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Believing Your Way Into Greatness with Tremale Delano · DunnWise Perspectives

• 0:01
  Welcome
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  to
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  Dun
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  Wise
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  Perspectives,
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  a
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  podcast
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  about
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  stories
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  of
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  resilience
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  and
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  shifting
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  mindsets.
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  I'm
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  your
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  host,
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  Doris
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  Dunn.
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  My
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  guests
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  are
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  leaders,
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  entrepreneurs,
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  and
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  everyday
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  people
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  who've
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  navigated
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  change,
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  faced
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  uncertainty,
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  and
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  discovered
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  new
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  ways
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  of
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  thinking
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  when
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  life
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  didn't
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  go
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  according
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  to
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  plan.
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  If
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  you're
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  navigating
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  a
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  season
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  of
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  change,
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  feeling
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  stuck
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  or
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  simply
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  curious
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  about
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  how
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  small
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  mindset
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  shifts
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  can
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  lead
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  to
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  meaningful
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  progress,
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  you're
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  in
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  the
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  right
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  place.
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  Let's
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  get
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  started.
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  I.
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  Doris: Welcome
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  Doris: everybody
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  Doris: to
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  Doris: another
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  Doris: episode
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  Doris: of
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  Doris: DunnWise
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  Doris: Perspectives,
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  Doris: and
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  Doris: today
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  Doris: we
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  Doris: have
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: very
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  Doris: special
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  Doris: guest,
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  Doris: Tramale
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  Doris: Delano
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: met
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  Doris: through
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  Doris: Toastmasters.
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  Doris: And
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  Doris: if
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  Doris: you
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  Doris: know
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  Doris: anything
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  Doris: about
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  Doris: me,
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  Doris: I'm
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: huge
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  Doris: fan
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  Doris: of
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  Doris: Toastmasters.
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: am
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: founder
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  Doris: of
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: Franklin
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  Doris: Toastmasters
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  Doris: in
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  Doris: Franklin,
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  Doris: Tennessee
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: began
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  Doris: in
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: late
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  Doris: 1990s.
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  Doris: And
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: did
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  Doris: Franklin
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  Doris: Toastmasters
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  Doris: and
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  Doris: joined
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  Doris: one
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  Doris: California,
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  Doris: and
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  Doris: then
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  Doris: when
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: came
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  Doris: Tennessee
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  Doris: few
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  Doris: years
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  Doris: ago,
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: rejoined
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  Doris: Franklin
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  Doris: Toastmaster,
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  Doris: and
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  Doris: I've
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  Doris: had
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: pleasure
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  Doris: hearing
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  Doris: Tramalel
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  Doris: Tramalel
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  Doris: last
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  Doris: competed
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  Doris: international
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  Doris: speech
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  Doris: contest
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  Doris: went
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  Doris: quite
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: long
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  Doris: and
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  Doris: is
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  Doris: competing
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  Doris: again
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  Doris: 2026.
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  Doris: And
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: have
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  Doris: pretty
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  Doris: sneaky
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  Doris: suspicion.
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: don't
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  Doris: have
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: crystal
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  Doris: ball,
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  Doris: but
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: think
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  Doris: he's
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  Doris: gonna
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  Doris: go
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  Doris: really
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  Doris: far
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  Doris: again
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  Doris: this
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  Doris: year.
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  Doris: And
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  Doris: he
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  Doris: is
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  Doris: again,
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  Doris: an
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  Doris: excellent
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  Doris: speaker
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  Doris: and.
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  Doris: He
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  Doris: not
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  Doris: only
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  Doris: is
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  Doris: an
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  Doris: excellent
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  Doris: speaker,
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  Doris: but
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  Doris: his
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  Doris: stories
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  Doris: are
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  Doris: impactful.
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  Doris: They
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  Doris: draw
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  Doris: you
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  Doris: in.
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  Doris: The
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  Doris: rest
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  Doris: of
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: world
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  Doris: goes
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  Doris: away
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  Doris: when
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  Doris: Tramalel
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  Doris: tells
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: story.
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  Doris: And
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: last
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  Doris: speech
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: he
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  Doris: gave,
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  Doris: which
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  Doris: is,
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: international
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  Doris: speech
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  Doris: contest,
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  Doris: he's
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  Doris: gonna
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: long
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  Doris: way
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  Doris: with
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: speech.
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  Doris: But
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  Doris: when
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  Doris: he
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  Doris: shared
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: speech
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  Doris: and.
