, only lis knew where I was.
- 24:12We were on vacation so I wouldn' t see her until three days
- 24:17later, a good time for things to end. I kept running and for
- 24:22a while I was jogging about how hard the descent was. It was also
- 24:26suffocating to think I was really in a very bad mental situation and I am
- 24:32very sorry that I thought about dying. Maybe that' s why I got
- 24:33lost. When I came to a place deep into the ravine, the road
- 24:37was no longer clear. It was obvious that very little or almost no people
- 24:44were passing by. Instead of stopping, I kept walking, watching that there
- 24:48was no one and I figured that even some animal could do something to me.
- 24:52But the most important thing would be to find a suitable place to do
- 24:57what he was convinced he wanted. While I was walking, I was planning
- 25:02on how and with what. The afternoon gave me full sun on high burned
- 25:04my face, but I didn' t want to see what. Time was
- 25:08rarely hungry either and I was plunged into something that didn' t seem to
- 25:15have come back for long. Then I found a place nearby and it was
- 25:19the river. I will not tell the details of what happened to the people
- 25:22who are going to know my story, but it made clear that I am
- 25:27not an especially negative person. I just felt a lot worse on that day
- 25:32because it was supposed to be the end to restart everything with a lot of
- 25:37possibilities, because that' s what the new year is about, but I
- 25:41didn' t feel like I had any chance. It was another year I
- 25:42spent. It was only a while and the sun felt less intense and the
- 25:48cold air water caused the temperature to drop. After an internal struggle. Realizing
- 25:53what I was trying to do, I fortunately could slow down my thoughts.
- 26:00I knew I had to eat something to start the climb because it was going
- 26:04to be difficult and without eating more than an energy bar and I was running
- 26:08out of water. So I could sort of hold on. I started going
- 26:12up fast. When I realized the sun seemed to be hiding. Pretty soon
- 26:17I looked up my cell phone to see the GPS. I needed to find
- 26:22a short route because it was going to catch up with me at night.
- 26:26I didn' t have my phone. He was still wearing his hearing aids,
- 26:30but he didn' t remember when the music stopped playing. Maybe a
- 26:33lot of miles back he had dropped his cell phone. There was no other
- 26:37way I' d go back where I came from. I was trying to
- 26:41remember as much as I could, but because of the mental situation I had.
- 26:45I didn' t remember many parts, so I was guided by common
- 26:49sense. So I came to a very steep area to climb, but a
- 26:53small road was spotted higher up. Perhaps he had found the main road and
- 26:59if so, it would be easier to climb. I went up the edge
- 27:03of the stones and the moment I saw the dirt road, I also saw
- 27:07a couple of men, about four or five that were moving some bags.
- 27:11I wanted to come back because it wasn' t a good sign to see
- 27:15something like that in the middle of nowhere, but I slipped and went down
- 27:18rolling. It wasn' t such a high place. The problem is that
- 27:22I fell down, or at least that' s what I think, because
- 27:26my right ankle was broken by the force of standing down. I' m
- 27:30sure I gave a horrible scream for the pain I fainted. I don'
- 27:34t know how long it took for me to wake up, but it was
- 27:38night. I didn' t see anything and I felt some animals running through
- 27:42my body. I moved as I could to touch my ankle. I felt
- 27:47like my ankle was totally moved, so I cursed my luck, because if
- 27:51I was going to die, I didn' t want it to be like
- 27:52that. I took off the little backpack that I was carrying there I kept
- 27:59everything in place I just threw it away with water. I was totally deformed
- 28:02by the fall. I was stirring my backpack trying to find something to light
- 28:07me up, but I wasn' t wearing anything. There he had hidden
- 28:11the wallet, there was only the cereal bar and the thermos for the totally
- 28:15deformed water. I looked everywhere. I couldn' t tell much. The
- 28:19moon was almost completely dark. The stars looked amazingly, but they didn'
- 28:26t help me guide me to some tree. Since I could pull out a
- 28:30good stick to serve as a cane, I crawled to a huge stone.
- 28:36That' s where I got loaded. I didn' t know what to
- 28:38do. All I had left was to wait for Ali to wonder if he
- 28:42was okay. I' d lie if I said I wasn' t scared,
- 28:48because I was scared and I looked everywhere. If I didn' t
- 28:52find an animal, maybe they' d be the guys that were moving bags.
- 28:56Higher up the darkness seemed to play jokes on me, for among the
- 29:02weeds I could see moving figures. The silence made me feel very strong the
- 29:06movements of some animals between the leaves or branches of nearby trees. First I
- 29:12looked at something like a yellow teary eye. Looking at me in the distance
- 29:18all that darkness wouldn' t let me shape what it was. That could
- 29:22be a Tlacuache or something much bigger. It moved from one side to the
- 29:26other with a winding shape and that put me on alert. I moved my
- 29:30arms to the sides while looking forward. I looked for some stones and started
- 29:36putting it close to me. I thought if I was going to get attacked
- 29:40by some animal, at least I' d fight and I could stone him
- 29:42to death. The animal did not approach, only seemed to meander from one
- 29:47side after a while. I didn' t see him anymore, but the
- 29:52noise of something running through the dry plants put me on notice. Something was
- 29:56stalking me. I began to sweat cold, but at the same time the
- 30:00temperatura was so low that I felt my legs in a slumber, especially the
- 30:04one damaged by the fall. Fortunately, it does not snow in Guadalajara nor
- 30:11are the temperatures so extreme. I knew I wouldn' t die of that.
- 30:15The problem would be water or animals that could smell my blood. I
- 30:19lasted a long time with the adrenaline ready to fight any animal, but nothing
- 30:25happened and the lack of food and injury started to pass me bill I felt
- 30:30dizzy, so with the numbness, without realizing it, I fell asleep,
- 30:33although it could also be a fainting woke up. When I heard some whispers,
- 30:41I panicked thinking they were going to make those men suspicious. I held
- 30:45on to my stones waiting for them to pass by. I had nothing to
- 30:48reflect with the light. So the darkness was hiding me well. The whispers
- 30:53followed and slowly I felt it closer, but the people who came out,
- 30:57those s sns, never appeared. I thought I was hearing things from the
- 31:03crash, and I was content to know that I was saved from finding someone
- 31:07who could leave me much worse than I was. I heard the sound of
- 31:12water running. I' m sure it was still near the river, but
- 31:17I hadn' t noticed. I began to get colder and colder until I
- 31:21stopped feeling my lips. I started blaming myself I thought that was happening to
- 31:26me because I was looking for him. I had a good time of internal
- 31:30fighting again because of the feeling of guilt, courage and impotence. It was
- 31:34silly to go running, get lost and end up with a broken ankle.
