Latest / Random Heathen Ramblings / Random Heathen Ramblings: S6, EP18 - Why Did The Germanic Tribes Stay So Fragmented? feat. Emilia Ulf of River Pine Kindred (Part 1)
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- 1:30conversation with Amelia Oh, from the River Pine Kindred and
- 1:35she brought with her today quite a very, quite, quite, I would
- 1:39say a very in depth and juicy topic to talk about.
- 1:42So this might this might become something of a Part 1 and 2, you
- 1:46know, just to help with the digestion of of such a thing.
- 1:52But we're going to be talking today about our understanding
- 1:56of, you know, what kept Germanic tribes of old from unifying, you
- 2:02know, creating a sort of unified state or, or, or a confederacy,
- 2:07if you will, or, you know, being more organized and more unified,
- 2:14you know, prior to Christianity spreading and, and, and, and
- 2:19shaking things up a bit in that area.
- 2:21So we're going to be talking a bit about some of the things
- 2:24that she was able to to find in her, you know, research and some
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- 5:51Olfi Geethya over there at the River Pine Kindred.
- 5:55Welcome back to the show, Amelia.
- 5:57Thank you for having me, I appreciate it.
- 5:59Yeah, it's good to have you back and thanks for reaching out to
- 6:02talk about this topic that you had on on your mind.
- 6:05I guess you had it on your mind before today because obviously
- 6:08you had reached out to me like a week or so ago about it.
- 6:10But but what was the Yeah, like what was the what was the seed
- 6:16that got planted for you to want to look up this topic about why
- 6:20the Germanic tribes haven't or hadn't, you know, unified better
- 6:25at a period of time? Like what was what was the
- 6:28inspiration on on looking into that?
- 6:30I don't know for me, you know, I always reread over old books,
- 6:34you know, that we started reading in the beginning, you
- 6:36know, and I found that re visiting those books help
- 6:42refresh our minds and it plants new seeds of different things.
- 6:48And it really makes you think, well, you know, why did all
- 6:52these things happen? And you know, I guess I had a
- 6:57squirrel brain or whatever you want to call it because, you
- 6:59know, knowledge is knowledge and it comes in wisdom in its own
- 7:02ways. And for me, I'm always reading
- 7:06all the time. Like I normally read about four
- 7:08or five books a week on any different topic that I come
- 7:12across or revisit, so to speak. And it was just, it was just
- 7:17something that I wanted to visit myself.
- 7:19And I figured it was a great topic for whoever had a podcast
- 7:22about it. So.
- 7:24Hey, right. And luckily for you, you know,
- 7:27just somebody, you know, just just so happen to know somebody
- 7:30who's got a podcast. So, yeah, this is, you know,
- 7:33this is that's something that I've thought of a a few times in
- 7:36the past before, especially with, and I know you kind of go
- 7:41into this a little bit with what you had shared with me.
- 7:43But like how this this this problem or this issue with the
- 7:48Germanic tribes failing to really truly become united at A
- 7:53at a time when it would have benefited them?
- 7:56Like I thought about. That in, in the, in the context
- 7:59of people today that are, you know, pursuing, you know, either
- 8:05the Norse or, or, you know, Germanic side of, of Heathenry
- 8:08paganism and how we see some issues like that even still
- 8:13nowadays where, you know, that's, it's everything is so
- 8:17like fragmented and then and separate and everybody's kind of
- 8:21doing their own thing instead of, you know, finding where they
- 8:26can unify. You know, not to say that it's
- 8:30like a, a universalist approach to things, but just have more
- 8:33connectivity. Maybe is, is, is what I'm
- 8:35thinking of it. And especially as a, as a leader
- 8:42of, of your heathen community, I'm sure that this comes, you
- 8:45know, something that comes in your mind a lot because you
- 8:48know, you have a tribe or you have a kindred or you have a
- 8:50group of your people, but you're also in a sort of network of
- 8:56other people doing similar or same things as you are, right?
- 9:01Yeah, but you also got to take into consideration Texas is
- 9:04really big and you know, we could drive 13 hours across the
- 9:09state and like every other town you may go through, there may be
- 9:12a, a clan or a tribe or a kindred.
- 9:15And you know, for us there, they're more further down like
- 9:18into Central Texas or southern Texas areas.
- 9:22Like where I live at, I'm the only kindred within like a 2
- 9:26hour drive. And the next kindred over is
- 9:29Eric's kindred from the Red Guard folk.
- 9:33So, yeah, so it is for such a big area like, you know, or
- 9:38region, Texas itself is, is massive.
- 9:44So yeah, you can, I can, I can definitely see if you're trying
- 9:47to, to find other people to, to do things with the distance and
- 9:53and all that can be a problem. So maybe as we get into some of
- 9:56the billet points or some of the things that you personally
- 9:59observed about what's why the Germanic tribes couldn't form or
- 10:03didn't form a sort of unified state, we can, you know, also
- 10:09find those maybe comparisons in modern times.
- 10:11I'm sure too. That sounds good.
- 10:16But yeah, I was looking over. Let's see.
- 10:18So like one of the first things that you had submitted and I
- 10:23don't I don't know if these necessarily fall in like a
- 10:25numerical order as like the number one reason versus the
- 10:29next three reasons. These are all just itemized
- 10:32numerically with no, in no particular order, Right.
- 10:36Yeah. They're.
- 10:37Just laid out. Yeah, 'cause it's, yeah, I mean,
- 10:40I would say that that that's, there's, there's almost no way
- 10:43to really like quantify what was the number one reason why this
- 10:47didn't work. You probably come up with
- 10:49different answers, but one of the one of the first things that
- 10:51you that you have mentioned was the tribal fragmentation and how
- 10:58the Society of the Germanic people was built, you know, very
- 11:02heavily around the kinship model of things, you know, kinships
- 11:05and clans rather than a central authority, so.
- 11:12And they also picked like, you know, whoever became the the
- 11:16Chieftain or, you know, in charge of everything, whoever,
- 11:21like if they had three sons, they didn't pick the eldest one.
- 11:25They picked whoever was the one that was more accountable and
- 11:29showed strength and valor and stuff like that compared to like
- 11:33a lot of today's time, you know, like they divide everything out
- 11:37between their children and stuff with how the family stuff is
- 11:40done, like with businesses and stuff like that.
- 11:43But you know, for me, like, you know, they were all doing the
- 11:46same thing because they were all elite warriors.
- 11:50And like, even when they went to war ban and things like that,
- 11:54like, you know, they had problems with their tribes and
- 11:56stuff, even though, you know, yeah, they worshipped very
- 12:00similarly. But you know, they didn't really
- 12:02care for each other. And only time they ever really
- 12:04band together was when the Romans were causing a problem.
- 12:09And you know, the only, the only tribe that didn't have issues
- 12:16with the Romans or the Longaboards, and that was
- 12:21because they conformed to a lot of the Roman ways and they
- 12:25slowly adapted to a lot of things where the other ones
- 12:28refused to. Yeah, there's definitely that
- 12:32like even the like, OK, so you have the Longabards and then you
- 12:35also have the Franks. I mean, the Franks were one of
- 12:40the earlier tribes to be converted with pretty relative
- 12:46ease. I mean, they, the, the
- 12:48Charlemagne and his Frankish army were the reasons why the
- 12:55Saxons were defeated and conquered.
- 12:57The Saxons were kind of the one of the last Germanic tribes to
- 13:03refuse to, to convert, you know, they had all their laws taken
- 13:08from them and in replacement of, of Charlemagne's, you know, laws
- 13:13and then this and that and how aggressive Charlemagne's
- 13:16approach was. But before, before it came to
- 13:20conversion by the sword, a lot of these earlier tribes did
- 13:24start to see the Roman influence and just agreed to, you know,
- 13:31pay taxes to the crown or pay taxes to the church and then
- 13:34have things get a little bit easier for them.
- 13:36I guess is is. You know which, we'll what we'll
- 13:39probably be getting into that too.
- 13:41You know the the lack of of some of the things that the Rome had
- 13:45at the time that was not a part of Germanic lifestyles.
- 13:50Yeah, because they were so nomadic and they didn't really
- 13:54care for anything they had because of the way that they
- 13:57were 'cause you think about it, they were very indigenous and
- 14:02living off the land. Like most of them didn't even
- 14:04have like beds and stuff like the Romans had.
- 14:06And they didn't really have like, you know, big, you know,
- 14:10houses like they did in Rome. They didn't have piping.
- 14:13Like, they didn't have a lot of the necessities because they
- 14:16wanted to live off the land. And they were happy with that.
- 14:20And, you know, until really around the time when Herman or
- 14:26Arminius, you know, really saw what they were doing, You know,
- 14:30what happened with his father dying.
- 14:31And it really upset him. He decided to leave the Roman
- 14:35Legion and, you know, to go back to his family and to try to
- 14:38rally all the tribes together to try and stop the Roman Legion.
- 14:43And, you know, yeah, they did a good job.
- 14:45But even when, you know, Arminius was trying to bring
- 14:50them together, his own people even end up killing him because
- 14:53they felt like he was too powerful.
- 14:56Yeah. Because they still wanted to be,
- 14:58you know, nomadic about things and just live and let live and
- 15:01live in their little isolated geographical areas.
- 15:04And they were OK with them because that was their way of
- 15:07life. Yep, and they also had a, They
- 15:12also had a their their, their lifestyle, their tradition was
- 15:18to have leaders over smaller sections, like smaller, there's
- 15:25a Saxon word for it, but it basically means like village,
- 15:29you know, you had your own dedicated chief, you know, or
- 15:34whatever of that, of that small little city state.
- 15:38And then once a year, this is the Saxon specifically, but you
- 15:44know, once a year they would, they would send for the, you
- 15:49know, 12 nobles of every, of every tribe.
- 15:52And they would meet at Marklow for, for thing.
- 15:55And during that, during that assembly, you know, you had
- 15:58representation of 3600 Saxons, you know, hitting everything
- 16:04from their nobility class, you know, like the Yarl or the
- 16:07chief, whatever tier down to, you know, the, the serfs and,
- 16:13and whatever. And, and that time of, of
- 16:16assembly was one of the things that they would do was to elect
- 16:21the, what was called the Theoden.
- 16:25So he was like the, the man of the people, the, the if they
- 16:28were to go to war, who would we all be?
- 16:31Who would? Whose banner would we be falling
- 16:33under? And that goes back to them
- 16:35pecking one of the sons that were showing valor and strength.
- 16:40But even the tribes like what it mentioned in Tacitus, like the
- 16:44tribes would still give gifts to one another is showing, you
- 16:48know, they have alliances in some form or fashion and to keep
- 16:51the peace in some sorts. But also at the same time, when
- 16:56it came to how they did their geographical areas, those tribes
- 17:01like they would divide the land out throughout the whole entire
- 17:05village. But you know, whoever had the
- 17:07highest of all the status, you know, the highest tiers of them,
- 17:11you know, they would have a little more land than you know,
- 17:15the rest of the people because they needed it for, you know,
- 17:18growing crops and helping. And like, they all kind of
- 17:21helped each other together do stuff.
- 17:25Yeah, I'm sure all of those who had the most of this, I mean,
- 17:29those are status symbols, you know.
- 17:30So when it came to, you know, this particular tribe having,
- 17:37you know, more ownership of, of a, of a thing then then the next
- 17:42one, I'm sure that there was definitely quarrels for who has
- 17:47the right to this now, right? This was given to this people
- 17:52under these sorts of circumstances and no sets of
- 17:55circumstances no longer exist because of this sort of a thing
- 17:59or whatever. So, you know, I'm sure they,
- 18:01that's a lot of the, the diplomatic or the, you know,
- 18:05political type things that they would have to deal with and that
- 18:08would cause conflict. It did mention in Tacitus is
- 18:13Germania, like if people weren't doing what they were supposed to
- 18:16do, they would lose their land and it would be given to
- 18:19somebody else to, you know, upkeep and everything.
- 18:22Yeah, so. Yeah.
- 18:25But you know, you still remember they were rural areas that were
- 18:29just undeveloped. Like they just literally lived
- 18:31off the land. Like, you know, indigenous
- 18:34people did you know, almost every indigenous tribe in the
- 18:37world, they live off the land, right?
- 18:39Like they may have, you know, tents or huts or, you know,
- 18:43little bitty, you know, I forgot what those turf houses are and
- 18:46everything like that, which I think those are mainly a nice
- 18:48one. But you know, you know, I said
- 18:50in Cassis, they most of the time slept on the floor, like they
- 18:52had furs and stuff like that. But, you know, it was mainly who
- 18:55was over the the Chieftain of that area had, you know, the
- 19:00biggest, you know, house. The nicest accommodations or
- 19:05whatever, Yeah. 'Cause it was probably used for
- 19:08gatherings and stuff like that for different times of the year.
- 19:12Yeah. Yeah, and their their whole like
- 19:15leadership structure was it was, it wasn't.
- 19:18Again, it wasn't like, you know, you pay homage to the king.
- 19:21It was, it was like their authority, such as it were, that
- 19:24they had was. Yeah.
- 19:27It was limited, you know. Yeah, depended on the tribes
- 19:30cultural values and stuff like that on, you know, the person's
- 19:34bravery or honoree, you know, for that Chieftain and how their
- 19:38loyalty of their, you know, their political system was for,
- 19:43you know, different areas of what they were needing for the
- 19:47war band, you know, and how their alliances performed and
- 19:51stuff like that. Yeah 'cause obviously it made
- 19:53sense that if you were going to war and, you know, you needed
- 19:57more of allies with you, then OK, Like this is we're going to
- 20:01we're going to play by the rules we're going to, you know, have,
- 20:05you know, our loyalty to whoever's been elected as the
- 20:08Theta and then once. Once all of that is done, we go
- 20:13back to our regular, regularly scheduled programming, you know,
- 20:17regular way of life. I'm, you know, not going to
- 20:20keep. He mentioned how he admired how
- 20:23the Germanic tribes were of how their freedoms and their marital
- 20:26customs were and how they raised their children, you know, to
- 20:31have certain virtues and how they are morally respected each
- 20:35other as well as the leaders of those villages and stuff like
- 20:38that. Because in a way, a lot of his
- 20:40stuff that he talked about, he boasted about them, about their
- 20:43valor and strength and how the, you know, the people were built
- 20:47with so much grit and, you know, they were proud and honorable
- 20:51and how so much valor for different aspects.