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  Doris: His
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  Doris: background,
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: thought
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  Doris: incredible
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  Doris: story
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  Doris: and
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  Doris: incredible
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  Doris: shift
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  Doris: in
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  Doris: mindset
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  Doris: from
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: very,
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  Doris: from
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  Doris: very
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  Doris: early
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  Doris: age.
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  Doris: That
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  Doris: is
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  Doris: something
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: everyone
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  Doris: needs
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  Doris: hear
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  Doris: I
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  Doris: am
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  Doris: so
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  Doris: excited
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  Doris: Tramalel
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  Doris: on
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: show
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  Doris: today.
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  Doris: Welcome,
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  Doris: Tramalel.
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  Doris: Can
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  Doris: you
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  Doris: share
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: little
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  Doris: bit
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  Doris: about
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  Doris: who
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  Doris: you
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  Doris: are?
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  Doris: Just
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  Doris: tell
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: little
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  Doris: bit
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  Doris: about
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  Doris: you.
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  Tremale: Sure.
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  Tremale: Thanks
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  Tremale: Doris.
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  Tremale: It's
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  Tremale: a
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  Tremale: pleasure
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  Tremale: to
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  Tremale: be
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  Tremale: here.
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  Tremale: Thank
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  Tremale: you
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  Tremale: so
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  Tremale: much
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  Tremale: for
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  Tremale: having
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  Tremale: me.
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  Tremale: I
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  Tremale: spent
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  Tremale: most
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  Tremale: of
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  Tremale: my
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  Tremale: life,
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  Tremale: in
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  Tremale: Los
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  Tremale: Angeles,
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  Tremale: California.
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  Tremale: I
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  Tremale: was
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  Tremale: born
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  Tremale: and
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  Tremale: raised
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  Tremale: in
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  Tremale: California
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  Tremale: and
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  Tremale: came
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  Tremale: out
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  Tremale: to
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  Tremale: Tennessee
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  Tremale: in
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  Tremale: 2023.
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  Tremale: my
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  Tremale: background
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  Tremale: professionally
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  Tremale: by
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  Tremale: trade,
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  Tremale: I
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  Tremale: was
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  Tremale: in
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  Tremale: architectural
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  Tremale: design
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  Tremale: construction
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  Tremale: management.
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  Tremale: went
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  Tremale: school
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  Tremale: Washington,
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  Tremale: yeah,
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  Tremale: that's
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  Tremale: estate
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  Tremale: passion
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  Tremale: for
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  Tremale: storytelling
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  Tremale: public
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  Tremale: speaking
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  Tremale: lot
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  Tremale: now
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  Tremale: being
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  Tremale: an
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  Tremale: adult
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  Tremale: to
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  Tremale: reflect
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  Tremale: on
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  Tremale: my
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  Tremale: life
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  Tremale: experiences.
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  Tremale: a
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  Tremale: able
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  Tremale: story
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  Tremale: clarity
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  Tremale: conviction.
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  Tremale: that's
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  Tremale: why
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  Tremale: Toastmasters
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  Tremale: been
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  Tremale: helpful
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  Tremale: for
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  Tremale: me
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  Tremale: as
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  Doris: architectural
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  Doris: design
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  Doris: someone
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  Doris: an
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  Doris: architectural
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  Doris: first
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  Doris: I'm
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  Doris: sure
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  Doris: parents
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  Doris: footsteps
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  Doris: in
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  Doris: architectural
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  Doris: design.
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  Doris: that
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  Doris: couldn't
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  Doris: be
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  Doris: further
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  Doris: from
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  Doris: the
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  Doris: truth.
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  Doris: tell
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  Doris: us
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  Doris: a
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  Doris: little
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  Doris: bit
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  Doris: about
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  Doris: your
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  Doris: early
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  Doris: you
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  Doris: had
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  Doris: from
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  Doris: early
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  Doris: on.
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  Tremale: Sure.
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  Tremale: Yeah.
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  Tremale: there
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  Tremale: there's
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  Tremale: one
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  Tremale: fact
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  Tremale: about
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  Tremale: me
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  Tremale: that
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  Tremale: always.
