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reminder: not all skinfolk are kinfolk · faafo with courtney

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Some of y 'all, which are traitor -ass ancestors,
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use the same ass fucking excuse. I have always
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said, and I will continue to say, that I will
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always fucking sacrifice one for the fucking
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whole. You're listening to FAA, FO, with Courtney.
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Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Amazon
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Music, iHeartRadio, Pandora, and wherever you
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get your podcasts. Good morning. It is about
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5 .30 in the morning on Monday, May 11th. So
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let's talk about it. All skinfolk and kinfolk.
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People use a color for a cover. Not all of our
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ancestors were heroes. These are all sayings,
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and I'm sure there are many more, that I know
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at least. us in the Black community, Black Americans,
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use depending on the circles that you run with.
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Oh, let me tell you, I love when someone tries
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to be petty with me and I get to turn that into
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a learning opportunity for others. Hi, my name
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is Courtney. I'm also known as Cece in Brazil.
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I'm not sure which podcast station of mine I'm
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going to put this on, but if it is not on I Taste
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Like Magic, it will probably end up on FAAFO
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with Courtney. Fuck around and find out with
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Courtney. So listen, let's just get to the nitty
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gritty of things, right? Some people know me.
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Some people don't know me. Some people are getting
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to know me. If you know me, you know that I have
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always said, and I give people a heads up, I
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will befriend your shadow. If you have any intention
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of ever being in close proximity to me, with
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me, for an extended amount of time, you need
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to be friends with your shadow. Because the way
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I am wired energetically, As a psychic, as someone
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who has all the clairs, given my purpose as it
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relates to gene keys and how I'm wired when you
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look at my human design chart, I am truly one
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of those people when you hear people say, I will
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irritate your demons. No, I'm next level. I will
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activate your demons. Not. to save you, not to
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cleanse you, not to rid you of your demons. I
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am not someone who believes that shadow is a
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negative thing. I often say most people tuck
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their shadow away, but don't realize that their
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shadow is their moneymaker. But because of shame,
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social conditioning, all the masking, all the
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fuck shit, your shadow is tucked away somewhere,
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causing you to stay sick, to stay stuck, and
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to stay in karmic loops and in trauma bonds with
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people and keep you in a place, in a state, financially,
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emotionally, physically, all the things that
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you say you want to escape from. These are things
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that I have talked about for years. So for those
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of you who are Thinking that you're slick and
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you come and listen to my podcast and things
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of that nature, but don't say anything. Let this
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be a lesson to you. I love it when someone tries
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to be petty with me about things that I have
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talked about years ago. So listen, if you know
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me, let me get comfortable. Again, if you know
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me. You know that these are all things that I
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have talked about before. But it's one thing
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to just talk about a lot of things. And that's
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something else that I talk about. A lot of people
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can read something and talk about it and really
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have no in real life experience or evidence.
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If you are familiar with human design, I am a
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4 '6 profile. That means that I am at 51 on that
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third part of the chaos of my life. I am on the
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rooftop. People with a 4 -6 profile are kind
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of like designed to be teachers by after having
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walked or talked, not just because you went to
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school to get a degree or a certificate and now
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you want to lecture to people. Oh, my God. See,
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these are the moments when I feel alive because
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I am not here for the fuck shit. And given that
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this is the year 2026. And I believe it's the
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year of the fire horse. I also believe as it
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relates to Jean Keys, which is funny, is the
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year of closing the door. And if you remember,
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I walked into my bathroom one night to vacuum
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it recently and there was a storm and the door
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slammed and I ended up getting stuck in the bathroom.
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That moment ended up being. a perfect catalyst.
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And it wasn't until a few days later, oh my God,
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my pits are sweating. Yes. It wasn't until a
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few days later, did I open an article or something.
