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The Queen of Confidence Serena F*ing Kerrigan · Untraditionally Lala

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  Speaker 1: Below my gorgeous people.
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  Speaker 2: It's Lala Kent welcome back to give them Lalla podcast.
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  Speaker 2: We are back in La We are finished with the tour.
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  Speaker 1: I kind of feel bummed about it.
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  Speaker 3: I know it's really now that we're like, because I
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  Speaker 3: feel like, towards the end of the tour, we're like, Okay,
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  Speaker 3: this has been it was amazing, but we're like, I mean,
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  Speaker 3: you were like, it's time to get back and see ocean.
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  Speaker 3: But now, like the day after I woke up and
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  Speaker 3: I was like, oh no, I know.
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  Speaker 1: It was weird. It was like bittersweet.
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  Speaker 2: I was excited to come home and be with my
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  Speaker 2: baby because I hadn't seen her.
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  Speaker 1: In almost two weeks.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, which you know, selfishly I wanted her with me
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  Speaker 2: on tour, but it was way too many dates to
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  Speaker 2: like in different places to bounce her around, and even
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  Speaker 2: just that you know, to three hour time change was
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  Speaker 2: like messing with me.
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  Speaker 3: Well that would yeah, that would mess with her schedule
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  Speaker 3: and all of that. So we did nine shows in
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  Speaker 3: eleven days. Now that it's over, how do you feel
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  Speaker 3: about it?
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  Speaker 2: Now that I can look back on it. It was
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  Speaker 2: one of the most unbelievable experiences that I'll probably ever have.
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  Speaker 2: And it's because when you get to see people face
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  Speaker 2: to face that have supported you, it gets emotional. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: Like there were people that would you know that we're
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  Speaker 2: in VIP that would come around, you know, the little
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  Speaker 2: what's that background, like the seven heat thing and sob
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  Speaker 2: and like share their stories with me. One woman and
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  Speaker 2: I will protect what she what she told me, but
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  Speaker 2: it was along the lines of your daughter saved my life.
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  Speaker 2: And then she told me the story and we both
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  Speaker 2: were sobbing. Yeah, and I just was like, how incredible
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  Speaker 2: that I get to do this and that these people
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  Speaker 2: have allowed me to do it for a really long time.
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  Speaker 1: And I always.
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  Speaker 2: Think about, and I talked about this at the live show,
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  Speaker 2: that I would think about, you know, when I was
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  Speaker 2: in Utah on the couch with hopes and dreams those
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  Speaker 2: intel like winning oscars, that God had a different plan
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  Speaker 2: and that I was happy and I am happy that
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  Speaker 2: God did have another plan for me because me sharing
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  Speaker 2: my stories, whether they're amazing or deep. Like one woman
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  Speaker 2: stood up and she was like, you got me out
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  Speaker 2: of a narcissistic relationship and I need to know how.
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  Speaker 1: To bounce back.
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  Speaker 2: I signed people's AA books. What the fuck that's what
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  Speaker 2: this life is about, you know who.
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  Speaker 4: Was really beautiful to watch.
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  Speaker 3: And you know, I remember before the tour when you know,
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  Speaker 3: we're like talking about it and planning it, and I
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  Speaker 3: kept saying like, well, what do you want out of this?
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  Speaker 3: And you always went back to like, no matter what,
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  Speaker 3: I want to connect with the people who've supported me.
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  Speaker 4: Like that's number one. Always keep that at number one.
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  Speaker 3: When we were talking about different segments, you always were like, okay,
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  Speaker 3: but like, you know, interaction and all this with the
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  Speaker 3: people who attend. And it was really cool to watch
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  Speaker 3: you stick with that because I think a lot of
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  Speaker 3: people I've gone to plenty of tours of people, I'm
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  Speaker 3: a fan of many of many people, and it's I
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  Speaker 3: think it was really special to watch you keep that
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  Speaker 3: number one, that interaction with the people who have supported
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  Speaker 3: you and like literally walk out and like talk to
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  Speaker 3: them and share stories and spend time getting to know
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  Speaker 3: those people.
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  Speaker 2: And I thought it was really nice, really beautiful. Well
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  Speaker 2: thank you, Yeah, was always the goal of the tour.
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  Speaker 2: We accomplished it above and beyond. I mean people were saying,
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  Speaker 2: I really can't believe you spent that much time with
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  Speaker 2: us in like people that paid for VIP, which and
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  Speaker 2: I told this, you know, you could have spent your
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  Speaker 2: money anywhere. You guys work really hard and you could
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  Speaker 2: have literally chosen to spend your money on anything. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: and you chose to spend it to come and like
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  Speaker 2: hang out with me.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: The least I can do is like sit here and
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  Speaker 2: thank you for coming and ask you about your day
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  Speaker 2: and you know, what are you about?
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  Speaker 1: Like, that's what the tour was for.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I'm not having you come on back
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  Speaker 2: to look at me, take a quick pick, sign my
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  Speaker 2: name on your book, and call it a day.
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  Speaker 1: This is the chance for us to like connect for real.
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  Speaker 1: And you did and it was really did the damn
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  Speaker 1: you did?
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  Speaker 3: And you know what too, It's like I thought I
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  Speaker 3: was prepared because I mean, there's always like a dud,
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  Speaker 3: I feel like in every group. So I was prepared
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  Speaker 3: to like, like, there's gonna be you know, maybe a
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  Speaker 3: Heckler or two in every city, there's gonna be a
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  Speaker 3: negative Nancy or some whatever, And there literally was not
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  Speaker 3: one in one city.
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  Speaker 2: No, even when we were in Austin, and the day
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  Speaker 2: that I that we were in Austin, that was a
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  Speaker 2: very that day, a lot of troubling shit was brought
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  Speaker 2: to my attention. Yeah, it was dark and disgusting, and
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  Speaker 2: I had to handle shit and still go and you know,
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  Speaker 2: do the show and be lalla so at the end
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  Speaker 2: because my mind was a little bit fogged towards the
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  Speaker 2: end just with everything that I was thinking about. You know,
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  Speaker 2: I was very in the moment during the show because
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  Speaker 2: I know how to compartmentalize. But at the end when
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  Speaker 2: I was like saying my goodbyes and thank you, I
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  Speaker 2: accidentally thanked Houston, Texas and we were in Austin, and
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  Speaker 2: I literally just like put the mic down.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, what the fuck? And I was like,
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  Speaker 1: you guys can boom me if you.
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  Speaker 3: Feel Yeah, you said that, and I was backstage, so
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  Speaker 3: I heard Lalla go. You guys can boom me if
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  Speaker 3: you want. And I'm like, what is going on out there?
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  Speaker 3: And I asked you after the show, I'm like, did.
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  Speaker 1: They boo you?
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  Speaker 4: And You're like no.
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  Speaker 1: They all laughed. They laughed and clapped and they were
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  Speaker 1: like we love you. And I was like, I'm so sorry.
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  Speaker 2: I do know where I am and I had just
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  Speaker 2: gotten done telling them I'm moving to Austin. Yeah, if
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  Speaker 2: I get the opportunity and the stars are aligned. I'm
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  Speaker 2: coming to Austin, Texas. Yeah, and they're all going crazy.
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  Speaker 2: And I was like, anyway, I love you guys so much,
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  Speaker 2: thank you for coming.
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  Speaker 1: I love you Houston.
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  Speaker 4: They were such they were so good about it though.
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  Speaker 1: They were amazing about that.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: I'm going to ask a.
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  Speaker 3: What's the word A whatever question? I don't know what
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  Speaker 3: the way I love whatever questions. Jes my brain is
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  Speaker 3: off right now.
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  Speaker 4: But do you have a favorite city on tour? What
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  Speaker 4: is it you do?
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  Speaker 5: Yeah?
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  Speaker 2: Spell, I loved I loved all the cities, okay, but
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  Speaker 2: my favorite. I loved the Texas to the Texas dates
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  Speaker 2: were great.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah.
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  Speaker 2: I just love Texas because it reminds me. It gives
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  Speaker 2: me the happy medium, because you know, I come from Utah, Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: and then you moved to La way different and then
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  Speaker 2: you go to a place like Austin, Texas and you're like,
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  Speaker 2: oh my gosh, this is the happy medium.
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  Speaker 1: Holy shit. I love it here.
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  Speaker 4: It's great.
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  Speaker 2: Every city was amazing though, and every city had the
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  Speaker 2: best people.
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  Speaker 1: I think, so nice.
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  Speaker 5: Yeah.
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  Speaker 4: I can say this because it's me, not you.
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  Speaker 3: I think, in my opinion, I think Clearwater's audience was lit.
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  Speaker 2: Clearwater's audience was lit, and that was one of the
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  Speaker 2: funniest shows Clearwater.
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  Speaker 3: And then Dallas was like to me, Dallas' audience was unbeatable.
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  Speaker 4: Like, you guys came out.
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  Speaker 3: I think you all knew it was the last show,
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  Speaker 3: and you're like, we are going to give her or
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  Speaker 3: we're gonna like make it the time of everyone's lives.
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  Speaker 3: And you guys were wild.
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  Speaker 1: They were wild.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, But in Austin, Austin was we saw titties, We
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  Speaker 2: saw titties. Three to one girl stood up and showed
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  Speaker 2: me her boom and I was like.
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  Speaker 1: Oh damn, she's showing boobies.
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  Speaker 2: And then another girl felt like she needed to compete,
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  Speaker 2: so she pulled out both her boobs and I just
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  Speaker 2: ran around the stage because I felt like a superstar.