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  Tremale: Reminds
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  Tremale: me
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  Tremale: of
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  Tremale: my
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  Tremale: experience
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  Tremale: that
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• 4:07
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• 4:09
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• 4:20
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• 4:26
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• 4:26
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• 4:27
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• 4:27
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• 4:28
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• 4:28
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• 4:29
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• 4:29
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• 4:35
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• 4:36
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• 4:38
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• 4:39
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• 4:39
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• 4:43
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• 4:43
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• 4:44
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• 4:45
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• 4:45
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• 4:46
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• 4:49
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• 4:50
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• 4:51
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• 4:51
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• 4:57
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• 4:59
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• 5:28
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• 5:28
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• 5:29
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• 5:29
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• 5:30
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• 5:30
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• 5:31
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• 5:31
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• 5:34
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• 5:36
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• 5:36
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• 5:36
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• 5:37
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• 5:37
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• 5:38
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• 5:39
  Tremale: Some
• 5:39
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• 5:40
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• 5:40
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• 5:40
  Doris: probably
• 5:40
  Doris: going
• 5:40
  Doris: through
• 5:40
  Doris: withdrawals.
• 5:42
  Tremale: Some
• 5:42
  Tremale: doctors
• 5:42
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• 5:42
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• 5:43
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• 5:44
  Tremale: was
• 5:44
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• 5:44
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• 5:44
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• 5:44
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• 5:45
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• 5:45
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• 5:46
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• 5:46
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• 5:47
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• 5:47
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• 5:47
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• 5:48
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• 5:48
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• 5:48
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• 5:48
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• 5:48
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• 5:49
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• 5:49
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• 5:49
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• 5:49
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• 5:49
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• 5:49
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• 5:51
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• 5:51
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• 5:51
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• 5:51
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• 5:51
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• 5:52
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• 5:52
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• 5:52
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• 5:52
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• 5:53
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• 5:54
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• 5:54
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• 5:55
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• 5:55
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• 5:55
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• 5:55
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• 5:56
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• 5:56
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• 5:57
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• 5:58
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• 5:58
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• 5:59
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• 5:59
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• 6:01
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• 6:01
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• 6:08
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• 6:08
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• 6:09
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• 6:09
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• 6:09
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• 6:10
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• 6:10
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• 6:11
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• 6:11
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• 6:12
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• 6:12
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• 6:12
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• 6:12
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• 6:13
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• 6:13
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• 6:13
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• 6:14
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• 6:14
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• 6:14
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• 6:14
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• 6:15
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• 6:15
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• 6:16
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• 6:17
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  Tremale: world
• 6:17
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• 6:18
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• 6:18
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• 6:19
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• 6:19
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• 6:20
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• 6:20
  Tremale: Yeah.
• 6:20
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• 6:20
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• 6:20
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• 6:21
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• 6:21
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• 6:21
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• 6:22
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• 6:22
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• 6:23
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• 6:23
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• 6:23
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• 6:23
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• 6:24
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• 6:24
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• 6:24
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• 6:24
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• 6:25
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• 6:25
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• 6:25
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• 6:25
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• 6:26
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• 6:27
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• 6:27
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• 6:27
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• 6:28
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• 6:28
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• 6:28
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• 6:28
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• 6:29
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• 6:29
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• 6:29
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• 6:29
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• 6:30
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• 6:30
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• 6:30
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• 6:30
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• 6:31
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• 6:31
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• 6:31
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• 6:31
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• 6:32
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• 6:32
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• 6:32
  Tremale: a
• 6:32
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• 6:33
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• 6:34
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• 6:34
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• 6:34
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• 6:34
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• 6:34
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• 6:35
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• 6:36
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• 6:37
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• 6:38
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• 6:38
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• 6:38
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• 6:38
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• 6:39
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• 6:39
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• 6:39
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• 6:40
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• 6:41
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• 6:41
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• 6:42
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• 6:42
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• 6:42
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• 6:42
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• 6:42
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• 6:42
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• 6:43
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• 6:43
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• 6:44
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• 6:44
  Doris: mom
• 6:45
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• 6:45
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• 6:46
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• 6:46
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• 6:46
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• 6:47
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• 6:47
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• 6:47
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• 6:48
  Doris: your
• 6:48
  Doris: life.
• 6:49
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• 6:49
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• 6:49
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• 6:49
  Doris: little
• 6:49
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• 6:50
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• 6:50
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• 6:50
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• 6:52
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• 6:52
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• 6:53
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• 6:53
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• 6:54
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• 6:54
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• 6:55
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• 6:55
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• 6:55
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• 6:55
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• 6:55
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• 6:56
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• 6:56
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• 6:56
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• 6:57
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• 6:57
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• 6:57
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• 6:58
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• 6:58
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• 6:59
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• 6:59
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• 7:00
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• 7:01
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• 7:01
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• 7:02
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• 7:02
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• 7:03
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• 7:03
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• 7:03
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• 7:03
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• 7:04
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• 7:04
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• 7:06
  Tremale: Sure.
