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- 0:27Speaker 1: Spirits in Bondage a cycle of lyrics by Clive Hamilton
- 0:35Speaker 1: introduction published under the pseudonym Clive Hamilton. Spirits in Bondage
- 0:43Speaker 1: was C. S. Lewis's first book, released in nineteen nineteen
- 0:48Speaker 1: by Heinemann. It was reprinted in nineteen eighty four by
- 0:52Speaker 1: Harcourt Brace Gavanovitch and included in Lewis's nineteen ninety four
- 0:57Speaker 1: Collected Poems. It is the first of Lewis's major published
- 1:02Speaker 1: works to enter the public domain in the United States.
- 1:07Speaker 1: Readers should be aware that in other countries it may
- 1:10Speaker 1: still be under copyright protection. Most of the poems appear
- 1:15Speaker 1: to have been written between nineteen fifteen and nineteen eighteen,
- 1:20Speaker 1: a period during which Lewis was a student under W. T. Kirkpatrick,
- 1:25Speaker 1: a military trainee at Oxford, and a soldier serving in
- 1:29Speaker 1: the trenches of World War One. Their outlook varies from
- 1:33Speaker 1: romantic expressions of love for the beauty and simplicity of
- 1:37Speaker 1: nature to cynical statements about the presence of evil in
- 1:41Speaker 1: this world. In a September twelfth, nineteen eighteen letter to
- 1:45Speaker 1: his friend Arthur Greeves, Lewis said that his book was
- 1:51Speaker 1: mainly strung around the idea that I mentioned to you before,
- 1:55Speaker 1: that nature is wholly diabolical and malavant, and that God,
- 1:59Speaker 1: if he exists, is outside of and in opposition to
- 2:04Speaker 1: the cosmic arrangements. In his cynical poems, Lewis is dealing
- 2:09Speaker 1: with the same questions about evil in nature that Alfred
- 2:12Speaker 1: Lord Tennyson explored from a position of troubled faith in
- 2:16Speaker 1: Memoriam A. H. Stanza's fifty four f In a letter
- 2:21Speaker 1: written perhaps to reassure his father, Lewis claimed, you know
- 2:26Speaker 1: who the God I blaspheme is, and that it is
- 2:29Speaker 1: not the God that you or I worship or any
- 2:31Speaker 1: other Christian whatever Lewis believed at that time. The attitude
- 2:37Speaker 1: in many of these poems is quite different from the
- 2:39Speaker 1: attitude he expressed in his many Christian books from the
- 2:42Speaker 1: nineteen thirties. On attempts in movies and on stage plays
- 2:47Speaker 1: to portray Lewis, as a sheltered professor who knew little
- 2:51Speaker 1: about pain until the death of his wife late in life,
- 2:54Speaker 1: have to deal not only with the many tragedies he
- 2:57Speaker 1: experienced from a boy on, but also with the disturbing
- 3:00Speaker 1: issues he faced in many of these early poems. This
- 3:05Speaker 1: book is presented in three parts. Part one, the prison House,
- 3:12Speaker 1: Part two, Hesitation, Part three, the escape Prologue. As of
- 3:24Speaker 1: old Phoenician men to the ten ailes, sailing straight against
- 3:29Speaker 1: the sunset and the edges of the earth, chaunted loud
- 3:33Speaker 1: above the storm and the strange seas, wailing legends of
- 3:37Speaker 1: their people and the land that gave them birth, sang
- 3:41Speaker 1: aloud to bowl Piore, sang unto the horn maiden, sang
- 3:46Speaker 1: how they should come again with the brethen treasure laden,
- 3:50Speaker 1: sang of all the pride and glory of their hardy enterprise,
- 3:54Speaker 1: How they found the outer islands where the unknown stars arise,
- 3:59Speaker 1: the rowers down below, rowing hard as they could, row,
- 4:03Speaker 1: toiling at the stroke, and feather through the wet and
- 4:06Speaker 1: weary weather. Even they forgot their burden in the measure
- 4:10Speaker 1: of a song. And the merchants and the masters and
- 4:13Speaker 1: the bondsmen altogether dreaming of the wondrous islands, brought the
- 4:18Speaker 1: gallant ship along, so in mighty deeps alone on the
- 4:23Speaker 1: chainless breezes, blown in my coracle of verses, I will
- 4:27Speaker 1: sing of lands unknown, flying from the scarlet city, where
- 4:32Speaker 1: a lord that knows no pity mocks the broken people
- 4:36Speaker 1: praying round his iron throne, sing about the hidden country
- 4:41Speaker 1: fresh and full of quiet, green, sailing overseas uncharted to
- 4:46Speaker 1: a port that none has seen. Part one the prison
- 4:54Speaker 1: House poem, One Satan's speaks. I am Nature, the mighty mother.
- 5:06Speaker 1: I am the law ye have none other. I am
- 5:10Speaker 1: the flower and the dewdrop fresh. I am the lust
- 5:14Speaker 1: in your itching flesh. I am the battle's filth and strain.
- 5:21Speaker 1: I am the widow's empty pain. I am the sea
- 5:25Speaker 1: to smother your breath. I am the bomb, the falling death.
- 5:32Speaker 1: I am the fact and the crushing reason to thwart
- 5:36Speaker 1: your fantasy's newborn treason. I am the spider making her net.
- 5:43Speaker 1: I am the beast with jaws blood wet. I am
- 5:48Speaker 1: a wolf that follows the sun, and I will catch
- 5:52Speaker 1: him here day be done. Poem too French Nocturne monche
- 6:03Speaker 1: le preux long leagues on either hand, the trenches spread,
- 6:09Speaker 1: and all is still now, even this gross line drinks
- 6:14Speaker 1: in the frosty silences divine. The pale green moon is
- 6:18Speaker 1: riding overhead. The jaws of a sacked village, stark and
- 6:24Speaker 1: grim out on the ridge, have swallowed up the sun,
- 6:28Speaker 1: and in one angry streak, his blood has run to
- 6:32Speaker 1: left and right along the horizon dim there comes a
- 6:37Speaker 1: buzzing plain, and now, it seems, flies straight into the
- 6:41Speaker 1: moon low, where he steers across the pallid globe, and
- 6:45Speaker 1: surely nears in that white land, some harbor of dear dreams,
- 6:51Speaker 1: false mocking fancy. Once I too could dream, who now
- 6:56Speaker 1: can only see with vulgar eye that he's no nearer
- 6:59Speaker 1: to the moon than I. And she's a stone that
- 7:03Speaker 1: catches the sun's beam. What call have I to dream
- 7:07Speaker 1: of anything? I am a wolf back to the world again,
- 7:12Speaker 1: And speech of fellow brutes that once were men. Our
- 7:16Speaker 1: throats can bark, for slaughter cannot sing Poem three, The Sadder.
- 7:27Speaker 1: When the flowery hands of spring forth their woodland riches,
- 7:31Speaker 1: fling through the meadows, through the valleys, goes the Sadder,
- 7:35Speaker 1: caroling from the mountain and the moor forest green and
- 7:40Speaker 1: ocean shore. All the fairy kin he rallies, making music evermore.
- 7:47Speaker 1: See the shaggy pelt doth grow on his twisted shanks below,
- 7:53Speaker 1: and his dreadful feet are cloven, though his brow be
- 7:56Speaker 1: white as snow. Though his brow be clear and white,
- 8:01Speaker 1: and beneath it fancies bright wisdom, and high thoughts are woven,
- 8:05Speaker 1: and the musics of delight. Though his temples too be fair.
- 8:11Speaker 1: Yet two horns are growing there, bursting forth the part
- 8:14Speaker 1: asunder all the riches of his hair. Fairy maidens he
- 8:19Speaker 1: may meet fly the horns and cloven feet, but his
- 8:23Speaker 1: sad brown eyes, with wonder seeing stay from their retreat.
- 8:32Speaker 1: Poem four Victory Roland is dead. Cohouln's crest is low,
- 8:41Speaker 1: The battered war rear wastes and turns to rust. And
- 8:46Speaker 1: Helen's eyes and Isol's lips are dust and dust. The
- 8:50Speaker 1: shoulders and the breasts of snow. The fairy people from
- 8:55Speaker 1: our woods are gone. No dry heads have I found
- 8:58Speaker 1: in all our trees. No Triton blows his horn about
- 9:02Speaker 1: our seas, and Arthur sleeps far. Hence, in Avalon the
- 9:08Speaker 1: ancient songs, they wither as the grass and waste as
- 9:12Speaker 1: doth a garment waxen old. All poets have been fools
- 9:16Speaker 1: who thought to mold a monument more durable than brass.
- 9:22Speaker 1: For these decay, but not for that decays the yearning, high,
- 9:26Speaker 1: rebellious spirit of man that never rested yet since life
- 9:30Speaker 1: began from striving with red nature and her ways. Now
- 9:36Speaker 1: in the filth of war, the bar sark shout of battle.
