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Episode #272: Actively Participate in Your Well-being · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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  Speaker 1: Hi, everybody, Welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev.
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  Speaker 2: Hello.
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  Speaker 1: Hey. So it is that time of year where I
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  Speaker 1: have like my mom's birthdays in May, my birthdays in June,
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  Speaker 1: my grandparents who have passed anniversaries at the end of June,
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  Speaker 1: and then my grandfather's birthday is the beginning of July.
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  Speaker 1: So there's a lot happening, like in the thirty to
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  Speaker 1: forty day period. And my grandfather has been showing up
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  Speaker 1: so extremely strong, and the way he shows up is
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  Speaker 1: with cigarette smoke, and it's so much so that it
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  Speaker 1: bothers my throat, my sinuses, my eyes, like you would
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  Speaker 1: literally think somebody was sitting next to me just smoking
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  Speaker 1: and blowing it right in my face. On a constant basis,
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  Speaker 1: That's what it's like. And even last night I experienced
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  Speaker 1: something that I had not experienced for I was in
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  Speaker 1: bed and I was like having a or struggling with
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  Speaker 1: breathing because of this scent of smoke. And sometimes I'm
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  Speaker 1: just like, hey, Grandpa, thanks for being here. I know
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  Speaker 1: you're here. I appreciate you being here, you know, thanks
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  Speaker 1: for being here to celebrate whatever happy anniversary. You know.
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  Speaker 1: I'm making all the acknowledgments, and I'm like, okay, the
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  Speaker 1: cigarette smoke, I get it, you're here, thank you, right,
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  Speaker 1: And a lot of times he'll it'll dissipitate and be good.
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  Speaker 1: But this has been going on for a.
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  Speaker 2: Couple of weeks now, and.
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  Speaker 1: I know he's a very strong person and when in
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  Speaker 1: his physical body, like mentally strong, and so it's a
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  Speaker 1: I know he shows up when I'm about to experience
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  Speaker 1: something that may need a little more strength than normal,
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  Speaker 1: so I never know what that is. I do my
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  Speaker 1: best mentally and emotionally not to get an attachment to
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  Speaker 1: what the fuck's coming up now, right, that type of
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  Speaker 1: thing and that fear base. I's like, okay, I know
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  Speaker 1: you're with me, whatever's coming up, let's go. I have
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  Speaker 1: more of a stronger perception of myself now because I'm
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  Speaker 1: more of my confidence that whatever is going to come
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  Speaker 1: up is I'm going to be able to handle it
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  Speaker 1: in my best way in the moment, but better than
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  Speaker 1: I would have ten or twenty or thirty years ago.
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  Speaker 1: So just knowing that his presence is with me and
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  Speaker 1: all the things, but the idea that they're always with us,
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  Speaker 1: whether he shows up with this scent of smoke, or not.
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  Speaker 1: He's always available to me. And just recently, we have
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  Speaker 1: had a mutual friend who passed, and it was in
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  Speaker 1: the moment that I found out was you know, a
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  Speaker 1: little bit of a shock, like what And then it
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  Speaker 1: was in my body kind of a relaxed sensation of
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  Speaker 1: I have more access to her now. I didn't have
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  Speaker 1: the access to her that I desired when I had
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  Speaker 1: conversations with her, because she had her own life experiences,
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  Speaker 1: baggage that she was hanging on to. Even though she
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  Speaker 1: was in the position of helping other people and guide
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  Speaker 1: in them in their life journey, she had her stuff,
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  Speaker 1: and so getting past that, it was like a relief
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  Speaker 1: that she finally has released the physical body and doesn't
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  Speaker 1: have the attachments to that anymore, and that on a
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  Speaker 1: spiritual level, I have more access to her, her knowledge,
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  Speaker 1: her wisdom and all the things and guidance. And so
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  Speaker 1: it's like, yay, I got one more, one more. I'm
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  Speaker 1: a team, that's right.
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  Speaker 2: I love it.
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  Speaker 1: So anyway, that's what I've been experiencing lately. And he's
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  Speaker 1: even here now because they you know, I've been smelling
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  Speaker 1: the smoke all day. My eyes are is not burning,
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  Speaker 1: but a little bit of discomfort and my and my sinuses.
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  Speaker 1: And it's not because I'm saying I did just have
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  Speaker 1: a cold that I got over. This is like sitting
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  Speaker 1: in a smoke filled bar for five hours. It's it's interesting.
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  Speaker 1: So I like, all right, whatever's coming, it's gonna come,
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  Speaker 1: and I can't control that, but I just do my
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  Speaker 1: best to be ready. So here I am.
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  Speaker 2: You have indication of something's up. Basically, Yeah, it's.
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  Speaker 1: Not like anything like, oh my god, do and gloom
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  Speaker 1: and I need to prepare for the worst. It's a okay,
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  Speaker 1: somem's coming, and I can now like mentally and emotionally
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  Speaker 1: have preparedness within myself to know if and it may
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  Speaker 1: not even be win, but if something pops up that
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  Speaker 1: might get my attention in some way, then I would
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  Speaker 1: be like, oh, okay, well this is it, and here
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  Speaker 1: we go, and keep your arms and legs in the
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  Speaker 1: vehicle at all times because we're going for a ride. Right.
