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Ask Christian With Dutch Dills | The Christian Reeve Podcast | #40 | · The Christian Reeve Podcast

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  Hello and welcome to another episode of the Christian re
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  podcast, but it's not just any episode, we're at episode 40.
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  Now if you recall, if you listen to the podcast regularly episode
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  30, we did our first ask Christian with mr.
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  Dodge deals and he's back doing episode 40.
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  I've been trying to get him on the show recently but you know,
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  he's been busy and yeah Starry just what you've been doing.
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  My even dear. But mostly cool.
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  It's good to have you back man and that was actually going to
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  be my first question to you even though it's an ass Christian
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  we'll get to the questions about me.
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  We're doing ask bills now. Yeah fuck it are Stills for a
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  little bit so yeah. How's school going, man?
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  How's again? That's pretty good.
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  Set learning really well. I've got a lot of classes that I
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  really like, there's only one or two that I sometimes feel like I
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  don't want to do but, you know, it's part of school.
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  Go to do it. Yeah.
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  So I was a bit confused when you told me about this because we
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  had a little cool before this, and you said basically the,
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  yeah, it was like standard School in that you had to do
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  things like PE and I was perplexed by that because I was
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  like, well you're at college now?
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  So surely you just do the course and then that's it.
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  But what you're saying? Sounds exactly like All having
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  to do stuff. You don't want.
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  Looks like it's like so I learn Dutch.
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  I mean, most of the classes on my timetable Netherlands, So to
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  that alone, makes language basically Dutch language, but
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  there's different bits of it. So we do writing and listening
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  and reading and writing and then there's also art, which is taken
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  her. There is music which music there
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  is. Jim Him.
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  But every single one of those classes teachers you dodging
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  away, I'm so confused though because you're basically just
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  going to Dutch school. Then I mean kinda it's fine.
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  It's fine. When I got the next one it will
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  be more sort of homework and learning about actual things
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  rather than just being like all being down to the language.
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  But presumably this college then is designed only for foreigners
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  then. Could Foreigner only college and
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  you ol there for like a year or two or whatever it is and you
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  learn the language and you do all that stuff for.
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  Yeah, exactly. Okay.
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  All right, that's just unique. I've never heard of that kind of
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  set up before. I mean, one of my friends who
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  goes there is Dutch but she moved to Lebanon.
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  So she doesn't know how to read and write as good.
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  She can speak nothing like really well she just needs.
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  To brush up on some some aspects of it.
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  So do you find yourself pretty much speaking like, Dutch 24/7
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  now or stew deal? Like, I mean, I yeah, I speak
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  mostly Dutch throughout the day, I mean, there's sometimes where
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  I speak English and that's with like, friends who don't speak
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  Dutch it good yet. Like with, I mean, she's called
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  batteries, I speak English with her.
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  What is it? Feel like speaking Dutch,
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  because I remember when I was in Estonia, obviously I had the
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  same thing. I was speaking Estonian.
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  Much. Yeah. 24/7 with some exceptions
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  obviously being work and and home and stuff, but like
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  generally like out and about, yeah, 100% Estonian, and it was
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  weird because it was like to me it was I love speaking.
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  The language is really fun and I still love it, but it's like you
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  never quite feel at least. I never quite felt like 100%
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  comfortable. I didn't feel like my Voice.
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  If you know what I mean, I didn't feel like me.
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  It's like it is me, but it isn't me.
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  And I've heard like a lot of people speak about, you know,
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  having this feeling when they're speaking, another language.
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  But then there's a lot of other people that say, oh actually,
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  no, I feel perfectly comfortable in any language.
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  So well, how does it feel for you speaking Dutch?
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  It feels pretty normal, considering up in like learning
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  Dutch enough for about 10 years now.
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  I mean, now it's sort of focusing because it's pretty
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  much all I all I do now, it is, but when I'm speaking English
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  Dutch, and I speak a tiny, like a tiny bit of Arabic it.
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  Wow, I don't know. It just doesn't really, it
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  doesn't really feel weird. It's just sort of I mean
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  learning languages languages. Cool.
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  Yeah. Absolutely.
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  I've been learning some Russian recently.
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  Actually it was a lot of fun. It's so good.
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  It's so fun. And what was the old are about?
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  It's a great language. Yeah.
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  Duh. What a shot.
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  Cock. Noah know a short cut the love
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  speaking company company company.
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  Is there is nothing wrong with speaking other languages.
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  I think if anything opens up your, you know, broadens your
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  horizons X is why accessibility and start.
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  I think eventually once I get good enough in languages, I will
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  do some language videos. I've done some singing ones but
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  like you know, actually speaking in The Language by need to
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  practice a lot more to do that. So that would be another type of
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  content that potentially I'll do on my Channel at some point in
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  the future. Keep your eyes peeled.
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  I want to see that from you, too.
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  I feel like that's a natural kind of progression for you.
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  I know you've done black little kind of videos to learn Dutch.
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  First is videos, didn't do too good.
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  I mean, I guess I can try it again.
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  But, I mean, yeah, I'll try it again at some point.
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  I think, I think you need to kind of like, edit them in a way
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  or like titled them in a way that's like, okay, like how to
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  say this and this and this or like phrases for this scenario.
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  Or whatever, you know what I mean?
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  Like actually make it series and do it like that and, you know,
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  and also promote the hell out of it as well.
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  Like, I don't know what your social media strategy is, but as
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  far as I'm aware mostly just put put stuff in the Discord service
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  that I'm in. Put it on my Instagram story,
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  put it in my bio put on my Snapchat and then I'll swear as
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  well. And then just sort of leave it
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  there. I try not to Harass, the people
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  that follow me into doing it. Like, I don't go.
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  Oh, did you check out this yet? Did you check out this?
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  I just saw them, I'll leave it up to two choice because then if
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  I'd only do it once per video, it's sort of like here's the
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  video. You can watch it.
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  If you like put up quite a bit of work in the work, if you want
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  to check it out, that's great. I'm the same.
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  But like obviously you know how crazily that how often I post
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  and stuff, and there isn't like a plan on that, it just Since
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  like I just roll, I just go with the flow.
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  So like my mentality is if I don't have anything to upload, I
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  won't upload. No worries, you know what I
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  mean? And like I've got like a list of
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  ideas for the future if I ever have like a memory block moment
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  or whatever, but I just don't ever since that happening.
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  But anyway, point being that I think is important to go with
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  the flow and everyone has their own kind of style.
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  But yeah. Like I never I never really tend
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  to reap remote thing. Things and less like, for
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  example, here's a, here's a funny thing.
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  I decided to do a cover of stop crying Your Heart Out by a
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  wayss, just randomly, I just heard it.
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  And I was like, oh, that's a lesson, I listened to.
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  That was really good. Are they always this cheers.
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  Cheers me. Yeah.
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  But like, I just randomly picked it because it just came on my
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  Spotify playlist one time. And I was like, I think I could
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  do a cover of this, this would be good and then literally a
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  couple of days later the some Celebrity charity thing has come
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  up with all these chat. Celebs got together to do a
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  version of that song. So it started trending on
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  Twitter. So I then re tweeted about all
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  hell yeah. Oh hey, I don't think it made a
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  blind bit of difference but still the point is like at times
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  like that. I think it's worth re promoting
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  yourself and and whatnot, but I don't know mean, one thing, one
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  thing that happened this week, that was pretty happy about us.
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  I saw I'm not sure if you follow the MotoGP.
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  At all. But something happened to one of
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  the one of the Riders. Andrea?
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  Yeah no I think that's how you pronounce his name.
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  If it isn't, I apologize. Sorry.
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  Yes quite a while ago but you put something on a story about
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  it because I guess the trial sort of finished and you got a
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  four year ban so that on my story and he saw it.
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  Oh cool. You saw my Instagram story.
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  Yeah, that's cool. I had the same thing.
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  I did a cover, but this is the thing.
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  I always wonder if it's actually the person or, like, a member of
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  their team. Because I did a little, I say
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  cover, I was just singing along to ksi's new track with it.
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  Has a Craig David in it, and I put it like apparently.
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  Craig David saw it in, I think it was on the Instagram story.
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  Yeah, he saw it and I was like, yeah, that could just be his
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  team. My who knows and I don't know
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  about you but I get A lot every time I post a story I'd say 60
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  percent of the time. I see someone with like a blue
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  checkmark. They are verified Tech.
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  Yeah. Verified it like they're just
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  random people. Some of them are very like
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  successful musicians I've never heard of them but they're like I
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  don't know. A big in Russia or big in
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  America. Thank you.
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  I think it's your hashtags because like if if you're like
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  doing hashtag music and the people are looking at their that
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  they see some of your post. If they check your story, it
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  kind of just goes from there. I assume, but I don't understand
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  like the point of why those accounts are seeing it though,
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  generally, because it would be one thing if like, it was run by
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  their PR team. They see my story and then like
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  they follow me afterwards and then it's just the standard, you
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  know, big account following you like, you know, trying to
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  increase interest. Like, you know, millions of
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  accounts do that, but when they just view your story, like, for
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  instance, there's one that I keep getting this.
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  Allison something. Solange she's like a singer in.
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  I don't know Russia or America or so.
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  I think she's it doesn't matter. Anyway, she's got a massive
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  following and she she regularly looks at my stuff and it's like
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  I don't actually message I did. I just sent a message saying
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  hello. I was just curious to see if
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  it's actually the person or if it's just the pr team because
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  I'm genuine that not yet. No, but this is what I'm
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  thinking. I'm thinking, it's just a PR
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  team and have Feeling I have a feeling that there's like that
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  celebrities have access to their Instagram accounts, but again
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  like at the same time, there's also like, for example, Jeremy
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  Clarkson is very obvious that he has access to his account
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  randomly in the captions. Just shout Jeremy.
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  But this is the thing though, you say that, but sometimes they
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  employ a team to sound like that person, which is sounds.
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  It's like, really Some but it's true.
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  They might actually be someone managing his account tweeting in
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  the style of him. Yeah I suppose that could be
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  true as well, but I still think it's I think it's a mix of the
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  actual person themself and the pr because if it's, if it's a
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  MotoGP Riders, obviously they want to, they want to promote
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  MotoGP, so they'll be posts that they have to put up, but then
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  there's ones that the celebrities can put up to their
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  own wealth because Yeah, why would you not want access to
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  your own account your, I mean, a lot of them do it because I just
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  don't have time or it's easier to have the PR Company to do it.
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  Like I know that if I became successful enough I probably
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  would want, I would I would want like a certain amount of it run
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  by by a team like like for instance, I wouldn't want to run
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  my Facebook. I hate having to do stuff with
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  Facebook. It's just a drag.
