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Can Christians Get High? · Gil I Am

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  Speaker 1: I got a question strictly for me, and by all
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  Speaker 1: means go deep on me and beat me up if
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  Speaker 1: you need to, because this is a demon that I've.
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  Speaker 2: Been trying to fight for a long time.
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  Speaker 1: I can't get out of things that I love, right,
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  Speaker 1: Thank God, I love things that God loves. So I'm
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  Speaker 1: very easy with a lot of things I could do.
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  Speaker 1: But for example, there's a lot of stuff I mess
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  Speaker 1: up on. And the problem with it is I don't
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  Speaker 1: listen to people around me to do what I do right.
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  Speaker 1: I listen to my heart. But what happens if my
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  Speaker 1: heart is leading me in the bad direction? So taking
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  Speaker 1: that vertical up marijuana, I don't drink. I don't drink
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  Speaker 1: because I lose control of myself and not just me, everybody.
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  Speaker 1: If you go to the club when you see people drink,
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  Speaker 1: I know this. I might get clipped for this when
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  Speaker 1: it's people at the club and drinking stuff. I don't
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  Speaker 1: like being at clubs because I look like I'm with
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  Speaker 1: a lot of demons.
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  Speaker 2: Just do it.
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  Speaker 1: Guys, just look in to see who they could smash.
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  Speaker 1: Girls are just completely blacked out. They have boyfriends at home.
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  Speaker 1: Like when I'm around these things, I feel like my
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  Speaker 1: skin's about to explode into fire.
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  Speaker 2: So I'm like, Okay, I don't like drinking out with people.
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  Speaker 1: It's just they're not at their best quality state of mind,
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  Speaker 1: and I don't want to be a part of that.
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  Speaker 2: When I smoke weed, though I'm.
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  Speaker 1: Giggly, i am stupid, but I do have a firm
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  Speaker 1: grasp of what's kind of going on here at night.
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  Speaker 1: I like to partake in one or two joints now
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  Speaker 1: for you, good men, I don't know if you know
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  Speaker 1: what that is, but it's ripping a bong is grabbing
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  Speaker 1: a plant from God's earth?
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  Speaker 3: Right?
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  Speaker 1: So uh is it wrong for me to unwind afterwards.
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  Speaker 2: And and and rip a bad boy? You know what
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  Speaker 2: I mean?
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  Speaker 1: Like get as high as my God could possibly take that.
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna in a blasphemous way because I want to
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  Speaker 1: relate to other.
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  Speaker 2: Pagans like me.
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  Speaker 4: To like, you know, to ask them to know.
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  Speaker 2: Well, I'm gonna ask it the way that I feel. Listen,
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  Speaker 2: God created it.
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  Speaker 1: I just light it on fire and it ASTs me
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  Speaker 1: up a little bit. I just want to know is
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  Speaker 1: it bad? And am I considered a drunken fool if
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  Speaker 1: I do this?
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  Speaker 5: It's that's such an interesting question because so I have relatives.
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  Speaker 5: Now you know, CBD oil and all. It depends on
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  Speaker 5: the grade.
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  Speaker 2: Right now, I get pretty high, bro, You is what
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  Speaker 2: I take to calm me down. Bro I'm talking.
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  Speaker 1: I'm just like, I'm just sitting there watching and then
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  Speaker 1: and then glutt and he oh god, it was such
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  Speaker 1: a bad thing. I got pizza and ice cream listen.
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  Speaker 2: And do I think God's proud of me?
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  Speaker 3: No?
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  Speaker 1: But is it something that's gonna cast me away into hell?
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  Speaker 1: Because I keep practicing it and I love it.
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  Speaker 2: Man.
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  Speaker 1: I like smoking and chilling in my house, and I
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  Speaker 1: feel like it's more beneficial than me, you know, like,
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  Speaker 1: do you know what I'm saying? And so I just
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  Speaker 1: I'm trying to find my way into the acceptance of it.
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  Speaker 1: And if it's wrong, I'll try my best to stop it.