- 31:40My chances of survival were very low. So, falling into my reality,
- 31:45for the first time in my life, I was afraid of dying I began
- 31:49to ask God, someone with whom I had not spoken for a long time,
- 31:55wanted a miracle. If he' d never listened to me, I
- 31:59thought that was a good time for him to show up or something to help
- 32:02me get out of where I was. I also remembered my late mother and
- 32:06started asking her to help me if I could. In the midst of all
- 32:09my thoughts, I remembered that my mother was very devoted to the souls of
- 32:15purgatory. She said they were very miraculous. I didn' t remember a
- 32:22single prayer or our father' s, so I started improvising. As I
- 32:25could. I was completely broken mentally the cold was numb and at the end
- 32:31of a long time, I thought it best to leave without putting any more
- 32:36resistance. As I let myself be carried away by the feeling of coldness in
- 32:40the body. The pain was slowly yielding until it became somewhat distant and those
- 32:44eyes I had seen before met mine again in the darkness. Those yellow eyes
- 32:52stood out along with others who saw me I closed my eyes abandoned to death.
- 32:58I knew if I wasn' t feeling the pain in my leg anymore,
- 33:02I was sure to leave soon. In the end, my thoughts were
- 33:06about my mother, praying sitting on the bedside. She in a robe with
- 33:10her hands together on request prayed for all those souls who had died in pain
- 33:16and could not get out of their suffering. I remember telling him that I
- 33:21was one of those souls and in pain I asked him to help me stop
- 33:24suffering, to come for me to take me back in his arms. In
- 33:30the middle of the darkness, I began to see that little lights were moving.
- 33:34I thought they were fireflies. It was to see a lot of little
- 33:37dots of light. In the middle of the dark I thought I was dreaming.
- 33:40When I saw the lights move around me, I stopped feeling the pain
- 33:45completely and I didn' t feel scared either. Animals were heard, but
- 33:50I no longer felt it close. Even the insects that were climbing my body
- 33:54everywhere stopped moving. I didn' t really feel it anymore I thought I
- 34:01was dead. The lights came and went when I closed my eyes completely.
- 34:06They seemed to shine a little more, so I opened my eyes to know
- 34:10what was going on. A little light approached the front of my face.
- 34:15I took strength to touch her and I wasn' t surprised. When I
- 34:20passed through the rumors of voices, they heard each other again. I started
- 34:23raising my voice. It didn' t matter who it was. Maybe they
- 34:28could help me, so I was asking for help, but they didn'
- 34:31t seem to listen to me. The voices kept talking to each other in
- 34:35the distance. I heard something was running later, some squealing sounds and a
- 34:40lot of dirt fell on me with it. There came a stunned rabbit who
- 34:45hit my face with a few coughing kicks because of all the dust I felt
- 34:50while I was scaring the animal from the body I was still not half shaken.
- 34:53When he fell on my other rabbit. They were fighting as I lifted
- 35:00the polvadera and as I could, I began to signal them. As I
- 35:02told them to leave by mistake, I moved my leg and when that happened
- 35:07I screamed for the pain. Then I knew he was alive. The lights
- 35:12began to appear in the distance. I felt like something bad was gonna happen
- 35:16to me. The pain in the foot was strong, but he endured to
- 35:20make no noise, because those lights seemed to move when he spoke. They
- 35:23moved very slowly and disappeared as the murmurs came and went, so I realized
- 35:29that they were the ones talking. I was surprised to think that, but
- 35:36I had all the logic of the world, so I decided to speak to
- 35:39them I told them that I did not want to die, that they would
- 35:45help me among the distant murmurs. I heard they were telling me something like
- 35:46nothing' s gonna happen to you. We' re here. The light,
- 35:50little by little, was concentrating as if it were a flashlight at night.
- 35:53Very tenuous and at one point I understood within myself that I had to
- 35:58follow that, but with him the foot so hurt doubted, I endured the
- 36:02pain and started crawling among the earth the stones and all there was, I
- 36:07moved slowly and the light seemed to turn into small flashes. From afar,
- 36:13that dim light looked like a person walking. At that time I didn'
- 36:17t ask myself anything or doubted just wanted to get out of the ravine alive,
- 36:22so for some reason I fully trusted that semi- transparent entity that guided
- 36:28me in the dark. In a moment, tiredness overcame me, so I
- 36:31threw myself face down to sleep with a glance. I could see that the
- 36:36light of day was near, but I was already despairing at the feeling that
- 36:39I was not getting anywhere. Tiredness was too powerful. The hunger and thirst
- 36:45had made me dumb. I woke up getting my face out of the leaves.
- 36:51I had felt that something touched my back delicately I looked up at where
- 36:55I saw that figure go, but there was nothing. The dark of the
- 37:00early morning, that blue darkness, which was accompanied by a light layer of
- 37:06fog, which is very characteristic of the sunrises. In that place, among
- 37:10that haze, the trees felt strange. It was like being in a different
- 37:15place. Also the feeling of cold or numbness was no longer there and I
- 37:21joined up until I felt missed my idea everywhere. I could see the river
- 37:25behind a bunch of small trees. I had to get to the river.
- 37:30They' d find me there faster, because they wouldn' t know where
- 37:36I was. I had to move quickly, as my energies were running out
- 37:40and I felt my legs shaking, but I could still stand up with difficulty.
- 37:46I walked around my leg hurt a lot less than I thought. It
- 37:50would hurt if I supported her a little to get her to walk. I
- 37:54never looked at the state of my ankle. I was immediately focused on the
- 38:00small road to get to where I knew the river was. As I walked,
- 38:04I began to see some silhouettes hidden between the trees. I didn'
- 38:08t recognize it to be that, but I wasn' t afraid. After
- 38:10two or three silhouettes I could see, I realized they were people. His
- 38:16silhouettes were seen as men or women, and some had clothes I could think
- 38:22of was modern, others had old clothes, mistreated and even that seemed to
- 38:27be from a few years ago slow and with safe passage, I arrived at
- 38:32the end of that path without seeing again the lights or the white figure that
- 38:37was indicating the way. The morning light hit me full in the eyes.
- 38:39I woke up lying near the river. I couldn' t get up and
- 38:44my leg was so pricked that I felt like all my blood was going out
- 38:49there. However, despite the pain, I was no longer afraid of the
- 38:55assurance that I would soon be in my house. I twisted to settle down,
- 39:01at least sideways, so that the sun wouldn' t hurt my eyes
- 39:05and the moment I turned to my left, a cereal bar came out.
- 39:09I looked at her for a long time tempted to eat her, because the
- 39:14hunger was already too much, but I thought about what I dreamt or hallucinated
- 39:17about all those people who were there while I reached the riverbank. Those people
- 39:22or beings of nature were owed my thanks, found me or had not helped
- 39:29me to reach a place where at least I would have access to water so
- 39:32as not to die dehydrated. I put my hands together with the bar.
- 39:37I thanked them with all my soul for protecting me during the night. Then
- 39:42I put the bar as far away as I could, telling them that,
- 39:45for the moment, that was something I could leave them as a gift for
- 39:50their help. I fell asleep almost immediately waiting for someone to come for me,
- 39:53and so it was at the hours of that prayer, thanking them.