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  Speaker 1: I was like, holy, I'm a rock star.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, only rock stars have hot women flashing their tits.
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  Speaker 1: Yep. By the way, every city too had like gorgeous people.
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  Speaker 4: You guys looked amazing, Daming.
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  Speaker 1: It all looked so amazing.
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  Speaker 2: I almost felt like, why the fuck didn't you pull
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  Speaker 2: it together a little more lot, But then my excuse
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  Speaker 2: was like gotta hawk this March.
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  Speaker 1: We have to, that's true.
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  Speaker 4: No, but everyone looked so good. You guys are all drunk.
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  Speaker 3: I was like noting outfits in my head to copy same.
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  Speaker 1: I did that.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, I was like, okay, noting.
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  Speaker 3: But also I feel like Clearwater audience didn't know this,
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  Speaker 3: or maybe you said it you Clearwater was the first
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  Speaker 3: show you didn't have a guest, right, you were a
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  Speaker 3: little nervous about that.
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  Speaker 1: I was about to vomit.
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  Speaker 3: Yes, So then when you came out and not only
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  Speaker 3: were they like I remember when you announced not having
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  Speaker 3: a guest, they were like.
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  Speaker 2: We don't care.
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  Speaker 6: I was like, oh, I love you guys.
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  Speaker 3: It was just like I think it was just really unexpectedly,
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  Speaker 3: like beyond what we expected, you know.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, Yeah, and I thought the dates that we had
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  Speaker 2: guests for we're gonna be the better dates. I almost
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  Speaker 2: feel like the ones we didn't have guests for were equal,
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  Speaker 2: if not better, because I got to interact with the
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  Speaker 2: audience more. Yes, Yes, which is what I wanted, you know,
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  Speaker 2: even though like it was my show, I kind of
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  Speaker 2: felt like it was our show, like we're here kicking
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  Speaker 2: it and having a good time.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, And I feel like that's how a lot of
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  Speaker 3: people felt and you spilled tea Like. There were times
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  Speaker 3: where I was like, oh my god, I can't believe
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  Speaker 3: she just said. Oh.
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  Speaker 1: There's so many times where I'm like fuck. And you
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  Speaker 1: know in the meet and greets of the like VIP.
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  Speaker 2: Of twenty where there were only like twenty five at
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  Speaker 2: most and they weren't allowed to have their phones. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: and I just shared my whole life story.
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  Speaker 3: Do you think you I think it was great? Do
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  Speaker 3: you think you will do it again?
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  Speaker 5: Yes?
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  Speaker 2: I want to do it again. Yeah, yes, I want
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  Speaker 2: to do it again. I now know the drill, I
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  Speaker 2: now know what to pack.
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  Speaker 1: Yeh.
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  Speaker 4: Oh my god.
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  Speaker 3: I literally ran out of clothes within six days.
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  Speaker 2: I can't even talk about it because I like the
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  Speaker 2: only sweatsuit I wore was I've taken up reading books. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: thank god it was cute because and I always felt cute.
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  Speaker 2: I washed it twice. The first time, thank god we
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  Speaker 2: had a washer and dryer in the room. The second
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  Speaker 2: time I called downstairs and was like, can you wash
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  Speaker 2: this and get it back to me by like stop?
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  Speaker 5: Yeah?
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  Speaker 1: And they did it. No, they did it. And I
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  Speaker 1: can't remember where we were. The first wash win near water.
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  Speaker 1: The first wash was clear. Water. Remember what the room
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  Speaker 1: looked like. I couldn't tell you the city.
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  Speaker 4: It was probably Texas.
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  Speaker 1: It was after New Orleans was Oh, was Madison there?
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  Speaker 4: It was probably Texas because it went to Nashville.
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  Speaker 1: No Graduate, Graduate, it was Nashville.
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  Speaker 3: Oh that's so great. Oh and we had two days there,
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  Speaker 3: so that would make sense.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, that's where it was.
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  Speaker 3: Well, shout out to the graduate for washing La Las
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  Speaker 3: No too, I know that's amazing. Wait, in the last
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  Speaker 3: episode you were recording from the graduate. Yes, that's hilarious.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, they washed it for me, so it did get
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  Speaker 2: two good washes, and then luckily matt our tour manager,
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  Speaker 2: gave me a second second set.
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  Speaker 1: So I just like alternated between the two.
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  Speaker 4: That's so funny. So you would do it again?
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  Speaker 1: I would do it again.
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  Speaker 3: Would you change anything? I mean, obviously it would be different,
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  Speaker 3: but like.
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  Speaker 1: I would change.
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  Speaker 2: I would want my baby with me and my mom okay,
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  Speaker 2: and then I would just venture into different cities and
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  Speaker 2: I would talk differently. And I would also would take
• 12:00
  Speaker 2: a different hairbrush because the brush I had with me
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  Speaker 2: fucked my.
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  Speaker 4: Hair up, it did you guys? She showed me the
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  Speaker 4: brush she was using, and I was like, what you
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  Speaker 4: throw it away, Throw it away.
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  Speaker 3: And we do see your comments about coming to like
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  Speaker 3: the East Coast and New York and Boston and like
• 12:15
  Speaker 3: we talk about it a lot.
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  Speaker 1: So that's all been noted already.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, these these are the places that people are requesting, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: the most, and this is where we're going.
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  Speaker 1: So that's what we're doing.
• 12:24
  Speaker 3: Oh and another thing that's so exciting while we were
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  Speaker 3: gone that we haven't talked about is vander Pump Rules
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  Speaker 3: is getting picked up again.
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  Speaker 2: My gosh, I had forgotten because I found a cube
• 12:37
  Speaker 2: boy in Dallas and that's been consuming my time, but
• 12:40
  Speaker 2: I forgotten that. Uh, season ten of Vanner Pump Rules
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  Speaker 2: has been picked up. Congrats to allow you.
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  Speaker 3: How do you feel about it and how do you
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  Speaker 3: feel like the season is gonna be filming and all
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  Speaker 3: of it.
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  Speaker 2: Well, that's the thing is like, even though the show's
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  Speaker 2: been picked up, we as a cast, we don't know
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  Speaker 2: our fate, you know.
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  Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it's.
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  Speaker 2: Like the show's been picked up. We don't know if
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  Speaker 2: y'all will be a part of it. But Vanner Pump
• 13:05
  Speaker 2: Roules is back. I mean, I have a hard time
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  Speaker 2: believing that, but I'm the type of person where I
• 13:09
  Speaker 2: don't count my chickens before they hatch. Right, So I
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  Speaker 2: need someone to call me personally and say, we would
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  Speaker 2: like you back.
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  Speaker 1: On vander Pump Rules for season ten. Right, I get that.
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  Speaker 1: I think, do you what do you think?
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  Speaker 5: Well?
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  Speaker 3: I was just gonna say, I think this season is
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  Speaker 3: going to be iconic. I think it's I mean, you
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  Speaker 3: have let's just I mean, we all know, we all know.
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  Speaker 3: There's been breakups, there's been drama, there's been this, there's
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  Speaker 3: been that. I think it's gonna be a wild season.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, Brock and Sheen are getting married.
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  Speaker 4: Oh my god.
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  Speaker 1: There's so much to talk.
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  Speaker 2: About, you know, and vander Pump Rules is a safe
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  Speaker 2: place for me to open up and share what my
• 13:48
  Speaker 2: life is now like, right, you know, and diving back
• 13:52
  Speaker 2: into I don't want to say diving back into my
• 13:55
  Speaker 2: independence because that was never lost. It was heightened after everything.
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  Speaker 2: But it'll just be like a completely I haven't been
• 14:04
  Speaker 2: single on vander Pump Rules since season four, my very
• 14:08
  Speaker 2: first season. Yeah wow, you know, and now I'm going
• 14:11
  Speaker 2: to be navigating like the dating world as a thirty
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  Speaker 2: one year old single mother of a you know, almost
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  Speaker 2: two year old. Yeah, well not almost if we start
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  Speaker 2: filming this summer should be like a year and a half.
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  Speaker 4: Year and a half.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah.
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  Speaker 4: Does that make you nervous?
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  Speaker 3: Do you think you'll go or is it mostly excited
• 14:29
  Speaker 3: and like cause to me, I think about that and
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  Speaker 3: I would be like, no, absolutely, are you joking?
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  Speaker 4: Cameras are going to be around while I'm.
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  Speaker 3: Like navigating dating and I haven't dated since the first
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  Speaker 3: season I was.
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  Speaker 1: On Ah, I see the stress in your face.
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  Speaker 4: Just oh my god.
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  Speaker 2: No, I don't think about it because I kind of
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  Speaker 2: forget that cameras are there. It's just like this is
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  Speaker 2: my I forget cameras are there when I'm over sharing,
• 14:55
  Speaker 2: but I remember they're there when I found my angle,
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  Speaker 2: you know, like, can we get that camera to come
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  Speaker 2: in from the right side?
• 15:02
  Speaker 1: I get that jaw line?
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  Speaker 2: Yep, my nose tilts real cute on that side.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, No, it's gonna be.
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  Speaker 2: I mean I should be, because who knows how they're
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  Speaker 2: gonna edit it together.
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  Speaker 1: But as long as they make a great TV show,
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  Speaker 1: then fuck it. I don't really care. Then you're good.
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  Speaker 1: But no, I'm excited. Yeah, I'm super excited.