- 9:40Speaker 1: It is vexed, and yet so oft out of the
- 9:43Speaker 1: deeps of old it rose aloft that they who watch
- 9:47Speaker 1: the ages may not doubt. Though often bruised oft, broken
- 9:52Speaker 1: by the rod, yet like the phoenix, from each fiery bed,
- 9:56Speaker 1: higher the stricken spirit lifts its head and higher, till
- 10:01Speaker 1: the beast become a god. Poem five Irish Nocturne. Now
- 10:12Speaker 1: the gray mist comes creeping up from the waste ocean's
- 10:16Speaker 1: weedy strand and fills the valley as a cup if
- 10:20Speaker 1: filled of evil drink in a wizard's hand, And the
- 10:24Speaker 1: trees fade out of sight like dreary ghosts, unhealthily into
- 10:29Speaker 1: the damp, pale night, till you almost think that a
- 10:33Speaker 1: clearer eye could see some shape come up of a
- 10:36Speaker 1: demon seeking apart his meat, as Grendel sought in heart.
- 10:42Speaker 1: The thanes Is sat by the wintry log Grendel, or
- 10:46Speaker 1: the shadowy mass of Baalore, or the man with the
- 10:49Speaker 1: face of clay, the gray, gray walker who used to
- 10:53Speaker 1: pass over the rock arch nightly to his prey. But
- 10:58Speaker 1: here at the dumb slows dream, where the willows hang
- 11:02Speaker 1: with never a wind to blow, the mists apart, bitter
- 11:06Speaker 1: and bitter. It is for thee O my heart, looking
- 11:10Speaker 1: upon this land where poets sang, thus with the dreary shroud,
- 11:16Speaker 1: unwholesome over it spread, and knowing the fog and the
- 11:19Speaker 1: cloud in her people's heart and head, even as it
- 11:24Speaker 1: lies forever upon her coasts, making them dim and dreamy,
- 11:29Speaker 1: lest her sons should ever arise and remember all their boasts.
- 11:34Speaker 1: For I know that the colorless skies and the blurred
- 11:38Speaker 1: horizons breed lonely desire and many words and brooding, and
- 11:44Speaker 1: never a deed poem six Spooks. Last night I dreamed
- 11:54Speaker 1: that I was come again unto the house where my
- 11:57Speaker 1: beloved dwells, after long years of wandering and pain. And
- 12:03Speaker 1: I stood out beneath the drenching rain, and all the
- 12:06Speaker 1: street was bare and black with night. But in my
- 12:09Speaker 1: true love's house was warmth and light. Yet I could
- 12:14Speaker 1: not draw near nor enter in. And long I wondered
- 12:18Speaker 1: if some secret sin or old unhappy anger held me fast,
- 12:24Speaker 1: Till suddenly it came into my head that I was
- 12:28Speaker 1: killed long since, and lying dead only a homeless wraith.
- 12:32Speaker 1: That way had passed. So thus I found my true
- 12:36Speaker 1: love's house again, and stood unseen amid the winter night,
- 12:41Speaker 1: and the lamp burned within a rosy light, and the
- 12:45Speaker 1: wet street was shining in the rain. Poems seven Apology.
- 12:55Speaker 1: If men should ask Despina, why I tell of nothing
- 13:00Speaker 1: glad nor noble in my verse? To lighten hearts beneath
- 13:03Speaker 1: this present curse and build a heaven of dreams and
- 13:07Speaker 1: real hell, Go you to them and speak among them.
- 13:11Speaker 1: Thus there was no greater grief than to recall down
- 13:16Speaker 1: in the rotting grave, where the lithe worms crawl green
- 13:19Speaker 1: fields above that smiled so sweet to us? Is it
- 13:24Speaker 1: good to tell old tales of Troynavant, or praises of
- 13:28Speaker 1: dead heroes tried and sage, or sing the queens of
- 13:32Speaker 1: unforgotten age, Brynhilde and MeV and Virgin Bradamant. How should
- 13:38Speaker 1: I sing of them. Can it be good to think
- 13:41Speaker 1: of glory now? When all is done, and all our
- 13:44Speaker 1: labor underneath the sun has brought us this and not
- 13:48Speaker 1: the thing we would. All these were rosy visions of
- 13:53Speaker 1: the night, the loveliness and wisdom feigned of old. But
- 13:58Speaker 1: now we wake the east pale and cold. No hope
- 14:02Speaker 1: is in the dawn, and no delight. Poem eight ode
- 14:10Speaker 1: for New Year's Day. Woe unto you, ye sons of pain,
- 14:17Speaker 1: that are this day in earth. Now cry for all
- 14:20Speaker 1: your torment. Now curse your hour of birth, and the
- 14:24Speaker 1: fathers who beget you to apportion nothing worth. And thou
- 14:29Speaker 1: my own beloved, For as brave as ere thou art,
- 14:33Speaker 1: Thou down thine head, Despina, clasp thy pale arms over it,
- 14:39Speaker 1: lie low with fast closed eyelids, clenched teeth enduring heart.
- 14:45Speaker 1: For sorrow on sorrow is coming, wherein all flesh has part.
- 14:51Speaker 1: The sky above is sickening. The clouds of God's hate
- 14:55Speaker 1: cover it. Body and soul. Shall suffer beyond all word
- 14:59Speaker 1: or thought, till the pain and noisy terror that these
- 15:03Speaker 1: first years have wrought seem. But the soft arising and
- 15:07Speaker 1: prelude of the storm that fiercer still and heavier, with
- 15:12Speaker 1: sharper lightnings. Fraught shall pour red wrath upon us over
- 15:17Speaker 1: a world deform thrice happy, o d'aspina, were the men
- 15:23Speaker 1: who were alive in the Great Age and the Golden Age,
- 15:27Speaker 1: when still the cycle ran on upward curve, and easily
- 15:31Speaker 1: for them, both maid and man and beast and tree
- 15:35Speaker 1: and spirit in the green earth could thrive. But now
- 15:40Speaker 1: one age is ending, and God calls home the stars
- 15:44Speaker 1: and looses the wheel of the ages and sends it
- 15:47Speaker 1: spinning back amid the death of nations, and points a
- 15:51Speaker 1: downward track, and madness is come over us and great
- 15:55Speaker 1: and little wars. He has not left one valley, one
- 16:00Speaker 1: isle of fresh and green, where old friends could foregather
- 16:04Speaker 1: amid the howling wreck. It's vainly we are praying. We
- 16:09Speaker 1: cannot cannot check the power who slays and puts aside
- 16:14Speaker 1: the beauty that has been It's truth, they tell Despina.
- 16:19Speaker 1: None hears the heart's complaining, for nature will not pity,
- 16:24Speaker 1: nor the Red God lend an ear. Yet I too
- 16:27Speaker 1: have been mad in the hour of bitter paining, and
- 16:30Speaker 1: lifted up my voice to God, thinking that he could
- 16:34Speaker 1: hear the curse, wherewith I cursed him because the Good
- 16:38Speaker 1: was dead. But lo I am grown wiser, knowing that
- 16:43Speaker 1: our own hearts have made a phantom called the Good,
- 16:47Speaker 1: while a few years have sped over a little planet.
- 16:51Speaker 1: And what should the great Lord know of it? Who
- 16:54Speaker 1: tosses the dust of chaos and gives the suns their parts?
- 16:59Speaker 1: Hither and thither he moves them for an hour? We
- 17:02Speaker 1: see the show of it, only a little hour, and
- 17:06Speaker 1: the life of the race is done. And here he
- 17:10Speaker 1: builds a nebula, and there he slays the sun and
- 17:14Speaker 1: works his own fierce pleasure. All things he shall fulfill.
- 17:18Speaker 1: And O, my poor dspina, do you think he ever
- 17:21Speaker 1: hears the wail of hearts? He has broken the sound
- 17:25Speaker 1: of human ill. He cares not for our virtues, our
- 17:30Speaker 1: little hopes and fears. And how could it all go on? Love?
- 17:34Speaker 1: If he knew of laughter and tears? Ah, sweet, if
- 17:38Speaker 1: a man could cheat him, If you could flee away
- 17:42Speaker 1: into some other country beyond the rosy West, to hide
- 17:46Speaker 1: in the deep forests, and be forever at rest from
- 17:49Speaker 1: the rankling hate of God and the outworn world's decay poem,
- 17:57Speaker 1: Nine Night after the Fret and failure of this day
- 18:05Speaker 1: and weariness of thought. O Mother night, come with soft
- 18:09Speaker 1: kiss to soothe our careway, and all our little tumults
- 18:13Speaker 1: set to right, most pitiful of all deaths, kindred fair
- 18:19Speaker 1: riding above us through the curtained air on thy dust
- 18:23Speaker 1: car Thou scatterest to the earth, sweet dreams and drowsy
- 18:27Speaker 1: charms of tender might and lover's dear delight before tomorrow's birth.