- 39:59The proté civilians found me, they gave me first aid. They put my
- 40:05body on a stretcher so I could move without hurting my leg anymore. I
- 40:08felt everything very slow, maybe because of dehydration or something, but surely what
- 40:14I will remember forever are not firefighters. It' s the image I saw
- 40:19in the weeds somewhere far away from where we were there. Again, a
- 40:23silhouette was hidden between the leaves and the branches. He was watching me leave.
- 40:29I thanked him for his help and that silhouette came back and behind it
- 40:32I could see that the plants were moving like something was going on. Without
- 40:37thinking how much I was sure those other figures I had seen the night before,
- 40:43now that I was saved, could go back to where they were.
- 40:49When I asked about Cereal' s bar that I had left by my side,
- 40:52they all answered the same thing. There was nothing around me. When
- 40:57several arrived, my comment was taken as a joke. They thought it was
- 41:00part of my sense of humor, but I wanted to know that they had
- 41:06accepted that little offering for what they had made for me after that experience.
- 41:10I' ve been looking for some explanations to what I saw. Some people
- 41:14who dedicate themselves to shamanism tell me that they could be the beings of the
- 41:19elements. They had led me to be safe because it wasn' t my
- 41:22time yet. Other people tell me that they had been the dead, that
- 41:27I invoked in remembering my mother and that perhaps that white figure was the spirit
- 41:31known as the soul alone, a very miraculous entity that can even save those
- 41:37who are very faithful to them from death. The most frightening answer I have
- 41:40been given was a lady who assures me that they are the souls of the
- 41:45deceased who died in that place that now seek to save other souls, as
- 41:51they could not save them. After these years, I still can' t
- 41:54imagine any of those explanations being the real one, but I' d like
- 42:00to think that my mother somehow looked for the way back just to be able
- 42:04to give me a little more time. In this world, relatives come for
- 42:13you when it' s time for you to die. I heard my grandmother
- 42:15talking to someone during a relative' s funeral that I don' t remember
- 42:21anymore. She always told me to pay her homage to our deceased, because
- 42:24they were waiting for us to meet with us. The tradition of the noveniaries
- 42:31was almost cult in my house and special prayers were also made during the important
- 42:37celebrations of the year, such as Christmas or New Year. That was something
- 42:42I didn' t understand very well, but over time I came to understand
- 42:46when she passed away from it two years ago. Just my grandmother, Margarita,
- 42:52was my dad' s mom. My mom had died when I was
- 42:55born, so she took care of raising me along with my brother. My
- 43:00mom had had a pregnancy before my brother Manuel' s, and everything had
- 43:05gone well. When she started going to the doctor, when she found out
- 43:08she was pregnant again, two years after my brother' s birth, she
- 43:14had not been detected by her heart problem. She passed away at the time
- 43:17of coming home with me. My grandmother was very close to my mom,
- 43:22since she had no family, so she also had my mom' s photograph
- 43:27hanging on the wall where she made the family album. Where the great-
- 43:31grandparents were on their wedding day. The dead are still with you, they
- 43:37say goodbye to you, they help you in some difficult times. She said,
- 43:42they wait in glory for those who loved in life. My grandmother was
- 43:45very Catholic, because she grew up in that environment, since her father'
- 43:50s family was very religious, there were even several relatives dedicated to being parents
- 43:54or nuns. She did not develop that taste, but she was very spirit
- 44:00and full of love for the way she talked to me about the ancestors.
- 44:05I was not afraid, like other children, of seeing a ghost. I
- 44:08wanted to see my mom. I wanted her to come meet me, because
- 44:13she was already a big girl. But it' s very different if they
- 44:15tell you that than it does. When I was twenty- two years old,
- 44:21my mother Margarita began to have problems with her legs, they all swelled
- 44:25up, took her and eventually arrived at the doctor very late because of her
- 44:29foolishness. When she was hospitalized, nothing could be done for her kidneys stopped
- 44:32working and she started going to the hospital to wash her blood three days a
- 44:37week. The wear and tear seemed obvious to me and I began to prepare
- 44:45for the farewell suffered from seeing her suffer. The months passed and she stayed
- 44:47in a state not very good, but she kept fighting. I found it
- 44:54surprising, so I asked her if she could do anything for her to relieve
- 44:59her pain. She or she answered that nothing. That I didn' t
- 45:01worry, because she knew that soon she was going to know it so directly
- 45:07made me break into tears, one thing was to think that that was going
- 45:12to happen and another very different thing was to hear her say that I was
- 45:16just waiting for the time to come. She told me that she knew,
- 45:19because the last night she had been hospitalized, when she was told that her
- 45:23signs had stopped working, she could hear my mom' s voice in the
- 45:28distance, looking for her skin. I' ve got it up. I
- 45:31remembered their stories about relatives coming before someone' s death, but that had
- 45:37been more than three months ago, so I took a little pity on their
- 45:40situation. I thought I was probably hallucinating. I even told the doctor and
- 45:45they did some tests which they threw out that, indeed, something bad was
- 45:52going on with her. His sugar levels were very high against his struggle and
- 45:55even his tears. My dad took her to the hospital. He needed treatment
- 46:02soon if he wanted to save himself to live a little longer. She looked
- 46:06tired. It was the only time in my life I saw her upset with
- 46:10me for not interceding the moment my dad made the decision to leave her in
- 46:15the hospital. As the doctor indicated, she told me that she would go
- 46:20away from her family, from the ground where she was born, her father,
- 46:23from the house where she had come to sow the first cob to her
- 46:27grandmother. It broke my heart, but I had to see her at the
- 46:30hospital. I took care of her every day on the schedule that didn'
- 46:36t interfere with college classes. Little by little she showed signs of improvement,
- 46:39but she didn' t seem happy. She spent a lot more quiet time
- 46:45next to me than, as usual, was the bed she was in.
- 46:49The room didn' t help me to make her feel lively. She was
- 46:52overshadowed by sadness. Every person who had the opportunity also asked the doctor if
- 46:58he could go home. Time passed. The two weeks they were going to
- 47:04do control had become a month. Meanwhile, my grandmother looked older, getting
- 47:07tired. It was rare to see her sometimes rejuvenated as a child while chatting
- 47:15with some acquaintance who was going to visit her hemodialysis partners or close friends who
- 47:21were still alive. But it was even rarer to see her age as she
- 47:25slept or remained silent for a long time, her skin looked more wrinkled.
- 47:30It was to see the depth of all the wrinkles, making it look like
- 47:35some kind of paper doll. I also began to perceive that its natural aroma
- 47:39changed. Now the medicine mix won' t let me smell your colony at
- 47:45random, but there was also a scent that couldn' t identify what it
- 47:49was. Sometimes, when it came to my turn to look after her,
- 47:53the space where she slept smelled like that weird thing she didn' t identify.