- 20:57Yeah, you can tell that when Tacitus, whether he sees it or
- 21:00whether he's being told it by third party or or whatever,
- 21:05whether it's through his own eyes or whether it's through
- 21:07other reports, you can tell that there's a there's a there's a
- 21:11respect to it and there's no bias on his part from like what
- 21:16you might could raise an argument for some of the later
- 21:19sources being. Christian authors, you know,
- 21:22like they have their Christian bias that there's leaking in.
- 21:25Tacitus was a Pagan himself. He was a Roman Pagan but there
- 21:28was no bias from him to twist his story or or twist anything
- 21:35and and framing around Christianity's world views.
- 21:39And I think he mainly went back and forth, like comparison and
- 21:42contrast and everything. And, you know, he, he mentioned
- 21:46several times that the Germanic people did not like the way the
- 21:50Romans were. They did not care how much they
- 21:54had because the only main thing that they cared about was
- 21:56silver, not gold, silver because it was easier to barter with.
- 22:01And they prod their horses more than anything else besides their
- 22:06armor, you know, what they had? And, you know, they didn't even
- 22:09really have swords. They had Spears or clubs, you
- 22:12know. Yeah.
- 22:14So it showed how nomadic they were, how indigenous they were.
- 22:20Yeah, and a very animistic, you know, having a close
- 22:24relationship to the land and and the the spirits that inhabited
- 22:29that those spaces for sure. So I mean, I can see how this,
- 22:35you know, kind of touching upon that first point, you know, that
- 22:39fragmentation, no central body, no central authority.
- 22:43Where can, you know, these desperate, you know, areas like
- 22:47how, where, where can they rally to where can they unite if there
- 22:50isn't 1. And then when it is there, it's
- 22:52only for the four times really of war, you know, when there's a
- 22:55conflict. So that I can see as being a
- 22:59sort of key point of why they wouldn't unify.
- 23:04Like we're fine doing it the way we're doing it.
- 23:06We don't need somebody up in the central of for the capital or
- 23:10the, you know, some high exalted throne, you know, browbeating us
- 23:14and telling us what to do. And even in like the Armenian,
- 23:18like he like whoever the Chieftain was, I can't remember
- 23:22his name started with an M, but it was an Armenian Chieftain.
- 23:27Like he did a lot of trading and stuff with the Romans and stuff,
- 23:31but he still worked with his own people.
- 23:33But once the legion became, you know, too much and they were
- 23:37coming into the, what's it called starts with the Riney and
- 23:43the different areas. Yeah.
- 23:44And they were coming into all those areas, you know, then they
- 23:48started to gather together to talk about these issues because,
- 23:51you know, it's like, you know what, I may not like you, but I
- 23:54want to keep all that we all have.
- 23:56And so they, you know, rally together to go against the
- 24:00Romans and stuff. And, you know, in the the Black
- 24:03Forest of, you know, the it's a Tootenberg battle.
- 24:07Yeah, they did great job. But it was because of, you know,
- 24:10Arminius, because he originally joined the legion because his
- 24:15father had to give him up, because they had to give up all
- 24:18their first born sons to the legion as a way of keeping peace
- 24:23with the Romans back then. And then, you know, once his
- 24:25father died, as I said, he went back and everything to make
- 24:28things right because the Romans had killed his father.
- 24:31And he decided to, you know, like, this isn't going to
- 24:34happen. This isn't going to work because
- 24:36they're getting closer and closer into their geographical
- 24:40area because, you know, they're already geographically
- 24:42restricted anyway because whatever they have on their land
- 24:45is whatever they had. And, you know, as things were
- 24:49changing. And, you know, this is also a
- 24:50time with the migration period was slowly etching forward and
- 24:55the Huns were slowly making their way towards them, as well
- 24:58as what the Romans were doing. And all these things were coming
- 25:01at different angles. So they were being hit in so
- 25:03many different ways. And they're stuck in this
- 25:06geographical restriction. Yeah.
- 25:08And it's just it's hitting them at all different angles.
- 25:11And, you know, the Huns and the Romans are trying to take over
- 25:15large areas of where those tribes were.
- 25:19And it's just, it was a battle, you know, every day.
- 25:22And it was just chipping away at those tribes and stuff.
- 25:25So, you know, it's kind of like they had no choice but to fight
- 25:29constantly, you know, And in one of the war battles it talks
- 25:33about, you know, how their children and their wives were
- 25:36close to where the war was, you know, where they were battling
- 25:39that so they could hear the cries of their family and stuff
- 25:42like that. To empower them to fight harder,
- 25:46to be, you know, giving all of themselves to not let them fail
- 25:50because they had a family that was needing for them to win.
- 25:55So it was their way of motivation and stuff.
- 26:00I can, I mean, yeah, if I'm, if I'm, you know, out there in
- 26:04battle and I hear, you know, the cries of my, my wife and kids,
- 26:08boy, yeah, that's going to turn me into some kind of a, a force
- 26:11to be reckoned with for sure. But they were really hardcore
- 26:15on, you know, that that limited influence, you know, by Roman
- 26:20and stuff. You know, they didn't have
- 26:21roads, they didn't have public works, you know, they didn't,
- 26:25they didn't have running water. They used the streams.
- 26:28You know, they were living off the land, connecting with the
- 26:30land. That's what they saw.
- 26:32That was sacred, you know, to be nomadic, you know, to be
- 26:36indigenous for that area, so. Yeah, that was another one of
- 26:40your points, right, that lack of, of, of infrastructure and
- 26:44and urbanization kind of the way that Rome had had developed and,
- 26:47and some of those more, you know, early, early civilizations
- 26:54that became so famous in history.
- 26:58So without that, you know, you're basically.
- 27:02And it was like once those cities, places and all that
- 27:05became established, it became this like you were a stigma or
- 27:09look down upon if you weren't a part of that.
- 27:12Oh, you're one of the people that live out in the, in the
- 27:14bogs or you live in the, the forest.
- 27:17You know the. And since the Romans failed to
- 27:20conquer them after the defeat in the 9th century CE and
- 27:26everything, you know, he mentioned how Tacitus mentioned
- 27:30how resilient they were. And they fought for those
- 27:33freedoms for, you know, regardless of what the Romans
- 27:38were doing, because they didn't like their moral compass of how
- 27:42they were. And you know, you know, the
- 27:43Romans, they, they got around like, I'm, I'm not gonna lie.
- 27:47If you've read even a lot of stuff about the Romans, like
- 27:50they're the reason, like why syphilis is a thing, you know,
- 27:53like, and I know that's not really a part of this topic.
- 27:56The indigenous people were just like, you know, the nor, you
- 28:00know, the Germanic people were like, what are they doing?
- 28:04We might be living in the country and the whatnot, but
- 28:06we're at least we're not, you know, spreading diseases.
- 28:09Yeah. And you know.
- 28:11Like even, you know, when you hear about other people
- 28:13discovering other indigenous cultures, they would get those
- 28:17indigenous people sick because they carry different viruses and
- 28:21bacterias and stuff. Like you think about the yellow
- 28:24fever that came to America because of the people who
- 28:28visited the shores and stuff like that.
- 28:32Yeah. Like and I can't remember what
- 28:34story it I can't remember, but I don't know if it's I don't
- 28:41remember which Viking it was, but he visited America before
- 28:47Eric the red sun leaf then leasing.
- 28:51But there was another Viking expedition that met the
- 28:56indigenous people and they also got them sick.
- 28:58And I don't remember which one it is because it's not really
- 29:00mentioned very often. Like it's, it's kind of like not
- 29:03a popular book to read, but there was another Viking group
- 29:08that came to America like after after.
- 29:14Eric the Red. Yeah, I can't remember.
- 29:20I was the one I was recalling now.
- 29:23Eric, I know Eric the Red and Eric the Red Son did, but there
- 29:27was one other Viking after that, but they got them sick too.
- 29:31Like they all got the indigenous people sick.
- 29:34And so you got to think about it, you know, the Romans and
- 29:37stuff like that. And you know how war banned is.
- 29:40People do terrible things in war and they were threatening
- 29:44disease most likely, even though it wasn't recorded.
- 29:46Like those things happen. And that's why you hear a lot of
- 29:49people mention like if the Romans invaded somewhere, it
- 29:53mentions that the women would, you know, take the whole entire
- 30:01village out to keep the Romans from enslaving their children
- 30:05and taking the women as slaves for working and many other
- 30:10things. And you would hear about those
- 30:11things happening. And it's mentioned in like
- 30:14there's two books that it's mentioned in where it happens.
- 30:17And I don't remember which ones they are, but you know, it meant
- 30:21those things in war. And it shows how how proud, you
- 30:27know, those Germanic tribes were because they refused to give up
- 30:31for their freedoms and everything.
- 30:34And, you know, to go along with that and the conflicts of, you
- 30:39know, with what the inner tribes were dealing with from each
- 30:42other. And then they had to deal with
- 30:43the Romans. And then shortly after that,
- 30:45they had to deal with the Huns because of the migrants.
- 30:48So it's just coming all at different areas.
- 30:51Right. Well, I had to look it up there
- 30:54'cause so Leif, Leif Erikson is believed to have been the first
- 30:59European expedition to North America and he probably hit
- 31:04Newfoundland around 1000. His son Thorvald Erikson also
- 31:10LED an expedition to Finland or what is likely Newfoundland.
- 31:16So Thorvald. And then after Thorvald there
- 31:19was Thorfin, Karslith, Karl Karlseffen.
- 31:24He was led. To, to, to the north, up there
- 31:27to, you know, Newfoundland and all that.
- 31:30And then Eric the Red is known for founding the 1st 2 N
- 31:34settlements in Greenland. After him, there's a Bjarni,
- 31:42Harold Yolfson, who, according to the sagas, may have been the
- 31:46first European to sight North America when his ship was blown
- 31:50off course on a journey to Greenland.
- 31:52Yeah, I remember hearing that one.
- 31:55Yeah. But not after Eric the Red son
- 31:58and Eric the Reds grandson. So like I can only read and
- 32:02remember so much. I did, yeah.
- 32:04There's just so much going through this brain about Norse,
- 32:08Old Norse, Icelandic and, you know, just anything.
- 32:12And I'm just like, goodness. But, you know, it's sad that the
- 32:18Germanic tribes failed because, you know, they couldn't find a,
- 32:22a centralization point, you know, because of the Roman era
- 32:26and, you know, because we're all of that, you know, because they
- 32:30didn't have infrastructure or anything, because they wanted to
- 32:33be indigenous. They wanted to live off the land
- 32:36and be nomadic. But, you know, it just really
- 32:41makes you think like what happened if they would have came
- 32:45together, how much would that have changed for us today?
- 32:50And I guess if you want to, if you want to go into the now and
- 32:54then, 'cause it looks like we're doing pretty good.
- 32:56We're we're. Yeah.
- 32:57I mean, we can, yeah, we can. We can bounce it around 'cause I
- 32:59mean we've already stuck on 2 pretty, you know, older
- 33:03influential type things, you know, the, the, the
- 33:05fragmentation of the tribes plus the lack of, of infrastructure
- 33:08that they had. But where we can find those
- 33:12similarities here to struggles now in the day?
- 33:15Yeah. So since the ancient tribes were
- 33:19decentralized because they wanted to say tribes to their
- 33:22own customs, you see a lot of that what we have today, right?
- 33:26Like, yeah, we have, you know, gatherings where multiple tribes
- 33:30or kindreds or, you know, groups will come together and, you
- 33:34know, they make friendships and stuff, but they really don't
- 33:37join together. But I think that really has to
- 33:39go back to the geographical restrictions or maybe because of
- 33:42their customs or, you know, so different from one another,
- 33:46like, you know, they have different gods and goddesses
- 33:50they worship or, you know, their ritual structure may be
- 33:52different or even, you know, they may see it more of a family
- 33:58thing compared to a tribal thing.
- 34:00So and you know, we also got the different parts of, you know, a
- 34:06saw true forested you have. Oh yeah.
- 34:11Heathenry. Grassroots Heathenry.
- 34:16Rock a true Rick a true, Lick a true, I'm a true, you're a true
- 34:20everybody a true, true. That's it's all the yeah, all
- 34:22the different. Like even Christianity has, you
- 34:26know, you could be a Catholic, you could be a Baptist, you
- 34:28could be a Protestant, you could be Pentecostal in it.
- 34:30And we go, all right, well, now there's, you know, people are
- 34:33saying, well, I'm not going to, I'm not going to hang out with
- 34:35them or not talk with them because they're not the same,
- 34:38you know, type of heathen that I am or the type of heathen that
- 34:40we are. And I go, I think you should
- 34:43have your own customs, your own ways of doing things and if how
- 34:47that's framed or how that's based is it, you know, it should
- 34:52be, it should be organic, it should be natural.
- 34:54Do you want to frame your belief around, you know, a more
- 34:58historical reconstructionist approach or do you want to, you
- 35:02know, be a bit more modern and contemporary in your approaches?
- 35:07I mean, if it's, there's, there's like a, there's like an
- 35:11overarching issue. I think just over the years is,
- 35:14is when, when people discover paganism or, or any sort of
- 35:18polytheistic or halotheistic belief system where there's more
- 35:23than one God to, to consider or more than one spirit of body,
- 35:26whatever to consider is for some reason people think that because
- 35:31of, because it's that way, because there's all, there's so
- 35:33many gods and goddesses or all these spirits that somehow that
- 35:38converts to I can do whatever the hell I want.
- 35:41There's no rules, no structure, no order.
- 35:46And that's, that's the furthest thing I think from the truth.
- 35:49You know, I think that there's, there's definitely, you know,
- 35:54founded ways of doing things that have been retained for a
- 35:59very long time for a reason. And to just haphazardly discount
- 36:05or discredit those old ways of things just for the fact of I
- 36:09can do whatever I want, 'cause I'm a, you know, I'm a, I'm a
- 36:12Pagan now and I can do whatever I want however I want.
- 36:16I think people skip bases so. Yeah.
- 36:20One of the topics that we were talking about on the River Pine
- 36:23Kindred page, I asked people what would you like to learn
- 36:25about? And you know, I normally, you
- 36:28know, go through the Eddas, I go through the sagas.
- 36:32I, you know, talk about different aspects like I just
- 36:34finished sticker for more and talking about, you know, the
- 36:38different types of rooms that she talked about when she was
- 36:41awoken. Yeah.
- 36:43And everything. And like everybody's kind of
- 36:45like, OK, that's cool. And then I did this post and I
- 36:48was like, what would you like to learn about?