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  Speaker 1: And if it's right, we're lighting one right now.
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  Speaker 3: Baby, he's gonna jump off the cliff and he smokes cliff.
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  Speaker 5: He doesn't drink alcohol, he never has, but we got
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  Speaker 5: him on a boat ones and he thought Mike's hard
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  Speaker 5: lemonade was just lemonade.
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  Speaker 3: He just goes, well, you know what, Jesus wine.
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  Speaker 5: He turns off and then the amount of that was some.
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  Speaker 5: He was just insane.
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  Speaker 1: Absolutely No, Like people back in the day, they're like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: Jesus is here, we got the good stuff. Like, I
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  Speaker 1: don't know if that's bad. I'm sorry. I was trying
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  Speaker 1: to make a joke.
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  Speaker 5: I'll let you give your poison.
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  Speaker 6: Wait, wait, let me just say this one thing.
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  Speaker 5: It's of the earth. I'll let you take that boom.
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  Speaker 5: But you know, I think it just gets to that
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  Speaker 5: point it is healthier than alcohol.
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  Speaker 6: A lot of people saying let's go, let's go.
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  Speaker 5: And so you know, I've done some conch conk conch
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  Speaker 5: out of the shells and costa.
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  Speaker 2: Rica you smoked.
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  Speaker 3: Sil we wouldn't be able to push back against here.
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  Speaker 3: This is gonna get cleared.
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  Speaker 1: Be like you guys, gett It's over for you guys.
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  Speaker 2: That's coming for you guys.
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  Speaker 5: So it's the whole matter tode well, something connected DMT psilocybin.
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  Speaker 2: Whoa buddy? Whoa who? You want to ask?
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  Speaker 5: You've seen that like for hard atheists became THEUS after
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  Speaker 5: these trips.
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  Speaker 3: How do you explain that?
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  Speaker 1: Because it goes using So I agree, and I also
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  Speaker 1: it's like okay, this is okay.
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  Speaker 2: Now we're really explain it to my mom and dad.
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  Speaker 1: Right, So first of all, just to let you know
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  Speaker 1: I might be a pansy for this. But when I
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  Speaker 1: was about to smoke weed, I sat my parents down first,
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  Speaker 1: and I wanted to make sure it was okay with them.
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  Speaker 1: I was having a really hard time sleeping out insomnia
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  Speaker 1: and the doctors are like, yo, let's pop pills like
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  Speaker 1: Whitney Houston.
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  Speaker 2: And I said, no, fam, I'm not okay with that.
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  Speaker 1: And my mom said, nahuh, smoked weed, but I'm not
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  Speaker 1: proud of it. But I'd rather you smoke weed than
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  Speaker 1: do drugs like that. And I was like okay, And
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  Speaker 1: then I was smoking and I explained it this way.
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  Speaker 2: You have a hammer. You can either build a beautiful
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  Speaker 2: home with it or you could kill people with it.
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  Speaker 1: Right, it's how you use it. Mind you, how I've
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  Speaker 1: been using it is not the right way. But is
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  Speaker 1: this God's plan? And are we allowed to use it?
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  Speaker 1: Because isn't there a scripture? But this is such a
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  Speaker 1: stoner scripture.
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  Speaker 2: That I can't wait if like every herb was.
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  Speaker 1: For us or something like that, that's the one I
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  Speaker 1: don't remember.
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  Speaker 7: By the way, shoot, cur by the way, come on.
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  Speaker 1: We're talking about God here, Jessica, get my ball out.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, so what is alright?
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  Speaker 6: First point? Some people say to me, well, God made it,
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  Speaker 6: so why don't you smoke it?
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  Speaker 3: Oh?
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  Speaker 6: Yeah, God made poison? Ivy, Please don't suck on it.
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  Speaker 7: Okay.
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  Speaker 6: We live in a messed up world. Everything's been cursed.
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  Speaker 6: Everything's God created a good world, really good. But then
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  Speaker 6: when we rebelled against God, nature got cursed, everything got cursed.