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  Speaker 3: So yeah, yeah, life has felt like a ride, especially
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  Speaker 3: more lately. Something I was kind of practicing last night
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  Speaker 3: was just I was going love, we have a full
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  Speaker 3: moon coming up, and I last night was having a
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  Speaker 3: lot of experiences and I could feel it going into
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  Speaker 3: certain parts of my body, and I knew that I
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  Speaker 3: was releasing stuff and so I would sit with it.
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  Speaker 3: I walked into the room and it was it was
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  Speaker 3: it's hot right now, so in the room, I think
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  Speaker 3: it was eighty nine degrees in my bedroom before I
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  Speaker 3: turn on the little unit in there, and I was like,
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  Speaker 3: I kind of laid across the bed and I just
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  Speaker 3: closed my eyes and I'm like.
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  Speaker 2: But okay, so it's hot.
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  Speaker 3: And then all of a sudden, I was like guided
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  Speaker 3: to be like, but that I can focus on that
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  Speaker 3: area or I can raise myself up. So that's like
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  Speaker 3: a gauge letting me know where I'm at. And it's
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  Speaker 3: not a hopeful thing, but it's a I could be
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  Speaker 3: in a different space, or I could be just appreciating
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  Speaker 3: that heat.
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  Speaker 1: I don't.
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  Speaker 3: It was just a different process that I was doing
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  Speaker 3: last night, and all of a sudden, it wasn't hot anymore.
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  Speaker 3: It was it was I was calm, and I was relaxed,
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  Speaker 3: and I was recognizing stuff in my body that wasn't
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  Speaker 3: even my stuff in my body that I was feeling.
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  Speaker 3: One of my daughters, I could fill her all the
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  Speaker 3: way back to a certain age because I could see
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  Speaker 3: her in the picture. She must have been like ten
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  Speaker 3: years old, but it's like I can see it. There
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  Speaker 3: was an energy about it.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know what it was.
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  Speaker 3: Probably maybe I didn't hear her at the time or something,
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  Speaker 3: you know, but I was having all these releases and stuff,
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  Speaker 3: and it was pretty phenomenal to just be able to
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  Speaker 3: recognize that and be aware of it and just let
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  Speaker 3: it process not have to That goes back to the
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  Speaker 3: whole thing the last video talking about fixing things.
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  Speaker 2: I don't have to fix me.
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  Speaker 3: I'm not broken, but I can have an awareness of
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  Speaker 3: what I've what I've I've held onto thinking that something
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  Speaker 3: was broken or thinking that something was wrong, and it's
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  Speaker 3: like there was nothing. I'm holding myself in a story why.
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  Speaker 3: I'm holding myself prisoner to that old story why, which
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  Speaker 3: has led me to recently, I've notified my landlords for
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  Speaker 3: my office that I'm closing office. I don't know exactly
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  Speaker 3: what I'm doing from there.
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  Speaker 2: I may do some home massages, I may not, you know.
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  Speaker 2: So it's just a process.
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  Speaker 3: But I've got to trust spirit because I'm I've been
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  Speaker 3: being guided and I keep ignoring it. Why out of fear,
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  Speaker 3: fear and that goes back to the whole fixing thing.
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  Speaker 3: I like it when people come in because I can
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  Speaker 3: fix what's going on in their body. I can help
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  Speaker 3: fix this my temporary sometimes it's permanent. But it's like,
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  Speaker 3: it's not my job to fix people. It's my job
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  Speaker 3: to guide them back into themselves. Otherwise we'll use the
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  Speaker 3: example of someone's God, have to watch the video from
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  Speaker 3: before this one. But with you, you sat back and you
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  Speaker 3: didn't go fix the situation for anybody else, because if
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  Speaker 3: you had done that, you fixing that situation now puts
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  Speaker 3: you into the place of every time they need something
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  Speaker 3: or they need someone to come to fix it. You
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  Speaker 3: now you're being held responsible to go do the fixing,
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  Speaker 3: and it's like, we don't do that. It's it's time
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  Speaker 3: for us to guide each person back into themselves. And
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  Speaker 3: it's it's because it's not our job to fix It's
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  Speaker 3: not there was, there's no problem. It's not a problem.
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  Speaker 3: It's a perspective thing, and it's it. It goes back
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  Speaker 3: to childhood. Someone told you that was wrong or that
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  Speaker 3: was bad according to their what they were taught. It
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  Speaker 3: doesn't mean that it was. It doesn't mean that it
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  Speaker 3: wasn't but it's like we put so much weight into that.
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  Speaker 3: The kids are so they're always trying to make things
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  Speaker 3: spare because I always tried to make things spare why.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know.
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  Speaker 3: It came from my upbringing, always trying to make sure
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  Speaker 3: my mom would dress us in the same outfits a
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  Speaker 3: lot of times when we're really little. I did the
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  Speaker 3: same thing with my girls, like so always trying to
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  Speaker 3: keep some sort of balance. But it's like that's not
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  Speaker 3: what life's about, and we're not allowing them to grow
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  Speaker 3: if we're always trying to fix everything. And I was
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  Speaker 3: doing that not realizing that's what I was doing. So
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  Speaker 3: I'm realizing I've been doing that even for everybody, and
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  Speaker 3: it's not mine, and recognizing how much it's having boundaries
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  Speaker 3: because I'm a very empathic person. I'm super sensitive, I'm
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  Speaker 3: very I can use all those words. But I've recognized
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  Speaker 3: it within myself because now I'm recognizing my grandkids have
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  Speaker 3: the same thing.