- 36:50They were like divination magic. And I'm like the magics within
- 36:55you and around you, you have to find those ancestral gifts
- 36:59within yourself and all around you in the land spirits and the
- 37:03ancestors and stuff like that. Those things just, it's, it's
- 37:07not like buying, you know, the blue book and like getting to
- 37:10read about all the magical things that's in the blue book,
- 37:13you know? And it, it just, to me, it just
- 37:15doesn't work that way. You know, for me, I think it
- 37:17took like 5 years to really get a solid connection with
- 37:22understanding, you know, my ancestors and I only really
- 37:26connected with one, you know, it wasn't all of them all the way
- 37:29back to the beginning. It was just one, you know, And
- 37:32then, you know, sometimes like I'll get connections with
- 37:35different things, you know, that are kind of like messages or
- 37:38omens. But I think they expect instant
- 37:41gratification and they want to skip bases.
- 37:44And to me, you know, I understand like because we don't
- 37:48have a hardcore structure like Christianity has had for
- 37:53thousands of years, because they colonized everything and took
- 37:57over everything. So they had years, decades,
- 38:02centuries to cultivate, to colonize, to shift everything to
- 38:11what they wanted people to learn.
- 38:14And they used war ban and threats and, you know, scare
- 38:20tactics where we don't have that.
- 38:22We just let people learn what they want.
- 38:25And it's like, well, you could read the poetic, edit the pose,
- 38:28edit the sagas. We have some really good
- 38:30academic books. You know, here's some good
- 38:33academic books on runic stuff, you know, but to me, I think
- 38:37everybody just jumps to magic. Like it's just going to be
- 38:40instant gratification, you know, with magic, the gods, the
- 38:45ancestors, you know, connecting with plant magic or
- 38:49understanding how, you know, nature, connecting with those
- 38:53spirits really work. And you know, they don't want
- 38:58structure from what I found, not unless you're just really
- 39:00hardcore. Like you're just really devoted
- 39:04to understanding why you're connecting to the old ways and
- 39:10so many different things. And, you know, sometimes it
- 39:13takes doing things backwards to kind of, you know, slingshot you
- 39:18where you need to go. And then you're like, oh, wow, I
- 39:20wish I would have found this sooner because, you know, even
- 39:22when I started out in the beginning, I read a lot of the
- 39:25Saw true books. And I was like, man, where's the
- 39:27history at? Like, you're just telling you
- 39:29can see stuff. And like, I had to ask the right
- 39:31questions. And, you know, I think it's hard
- 39:34because when you're first starting out, you don't know the
- 39:37right questions to ask. You know, when you're new like
- 39:41that, what questions do you really ask if you don't know,
- 39:46you know, and it's not like, you know, you could just find a
- 39:49teacher everywhere you go that's going to, you know, give you,
- 39:54you know, little things each week to learn about and stuff.
- 39:57You know, you have to read the books.
- 39:59And as I said, there's like 150 books that would help you, but
- 40:02it's going to take a long time to read.
- 40:04And if you're not, you know, structured and, you know,
- 40:09divided to it, you're not really going to.
- 40:11To get there. But even when you know it comes
- 40:13to the modern kindreds or tribes or groups like if I had a nickel
- 40:19for every time I heard a kindred say something bad about somebody
- 40:22else's kindred, I'm pretty sure I'd have enough money to build a
- 40:26temple like. For real and.
- 40:29I I don't get it. It's just like they don't like
- 40:31what somebody else is doing or, you know, they're, they don't
- 40:35care for the Chieftain or whatever, or they don't like how
- 40:38they're, you know, the Chieftain is like the guy in charge
- 40:41instead of the kindred being in charge as a whole where, you
- 40:45know, whatever. And I'm just kind of like, so
- 40:47I'm gonna mind my own business because that's not my kindred.
- 40:50I've got mine over here. I'm not going to worry about
- 40:53what they're doing because they can't, they can't affect me.
- 40:55So yeah, it's good to know that. But like, I don't really care,
- 40:59you know, but I think a lot of people forget that because I
- 41:03think people are so busy with worrying about other people
- 41:06instead of worrying about, you know, their, their inner circle,
- 41:10you know? Oh, yeah, I've seen that happen
- 41:13around here like crazy. There's there's been, you know,
- 41:20there's been groups that are formed.
- 41:26And the reason why that group is formed is because previous
- 41:32members of the group that that group came from left, they
- 41:36didn't like the politics. So they didn't agree.
- 41:39They couldn't have come to a thing.
- 41:40So instead of, you know, working through it or whatever I get, I
- 41:45don't know, they, they, they, they decided to, to part ways
- 41:48and then do their own thing. And so, you know, you've got
- 41:53half these people that are looking for for, you know, a
- 41:56heathen home, we'll say, you know, somewhere that they can
- 41:59gather with people who are of like minds and, and, and, you
- 42:03know, they, you know, they look for suggestions and, you know,
- 42:06it's terrible when that one person who's looking for
- 42:08something, part of what they hear is, well, stay away from so
- 42:12and so's kindred because of this, that thing or the other.
- 42:15And then they think they're already starting off on that bad
- 42:17foot of, you know, murmuring and whispering are bad about people
- 42:21behind their backs, you know, and, and I understand that
- 42:24there's definitely groups out there that contain people who
- 42:28have done terrible things to their communities.
- 42:31Trust has been breached, you know, they, you know, people's
- 42:35privacies and, and things have been violated.
- 42:37And then people have have behaved very dishonorably as a,
- 42:42you know, in the also true in the heathen communities abroad.
- 42:45You know, we, I've been around long enough and, and you have to
- 42:48humiliate to, to see things like that where, you know, people
- 42:52with platforms get out here just to blast somebody else's
- 42:55business and. And like, there's so many trolls
- 42:59on Facebook. And, you know, if you think
- 43:01about it, back in the day, like when we were little, like
- 43:05little, little, like, you know, we were just born, you know, or
- 43:09even before we were born, you know, when we were not even
- 43:12thought of when we were just an egg somewhere.
- 43:16But you know, we had five groups that started off in the 50s and
- 43:2260s and those five people set up all the the structure for the
- 43:32left, for the right, and then we have our central.
- 43:38And everything in between. And then we have our grassroots
- 43:42heater that's everywhere. And some of us have 501 C 3,
- 43:45some of us don't. They don't want it, you know,
- 43:47and they just, you know, have their meet ups at parks and hang
- 43:49out. But you think about it, there's
- 43:51only three organizations right now that started off in the 60s
- 43:56and 70s. There's only three, three.
- 44:00That's it. And one of.
- 44:03Them as heathen as far as heathen things, right, Yeah.
- 44:07Yeah. So you have the through and the
- 44:12through has two buildings, I think one up north and then one
- 44:16in Little Rock. And then you have the temple
- 44:23that's in Iceland. And then we have the AFA who is
- 44:31on their 6th temple right now. They're just buying buildings
- 44:35left and right and making them into temples and towns.
- 44:39So, and that's all we have. But, you know, the five people
- 44:44who kind of got all this out here and made the structure for
- 44:48what we have now. And you look at what we had back
- 44:52then, you know, and what we have now.
- 44:56Yeah. Like, we have way better books
- 44:59than we do. Like, yeah.
- 45:02Like, you know, the good books are from the 1800s, you know?
- 45:06Well, there's there's. You know, but there is a good
- 45:09one today because people are getting more academic.
- 45:13I tell you, I mean, I, I am, I am blessed, I feel blessed to be
- 45:17at least around in this era because of the accessibility to
- 45:21knowledge and to to things that is, you know, knowledge is not
- 45:25something to be locked away behind, you know, some sort of
- 45:28elaborate scheme of obtaining it.
- 45:30It's there's, there's people out here that have done all of the
- 45:34academic legwork that are sharing and that are willing to
- 45:37share. It's we have.
- 45:40Jackson Crawford we have. Scott Show.
- 45:45Show and then we have Robert Sass.
- 45:48And we? Have many other academics that
- 45:51we have out there that are not well known that are like in
- 45:54Iceland and different places. And you know, to me, I really
- 45:57think it's interesting because, you know, we're so diving deep
- 46:02into, you know, old N old Icelandic, Germanic.
- 46:08But you know, if you go up north to Wisconsin, North Dakota and
- 46:13see how they do stuff these days, you know, they still hold
- 46:16on to a lot of those Scandinavian traditions, but
- 46:20they're so modern. And to me, it's like they had
- 46:22Danish centers and you know, they have, you know, Norwegian,
- 46:28you know, Scandinavian heritage socks and stuff like that.
- 46:31And, you know, they got a, they got one of those Scandinavian
- 46:33churches built up there that they use for the museum and
- 46:37stuff. And I'm like, I don't know, you
- 46:40know, maybe we should try to look into what they're doing up
- 46:42north, you know, like, maybe it would benefit us in other
- 46:45places, you know? Yeah, I think too, that a big
- 46:50reason that that might be so successful up there is because
- 46:54of the population of Scandinavian immigrants that
- 46:59settle up there. You know, that that that are
- 47:01there. I know where I'm from, you know,
- 47:03in in New York, you know, that was a lot of Dutch and German
- 47:09settlers, you know, that came over.
- 47:10They they, they, they settled because of of the familiarity of
- 47:14the land. It was very similar to where
- 47:15they came from. And I'm sure with like great.
- 47:18Grandmother did my great grand, my great great grandmother.
- 47:21They came to Fargo, ND, and then my dad's family, they're from
- 47:29Minnesota. Yeah, I mean, 'cause you go and
- 47:33you look up at like the landscape of, of, of the
- 47:38Dakotas, you know, the plains and you got those rolling hills
- 47:42and, and the, the, the aridness of the land up there looks very
- 47:47similar to like Norway, Iceland especially.
- 47:50You know, like there's maybe not the big coastal things, but
- 47:53there's not. The fjords.
- 47:56Yeah, yeah, right. Like the fjords are are
- 47:58definitely echoes of that are are up there.
- 48:02So I can see where for the Scandinavian immigrants that
- 48:08finding those places would be very much a call to home for
- 48:13them. Yeah, the area where I was
- 48:17raised is, you know, very much it's, it's coastal, but there's
- 48:20a lot of marshlands, which is very similar to like Denmark,
- 48:27you know, where some of my ancestors came from, very
- 48:32similar, you know, very hard to grow there because it's, it's
- 48:35all wet and, and boggy, you know.
- 48:38We have ponds and humidity and it's hot here.
- 48:43Like I feel like I'm a huffy dying in this humidity.
- 48:47Like you can tell my hair right now, like it rained today.
- 48:51Like my body is absorbing all the humidity right now and I'm
- 48:55sitting here like it's 71 in my house and I'm like, I'm hot.
- 48:59Oh man, no, I got it. I mean, during the daytime with
- 49:03my nieces here. I'll keep, you know, the
- 49:04thermostat around 70 just. And oddly enough, like we
- 49:08haven't, I'm, I'm sure I don't know, I'm, I'm used to like May
- 49:14being a kind of a wet month, but it's been oddly cool like the
- 49:20other day, like it didn't get out of the 70s and it got down
- 49:22to the 50s at night. And I'm like, this is kind of
- 49:24strange for her being this late in the spring, you know?
- 49:29It dropped down to like 68 last night because we had a storm
- 49:32come in and I felt the cold come through and I was like open the
- 49:36open the windows, yes, turn the fan off and open the windows.
- 49:42Like felt so good outside. But.
- 49:45Now it's just, you know, it just goes back to those geographical
- 49:49stuff, like everything's different because we're in
- 49:52modern times and our ancestors migrated everywhere over those,
- 49:56you know, centuries and stuff. And here we are.
- 50:00And to us, I don't know, to me, I feel like we're holding on not
- 50:05to the ashes of our ancestors, but to that memory that that's
- 50:13inside of us. And where we go from there, you
- 50:17know, depends on us, you know, don't get me wrong.
- 50:21Like I'm pretty sure that some of the stories that, you know,
- 50:23we share, you know, and like we talked with Eric and all these
- 50:27other academics and stuff like that and talk about it from real
- 50:30today's settings. Like maybe it's inspiring to
- 50:32some people. Maybe it's somebody else's
- 50:34inspiration to go make a kindred or, you know, to help someone,
- 50:40you know, build something better than what we have.
- 50:43Because, you know, I say all the time on River Pine, you know, it
- 50:46takes a village to build something great, better than
- 50:49what we had, which was nothing. We didn't have a tribe in
- 50:52Texarkana. The closest one was in
- 50:55Shreveport, and they're dissolved now.
- 50:58They were around for maybe five years and they dissolved, you
- 51:02know, and you know, I've notices, you know, a lot of
- 51:07hands change with kindreds and stuff.
- 51:10And you know, I'm, I'm going on my 7th year with River Pine and
- 51:15I feel like it's a blessing to help the community and do what I
- 51:19do. But at the same time, like, will
- 51:22River Pine ever have land one day?
- 51:26I don't know how many offerings I have to get to hopefully
- 51:29receive, you know, land one day in some form or fashion or to be
- 51:34able to build a temple like it would be a blessing.
- 51:37And I would let anyone and everyone, you know, see those
- 51:40things, you know, to be a part of it.
- 51:43But you know, as I said, you know, you think about it like
- 51:47the through and the AFA, it took them 20 years to get that.
- 51:51It may take River Climb 20 to get that too.
- 51:54Well, you know, there's, there's definitely something to be said
- 51:57for that. I mean, it didn't happen
- 51:58overnight. You know, it took them the years
- 52:00that it took them and it took it took also, I mean, if you want
- 52:08to just get real about it, like it took people aligning with
- 52:12their approach to things and supporting.
- 52:15It. And backing it and you look at
- 52:20some of the criticisms that these organizations have gotten.
- 52:23And I'm not here to pick sides. I'm not here to play sides
- 52:26because I don't care either. Or I don't care for either one
- 52:29of them per SE. I'm not going to align myself
- 52:31with either one of them just for personal reasons, you know, but
- 52:35one person might say, yeah, you know, the, this unification of
- 52:39people, it's like, well, if you think that that we're going to
- 52:42accomplish this through, you know, large organizations like
- 52:45the Truth or AAFA and that that's the answer, I think a lot
- 52:49of people are going to say that's not what we're looking.
- 52:52That's not, that's we don't want that.
- 52:53Like, you know, it goes back to that whole thing of the way that
- 52:56the Germanic peoples governed themselves.