• 7:06
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• 7:07
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• 7:07
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• 7:07
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• 7:08
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• 7:08
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• 7:09
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• 7:09
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• 7:09
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• 7:09
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• 7:09
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• 7:11
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• 7:11
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• 7:12
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• 7:12
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• 7:13
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• 7:13
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• 7:13
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• 7:14
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• 7:14
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• 7:14
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• 7:14
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• 7:15
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• 7:15
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• 7:15
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• 7:15
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• 7:15
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• 7:17
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• 7:17
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• 7:17
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• 7:17
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• 7:18
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• 7:19
  Tremale: person,
• 7:20
  Tremale: a
• 7:20
  Tremale: very
• 7:21
  Tremale: spiritual
• 7:21
  Tremale: person,
• 7:22
  Tremale: a
• 7:22
  Tremale: very
• 7:22
  Tremale: religious
• 7:23
  Tremale: person.
• 7:23
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• 7:23
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• 7:24
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• 7:25
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• 7:25
  Tremale: I
• 7:25
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• 7:25
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• 7:26
  Tremale: the
• 7:26
  Tremale: concepts
• 7:27
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• 7:27
  Tremale: forgiveness
• 7:28
  Tremale: and
• 7:28
  Tremale: acceptance
• 7:29
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• 7:30
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• 7:30
  Tremale: within
• 7:31
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• 9:17
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• 9:36
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• 9:36
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• 9:37
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• 9:37
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• 9:41
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• 9:41
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• 9:42
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• 9:42
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• 9:42
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• 9:45
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• 9:45
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• 9:46
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• 9:48
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• 9:48
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• 9:48
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• 9:49
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• 9:49
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• 9:49
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• 9:49
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• 9:50
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• 9:51
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• 9:51
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• 9:51
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• 9:51
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• 9:52
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• 9:53
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• 9:58
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• 9:58
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• 9:59
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• 9:59
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• 9:59
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• 10:00
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• 10:00
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• 10:01
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• 10:01
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• 10:18
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• 10:18
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• 10:18
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• 10:19
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• 10:27
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• 10:33
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• 10:34
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• 10:43
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• 11:40
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• 11:58
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• 11:58
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• 11:59
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• 12:15
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• 12:15
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• 12:15
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• 12:15
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• 12:19
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• 12:22
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• 12:25
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• 12:25
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• 12:26
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• 12:29
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• 12:35
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• 12:35
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• 12:43
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• 12:57
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• 12:57
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• 12:58
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• 13:11
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• 13:47
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• 17:23
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• 17:23
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• 18:42
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• 19:23
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  Doris: to
• 27:30
  Doris: strive,
• 27:30
  Doris: made
• 27:30
  Doris: you
• 27:30
  Doris: want
• 27:31
  Doris: to
• 27:31
  Doris: move
• 27:31
  Doris: forward,
• 27:31
  Doris: made
• 27:32
  Doris: you
• 27:32
  Doris: want
• 27:32
  Doris: to
• 27:32
  Doris: prove
• 27:33
  Doris: something
• 27:34
  Doris: to
• 27:35
  Doris: the
• 27:35
  Doris: family
• 27:35
  Doris: that
• 27:35
  Doris: you
• 27:35
  Doris: thought
• 27:36
  Doris: was
• 27:36
  Doris: your
• 27:36
  Doris: real
• 27:37
  Doris: family
• 27:37
  Doris: and.
• 27:39
  Doris: That
• 27:39
  Doris: the
• 27:39
  Doris: mind
• 27:40
  Doris: is,
• 27:40
  Doris: oh,
• 27:40
  Doris: so
• 27:41
  Doris: incredibly
• 27:41
  Doris: powerful
• 27:42
  Doris: that
• 27:42
  Doris: it
• 27:42
  Doris: can
• 27:42
  Doris: achieve
• 27:43
  Doris: things
• 27:43
  Doris: that
• 27:43
  Doris: maybe
• 27:45
  Doris: other
• 27:45
  Doris: people
• 27:45
  Doris: think
• 27:46
  Doris: we
• 27:46
  Doris: can't
• 27:46
  Doris: achieve
• 27:47
  Doris: or
• 27:47
  Doris: parts
• 27:47
  Doris: of
• 27:48
  Doris: us
• 27:48
  Doris: think
• 27:48
  Doris: we
• 27:48
  Doris: can't
• 27:49
  Doris: achieve.