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Someone sent me something and it happened to
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do with Jean Keys. They didn't know anything
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about, it might've been a newsletter, but the
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story about this being the year of closing the
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door. People can simplify that. To say, oh, I'm
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closing the door on relationships and blah, blah,
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blah, blah, blah. For me, that feels like closing
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the door on trying to protect the not so innocent
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people, because we have been taught that some
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people, depending on ability, age, status, whatever,
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deserve a certain amount of. respect, patience,
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so on and so forth. No, because we are in a time
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where people do not have the time or the resources
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financially to be lied to, to be manipulated,
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especially by people who don't have any courage.
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So back to not all skin folk are kin folk. People
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use a color for a cover. People will use their
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what do you call it? How they identify in gender
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or sexuality as a protection blanket. Listen,
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we're all in the same boat at this point in time.
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So we are going to get real because I am someone
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that believes in energy, energetic reciprocity,
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and people keep putting their funky ass energy.
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their inconsistency, their lies, their lies by
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omission, their lying overtly, their lying by
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accident, their fears, their projections out
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into the universe and acting in ways that literally
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mirror and mimic the governments, regardless
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of what side you say you are on. And then they
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wonder why shit can't be right when they are
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doing the exact same thing. with the exception
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of the fact that they don't have a title or that
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they're sitting in an elected seat or that they
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are supposedly in a different country that they
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think is better than the country that they left.
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Them days are over because all of this is an
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energetic mirror. If you are listening to this
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and you are not familiar with some of the terms
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that I have used as it relates to the scientific,
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the woo -woo, Doesn't matter. This is still for
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you because I promise you, you probably have
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somebody that is in your ancestral line who sold
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out a revolution or a fucking rebellion. Let's
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be fucking honest about this right now, right?
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Because everybody wants to think that our ancestors
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are all the same. All of our ancestors are not
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the same. Who are the descendants of the people
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that sold our people out? How about that? Where
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are y 'all motherfuckers at who keep hiding?
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Here's what I know. Energetically, I can sense
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it. For years, I have been talking about how
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I smell fucking fear, period, point, fucking
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blank. So what we're not going to do is allow
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people to hide behind their financial status,
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hide behind their social status, hide behind
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their, oh, I'm part of this disenfranchised demographic.
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That's not what we're going to do because I promise
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you, Some of y 'all, which are traitor ass ancestors,
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use the same ass fucking excuse. I have always
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said and I will continue to say that I will always
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fucking sacrifice one for the fucking whole.
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Because 400, 500 more years of this shit ain't
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going to happen. At least not on my watch while
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I am alive. Period. So in closing, I recently
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had someone. Say to me in response to something
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that I was saying that they are just trying to
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retire. Right. They people have put in their
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time. They don't want to be fucking bothered.
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Cool. I get that. I didn't come from that people.
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I gave them an example of someone up my ancestral
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line. who was very famous, and he was carried
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into battle at almost 100 years old. Was not
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killed in battle, but was killed after he was
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captured and shot in the back by a coward. Now,
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with that being said, I want to say one last
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thing. I'm going to tell you a story. So here
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in Brazil, a lot of people, especially Americans
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will come and hire a housekeeper. Cool. No problem.
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I've only hired a housekeeper once. And one day
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when I was finding myself, and that was because
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I needed a deep clean right after I moved into
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my apartment. One day, as I was frustrated and
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cleaning, because you are always cleaning here.
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And I'm going to get back to that in a little
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while, because that ties into when people love
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to sit and say, oh, Brazilians, even Americans
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who get here, sit here and say that same damn
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shit, but never wonder why people say they shower
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three times a day. Because I promise you, the
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Brazilians who work hard every day that are not
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relying on a maid are not showering three times
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a day by default, typically. But let's just get
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back to the logistics of it. Why are people having
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to shower three times a day? And this is another
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perfect example how people just be saying shit,
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whether or not because people just have no critical
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thinking skills. But I'm going to come back to
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that. So with that being said, I was cleaning.
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and got a download one day. Well, I started getting
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a bunch of downloads. If you don't know what
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a download is, that is kind of like when someone
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says, oh, I heard God talking to me or whatever
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you want to call it, universe ancestors or whatever.