- 52:59We don't need some overarching leader authority, you know,
- 53:02Kingdom of, of Osseture or Kingdom of Heathenry here to, to
- 53:05tell us anything. You know, it's, it's, and I
- 53:10don't think that's what any of us really want.
- 53:11It's, it's, it's more of OK, if, if there's this, when people are
- 53:17needed, you know, like, let's just say a disaster of, of, of
- 53:20nature strikes, you know, you should know who your people are
- 53:23to go to and your people should know who to go to when they're
- 53:26in need. And so if you have, you know,
- 53:28disaster strike or something happens in an area of, of Texas
- 53:32or Tennessee or wherever you're located, the unification, I
- 53:37think the, the, the Confederacy that we're, that we're talking
- 53:40about is to know that there's people that can band together to
- 53:43help one another when shit hits the fan.
- 53:46It's not like we want to tell you what to do and how to do it
- 53:48every waking moment. Do your thing but.
- 53:51Let's be it's, it's kind of like 1.
- 53:54That enough to help one. Another North Carolina when they
- 53:58had that gigantic flood that came through.
- 54:01Yeah, from Helen. Yes.
- 54:03Helene, Helene, whatever. Yeah.
- 54:05And the Mother Grove, which is a, you know, it's a Pagan group
- 54:12and they've been around for 40 something years and, you know,
- 54:16they really don't have a temple. They have an altar and
- 54:19everything. And they have a food pantry and
- 54:23they help that whole entire community area that they're in
- 54:27in North Carolina. And, you know, she posts every
- 54:31day, you know, and does prayers and, you know, talking about
- 54:35what people need. And to me, she's like, she liked
- 54:38that Pagan grandma you never had.
- 54:41And she gives you inspiration and, you know, keeps you
- 54:43positive and stuff. And, you know, she tells
- 54:46everybody, you know, like, you know, we're needing gift cards,
- 54:48we're needing water, we're needing propane tanks.
- 54:51Like she's upfront and honest and tells everybody what they
- 54:54need. And she gives it to everybody in
- 54:56the community, not just pagans. She gives it to everybody.
- 55:00And you know, River Pine, we're inspired by that.
- 55:05So with us, you know, if somebody's needing help moving,
- 55:09we help them move. Or if they're in a financial
- 55:12crisis, you know, we'll take them grocery shopping.
- 55:16You know, we're raising money right now for the backpacks and
- 55:19school supplies for the kids. And we're, we're already halfway
- 55:23through it And, you know, we haven't even made it to August
- 55:251st when we're going to distribute it out.
- 55:28But our story inspires other to build a better community than
- 55:33what we had. And you know it, you'll, we do
- 55:36the, you know, the jackets and the shoes and the toys and arts
- 55:40and crafts for kids. And, you know, we let people
- 55:42know up front, like almost all of our money goes to the
- 55:47community on helping build a better tomorrow.
- 55:50And, you know, I don't get paid for being a Gideon.
- 55:53You know, the only time I ever get paid is marrying a couple.
- 55:57And most of the time the money that I get is to travel back and
- 56:00forth. And it's gone by the time I get
- 56:02back home. And I don't care.
- 56:03You know, it's, it's inspiring to go marry somebody that you
- 56:08know, is in love. And, you know, they are the old
- 56:11ways. And it's, it's a great thing,
- 56:13you know, and I think that for Norse pagans and pagans in
- 56:17general, we're not ruled by money.
- 56:21Yes, money pays the bills. Money is king in the world that
- 56:24we live in. But we connect with the land.
- 56:28And, you know, yes, we have altar stuff that we have to buy
- 56:33and, or make or, you know, do whatever and stuff like that.
- 56:37You know, just like even Tacitus talked about, you know, that
- 56:41they would pull a branch down and cut them into slivers and,
- 56:44you know, do divination. Like, you know.
- 56:47Oh yeah. Casting lots, like.
- 56:48Yeah. Yeah, I'm pretty sure they
- 56:50didn't have like a pop up shop for like, you know, for the
- 56:54Norse shop. Like, hey, we've got some lots
- 56:57right here. You, you want some for a
- 56:59shilling? Like, you know, they had to go
- 57:01make everything on their own. Just like a lot of us, we make a
- 57:05lot of stuff on our own, don't we?
- 57:06You make your runes yourself. You know, I make my little rune
- 57:10ornaments and you know, I make rune sets as well and I'll do
- 57:15Norse paintings of different stuff, you know, depending on
- 57:18what people want or whatever. And, you know, people, people
- 57:22even will bring like, you know, meal mares or jewelry and stuff
- 57:25to help raise money and stuff, you know, so we could help the
- 57:28community. And we see it in a lot of ways,
- 57:33you know, how we build those community bonds, you know, and
- 57:37respect each other. But you know, everybody's moral
- 57:42compass is different and just like those tribes back then were
- 57:45so different, so are we. And you know, I still don't
- 57:49understand why people are so obsessed with the non noble
- 57:52virtues because there's like over 50 virtues that are spoke
- 57:56of in the Eddas, the saga, the lore that breaks it all down.
- 58:00They're like, wait, there's more.
- 58:02And I'm like, yeah, Boo. I'm like, there's way more than
- 58:04that. You gotta you gotta dig a little
- 58:06deeper. Like, I'm sorry, but there is
- 58:08way more than that, I hate to tell you.
- 58:10And they're like, really, can I see your notes?
- 58:12And I'm like, sure. And it's actually interesting
- 58:15because I gave it to one of my friends so she could help with
- 58:19her prison outreach. And they're actually doing a a
- 58:23study group over it on the different, you know, virtues and
- 58:27stuff. And they're connecting them with
- 58:28different quotes from sagas and the have them all and different
- 58:33things like that. Yeah.
- 58:35And so she's gonna share it back to me when she connects all the
- 58:38different ones. So you know, I could read it and
- 58:41everything so. Is it?
- 58:43Is it like a prison outreach program that is designed for
- 58:46pagans or non denominational? It's the Appalachian Pagan
- 58:51Ministry up north in Ohio, I think it is.
- 58:56Oh, interesting. Well.
- 58:57It's Donna Devion. She's a really nice lady and
- 59:01everything. And we talked from time to time
- 59:03and, you know, she shares her wisdom of how paganism was, you
- 59:07know, back in the the 60s and 70s and she was telling me some
- 59:13of the stuff that's in Norse Pagan now that's made-up.
- 59:16And I'm like, really? I'm like, I'm like, do tell.
- 59:20I'm like, can I record this song?
- 59:22Remember it for. Later, right?
- 59:24You know, it's so interesting how you know what they even
- 59:28knew, you know, almost 50 years ago and what they do now.
- 59:33And, you know, to me, there's a lot of watered down stuff.
- 59:37You know, there's a lot of Pagan stuff and Norris Pagan stuff
- 59:39that's watered down, you know, and there's, you know, some of
- 59:42the UPG stuff is useful from somebody else's experience.
- 59:46But I don't know, I'm more of a historical type of gal.
- 59:49Like I want bags. Yeah, I've got to know where
- 59:52you're coming from because I get I had a really interesting like
- 59:56question come to me. It was a week or two ago from
- 1:00:04one of the local you've heard me talk about Raven Raven Moon
- 1:00:11Hearth, their their local Norris Pagan.
- 1:00:15You know, group and they're everybody's the members again,
- 1:00:18they're, they're spread out. You know, we got people, you
- 1:00:20know, north-south and all over the, you know, the area.
- 1:00:25But she, she's, she's one of the members wives and she's been
- 1:00:30involved with some of their ritual work and, and stuff.
- 1:00:34She said, Hey, you know, I had a question, 'cause she was
- 1:00:36listening to like one of the last episodes I did was about
- 1:00:39plant animism and the sacredness of the earth and plants and
- 1:00:43trees. And, and how that was, was a,
- 1:00:46was a key thing for the dramatic peoples.
- 1:00:48And some of the source material that that points to their focus
- 1:00:53on something with what we might consider, you know, earth
- 1:00:56worship or venerating the, the deifying the earth, you know,
- 1:01:01Mother Yord and Nerthus and this and that, right.
- 1:01:04Various sources. But then she said she had, I had
- 1:01:07a question about that came up while she was listening to that
- 1:01:11podcast. But she said, you know, our
- 1:01:13ancestors had obviously a significant spiritual
- 1:01:16relationship with trees. And she goes.
- 1:01:18But however, they were also a driving force behind the
- 1:01:22deforestation of Iceland. You know, talking about the,
- 1:01:25the, the ancestors that, that moved, that, that migrated to
- 1:01:28Iceland and were such a, a, a driving force to, to, to settle
- 1:01:33and deforest that area. She said, you know, obviously
- 1:01:36there's a contradiction there. And I was wondering how as
- 1:01:39modern heathens worshipping our ancestors and keeping in their
- 1:01:42traditions, what may be a good way to acknowledge and navigate
- 1:01:46the fact that even our ancestors both, you know, they would have,
- 1:01:50you know, reverence and respect to the trees, But obviously, you
- 1:01:55know, had to do what they did in a, in a sort of like an abusive
- 1:01:59way. And I thought, man, you know,
- 1:02:04that's a, that's a really, I had to think about that because
- 1:02:06that's a pretty, that's a really, you know, that's asking
- 1:02:08some of the hard questions. Man, that comes into my like
- 1:02:11expertise of when I went to college for because I do
- 1:02:15environmental stuff and so, you know.
- 1:02:20Do you have the after after hearing that, do you have, do
- 1:02:23you have something of a of a response to that?
- 1:02:26I know when it talks to Plant Magic, Troll them by Gina or
- 1:02:35Joanna. Yeah, Joanna.
- 1:02:37She wrote a book about Troll them and it talked about plant
- 1:02:41magic. And then Stephen Pollington had
- 1:02:44a book on Leechcraft and I just posted a couple other books on
- 1:02:48the River Pine page and I don't remember what they are cause
- 1:02:52I've slept in form. Yeah, troll them is a Johannes.
- 1:02:56Johannes. Guard.
- 1:02:57Guard Guardbach. Guardbeck.
- 1:03:00Yeah, yeah. Guardbeck or Guard, I don't
- 1:03:02know. But, you know, I know that they
- 1:03:07held on to a lot of stuff, but, you know, their stuff was
- 1:03:12organic. And I personally don't think
- 1:03:17that they really understood the environmental side of things
- 1:03:23because times were hard back then, right?
- 1:03:28Like for a child to make it past childbirth was a big deal, like
- 1:03:32if the mother and child lived and to even survive war ban or
- 1:03:38an infection from a wound. And I think, you know, because I
- 1:03:43know they talked about the Norse people, they had such a hard
- 1:03:46time getting goods and things like that.
- 1:03:48Like, yes, they were building stuff, but they had to leave to
- 1:03:52bring stuff back because it goes back to the migration thing.
- 1:03:56Yeah, but you know, our ancestors talked about giving
- 1:04:00offerings and stuff. Like they even talked about how
- 1:04:03they preserved some of their ancestors when they couldn't be
- 1:04:06buried at a certain time because of the weather.
- 1:04:09They would like, put them in like a hollowed out area and,
- 1:04:15you know, board it up and put rocks over it so the critters
- 1:04:18wouldn't get to it until, you know, the weather wasn't as
- 1:04:22harsh to have them put in a mound.
- 1:04:25And you know, I don't know, I don't even know who you would
- 1:04:30ask about that. But I don't think they really
- 1:04:32cared about that stuff because they recycled a lot of their
- 1:04:36stuff that they had 'cause they used everything.
- 1:04:39Yep. Nothing ever went to waste.
- 1:04:41And you know, I think that they would rely on omens, just like
- 1:04:46when Tacitus said, you know, they saw the way the birds did
- 1:04:49stuff for the horses moved a certain way or, you know, what
- 1:04:53the weather was doing to realize that, you know, maybe if they
- 1:04:56chop down a tree, there would be an omen, so to speak.
- 1:05:00That's a that's a good point. You know, like they they were
- 1:05:02connected to the land. Like, I'm not gonna lie, if I
- 1:05:06stayed off of social media for like a month and just isolate
- 1:05:10myself, just not being around anything, you know, all my
- 1:05:13little connections to, you know, different spiritual stuff, they
- 1:05:17start singing out to me. Like, I, you know, I I realized
- 1:05:21that like, once I started working with community more and
- 1:05:24more, yeah. Like, I didn't have very many
- 1:05:27visions anymore. Like I didn't have different
- 1:05:31connections to different things, but now I have connections to
- 1:05:34other things that I didn't have connections for.
- 1:05:37So the more isolated I was because, you know, we talked
- 1:05:39about that a while back. You know, people who practice
- 1:05:42solitary, they connect to so many different things because
- 1:05:45they're not distracted by all the noise compared to what we're
- 1:05:49around now and technology and, you know, and you know, I know
- 1:05:54that the Norse Magic and Belief YouTube channel he's been slowly
- 1:06:00working on, you know, how different frequencies help us
- 1:06:04connect medicine. Yeah, I saw that.
- 1:06:08I was like, but he's really being with techno and stuff like
- 1:06:11that too. So some of his stuff was like,
- 1:06:12oh, that's pretty neat. And other stuff was like, I'm
- 1:06:15sorry, I don't like the beat. I'm sorry, like, but I love what
- 1:06:19you're doing. Like you do a lot of great work,
- 1:06:21but I did. I'm not into techno, it's not my
- 1:06:24thing, but you could hook me up with some Ward Rana or some hell
- 1:06:27gone from Hinder Fell or some guildery and I could listen that
- 1:06:31all day long and take a good nap.
- 1:06:33Yeah, you know, But you know, but he's been coming out with a
- 1:06:37lot of good stuff here lately, you know, with some of the
- 1:06:39content that he's making. But he's been talking about how
- 1:06:42they meditated and what they connected with.
- 1:06:44And, you know, he was talking about the bones and the drums
- 1:06:50that he was talking about and how they connect with different
- 1:06:53frequencies. That makes sense.
- 1:06:54Like, you think about it, a waterfall has a frequency they
- 1:06:58could be relaxing to listen to or the trickling of rocks and
- 1:07:01things like that. And so, you know, still people
- 1:07:04do that. You know, they may have done
- 1:07:06that back in the day. And, you know, we're doing it
- 1:07:09now. It's just, you know, history
- 1:07:11repeating itself. And I, I personally believe that
- 1:07:14we will continue to repeat history until something really
- 1:07:21positive happens or we're just going to be, you know, you know,
- 1:07:26blue connecting with the land, you know, like animate and then
- 1:07:30things like that, which there's nothing wrong with any of those
- 1:07:33things. Yeah, No, I mean, I, I get it.
