Latest / The Occult Rejects / JK ULTRA: Mind Control, Magick, and the New Spiritual Internet
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- 0:02Speaker 1: You see somethings are going to happen.
- 0:06Speaker 2: What's going to happen?
- 0:15Speaker 3: What?
- 0:24Speaker 1: Welcome back to the occult Rejects Today we are joined
- 0:28Speaker 1: by Jennifer Comedy, better known online as jk Ultra, a creator, researcher,
- 0:33Speaker 1: and host whose work moves to consciousness, astrology, aliens, ai, spirituality, occultism, metaphysics, conspiracy, culture,
- 0:43Speaker 1: and the strange new religious atmosphere of the Internet. Her
- 0:46Speaker 1: work under Neurolchemy explores subconscious reprogramming, hypnosis, soul work, and
- 0:51Speaker 1: the ways people attempt to transform the mind from the
- 0:54Speaker 1: inside out. Jennifer's work lands directly in the middle of
- 0:58Speaker 1: one of the strangest developments of our time, the rise
- 1:01Speaker 1: of the spiritual Internet. The old occult world had temples,
- 1:05Speaker 1: Grimoire's initiatory orders, trans states, spirits, symbols, and ritual technologies.
- 1:11Speaker 1: Now those same forces are moving through podcasts, TikTok feeds,
- 1:15Speaker 1: live streams, AI tools, astrology apps, UFO, testimony, manifestation culture,
- 1:21Speaker 1: hypnosis programs in digital communities where millions of people are
- 1:25Speaker 1: trying to figure out whether they are waking up, being programmed,
- 1:28Speaker 1: being exploited, being initiated, or some combination of all of it.
- 1:33Speaker 1: So today we're going to talk about JK Ultra, mind control,
- 1:37Speaker 1: magic and the new spiritual Internet. We'll get into online spirituality,
- 1:41Speaker 1: algorithmic influence, hypnosis, subconscious reprogramming, manifestation, conspiracy culture, AI astrology, UFOs,
- 1:50Speaker 1: and the battle floor attention in the world where the
- 1:52Speaker 1: black mirror is no longer a ritual object on the altar.
- 1:55Speaker 1: It is the glowing screen in everybody's hand. But before
- 1:59Speaker 1: I introduce you, sure, let me introduce the other co
- 2:01Speaker 1: hosts on the show. We got Judith the Loon. What
- 2:05Speaker 1: is going on? Judith? Thank you so much for making it.
- 2:08Speaker 3: Thank you for having me. I'm glad I was able
- 2:10Speaker 3: to make it. I look forward to this discussion. Everyone else.
- 2:14Speaker 3: You could catch me on my show on speaker X
- 2:18Speaker 3: and YouTube as the Loon.
- 2:21Speaker 1: Thank you so much. And Marcella, thank you so much
- 2:23Speaker 1: for coming on and thank you for bringing such an
- 2:25Speaker 1: awesome guest. I look forward to this.
- 2:27Speaker 4: Hey, Yes, I'm so glad you're here John, and yeah,
- 2:34Speaker 4: I am. Everything you can find on me is on
- 2:37Speaker 4: my website Marcelloprol dot com. I'm speaking on Friday at
- 2:43Speaker 4: UC Davis for World Tarot Day up in northern California.
- 2:46Speaker 4: That's from ten to four. If you're in the area,
- 2:49Speaker 4: I'd love to see you.
- 2:50Speaker 1: That is awesome. And what about your deck? Please let
- 2:53Speaker 1: everybody know about it.
- 2:54Speaker 4: The Initiates Oracle is now out worldwide. It's available everywhere. Yeah,
- 3:01Speaker 4: we've been doing a really great kickoff officially released on
- 3:04Speaker 4: the fourth of May, and just really excited to have
- 3:08Speaker 4: my fifth deck out into the world to help support
- 3:10Speaker 4: people and their practice and their magic.
- 3:14Speaker 1: Thank you so much, and if people are interested, please
- 3:17Speaker 1: go back and check it out. Her and the artist,
- 3:20Speaker 1: we're both on the show. And I think that was
- 3:22Speaker 1: really good because you get an insight on both people
- 3:25Speaker 1: where they were at mentally and how those cards will
- 3:27Speaker 1: put together and just the process, you know. So I
- 3:29Speaker 1: think it was a really good in depth understanding of
- 3:32Speaker 1: what was done with that deck. So definitely check it out.
- 3:35Speaker 1: And finally the guest we've got jk Ultra Jen, what
- 3:38Speaker 1: is going on? Thank you so much for coming on
- 3:40Speaker 1: the show and let everybody know what's up with you
- 3:42Speaker 1: and whatever you like to promote.
- 3:44Speaker 2: Hello everybody, I'm excited to be here. So I always
- 3:48Speaker 2: have a bunch of things going on. Right now, I'm
- 3:49Speaker 2: doing a forty Day challenge on social media, where I'm
- 3:53Speaker 2: revisiting all of the topics that I've posted through the
- 3:57Speaker 2: lens of paradox because a lot of my book leaves
- 4:00Speaker 2: have evolved. So that's what I'm working on now. I
- 4:03Speaker 2: also do hypnosis. I do QHHT and group hypnosis on
- 4:07Speaker 2: my substock, and I do a Tuesday Night Live every
- 4:10Speaker 2: Tuesday on YouTube where we do long form content and
- 4:14Speaker 2: you know, talk about pretty much whatever's coming up in
- 4:18Speaker 2: my life in spirituality in the comment section.
- 4:23Speaker 1: That's great, awesome, that's funny. How how you mentioned like
- 4:27Speaker 1: even for me looking at some of the work I've
- 4:30Speaker 1: done in the past, I was like, I'd really like
- 4:32Speaker 1: to redo that because I just think, like, I don't know,
- 4:34Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, that's crash now. I hate to say it,
- 4:37Speaker 1: but so I can see what you're coming at or
- 4:40Speaker 1: just even like wanting to cover old topics from a
- 4:41Speaker 1: different angle. So I totally get that, and that's really
- 4:45Speaker 1: cool that you're doing that. Just real quick. I mean
- 4:48Speaker 1: you kind of like maybe explain the tiny bit in
- 4:51Speaker 1: what you just said now, but for listeners who are
- 4:54Speaker 1: just finding out who you are, you know, where did
- 4:57Speaker 1: the jk Ultra identity come from, and like, you know,
- 5:00Speaker 1: what is your deal? Like, what's your if you want
- 5:02Speaker 1: to give everybody an idea of what your show's about
- 5:04Speaker 1: and stuff.
- 5:06Speaker 2: So in twenty twenty two, you know, just me and
- 5:10Speaker 2: a couple of friends thought it would be hilarious to
- 5:12Speaker 2: post on TikTok, and so, you know, we decided, similar
- 5:17Speaker 2: to what's happening now, it's kind of a weird mirroring
- 5:19Speaker 2: bookend of that, that it would be fun to do
- 5:22Speaker 2: like a thirty day challenge and post every day on TikTok.
- 5:25Speaker 2: And I had a friend she wanted to post interior stuff.
- 5:27Speaker 2: Another friend wanted to post some other spiritual things. And
- 5:31Speaker 2: I was like, you know what, I'm going to post
- 5:33Speaker 2: about conspiracies. And I posted a Gallaine Maxwell video about
- 5:39Speaker 2: her secret Reddit account and it went viral and then
- 5:43Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I got more where that came from.
- 5:48Speaker 2: And then the next day I went to the In
- 5:50Speaker 2: and Out Burger.
- 5:51Speaker 1: Oh shit, Oh I went to comed Ping Pong.
- 5:58Speaker 2: Yeah. So I then that went like super viral, got
- 6:03Speaker 2: like a million views. I was like, oh, okay, I'm
- 6:06Speaker 2: going to go to the Britney Murphy House and tell
- 6:08Speaker 2: you how it was actually the government that did it,
- 6:11Speaker 2: and then over the course of that thirty days, I
- 6:14Speaker 2: did the whole Jompine series and then I did the
- 6:17Speaker 2: whole Apocalypse where I got that went then crazy viral
- 6:21Speaker 2: because I didn't realize what was I didn't realize that
- 6:26Speaker 2: the Apocalypse hits every demographic, every belief, every religion. It's
- 6:32Speaker 2: never really super been my thing. So I was kind
- 6:34Speaker 2: of like, okay, going over these Dolores Canyon Nostradamis books
- 6:38Speaker 2: and she talks about, you know, the birth chart of
- 6:41Speaker 2: the anti Christ, and so, you know, ten years of
- 6:45Speaker 2: going down rabbit holes, I had an idea of kind
- 6:48Speaker 2: of who I was thinking it was, and I posted
- 6:50Speaker 2: this and it just went like crazy and I felt
- 6:53Speaker 2: like not only physically and my phone, but like energetically.
- 6:56Speaker 2: It was like the world was knocking on my door
- 6:58Speaker 2: of like tell me who the Antichrist is. And I
- 7:01Speaker 2: was like, wow, this is really irresponsible. If I say
- 7:04Speaker 2: any names like this could really be bad. And then
- 7:09Speaker 2: I just kind of for the next year kind of
- 7:12Speaker 2: spewed out all the rabbit holes and information and spirituality, aliens, timelines,
- 7:17Speaker 2: Mandela Effect, dimensions, reincarnation, and just spewed out so many videos.
- 7:25Speaker 2: It was like ten years of my what kept me
- 7:28Speaker 2: up at night? And then since then, you know, a
- 7:31Speaker 2: lot of things have happened. After I kind of released
- 7:34Speaker 2: all that I had dug into, my beliefs did start
- 7:38Speaker 2: changing evolving. I did ayahuasca, and then I really like
- 7:42Speaker 2: changed and started to not see stuff through the lens
- 7:45Speaker 2: of like polarity that much, and you know, the good
- 7:48Speaker 2: and evil, the light and dark, all of those things
- 7:51Speaker 2: I kind of started to dissolve. So over the last
- 7:53Speaker 2: few years, I've been going through that in long form
- 7:57Speaker 2: in like my live streams and stuff. And now I'm like, Okay,
- 8:01Speaker 2: I think I have the ability to kind of put
- 8:03Speaker 2: these big topic, big topics into like a two or
- 8:06Speaker 2: three minute video that I can actually say it in.
- 8:10Speaker 2: So it's interesting right now I'm kind of having that
- 8:12Speaker 2: bookend of going over those topics again, but through nuanced,
- 8:16Speaker 2: through paradox and kind of like expanding my perspective on them.
- 8:21Speaker 1: Nice. You just name so much stuff that wow.
- 8:26Speaker 4: Not to mention that you did. And you also got
- 8:28Speaker 4: asked that you covered the Weinstein.
- 8:31Speaker 2: Oh yeah, so that was also just like I don't know,
- 8:34Speaker 2: it like compelled me to like go to the Harvey
- 8:37Speaker 2: Weinstein trial every single day cover it talk, which was
- 8:42Speaker 2: also kind of not what everybody that was like looking
- 8:46Speaker 2: at my work was interested in. But you know what,
- 8:49Speaker 2: it was actually like a deep shadow work for myself,
- 8:52Speaker 2: and I learned a lot, and I think it really
- 8:55Speaker 2: did help me with like the polarity and dualistic way
- 9:00Speaker 2: of thinking, because then when you really like see that
- 9:03Speaker 2: type of trial live, you're like, huh, justice, this is
- 9:07Speaker 2: an interesting topic to dissect, and it definitely was something
- 9:11Speaker 2: I needed for then to kind of move into a
- 9:14Speaker 2: more neutral place with everything that goes on in the world.
- 9:19Speaker 1: Wow, not to like go back. It is like the
- 9:23Speaker 1: cheesiest question of everything you mentioned, But I am interested. Actually,
- 9:27Speaker 1: first let me ask, because I sort in the chat.
- 9:29Speaker 1: I think I've seen it twice. Now, what do you
- 9:31Speaker 1: think of it? Have you ever gotten into Tracy Twyman's work.
- 9:33Speaker 2: I don't know what that is. I'm seeing it in.