• 27:49
  Doris: And
• 27:49
  Doris: at
• 27:49
  Doris: the
• 27:49
  Doris: end
• 27:50
  Doris: of
• 27:50
  Doris: the
• 27:50
  Doris: day,
• 27:50
  Doris: we
• 27:51
  Doris: can
• 27:51
  Doris: achieve
• 27:52
  Doris: it.
• 27:53
  Doris: And
• 27:53
  Doris: I
• 27:54
  Doris: don't
• 27:54
  Doris: know
• 27:54
  Doris: if
• 27:54
  Doris: maybe
• 27:54
  Doris: you
• 27:54
  Doris: wanna
• 27:54
  Doris: speak
• 27:55
  Doris: to
• 27:55
  Doris: that
• 27:55
  Doris: a
• 27:55
  Doris: little
• 27:55
  Doris: bit
• 27:56
  Doris: and
• 27:56
  Doris: you
• 27:56
  Doris: we
• 27:57
  Doris: spend
• 27:57
  Doris: a
• 27:57
  Doris: little
• 27:57
  Doris: bit
• 27:57
  Doris: of
• 27:57
  Doris: time
• 27:58
  Doris: on
• 27:58
  Doris: mindset,
• 27:58
  Doris: but
• 27:58
  Doris: given
• 27:59
  Doris: how
• 28:00
  Doris: you
• 28:00
  Doris: are
• 28:00
  Doris: today
• 28:01
  Doris: and
• 28:01
  Doris: the
• 28:01
  Doris: person
• 28:02
  Doris: that
• 28:02
  Doris: you
• 28:02
  Doris: are
• 28:02
  Doris: today,
• 28:03
  Doris: how
• 28:04
  Doris: has
• 28:04
  Doris: mindset
• 28:05
  Doris: maybe
• 28:05
  Doris: shifted?
• 28:06
  Doris: What
• 28:06
  Doris: your
• 28:06
  Doris: future
• 28:07
  Doris: could
• 28:07
  Doris: look
• 28:07
  Doris: like
• 28:08
  Doris: or
• 28:08
  Doris: what
• 28:08
  Doris: you
• 28:08
  Doris: think,
• 28:08
  Doris: how
• 28:09
  Doris: you
• 28:09
  Doris: think
• 28:09
  Doris: about
• 28:09
  Doris: mindset
• 28:10
  Doris: in
• 28:10
  Doris: the
• 28:10
  Doris: decisions
• 28:10
  Doris: that
• 28:11
  Doris: you
• 28:11
  Doris: make
• 28:11
  Doris: today
• 28:11
  Doris: or
• 28:11
  Doris: how
• 28:12
  Doris: you
• 28:12
  Doris: raise
• 28:12
  Doris: your
• 28:12
  Doris: children.
• 28:14
  Tremale: Sure.
• 28:14
  Tremale: Absolutely.
• 28:14
  Tremale: It's
• 28:15
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• 28:15
  Tremale: a
• 28:15
  Tremale: little
• 28:15
  Tremale: annoying
• 28:17
  Tremale: because
• 28:17
  Tremale: I,
• 28:17
  Tremale: it's
• 28:18
  Tremale: almost
• 28:18
  Tremale: like
• 28:18
  Tremale: I've
• 28:18
  Tremale: become
• 28:21
  Tremale: depression
• 28:21
  Tremale: resistant,
• 28:22
  Tremale: shall
• 28:23
  Tremale: I
• 28:23
  Tremale: say?
• 28:23
  Tremale: If
• 28:23
  Tremale: that's
• 28:23
  Tremale: a
• 28:24
  Tremale: word.
• 28:24
  Tremale: Sure.
• 28:24
  Doris: We'll,
• 28:25
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• 28:25
  Doris: we'll
• 28:25
  Doris: say
• 28:25
  Doris: it's
• 28:25
  Doris: a
• 28:25
  Doris: word.
• 28:26
  Tremale: Yeah.
• 28:26
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• 28:26
  Tremale: it's
• 28:27
  Tremale: a
• 28:27
  Tremale: word,
• 28:27
  Tremale: yeah.
• 28:27
  Tremale: even
• 28:28
  Tremale: when
• 28:28
  Tremale: I
• 28:28
  Tremale: have
• 28:28
  Tremale: moments
• 28:29
  Tremale: of
• 28:29
  Tremale: extreme
• 28:30
  Tremale: disappointment
• 28:31
  Tremale: and
• 28:32
  Tremale: of
• 28:33
  Tremale: things,
• 28:33
  Tremale: disappointment
• 28:33
  Doris: in
• 28:34
  Doris: yourself,
• 28:35
  Doris: or
• 28:35
  Doris: disappointment.