- 1:07:36Like there's a there's this really, it's a really
- 1:07:39interesting time if you're connected in any sort of way to,
- 1:07:43to these types of things. When you see this in resurgence
- 1:07:47of land connectedness and in the interest of people wanting to,
- 1:07:52you know, make and create or own or work with, you know, drums
- 1:07:56and frequencies and sound therapy and, and the growth of
- 1:07:59that. And then you see also at the
- 1:08:02same time kind of running parallel with that is this
- 1:08:06incredible growth with technology and AI and all of
- 1:08:10these things that you might say could pull you away from that
- 1:08:16animism. And I'm seeing, I'm seeing some
- 1:08:19of that being incorporated in tandem with the old ways.
- 1:08:23There's like, there's this beautiful blend of and that, and
- 1:08:26that's magic too, if you think about it, this advancements of a
- 1:08:30modern era working sort of holistically and, and
- 1:08:36simultaneously with these old traditions.
- 1:08:38And, you know, it's, it's a wild time to be present and, and to
- 1:08:42be in tune with all of that stuff going on.
- 1:08:44And then finding those delicate balances, you know, 'cause I
- 1:08:47like with what was asked to me about the land and how these
- 1:08:50people, well, you know, they, they venerate the land, but yet
- 1:08:52at the same time, they're, they're, they're destroying it.
- 1:08:55And I have to think, you know, I mean, when it, when it comes to
- 1:08:57a place coming in and being settled, you know, obviously,
- 1:09:02you know, settlement and, and claiming of space.
- 1:09:05Even the Icelanders, you know, they, they had a, they have a
- 1:09:08whole book of laws about this, you know, the Lund number book.
- 1:09:11They have that, that of, of the, the, the, the settlement of
- 1:09:15Iceland and, and, and how land was cleaned and, and, and all
- 1:09:18the various things that went into it.
- 1:09:20But then I go, you know, there's no doubt that all of the timber
- 1:09:25that was, you know, extracted from the land by these settlers
- 1:09:31was used for a wide variety of necessary things.
- 1:09:34They had to build ships, they had to build structures, they
- 1:09:37had to keep warm, you know? It was harsh times.
- 1:09:42It was hard. So yeah, sure, we're settling
- 1:09:44this place, but it isn't like we're coming in here and we're
- 1:09:46building 7 elevens and dollar generals and churches and
- 1:09:49apartment complexes. It was a different time.
- 1:09:52You know what I mean cars and, you know, so, you know, like
- 1:09:57it's just, to me, it's like there's a, there's really no way
- 1:10:01to answer it because like you've really stumped me on that
- 1:10:04because like, I do environmental work and you think about it.
- 1:10:07But they also used biodegradable things and they used 100% of
- 1:10:14everything that they made, like the indigenous people did,
- 1:10:19right? I yeah, they practically used
- 1:10:23everything. It didn't matter if they used
- 1:10:25rocks. Or nothing went to waste.
- 1:10:28Yeah, nothing went to waste. So it's like, yeah, they did
- 1:10:30affect the geographical area for the trees there, but at the same
- 1:10:37time they populated the land. It's kind of like that story
- 1:10:41that they were talking about that Native American woman that
- 1:10:44they brought back to Iceland, and almost every person has that
- 1:10:47woman's DNA on that island. I've heard that, yeah, I.
- 1:10:52Was like, hmm, I was like that's interesting, but it just shows
- 1:10:54how much of AA footprint something can leave.
- 1:10:57But also at the same time, obviously they didn't hurt it
- 1:11:01too bad because their temples went back to the earth.
- 1:11:07The trees came back because that's the life cycle of things.
- 1:11:11Yeah. From the lithosphere, you know,
- 1:11:16obviously, you know, the offerings that they made went
- 1:11:20back to the earth. So a gift for a gift, I guess,
- 1:11:24you know, like you give to the land, you get a tree, you know,
- 1:11:28like, I don't know, you know, just how would, how would you
- 1:11:31sit there and explain that? Because, you know, like, I'm a
- 1:11:35very historical person, but at the same time, like, you know.
- 1:11:39Yeah, this one kind of hit me in a way too.
- 1:11:41I'm like, I'm going to need to meditate on this.
- 1:11:43I'm going to need to think on this.
- 1:11:44And then I also went, and I kind of went down a different path
- 1:11:47with it. Not not entirely, but I also go.
- 1:11:50And I looked at it from an angle of saying, all right, let's say,
- 1:11:53you know, they they came, they settled and they did what they
- 1:11:57set out to do. And let's say that they got a
- 1:12:02bit too ambitious, maybe they got too much so that we need to
- 1:12:07settle, we need to expand, we need to this.
- 1:12:10And then maybe they took too much from the land.
- 1:12:13This is all theoretic. I'm not trying to make a claim
- 1:12:16of any sort of accuracy this, but I'm just like UPG warning
- 1:12:18here, guys. So like, OK, so maybe maybe that
- 1:12:21was a part of it. And then look at the aridness
- 1:12:25and the tough, like how look how tough it is to grow anything in
- 1:12:30Iceland. Look at the soil.
- 1:12:31Look at how, look at, look, look at the environment the way it
- 1:12:33is. It's basically, you know, few
- 1:12:35words and volcanoes and and all this and all and, and such.
- 1:12:39And, and I say to myself, hmm, maybe, maybe the actions of the
- 1:12:43people coming in and taking more than what was rightfully theirs.
- 1:12:47The land responded kinda like. I hate to use this reference,
- 1:12:51but remember when Floki went to Iceland on the Vikings TV show
- 1:12:56and everybody blamed him? I'm just saying like that's a
- 1:12:59good example. Right.
- 1:13:01You know. I don't know.
- 1:13:03I think, I think there's some areas of the Norse culture, like
- 1:13:12with what happened with the war band.
- 1:13:14I don't think they were ambitious enough and organized
- 1:13:17enough, even though they were very strong warriors because
- 1:13:21they were not colonized enough. I think in a way that was their
- 1:13:27downfall. Because you know, I was talking
- 1:13:31to a friend of mine. He's not really a friend to be
- 1:13:34on. He's an acquaintance.
- 1:13:35He's, he's from Lapalan. And he was talking about, you
- 1:13:39know, how our ancestors used to trade together.
- 1:13:44But he said that he had owned his ancestors.
- 1:13:47His culture had only been colonized for 400 years where
- 1:13:52ours had been colonized longer. And he was talking about, you
- 1:13:57know, because they, they didn't fight hard enough and they
- 1:14:01weren't resistant enough, it caused them to be colonized and
- 1:14:06they lost that culture. They lost the traditions and
- 1:14:10they slowly were dissolved and absorbed into Christianity.
- 1:14:15That happened in the Scandinavian areas.
- 1:14:17And he was, it's funny, you know, like he still remembers
- 1:14:20the stories that were told by his ancestors that they've kept
- 1:14:25and their traditions of what they talked about the Vikings.
- 1:14:28So occasionally me and him will have a story together and he'll
- 1:14:31teach me something. You know, it's just like we
- 1:14:33would learn something from somebody that is from Iceland or
- 1:14:36Norway or Sweden or Denmark. We would learn something
- 1:14:40completely different because we're from America, we're
- 1:14:43removed from that geographical area.
- 1:14:47So imagine what we would learn if we were just over there for
- 1:14:51like a month, you know what I mean?
- 1:14:52To get to see all the rune stones and the graves and the
- 1:14:56mound and to hear the folklore, because it's totally different.
- 1:15:00Like they have books over there that we can't get because
- 1:15:03they're not translated. Into it in English, yeah.
- 1:15:06And, you know, that would go back to, you know, those people
- 1:15:08up north, they got traditions up there that, you know, they don't
- 1:15:12teach. Like, don't get me wrong.
- 1:15:14I'm kind of sick that my grandma moved down here to Texas, you
- 1:15:18know, and could have been born up north.
- 1:15:20But, you know, here I am in Texas, dying in the heat, you
- 1:15:24know, trying to build something better than what I had.
- 1:15:26But, you know, at the same time, it's just like, it just shows
- 1:15:29that, you know, history kind of repeats itself.
- 1:15:32Our ancestors were travelers. Well, my Nana decided to travel
- 1:15:36to Texas. You know, it's just the cycle is
- 1:15:38never broken and nothing's ever, you know, centralized.
- 1:15:42So we're just, we're like a bunch of nomads roaming around
- 1:15:45and doing our thing as Norse pagans or pagans in general.
- 1:15:49And I really don't know if we'll ever come together.
- 1:15:52It would be a beautiful thing to see.
- 1:15:54But, you know, how would you, how would you bring a bunch of
- 1:15:58leaders together to want to build something better or even
- 1:16:03like an animism community? Like, you know, that's one
- 1:16:06thing. You know, we have somebody
- 1:16:07actually in River Pine. He is indigenous and you know,
- 1:16:12he is a medicine man and he plays the drums and sings and
- 1:16:16stuff like that. But you know, for him, he he
- 1:16:20does that very sparingly, you know, and I would love for him
- 1:16:24to do that all the time. But you know, he does a lot of
- 1:16:29stuff for River Pine Kindred that helps with what we do.
- 1:16:33And you know, River Pine, like we all help with everything, you
- 1:16:38know, and our, our are about 25 people.
- 1:16:40So we don't have time to do drum circles because we only have
- 1:16:43like 3 hours. So we have to do our potluck,
- 1:16:47our authoring, our ritual. And then we talk about our
- 1:16:50topic. Like, you know, sometimes we
- 1:16:52don't have time to do drums and things like that.
- 1:16:55And yeah, we have a lot of people that don't have drums.
- 1:16:57Like I have my drum, but my drum doesn't like it in the
- 1:17:01summertime. She only works in the winter
- 1:17:03time. And I don't know why.
- 1:17:04Like I need a drum specialist on.
- 1:17:06That one it's the, it's the humidity in the air.
- 1:17:09It loosens the skin just like with us, just like human skin or
- 1:17:11any other skin like your, your flesh expands and contracts in
- 1:17:18different temperatures. So in the cold it tightens up,
- 1:17:21which is why it sounds better in the humidity in the heat, it
- 1:17:24loosens up and it has a much kind of looser sound.
- 1:17:27So you might need a drum that is constructed for being inside of
- 1:17:34like a a sauna, you know, something that's constructed for
- 1:17:39like sweat ceremonies and stuff like that, which I know a guy, I
- 1:17:43know a guy galviteer.com, everybody check him out.
- 1:17:47I know, but you know, it's really interesting, like how
- 1:17:52some of us can come together, you know, well.
- 1:17:56Here's the thing. Heather.
- 1:17:59Yeah, here's the thing. Like I've, I've, I've, I'm
- 1:18:03still, I'm still a heathen, you know, I still keep the, my, my
- 1:18:09world views are, are largely informed around Germanic, my
- 1:18:12Germanic heathen ancestors so much as I'm able to learn.
- 1:18:16And one of the things that I've come to realize is, is how much
- 1:18:20other cultures have been shared over time.
- 1:18:27You talk about history and the repeating of things and whatnot.
- 1:18:31There's no doubt that the experiences of an ancient tribe
- 1:18:36at one point in one place had to have been had to have come into
- 1:18:43existence through the shared experiences between themselves
- 1:18:46and others. The the tradition didn't just
- 1:18:49emerge out of nowhere. They were taught or they were
- 1:18:53given knowledge that they were shared with in something by
- 1:18:57neighbors. And the the life that I've grown
- 1:19:03into and then the path that I've stepped onto and continue to
- 1:19:07walk is, is, is much more animistic in its spirit than
- 1:19:12heathen in its practice. You know what I'm saying?
- 1:19:15Like I, I definitely appreciate and, and honor my even ancestors
- 1:19:22through my practice, but I'm not quite so rigidly conformed to an
- 1:19:30idea of, of one particular place.
- 1:19:33Like I've had experiences with others and have shared in
- 1:19:35traditions with other native, you know, eastern, Eastern band,
- 1:19:41native cultures, Toltec cultures, Celtic, Druidic,
- 1:19:46various other, you know, things that don't, you know, they,
- 1:19:50they, they, they just were, were what was shared with me by the
- 1:19:54people of those cultures. And I go, man, you know, how to,
- 1:19:58to, to incorporate that into my spirituality and my, and my
- 1:20:01growth and my life has really helped me see the world through
- 1:20:07a different lens and, and, and seeing it as a shared
- 1:20:11experience, not just one person's way of doing things
- 1:20:14from 1 pin drop on the on the on the world.
- 1:20:18You know what I mean? Like every time we go to meet
- 1:20:23ups in Shreveport and you know, we share with different groups,
- 1:20:28like when we have our meetups and stuff.
- 1:20:30Like next month we're going to Midsummer with the ADF at the UU
- 1:20:38church in Shreveport. And so they're going to host it
- 1:20:41and we're going to witness it. And like, they do a good job of
- 1:20:44how they do ritual and, you know, they're very respectful
- 1:20:47and we all have a good time and, you know, we have a potluck and
- 1:20:50everything. But, you know, to me, paganism
- 1:20:54as a whole, like we do have things that we could teach each
- 1:20:57other, but at the same time, like we have these weird
- 1:21:02divisions of different things, you know, from the left and the
- 1:21:07right. And, you know, I'm in the middle
- 1:21:08of the road. Like, yes, there's a lot of
- 1:21:10stuff that I find that's traditional, that's important to
- 1:21:12me, that's sacred to me. But at the same time, I believe
- 1:21:16that everybody's welcome to experience what River Pond does
- 1:21:20because of the fact if, you know, there's supposed people
- 1:21:24that are supposed to bear witness to certain things in
- 1:21:26life. If that was the case, then we
- 1:21:28would never have what Tassis wrote about or the Arabic man
- 1:21:32that came across the Vikings. Yeah, even Fatlon and the ruse.
- 1:21:37Yeah. And see, I think that, you know,
- 1:21:39or what Snorri wrote about and different things like that, you
- 1:21:43know, or what Bevin wrote about. And, you know, there's so many
- 1:21:47groups that are like, oh, we want to be isolated away from
- 1:21:49everybody. You know, we only want these
- 1:21:52people. And I'm like, like, that's fine.
- 1:21:55But nobody will ever remember your name.