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  Speaker 2: I can feel stuff going.
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  Speaker 3: On in other people's bodies and other animals' bodies. Now
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  Speaker 3: my grandkids are doing the same thing. They can identify it,
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  Speaker 3: they can confirmation. I'm giving them confirmation what they're experiencing,
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  Speaker 3: so all the stuff that's going on is actually pretty amazing.
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  Speaker 3: It's scary sometimes, but it's helping me put boundaries up
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  Speaker 3: back to that so that when I'm telling my clients
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  Speaker 3: now that I'm closing my office, a reaction to that
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  Speaker 3: and sometimes they're happy about it, and oh, I'm really
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  Speaker 3: gonna miss looking at the stuff in the office and
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  Speaker 3: miss this and miss that. And it's like, Okay. I
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  Speaker 3: wasn't ready to say that before because I wasn't okay
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  Speaker 3: with all that change, and now I'm okay with all
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  Speaker 3: that change, and so now when people were having their responses,
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  Speaker 3: I don't have to take it on anymore. Before I
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  Speaker 3: took it on because I'm thinking, oh, man, I feel
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  Speaker 3: really bad I should still be there for this person
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  Speaker 3: now because maybe there it's time to let go of
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  Speaker 3: this person so they can find somebody else, because it's
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  Speaker 3: the next teacher. It's not my job to hold on
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  Speaker 3: to anybody. So it's just there's so much things that
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  Speaker 3: I'm recognizing right now, and it's and at the same point,
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  Speaker 3: I haven't put up any videos because it's like I
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  Speaker 3: don't know everything. I don't even know what I'm going
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  Speaker 3: to talk about. Anymore these days.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know.
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  Speaker 3: Before I kind of would get an idea of what
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  Speaker 3: that looked like, and now it's like, I have no.
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  Speaker 2: Clue because the things that I believed in we were
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  Speaker 2: that's it. That's a matter of fact, and that's the
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  Speaker 2: way it is.
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  Speaker 3: It's not that way anymore. I don't see it anyway anymore.
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  Speaker 3: Everything is not the way that I thought it was.
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  Speaker 3: Because we get the right perspectives. Yeah, and we build
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  Speaker 3: up this whole thing inside of our mind and it
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  Speaker 3: turns out to be something else.
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  Speaker 2: It's not a big deal.
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  Speaker 3: It's like let it's letting go of people, it's letting
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  Speaker 3: go of spaces, it's letting go because I've been being
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  Speaker 3: guided to something else. But all this time I've been
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  Speaker 3: holding on to it. So what are our conversations If
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  Speaker 3: we go back to and listen to I'm talking about
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  Speaker 3: people holding on to the side of the water and
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  Speaker 3: holding onto the bank and not letting go of it,
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  Speaker 3: it's like, freaking let go. But for me that was
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  Speaker 3: for myself to hear those things.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, freaking awesome it is.
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  Speaker 1: I'm just gonna mention real quick that you brought up
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  Speaker 1: the full moon and I'm not I I get energized
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  Speaker 1: during the full moon. So typically I'm in bed by
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  Speaker 1: ten or before. I haven't been going to bed till
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  Speaker 1: like after eleven thirty for the past two nights. And
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  Speaker 1: the first night I was laying in bed, I was
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  Speaker 1: laying there and laying there and yeah, I was like,
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  Speaker 1: what is happening right?
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  Speaker 2: Because I typically.
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  Speaker 1: Have it on my count under for a full moon
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  Speaker 1: and New moon, but this year i've kind of I
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  Speaker 1: didn't do it yet, and I was laying in bed
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  Speaker 1: and I bet. I was like, you know what, I
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  Speaker 1: bet there's a full moon coming. So the next day
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  Speaker 1: I got a couple hours sleep, and the.
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  Speaker 2: Next day.
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  Speaker 1: I looked and sure enough, yes, it's a full moon coming.
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  Speaker 1: I think, Okay, so I'm not just It was just
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  Speaker 1: like validating and validating myself of my effects, how I'm
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  Speaker 1: affected with the moon. So anyway, there was that. But
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  Speaker 1: I also want to talk about you as far as
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  Speaker 1: massage is with the thought that I can fix somebody
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  Speaker 1: and recognizing that that's not the case, I had to
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  Speaker 1: really take a good long look at reiki and being
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  Speaker 1: a reiki practitioner. I am also an EmPATH. I feel
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  Speaker 1: people their body. I know it's you know, like I
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  Speaker 1: know the sensations. I utilize that to guide me and
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  Speaker 1: to where to work on them and all the things.