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You just kind of start getting these little insights
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or whatever. It dawned on me that my ancestors
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have been telling me, no, don't get a housekeeper
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because there's something that you need to hear,
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feel, and experience. After a while, I realized
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that for ages, The housekeepers are the ones
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that have not been seen but heard all the shit,
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the gossip, the planning, the strategy to keep
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Black folk oppressed. I'd forgotten about this
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conversation until a couple of days ago when
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I turned on the television. And it was like one
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of those afternoon shows here, which is interesting
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because when you watch afternoon television here,
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you'll see these shows that are kind of set back
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off in plantation times or whatever, right? But
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then they'll have people that you know was enslaved
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and working on a plantation, like skipping down
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the street as if everything was perfect and happy.
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This particular show was showing a woman serving
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a family, a wealthy family, a wealthy white family.
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They were talking about things that could have
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probably gotten us all out of this fucking situation
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a long time ago, right? If it weren't for people
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like the people that I'm fucking dealing with
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right now. How about that? But anyway, and it
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was as if even though she's over their shoulder,
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she's putting food on the table, she's giving
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them water and drink and standing off in the
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side, they do not see her. But she hears everything.
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Everything. Now, what do you do with that information
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when you have it? Here's the funny fucking part.
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After I got that download and I realized that
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I can tap into another timeline of what our ancestors
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heard, because we like to say that, oh, we take
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on our ancestors' gifts and skills. And a lot
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of people want to brag about, oh, my ancestor
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was this. Some of y 'all ancestors was pussies.
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Let's just tell it. Let's just tell it like it
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is or whatever. Right. Period. Point blank. Now,
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I shared that with someone that I am no longer
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friends with. And they were like, oh, yeah, I
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can see that and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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And we're kind of like an agreement or whatever.
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But then the next thing I know, they were doing
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something completely opposite of what they had
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said that they understood and confirmed and believed
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in. what i just said i'm going to go deeper into
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this and how this relates to human design and
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open centers but i actually touched on it yesterday
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in a podcast that i did that i haven't uploaded
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yet and i don't know which is going to come first
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but this goes back to how someone is influenced
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by whom they are influenced and yes a lie is
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still a lie But it wasn't until I was laying
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there this morning after hanging out with some
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people yesterday and noticing how energies were
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different with the people that I was hanging
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out with yesterday. And I've been really wondering,
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I'm like, yo, of all the people that I didn't
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think would betray me, this person betrayed me.
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But even in instances when that person was still
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here in Brazil and around me and other people,
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they would change. You know how we talk about
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code switching? That was the thing. I could literally
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talk to her about something. We get around certain
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people and they just completely turn into a different
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fucking person. And I'm laughing at myself now
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because I was more in a space of like trying
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to figure out why, but I wasn't in thinking terms
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of like the woo woo stuff, right? The open centers
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and how much someone allows someone else to influence
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them. Just an FYI, I'm talking my shit because
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if you are into human design, astrology and all
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the things, and even if you're not, I don't really
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fucking care. But if you are, I am wired where
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I have very little influence. Not only that is
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the way. that I was raised. My parents didn't
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try to put me in a box. I didn't experience any
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childhood trauma that I needed to heal and get
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over. I was allowed. I was raised in an environment
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around people, around elders, around safety systems
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and safety nets and a community that protected
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my fucking life. How many of y 'all motherfuckers
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can say that? especially those of you listening
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to this shit right now who have tried to be petty
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with me and sabotage me. So back to those who
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say they feel like they have earned a right to
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just keep running and hiding and not addressing
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anything and that you did your time in bondage
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or 30 years in corporate or whatever the fuck
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you want to call it. We all had free will. You
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might have an excuse, but again, you don't know
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my fucking story. With that, I intentionally
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made a choice because I saw the writing on the
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wall 20 fucking years ago. I have a child. I
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could have taken the easy route and stayed in
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corporate America. I lived in the gated community
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with the fucking golf course on the water. Speaking
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of water, here's another one for you, right?
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So for those of you who know and are familiar
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with human design, I am a shores person. Yesterday,
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I recorded a podcast about not all beaches are
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equal. I have always just serendipitously ended
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up living by a beach or the trail or that natural.
