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- 0:17From the moment I bought the lottery ticket, it didn't feel
- 0:20right. I never spent money on lottery
- 0:22tickets and thought they were a waste of money, but a sign on
- 0:26the street corner caught my eye when I was walking home from
- 0:28work one day. Community lottery money raised
- 0:32that goes to a good cause. Current Jackpot.
- 0:35Current jackpot $2,234,423 I was intrigued for some reason.
- 0:43It was a lot of money and I didn't imagine a lot of people
- 0:45were playing since it looked like a small operation.
- 0:49I went inside and a small old man with a fine mustache stood
- 0:52behind the counter. The store looked a little rough
- 0:55inside. The paint was peeling from the
- 0:57walls and the shelves were half bare.
- 1:00It smelled a bit like mildew and spoiled meat.
- 1:02The shopkeeper smiled at me warmly as I walked up to the
- 1:05counter, the light dancing in his eyes behind his round
- 1:08spectacles. He wore a distinctive black suit
- 1:11with gold cuffs and collar. Welcome, welcome, what can I do
- 1:15for you? He said in a friendly tone.
- 1:18I saw your sign outside and wanted to buy a few tickets for
- 1:21the lottery, I said. Of course, of course.
- 1:24All money raised goes to a good cause, $2.00 for one, $5 for
- 1:29three, $10 gets you 7 tickets. How many you want?
- 1:33It was pulling out a crisp stack of tickets.
- 1:36Their faces appeared to have been inked by hand, but that was
- 1:39impossible considering the size of the jackpot.
- 1:42I thought they had to have been stamped.
- 1:45Yet each one looks unique and different.
- 1:47They weren't numbered. They look like Rorschach tests,
- 1:51each one a unique black blotch of ink.
- 1:54I was feeling lucky. I told him I would take as many
- 1:56as $50 would get me. There wasn't a price break past
- 2:00$10.00, so I ended up with 35 tickets.
- 2:02I flipped through them, amazed at how different they each were.
- 2:06Good luck, Remember, all money raised goes to a good cause.
- 2:10The man's face was bemused, his mouth turned up at the corners
- 2:14into a little smile. Anything I should know?
- 2:17How do I find out if I won? I asked the man, His brow
- 2:20wrinkled. His face looked annoyed by this
- 2:23question. I've never played this lottery
- 2:25before. It seems a bit strange.
- 2:28Someone will tell you if you would, don't worry.
- 2:30He said cryptically. I didn't understand how they
- 2:33would find me, but he refused to take any of my information.
- 2:37I left the store feeling like I had been ripped off $50.00 for a
- 2:41handful of black and white tickets with cool designs on
- 2:44them didn't seem like a very good deal.
- 2:47I was experiencing buyer's remorse for the first time in
- 2:49years as I walked home. I was usually very frugal.
- 2:53I couldn't help but wonder what had gotten into me.
- 2:56A week later, someone came to my door.
- 2:59It was another old man wearing the same black suit trimmed with
- 3:02gold as the shopkeeper. He was holding a ticket with a
- 3:05black abstract pattern on it, like a war shack test.
- 3:09He didn't say a word, he just held up the piece of paper and
- 3:12stood there smiling. The black splotch looked like a
- 3:15devious little monkey, and I recognized it immediately.
- 3:20I ran upstairs, excited, and grabbed the stack of tickets.
- 3:23I shuffled through them and found one that matched.
- 3:26I made a high pitched yell of excitement.
- 3:28I was rich. I waved the ticket with the
- 3:30monkey ink splotch on it above my head and dance.
- 3:33I had never won anything before in my life.
- 3:36I couldn't believe it. I brought the whole stack of
- 3:39tickets down with me, just in case, but kept the monkey one
- 3:42separate. I showed it to him and he
- 3:44smiled, nodding his head. He took out a check from his
- 3:47pocket and handed it to me with a flourish, then began to walk
- 3:51away. It was a check for $2200.
- 3:55Furious, I tried to contain my rage.
- 3:57I ran in front with a man and cut off his hasty escape.
- 4:01He looked surprised. I told him the sign had said the
- 4:04prize was over $2,000,000 2002. $100 was a long way from that.
- 4:10Money goes to a good 'cause you are not a good 'cause you take
- 4:14$2200 and be happy, the man said.