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  Speaker 1: But in the end, they're there for a temporary relief
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  Speaker 1: because when they get up and when I walk out
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  Speaker 1: the door, they don't do anything to change anything. They
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  Speaker 1: don't have the self they don't they don't want to
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  Speaker 1: take on the self awareness, do the work, do the
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  Speaker 1: mental and emotional work, the physical work, whatever that look
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  Speaker 1: the spiritual like. It's a temporary sensation of relief and
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  Speaker 1: maybe that's what they need in the moment, and that's okay,
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  Speaker 1: And kudos to them for even taking the time for
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  Speaker 1: themselves the idea that they want me or not. It
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  Speaker 1: may not even be a conscious thought that I'm going
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  Speaker 1: to fix them, but it's a is this and I'm
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  Speaker 1: not saying this out an ego or anything else, but
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  Speaker 1: it's like, is this something I want.
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  Speaker 2: To continue to do.
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  Speaker 1: For people to depend on instead of learning how to
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  Speaker 1: help themselves? And so I've pulled back from that. I'll
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  Speaker 1: teach a class. Somebody says, hey, do you have a
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  Speaker 1: certification class? I will gladly teach people how to do it.
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  Speaker 1: But as far as practicing it, I'm a practice. I
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  Speaker 1: do it on myself, but as far as practicing it
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  Speaker 1: on other people, I have. I've pulled it back from that,
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  Speaker 1: and I will utilize it like in my coaching sessions
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  Speaker 1: because those people are showing up to work on themselves.
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  Speaker 1: Because those I know, it's not a one and done,
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  Speaker 1: it's a coaching package like six months, twelve sessions, so
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  Speaker 1: I know they're committed to doing something different. So in
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  Speaker 1: that space, I may practice some reiki with them. So
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  Speaker 1: I'll teach people how to do it for themselves. I will.
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  Speaker 1: I can certify you to be a raiki master like
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  Speaker 1: I can do all that stuff, But as far as
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  Speaker 1: setting up shop to be a reiku practitioner for people
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  Speaker 1: to come and see me, I've I've pulled back from that.
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  Speaker 1: So it's similar to what you are experiencing now.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: Nice, And it makes a lot of sense because it
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  Speaker 3: like it like you just said, it kind of puts
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  Speaker 3: us almost in a situation. I might have to flip
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  Speaker 3: around here in the minutes my battery said it was low,
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  Speaker 3: so surprise on that.
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  Speaker 1: She's like, all right, We're done.
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  Speaker 2: All this change.
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  Speaker 3: I'm just gonna kind of shift a little bit, my
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  Speaker 3: environment will change a little bit.
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  Speaker 1: All right, we'll we'll shift with you. I've had those
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  Speaker 1: moments too.
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  Speaker 2: I'll go over here.
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  Speaker 3: But it was funny because I recognized I was picking
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  Speaker 3: up that something about my battery, and then all of
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  Speaker 3: a sudden it bugs didn't let me know that my
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  Speaker 3: battery was well, and I thought, that's funny.
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  Speaker 1: You just thatatter needs charge, just like all of us
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  Speaker 1: have to do. Right.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, But it was just it's cool because I I
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  Speaker 3: received I knew intuitively before it popped up. So it's
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  Speaker 3: it's is it a big deal for anybody else that
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  Speaker 3: I don't care, it's a big deal for me. It's
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  Speaker 3: just lets me know how I'm paying attention to the
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  Speaker 3: energy that I'm receiving. And it's a confirmation for myself
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  Speaker 3: that I was able to sit here and have that
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  Speaker 3: and then be able to sit here and write and
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  Speaker 3: for him to do and have the experience. Because this
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  Speaker 3: stuff happens all the time, and I think that people
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  Speaker 3: negate a lot of that stuff that's happening.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, well, you know, all these things that we're talking
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  Speaker 1: about is energy, and massage is energy, Reiki's energy where
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  Speaker 1: you're all energy. All the things are energy. And recently
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  Speaker 1: I heard somebody talking about with their with your phone
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  Speaker 1: that you experience people experience phantom vibration. That that the
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  Speaker 1: idea that your phone is buzzing and it's not right. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: And it was a legitimate what they were talking about,
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  Speaker 1: and I understood it, and I'm not gonna be able
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  Speaker 1: to articulate the way they did, But just the idea
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  Speaker 1: that that you're like, my phone's right here next to me,
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  Speaker 1: and maybe I'll be talking and I think it buzzes
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  Speaker 1: because I have it on vibrate, but when I pick
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  Speaker 1: it up, there's nothing showing that any notification came through.
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  Speaker 1: So it's a phantom vibration. So there's that. But then
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  Speaker 1: I was like, okay, well, in my experience, not kidding,
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  Speaker 1: I will be sitting there and I'll just get this
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  Speaker 1: pick up your phone. I will pick up my phone
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  Speaker 1: and it will a text comes through, or a phone
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  Speaker 1: call comes through, or notification comes through. Like I'm picking
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  Speaker 1: up on that information, the fact that something coming through
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  Speaker 1: before it comes through. So I'm like, so it's a
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: kind of a two It's two different things, because one
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: is a is a vibration that you think is happening
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: but isn't. And then mine is like, uh, I wouldn't
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: call it a premonition, but like a knowingness, right, my
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: intuitive senses letting me know somebody's thinking of me, something's
• 18:27
  Speaker 1: coming my way that I need to pay attention to
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: ye and then damn some will come through. So it's
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: it's uh, it's quite interesting.
