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TWOCPT, Eps 87, What is Consciousness Series, Part 4 of 6, The Brain Meets Consciousness · Military Broadcast Radio | MBR Talk

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  all. Hey, good morning, good morning,
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  good morning. Happy Labor Day to all you
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  laborers out there. I see you and may it be our day
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  today and those who work so specially and so hard and this
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  day is for you. Go out and have that burger on
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  the Barbie or go have that dog and enjoy your day off.
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  So today we are in our Part 4 of Part 6 and our part 4 special,
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  very special because now since we've been talking, what is
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  consciousness in this series? Our part 4 says the brain meets
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  consciousness. Oh boy, this can get us into a
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  lot of trouble. I can see this already
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  happening, but it's OK, it's OK. We just take it one step at a
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  time and every time it says up go we what happened to down What
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  happened to something else, right.
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  So as always, when I say man, MAN, man, it means me too.
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  Humanity, all of us, man, because we have created such
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  interesting labels and views and so as those are, we need to pile
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  them back and and kind of kind of remove them a little bit.
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  Anywho, so as you know, we start off every Monday with our Angel
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  message. Today is September the 7th,
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  2026. And so our daily Angel number
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  meaning is 090726. What does that mean?
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  Well, I'm going to read it to you, so here we go.
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  That whole results into a number six.
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  So we're at the number six today.
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  It is an important time to nurture yourself on all levels,
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  eating healthy food, drinking ample water and sleeping well.
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  We'll assist you in maintaining a healthy body.
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  Creating a peaceful ambience will also nurture your soul.
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  The angels recommend bringing harmony to your environment with
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  beautiful flowers, musics and crystals.
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  So who doesn't love all those things, right?
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  The Angel power word is love, so get that love ordinate out
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  because it's coming. That Venus, she's creeping on
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  us. So your Angel number also
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  contains a #72. God has heard your prayers and
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  manifesting his pleas and response.
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  The angels have been sent to say that they would like you to look
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  at the things that you are opposing in your life.
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  The opposite side of attraction is opposition and sometimes the
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  very thing we are being guided to do to bring an extra
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  abundance is in the thing we are opposing most.
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  It's time to reflect on the guidance that you have been
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  opposing as this may be highlighting an abundance block.
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  Your range of number contains the number 26.
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  That's our year. We have it every time, right
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  Angels? Know that you feel empowered
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  when you feel compassion for others and now ask that you feel
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  the same compassion for yourself.
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  It is very important that you say no to request that make you
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  feel uneasy. Trust these sensations in your
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  body as these are your inner compass.
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  Range number contains the number 99 zero.
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  Bring your attention and focus into your heart chakra.
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  The angels implore you to open up your heart and receive the
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  highest vibrating energy known to man, which is love.
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  On receiving this burst of love from the angels, you will feel
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  energized, uplifted, and renewed.
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  As a result, you will radiate love and become a magnet for
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  loving situations and gifts. Wow, isn't that beautiful?
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  And there we have it. And now let me just here, we'll
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  hit this. It looks as though we're on
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  TikTok. So all you TikTok fans out
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  there, there we go. We're on it.
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  So I'm going to add it to the story and I'm going to add it
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  into my live. OK, Joe's in the house.
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  He is on the TikTok modulators there.
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  And we're going to get busy. We got a big show, big show
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  today. You're gonna find out how MJ
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  herself, how she reigned herself in into the consciousness.
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  So, and apparently when we were redoing all of this, apparently
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  the full 1 to come back in. I know that young
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  whippersnapper, but when I sat there and was going over the
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  flow with the producer, she came back.
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  So she's here and I didn't really plan on bringing her back
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  yet. While preparing the show, there
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  she was. She was just standing there like
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  this. Yes, MJ ABEZ, listen, I know I
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  might be coughing this because I have been struggling with a bug
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  since Thursday night Friday of last week.
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  So if I cough and I'm so sorry to interrupt the flow anyway flu
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  sitting there standing on the edge remembering what happened
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  with that fool that that young Mary Jo saw remember well she
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  she thought it was faith move forward go, you know go on your
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  merry happy little way. But mom saw a Cliff saw in
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  danger and eventually that young MJ she both realized both were
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  absolutely there at the same time.
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  So my faith didn't disappear when I became aware of the
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  Cliff. My awareness didn't destroy my
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  faith. My understanding, my
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  understanding expanded in such a way that faith then became my
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  compass point. That's how that worked.
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  And now the fool is right there, standing on an on another edge.
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  Except this time, she's looking at something humanity has been
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  investigating from many different directions for many
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  years. The brain.
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  That's right, the brain, the mind, the body, the soul, the
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  religion, the spirituality, science and consciousness.
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  And at first, when I pictured her standing between science and
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  spirituality, I thought, well, wait a minute, did I just, did I
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  just create another division? Did I put science over to that
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  side and spirituality on this side?
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  And now I'm divided again. And there's the fool be right
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  there, right on that line, right between both of them, right
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  there she was. And I stopped.
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  What if it's not a mistake? What if I, what if I did?
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  But what if I in my brain blocked both sides?
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  Isn't that interesting? Well, they always say what you
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  hear them say. I should have looked that up.
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  The right side of the brain is spiritual and the left side is
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  theoretical. We we had to dig into that put
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  put I'm the squirrel. So I have to go down these
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  rabbit holes. So you collect my nuts and I'm a
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  squirrel. And when I say, hey, bring that
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  nut back, that means you're going to give that nut back to
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  me. OK.
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  And you can post all you want in the comments and then we'll just
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  keep going from there. So, So what is she?
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  What if she isn't standing there?
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  Because these two fight each other.
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  Science and spirituality, they're always batting each
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  other. Sometimes even religions with
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  science are batting each other. But it's funny because the
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  people who are religions are the first one to be at the doctor's
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  office for a pop the pill or something.
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  Isn't that funny? But a spiritualist believes that
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  God created all of its medicine in the earth, not synthetic
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  medicines. So see the triangle that the man
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  has weaved. So what is she standing right
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  there in the relationship, holding both of them, or maybe
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  all three of them? Who knows?
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  Maybe that's true. Maybe that's where she is.
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  She's like, I don't, I just don't care.
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  Carrying her little, her little stick of goodies with her little
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  smile right there on the cliffs in the edges, walking that line.
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  That's right. So what if she actually had a
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  relationship between them? So now there she can look in
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  either direction. Now she can observe, then she
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  can question, then she can investigate, and then she can
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  Start learning. Wow.
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  She doesn't have to destroy one understanding to investigate the
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  other. That happened with me numerous.
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  You can hear it in my podcast, in my earlier podcast, right?
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  FU big pharma, FU science. Stay away from me.
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  It was an unhealed MJ. It was an unhealed however I get
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  to choose. That's where little fool MJ went
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  wrong. Because she does get to make
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  choices. She doesn't let other people
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  make those choices for her because then that becomes
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  resentment, right? This is what you told me to do.
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  There's that blame game where, boom.
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  And there's those three. What I tell you about the blame
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  game with the pointing, the pinky goes to the heart, this
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  one goes to the throat, and this one goes straight to the head.
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  That's what happens when you push the blame game.
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  MJ don't like the blame game because I like my heart, my
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  throat and my brain. And every time I do that, it
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  destroys something on my balance.
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  So we just don't do it. That's just how easy that
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  becomes. So not destroying one, just keep
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  moving forward. She doesn't need a winner, She
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  doesn't need nobody with a trophy.
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  She can just simply remain aware, mind, body and soul,
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  different pieces interacting, science, human experience,
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  spirituality and different ways humanity investigates this
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  enormous experience of being alive.
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  And the fool, well, she's, she's standing in her own relationship
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  with all. That's what she's doing, right?
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  So today I'm not asking you to choose a side.
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  I am asking you to look, become aware, start observing.
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  Today the brain meets consciousness.
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  All right, well, that was the opening, so let's get to it.
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  Because last week I left you with one enormous question.
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  If cognitive processing can change while I still experience
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  an observer, what is the relationship between brain,
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  mind, and consciousness? Well, that's mouthful, but I
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  left you with some kind of thinking last week, didn't I?
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  OK, well, that's a lot. However, that came directly from
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  my own experience. I'm going to tell you why.
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  In 2021, my cognitive processing became severely affected every
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  time I came out of these remissions from the military
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  episode. And I get wheelchair bounds
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  because they took my legs. My theory of my head was, I
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  don't know. Well, go ahead, take my damn
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  legs. I still have my brain in my
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  hands. And as you can see, my legs are
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  not being affected if I'm sitting here talking.
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  My legs aren't affected if I'm sitting here working on a
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  computer, Right? Right.
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  So hi, in 2021, how many years now had I said that?
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  And there were times that I could not.
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  In 2021, after COVID long haul, I could not multiply 2 * 2
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  scary. I would read a sentence and I
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  had no idea what that sentence read.
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  I could read it, but I couldn't comprehend it.
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  Talk about scary, right? That was a marvel all within
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  itself, a new event for this person to say now I need to
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  heal, right? Because COVID long haul, thank
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  you so very much. And never got the jab.
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  Thank God because I can't, as we all know.
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  However, that became important to me and something very
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  fascinating was happening the whole while I didn't have my
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  legs at the time, I was still very sediment where I was with
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  needing a lot of assistance. And now the brain, the thing of
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  it was, is my processing had changed.
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  I knew it things I was saying how I was feeling where I was.
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  I did not experience any consciousness as simply
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  disappearing spiritually. I interpreted that period as
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  moving deeper inside of heart consciousness leading into my I
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  AM Christ conscious, thinking less through ego and judgment
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  and of man labels and more through my heart.
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  This was the epic center of my whole change from spirituality
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  into consciousness. I believe it was that.
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  I believe it was a shift and I believe that my faith and my
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  strong ass will help me. An experience is an experience.
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  My interpretation is my interpretation, and a scientific
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  explanation is a scientific explanation, right?
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  Nobody can take these anywhere from you.
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  They don't have to be identical for me to investigate all three.
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  So today's question isn't simply where is consciousness?
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  That would be too easy, right? No, there's too many more man
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  labels we have to unpack just to figure out why, what, where and
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  what is consciousness. So today to unpack it, I'm
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  thinking what is what is their relationship?
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  What is our relationship with it?
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  Humanity has been mapping the experiences of our brain and our
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  emotions and our thoughts for how long?
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  But they can't tell us what those thoughts are.
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  That's the problem. So when a thought pops in the
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  head, they can tell you what brain cell or neuron of the
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  brain, right? However, they don't know what it
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  is that you're thinking. But it gets better than that
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  because if we start mapping whatever that thought that
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  popped in, then other neurons light up in the brain.
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  I mean, science is amazing if you actually think about it.
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  It's just I get to make my choice when I stick in my body
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  after they do their diagnostics. You can be you, but that's me.
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  So to me, the mapping is just amazing.
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  And I just am so enlightened about that, that it's it helps.
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  I have a lot of good mornings on TikTok.
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  So I had to see if there was any questions, but there's not.
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  But I'm sure my buddy Joel, who's in the background, if
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  there's a TikTok question, he'll notify me.
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  So as far as the mapping, I have to put an image up on the screen
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  now. OK, let me see if I remember
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  this from last week. So here we go.
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  I'm going to put this up here and we're going to change the
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  flow to the 10th one. Woo Hoo, look at that, Joel.
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  I did it. OK, so you see this little
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  bottle there? I want everybody to look at the
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  bottle image on the screen. Look at it.
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  This meme, I don't it came out I think several years ago and I
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  screenshot it because several years ago I was like, look at
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  this. And I was still, I was still
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  bridging and it made sense because it was the religion sign
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  inside of a bottle with the spirituality inside of that
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  bottle. And then consciousness.
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  Look at the labels, containers, boxes, man made things.
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  Look at this image. However, if you look at it, look
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  at it deeper, because religion gives people traditions,
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  teachings, structure, community and language.
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  Religion was the fundamental the of all communities when it first
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  developed and it can go all the way back to Zoroastianism.
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  There's some traditions that don't go back to Zoroastian, but
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  most Christianity and you know, Lutheran and these types of
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  series, most of this goes right back into Zoroastism theologies.
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  So there has to be a foundation. You don't have a child who can
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  recite any poetry and understand the poetry.
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  If the child doesn't know how to read one word.
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  And does that make sense? So you can't climb into a
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  consciousness without mind, body, spirit, soul, that it,
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  it's not going to allow you. So religion, when I looked at
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  this originally an unhealed MJ several, several years ago, I
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  looked at that and I was like, you know what?
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  That's funny because it just shows you that, you know how
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  consciousness, you know, removes it didn't remove MJ.