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  It's a pain in the ass but things things like Instagram.
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  I'd be I'd always be active on there and Twitter but I would
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  want a team doing like scheduled stuff as well.
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  So if I don't post the whatever at least there's stuff there and
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  there's like some interactivity and stuff going on, you know, I
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  mean it's good for that. One thing I don't like though
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  that I've seen sometimes happen is you get like accounts like
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  okay for instance I follow Bam. Margera on Facebook just for You
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  and say yeah. And you know who that is, by the
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  way? No, okay, so he was in.
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  I was hoping you weren't gonna ask me that he was in jackass
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  and he was like a skateboarder and all that stuff you might
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  have. Okay.
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  Anyway, basically at some point, I don't know how long ago, maybe
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  five years ago or something his account.
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  Basically, just started posting like loads and loads of memes
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  and loads of like funny clips and that and there's literally
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  nothing of him. Or about him.
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  I guess your new dog as well Snoop Dogg Brian.
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  Yeah, but at least with the Snoop Dogg ones, it's like
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  they're actually funny and related to him.
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  So they might be like, oh, this is a haha, like Stone amine or
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  something, right. Where's the damage era ones and
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  other people like him. It's literally just totally
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  random like anything go. It's basically, just like a meme
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  page, or a comedy page or funny videos page, or some shit.
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  Like, it has nothing to do with the celebrity.
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  So like, if you wanted to Come to that person too and see what
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  they're doing. I see in their latest project or
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  something. Chances are you're not going to
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  see that you're just going to be inundated with basically crap
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  and I don't understand that element of it.
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  It it's a bit of a weird thing that's happened with social
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  media now and I understand like wanting to get your account
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  because you earn money. Obviously from being active from
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  doing Facebook and stuff but I wouldn't want like if if that
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  happened to me, if I was successful I wouldn't want.
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  My accounts should just be spewing out random crap just to
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  get money and like monetization stuff.
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  I would want it to actually be related to me and Eva be like
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  new stuff or like replaying old stuff or something.
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  You know, let me all all like you know like for instance the
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  KSI Facebook page is a good example of this is basically
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  just like the read it but it's fun.
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  It's whoever's in responsible for that page is doing a good
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  job there. Like interacting with Content
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  making memes out of it interacting with people making
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  it fun. And it's all about KSI.
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  It's not like about some random other person.
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  So I think it can be done and done well, but yeah, anyway,
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  that's my little kitty ran on that.
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  I don't know why I started talking about that anyway.
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  Hey quack. Yeah, you know, it's Chris runs
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  for about Facebook pages. When don't I run, man?
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  I always run. That's, that's That's my Mo
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  delicious funny that's Up For Debate.
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  But anyway, I was going to answer your question because you
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  asked me off air but basically yeah I did a video that's
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  entitled. Please Subscribe.
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  And it's as it suggests. I want people to subscribe to
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  me. Now, the reason that this is a
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  big deal and that this is something different because
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  like, that just sounds like a normal thing.
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  Doesn't it for a YouTuber to say but for me, Me, I never did that
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  II. Had this kind of weird mole that
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  I don't know if it's a moral that my own kind of ethos on
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  YouTube. Like, I never wanted to be the
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  guy that asked people to subscribe.
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  I never wanted to promote myself and that.
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  And now I'm just kind of realizing that I think I was
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  just kind of a bit stupid with that line of thinking.
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  And like, don't get me wrong. I'm never going to be the type
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  of guy that says, like 24/7, like, subscribe, subscribe.
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  Subscribe by my works. By my motor.
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  I'm never going to be that guy like I can't stand people like
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  that, but I do have to backtrack and basically say yeah, I was
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  wrong on that. I do need to basically State my
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  intentions because and that's what this video that I did is
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  about is basically saying I'm asking for you guys to
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  subscribe, I want you to subscribe and support me, but
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  the reasons that I want you to do that is because I want to
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  make this my living. I want to actually take this and
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  make something out of it and that's why I'm pumping all this
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  time. And energy into it.
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  Obviously, there's other things I want to achieve with my life
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  but like YouTube has always been a big goal of mine and now we're
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  actually getting somewhere. I mean I've I'm close to 500
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  subscribers but my goal for this year was to get to 1,000 and at
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  some point it just kind of stopped and it got stuck and I
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  kind of thought about this recently and today I was
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  thinking, you know what I need to do something about this.
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  That isn't just posting content or interacting with people.
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  I need to say to people Hey, please subscribe, please support
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  me because if you do, it will enable me to do this and this is
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  my dream. This is what I want to do 24/7.
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  So basically, that's what that video is about 73.
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  Yeah. It's basically like a
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  deconstruction video where I'm basically, I don't just say,
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  Please Subscribe because then it would just be like a 3-second
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  video. I actually wanted to make it a
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  decent video, like everything else that I do were actually put
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  effort and thought into it. But it's basically a
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  deconstruction of List of reasons of why I think people
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  should subscribe. Subscribe!
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  Should subscribe. And why?
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  I want to go there in the end, I dude, I'm having one of those
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  days. Like, I had to just record
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  something before we were doing this for another project for
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  someone else's YouTube and it was one of those things where I
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  had to read a bunch of text and fuck me.
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  I don't know what it is about doing that.
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  But it, you really start to realize and notice your
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  pronunciation and You tend to make more mistakes as well.
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  And generally speaking I'd say I'm pretty good at just talking
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  and getting stuff out, but when I have to really focus attention
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  on it, I reading reading out loud.
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  There's difficult as she just on a side note as well.
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  I hate that that they make you do that.
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  Like when you're at school and stuff like what the fuck is that
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  some sort of like weird torture Kink that they have where you
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  know, teachers love to just basically see kids just, you
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  know, read Out loud and failing miserably, like he's in the
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  mean. What do you do?
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  I'm gonna be Soo. I think I did a video about this
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  one time. Yeah, I think it was an episode
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  of story time was only. But basically, what I was saying
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  was that it would always be the same thing where you'd have to
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  go around in a square or a circle.
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  And, you know, each person reads a passage of the book but
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  obviously, you know, you can't finish the book until everyone
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  has read, you know, a passage from the book and you know it
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  just endless. He goes, what is that?
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  The stupidest way to ever read a book?
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  Like I don't know why we can't just go home, read it, come back
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  discuss, right? But anyway, it would be like, so
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  I just be talking and sorry reading the book bubble.
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  But okay, done next chapter, to the next person, right?
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  But then there would be one person who I don't know, either
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  dyslexic. Or they just have a hard time
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  reading now. That's itself is not funny that
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  sucks. Right?
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  You know, I had a remedial reader when I was very young
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  when I was like 4 or 5 years old now, People may know this but
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  you know, sometimes kids have reading issues, it happens, it
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  worked out, but in the end in the beginning, I needed a bit of
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  assistance. So I always have sympathy for
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  people, you know, when you're in that situation, but I just felt
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  like it was really cruel of the teacher to force the kid to
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  read, you know, because it sucks being a teenager anyway at
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  school because everyone's judging everyone.
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  Everyone is uncomfortable and awkward and it's just the whole
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  thing. It just Sucks.
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  So then being put in a situation where the spotlight is on you
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  and you're failing miserably. And basically you know, it's
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  like the progress of what we're doing this group activity, hangs
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  entirely on your ability to read, but you can't read.
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  Therefore, we're just sitting here.
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  And it's frustrating. It's like you want to just pick
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  up the book of be like, look I'll fucking read it.
• 20:56
  Okay. But like, that's the thing.
• 20:58
  You can't be annoyed at that person because it's not their
• 21:01
  fault. They're trying their very best.
• 21:03
  They just do not know mean. So I would exactly.
• 21:07
  So I would get pissed off at the teacher, why the fuck is the
• 21:10
  teacher making us do this? And why don't they, you know,
• 21:13
  instead of forcing us to do this?
• 21:15
  Why don't we just? I don't know.
• 21:16
  Spend the lesson reading our own pace doing some sort of activity
• 21:20
  or something and then The teacher can spend that time
• 21:23
  instead of just standing there monitoring everyone reading.
• 21:26
  They can actually go to the people that need that help and
• 21:29
  sit down with them and help them to learn to read.
• 21:32
  There You Go. Problem solved.
• 21:35
  Yeah, I could done and dusted done against it.
• 21:37
  I could do teaching easy-peasy. Oh, no.
• 21:43
  Oh God. I hate that.
• 21:45
  No, no, I would do it. If it was like a university or
• 21:47
  something, but at school, no one wants to be their teachers.
• 21:50
  Don't want to be there. It was to be there like that's,
• 21:53
  that's sucks, right? 3:00, get out my class.
• 21:56
  Go home because I want to do the same in about an hour.
• 21:59
  Hakka, get it. Let you, I had teachers like
• 22:03
  that. It was, it was so, I've got a
• 22:05
  question, don't care. It, can wait till tomorrow, I
• 22:08
  don't care, didn't ask. So, I've got a question when
• 22:15
  know, like, right now? No, but when did I ask?
• 22:19
  Oh no, dude, the Spider-Man response.
• 22:22
  So be like I've got question sir I missed the part where that's
• 22:25
  my problem. Speaking of Spider-Man man fuck
• 22:32
  they're doing so much going on in the Spider-Man where I'm so
• 22:35
  excited. Tobey Maguire is actually
• 22:37
  reprise his role as Spider-Man. We're gonna have a spider-verse
• 22:42
  type movie situation going on and I think there's a game.
• 22:45
  There's a game that came out as well.
• 22:47
  It's called Spider-Man Miles Morales.
• 22:49
  Yeah, the PS5. I think I This is really pushing
• 22:52
  the idea that we're actually going to see a live action
• 22:55
  version of that Spider-Man as well, which is really cool.
• 22:58
  Like, if you're a Spider-Man fan it's the best time to be as
• 23:00
  Spider-Man fact because it's like Spider-Man games, no,
• 23:04
  Spider-Man movie. Apparently, other movies that
• 23:07
  are going to be purely just for Tobey Maguire.
• 23:11
  I believe, I don't know exactly how that works.
• 23:13
  And then also the new Doctor Strange, sequel, Doctor Strange
• 23:19
  to the Multiverse We'll get Spider-Man character.
• 23:24
  Will be McGuire was my favorite. Yeah, me too, me too.
• 23:28
  I'm not big on. Andrew Garfield.
• 23:30
  And Tom Holland is Tom Holland. He's offering a red-hot take,
• 23:37
  why, why don't you like Tom Holland?