- 4:17I couldn't believe my ears. His smile had faded and he
- 4:21looked very serious now, as if I had broken some unspoken
- 4:24contract. I thought of a 5050 draw at a
- 4:28Stag and Dough, or at charity events where the winner was
- 4:30expected to donate their winnings to the cause.
- 4:34Was that what this was? I thought of the man's words.
- 4:37All money raised goes to a good 'cause I hadn't even bothered to
- 4:41ask the name of the charity. Listen, if you try to screw me
- 4:45here, I will come after you guys for false advertising.
- 4:48I see what you're trying to pull.
- 4:49I won this thing fair and square.
- 4:51Now give me what's mine. I told him I'm gritting my
- 4:53teeth. I had never been a greedy
- 4:56person, but the idea of $2,000,000 that was rightfully
- 4:59mine being taken from me rubbed me the wrong way and brought out
- 5:04a very bad side of me. I had already mentally begun to
- 5:07spend the money and felt robbed and cheated.
- 5:10If I wanted to give some of it to their charity, that was my
- 5:13decision to make, A greedy and unfamiliar little monsters voice
- 5:17said inside my head. He furrowed his brow.
- 5:21His eyes looked sad for a second, but he reached into his
- 5:24pocket and pulled out another check.
- 5:26He put the other one away and handed me this one instead.
- 5:29The amount written on it was $2,234,423.
- 5:35I jumped up and down, giddy with delight.
- 5:38When I opened my eyes again, the man was gone.
- 5:41I couldn't believe my luck. I had thought I would only get
- 5:43half that amount at the very most.
- 5:45After some negotiating, no one contacted me to ask if I wanted
- 5:51to have my picture taken with a big cardboard check and I was a
- 5:54bit disappointed, but I decided I wouldn't let it bother me.
- 5:58I had over $2,000,000 to spend on whatever I wanted.
- 6:01No one called to ask me to donate a portion of it to the
- 6:04organization's charitable cause, but I just assumed they would
- 6:08send something by mail. First things first, I thought,
- 6:12and called my job. I quit without notice, playing
- 6:15punk rock on my laptop as I did so and singing Take This Job and
- 6:19Shove It Out Loud. As the hold music played in my
- 6:22ear, I sang the lyrics to my manager, letting him know I
- 6:26ain't working there no more. My boss was furious, but I just
- 6:30hung up on him. Holiday in Cambodia came on the
- 6:33playlist next, and I listened to the furiously jovial tones of
- 6:37Jello Biafra with a big smile on my face as I lay on the couch.
- 6:41It felt good to be in charge of my own destiny for once, or so I
- 6:45thought. I went to the bank to deposit
- 6:48the check. After talking to managers for a
- 6:50while, they made a phone call and confirmed the check was
- 6:53real. Probably should have checked
- 6:55that first before quitting. They told me it would take a
- 6:58little while to clear and said I would have to wait a week or two
- 7:00to spend any money. I sat around my apartment for a
- 7:04couple weeks, playing video games, watching old movies, and
- 7:07enjoying the unemployed lifestyles of the soon to be
- 7:10rich and famous. Finally, the bank called and
- 7:13said I could play with my cash. The manager tried to tell me
- 7:17something else, but I hung up on him before he could waste any
- 7:19more of my time. The guy's voice was dry and
- 7:22boring, and suddenly I had no attention span for boring.
- 7:27After a lifetime of normality, I was ready to have some fun.
- 7:31I went to the BMW dealership first.
- 7:34I'd always wanted one and decided I would treat myself to
- 7:37an M5. They obliged and I burnt rubber
- 7:40out with a car lot, watching their surprise faces as I drove
- 7:43away. The car had a lot of torque and
- 7:45was tough to control due to my lack of experience with high
- 7:48performance vehicles. I didn't let that bother me
- 7:51though and gunned it down the main roads until the cops pulled
- 7:54me over and gave me a hefty speeding ticket.
- 7:57The price of it didn't bother me, but the points against my
- 8:00license did. I already had a couple of recent
- 8:03speeding tickets from prior infractions and the cop told me
- 8:07with the most recent mistake I would need to go in front of a
- 8:10judge to plead my case for why I should keep my license.
- 8:14I bit my tongue and tried not to scream at him.
- 8:16My license would be revoked for up to six months if the judge
- 8:19decided I didn't need it that bad and or wasn't remorseful
- 8:24enough. I tried not to worry about it
- 8:26too much, but two weeks later my license was revoked.