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  Speaker 2: I just can I tell you I feel like I'll
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  Speaker 2: be back at it the second I find one dude
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  Speaker 2: who I go out with and we have fun, and
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, I feel like I'll be back to myself
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  Speaker 2: because you have to remember, like I don't really know
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  Speaker 2: if you put a dude in front of me to
• 15:37
  Speaker 2: argue with, oh, I'd have no problem.
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  Speaker 1: I could do that. Yeah, nobody's business.
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  Speaker 5: Right.
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  Speaker 1: Have you heard that before? He does this like nobody's business? Yes?
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  Speaker 2: Okay, sure, yeah?
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  Speaker 4: Oh wait, really quick on that.
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  Speaker 3: I think I don't know if we kept it in,
• 15:51
  Speaker 3: but the one thing was up in the night that
• 15:54
  Speaker 3: Lala and her mom said, and the other thing was
• 15:56
  Speaker 3: that I was trying to think of. They say Johnny
• 15:58
  Speaker 3: on the Spot, so they'll be like he was like
• 16:00
  Speaker 3: Johnny on the Spot. With that, I don't know a
• 16:02
  Speaker 3: good example, but just to put that in there.
• 16:04
  Speaker 1: It's a great example.
• 16:05
  Speaker 3: Yess, he was Johnny on the Spot, like whatever, he
• 16:10
  Speaker 3: was Johnny on the Spot to pick up that paycheck?
• 16:13
  Speaker 1: Yes he was. Yes.
• 16:17
  Speaker 4: Back to back to what you were saying.
• 16:20
  Speaker 2: No, once I find that person where, oh, back to
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: like I know how to argue with h yeah dude, yeah,
• 16:25
  Speaker 2: I can do that, Like let's get it pop in yea.
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: How to do that. I've been doing it for six years.
• 16:31
  Speaker 2: But to be like emotionally connected and like express through
• 16:39
  Speaker 2: like touch or communication, that's going to be different.
• 16:46
  Speaker 1: I haven't done that in a while.
• 16:47
  Speaker 2: But I feel like once I find that dude, even
• 16:52
  Speaker 2: if it's just a guy that I'm hanging out with,
• 16:54
  Speaker 2: you need to be serious, just a guy, I'll be
• 16:57
  Speaker 2: back on the horse and I'll be back to being
• 16:59
  Speaker 2: my Yeah, I'm excited.
• 17:02
  Speaker 4: I'm excited. I think this season is going to be iconic.
• 17:06
  Speaker 4: And I said that, but I really do.
• 17:08
  Speaker 1: I found a cute boy in Dallas. By the way,
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: the men in Dallas are fine, Oh my.
• 17:12
  Speaker 3: The men in Texas, I've got to say, or at
• 17:14
  Speaker 3: least the cities. We were in Houston, Dallas, Austin.
• 17:18
  Speaker 1: Oh my god. I was like, what I want them all?
• 17:23
  Speaker 4: And I saw this man and he is a cute guy.
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: He was cute. He was like chilling.
• 17:31
  Speaker 2: Said something to me right before I was going to
• 17:33
  Speaker 2: go on stage, and I just, you know, was like,
• 17:35
  Speaker 2: how old are you?
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: He told me how old he was. I was like,
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: you're really cute, and it was just like, let's talk,
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: let's talk.
• 17:43
  Speaker 3: No, he said what he did, and the listeners will
• 17:46
  Speaker 3: appreciate that because the listeners brought you this man or
• 17:49
  Speaker 3: the audience.
• 17:50
  Speaker 2: No, it was literally right before I went on stage
• 17:52
  Speaker 2: at House of Blues.
• 17:53
  Speaker 3: His opening line, Talala was like, hey, is this your show?
• 17:56
  Speaker 3: Because you're the audience members are awesome?
• 18:00
  Speaker 4: Badass.
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: He did say that.
• 18:02
  Speaker 5: Yeah, so that.
• 18:03
  Speaker 4: Was like his opening.
• 18:04
  Speaker 3: So, whoever was there at the Dallas show, good for
• 18:06
  Speaker 3: you for bringing Lalla this man.
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's where it happened.
• 18:10
  Speaker 4: He like popped in the back door. It was right
• 18:12
  Speaker 4: when Laala was about to go on to say that.
• 18:15
  Speaker 3: He must have like run into some of you or
• 18:17
  Speaker 3: you all were just like being having a lot of
• 18:19
  Speaker 3: fun out front before in line before you came in.
• 18:22
  Speaker 4: But he popped in the back to say that to Lala.
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, he was so cute.
• 18:27
  Speaker 4: He was cute.
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: Yeah. So there's that.
• 18:30
  Speaker 4: So we'll see, maybe we'll have an update, maybe not.
• 18:32
  Speaker 2: What a great way to close the tour, an epic audience,
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: the best show and a fine man.
• 18:39
  Speaker 4: Yeah right, yes.
• 18:42
  Speaker 1: The best way.
• 18:43
  Speaker 2: If that is the recipe for an epic finale show.
• 18:49
  Speaker 4: That I agree, it's great. It was great.
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: I'm excited for today's podcast guest. Her name is Serena Kerrigan.
• 18:58
  Speaker 2: If you do not follow her on Instagram, it is
• 19:00
  Speaker 2: a must right now because I thought that I was
• 19:03
  Speaker 2: the Mother Teresa of spreading confidence.
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: No, this bitch has me beat.
• 19:09
  Speaker 2: I don't know if she labeled herself this or if
• 19:11
  Speaker 2: other people did, but she is the Queen of confidence
• 19:15
  Speaker 2: and I've been following her. I want to deep dive
• 19:18
  Speaker 2: into like how she how she realized that you can
• 19:23
  Speaker 2: bust through glass ceilings. I'm inspired by people like that
• 19:27
  Speaker 2: who don't take no for an answer. Me too, and
• 19:29
  Speaker 2: then find random shit and they're like, I think I'm
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: going to do that and make money off of it,
• 19:33
  Speaker 2: and then they do it and you're like, this is brilliant.
• 19:35
  Speaker 1: Yeah.
• 19:36
  Speaker 2: She was like this card game that I really need
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: her to tell me, Like, I just I've never met
• 19:41
  Speaker 2: anyone in our age group that's like card game.
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: She made a card game, Yes, like a dating card game.
• 19:47
  Speaker 3: Oh my god, that's so cool. Yeah, so I want
• 19:49
  Speaker 3: to know about it, Yeah, because I may need them.
• 19:53
  Speaker 3: They need these dating card games, you know. Yeah, me
• 19:56
  Speaker 3: and I need a little guidance.
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: So that's who's on the podcast.
• 20:01
  Speaker 2: I just want to say thank you again to every
• 20:03
  Speaker 2: single person who came out to any of the tour dates.
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: You guys really do rock my world.
• 20:08
  Speaker 2: I know, I get cheesy, I know I say it
• 20:10
  Speaker 2: all the time, but you provided me with a life
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: that I literally used to dream about, and without you,
• 20:17
  Speaker 2: it would not be this way.
• 20:19
  Speaker 1: So thank you for listening to my podcast. We will
• 20:22
  Speaker 1: be right back with Serena Fucking Carigan.
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: We're back my loves and I have the amazing Serena
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: Karragan and I have to hi Babe for survive.
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: Hi, thanks for coming on to give them Lalla podcast.
• 20:41
  Speaker 2: I have to say, I'm like very intrigued by you.
• 20:45
  Speaker 1: You're like NonStop.
• 20:47
  Speaker 5: Yeah.
• 20:47
  Speaker 6: I just almost like cried in the middle of the meeting,
• 20:49
  Speaker 6: So yeah.
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: Did you really?
• 20:51
  Speaker 5: Yes?
• 20:53
  Speaker 1: What are you? Overwhelmed?
• 20:54
  Speaker 6: Extremely well?
• 20:55
  Speaker 2: I feel like with you, there's like no ceiling, like
• 20:59
  Speaker 2: you're like ready to just take it all on.
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: You don't say no.
• 21:02
  Speaker 5: Yeah, I don't and that can come with its own set.
• 21:05
  Speaker 6: Of challenges, I know.
• 21:07
  Speaker 2: And I first of all, so you're you're like the
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: AKA Queen of confidence. Does that just come naturally to
• 21:15
  Speaker 2: you or how did you label yourself that or did
• 21:18
  Speaker 2: other people label you that?
• 21:20
  Speaker 5: Oh? No, I think that like any label that I
• 21:22
  Speaker 5: have is because I just created it for myself.
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: So I love it.
• 21:26
  Speaker 5: Anything that you want to be you can, you literally
• 21:28
  Speaker 5: just have to decide, and you just say it was
• 21:30
  Speaker 5: so much conviction that people eventually just start to believe you.
• 21:34
  Speaker 5: I was someone who wasn't confident. I struggled a lot
• 21:36
  Speaker 5: with my confidence growing up, and then I changed my
• 21:39
  Speaker 5: meland to fucking and I said, it was so much
• 21:41
  Speaker 5: conviction people believe me. And then I became really confident
• 21:45
  Speaker 5: because I just kind of kept, you know, going back
• 21:48
  Speaker 5: to that character or persona that I kept tapping into,
• 21:51
  Speaker 5: and then I was like, you know what, fuck it,
• 21:53
  Speaker 5: I'm going to be the Queen of confidence and I'm
• 21:54
  Speaker 5: going to help other women and people, you know, feel
• 21:57
  Speaker 5: confident about themselves. And so yeah, that's kind of how
• 22:00
  Speaker 5: we got there.