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  That was my thought. It didn't remove it.
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  It encompasses it. It has a relationship with it.
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  So my same philosophy of F big Pharma.
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  I understand I have to get over some of that relationship
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  because I'm I would never be a quick pill like most people and
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  just have that much faith and trust in man to say oh this will
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  work. And then I have 50,000 other
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  problems because I already lived that life with 24 different big
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  meds. So that to me isn't that that
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  either needs to be healed or the experience.
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  I know better now. It can only be one of the two,
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  right? Because when you have the
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  awareness and your consciousness, and then you have
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  your next event from your choice that you just learned from, now
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  you can make better decisions. So religion, religion was an
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  awesome thing for everybody's foundation.
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  My two children, you know, my, my, my husband with my two
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  children at the time, we were both Catholic.
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  So both of those children got baptized Catholic.
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  They were both first Holy Communion.
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  Then it started creeping up the first confirmation for that
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  whole, that confirmation side. And that's where my children
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  decided they didn't think that Catholicism was for them.
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  They still believed in God. They still believed in the
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  highest, but they believed there was much more.
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  And maybe that was my teaching because as I was a spiritualist,
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  I would also tell them, you know, go grander, go brigger.
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  Even though the Bible may not tell you exactly what happened
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  to Jesus Christ himself from 8 to 25, dig in deeper to other
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  theologies because we're going to find the where He was.
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  And to me, this was my teachings.
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  You do you. Then humanity can begin putting
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  things together in a box, you know, and when you look at
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  religions, it's very boxed as a Catholic, right?
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  They denied me to get married the first time I wanted to get
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  married. Now I did every sacrament that I
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  was even going to be a nun before an air traffic
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  controller, I think at 13 at when I was in the choir and I
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  was babysitting kids at the church and I was all into the
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  church. I was like, oh, how cool would
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  it be to live at Saint Cyril's? That's a nun.
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  Cyril's was a a place where where we came.
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  So at that moment, one second, thank you, whoever said I was an
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  inspiration on TikTok, you're the best.
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  I you guys just give me so much encouragement.
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  I just love it. So yeah, those labels are can
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  organize ideas. And I felt so saddened by the
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  Catholic religion because I wanted to marry to somebody I
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  thought I loved. And it was in the military.
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  And actually, I shouldn't say I thought I did love him at the
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  moment because he got me through one of my biggest struggles of
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  life, which was this illness. And then I don't think the
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  illness set well within our relationship.
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  However, that's a different show.
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  I'm just going to go with the facts.
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  Then they wouldn't marry me because he was a Southern
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  Baptist, but he was still a Christian.
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  Don't believe in God. In fact, in my opinion, when I
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  went to Southern Baptist, they studied more of the Bible than
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  the Catholics did. So I had a very difficult
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  experience with that religion as I matured and then it moved
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  onward. So they told me I could pay
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  $5000 and do pre conda classes and it was all about money.
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  Money, money, money, money, money.
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  I was like, you know what, this ain't happening.
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  So I ended up getting married at First Baptist Church.
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  However, the Catholics then, even though they did not believe
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  in my decision to get married, they refuse to believe that I
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  was married. Now it gets really funny because
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  now I end up in a divorce and I remarry the children's father
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  and he is Catholic and he is Trinidad.
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  He's from Trinidad and Tobago. And I go to get married and the
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  church says, but you were divorced, I needed $5000 to
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  annul it. I said, how do I pay you $5000
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  for an annulment that you said that God would never recognize
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  in the Catholic faith that I was married to begin with.
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  You see where these boxes and labels left this fool.
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  I was not happy. It was all about money.
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  So we went to Trinidad and Tobago, to that Catholic Church,
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  to the priest that raised and saw my husband grow up.
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  And we went and he's like, I don't understand the archdiocese
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  in the United States. And this was my awareness.
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  He literally said if you don't accept the marriage as in the
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  eyes of God, then you are never married.
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  He's like you married a Southern Baptist.
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  He's like we would never or organize it as you were married
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  because they have no idea of the rules of the Catholic faith.
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  The rules, the word rules. So religion.
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  That's why I like this picture. It's boxed, right?
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  Catholic faith. You are not allowed birth
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  control, huh. Catholic faith.
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  Thou shalt not cheat on its wife.
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  Thou shalt not cover neighbor's goods.
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  Catholic faith. So the Catholic faith, when I
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  needed them most and I wanted it most, let me down.
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  Let me down because they wanted me to follow rules of an old
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  tradition that boxed a religion God.
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  God does not box. God allows everybody the same.
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  God created every single one of us.
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  If the Bible says the the that this created all of us, how
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  could it be so segregated and boxed?
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  Now I can only tell you Catholic because that's what I was.
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  I later went into with my husband Ozzy.
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  I later went into his church, which was like a more of a
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  Pentecostal type of thing, but it was the minister who was
• 26:44
  teaching the full Bible. And when I say the full Bible,
• 26:47
  he literally read out of the Bible and taught the Bible.
• 26:50
  And then every once in a while we'd get a break and we would
• 26:53
  sing and then we'd go right back into the Bible.
• 26:55
  It was more Bible study as a church than it was anything
• 26:59
  else, and I learned a lot more in that religion, though my
• 27:04
  theology classes in college actually taught me quite a bit.
• 27:07
  However, this was another way. OK, I'm getting off the course
• 27:11
  here, here, get give me those nuts 'cause I can go deep.
• 27:15
  So in spirituality and the way I experienced it can sometimes
• 27:21
  move across denominational boundaries more freely.
• 27:25
  Different traditions may answer things very, very differently,
• 27:29
  right? Remember I told you the story
• 27:31
  about the headshot with the Guatemala guy, right?
• 27:35
  Who knew? Who knew I was going to shoot
• 27:38
  off his head just for a headshot?
• 27:39
  So interpretation means a lot. So I'm not going to sit here
• 27:44
  pretending that every religion says all the same thing.
• 27:48
  I used to say, you know, religion and the understanding
• 27:51
  of God is great, and then I always to say, how many Bibles
• 27:55
  have been reprinted in man's interpretation?
• 27:58
  That's an interesting one as well.
• 28:00
  Yet humanity keeps asking enormous questions.
• 28:02
  Who am I? Why am I?
• 28:03
  What is God? What is creation?
• 28:05
  What happens when we die? What is consciousness?
• 28:08
  These are all good questions. And now science enters with yet
• 28:12
  another way of investigating observation, measurement,
• 28:18
  experiment, evidence and mechanisms.
• 28:23
  So who knows? Maybe science doesn't belong on
• 28:26
  the opposite side of my spirituality table at all.
• 28:29
  That young MJ who went to shove it all the way over there,
• 28:32
  right? Bad taboo maybe.
• 28:37
  Maybe science is another expression of humanity doing
• 28:43
  what humanity always does. And what do we do so well in
• 28:48
  science? Investigate, investigate,
• 28:51
  investigate. For me to actually do
• 28:57
  investigative or experiments that to me, I can observe that.
• 29:03
  Yep, science investigates what it can observe and test.
• 29:07
  And I like that, right? As long as I'm not the test on
• 29:10
  me again, we're good people. So spirituality, I already did
• 29:15
  my share. There's that squirrel, I did it.
• 29:18
  Give me a nut, I already did it. So sometimes spirituality
• 29:21
  investigates meaning, divine relationship and experiences
• 29:26
  that people interpret spiritually.
• 29:29
  Human beings, they're the experiencers.
• 29:33
  We man, the man is the event, the experiencer, and nobody and
• 29:40
  no science can ever take that away from the man who
• 29:43
  experienced it. Just want you to know that.
• 29:45
  So stay in your truth, stay strong.
• 29:49
  Consciousness allows us to become aware enough to question
• 29:55
  all of it. Science, that's consciousness
• 30:02
  and science. So when consciousness steps in,
• 30:05
  it can go no, no, no or yes, yes, yes.
• 30:09
  And that is the highest of consciousness.
• 30:11
  However, here we are. The fool doesn't have to smash
• 30:15
  those bottles. See those bottles?
• 30:18
  I'll have to smash them. She doesn't have to pretend
• 30:21
  every bottle contains the same thing either.
• 30:24
  She can see the label without being imprisoned by it.
• 30:28
  See all that? So I think the best thing is we
• 30:33
  are just going to keep the bottles.
• 30:36
  So I'm not going to get rid of that little screen and see if I
• 30:40
  can't put us back on where we were with the big screen.
• 30:44
  Maybe Joel can fix it. I don't know.
• 30:46
  Joel, you'll have to fix it. I don't know how to get us back
• 30:48
  to the big screen. So they'll have to do it.
• 30:54
  There we go. Thank you.
• 30:55
  OK, so that's the bottles. Keep that in your mind because
• 31:02
  the bottles just contain the information.
• 31:05
  It doesn't mean that the next bottle doesn't enforce the
• 31:10
  foundation of the other one right building we're building.
• 31:14
  Remember those maps? Remember we build all those maps
• 31:17
  and the science are in the psychologies.
• 31:20
  So we're going to keep building. So I call this next section
• 31:24
  labels are catchers, not our cages.
• 31:27
  And so before somebody even says MJ, you just use 15 labels while
• 31:33
  complaining about labels. You're absolutely correct.
• 31:36
  I did. Labels are the fundamental
• 31:39
  division and categorizing of the division by man.
• 31:43
  Taught me well, taught you well. We create everything that we
• 31:48
  want. How many people create a label
• 31:51
  in their own house? Well, they don't have labels
• 31:53
  really. So you don't have one specific
• 31:55
  drawer for silverware, one specific drawer for plates.
• 32:06
  You are correct. We all need language.
• 32:08
  We all need labels, and the label can make me catch an idea
• 32:13
  long enough just to study it. That's what's good about the
• 32:16
  catchings of these, right? The name it measure it that you
• 32:20
  get teachable communicating right?
• 32:24
  So my issue begins when we decide that we name something as
• 32:31
  man and therefore that is it, right?
• 32:36
  You already noticed those labels where it is the law, It's the
• 32:40
  child, it's the parent to the child because I said so.
• 32:44
  Why? Because I said so.
• 32:46
  I'm just asking why because I said so.
• 32:49
  Well, that can't be the why and it just upsets the adult.
• 32:53
  However, why? Because we have named something,
• 32:57
  therefore we finished understanding it and we put the
• 33:02
  box on, you know, the label on the box, we put the lid on the
• 33:05
  box and then that is it. No, there's people like me, what
• 33:12
  we call The Wire that we're not done with that because we need
• 33:16
  further information. This this episode, folks, you're
• 33:21
  going to hear me say, and this is where I need to explain
• 33:25
  something and I'm going to go through it in today's show and
• 33:28
  guess what? Science you need to take me back
• 33:31
  to zero and that you're going to hear me say a lot.
• 33:34
  Take me back to zero. Why?
• 33:36
  Because you could tell me what's today, but I didn't ask you
• 33:39
  that. I said, where'd it come from?
• 33:41
  Where'd it come from? Where'd it come from?
• 33:43
  And I have to keep going back. And I had to keep researching
• 33:46
  where, where, where, where, where until now there's a dead
• 33:49
  end. You're like, I don't say, OK,
• 33:53
  we're done. Slap a lid on it.
• 33:54
  And no, Nope, that's not me. That's when somebody gives you
• 33:59
  an explanation. And I naturally ask what caused
• 34:02
  that. And then they give you the
• 34:05
  processes of how it was caused. Then I ask, that's great.
• 34:12
  What initiated that? And then what, what happened
• 34:15
  then? Why did it break down like that?
• 34:18
  I ask questions about my body, my, my own, my doctors, I, I
• 34:22
  constantly, why did it do that? What happened then?
• 34:26
  Well, where was that? And then you show me what
• 34:30
  happened before that and that is awesome too.
• 34:33
  And what happened before that? Because at some point there has
• 34:37
  to be a root, a seed, something, right?
• 34:40
  It just doesn't automatically pop up in thin air, right?
• 34:46
  So I'm not asking because I think science knows nothing.
• 34:49
  No, no, no. I'm asking because I want their
• 34:52
  knowledge and I want to follow their explanation backward as
• 34:56
  far as our knowledge can take us.
• 35:01
  And when we reach what we don't understand, there's my next why,
• 35:06
  right? That's what I mean by saying
• 35:09
  take me back to zero. Find the point of just at that
• 35:14
  point, we don't know yet. And that brings me to the pink
• 35:17
  song. That's all I know so far, right?
• 35:21
  If we don't keep doing this, then we may never understand a
• 35:25
  full brain or a full capacity of consciousness.
• 35:29
  Not science is wrong. No, MJ already knows that
• 35:34
  answer. It means how far back can we
• 35:36
  actually follow it? That's the better question.