• 18:39
  Speaker 3: The more we slow down and the more we listen,
• 18:41
  Speaker 3: we actually received so much information just along those lines too,
• 18:45
  Speaker 3: Like I could someone could be all of a sudden
• 18:47
  Speaker 3: thinking about me and their their face will flash in
• 18:49
  Speaker 3: my mind's eye. I tell my grandson and I said, well,
• 18:53
  Speaker 3: I said, your third audience says, wait a minute, you've
• 18:55
  Speaker 3: got three oct I love it with the naked eye,
• 19:02
  Speaker 3: and he's like, your eyes, you're naked, like it's a reference,
• 19:08
  Speaker 3: and I said, it's the eye is not one you see.
• 19:10
  Speaker 3: But he also says, he says to me the night, oh,
• 19:13
  Speaker 3: Vivie's thinking about me. She just flashed in my mind.
• 19:16
  Speaker 3: And I said, well, that's what I'm talking about. That's
• 19:18
  Speaker 3: your mind's eye. That would be your third eye, what
• 19:20
  Speaker 3: we would refer to you.
• 19:21
  Speaker 2: As a third eye.
• 19:22
  Speaker 3: So it's like just learning, it's just learning different ways
• 19:26
  Speaker 3: and it's hearing the kids and it's it's a it's
• 19:30
  Speaker 3: it's fascinating because you can feel how the energy is
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: not to be like they're not be talking about me
• 19:34
  Speaker 3: because I hear it, not feel it, but it's you
• 19:37
  Speaker 3: recognize you. Faces will pop up and I'll and I'll
• 19:40
  Speaker 3: have a general feeling about what it's about. You know,
• 19:43
  Speaker 3: it may be more neutral, which is great, someone's thinking
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: about me. Great, just different stuff. And I've just been
• 19:49
  Speaker 3: recognizing a lot of this stuff has been kind of
• 19:51
  Speaker 3: coming up.
• 19:51
  Speaker 2: A lot lately, but I've been slowing it down a
• 19:54
  Speaker 2: lot more lately.
• 19:55
  Speaker 3: Like when you when you decide that you're not going
• 19:57
  Speaker 3: to be the fixer anymore, your life chat. When you
• 20:00
  Speaker 3: decide that you matter, your life changes because before it.
• 20:05
  Speaker 2: I didn't think that I mattered. I didn't think that
• 20:07
  Speaker 2: my opinions mattered. I didn't think that my feelings were valid.
• 20:10
  Speaker 3: I didn't There were so many things that I thought
• 20:13
  Speaker 3: that I have thought and that have come to the
• 20:14
  Speaker 3: surface that I've been able to walk away from lately
• 20:17
  Speaker 3: because I just don't have to do it anymore. And
• 20:20
  Speaker 3: that's the whole thing. We don't have to do it.
• 20:22
  Speaker 3: We don't have to stay in that chapter anymore. It's
• 20:24
  Speaker 3: so crazy and it's whatever we can conceive. So now
• 20:29
  Speaker 3: I was getting so much information last time. I was
• 20:30
  Speaker 3: riding all over the beer and it's like one of
• 20:33
  Speaker 3: the things that I heard was to I need to
• 20:35
  Speaker 3: love me, because when I love me, that means I
• 20:38
  Speaker 3: love me. And it was like, that was pretty pretty profound.
• 20:41
  Speaker 3: There's just like a lot of different things that have
• 20:43
  Speaker 3: been coming forward like that that have been beneficial for myself,
• 20:47
  Speaker 3: and so we share this stuff as we come together
• 20:49
  Speaker 3: because it could benefit someone else too.
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: A lot of you said that, just said that because
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: you know it's my job to love me. I was
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: on my way to work this morning. I was listening
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: to Abraham Hicks, and then I got to work and
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: this was laying on my desk.
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: Life Loves You.
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: And it was a book that I loaned somebody. I
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: don't remember who it was, but they returned it. But
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: it was just the synchronousy of I'm listening to Abraham Hicks,
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: I'm way to work, and then I walk in and
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: this book is laying on my desk as Life Loves You.
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: I'm like, what a great validation to receive that so
• 21:31
  Speaker 1: quickly and then here you are saying, it's up to
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: you love me. It's up to me love me, right, Yeah,
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: And so I had to share that real quick because
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: I thought that was fun.
• 21:44
  Speaker 3: And no one's ever going to love you the way
• 21:46
  Speaker 3: that we should be loving ourselves, because it's not.
• 21:49
  Speaker 2: That's not possible.
• 21:49
  Speaker 3: They have to love themselves to be in that same
• 21:51
  Speaker 3: place too, They have to otherwise they can just love
• 21:55
  Speaker 3: you from where they're at.
• 21:55
  Speaker 2: That's okay.
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: And when you're not loving yourself is one of those
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: when you aren't when you're not loving yourself, well, let
• 22:05
  Speaker 1: me put this way. When you are loving yourself, that
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: feels good. It feels light, it feels airy, it feels fun,
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: it feels exhilaration and all the things. And when you're
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: not loving yourself, that's where sadness, depression, hopelessness, to spare, jealousy, envy,
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: all those things. And keeping in mind that wherever you
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: are with your emotions, this is how your external experience
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: show up as well. And then you can depending on
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: which side of the emotional scale you're on, it's going
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: to determine what your external experiences are like. And even so,
• 22:51
  Speaker 1: if you're you're in that space of self love and
• 22:54
  Speaker 1: airiness and lightness and all that stuff. Something heavy could
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: happen an experience. Heavy experience can happen, but you're going
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: to process it differently or perceive it differently than if
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: you are in despair or sadness or gree or jealousy
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: or and it's gonna be a whole different story the
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: way you're perceiving the experience. So keeping that in mind,
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: it's an experience, but based on how you are feeling
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: about yourself is how you're going to internalize what the
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: experience is and how you're going to receive it and.