- 18:35Speaker 1: Thus art thou wont thy quiet lands to leave, and
- 18:38Speaker 1: pillared courts beyond the milky way, wherein thou terreest all
- 18:43Speaker 1: our solar day, while unsubstantial dreams before thee weave a
- 18:49Speaker 1: foamy dance, and fluttering fancies play about thy palace and
- 18:54Speaker 1: the silver ray of some far moony globe. But when
- 18:58Speaker 1: the hour the long expected comes, the ivory gates open
- 19:03Speaker 1: on noiseless hinge before thy bower unbidden, and the jeweled
- 19:09Speaker 1: chariot waits with magic steeds. Thou from the fronting rim,
- 19:15Speaker 1: bending to urge them, whilst thy sea dark hair falls
- 19:19Speaker 1: in ambrosial ripples. O'er each limb with beautiful pale arms,
- 19:24Speaker 1: untrammeled bare for horsemanship, to those twin chargers fleet dost
- 19:30Speaker 1: give full rain across the fires aglow in the wide
- 19:34Speaker 1: floor of heaven, from off their feet, scattering the powdery
- 19:38Speaker 1: star dust as they go, come swiftly down the sky,
- 19:43Speaker 1: O lady Knight, fall through the shadow country, O most kind,
- 19:48Speaker 1: shake out thy strands of gentle dreams and light for chains,
- 19:53Speaker 1: wherewith thou still art used to bind, with tenderest love
- 19:57Speaker 1: of careful leeches, art the bruised and wi heart. In
- 20:01Speaker 1: slumber blind poem ten to Sleep, I will find out
- 20:13Speaker 1: a place for thee o sleep, a hidden wood among
- 20:17Speaker 1: the hilltops, green full of soft streams and little winds
- 20:21Speaker 1: that creep the murmuring boughs, between a hollow cup above
- 20:27Speaker 1: the ocean, placed where nothing rough nor loud nor harsh
- 20:31Speaker 1: shall be but woodland, light and shadow, interlaced and summer,
- 20:37Speaker 1: sky and sea. There in the fragrant twilight, I will
- 20:42Speaker 1: raise a secret altar of the rich sea sod whereat,
- 20:46Speaker 1: to offer sacrifice and praise unto my lonely God, do
- 20:52Speaker 1: sacrifice of his own drowsy flowers, the deadening poppies in
- 20:57Speaker 1: an ocean shell, round which through all well forgotten days
- 21:01Speaker 1: and hours, the great seas wove their spell so May
- 21:06Speaker 1: he send me dreams of dear delight, and drafts of
- 21:10Speaker 1: cool oblivion, quenching pain, and sweet half wakeful moments in
- 21:16Speaker 1: the night to hear the falling rain, and when he
- 21:20Speaker 1: meets me at the dusk of day, to call me
- 21:23Speaker 1: home for ever. This I ask that he may lead
- 21:27Speaker 1: me friendly on that way, and wear no frightful mask.
- 21:34Speaker 1: Poem eleven. In prison, I cried out for the pain
- 21:40Speaker 1: of man. I cried out for my bitter wrath, against
- 21:44Speaker 1: the hopeless life that ran for ever in a circling
- 21:48Speaker 1: path from death to death, since all began, till on
- 21:53Speaker 1: a summer night, I lost my way in the pale
- 21:56Speaker 1: starlight and saw planet far small, through endless depths of nothing,
- 22:03Speaker 1: fall a lonely pinprick spark of light upon the wide
- 22:07Speaker 1: and folding night, with leagues on leagues of stars above it,
- 22:12Speaker 1: and powdered dust of stars below. Dead things that neither
- 22:17Speaker 1: hate nor love it. Not even their own loveliness can
- 22:21Speaker 1: know being but cosmic dust and dead. And if some
- 22:26Speaker 1: tears be shed, some evil God have power, some crown
- 22:30Speaker 1: of sorrow, sit upon a little world for a little hour,
- 22:35Speaker 1: Who shall remember, who shall care for it? Poem twelve
- 22:43Speaker 1: De profundis Come, Let us curse our master. Ere we
- 22:49Speaker 1: die for all our hopes in endless ruin lie the
- 22:53Speaker 1: good is dead. Let us curse God most high. Four
- 22:58Speaker 1: thousand years of toil and hope and thought, wherein man
- 23:03Speaker 1: labored upward and still wrought new worlds and better Thou
- 23:07Speaker 1: hast made as not. We built us joyful cities, strong
- 23:13Speaker 1: and fair knowledge. We sought and gathered wisdom rare. And
- 23:17Speaker 1: all this time you laughed upon our care. And suddenly
- 23:22Speaker 1: the earth grew black with wrong. Our hope was crushed
- 23:26Speaker 1: and silenced was our song. The heaven grew loud with weeping.
- 23:30Speaker 1: Thou art strong, Come then and curse the lord over
- 23:36Speaker 1: the earth. Gross darkness falls and evil was our birth,
- 23:40Speaker 1: and our few happy days of little worth, even if
- 23:45Speaker 1: it be not all a dream in vain, the ancient
- 23:48Speaker 1: hope that still will rise again of a just God
- 23:52Speaker 1: that cares for earthly pain. Yet far away, beyond our
- 23:57Speaker 1: laboring night, he wanders in the death of endless light,
- 24:01Speaker 1: singing alone his musics of delight. Only the far spent
- 24:07Speaker 1: echo of his song. Our dungeons and deep cells can
- 24:11Speaker 1: smite along, and thou art near, Thou art very strong
- 24:17Speaker 1: O universal strength. I know it well. It is but
- 24:21Speaker 1: froth of folly to rebel, for thou art Lord, and
- 24:25Speaker 1: hast the keys of hell. Yet I will not bow
- 24:29Speaker 1: down to THEE, nor love THEE. For looking in my
- 24:32Speaker 1: own heart I can prove THEE and know this frail,
- 24:36Speaker 1: bruised being is above thee. Our love, our hope, our
- 24:41Speaker 1: thirsting for the right, our mercy, and long seeking of
- 24:45Speaker 1: the light. Shall we change these for thy relentless might
- 24:50Speaker 1: laugh then and slay shatter all things of worth, heap
- 24:55Speaker 1: torment still on torment, for thy mirth. Thou art not Lord,
- 24:59Speaker 1: while there are men on earth Poem thirteen Satan speaks,
- 25:10Speaker 1: I am the Lord, your God, even he that made
- 25:14Speaker 1: material things, and all these signs arrayed above you and
- 25:18Speaker 1: have set beneath the race of mankind who forget their
- 25:23Speaker 1: Father's face. And even while they drink my light of
- 25:27Speaker 1: day dream of some other gods, and disobey my warnings
- 25:31Speaker 1: and despise my holy laws, even though their sin shall
- 25:36Speaker 1: slay them. For which cause dreams dreamed in vain, a
- 25:41Speaker 1: never filled desire, and in close flesh, a spiritual fire,
- 25:46Speaker 1: a thirst for good, their kind shall not attain a
- 25:50Speaker 1: backward cleaving to the beast, to gain a loathing for
- 25:54Speaker 1: the life that I have given, a haunted, twisted soul
- 25:58Speaker 1: forever riven between their will and mine, such lot I
- 26:03Speaker 1: give white, Still am I, despite the vermin live they
- 26:08Speaker 1: hate my world? Then let that other God come from
- 26:12Speaker 1: the outer space's glory shod and from this castle I
- 26:16Speaker 1: have built on night, steal forth my own thoughts children
- 26:20Speaker 1: into light. If such an one there be, but far
- 26:24Speaker 1: away he walks the airy fields of endless day, and
- 26:29Speaker 1: my rebellious sons have called him long and vainly called
- 26:33Speaker 1: My order still is strong and like to me, nor
- 26:37Speaker 1: second Nune, I know whither the mammoth went. This creature,
- 26:41Speaker 1: too shall go Poem fourteen. The Witch trapped amid the
- 26:53Speaker 1: woods with guile, they've let her bound in Fettersville to death,
- 26:59Speaker 1: a deadlier sol sorceress than any born for Earth's distress
- 27:04Speaker 1: since first the winner of the fleece bore home the
- 27:07Speaker 1: Kalkian Witch to Greece. Seven months with snare and gin,
- 27:12Speaker 1: they've sought the maid or wise within the forest's labyrinthine shade.
- 27:19Speaker 1: The lonely woodman, half afraid far off her ragged form,
- 27:22Speaker 1: has seen sauntering down the alley's green, or crouched in
- 27:27Speaker 1: godless prayer alone at eve before a druid stone. But
- 27:33Speaker 1: now the bitter chase is one. The quarries caught her.
- 27:37Speaker 1: Magic's done. The bishops brought her strongest spell to nought,
- 27:42Speaker 1: with candle, book and bell, with holy water splashed upon her.
- 27:47Speaker 1: She goes to burning and dishonor too deeply damned to
- 27:51Speaker 1: feel her shame. For though beneath her hair of flame,
- 27:55Speaker 1: her thoughtful head be lowly bowed, it droops for meditation,
- 27:59Speaker 1: proud impenitent and pondering. Yet things no memory can forget,
- 28:06Speaker 1: starry wonders she has seen brooding in the wild wood
- 28:10Speaker 1: green with holiness. For who can say in what strange
- 28:15Speaker 1: crew she loved to play, What demons or what gods
- 28:19Speaker 1: of old deep mysteries under her have told at dead
- 28:23Speaker 1: of night in worship, bent at ruined shrines magnificent, Or
- 28:28Speaker 1: how the quivering wills she sent alone into the great alone,
- 28:33Speaker 1: where all is loved and all is known. Who now
- 28:36Speaker 1: lifts up her maiden eyes and looks around with soft
- 28:40Speaker 1: surprise upon the noisy, crowded square the city oafs that
- 28:46Speaker 1: nod and stare the bishop's court that gathers there, the
- 28:50Speaker 1: fagots and the blackened steak, where sinners die for justice sake.