- 8:31The judge hadn't liked my attitude.
- 8:33Apparently. To get the bad taste of that
- 8:36experience out of my mouth, I contacted a real estate agent.
- 8:40I was in the market for a house. I told her something big with a
- 8:44pool, the greedy little voice inside me said.
- 8:47She showed me a few options and I settled on the nicest one of
- 8:50the bunch. It cost a cool million, but it
- 8:53was worth it. I spent another day shopping and
- 8:56filled the house with top of the line electronics and comfortable
- 8:59leather furniture, a pool table, a Pac-Man vintage tabletop game,
- 9:04and outfitted the back deck with a gigantic Weber BBQ with a
- 9:08buttload of BTU's. After all that shopping I gave
- 9:12some money to friends and family who began to hound me for cash
- 9:16to help them pay down debts and to replace aging and broken down
- 9:19vehicles. They had always been good to me
- 9:22so I felt guilty saying no. I had some student loan debt so
- 9:26I wiped that out with a sigh of relief as well.
- 9:29I had a terrible feeling when I logged onto my bank account and
- 9:32realized how much I had spent. I knew I was no longer a
- 9:35millionaire but was surprised to see the balance was $655,573.24.
- 9:43I spent 2/3 of the money in three weeks, but at least I had
- 9:47a sweet ride in a great house to show for it.
- 9:49I thought. I made a mental tally of all the
- 9:52things I had purchased and tried to make myself feel better but
- 9:55couldn't. I felt empty and hollow inside.
- 9:59Suddenly I couldn't understand the feeling and try desperately
- 10:04to get rid of it. I took a trip to Hawaii.
- 10:08I got sick the day I arrived with a virus the doctors
- 10:11couldn't figure out. My travel insurance covered the
- 10:14hospital bills for the most part, but the vacation was a
- 10:17bust. I came home a month later after
- 10:20spending all that time in the hospital.
- 10:22I hadn't even been to a beach while I was on my trip.
- 10:26I was so sick I couldn't spend more than 10 minutes out of bed.
- 10:29Wounds and bed sores developed all over me and my skin became
- 10:33paper thin from the steroids the doctors prescribed to try to
- 10:37fight the illness. I got a cut on my foot the day I
- 10:40got home and it stubbornly refused to heal.
- 10:43It wouldn't even stop bleeding and quickly became infected.
- 10:47I ended up in the hospital again, this time in an isolation
- 10:51room as my wound picked up another infection, nosocomial
- 10:55and resistant to antibiotics. Perfect, I thought, just one
- 10:59more thing, what else could go wrong?
- 11:03I started to regret not just keeping the check for $2200.
- 11:07I was beginning to get the feeling my life perhaps would
- 11:11have been better if I had. This all felt like a punishment.
- 11:14The greedy voice inside told me I was wrong, but I didn't trust
- 11:18it. My friends and family abandoned
- 11:21me and stopped visiting. I had become stingy with my
- 11:24remaining money and they resented me for it.
- 11:27They said I had changed, that I was greedy and indifferent to
- 11:30them. All I wanted was to keep some of
- 11:32the wealth as a nest egg. I told them was that so bad?
- 11:37I was finally discharged from the hospital.
- 11:40I lost 70 lbs and was emaciated and weak.
- 11:43I could barely walk and just getting out of bed exhausted me.
- 11:47When I got home I tried to enjoy my big house, but it was too
- 11:51large to get around. Now that I was deconditioned
- 11:54from my long hospital stay, I had to get a nurse and a
- 11:57personal support worker to help me bathe and do housework.
- 12:01I had no strength left suddenly and felt used up and hopeless.
- 12:06I was afraid to look at my bank account now.
- 12:08The money in there was no good. It was toxic.
- 12:12One night, lying in bed restless as I wriggled and squirmed
- 12:16trying to find a way to ignore the pain from the bedsore, my
- 12:19coccyx, I decided I should give the money back.
- 12:23Something told me that was the only way to fix things.
- 12:27I sold the house and brought the BMW back to the dealership.
- 12:31After selling everything else of value, I ended up with around
- 12:34$1.8 million back in my bank account.
- 12:37I felt like I needed to return the rest as well, but was in no
- 12:40state to do any physical labor in order to make money.