• 22:01
  Speaker 2: I love that because there are many times that people
• 22:04
  Speaker 2: ask me how they can display the confidence I have,
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: and I always say, you fake that shit until you
• 22:12
  Speaker 2: actually wake up and feel it, and that's exactly what
• 22:16
  Speaker 2: you did as well.
• 22:17
  Speaker 5: Yes, and no, I don't really believe it's fake because
• 22:20
  Speaker 5: I believe that we actually are born with confidence.
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: I think you do.
• 22:24
  Speaker 5: Yes, We're all born with confidence. I mean, think about
• 22:26
  Speaker 5: when you were like four years old on a playground
• 22:28
  Speaker 5: and someone pushed to you and kind of just got
• 22:30
  Speaker 5: back up, and you like didn't think much about it. Like,
• 22:32
  Speaker 5: I think that over time, as we become older, we've
• 22:35
  Speaker 5: become kind of like infected by society and ideologies and
• 22:40
  Speaker 5: beliefs of who we should be, what we should look like.
• 22:43
  Speaker 5: And then that's why we begin to start to dislike
• 22:47
  Speaker 5: ourselves because we don't feel like we measure up to
• 22:49
  Speaker 5: certain beliefs or maybe if someone made a comment about us,
• 22:52
  Speaker 5: or you know, we don't look like you know, characters
• 22:55
  Speaker 5: on television.
• 22:56
  Speaker 6: But we were born with confidence. We're not faking it.
• 22:59
  Speaker 5: We're just kind of most reassessed, like we're uncovering it.
• 23:02
  Speaker 5: It's like it was like infected and we're like kind
• 23:04
  Speaker 5: of healing the wound and going back to who.
• 23:06
  Speaker 6: We truly are, which is loving ourselves. I mean, that's
• 23:10
  Speaker 6: what confidence is.
• 23:10
  Speaker 5: It's loving yourself and nurturing yourself like you're your own
• 23:13
  Speaker 5: best friend, believing in yourself. So it's kind of like
• 23:17
  Speaker 5: unlearning and relearning, which in a way, like it's just
• 23:19
  Speaker 5: it is in some ways like as okay, yes, was
• 23:22
  Speaker 5: it fake? It till you make it. I don't really
• 23:24
  Speaker 5: love the fake part because then it's.
• 23:26
  Speaker 1: Like, right, I get that, But was.
• 23:28
  Speaker 5: I channeling you know, a persona or someone that I
• 23:32
  Speaker 5: didn't feel, Yes, was truly me? Sure, But I did
• 23:35
  Speaker 5: it enough, and I did enough until I became that person,
• 23:37
  Speaker 5: So I totally know what you mean. I just get
• 23:40
  Speaker 5: careful over the word because when I tell people my
• 23:42
  Speaker 5: number one piece of advice is you have to go
• 23:44
  Speaker 5: to the mirror.
• 23:45
  Speaker 6: I know when people talk to them themselves in the mirror,
• 23:47
  Speaker 6: and I know when they don't, Like it's so obvious
• 23:49
  Speaker 6: to maybe.
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: Wait, tell me, tell me, tell me how you know
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: someone who does and who doesn't?
• 23:53
  Speaker 1: Like what are they till me?
• 23:54
  Speaker 5: Someone who's insecure in whom someone who's not anyone who
• 23:57
  Speaker 5: gets in the habit of literally like acknowledged loving, hyping
• 24:01
  Speaker 5: themselves up, especially to a mirror. Right, Like it's like
• 24:04
  Speaker 5: you have to look at yourself in the eyes you
• 24:07
  Speaker 5: just have, like you access a different level of confidence
• 24:10
  Speaker 5: that like I don't think you realize existed, because but
• 24:13
  Speaker 5: it makes sense, right, Like what do we do with
• 24:15
  Speaker 5: anyone in our lives that we love, whether it's a colleague,
• 24:18
  Speaker 5: a friend, a podcast, host, an influencer, a parent, a spouse,
• 24:24
  Speaker 5: a loved one.
• 24:26
  Speaker 6: We love them like we but how do we do that?
• 24:27
  Speaker 6: We verbalize it to them.
• 24:29
  Speaker 5: We say, like, you're amazing, you look great, You're going
• 24:32
  Speaker 5: to fucking kill that job interview.
• 24:34
  Speaker 6: I love listening to on that podcast. It's constant verbal affirmations.
• 24:38
  Speaker 6: But we never do that to ourselves ever. We weren't
• 24:42
  Speaker 6: talked to because we were taught that it was narcissistic.
• 24:44
  Speaker 5: We thought that it was arrogant, conceded, Oh, you think
• 24:47
  Speaker 5: so highly of yourself, Like but like if you think
• 24:51
  Speaker 5: about it, well, why is it with.
• 24:52
  Speaker 6: Every other relationship on our lives?
• 24:54
  Speaker 5: We're so quick that guy goes to do fuck him,
• 24:57
  Speaker 5: like you're so much better than him, like he doesn't
• 24:59
  Speaker 5: even write. But when it's like a guy goes to
• 25:00
  Speaker 5: me because I'm I'm the worst, Like I like I
• 25:02
  Speaker 5: don't believe, Like I'm not going to be loved, No
• 25:04
  Speaker 5: one loved me.
• 25:04
  Speaker 6: I'm not worthy. We're so critical.
• 25:08
  Speaker 5: So when you start to look in the mirror and
• 25:10
  Speaker 5: you see that person, it's helpful with the mirror because
• 25:13
  Speaker 5: it's almost kind of like that person isn't you, So
• 25:15
  Speaker 5: you can look at them and you can hype them
• 25:18
  Speaker 5: up the same way you would have a conversation with
• 25:20
  Speaker 5: anyone else in your life. And if you can do
• 25:22
  Speaker 5: that every day, even if it's just like a wink, like,
• 25:25
  Speaker 5: it's like a little like acknowledging your present them, you
• 25:29
  Speaker 5: your goal.
• 25:30
  Speaker 2: Thene like truly, wow, you like really are the queen
• 25:32
  Speaker 2: of fucking confidence.
• 25:34
  Speaker 5: I mean I can't just come on and be like
• 25:35
  Speaker 5: I'm looking at but it's not like I gotta know.
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: But like, you should be a self help coach.
• 25:40
  Speaker 6: I was during the pandemic.
• 25:41
  Speaker 5: I did.
• 25:42
  Speaker 6: I did confidence coaching on Zoom. I started that.
• 25:44
  Speaker 2: So you did do that because I know that you
• 25:47
  Speaker 2: started doing like Instagram Lives that like turned into a
• 25:51
  Speaker 2: series which you have to know you're talking to someone
• 25:54
  Speaker 2: who is technologically challenged. Instagram is not my friend. I'm like,
• 25:58
  Speaker 2: it's so hard to even.
• 26:00
  Speaker 1: Get into this.
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: How what was like the format of your Instagram Live
• 26:07
  Speaker 2: series and was that intimidating?
• 26:09
  Speaker 5: Well, okay, so the format was like every Friday during
• 26:11
  Speaker 5: the pandemic, I went on Instagram Live and I dated
• 26:15
  Speaker 5: men blindly.
• 26:16
  Speaker 2: And you would take you would take the viewers on
• 26:19
  Speaker 2: Instagram Live on the date with.
• 26:21
  Speaker 6: You, right right, they were watching and I would like,
• 26:23
  Speaker 6: literally like I had a producer, and she was like yeah,
• 26:25
  Speaker 6: at first it was a friend.
• 26:26
  Speaker 5: And then I was like, oh wait, this is gonna
• 26:28
  Speaker 5: this is poping off, Like I need to hire someone,
• 26:30
  Speaker 5: hire a producer. She'd be like, I've edit a bunch
• 26:31
  Speaker 5: of guys submitted by your friends and family, and you
• 26:34
  Speaker 5: know Randos, you're gonna like, let use your name Paul
• 26:38
  Speaker 5: let In. And I was like, okay, So I let
• 26:40
  Speaker 5: him into the live and we can go on a
• 26:41
  Speaker 5: date for thirty minutes.
• 26:42
  Speaker 2: Because it was during the pandemic, you couldn't go to
• 26:44
  Speaker 2: you couldn't go out, and about.
• 26:46
  Speaker 5: You were both in our living room. I had my
• 26:48
  Speaker 5: ring light and glass of wine and you just go
• 26:51
  Speaker 5: on that date.
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: Oh my gosh. I would be so nervous.
• 26:55
  Speaker 5: It was so fun. It was so fun.
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: It was fun. Did you did you like any of
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: the guys?
• 26:59
  Speaker 5: Yeah? I did. There was definitely a lot of drama.
• 27:01
  Speaker 5: It was like a real show. Like it was like
• 27:03
  Speaker 5: there was a villain, There was like tea, there was feelings,
• 27:06
  Speaker 5: there was tears, like there was a whole thing.
• 27:08
  Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, so I'm so into this right now, Like
• 27:11
  Speaker 2: I'm so into what everything you're saying, okay, so tell
• 27:15
  Speaker 2: me this. Would the guys come back if you like
• 27:18
  Speaker 2: enjoyed your time?
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: Was it the same? It was like a cast, So.
• 27:22
  Speaker 5: Basically like if the guy, if I liked him, I
• 27:25
  Speaker 5: would have him come back for a second date and
• 27:28
  Speaker 5: that would be a full hour and we'd do like
• 27:29
  Speaker 5: an activity like a live. Yeah.