- 28:56Speaker 1: Now she is set upon the pile. The mob grows
- 29:00Speaker 1: still a little while, till low before the eager folk
- 29:04Speaker 1: upcurls a thin blue line of smoke, alas the full
- 29:09Speaker 1: fed burghers cry that evil loveliness must die Poem fifteen
- 29:20Speaker 1: Dungeon grates so piteously the lonely soul of man shudders
- 29:29Speaker 1: before this universal plan. So grievous is the burden and
- 29:33Speaker 1: the pain, so heavy weighs the long material chain from
- 29:38Speaker 1: cause to cause, too merciless for hate, the nightmare march
- 29:43Speaker 1: of unrelenting fate. I think that he must die thereof
- 29:47Speaker 1: unless ever and again, across the dreariness, there came a
- 29:52Speaker 1: sudden glimpse of spirit faces, a fragrant breath to tell
- 29:57Speaker 1: of flowery places and wider ocean breaking on the shore
- 30:02Speaker 1: from which the hearts of men are always sore. It
- 30:06Speaker 1: lies beyond endeavor, neither prayer nor fasting, nor much wisdom
- 30:11Speaker 1: winneth there, seeing how many prophets and wise men have
- 30:16Speaker 1: sought for it, and still returned again with hope, undone.
- 30:21Speaker 1: But only the strange power of unsought beauty, in some
- 30:25Speaker 1: casual hour, can build a bridge of light or sound
- 30:28Speaker 1: or form to lead you out of all this strife
- 30:32Speaker 1: and storm. When of some beauty we are grown apart,
- 30:36Speaker 1: till from its very glory's midmost heart out leaps a
- 30:40Speaker 1: sudden beam of larger light into our souls. All things
- 30:45Speaker 1: are seen aright amid the blinding pillar of its gold,
- 30:49Speaker 1: seven times more true than what for truth we hold
- 30:53Speaker 1: in vulgar hours. The miracle is done, and for one
- 30:58Speaker 1: little moment we are won with the eternal stream of
- 31:01Speaker 1: loveliness that flows so calm aloft from all distress, yet
- 31:07Speaker 1: leaps and lives around us as a fire, making us
- 31:11Speaker 1: faint with over strong desire to sport and swim forever
- 31:15Speaker 1: in its deep. Only a moment, Oh, but we shall
- 31:20Speaker 1: keep our vision. Still. One moment was enough. We know
- 31:25Speaker 1: we are not made of mortal stuff, and we can
- 31:29Speaker 1: bear all trials that come after the hate of men
- 31:32Speaker 1: and the fool's loud, beastial laughter, and nature's rule and
- 31:37Speaker 1: cruelties unclean, for we have seen the glory we have
- 31:41Speaker 1: seen Poem sixteen. The philosopher who shall be our prophet
- 31:53Speaker 1: then chosen from all the sons of men to lead
- 31:57Speaker 1: his fellows on the way of hidden knowledge, delving deep
- 32:02Speaker 1: to nameless mysteries that keep their secret from the solar day.
- 32:07Speaker 1: Or who shall pierce with surer eye this shifting veil
- 32:12Speaker 1: of bitter sweet and find the real things that lie
- 32:16Speaker 1: beyond this turmoil which we greet with such a wasted
- 32:20Speaker 1: wealth of tears. Who shall cross over for us the
- 32:24Speaker 1: bridge of fears and pass into the country where the
- 32:27Speaker 1: ancient mothers dwell? Is it an elder bent and hoar,
- 32:33Speaker 1: who where the waste Atlantic swell on lonely beeches makes
- 32:37Speaker 1: its roar in his solitary tower through the long night,
- 32:42Speaker 1: hour by hour, pours on old books with watery eye,
- 32:47Speaker 1: when all his youth has passed him by, and folly
- 32:51Speaker 1: is schooled, and love is dead and frozen, fancy laid abed,
- 32:57Speaker 1: while in his veins the gradual blood slackens to a
- 33:01Speaker 1: marish flood. For he rejoiceth not in the ocean's might.
- 33:07Speaker 1: Neither the sun giveth delight, nor the moon by night
- 33:11Speaker 1: shall call his feet to wander in the haunted forest lawn.
- 33:16Speaker 1: He shall no more rise Suddenly in the dawn, when
- 33:20Speaker 1: mists are white, and the dew lies pearly cold and
- 33:24Speaker 1: cold on every meadow, to take his joy of the
- 33:28Speaker 1: season early, the opening flower and the westward shadow. And
- 33:33Speaker 1: scarcely can he dream of laughter and love. They lie
- 33:37Speaker 1: so many leaden years behind. Such eyes are dim and blind,
- 33:43Speaker 1: and the sad aching head that nods above his monstrous
- 33:47Speaker 1: books can never know the secret we would find. But
- 33:52Speaker 1: let our seer be young and kind and fresh and
- 33:55Speaker 1: beautiful of show, and taken ear the lusty head and
- 34:00Speaker 1: rapture of his youth be dead. Ere the gnawing peasant
- 34:04Speaker 1: reason school him over deep in treason to the ancient
- 34:08Speaker 1: highest state of his fancies, principate that he may live
- 34:13Speaker 1: a perfect hole, a mask of the eternal soul, and
- 34:17Speaker 1: cross at last the shadowy bar to where the ever
- 34:21Speaker 1: living are Poems seventeen, the ocean strand, Oh, leave the
- 34:32Speaker 1: laboring roadways of the town, the shifting faces, and the
- 34:36Speaker 1: changeful hue of markets and broad echoing streets that drown
- 34:42Speaker 1: the heart's own silent music, Though they too sing in
- 34:46Speaker 1: their proper rhythm and still delight the friendly ear that
- 34:50Speaker 1: loves warm humankind. Yet it is good to leave them
- 34:54Speaker 1: all behind. Now, when from lily dawn to purple night,
- 34:58Speaker 1: summer is queen. Summer is queen in all the happy land,
- 35:03Speaker 1: far far away, among the valleys green. Let us go
- 35:07Speaker 1: forth and wander hand in hand beyond those solemn hills
- 35:12Speaker 1: that we have seen so often, welcome home the falling
- 35:15Speaker 1: sun into their cloudy peaks when day was done. Beyond them,
- 35:21Speaker 1: till we find the ocean strand and hear the great
- 35:24Speaker 1: waves run with the waste song, whose melodies I'd follow,
- 35:28Speaker 1: and weary not from many a summer day born of
- 35:32Speaker 1: the vaulted breaker's arching hollow, before they flash and scatter
- 35:37Speaker 1: into spray on. If we should be weary of their play,
- 35:42Speaker 1: then I would lead you further into land, where, with
- 35:45Speaker 1: their ragged walls, the stately rocks shunt in smooth courts
- 35:49Speaker 1: and paved with quiet sand to silence dedicate the sea.
- 35:54Speaker 1: God's flocks have rested here, and mortal eyes have seen
- 35:59Speaker 1: by great advents at the dead of noon, a lonely
- 36:02Speaker 1: nereid drowsing half a swoon, buried beneath her dark and
- 36:07Speaker 1: dripping locks poem eighteen noon noon, and in the garden
- 36:19Speaker 1: bower the hot air quivers o'er the grass the little lake,
- 36:23Speaker 1: as smooth as glass, and still so heavily the hour
- 36:28Speaker 1: drags that scarce the proudest flower, pressed upon its burning bed,
- 36:34Speaker 1: has strength to lift a languid head rose and fainting
- 36:38Speaker 1: violet by the water's margin, set swoon and sink as
- 36:43Speaker 1: they were dead, though their weary leaves be fed with
- 36:47Speaker 1: the foam drops of the pool, where it trembles dark
- 36:51Speaker 1: and cool, wrinkled by the fountain spraying o'er it, and
- 36:56Speaker 1: the honey bee humses drowsy melody and wanders in his
- 37:00Speaker 1: coarse as straying through the sweet and tangled glade with
- 37:04Speaker 1: his golden mead o'erladen, where beneath the pleasant shade of
- 37:09Speaker 1: the darkling boughs a maiden, milky limb and fiery tress,
- 37:15Speaker 1: all its sweetest, random laid slumbers, drunken with the excess
- 37:20Speaker 1: of the noontide's loveliness. Poem nineteen Milton read again in Surrey,
- 37:35Speaker 1: three golden months, while summer on a stole, I have
- 37:39Speaker 1: read your joyful tale another time, breathing more freely in
- 37:43Speaker 1: that larger climb, and learning wiselier to deserve the whole
- 37:49Speaker 1: your spirit master has been close at hand and guided
- 37:53Speaker 1: me still, pointing treasures rare, thick, sown where I before
- 37:57Speaker 1: saw nothing fair, and finding waters in the barren land
- 38:03Speaker 1: barren once thought because my eyes were dim like one,
- 38:07Speaker 1: I am grown to whom the common field and often
- 38:11Speaker 1: wandered copes one morning yield new pleasures. Suddenly for over
- 38:15Speaker 1: him falls the weird spirit of unexplained delight, new mystery
- 38:20Speaker 1: in every shady place, in every whispering tree, a nameless grace,
- 38:26Speaker 1: new rapture on the windy's seaward height. So may she
- 38:30Speaker 1: come to me, teaching me well to savor all these
- 38:34Speaker 1: sweets that lie to hand in wood and lane about
- 38:37Speaker 1: this pleasant land, though it be not the land where
- 38:40Speaker 1: I would dwell Poem twenty Sonnet. The stars come out,
- 38:52Speaker 1: the fragrant shadows fall about a dreaming garden, still in sweet.