- 12:44It would probably take 20 years to save up the amount I needed
- 12:47to pay it all back, I thought. I prayed the men in black and
- 12:50gold would forgive me and return my life to normal somehow.
- 12:55I called each member of my family and told them more or
- 12:58less what I plan to do. Fudging the details only
- 13:01slightly. I said I plan to give all the
- 13:03money to charity. I thought they would be angry,
- 13:06but everyone told me I was making the right decision.
- 13:09They said the money had changed me and certainly not for the
- 13:12better. I made my way back to the little
- 13:15shop the next morning with the help of my PSW.
- 13:18He drove me there and helped me inside in my wheelchair.
- 13:21The man at the counter was not the same and my heart dropped
- 13:24immediately. He was dressed in a white
- 13:26T-shirt that said Florida on it and blue jeans.
- 13:30He spoken to Twangy Southern Drawl and when I asked about the
- 13:34lottery he said he had no clue what I was talking about.
- 13:38We got all kinds of scratchers if that's what you're after.
- 13:41He said pulling out the scratch and win tickets from beneath the
- 13:44plastic countertop. I shook my head and thanked him
- 13:47for his time. We left the shop and I realized
- 13:50I had no clue what to do next. I knew I had to give the money
- 13:54back, but how would I find the men in the black suits with gold
- 13:57trim? I stopped a woman walking by and
- 14:00asked if she knew the people who owned the shop before the ones
- 14:04who ran the community lottery. The woman shrugged and said she
- 14:07had lived there for years but had never heard of such a thing.
- 14:10I looked around and saw the street looked worse than it had
- 14:13the day I bought the ticket a couple months before.
- 14:16The people looked sadder. The buildings were dirtier and
- 14:19looked in disrepair. Cars on the street belched thick
- 14:22Gray smoke and rattled over potholes.
- 14:25Homeless people clustered on a corner where a little shanty was
- 14:28erected. Windows were boarded up in
- 14:31abandoned storefront. Windows were smashed, left
- 14:34unrepaired, the broken glass still laying scattered on the
- 14:37sidewalk. I went home anxious and upset.
- 14:41I needed to find the men in black suits with gold trim.
- 14:44It was the only way to get my life back, I thought.
- 14:48In my motel room that night I lay in bed cold and scared.
- 14:52It didn't seem to matter how many blankets I put on, I could
- 14:56never seem to stay warm. I'd never put back on any of the
- 14:59weight I had lost. In fact, I lost more every week.
- 15:03I couldn't keep food down and had never ending nausea.
- 15:07I thought I had cancer, but all the tests came back negative at
- 15:10the hospital when I was still there.
- 15:13Still, it felt like something horrible was festering and
- 15:16growing inside of me. The greedy little monster voice
- 15:19was always there in my head, but I now ignored him and his awful
- 15:24desires. Still he whispered to me
- 15:27constantly. The greedy thing inside you will
- 15:31eat you up, A voice said from the shadows in the corner of my
- 15:34dark room. The clock on my bedside table
- 15:37said 3:23 AM. I tried to call out for help,
- 15:42but my voice came out as a strangled whisper.
- 15:45I tried to scream, but no sound came out.
- 15:49The light danced in the eyes of the man in the shadows, although
- 15:52there was no light in the room to be reflected, I saw him step
- 15:56forward out of the darkness. His smile was bemused, still
- 16:00barely visible. You should have kept your
- 16:02winnings when they were offered, he said.
- 16:05I'm sorry. I managed, tears streaming down
- 16:08my face. What can I do?
- 16:10I want to give it back. Let me give it back.
- 16:14You have all of it? He asked with a sly and knowing
- 16:17look in his eyes that said he knew.
- 16:19I didn't. I tried, but I have most of it
- 16:23over 1,800,000. I please take it back, I don't
- 16:29want it. My words sounded pathetic to my
- 16:32own ears, but I didn't care. I only hoped he would accept.
- 16:36He didn't. You must give it all back.
- 16:40The horde must be whole to tip back the scales so they rest
- 16:43even once again he said. How?
- 16:46Just tell me what to do and I'll do it.
- 16:48I pleaded with him desperately. There are many ways to make a
- 16:51dollar. Find one of them and do it again
- 16:54and again until it's whole again.
- 16:57His face looked a little gleeful.
- 16:59The bastard was enjoying this. I can't, don't you understand?
- 17:03It's impossible. I'll die before I can make $10.
- 17:07I was angry, but tried to plead once more with him.