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: The energy that you're putting out.
• 23:34
  Speaker 3: Also, so if I'm if I'm critical of myself, then
• 23:38
  Speaker 3: someone else might feel.
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: That I'm being critical of them.
• 23:42
  Speaker 3: Maybe I am, or but otherwise it's be being critical
• 23:46
  Speaker 3: of myself. And then it just feels like critical energy.
• 23:49
  Speaker 3: And sometimes people will identify that it's the same energy
• 23:52
  Speaker 3: they're feeling as you're feeling, or sometimes their interpretation because
• 23:56
  Speaker 3: they've had different experiences in this human world that have it,
• 24:01
  Speaker 3: might give it, might give it a different word for
• 24:03
  Speaker 3: them than critical. It might be something else, but it's
• 24:05
  Speaker 3: still the same, still a feeling that feels uncomfortable or
• 24:08
  Speaker 3: it feels good. And so that's where it's important too
• 24:12
  Speaker 3: to recognize because I have been so critical on myself.
• 24:15
  Speaker 2: Even lately, I haven't gone to the gym like I
• 24:17
  Speaker 2: used to go.
• 24:18
  Speaker 3: I have taken time off, I've done you know, there's
• 24:20
  Speaker 3: a lot of different things, but the only one that
• 24:22
  Speaker 3: can change things is myself. And the only one that
• 24:25
  Speaker 3: can do any of that stuff is myself. It's not
• 24:28
  Speaker 3: up to anybody else to do it. I listened to
• 24:31
  Speaker 3: the scalp, so I always listened to I always.
• 24:33
  Speaker 2: Look at angel numbers.
• 24:35
  Speaker 3: And Freeman had sent me the scal on TikTok and
• 24:37
  Speaker 3: she was actually giving a different perspective on numbers.
• 24:40
  Speaker 2: She didn't call them angel numbers.
• 24:42
  Speaker 3: And my first initial response was like, you know, I
• 24:46
  Speaker 3: like the angel numbers. But then I'm like, I'm going
• 24:48
  Speaker 3: to go listen to it, look at these numbers and
• 24:50
  Speaker 3: recognize it. And the meanings were different, and they're more
• 24:54
  Speaker 3: like it's time for you to move like one one
• 24:57
  Speaker 3: one means.
• 24:57
  Speaker 2: It's time for action. It's time for you to do something.
• 25:00
  Speaker 3: It's not time for you to sit back and think
• 25:02
  Speaker 3: intuitively that everything like we're in a perfect place because
• 25:05
  Speaker 3: it's a creative thing depending on how you look at it, right,
• 25:07
  Speaker 3: it's creation.
• 25:08
  Speaker 2: That's a creation number. So to me, it's the same
• 25:10
  Speaker 2: thing as what she was saying. But it's a movement.
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: It's a movement. It's time to do something.
• 25:15
  Speaker 3: It's it's your comfort, letting you know that you're being evicted.
• 25:19
  Speaker 3: It's time for something. We've got to have these these
• 25:24
  Speaker 3: things in our life that kind of create a little
• 25:26
  Speaker 3: bit of friction. Sometimes it might be perceived as friction,
• 25:30
  Speaker 3: but it's not really just to have a different view
• 25:33
  Speaker 3: of things, just so you can recognize, Oh, I need
• 25:35
  Speaker 3: to let go.
• 25:36
  Speaker 2: I need to not hold on to that anymore. It's
• 25:38
  Speaker 2: time for me to move.
• 25:39
  Speaker 3: And it's like, does my closing my office mean that
• 25:43
  Speaker 3: there's something else couldn't show up?
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: No, it doesn't mean that at all.
• 25:47
  Speaker 3: But how would I ever know if I'm so busy
• 25:49
  Speaker 3: clinging onto what I already have. And so it's just
• 25:52
  Speaker 3: being in that space and trusting God. Like I'm trusting God.
• 25:57
  Speaker 3: It's like I'm being guided in a different direction. Otherwise
• 26:00
  Speaker 3: I'm not trusting God, I'm not trusting myself. I keep
• 26:02
  Speaker 3: getting these feelings about that it's time to go. It
• 26:05
  Speaker 3: has nothing to do with the people. Is I'm not
• 26:07
  Speaker 3: in resonance with the job that I'm doing anymore. I'm
• 26:10
  Speaker 3: not in resonance. Can I help people?
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: Yes? Can I connect with.
• 26:13
  Speaker 3: With Spirit and God and all that stuff and do
• 26:15
  Speaker 3: a great massage, Yeah I can.
• 26:18
  Speaker 2: But I can do a lot.
• 26:18
  Speaker 3: Of things that are great. Whatever we put our minds to.