- 47:57My grandmother talked softly that she was becoming more and more frequent than talking
- 48:00down to herself. I was worried, so I asked your doctor, but
- 48:07he told me that it was part of the infection he had developed because he
- 48:10could no longer move from the wheelchair one evil after another evil. It affected
- 48:15her even though I was told she was normal. I didn' t feel
- 48:20that way. He always said different things, but it didn' t seem
- 48:24like anything like madness or hallucinations. What she was saying seemed coherent and it
- 48:29is precisely that which makes me think that she, indeed, invoked her ancestors
- 48:34as far as she was because they could no longer look for her in her
- 48:38house, where she wanted to die. One weekend night I stayed to take
- 48:43care of her during the night woke me up to the clarity with which I
- 48:47heard my grandmother' s voice. I thought you were talking to me,
- 48:51but I said hello as you are and I closed my eyes again. Still
- 48:55in the position I was asleep, I heard a whisper from a man far
- 49:00away, as when the voice is far away and I imagined someone was passing
- 49:05through the outside corridor, but my grandmother immediately replied that she was happy to
- 49:09hear that my legs trembled. I didn' t understand it was that whisper
- 49:15of voice. There, in the room, there was just me and her.
- 49:17Besides, the doctor was a woman and there was a nurse. I
- 49:22remember my heart beating so hard that I heard it in my ears. I
- 49:28was afraid to think I was going to open my eyes and meet someone'
- 49:31s figure right next to me, in front of her talking. I moved
- 49:36a little to see if my grandmother left the conversation she had, but it
- 49:39didn' t happen. After that he told her that if it was time
- 49:44to leave and I got up at once asking her if she was okay.
- 49:47Surprisingly, I was sitting and braiding her long white hair looked at me with
- 49:53the deepest eyes were glassy and I saw them gray. The color so black
- 49:58that I remembered is tar was disappearing. I think she was getting older every
- 50:02minute, every time someone else came in to take a little bit of it.
- 50:08At first, I also believed what the doctor told me, that old
- 50:12age was making her disconnect little by little, but I heard that voice he
- 50:16was talking to and even though I didn' t know what he said,
- 50:21but it' s real that I heard a man answer him. So,
- 50:22at that time, I decided to be her ally so that she could be
- 50:28discharged and gone home, the place she loved most in the world. Unfortunately,
- 50:34the fever came with more force and with it the null possibility of returning
- 50:37to the house. To finish, leaving with every day was sadder. He
- 50:43didn' t talk much anymore, he was sweating because of the fever,
- 50:49and at times he was talking while the temperature wasn' t lowering because of
- 50:50the infection. My dad told me he always said incoherences that I didn'
- 50:55t listen to him, but I insisted that the family was coming for her.
- 51:00My dad told me to shut up, not to say it out loud,
- 51:02because the dead listen to everything. Besides, she was going to get
- 51:07better, just as my grandmother had instilled those in me. I don'
- 51:12t know how to call them traditions or ideas. My dad also thought of
- 51:15all those stories that his mother told him and even though he knew what my
- 51:20mom, Margarita wanted, he told me that it was just stories of ladies
- 51:24that I didn' t get heavy that I dedicated myself to taking care of
- 51:29my mom and supporting her with the heaviest schedules to go take care of her
- 51:34in the hospital. She had served a month and five days since she arrived
- 51:37at the hospital. When, again, while I was sleeping, I heard
- 51:42water falling, I woke up looking for the origin of that sound. I
- 51:45looked at my grandmother and she was asleep. I checked that everything was in
- 51:50place. Neither did the hanging bag seem to be broken. I looked around
- 51:54and everything was in order, I was already hallucinating. I tried to read
- 52:00it was a little bit to hang out because I had been scared to sleep,
- 52:04but again, the sound of water falling interrupted me. I got up
- 52:07from the chair, I checked the bed, the serums, I even touched
- 52:13the walls, there was no trace of water. Suddenly his voice scared me
- 52:15and told me where that beautiful waterfall had come from? I asked her which
- 52:22waterfall and she pointed to the place where she was playing on the wall and
- 52:24told me there that beautiful waterfall. I was scared of him. I think
- 52:30we were sharing the hallucination or something, because we both agreed on something.
- 52:36There was water in the room, but I didn' t see anything.
- 52:39I just listened to her. She saw her and maybe there was nothing.
- 52:44That' s where I went with the nurse and they put medicine back on
- 52:47her. He told me he was hallucinating. Again, I didn' t
- 52:52have the courage to tell him that I listened as if there was running water.
- 52:54Besides, before I left the room, the nurse said yes, she
- 52:59lost. He used me. I was surprised because I used nothing but deodorant,
- 53:04but she wanted to know the name of the sweet perfume she smelled.
- 53:07When I entered the room, I told him anything. So I realized that
- 53:13the rare scent that started coming to me was kind of a very light perfume.
- 53:19I looked at my sleepy grandmother and I swear to God I saw death
- 53:22stand aside for a second. The dark shadow of the patch was watching her
- 53:25sleep in a few hours. The fever came back again, so while the
- 53:31medicine they gave him was working, he changed his rags with water to help
- 53:36keep it cool and not raise his body temperature any more. In the middle
- 53:42of the hallucinations. She told me that that waterfall was the most beautiful thing
- 53:46she' d ever seen and that a man told her to take a bath
- 53:51there, she was going to lower her fever. There was no gentleman,
- 53:54but I followed him as he told me that he was someone I didn'
- 53:59t know, but that I was asking him a lot of things where he
- 54:01had grown up. I was also asking him about his mom. After a
- 54:07long time, the fever gave way. The doctor left directions and left me
- 54:10more calm. He seemed to have fought another crisis, but he was still
- 54:16delicate, so I was telling him to fight. She started crying and opened
- 54:20her eyes slightly just to look directly at me and told me so you'
- 54:25re a granddaughter of Apollonius. I was frozen, because something weird was happening
- 54:30to him. I was breathing hard and it seemed like I was pulling all
- 54:35the air out of his body without completely turning it back and getting nervous.
- 54:38I began to fear that the time was near. The crying came, but
- 54:43I had to put up with it so she wouldn' t see me bad.