• 27:32
  Speaker 6: And then the third season. I did three seasons at
• 27:34
  Speaker 6: the show.
• 27:34
  Speaker 5: I did fifty guys like in a year, so like
• 27:37
  Speaker 5: I did like I did a lot. And in the
• 27:39
  Speaker 5: third season, we changed up the format so the audience
• 27:43
  Speaker 5: would vote for their favorite and that was like had
• 27:45
  Speaker 5: brackets and that was like more fun, like guys would
• 27:47
  Speaker 5: go ahead to head with each other. And then the
• 27:50
  Speaker 5: very last episode of the season finale, the guy ended
• 27:53
  Speaker 5: up flying to New York to see me, and like
• 27:55
  Speaker 5: he surprised me during the live, so I thought we
• 27:58
  Speaker 5: were just going to do our typical thing, you know,
• 28:00
  Speaker 5: doing talking, and he ended up being like at my doorstep.
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: And are we still dating him?
• 28:05
  Speaker 5: Oh my god.
• 28:06
  Speaker 2: No.
• 28:06
  Speaker 6: That lasted, like we get fizzled after a month.
• 28:08
  Speaker 5: But it was interesting, Like I thought I liked him
• 28:10
  Speaker 5: a lot more than I did because the audience was
• 28:12
  Speaker 5: so like just down, you know, they voted for him.
• 28:18
  Speaker 5: They thought that we were so cute, you know, And
• 28:20
  Speaker 5: it's really interesting when like how an audience and public
• 28:23
  Speaker 5: perception can really like impact your idea of someone.
• 28:26
  Speaker 6: Not that there was anything wrong with him, We just
• 28:28
  Speaker 6: weren't the right match, but.
• 28:29
  Speaker 5: I was willing to overlook so many things because like
• 28:32
  Speaker 5: he we were perfect together. But it's like we didn't
• 28:36
  Speaker 5: even know each other. Our audience doesn't it us, you
• 28:39
  Speaker 5: know that well, so that was kind of why that
• 28:42
  Speaker 5: kind of fizzled out. It just like wasn't the right match.
• 28:44
  Speaker 5: But it was so interesting, like how much I felt
• 28:46
  Speaker 5: a responsibility to almost like have feelings for him because
• 28:50
  Speaker 5: you know, my audience like was so down and like
• 28:52
  Speaker 5: hyped up that.
• 28:53
  Speaker 1: They were right or die for him, which is.
• 28:54
  Speaker 5: Fair, like they they want me to be happy, but
• 28:57
  Speaker 5: like I think that they also realized that, like I've
• 28:59
  Speaker 5: never to settle.
• 29:00
  Speaker 2: So you know, Okay, so he shows up to New York.
• 29:05
  Speaker 2: You had no idea he was coming, and what did
• 29:07
  Speaker 2: you guys go and do?
• 29:08
  Speaker 5: We sat on the couch because we had an entire
• 29:11
  Speaker 5: live audience watching us. So we like played by card
• 29:14
  Speaker 5: game and I have a card game called let's fucking
• 29:16
  Speaker 5: date and it's planned dates to play anywhere really like
• 29:21
  Speaker 5: you can live okay, like you can play with groups
• 29:23
  Speaker 5: of friends if you're a couple, and like it's in
• 29:26
  Speaker 5: four bases, so it goes first base, second base, third base,
• 29:29
  Speaker 5: home run. So as the questions, like the higher the base,
• 29:32
  Speaker 5: the hotter the questions, so they get hotter and hotter
• 29:34
  Speaker 5: and hotter. I it was definitely like I just remembered
• 29:38
  Speaker 5: like he didn't really like want to be touching with
• 29:41
  Speaker 5: me on camera and like I'm like, you just flew
• 29:44
  Speaker 5: to fucking New York, like.
• 29:45
  Speaker 6: We right, but afterwards we went to go get a drink.
• 29:49
  Speaker 5: But it was definitely again it was weird, like it
• 29:51
  Speaker 5: was weird, like this is someone like I was like
• 29:53
  Speaker 5: dating virtually, but like you know, I did actually end
• 29:57
  Speaker 5: up like you also do know each other already because
• 30:00
  Speaker 5: it's like ultimately, like that show shows you that like
• 30:04
  Speaker 5: the foundation of any great relationship is conversation rights able
• 30:07
  Speaker 5: to talk.
• 30:08
  Speaker 6: So we already did that for a couple of hours
• 30:10
  Speaker 6: in front of an audience.
• 30:11
  Speaker 5: It was interesting to kind of like be in private
• 30:14
  Speaker 5: and like get to know each other like intimality like that.
• 30:16
  Speaker 2: I mean, I love that you have this card game.
• 30:20
  Speaker 2: Do you feel like it would I'm new back into
• 30:23
  Speaker 2: the dating scene, and like I always wonder like how
• 30:27
  Speaker 2: you break the ice that's so like this is how
• 30:30
  Speaker 2: you break it is the card game. Yes.
• 30:32
  Speaker 5: So people are literally like wait, like how do I
• 30:34
  Speaker 5: even bring it up on the date? And I'm like
• 30:36
  Speaker 5: literally like who have you ever met in your life
• 30:38
  Speaker 5: that like you're like, hey, I want to play a game.
• 30:40
  Speaker 5: They're like no, man, Like then you shouldn't date that.
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: You shouldn't fade on.
• 30:45
  Speaker 5: No, it's so fun, Like I've heard stories of people
• 30:48
  Speaker 5: like bring them on a date then like you know,
• 30:49
  Speaker 5: like the waiter, like the server ends of playing and
• 30:52
  Speaker 5: other people play like it's really it's like a good
• 30:54
  Speaker 5: icebreaker game because it's not like the questions like are
• 30:56
  Speaker 5: on corny, like they're fun.
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: So I have to ask you what made you want
• 30:59
  Speaker 1: to come up with card game?
• 31:00
  Speaker 2: Because it's super super random, Like I have yet to
• 31:04
  Speaker 2: meet anybody who just says like, and your your resume
• 31:09
  Speaker 2: is huge, like there's nothing that you really haven't done,
• 31:13
  Speaker 2: so of course you would have that you have a
• 31:15
  Speaker 2: card game on your resume, but like, what made you
• 31:18
  Speaker 2: think that this is what you wanted to do.
• 31:19
  Speaker 5: You're so sweet?
• 31:20
  Speaker 6: No, I mean honestly, like it was because of the
• 31:23
  Speaker 6: dating show.
• 31:24
  Speaker 5: I had to every week go on a new date
• 31:26
  Speaker 5: and like, you know, it was it was a TV
• 31:28
  Speaker 5: show that I created, but like it was a TV show,
• 31:31
  Speaker 5: so it couldn't be like the typical like.
• 31:33
  Speaker 6: Oh like do you oh, where do you go to school?
• 31:35
  Speaker 2: Oh?
• 31:35
  Speaker 5: Do you know this person? Like it had to be
• 31:38
  Speaker 5: entertaining for the audience as well, and I had to
• 31:41
  Speaker 5: get to know I had to get in fast, Like
• 31:43
  Speaker 5: I couldn't be like what do you do for fun?
• 31:45
  Speaker 6: Like it had to get right to the good stuff.
• 31:47
  Speaker 5: So you know, like one of the questions is like
• 31:50
  Speaker 5: what is something you wanted to say to me but
• 31:52
  Speaker 5: you haven't yet? Like that's a great question, like that
• 31:54
  Speaker 5: like right, not quite, that's a sexy question. So what
• 31:58
  Speaker 5: I started doing was just writing now fun questions and
• 32:01
  Speaker 5: then the list kind of before every episode because I
• 32:03
  Speaker 5: had to come up with new stuff, and it literally compiled,
• 32:05
  Speaker 5: and I remember after a couple of episodes, girls were like, hey,
• 32:09
  Speaker 5: like do you mind sending me those questions? Like they
• 32:11
  Speaker 5: were really good? And I was like, what if I
• 32:14
  Speaker 5: created something that no one would ever feel like nervous
• 32:18
  Speaker 5: on a date because they even if they don't even
• 32:20
  Speaker 5: use the card game, it's there. And I can't tell
• 32:22
  Speaker 5: you how many people like men, women are like thank
• 32:26
  Speaker 5: god for your card game. It got me out of
• 32:27
  Speaker 5: a mind.
• 32:28
  Speaker 6: Or like it taught me that the person wasn't for me.
• 32:31
  Speaker 5: There are a lot of questions on there, and I
• 32:32
  Speaker 5: have three, by the way, and Let's Fucking Date that
• 32:35
  Speaker 5: I made, one called Let's Fucking Fuck, and.
• 32:37
  Speaker 6: I also have another one called Let's Fucking Play. So
• 32:39
  Speaker 6: they're all like, you know, they're all essentially you could
• 32:42
  Speaker 6: mix them together. They're all the same format, but like
• 32:44
  Speaker 6: you know, I think Let's Fucking Fuck is obviously, you know,
• 32:47
  Speaker 6: a little sexier, yeah, and Let's Play is like.
• 32:49
  Speaker 5: A little more intimate vibes, like a little like you know,
• 32:52
  Speaker 5: just goes a little deeper. So I think the thing
• 32:55
  Speaker 5: about these games is like what I've noticed that people
• 32:57
  Speaker 5: had the best exit of their life from them, Like
• 32:59
  Speaker 5: literally people have broken beds from it.