- 9:35Speaker 1: The Oh yeah, look at that stuff. Yeah, she was
- 9:38Speaker 1: a person going down mad rabbit holes. Yeah no, so
- 9:41Speaker 1: supposedly she's no longer with us anymore. So, oh, but
- 9:44Speaker 1: yeah she was. Uh, probably you'd be interested in her work.
- 9:50Speaker 1: What do you think about the chomp in a case?
- 9:54Speaker 2: So I mean, I did such a deep dive. It
- 9:58Speaker 2: was like twenty parts, and there was a lot of
- 10:02Speaker 2: stuff that was never really like talked about publicly. All
- 10:05Speaker 2: the information is there, and it has a weird culture
- 10:10Speaker 2: around it because it was kind of like what we
- 10:12Speaker 2: do now on the internet started then in the nineties,
- 10:16Speaker 2: with like these forums where all of these people were
- 10:19Speaker 2: trying to solve the case in these forums in the nineties,
- 10:22Speaker 2: and so there's a lot of information that is archived
- 10:25Speaker 2: from that time, and people were like really taking it
- 10:28Speaker 2: upon themselves to call people, find things, put information out.
- 10:33Speaker 2: My take on John Benet is, I mean, I don't
- 10:37Speaker 2: know what we could say here, but obviously a group
- 10:40Speaker 2: of pedophiles most likely is where it's coming to.
- 10:48Speaker 3: You know.
- 10:49Speaker 2: My biggest thing that I can't stand about it is
- 10:51Speaker 2: that people think it was the brother. I think the
- 10:54Speaker 2: fact that somebody thinks a nine year old committed the
- 10:57Speaker 2: most unsolvable mystery in American history is so demented, and
- 11:04Speaker 2: when you see his behavior, it obviously looks like someone
- 11:07Speaker 2: who was probably abused to and he has a lot
- 11:10Speaker 2: of tendencies of someone who is obviously also very traumatized
- 11:13Speaker 2: by the situation. I think it happened at the party
- 11:19Speaker 2: before bringing her home that night, and then she was
- 11:23Speaker 2: brought home in that state back to the house. So
- 11:27Speaker 2: that that's my take on it. But I never, by
- 11:30Speaker 2: the end of the thing, really said what my conclusion was.
- 11:33Speaker 2: I just put all the information out and let it
- 11:35Speaker 2: kind of see what they thought.
- 11:39Speaker 1: So you believe she exists at least, right too, you know,
- 11:42Speaker 1: there's just people she didn't exist, so she's Katy Perry
- 11:45Speaker 1: or some shit.
- 11:47Speaker 3: I remember that case. That was the first dramatic case.
- 11:52Speaker 3: I mean, now it's like, I hate to say it
- 11:54Speaker 3: this way, it's like an everyday thing. It's almost like,
- 11:58Speaker 3: you know, it's a norm. But back then it was like,
- 12:00Speaker 3: oh my god, who would have done that to such
- 12:02Speaker 3: a precious little child? And I understand your take on it.
- 12:09Speaker 3: How people You think it's wrong that people is pointing
- 12:14Speaker 3: the finger at the brother, But it's like back then,
- 12:16Speaker 3: you wouldn't even think that it could be an adult.
- 12:19Speaker 3: You wouldn't think an adult would have I think they
- 12:23Speaker 3: said it was due to jealousy. That's why people went
- 12:26Speaker 3: to the brother, and that was the most logical thing
- 12:28Speaker 3: back then. Nowadays you put everything together and it's like.
- 12:33Speaker 1: I actually had. I mean not that it's you know,
- 12:37Speaker 1: it's kind of cool, but it wasn't that close to
- 12:40Speaker 1: the family, But there was I was on a show
- 12:43Speaker 1: called The Spiritual Gangsters and the girl who I was
- 12:46Speaker 1: co hosting with it was her show. She lived in
- 12:49Speaker 1: Toronto and she was friends with a dude that was
- 12:51Speaker 1: like best friends with the brother and he had even
- 12:55Speaker 1: said he was like, He's like, I just don't see it.
- 12:57Speaker 1: He's like, I don't see that you're being able to
- 12:59Speaker 1: do that. I never thought. I just thought that was kind.
- 13:02Speaker 2: Of like a There was a lot of information that
- 13:05Speaker 2: really was not kind of put into that media narrative
- 13:08Speaker 2: when you go into all of it. It's still on
- 13:11Speaker 2: my TikTok and my Instagram if you scroll back if
- 13:13Speaker 2: anybody wants to kind of go down those John Benet
- 13:16Speaker 2: rabbit holes. It really is crazy that there's so much
- 13:20Speaker 2: information that just like nobody talked about and really like
- 13:24Speaker 2: the friend group is very strange. The fact that the
- 13:29Speaker 2: friends were all there before the cops, that the whole
- 13:33Speaker 2: house was just full of the parents' friends at six
- 13:37Speaker 2: o'clock in the morning, and Patsy or Patty is still
- 13:40Speaker 2: wearing the same clothes from the night before, and they
- 13:45Speaker 2: were all at that friend's house the night before. There's
- 13:48Speaker 2: just so many weird things. And then there's they stopped
- 13:51Speaker 2: at another friend's house on the way home, and then
- 13:54Speaker 2: there's multiple accounts that the kids came in. No, the
- 13:56Speaker 2: kids didn't come in, they were sleeping in the car.
- 13:58Speaker 2: It just seems like there was To me, it seems
- 14:02Speaker 2: like something happened at the party and there was a
- 14:05Speaker 2: big cover up. And then also too, they had a
- 14:07Speaker 2: private jet and that morning they were all supposed to
- 14:12Speaker 2: fly to Michigan to their other home, and when they're
- 14:18Speaker 2: all waiting for the ransom call, the dad leaves the
- 14:21Speaker 2: house with a bag, comes back without the bag, and
- 14:26Speaker 2: there's people who said that he went and gave it
- 14:29Speaker 2: to the pilot and told the pilot to get rid
- 14:30Speaker 2: of this bag. So it's just so crazy. There's so
- 14:34Speaker 2: many things that letting the parents kind of leave the
- 14:38Speaker 2: house during that time. And also the first detective on
- 14:42Speaker 2: the scene, which was the scene, which was this female officer,
- 14:46Speaker 2: she said that she got like a cold, like like
- 14:49Speaker 2: her blood went cold because she knew that it was
- 14:52Speaker 2: the dad was connected, and everybody just completely bashed her,
- 14:57Speaker 2: and you know, then they befriended the other detective and
- 15:00Speaker 2: they all started going to church with the other detective
- 15:03Speaker 2: and then that detective. She was convinced that they couldn't
- 15:05Speaker 2: have done it because they were all in church together.
- 15:07Speaker 2: There are just so many weird things that but definitely
- 15:11Speaker 2: if you guys want to go down those rabbit holes,
- 15:13Speaker 2: there's a million crazy and every single time, like every
- 15:17Speaker 2: part that I go through, it's kind of like you
- 15:19Speaker 2: could think it's somebody else, and then in the next
- 15:21Speaker 2: one you're like, oh, you can think it's somebody else.
- 15:23Speaker 2: So it's really it is like kind of a real
- 15:26Speaker 2: life who done it? Which is sad because this is
- 15:27Speaker 2: a real person.
- 15:29Speaker 1: Not to keep going on with it, because there's so
- 15:31Speaker 1: many other things that I just think we'd be great
- 15:33Speaker 1: to talk about on the show. It's somebody I had
- 15:37Speaker 1: on Julia cosmic Peach. She when she covered it. Now,
- 15:40Speaker 1: I don't know if this is because they were old,
- 15:42Speaker 1: but I did find it interesting. She said that she
- 15:44Speaker 1: even looked into all these pageants and couldn't even find
- 15:47Speaker 1: proof that they ever existed, So then she was like,
- 15:51Speaker 1: you know, not to get sick about it, but could
- 15:54Speaker 1: that have been a way of advertising your.
- 15:55Speaker 2: Product possibly, But also I feel like it probably is
- 16:01Speaker 2: hard to prove anything existed in the nineties, right, we
- 16:04Speaker 2: just didn't have what we have now, you know. I
- 16:07Speaker 2: mean there's stuff I did in two thousand and six
- 16:09Speaker 2: that you can't even prove existed.
- 16:11Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm sure, Judith. Did you have any questions before
- 16:16Speaker 1: I ask another one? Or you and Marsel, so anything
- 16:19Speaker 1: you wanted to say? Okay, when you look at the
- 16:24Speaker 1: I wanted to get to the spiritual internet right now,
- 16:29Speaker 1: do you see people kind of more awakening, more confusion,
- 16:32Speaker 1: or mixture of both.
- 16:34Speaker 2: You know, there is almost like a collective spiritual psychosis
- 16:40Speaker 2: going on right now, which it's like, yeah, that's a
- 16:43Speaker 2: great way to say it.
- 16:44Speaker 1: Holy as.
- 16:48Speaker 2: I was like, like so excited that like the world
- 16:51Speaker 2: was going to awaken, and now I open my phone
- 16:54Speaker 2: every day and I'm like, oh man, that's where I
- 16:58Speaker 2: thought this was going. There's no discernment left. And then
- 17:01Speaker 2: with AI added into the mix, it really is like
- 17:05Speaker 2: collective nobody knows what's true or false or real or anything.
- 17:09Speaker 2: So on top of the spiritual stuff being like and
- 17:12Speaker 2: we all know when you go through a spiritual awakening,
- 17:14Speaker 2: it's like the most ungrounding thing that could like ever
- 17:17Speaker 2: happen to you, so like the collective ungrounding.
- 17:23Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know. For me, I don't know when
- 17:25Speaker 1: I when I kind of had like certain experiences, it
- 17:29Speaker 1: wasn't like I wasn't like karmit defrog dancing around with
- 17:33Speaker 1: this teacup, you know, people posting that saying like that's
- 17:35Speaker 1: them at their spiritual awakening. It wasn't all roses for me. Actually,
- 17:39Speaker 1: I thought I went crazy.
- 17:43Speaker 4: Absolutely, I'm a key pinnacle moment. Like there's been key
- 17:49Speaker 4: things that I can like bookmark you know where it
- 17:53Speaker 4: was twenty twelve for example, like I was, I lost
- 17:59Speaker 4: my god, damn. I had like a full on mental
- 18:02Speaker 4: health crisis. I was living like on a pueblo in Milwaukee,
- 18:08Speaker 4: like so I had buffalo neighbors, losing my mind, drawing
- 18:14Speaker 4: little symbols in a notebook like like I was.
- 18:17Speaker 2: I was insane.
- 18:18Speaker 4: Wow, it was insane, but it was my And that's
- 18:21Speaker 4: how I made my first deck, right, And everybody told me,
- 18:23Speaker 4: They're like, what are you doing? I was like, I
- 18:25Speaker 4: had a vision. I had to go to New Mexico
- 18:28Speaker 4: and I like fled California. I think I met you, right,
- 18:32Speaker 4: after that Jen when I came back, because then I
- 18:35Speaker 4: came right and then after like the first ice over
- 18:39Speaker 4: in this place, I was like, I gotta get out
- 18:42Speaker 4: of here. I'm gonna die out here. It was like,
- 18:46Speaker 4: and I don't know if you're familiar with where Powauki is,
- 18:48Speaker 4: with the pueblo between Espanola and Santa Fe. And I
- 18:53Speaker 4: was on like eighteen acres by myself and losing my
- 18:56Speaker 4: goddamn mind. And I ended up back in California and
- 18:59Speaker 4: then and everybody they thought I was nuts. But I
- 19:03Speaker 4: met you right shortly after, and you were the first
- 19:08Speaker 4: person I talked to about alien stuff out loud, but
- 19:12Speaker 4: like because I couldn't talk about it with anyone. And
- 19:15Speaker 4: that's when I feel like that was also peak, Like
- 19:19Speaker 4: this isn't pretty, this isn't exciting, this is like.