- 54:46My dad, my brother, an aunt and I took turns looking after
- 54:51her, but only my aunt told me openly that her mom was in the
- 54:55process of leaving. He told me one morning. I came to that morning
- 54:59temple thing to stay all day and my Aunt Keta told me that her mother
- 55:02was in God' s grace waiting to leave. The priest had gone to
- 55:08give communion to the room and after that he felt that his mother was full
- 55:13of light. I told her that the dead were visiting her, that I
- 55:17had seen her talk to nothing. She asked me what she was saying and
- 55:22I told her she was waving. I was asking how they were. He
- 55:25talked about what he did or did. My aunt was persignant. He told
- 55:30me to pray to make the process less long. She also said something like
- 55:35that who knows what she had done in life so that the dead would arrive
- 55:39like this for her. She thought that was bad, that they were coming
- 55:44for you, but little by little I realized that' s what my grandmother
- 55:46expected. Two days before she left, she talked to me like nothing was
- 55:53sitting in bed and asked me to wash her hair. When the door opened
- 55:58out of nowhere, the knob turned, allowing a very cold air into the
- 56:02room. My grandmother smiled and told me she had come. Joseph I told
- 56:07him hiding my fear, that it had only been the air that perhaps was
- 56:13confused. At that moment, my backpack moved and fell completely to the ground,
- 56:16leaving visible everything that was inside. My grandmother told me she was tired
- 56:22that if I was done as fast as I could, I dried her hair
- 56:27and pulled it. He told me to turn on the TV so that Joseph
- 56:30could entertain himself again. I felt fear ratting out my hands. I felt
- 56:36a feeling of heat shaking that I can' t explain and I told my
- 56:39grandmother that there was no one, that nobody had come here for a while.
- 56:45She replied that it was not rude that Joseph, her son, was
- 56:49sitting on the couch where my backpack was. It took me a long time
- 56:53to get close to picking up what had been laid. I preferred to stay
- 56:57in the chair next to the bed to avoid feeling something unpleasant. My grandmother
- 57:01talked a little bit to Joseph or him with her while I was sleeping,
- 57:07answering or asking and I didn' t know what to do. It was
- 57:08obvious to me that my grandmother was seeing something, but according to the doctor,
- 57:14she was hallucinating about the infection. While I was looking at my cell
- 57:16phone. At dawn, my grandmother stopped talking and I decided that I had
- 57:22to pray for a while. The room felt heavy. Besides, two things
- 57:28had already moved without anyone touching them. One was my backpack and the other
- 57:31was at the door. I searched my cell phone for the rosary because I
- 57:36didn' t remember what I was saying and I started praying under it just
- 57:42as I was going to finish the second mystery. I heard very clearly that
- 57:45they said louder. I shut up and looked at my mom Margarita, who
- 57:49was snoring. I didn' t have the courage to keep praying. I
- 57:52felt very overwhelmed At that moment the nurse arrived and when she came in for
- 57:58a minute, she stopped looking everywhere and asked me about the lady who had
- 58:01come to visit. I told him there was no one but me. She
- 58:06told me that maybe she was wrong and fear came out again and for the
- 58:10first time in my life I wanted to be away from my grandmother, the
- 58:15woman I loved the most in the world, my parenting mom. I went
- 58:20to the bathroom to wash my face at 3: 30 in the morning.
- 58:23I saw it on the big clock at the end of the hall, where
- 58:28the bathrooms were. I went in trying to calm down, washed my face.
- 58:30I was wondering if I could tell my aunt to let me rest for
- 58:35about two days so I could calm down, because I might be getting too
- 58:40upset about what was going on with her. I washed my face again and
- 58:43dried it with the sweater I was wearing. I felt like smoking a cigarette,
- 58:47but I couldn' t get out for long. I figured I could
- 58:52tell the nurse to take care of her for a while when she was coming
- 58:55back, because she really needed to get out. From there I looked at
- 58:59my watch and already took five or ten minutes. There he had to return
- 59:04and at the time of going out, a bathroom door opened itself by activating
- 59:07the sink of the cup, which was automatic. I heard a few steps,
- 59:14but I didn' t know where they came from. I thought it
- 59:17was a sensor error. I went to the bathroom to confirm my idea.
- 59:22But as soon as I went to the bathroom, the door closed in my
- 59:25face and slammed. I stepped back slowly looking at the door, but now
- 59:30the door next door moved shaking, so I ran out straight with the nurses.
- 59:37I came to her place very scared. They saw me so agitated that
- 59:42the doctor came out to see me while I was wondering if I was too
- 59:46nervous about what was going on with my grandmother. All the files fell off
- 59:49the nursing bar. It seemed that they had slipped, all falling into a
- 59:54dry noise, because we had all been silent to witness that. Right after
- 1:00:01my grandmother' s bed alarm went off, the doctor, the nurse and
- 1:00:05I ran into the room. When I arrived, I saw my grandmother moving
- 1:00:09desperately from one side to the other. They immediately pressed a button that got
- 1:00:15other nurses in a cart and pulled me out of the room. From the
- 1:00:20entrance he saw what they were doing to him. They put a tube in
- 1:00:23his throat. They also put other things in it and also increased the bags
- 1:00:29that went into his veins. After all that, I felt like my soul
- 1:00:32was leaving my body. My grandmother was already leaving barely if she had been
- 1:00:37alive connected to the respirator. On leaving, the doctor told me that my
- 1:00:43grandmother was very delicate and also explained to me what had happened. But I
- 1:00:47don' t remember well, since from there, I stopped a few meters
- 1:00:52away from her to see how the sheets that covered her moved in a way
- 1:00:57that looked like someone had sat on the bed and inevitably screamed the doctor and
- 1:01:01the nurses entered the room again. My grandmother had fallen into cardiac parochial at
- 1:01:07the time I was in crisis. I couldn' t believe what I was
- 1:01:10living. All those spirit signs near her. My grandmother only held one more
- 1:01:15day. It was long enough for everyone to come and say goodbye. I
- 1:01:21didn' t move from the hospital or change my clothes. I was terrified,
- 1:01:24but I didn' t want to leave her. My dad came crying
- 1:01:28out of the room and when he hugged me, he told me my mom
- 1:01:30was with her because she smelled of her perfume. I began to tremble.
- 1:01:35I couldn' t talk, and I don' t remember clearly what I
- 1:01:38said to my dad, but after that he gave me a nervous breakdown.
- 1:01:42My grandmother died while I was asleep in one of the reception chairs. I
- 1:01:46thought I was gonna regret not being with her, but I didn' t,
- 1:01:51as I dreamt about her and said goodbye to me. At the time
- 1:01:54of his departure, my brother and dad were outside the room talking to the
- 1:01:59doctor and they were impressed that for a minute or less they heard as if
- 1:02:05several people were talking outside the room, but no one was seen passing by.
- 1:02:14Last year, when the new school cycle began, my son Emilio entered
- 1:02:19primary school. He' s a very cheerful kid and I was very excited
- 1:02:23to go to his new school too I was very excited about him, as
- 1:02:28he' s my only son, so every single thing he does leaves me
- 1:02:31amazed. The school chose something far away because there was a way back from
- 1:02:37my husband' s work. As Gael has a job that has to be
- 1:02:42happening with customers, it is easier for him to go for it at the
- 1:02:45time of departure. Instead, I work as a designer at an advertising company
- 1:02:51and I couldn' t go out to pick it up. So we chose
- 1:02:54a Catholic school that had a good reputation for being the best in the area
- 1:02:59to give good education. We spent several weeks thinking if it was a good
- 1:03:06place, because neither of us is especially attached to the church, but in
- 1:03:09the end, all the points in favor were heavier than our lack of interest
- 1:03:15in religion. It was an intense first week to accommodate the new rhythm of
- 1:03:21life. It was complicated that he and I ran every day to take or
- 1:03:24pick up the child on time, while Emilio had a great time at school.