• 23:39
  Just the first Spider-Man films that I watched was Tobey
• 23:43
  Maguire. Like, I watched like, it was
• 23:47
  just, it was just Spiderman back then it wasn't the Amazing
• 23:50
  Spider-Man. It wasn't very far from Homie
• 23:52
  was still in New York. So it kind of sounds to me like
• 23:56
  it's more to do with growing up and what you grew up with,
• 23:59
  because I would tend to agree that I prefer the Spider-Man
• 24:03
  Tobey Maguire Spider-Man, but I grew up with that.
• 24:05
  So it's kind of, I feel like it's kind of bias.
• 24:07
  Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying the Tom Holland
• 24:08
  isn't a good actor, because, of course, pretty good.
• 24:11
  Andrew Garfield's wasn't really that I wasn't too hot on him
• 24:17
  either, but I think he was too cool to be Spider-Man.
• 24:21
  That's, that's the issue I had like the story was good.
• 24:24
  He did a good performance, but I think that Spider-Man has got
• 24:28
  better. He was better in the social
• 24:29
  network, but I think Spider-Man has got a look, a little bit.
• 24:34
  Uncle like a bit nerdy. It doesn't have to be like, like
• 24:38
  a tree in here and a little bit out looking like a jock.
• 24:42
  Yeah, that's what I mean. Like, eat.
• 24:43
  He just looked great. He's like, really And you know,
• 24:46
  she's a little shit, he's looks great and it's like did in the
• 24:50
  day, Spider-Man needs to be a bit a to be smaller that's
• 24:54
  that's for definite. And yeah, nerdy.
• 24:56
  But I don't know. Andrew Garfield did a good job.
• 24:58
  I mean, it's just a different take, isn't it ever the best way
• 25:02
  to? I mean, it's not much
• 25:04
  Spider-Man's, Peter Parker but people are supposed to not
• 25:07
  really take him seriously because he sure didn't.
• 25:10
  Yeah, don't be in but many surprises them.
• 25:15
  And as you know, it's a good point though, like, you know,
• 25:19
  that that physically, he should look a certain way because that
• 25:22
  is integral to the Spider-Man character.
• 25:24
  It's the criminals, the criminals are supposed to kind
• 25:27
  of go. It's just a, someone wearing a
• 25:30
  Halloween costume will come on on this issue as well.
• 25:33
  I remember seeing a lot of controversy about the fact that
• 25:35
  they did a character read a redesign of Peter Parker for.
• 25:40
  I think either the remaster of Spider-Man that Marvel's
• 25:44
  Spider-Man Or something like that.
• 25:46
  And basically, they made him look a lot younger.
• 25:49
  But obviously, that doesn't make sense for that Spider-Man game,
• 25:52
  because the whole point of it is that it's like set in the
• 25:55
  future. Let you know, like, he's an
• 25:56
  older Spider-Man. Basically, he's supposed to be
• 25:59
  like, I don't know in his thirties or something, or
• 26:02
  something like that. So, see him looking younger is
• 26:05
  like stupid. It's like, well, no here.
• 26:06
  If anything you look older, like, what, what are you doing?
• 26:09
  You know. Yeah.
• 26:10
  And it's like their whole thing of like wanting to make him look
• 26:12
  a bit more like Tom Holland which is fine.
• 26:15
  Fine. But it's like you can still do
• 26:17
  that and make him look older. Jeremy did have to make him look
• 26:21
  like a high school kid. Mmm.
• 26:25
  Yeah. Mmm.
• 26:27
  Anyways, Moises noises stop love.
• 26:32
  So did you have anything else you wanted to discuss before we
• 26:36
  jump into our main event, the main event, you ready to rumble?
• 26:42
  I am ready to rumble. I don't have any boxes but you
• 26:45
  know I'll fight you. I thank you for your money.
• 26:48
  You stay away from me Flanders. You philander was what is this
• 26:54
  classic English? You philanderer?
• 26:56
  You feel a Stein you away from me you with us another hoop.
• 27:00
  You Near do well you you with the Snapper with the city.
• 27:09
  Nice. Go back to drinking your tea in
• 27:13
  London. Yeah, I hate that.
• 27:14
  Whenever whenever people say that oh do you sit and drink tea
• 27:18
  and eat crumpets with a queen. I'm like yeah of course we're
• 27:21
  busy as we go down the pub every Friday night.
• 27:25
  Bonjour. Anyway, what is this
• 27:29
  conversation descended into asked question?
• 27:32
  We've reached. This is ask Christian to number
• 27:36
  two last time. If I remember correctly, we had
• 27:40
  a bunch of questions that we just didn't have the time for.
• 27:44
  Because me, and me, and Dutch were too busy talking, which is
• 27:47
  great. Don't get me wrong, we can't
• 27:50
  help, but we're sorry. No, we're not.
• 27:52
  No, this is good. No, I'm happy with the the
• 27:55
  podcasts are like that because if anything Nothing sucks more
• 27:59
  than when you have a podcast where you have to kind of sit
• 28:02
  there and really like think about I do when we get to say,
• 28:04
  when we going to do and that's something that I always get
• 28:07
  really stressed about when I do interviews because although I
• 28:10
  have all the research there, it's entirely dependent on the
• 28:14
  person because I could just get someone that would just be like
• 28:17
  yes yes it's like this. Uh-huh.
• 28:20
  Yeah because that that could happen and then I'd be fucked
• 28:23
  and then it would be like a 10 minute but God but luckily,
• 28:26
  they've all been they will be Great.
• 28:29
  So anyway. Well that's I mean, yeah.
• 28:32
  I guess the the way it works or well between us Must be one of
• 28:38
  the reasons why I look like I'm some sort of co-host Must Be
• 28:42
  Love. Love Love booty and I'd live at
• 28:48
  lip? Oh, great.
• 28:50
  Now you're going to get a copyright strike on my dad'll.
• 28:54
  Be all right. You hope.
• 28:57
  You know, what's really interesting about copyright
• 28:59
  strikes, just really quickly? Before we go in today's eye, but
• 29:01
  obviously been getting a lot of these claims with all the Covers
• 29:06
  I've been in recently. Yeah.
• 29:08
  But the interesting thing is is like how they get claimed.
• 29:12
  So like I remember I did like one Nirvana cover that got like,
• 29:16
  the under claims it said that it was like The Melody of like a
• 29:20
  live version of the song. Well, that's interesting.
• 29:24
  And like it was the same with like one of the Radiohead songs
• 29:28
  I did and I sometimes they don't get any claims at all, which
• 29:31
  makes me think that the software that they have must be In such a
• 29:36
  way that it sort of seeks to find the exact Melody, but it
• 29:41
  can't necessarily do it. Exactly.
• 29:43
  If your cover is like distinct enough, but in a way it's kind
• 29:47
  of a compliment because if it sounds close enough to the
• 29:51
  original, then I did a good job but I sort of shoot myself in
• 29:54
  the foot by getting the claim. So yeah, I got a copyright
• 29:57
  claim. I did.
• 29:58
  Good on that one as fine. You know, watch hours I've had
• 30:02
  five five columns in a week and you get a free.
• 30:06
  Strike. Oh yeah, I didn't mean to say
• 30:09
  strike coming clean. See ya know, you wanna you want
• 30:11
  a prize? I don't actually mind getting
• 30:13
  the claims because obviously I'm uploading a lots of other
• 30:15
  content that doesn't ever get claimed.
• 30:18
  Plus, you know, claim has okay. A strike is yeah.
• 30:22
  Well, you know, you you won't ever get strike unless you
• 30:26
  unless it's another career there who genuinely is out for you.
• 30:29
  Yeah. Or sometimes you get ones for
• 30:31
  dumbfuck reasons. Like I got one in.
• 30:34
  I can't remember when But it was, it was for something
• 30:37
  stupid. It was like I did a reaction
• 30:39
  video and it was a reaction to like a compilation and under, I
• 30:45
  think I complained about this ages ago and my second Channel,
• 30:48
  but YouTube, just ghosted. Me and basically it said like
• 30:54
  child abuse or something and I was like what the fuck?
• 30:56
  Because literally the clips were just of people falling over.
• 31:01
  I'll adjust from falling. People fall out, slamming her
• 31:04
  head on something do something silly.
• 31:06
  And I watched like three different videos.
• 31:08
  I got bored of one that like many of them because they were
• 31:10
  just really liked unfunny. But from that they claimed me,
• 31:15
  sorry gave me a strike and I was like what and I appealed it and
• 31:19
  they rejected it and I was I okay brilliant.
• 31:23
  So I've got a strong. I know you have a strike on your
• 31:25
  channel. Yeah, yeah.
• 31:27
  Didn't you know about this? Sometimes I did a video on the
• 31:30
  second Channel when I tweeted about it, got really pissed off
• 31:32
  and I don't think you've ever told me I'm just surprised you
• 31:36
  didn't see it because I tweeted like furiously at YouTube and
• 31:38
  obviously, YouTube always just ignores you.
• 31:40
  Unless you've got like in a really easy request or if you're
• 31:45
  someone really important like if you're like Marquee player, then
• 31:49
  they'll actually listen to you Gabby?
• 31:51
  Hannah, yeah. All right.
• 31:53
  What's the other guy? Most critical but they both got
• 31:59
  strikes or something and they got theirs removed and I was
• 32:02
  like, yeah, but it's just because they've got a big
• 32:04
  following and And links to YouTube, you know, like it would
• 32:07
  be exactly the same for me. If I was important, if I had
• 32:09
  like millions of subscribers they would actually but then
• 32:12
  that being that being said, I mean, you saw how they treated
• 32:16
  leafy so it really I guess. It depends.
• 32:18
  Doesn't it on your deleted, leafy?
• 32:22
  Yeah. Like I don't know if he isn't
• 32:25
  here. I don't like his, I don't like
• 32:27
  his content, but I thought that, that was way too far because the
• 32:32
  thing is, like, they didn't even give him a want.
• 32:34
  Like, Obviously, he did take the piss and stuff, but like, they
• 32:37
  didn't actually go through the process with him.
• 32:40
  They just kind of randomly, will I?
• 32:41
  Okay, delete with respect YouTube.
• 32:45
  You can't just make people disappear.
• 32:48
  Yes, I can time YouTube. Yes, I can.
• 32:50
  I I am, I'm YouTube. Yeah, well, that's that's the
• 32:52
  thing, isn't it? So it's a private puzzles.
• 32:55
  If anybody gets that, that's that.
• 32:57
  That it's a good. It's a good point, though.
• 32:58
  They can. Just at any time, just delete
• 33:00
  your account for no reason. And it's interesting that they
• 33:03
  choose not to like You remember when the Logan pool thing?
• 33:07
  Happened back in 2018 and his video, his video is trending
• 33:12
  which means that YouTube saw that and did nothing about that
• 33:16
  and allowed it to Trend and only did something about it when it
• 33:20
  became an issue. So YouTube apparently thinks
• 33:22
  it's okay to promote, you know, suicide so that's not money.