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boundary that causes me to have less energetic
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influence. Therefore, I am in environments that
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are not opposing me as much. So I am able to
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accelerate and tap into my magic much more than
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many other fucking people. Let's break it all
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down because if you're going to try to fucking
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come for me, what is your past? What is your
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environment? Who were your cowardly ass ancestors?
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Where are you at? I was looking at something
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the other day and I was like, yo, I've never
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really been good at building large communities.
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That is not my forte. I can build and create
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loyal and very grounded communities and spaces.
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And I have always said this as someone who is
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a catalyst. It doesn't matter the outcome. As
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long as I get energy moving, whether it's getting
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you to laugh or whether it's getting you to cry
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or whether it's getting you to want to cuss me
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out and come up with a strategy and try to get
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back to me, get back at me or seek revenge on
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me. It doesn't fucking matter. I am here to spark
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something in people to get energy moving. All
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energy is energy. It's not a good. It's not a
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bad. It's not a positive. It's not a negative.
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And when I do what I'm fucking supposed to do
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while I am here, regardless of what fucking people
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think about me and how they feel about how I
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do it, I end up getting paid, period, by the
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universe, which then pisses people off even more.
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And then they want to go in harder. And then
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I get paid more. What does fucking paid look
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like? There are people on these platforms who
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have to, they call themselves content creators,
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right? So that means you got to post consistently.
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You got to edit. You always got to be performing
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for somebody, something, some fucking algorithm
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or whatever. And many of them still work for
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full -time jobs. Many of them are still relying
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on system checks by the government. People are
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still relying on child support and alimony on
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some type of fucking system outside of their
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cells because there's very few people who can
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actually financially support themselves as content
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creators. Now, most people, mere mortals, will
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look at them and say, oh, Courtney CC in Brazil
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is over here and she's talking about all of this,
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but she only has 200, 300 or whatever followers
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or whatever, right? OK, bet. No problem. Stay
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with me. And then they'll look at someone else
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that maybe has shit. I don't know. Let's just
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say a million to keep it under. Right. Yet again.
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What's happening in the background is they're
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barely living and barely surviving. I peeked
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in on my Facebook memories the other day and
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it was interesting because when I went back,
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I started looking at different people and things
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of that nature. And I was like, yo, even all
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of these people who were now claiming to be content
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creators and so on and so forth. Yo. Them, y
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'all motherfuckers are still stuck in the same
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fucking cycle. Literally, same background, ain't
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moved, ain't done anything differently, even
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though you say you want something fucking different.
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Your life looks exactly the same as it did 10,
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15, 20 years ago. Their lives looks exactly the
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same it did 10, 15, 20 years ago. Now, this would
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not be a problem except for the fact these are
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the same mofos who are sitting there teaching
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people, talking about getting out of the matrix,
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doing something different. You could talk about
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that shit all day long. It could sound great.
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You can grow your platform because sometimes
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people like to be lied to. Most people like to
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be lied to and gaslit because why? They grew
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up in toxic fucking environments where they were
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raised by adults who didn't do anything but lie,
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steep, steal, and cheat. And for the people who
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then like to brag about when it's convenient
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for them to be a black American, yet at the same
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time, in another breath in a different group
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want to brag about being first time um first
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generation here or not here in the united states
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and what's your fucking point so what have you
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contributed to the liberation of black americans
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but yet you want to benefit from it at the same
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fucking time now Don't get me wrong. I'm not
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knocking it and I'm not being a bigot about it.
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But I want to bring something to the light, how
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that's hypocrisy. Because what did your people
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do in the country that you want to brag about
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when it sounds exotic and sexy and you want to
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impress people? What did your people do in your
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country, on your island to liberate those people?
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Right. I've brought this up before. Listen. Y
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'all ended up on those islands on fucking boats,
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just like the fucking rest of us or whatever.