- 1:21:58It's kind of like that that meme on Facebook with Troy, with Brad
- 1:22:04Pitt talking about that violation.
- 1:22:06It's like, well then no one, no. One will ever remember your
- 1:22:08name, yeah. You know, and you know, the far
- 1:22:12left, you know, they're fighting for so many different things and
- 1:22:15freedoms and stuff. And you know, people, everybody
- 1:22:17knows what they're doing, you know, because the through is
- 1:22:20really big on advocating for all different types of things, not
- 1:22:25just religion, but race and individuality and so many
- 1:22:30different things. And everybody knows what they're
- 1:22:32doing, just like everybody knows what the right people are doing.
- 1:22:36And you know, for me, I'm in the middle of the road.
- 1:22:38I really want what is sacred and profane to me and to do what's
- 1:22:44best for the community regardless of what anybody else
- 1:22:47is doing because, you know, it takes a village to build
- 1:22:51something great with a lot of people like you.
- 1:22:52Think about it, if I would have never met Eric, I would have
- 1:22:55never met you and we wouldn't be having this podcast right here
- 1:22:58sharing our stories and our experiences that maybe somebody
- 1:23:02else's survival guide and having this topic about how things were
- 1:23:07back then and how things are now and making people really think
- 1:23:10like, wow, I never thought of it that way.
- 1:23:12And it's like, welcome to Amelia's Ted Talk if she's read
- 1:23:16too many books and she's been doing this for 16 years, you
- 1:23:20know, yeah, Everybody's got their own thing.
- 1:23:23And it just shows how our ideologies are as modern
- 1:23:27Heathers and what we find is important to us, where you're
- 1:23:31more animism. And I am more modern about stuff
- 1:23:36because I don't get to go out in nature as much as I used to as a
- 1:23:39child. Like, to me, I think that when I
- 1:23:41was a child, I was more animism towards a lot of things.
- 1:23:45But because I moved to the city and, you know, I got a job where
- 1:23:51I couldn't go out in nature as much as I used to.
- 1:23:54And I'm busy with a family and, you know, busy taking care of so
- 1:23:58many different things in so many areas.
- 1:24:00Like, I don't I don't get to enjoy those things like you do.
- 1:24:03And that's OK. Like maybe one day when my kids
- 1:24:05are grown, I'll get to enjoy those things.
- 1:24:07Or maybe somebody will kidnap me for the weekend and I could I
- 1:24:10can go do that, you know. But I don't think that's today,
- 1:24:13you know, like I feel I still haven't seen you.
- 1:24:16But you know, you're talking about coming down from, you
- 1:24:19know, 12 feet and I'm just like, well, maybe I'll meet everybody
- 1:24:22one day. But, you know, we're just so
- 1:24:24busy with life and things happen.
- 1:24:26So we have to, you know, take those little things like, don't
- 1:24:29be wrong. Like I do get to go to the park,
- 1:24:30but they don't got a Creek at the park.
- 1:24:32And I'm pretty sure I'm not going to go out to the the
- 1:24:35swamps over there because there's alligators.
- 1:24:37Like, I don't, I don't want to win a Darwin Award.
- 1:24:39Like I'm good. Yeah, yeah.
- 1:24:41Try to keep certain achievements locked, you know what I mean?
- 1:24:44Like you don't need to, you don't need to unlock that
- 1:24:46achievement, But you know, and that's the beauty of it too,
- 1:24:50'cause I, you know, with our collective approaches or, you
- 1:24:55know, you doing your thing in with, with River Pine and, and
- 1:24:58Eric does his thing with Radgar and I'm over here in Middle
- 1:25:00Tennessee just kind of doing things.
- 1:25:02Nothing really dedicated to one set person, grouper or sect of,
- 1:25:08of anything. I tried that, you know what I
- 1:25:12mean? I tried to form something of a
- 1:25:13traditional way and the the need for the people around me was not
- 1:25:19that. And so then at what point do you
- 1:25:21go? All right, Well, I either, I
- 1:25:26either stick to my guns and I either stay with this, you know,
- 1:25:29rigid approach to things, or I open my mind and my heart and my
- 1:25:33ears and I listen to the need of the people that mean something
- 1:25:38and you know, that are around me and I form accordingly.
- 1:25:44I pivot accordingly. I become I become what is needed
- 1:25:49for my people and whether my people involve just my wife and
- 1:25:54you know that or if it means an extension of the family, you
- 1:25:59know, what do what are the people that I'm entrusted to?
- 1:26:04What do they need from me? And that's where that's where I
- 1:26:07had had to shift. And I think people should be
- 1:26:10sensitive to that voice because it's not always a very loud
- 1:26:16voice. It's sometimes a little, it's
- 1:26:19sometimes just a little poke. It's a whisper.
- 1:26:22It's small, it's small. You know, if you're, if you're
- 1:26:26too busy, if you're too noisy, if you're just trying to do it
- 1:26:28your way, you're going to kick that voice out every time.
- 1:26:33Maybe, you know. I ask people all the time and
- 1:26:36River Pond, I'm like, what would you like to do for next month?
- 1:26:38And you know, one of the kindred members like, well, I'd like to
- 1:26:41do a guided meditation. And I was like, that's fine.
- 1:26:44Just schedule it and we'll see where it fits for next month and
- 1:26:48we'll go from there. You know, we've done it.
- 1:26:51We've done guided meditations before.
- 1:26:52And they went really well. Like everybody enjoyed it.
- 1:26:55They were like, wow, I didn't, I didn't know you can get a
- 1:26:58connection like that. And I'm like, yeah, like you got
- 1:27:00to get those feet in the dirt, though.
- 1:27:02You can't be running around in tennis shoes that don't work
- 1:27:04that way. And I'm like, I never thought of
- 1:27:07it that way. And, you know, it's just the
- 1:27:09kind of it is what it is, you know, but I think modern
- 1:27:15paganism, like, you know, modern Norse paganism, like I'm pretty
- 1:27:22sure if we went out into a cemetery and meditated on some
- 1:27:25mounds of our, our ancestors, I'm pretty sure we'd get
- 1:27:28arrested. Because it's not like the
- 1:27:31Victorian are, you know, in the back of the Victorian era, you
- 1:27:34know, they would have like a, a picnic and they would clean off
- 1:27:37people's, you know, their ancestors graves and stuff and
- 1:27:40all hang out. But I'm pretty sure if we did
- 1:27:42that today, I'm pretty sure we'd be arrested.
- 1:27:44Well, you know what, too? I, it's, yeah, yeah.
- 1:27:46Like it's a totally different dynamic nowadays because you
- 1:27:49know, how, how many times do you get to see, you know, like even
- 1:27:55if a family has a plot, you know, in a cemetery and it's,
- 1:28:00you know, the, the, the, the parents, the grandparents and
- 1:28:02the kids, they all, they'll get to be sort of their, their final
- 1:28:07resting place in the ground. Is there most places you go to,
- 1:28:11you know, most cemeteries, it's like you've got a lot of
- 1:28:15families buried right on top of each other or next to one
- 1:28:19another. So I can't even imagine like,
- 1:28:21you know, just from a, from a, from a mound sitting
- 1:28:26perspective, like what happens if you, you know, get too loud
- 1:28:30at your neighbor's door, the other dead body that's next to
- 1:28:33you, Do they come in and or do you go over there?
- 1:28:36Does it become, you know, like this just uninvited party of
- 1:28:41like, who the hell are you and what are you doing in my house?
- 1:28:44Kind of the thing, you know, it's a different dynamic
- 1:28:47nowadays. And like, you know, most of my
- 1:28:50family, like all of them, they're buried at the same
- 1:28:54family cemetery. And they're like kind of like
- 1:28:57lots apart from each other. Yeah, but they're in the same.
- 1:29:02Cemetery, right? Yeah.
- 1:29:04But for me, I was like, man, I personally really want to get
- 1:29:08cremated because, you know, I, I personally believe that the
- 1:29:12whole, you know, everybody having individual lots is like,
- 1:29:17it's a waste of land. And you think about it, you
- 1:29:20know, back in the day, people would just build over all that
- 1:29:22or just move the bodies and put them on another lot that was a
- 1:29:26grave area. And because they were unmarked
- 1:29:29or whatever, they didn't know. Yeah.
- 1:29:32Just like when that flood happened in Mississippi and, you
- 1:29:35know, the bodies started coming out from underneath the ground
- 1:29:39and they were having to transport them because it was in
- 1:29:41a flood zone, you know, and people.
- 1:29:44Or Louisiana, which is below sea level.
- 1:29:46So when you get all those things happen, you that's why the tombs
- 1:29:49are the, the, the where they are.
- 1:29:51Yeah, yeah. But I don't know, it's just like
- 1:29:54for me, like the population back then is not what it is now.
- 1:29:59Like, don't get me wrong with the pandemic changed a lot of
- 1:30:04that. However, for me, I I don't think
- 1:30:08I want to be buried like my ancestors were like, yeah, if
- 1:30:11it's like on my property that I have, like, you know, we have 10
- 1:30:14acres, like to be buried on my family's property, that's fine.
- 1:30:19I have no problem with my being buried on my family's property
- 1:30:23to keep it in the family because, you know, if your
- 1:30:25family continues to live on that land, it's tax free.
- 1:30:28You know, text but for. Me.
- 1:30:32For me, like I could be perfectly happy with me and my
- 1:30:34husband getting cremated and, you know, dividing our ashes
- 1:30:37together so our children can have both of us together at all
- 1:30:40times. I think that would be kind of,
- 1:30:43you know, I guess that's me being romantic or whatever to my
- 1:30:47kids, sentimental to my children.
- 1:30:49So they have both parents with them at all times.
- 1:30:52But you know but. In a way, that's what I'm glad
- 1:30:56for, that. I mean, I know it wasn't for
- 1:30:58those reasons, but both of my parents were cremated for
- 1:31:04different reasons. But I, I do, I am thankful that
- 1:31:12because of my world views and, and, and how I, you know, my, my
- 1:31:16conceptual world views of death in the afterlife and, and all of
- 1:31:19that. I'm, I'm, you know, there's a
- 1:31:22part of me that's happy to have been allowed the opportunity to
- 1:31:28be in possession of those remains, partial remains,
- 1:31:33because that's as a heathen, you know, and, and the, the, the,
- 1:31:39the connection that we have to our ancestors, It's we, we
- 1:31:42communicate or, or we have the desire to stay in touch with and
- 1:31:46communicate with the dead, whether we do it directly or
- 1:31:49whether there's a guided source, you know, some, you know, save
- 1:31:54work or go the, or somebody that can help us with that.
- 1:31:57That is a pivotal and kind of an important part of, you know,
- 1:32:01Germanic heathen beliefs is our, is our relationship with our
- 1:32:07ancestors. So having those relics, those
- 1:32:10remains plays I think of an important role for a lot of us.
- 1:32:14Yeah. And you know, another thing you
- 1:32:17have to think about, you know, today we have classes for
- 1:32:20everything like the wheels kind of already been wrote in today's
- 1:32:25time compared to how like, you know, the our ancestors had
- 1:32:29certain traditions and you know, they taught differently.
- 1:32:33We're now we have the Internet and all you got to do is click
- 1:32:37on something. If you want to learn about
- 1:32:38animism, you can go to Nordic Animism and go to his website
- 1:32:44and he has classes on them. And it's like a month long
- 1:32:46ordeal. And, you know, all that stuff,
- 1:32:49you know, and the way they taught stuff back in the day,
- 1:32:54you know, each individual person had a, you know, an ability, you
- 1:32:59know, they were good at certain things where other people
- 1:33:01weren't, you know? And it reminds me of the story
- 1:33:03of, you know, the little vulva from Erica the Red, and, you
- 1:33:08know, how she needed somebody to sing for her so she can do what
- 1:33:11she needed to do to predict and, you know, to help that village
- 1:33:16and stuff like that. And they found that girl that I
- 1:33:19don't remember she was a slave girl or what she was, but her
- 1:33:23foster mother taught her this old song.
- 1:33:28And if it wasn't for that foster mother teaching that young girl
- 1:33:33about that song, the vulva may have not been able to do her
- 1:33:37work for that village. And it just shows that it takes
- 1:33:44a village to build something. Yeah, that, that, that kind of
- 1:33:49recalls something of recent thought that I I shared.
- 1:33:53And it wasn't my own words. It was, it was somebody else
- 1:33:56that wrote it, but it was that the, the, the idea that is that
- 1:34:02we do not become this person or this thing, right?
- 1:34:05We don't become healers. We are healers, but some of us
- 1:34:10are still catching up to what we are, right?
- 1:34:13We don't become storytellers. We, we already came as such.
- 1:34:17We came as a carrier of the lineage of the story.
- 1:34:21And so that's already been there, but we just haven't yet
- 1:34:27come to a point of discovering that or catching up to what we
- 1:34:30are. And like one person who I
- 1:34:34commented on that gave a sort of bardic or skeldic poetic
- 1:34:42response to it. And it and it leaned more into
- 1:34:46the we are what we become because we forge those things
- 1:34:50like because we do those things. So like they say, I, you know, I
- 1:34:53forge no fate in the womb, warm, dark nor clutched runes ere the
- 1:34:58world heard my bark. The ash tree grows by axe and
- 1:35:04Gale, not by whispers of worth from a cradle tail.
- 1:35:10Like that's just one line of that of that person's response.
- 1:35:12And it goes into some of the very things like, you know, the
- 1:35:16skald is not born. He is carved from the cold with
- 1:35:18blood on the quill, and his story unfolds or untold.
- 1:35:23There's, there's, I still think that there is like a there,
- 1:35:33there's something that happens to through, through our, our
- 1:35:36ancestral line that is passed down through US.
- 1:35:38There's that memory, there's that thing that's there.
- 1:35:41It's our choice to visit it or to address it and to help
- 1:35:46cultivate or shape into existence that thing.
- 1:35:50But it is passed down through us.
- 1:35:54So it's our choice on whether we want to.
- 1:35:58And of that axe, we take up that pen or take up that thing or do
- 1:36:01whatever it is, you know, be responsible in that way.
- 1:36:04And you hear a lot about this generation right now.
- 1:36:08They're all about breaking ancestral curses and traumas.
- 1:36:14Generational traumas, yeah, I've seen that.
- 1:36:16And they talk about how, you know, they're hopefully going to
- 1:36:21be the one that that heals not only themselves, but the ones
- 1:36:28that want to heal. And the ones that choose to stay
- 1:36:32in the family curse, they they discard them.