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  Speaker 6: We live in an unfair, messed up world. So we
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  Speaker 6: got to be wise, to be shrewd. So no, just
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  Speaker 6: because God made something doesn't mean I need to smoke
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  Speaker 6: it or suck on it. Okay, I need to be wise.
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  Speaker 6: Second point, Ah, Cliff, No, no, no, no, there is
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  Speaker 6: no way you should be drinking alcohol.
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  Speaker 7: Whoa, whoa.
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  Speaker 6: The first miracle that Jesus performed was turning water into
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  Speaker 6: coca cola.
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  Speaker 7: No, no way.
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  Speaker 2: But can we pin that real quick?
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  Speaker 1: Wasn't that because he was honoring his mother and he
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  Speaker 1: was showing that you must honor your mother, because because
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  Speaker 1: he referenced and he said, woman is not my time.
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  Speaker 6: Good point. I like the way you read the scriptures, George.
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  Speaker 6: That's awesome, all right, But.
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  Speaker 1: But if it was about marijuana, I'd be leading you.
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  Speaker 6: All right, So let's be real honest. There is nothing
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  Speaker 6: wrong with drinking wine. Jesus turned water into wine, so
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  Speaker 6: come on. But he did warn against drunkenness.
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  Speaker 2: So what is the definition of drunkenness?
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  Speaker 7: Good question.
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  Speaker 6: I do not know. I've heard it to find so
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  Speaker 6: many different ways. It's incredible.
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  Speaker 2: Why would you lead me?
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  Speaker 4: Let's go on, but let me tell.
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  Speaker 6: You why I don't drink. I don't drink because the
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  Speaker 6: guys I played ball with gard Or drunk and then
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  Speaker 6: they did anything with her sexually they wanted to do.
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  Speaker 6: That's crass manipulation. That's using a person.
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  Speaker 1: Fair enough, That's why I don't drink. But I think
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  Speaker 1: you rock it up on the booze. It's not my thing.
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  Speaker 1: I like to smoke because I feel like I could
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  Speaker 1: at least I know people that smoke and do their job.
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  Speaker 1: I have very bad ADHD, so calms me down.
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  Speaker 7: Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: So I do look at it as a point that
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  Speaker 1: it relaxes me, it rewinds me and I can fall asleep.
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  Speaker 1: But I also feel like it's a cop out because
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  Speaker 1: I just want it. So I wanted to know bibically
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  Speaker 1: what is the limit to marijuana. If it's okay, if
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  Speaker 1: it's not okay, if you do this one more time
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  Speaker 1: and you don't have the answer for it, all.
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  Speaker 6: Right, it's real simple. George has one body. Yes, you
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  Speaker 6: don't have a spaar in the trunk. Your body is
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  Speaker 6: a beautiful gift from God. Take good care of it.
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  Speaker 6: Of course, use the best science, the best medicine. You
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  Speaker 6: can take good care of that body because you don't
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  Speaker 6: have a spear. And as a pastor, I have to
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  Speaker 6: sit beside the hospital beds of people who are dying
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  Speaker 6: from lung cancer from smoking cigarettes.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, that has a lot of painful.
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  Speaker 6: Way to go. Yeah, one painful gady to go. Please, guys, don't.
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  Speaker 2: Smoke smoke cigarettes, right, don't.
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  Speaker 6: Smoke or don't smoke anything that's gonna harm your lungs.
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  Speaker 2: Does marijuana harm your lungs like that? No, I don't
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  Speaker 2: think it does good.
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  Speaker 4: It takes longer, but you're still putting smoke in your
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  Speaker 4: lung You can, you can.
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  Speaker 8: It's proven with brain scans that it affects your brain.
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  Speaker 8: It builds holes in your brain because when you smoke,
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  Speaker 8: blood rushes from your brain to your extremities. That is
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  Speaker 8: hurting your butt.
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  Speaker 2: Well, yeah, just if I do cartwheels it hurts my brain.
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  Speaker 8: But that's what you said, that will hurt your body.
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  Speaker 2: Well, but here's the thing.