• 33:27
  It's money for them so they don't.
• 33:29
  Yeah, that's that's the thing. They're just another dodgy ask
• 33:33
  Corporation really aren't they? But They are don't say that
• 33:36
  you'll get your child deleted by they don't care what I think.
• 33:39
  One big, Sarah and care what I think.
• 33:42
  No, they, they really even Sarah.
• 33:46
  I don't know the CEO of YouTube and annoy me.
• 33:50
  Look it up. I think that's right.
• 33:51
  That does kind of ring a bell? No, Susan Susan.
• 33:58
  I think a lot of a lot of YouTube stuff is done
• 34:00
  automatically though, so it's not even done by humans anymore
• 34:03
  and obviously it has to be that way but you do get manual
• 34:06
  reviews. So I remember getting Strike for
• 34:14
  what was it was? No.
• 34:15
  Sorry. I've got the strike for
• 34:18
  something different. I got a warning that thing I
• 34:21
  just told you was the warning, the strike I got for something
• 34:23
  different. I actually did a podcast with
• 34:26
  this Estonian woman and she's like a singer and she's like a
• 34:31
  born again, Christian sort of things so she has some like
• 34:33
  really kind of extreme beliefs on certain things.
• 34:36
  Didn't go too crazy, but she at one point said something.
• 34:41
  About like homosexuality being like a sickness or something and
• 34:44
  I was like whoa. Yeah it was it was pretty bad
• 34:48
  but it is well know and I said I'm going to listen to you and
• 34:53
  kind of hear what you have to say first before I start
• 34:57
  disagreeing with you and telling you the reasons why I disagree
• 34:59
  with you, there was some people in my network that said I should
• 35:02
  have challenged her more and I think that's fair, but the same
• 35:06
  time, you know, the podcast wasn't like a debate on that,
• 35:09
  you know what I mean? If it was I would have
• 35:11
  approached it differently but this was like a really small
• 35:14
  segment of like a three hours of where that you could have got
• 35:17
  away with that easily because what do you said that you don't
• 35:20
  know. So interesting, the full podcast
• 35:24
  didn't get, you know, removed or claimed against or whatever,
• 35:28
  right. But the clip did.
• 35:30
  So and then when I appealed the clip, someone manually looked at
• 35:36
  it and disagreed and said no this is hate.
• 35:40
  Each, that's what they said. They said it was hate speech.
• 35:43
  And I said, well, you know, I'm not supporting this, it's a
• 35:47
  podcast. It's where people give their
• 35:49
  opinions and stuff, and you have on your part, right?
• 35:54
  Exactly. And also, I do actually change
• 35:56
  this person, it's Up For Debate, you know, whether or not, I
• 35:59
  challenge them enough, fair enough.
• 36:01
  But I still challenge this person and said, this is an okay
• 36:03
  to have this belief. And it wasn't, it wasn't even
• 36:07
  like to her credit as well. It wasn't even like she was
• 36:09
  sitting there. They're going on a tirade and
• 36:11
  saying, fuck this. Fuck that or anything.
• 36:13
  She was just kind of saying, this is my belief.
• 36:16
  And then she literally says, I know you're going to think, x y
• 36:19
  and Zed but hear me out. And I was like, yeah, obviously,
• 36:22
  I want to hear you. I hear what you have to say
• 36:24
  because this is mental but still, you know, I want to the
• 36:29
  one thing I've learned over the years is even especially when
• 36:33
  you meet people that you disagree with listen to them,
• 36:36
  don't get angry, try and bury that.
• 36:38
  And just listen because you beat Cries, what you can learn,
• 36:41
  sometimes you might even change your opinions, but it's always
• 36:45
  good to be open to different opinions, different ways of
• 36:47
  thinking and stuff, it just expands your horizons.
• 36:51
  If you just walk around, pissed off all the time and like angry
• 36:53
  at the world and you know, you know, you'll never learn
• 36:56
  anything. You just started this business.
• 36:59
  There's no reason to be cynical. Everything is Yeah, sometimes
• 37:03
  obviously like this, that's the thing.
• 37:05
  You should challenge things, obviously.
• 37:07
  And I always do. I do, you know, I'll be open and
• 37:12
  I'll disagree with things and I'll say, I don't agree, agree
• 37:14
  with this don't we can with that.
• 37:16
  Like I had another podcast with a guy called still Z that you
• 37:18
  might know from our Network and our first podcast together, he
• 37:23
  says followed me recently, he's a good lad.
• 37:26
  Shout out to steal Z. Hey but he did he said a couple
• 37:31
  of things I disagree. And I let him speak, but I also
• 37:34
  kind of said, you know, it's my podcast.
• 37:36
  I will say what I agree and disagree with, you know what I
• 37:39
  mean. And I'm going to challenge you.
• 37:40
  So don't appear on my podcast. If you do want to be challenged,
• 37:44
  but I The crucial part about challenging someone is you don't
• 37:47
  shit all over them. You let them speak you, let them
• 37:51
  give their perspective. And then you challenge that with
• 37:54
  your own ideals, and that's how you have a healthy debate, but
• 37:58
  so many people don't do this, they just get angry and talk
• 38:01
  about canceling. Some One or you know sensor
• 38:05
  until cultures from more? Yeah.
• 38:08
  I mean like someone's you make them get this disappears, what?
• 38:11
  No I mean in some cases it's good in some cases some people
• 38:14
  should be and if I mean obviously if it's if it's fully
• 38:17
  the sort of just not acceptable at all.
• 38:21
  Yeah. That's kind of what I mean.
• 38:22
  Like when it's to someone something bad, someone said I
• 38:25
  think people can be redeemed. People can say sorry General.
• 38:28
  I mean but when it's something that's like irredeemable like I
• 38:31
  don't know. Sure Soul or something, then I
• 38:34
  think that's fair reason to cancel someone.
• 38:37
  I mean, like cancel culture for people just because they like
• 38:41
  getting someone cancel just because you disagree with them,
• 38:44
  isn't really need to change. Yeah.
• 38:47
  All right so should we move on to our main event?
• 38:50
  Then ask Christian, ask me anything.
• 38:55
  Well, I prefer to ask you. Well, that's not hard to do what
• 39:03
  happened and I tap the chair, I woke up the dog, don't wake up
• 39:08
  the dog. No dare wake up, the duck the
• 39:11
  baboon is sleeping. Okay?
• 39:14
  So it's no you know what? No I do remember asking you
• 39:21
  about which last time okay? Because I made a joke about The
• 39:25
  title of the what I wrote down acid content creator each topic.
• 39:31
  Hmm. Yeah, not much has changed with,
• 39:34
  which really? I mean, I do it on weekends now
• 39:39
  because I've noticed, I get more say, viewers.
• 39:42
  They don't actually turn up, they turn up afterwards.
• 39:45
  They were, that's the thing they watch my streams afterwards, but
• 39:49
  doing the work of the vod's. Yeah, I don't understand that.
• 39:51
  I mean, that's cool. I'm grateful.
• 39:53
  Don't get me wrong. Thank you.
• 39:54
  But it's just, like, I'm so far from affiliate.
• 39:57
  It's a joke, like, I've got everything else.
• 40:00
  You know, all the followers? You need all the hours, all
• 40:03
  that. But I can't get up.
• 40:05
  Bloody what is it? The average thing of free
• 40:09
  viewers per stream or whatever it is.
• 40:12
  So yeah, it is what it is so close.
• 40:15
  But so far. Yeah.
• 40:17
  It's not a big deal. I mean, I'm, my Approach is
• 40:19
  different now. I just do all of this because I
• 40:22
  love it. And if anything that's actually
• 40:24
  spurred on my creativity and motivation more, but I'm not
• 40:28
  going to lie. The numbers do kind of bug me.
• 40:30
  Not just on Twitch but YouTube too.
• 40:33
  But what can you do? You know, mean, you can't force
• 40:35
  people to support. You can't force people to be
• 40:37
  there. You just have to keep creating
• 40:39
  and keep trying and what will be will be What?
• 40:46
  So you didn't ask me that but I just spoke anyway.
• 40:49
  This is So, I understand that you went to Astoria.
• 40:59
  I mean, you obviously a lot of people know that you've been to
• 41:02
  a store near, probably everybody that watches your videos,
• 41:06
  because it's not like I talk about it or anything.
• 41:08
  Is it all the time? Yeah, man.
• 41:16
  But I'm just taking. Why, why did you go to us?
• 41:19
  Oh, that's easy. So basically me and my ex
• 41:24
  girlfriend, she's a good friend. Mine.
• 41:25
  Now, you will basically when we finished.
• 41:30
  No, I'm just saying. You know, if she's watching, she
• 41:32
  rules. She knows she rules and
• 41:35
  sometimes things don't work out, but you become friends instead
• 41:38
  and sometimes friendships are better.
• 41:39
  So it's kind of funny how life works sometimes.
• 41:42
  But, ya know, we basically finish because we met each other
• 41:46
  at University, basically, and I'd visited Estonia a few times,
• 41:52
  obviously, while we were dating And it got to the point where we
• 41:58
  finished our degrees in 2017, in the summer.
• 42:03
  And we were both working at this like hotel, that was close by
• 42:07
  and I was making, like, peanuts. It was not enough to, you know,
• 42:11
  support the place that we were living at and we had this
• 42:13
  Choice. Basically, we could stay in that
• 42:16
  place for another year. But we'd, you know, there was no
• 42:20
  guarantees of work. And to be honest I've been
• 42:22
  searching for marketing jobs around that time.
• 42:25
  You for like two or three months after graduation and I was
• 42:28
  getting nothing and it's quite pricey to travel up to London
• 42:34
  that in of itself is costly and we were a financial situation
• 42:39
  where like every pound you know, counted.
• 42:43
  So me spending money on interviews that weren't going
• 42:46
  anywhere is not a sustainable thing.
• 42:49
  You know and me working in that job was not sustainable and we
• 42:53
  basically sat down and spoke about About like our options and
• 42:56
  it was either keep doing what we're doing and hope for the
• 42:59
  best or go to Estonia. And if I remember correctly she
• 43:04
  suggested that. But she was kind of very like
• 43:07
  adamant like, hey, this would be a short-term thing and also, I
• 43:11
  don't know what you expect like this is not England, like it's
• 43:14
  different, everything is different and I was quite naive
• 43:17
  at the time, I was like, oh, I'll be great.
• 43:19
  You'll be, this would be that, but what she was trying to say
• 43:22
  to me, is that it's a different system.
• 43:24
  It's a totally different. Tree people think differently,
• 43:26
  people work differently and through time, I would then begin
• 43:30
  to understand that when we live there, like what that meant, and
• 43:33
  how that would work, but I still stand by that decision.