- 1:36:37You know, and I think it's interesting because, you know,
- 1:36:41the way certain things are in the world, there's still things
- 1:36:44that, you know, our grandparents saw that was normal.
- 1:36:48That's not normal anymore. Like we all go to school with
- 1:36:53different children of many races compared to when our
- 1:36:56grandparents were around. And you know, women can go to
- 1:37:00school and learn And you know, there's there's many shifts in
- 1:37:06the world that's happening right now.
- 1:37:08And so many people that are awakening not just from North
- 1:37:11Hagen, but as a collective and they're connecting with those
- 1:37:17ancestral roots and doing that root work as some people call
- 1:37:22it. And they're they're healing
- 1:37:25things that has been broken in their families for century
- 1:37:31almost or decades or whatever. Yeah, generationally, yeah.
- 1:37:35Yes. And we're, we're breaking stuff
- 1:37:40and picking up that glass and just sweeping it up and throwing
- 1:37:44it in the trash and just saying no more.
- 1:37:48We're going to be better than we were yesterday.
- 1:37:50And we are becoming someone that is going to turn into something
- 1:37:58beautiful or that's going to help someone else and be their
- 1:38:03survival guide or to inspire the world or a group or a community
- 1:38:10for a better tomorrow. And each and every one of our
- 1:38:14stories and you know, I remember how paganism was back in the day
- 1:38:19and you know how certain priestesses were and they had
- 1:38:23priest Theatis. They were rude as can be.
- 1:38:26And now we have all these priestesses that are humble and
- 1:38:30caring and they're nurturing and they don't think they're better
- 1:38:34than everybody else. And you don't ever hear about
- 1:38:36witch wars anymore like they did back in the, you know, the 80s
- 1:38:40and 90s. And I'm just like, what are
- 1:38:42y'all talking about? Like, I'm like, because I was
- 1:38:45hearing stories from, you know, when I first became a Pagan and
- 1:38:49it's so weird. And we have all these different
- 1:38:52light workers and Reiki masters and all these different types of
- 1:38:57healers in the world, and people that connect with animism in so
- 1:39:02many different ways. And they call them many
- 1:39:06different things that I'm not going to bring up because I try
- 1:39:08not to chuckle at some of the words that they're called.
- 1:39:11But anyways, the point is like, we have too many people.
- 1:39:13We have so many people in the world doing so many different
- 1:39:16spiritual things, and they're becoming something whole and
- 1:39:21something spiritually sound. And to me, it's interesting
- 1:39:28because we're changing things may be different from what our
- 1:39:33ancestors were way back when. Like, I'm sure we're completely
- 1:39:37different than our ancestors were from.
- 1:39:39Yeah, that at a big scale from, you know, I'm pretty sure we had
- 1:39:45a phone around them. They would probably stab it with
- 1:39:48the spear once it started flickering and vibrating.
- 1:39:50Some of this stuff, yeah. Yeah, Some of the stuff they'd
- 1:39:53be, they'd be. I mean they would be alarming
- 1:39:55for sure. Or we would get a spear 'cause
- 1:39:57we couldn't speak you. Know right?
- 1:40:00We'd be like help and they'd be like.
- 1:40:04That's funny because I've been like, I've been dabbling more
- 1:40:06into like the linguistic sides of things.
- 1:40:08And I, I asked the guy one time. I said, Hey, you know, I think
- 1:40:12if I were to, you know, actually trace, you know, and, and so
- 1:40:15much of my, my Germanic ancestry, like I have a, a, a
- 1:40:18plethora of knowledge about my ancestry up into when they got
- 1:40:24over here into the United States in like the 1600s.
- 1:40:28And it's kind of sparse on the European side of things.
- 1:40:32But I am pretty sure that I'm, I've got lineage that goes into
- 1:40:37like my ancestors were probably Frankish, like in that, that,
- 1:40:41that, that southern portion of, of, you know, Germany.
- 1:40:45But a, a guy asked the guy one time, I was like, Hey, you know,
- 1:40:49if I, if I'm learning stuff to say an old Saxon, is that too
- 1:40:53much of a difference between what old Frankish would have
- 1:40:56been like? In other words, if I'm speaking
- 1:40:59things in ritual and I'm using old Saxon or my Frankish answer,
- 1:41:02are they going to be able to, He's like, they'll, it's close
- 1:41:06enough that they'd be able to understand that it almost be
- 1:41:08like, you know, a picture like, you know, Midwestern English
- 1:41:12versus like Delta, Mississippi English or something.
- 1:41:15You know what I mean? Like they there's enough,
- 1:41:17there's enough similarities to get by through dialect and that
- 1:41:20that, that they would know, you know what you're saying?
- 1:41:23I said OK, got it, you know? I personally just want to learn
- 1:41:27Norwegian so whenever I get a chance to go to Norway like I
- 1:41:31won't have too many struggles. But I've been trying to learn
- 1:41:36Norwegian for the past two years and.
- 1:41:38I've heard it's kind of a difficult one of the more
- 1:41:42difficult. I got through.
- 1:41:45Languages. Learning for like 6 months and
- 1:41:49like I did really good and then I got busy with my college
- 1:41:52courses cuz I was getting ready to graduate last year.
- 1:41:56And so I was knuckling down and now I'm really busy with my
- 1:42:00career that I have doing the environmental stuff that I do.
- 1:42:05And so it's, it's really difficult to get on Duolingo,
- 1:42:09you know, and I know that's a bad example to use, but it's the
- 1:42:11easiest one to use, you know? I used it for like a year.
- 1:42:15I calmed down on some of my German and then I'm like this,
- 1:42:18like the app itself. I'm like, this is it's kind of
- 1:42:21toxic like this. This sucker is like trying to
- 1:42:23shame me into not jumping onto the app for the day.
- 1:42:27I'm like, I'm busy hoe like calm, calm down.
- 1:42:30You know you're gonna. Lose your XP if you don't log in
- 1:42:34today. And I'm like, listen, ma'am, I
- 1:42:35have a world that revolves around other things besides you.
- 1:42:39And you know, like, I think it would be cool to learn Norwegian
- 1:42:42and stuff. And, you know, I want to go back
- 1:42:45to the, the farmland that, you know, was one of my ancestors
- 1:42:49from the 15th century because I got mine all the way back.
- 1:42:53I got my Norwegian side all the way back to the 15th century on
- 1:42:57some random farm that I don't know where it's at.
- 1:43:00I tried looking on the map, but I never find it.
- 1:43:02And then the other part of my ancestry, which is Irish,
- 1:43:07because I'm, I'm half Irish and half Norwegian.
- 1:43:10I got it all the way back to like the 10th century by some
- 1:43:15dude that was like a lair in the wetlands of Galway.
- 1:43:22And actually he was descended from like a the Galls or
- 1:43:26whatever or some Norse tribe or whatever that he.
- 1:43:30The galls were traumatic, yeah. Yeah, well, he was.
- 1:43:33He was a stranger. They called him a stranger when
- 1:43:36he first came and he was trying to conquer land.
- 1:43:40But supposedly whoever the the guy was that was in charge of
- 1:43:46that land, he told me he was like, listen, stop fighting or
- 1:43:51whatever and you can marry my daughter and I'll I'll put you
- 1:43:55in charge of something. Just stop attacking villages.
- 1:43:59And I was like, and that was the story of it.
- 1:44:01Like I have a book on it and everything because they they
- 1:44:04kept really good journals And I are not Iceland in Ireland for
- 1:44:09some reason. I don't know why.
- 1:44:12Like they kept really good journals and stuff in Ireland
- 1:44:15and Scotland. I don't know why, but but I
- 1:44:19don't really connect with like the Irish side.
- 1:44:21The only thing that I have that's Irish is my hair.
- 1:44:24Like that's that's it. Like everything else, like I
- 1:44:26don't nothing resonates with me. Like the Dagda doesn't call to
- 1:44:30me the do off the day like Clawden.
- 1:44:33None of it like. Yeah, I mean, I'm the same way.
- 1:44:36Like I don't know what. Like you know none of it.
- 1:44:39I don't know what percentage, I think it's a smaller percentage,
- 1:44:42but like, that's just the other interesting part.
- 1:44:44It's, you know, OK, you know, your, you know, your ancestors
- 1:44:48are all your ancestors, you know, it's doesn't, you know,
- 1:44:52but I have a, a, a more pull towards the dramatic side of
- 1:44:59things. I don't know if it's because of
- 1:45:01a higher percentage wise of whatever, but I mean, half of
- 1:45:04my, my mother, you know, she's half German, half Italian.
- 1:45:08So 1/4 of me is, is, is is Italian plus the other, you
- 1:45:14know, 75% is made-up of Germanic and, and English blood.
- 1:45:19But there's also, you know, other random things too.
- 1:45:24If if they were in Italy, that's where the long beards were.
- 1:45:28The long. The Lombardi's yeah, which we
- 1:45:29want to hear a funny story is one of my neighbors as a kid,
- 1:45:33like one of my neighbor, the family that grew up so like my
- 1:45:36house, the the house that I grew up in on Long Island was almost
- 1:45:40on the corner of 1 St. and and like a main road that came
- 1:45:46through town. And so we were the 2nd house in
- 1:45:51on the street side. My neighbors that I'm about to
- 1:45:54tell you about were like the second house on the corner on
- 1:45:56that main stretch of Rd. on Roanoke Ave.
- 1:45:59So we were on Durier St., they were on Roanoke Ave., but they
- 1:46:02were diagonally across from us. And as kids they would, they
- 1:46:05would play with us all the time, me and my sister.
- 1:46:08Their last names was Lombardi. Interesting Italian.
- 1:46:13But the, you know, on the on the long barred side, the long beard
- 1:46:18side of things. Yeah, my, my great, my great
- 1:46:21grandparents on my, my dad's side, my dad and or actually my
- 1:46:27grandmother. Her mother was Forsyth, which is
- 1:46:32a common Norwegian last name, but my great grandfather, his
- 1:46:38was Torkelson, and Torkelson was originally spelled Thorkelson,
- 1:46:44which was felt with the POR. Yeah, back in the day he had a
- 1:46:51little P looking. It's not really the peace.
- 1:46:53Symbol. But, you know, it's the thorn,
- 1:46:54The, the, the sound, the thorn. Yeah.
- 1:46:57Yeah, yeah. But if you go back far enough on
- 1:46:59that genealogy thing, it was spelled that way.
- 1:47:02And I was like, and then right before my my great uncle passed
- 1:47:06away, he sent me a coat of arms that got made.
- 1:47:11And like, I don't know when it was made.
- 1:47:13It had to been made like before the 1900s.
- 1:47:17But on it, it had a shield and an anvil and a hammer hitting
- 1:47:22down on it. And then there was lightning
- 1:47:24bolts and then there were Briggs of like, it looked like
- 1:47:29mistletoe on the corners of each of them.
- 1:47:32And I was like, hmm, I was like, I'm going to call BA yeah, on
- 1:47:39their. And like, I don't know how they
- 1:47:40got a Crest, but for some reason they had, there was one made and
- 1:47:46I've got it. I've got it in my my little book
- 1:47:48of archives from all our genealogy stuff, because he did
- 1:47:51all of our genealogy work. And some of the stuff is kind of
- 1:47:55squirrely because you could tell he was he was fetching a little
- 1:47:59too far with some stuff. But he gave me that copy of that
- 1:48:04Crest and everything. And it had the hammer in the
- 1:48:06anvil with a lightning bolt. And then it had the sprig on
- 1:48:10each corner of the banner. And I'm like, I'm like, I'm not
- 1:48:15calling it a coincidence. And I'm being really skeptical
- 1:48:17right now because you have a lot of people there.
- 1:48:19Like, you know, I'm just in it from Ragnar Lothbrook.
- 1:48:21Like, I'm not, I'm not going to claim the Crest, but it's pretty
- 1:48:25low. Like it's pretty cool, but I'm
- 1:48:28I'm not going to tell the people about it.
- 1:48:31Yeah. Because animals.
- 1:48:33Are brought up in topics. Yeah, I mean, usually the the
- 1:48:36the family crests and all that stuff like that was like your
- 1:48:39identifier, you know, you're, you're the you, you belong to
- 1:48:43this clan, you belong to this family.
- 1:48:45And then especially among the Scots and the Gales, I think
- 1:48:48that was, that was a bit more of a practice.
- 1:48:53They, they, they knew who their allies were and stuff based
- 1:48:57upon. Oh, you're one of those, you
- 1:48:58know, you're one of the, you're one of the Thompsons.
- 1:49:01You're one of the Mccullers. Yeah, whatever.
- 1:49:03They goes back to that infighting thing that, that,
- 1:49:07well, I don't even think we really touched upon that.
- 1:49:09That might be for Part 2, the inner tribal conflicts and
- 1:49:12stuff. But yeah, that's pretty cool.
- 1:49:14But it, but I don't know, it just really makes me think and
- 1:49:16it really wants me to hear other people's opinions on the past
- 1:49:20and the present, like our ancestors and where we are now.
- 1:49:25It's like, can we do better than our ancestors?
- 1:49:28Or are we going to repeat history to prove a point?
- 1:49:32Because you know how like life has that, like where you repeat
- 1:49:35history time and time again until you get it right.
- 1:49:39Like are we doomed to do this also?
- 1:49:42Or should we be positive and hope for the best?
- 1:49:45Like, you know, who knows where we'll be in 10 years from now,
- 1:49:5020 years from now, Who knows? We Paganism may be banned in the
- 1:49:54world, you know, I doubt it, but you know, you might have we.
- 1:49:57Might have to do these things on a secret server.
- 1:49:59One day we might be live streaming into the into the
- 1:50:02Badlands. Discord with a discord?
- 1:50:05Yeah, or. Or, or something ironically
- 1:50:08right, the thing the the the platform that is used to connect
- 1:50:13people is called Discord. How ironic is that?
- 1:50:17Yeah, Discord, Discord. And then there's band.
- 1:50:20There's Discord, in the Discord, there's all kinds of that.
- 1:50:25It's a we tried the discord thing, but I don't know, I was
- 1:50:29kind of a grandma. Like I couldn't get all the
- 1:50:31settings just right for everything.
- 1:50:33You don't feel bad. I, I've been in there before and
- 1:50:39I'm like, I'll do it begrudgingly, but I'll do it
- 1:50:44because this is where all you people are saying that you're
- 1:50:47going to keep track of your things and I'm not in there
- 1:50:50anymore. Like I'm like, first of all,
- 1:50:52I'm, I'm, I've withdrawn much of my public presence in the local
- 1:50:56community just for my own sanity.