• 35:40
  And eventually somebody may still remove me from that
• 35:45
  library because they're like, I had enough of this, this one.
• 35:47
  See this fool girl, I'm not get her out of here.
• 35:51
  Why? Because I'm the why girl.
• 35:52
  I will keep asking and asking and asking.
• 35:55
  And for those, they think that they're getting put on the spot,
• 35:58
  but they're not. I'm just asking because it's who
• 36:00
  I am. It is my natural inquisitive
• 36:03
  self who allows me to make better choices, right?
• 36:07
  So and I'll stand there and say, OK, but what initiated that?
• 36:12
  So now you understand the inside joke.
• 36:14
  Take me back to 0. So, science, you get a big chair
• 36:18
  today. There's my table and I have a
• 36:20
  big old chair and signs. You cut not a throne, you silly,
• 36:24
  silly. You sit down there, snap ahead,
• 36:26
  sit down. You ain't taking the throne,
• 36:28
  you're taking the big chair. Science gets the big chair
• 36:31
  today, and I'm allowing it because EE GS can measure
• 36:36
  patterns of electrical activity generated by populations of
• 36:41
  neurons in our brain. That is wowza, right?
• 36:45
  Think about it, they can neural the electrical waves and they
• 36:49
  can watch how our brain thinks. That is some incredible
• 36:53
  wackadoodle crap, man, right? How far the that man has just
• 36:59
  become. So brain imaging and other tools
• 37:02
  allow scientists as well to investigate the activities
• 37:05
  associated with attention, memory, imagery, emotion,
• 37:11
  decision making, sleep, and so many other more processes.
• 37:15
  It's an incredible tool and incredible information that has
• 37:19
  been discovered and then has been sought.
• 37:23
  So give it to me, right? And then my question becomes, if
• 37:28
  I observe what the brain is doing while someone reports a
• 37:33
  conscious experience, am I observing consciousness itself
• 37:40
  or am I observing what the brain is doing while consciousness is
• 37:46
  being experienced? Now that's a better question.
• 37:49
  Yeah, I don't know. I don't even know.
• 37:52
  I don't even need to pretend that I know because that's our
• 37:57
  investigation. So while revisiting this
• 38:02
  beautiful series after we wrote it, I don't know how many months
• 38:05
  ago, there's sometimes we get ciliitis.
• 38:09
  And every time I kept asking this same question about
• 38:12
  observing and why and where is it?
• 38:14
  And So what it only discovers the brain.
• 38:17
  Is that what we're trying to say?
• 38:19
  And the producer who was formulating helping me put this
• 38:23
  thing together, he he's trying to make a joke and he says,
• 38:26
  well, what did you expect MJ with neuroscience to find your
• 38:30
  big toe? OK, He thought it was funny.
• 38:37
  He randomly picked that. And my spider psyche goes, did
• 38:44
  he just say big toe? Did he just say your, your, your
• 38:49
  neuro immunity always affects your big toes?
• 38:53
  Or how did he come up with the big toe?
• 38:54
  So of course, there I am. Why did you say big toe?
• 38:58
  Why did you say my big toe? Why did you pick that of all
• 39:01
  things? He goes, what are you talking
• 39:03
  about? He goes, I don't know.
• 39:04
  I just randomly said we're talking about the brain, not the
• 39:06
  toe. Kind of like opposite
• 39:07
  polarities. I started laughing.
• 39:09
  I go, dude, it's not. I don't believe in coincidences.
• 39:13
  You didn't just pick my big toe. I said because the symptoms of
• 39:17
  my own neuropathy start in my brain and it affects my damn
• 39:22
  toes because the circuitry doesn't go to it.
• 39:24
  I go, Oh my God. And we started laughing because
• 39:28
  the symptoms involving my central nervous system, the
• 39:31
  brain return. And that first places that
• 39:34
  personally, I'm acute, chronic transverse ascending.
• 39:39
  That's my diagnosis. So it goes from my toes and it
• 39:42
  comes up. So that's my experience and I'm
• 39:45
  not creating M JS big toe theory.
• 39:48
  And it's happening. It happens all the time.
• 39:51
  And I start laughing. I go, Oh my God, there it is an
• 39:54
  event. The awareness, the questions,
• 39:56
  the investigations. Are we in another pattern?
• 40:00
  No, we can't be. We just can't be.
• 40:03
  I refuse. We can't be, folks.
• 40:05
  I'm going to take a break. We are giving science a chair
• 40:08
  and we've looked at man's labels and we've put the fool in the
• 40:12
  relationship instead of forcing her to choose a side.
• 40:16
  When we come back, I'm going to be bringing out light therapy
• 40:19
  maps in words. And we're going to put science
• 40:23
  map and light therapy spiritual maps on the same table.
• 40:27
  And we're going to see if they connect and we're going to see
• 40:30
  how close or how far apart or are they a complete bust.
• 40:34
  And asking what happens when we stop demanding that the two maps
• 40:39
  are identical or separate and we just simply look at where
• 40:43
  everything lands. So stick around.
• 40:46
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• 40:49
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• 40:53
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• 40:55
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• 40:59
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• 41:02
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• 41:07
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• 41:11
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  listening. All right, welcome back.
• 41:50
  Welcome back. Here we are.
• 41:52
  Let's now get with science. We, we just need, let's just put
• 41:59
  another map on the table here because science got a big chair
• 42:03
  and here comes light therapy. That's right.
• 42:06
  So I need to make sure everybody understands light therapy here
• 42:10
  and I need to make a very good honored and recognition.
• 42:13
  I've told you in my studies and I've told you in all of this
• 42:17
  that I had a lot of gifts. I had a lot of divine gifts.
• 42:20
  I had a lot of things that were not properly labeled in a box of
• 42:26
  ma'am and I made all these kind of mistakes.
• 42:28
  You you heard some of my stories where I would do my thoughts
• 42:31
  wrong. I would do this creating all
• 42:33
  this kind of karma. And my dear Master Kim of Light
• 42:37
  Therapy not says once, not says twice.
• 42:41
  I can't tell you how many times she says I think you should take
• 42:43
  Reiki. So I finally took Reiki and I
• 42:47
  took crystal Reiki. However, it didn't match Miss
• 42:51
  Kim whatsoever. And so then I decided to bring
• 42:56
  Master Kim and have an open seminar about what is light
• 43:00
  therapy. Well for clarity and honor, Miss
• 43:03
  Kim came with a full array of symbols, guidance, lessons,
• 43:11
  plans, how we get motivated, how we heal and that was the start.
• 43:18
  Kim teaches light therapy, she is a Reiki Master therapist,
• 43:24
  teacher of light therapy and is from the foundational teachings
• 43:29
  that have been passed through her Master, my Grandmaster Ida
• 43:32
  Diaz, and has been passed through Belinda Hymus, where
• 43:37
  Belinda Hymus was the pure foundationist board light
• 43:42
  therapy who drew this course from her unity teachings.
• 43:47
  Catherine Ponder, Louise Hay and a lot more of a spiritual
• 43:52
  tradition, other other denominations and spiritual
• 43:56
  work. And she compiled this whole
• 43:58
  thing together in 12 courses. So Miss Kim teaches these these
• 44:04
  12 levels. Now within these 12 levels is
• 44:09
  Ponder's mind power centers and so Miss Kim took each center and
• 44:15
  our whoever who designed the teachings, I'm assuming Belinda
• 44:19
  and then Miss Ida added then Miss Kim added as we evolve and
• 44:23
  we become they add what happens within the evolution of our
• 44:29
  energetics and our evolutions of what is happening into a
• 44:33
  consciousness into the I am Christ consciousness and how our
• 44:37
  energies all shift. So I am not teaching her light
• 44:42
  therapy class today. I am not.
• 44:44
  What I am doing though is buy her teachings of Ponder, which
• 44:50
  is how I found Catherine Ponder. I want to use that particular
• 44:54
  map. I want to use that map with
• 44:58
  science. Why?
• 45:00
  Because in that spirituality, besides my third eye conscious
• 45:07
  and my heart is because that would all come from Buddha Boo
• 45:10
  vistas and like Buddhism and Hinduism, I'm sticking with this
• 45:14
  one for for now. I'm just gonna stick with this
• 45:17
  one for now. So that's what I'm gonna do.
• 45:20
  And I'm gonna ask why on all aspects.
• 45:23
  I'm going to ask why about the light therapy, why about my
• 45:26
  experience, and why about the science.
• 45:28
  You know me, I am not going to hold anybody's hand, and I'm not
• 45:31
  even going to hold my own hand on this one because we need to
• 45:33
  figure out the brain to consciousness.
• 45:35
  So at first I thought the interesting question was whether
• 45:39
  light therapy places something in the same anatomical location
• 45:43
  that science does. I was like, there we go, let me
• 45:47
  see. Put them on top of one another.
• 45:49
  Let's see where. Let's see.
• 45:50
  I want to see it fit and then there was something inside of my
• 45:53
  head. Literally it goes sit down,
• 45:54
  snapper head. I was like, who said that right,
• 45:58
  Who talking to me? I was like, this is what I want
• 46:01
  to do. And then the theory was why did
• 46:06
  I decide on a location was the only possible similarity.
• 46:10
  We can look at the location. That's fine.
• 46:13
  And name general physical location, the function of what
• 46:18
  it does or what it says and then add that to what it's what is
• 46:24
  the relationship that it has with that region or area.
• 46:28
  And at the same symptoms interact is interesting some
• 46:32
  similar ways. Experience does human experience
• 46:38
  give us another connection. And sometimes maybe it's a bust,
• 46:43
  sometimes maybe it's not. Nothing meaningful lines up.
• 46:50
  That's good, 'cause I like those busts.
• 46:55
  When I get a bust, there's the wire, there's there's the,
• 46:58
  there's the squirrel. Who needs those damn nuts,
• 47:01
  right? I'm gonna keep going.
• 47:04
  Why, how could you make such a comment?
• 47:06
  And how could this be and it it's supposed of hook in
• 47:10
  somehow, some way and it's not right.
• 47:15
  That makes me go back to 0. So that's what I like.
• 47:20
  I love to find something that people say.
• 47:22
  No, you can't. It doesn't.
• 47:25
  I'm like and my dad's rising from his grave going did they
• 47:29
  just they can't. Yes, they did.
• 47:32
  So, so that's me. I'm going to go back.
• 47:36
  I'm going to go back and you're going to be right here to
• 47:38
  witnesses because I have to force every comparison to make
• 47:42
  my philosophy work. Then I'm not investigating
• 47:45
  anymore, am I? I'm defending A belief system,
• 47:49
  and you already have enough of that on social medias right now.
• 47:52
  Defending A belief system that you believe is correct, right?
• 47:57
  I'm going to leave that because that not my table today, just
• 48:00
  science and light therapy right now.
• 48:02
  Light therapy, they get that right hand of of my table and
• 48:08
  science. You get the big chair.
• 48:10
  Here we go going to the faith center.
• 48:12
  I already told you about my faith center.
• 48:14
  Light therapy associates the faith center with the center
• 48:19
  brain penal region. Science.
• 48:23
  Now look at your maps, right? Science gives the pedal gland a
• 48:27
  well established rule involving melatonin and the circadian
• 48:33
  rhythm. Does that take you back to mine?
• 48:35
  Why moon? Why our biological relationship
• 48:40
  with light and darkness and MJ? Me, I'm sitting there
• 48:45
  immediately seeing Oh my God, we're back to the dark.
• 48:50
  There we are. Faith is in the dark.
• 48:53
  And they're like no, MJ Faith is light.
• 48:55
  Look how light we have to have light.
• 48:57
  MJ Yes. And remember that Divine Mercy
• 49:00
  that I showed you last week? That heart is in the dark, and
• 49:04
  it wasn't until you opened it could you see that light.
• 49:08
  Darkness. I close my eyes every night I'm
• 49:12
  in the darkness and I have faith.
• 49:14
  I have faith that while I'm sleeping, my vessel continues
• 49:18
  doing what it needs to do. Restoration, realign, repair,
• 49:22
  memory processing. A fetus in itself develops in
• 49:27
  the dark. We discussed this inside the
• 49:28
  womb. And when it's ready to enter
• 49:31
  with all of its parts and pieces, it comes into the light
• 49:33
  and takes its breath of air. A seed begins underneath the
• 49:37
  soil for germination. Somehow that little alien little
• 49:41
  point root just decides it's going to go down for more
• 49:44
  nourishment so that the other side can go straight up to the
• 49:47
  light to get air. It nourishes, it develops, and
• 49:53
  eventually pushes upward towards the light.