- 38:58Speaker 1: I hear the unseen bats above me, bleat among the
- 39:02Speaker 1: ghostly moths, their hunting call, and twinkling glow worms all
- 39:07Speaker 1: about me. Crawl now for a chamber dim, a pillow
- 39:12Speaker 1: meet for slumbers, deep as death, a faultless sheet, cool,
- 39:17Speaker 1: white and smooth. So may I reach the hall with
- 39:22Speaker 1: poppies strewn where sleep that is so dear. With magic
- 39:26Speaker 1: sponge can wipe away an hour or twelve and make
- 39:30Speaker 1: them not Why not a year? Why could a man
- 39:34Speaker 1: not loiter in that bower until a thousand painless cycles wore?
- 39:39Speaker 1: And then what if it held him evermore? Poem twenty one.
- 39:47Speaker 1: The autumn morning see the pale autumn dawn is faint
- 39:54Speaker 1: upon the lawn that lies in powdered white of hoar,
- 39:58Speaker 1: frost dight. And now from tree to tree the ghostly
- 40:03Speaker 1: mist we see hung like a silver pall to hallow all.
- 40:08Speaker 1: It wreathes the burdened air so strangely everywhere that I
- 40:13Speaker 1: could almost fear this silence drear where no one song
- 40:18Speaker 1: bird sings, and dream that wizard things mighty for hate
- 40:23Speaker 1: or love were close Above. White is the fog and
- 40:27Speaker 1: fair drifting through the middle air in magic dances. Dread
- 40:33Speaker 1: o'er my head. Yet these should know me too, lover
- 40:37Speaker 1: and bondman, true one that is honored well the mystic
- 40:42Speaker 1: spell of eversmost solemn hours, wherein the ancient powers of
- 40:47Speaker 1: dryad el for fawn or leprechaun oft have their faces
- 40:52Speaker 1: shown to me that walked alone seashore or haunted fen
- 40:57Speaker 1: or mountain Glen. Wherefore I will not fear to walk
- 41:02Speaker 1: the woodland seer into this autumn day, far far away.
- 41:11Speaker 1: End of Part one, The Prison House. This is a
- 41:20Speaker 1: LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain.
- 41:26Speaker 1: For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org.
- 41:33Speaker 1: Recording made by Robert Garrison. For more information on this reader,
- 41:39Speaker 1: visit Climber five to three dot com. Spirits in Bondage,
- 41:46Speaker 1: a cycle of lyrics by Clive Hamilton, Part two hesitation
- 41:57Speaker 1: Poem twenty two La prenti socier. Suddenly there came to
- 42:04Speaker 1: me the music of a mighty sea that on a
- 42:07Speaker 1: bare and iron shore thundered with a deeper roar than
- 42:12Speaker 1: all the tides that leap and run with us below
- 42:15Speaker 1: the real sun. Because the place was far away, above,
- 42:20Speaker 1: beyond our homely day, neighboring close the frozen clime, where
- 42:25Speaker 1: out of all the woods of time amid the frightful Seraphim,
- 42:29Speaker 1: the fierce cold eyes of Godhead gleam, revolving hate and misery,
- 42:35Speaker 1: and wars and famines yet to be. And in my
- 42:39Speaker 1: dreams I stood alone upon a shelf of weedy stone,
- 42:44Speaker 1: and saw before my shrinking eyes the dark, enormous breakers
- 42:48Speaker 1: rise and hover and fall, with deafening thunder of thwarted foam,
- 42:54Speaker 1: that echoed under the ledge, through many a cavern drear
- 42:59Speaker 1: with hollow sound of wintry fear, and through the waters
- 43:03Speaker 1: waste and gray thick strown for many a league away
- 43:08Speaker 1: out of the toiling sea, arose many a face and
- 43:12Speaker 1: form of those thin elemental people, dear who live beyond
- 43:17Speaker 1: our heavy sphere. And all at once, from far and near,
- 43:21Speaker 1: they all held out their arms to me, crying in
- 43:25Speaker 1: their melody. Leap in, Leap in, and take thy fill
- 43:29Speaker 1: of all the cosmic good and ill. Be as the
- 43:33Speaker 1: living ones that know enormous joy, enormous woe, pain beyond thought,
- 43:38Speaker 1: and fiery bliss for all thy study. Hunted this on
- 43:43Speaker 1: wings of magic, to arise and wash from off thy
- 43:47Speaker 1: filmed eyes the cloud of cold mortality, to find the
- 43:52Speaker 1: real life and be, as are the children of the deep,
- 43:56Speaker 1: Be bold, and dare the glorious leap, or to thy
- 43:59Speaker 1: shame go slink again back to the narrow ways of men.
- 44:05Speaker 1: So all these mocked me as I stood striving to wake,
- 44:09Speaker 1: because I feared the flood Poem twenty three, alexandrines, there
- 44:21Speaker 1: is a house that most of all on earth I hate.
- 44:25Speaker 1: Though I have passed through many sorrows, and have been
- 44:29Speaker 1: in bloody fields, sad seas, and countries desolate, Yet most
- 44:34Speaker 1: I fear that empty house, where the grass is green
- 44:38Speaker 1: grow in the silent court, the gaping flags between, and
- 44:43Speaker 1: down the moss grown paths and terrace. No man treads,
- 44:48Speaker 1: where the old old weeds rise deep on the waste
- 44:51Speaker 1: garden beds, like eyes of one long dead. The empty
- 44:57Speaker 1: windows stare, and I fear to the garden. I fear
- 45:02Speaker 1: to linger there, For in that house I know a
- 45:05Speaker 1: little silent room where someone's always waiting, waiting in the
- 45:11Speaker 1: gloom to draw me with an evil eye and hold
- 45:15Speaker 1: me fast. Yet thither doom will drive me, and he
- 45:20Speaker 1: will win at last, Poem twenty four, In praise of
- 45:29Speaker 1: solid people. Thank God, there are solid folk who water
- 45:36Speaker 1: flowers and roll the lawn, and sit and sew, and
- 45:40Speaker 1: talk and smoke and snore all through the summer dawn,
- 45:44Speaker 1: who pass untroubled nights and days, full fed and sleepily content,
- 45:50Speaker 1: rejoicing in each other's praise. Respectable and innocent, who feel
- 45:56Speaker 1: the things that all men feel and think in well
- 45:59Speaker 1: worn grooves of thought, whose honest spirits never reel before
- 46:03Speaker 1: man's mystery. Overwrought, yet not unfaithful nor unkind with work
- 46:10Speaker 1: day virtues, surely stayd theirs is the sane and humble mind,
- 46:15Speaker 1: and dull affections undismayed. O happy people, I have seen
- 46:22Speaker 1: no verse yet written in your praise and truth to
- 46:25Speaker 1: tell the time has been. I would have scorned your
- 46:29Speaker 1: easy ways, but now, through weariness and strife, I learn
- 46:34Speaker 1: your worthiness. Indeed, the world is better for such life
- 46:39Speaker 1: as stout suburban people lead. Too often have I sat
- 46:44Speaker 1: alone when the wet night falls heavily and fretting winds
- 46:48Speaker 1: around me, moan and homeless, longing vexes me for lore
- 46:53Speaker 1: that I shall never know, and visions none can hope
- 46:56Speaker 1: to see till brooding works upon me. So a childish
- 47:01Speaker 1: fear steals over me. I look around the empty room,
- 47:05Speaker 1: the clock still ticking in its place, and all else
- 47:09Speaker 1: silent as the tomb, till suddenly I think a face
- 47:14Speaker 1: grows from the darkness just beside. I turn, and lo
- 47:18Speaker 1: it fades away, and soon another phantom tide of shifting
- 47:23Speaker 1: dreams begins to play, and dusky galleys past me, sail
- 47:28Speaker 1: full freighted on a fairy sea. I hear the silken
- 47:31Speaker 1: merchants hail across the ringing waves to me. Then suddenly
- 47:37Speaker 1: again the room familiar books about me piled, and I
- 47:41Speaker 1: alone amid the gloom by one more mocking dream beguiled,
- 47:47Speaker 1: and still no neared to the light, and still no
- 47:50Speaker 1: further from myself, alone and lost in clinging night, the
- 47:55Speaker 1: clocks still ticking on the shelf. Then do I envy
- 47:59Speaker 1: solid folk who sit of evenings by the fire after
- 48:03Speaker 1: their work, and doze and smoke, and are not fretted
- 48:07Speaker 1: by desire? End of Part two Hesitation. This is a
- 48:19Speaker 1: LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain.
- 48:25Speaker 1: For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org.
- 48:32Speaker 1: Recording made by Robert Garrison. For more information on this reader,
- 48:37Speaker 1: visit Climber five three dot com. Spirits in Bondage, a
- 48:45Speaker 1: cycle of lyrics by Clive Hamilton, Part three the escape
- 48:56Speaker 1: poem twenty five of the Pilgrims. O dwellers at the
- 49:05Speaker 1: back of the North wind, What have we done to you?