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There were indigenous people there before. Many
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of y 'all don't know shit about them people,
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but real quick to identify and say, you know
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that your white ancestors are. And until somebody
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like me brings it to your attention, how quickly
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you will attach yourself to your white ancestors.
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Because I have asked, well, what do you know
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about your black ancestors? Do you have any?
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connections to the indigenous people on the island
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that i'm sure your black ancestors made it with
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no i have no idea i don't know i never really
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thought about it um the paperwork and i hear
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all of that then fucking spend time trying to
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research it but at the very least pause for a
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moment and catch yourself on how quickly you
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try to associate associate yourself in proximity
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To the white ancestors in your fucking family.
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Because many of them, I have some too, enslaved.
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Mary Jo, Mary Lou, Mary, Mary, Mary. So what
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we're not going to do this year is we're not
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going to continue with the fuck shit and talking
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around in circles. So if you come into my circle,
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if you have been into my circle and you have
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been into my space and I already gave you a fucking
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warning, you will be the fucking example. Because
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we have already wasted too much fucking time
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coddling people's fucking emotions, keeping their
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little dirty ass fucking secrets when they already
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have been given a warning. And then people want
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to turn around and go and preach to other people,
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not from experience, not from anything that they've
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actually experienced. But regurgitating the same
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ass information that ain't got anybody free.
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How about that? So I'm a 4 '6", but not only
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am I a 4 '6", I am less than 1 % of the population
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when it comes to how I am wired. I'm going to
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calm down. I'm going to come back and I'll explain
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what that looks like. And how that means and
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what that means. And, excuse me, for sweaty pits,
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if you are offended by any of that, I don't care,
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fuck you too. Because these are things that Tribe
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and I have talked about for many years as it
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relates to reading energy. And when you know
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that energy is actually moving. Half of y 'all
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think you're alive just because you're breathing
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and you're able to walk to the store or the mailbox.
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You ain't. I smell fear. And that is for a reason.
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It is not to take advantage of people. It is
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not to attack people. I am here to help liberate
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people. And often we can't. do that because people
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are given the same ass cookie cutter solutions
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and explanations. And let me tell you something
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else. For many years, I have talked about these
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fucking psychologists, therapists, and counselors,
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and so on and so forth. Yo, they got their own
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fucking issues too, especially if they're practicing
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Western medicine. They have no incentive to assist
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someone in actually getting better. Because they
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don't get paid unless people keep showing up.
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I got a little sidetracked. So let me just go
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back to all these people following all of these
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influencers. All these influencers are the same
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people who get upset. And just everyday people
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and just mere mortals who get upset because then.
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if they know me and they see me because I'm always
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operating and speaking from a place of truth
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and authenticity to me. And I am in alignment
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to who I say I am and what I am doing. And I
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move through this world with integrity to who
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I am and why I'm here and how I'm wired honoring
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my ancestors. My ancestors. So when I'm in a
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room, especially with a bunch of black people
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and they talk about our ancestors, I have no
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qualms about saying, nah, all of our ancestors
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are not the same. And the quicker we can realize
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that, the quicker we could probably get free.
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Because then some more people would stop relying
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on their fucking coward ass traitor ancestors
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and start. actually doing something instead of
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relying exclusively on the fucking legacy and
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the backs and the shoulders of their so -called
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ancestors so when things come to me easily whether
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it's property money relationships a car that
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many people work 20 30 40 50 years for Guess
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what happens? People get mad salty. They get
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petty. They get jealous. They get envious. Because
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God forbid, oh my God, why doesn't she have to
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work for it? And I've heard this. Why does it
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come to her so easily? You think about that.
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You ask God that. You ask your ancestors that.
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Whoever you pray to, believe in. And where is
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that coming from? How many of your ancestors
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felt the same way about somebody else? Years,
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300, 200 years ago. Somebody was probably barefoot,
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hairy, dirty, whatever. Just like the next person.
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And I promise you there was somebody on the plantation
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still mad and salty about them and tried to figure
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out a way how to get even. Well, why does she
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get an extra piece of chitlin? Like dumb shit.
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That shit still happens to this day.