• 43:38
  I think it was a good decision. Basically, the reason I went to
• 43:41
  Estonia was for work, that's the short answer, but it was a kind
• 43:47
  of a situation where, you know, we could have stuck in England,
• 43:50
  stayed in England, but I just didn't feel at the time, like,
• 43:53
  it was the right decision. And I think our initial plan was
• 43:57
  to kind of go to Estonia for say three to six months or
• 44:00
  something, then come back to England.
• 44:02
  The plan was always to come back, but, you know, how it is
• 44:06
  six months turns into a year, a year, turns into two years, we
• 44:10
  broke up sometime during that period but we were obviously
• 44:14
  really close friends still and she went back to England in.
• 44:20
  Beginning of 2019 or something. And she was like, well, are you
• 44:25
  going to come back? Like when you going to come
• 44:27
  back? And I'm just kind of thinking,
• 44:28
  well, I don't know. Like I felt like 2020 was the
• 44:31
  right time to come back. Ha ha.
• 44:33
  We'll get to that, but like, it's just funny how things work,
• 44:38
  but I still felt like I had some stuff to do.
• 44:41
  Their marketing was going really well for me jobs.
• 44:44
  Wise, I was getting a lot of opportunities there, there's a
• 44:48
  lot of answering The the other question, what did you do when
• 44:52
  you were there? So yeah, so I worked in
• 44:54
  marketing, which is what I studied at University, and I got
• 44:58
  a lot of opportunities and work for different companies.
• 45:01
  One company in particular, gave me a promotion and I started
• 45:05
  doing even more complex stuff, so it felt like leaving when all
• 45:09
  of that was happening was just a stupid move.
• 45:11
  Like, I would be better staying there but when those jobs began
• 45:15
  to get a little sour and you know, there was like toxic work
• 45:19
  environment, Environment situations because the thing is,
• 45:22
  as you get even at low levels, you can experience toxic
• 45:25
  environments. But when you get higher in a
• 45:28
  company you really start to see it, right?
• 45:31
  And in Estonia, it's kind of brutal.
• 45:35
  They don't have like the same kind of job hiring and firing
• 45:38
  process that we have here, so people can just get fired like
• 45:42
  that. Just randomly like this guy.
• 45:44
  Joe? Okay.
• 45:45
  Well, he don't work here no more like and he's been here, what?
• 45:49
  Five years Fuck him. It's literally like no I'm
• 45:51
  serious. It's like that.
• 45:53
  Like there was one company I work for I Won't name you but
• 45:55
  you know who you are who literally had a higher turnover
• 46:00
  rate than the companies I've worked in, you know, in customer
• 46:03
  server. So it was out that sort of we
• 46:05
  don't say no - no, no, no, we don't say names because I don't,
• 46:09
  I don't like to ruin reputations and In fairness this particular
• 46:13
  company did actually give me a lot as well.
• 46:15
  So I have like a love-hate relationship with them if you're
• 46:17
  not. I mean, I'm more Grateful than I
• 46:20
  am. Like because I don't really care
• 46:22
  either man or judgment or anything.
• 46:24
  I just kind of Let It Go and I am very grateful.
• 46:28
  But there were things that I saw that were unacceptable like,
• 46:31
  very unprofessional. But where was I?
• 46:37
  Yeah, I just felt like it was, it was good to stick around
• 46:40
  while I was there in 2019. It felt like, things were going
• 46:43
  well, and when things started to kind of gradually come to an
• 46:46
  end, I took on like another Job a different for different
• 46:51
  company. This was at the end of 2019,
• 46:54
  going into 2020 and is interesting, like I could have
• 46:57
  stayed, I could have still been in a study a today.
• 46:59
  If I hadn't made this decision but around the time of Christmas
• 47:03
  of 2019 and New Year's of 2020, I just felt massively homesick
• 47:09
  like extreme homesickness. So I kind of answer the final
• 47:14
  question of this segment. What made you come back?
• 47:17
  Yeah, I mean, it was a combination of things.
• 47:20
  But we'll get to that, basically, I started feeling
• 47:23
  this homesickness and I've felt it before, but I've never felt
• 47:27
  this strongly and I think it was because my ex had come over very
• 47:31
  briefly to visit for New Year's and Christmas and seeing her and
• 47:36
  seeing how happy she was doing and everything like I was happy
• 47:39
  for her as well. Don't get me wrong but I was
• 47:41
  kind of thinking like fuck man. I mean I'm miserable right now.
• 47:45
  I'm not happy, you know, and she's doing really well.
• 47:49
  She's really hot Be like if I want to be happy, I think I need
• 47:53
  to go back to the UK. I think it wasn't just about
• 47:56
  going back to England either. I think it was like, I needed a
• 47:58
  new lease of life. I needed to do something
• 48:00
  different and I still stand by this in life.
• 48:03
  I think that after a certain period of time and you'll know
• 48:06
  when that time is because you'll feel it, but I felt like it
• 48:10
  seems to be every kind of like two to three years.
• 48:13
  I have this moment of like okay I need to change things up.
• 48:15
  I need to do the next thing. That's actually, the reason I
• 48:18
  moved to Manchester as well as for The same reasoning, but when
• 48:21
  it got to sort of like january/february, I was like,
• 48:26
  yeah, I really need to go. I need to leave and it's a go
• 48:28
  home. Spend some time, see my family.
• 48:32
  I hadn't seen my family and years and I work-wise.
• 48:39
  I felt like I'd done everything I needed to do, you know?
• 48:41
  Like if anything I wasn't getting paid the money that I
• 48:45
  believed I was worth and the job markets, totally different in
• 48:49
  terms Of like what's available there versus what's available in
• 48:52
  the UK. So that was one reason.
• 48:55
  Another thing was, I can't hack the winter in Estonia, not just
• 49:00
  Estonia but like European come countries like, you know,
• 49:04
  Estonia, Russia, Finland, no, actually very specially.
• 49:08
  Finland are notorious for having very high suicide rates.
• 49:11
  And I think it's connected to the weather and how like, really
• 49:17
  difficult. It can get and in winter, like
• 49:20
  I'm not kidding you man like there's so much Darkness like
• 49:23
  you probably get Five hours of good sunlight per day, I would
• 49:28
  say and every like the rest of the time it's just fucking dark
• 49:33
  and cold. And that just really got to me,
• 49:38
  I don't know that there's this thing called seasonal affective
• 49:40
  disorder that some people get and I've always kind of felt
• 49:43
  that like, I'm much happier in the summer and a bit down or in
• 49:46
  the winter. Now, we're all kind of affected
• 49:48
  by that but some people get it like worse than others and I
• 49:52
  really felt it when I was in Estonia.
• 49:55
  Such a shame because Estonia is beautiful in the summer.
• 49:58
  It's amazing. It's idyllic.
• 50:00
  I would cannot recommend it enough in the summer but living
• 50:04
  there in the winter is beautiful, but it's a different
• 50:06
  story. It's I kind of felt like I was
• 50:09
  in hibernation or something. Like I was kind of asleep and I
• 50:13
  wasn't really living life. I was just kind of existing and
• 50:18
  I was like, you know, I'm young guy.
• 50:19
  I need to kind of be where the shit is happening.
• 50:22
  You know what I mean? Like go to Where where?
• 50:25
  Because that's the thing. Like, Estonia, small, it's a
• 50:29
  very small. There's there's not a lot of
• 50:31
  people. I think there's only about a
• 50:32
  million people in the entire country or 1.5 or something.
• 50:37
  So there's not a lot of people and it can get very lonely.
• 50:41
  It can get very difficult, I just felt like it was really
• 50:46
  time to come back time to kind of try and make a start again in
• 50:51
  the UK, which I was kind of nervous about for a long time.
• 50:55
  I felt Maybe I should stay away from the UK, which is kind of
• 50:57
  crazy to think about the, I just felt like maybe that.
• 51:01
  Was it for me in the UK and when I came back, I felt totally
• 51:05
  different. I felt it was that lease of life
• 51:08
  that I needed and also just on a side that look I know it seems
• 51:13
  like I'm shitting on Estonia, study was amazing people.
• 51:16
  It's a great country to go to, but living there.
• 51:18
  It's like anywhere else in the world.
• 51:20
  It has its ups and it's downs and I think a lot of the Downs
• 51:23
  of Estonia lie more in the system.
• 51:25
  Attic stuff. So like the government and the
• 51:27
  way they don't really estonia's fault, it's just how it is.
• 51:31
  Yeah, it's the people running the country really though it's a
• 51:34
  blame. And I mean, you know, literally
• 51:36
  every country. I thought, exactly, exactly.
• 51:38
  Yeah, there's you get it. There's going to be things that
• 51:40
  you, like, things that you dislike.
• 51:41
  There's plenty of great things about Estonia, but when it comes
• 51:44
  to systems, I mean, I think. Well, for example, we discussed
• 51:49
  the hiring firing process. I think they need much more
• 51:51
  stringent rules there about that, because it It works in any
• 51:56
  profession you can just literally just get fired on the
• 51:58
  spot and I just think that that's devastating for people.
• 52:01
  It's where does that leave you at least in done?
• 52:05
  Yeah. You have like a process that you
• 52:06
  have to go through. You know, you can't you need
• 52:09
  like a few days. Built a few days, notice.
• 52:11
  Otherwise, you can wouldn't sued for wrongful termination or
• 52:14
  something. Yeah.
• 52:14
  And you have to go for a process.
• 52:15
  If I'm, if I'm correct you have to have like a couple of
• 52:18
  warnings and stuff before you actually even get to excuse me,
• 52:22
  the Dying here. The actual final part of it.
• 52:29
  You have to go through that process first and the only way
• 52:31
  you can get around that from if I remember correctly is by
• 52:34
  paying compensations that person.
• 52:36
  So if you wanted to get some red or someone on the day you'd have
• 52:39
  to pay them like compensation right there and then I think
• 52:46
  anyway I'm not 100% on that but basically there's there's laws
• 52:50
  that protect you and I felt in Estonia that like the law
• 52:53
  doesn't. To protect you as far as
• 52:55
  employment law is concerned. It protects the employer, but
• 52:59
  not the employee and you know, it's fine if you're young but
• 53:04
  like it doesn't really offer much job security moving forward
• 53:08
  and that's not to say that the UK is powerful.
• 53:09
  We have plenty of that shit, but like there is a bit more
• 53:11
  security there. You know, mean, if you work for
• 53:14
  a company, chances are you'll be protected to some extent, you
• 53:17
  have a contractor, protects you, and your rights, and for some,
• 53:22
  for some like, Sort of offer, some some careers as unions.