• 26:21
  Speaker 3: I feel like we can do great greatness. But I
• 26:24
  Speaker 3: feel like it, like you were saying, it's it's an
• 26:26
  Speaker 3: evolutionary process, and it's for me to recognize that I'm
• 26:31
  Speaker 3: not here to fix and that can be an addictive
• 26:33
  Speaker 3: thing too, fixing people. It's an addiction. It could be
• 26:36
  Speaker 3: an addictive process as well. And I recognize that so
• 26:39
  Speaker 3: many things, so many different perspectives and dynamics that I
• 26:42
  Speaker 3: can look at now, and it's it doesn't have to
• 26:44
  Speaker 3: be that way. It reminds me of what you were
• 26:47
  Speaker 3: talking about, the story with the two ladies and the
• 26:49
  Speaker 3: last one, and it's like it goes to that the
• 26:51
  Speaker 3: same place. You know you've got an attachment to an
• 26:53
  Speaker 3: outcome you're you're not. This isn't here to hurt you.
• 26:56
  Speaker 3: This is to here to help you grow. It's to
• 26:58
  Speaker 3: help you recognize there's something going on, and you're feeling
• 27:02
  Speaker 3: these feelings because you know there's something more and you
• 27:05
  Speaker 3: want that something more, but you're keeping yourself from it,
• 27:08
  Speaker 3: like nobody just kept me from anything but me. Nobody, nobody.
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: And I'll just remind you that we're both in the
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: double Nickel year, meaning we have fives and change and
• 27:21
  Speaker 1: change is not always that other external things are going
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: to change, but it's it could also be a major
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: movement within ourselves of changing things and so and then
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: we're in a nine years. Twenty twenty five is a
• 27:40
  Speaker 1: nine year, and so change and wrapping up things, tying
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: up loose ends, all the things. So yeah, I was like,
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: when I think about the things I've experienced just in
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: the past few months and my birthday and my age
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: and the nine year, and I'm in a three year
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: and all these things, and I'm just like, ah, maybe
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: that's why my grandpa is here, because he's like, sister,
• 28:10
  Speaker 1: you're going for a ride this year.
• 28:13
  Speaker 2: You better hang on. It's so crazy.
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: And I just realized I even missed your birthday. I
• 28:20
  Speaker 3: told you, mister birthday. I've been so wrapped up with
• 28:22
  Speaker 3: my own like processes and oh, my own Okay, that's good.
• 28:29
  Speaker 3: I'm glad to not wake around on me for to
• 28:32
  Speaker 3: do that. Good Lord, But because you're always so thoughtful,
• 28:35
  Speaker 3: you always have cards, You're drop stuff off of my office.
• 28:37
  Speaker 3: You're freaking wonderful. You're freaking fabulous. It's fantastic.
• 28:41
  Speaker 1: Take me a while. And even I didn't sit there
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: and go, oh my god, Edmond, dude, she didn't even know. No,
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: don't worry about it about myself. I told everybody was
• 28:52
  Speaker 1: my birthday. I'm like, this is my day. Like I
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: went to work, so I would have to say it's
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: probably the maybe the second time in my lifetime that
• 29:02
  Speaker 1: night done that. I bought myself flowers before, but to
• 29:05
  Speaker 1: announce to almost everybody I saw that day it was
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: my birthday, so I think I've only done that maybe
• 29:13
  Speaker 1: one other time.
• 29:14
  Speaker 3: Which is awesome because I'm in the five fives too, right,
• 29:16
  Speaker 3: and my birthday's five fifteen. So I came in here
• 29:20
  Speaker 3: for change. Yeah, I came in here. That's what I
• 29:22
  Speaker 3: came in here for.
• 29:23
  Speaker 2: It's it's uh.
• 29:25
  Speaker 3: I find a lot of this stuff pretty fascinating. I'm like, okay, okay,
• 29:28
  Speaker 3: well now I understand. And I was the first part
• 29:30
  Speaker 3: of my life. I was like, all about no change, Like, nope, nope,
• 29:34
  Speaker 3: we are.
• 29:34
  Speaker 2: Not doing that. Nope, that is out of my control.
• 29:38
  Speaker 2: Well let's next bring it.
• 29:43
  Speaker 3: Yeah, so I haven't looked at I haven't looked at
• 29:46
  Speaker 3: my twelve month spread.
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: I have not.
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: I'm just realizing that right now.
• 29:49
  Speaker 3: With the moves that I'm making, the decisions that I'm making,
• 29:52
  Speaker 3: I haven't looked at my twelve month spread.
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: Glad you said that, because I haven't looked at July
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: yet and it's already July night. So probably because I
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: had the eight I had eight eight eight last month,
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: and so I was like, maybe I'm just still hanging
• 30:07
  Speaker 1: on to that.
• 30:10
  Speaker 2: We're not moving from that yet.
• 30:11
  Speaker 1: Yeah, not ready. But at the same time, I'm excited
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: to see what July is because I haven't looked at
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: him since December when I pulled this year's card. So
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: so I'm always it's always interesting that when I do
• 30:29
  Speaker 1: pull out the month the current month cards, because I
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: draw two cards for each month when I pull them out,
• 30:37
  Speaker 1: because I have them all listed on a sheet of paper.
• 30:40
  Speaker 1: So I do the card pull and at the end
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: of December, I list all of them for each month
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: on a piece of paper, But I put the paper
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: away and then each month I'll look and see what
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: cards I have for that month, and so it's interesting
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: to see what's happened just before and what's been trickling in.