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  Speaker 1: If I'm okay, well, well I'm not even trying to
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  Speaker 1: make excuses right now. What happens to the people that
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  Speaker 1: over overwhelm themselves with thoughts at night and they get anxiety?
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  Speaker 1: So is it worse for you to sit there with
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  Speaker 1: anxiety or you to just smoke and watch SpongeBob.
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  Speaker 7: Little wine for the stomach.
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  Speaker 2: Paul said, that's what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: It's little, It's just a little relaxer. I wake up
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  Speaker 1: every day and I kill the day as hard as
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  Speaker 1: I can. But at night, I don't know how to
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  Speaker 1: shut up and sit down. I don't, I really don't,
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  Speaker 1: and I'm wired up and I just want to go
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  Speaker 1: run and I want to do stuff. And then I
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  Speaker 1: sit there staring at my ceiling. But if I smoke,
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  Speaker 1: I could unwind.
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  Speaker 2: I giggle a little bit. I go to bed.
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  Speaker 1: And by the way, I don't know if this is blasphemous,
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  Speaker 1: but I am Oh God, I really hope I don't
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  Speaker 1: get reamed for this. I enjoy reading the Bible when
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  Speaker 1: I'm a little stone because I could focus a little
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  Speaker 1: bit more.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, good, So again.
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  Speaker 1: Am I using that as an example for like, oh,
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  Speaker 1: I'm just trying to get away with it, or is
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  Speaker 1: it like true? Because I know ballplayers, I know athletes,
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  Speaker 1: I know fighters that smoke weed every day and yet
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  Speaker 1: their physical form of their body, like we were talking about,
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  Speaker 1: is in tremendous shape. Why because they're smoking it in
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  Speaker 1: a in a volcano where it's it's not smoking with
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  Speaker 1: a lighter. There's you could eat it in a brownie.
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  Speaker 1: There's ways around it for.
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  Speaker 2: It to be healthy. Oh you know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 6: So sure, all right, and full transparency and vulnerability for it.
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  Speaker 5: Second, Cliff has multiple sin bins of candy in his office, so.
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  Speaker 7: Make sure and that's unhealthy.
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  Speaker 6: So you know that's right, That's exactly right.
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  Speaker 4: Well, then to just to after that while you answer it,
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  Speaker 4: then what would be the difference between one glass of
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  Speaker 4: wine and now versus like, yeah, a few puffs?
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  Speaker 2: I could answer that one.
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  Speaker 1: I can answer that one you're one is like you're
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  Speaker 1: relaxing and your vibing, and one's you're straight stupid and uncontrolled.
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  Speaker 4: One glass of wine doesn't do, That's what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: So, but if you drink a whole bottle of wine
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  Speaker 2: that's a one glass, you act like a wild man.
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  Speaker 1: By the way, wine is like biblically okay, So I
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  Speaker 1: don't worry about no.
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  Speaker 4: But that's why I'm giving the example because exactly if I,
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  Speaker 4: even though it's biblicly okay, if I drank a bottle
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  Speaker 4: of it wouldn't be okay. So if I had one
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  Speaker 4: glass of wine versus a little bit of weed.
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  Speaker 1: So question if I work up, if I wake up,
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  Speaker 1: work out, I have a great meal. I'm not eating
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  Speaker 1: sugar like this buddy old pass and I'm I have
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  Speaker 1: a trainer. I'm focused on my work. I treat my
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  Speaker 1: loved ones with respect. But at night I like to unwind.
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  Speaker 1: Not with wine because I don't like the way it
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  Speaker 1: tastes or makes me feel. But I smoke a little
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  Speaker 1: bit and I unwind. Does this is this something that
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  Speaker 1: God looks at as like, dude, you're you're You're just
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  Speaker 1: wild in here like na, that's not that's far from me.
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  Speaker 2: Because let me tell you something.
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  Speaker 1: I have so much anxiety because I truly, in my
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  Speaker 1: heart don't feel it to be wrong. The only thing
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  Speaker 1: that drives me off the wall and makes me depressed
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  Speaker 1: is that I feel like I'm wronging the Lord.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, I do not come.