• 53:32
  Yes. So if you feel like that your
• 53:34
  rights aren't being met in the workspace, do damage that the
• 53:39
  employer can get into a lot of trouble.
• 53:41
  Exactly. Yeah.
• 53:43
  And even think I mean, the can't even make money because you can
• 53:47
  go on a strike. Exactly.
• 53:49
  Yeah. There's there's there's plenty
• 53:50
  of things that have been put in place over time over history.
• 53:54
  They protect people and I feel like it's not just Estonia, it's
• 53:57
  other countries as well. I think a lot of European
• 53:59
  countries I've heard about have similar issues and it's just
• 54:05
  crazy to think about that. People have to live with that
• 54:07
  shit because I remember one thing that struck me, when I
• 54:09
  would talk to people about this and I would say, like, don't you
• 54:11
  find that like you know really amazing or not amazing but like
• 54:16
  shocking, right? They would always kind of been
• 54:18
  out on us, just how it is here and I'm like, fuck.
• 54:21
  So like you walk around with the knowledge that only Moment, you
• 54:24
  could just get fired like that. I want to fuck you supposed to
• 54:27
  do if you have like, a wife and kids and stuff like, you know, I
• 54:30
  mean it's your breath and don't screw up.
• 54:32
  Yeah. But that's the thing.
• 54:33
  A lot of it is numbers based, so it might be something might not
• 54:37
  even be your fool. Or you might just meet like I
• 54:40
  met you have a new manager and it just doesn't like you and
• 54:42
  they just want to bring in their own people and fire you, they
• 54:46
  might not even be personal. It could just be business and
• 54:49
  then you haven't do anything. Yeah.
• 54:51
  And it just yeah. Like they were The, I knew that
• 54:55
  got fired and it completely flipped their world, do you know
• 54:58
  what I mean? And they were like, I remember
• 55:02
  there was this one guy that had like a Visa situation.
• 55:05
  Luckily, it was resolved and he's still there to this day and
• 55:08
  he's doing all right. But remember that him getting
• 55:10
  fired actually had a big effect on his Visa so I can't remember
• 55:15
  exactly how it was tied together but they basically gave him like
• 55:18
  an ultimatum situation and but they didn't really give him like
• 55:23
  a proper choice. And it just like left him
• 55:25
  really, really screwed. Basically, yeah.
• 55:29
  Anyways, you know I think it has something to do with like they
• 55:32
  give you a Visa so long is your work and making money for the
• 55:37
  country. And yeah I remember his exact
• 55:40
  situation but it was it was tied together in some way.
• 55:43
  I can't remember but I'm just giving that as an example to
• 55:46
  illustrate that like the power that companies have for their
• 55:49
  sometimes and how that can screw people over and stuff and Yeah,
• 55:55
  man. Anyway, I hope that answers the
• 55:57
  those questions I tried to be as detailed as I could, you know,
• 56:03
  it does. I'm the problem.
• 56:07
  The problem is, as I remember asking you these, not gonna
• 56:11
  Hound, but I remember asking you most of these that are on here,
• 56:18
  so, what I'm gonna have to do is write some more okay, two more
• 56:23
  questions because Like who's this is questions?
• 56:29
  Like gently general questions? Like, how are you?
• 56:33
  How's how's work going? But I'm pretty sure.
• 56:35
  We all know all of that. I'll tell you what, trying to
• 56:38
  think of some questions that aren't.
• 56:41
  Let's switch it up. What do you what do you want to
• 56:44
  know? Is there anything that you've
• 56:45
  wanted to ask me that? You just haven't addressed the
• 56:47
  problem as I'd have to think about it.
• 56:51
  Okay. Oh yeah I know what I know about
• 56:54
  you and I don't really know what subscribers know about you.
• 56:57
  So on to try and bring what I meant, I meant more just stuff
• 57:01
  that you personally want to know that you don't know or
• 57:04
  something. Or maybe you just had a question
• 57:06
  about some. How do you get your hair to sit
• 57:08
  like that without it falling in your face?
• 57:11
  So it's not it's not long enough to fall in with, I mean it does
• 57:14
  kind of a little bit but it's not long enough to do that yet.
• 57:18
  It's not quite How are you getting?
• 57:22
  How do you get your hair looking so fabulous?
• 57:27
  So we so sweet. All right.
• 57:32
  Yeah, you just spoke Dutch. What do I say so eats?
• 57:38
  So it's linked. So that is it for our last
• 57:43
  question segment for the 40th episode.
• 57:47
  What I'm not saying feeling that you feeling the pressure.
• 57:50
  Now it's number 40. This is big deal.
• 57:54
  I like only bring we just consult.
• 57:58
  Nice wine. If you don't if you don't have
• 58:00
  any more, we can honestly just end that segment isn't just
• 58:03
  totally just cancel that if you got any questions that you think
• 58:07
  people would like to know about Christian.
• 58:11
  Good. That even know who I am.
• 58:14
  Just some random dude. I'm internecine.
• 58:16
  Your face. I wants us.
• 58:17
  Why something? Okay.
• 58:22
  No, I've got nothing in the in the bank.
• 58:26
  That's cool. That's cool.
• 58:27
  Let's talk about something else. But what happened was is that
• 58:30
  the podcast was gone like this. And then there's a nice bit of
• 58:34
  conversation and I was just, this is how it goes sometimes.
• 58:38
  This is how it goes. Well, I mean, I was really
• 58:42
  happy. I'm really happy to be here and
• 58:45
  I enjoyed this podcast, it's good.
• 58:47
  Having you back actually, let's, let's talk about that.
• 58:49
  So you've been very busy lately? Because I've been meaning to
• 58:53
  just get you on here just in general to have you just because
• 58:57
  I said, obviously I think it was episode.
• 58:59
  What 31 though? It was going to be like a new
• 59:01
  beginning and we would see a lot more of you and I still stand by
• 59:04
  that. You know, whenever you're free.
• 59:06
  I love to obviously keep having you on here.
• 59:10
  But yeah, you've been really busy and you've obviously what
• 59:15
  kind of what kind of co-host just doesn't appear.
• 59:18
  I mean, it depends because I said this as well in that show.
• 59:22
  Oh that that I pisode that I it will be a variety podcast so you
• 59:27
  know have principally the interviews.
• 59:31
  Some occasional episodes where it's there's going to be more of
• 59:34
  those as well of meat, all good. Excuse me, at length on things
• 59:37
  because I can't always guarantee that I'm going to get an
• 59:39
  interview same. As I can't always guarantee that
• 59:42
  I'm going to get an episode with you.
• 59:45
  So I had to think of something that continues the podcast keeps
• 59:48
  it. Going whilst, you know, also
• 59:50
  actually contributing in a good way because I don't want to just
• 59:53
  put stuff out for the sake of it because I had a little quite as
• 59:58
  Christian as tend to ask bills for the final say Adam on not
• 1:00:02
  yeah, sure. Why not Austin.
• 1:00:05
  Okay, let me see. I got this off the top of my
• 1:00:08
  head without research. Now what are your future plans?
• 1:00:13
  Let's say for 2021 as far as YouTube is concerned, what's the
• 1:00:17
  kind of next year going to look like?
• 1:00:20
  Well I'm thinking about doing a big video for New Year's Yoo-hoo
• 1:00:25
  and I'm sort of at an advantage because most of my viewers are
• 1:00:29
  from the United Kingdom and where One hour ahead, nice.
• 1:00:33
  It gives so, so I haven't told 1:00, so I can technically
• 1:00:40
  upload my video at exactly 12:00.
• 1:00:45
  Why don't you just do it ahead of time and oh, I see if you
• 1:00:49
  could have recorded the exact same day then.
• 1:00:51
  Yeah. So I can I have an hour to make
• 1:00:55
  the video, edit it and then set it to Premiere at 12 o'clock in
• 1:01:02
  the morning, but it will be crazy because like I'll be
• 1:01:06
  recording a at 12:00 and I'll upload it at 12:00.
• 1:01:11
  Yeah, that makes sense to me. I mean, that's what I'm hoping
• 1:01:15
  to do. I'm hoping to do prerecorded
• 1:01:17
  stuff for Christmas and New Year's.
• 1:01:20
  I mean, as of as of right now, I haven't done a video in a while.
• 1:01:23
  So I think the first order of business is to explain why
• 1:01:28
  because the people need to know. Yeah.
• 1:01:32
  Because it's personal reasons, isn't it's personal stuff
• 1:01:34
  basically. You don't have to talk about it
• 1:01:37
  here. I'm just asking like for clarity
• 1:01:40
  that's why isn't it? That's how much personal I've
• 1:01:43
  just been busy. No girlfriend.
• 1:01:46
  That's good. Busy is good.
• 1:01:48
  No, I think it's good to take like breaks from YouTube and
• 1:01:52
  step away because I sometimes I wonder like, do I work too hard
• 1:01:55
  but I think a lot of the time it working for me as far up.
• 1:02:00
  Utak, it's good and I enjoy it but if I ever felt like, oh, I
• 1:02:03
  need to just take a day off, take a week off, I would just Of
• 1:02:06
  it, I fuck it. Just do it.
• 1:02:08
  It's just sometimes. I sometimes I don't Like I don't
• 1:02:13
  keep people in the loop news of this away for like I don't I
• 1:02:18
  don't feel motivated enough to upload so I just don't we've
• 1:02:22
  done. We've spoken about this before
• 1:02:23
  then. I think I said this a similar
• 1:02:25
  thing that, you know, you don't kind of like I owe it to the
• 1:02:28
  world, you know what I mean? Like, it's nice to obviously
• 1:02:31
  show that you care about you, or your followers and give them
• 1:02:34
  some sort of a, you know, like here's what's going on, you
• 1:02:36
  know, here's what's happening but at the same time, you don't
• 1:02:39
  have to either. Do you know what I mean?
• 1:02:41
  Like, it's your life. Do whatever the fuck you want.
• 1:02:43
  I, you know I think it's more just courtesy isn't it if you
• 1:02:46
  let people know you let you let him know.
• 1:02:48
  But like I know that if I was going through a really hard time
• 1:02:51
  I mentally or something, I'm sure as shit not going to turn
• 1:02:55
  around and be like oh hey guys just give me five, you know.
• 1:02:57
  I'm going through a hard time. Like I might I might make a
• 1:02:59
  video like that but I wouldn't feel like compelled to do so
• 1:03:03
  like I had till I come Would lightly mention it at the end of
• 1:03:09
  that video before the break. Yeah, I mean obviously, yeah,
• 1:03:13
  well that's the thing. If what I meant was if you have
• 1:03:16
  a situation where you know, it's not like I planned it just kind
• 1:03:21
  of happens and you're dealing with the situation Janome.