• 28:36
  Tremale: Disappointment
• 28:37
  Tremale: in
• 28:37
  Tremale: life
• 28:37
  Tremale: in
• 28:38
  Tremale: general,
• 28:38
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• 28:39
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• 28:39
  Tremale: wanted
• 28:39
  Tremale: this
• 28:40
  Tremale: certain
• 28:40
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• 28:41
  Tremale: I
• 28:41
  Tremale: wanted
• 28:41
  Tremale: to
• 28:41
  Tremale: have
• 28:41
  Tremale: this
• 28:42
  Tremale: done
• 28:42
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• 28:42
  Tremale: the
• 28:42
  Tremale: end
• 28:42
  Tremale: of
• 28:42
  Tremale: the
• 28:43
  Tremale: year,
• 28:43
  Tremale: or
• 28:44
  Tremale: this
• 28:44
  Tremale: really
• 28:44
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• 28:44
  Tremale: thing
• 28:45
  Tremale: just
• 28:45
  Tremale: happened
• 28:45
  Tremale: to
• 28:45
  Tremale: me
• 28:45
  Tremale: in
• 28:45
  Tremale: life,
• 28:46
  Tremale: and
• 28:46
  Tremale: it
• 28:46
  Tremale: feels
• 28:47
  Tremale: so
• 28:47
  Tremale: unfair.
• 28:47
  Tremale: Why
• 28:48
  Tremale: me?
• 28:48
  Tremale: Why
• 28:48
  Tremale: me?
• 28:48
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• 28:49
  Tremale: the,
• 28:49
  Tremale: the
• 28:49
  Tremale: initial
• 28:50
  Tremale: moments
• 28:50
  Tremale: of
• 28:50
  Tremale: that.
• 28:51
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• 28:52
  Tremale: is
• 28:52
  Tremale: always
• 28:52
  Tremale: this
• 28:53
  Tremale: place
• 28:53
  Tremale: that
• 28:54
  Tremale: comes
• 28:55
  Tremale: to
• 28:55
  Tremale: me
• 28:56
  Tremale: that
• 28:56
  Tremale: says,
• 28:56
  Tremale: okay,
• 28:57
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• 28:58
  Tremale: these
• 28:58
  Tremale: doors
• 28:58
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• 28:58
  Tremale: closed.
• 29:00
  Tremale: Where's
• 29:00
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• 29:00
  Tremale: hidden
• 29:01
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• 29:01
  Tremale: that
• 29:01
  Tremale: just
• 29:01
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• 29:02
  Tremale: You
• 29:02
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• 29:02
  Tremale: find
• 29:02
  Tremale: it,
• 29:02
  Tremale: right?
• 29:03
  Doris: Yeah.
• 29:03
  Tremale: And
• 29:03
  Tremale: so
• 29:04
  Tremale: my,
• 29:04
  Tremale: I
• 29:04
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• 29:05
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• 29:05
  Tremale: the
• 29:05
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• 29:06
  Tremale: in
• 29:06
  Tremale: this
• 29:06
  Tremale: duality
• 29:07
  Tremale: where
• 29:07
  Tremale: it's
• 29:07
  Tremale: either
• 29:08
  Tremale: you
• 29:08
  Tremale: made
• 29:08
  Tremale: it
• 29:09
  Tremale: or
• 29:09
  Tremale: you
• 29:09
  Tremale: didn't,
• 29:09
  Tremale: you
• 29:09
  Tremale: won
• 29:10
  Tremale: or
• 29:10
  Tremale: you
• 29:10
  Tremale: lost.
• 29:11
  Tremale: It's
• 29:11
  Tremale: hey.
• 29:12
  Tremale: This
• 29:13
  Tremale: door
• 29:13
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• 29:13
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• 29:13
  Tremale: shut.
• 29:14
  Tremale: Look
• 29:14
  Tremale: for
• 29:14
  Tremale: the
• 29:15
  Tremale: other
• 29:15
  Tremale: door.
• 29:15
  Tremale: There's
• 29:15
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• 29:16
  Tremale: be
• 29:16
  Tremale: another
• 29:16
  Tremale: door
• 29:16
  Tremale: somewhere.
• 29:17
  Doris: There's
• 29:17
  Doris: always
• 29:18
  Doris: another
• 29:18
  Doris: door.
• 29:18
  Doris: Yes.
• 29:19
  Tremale: That
• 29:19
  Tremale: journey
• 29:20
  Tremale: of
• 29:20
  Tremale: where
• 29:21
  Tremale: is
• 29:21
  Tremale: it?