• 33:01
  Speaker 1: I'm like, where are you buying all of them? I'm
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: buying all of them now.
• 33:04
  Speaker 5: I'm sitting in jip, like where are you getting your
• 33:06
  Speaker 5: furniture if you're breaking your back I've never broken by that,
• 33:09
  Speaker 5: but really it happens often.
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: Your card game is making it happen.
• 33:13
  Speaker 5: Literally that and like the next generation of children because
• 33:16
  Speaker 5: a lot of pregnancies are occurring, and just be careful,
• 33:18
  Speaker 5: you know what I mean.
• 33:18
  Speaker 2: Oh, I'll be careful, honey. I'm in a new stage
• 33:21
  Speaker 2: of life. I'm going to start with it. Let's fucking dates.
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: Let's we'll stay in the safe zone.
• 33:27
  Speaker 5: You know.
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: We can save the fucking for later, you know.
• 33:30
  Speaker 2: But I am I'm getting all three of them because
• 33:32
  Speaker 2: I'm in the zone of like you know, they're I'm
• 33:36
  Speaker 2: my safe zone is like communication over like phone calls
• 33:39
  Speaker 2: or FaceTime text messages. There's not a lot of in
• 33:43
  Speaker 2: person with the people I'm choosing to speak to right now,
• 33:46
  Speaker 2: and that is a great way to like, you know,
• 33:49
  Speaker 2: not have it fizzle out and not be stale.
• 33:52
  Speaker 6: They're also really fun to play with FaceTime too. But
• 33:55
  Speaker 6: I think it's interesting that you say that about.
• 33:56
  Speaker 5: In person versus virtual because that's something I noticed like
• 33:59
  Speaker 5: postpan I mean, you know, post pandemic, we're not technically
• 34:02
  Speaker 5: completely out of it, but in this like you know,
• 34:05
  Speaker 5: moving out of it and getting back into the real
• 34:07
  Speaker 5: worlds like I've noticed that no one approaches you RL.
• 34:12
  Speaker 5: Like I feel like everyone's like on the apps. Everyone
• 34:15
  Speaker 5: it's so virtual and it's like it's so text heavy,
• 34:20
  Speaker 5: and like you know, you call them, it's like weird.
• 34:22
  Speaker 5: It's like why, like I find so much gets like
• 34:25
  Speaker 5: lost over text. You know, I don't know how you
• 34:28
  Speaker 5: feel about it, but I just feel like it's like
• 34:30
  Speaker 5: kind of like frustrating.
• 34:31
  Speaker 2: No, I am the worst text in the world right
• 34:33
  Speaker 2: now on my phone, I have like five hundred and
• 34:36
  Speaker 2: sixty seven on read text messages and for a virgo,
• 34:39
  Speaker 2: you know, you would think I'd be panicking, but I'm
• 34:41
  Speaker 2: into phone calls.
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: I'm into FaceTime.
• 34:43
  Speaker 2: Like even though, like you said, the pandemic really made
• 34:47
  Speaker 2: everybody kind of sink into a hole and get really
• 34:50
  Speaker 2: nervous about inner like we're having to relearn how to
• 34:52
  Speaker 2: interact with people in real life.
• 34:55
  Speaker 1: Fully, you're a smart bitch. Graduated.
• 35:00
  Speaker 2: I read that you graduated from Duke Okay as someone
• 35:03
  Speaker 2: who went to community college.
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: That is inspiring as fuck.
• 35:09
  Speaker 6: It's fine, Like, I mean it's fine.
• 35:12
  Speaker 5: No, I mean it is inspiring. But you know what,
• 35:14
  Speaker 5: Like I think that there's a lot of emphasis placed
• 35:18
  Speaker 5: on these elitist schools, and.
• 35:20
  Speaker 6: Like, yes, did I love Duke?
• 35:21
  Speaker 5: Was It's so fun?
• 35:22
  Speaker 6: I'm so fucking literally I loved it.
• 35:23
  Speaker 5: But like what I've noticed over time as being older,
• 35:27
  Speaker 5: it's like it literally doesn't fucking matter where you went
• 35:29
  Speaker 5: to school. It, Matt, it's your drive and it's like
• 35:32
  Speaker 5: your passion, and it's like being social, being a nice person,
• 35:37
  Speaker 5: you know, right, So I just like, yes, I am proud,
• 35:39
  Speaker 5: but like.
• 35:40
  Speaker 2: So are you saying that you didn't graduate from from
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: Duke with a PhD In being the queen of fucking confidence.
• 35:49
  Speaker 6: You know what I did? So like, thank you so
• 35:51
  Speaker 6: fucking much for acknowledging that.
• 35:55
  Speaker 2: But I sometimes feel the same way like my a
• 35:58
  Speaker 2: lot of my friends, because I just always knew I
• 35:59
  Speaker 2: didn't want to go to school like college. It just
• 36:02
  Speaker 2: wasn't my thing, and everyone else was like going to
• 36:05
  Speaker 2: these incredible schools and then they didn't use their degree
• 36:09
  Speaker 2: for anything, Like what did you get your degree?
• 36:12
  Speaker 5: I'll tell you what. I got it in drinking, And
• 36:15
  Speaker 5: I'm just kidding, I got it in I think what
• 36:18
  Speaker 5: it really is is a network, Like I think that
• 36:20
  Speaker 5: that's ultimately like what I got out of it.
• 36:22
  Speaker 6: If we really want to like you know, and I
• 36:24
  Speaker 6: don't know if that was worth the tuition.
• 36:27
  Speaker 5: I don't know. I think like that's really what you
• 36:30
  Speaker 5: get out of that shit, and I just wanted to
• 36:32
  Speaker 5: go speak at DUPE.
• 36:33
  Speaker 6: They invited me back, which was kind of.
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: Fucking sick, and that's really fucking Students.
• 36:37
  Speaker 5: Asked me like what it like, what were your takeaways?
• 36:40
  Speaker 5: And I was like, it's really interesting. It's like I
• 36:42
  Speaker 5: was like, I wish I did a lot more on campus,
• 36:44
  Speaker 5: Like I wish I drore more clubs, and I was
• 36:46
  Speaker 5: more like, you know, I was really impressed. So many
• 36:48
  Speaker 5: students came to see me talk, and I was like
• 36:50
  Speaker 5: I didn't go that many talks, like I was just
• 36:51
  Speaker 5: like fucking around because like you're you're basically like nineteen twenty,
• 36:55
  Speaker 5: like you're like whatever, Like so I said that, but
• 36:57
  Speaker 5: I also I said, just like the people that you meet,
• 36:59
  Speaker 5: you know what I mean. But then again like if
• 37:01
  Speaker 5: you don't have that, like you mean people outside schools,
• 37:03
  Speaker 5: so but agree, no one goes like anyone who has
• 37:06
  Speaker 5: meet unless you're like a doctor, like it doesn't.
• 37:08
  Speaker 2: Matter, no, and if you're like us, I mean, I
• 37:11
  Speaker 2: just I just didn't feel like I needed to go
• 37:14
  Speaker 2: to the University of Utah to like do what I
• 37:16
  Speaker 2: needed to do.
• 37:17
  Speaker 6: And it's good that you had that gun instinct and
• 37:19
  Speaker 6: you listen to yourself.
• 37:20
  Speaker 2: Yes, because I'm one of very few that's like celebrating
• 37:23
  Speaker 2: that they paid off their student loans there, Like I
• 37:26
  Speaker 2: have so many friends that are like, I just paid
• 37:27
  Speaker 2: it off.
• 37:28
  Speaker 1: I'm like, holy fuck, we're grown and you just paid
• 37:31
  Speaker 1: it off.
• 37:32
  Speaker 6: Literally.
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: Okay, so you you have a plethora of things you've done,
• 37:37
  Speaker 2: including you've done like advertising things for listen to me,
• 37:42
  Speaker 2: I like, your world is so foreign to me, but
• 37:44
  Speaker 2: I'm impressed. Okay, you worked with Nike Absolute Plan B
• 37:49
  Speaker 2: one step like what they just reached out to you
• 37:52
  Speaker 2: and they were like, we need an epic marketing plan
• 37:54
  Speaker 2: for a campaign, Like can you help us?
• 37:56
  Speaker 5: You know they hire me, Like you know, they hire
• 37:58
  Speaker 5: a lot of influencers make content.
• 38:01
  Speaker 2: But I think that like they hire and me, babe,
• 38:04
  Speaker 2: Nike a reagion out to me to create content, So
• 38:07
  Speaker 2: teach me the ways.
• 38:08
  Speaker 5: Not yet, not yet, Okay, It's gonna happen soon if
• 38:12
  Speaker 5: that's what you want. I think, Like, really, it was
• 38:15
  Speaker 5: like I don't see what I make branded videos, Like
• 38:18
  Speaker 5: I don't see it as like, oh, like you're like,
• 38:19
  Speaker 5: I'm gonna tell you this water bottle. I'm like, how
• 38:21
  Speaker 5: can this water bottle fit into the narrative that is SFK,
• 38:25
  Speaker 5: this character that I created. So it's like, s Okay
• 38:28
  Speaker 5: is just like busy, fucking busy making money.
• 38:31
  Speaker 6: She's thirsty. She's thirsty for some dick. That's like, how
• 38:34
  Speaker 6: I do it?
• 38:34
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
• 38:35
  Speaker 5: Like I just came up out it out of my ass,
• 38:37
  Speaker 5: but that's essentially what I think about with the product.