• 1:03:24
  Like I think in that kind of a situation, the last thing you
• 1:03:27
  want to be thinking about is all I have to do this.
• 1:03:30
  I have to tell people this. It's like, no, I need to get
• 1:03:32
  this sorted, worry about that shit later.
• 1:03:35
  But as you said, if you're Sing it.
• 1:03:38
  Then that's a bit different. You can be like, hey, going to
• 1:03:40
  take a break, so see you in a month or something, you know?
• 1:03:43
  Like yeah. That makes I mean that actually
• 1:03:45
  happened to a friend of mine. Their child is Jaco shots.
• 1:03:49
  Charles Jaco, he did that. He was still kind of lightly
• 1:03:53
  uploading here and there but it was having a bit of a tough time
• 1:03:56
  and he sort of just resolved to just take a break and you know
• 1:04:00
  just work on himself he had like now that now we know it was a
• 1:04:04
  mixture of his Judo training and Jiu-Jitsu stuff and a bunch of
• 1:04:08
  other personal things that he was working on him when we did
• 1:04:12
  our podcast together. It really kind of came across to
• 1:04:15
  me that he was kind of sort of saying that hey you know this
• 1:04:19
  stuff was good for me because it helped me to re-evaluate and
• 1:04:22
  help me to put me in a more positive mind space headspace.
• 1:04:26
  Yeah, I think that's really important with YouTube.
• 1:04:28
  Like, II feel the same like if I suddenly felt like pressure to
• 1:04:33
  do stuff or if I felt badly, you know, I just Wouldn't do it.
• 1:04:37
  I still don't like if I have days where I just feel like
• 1:04:40
  miserable something. I don't do anything.
• 1:04:42
  I just that's a day when I don't do anything.
• 1:04:45
  You know what I mean? And there's no expectation.
• 1:04:47
  I think it's just clear enough, really?
• 1:04:49
  Yeah, of course. Yeah.
• 1:04:51
  You don't owe anyone anything. I think that's that's the kind
• 1:04:54
  of Beale, the take, take away from it, be all and end.
• 1:04:58
  All I was going to say that they didn't sound right in the
• 1:05:01
  context of what we're saying works.
• 1:05:06
  Yeah. I've asked you this before but
• 1:05:08
  you know what's, I see. What what's your goal is for you
• 1:05:12
  to for 2021? Me go.
• 1:05:16
  I mean, I'm trying not to shoot too high because I also said
• 1:05:22
  that the end of 2020 I would like around 500 to 1000
• 1:05:27
  subscribers, which hasn't happened?
• 1:05:29
  So how hold on, hold on. Think I'm gonna aim more
• 1:05:32
  realistically. How many are you on right now?
• 1:05:35
  Because 500 is definitely Double by the end of 2020.
• 1:05:39
  Nobody's not got a month to get 400 subscribers, that can
• 1:05:43
  happen. Will it take nude?
• 1:05:47
  There was a guy who commented on my video today, who said that he
• 1:05:50
  randomly got? Like I think it was a thousand
• 1:05:53
  subscribers through some kid randomly getting on one of his
• 1:05:58
  videos and commenting or something like that, like
• 1:06:00
  something happened and he suddenly got it overnight, so it
• 1:06:03
  can happen. It just takes that one video or
• 1:06:06
  some one person, find a new share in you or something.
• 1:06:09
  That this is what I always hope for because I put so much stuff
• 1:06:12
  out there. I'm like surely at some point
• 1:06:15
  someone's going to find something and go.
• 1:06:17
  Hey this is good. Check this out and then boom but
• 1:06:20
  you know I mean fair enough but I guess I won.
• 1:06:28
  Well I don't want I would like 300 by the end of 2020 one I
• 1:06:35
  think you should say yourself, this goes much higher than that.
• 1:06:39
  Well, I can tell you, I think a bit higher.
• 1:06:42
  Okay. So three hundred or thousand.
• 1:06:47
  Odierno. Okay.
• 1:06:49
  So 400 and a viral video. Hmm.
• 1:06:55
  So try and find that one video that makes spark, who your
• 1:06:59
  Inspirations on YouTube. I don't know.
• 1:07:04
  I try not to clean this. This people who are watching
• 1:07:09
  inspire me, but those are really successful creators.
• 1:07:14
  So, like, who, if I watch this YouTuber, Derek Girardi.
• 1:07:21
  Ml food videos. Oh cool, he took a bit of a
• 1:07:25
  Hiatus as well, but he's got two million and he Recently, he came
• 1:07:31
  to the conclusion that he didn't really care about the numbers
• 1:07:32
  anymore. And it's, and he said, It felt
• 1:07:34
  amazing because once you've once, you've kind of made it,
• 1:07:38
  you don't really have to think about it.
• 1:07:39
  That's a nice problem to have really, isn't it?
• 1:07:43
  That's, that's, yeah, that's the reality.
• 1:07:45
  If you're adding enough of a living for, I imagine there's a
• 1:07:47
  point where you do stop caring the numbers of in terms of
• 1:07:50
  inspiration, though, kind of just Inspire myself.
• 1:07:57
  Well, I mean, I'm not saying, I Inspire myself but sometimes one
• 1:08:03
  I'm amazing. I Inspire myself, I'm just, I'm
• 1:08:07
  just best. Please, I want to contact check.
• 1:08:12
  I mean, the motivation has to come from yourself.
• 1:08:18
  You can't make a video just because all this guy made a
• 1:08:22
  video on, he got a lot of subscribers.
• 1:08:23
  So if I do it I'll get the same. It has to be sort of I'm going
• 1:08:27
  to make a video don't really care of People like it or not.
• 1:08:30
  Hmm, I want to do this. I'm gonna do.
• 1:08:33
  Yeah. Some people, huh?
• 1:08:38
  Yeah, that works and good day to you, sir.
• 1:08:44
  What was your favorite content to make?
• 1:08:46
  Now, what do you enjoy doing the most?
• 1:08:49
  Favor content. Well, I have to say the most
• 1:08:52
  like probably the most fun video I've ever made was the video
• 1:08:57
  where I had a full day out and went to three different
• 1:09:00
  countries that 10. Yeah my dad.
• 1:09:03
  Yeah. That was that was.
• 1:09:06
  That was fun because not only that, I'm making videos.
• 1:09:12
  I had a good time doing it. Yeah.
• 1:09:14
  Yeah. We should always be fun though,
• 1:09:18
  shouldn't it? No, I never did.
• 1:09:21
  There's a bit of a bump in the road considering the place that
• 1:09:24
  we were planning to go to didn't exist anymore.
• 1:09:28
  But we found somewhere else so it went it went.
• 1:09:33
  Okay, actually. It's better than I thought it
• 1:09:36
  would. And that is, I think that's my
• 1:09:39
  longest video I've ever made. I didn't I think that's a good
• 1:09:42
  point, though. What you were saying about like
• 1:09:44
  actually enjoying it? Because I remember that.
• 1:09:46
  There's certain things that I've done reaction, videos is a good
• 1:09:49
  example. Yeah.
• 1:09:50
  Like I got a little bit of enjoyment out of that, but it
• 1:09:54
  was just wasn't worth. It was so much effort for
• 1:09:56
  something that I was only partially interested in.
• 1:09:59
  I was literally just doing to try and get views if I'm on.
• 1:10:01
  I'm just putting my hands up being honest and they didn't
• 1:10:04
  work. And it was very, it was a lot of
• 1:10:07
  effort and pretty much all of them got claimed as well.
• 1:10:10
  You're only sorry, because you got caught.
• 1:10:14
  No. I mean it's just kind of it
• 1:10:17
  wasn't, you know, it was a sort of thing where like, obviously
• 1:10:22
  anything you put on YouTube, you want it to do well because I've
• 1:10:24
  always, you wouldn't, you wouldn't put it out there.
• 1:10:27
  Janome like whoever says, they don't care about numbers is
• 1:10:29
  lying. Like, it fair enough.
• 1:10:31
  Like if they say, I don't obsess over them.
• 1:10:34
  Why? It's not the Anything I think
• 1:10:35
  about, of course, but like, you're always going to carrot to
• 1:10:38
  some extent because you use the numbers as a kind of barometer,
• 1:10:43
  as a way of understanding, like what people like what they don't
• 1:10:45
  like, what you are going to continue putting stuff out, the
• 1:10:47
  people hate General Min, but the same time, you always want to
• 1:10:52
  put our stuff that you love, because that's you.
• 1:10:55
  That's what that's your brand. So I think initially there was
• 1:10:58
  negative views. Like, every time someone saw
• 1:11:01
  your video but didn't click on it, you got - View, I mean, you
• 1:11:08
  kind of get that in the form of light Impressions, don't you?
• 1:11:10
  If you ever look at your impressions and you see, just
• 1:11:13
  how many people see your video but never bother clicking on it,
• 1:11:15
  that shit's the pressing, Some Like It, some of what number to
• 1:11:19
  my videos, uploaded. A video of had like 400,000
• 1:11:23
  thumbnail Impressions before. Oh my damn, but only like 40
• 1:11:29
  people view my video, Jesus Christ.
• 1:11:34
  I got By 400,000 people. Sock it to me.
• 1:11:43
  Jesus. Now what were you going to say
• 1:11:44
  mate? You guess so?
• 1:11:47
  Yeah, so like so let's say you upload a video that is
• 1:11:52
  completely not interesting. The thumbnail is interesting.
• 1:11:56
  The title is an interesting, so and standing becomes I pardon
• 1:12:05
  you just gotta - for you. You just got a dislike.
• 1:12:10
  Curse you cuz you just kiss. You Susan, Susan.
• 1:12:16
  Yeah, it's the name of the YouTube see who's in the
• 1:12:22
  generic. And then you think she's like
• 1:12:25
  Patricia role of Kelly. Susan, who Shan Shan Shan Shan
• 1:12:36
  on Bond, James Bond. Shaken not stirred.
• 1:12:45
  I'll come pick of any Bunco is that?
• 1:12:46
  I'm like, fuck, fuck. Think of a quote, think of a
• 1:12:48
  boy. Well, you could just do a my
• 1:12:52
  favorite Bond Koval time is the thing is like, they could do it.
• 1:12:55
  You could do a Roger Moore Oh, no.
• 1:12:59
  Have you ever heard this quote, where he's, I think he's on like
• 1:13:02
  a bed. Not bed.
• 1:13:04
  He's Annika some sort of platform and yeah, it's
• 1:13:07
  different Bond. Bond after Darkness.
• 1:13:10
  It's like a laser situation. And basically that he's like,
• 1:13:14
  going to the villain, like, do you expect me to talk and he's
• 1:13:17
  like, no Mr. Bond, I expect you to die.