- 49:09Speaker 1: How have we send, wandering the earth from Orkney unto end,
- 49:15Speaker 1: with many deaths. Our fellowship is thinned, our flesh is
- 49:19Speaker 1: withered in the parching wind. Wandering the earth from Orkney
- 49:24Speaker 1: unto end, we have no rest. We cannot turn again
- 49:30Speaker 1: back to the world and all her fruitless pain, having
- 49:33Speaker 1: once sought the land where ye remain, Some say ye
- 49:38Speaker 1: or not. But a god we know that somewhere, somewhere
- 49:43Speaker 1: past the northern snow, waiting for us, the red rose
- 49:48Speaker 1: gardens blow. The red rose and the white rose gardens
- 49:52Speaker 1: blow in the green northern land to which we go.
- 49:57Speaker 1: Surely the ways are long, and the years are slow.
- 50:01Speaker 1: We have forsaken all things sweet and fair. We have
- 50:05Speaker 1: found nothing worth a moment's care, because the real flowers
- 50:09Speaker 1: are blowing there, Land of the lotus, fallen from the sun,
- 50:15Speaker 1: land of the lake, from whence all rivers run, Land
- 50:19Speaker 1: where the hope of all our dreams is won. Shall
- 50:23Speaker 1: we not somewhere sea at close of day the green
- 50:27Speaker 1: walls of that country far away, and hear the music
- 50:31Speaker 1: of her fountains play. So long we have been wandering,
- 50:35Speaker 1: all this while by many a perilous sea and drifting isle,
- 50:40Speaker 1: we scarce shall dare to look thereon and smile. Yea
- 50:45Speaker 1: when we are drawing very near to thee, and when
- 50:48Speaker 1: at last the ivory port we see, our hearts will
- 50:52Speaker 1: faint with mere felicity. But we shall wake again in
- 50:56Speaker 1: gardens bright of green and gold, for in infinite delight,
- 51:01Speaker 1: sleeping beneath the solemn mountains white, while from the flowery
- 51:06Speaker 1: copses still unseen, sing out the crooning birds that ne'er
- 51:11Speaker 1: have been touched by the hand of winter, frore and
- 51:14Speaker 1: lean and ever living queens that grow not old, and
- 51:20Speaker 1: poets wise, and robes of fairy gold whisper a wild
- 51:24Speaker 1: sweet song that first was told ere God sat down
- 51:29Speaker 1: to make the milky way. And in those gardens we
- 51:32Speaker 1: shall sleep and play forever and forever and a day, Ah,
- 51:38Speaker 1: dwellers at the back of the north wind, What have
- 51:42Speaker 1: we done to you? How have we sinned that ye
- 51:44Speaker 1: should hide beyond the northern wind land of the Lotus,
- 51:49Speaker 1: fallen from the sun. When shall your hidden flowery veils
- 51:53Speaker 1: be won, and all the travail of our way be done?
- 51:57Speaker 1: Very far we have searched, We have seen the Scythian
- 52:02Speaker 1: waste that bears no soft nor green, and near the
- 52:06Speaker 1: hideous pass our feet have been. We have heard sirens
- 52:11Speaker 1: singing all night long, beneath the unknown stars, their lonely
- 52:15Speaker 1: song in friendless seas, beyond the pillars strong, nor by
- 52:21Speaker 1: the dragon daughter of Hippocras, nor the veil of the
- 52:25Speaker 1: devil's head we have feared to pass. Yet is our
- 52:28Speaker 1: labor lost and vain alas scouring the earth from Orkney
- 52:34Speaker 1: unto end, tossed on the seas and withered in the wind,
- 52:38Speaker 1: We seek and seek your land? How have we send?
- 52:43Speaker 1: Or is it all a folly of the wise, bidding
- 52:46Speaker 1: us walk these ways with blinded eyes, while all around
- 52:50Speaker 1: us real flowers arise. But by the very God we know,
- 52:56Speaker 1: We know that somewhere still beyond the northern snow, waiting
- 53:01Speaker 1: for us, the red rose gardens blow Poem twenty six Song.
- 53:13Speaker 1: Fairies must be in the woods, or the satyr's laughing
- 53:17Speaker 1: broods tritons in the summer sea. Else, how could the
- 53:21Speaker 1: dead things be half so lovely as they are? How
- 53:26Speaker 1: could wealth of star on star, dusted o'er the frosty
- 53:30Speaker 1: night fill thy spirit with delight? And lead thee from
- 53:34Speaker 1: this care of thine up among the dreams Divine, Were
- 53:39Speaker 1: it not that each and all of them that walk
- 53:42Speaker 1: the heavenly hall is in truth a happy isle, where
- 53:46Speaker 1: eternal meadows smile, and golden globes of fruit are seen
- 53:51Speaker 1: twinkling through the orchard's green. Were the other people go
- 53:56Speaker 1: on the bright sward to and fro Adam's dead could
- 54:01Speaker 1: never thus stir the human heart of us unless the
- 54:05Speaker 1: beauty that we see, the veil of endless beauty, be
- 54:09Speaker 1: filled full of spirits that have trod far hence along
- 54:13Speaker 1: the heavenly sod, and see the bright footprints of God
- 54:21Speaker 1: Poem twenty seven. The ass I woke and rose and
- 54:29Speaker 1: slipped away to the heathery hills in the morning gray,
- 54:34Speaker 1: in a field where the dew lay cold and deep,
- 54:38Speaker 1: I met an ass new roused from sleep. I stroked
- 54:42Speaker 1: his nose, and I tickled his ears, and spoke soft
- 54:46Speaker 1: words to quiet his fears. His eyes stared into the
- 54:51Speaker 1: eyes of me, and he kissed my hands of his courtesy,
- 54:56Speaker 1: O big brown brother, out of the waist, How do
- 55:00Speaker 1: thistles for breakfast taste? And do you rejoice in the
- 55:05Speaker 1: dawn Divine with a heart that is glad no less
- 55:08Speaker 1: than mine? For brother, the depth of your gentle eyes
- 55:13Speaker 1: is strange and mystic as the skies. What are the
- 55:17Speaker 1: thoughts that grow behind down in the midst of a
- 55:20Speaker 1: donkey mind? Can it be true as the wise men
- 55:24Speaker 1: tell that you are a mask of God as well,
- 55:28Speaker 1: and as in us, so in you no less speaks
- 55:31Speaker 1: the eternal loveliness and words of the lips that all
- 55:36Speaker 1: things know among the thoughts of a donkeygo, however it be,
- 55:42Speaker 1: O four foot brother, fair to day is the earth
- 55:45Speaker 1: our mother, God send you peace and delight thereof, and
- 55:50Speaker 1: all green meat of the waste you love, and guard
- 55:54Speaker 1: you well from violent men who'd put you back in
- 55:57Speaker 1: the shafts again. But the ass had far too wise
- 56:01Speaker 1: ahead to answer one of the things I said, So
- 56:06Speaker 1: he twitched his fair ears up and down, and turned
- 56:10Speaker 1: to nuzzle his shoulder. Brown Poem twenty eight ballad me steek,
- 56:23Speaker 1: The big red house is barren lone, the stony garden
- 56:27Speaker 1: waist and sear with blight of breezes, ocean blown to pinch,
- 56:32Speaker 1: the wakening of the year. My kindly friends, with busy cheer,
- 56:37Speaker 1: my wretchedness could plainly show, They tell me I am
- 56:41Speaker 1: lonely here. What do they know? What do they know?
- 56:47Speaker 1: They think that while the gables moan and easement's creak
- 56:51Speaker 1: in winter drear, I should be piteously alone, without the
- 56:55Speaker 1: speech of comrades dear and friendly, for my sake the
- 57:00Speaker 1: fear it grieves them thinking of me, so while all
- 57:04Speaker 1: their happy life is near. What do they know? What
- 57:08Speaker 1: do they know? That? I have seen the Dagda's throne
- 57:13Speaker 1: in sunny lands without a tear, and found a forest
- 57:17Speaker 1: all my own to ward with magic shield and spear,
- 57:21Speaker 1: where through the stately towers I rear for my desire
- 57:26Speaker 1: around me go immortal shapes of beauty clear. They do
- 57:30Speaker 1: not know. They do not know the friends I have
- 57:36Speaker 1: without a peer, beyond the western ocean's glow, whither the
- 57:41Speaker 1: fairy galleys steer. They do not know. How should they know?
- 57:50Speaker 1: Poem twenty nine Night. I know a little druid would
- 57:58Speaker 1: where I would slumber if I could, and have the
- 58:01Speaker 1: murmuring of the stream to mingle with a midnight dream,
- 58:06Speaker 1: and have the holy hazel trees to play above me
- 58:09Speaker 1: in the breeze, and smell the thorny eglantine, for there
- 58:15Speaker 1: the white owls all night long, in the scented gloom
- 58:18Speaker 1: divine hear the wild, strange, tuneless song of fairy voices,
- 58:24Speaker 1: thin and high as the bats unearthly cry, and the
- 58:29Speaker 1: measure of their shoon, dancing, dancing under the moon, until
- 58:34Speaker 1: amid the pale of dawn, the wandering stars begin to swoon. Ah,
- 58:40Speaker 1: leave the world and come away. The windy folk are
- 58:45Speaker 1: in the glade, And men have seen their rebels laid
- 58:49Speaker 1: in secret on some flowery lawn underneath the beeching covers.