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  Speaker 6: Here's what I do.
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  Speaker 7: Now.
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  Speaker 6: You and I are more similar than you would imagine.
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  Speaker 6: I wake up looking. I wouldn't thinking about that you're
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  Speaker 6: a good looking that. I wake up at two or
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  Speaker 6: three in the morning and the thoughts are racing and
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  Speaker 6: some of them are not good thoughts, anxiety or whatever.
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  Speaker 6: And I'm learning to meditate, and meditation is a very
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  Speaker 6: biblical thing. The Psalmist meditated. And so here's what I do.
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  Speaker 6: What I would love for you to try and do.
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  Speaker 6: Start with the Lord's prayer. Our Father, who is in
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  Speaker 6: heaven hollow would be your name. And there my mind
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  Speaker 6: goes off somewhere else. I got to go back. I
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  Speaker 6: force myself to go back and start and focus. Our Father,
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  Speaker 6: who is in heaven hollow would be your name, your
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  Speaker 6: kingdom come, your will be done. And my mind's going
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  Speaker 6: off another I have to stop and go back. And
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  Speaker 6: I'm teaching myself to focus on Christ instead of focusing
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  Speaker 6: on my anxiety, my problems, my fears, the things that
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  Speaker 6: threaten me, my insecurities, and meditation is incredibly helpful, so
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  Speaker 6: the Lord's prayer would be one example. Secondly, Psalm twenty three.
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  Speaker 6: The Lord is my shepherd. I shall not want. He
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  Speaker 6: makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me
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  Speaker 6: beside quiet waters. He restores my soul, and that has
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  Speaker 6: a way of calming me down and reminding me it's
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  Speaker 6: the all powerful God who is the basis of my
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  Speaker 6: security in life, not my bank account, stock portfolio, or
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  Speaker 6: talents or career or whatever else.
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  Speaker 2: Oh, I'm not using it to cure my anxiety or depression. Okay,
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  Speaker 2: I'm just strictly off of just unwinding and enjoying my time.
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  Speaker 2: That's the problem.
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  Speaker 1: It's not like I'm using it to be like, Oh
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  Speaker 1: I'm really honestly, I think I get more depressed while
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  Speaker 1: i'm high sometimes because I'm overthinking that it's wrong, and
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  Speaker 1: then I get anxiety from that. It's truly not It's
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  Speaker 1: just an unwinding factor. I worked really hard today. I'm
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  Speaker 1: just trying to kick my feet up and just unwind.
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  Speaker 1: And that's why I find it selfish. It's not a
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  Speaker 1: need that I want, It's truly a want. But I
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  Speaker 1: get jealous because people love wine. I don't love wine.
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  Speaker 2: I love this. This is my avenue.
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  Speaker 1: Why is it that this avenue is wrong and then
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  Speaker 1: this avenue is fair?
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  Speaker 6: Well, I think it's wonderful that you and your sister
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  Speaker 6: have great conversations on this topic.
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  Speaker 2: Always.
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  Speaker 6: Always, you got a good sister there. She loves you,
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  Speaker 6: and it's beautiful to say she gets high with me
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  Speaker 6: all the time.
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  Speaker 5: She's like fancy's fancy.
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  Speaker 2: She'll just act like she is a city.
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  Speaker 8: This is the amount, right, Like, that's the part.
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  Speaker 2: I'm an overachiever, Jess point.
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  Speaker 8: Where it's right, Like, it gets to the point where
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  Speaker 8: like your whole day, Okay, fine, it's a Monday, we
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  Speaker 8: have work.
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  Speaker 5: The next day.
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  Speaker 8: There's no reason why we should be smoking two joints
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  Speaker 8: the day before and then we wake up rocky, we
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  Speaker 8: feel the effects. So the fact that like, that's the
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  Speaker 8: part where I disagree with Like, it's not just all
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  Speaker 8: I'm just gonna chill and hang out. No, it's the
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  Speaker 8: amount that we do that's the problem. That's the problem.