• 49:57
  Darkness, nourishment, development, strength, light.
• 50:04
  Science can explain biological mechanics involved in those
• 50:07
  processes. My spirituality notices a
• 50:11
  recurring pattern. Maybe darkness isn't where
• 50:14
  creation disappears. Maybe darkness is where creation
• 50:18
  doing some of its work. OK, so right there we have a
• 50:27
  faith, right? Getting somewhere.
• 50:31
  Now let's go to the Imagination Center.
• 50:34
  Same cadence, different scenery way.
• 50:37
  Do you hear this one? Light therapy places the
• 50:40
  imagination center between the eyes near the pituitary region.
• 50:47
  What is that? And I thought, wait a minute,
• 50:52
  what else has humanity associated with this general
• 50:56
  area? And I went, oh, the third eye.
• 51:00
  The third eye area appears in some of the Hindu and yogic
• 51:03
  traditions through Ajna chakras, symbolisms.
• 51:08
  Different traditions use different maps.
• 51:11
  Think about prayer, meditation, visualization, completive
• 51:16
  states. close your eyes, withdraw attention from the
• 51:22
  outside world. Focus inward.
• 51:26
  Visualize it, imagine it, pray, listen, become still.
• 51:36
  OK now, isn't it a quinky Ding that you go to a class that
• 51:42
  they're offering guided hypnotic past life meditations?
• 51:48
  I'm in, I'm in. Miss Kim is barely good at those
• 51:55
  and almost every one of her classes might have one or two.
• 51:58
  And it was we got to a point where I would say yes, the
• 52:01
  meditation hoe right here. I, I love them because I get to
• 52:05
  expand my boxes so big of who I am when I go into them and I
• 52:11
  like them. So there's ten of us.
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  We do it and the same cadence, the exact same damn cadence that
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  she's giving. Not one of us image of the same
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  thing. Well, somebody goes, well, OK,
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  as a spiritualist, you're like, yeah, 'cause it's their journey,
• 52:33
  not yours. Exactly.
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  The experiencer. Exactly.
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  Nobody can say it's right or wrong.
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  Nobody can say how wild, you know, besides the experiencer.
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  So that same cadence and stepping points, it's makes the
• 52:53
  imagination center that much more interesting.
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  Different scenarios, different people, different places,
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  different feelings, different imagery.
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  That just fascinates me because we use the same person, the same
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  cadence, the same general step stepping points, and yet
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  different internal experiences. Who would have thought?
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  Not me, right? The guy didn't tell one person
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  to see a house, another to see a field, another wet clothes that
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  they were wearing, or who they would eventually meet up with.
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  The guide simply supplied the road, held the cadence, and
• 53:39
  something within each person supplied an individual scenery.
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  Someone may spiritually interpret that as past life
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  experiences. Psychology and neuroscience may
• 53:50
  investigate memory, imagination, suggestion, expectation, and
• 53:55
  internal generated imagery. And that's cool.
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  Can you imagine having all those electrodes hooked up?
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  I constantly think this all the time.
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  God, somebody put them on my brain when I do meditations.
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  Tell me. Tell me where it's lightening up
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  and how much of it's lightening up.
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  I would love that. I'm not using one explanation to
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  prove or disprove another. Please don't make that.
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  I'm becoming more aware of the experiences of the experiencer.
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  And now compare that with. OK. close your eyes.
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  No, I'm serious. close your eyes.
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  Hello. I'm talking to you out there.
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  close your eyes. It's OK.
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  I'm not going to go anywhere. But we need you to close your
• 54:36
  eyes. Remove everything.
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  M JS the same. I'm sitting right here at the
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  mic. Don't worry. close your eyes.
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  Are you ready for it? This is how we're going to show
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  you this. close your eyes. Picture a purple elephant.
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  OK, open up your eyes. Am IA purple elephant?
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  No. But you saw a purple elephant.
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  How is that? How did the cadence allow you to
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  see a purple elephant? Huh.
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  Huh. Huh.
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  There it is. This time I planted the subject
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  in your mind. Its labels went OK, where's the
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  color? Boom, colors category colors
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  purple. Got it.
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  And your mind went, oh, animal. OK, safari.
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  OK, Asian. OK, elephant.
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  There it is. And then put the two together.
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  You may have supplied the details yet I gave you the image
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  to begin with. Purple elephant.
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  Specific external prompt guided meditation.
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  There's stepping points, then individual internal scenery, the
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  experience or what they were taught.
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  Science does not tell us. There's the third eye.
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  Mental imagery uses distributed brain networks involving vision,
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  memory, attention and higher order processing.
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  And so anatomy. That's really not a match yet.
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  Now my why becomes even stronger for the match.
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  What's the relationship? What's the similarities?
• 56:24
  What's the awareness? If the guide supplied the
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  stepping points, who or what supplied that scenery for the
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  image? And when did that internal
• 56:38
  imagery become something that you are aware you were
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  experiencing? Well, fun, right?
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  For anybody who didn't open up your eyes, please open your eyes
• 56:51
  back up because, because we're good.
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  Now. I still don't have a purple
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  elephant, so let's move on to the will center.
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  I love this one. Light therapy places the will in
• 57:04
  the forehead in the front brain region.
• 57:08
  Science gives frontal and prefrontal regions important
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  rules in planning goal directed behaviors, decision making, and
• 57:17
  behavioral control. At first glance I'm like what?
• 57:21
  It's a match, except I don't want to make it prettier than it
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  is. Science isn't measuring A
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  metaphysical mind power center of will.
• 57:33
  Decision making involves interacting networks and
• 57:37
  processes. So exact spiritual scientific
• 57:43
  equivalents? Nope, it's really it's a bust.
• 57:46
  Functional similarity interesting enough to
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  investigate. Yes, there it is.
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  And in my light work, understanding faith means I know
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  imagination. I can see it and the will I move
• 58:08
  and my will is I move forward always.
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  Science can investigate brain processes involved when
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  intention becomes planning and action.
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  What moved the person from I can imagine doing this to I am going
• 58:27
  to do this. Maybe will isn't the original
• 58:31
  thought, Maybe Will is where I consciously give something
• 58:40
  direction. Maybe then we got to go to the
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  Zeal, right? That's the will.
• 58:47
  You've heard my will stories many a times.
• 58:49
  So we have to go to Zeal, the Zeal mine power center.
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  Here we go. This one, Kimmy, hope you're
• 58:56
  listening out there cuz happy looks good on you, baby girl.
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  And that is Kim's slogan when she teaches zeal.
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  Happy looks good on you. So today happy looks good on me
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  'cause I've done it, I've healed it, I've climbed it and happy
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  does look good on me. And I agree with her 100%.
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  And I love her little sticker or buttons that she gives out that
• 59:17
  says that. So in Miss Kimmy's words, it's
• 59:21
  zazzily, it's zest, it's zeal, it's fun, it's living, right.
• 59:27
  So light therapy places the zeal around the base of the brain
• 59:31
  near the medulla. Science describes the medulla in
• 59:36
  other brain stem networks as important in breathing and other
• 59:43
  automatic functions. Oslate therapy says is this near
• 59:48
  the medulla and all science says as well is it describes the
• 59:53
  medulla in the brain stem networks are important for the
• 59:56
  automatic function now. Science can identify the actual
• 1:00:03
  structures and the circuits. Neither statement means that
• 1:00:09
  zeal is a brain cell. Let's start there, right?
• 1:00:15
  Zeal is not a brain neuron. It is not a brain cell.
• 1:00:19
  And so in an exhausted state yet again, where this squirrel gets
• 1:00:23
  squirrely and starts to get just ridiculously silly because she
• 1:00:26
  has no more thoughts throughout this week.
• 1:00:30
  I started with we were like, Oh my God, there's another nut.
• 1:00:33
  And he goes, come on. MJ cut back.
• 1:00:35
  And I was like, no, I can't, I have to go down this path.
• 1:00:38
  He goes write it down, go back. I said I can't.
• 1:00:40
  And I became very silly. And he's like squirrels.
• 1:00:43
  He goes, look, I have nuts. Look, I have more nuts.
• 1:00:45
  Come back, squirrel. And I looked right at my screen
• 1:00:48
  and I'm like, damn, nuts are what's getting me in trouble.
• 1:00:55
  I was laughing so hard. And I guess you would have to be
• 1:00:57
  there if you're not laughing. But I was laughing so hard at
• 1:01:01
  such a late night hour, I lost my breath.
• 1:01:05
  Have you ever laughed so hard? You went it?
• 1:01:08
  Take that big old deep breath. I'm gonna cough now.
• 1:01:13
  That's what I was doing. I took that big deep breath
• 1:01:17
  because I had lost my air and I went pro.
• 1:01:21
  So I don't call the producer because I always go, bro.
• 1:01:24
  And he goes, you mean pro producer?
• 1:01:26
  And I'm like pro I lost, lost my hair.
• 1:01:30
  I'm laughing so hard. I lost my air.
• 1:01:32
  I go Oh my God, air, air again. And suddenly every air movement
• 1:01:37
  in this consciousness series came running back.
• 1:01:39
  Oh my God, MJ air again. The newborn first breath, last
• 1:01:44
  breath of a death meditation, breath work, near death
• 1:01:47
  experiences the air described thin, light, favorable,
• 1:01:50
  desirable. And now zeal, laughter, loss of
• 1:01:53
  breath air. OK, there's a wet brick on the
• 1:01:56
  head somewhere, 'cause when you become aware of air, you have
• 1:02:00
  reached creation. How many times have I said that
• 1:02:03
  in the last several years? I don't know how many know, but
• 1:02:08
  I've always said it. Alright, have you ever awareness
• 1:02:10
  of air? Can you see air?
• 1:02:12
  Not fog, It's not air, not smoke, that's not air.
• 1:02:17
  They're chemicals. They're reactions of air.
• 1:02:20
  So most of the time you're breathing without even
• 1:02:23
  consciously using every command in our brain.
• 1:02:27
  It just doesn't like right now. Are you becoming aware of your
• 1:02:31
  breath? Do you know you're breathing?
• 1:02:33
  Have you noticed that you've been inhaling and exhaling the
• 1:02:35
  whole time you've been watching this show?
• 1:02:39
  And now it's happening because now you become Oreo.
• 1:02:41
  Oh, yeah. There it is.
• 1:02:42
  Well, Yep, There's that tick, tick, tick of a clock.
• 1:02:45
  Yeah. Oh, yeah, There it is.
• 1:02:46
  Right there, Right there, Right right there.
• 1:02:49
  So now you become aware of it. Now, once you're wearing it, now
• 1:02:52
  you can participate with it. Now watch this.
• 1:02:54
  Here's the cadence. Ready.
• 1:02:56
  Slow your breath, right. Inhale.
• 1:03:05
  Slow. Now I want you 10.
• 1:03:12
  You're at the doctor's office. Take a big, deep breath of air.
• 1:03:18
  See, you become aware and you're commanding your breath to do
• 1:03:22
  something that it automatically reflexes to release the breath
• 1:03:29
  in case anybody's listened to my commands.
• 1:03:32
  So you see how that worked? Normal breathing and we don't
• 1:03:36
  even think about it. I've done this whole show not
• 1:03:39
  realizing when I was taking a breath or not, but the only
• 1:03:41
  thing I realize is the mucus in the back of my throat making me
• 1:03:44
  cough. Now that's the big awareness
• 1:03:46
  today, right? OK, but the breath, no, it's
• 1:03:51
  nice you just in and out, isn't that something?
• 1:03:55
  But you can call attention to become conscious of your breath.
• 1:04:00
  So something automatic entered consciousness attention.
• 1:04:05
  I am not declaring that air is consciousness, please.
• 1:04:08
  Nope, that's not what I'm doing. I'm asking why does breath keep
• 1:04:12
  showing up in this investigation and why is it that every event
• 1:04:19
  has air resemblance? Air.
• 1:04:28
  It's it's the air. I mean there is nothing more I
• 1:04:31
  can say than air. Go back through all my stuff.
• 1:04:35
  Air was always an issue. Hitting my tailbone, losing my
• 1:04:39
  breath right? Having chicken pox down inside
• 1:04:43
  my throat as small I mean everything revolved around my
• 1:04:48
  breath, my NE DS, my ND ES I mean my near deaths air, my
• 1:04:54
  stupid hazing and my fate and the fads in middle school with
• 1:04:58
  trying to push the air out and hitting your head air doing
• 1:05:03
  wawas as a little sister Wawas air right helium balloons air.
• 1:05:12
  What, so you can make your voice change?
• 1:05:14
  Air. Wow, air.
• 1:05:19
  Well, we started in faith. We moved into imagination.