- 58:54Speaker 1: Kings of old, I've heard them say, here have found
- 58:58Speaker 1: them fairy lovers that charm them out of life, and
- 59:02Speaker 1: kissed their lips with cold lips unafraid, And such a
- 59:07Speaker 1: spell around them made that they have passed beyond the
- 59:10Speaker 1: mist and found the country under wave, Kings of old,
- 59:15Speaker 1: whom none could save, Poem thirty Oxford. It is well
- 59:28Speaker 1: that there are places of peace and discipline, and dreaming
- 59:32Speaker 1: and desire. Lest we forget our heritage and cease the
- 59:37Speaker 1: spirit's work to hunger and aspire, lest we forget that
- 59:42Speaker 1: we were born divine. Now tangled in red battle's animal net, murder,
- 59:48Speaker 1: the work and lust, the anodyne pains of the beast,
- 59:53Speaker 1: gainst bestial solas set but this shall never be. To
- 59:58Speaker 1: us remains one city that has nothing of the beast,
- 1:00:03Speaker 1: that was not built for gross material gains, sharp wolfish power,
- 1:00:08Speaker 1: or empire's glutted feast. We are not wholly brute. To
- 1:00:14Speaker 1: us remains a clean, sweet city, lulled by ancient streams,
- 1:00:20Speaker 1: a place of visions and of loosening chains, a refuge
- 1:00:24Speaker 1: of the elect, a tower of dreams. She was not
- 1:00:29Speaker 1: builded out of common stone, but out of all men's
- 1:00:33Speaker 1: yearning and all prayer, that she might live eternally, our own,
- 1:00:38Speaker 1: the spirit's stronghold, barred against despair Poem thirty one, Hymn
- 1:00:50Speaker 1: for Boy's Voices. All the things magicians do could be
- 1:00:59Speaker 1: done by me you freely. If we only knew human
- 1:01:04Speaker 1: children every day could play at games the fairies play,
- 1:01:08Speaker 1: if they were but shown the way every man a
- 1:01:12Speaker 1: god would be laughing through eternity, if as God's his
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: eyes could see all the wizardries of God, slaying matter
- 1:01:22Speaker 1: with a nod, charming spirits with his rod, with the
- 1:01:26Speaker 1: singing of his voice, making lonely lands rejoice, leaving us
- 1:01:32Speaker 1: no will nor choice. Drawing headlong, me and you, as
- 1:01:37Speaker 1: the piping orpheus drew man and beast the mountains through
- 1:01:42Speaker 1: by the sweetness of his horn, calling us from land's
- 1:01:45Speaker 1: forlorn nearer to the widening morn. All that loveliness of
- 1:01:51Speaker 1: power could be man's peculiar dower, even mine. This very hour,
- 1:01:57Speaker 1: we should reach the hidden land and grow immortal out
- 1:02:01Speaker 1: of hand. If we could but understand, we could revel
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: day and night in all power and all delight, if
- 1:02:09Speaker 1: we learned to think aright Poem thirty two, our daily bread.
- 1:02:20Speaker 1: We need no barbarous words nor solemn spell to raise
- 1:02:25Speaker 1: the unknown. It lies before our feet. There have been
- 1:02:29Speaker 1: men who sank down into hell in some suburban street,
- 1:02:34Speaker 1: and some there are that, in their daily walks have
- 1:02:37Speaker 1: met archangels fresh from sight of God. Or watch how
- 1:02:42Speaker 1: in their beans and cabbage stalks, long files of fairy
- 1:02:46Speaker 1: trod often me too. The living voices call in many
- 1:02:51Speaker 1: a vulgar and habitual place. I catch a sight of
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: lands beyond the wall. I see a strange God's face,
- 1:03:00Speaker 1: And some day this work will work upon me. So
- 1:03:04Speaker 1: I shall arise and leave both friends and home, and
- 1:03:07Speaker 1: over many lands. A pilgrim go through alien woods and foam,
- 1:03:13Speaker 1: seeking the last steep edges of the earth, whence I
- 1:03:17Speaker 1: may leap into that gulf of light, wherein before my
- 1:03:21Speaker 1: narrowing self had birth, part of me lived aright Poem
- 1:03:29Speaker 1: thirty three. How he saw Angus the God. I heard
- 1:03:38Speaker 1: the swallows sing in the eaves, and rose all in
- 1:03:41Speaker 1: a strange delight, while others slept and down the creaking
- 1:03:46Speaker 1: stair alone tiptoes, so carefully I crept. The house was dark,
- 1:03:52Speaker 1: with silly blinds yet drawn, But outside the clean air
- 1:03:56Speaker 1: was filled with light. And underneath my feet the cold,
- 1:04:00Speaker 1: wet lawn with dew was twinkling bright. The cobwebs hung
- 1:04:06Speaker 1: from every branch, and spray gleaming with pearly strands of
- 1:04:10Speaker 1: laden thread. And long and still the morning shadows lay
- 1:04:15Speaker 1: across the meadows, spread at that pure hour, when yet
- 1:04:20Speaker 1: no sound of man stirs in the whiteness of the
- 1:04:24Speaker 1: wakening earth. Alone, through innocent solitudes, I ran, singing aloud
- 1:04:30Speaker 1: from Earth till I had found the open mountain heath
- 1:04:35Speaker 1: yellow with gorse, and rested there and stood to gaze
- 1:04:39Speaker 1: upon the misty sea beneath, or on the neighboring wood,
- 1:04:44Speaker 1: that little wood of hazel and tall pine and yngling fir,
- 1:04:49Speaker 1: where oft. We have loved to see the level beams
- 1:04:52Speaker 1: of early morning shine freshly from tree to tree. Through
- 1:04:57Speaker 1: the denser wood there's many a pool of deep and
- 1:05:01Speaker 1: night born shadow lingers. Yet where the new wakened flowers
- 1:05:05Speaker 1: are damp and cool, and the long grass is wet
- 1:05:10Speaker 1: in the sweet heather. Long I rested there, looking upon
- 1:05:13Speaker 1: the dappled early sky, when suddenly, from out the shining air,
- 1:05:18Speaker 1: a god came flashing by, swift naked, eager, piteously fair,
- 1:05:25Speaker 1: with a live crown of birds about his head, singing
- 1:05:28Speaker 1: and fluttering, and his fiery hair for out behind him
- 1:05:32Speaker 1: spread streamed like a rippling torch, upon the breeze of
- 1:05:37Speaker 1: his own glorious swiftness. In the grass he bruised no
- 1:05:42Speaker 1: feathery stalk, and through the trees I saw his whiteness pass.
- 1:05:48Speaker 1: But when I followed him beyond the wood lo he
- 1:05:51Speaker 1: was changed into a solemn bull, that there upon the
- 1:05:55Speaker 1: open pasture stood and browsed his lazy full poem thirty
- 1:06:03Speaker 1: four The roads. I stand on the windy uplands, among
- 1:06:12Speaker 1: the hills of Down, with all the world spread out beneath,
- 1:06:16Speaker 1: meadow and sea and town and plow lands on the
- 1:06:20Speaker 1: far off hills that glow with friendly brown, and ever
- 1:06:25Speaker 1: across the rolling land, to the far horizon line, where
- 1:06:30Speaker 1: the blue hills border the misty west. I see the
- 1:06:33Speaker 1: white roads twine, the rail roads and the fair roads
- 1:06:37Speaker 1: that call this heart of mine. I see them dip
- 1:06:42Speaker 1: in the valleys and vanish, and rise and bend from
- 1:06:46Speaker 1: shadowy dell to wind swept fell, and still to the
- 1:06:49Speaker 1: west they wend, and over the cold blue ridge, at
- 1:06:53Speaker 1: last to the great world's uttermost end. And the call
- 1:06:58Speaker 1: of the roads is upon me. A desire in my
- 1:07:01Speaker 1: heart has grown to wander forth in the highways TwixT
- 1:07:05Speaker 1: earth and sky alone, and seek for the lands no
- 1:07:09Speaker 1: foot has trod, and the seas no sail has known,
- 1:07:13Speaker 1: for the lands to the west of the evening and
- 1:07:16Speaker 1: east of the morning's birth, where the gods unseen and
- 1:07:19Speaker 1: their valleys green, are glad at the ends of the earth,
- 1:07:23Speaker 1: and fear no morrow to bring them sorrow, nor night
- 1:07:27Speaker 1: to quench their mirth. Poem thirty five. Hesperus through the
- 1:07:38Speaker 1: starry hollow of the summer night. I would follow, follow Hesperus,
- 1:07:44Speaker 1: the bright to seek beyond the western wave is garden
- 1:07:48Speaker 1: of delight. Hesperus, the fairest of all gods that are
- 1:07:54Speaker 1: peace and dreams, Thou beast in thy shadowy car and
- 1:07:59Speaker 1: often in my evening walks, I bless thee from afar
- 1:08:04Speaker 1: stars without number, dust the noon of night thou, the
- 1:08:08Speaker 1: early slumber, and the still delight of the gentle twilight
- 1:08:12Speaker 1: hours rulest in thy right. When the pale skies shiver,
- 1:08:18Speaker 1: seeing night is done. Past the ocean river lightly, thou
- 1:08:23Speaker 1: dost run to look for pleasant, sleepy lands that never
- 1:08:28Speaker 1: fear the sun. Where beyond the waters of the outer sea,
- 1:08:34Speaker 1: thy triple crown of daughters that guards the golden Tree
- 1:08:38Speaker 1: sing out across the lonely tide, a welcome home to thee.