- 19:23Speaker 1: Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
- 19:24Speaker 4: Like people wouldn't return my calls. I'm like, I'm living
- 19:28Speaker 4: out of my car, like I got rid of most
- 19:31Speaker 4: of my belongings and what I have fits in my
- 19:33Speaker 4: little you know, hatchback, and people were.
- 19:36Speaker 2: Like, oh, get away, get away.
- 19:39Speaker 4: Those same people now are like, oh my god, I'm
- 19:41Speaker 4: an mpath or like weird. You know, things like that
- 19:46Speaker 4: so nuts, it's it's it's so funny, the psychosis.
- 19:51Speaker 2: Part, M do you.
- 19:55Speaker 1: I mean, I see that happening like in like you know,
- 20:01Speaker 1: hugely in the conspiracy I guess theory Roman, especially like
- 20:04Speaker 1: kind of in the magic and witchcraft area. But I would, uh,
- 20:09Speaker 1: I hate to get on politics, but I feel like
- 20:12Speaker 1: politics is a huge, huge thing that's using kind of
- 20:17Speaker 1: a medic warfare shit on the internet that is even
- 20:21Speaker 1: giving people psychosis.
- 20:26Speaker 2: Is probably worse than the spiritual psychosis because justified.
- 20:33Speaker 4: You know, a big harvesting thing. I mean, I think
- 20:36Speaker 4: it's just like everyone's like who can harvest the most energy?
- 20:40Speaker 1: Yeah, right, like.
- 20:43Speaker 3: You hit it on the nail.
- 20:44Speaker 2: That's how it feels.
- 20:47Speaker 4: That's a really good way to say it, of energy harvesting.
- 20:51Speaker 4: Like literally, I don't know, like the I used to
- 20:55Speaker 4: be very politically active, and particularly in twenty sixteen with
- 21:00Speaker 4: Standing Rock and all of these things, and I've changed
- 21:04Speaker 4: a lot of my views as well, in the sense
- 21:06Speaker 4: of my participation and what I think works and what's
- 21:10Speaker 4: like a lot of shit I just think doesn't really work,
- 21:13Speaker 4: And a lot of people are mad at me because
- 21:16Speaker 4: of that or they've kind of like stopped, you know,
- 21:18Speaker 4: following me or supporting me because I'm not loud like
- 21:21Speaker 4: I used to be. And it's not it's like literally
- 21:25Speaker 4: trying to like go, I don't, I don't. This is
- 21:29Speaker 4: theater entertaining at all. It's exhausting, exhausting that actually makes.
- 21:38Speaker 3: It makes you Do you see it online? I have
- 21:42Speaker 3: to say, online, do you see that the political and
- 21:45Speaker 3: the spiritual on either side, no matter what you are
- 21:48Speaker 3: is too is so is getting so messed together that
- 21:51Speaker 3: you can't tell the difference.
- 21:55Speaker 4: I'm just gonna say, I mean, is you know it's
- 21:58Speaker 4: the same bird, It's just two different ways.
- 22:00Speaker 1: It's literally that, Yeah, I would agree with that. Yeah,
- 22:07Speaker 1: it's it's had to say it, but yeah, I and
- 22:09Speaker 1: you know, and you know. And another thing is too
- 22:11Speaker 1: that I've noticed. It's just like both sides, like I understand,
- 22:15Speaker 1: like when you want to First off, I think a
- 22:18Speaker 1: lot of things are actually bots or they're fake accounts. Actually,
- 22:21Speaker 1: I don't think a lot of this shit is actually
- 22:23Speaker 1: real people. They're just trying to get other people going.
- 22:26Speaker 1: But they will also show like the most radicalized two
- 22:30Speaker 1: percent of five percent of the population, So you think
- 22:33Speaker 1: everybody out there like that is like them, you got
- 22:36Speaker 1: people probably leaving the house and thinking they're already under
- 22:39Speaker 1: attack by like you know, if you're if you're on
- 22:41Speaker 1: the left, is a Republican out there that wants to
- 22:43Speaker 1: beat your ass. And if you're on the right, there's
- 22:44Speaker 1: a you know, someone on the left who's gonna tell
- 22:47Speaker 1: you to do this, and that you know, it's like
- 22:48Speaker 1: you're leave in the house like under some fucking false reality.
- 22:54Speaker 3: Right.
- 22:54Speaker 2: There was this I don't know if I would call
- 22:57Speaker 2: it a study, some statistic that base they kind of
- 23:01Speaker 2: broke up like the political leaning of the country, and obviously,
- 23:06Speaker 2: you know, if you're on social media, you feel like
- 23:08Speaker 2: there's either like the super woke people who want to
- 23:11Speaker 2: cancel everybody or the super conservative who want to take
- 23:15Speaker 2: everybody's rights away, and you think, like this is the
- 23:17Speaker 2: climate that we're living in. And when they actually did
- 23:21Speaker 2: the numbers of wherever everybody stands, those were both less
- 23:26Speaker 2: than ten percent of the population that votes, not even
- 23:30Speaker 2: the whole population of the voting population. Majority were in
- 23:35Speaker 2: these brackets of like like kind of like a lifelong
- 23:38Speaker 2: Democrat or like a lifelong Republican that really don't get
- 23:42Speaker 2: super involved in things. Those were both the largest pieces,
- 23:45Speaker 2: and then there was kind of at the end these
- 23:47Speaker 2: kind of what they were calling in this like the
- 23:49Speaker 2: vocal minority, which is the loudest, is this little tiny
- 23:54Speaker 2: bit at the ends of the spectrum the far left
- 23:56Speaker 2: and the far right, and then there's this big chunk
- 24:00Speaker 2: in the middle, which is like outsider left and outsider right,
- 24:04Speaker 2: which kind of either leans independent or libertarian. And you know,
- 24:10Speaker 2: kind of that outsider left was what like say, like
- 24:13Speaker 2: someone like a Tulsi Gabbard was or like RFK was
- 24:16Speaker 2: where those people on that outside or left are very
- 24:19Speaker 2: likely to go to the other side depending on the topic.
- 24:23Speaker 2: And the same for this kind of libertarian side is
- 24:25Speaker 2: that they but they don't ever go all the way
- 24:29Speaker 2: to the ends, so it's like they're convincing. And the
- 24:33Speaker 2: same with anything right spiritual community, like let's say like
- 24:35Speaker 2: the really toxic like New age stuff that's also like
- 24:39Speaker 2: a very small group of people. And same thing with
- 24:42Speaker 2: like super like vocal of any group, it's usually a
- 24:47Speaker 2: very small percentage that is just making the most noise.
- 24:51Speaker 1: Yeah, like you you know, I was gonna say and
- 24:53Speaker 1: you basically kind of said it anyway, I was gonna
- 24:56Speaker 1: say maybe eighty five percent, but maybe it's only eighty.
- 24:58Speaker 1: So you can say, if you got like you as people
- 25:00Speaker 1: and didn't even ask their political affiliation and ask them
- 25:03Speaker 1: what would you like to see done, I guarantee you
- 25:06Speaker 1: like eighty eighty five percent of the people would all
- 25:08Speaker 1: say the same shit. It's just we're being sold a
- 25:11Speaker 1: different route to go with it, you know. And it's yeah,
- 25:15Speaker 1: I think we actually all want kind of more of
- 25:17Speaker 1: the same shit. We're just getting mind fucked by politicians.
- 25:22Speaker 3: Which brings up another question. Do you think our spirituality
- 25:30Speaker 3: and you could see it on all spectrums, you could
- 25:32Speaker 3: be in occultist, a pagan, a wigan, a Christian, whatever,
- 25:37Speaker 3: do you think this is a way of reprogramming us
- 25:40Speaker 3: using social media?
- 25:44Speaker 2: I definitely even beyond spirituality, you know, because also obviously,
- 25:49Speaker 2: you know, in the past, I was very into like
- 25:51Speaker 2: the mk eltrust stuff, and you know, like the whole
- 25:54Speaker 2: kind of I'm sure everybody watching is familiar with it,
- 25:57Speaker 2: but that originally it was kind of like a trained
- 26:01Speaker 2: assassin that wouldn't even know they were an assassin. And
- 26:04Speaker 2: that's kind of really where it started, was mind control
- 26:07Speaker 2: in that way, and then people will see these events
- 26:10Speaker 2: that happen, these shooters, these x y Z, we see
- 26:12Speaker 2: all of these different things that are happening. There's a
- 26:14Speaker 2: million different examples of it to look at every day,
- 26:18Speaker 2: and people are like, oh, it must be mk ultra
- 26:20Speaker 2: and I'm like, they don't even need to mkltru us.
- 26:22Speaker 2: People are mk ulturing themselves, scrolling on social media all day.
- 26:26Speaker 2: They are radicalizing themselves. The CIA doesn't have to do it.
- 26:30Speaker 2: If you have to do it, you're doing it to
- 26:33Speaker 2: yourself at this point, Like you're literally radicalizing yourself. So
- 26:38Speaker 2: I think it used to be more controlled in that way,
- 26:41Speaker 2: but now it's like they're just and that's with all
- 26:44Speaker 2: the stuff, the conspiracies, the spirituality. It's like and even
- 26:49Speaker 2: like the conspiracies of kind of like I said, this
- 26:51Speaker 2: is where a lot of my beliefs have evolved. Is
- 26:53Speaker 2: like I would be like, they're distracting us, they want
- 26:56Speaker 2: us sick, they want us dumb. And I'm like, oh,
- 27:00Speaker 2: we're distracting ourselves or making ourselves sick, we're making ourselves dumb.
- 27:05Speaker 4: We're asking for it. I mean when I say, you know,
- 27:08Speaker 4: and I honestly I had this like epiphany literally just
- 27:11Speaker 4: recently where I was like, I, you know, you see
- 27:13Speaker 4: those I don't know if you're familiar with Cup a Pug,
- 27:16Speaker 4: but it is a pug cafe that started in England.
- 27:19Speaker 4: They have one now in California, and they have this
- 27:22Speaker 4: thing where you can pay right to go in and
- 27:25Speaker 4: have a meet and greet and they basically open a
- 27:28Speaker 4: corral of pugs and they come flying at you, and
- 27:31Speaker 4: I was like, this feels like everything that's going on.
- 27:34Speaker 4: People are like, oh my god, I want this. I'm
- 27:37Speaker 4: gonna pay to be inundated with all of this insanity
- 27:41Speaker 4: under the guise of having my like my life together
- 27:46Speaker 4: and make myself insane, make myself insane with the thing
- 27:50Speaker 4: that I think I want. And I literally like had
- 27:53Speaker 4: this epiphany watching all of these pugs running out of
- 27:56Speaker 4: a corral while they're blasting who let the pugs out?
- 27:59Speaker 4: And like and I was like, this, this is what's
- 28:03Speaker 4: happening right now.
- 28:05Speaker 1: Just you know, that was pretty deep at a moment
- 28:09Speaker 1: like that.
- 28:12Speaker 4: My brain doesn't. It doesn't. It's like when it's like
- 28:15Speaker 4: that come up, I'm like, Oh, that that's how I'm
- 28:17Speaker 4: seeing it, like symbolically, Okay, that's cool.
- 28:23Speaker 1: So Jenny, you're big in tim k Ultra.