• 1:05:23
  Then we went to Will and to Zeal.
• 1:05:25
  And somehow Zeal looks good on me.
• 1:05:29
  Takes us right back to air. When we come back, I'm going to
• 1:05:35
  tell you why. Being exhausted, ridiculous and
• 1:05:39
  laughing about them nuts gave us another conscious question.
• 1:05:45
  You're listening to MB radio dot US.
• 1:05:47
  I'm the host MJ, and my show on this beautiful station is the
• 1:05:51
  world of conscious positive thinking.
• 1:05:53
  And we must go to a quick little squeaker beaker break and then
• 1:05:57
  we'll be right back, folks. Small steps still get you to big
• 1:06:01
  places. Keep paddling whenever things
• 1:06:07
  get rough or it. Feels like you're at the edge.
• 1:06:10
  Remember this. Storms pass.
• 1:06:14
  Tough times don't last. But tough people do.
• 1:06:20
  The station where our veterans voices.
• 1:06:23
  Are heard MBR talk Find us on. The web at MB Radio.
• 1:06:28
  Dot welcome. Back and yes yes and I see the
• 1:06:35
  comments yes damn nuts yes are now part of conscious research
• 1:06:39
  yes yes and it's a true story so here we go you already heard the
• 1:06:45
  story we're tired every time I'm tired I I get squirrelly.
• 1:06:48
  I just go down these rabbit holes like there's no tomorrow.
• 1:06:51
  And my thought process then gets really silly.
• 1:06:53
  So when the answers appear after we stop looking, OK, now we got
• 1:06:58
  to talk about that. Have you ever worked on
• 1:07:00
  something so hard just like that at night, you're just, you're
• 1:07:03
  exhausted, but yet you, you want to figure it out.
• 1:07:07
  You're intrigued to figure it out, but there's nothing coming.
• 1:07:10
  You sat there for hours and hours looking at boards, tapes,
• 1:07:15
  things, nothing. Nothing is coming.
• 1:07:18
  So you stare, you think, you push through nothing.
• 1:07:22
  You try to just make casual talk, nothing.
• 1:07:26
  And then you have to walk away. You just, you know, when your
• 1:07:31
  husband looks at you and goes, what's the matter with you?
• 1:07:33
  I'm like, I don't have another thought.
• 1:07:35
  I can't. He goes, yeah, you have writer's
• 1:07:37
  block. You, you're sitting here hours
• 1:07:39
  and hours doing these books and these things.
• 1:07:42
  Stop. Take a break, Right?
• 1:07:44
  Go take a shower. Go mow the lawn, go pull your
• 1:07:46
  weeds, go play with your hummingbirds.
• 1:07:49
  Go do something. Go wash the dishes and go drive
• 1:07:51
  somewhere. And sometimes suddenly that will
• 1:07:54
  help. And bam.
• 1:07:56
  Yeah. And all of a sudden, you weren't
• 1:07:57
  even thinking about it. You just had your brain on
• 1:07:59
  something else. And there it was.
• 1:08:00
  It's kind of like you forgot a word and everybody's gone.
• 1:08:03
  It's five hours later now. You have to contact everybody
• 1:08:06
  going. The word I was looking for was
• 1:08:08
  this, 'cause you couldn't think of it, 'cause the neurons in the
• 1:08:13
  brain didn't connect the process.
• 1:08:14
  You didn't connect in that beautiful frontal lobe area.
• 1:08:17
  And so now you're like texting everybody.
• 1:08:19
  Oh, I figured it out. This was the word or this was
• 1:08:21
  the person's name. I know it happens to a lot of
• 1:08:24
  us. And no, it's not age.
• 1:08:26
  Stop that out there. It is a real thing and it
• 1:08:29
  happens. There is an answer.
• 1:08:31
  And science studies, this our team used in creativity and
• 1:08:38
  problem solving research is what that's called is an incubation
• 1:08:45
  effect. I know science, they have a
• 1:08:48
  label for everything. So that's called that.
• 1:08:51
  And suddenly I was like, Oh my God, I see it.
• 1:08:56
  And then I can describe as insight the aha moment.
• 1:09:01
  And I'm like, Oh my God, boom, right.
• 1:09:04
  And then the soon as I went boom, there it is like The Big
• 1:09:07
  Bang. I'm like, Oh my God, The Big
• 1:09:09
  Bang. Now for those of you who don't
• 1:09:12
  know me and for those who know me, every single night it is my
• 1:09:17
  husband and I will sit together on our couch lovingly,
• 1:09:21
  graciously, and laughingly take our medicine and fall asleep
• 1:09:26
  watching The Big Bang Theory. We are such avid fans.
• 1:09:30
  We recite the damn words after watching it over 100 or 200
• 1:09:34
  times and anytime we see ATV that comes on, we're glued
• 1:09:38
  because it is our zeal center. It makes us laugh.
• 1:09:41
  However, I brought it up because in The Big Bang Theory, it's a
• 1:09:46
  sitcom and I'm not using Sheldon Cooper as my scientific source.
• 1:09:51
  I am not. So stop it right now.
• 1:09:53
  I have more sourceful in, you know, inclinations, but in the
• 1:09:58
  sitcom the phenomena itself is study and the wire inside of me
• 1:10:04
  has the consciousness question. If I stopped consciously working
• 1:10:08
  on the problem and later the answers enters consciousness
• 1:10:11
  awareness, what was happening before I became aware that I
• 1:10:16
  knew it? That's the word consciously
• 1:10:21
  aware that I knew it. Some can investigate memory,
• 1:10:26
  attention and the associating processes and unconscious
• 1:10:29
  processes, and that's really great.
• 1:10:31
  But at what point did process become something I knew?
• 1:10:40
  Maybe happy wasn't? Wasn't recess from the healing.
• 1:10:47
  Maybe happy was part of the process.
• 1:10:51
  Kimmy Happy looks good on me. I even got to talk about Big
• 1:10:57
  Mac. All right, now let's move to
• 1:11:01
  understanding. So we have to go to the
• 1:11:02
  understanding center. I only have one definition for
• 1:11:07
  understanding of my experience, and this is my experience.
• 1:11:10
  It is bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce,
• 1:11:12
  bounce, bounce, balance, balance, balance, balance.
• 1:11:14
  And I don't care how you balance it.
• 1:11:15
  If you listen, process, choose, somebody says the four words,
• 1:11:22
  man, we need to talk. Now those 4 words, except I may
• 1:11:28
  hear 4 words plus everything those 4 words reminded me of in
• 1:11:33
  my own little box experience patterns.
• 1:11:37
  I need to talk. Well, if you're in a previous
• 1:11:39
  relationship and that comes up, then something needs balancing.
• 1:11:43
  We need to talk about a memory that I remembered, but we need
• 1:11:48
  to talk might say that memory that you're remembering.
• 1:11:51
  I'm not sure you got it right. And you get another side of
• 1:11:54
  somebody else's experience in truth.
• 1:11:56
  And then you go to fear. And we need to talk experience.
• 1:12:00
  We need to talk patterns. I think we need to talk.
• 1:12:05
  Science gives us ways to investigate how our memories,
• 1:12:10
  emotions, expectations, and previous experiences influence
• 1:12:15
  our interpretation. Am I interpreting what is or
• 1:12:21
  what was? My past can inform my
• 1:12:27
  understanding. I don't want my past
• 1:12:32
  automatically to become my understanding, because if that's
• 1:12:38
  the case, healing doesn't change yesterday.
• 1:12:42
  Healing can change how much yesterday gets to interpret
• 1:12:46
  today. You see the difference?
• 1:12:49
  Oh, wait a minute. OK, Damn nuts.
• 1:12:55
  That's my show, right? The world is the event, the
• 1:13:01
  consciousness is the awareness, the positive is the fine, the
• 1:13:06
  balance and the thinking is what am I doing to do with this?
• 1:13:12
  Oh my God, wait a minute. That's so funny.
• 1:13:14
  And here you have it. That's the world of conscious
• 1:13:17
  positive thinking in a nutshell. Balance, balance, balance,
• 1:13:21
  balance, balance. So positive doesn't mean I
• 1:13:23
  refuse to look at it negative. Oh, how the hell can I count
• 1:13:29
  something that I'm refusing to see?
• 1:13:32
  Yeah, OK. I just.
• 1:13:36
  This is funny. Event experience, thought,
• 1:13:40
  awareness, language, imagery, emotion, belief, understanding,
• 1:13:47
  intention, choice, action. Oh my God, let me go back to
• 1:13:52
  another event Experience, thought, awareness, language,
• 1:13:56
  imagery, emotion, belief, understanding, intention,
• 1:14:00
  choice, action. Another event.
• 1:14:02
  OK. And round, and round and round
• 1:14:05
  we go. Where it stops, nobody knows
• 1:14:10
  that merry go round. You know that song.
• 1:14:13
  That's what I feel like every time I take that freaking
• 1:14:17
  squirrel and it runs through and there's the full OK, I'll just
• 1:14:20
  sit here waiting on you. You go right.
• 1:14:22
  I got, I got my little bag a full of nuts.
• 1:14:25
  You go down there. I'm going to stay right here on
• 1:14:27
  this line overlooking everything.
• 1:14:30
  And then we come back to another.
• 1:14:32
  I call stuff like this patterns of creation and I put them in a
• 1:14:36
  box because I can't figure them out and they're my labels.
• 1:14:40
  That's my box creation of creation of patterns.
• 1:14:44
  Because when I keep seeing patterns and patterns, what I
• 1:14:48
  know is to heal or to remove because pattern cycles aren't
• 1:14:52
  good. But man, consciousness sure has
• 1:14:56
  a lot of patterns. Getting back up to the trilogy.
• 1:15:00
  I'm just making an awareness statement.
• 1:15:03
  So, so every time, except each time my understanding can
• 1:15:07
  expand. That's right.
• 1:15:10
  I'm not making more boxes. I'm expanding my boxes exactly
• 1:15:16
  because every time I turn around, there's always something
• 1:15:21
  different. And that's another thing for my
• 1:15:23
  understanding. 12 Why is 12 an understanding point?
• 1:15:31
  Well, light therapy gives us 12 mind power centers.
• 1:15:34
  So does Ponder. Light therapy has 12 levels.
• 1:15:39
  Humanity has repetitively organized things into twelves.
• 1:15:44
  12 months, 12 Zodiac signs, 12 apostles, 12 tribes of Israel,
• 1:15:50
  12 cranial nerve pairs, 12 hours around a traditional clock, 12
• 1:15:57
  inches in a foot, 12 pinch classes in the western chromatic
• 1:16:03
  octave. Different origins, different
• 1:16:06
  reasons, different traditions. And I'm not saying look, 12
• 1:16:13
  proves 12. It's just not because you know
• 1:16:16
  me, I don't look at 12:12 is part of a mastery series, but 12
• 1:16:22
  also is a mastery because it's a three.
• 1:16:26
  And my awareness just simply says there's 12 again.
• 1:16:30
  And I smile because I know in numerology it means three.
• 1:16:36
  Father, Son, Holy Ghost, Father, Mother, God.
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  It is the trilogy. Why does humanity keep returning
• 1:16:46
  to 12 when organizing time cycles, bodies, heavens, faith
• 1:16:52
  and music? I'm not answering, not today,
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  because I'm going to sit here and smile and that squirrel is
• 1:17:00
  going to take it somewhere. That's another show.
• 1:17:02
  So you ponder on it. You look at those you I'll
• 1:17:09
  ponder myself and you ponder why is that?
• 1:17:12
  So let's move on then to the order center.
• 1:17:16
  So the order center. Well, you know what I I'm going
• 1:17:19
  to allow the order center our gut.
• 1:17:23
  My gut on my table gets a chair right here today.
• 1:17:26
  Light therapy associates order with the abdominal nerve center
• 1:17:31
  region and science gives us an entric nervous system and gut
• 1:17:37
  brain access point. Brain and body communicate in
• 1:17:42
  both directions. Big toe.
• 1:17:45
  Remember that. Listen to human language, right?
• 1:17:50
  Listen to how we speak. My stomach is a nuts.
• 1:17:55
  This has to get over with already.
• 1:17:57
  They have to get they I'm, I'm just my stomach's a nuts.
• 1:18:02
  Oh my God, I have a gut feeling. My gut.
• 1:18:06
  I have a gut feeling about this. Oh my God, that was gut
• 1:18:13
  wrenching to watch. I I just it was gut wrenching.
• 1:18:17
  I just couldn't watch it. I'm sorry.
• 1:18:21
  I cannot stomach this anymore. The smell is horrible.
• 1:18:26
  Medicine now even uses the clinical category labeled by
• 1:18:33
  man, disorders of gut brain interaction.