- 1:08:44Speaker 1: And while the old old dragon for joy lifts up
- 1:08:47Speaker 1: his head, they bring thee forth a flagon of nectar
- 1:08:51Speaker 1: foaming red. And underneath the drowsy trees of poppies, strew
- 1:08:56Speaker 1: thy bed ah that I could follow in thy footsteps,
- 1:09:01Speaker 1: bright through the starry hollow of the summer night, sloping
- 1:09:06Speaker 1: down the western ways to find my heart's delight Poem
- 1:09:13Speaker 1: thirty six. The star Bath a place uplifted towards the
- 1:09:20Speaker 1: midnight sky, far far away among the mountains, old a
- 1:09:25Speaker 1: treeless waste of rocks and freezing cold, where the dead,
- 1:09:30Speaker 1: cheerless moon rode neighboring by, and in the midst a
- 1:09:34Speaker 1: silent tarn, there lay a narrow pool, cold as the
- 1:09:39Speaker 1: tide that flows, where monstrous bergs beyond barannger stray, rising
- 1:09:45Speaker 1: from the sunless depths that no man knows thither, as
- 1:09:50Speaker 1: clustering fireflies have I seen at fixed seasons, all the
- 1:09:54Speaker 1: stars come down to wash in that cold wave, their
- 1:09:58Speaker 1: brightness clean, And when the special fire wherewith they crown
- 1:10:04Speaker 1: the wintry heavens and frost. Even as a flock of
- 1:10:09Speaker 1: falling birds down to the pool they came, I saw them,
- 1:10:13Speaker 1: and I heard the icy shock of stars engulfed with
- 1:10:17Speaker 1: hissing of faint flame. Ages ago before the birth of
- 1:10:21Speaker 1: men or earliest beast. Yet I was still the same
- 1:10:27Speaker 1: that now, remember, knowing not where or when Poem thirty
- 1:10:35Speaker 1: seven to the Quasierie. For all the lore of lodge
- 1:10:43Speaker 1: and mires, I cannot heal my torn desires, nor hope
- 1:10:49Speaker 1: for all that men can spear to make the riddling
- 1:10:52Speaker 1: earth grow clear. Though it were sure and proven well
- 1:10:57Speaker 1: that I shall prosper, as they tell, and fields beneath
- 1:11:01Speaker 1: a different sun, by shores where other oceans run. When
- 1:11:05Speaker 1: this live body that was I lies hidden from the
- 1:11:09Speaker 1: cheerful sky. Yet what were endless lives to me? If
- 1:11:14Speaker 1: still my narrow self I be, and hope and fail,
- 1:11:18Speaker 1: and struggle still and break my will against God's will,
- 1:11:23Speaker 1: to play for stakes of pleasure and pain, and hope
- 1:11:27Speaker 1: and fail and hope again, diluted, thwarted, striving elf, that
- 1:11:33Speaker 1: through the window of myself, as through a dark glass scarce,
- 1:11:37Speaker 1: can see a warped and masked reality. But when this
- 1:11:42Speaker 1: searching thought of mine is mingled in the large divine
- 1:11:46Speaker 1: and laughter that was in my mouth runs through the
- 1:11:50Speaker 1: breezes of the south. When glory I have built in dreams,
- 1:11:55Speaker 1: a long some fiery sunset gleams, and my dead sin
- 1:11:59Speaker 1: and foolishness grow one with nature's whole distress to perfect being.
- 1:12:05Speaker 1: I shall win, And where I end will life begin.
- 1:12:13Speaker 1: Poem thirty eight Lullaby, Lullaby, Lullaby. There's a tower, strong
- 1:12:23Speaker 1: and high, built of oak and brick and stone, stands
- 1:12:27Speaker 1: before a wood alone. The doors are of the oak,
- 1:12:32Speaker 1: so brown as any ale in Oxford Town. The walls
- 1:12:36Speaker 1: are builded warm and thick of the old red Roman brick.
- 1:12:41Speaker 1: The good gray stone is overall in arch, and floor
- 1:12:45Speaker 1: of the tower tall, and maidens three are living there,
- 1:12:49Speaker 1: all in the upper chamber, fair hung with silver, hung
- 1:12:53Speaker 1: with paul and stories painted on the wall. And softly
- 1:12:58Speaker 1: goes the whirring life in my lady's upper room. For
- 1:13:03Speaker 1: they shall spend both night and day until the stars
- 1:13:06Speaker 1: do pass away. But every night at evening the window
- 1:13:11Speaker 1: open wide. They fling, and one of them says a
- 1:13:14Speaker 1: word they know, and out as three white swans they go,
- 1:13:19Speaker 1: and the murmuring of the woods is drowned in the
- 1:13:22Speaker 1: soft wings whirring sound as they go, flying round around,
- 1:13:28Speaker 1: singing in swan's voices high a lonely, lovely lullaby Poem
- 1:13:37Speaker 1: thirty nine, World's Desire Love. There is a castle built
- 1:13:46Speaker 1: in a country, desolate on a rock above a forest,
- 1:13:50Speaker 1: where the trees are grim and great blasted with the
- 1:13:54Speaker 1: lightning sharp giant boulders strewn between, and the mountains rye above,
- 1:14:01Speaker 1: and the cold ravine echoes to the crushing roar and
- 1:14:05Speaker 1: thunder of a mighty river raging down a cataract. Very
- 1:14:10Speaker 1: tower and forest quiver, and the gray wolves are afraid,
- 1:14:15Speaker 1: and the call of birds is drowned, and the thought
- 1:14:18Speaker 1: and speech of man in the boiling water's sound. But
- 1:14:23Speaker 1: upon the further side of the barren sharp ravine, with
- 1:14:27Speaker 1: the sunlight on its turrets, is the castle scene, calm
- 1:14:31Speaker 1: and very wonderful, white above the green of the wet
- 1:14:36Speaker 1: and waving forest, slanted all away, because the driving northern
- 1:14:41Speaker 1: wind will not rest by night or day. Yet the
- 1:14:45Speaker 1: towers are sure above, very mighty is the stead. The
- 1:14:49Speaker 1: gates are made of ivory, the roofs of copper red,
- 1:14:54Speaker 1: round and round the warder's grave. Walk upon the walls forever,
- 1:14:59Speaker 1: and the wake take ful dragons couch in the ports
- 1:15:02Speaker 1: of ivory. Nothing is can trouble it, hate of the gods,
- 1:15:07Speaker 1: nor man's endeavor, and it shall be a resting place,
- 1:15:11Speaker 1: dear heart, for you and me. Through the wet and
- 1:15:15Speaker 1: waving forest with an age old sorrow laden singing of
- 1:15:19Speaker 1: the world's regret wanders wild the fairy maiden through the
- 1:15:24Speaker 1: thistle and the briar, through the tangles of the thorn,
- 1:15:28Speaker 1: till her eyes be dim with weeping, and her homeless
- 1:15:32Speaker 1: feet are torn often to the castle gate. Up she
- 1:15:36Speaker 1: looks with vain endeavor for her, soulless loveliness. To the
- 1:15:40Speaker 1: castle winneth never but within the sacred court, hidden high
- 1:15:45Speaker 1: upon the mountain, wandering in the castle gardens, lovely folk
- 1:15:50Speaker 1: enough there be breathing in another air, drinking of a
- 1:15:54Speaker 1: purer fountain. And among that folk, beloved, there's a place
- 1:15:58Speaker 1: for you and me Poem forty death in battle. Open
- 1:16:12Speaker 1: the gates for me, Open the gates of the peaceful
- 1:16:15Speaker 1: castle rosy in the west, in the sweet dim isle
- 1:16:19Speaker 1: of apples, over the wide sea's breast, Open the gates
- 1:16:24Speaker 1: for me. Sorely pressed have I been, and driven and
- 1:16:29Speaker 1: hurt beyond bearing this summer day. But the heat and
- 1:16:33Speaker 1: the pain together suddenly fall away. All's cool and green,
- 1:16:40Speaker 1: but a moment agone among men cursing in fight and toiling. Blinded,
- 1:16:45Speaker 1: I fought, but the labor passed on a sudden even
- 1:16:49Speaker 1: as a passing thought. And now alone, ah to be
- 1:16:55Speaker 1: ever alone in flowery valleys, among the mountains, in silent ways,
- 1:17:00Speaker 1: untrod in the dewy upland places in the garden of God.
- 1:17:05Speaker 1: This would atone I shall not see the brutal, crowded
- 1:17:11Speaker 1: faces around me, that, in their toil have grown into
- 1:17:15Speaker 1: the faces of devils. Yea even as my own, when
- 1:17:19Speaker 1: I find thee o country of dreams, beyond the tide
- 1:17:25Speaker 1: of the ocean, hidden and sunk away, out of the
- 1:17:29Speaker 1: sound of battles, near to the end of day, full
- 1:17:33Speaker 1: of dim woods and streams. End of Part three, The
- 1:17:42Speaker 1: Escape and End of Spirits and Bondage by Clive Hamilton,
- 1:17:50Speaker 1: a pseudonym for C. S. Lewis,