• 29:21
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• 29:21
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• 29:21
  Tremale: it?
• 29:21
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• 29:21
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• 29:21
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• 29:22
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• 29:22
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• 29:23
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• 29:23
  Tremale: it
• 29:23
  Tremale: in
• 29:23
  Tremale: the
• 29:23
  Tremale: ceiling?
• 29:25
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• 29:25
  Tremale: I
• 29:25
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• 29:25
  Tremale: to
• 29:25
  Tremale: teleport
• 29:26
  Tremale: outta
• 29:26
  Tremale: here?
• 29:26
  Tremale: Can
• 29:26
  Tremale: I
• 29:26
  Tremale: teleport?
• 29:27
  Tremale: You,
• 29:27
  Tremale: when
• 29:27
  Tremale: you
• 29:28
  Tremale: accept
• 29:28
  Tremale: this
• 29:28
  Tremale: idea
• 29:29
  Tremale: that
• 29:30
  Tremale: not
• 29:31
  Tremale: it's,
• 29:31
  Tremale: I
• 29:32
  Tremale: don't
• 29:32
  Tremale: have
• 29:32
  Tremale: the
• 29:32
  Tremale: belief
• 29:32
  Tremale: necessarily
• 29:33
  Tremale: that
• 29:33
  Tremale: all
• 29:34
  Tremale: things
• 29:34
  Tremale: happen
• 29:35
  Tremale: for
• 29:35
  Tremale: a
• 29:35
  Tremale: reason.
• 29:36
  Tremale: But
• 29:37
  Tremale: I
• 29:37
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• 29:37
  Tremale: think,
• 29:37
  Tremale: I
• 29:37
  Tremale: do
• 29:38
  Tremale: believe
• 29:38
  Tremale: in
• 29:38
  Tremale: cause
• 29:38
  Tremale: and
• 29:39
  Tremale: effect.
• 29:39
  Tremale: I
• 29:39
  Tremale: believe
• 29:39
  Tremale: that
• 29:40
  Tremale: when
• 29:40
  Tremale: one
• 29:40
  Tremale: thing
• 29:40
  Tremale: happens,
• 29:41
  Tremale: it
• 29:41
  Tremale: causes
• 29:42
  Tremale: something
• 29:42
  Tremale: else
• 29:42
  Tremale: to
• 29:42
  Tremale: happen.
• 29:43
  Tremale: And
• 29:43
  Tremale: your
• 29:43
  Tremale: mindset
• 29:44
  Tremale: is
• 29:45
  Tremale: what
• 29:45
  Tremale: allows
• 29:45
  Tremale: you
• 29:45
  Tremale: to
• 29:45
  Tremale: keep
• 29:46
  Tremale: the
• 29:46
  Tremale: story
• 29:46
  Tremale: going
• 29:47
  Tremale: and
• 29:47
  Tremale: I,
• 29:47
  Tremale: yeah,
• 29:48
  Doris: the
• 29:48
  Doris: butter,
• 29:48
  Doris: the
• 29:48
  Doris: butterfly
• 29:48
  Doris: effect,
• 29:49
  Doris: right?
• 29:49
  Tremale: Sure.
• 29:50
  Tremale: Yeah.
• 29:50
  Tremale: So
• 29:50
  Tremale: that's
• 29:51
  Tremale: really
• 29:51
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• 29:51
  Tremale: the
• 29:51
  Tremale: biggest
• 29:52
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• 29:53
  Tremale: is
• 29:53
  Tremale: that
• 29:53
  Tremale: it's
• 29:53
  Tremale: made
• 29:54
  Tremale: me
• 29:54
  Tremale: super
• 29:55
  Tremale: curious
• 29:56
  Tremale: to
• 29:57
  Tremale: make
• 29:57
  Tremale: sure
• 29:57
  Tremale: that
• 29:57
  Tremale: I
• 29:57
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• 29:57
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• 29:58
  Tremale: anything.