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  Speaker 1: I can cool off with the amount that I have,
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  Speaker 1: you know what I mean, if I if I have
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  Speaker 1: the green light of like, fully, if I fully was like, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: there's not a set.
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  Speaker 2: I just got a monitor better. I could definitely do that.
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  Speaker 1: Jessica, whoever said not tossed the first step and you
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  Speaker 1: were throwing some rocks.
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  Speaker 2: It's a glass house, my friend.
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  Speaker 7: She loves you. It's great to see.
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  Speaker 2: Now this is in the middle easter n house.
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  Speaker 1: If you're six years older than your sibling, it's another mom.
• 15:03
  Speaker 2: Do you know that's how she's grounded me.
• 15:05
  Speaker 1: Do you have any idea how weird it is for
• 15:07
  Speaker 1: your assister to be like, that's it, no phone.
• 15:09
  Speaker 2: I'm like, well you can't do that, and then she
• 15:11
  Speaker 2: pays for my phone bill.
• 15:12
  Speaker 1: So she takes it away from it and I'm like, okay,
• 15:13
  Speaker 1: I don't even know what to do here.
• 15:16
  Speaker 2: So we'll circle back. Maybe we rip a bomb, we
• 15:19
  Speaker 2: figure it out.
• 15:20
  Speaker 3: That is that a manifestation will come down? Yes, when
• 15:23
  Speaker 3: you're doing okay.
• 15:24
  Speaker 1: So so just to circle just to close this, just
• 15:27
  Speaker 1: just close this chapter. Sugar is bad for you. Alcohol
• 15:31
  Speaker 1: is bad for you. There's a lot of things bad
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: for you. Is it like how you're monitoring in your
• 15:34
  Speaker 1: life and you're not letting that substance or object overcome
• 15:38
  Speaker 1: your life?
• 15:40
  Speaker 4: Mm hmm, moeration.
• 15:43
  Speaker 2: Oh I'm joking. I'm just joking obviously, by the way,
• 15:50
  Speaker 2: and this is true, Jessica, you can speak up. You
• 15:51
  Speaker 2: can speak up, bell can speak up.
• 15:53
  Speaker 1: I always personally pulled them aside and go, hey, have
• 15:55
  Speaker 1: you seen me drift off from marijuana? As it pulled
• 15:57
  Speaker 1: me away and read will be the first one be like, yeah,
• 16:00
  Speaker 1: I think you know you don't you're not a passionate
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: you wake up groggy.
• 16:03
  Speaker 2: But it would be like your a little crankier. Just
• 16:06
  Speaker 2: is like you're stupid, and I was like, okay, cool,
• 16:08
  Speaker 2: So like.
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: I'll monitor, I'll ask, I'll i'll and I'll weigh out
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: their opinions. Not because I care about what their opinions are,
• 16:15
  Speaker 1: like I'm like worshiping their thoughts, but it's because I'm
• 16:18
  Speaker 1: wise enough to know that they love me and that
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: they're going to push me in.
• 16:21
  Speaker 2: The right path.
• 16:21
  Speaker 7: That's right.
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: So I do.
• 16:23
  Speaker 1: I do hold myself accountable when I was smoking, even
• 16:26
  Speaker 1: when I was like battling that I would take thirty
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: days off to make sure it's not.
• 16:29
  Speaker 2: A slaving me. But it's like, damn, bro, Like I
• 16:32
  Speaker 2: I work so hard and I'm so passionate. I need
• 16:35
  Speaker 2: something to unwind me. And I tried to get into cigars.
• 16:38
  Speaker 1: I tried to get into cgars. I tried to get
• 16:40
  Speaker 1: into wine. I tried to get into all this, but
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: it's just not me. And in my mind, I'm like,
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: why am I forcing myself into this way?
• 16:47
  Speaker 2: It's not organic, you know what I mean. We'll talk later.
• 16:53
  Speaker 4: Why we'll talk later.
• 16:55
  Speaker 2: The podcast