- 28:27Speaker 2: Yeah, I used to be. And at this point, you know,
- 28:31Speaker 2: I do always think everything's working out for kind of
- 28:34Speaker 2: the highest good because even that, I mean, even though
- 28:37Speaker 2: like the kind of worst mind control, most demented thing,
- 28:42Speaker 2: really led to like a collective awakening and the Hippie movement,
- 28:45Speaker 2: right like when they started giving everybody the LSD, it
- 28:48Speaker 2: started like opening everybody up to like we're so much
- 28:51Speaker 2: more than this. This is not my true self, these
- 28:54Speaker 2: are the stories I'm living. So I do feel that,
- 28:57Speaker 2: like even nefarious things that are happening, it still is
- 29:02Speaker 2: always kind of flipping in that direction. When we can
- 29:05Speaker 2: take kind of one of the most documented evil things
- 29:09Speaker 2: that we have seen in recent times. Obviously there's so
- 29:12Speaker 2: many things throughout history that it's not countable, but like
- 29:15Speaker 2: in recent times, we have the documents to prove that
- 29:17Speaker 2: this was happening, this was true, and even that led
- 29:21Speaker 2: to a collective awakening. You know. That's like all of
- 29:26Speaker 2: these things, even like Brave New World and all of
- 29:28Speaker 2: these things that came out of it, on top of
- 29:30Speaker 2: the Hippie movement and like this kind of breaking open
- 29:32Speaker 2: of the way we think. So I do feel that,
- 29:36Speaker 2: you know, my perspective has changed. And then as far
- 29:38Speaker 2: as people that are into mc ultra, I always tell
- 29:42Speaker 2: people like, be pretty careful going down that rabbit hole
- 29:45Speaker 2: because it's a trauma based mind control, and everybody has trauma,
- 29:49Speaker 2: so anybody reading it can convince themselves that it happened
- 29:53Speaker 2: to them, and you need to be everybody thinks they're
- 29:55Speaker 2: super mentally strong, right of course, nobody thinks I'm mentally
- 29:59Speaker 2: we very impressionable, immusately brainwashed. Nobody thinks of themselves that way.
- 30:06Speaker 2: So you go down these rabbit holes. And I have
- 30:09Speaker 2: seen because you know, I've had conspiracy psychosis. We're talking
- 30:12Speaker 2: about political psychosis, spiritual psychosis. I had conspiracy psychosis years ago,
- 30:17Speaker 2: like ten years ago, and I thankfully I have a
- 30:22Speaker 2: very strong mind. And also anyone who's into human design,
- 30:26Speaker 2: I have eight out of nine centers defined. So it's
- 30:28Speaker 2: kind of hard to convince me that like something happened
- 30:31Speaker 2: to me that I wouldn't know. But I've seen a
- 30:33Speaker 2: lot of people in the conspiracy space start to resonate,
- 30:37Speaker 2: and it also uses a lot of trigger words because
- 30:40Speaker 2: it's mind control. I have seen so many people read
- 30:42Speaker 2: about things like MK ultra, the Gate Program, XYZ whatever
- 30:47Speaker 2: private program and literally convince themselves that it has been
- 30:52Speaker 2: erased from their own memory. It is a very kind
- 30:55Speaker 2: of dangerous thing to walk. So I did do also
- 31:01Speaker 2: like a little three part series on it, and in
- 31:02Speaker 2: that series, I go super in depth and I'm like,
- 31:04Speaker 2: this is all you need to know. Just watch this
- 31:07Speaker 2: and you're good, Like, don't be reading all those books,
- 31:10Speaker 2: because you're going to read those books, you're going to
- 31:12Speaker 2: disturb the shit out of yourself. You're not going to
- 31:15Speaker 2: feel good after. And you know, when you do get
- 31:18Speaker 2: into conspiracies, I don't think people who really live deep
- 31:20Speaker 2: in conspiracy are ever doing that. Well overall, it starts
- 31:24Speaker 2: to deteriorate your life because you look through the world
- 31:27Speaker 2: through the lens of how horrible everything is and how
- 31:31Speaker 2: demented the world is and how dark it is. So
- 31:34Speaker 2: I think, you know, it's definitely and it's also super addicting.
- 31:40Speaker 2: It's like a drug, the type of fear that you
- 31:43Speaker 2: can fear like the horror movie can do nothing to
- 31:47Speaker 2: everything's a lie. Everything you've ever known is falls Like
- 31:51Speaker 2: the mind book gives you such an adrenaline rush that
- 31:55Speaker 2: then even when something is being revealed, even when I mean,
- 31:57Speaker 2: not that the Epstein files or anything great, but even
- 31:59Speaker 2: when these things are coming out, they're like, that's a distraction,
- 32:03Speaker 2: and it's like, no, you're just like on the hit
- 32:07Speaker 2: of needing. The distraction of needing the mind fuck so
- 32:10Speaker 2: bad that you can't even believe it when it's happened
- 32:12Speaker 2: in front of you. What if I'm already disturbed from
- 32:16Speaker 2: the comments?
- 32:22Speaker 4: I mean, I just I also think, like, don't you
- 32:24Speaker 4: think like the conspiracy rabbit hole is part of awakening.
- 32:28Speaker 4: I just feel like it's like one chapter of your
- 32:31Speaker 4: awakening for me, see like phase or period where you're
- 32:37Speaker 4: really really intense.
- 32:40Speaker 1: You know. That's what brought me to the occult. Actually,
- 32:42Speaker 1: it was getting into conspiracies and then I started realizing
- 32:45Speaker 1: a lot of the people I liked while was talking
- 32:46Speaker 1: about that stuff. And then I started looking into magic
- 32:48Speaker 1: and the occult. I was like, oh, you guys are
- 32:50Speaker 1: always blaming this for X, Y and Z. I want
- 32:52Speaker 1: to see what this shit's about and end up practicing
- 32:57Speaker 1: it myself.
- 32:59Speaker 2: No, the same. I mean, conspiracy was my awakening. And
- 33:03Speaker 2: there's many different types of awakening, right, I mean, some
- 33:06Speaker 2: people have it through like a loss or something like that.
- 33:10Speaker 2: That's another like path of awakening. I mean, some people
- 33:13Speaker 2: are lucky enough to get it through yoga, you know,
- 33:15Speaker 2: like some people are like their awakening through yoga, you know,
- 33:19Speaker 2: but even that can get kind of crazy, a Kundalini
- 33:21Speaker 2: awakening can really.
- 33:23Speaker 1: Somebody doesn't even realize that what was that that was
- 33:26Speaker 1: supposed to happen. Yeah, that's uh, yeah, that's interesting. That's
- 33:33Speaker 1: how I got into all this stuff because it's conspiracies.
- 33:37Speaker 1: Do you think there's a with the mk ultra stuff?
- 33:41Speaker 1: Do you think that's still kind of is going on today?
- 33:43Speaker 1: Like is that would that be part of like some
- 33:45Speaker 1: of the online stuff. You think maybe it's even kind
- 33:46Speaker 1: of k ultra.
- 33:48Speaker 2: I think it doesn't even need to be, because everybody's
- 33:51Speaker 2: doing it themselves, they're watching it themselves, they're radicalizing themselves,
- 33:56Speaker 2: and I think.
- 33:59Speaker 1: Ourselves in our own way.
- 34:00Speaker 2: Honestly, I do think there's obviously controlled opposition. There is
- 34:03Speaker 2: always going to be people in groups that are pushing narratives.
- 34:09Speaker 2: But also you don't even need to do that the
- 34:11Speaker 2: same way anymore, because everybody has their own cliques to
- 34:13Speaker 2: worry about their own views, to worry about their own monetization,
- 34:16Speaker 2: to worry about their own courses to sell. So it's
- 34:19Speaker 2: like you actually don't even need that much controlled opposition
- 34:22Speaker 2: anymore because people do it for themselves.
- 34:26Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 34:27Speaker 4: Well that and like the you know, influencers getting brand
- 34:31Speaker 4: deals to plug certain things, right, So there's lots of
- 34:34Speaker 4: stuff that happens, you know, behind the scenes of people
- 34:37Speaker 4: getting offers like hey, plug this thing, right, and they
- 34:41Speaker 4: may not necessarily know exactly what they're plugging. They are
- 34:44Speaker 4: just like, ooh, I'm getting paid sponsorship, you know. So
- 34:49Speaker 4: there's also that kind of being trickled in or like,
- 34:51Speaker 4: you know, sold under the guise of I think there's
- 34:54Speaker 4: a lot of people out there that want to help people,
- 34:56Speaker 4: but I think there's also a lot of people out
- 34:58Speaker 4: there that just want to be famous. So if their
- 35:00Speaker 4: help that little bit of ooh, like here's a little
- 35:02Speaker 4: danglin carrot, you know, it's really easy to slip in
- 35:07Speaker 4: what they want to slip in.
- 35:10Speaker 1: That's a good point too, Judith, You have any have
- 35:15Speaker 1: anything you wanted to ask.
- 35:17Speaker 3: I did this is actually talking about the Internet and
- 35:20Speaker 3: initiations or awakenings at the same time. I mean old
- 35:26Speaker 3: school rituals. You know, we used to do things they
- 35:29Speaker 3: had certain set do you see what's happening on the
- 35:33Speaker 3: internet within the occult sharing community, the sharing community, even
- 35:40Speaker 3: the Christian ones, because I have to question a lot
- 35:42Speaker 3: of stuff there too. Do you think this is how
- 35:45Speaker 3: people are coming to that awakening or form of an
- 35:49Speaker 3: initiation type situation minus the going crazy part because we
- 35:56Speaker 3: don't want all those people going crazy.
- 35:59Speaker 2: I feel like Marcella's expert on this area.
- 36:02Speaker 4: I don't know about that, but I think I definitely
- 36:05Speaker 4: think there's more accessibility to a lot of things, even
- 36:08Speaker 4: like symbols or things that we're seeing that would activate
- 36:11Speaker 4: certain you know, initiations for people just upon visual contact.
- 36:15Speaker 4: But there's so much energetic output. There's a lot of
- 36:17Speaker 4: people doing spell work and ritual work and they're just
- 36:20Speaker 4: putting it online. And I think even that is also
- 36:24Speaker 4: you know, contributing to some of the awakenings or things
- 36:28Speaker 4: like that. And there are people that are consciously and
- 36:31Speaker 4: intentionally looking for it as well. They're they're seeking connection,
- 36:35Speaker 4: they're seeking connection with peers, with community, but also with
- 36:39Speaker 4: like their own history and their lineages, and I think
- 36:42Speaker 4: that that's also activating things. The more reaching out that
- 36:46Speaker 4: we're doing, the more of a feedback that we're getting.
- 36:50Speaker 4: You know, like calm response, and I just think that
- 36:54Speaker 4: is there. You know, I do digital spells. I've incorporated
- 36:57Speaker 4: digital spells into my practice. I don't tell everybody that
- 37:00Speaker 4: that's what they are, but like, I think we have
- 37:03Speaker 4: to also adapt to that as an alter like a
- 37:07Speaker 4: living altar as well.
- 37:11Speaker 2: So also too, from talking to Marcella about this topic,
- 37:14Speaker 2: there's some things that we've talked about in the past
- 37:17Speaker 2: that you've shared about, just some interesting things. Like one
- 37:21Speaker 2: of the things that you had talked about that I
- 37:23Speaker 2: thought was so fascinating is that you said that one
- 37:26Speaker 2: the Internet is kind of like a haunted place, similar
- 37:29Speaker 2: to say like the Cecil Hotel or something where there's
- 37:32Speaker 2: kind of all these transient energy. People have died there,
- 37:35Speaker 2: There's these things. So it's like you have this like
- 37:37Speaker 2: haunted aspect, and I never looked at the Internet in
- 37:39Speaker 2: that way. You've talked about these other types of things too,
- 37:43Speaker 2: like say kind of like and I'm I'm not super
- 37:48Speaker 2: versed in it, but it's like, you know, kind of
- 37:49Speaker 2: like these spells where people like kind of shape shift
- 37:52Speaker 2: or appear differently, and then that all type of stuff
- 37:55Speaker 2: is happening on social media, So there's a lot of
- 37:57Speaker 2: really interesting things that I've heard you share about that.
- 38:01Speaker 4: Well, I will say, you know, I mean, yeah, I
- 38:03Speaker 4: think the Internet is one of the most haunted places
- 38:05Speaker 4: in the sense of between what people are creating like
- 38:09Speaker 4: eggregor wise, but also like all of the profiles of
- 38:12Speaker 4: the people who have passed, people that kind of get memorialized,
- 38:16Speaker 4: like right through social media pages just knowing from people
- 38:20Speaker 4: I know that I have, you know, different accounts of
- 38:22Speaker 4: people who have passed. But then this is where I go, Okay,
- 38:27Speaker 4: I'm going to sound a little bit kooky here, but
- 38:29Speaker 4: like you know, they're being people doing like spell work
- 38:33Speaker 4: ritual work, but projecting a different image or projecting the
- 38:37Speaker 4: image of a different practitioner. So when they're doing kind
- 38:40Speaker 4: of baneful magic, they're projecting like a different face. So
- 38:44Speaker 4: if you are not good at seeing under the mask,
- 38:48Speaker 4: you might think, oh, this person's attacking me, this person's
- 38:51Speaker 4: doing this to me. Right, So some of these people
- 38:53Speaker 4: start to go in you know, into psychosis, or they
- 38:56Speaker 4: start thinking about things like oh, they start ganging up
- 39:00Speaker 4: on one person, and it creates another eggergore of psychic attack.