• 38:39
  Speaker 5: Maybe not as sexual always.
• 38:41
  Speaker 1: I really fucking love you and SFK.
• 38:44
  Speaker 6: Is fringa fucking care again, yes.
• 38:46
  Speaker 2: Bitch, Okay, So you like really create a narrative for
• 38:51
  Speaker 2: the brand and they're like, okay, we have to have
• 38:53
  Speaker 2: this because again I told you I suck social media.
• 38:57
  Speaker 1: I feel like I'm ninety five, okay, okay, so this is.
• 39:00
  Speaker 5: I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna stop your right here.
• 39:02
  Speaker 5: You don't speak badly about yourself ever. Ever you're saying
• 39:05
  Speaker 5: you can say I'm still learning the ropes.
• 39:08
  Speaker 1: I'm still learning the ropes.
• 39:09
  Speaker 6: But you're saying you suck, great and you suck. It's
• 39:12
  Speaker 6: not going to change as for as long as you
• 39:13
  Speaker 6: think that.
• 39:13
  Speaker 1: No, you're absolutely right, teach me more ways.
• 39:15
  Speaker 5: Hey Maggie's not reaching out, well now they will be
• 39:18
  Speaker 5: like Nike, you will one day. You know. That's the
• 39:20
  Speaker 5: That's that switch of the way you speak about yourself
• 39:24
  Speaker 5: is what will get you anything that you want. It's
• 39:26
  Speaker 5: truly believing it and always like turning into a positive.
• 39:29
  Speaker 5: But like listen, Like I could take up a camera
• 39:33
  Speaker 5: when I was fifteen years old and I was like,
• 39:34
  Speaker 5: I want to be I want to make movies, Like
• 39:36
  Speaker 5: that's what I want to do.
• 39:37
  Speaker 6: Wow, And that's what I will do because you know
• 39:40
  Speaker 6: how I am.
• 39:41
  Speaker 5: I get to say you just to say it. If
• 39:43
  Speaker 5: you keep saying it, it eventually just happens like bibdy bopdy
• 39:46
  Speaker 5: boot bitch. Like literally that's like my mentality. So but
• 39:49
  Speaker 5: I still picked up a camera and I was like,
• 39:50
  Speaker 5: I want to be a filmmaker. And so while I'm
• 39:52
  Speaker 5: not there yet, I use these little branded moments to
• 39:55
  Speaker 5: just like make a little movie for these brands, you know,
• 39:58
  Speaker 5: Like I did like one for Plan B and it
• 40:01
  Speaker 5: was kind of like inspired by Gossip Girls.
• 40:04
  Speaker 6: So I shot it like the met on the Steps
• 40:05
  Speaker 6: and it was like so fun.
• 40:07
  Speaker 5: But I was like this is like a little movie.
• 40:08
  Speaker 6: Like that's how I treat it.
• 40:09
  Speaker 5: And I think that that it's fun because my audience
• 40:12
  Speaker 5: isn't like, oh shit, she's trying to sell us Plan
• 40:14
  Speaker 5: B Like no, like I'm actually trying to sell you
• 40:17
  Speaker 5: a story, Like I want you to watch a story
• 40:20
  Speaker 5: and then if you like the products associated story, great.
• 40:23
  Speaker 2: So how long does it take you to like get
• 40:26
  Speaker 2: your little mini movies made made?
• 40:29
  Speaker 5: Yeah, I would say it takes like so this is
• 40:31
  Speaker 5: the thing too, because you know, fucking is very much
• 40:34
  Speaker 5: ingrained in my brand.
• 40:36
  Speaker 6: It's like I now, I'm like lucky enough where I've
• 40:39
  Speaker 6: like really proved myself.
• 40:40
  Speaker 5: So you know, they're brands that like don't care that
• 40:42
  Speaker 5: I use that word, but sometimes there is some maneuvering
• 40:45
  Speaker 5: that it has to happen. But you know, like I
• 40:49
  Speaker 5: would say, like it takes like two weeks to make something.
• 40:55
  Speaker 6: To ide eate it, shoot it, edit it, send it
• 40:59
  Speaker 6: to the brand.
• 40:59
  Speaker 2: Maybe it's revisions, but I am so impressed by you.
• 41:04
  Speaker 6: You're so speed love.
• 41:06
  Speaker 2: Just a real quick side note, do you think people
• 41:08
  Speaker 2: that say the fuck word a lot are intelligent than
• 41:11
  Speaker 2: most people?
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: More intelligent?
• 41:13
  Speaker 5: Way?
• 41:13
  Speaker 6: I read that somewhere and I was like, well, I'm.
• 41:16
  Speaker 2: Fuck yeah, yeah honestly, because if it's true, I'm a
• 41:19
  Speaker 2: fucking genius.
• 41:20
  Speaker 5: Well you literally we knew that already. Honey.
• 41:22
  Speaker 1: Okay, right, okay, oh my god, I love you. Okay.
• 41:30
  Speaker 2: My other question is do you have a calendar that
• 41:34
  Speaker 2: you like, I may be just stealing everything you're doing, Like, Okay,
• 41:39
  Speaker 2: Serena fucking Karrigan does it this way, so this is
• 41:42
  Speaker 2: how we're fucking doing it everybody. Do you have like
• 41:44
  Speaker 2: a calendar that you set out and you're like, okay
• 41:47
  Speaker 2: for the next However, many days this is dedicated to
• 41:50
  Speaker 2: plan B one step video.
• 41:52
  Speaker 5: No, I don't get that. Many days it's like I
• 41:54
  Speaker 5: got an idea, great, let's shoot to the brand. I'm
• 41:57
  Speaker 5: gonna shoot it. I'm gonna google cow like I think
• 41:59
  Speaker 5: if you blocks hour blocks and maybe dateloks, like if
• 42:03
  Speaker 5: it's a shoot, like I'll probably walk the day off
• 42:05
  Speaker 5: because I'm, you know, producing it and I'm in it,
• 42:09
  Speaker 5: and it's like I have a director, I have camera,
• 42:11
  Speaker 5: Like I treat it like a high level production. When
• 42:13
  Speaker 5: I first started doing this shit, my managers were like,
• 42:16
  Speaker 5: you're literally spending all your money on making the video,
• 42:18
  Speaker 5: Like all the money you're getting for the brand on
• 42:20
  Speaker 5: the video.
• 42:20
  Speaker 6: I was like, oh, no, I know, and they're like
• 42:22
  Speaker 6: like what do you need? Like are you okay? And
• 42:24
  Speaker 6: I was like, it's going to pay off.
• 42:25
  Speaker 5: Watch And I think it's true because it's like I
• 42:27
  Speaker 5: delivered them just like a piece of content that could
• 42:30
  Speaker 5: literally be on.
• 42:30
  Speaker 6: Your TV like a commercial.
• 42:32
  Speaker 5: And then it's just like you get to, you know,
• 42:35
  Speaker 5: work with bigger brands, get bigger budgets, whatever.
• 42:37
  Speaker 6: And by the way, one day we'll have a fucking
• 42:39
  Speaker 6: ad on the super Bowl.
• 42:40
  Speaker 2: Obviously duh, it's in the atmosphere. You just manifested that shit.
• 42:44
  Speaker 5: But I think it's like, really my vice for someone
• 42:46
  Speaker 5: who wants to do a lot of things challenging discovery,
• 42:49
  Speaker 5: it's like just literally get really specific.
• 42:51
  Speaker 6: On what you want in life, Like what do you want?
• 42:53
  Speaker 5: Like ask yourself that. Don't be afraid to say it.
• 42:56
  Speaker 5: You know. It's like you even said, like I don't
• 42:57
  Speaker 5: really want to go to college, like I wanted to
• 42:59
  Speaker 5: do something else, and you said that was so much
• 43:02
  Speaker 5: confidence while everyone your other friends were going to other schools,
• 43:04
  Speaker 5: but you stuck to that. I think that like having
• 43:06
  Speaker 5: that same confidence about anything else is what ultimately like
• 43:10
  Speaker 5: it's going to get you what you want. It's also
• 43:11
  Speaker 5: thinking like asking, like what do you want in life?
• 43:14
  Speaker 5: Like I'll tell you right now, I just wrote a
• 43:16
  Speaker 5: TV show. I want to get it made, like I
• 43:17
  Speaker 5: want to like act in it. I want to get
• 43:19
  Speaker 5: it done. I want it to be on a streamer.
• 43:21
  Speaker 5: I want to come back to your podcast. We're going
• 43:22
  Speaker 5: to talk about it.
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, you.
• 43:24
  Speaker 2: I want to shrink you down and keep you in
• 43:27
  Speaker 2: my pocket for real. I would be living like I
• 43:31
  Speaker 2: live the dream as it is, but I would be
• 43:33
  Speaker 2: living the fucking dream if I could just have you
• 43:36
  Speaker 2: with me at all times.
• 43:38
  Speaker 5: Well, we could be friends and I can hit you
• 43:39
  Speaker 5: up one hundred percent and remind you. But that's recentally
• 43:43
  Speaker 5: like that kind of vintality and like all this is
• 43:45
  Speaker 5: like what I try to share, Like I'm not like
• 43:48
  Speaker 5: a gatekeeper. I'm not like oh, like I'm killing it
• 43:50
  Speaker 5: and like I bet you would want to know how.