- 1:51:00It was like I, I got other things to be focused on and
- 1:51:03concerned about. And I'll, I'll, I'll be here as
- 1:51:07a resource. I'll, I'll, you know, help out
- 1:51:11kind of in the sidelines, but I don't want to be in the front
- 1:51:14line of this because then, but then so point being is that, Oh,
- 1:51:17everything went to discord and I'm like, you know, like, all
- 1:51:22right, whatever, I'll do it. And then I'm like when I, when I
- 1:51:25finally just said I'm, I'm, I'm stepping back.
- 1:51:27I'm, you know, at least for the time being, I'm, I'm kind of
- 1:51:30taking a hiatus from of all this, you know, public facing
- 1:51:34stuff and I'll just stick to what I do on the podcast and
- 1:51:37whatever. But I'm like after as soon as I
- 1:51:40got to like uninstall the discord app, my phone, I'm like,
- 1:51:44I felt like Frodo at in Mount Doom where he when the ring
- 1:51:47goes, it's done, it's gone. I just, I know.
- 1:51:51Right, I felt so. Much better.
- 1:51:55I know I feel like I'm on the River Pine page like all the
- 1:51:58time. And if I'm not posting on there,
- 1:52:02I'm posting on the Arklatex heathen page on different stuff
- 1:52:06or on other pages to, you know, because like we do get
- 1:52:10monetization. So like for every post that gets
- 1:52:13shared in it, you know, it doesn't really go viral, but
- 1:52:16like we get like $5 every week just about for people posting or
- 1:52:21sharing or doing whatever. And you know, it helps, it helps
- 1:52:24with donations. Like, you know, people comment
- 1:52:28and you know, they'll watch the real for longer than 30 seconds
- 1:52:31or whatever and it helps monetize.
- 1:52:34And then he gets sent to our little PayPal and then he gets
- 1:52:37sent to the checking account. You know, it's all great things.
- 1:52:40You know, you know their blessings in their own way.
- 1:52:42And you know, I'm, I'm blessed and River Pine is too, with the
- 1:52:47things that we have and the community that we work with.
- 1:52:51And, you know, and I get on to people all the time when, when
- 1:52:55people start stirring up drama, I'm like, listen, we got to be
- 1:52:58better than our, our ancestors because they didn't, they lost
- 1:53:02everything. And I ain't, I ain't like,
- 1:53:05because you know, all these, if you notice on Facebook, a lot of
- 1:53:08these Kindred's and a lot of these Facebook pages that have
- 1:53:11like Kindred related or tribal related stuff, like they just
- 1:53:16kind of bowed out like in 2016 or 2020 or, you know, 2023.
- 1:53:23And they just start bowing out. And then these people pop up and
- 1:53:26they're like, I'm selling Viking sheets and comforters and I'm
- 1:53:31like, and then one guy started a trend on one of the pages.
- 1:53:35So every time somebody says that they're descended from Vikings,
- 1:53:38they start talking about Viking suit.
- 1:53:41Yeah. And I'm just like, OK, But it's
- 1:53:44just it's more plain and nobody, like some people post historical
- 1:53:48stuff, you know, but it's not as as prevalent as it was before
- 1:53:52the pandemic. Well, I think, I think a lot of
- 1:53:56the useful stuff gets buried in the algorithm because like my
- 1:54:03community has my Facebook community specifically has like
- 1:54:07followers have, have gone through the roof.
- 1:54:10But, and this is a jab because I know not a lot of everybody's
- 1:54:13going to see this. The, the people who are going to
- 1:54:15watch this episode are going to be on my Patreon.
- 1:54:17But the people that listen to this, if you follow me on
- 1:54:20Facebook and you and you happen to follow Midgard musings
- 1:54:23because of some of the, the, the, the heathen humor type
- 1:54:26stuff that I've shared. You know, the reels that are not
- 1:54:29educational, but they're more just to, you know, give you a
- 1:54:31little chuckle or this or that. The high lung splits of the
- 1:54:35things where I I'll put like a crazy video with a high lung
- 1:54:37track or whatever. Like that's the type of stuff
- 1:54:39that gets people coming to my to my site, but they're not, you
- 1:54:43know, that's, that's just to, to throw my name out into the ether
- 1:54:49and be like, Hey, guess this is what I'm really doing.
- 1:54:51And I know a lot of you don't listen to long form content or
- 1:54:55whatever, But for those of you that do and, and for those of
- 1:54:57you that engage with like Amelia and the River Pine Kindred page
- 1:55:00and the groups, you know, thank you for, for your engagement.
- 1:55:03It, it gives us some sort of inspiration to keep things
- 1:55:06going. Because when we see, you know, X
- 1:55:09amount of hundreds or thousands of followers and then there's
- 1:55:12literally like 2345 a dozen reactions or comments, it's
- 1:55:17like, damn, like what, what? What is all this work that that
- 1:55:19we're putting into this going towards?
- 1:55:21And it's not your fault. You know what I mean?
- 1:55:23It's not the people's fault for for that.
- 1:55:25It's just the stupid algorithm and the way that the platform,
- 1:55:28yes. The algorithm's messed up right
- 1:55:30now and like, I, I just got flagged.
- 1:55:35Like I just got flagged. Oh.
- 1:55:36Yeah, this is for. More thing even.
- 1:55:38For it's time. No, I got flagged for every one
- 1:55:42of those things because like, I had blurred out her chest right
- 1:55:46there. Welcome to the party, Welcome to
- 1:55:48the party. I'm like, I'm over here and I
- 1:55:50get flagged every week. I was going to be penalized for
- 1:55:54monetization because I was showing too much chest on her.
- 1:55:59And I'm like, dude, that's the way the picture came.
- 1:56:01I even put it under a little blurry thing so it, you know,
- 1:56:04blurred out her goods that she was working with so I can post
- 1:56:08the picture so it would look pretty because it's a cigar for
- 1:56:11more picture, you know, the secret picture, you know, and
- 1:56:15then I posted all them and so they flagged me for all like, I
- 1:56:19don't know, it's like 10 or 12 of them.
- 1:56:22I was like whatever. And, you know, some of the
- 1:56:25stuff, you know, I could probably break it down better,
- 1:56:27you know, having it like every other day and make it in a
- 1:56:30series of things. But you know, I just try to get
- 1:56:34them out of the way so people could learn about that different
- 1:56:37aspect of that chapter instead of me bouncing all that's like,
- 1:56:42that's like sitting there going through the Hava Mall and you
- 1:56:46know, going through every other one and it takes you like 6
- 1:56:49months to do you. Know been there done that girl I
- 1:56:52I mean I did like I I founded Midgard musings off of me just
- 1:56:56reading 9 stanzas from the hava mall every.
- 1:56:58Week I was actually doom scrolling through your old
- 1:57:02videos off of YouTube because I was trying to share stuff for
- 1:57:07stuff that they were wanting on, you know, the river Pine page
- 1:57:10because they want to learn about divination and magic.
- 1:57:13And so I was going to the Ravens call and then I was going to
- 1:57:17yours and then I was going to the the Norse magic and beliefs.
- 1:57:22And so I was going back and forth between all of y'all's and
- 1:57:24I saw all the way back like the oldest one possible from the
- 1:57:27beginning. I'm like, look at that guy.
- 1:57:29He's come so far in this world. Like if you were to follow what
- 1:57:33we would have looked like all those years ago and what we look
- 1:57:36like now, the people that we are still becoming and growing into
- 1:57:41compared to where we started out in the beginning, it's just it's
- 1:57:45mind blowing. And you know, I didn't really do
- 1:57:48a lot, you know, seven years ago on the River Pine page, like I
- 1:57:51would post something like maybe once a month for like a holiday
- 1:57:54or a celebration, but I never really went into depth.
- 1:57:58And the people on the River Pine page especially that has been
- 1:58:04showing up here more since we've gotten a little bit over 1000
- 1:58:10followers. Like the people on there are so
- 1:58:12sweet and so kind. And they'll personally message
- 1:58:15me because, you know, they'll buy some of the merch that I
- 1:58:18have that, you know, I mail to them personally.
- 1:58:22And like I put, you know, River Pine brochures and River Pine
- 1:58:25stickers. And, you know, sometimes I put a
- 1:58:27little extra in there and I thank them and how much I
- 1:58:30appreciate them. And they'll message me
- 1:58:33personally on the, you know, the River Pine messenger and tell me
- 1:58:37thank you. They appreciate me and they'll
- 1:58:39message me and see how I'm doing.
- 1:58:41And they're so sweet. And I've had people all the way
- 1:58:44from, you know, Europe buy stuff from us, even though it costed a
- 1:58:50little bit more to ship to them. Like they appreciate.
- 1:58:53And people are so sweet and so kind.
- 1:58:56And, you know, not that, you know, the community that I deal
- 1:58:59with in person isn't that way. They're the exact same way.
- 1:59:03You know, everybody's just so all around good, like.
- 1:59:07And very rarely do I get a troll.
- 1:59:10Like one guy started complaining because I made an AI picture
- 1:59:13about what they would want to learn about.
- 1:59:15He's like, what's with this AI stuff?
- 1:59:16And I'm like, Sir, be nice. You're gonna come here and
- 1:59:21complain about? Yeah, it's like I have red hair.
- 1:59:24Leave me alone. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 1:59:26You're gonna come here and complain about that?
- 1:59:28Yeah, it's like, but everything else you haven't, you haven't
- 1:59:31even been on Facebook for like a month.
- 1:59:33It's like, be nice. Yeah.
- 1:59:35It's kind of like, what is that off of Bambi?
- 1:59:37It's like when he's when his mother said to Thumper, if you
- 1:59:40can't say nothing nice, don't say nothing at.
- 1:59:42All don't say nothing at all, y'all.
- 1:59:45This is old school and wisdom from your grandmammy and them
- 1:59:48from back in the 50s or whatever, you know.
- 1:59:56Yeah, this is a good conversation, M, and I
- 1:59:59appreciate you for for coming on here.
- 2:00:02I think there's definitely worth enough left of what you talked
- 2:00:05about to maybe do a Part 2 if you want to 'cause we, you know,
- 2:00:09we talked about, you know, the fragmentation of the tribes and
- 2:00:12the lack of the infrastructure and the universality and the
- 2:00:15little bit on the geography, you know, a little bit of the land
- 2:00:18and then this and that. But we still got a few other
- 2:00:20things left to. To to kind of dive into a bit.
- 2:00:24So if you'd like and want to come back, we.
- 2:00:25Can do a it'll probably have to be sometime at the end of next
- 2:00:29month because I have AI have a wedding next weekend yeah and
- 2:00:35the weekend after that and then I have that that that Irish
- 2:00:39family reunion they're really loud so I'm going to be busy for
- 2:00:42the next three weeks and then. Oh.
- 2:00:44Man, I got that Ruid gathering and then there's.
- 2:00:48Well, all you had to tell me was Irish family reunion.
- 2:00:50I'm like I got it, the month is booked, forget about it.
- 2:00:53Just there's a lot of potatoes. There's all potatoes.
- 2:00:59There's not potatoes. It's ice cream.
- 2:01:02Yeah. I ain't ever seen so many ice
- 2:01:04cream machines going all at the same time.
- 2:01:06Really. Oh yeah, there's banana nut and
- 2:01:09strawberries and cream and dreamsicle and vanilla and corn.
- 2:01:16They have all different flavors. They'll they'll give you the
- 2:01:20after eating all the different ice creams you'll get the golly
- 2:01:23wobbles after the stomach ache for the rest of the day and then
- 2:01:26you go swimming out in the heat. No.
- 2:01:28Oh man, that sounds like a recipe for disaster.
- 2:01:31Yeah. Yeah, I I normally just end up
- 2:01:32going kayaking and I try to avoid the ice cream cause yeah,
- 2:01:37going in and out of the heat and chasing kids and.
- 2:01:41Yeah, right. Like dairy plus dairy plus, you
- 2:01:46know, hot sun plus X. It'll make your stomach hurdle.
- 2:01:51Yeah, Plus all that activity like running around, it's like
- 2:01:54is this is a recipe for disaster?
- 2:01:56I don't think so. I think I'll just lay down in
- 2:01:58the shade and try not to melt in this humidity.
- 2:02:03I always feel like I'm dying in in this Texas summer.
- 2:02:07Like my face gets real red and they're like, are you OK?
- 2:02:09And I'm like, no, I'm swelling. Like I'm thinking about shaving
- 2:02:12my head. I'm just Irish like.
- 2:02:15I'm dying like I need to go where the land of the ice and
- 2:02:18snow. Yeah, yeah, Just set me on a
- 2:02:22block of ice. You know, I'll be all right.
- 2:02:28Well, this is good. I'm going to wrap this up for
- 2:02:30the week and then I'll I'll talk with you a bit offline here, but
- 2:02:34I appreciate you coming on here and thank you for being here.
- 2:02:37Thank you for thank you for approaching me with such AI
- 2:02:42mean. We rambled a good bit on on
- 2:02:44various things, but the the the root of the topic is, is such a
- 2:02:48good thing to to talk about and I feel like we can comfortably
- 2:02:51get into Part 2 of this, you know, in the coming month or so.
- 2:02:56So I hope. Everybody else enjoyed it.
- 2:02:58I'm sorry if I rattle too much, you know that chatty MI can't
- 2:03:01help it. You're just embracing yourself
- 2:03:04there and then that's what it's about.
- 2:03:05You know, like that's it's the name of the show for those of
- 2:03:08you that are new here, random heathen ramblings and ramblings
- 2:03:12of being the operative word, but it's random, it's heathen and
- 2:03:16and here you go. So hope you enjoyed it folks.
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- 2:03:45I am not omnipotent in that degree and I haven't figured out
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- 2:04:22And who knows, maybe through one or more connections here you're
- 2:04:26able to connect with some others in your area and continue the
- 2:04:30conversation amongst your own people, which is what we
- 2:04:33encourage and what we would like to see.
- 2:04:36So thank you, Amelia, for being here.
- 2:04:38I'll touch base with you here in just a second.
- 2:04:40But for everybody else that's tuned in and listened or watched
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- 2:04:45May the gods continue to notice you, and may your ancestors
- 2:04:48smile upon you. We'll see you in the next one
- 2:04:52lost to Hale.