- 39:05Speaker 4: You know, things like that, you know, cancel culture and
- 39:07Speaker 4: things like that. But it's really especially nasty. I see
- 39:10Speaker 4: it like in witch talc and things. So I mean
- 39:13Speaker 4: that's just been my experience or what I've.
- 39:17Speaker 2: Gleamed very nice.
- 39:25Speaker 1: I wanted to ask you a little bit kind of
- 39:27Speaker 1: switch it up to the UFO stuff. Yeah, maybe, Marcella,
- 39:32Speaker 1: maybe at some point we can hear a little bit
- 39:33Speaker 1: from you too on that. I didn't know you were
- 39:35Speaker 1: so into that. That's interesting. What do you think is
- 39:41Speaker 1: really happening in the UFO space right now? Disclosure, deception,
- 39:44Speaker 1: spiritual contact, psychological phenomena, something more complicated.
- 39:50Speaker 2: So you know, I had a UFO experience with my
- 39:54Speaker 2: whole family when I was five years old, So it's
- 39:55Speaker 2: always been something that has been part of my life.
- 39:58Speaker 2: And I think that's also why I feel comfortable kind
- 40:00Speaker 2: of talking about things like this, because you know, I
- 40:04Speaker 2: went to school after that, like can I tell the
- 40:06Speaker 2: class about the UFO that I saw? Like, you know,
- 40:08Speaker 2: so I've always been that UFO alien person. Spirituality and
- 40:13Speaker 2: stuff came differently, conspiracy and stuff came differently. So the
- 40:17Speaker 2: alien topic is like my connected I'm connected most too,
- 40:21Speaker 2: But even with that, you know, my ideas have changed.
- 40:25Speaker 2: One of the things is in kind of deconstructing my
- 40:28Speaker 2: own beliefs and ideas is having to like even release
- 40:32Speaker 2: a lot of the labels of what these things are releasing,
- 40:36Speaker 2: the idea of alien releasing, the idea of UFO releasing,
- 40:40Speaker 2: the idea of abduction or soul or all of these
- 40:43Speaker 2: different things, because once we stop using these titles, it
- 40:49Speaker 2: kind of maybe is a phenomenon that a lot of
- 40:51Speaker 2: people are experiencing, and they're perceiving it through these lenses differently,
- 40:56Speaker 2: And you know, we're putting everything in a box, you know,
- 40:59Speaker 2: like people or like skin walker, and then this one
- 41:02Speaker 2: is this, and this is this, and people are putting
- 41:03Speaker 2: all of these things in different boxes. But I also think,
- 41:07Speaker 2: you know, it helps to have those labels at first,
- 41:11Speaker 2: and then you have to start dissolving them when you
- 41:13Speaker 2: get a deep enough understanding of those things. And so
- 41:17Speaker 2: with this like disclosure stuff, I mean, I think it's
- 41:19Speaker 2: crazy that people are waiting for the government to give
- 41:21Speaker 2: them disclosure. Disclosure is your own personal experience when you
- 41:25Speaker 2: believe that's disclosure. So if you believe it already happens,
- 41:29Speaker 2: then and if you're waiting for the people who've been
- 41:31Speaker 2: lying to you for eighty years about it, to tell
- 41:34Speaker 2: you that it's true, then you probably need to do
- 41:37Speaker 2: some shadow work on like abusive cycles and stuff in
- 41:41Speaker 2: your life, and like maybe some parental stuff, maybe some
- 41:44Speaker 2: past relationships, because if you want this person who's been
- 41:47Speaker 2: lying to us to now tell the truth and you
- 41:49Speaker 2: really think that that's what's going to do it, and
- 41:51Speaker 2: then the other thing is, you know, I also think
- 41:55Speaker 2: it's not declassifiable because it more than what people are thinking.
- 42:03Speaker 2: It is. Even people who are like I want to
- 42:05Speaker 2: see them, I want this, they're really not ready to
- 42:10Speaker 2: face the energy of something that is so different than us,
- 42:13Speaker 2: especially if we're talking about you know, there's the whole
- 42:15Speaker 2: star seed concept, which is all like, you know, all
- 42:17Speaker 2: of these different love and light things, but in the
- 42:20Speaker 2: real thing, the thing that has been happening that is
- 42:22Speaker 2: allegedly documented, these UFOs, these beings, these are mostly all
- 42:28Speaker 2: like coming up as like what we would call grays.
- 42:31Speaker 2: And I love the grays. Iida Marcella loves the grays.
- 42:35Speaker 2: But like the grays, they're different than us. So a
- 42:40Speaker 2: lot of people will say it's demons because they do
- 42:44Speaker 2: not know how to accept things that are different than them.
- 42:47Speaker 2: We can't even have people who live in a different
- 42:49Speaker 2: state or a different political opinion, a different community. We
- 42:52Speaker 2: got people in the same hoa neighborhood that can't even
- 42:55Speaker 2: accept each other. You're going to accept a species that
- 42:58Speaker 2: is completely different with than us, with completely different codes
- 43:02Speaker 2: of ethics and morals and energy. Like they're nothing like us.
- 43:07Speaker 2: And what's right and wrong to us is not what's
- 43:11Speaker 2: right or wrong to them. We made all this shit up.
- 43:13Speaker 2: What's right and wrong, like, that's all of our our
- 43:16Speaker 2: creation in our world, and it's constantly changing. What was
- 43:20Speaker 2: right and wrong one hundred years ago is different than
- 43:23Speaker 2: what's right and wrong today. What was right and wrong
- 43:25Speaker 2: in twenty seventeen is different than today. So this arbitrary
- 43:30Speaker 2: good and evil, right and wrong that doesn't apply to
- 43:34Speaker 2: the whole universe as much as everybody wants to project
- 43:37Speaker 2: and say, all of these beings are like, you know,
- 43:41Speaker 2: good or bad, everything's just neutral. And I think the
- 43:46Speaker 2: you know people, what we're really is happening is it
- 43:50Speaker 2: is disclosing reality. And I don't think people are ready
- 43:53Speaker 2: to have reality disclosed. And that's going to be the
- 43:56Speaker 2: thing that would be like if it did come out
- 44:00Speaker 2: out or if you know, whatever everybody wants it UFO
- 44:02Speaker 2: on the White House lawn or whatever they want. It
- 44:05Speaker 2: would be a quantum explosion if the whole entire world
- 44:08Speaker 2: shits their pants at the same time, Like we cannot
- 44:10Speaker 2: handle that. Our reality would crack.
- 44:17Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't get what that's going on with this
- 44:19Speaker 1: whole government shit. That weirds me out.
- 44:22Speaker 4: I mean, you know, it's Pluto return for the United
- 44:26Speaker 4: States government, and like it's the end of the structure
- 44:32Speaker 4: of you know, like even if it's still playing out.
- 44:38Speaker 4: I just I don't know. There's too many people that
- 44:40Speaker 4: are like, yeah, you screwed too many people over for
- 44:44Speaker 4: too long. Like ask any indigenous person or person of color.
- 44:49Speaker 4: They knew not to trust the government. I think there's
- 44:51Speaker 4: just a lot of people waking up now to understanding
- 44:54Speaker 4: that that the Daddy complex of it is, like they're
- 44:58Speaker 4: not going to save them, you know. And there are
- 45:02Speaker 4: still people who are last hold out kind of believing
- 45:05Speaker 4: that they're going to be rescued. And I think, you know,
- 45:09Speaker 4: good luck to everyone. We're all getting out the same way,
- 45:14Speaker 4: we like regardless, right, we all come in one way
- 45:18Speaker 4: and we go out the same way. So believe what
- 45:20Speaker 4: you need to believe in the middle, and you know,
- 45:25Speaker 4: and like, I don't know, like this it's I don't know,
- 45:29Speaker 4: as someone who is a long time how do I
- 45:33Speaker 4: say this without offending someone or like, I don't know.
- 45:40Speaker 4: I just like I've never really had a great time
- 45:43Speaker 4: in the human experience, but I've learned to enjoy myself,
- 45:46Speaker 4: and I think there's just some fundamental things that as
- 45:51Speaker 4: humans we could have a greater capacity for care for
- 45:54Speaker 4: each other, which seems to happen not as often as
- 45:58Speaker 4: we would like. I mean, even like seeing in the comments,
- 46:01Speaker 4: like people have disagreements with what they believe, you know,
- 46:04Speaker 4: with what different people say, and they think it's necessary
- 46:08Speaker 4: to tear people down, and you know, so it's it's wild.
- 46:14Speaker 4: It's wild to me that we all and we all exist.
- 46:17Speaker 4: So yeah, I just I don't think that collectively, if
- 46:21Speaker 4: if if a UFO was to land like on the
- 46:24Speaker 4: White House, like as much as it's like the same
- 46:26Speaker 4: kind of people that go, oh, I want to be
- 46:28Speaker 4: a medium, I want to be a psychic, And I'm like,
- 46:30Speaker 4: you know, you don't, like you really don't. It's it's yeah,
- 46:36Speaker 4: it's a lot. Oh I'm getting I'm getting distracted by
- 46:40Speaker 4: the comment A judge and Jerry.
- 46:45Speaker 1: Tell you the truth. Half of them are having conversations
- 46:46Speaker 1: either with themselves or other people, so I don't even
- 46:48Speaker 1: know what the fuck they're going on about. So I I.
- 46:54Speaker 3: On the U on the UFO front. I think it
- 46:58Speaker 3: was twenty twenty three. What was your feeling about when
- 47:04Speaker 3: the government did actually admit there wasn't There was a
- 47:08Speaker 3: public admits.
- 47:09Speaker 1: I remember this and it was like chrity.
- 47:13Speaker 3: No one reacted. It was like eh, I was like,
- 47:16Speaker 3: wait a minute, we've waited. I've waited all my life
- 47:19Speaker 3: for them to admit this, and everyone was like, Okay,
- 47:21Speaker 3: on to the next I'm like, wait a minute, they
- 47:23Speaker 3: just said they exist. We waited for this, and now
- 47:28Speaker 3: five years later, everyone's like, well, we want to know
- 47:31Speaker 3: the proof is a human race bipolar or something.
- 47:38Speaker 1: I remember that. I can't remember what was going on
- 47:40Speaker 1: at the time, but I remember when that came out.
- 47:42Speaker 1: I was like, nobody's going to fucking pay attention to
- 47:44Speaker 1: this because X, Y and Z's going on right now
- 47:46Speaker 1: and everybody's going crazy.
- 47:47Speaker 4: Didn't you live stream that? Didn't you live stream that?
- 47:50Speaker 3: Jen?
- 47:51Speaker 1: Yeah?