- 17:10There must be some other way. Please, I'll do anything,
- 17:14anything. My voice came out a whisper.
- 17:18Well. The man said, playing with the
- 17:20corners of his fine mustache. You have one other option,
- 17:25although you may not like it. The next day I went to the
- 17:29address where the man had told me to go.
- 17:32I walked in and they gave me a hospital gown, although this was
- 17:35no hospital. I was directed to lie flat on a
- 17:39cold steel table and told the doctor would be in shortly.
- 17:43The man who came in was wearing black scrubs with gold trim.
- 17:46He introduced himself as Doctor Gold.
- 17:48An assistant came in next, an older woman in glasses dressed
- 17:53the same. She said her name was Nurse
- 17:55Black. They told me what would be done
- 17:58and I said that would be fine. Whatever I had to do to get my
- 18:01life back, I would do it. They explained they no longer
- 18:05had an anesthesiologist. He had paid his debt, so I would
- 18:09be awake for the procedure. They scrubbed large swaths of my
- 18:13body with a disinfectant that turned my skin pink.
- 18:16Then they began to cut. The scalpel left a red trail of
- 18:21blossoming blood wherever it went, and soon the stuff was
- 18:24everywhere. Nurse Black mopped it up calmly
- 18:27with clean towels, wiping the sweat from Doctor Gold's brow
- 18:30every so often. I screamed and wept.
- 18:33I gnashed my teeth and pounded my fists into the hard steel
- 18:36table as they reached into my body, severing arteries and
- 18:40veins and pulling out slippery, blood soaked organs which shone
- 18:44like rubies in the bright light of the overhead lamp.
- 18:48I passed out after they cut off a portion of my lung.
- 18:51When I felt like I could suddenly no longer breathe.
- 18:55The doctor looked around with wide eyes for a moment, as if
- 18:58he'd made a bad mistake. I woke up once more and wished I
- 19:02hadn't. What I saw should not have been
- 19:05seen. The price of my organs on the
- 19:08black market didn't quite cover the cost of my mistakes.
- 19:12Doctor Gould said as my eyes fluttered open.
- 19:15His words were fading in and out.
- 19:18I nodded my head when he asked me a question, though I didn't
- 19:21understand it. He handed me a pen and I took it
- 19:23in my shaking hand. I remember signing something but
- 19:27didn't read what it said. I wish I could tell you things
- 19:30worked out for me, I really do, and maybe they will someday.
- 19:35I only wish they'd told me what a crappy rate people pay for
- 19:38black market organs. I would rather have had my
- 19:41kidney and left eye than $20,000 to wipe for my debt.
- 19:46I have to pay the rest back in labor anyways.
- 19:49At least they pulled that little monster out of me, kicking and
- 19:52screaming. A tiny, inky black monkey made
- 19:55of green and hate, screeching and howling as it dug its claws
- 19:59into my belly. In a futile effort to stay
- 20:02inside me, to destroy me. That's the last thing I saw
- 20:06before the world went dark. Maybe one day I'll get to work
- 20:11behind the counter somewhere selling tickets, but for now I'm
- 20:14only tasked with inking them. Each blotch of ink has to be
- 20:17distinctive and different, and there's thousands, millions of
- 20:21tickets to make. They don't give us breaks
- 20:23either. We live at our desks receiving
- 20:26whips to the back from a cat of nine tails when we fall asleep
- 20:30or slow down. They have Ivs hanging from the
- 20:33ceiling full of vitamins and amphetamines, which infuse into
- 20:37us all day long as we hunch over our desks.
- 20:40I'm told the cost of the fluids and amphetamines are added to
- 20:43our debt every day, that it just keeps growing and growing.
- 20:47But that's just a rumor. No one gets to see their
- 20:50balance. People disappear sometimes, and
- 20:54we hope they paid their debt and didn't just die of exhaustion.
- 20:59I look ahead and see rows of people puttering away at their
- 21:02desks, fading into the distance. This warehouse, or whatever it
- 21:07is, it's enormous. There are thousands of us here,
- 21:11all dressed in black with gold cuffs and collars.
- 21:16Someone smuggled in this phone the other day.
- 21:18We've been discreetly passing it around, making fruitless efforts
- 21:21to contact the outside world. So I decided to use it to tell
- 21:25my story and to plead with you to beg you.
- 21:30Please help send money.