• 43:52
  Speaker 5: It's more just like I'm just honest, and I think
• 43:55
  Speaker 5: it's everyone's capable. I think people think, you know, things
• 43:59
  Speaker 5: aren't within their reach, but that's because they're insecure a
• 44:02
  Speaker 5: little bit. I think everything's within your reach truly. It's
• 44:05
  Speaker 5: just hearing people think too.
• 44:07
  Speaker 2: I love what you said at the very beginning of
• 44:09
  Speaker 2: the podcast, and I've been sitting on this because I agree.
• 44:13
  Speaker 2: I don't like the I don't like the word fake either,
• 44:16
  Speaker 2: And for me, I wasn't. I was not a confident child.
• 44:20
  Speaker 2: I wasn't confident until I was probably late twenties. And
• 44:27
  Speaker 2: I love that you said that you feel that we're
• 44:30
  Speaker 2: born confident, and we just it gets muddied up just
• 44:34
  Speaker 2: by being alive and growing and people saying certain things.
• 44:39
  Speaker 1: It's like getting back to the root of who you are.
• 44:42
  Speaker 5: That's what it is.
• 44:43
  Speaker 1: That's what it is, and that's the thing.
• 44:45
  Speaker 6: It's like the fakeness.
• 44:47
  Speaker 5: Ah, it's just saying that it's like, well, then it's
• 44:49
  Speaker 5: not really real, and then if it's not really real,
• 44:51
  Speaker 5: then it can leave at any time. Right, is who
• 44:54
  Speaker 5: you are When you were a little baby, you weren't insecure.
• 44:58
  Speaker 2: No, I love you said that that was for It
• 45:02
  Speaker 2: sounds so simple, but it's so fucking complex because we
• 45:06
  Speaker 2: are in this world right now, Like I feel so
• 45:09
  Speaker 2: badly for young kids who you know. I think I
• 45:12
  Speaker 2: was at the tail end of like flip phones and
• 45:16
  Speaker 2: like no internet on phones, there was no social media. Right,
• 45:20
  Speaker 2: you were too, and I'm so grateful for that because
• 45:22
  Speaker 2: these kids, now, no, they're fucked, they're fucked, and it
• 45:26
  Speaker 2: makes me so sad for them. And just to hear
• 45:30
  Speaker 2: you say something like that, like that shit needs to
• 45:34
  Speaker 2: be taught in fucking school, I know, right, that's why.
• 45:37
  Speaker 5: We're trying to get this message out. Baby.
• 45:39
  Speaker 1: No, I'm really, I'm really.
• 45:41
  Speaker 2: I was excited to have you on the podcast, but like,
• 45:43
  Speaker 2: you're a deep motherfucker and I really appreciate you being
• 45:46
  Speaker 2: so open. So I also want to know you always
• 45:50
  Speaker 2: say do it for the plot. Yeah, instead I do
• 45:54
  Speaker 2: it for the gram.
• 45:54
  Speaker 1: It's do it for the plot.
• 45:56
  Speaker 6: Everyone does it for the gram anyway, So let's do
• 45:58
  Speaker 6: it for the fucking plot.
• 45:59
  Speaker 2: Now.
• 45:59
  Speaker 1: Okay, wait, can you like elaborate please?
• 46:01
  Speaker 5: So do over the plot literally means like nothing matters,
• 46:04
  Speaker 5: because everything in your life matters, like every heartbreak, rejection, celebration, milestone, friendship,
• 46:12
  Speaker 5: every like, you know, time that you were like, oh
• 46:15
  Speaker 5: my god, why the fuck is this happening to me?
• 46:17
  Speaker 5: And then four months later you're like, that's why it
• 46:19
  Speaker 5: happened to me, because everything is like for the story
• 46:22
  Speaker 5: of your life. And I started saying you know, before
• 46:25
  Speaker 5: it like blew up all over the internet. Was like
• 46:27
  Speaker 5: I was like I'm a new character, Like that's just
• 46:28
  Speaker 5: like who I am, and like everything is for the
• 46:30
  Speaker 5: plot of my life, and so you know this. The
• 46:34
  Speaker 5: point isn't to like jump out the window for the plot. No,
• 46:36
  Speaker 5: obviously do it, like be safe and you know, take
• 46:39
  Speaker 5: calculated risks, but also like stop.
• 46:42
  Speaker 6: Letting fear get in the way of you living your life.
• 46:45
  Speaker 5: You're having your heart broken or fear of like going
• 46:48
  Speaker 5: after a job and maybe not getting it, or moving
• 46:49
  Speaker 5: to a new place and having trouble making friends, because
• 46:52
  Speaker 5: that struggle is the point and it's part of your
• 46:55
  Speaker 5: journey ultimately, and then you're gonna like realize you're like, oh,
• 46:58
  Speaker 5: that's why, Like now I know that, Like, you know,
• 47:02
  Speaker 5: quitting my job two weeks before the pandemic, I did that.
• 47:05
  Speaker 5: I didn't do it for the plot at the time.
• 47:06
  Speaker 5: I'm like, that was for my plot because then I
• 47:08
  Speaker 5: built this whole brand and TV show and card game
• 47:10
  Speaker 5: and I'm sitting next to you, across from you, like
• 47:13
  Speaker 5: if I hadn't quit my job, then I would I
• 47:16
  Speaker 5: be here in right.
• 47:17
  Speaker 1: Now, And that's terrifying.
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: I mean, to quit your job and just kind of
• 47:21
  Speaker 2: throw it into the universe's hands. And you know, you're
• 47:23
  Speaker 2: basically saying, I pray to God something catches me, because
• 47:28
  Speaker 2: I'm taking a huge risk right now.
• 47:31
  Speaker 6: See, But I didn't see it as something catches me.
• 47:32
  Speaker 5: It's like I will catch something.
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: Girl.
• 47:36
  Speaker 2: You need to write a book and it needs to
• 47:38
  Speaker 2: be like eight hundred pages.
• 47:40
  Speaker 1: Can you please do that?
• 47:41
  Speaker 6: Who's going to read an eight hundred beach book?
• 47:43
  Speaker 1: Fucking everybody? You're a genius.
• 47:46
  Speaker 5: You're so sweet. Okay, I will set the book for sure.
• 47:49
  Speaker 1: I need everything you're doing. I need the games.
• 47:51
  Speaker 5: Yeah, the game's done on a resne Wait, I also
• 47:54
  Speaker 5: have that cop by way, is it the vibrator one.
• 47:58
  Speaker 1: I'm drinking out of a Yes? It says it's a
• 48:01
  Speaker 1: vibe with the hand doing like a rock on.
• 48:03
  Speaker 2: But she has a vibrator and so you really of course, idio,
• 48:08
  Speaker 2: that's the less a vibrators.
• 48:10
  Speaker 5: Nice.
• 48:11
  Speaker 1: I know I dig them. Shout out to them.
• 48:13
  Speaker 2: Feel free to the podcast, Feel free to sponsor the podcast.
• 48:16
  Speaker 2: Oh my god, I had the fucking best time with you.
• 48:19
  Speaker 1: You have no idea.
• 48:20
  Speaker 5: Literally, you're the best.
• 48:21
  Speaker 6: I can't wait to meet you in real life.
• 48:23
  Speaker 2: I can't wait either. Will you slide in my DM
• 48:25
  Speaker 2: with your phone number? And if I'm ever in New
• 48:27
  Speaker 2: York or you're on my side, we can get together.
• 48:29
  Speaker 2: Thousand yes, okay, Where can people find you? And what
• 48:34
  Speaker 2: should we be looking out for? Because I'm literally whatever
• 48:36
  Speaker 2: you're fucking selling, I'm buying.
• 48:38
  Speaker 6: You are the queen I am found.
• 48:41
  Speaker 5: Find me on Serena Kerrigan, TikTok, Instagram, Twitter. I just
• 48:46
  Speaker 5: leave my Facebook so you don't look there.
• 48:49
  Speaker 6: I was like, these photos are me from high school?
• 48:51
  Speaker 5: And no, like middle school. They don't. We don't look
• 48:55
  Speaker 5: like the TikTokers. Now let me tell you that much.
• 48:57
  Speaker 1: No, we do not like that.
• 49:00
  Speaker 5: And you can buy with the card games ontsfucking date
• 49:02
  Speaker 5: dot com.
• 49:04
  Speaker 6: I have a lot of things going on.
• 49:05
  Speaker 5: Just be on the fucking look app. But most of all,
• 49:08
  Speaker 5: every single person's listening. Go to your mirror right now.
• 49:11
  Speaker 5: I don't care if you fucking think it's awkward. If
• 49:12
  Speaker 5: it's awkward, it's working. If you you've done way harder shit.
• 49:16
  Speaker 5: Go to your mirror and tell that person, Hey, I
• 49:19
  Speaker 5: love you, I got you. That's it. You can do it.
• 49:22
  Speaker 5: Do it and and DM me let me let me
• 49:25
  Speaker 5: know how full they will change your life.
• 49:28
  Speaker 1: No, it will change your life. You are a queen.
• 49:30
  Speaker 1: I'm so grateful you did the podcast.
• 49:32
  Speaker 2: You really are, Like, I'm leaving this podcast feeling fantastic.
• 49:37
  Speaker 5: I'm so glad.
• 49:38
  Speaker 6: That makes me so happy, and I'm so lovely to
• 49:40
  Speaker 6: meet and.
• 49:40
  Speaker 1: I'll say this, I know I can't wait. Thank you.
• 49:43
  Speaker 1: Vabe me on