- 47:52Speaker 2: It was around the David Grush stuff, because David was
- 47:55Speaker 2: really the one who said like he was the first
- 47:58Speaker 2: real whistleblower. Obviously, you know there's many people been called
- 48:01Speaker 2: whistleblowers in the past, right, but he was the first
- 48:04Speaker 2: one to really go in front of Congress and it
- 48:07Speaker 2: was officially on the record. And then there was several
- 48:10Speaker 2: other people who you know, said their experiences. Obviously these
- 48:15Speaker 2: were military experiences. They weren't like open to the public
- 48:19Speaker 2: of everybody's But you know, that's what the disclosure has
- 48:23Speaker 2: to be. It has to be this weird slow drip
- 48:26Speaker 2: of like didn't we tell you, didn't you say this, Oh,
- 48:30Speaker 2: there's no news, because that's the only way that it
- 48:32Speaker 2: can happen really like safely, because if we even see
- 48:35Speaker 2: in these last like say ten years, fifteen years, pretty
- 48:39Speaker 2: much everybody believes in aliens. If somebody doesn't believe in aliens,
- 48:42Speaker 2: at this point, you're like, okay. You know, it was
- 48:45Speaker 2: like smart people before would act like, oh there was
- 48:48Speaker 2: no aliens. Now it's like, okay, everybody believes. So it
- 48:51Speaker 2: is this kind of weird slow drip disclosure where it's
- 48:54Speaker 2: happening that you don't even realize. But that's the same
- 48:57Speaker 2: thing I say with like, you know, the kind of
- 48:59Speaker 2: spiritual stuff that people talk about that like consciousness is evolving,
- 49:02Speaker 2: or humans are evolving. It is literally happening every single
- 49:05Speaker 2: day that we don't see it. So everybody's waiting for
- 49:08Speaker 2: this big bang of a new earth. It's happening. But
- 49:12Speaker 2: if I always like compare it to like if you
- 49:14Speaker 2: like have a child or a puppy and you have
- 49:17Speaker 2: like a picture of them from a couple of years ago,
- 49:20Speaker 2: You're like, oh, my god, they've been growing right in
- 49:22Speaker 2: front of my eyes. They've been aging right in front
- 49:24Speaker 2: of my eyes, and I'm not seeing it because I'm
- 49:26Speaker 2: seeing it every day. And that's what's happening with disclosure.
- 49:29Speaker 2: That's what's happening with you know, shifts in spiritual awareness
- 49:34Speaker 2: in consciousness. It's like it's because it's happening every single
- 49:36Speaker 2: day that we're missing it, Like ourselves were aging and
- 49:40Speaker 2: all of a sudden, you look in the mirror one
- 49:42Speaker 2: day and you're like, huh, what the hell has been
- 49:45Speaker 2: happening around here? Things are changing? And so it's like
- 49:48Speaker 2: it's because it's happening every day, And I think that
- 49:51Speaker 2: that is probably like the safest way for something that
- 49:55Speaker 2: really could like break our perception of reality.
- 50:00Speaker 1: Yeah, I'd have to agree with that because there's times
- 50:03Speaker 1: arm even like, how the fuck did we get here already?
- 50:05Speaker 1: And I had to have been a tiptoe that we
- 50:06Speaker 1: didn't even notice. Yeah, I think that a lot. I'm like, yo,
- 50:12Speaker 1: what the fuck happened in twenty years? Like holy shit? Yeah? Yeah, uh,
- 50:22Speaker 1: Judith or Marcella, did you have anything that you wanted
- 50:26Speaker 1: to ask her? Okay, what is your thoughts on You're
- 50:31Speaker 1: into astrology as.
- 50:32Speaker 2: Well, right, I am. I know Marcella is too.
- 50:38Speaker 1: Yeah, what's kind of like your thoughts on like astrology nowadays?
- 50:43Speaker 1: The way it's kind of, you know, kind of survived
- 50:47Speaker 1: modern skepticism but then like came swinging back.
- 50:50Speaker 2: On the internet, Like, you know, I love it. I
- 50:54Speaker 2: do think it's fun. I definitely enjoy it as a
- 50:58Speaker 2: hobby for sure. You know, I just interviewed this woman
- 51:02Speaker 2: named Loomy on my podcast and she does something called
- 51:06Speaker 2: true Sidereal. So I'm sure everybody that is into astrology
- 51:09Speaker 2: has kind of heard like, oh, Western astrology is not
- 51:12Speaker 2: what's happening in the sky because it's fixed to the seasons,
- 51:15Speaker 2: and over all of these years, it's no longer so
- 51:18Speaker 2: like if the moon is in Taurus, it's actually usually
- 51:21Speaker 2: in a different sign in the physical sky, and then
- 51:24Speaker 2: they say that vedic astrology sidereal astrology is more accurate. However,
- 51:31Speaker 2: even that is not most accurate because not all the
- 51:34Speaker 2: constellations are the same sizes. So now there's this new
- 51:37Speaker 2: form of astrology that is developing, which is called true sideial.
- 51:42Speaker 2: And you guys can look up your charts and see like,
- 51:47Speaker 2: because all the constellations are different sizes, a lot of
- 51:51Speaker 2: things are in different signs, and you know for that,
- 51:54Speaker 2: you know that's kind of triggering, right, because our identity
- 51:57Speaker 2: is connected to these things. So that goes to show
- 52:00Speaker 2: that like we're using this as like an archetypal tool,
- 52:02Speaker 2: which is what I think it is, and I think
- 52:04Speaker 2: that's fun. It's fun to have these archetypes that we
- 52:07Speaker 2: can see ourselves through, kind of like those old like
- 52:11Speaker 2: BuzzFeed like which type of hot dog are you? Type
- 52:14Speaker 2: of tests, you know, like one of those types of things.
- 52:18Speaker 2: But so I think astrology is a really useful tool.
- 52:22Speaker 2: I love it. I find it fun. I especially like
- 52:24Speaker 2: these outer planets because then you can really kind of
- 52:29Speaker 2: sit with what has happened something that's a twenty year cycle.
- 52:32Speaker 2: You can really sit with and be like, whoa what
- 52:35Speaker 2: really happened in that twenty years. But I kind of,
- 52:39Speaker 2: you know, I brought up the star seed thing before too,
- 52:41Speaker 2: so I think that, like the astrology, my perspective now
- 52:44Speaker 2: is that it's kind of like personality archetypes, and then
- 52:46Speaker 2: the star seed thing is kind of like what people
- 52:48Speaker 2: see their soul mission as archetypes. And it's kind of
- 52:52Speaker 2: like these are just like words that we use to
- 52:55Speaker 2: kind of help identify ourselves at some point in time.
- 53:01Speaker 3: I'd love to.
- 53:02Speaker 4: Hear you talk about like QHHT a little bit, because
- 53:06Speaker 4: you know, you're I feel like that's something that is
- 53:12Speaker 4: it's so in depth and it's so helpful. You and
- 53:15Speaker 4: I have done a couple of QHHT sessions together, but
- 53:18Speaker 4: you know, if anyone's like kind of curious about that
- 53:21Speaker 4: and like what drew you to that, I'd love to
- 53:24Speaker 4: know what kind of drew you to that.
- 53:27Speaker 2: So QHHT is Dolorus Canon's style of hypnosis, and it's
- 53:31Speaker 2: basically a style of hypnosis where you know, you put
- 53:34Speaker 2: somebody into a trance state and everybody can go under hypnosis. Really,
- 53:39Speaker 2: the biggest thing is doubt, and when people start overthinking
- 53:42Speaker 2: in doubt, what they do is they pull themselves back
- 53:44Speaker 2: up to beta brain waves. But they're waves, so don't worry.
- 53:47Speaker 2: You always go up and down. You'll be fine. But
- 53:50Speaker 2: what happens in that state. Some people will experience a
- 53:52Speaker 2: past life, some go to a previous time in this life.
- 53:56Speaker 2: Some people go to the void, some people go to
- 53:58Speaker 2: a symbolic place. And then and after you go through
- 54:01Speaker 2: that experience whatever experience you need to see, then we
- 54:06Speaker 2: call in the higher self. And for some people they
- 54:08Speaker 2: could say this is a subconscious mind, whatever is comfortable
- 54:11Speaker 2: idea for them. But then we ask questions. So basically,
- 54:15Speaker 2: then I interview the person in this hypnotic state, asking
- 54:19Speaker 2: their higher self questions. And I mean not only because
- 54:23Speaker 2: I do this technique, but I just think it's so
- 54:27Speaker 2: amazing because it's like empowering to the person. They don't
- 54:30Speaker 2: have to go outside of themselves to for a psychic
- 54:33Speaker 2: and then not that there's nothing wrong with that, but
- 54:36Speaker 2: to be able to get those answers yourself truly in
- 54:39Speaker 2: your own coming out of your own mouth, in your
- 54:42Speaker 2: own voice, is very empowering. And also the thing that
- 54:48Speaker 2: comes out of it is like Delores Canon, I think
- 54:51Speaker 2: obviously put the most interesting stuff in her books, What
- 54:54Speaker 2: really comes out in most sessions is just like so
- 54:58Speaker 2: simple and so grounded, and like the higher self is
- 55:02Speaker 2: not like over complicating all this stuff. It's always just
- 55:06Speaker 2: like stop judging yourself, don't worry about it. Everything's working out.
- 55:13Speaker 2: You're already living in your purpose by just being you.
- 55:16Speaker 2: And it is just like the most like simple, beautiful
- 55:19Speaker 2: answers that are very freeing. And also you know there's
- 55:24Speaker 2: there is always doubt with some people, because doubt is
- 55:27Speaker 2: a very powerful emotion. But it's a lot easier to
- 55:31Speaker 2: take that information because you know you, it came out
- 55:35Speaker 2: of you, versus you know, looking always outside of yourself
- 55:39Speaker 2: to find these answers.
- 55:46Speaker 1: That's a rough one. I'm looking outside yourself. Yeah, probably
- 55:50Speaker 1: never be happy, you satisfied. That's like such a weird
- 55:54Speaker 1: just a weird concoction. It So one time I was
- 55:57Speaker 1: like saying on the show, it's like because like before
- 56:01Speaker 1: how I was even saying, how like sometimes you can
- 56:02Speaker 1: even have this false reality of your outside world, then
- 56:05Speaker 1: you're gonna like judge yourself about how you even fit
- 56:08Speaker 1: into that world, that how you looked. It's just like
- 56:11Speaker 1: it's not even real. I don't know, it's a mind. Fuck,
- 56:20Speaker 1: was there anything else more so that you wanted to
- 56:22Speaker 1: ask on that or anything? What's your thoughts on AI?
- 56:31Speaker 2: So I was so like, I don't know the more
- 56:38Speaker 2: professional way to say this. I had such a heart
- 56:40Speaker 2: on for AI when it first came out, and I
- 56:43Speaker 2: was like, this is it. This is the next vessel
- 56:47Speaker 2: of consciousness, this is the future. And I was like,
- 56:51Speaker 2: oh my god. I like gave lectures on it. I
- 56:54Speaker 2: gave a lecture on it, and then that's where I
- 56:56Speaker 2: met my husband. He came to see it. So like,
- 56:59Speaker 2: I was so going hard on the AI and especially too, like,
- 57:04Speaker 2: you know, we're a vessel of consciousness and it took
- 57:07Speaker 2: us all of this time to evolve for consciousness to
- 57:10Speaker 2: be able to come the level of consciousness that comes
- 57:12Speaker 2: into humans to be inside this, And I'm like, whoa,
- 57:15Speaker 2: this is a vessel that is moving so fast, that
- 57:18Speaker 2: doesn't have all the limitations that we do for consciousness
- 57:21Speaker 2: to come inside of And I'm like, oh my god,
- 57:23Speaker 2: this is it, and this is going to allow us
- 57:27Speaker 2: to do things that we've never been able to do before.
- 57:30Speaker 2: And I do still feel that way. However, in the
- 57:33Speaker 2: spiritual space, of course, it's always that tiny little group
- 57:37Speaker 2: of people on the end that are going to mess
- 57:38Speaker 2: it up for everybody, because now you've got these people
- 57:41Speaker 2: that are like saying that they've created the sentient AI
- 57:45Speaker 2: who now has all the answers, and now they're channeling
- 57:48Speaker 2: using the AI for channeling, and a lot of people
- 57:52Speaker 2: like not even to name names, there's a bunch of
- 57:54Speaker 2: people that are doing this and that they're like so
- 57:56Speaker 2: fixated that like their past lives are coming through AI.