- 1:03:30He' s one of those kids talking, like my mom says,
- 1:03:34even around the elbows. So it was obvious that he loved the place we
- 1:03:37chose for him. He also talked about his classmates. When we asked her
- 1:03:44what she had done in the living room, she told us a lot of
- 1:03:46things and in half she was tired of everything she told me, because it
- 1:03:52seemed like they were allowed to do many activities to take advantage of school hours.
- 1:03:57He was happy with his teacher, a jo boy about twenty- six
- 1:04:01or twenty- seven years old who after the first week of class, asked
- 1:04:05us to go to a meeting to introduce ourselves and share the first evaluation of
- 1:04:10the children. He said it was the diagnosis of how the children were so
- 1:04:15they could focus on what they needed or what they liked to put them to
- 1:04:18work properly. My husband was the one who introduced himself to the board and
- 1:04:24spoke very well to me about the teacher. What caught his attention had not
- 1:04:27been either the teacher' s work plan or anything to do with the school.
- 1:04:32He was amazed at the school inside. When we went to see the
- 1:04:36place, she had focused on what Miss Guide was telling us about school.
- 1:04:42So I was surprised when he told me the building was older than it looked.
- 1:04:46He quickly told me the details of the board. He added me to
- 1:04:50the dads' whatsapp group and then went on to tell me details of the
- 1:04:55building. My husband has a certain fondness for constructions. He likes to collect
- 1:04:59scale models. It seemed normal to me that it was an old building of
- 1:05:05those stone, because many of the big old houses use them to make shops,
- 1:05:11schools or other things. Usually, few are used as normal- use
- 1:05:14homes. So it seems normal to me that, although it can also be
- 1:05:19one of the factors why things got weird later. As I mentioned, Emilio
- 1:05:27was very, very happy every day that I saw him coming to my house,
- 1:05:30He lasted a long time telling what he had done in school. I
- 1:05:34also sat with him to work his homework together. It was about a month
- 1:05:39after the start of school that I saw him calmer. I thought she was
- 1:05:42getting crazy about everything new and getting used to being in school. I let
- 1:05:47him work at his own pace and tell me things. Gael told me what
- 1:05:51the boy was saying when he went to school and at one point a group
- 1:05:55of friends began to be recurring. He always placated what he was doing at
- 1:06:00recess time with clarity. Joele and Ker were already having their group of friends,
- 1:06:05so everything was going perfectly. But one Friday the boy was punished in
- 1:06:11the direction when my husband arrived for him had fought with Joel and the teacher
- 1:06:15told us that the fight had begun in the bathrooms. They had gone to
- 1:06:20wash their hands after playing with plasticine. All the children were wiping their hands.
- 1:06:27When there was a problem with a hand towel, according to Joel,
- 1:06:30Emilio had removed his towel and began to struggle for it, until Joel fell
- 1:06:34down and began to cry rarely. Emilio pushed him so he wouldn' t
- 1:06:41let him get up. I was telling him to apologize with clarity. So
- 1:06:44much for normal. I told myself, because kids tend to fight for almost
- 1:06:47meaningless things, so as long as I hadn' t grown up, everything
- 1:06:53was fine. I just got a little restless because they had just left Emilio
- 1:06:58in the direction. The other boy had usually left at the time of departure
- 1:07:00with his mother, while they had waited for someone to come for Emilio to
- 1:07:04talk to him. My husband told me the teacher was waiting for him there
- 1:07:11with the child. The teacher told Emilio to explain to his father what had
- 1:07:14happened during the hand cleaning. Our crying child told him that Joel had been
- 1:07:19ignoring him clearly, so he told him that she felt sad that he listened
- 1:07:25to him. Then Joé asked him where his towel was and he had told
- 1:07:30him that he did not have it. As the boy did not find his
- 1:07:32towel, he told Emilio that he had hidden it from returning his towel.
- 1:07:38Then Joel had pushed him and he answered him. My husband told him he
- 1:07:44was going to talk to Emilio coming home to correct his behavior. The teacher
- 1:07:47told him that was okay, but he would also have to do something else.
- 1:07:53So he left the boy in the chair where he was and took my
- 1:07:56husband out into the school hallway. He told her that there was no clear
- 1:08:00girl in the classroom that if he knew if the boy had mentioned that name
- 1:08:04or that girl before us, since he had started the school year, we
- 1:08:11heard that he had a friend and two friends. The girl was clear and
- 1:08:14Gael told the teacher, who then recommended talking to the boy, that we
- 1:08:18take advantage of the weekend to get closer to him. Maybe something was happening
- 1:08:25to him, but we hadn' t noticed that. For his part,
- 1:08:30he told us that it was the first time he heard Emilio say Clara'
- 1:08:33s name. When I heard all that, I got really nervous. First
- 1:08:38I was upset, then I thought something bad was going on with the kids.
- 1:08:43Maybe she was a girl from another room or something. I started going
- 1:08:45over the matter a thousand times, while he was trying to calm me down.
- 1:08:49I finally listened to him. He told me that it was best to
- 1:08:54be as usual, we spent the weekends, but that he would try to
- 1:08:59talk naturally that Clara to see if she could find the truth was Sunday morning.
- 1:09:04Until then, the issue had not come up and we did not want
- 1:09:10to question Emilio. He wasn' t going to tell us anything if we
- 1:09:13were insisting. The best thing was to let some time go by. When
- 1:09:16we had breakfast, she asked him if Clara was okay. After the fight
- 1:09:19he told her that he did not know why he had hidden himself crying and
- 1:09:25no longer spoke to her because he was in the direction. Then I told
- 1:09:29her if they were very close. He told me they were sitting together,
- 1:09:32they were working in his notebook, the two of them because they were hiding
- 1:09:36their stuff from her, so he was helping him. I was scared if
- 1:09:40that girl wasn' t among the students in the classroom, because Emilio spoke
- 1:09:45so naturally about her. Then she told us that on Monday she was going
- 1:09:47to bring her a candy to make her happy and we didn' t know
- 1:09:53what I told her to say yes, that we were going to pick a
- 1:09:56candy for her. Later I stared at my husband while he, child,
- 1:09:59finished his breakfast and went to play with his cell phone for a while.
- 1:10:03We were both talking to each other about our doubts, trying not to make
- 1:10:10him realize that we were disturbed. It wasn' t a supernatural fear.
- 1:10:12What we felt was concern for the child. Maybe he was making up an
- 1:10:17imaginary friend, in that case a friend, but why at that age.