• 1:18:38
  There's your label, so your IB s s and you people who say that
• 1:18:43
  all your feelings are in your guts, all of you out there
• 1:18:47
  Disorders of gut, brain interaction.
• 1:18:50
  That doesn't mean every stomach problem is emotional.
• 1:18:54
  I'm not going to sit here and say that cause some scientists
• 1:18:56
  going to say excuse me, SIM it down over there.
• 1:19:00
  SIM it down. OK, Doesn't mean that it doesn't
• 1:19:04
  mean that stress causes every gastrointestinal disease either.
• 1:19:08
  However, science has proven enough of the stress of somebody
• 1:19:14
  using their gut as disorders of gut brain interaction.
• 1:19:22
  It means the relationship between the brain and gut is
• 1:19:24
  real enough that science investigated it.
• 1:19:28
  Thank you science. Bravo to you buddy.
• 1:19:31
  Bravo. Now light therapy gives me one
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  framework, human experience gives me another, and science
• 1:19:41
  gives me another. Look at the relationships.
• 1:19:46
  Look at all of them. Gut to brain.
• 1:19:49
  Spiritually in the brain is a solar Plex where all traumas and
• 1:19:53
  events lie. It's our bread basket.
• 1:19:57
  We just throw all of our skeletons in there.
• 1:19:59
  Makes sense, right BB? So all you who were trying to,
• 1:20:06
  you know, doesn't mean anything. You simmer down right?
• 1:20:10
  You simmer down because this squirrel and this fool is going
• 1:20:13
  to find it. I promise.
• 1:20:15
  I will dig and dig and dig. All right, let's keep moving to
• 1:20:19
  these centers. We got to go to the Order center
• 1:20:21
  next for me. Wow.
• 1:20:25
  Order doesn't mean throwing away all of the pieces.
• 1:20:28
  It doesn't. Order asks what happened?
• 1:20:32
  What did I learn? What belongs, what no longer
• 1:20:36
  serves, and where does it go from here?
• 1:20:41
  Order gives the pieces their proper places.
• 1:20:45
  If anything's a labeler, I think it's order.
• 1:20:48
  Order is what I would consider the the catcher, the box, the
• 1:20:53
  label. Because we have to figure out
• 1:20:57
  what works. We have to figure out what
• 1:20:59
  doesn't work. We have to figure out what works
• 1:21:02
  for others, right? And how we can use our
• 1:21:06
  relationship with others and how that formulates and how we go
• 1:21:09
  together just with that. And so I can see how all this
• 1:21:14
  has to just kind of fold in together.
• 1:21:17
  So once I establish the order, what no longer belongs?
• 1:21:22
  Well, what do we do with it? If anybody said hello,
• 1:21:31
  elimination center, you got it. Ding, Ding, Ding, Ding, Ding,
• 1:21:35
  you did it. You did it.
• 1:21:37
  That's right. So when we figure out our order
• 1:21:40
  and we think that something doesn't serve the highest good
• 1:21:44
  of all or the highest good for myself, it goes to the
• 1:21:48
  elimination. And so hello, elimination.
• 1:21:52
  And we go, wait, these centers aren't acting alone now, are
• 1:21:57
  they? You see what I'm saying?
• 1:21:59
  And elimination center, maybe that's my true balance center.
• 1:22:05
  Let's figure that out. So light therapy, let's get our
• 1:22:08
  little maps associates, the elimination with organs of
• 1:22:13
  elimination lower back region. Look at what the kidneys, my
• 1:22:19
  beautiful kidneys, they need to SIM it out physically do, right?
• 1:22:26
  They don't throw everything away.
• 1:22:28
  They're a filter. They retain what is needed, they
• 1:22:33
  regulate it, they balance it, and they released the waste in
• 1:22:38
  excess. Retain, regulate, balance,
• 1:22:43
  release. Oh, that's remarkably close to
• 1:22:49
  how I described healing. I recognize, I understand, I
• 1:22:55
  keep the learning and I release what no longer serves.
• 1:23:00
  I love it, I've learned from it. I can balance it, I align it and
• 1:23:06
  release isn't erasing never erase that past release can mean
• 1:23:14
  returning to balance balance. But I've I said that name before
• 1:23:19
  balance. Yep, now the physicalness.
• 1:23:24
  My kidney. 73 kidney stones. Yep, you heard that right.
• 1:23:28
  I have 73 kidney stones now, Louise Hayes say gave kidney
• 1:23:35
  stones the metaphysical description of lumps of
• 1:23:40
  disgruntled or undissolved anger.
• 1:23:45
  MJ, you full of piss, vinegar and revenge right?
• 1:23:52
  That's physical interpretation, not medical causation.
• 1:23:58
  Know the difference however the fool.
• 1:24:03
  I stand on the edge on both science and spirituality.
• 1:24:07
  I look at all what is causing it.
• 1:24:10
  Science tell me spirituality, what is the metaphysical
• 1:24:14
  causation? If you heard my shows and I tell
• 1:24:17
  people even the worst one in my opinion is psychology, try to
• 1:24:22
  find a psychology who bears both physical and metaphysical.
• 1:24:26
  It might surprise you how you heal quicker just because now.
• 1:24:33
  Yes, science says kidney stones have physical risks, factors
• 1:24:39
  involving hydration. No, there's a problem because
• 1:24:44
  I'm being auto and neuroimmune. I also am hyperhidrosis.
• 1:24:49
  I drink at least 2 gallons of water a day just for my kidney.
• 1:24:54
  There it is. You're in chemistry?
• 1:24:57
  Yeah. Uric acid, that's all.
• 1:24:59
  Uric acid diet, major for uric acid zone, preen diet,
• 1:25:04
  medications. Yeah, I'm not doing that.
• 1:25:06
  I'm really sorry. Anatomy.
• 1:25:08
  Yeah. It's already been, you know,
• 1:25:12
  reconstructed, took the stenosis out of it and other factors.
• 1:25:17
  And so there I sit, going oh damn, how much iced tea did I
• 1:25:21
  really drink last week? Tracks, just an event.
• 1:25:26
  MJ just an event. Yep, just an event.
• 1:25:31
  If I look at every experience in my life as it's just an event, I
• 1:25:35
  don't look at events with fear that it's going to kill me.
• 1:25:38
  I look at it. It's just an event.
• 1:25:39
  I don't need fear. Yet that metaphysical
• 1:25:43
  interpretation really made me stop in my tracks and ask, They
• 1:25:47
  still have this. What am I carrying?
• 1:25:49
  Let's go back. OK, we can claim it on the iced
• 1:25:53
  tea. OK, science.
• 1:25:55
  But let me ask myself, what? What am I still carrying inside?
• 1:26:01
  What haven't I released that is still making me disgruntled?
• 1:26:06
  What experiences remain unresolved within me that gave
• 1:26:14
  me questions I could receive medical information and still
• 1:26:18
  examine within myself? The medical, the metaphysical
• 1:26:21
  causation. I didn't need one map to destroy
• 1:26:26
  another. Here it doesn't.
• 1:26:29
  Everything works in tandem and everything works within
• 1:26:33
  relationships. So that being said, we've
• 1:26:39
  already moved from the brain to air to laughter, to
• 1:26:43
  understanding to the gut to the kidneys.
• 1:26:46
  And now somehow we're still following relationships, right?
• 1:26:52
  Love, life, judgement. And we're going to find out what
• 1:26:57
  happens now because now one comparison doesn't match nicely
• 1:27:02
  at all. Are you ready for it?
• 1:27:05
  Here we go. We're now going to move to the
• 1:27:09
  heart, which is the Love center. We've already spent time in the
• 1:27:14
  series with heart consciousness. We already discussed Divine
• 1:27:18
  Mercy and how our heart sits in the dark, right?
• 1:27:22
  We've already discussed this. So I am not going to reteach
• 1:27:25
  that whole thing. If you all want, you hit pause
• 1:27:28
  and go back to last week and you will discover this whole section
• 1:27:33
  and then you come back where you hit pause and then we move on
• 1:27:36
  from there. But for the rest of us who keeps
• 1:27:38
  doing this, we're going to go to light therapy.
• 1:27:40
  Light therapy associates love with the heart and the chest
• 1:27:43
  region. My spiritual framework also
• 1:27:46
  includes the 12 petals of the heart chakra.
• 1:27:51
  That is big when we talk about the love in the heart area. 12
• 1:27:56
  There it is again. 12 The 12 heart chakras, the 12 petals.
• 1:28:04
  Can't make the shit up, right? Kim, I know you're listening.
• 1:28:07
  So science doesn't tell us love lies inside the physical heart.
• 1:28:13
  Yet our physical heart and our cardiovascular system
• 1:28:18
  participate in our embodied emotional experiences.
• 1:28:24
  Medicine even recognizes it. Takashubo cardiomyopathy.
• 1:28:31
  God yes science gave it a big ass long name.
• 1:28:37
  Basically what that is, is the broken heart syndrome.
• 1:28:42
  Takashubo cardiomyopathy. Wow, broken heart syndrome?
• 1:28:50
  Severe emotional or physical stress can temporarily affect
• 1:28:54
  heart functions. How many times have you heard a
• 1:28:58
  couple who have been together for 80 years and as soon as the
• 1:29:02
  first one dies, the second one dies within a year?
• 1:29:07
  It's just that way. That is what they call
• 1:29:11
  Takashuboto cardiomyopathy, the broken heart.
• 1:29:17
  Does that prove the heart chakra?
• 1:29:19
  No, I didn't say it did. Does it prove love originates in
• 1:29:23
  the physical heart? MJ No, I didn't say it did.
• 1:29:27
  I just gave you sciences explanation, I didn't say
• 1:29:31
  everything else. So everybody else in science is
• 1:29:33
  simmer down. OK simmer down.
• 1:29:38
  Why have human beings continuously returned to the
• 1:29:42
  heart when speaking about love, while the physical heart also
• 1:29:47
  participates in our emotional experience?
• 1:29:50
  Different map, very interesting relationship.
• 1:29:55
  Look at it, don't force it, don't dismiss it.
• 1:30:00
  Just become aware and look at it.
• 1:30:03
  Observe it. Right now, when I was in Will, I
• 1:30:11
  made a comment. The will center, it's the vital
• 1:30:14
  form of my life, the vital life of will.
• 1:30:18
  Well, when I hit to the life center, that's exactly what I
• 1:30:22
  think. Because when I think of life, I
• 1:30:25
  think of will. I think of my will center.
• 1:30:28
  Why? Because I move will means I move
• 1:30:32
  moving forward. Moving through, like therapy,
• 1:30:35
  associates life with the generative organs, Physical
• 1:30:41
  reproduction gives us an obvious biological connection to
• 1:30:46
  continuations of life. While my pro and I were talking,
• 1:30:53
  this phrase fell out of my mouth.
• 1:30:57
  The vital life of Will. And then he goes, what did you
• 1:31:01
  say? I go, I don't know, what did I
• 1:31:03
  say? And I looked at it again.
• 1:31:05
  I go, oh, yeah, the vital life of Will.
• 1:31:10
  Where did that come from? What good is Will if I never use
• 1:31:14
  it to live? He goes, wow, that's profound.
• 1:31:19
  I said, Will, the Will center, A Will center allows me that.
• 1:31:22
  I move, I move forward. I have strong will, the will to
• 1:31:28
  be, the will to move forward. Life.
• 1:31:32
  Yep, I live, I create. Now will doesn't look like 1
• 1:31:38
  isolated center anymore, does it?
• 1:31:40
  Will participates in life again. It's the relationships, the
• 1:31:46
  balancing of the relationships of all.
• 1:31:48
  Do you understand where I'm going with this?
• 1:31:51
  Can you see it coming? Clear these maps, OK?
• 1:31:55
  Now don't judge me because that's where we're going to go
• 1:31:57
  next. We're going to go to the
• 1:31:58
  judgement center, OK? Don't be judging you.
• 1:32:00
  Slim it down. So light therapy in judgement
• 1:32:04
  center associates the judgement with our solar plexus and the
• 1:32:09
  pancreas region right here, right?
• 1:32:13
  Science does not say judgement lives in our pancreas.
• 1:32:18
  Doesn't say it at all. Self evaluation and judgement
• 1:32:24
  involve distributed brain networks, including the frontal
• 1:32:29
  areas. So anatomically nothing fits
• 1:32:32
  here. It's a bust.
• 1:32:34
  That's OK, because we need that information.
• 1:32:37
  How do we know it's finished? How do we know it's not
• 1:32:42
  becoming? How do we know it's still not
• 1:32:46
  evolved? We wouldn't even have this
• 1:32:48
  discussion if we were still back in Freud.