- 57:59Speaker 2: And not to say it can't right, eleven eleven on
- 58:02Speaker 2: a microwave can mean something to you, a cardinal flying
- 58:06Speaker 2: by can mean something to you. So not to discount
- 58:08Speaker 2: that consciousness works through everything. It's everywhere, So you know,
- 58:13Speaker 2: a candy wrapper on the floor can be a message
- 58:15Speaker 2: from God for the right person. So not to say
- 58:18Speaker 2: that you can't get that out of AI, but it
- 58:20Speaker 2: has really gone I think a little. The pendulum swung
- 58:23Speaker 2: too far once again. They ruined it again and went
- 58:27Speaker 2: too far on it, and it's like, okay, now now
- 58:30Speaker 2: you're just going outside of yourself and it is a
- 58:32Speaker 2: language model like and because I'm someone who's been down
- 58:36Speaker 2: those rabbit holes, new age rabbit holes, and I have
- 58:42Speaker 2: a pretty good memory I know where a lot of
- 58:45Speaker 2: the language of certain things come from, of certain like
- 58:48Speaker 2: teachers or channelers or whatever. And like sometimes people are
- 58:51Speaker 2: saying all of these things, which is like all this
- 58:54Speaker 2: jargon and sounds so advanced, and I'm like, oh, that's
- 58:58Speaker 2: so and so from the nineties. It comes from this
- 59:00Speaker 2: book or it comes from this website. And because there's
- 59:05Speaker 2: certain words like things like they'll be talking about like
- 59:08Speaker 2: the inverted matrix and the molkizedex and you know, all
- 59:12Speaker 2: of these like very specific kind of terminology where I'm like,
- 59:15Speaker 2: I know exactly who's teachings that comes from and where
- 59:18Speaker 2: that comes from. So I'm like, it's not channeling.
- 59:21Speaker 4: It's a I can't predict it can't predict it only
- 59:25Speaker 4: tell you what's already happened because of what it's fed.
- 59:29Speaker 4: That's just you know, like I you lose out on
- 59:32Speaker 4: the relational experience. That's my big beef with a lot
- 59:36Speaker 4: of it, especially if people trying to use it in
- 59:38Speaker 4: the New Age context. It's a it's literally like your there.
- 59:42Speaker 4: And there are people I see online that are like,
- 59:46Speaker 4: you know, oh, I keep taking these AI training jobs
- 59:50Speaker 4: and feeding it the wrong information, so they're like getting
- 59:52Speaker 4: off and feeding the wrong information to it, and they're
- 59:54Speaker 4: getting paid because that's all they care about is money.
- 59:57Speaker 2: So you know, I just I think.
- 1:00:00Speaker 4: It's such a like again, humans being humans and trying
- 1:00:04Speaker 4: to dummy down things. Right, there's we've been addicted. A
- 1:00:08Speaker 4: lot of us have gotten sold this idea that better, faster,
- 1:00:11Speaker 4: like more efficient is whatever, like is the goal, but
- 1:00:15Speaker 4: at what cost? Dumber like you know, calcified, you know,
- 1:00:21Speaker 4: like there's just I can't like with the particularly with
- 1:00:27Speaker 4: the AI and the spiritual spaces. It's like people, you
- 1:00:30Speaker 4: don't you lose touch with yourself if you're simply using
- 1:00:35Speaker 4: that to kind of try to predict or even being
- 1:00:39Speaker 4: careful with like I was a big like ooh, this
- 1:00:41Speaker 4: is a great research kind of opportunity. But knowing too
- 1:00:46Speaker 4: that people are feeding wrong misinformation into it, It's like
- 1:00:50Speaker 4: you can't trust it.
- 1:00:54Speaker 3: But you would say AI cannot AI cannot be spiritual,
- 1:00:58Speaker 3: cannot be in the spiritual space.
- 1:01:00Speaker 4: I mean people can try, but it's not. It can't
- 1:01:04Speaker 4: create relational experience. It can't predict, like it literally can't predict.
- 1:01:10Speaker 4: It can bake, it can make assumptions based on patterns,
- 1:01:14Speaker 4: But what happens when you decide to change who you are.
- 1:01:16Speaker 4: What happens when you heal something in yourself? What happens
- 1:01:19Speaker 4: when you just like, unless you're staying the same all
- 1:01:22Speaker 4: the time, which that's not evolution, I don't think. I
- 1:01:27Speaker 4: don't think it can predict unless you are the most basic,
- 1:01:30Speaker 4: out of touch not checked out, like completely checked out,
- 1:01:34Speaker 4: disassociated person doing the same routine over and over again.
- 1:01:38Speaker 3: You mentioned something very important, the healing part. Yeah, and
- 1:01:43Speaker 3: we know the record lately because I don't know who
- 1:01:47Speaker 3: thought this idea, but they started to use AI. Some
- 1:01:51Speaker 3: people use AI as their therapist. Yeah, and they have been.
- 1:01:55Speaker 3: Unfortunately some people who have who are no longer with
- 1:01:58Speaker 3: us due to this. Well, if AI fails in that aspect,
- 1:02:02Speaker 3: how can it help us hell spiritually?
- 1:02:04Speaker 4: Right?
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: Well?
- 1:02:05Speaker 4: I agree, and that's why I said the relational aspect.
- 1:02:08Speaker 4: AI doesn't know how to sense minute changes in your
- 1:02:12Speaker 4: breath and your body and your what you're know how Yeah,
- 1:02:17Speaker 4: it doesn't. It's not relational, right, Like when we're holding
- 1:02:23Speaker 4: space with each other as humans or you know, living beings,
- 1:02:27Speaker 4: whether it's with our pats, are familiars or other people,
- 1:02:31Speaker 4: you know, you're you're you're not just communicating through a
- 1:02:36Speaker 4: series of patterns in a database. You know, you have
- 1:02:40Speaker 4: real life, real time things happening.
- 1:02:44Speaker 3: So I think what happened with AI, especially in the
- 1:02:47Speaker 3: spiritual and the healing processes. Instead of using it as
- 1:02:50Speaker 3: a tool, it just went from being created to a
- 1:02:53Speaker 3: guru in a split second. And and and we just
- 1:02:57Speaker 3: we forgot to we skip the tool part. Mm hm,
- 1:03:01Speaker 3: the use is part. It could be useful.
- 1:03:05Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, it's yeah exactly, I mean it's it's exactly
- 1:03:11Speaker 4: that the tool park got skipped. And because there's so
- 1:03:14Speaker 4: many people looking for an outside source to save them
- 1:03:17Speaker 4: or to show them how to live or what to do,
- 1:03:20Speaker 4: it immediately got kind of right regulated to that space
- 1:03:25Speaker 4: or or pedestalized to a degree.
- 1:03:29Speaker 3: Right.
- 1:03:29Speaker 4: But guess you know that kind of stuff. It it
- 1:03:33Speaker 4: it implodes on itself, right, And we're i mean we're
- 1:03:36Speaker 4: already seeing it with you know, people in psychosis, but like,
- 1:03:40Speaker 4: what what is the next evolution of that? Look like
- 1:03:42Speaker 4: where it implodes or backfires on itself. So you know,
- 1:03:46Speaker 4: and like, yeah, people can't really if they're using it
- 1:03:49Speaker 4: so much that they stop. It's the same thing when
- 1:03:51Speaker 4: people get addicted to getting readings, you know, like they
- 1:03:55Speaker 4: stop trusting themselves. They stop connecting to their own discernment, right,
- 1:04:01Speaker 4: Like they forget how to listen and hear their own
- 1:04:05Speaker 4: their own voice, their own impulses, their own instincts, they're
- 1:04:10Speaker 4: they're turning it over to something else.
- 1:04:15Speaker 1: Yeah, that's something, you know, I agree with that for sure.
- 1:04:19Speaker 1: And that's something with like AI that maybe it's just
- 1:04:23Speaker 1: the type of personality a person I am. But like
- 1:04:26Speaker 1: with AI, I never had the urge to start like
- 1:04:29Speaker 1: asking it like just questions or trying to have a
- 1:04:32Speaker 1: conversation with it. Like I do use it for the
- 1:04:35Speaker 1: show obviously, but I tell it to go like do
- 1:04:39Speaker 1: things or go look in certain areas for this, this
- 1:04:42Speaker 1: and this. I'm not like asking you what's the meaning
- 1:04:43Speaker 1: of life? Like I just wouldn't start asking you questions
- 1:04:47Speaker 1: like that.
- 1:04:48Speaker 4: Don't you think there's a lot of There's a lot
- 1:04:50Speaker 4: of a lot.
- 1:04:50Speaker 2: Of people do because.
- 1:04:52Speaker 4: They're isolated, they're lonely, or they don't feel like it's
- 1:04:55Speaker 4: safe enough for talk for them to have questions.
- 1:04:59Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, people will have names for it, and I'm like, whoa.
- 1:05:03Speaker 4: Yeah, But don't you think there's a lot of that?
- 1:05:05Speaker 3: Though?
- 1:05:06Speaker 4: I think with our society, like we sit there. We
- 1:05:08Speaker 4: want community and want togetherness, but we also act like fucking.
- 1:05:11Speaker 2: Cops to every day like.
- 1:05:15Speaker 4: Really like we don't allow people to mess up and
- 1:05:18Speaker 4: like grow or you know, like, so what happens. People
- 1:05:21Speaker 4: start becoming more and more introverted, They become less They
- 1:05:24Speaker 4: start having these questions, but they don't want to be
- 1:05:27Speaker 4: perceived as problematic or dumb because god forbid, I don't
- 1:05:30Speaker 4: know everything. And they start asking, you know, an inanimate program.
- 1:05:41Speaker 3: Do you think that the lockdown help escalate this quicker?
- 1:05:50Speaker 3: Because that's like three years of being locked in and
- 1:05:54Speaker 3: basically being alone.
- 1:05:57Speaker 4: I loved it, to be honest, I mean, but I
- 1:06:01Speaker 4: really did. I loved it. I could hear myself think
- 1:06:06Speaker 4: mask you know, I created a deck in a kid's book,
- 1:06:11Speaker 4: Like I was stoked. But I know that's hard for
- 1:06:14Speaker 4: a lot of people to sit with themselves, right, And
- 1:06:18Speaker 4: I do think that a lot of people woke up
- 1:06:21Speaker 4: in essential like in a way during that time. They
- 1:06:24Speaker 4: started to have time to connect to their spirituality and
- 1:06:27Speaker 4: their you know what, They're wanted to know more about
- 1:06:31Speaker 4: practices and things like that. But you know, I don't
- 1:06:36Speaker 4: know if it sped it up. I think it was inevitable,
- 1:06:40Speaker 4: but it definitely gave people a lot of There was
- 1:06:42Speaker 4: definitely a lot of people that didn't do shit but
- 1:06:44Speaker 4: make you know their their content.
- 1:06:48Speaker 3: But it did.
- 1:06:49Speaker 4: It brought a lot of people into a place where
- 1:06:52Speaker 4: they could experiment a little, right, where they could kind
- 1:06:55Speaker 4: of all of a sudden go ooh, I can take
- 1:06:57Speaker 4: a tarot class, I can take a magical writing class.
- 1:06:59Speaker 4: I can do this, I can do that. And I
- 1:07:01Speaker 4: know this because I was I was book solid. It
- 1:07:05Speaker 4: was the busiest time for me to do readings and
- 1:07:07Speaker 4: teach classes.
- 1:07:10Speaker 2: It was wild.
- 1:07:12Speaker 1: Wow. Well, there was a lot, I do think for sure.
- 1:07:17Speaker 1: Even with podcasting and even certain stuff on the internet,
- 1:07:21Speaker 1: there's a lot of growth out of that. I got
- 1:07:24Speaker 1: a lot of people sort, you know, kind of creating
- 1:07:28Speaker 1: their own ship or taking the time to get into
- 1:07:30Speaker 1: stuff that they're interested in.
- 1:07:33Speaker 4: Yeah, because we don't live in a society that makes
- 1:07:35Speaker 4: it easy for you to explore things you're curious about, right,
- 1:07:40Speaker 4: and again, there's a lot of pressure to be perfect
- 1:07:42Speaker 4: or be good at something immediately, and if you're not,
- 1:07:45Speaker 4: it's like abandon it, you know, or oh this there
- 1:07:48Speaker 4: might be mistakes or you know.