• 30:59
  Speaker 1: And I'll make notes on my paper as to anything
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: I remember that pertains to or how it correlates with
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: the cards for that month. So it's a lot of fun.
• 31:13
  Speaker 3: It is an Then when you look back at the
• 31:16
  Speaker 3: stuff too, you recognize, oh, yeah, that makes perfect sense
• 31:19
  Speaker 3: now and I understand exactly what that was regarding Yeah, well,
• 31:22
  Speaker 3: I mean understanding everything. It's it's a it's.
• 31:25
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• 31:28
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• 31:30
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• 31:32
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• 31:36
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• 31:41
  Speaker 1: We are not a Johnny on the Spot gonna respond
• 31:44
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• 31:47
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• 31:49
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• 31:54
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• 31:57
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• 32:21
  Speaker 1: as well. We kind of went all over the place
• 32:23
  Speaker 1: with this video, and that's okay. I'll pick just a
• 32:27
  Speaker 1: piece of the topic that we had and use that
• 32:31
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• 32:36
  Speaker 1: lot of different pieces to this one, which is great
• 32:39
  Speaker 1: and I love it because it always flows and it's
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: always it comes up when it needs to, and I
• 32:44
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• 32:48
  Speaker 1: I typically, well, I can't say it. We ever have
• 32:52
  Speaker 1: set a specific topic to talk about which just comes out.
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: And even just before this, I said there's something I
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: want to talk about, but I didn't tell her what
• 33:06
  Speaker 1: it was. So there's that. So that's kind of the
• 33:08
  Speaker 1: way we've operated this what five years? It has it
• 33:13
  Speaker 1: been five years?
• 33:14
  Speaker 2: I think it's over five. I mean I think it's
• 33:16
  Speaker 2: where you're starting.
• 33:18
  Speaker 3: Yeah, So it's crazy, it's crazy wonderful, it's crazy fun.
• 33:23
  Speaker 1: They even think we've been doing this this long. Every
• 33:25
  Speaker 1: week a video has been put out by us the
• 33:29
  Speaker 1: past five years. I think there was one time I
• 33:31
  Speaker 1: did it solo, but I still did a recording and uh,
• 33:35
  Speaker 1: and so yeah, we have these conversations because it's our
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: own therapy and it's fun to see how we're living
• 33:43
  Speaker 1: almost like parallel lives, having similar experiences and we're not
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: even talking to each other about it until we show
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: up to do recordings. So that's always fun too. I
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: think it's like ooh, me, to me, to me too.
• 33:58
  Speaker 1: Any final words.
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: I would say to people to be open to the
• 34:02
  Speaker 3: information that you receive. Sometimes you might have an automatic
• 34:05
  Speaker 3: reaction to something and that indicates to you that you
• 34:08
  Speaker 3: might want to probably listen to what's being said, because
• 34:10
  Speaker 3: a lot of times we're like, Nope, don't want to
• 34:12
  Speaker 3: hear that.
• 34:13
  Speaker 2: But a lot of times when we have that kind of.
• 34:15
  Speaker 3: Feeling, there's something withinside of us is wanting us to
• 34:17
  Speaker 3: hear it, but our child version of ourselves isn't wanting
• 34:21
  Speaker 3: us to hear it because it's it goes against what
• 34:23
  Speaker 3: we've learned. And so it's just being open, because that's
• 34:25
  Speaker 3: what I'm learning to do, is just being open. And
• 34:28
  Speaker 3: we don't always have the answers, and we don't know.
• 34:31
  Speaker 3: We just don't know everything. There's no way to know everything.
• 34:34
  Speaker 3: There's been too many experiences in this life that we've
• 34:37
  Speaker 3: all had that are different and sometimes parallel.
• 34:40
  Speaker 2: But it's like it's just being open.
• 34:42
  Speaker 3: To the information that's coming in because I think I've
• 34:45
  Speaker 3: closed the door anytime with the I know, and I've
• 34:48
  Speaker 3: closed the door many times with just thinking that I
• 34:51
  Speaker 3: that I had to have all the information, or just
• 34:54
  Speaker 3: because I was like, Nope, that doesn't resonate with me,
• 34:57
  Speaker 3: instead of just giving it a chance and feeling it
• 34:59
  Speaker 3: and then kind of really putting it to the test.
• 35:01
  Speaker 3: When you're neutral about these things and you're not holding
• 35:05
  Speaker 3: onto an outcome or an attachment or any of that
• 35:08
  Speaker 3: kind of stuff, when you're just neutral about it, you'll
• 35:11
  Speaker 3: know what's for you and what's not.
• 35:12
  Speaker 2: For you pretty easily.
• 35:15
  Speaker 3: But when you have a reaction, a reaction in the
• 35:17
  Speaker 3: case that you probably need to dive a little bit
• 35:19
  Speaker 3: deeper and find out why you're having that reaction.
• 35:22
  Speaker 1: Yeah, awesome, Thank you for sharing that. All my friends.
• 35:26
  Speaker 1: Is tea time with Amy and Beb and we will
• 35:29
  Speaker 1: see you next time.
• 35:30
  Speaker 2: Bye.