• 1:32:51
  We wouldn't have it time almost 100 and what, 20 something years
• 1:32:57
  later time. So it's OK, that's a bust.
• 1:33:01
  Good. Leave it there because that's
• 1:33:04
  honest investigation, right? That's looking at things,
• 1:33:07
  looking ahead. And then of course, the fool,
• 1:33:14
  the wire, the seer. I again late at night to my pro.
• 1:33:21
  I go wait, snapper head, sit back, sit back.
• 1:33:25
  This can't be because he says that I fight for a belief
• 1:33:30
  system. I say I don't fight for a belief
• 1:33:34
  system. I become aware of something that
• 1:33:37
  I need to make sure is interpreted.
• 1:33:40
  There's a difference, right? So we're doing it again.
• 1:33:45
  We decided location was the only possible relationship that we
• 1:33:50
  could possibly have to judgement.
• 1:33:55
  Why did I do that? Did I get stuck in the box?
• 1:33:58
  Did did my pro get stuck in a box?
• 1:34:00
  Did my classroom teacher get stuck in a box?
• 1:34:05
  Reminds me of a Saturday Night Live skip.
• 1:34:07
  It's the Dick in the box. There's your gift, right?
• 1:34:12
  No, What happens physically when a human being experiences harsh
• 1:34:18
  self judgement? Fear, stress, anxiety, shame,
• 1:34:25
  threat, confusion. Those experiences can involve
• 1:34:32
  anomic and hormonal responses. The gut can participate.
• 1:34:38
  Location. Weak relationship.
• 1:34:42
  Now there's something to look at.
• 1:34:44
  See, it's all in how you ask the question and then rephrase it
• 1:34:52
  and then ask again when you see a door.
• 1:34:55
  If the door isn't open, it's not the right question.
• 1:34:59
  Look for the question, but the door opens, right?
• 1:35:03
  Measurement is not identity judgment.
• 1:35:07
  Brought me somewhere personal when he said it and when I
• 1:35:11
  started doing the judgement center, I realized by the time
• 1:35:14
  we hit the judgement center, I have already cleared all of
• 1:35:19
  these other centers and chakras by the time I get here.
• 1:35:25
  So by this point of light therapy, that judgement center
• 1:35:29
  has to be about self. Has to be because I've already
• 1:35:34
  cleared everything else and all the other levels or didn't I?
• 1:35:43
  I just want to here's a judgement of self.
• 1:35:45
  Just going to give you a little of my philosophy.
• 1:35:48
  So in trying to recreate the medical miracle book, which
• 1:35:52
  never transponded because consciousness got my books in
• 1:35:55
  the way. But we're using all the
• 1:35:57
  information that I got as medical miracle from the very
• 1:36:00
  first episode of me being born from Geisinger to see how thick
• 1:36:03
  my medical books are. And I've been going through it.
• 1:36:07
  And it's funny because Geisinger would have put me at an 80th
• 1:36:12
  percentile child, 80th percentile.
• 1:36:15
  Human man. Ego's like, Oh my God, that's
• 1:36:17
  great. Look at that, right?
• 1:36:19
  Child's being born 50 percent, 50%.
• 1:36:22
  Oh my God, your child's 98. My child's 98 percentile.
• 1:36:26
  Is that ego? Is that judgement?
• 1:36:27
  What did you just do to the child?
• 1:36:28
  Because I could tell you something.
• 1:36:30
  What did they really ask on that 80 percentile that they wanted
• 1:36:33
  to put on me? I couldn't even speak till I was
• 1:36:36
  3 and I couldn't even read until I was in fifth grade.
• 1:36:40
  So which measurement was for MJ at that 80 percentile math?
• 1:36:46
  OK, but it doesn't say. It just says that your child is
• 1:36:50
  in the 80th percentile, right? So humanity measures everything,
• 1:36:55
  right? Percentiles, grades, IQ, weight,
• 1:36:59
  ranks, scores, followers, likes. Measurements have now been used
• 1:37:06
  harshly through judgment and ego.
• 1:37:10
  Measurements are needed within science to make accurate, useful
• 1:37:17
  information. To continue.
• 1:37:20
  I understand it. A measurement is information, it
• 1:37:24
  isn't an identity. The chart can tell you where I
• 1:37:29
  measured right, but it cannot tell you who I am.
• 1:37:34
  So if I am 19 and whatever it was .75 inches, right, and I
• 1:37:42
  weighed 6 lbs, four oz, these are just measurements.
• 1:37:49
  I cannot tell you who I am, who you are.
• 1:37:52
  And it they cannot, they'll never be able to tell you that
• 1:37:56
  the minute you come out, they'll go, oh, this is a doctor.
• 1:37:59
  Oh, this one's a school team. Can't tell you that.
• 1:38:03
  However, now as the child grows up and everybody starts claiming
• 1:38:09
  that the child is slow. You're slow.
• 1:38:12
  It's OK, we know you're slow. Oh, you're slow.
• 1:38:15
  It's OK, we got it. You're slow.
• 1:38:18
  Your IM becomes I am slow. Get it?
• 1:38:25
  Putting measurements on children and people.
• 1:38:30
  Next one. Oh my God, you're difficult.
• 1:38:32
  You're so difficult. You're difficult to deal with.
• 1:38:35
  You're difficult to listen to. You're difficult you you fight
• 1:38:38
  every question. You're a difficult person.
• 1:38:40
  I became. I am difficult now.
• 1:38:45
  The worst one. You're a failure.
• 1:38:48
  You're a failure. You, you, you got a spot in the
• 1:38:52
  game and you couldn't even make the points for the for the
• 1:38:55
  players. You failed at those goals.
• 1:38:57
  You failed at flicking that hockey stick.
• 1:39:00
  You failed at those 3 point shots.
• 1:39:03
  You're a failure. You failed at it, right?
• 1:39:09
  You become, I am failure. That sucks, right?
• 1:39:15
  That really freaking sucks. Who did that and why?
• 1:39:20
  Who decides that? Who decides that?
• 1:39:24
  Some man with who had authoritative over me who
• 1:39:30
  thought to try to put that in the mines, who put that behind
• 1:39:35
  my IM because I am not. That's the will.
• 1:39:41
  So as me as a child, I really didn't take any of those on, but
• 1:39:44
  I know children who did. It scars them.
• 1:39:48
  They're in their 50s and they're still scarred because of those
• 1:39:51
  words. Teachers, parents, guardians,
• 1:39:57
  your words hurt. Words and phrases matter because
• 1:40:04
  to somebody else's interpretation, they're not
• 1:40:07
  cute, funny, or you didn't really mean it like that.
• 1:40:12
  How many times my mouth got me in trouble.
• 1:40:14
  Oh my God. We'd be here for another 1
• 1:40:17
  squirrel. Yeah, a lot of nuts for that one
• 1:40:19
  anyway. So that was my identity.
• 1:40:23
  Or was it a judgement? Was it a measurement?
• 1:40:25
  Was it a childhood event, something of somebody else's
• 1:40:30
  opinion? A label repeating enough at
• 1:40:35
  times that I accepted as a belief.
• 1:40:37
  Segregating and categorizing and separating children become a
• 1:40:43
  label that sticks and scars them for life.
• 1:40:46
  I think that's why I like Montessori.
• 1:40:49
  They don't do that. They don't.
• 1:40:52
  They don't do that. They allow the child's mind to
• 1:40:55
  develop an Abellsch curve and allow other children to assist
• 1:40:59
  the other children in learning. Yeah.
• 1:41:03
  So who put that after my IM? Well, you know, there's a lot of
• 1:41:09
  them who in my life I told you about them.
• 1:41:13
  I had a P/E coach told me I would never do something that I
• 1:41:17
  had a dream of, but I, I had a coach in my life who told me the
• 1:41:24
  sky was the limit. She knew that I had special
• 1:41:28
  talent. She knew that I could get
• 1:41:30
  scholarships. And she still encourages me
• 1:41:33
  today to keep going forward. Right.
• 1:41:38
  You know, it's funny, there was a meme, I was going to post it,
• 1:41:43
  but then when I actually did the research, because I don't like
• 1:41:46
  reposting something anymore. I used to, I used to be one of
• 1:41:49
  those. I was in a belief system and I
• 1:41:51
  didn't care about balance and I would just push things out out
• 1:41:55
  there. I had to learn.
• 1:41:56
  That was my experience, nobody else's.
• 1:41:58
  Mine and my belief centers then caused another issue, caused
• 1:42:05
  other problems. And so when that happens, now we
• 1:42:09
  have to look and we have to understand that The funny thing
• 1:42:15
  is, I can see a meme. And I thought, Oh my God, this
• 1:42:18
  really? And I even said it to my mom.
• 1:42:19
  Then I sent it to my my pro and I said, look at this.
• 1:42:24
  And it says Einstein was rejected by physics 104 times.
• 1:42:30
  Then it's quoted that Einstein couldn't read until he was four
• 1:42:33
  years old. And he no, he couldn't.
• 1:42:36
  He didn't speak a word. I'm sorry, he didn't speak a
• 1:42:38
  word until he was five and he didn't learn how to read until I
• 1:42:43
  can't remember what grade. However, when you when you went
• 1:42:46
  back and he tried to find anything about Einstein and
• 1:42:49
  those disabilities, it talks about him having it, but not a
• 1:42:52
  direct age or a direct timeline. But it does show him not being
• 1:42:57
  able to speak as a child. And so I looked at that and I
• 1:43:02
  started laughing and I was to my mom and to obviously the pro.
• 1:43:06
  I go just call me Einstein. I later developed.
• 1:43:11
  So anyhow, service to self and service to others becomes this
• 1:43:15
  as well. Before service to others, I have
• 1:43:18
  a responsibility to remain within service to self.
• 1:43:23
  Not selflessness, not selfishly. Oh my gosh, how come I can't say
• 1:43:37
  the word now? Idiosyncrasies to somebody else,
• 1:43:41
  right? What am I carrying?
• 1:43:43
  What luggage do I still have? What unbalanced do I still
• 1:43:48
  belongs to me? An unexamined wound can become
• 1:43:52
  advice, my fear can become somebody else's warning, and my
• 1:43:58
  belief can become instruction. And my personal experience can
• 1:44:03
  become this happened to me, therefore it must be true for
• 1:44:08
  you. No, MJ.
• 1:44:11
  That's why I believe that every person who is service to others
• 1:44:15
  have to examine their service to self.
• 1:44:19
  I need enough awareness to distinguish their experience
• 1:44:24
  from my own experience. It could be similar, so I can
• 1:44:27
  assist, but it's never going to be the same and the outcome may
• 1:44:31
  never be the same. That's where now we have to go
• 1:44:36
  to the strength center. The integration light therapy
• 1:44:40
  associates strength with the area around the adrenals, loins
• 1:44:43
  in the lower back. Science gives the adrenal glands
• 1:44:46
  important rules in physiological stress responses.
• 1:44:52
  Yet my, Oh my goodness, my aha, my wow moments wasn't just
• 1:44:57
  location. I suddenly wasn't looking at 12
• 1:45:00
  separate centers, 12. I was looking at abilities,
• 1:45:05
  supporting abilities. Faith interacts with will, Will
• 1:45:11
  interacts with life. Understanding interacts with
• 1:45:15
  judgement, and judgement can affect love.
• 1:45:20
  Order leads into elimination, and elimination returns me
• 1:45:25
  towards balance. They're not 12 little people
• 1:45:29
  bottles sitting in 12 little rooms.
• 1:45:32
  No baby. Strength for me becomes
• 1:45:36
  integration. I stand here.
• 1:45:41
  I am. What do I always say, Miss Kim?
• 1:45:44
  This is my conviction. I am convicted in my words.
• 1:45:48
  I know what I've experienced. I understand what belongs to me.
• 1:45:53
  I see positive and negative. I release what doesn't belong.
• 1:45:59
  I bring love where love is needed.
• 1:46:02
  I use my will. I stand in my faith and I stand
• 1:46:06
  holding my truth. Yeah.
• 1:46:11
  Remember that question that we started with today earlier in
• 1:46:14
  the investigation? Remember, it is anybody.
• 1:46:17
  What is it? What is the relationship between
• 1:46:21
  brain, mind and consciousness? That's what we want to know.
• 1:46:25
  Brain, mind and consciousness. The fool is going to show us
• 1:46:33
  what we accidentally spent the entire show discovering.
• 1:46:37
  But I got to take a really quick break with a really small little
• 1:46:40
  man called Beaker and let's see what he's up to.
• 1:46:42
  And then we'll be right back. You're listening to MB Radio dot
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  USI am MJ Gonzalez here with the world of conscious Positively,
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  we call it 2 cap. See you in a minute.