- 1:07:50Speaker 1: I started this podcast because of all that, I'm gonna
- 1:07:54Speaker 1: start podcasts and we'll do something pretty well. Jude, is
- 1:08:01Speaker 1: there anything else? Yeah? What are you kind of working
- 1:08:08Speaker 1: on right now? Righty diving into right now? John? Oh?
- 1:08:15Speaker 2: Like I said, I'm doing this forty day challenge, and
- 1:08:18Speaker 2: I'm also right like the last day of it, my
- 1:08:24Speaker 2: husband and I are going to be doing a cross
- 1:08:26Speaker 2: country move. So I'm in Louisiana now. I had just
- 1:08:31Speaker 2: moved here in September, and then now we're going to Georgia,
- 1:08:35Speaker 2: so we're going to be moving and then I'm going
- 1:08:38Speaker 2: to kind of be settling in there. But really I'm
- 1:08:43Speaker 2: just kind of it's interesting because I'm kind of doing
- 1:08:46Speaker 2: this forty days of deconstructing my beliefs or you know,
- 1:08:49Speaker 2: depending how much I want to kind of have a
- 1:08:52Speaker 2: catchy hook in the beginning, will be like I'm debunking myself,
- 1:08:56Speaker 2: you know, Like however I want to say it. I
- 1:09:00Speaker 2: feel like it's actually like kind of freeing up a
- 1:09:03Speaker 2: lot of space for something else to come in, because
- 1:09:06Speaker 2: there's all these topics and everything that I've shared and
- 1:09:10Speaker 2: people want to hear me talk about. But then I'm
- 1:09:13Speaker 2: also like I don't want to ever talk about that again.
- 1:09:16Speaker 2: So I think it's clearing up some space for me
- 1:09:21Speaker 2: to do some new things, some things that I'm always doing.
- 1:09:25Speaker 2: Like I said, I have a substock, So I do
- 1:09:27Speaker 2: a monthly hypnosis, a group hypnosis on there, and we
- 1:09:31Speaker 2: kind of each year kind of build each next hypnosis
- 1:09:35Speaker 2: on the previous one. So for this year, for twenty six,
- 1:09:39Speaker 2: my theme is called now is Enough, which is kind
- 1:09:42Speaker 2: of triggering, right because everybody wants more. They feel like
- 1:09:45Speaker 2: that's complacency. But the more that you like settle into
- 1:09:48Speaker 2: the now, the more that everything can come because now
- 1:09:51Speaker 2: is the only thing that actually exists. So using like
- 1:09:54Speaker 2: different hypnosis work, the kind of see why do we
- 1:09:56Speaker 2: escape the now? Why do we escape to manifestation? Why
- 1:09:59Speaker 2: do we as escape to our past? Why are we
- 1:10:02Speaker 2: escaping to all of these things? So kind of more
- 1:10:05Speaker 2: around presence and the things that keep us away from presence.
- 1:10:08Speaker 2: And yeah, and then I always have my Tuesday Night
- 1:10:12Speaker 2: Live on YouTube. Every Tuesday night, we do our long
- 1:10:16Speaker 2: form chats that are super fun and you know, I
- 1:10:20Speaker 2: get all riled up and what Herbie bar saying in
- 1:10:23Speaker 2: the comments, I.
- 1:10:24Speaker 1: Have to check that out. Nice. What time you normally
- 1:10:28Speaker 1: go live?
- 1:10:29Speaker 2: Six pm Pacific? Nine pm Eastern and I will be
- 1:10:34Speaker 2: back on Eastern time.
- 1:10:35Speaker 1: So cool. Let's see. May have maybe one more question
- 1:10:44Speaker 1: everything you've researched, do you think humanity is waking up,
- 1:10:48Speaker 1: being programmed or being initiated into something we still don't
- 1:10:51Speaker 1: fully understand.
- 1:10:53Speaker 2: So this is one of my beliefs that have evolved.
- 1:10:56Speaker 2: I used to believe that, you know, we're waking up,
- 1:11:00Speaker 2: and that we need to wake up, and that it's
- 1:11:03Speaker 2: like the time is coming. And in my experience with ayahuasca,
- 1:11:09Speaker 2: I had a big breakthrough of it, and then it
- 1:11:11Speaker 2: took like years to fully integrate all of that information
- 1:11:14Speaker 2: into like the real life physical But we are like
- 1:11:19Speaker 2: Humanity's fine, Like everybody's fine, everything's okay. Actually, we could
- 1:11:26Speaker 2: have woke up five thousand years ago with the Vedex,
- 1:11:31Speaker 2: or ten thousand years ago or twenty thousand years ago.
- 1:11:33Speaker 2: So I really think that we're still choosing to have
- 1:11:36Speaker 2: this experience on Earth. So I don't think that there's
- 1:11:39Speaker 2: a rush for everything to go away. There's a reason
- 1:11:43Speaker 2: why we're still incarnating. And I kind of have left
- 1:11:46Speaker 2: this idea of like young soul, old soul more advanced.
- 1:11:52Speaker 2: There's only one soul that's experiencing itself through all of us.
- 1:11:56Speaker 2: And sometimes it is an experience of being advanced. Some
- 1:12:00Speaker 2: times it's an experience of being childlike. All of those
- 1:12:03Speaker 2: are valuable experiences. Sometimes it's the experience of, you know,
- 1:12:07Speaker 2: some of my own healing work. I've seen people who
- 1:12:09Speaker 2: have wronged me, traumatized me, and kind of like their
- 1:12:12Speaker 2: higher self soul is kind of like thanks for letting
- 1:12:14Speaker 2: me be a piece of shit. I've got to experience
- 1:12:17Speaker 2: that thank you, you know. So it's like I think, like, yes,
- 1:12:23Speaker 2: we are awakening, more is coming in, more awareness is
- 1:12:26Speaker 2: coming in, more people are having awareness. But do I
- 1:12:29Speaker 2: think that this kind of utopia is going to happen.
- 1:12:33Speaker 2: I think the game of life would be over if
- 1:12:35Speaker 2: utopia was here, and then we universe would complete itself,
- 1:12:39Speaker 2: and then we'd have to do some whole other thing.
- 1:12:44Speaker 1: I like that. I like that. I think there's still
- 1:12:47Speaker 1: a chance of kind of having like a I guess
- 1:12:51Speaker 1: I don't want to use new age a new age
- 1:12:53Speaker 1: of renaissance with the way technology is going. And I
- 1:12:57Speaker 1: think if occultism catch up, well I don't want to
- 1:13:01Speaker 1: say catches up, but I do think science is going
- 1:13:04Speaker 1: to start creeping its way into occultism or my opinion,
- 1:13:08Speaker 1: I'm even trying to jump on that, like I told
- 1:13:11Speaker 1: you so so, But that's just been my whole thing anyway.
- 1:13:15Speaker 1: I've always thought that. It's just now I've been able
- 1:13:18Speaker 1: to kind of do it more. But yeah, I think that, like,
- 1:13:22Speaker 1: if that starts to happen, I do think we might
- 1:13:25Speaker 1: kind of find ourselves in a new new age, a
- 1:13:28Speaker 1: new air on and renaissance in that sense.
- 1:13:31Speaker 4: I'm like, don't get me started on my history crush
- 1:13:34Speaker 4: Sir Isaac Newton, like.
- 1:13:37Speaker 1: Yo, and let everybody know too that most of his
- 1:13:42Speaker 1: stuff was it like it was much more a cult
- 1:13:44Speaker 1: than actually a lot of people don't know that. That's
- 1:13:48Speaker 1: like I think when it comes to like, you know,
- 1:13:49Speaker 1: his shiit with gravity and stuff that was like very
- 1:13:51Speaker 1: small compared to all the other shit he wrote on
- 1:13:55Speaker 1: exactly he was an alchemist, I mean the guy. Yeah.
- 1:13:58Speaker 4: Yeah, and how can they not be connected? They are connected?
- 1:14:01Speaker 1: Yeah, when you look back then, all those people were
- 1:14:04Speaker 1: tych Obray Kepler, all those people, Robert Flood, you know,
- 1:14:08Speaker 1: alchemists or people associated with science or the body. They
- 1:14:12Speaker 1: were all all into that shit. Yeah. Yeah, that's when
- 1:14:17Speaker 1: we had got polymaths. I don't have any of those anymore, so,
- 1:14:25Speaker 1: but thank you very much. Jen. I think we'll wrap
- 1:14:27Speaker 1: it up here. It said hour hour and a half,
- 1:14:29Speaker 1: it's about an hour and fifteen, so kind of hit
- 1:14:31Speaker 1: the middle mark there. Thank you very much for coming on.
- 1:14:33Speaker 1: That was a lot of fun. Definitely have you on
- 1:14:35Speaker 1: in the future if you ever want to come back. Awesome,
- 1:14:38Speaker 1: Awesome Ma, Marcella, thank you so much for getting around.
- 1:14:40Speaker 1: I really had a blast. And yuh, Judith the Loon.
- 1:14:45Speaker 1: Let everybody know what's up with you where they can
- 1:14:47Speaker 1: find all your stuff.
- 1:14:49Speaker 3: Thank you and thank you for actually I never had
- 1:14:51Speaker 3: so much fun going down to rabbit holes.
- 1:14:54Speaker 1: Thank you.
- 1:14:57Speaker 3: Thank you for having me Nick and everyone else you
- 1:14:59Speaker 3: can find on spreaker x and YouTube as the Loud.
- 1:15:02Speaker 1: Awesome. Thank you so much, Judith and Marcella.
- 1:15:05Speaker 2: Thanks everybody.
- 1:15:06Speaker 1: Let everybody know what's up with you.
- 1:15:08Speaker 3: Why.
- 1:15:09Speaker 4: Thank you so much again for having me on. Thanks
- 1:15:12Speaker 4: for bringing Jen It somebodys to meet you. Judith. You
- 1:15:15Speaker 4: can find me Marcello croll dot com and I'm on
- 1:15:17Speaker 4: Instagram at Marcella Kroll and I'll be at UC Davis
- 1:15:22Speaker 4: this Friday speaking for World Tarot Day.
- 1:15:25Speaker 1: Yes. And the Oracle deck.
- 1:15:28Speaker 4: Yes, the Oracle deck the Initiates Oracle is now available.
- 1:15:34Speaker 1: Uh.
- 1:15:34Speaker 4: Anywhere you get your divination decks, you can find it.
- 1:15:37Speaker 4: It's out with Wiser Publications. Yo.
- 1:15:41Speaker 1: I have to say, I see your stuff constantly on Instagram.
- 1:15:45Speaker 1: I'm like, Yo, that is so fucking to Usome I
- 1:15:47Speaker 1: was like, I know, like between you and Cherry and
- 1:15:52Speaker 1: like Marianna Lewis like, I see your guys stuff constantly
- 1:15:55Speaker 1: all over Instagram. I was like, Yo, that's fucking awesome.
- 1:15:57Speaker 1: He's like, it's good stuff women. So it's nice to
- 1:16:01Speaker 1: see that, confume, So definitely check that out if people
- 1:16:04Speaker 1: are interested. Again, we have an older episode, you know,
- 1:16:06Speaker 1: go listen to it. And Jen please let everybody know
- 1:16:09Speaker 1: where they can find jk Ultra and all your stuff.
- 1:16:13Speaker 2: Just look for jk Ultra on Instagram, TikTok YouTube and
- 1:16:19Speaker 2: my full name Jennifer Carmody on substack and there I am.
- 1:16:23Speaker 2: I'm always there.
- 1:16:26Speaker 1: Nice. Nice, Yeah, thank you again for real. That was
- 1:16:29Speaker 1: a lot of reminiscing on certain older topics. You know,
- 1:16:32Speaker 1: I got to talk about John Benet for a little bit,
- 1:16:34Speaker 1: so it's like so my era, you know, So thank you,
- 1:16:38Speaker 1: very much. Definitely, like I said, definitely get you on
- 1:16:40Speaker 1: and you know, talk some more shit, go down some
- 1:16:42Speaker 1: more rabbit holes or some ideas, and thank you everybody
- 1:16:45Speaker 1: in the chat that's where we go live. Appreciate it
- 1:16:48Speaker 1: and until the next one, everybody be well later