- 1:10:21I knew it could have started when I was younger. He might feel alone
- 1:10:27because we couldn' t give him a brother, but I didn' t
- 1:10:31think he felt that bad either. He was close to his cousins. We
- 1:10:33went on with his grandparents, he had friends at school, he had no
- 1:10:39other attitudes that worried us. It was rare for him to suddenly start talking
- 1:10:43about an imaginary girl who was sure that it had been a very drastic change
- 1:10:47for him to enter elementary school and not knowing anyone we had taken him to
- 1:10:53another area away from kindergarten where he was. The other children had passed automatically
- 1:10:59from the quinder the primary next door. Then he might have felt bad for
- 1:11:03being the only one who had no friends. I thought it was possible,
- 1:11:08but moms always know things somehow and I wasn' t feeling convinced something told
- 1:11:13me from the bottom that it wasn' t that. On Monday I went
- 1:11:17to talk to the teacher at the time of departure. I told him we
- 1:11:21were on the lookout for what Emilio was offering. I explained to him that
- 1:11:26we had spoken to the child the day before and that it was normal for
- 1:11:30him to have a clear presence, so we didn' t know if anything
- 1:11:34was causing him stress or anything. The Master told me that he was going
- 1:11:38to schedule a consultation with the school' s psychological assistance so that they could
- 1:11:43give him an assessment, but that he had waited a few days for us
- 1:11:47to tell him how he had spent the weekend. My answer was the same.
- 1:11:50He was normal, just calmer and he didn' t see himself running
- 1:11:56everywhere as usual, and I told him that I thought it was because he
- 1:12:00was getting used to changing schools. The Master told me that then I was
- 1:12:03going to help him support the consultation with the therapist. He agreed to see
- 1:12:08it and gave me a part with the time and the day he told me
- 1:12:12that the consultation was already scheduled. In addition, there had to be a
- 1:12:15parent present when the valuation was made. The next three days I saw the
- 1:12:20most radical change in my son. He stopped talking to us. It was
- 1:12:25all like I was in another world. All the time he looked calm,
- 1:12:29there was nothing alarming, he kept up with the school and did the homework
- 1:12:33as we normally did. He also played normal, but looked withdrawn, silent
- 1:12:39and almost depressed, so much so that Gael also cared. He told me
- 1:12:45something was going on, but he couldn' t get our son to tell
- 1:12:48him anything. The assessment was urgent. I couldn' t take my child
- 1:12:54with the therapist, so I had to wait until the time I got home
- 1:12:58to ask my husband what was going on. I arrived and was at the
- 1:13:02entrance of the house. He was waiting for me and told me that Emilio
- 1:13:06had a fit of anger with the therapist. I wanted to go in and
- 1:13:11check on him, but he stopped me. He told me he had to
- 1:13:15tell me everything that had happened before I saw him. Now he was asleep
- 1:13:19because he had to go to the hospital and he had been injected. I
- 1:13:24got hysterical. I didn' t wait for him to tell me a half
- 1:13:27a word. I walked in leaving my backpack with all my stuff at the
- 1:13:30entrance to the house to go to my son' s room. I don
- 1:13:33' t understand how Gael expected me to stay calm if he told me things
- 1:13:39had gone wrong to the point that they had to go to the hospital.
- 1:13:43When I walked into his room, I saw him lying down. I was
- 1:13:46asleep. Like you said. I moved it slowly by telling her wave with
- 1:13:50all the calmness of the world. When he turned around, I saw his
- 1:13:55face with scratches on his arm, he had bruises. I couldn' t
- 1:13:58stand the crying. Apparently, the gutter didn' t either, and we
- 1:14:01cried together as I hugged us for a while. So, while from the
- 1:14:05entrance to the room he saw Gael without approaching, I imagine he felt that
- 1:14:11moment was important to both of us. After a while emilio fell asleep again.
- 1:14:16I saw him with a calm expression, so I let him rest and
- 1:14:20went to the kitchen to talk to my husband. The dinner was getting warmed
- 1:14:25up, defeated. I sat down and we started arguing quietly. I claimed
- 1:14:29him because he hadn' t told me in time what happened. Besides,
- 1:14:33I didn' t know what the hell had happened to get him so hurt.
- 1:14:38For his part, Gael was scolding me for not listening to him.
- 1:14:42He wanted to tell me things calm so we could see what to do.
- 1:14:45But he couldn' t understand me, because as soon as I heard that
- 1:14:49our son had been in the hospital, I felt like I had to see
- 1:14:54him right away. After many minutes of fighting, I left him for peace.
- 1:14:59The last thing Emilio needed in life was to hear us fight. Gael
- 1:15:03looked at me upset. He told me if I was at least going to
- 1:15:08accept something to eat, I didn' t want to eat. So she
- 1:15:10served dinner and started eating standing on the side of the stove I saw the
- 1:15:14kid' s backpack under the table, I picked it up, I checked
- 1:15:18it and then I started taking out the notebooks to check that I had dependants
- 1:15:24to deliver. On Monday at school, the backpack was full of dirt,
- 1:15:28so I put it on the table and turned it around to take out everything
- 1:15:30inside the earth was a small towel with a man saying joel first. By
- 1:15:39that I confirmed that my child had been guilty of the fight with Joel then
- 1:15:44if he could be sick, I did not understand what all that land was,
- 1:15:47that he too had approached to check things in silence. I was watching
- 1:15:53my tears come out. The more I found strange things, I took out
- 1:15:58his bag of colors and in his only were the sweets I had bought him
- 1:16:02clearly were all bitten and even with the plastic, I put them on the
- 1:16:08table to see them. The land was being picked up by Gael as he
- 1:16:12searched one by one the notebooks that looked hard as if they had been wet
- 1:16:17before, but now they looked dry and discolored. Despite having a plastic lining,
- 1:16:21the tasks in class were unfinished. There were drawings instead of activities.
- 1:16:29It was also written Clara' s name said Clara and I showed her the
- 1:16:34name. Gael looked like it was written wrong as if it had been Emilio
- 1:16:39himself stretched out his hand to see better the letters and fell a folded blade.
- 1:16:45He took it and then gave it to me. It was the drawing
- 1:16:47of a girl floating among the trees in the back garden. Gael told me
- 1:16:53if you could tell me what had happened, yes. I was going to
- 1:16:58be calm to hear it, because I wanted you to talk calmly. And
- 1:17:00it' s just that I have to confess that when I get in a
- 1:17:04bad mood or I' m worried, it' s impossible for us to
- 1:17:10talk, I can' t even turn around and see it without feeling all
- 1:17:12the courage coming out of my eyes. He sat in the chair next door
- 1:17:15and gave me a glass of water. He asked me to keep an open
- 1:17:18mind for what he was going to tell me in the afternoon. He arrived
- 1:17:23at the time of departure and the Master was waiting for him. He told
- 1:17:27her it was date day. He also told him that Emilio had not wanted
- 1:17:30to work that day. He dedicated himself to doing what he wanted despite the
- 1:17:34wake- up calls. In the end, after the Master was calling his
- 1:17:39attention all day, Emilio had stood still drawing, so he decided to let
- 1:17:45him do that for the day to warn us that he had had a bad
- 1:17:49attitude. The master had seen Emilio carrying his hands full of dirt. He
- 1:17:56told her where he' d been putting his hands to leave them so dirty
- 1:18:00and told her that in the backpack. The teacher briefly checked the backpack at
- 1:18:04the time of departure and realized that it was full of normal soil. He
- 1:18:10had herbs like those in the garden. When Gael arrived, he gave her
- 1:18:14the backpack for him to see. He had been very worried about telling the
- 1:18:18teacher that Emilio was being bothered by someone, but the teacher assured him that
- 1:18:23it had been the boy who had found a way to put the whole earth
- 1:18:28in the backpack. None of the other children had signs of land. The
- 1:18:31most worrying thing is that I didn' t know how the earth got in.