• 1:13:22
  I just think that's amazing, but the But even do in that
• 1:13:30
  situation, I guess you could say.
• 1:13:31
  I mean, it doesn't matter if you kill me because the information
• 1:13:34
  that I know, literally everyone in my agency already knows.
• 1:13:38
  So I'll just be replaced by the next agent.
• 1:13:41
  I think you've got to look at like, you know, Integrity goes
• 1:13:45
  out the window. They're going to kill you just
• 1:13:46
  just tell him everything and then as soon as you're in a
• 1:13:49
  situation where you can get out, just kill them.
• 1:13:52
  It doesn't matter what you wanted to know how I died.
• 1:13:57
  Yeah. I mean it's bond, isn't it?
• 1:13:59
  He's a spider in the day's going to get an opportunity to kill
• 1:14:01
  that person you know? Although to be fair like the
• 1:14:04
  whole point of the villains is that they'll kill Bond.
• 1:14:05
  Anyway, I it won't matter if he tells them yet, none of them
• 1:14:09
  have succeeded. Yeah, but that's because of that
• 1:14:11
  bullshit villain thing where they just spend a Just talking
• 1:14:14
  about their plan and they let the guy, you know, like if it
• 1:14:18
  was if it was like actual real life, then what would happen is
• 1:14:21
  they were the villain would just find Bond when he's on the
• 1:14:24
  shitter and just shoot him in the head or something.
• 1:14:26
  Would you all excuse me? As soon as he's caught just just
• 1:14:30
  like, you know, that he's Benjamin brings in the guy and
• 1:14:32
  he's like okay hold it there. Hold him still okay good bang.
• 1:14:37
  There You Go. No more Bond.
• 1:14:39
  Yes. So like so bonds, bonds trying
• 1:14:42
  to buy himself some time I mean or let's say it's that laser
• 1:14:45
  machine trying to buy himself some time and it's just like
• 1:14:48
  well how about you tell me your plan so we can like try and
• 1:14:50
  figure out where it was kept. So he buys himself time.
• 1:14:53
  How about you tell me about your evil time?
• 1:14:55
  Huh, no laser dead? Yeah, nope, not gonna fall for
• 1:15:02
  that one. What I would do and I said yeah
• 1:15:05
  if I was the villain, I just be like okay this is what's going
• 1:15:08
  to happen. I'm going to put this gun to
• 1:15:09
  your head. Write what?
• 1:15:11
  You know, even better actually I would I would Like an
• 1:15:14
  unnecessary henchmen to come over, right?
• 1:15:16
  Someone some goon. And I just basically shoot him
• 1:15:19
  in the head, right? So I show them a psychopath and
• 1:15:22
  I will actually go through with then kill the person, right?
• 1:15:25
  So Bond would then see that and go, oh, fuck.
• 1:15:28
  And then basically, I just put the gun to his head and I'd be
• 1:15:30
  like you can tell me right now, or I can blow your brains out.
• 1:15:34
  We're doing even better way to do that.
• 1:15:36
  Wait, until he, wait until Bond tries to say, like, come on,
• 1:15:41
  like, you don't have, you don't have to do it, you don't have to
• 1:15:43
  kill me. I mean I did teach don't I don't
• 1:15:47
  I just be laughing a bit. Like where's all your smart
• 1:15:49
  remarks now just not. So cool.
• 1:15:52
  Now are we not so Suave now you think I feel bad?
• 1:15:56
  You think I feel bad about killing people.
• 1:15:58
  Just cap the henchmen. I don't So, tell me if you find
• 1:16:04
  anything out from somewhere else.
• 1:16:06
  Just give it like a new twist. So you guys, you think I feel
• 1:16:08
  guilty about killing people. Bang, LOL.
• 1:16:13
  It's just even back. No, no, this would actually fit
• 1:16:25
  with the theme. So, let's say he's a Russian,
• 1:16:27
  he's a Russian villain, right? He shoots the guy, when he goes,
• 1:16:46
  I could, I could literally picture this in my head.
• 1:16:48
  I could write this. This could be agile, scared,
• 1:16:50
  one. If I ever do a comedy show, I'm
• 1:16:52
  doing this. This is actual sketch and you've
• 1:16:57
  laughed. So someone finds it funny at
• 1:16:59
  least. Or it could just be.
• 1:17:04
  It could just be that moment where I goes from really, really
• 1:17:06
  calm to Ballin Out The Window. Like, if it was if it was like
• 1:17:10
  in a comedy show, just be like, huh, do I feel guilty about
• 1:17:16
  killing you? Nah and it starts playing the
• 1:17:23
  love me. Love me.
• 1:17:23
  Say that I thought everyone knew everyone in it.
• 1:17:27
  Just starts dancing. It'd be good if you just see the
• 1:17:31
  guy he's sitting at he standing there thinking and he just keeps
• 1:17:36
  shooting people off camera. Just like her.
• 1:17:39
  Do I feel guilty? Bang.
• 1:17:41
  I'm not so sure, bang, hmm, maybe Bang.
• 1:17:49
  Is it cuts in? Missouri, your dinner's ready?
• 1:17:53
  Or in any action that yeah, upsetting shoots his wife or
• 1:17:56
  something. Honey, if then is ready, Oh, no,
• 1:18:00
  no. Maybe it seemed like a kid's
• 1:18:02
  bedroom, not kids bedroom but like you know, he's like he's a
• 1:18:05
  kid. He's never hit me out, hear me
• 1:18:09
  out. So basically, he's got this
• 1:18:10
  secret underground lair and his mom's calling him and she's like
• 1:18:13
  don't make me call you again mr. And it's basically, like she
• 1:18:16
  comes in to find what's going on here and she's like, listen, do
• 1:18:20
  you want to invite your friends to have dinner with us?
• 1:18:23
  And like he has to basically sit and talk like a kid even though
• 1:18:26
  it's a very serious situation there and just have Bond star.
• 1:18:30
  During like bewildered. Like what the fuck is going on?
• 1:18:33
  Mom, you're embarrassing me in front of my Captor.
• 1:18:37
  Mom, I'm trying. I'm trying to kill Mr. Bond, can
• 1:18:40
  you not see what's going on here?
• 1:18:42
  It's very serious delicate situation.
• 1:18:44
  This single spy is trying to stop me from ending the world.
• 1:18:49
  Do you care about? Is she chicken pot pie, man?
• 1:18:57
  Okay bring it to an end for today.
• 1:18:59
  What's what can we look forward to seeing from you in the next
• 1:19:03
  month? Pizza Pizza, you're going to
• 1:19:07
  send that. Pizza to all your followers.
• 1:19:10
  Okay. Yeah, let me just go to the shop
• 1:19:11
  and buy two pizzas. Give me a pizza.
• 1:19:13
  I'd like a pizza. Yeah, two pizzas, two pizzas.
• 1:19:18
  Nice one for me. One for you to me and clear
• 1:19:22
  considering considering of that comment earlier.
• 1:19:24
  You get a wine. I'll take it.
• 1:19:28
  Let's pick off all the pineapples.
• 1:19:30
  I'm just going to click leave right now.
• 1:19:33
  How dare you now? Okay, let's listen.
• 1:19:35
  Thank you so much for for another ask, Christian.
• 1:19:38
  It's been, it's been a ride. Also, I think I say this, I do
• 1:19:42
  not condone. I do not condone eating Hawaiian
• 1:19:45
  pizza. I do not condone eating pizza
• 1:19:47
  too much. I do not condone pizza.
• 1:19:50
  Pizza was just on my mind at the time.
• 1:19:54
  You're literally just talking you're talking as if you're was
• 1:19:57
  his name-o. That guy that got accused of
• 1:20:01
  like, get with his cow or whatever it was.
• 1:20:05
  Oh, what's his name? He's friends with James Charles.
• 1:20:10
  So, you know, it's messed up. Okay?
• 1:20:13
  Charles fine. Come on, sound like James,
• 1:20:15
  Charles and only Jeffrey startling and you knows.
• 1:20:18
  Oh, this is it is it was that guy's name?
• 1:20:21
  It's Jeffrey story. Here is she said dude, come on
• 1:20:25
  man. And yeah but no no hold on.
• 1:20:29
  Who is that guy? Who like got accused of of like
• 1:20:33
  getting with his cat? Who is that guy?
• 1:20:35
  Just Shane Dawson. Shanedawsontv I thought you said
• 1:20:39
  you don't miss Kau. No cat.
• 1:20:42
  That while you were you never know with this guy.
• 1:20:45
  Yeah. The way you said that was
• 1:20:47
  exactly like that tweet that he said are like I do not good with
• 1:20:50
  my cat. I did not do this with my get.
• 1:20:52
  I would never do this with Mike. Literally the way you said.
• 1:20:55
  As I don't eat Hawaiian pizza. I never eat Hawaiian pizza.
• 1:20:59
  No one can ever accuse. Me of eating Hawaiian.
• 1:21:00
  Pizza. Are you do you can do a log and
• 1:21:03
  Paul, I made a severe and continuous laps and my judgment.
• 1:21:08
  And I'm a successful investment in my bank account for, hey,
• 1:21:14
  here comes the money, because the money money, money.
• 1:21:17
  Demonetized. Money money dollar dollar.
• 1:21:23
  Imagine he sees, he sees all of the money come in and then all
• 1:21:26
  of a sudden demonetized No, they got hold of money, those guys,
• 1:21:31
  they're really. Yeah, they're part of the part
• 1:21:33
  of this like this, the selected careers, The Chosen, what he's
• 1:21:38
  The, Prodigal Son of the YouTube.
• 1:21:41
  It's basically it's basically YouTube's in the circle, like a
• 1:21:48
  nice. Like the people that they go to
• 1:21:50
  mainly for like YouTube is wind, oh yeah, they're not doing it
• 1:21:55
  this year. Thank God.
• 1:21:56
  So that's good. Hey hey man.
• 1:22:01
  The dog is here. Can we see the dog?
• 1:22:06
  The dog up there is a boy, or girl, if she son, who's a good
• 1:22:15
  girl, who's a good girl, who's good?
• 1:22:17
  Girl, he's giving me the puppy eyes.
• 1:22:19
  I think she wants food. Could you speak to the girl?
• 1:22:24
  I love dogs so much man. Dogs, make everything amazing.
• 1:22:29
  Yes, they do. All right, on that.
• 1:22:31
  Happy note. I'm going to, I'm going to end
• 1:22:33
  today's podcast. So our final message for today
• 1:22:36
  is other than other than everything else.
• 1:22:38
  We've spoken about is love dogs dogs.
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  Good final message for the day. Subscribe and I'll give you a
• 1:22:42
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• 1:22:49
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