• 29:58
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• 29:59
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• 29:59
  Tremale: I
• 29:59
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• 29:59
  Tremale: at
• 30:00
  Tremale: this
• 30:00
  Tremale: the
• 30:00
  Tremale: wrong
• 30:00
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• 30:01
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• 30:01
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• 30:01
  Tremale: this
• 30:01
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• 30:02
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• 30:02
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• 30:02
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• 30:02
  Tremale: what
• 30:02
  Tremale: I
• 30:03
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• 30:03
  Tremale: or,
• 30:03
  Tremale: like
• 30:04
  Tremale: last
• 30:04
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• 30:04
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• 30:05
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• 30:05
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• 30:06
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• 30:07
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• 30:08
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• 30:08
  Tremale: a
• 30:08
  Tremale: bunch
• 30:08
  Tremale: of
• 30:08
  Tremale: different
• 30:09
  Tremale: audiences,
• 30:09
  Tremale: but
• 30:10
  Tremale: the
• 30:10
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• 30:11
  Tremale: that
• 30:11
  Tremale: I
• 30:11
  Tremale: wanted
• 30:11
  Tremale: to
• 30:11
  Tremale: give.
• 30:13
  Tremale: Here
• 30:13
  Tremale: I
• 30:13
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• 30:13
  Tremale: a
• 30:13
  Tremale: year
• 30:14
  Tremale: later,
• 30:14
  Tremale: and
• 30:14
  Tremale: I
• 30:14
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• 30:15
  Tremale: that
• 30:15
  Tremale: there's
• 30:15
  Tremale: so
• 30:16
  Tremale: much
• 30:16
  Tremale: more
• 30:16
  Tremale: depth
• 30:17
  Tremale: to
• 30:17
  Tremale: explore.
• 30:18
  Tremale: There's
• 30:18
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• 30:19
  Tremale: better,
• 30:19
  Tremale: bigger
• 30:20
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• 30:20
  Tremale: to
• 30:20
  Tremale: tell,
• 30:21
  Tremale: right?
• 30:22
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• 30:22
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• 30:22
  Tremale: that
• 30:22
  Tremale: perspective.
• 30:23
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• 30:23
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• 30:23
  Tremale: to
• 30:24
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• 30:24
  Tremale: the
• 30:24
  Tremale: life
• 30:24
  Tremale: as
• 30:25
  Tremale: always,
• 30:26
  Tremale: this
• 30:26
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• 30:26
  Tremale: in
• 30:26
  Tremale: progress
• 30:27
  Tremale: and
• 30:28
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• 30:28
  Tremale: you
• 30:28
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• 30:28
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• 30:28
  Tremale: a
• 30:28
  Tremale: way
• 30:29
  Tremale: to
• 30:29
  Tremale: just
• 30:29
  Tremale: enjoy
• 30:30
  Tremale: that
• 30:30
  Tremale: period
• 30:31
  Tremale: of
• 30:31
  Tremale: improvement
• 30:32
  Tremale: and
• 30:33
  Tremale: your
• 30:33
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• 30:33
  Tremale: are
• 30:33
  Tremale: up,
• 30:34
  Tremale: your
• 30:34
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• 30:34
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• 30:34
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• 30:34
  Tremale: and
• 30:34
  Tremale: then
• 30:35
  Tremale: new
• 30:35
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• 30:35
  Tremale: You'll
• 30:36
  Tremale: always
• 30:36
  Tremale: be
• 30:36
  Tremale: moving
• 30:36
  Tremale: forward
• 30:37
  Tremale: in
• 30:37
  Tremale: some
• 30:37
  Tremale: way.
• 30:38
  Tremale: So
• 30:38
  Tremale: that's
• 30:38
  Tremale: probably
• 30:38
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• 30:38
  Tremale: the
• 30:39
  Tremale: biggest
• 30:39
  Tremale: shift
• 30:39
  Tremale: for
• 30:39
  Tremale: me.
• 30:40
  Doris: I
• 30:40
  Doris: love
• 30:40
  Doris: that.
• 30:41
  Tremale: And
• 30:41
  Tremale: I
• 30:41
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• 30:41
  Tremale: grow
• 30:41
  Tremale: up
• 30:41
  Tremale: like
• 30:42
  Tremale: that.
• 30:42
  Tremale: I
• 30:42
  Tremale: it
• 30:43
  Tremale: was
• 30:43
  Tremale: hard
• 30:43
  Tremale: for
• 30:43
  Tremale: me
• 30:44
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• 30:45
  Tremale: not
• 30:45
  Tremale: see
• 30:45
  Tremale: it
• 30:45
  Tremale: that
• 30:46
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• 30:46
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• 35:26
  Tremale: great.
• 35:27
  Doris: Thank
• 35:27
  Doris: you,
• 35:27
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• 35:29
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• 35:29
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• 35:29
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• 35:30
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• 35:30
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• 35:30
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• 35:31
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• 35:33
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• 35:33
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• 35:34
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• 35:35
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• 35:35
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• 35:37
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• 35:56
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• 35:57
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• 35:58
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• 36:00
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• 36:00
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