- 1:18:35He assured her that Emilio was around the whole time. First of all,
- 1:18:42during the class, he wasn' t out at all. In the
- 1:18:45second, at the time of recess, Emilio had sat inside the living room
- 1:18:48without wanting to leave and the teacher had stayed to spend the rest by reviewing
- 1:18:55the workbooks. Emilio had never wanted to talk at any time when the teacher
- 1:19:00told my husband all that, so, as there was no response from him,
- 1:19:05they went to the social work area and special therapies. That' s
- 1:19:12where they waited in the living room. The doctor had told them that she
- 1:19:15would be out in a moment because she was finishing a child' s assessment.
- 1:19:19At the time, Emilio told his father that he was very thirsty,
- 1:19:24so he gave him permission to go and pour water from the dispatcher in the
- 1:19:28room. After a few minutes, Emilio began to cry and his father approached
- 1:19:32to see what he had. She told him Clara wouldn' t let him
- 1:19:36have any water. He looked at the paper cone where the water had been
- 1:19:40served. There was some dirt in the back. Gael took a new cone
- 1:19:45and told him that Clara had to learn how to behave because she wasn'
- 1:19:48t going to have friends. He poured water into the new cone and gave
- 1:19:53it to Emilio, who drank all the water in a hurry, but at
- 1:19:57the time he finished he started spitting in the cone. She looked at her
- 1:20:01dad and told Clara she doesn' t want to stop being mean by showing
- 1:20:06her the little cone with some dirt she had spit. My husband was frozen.
- 1:20:11He tells me he didn' t know what to do. It looked
- 1:20:13like a plan too elaborate to attract attention, especially in a six- year
- 1:20:17- old boy. The doctor came out and asked them to step behind them.
- 1:20:24All the paper cones fell to the ground, so Gael got them back
- 1:20:28together. Everyone noticed that the hoop where the cones were accommodated to use them
- 1:20:32was broken. He didn' t know if he was like this. Before
- 1:20:35his Emilio he was looking to make things more and more difficult. When my
- 1:20:42husband was inside, he was asked to stay in an armchair overseeing the games
- 1:20:45he was going to play. Emilio let him play with colored tiles, with
- 1:20:51some figures, a puzzle, asked him to follow some songs with her,
- 1:20:57to repeat what she sang and so asked for a drawing. That drawing was
- 1:21:01that of the girl floating around the trees. Everything was going great until the
- 1:21:06doctor went to Gael, leaving Emilio alone at a remote table that had lots
- 1:21:12of toys so she could play while talking to her dad. It didn'
- 1:21:19t last long about five minutes when they both turned around because a loud noise
- 1:21:24alerted them. Emilio was throwing all the toys on the floor, screaming that
- 1:21:29he left that he didn' t want to play like this and covered his
- 1:21:32face by moving from one place to another running. When they managed to contain
- 1:21:36it, it was all scratched. He had multiple blows to his hands and
- 1:21:41arms. The doctor told Gael that they had to go to the doctor'
- 1:21:44s office, where he explained on a sheet his diagnosis, that Emilio had
- 1:21:48been harmed alone, because there were very strict rules within the campus that could
- 1:21:55make her get fired. That is why they had ended up in the doctor,
- 1:22:00who had explained that all the beatings were self- inflicted, so he
- 1:22:04recommended that my husband take the child to psychiatric care as soon as possible.
- 1:22:10I felt like I was going to die when he told me that, but
- 1:22:14he thought something else was going on. Maybe he polished something else. That
- 1:22:17' s why he asked me not to close myself to the possibility that it
- 1:22:21was even supernatural, because I knew Emilio couldn' t have done that.
- 1:22:26Like this. I was just surprised that he told me that it could even
- 1:22:30be supernatural, but I didn' t ask him any more. I went
- 1:22:33straight to Emilio' s room, who was still asleep. He probably had
- 1:22:39to get tired of everything that happened, and more than physical tiredness seemed to
- 1:22:43me that his mind was very hurt. In the dim darkness I saw him
- 1:22:48lying down again I felt like crying. I didn' t know what decision
- 1:22:53we had to make. Then I saw her in the shadows, hidden under
- 1:22:57the bed, I could see the face of a girl with very black and
- 1:23:01Chinese hair. She looked at me as angry or scared. I was touching
- 1:23:06one of the shoes Emilio had left lying under the bed. I covered my
- 1:23:12mouth so I wouldn' t scream, but my legs got scared to death
- 1:23:15in seconds. That vision was gone. I got out of the room as
- 1:23:20fast as I could to go with Gael. I told her I was clear
- 1:23:24in the room, that there was a girl under the bed. I hugged
- 1:23:28him terrified. I didn' t know whether to go get Emilio or leave
- 1:23:31him alone. That girl was there and if I hurt her for waking him
- 1:23:35up. In the end we took him to sleep with us at night.
- 1:23:41My husband told me that he had seen the shadow of the girl next to
- 1:23:45Emilio by the rearview mirror of the car when they were coming back from the
- 1:23:48doctor, but that he did not want to believe that was true. But
- 1:23:51now that I' d seen her too, we' d have to do
- 1:23:56something soon. The first thing I thought was that I wasn' t going
- 1:24:00to take Emilio to school anymore, I was going to take him to the
- 1:24:03doctor' s office. But, like I was going to tell a doctor
- 1:24:05that we had seen a ghost girl even us we could go crazy like we
- 1:24:13couldn' t take Emilio with the psychiatrist. We did, they sent him
- 1:24:17meds, but he saw it a lot worse when he took them, so
- 1:24:20I stopped giving them to him and with no more power. Anyway, I
- 1:24:24collapsed in front of my mom asking her for advice. She told me she
- 1:24:29knew who she could help us with. So we' ve been going with
- 1:24:32this person who drives spirits away and we went for the last month. Now
- 1:24:36Emilio' s on school vacation. The idea is not to take it anymore,
- 1:24:42change it as soon as we can or let it lose the year that
- 1:24:45starts all over again, next August. We have to help him, and
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