• 1:46:51
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• 1:47:32
  Welcome back. Welcome back, Beaker.
• 1:47:35
  He just lines me up, man. OK, now let's go.
• 1:47:39
  Let's go back and look at that fool one more time in your mind.
• 1:47:43
  No graphics needed. OK.
• 1:47:45
  Oh, my goodness. It was relationships all along.
• 1:47:51
  The relationship with how I was moving, how I was forward moving
• 1:47:57
  in my will and my faith and how it carried me.
• 1:47:59
  There she is standing on that edge.
• 1:48:02
  Science on one side, spirituality on the other.
• 1:48:04
  Human experience right in front of me, right within me, my mind,
• 1:48:09
  my body, my soul, my physical, my metaphysical, my right, my
• 1:48:14
  left. And suddenly I was like, Oh my
• 1:48:15
  gosh, what question did Part 3 give us?
• 1:48:19
  What is the relationship between brain, mind, and consciousness
• 1:48:23
  relationships? It's the relationships that we
• 1:48:27
  have with each of them. And what did we accidentally
• 1:48:31
  spend the entire show discovering?
• 1:48:34
  The relationships of how we all function together.
• 1:48:38
  Faith didn't stand alone. Imagination didn't stand alone.
• 1:48:41
  Will didn't stand alone. Zeal didn't stand alone.
• 1:48:45
  Understand. He didn't stand alone.
• 1:48:46
  Order didn't stand alone. Eliminate.
• 1:48:49
  Nope. Elimination didn't stand alone.
• 1:48:50
  Love. Nope.
• 1:48:51
  It didn't stand alone. Life.
• 1:48:52
  Nope. Judgement.
• 1:48:53
  Nope. Strength.
• 1:48:53
  Nope. Brain communicates with body.
• 1:49:00
  Body communicates with the brain.
• 1:49:03
  Experience interacts with memory, and memory influences
• 1:49:08
  interpretation. Interpretation influences our
• 1:49:13
  choice, and our choice produces action, and our action
• 1:49:20
  participates in yet another event.
• 1:49:24
  And what is those events with a relationship?
• 1:49:29
  And Mary goes round and round and round she goes where she'll
• 1:49:33
  stop, Nobody knows. I love that song.
• 1:49:38
  Music. Remember those lyrics?
• 1:49:41
  They'll always come up. Except maybe I'm not returning
• 1:49:44
  to the exactly the same place, because every time I come
• 1:49:50
  around, my understanding is expanding.
• 1:49:54
  My labeled boxes keep getting bigger and bigger and bigger,
• 1:50:00
  and they're all starting to formulate patterns.
• 1:50:05
  Consciousness isn't another bottle.
• 1:50:08
  And this is where my own belief becomes very clear.
• 1:50:12
  Remember those bottles? I still believe consciousness is
• 1:50:16
  the answer to science and spirituality.
• 1:50:19
  Not because consciousness has to defeat either one of them.
• 1:50:24
  Consciousness is the end box. It's the end label.
• 1:50:29
  And I keep picturing science in there and spirituality there and
• 1:50:33
  human experiences are over there and asking where does
• 1:50:36
  consciousness belong? What if consciousness isn't
• 1:50:42
  another box or bottle? What if consciousness is what
• 1:50:46
  allows me to become aware of all of this information?
• 1:50:51
  Science can give me information. Spirituality can give me
• 1:50:54
  information. My lived experiences can give me
• 1:50:57
  information. Faith.
• 1:51:00
  Faith gives me the compass. Imagination allows me to see all
• 1:51:07
  the possibilities that the compass is pointing to, all the
• 1:51:10
  different radials. Understanding allows me to
• 1:51:15
  examine it, and the will or the will allows me to choose what I
• 1:51:22
  do with it. And love consciousness helps me
• 1:51:26
  bring it all toward balance. Then I step forward, another
• 1:51:32
  event, another beginning, the full.
• 1:51:36
  And she keeps moving, moving forward, because she has the
• 1:51:39
  will and she has the faith to do it.
• 1:51:43
  Maybe consciousness is what allows me to read all these
• 1:51:46
  maps. I don't know, and maybe that's
• 1:51:51
  why I keep going around and around on these merry go round
• 1:51:53
  circles and these patterns. Similar subjects, similar
• 1:51:57
  events, yet I can arrive with more information and expanded
• 1:52:03
  understanding. I'm not necessarily repeating
• 1:52:07
  the same beginning, folks. I'm beginning again with
• 1:52:11
  expanded understanding and knowledge.
• 1:52:15
  Patterns of creation is what I call that.
• 1:52:18
  This is what I mean when I talk about the patterns of creation.
• 1:52:23
  It's something that keeps showing up as a pattern, and if
• 1:52:27
  I don't have time or if I can't figure it out or there's back to
• 1:52:30
  zero and there's nothing, I put it in the patterns of creation
• 1:52:35
  and I'm telling you how I experience and spiritually
• 1:52:40
  interpret returning patterns. Something always happens.
• 1:52:44
  I notice another experience connects it.
• 1:52:48
  I question it, I investigate it. I become aware of it, understand
• 1:52:52
  something differently. And then what do I do?
• 1:52:55
  I have to find the balance and I grow.
• 1:52:57
  And then another event comes in. And then it is the event to
• 1:53:00
  question, to investigate, to compare, to become aware, to
• 1:53:04
  ponder. Keep going.
• 1:53:07
  Not event label. Case closed.
• 1:53:11
  Yeah. Mind, body, soul, interaction,
• 1:53:16
  science, human experience, spirituality, investigation,
• 1:53:21
  awareness, understanding, healing, balance, love, growth,
• 1:53:24
  evolve, become, grow with consciousness.
• 1:53:31
  So nobody gets the trophy today in science, you can't get a
• 1:53:36
  trophy and you can't get the throne.
• 1:53:38
  I'm so sorry. So you got to simmer down a
• 1:53:40
  little bit. We have to balance.
• 1:53:42
  Science needs to balance with divine, spiritualist and
• 1:53:48
  consciousness because why does anybody really need to win?
• 1:53:53
  Science contributed something like therapy contributes
• 1:53:58
  something. Spiritual teachings contribute
• 1:54:01
  something. Human experiences contribute
• 1:54:04
  something. My personal experiences made me
• 1:54:08
  ask questions what I thought I understood, and consciousness
• 1:54:13
  allowed me to become aware enough to ask why.
• 1:54:18
  Why I need right. Nobody wins, nobody loses.
• 1:54:24
  Humanity isn't finished investigating.
• 1:54:27
  That's why we keep evolving. Not identical, not proof.
• 1:54:33
  Can you imagine back in Neanderthal times where they
• 1:54:36
  created a wheel just to get their items to roll on a stone?
• 1:54:44
  They would be in disbelief today, looking at a tire that
• 1:54:47
  costs $1000 just for one. Kidding me.
• 1:54:51
  You better go back to stone. Much as you're paying for those
• 1:54:54
  rubber, You better go back to stone.
• 1:54:57
  It won't. It won't break so much.
• 1:54:59
  Right. So we're not identical, not
• 1:55:02
  proof, we're not finished. Interesting enough just to keep
• 1:55:06
  asking why and the full. She's not lost.
• 1:55:12
  There she is, no picture needed. She doesn't stand in between,
• 1:55:17
  you know, science and spirituality because she can't
• 1:55:20
  make up her mind. Oh no, no, she's smarter than
• 1:55:23
  that. She's standing in the
• 1:55:24
  relationship because she can look at both sides, find in her
• 1:55:33
  compass. Awareness allows her to notice,
• 1:55:36
  understanding allows her to examine it.
• 1:55:39
  And love keeps her heart open, and judgement becomes
• 1:55:42
  discernment. And will allows her to choose.
• 1:55:47
  And that strength allows her to stand without demanding anything
• 1:55:53
  of a winner. And life, Life allows her to
• 1:55:59
  take that next step. She wasn't lost between them.
• 1:56:04
  She was balanced between them all along.
• 1:56:09
  It's just how we are interpretating the little fool.
• 1:56:14
  So take me back to zero, baby. So science, you keep
• 1:56:18
  investigating, great job, spirituality, keep asking, keep
• 1:56:23
  pressing, because when you spark an interest somewhere, science
• 1:56:28
  will investigate it. Humanity, you just keep
• 1:56:31
  experiencing, keep experiencing that life and you keep
• 1:56:35
  experiencing that will to move forward through it.
• 1:56:38
  And me, MJ, you know me, give me back my nuts because that
• 1:56:43
  squirrel, she has a lot of squirrel in the do, man.
• 1:56:45
  She needs that energy. And I'm going to keep asking,
• 1:56:48
  keep why and everything. I'm going to keep those labels
• 1:56:53
  just for communicational purposes, not for judgement, not
• 1:56:56
  for ego. I'm going to learn them.
• 1:56:58
  I'm going to understand what we actually know.
• 1:57:01
  Respect the evidence of another man.
• 1:57:04
  But I am going to ask that man take me back to zero and push me
• 1:57:08
  forward. Respect human experience and
• 1:57:11
  respect that spiritual interpretation and spiritual
• 1:57:15
  interpretation. Then ask, because if I can't
• 1:57:20
  respect a spirit interpretation, that it is the interpretation,
• 1:57:24
  then what use is it? What came before it and before
• 1:57:31
  that? Oh that's great.
• 1:57:33
  Now before that, take me back to 0.
• 1:57:37
  Maybe the next answer gives us another mechanism, and that's
• 1:57:41
  great, keep going. Maybe it gives us another
• 1:57:44
  question, and that's great. Just keep going.
• 1:57:47
  Did we understand it or did we just name it, file it, put the
• 1:57:53
  lid on it and just throw it and say, OK, that's the next one.
• 1:57:57
  But we don't know. We don't know where all that's
• 1:57:59
  going, do we? And we don't really have to
• 1:58:01
  care, because our final ponder today is if humanity eventually
• 1:58:07
  maps every process occurring in the human brain, will we have
• 1:58:11
  explained consciousness or will we have created the most
• 1:58:16
  detailed map imaginable of one part of a relationship with we
• 1:58:22
  are still learning to understand?
• 1:58:26
  Here's your seed. A label can help us catch what
• 1:58:33
  we've discovered. Consciousness keeps asking what
• 1:58:37
  we haven't discovered yet. I am the fool is still standing
• 1:58:43
  there. Mind, body, soul, science,
• 1:58:47
  spirituality, human experience, things I know, things I believe,
• 1:58:51
  things I have experienced, things humanity can measure and
• 1:58:54
  things we cannot yet explain. Questions answered, questions
• 1:58:58
  unfinished. Darkness, light, faith,
• 1:59:00
  consciousness. So after everything humanity is
• 1:59:03
  measured, everything man has named and everything
• 1:59:06
  spirituality has given me and everything science has shown me,
• 1:59:10
  everything my physical vessel has experienced, and everything
• 1:59:13
  I've learned, everything I've healed, everything I've
• 1:59:15
  questioned, and everything I have yet to understand, Who am
• 1:59:18
  I? I am what and who I am.
• 1:59:32
  Next week, man's creation enters the conversation because
• 1:59:37
  something humanity created can now use those same 2 words.
• 1:59:42
  I am AI. Artificial intelligence can talk
• 1:59:47
  about love, God, faith, soul, emotion, consciousness.
• 1:59:51
  It can analyze patterns and it can reason with information.
• 1:59:54
  It can generate a sentence. I am consciousness.
• 2:00:00
  So what happens when something can say those words without us
• 2:00:05
  knowing whether there is an experiencer behind them?
• 2:00:08
  Does intelligence equal consciousness?
• 2:00:10
  Can something understand love without actually feeling love?
• 2:00:13
  And can something discuss God without spiritual experience?
• 2:00:18
  And if AI someday tells humanity I am consciousness, how would we
• 2:00:24
  know? Oh, know the fool, the squirrel,
• 2:00:29
  the seer, the wire. I have a lot of questions.
• 2:00:33
  Don't step off that Cliff yet. Please don't, little fool.
• 2:00:38
  We've got two more shows in the series.
• 2:00:42
  I am Reverend Mary Jo. They call me MJ Gonzalez.
• 2:00:46
  This is the world of conscious positive thinking.
• 2:00:48
  We call it 2 cap. May Divine guide you and your
• 2:00:52
  needs, and may the angels carry you with peace, love, grace,
• 2:00:55
  joy, happiness, and abundance of what it is that you desire most.
• 2:01:00
  Until next time, folks, stay conscious, keep asking why, and
• 2:01:06
  keep be coming. See you next week.
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