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- 0:04Speaker 1: Elizabeth's impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could
- 0:08Speaker 1: no longer be overcome, and at length, resolving to suppress
- 0:13Speaker 1: every particular in which her sister was concerned, and preparing
- 0:18Speaker 1: her to be surprised, she related to her the next
- 0:22Speaker 1: morning the chief of the scene between Mr. Darcy and herself.
- 0:28Speaker 1: Miss Bennet's astonishment was soon lessened, by the strong sisterly
- 0:32Speaker 1: partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly natural,
- 0:38Speaker 1: and all surprise was shortly lost in other feelings. She
- 0:43Speaker 1: was sorry that Mr Darcy should have delivered his sentiments
- 0:47Speaker 1: in a manner so little suited to recommend them, but
- 0:51Speaker 1: still more was she grieved for the unhappiness which her
- 0:54Speaker 1: sister's refusal must have given him. His being so sure
- 1:00Speaker 1: of succeeding was wrong, said she, and certainly ought not
- 1:05Speaker 1: to have appeared, but consider how much it must increase
- 1:08Speaker 1: his disappointment. Indeed, replied Elizabeth, I am heartily sorry for him,
- 1:16Speaker 1: but he has other feelings which will probably soon drive
- 1:19Speaker 1: away his regard for me. You do not blame me, however,
- 1:23Speaker 1: for refusing him? Blame you? Oh, no! but you blame
- 1:29Speaker 1: me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham. No, I
- 1:34Speaker 1: do not know that you were wrong in saying what
- 1:36Speaker 1: you did. But you will know it, when I have
- 1:40Speaker 1: told you what happened the very next day. She then
- 1:44Speaker 1: spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents
- 1:48Speaker 1: as far as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke
- 1:53Speaker 1: was this for poor Jane! who would willingly have gone
- 1:56Speaker 1: through the world without believing that so much wickedness existed
- 2:01Speaker 1: in the whole race of mankind, as was here collected
- 2:05Speaker 1: in one individual. Nor was Darcy's vindication, though grateful to
- 2:12Speaker 1: her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery. Most
- 2:17Speaker 1: earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error
- 2:21Speaker 1: and seek to clear one without involving the other. This
- 2:27Speaker 1: will not do, said Elizabeth. You never will be able
- 2:31Speaker 1: to make both of them good for anything. Take your choice,
- 2:36Speaker 1: but you must be satisfied with only one. There is
- 2:39Speaker 1: but such a quantity of merit between them, just enough
- 2:43Speaker 1: to make one good sort of man, and of late
- 2:46Speaker 1: it has been shifting about pretty much. For my part,
- 2:51Speaker 1: I am inclined to believe it all, Mr. Darcy's, but
- 2:54Speaker 1: you shall do as you choose. It was some time, however,
- 2:59Speaker 1: before a smile could be extorted from Jane. I do
- 3:03Speaker 1: not know when I have been more shocked, said she.
- 3:07Speaker 1: Wickham's so very bad, it is almost past belief, and
- 3:12Speaker 1: poor Mr Darcy, dear Lizzie, only consider what he must
- 3:17Speaker 1: have suffered, such a disappointment, and with the knowledge of
- 3:21Speaker 1: your ill opinion too, and having to relate such a
- 3:25Speaker 1: thing of his sister. It is really too distressing. I
- 3:30Speaker 1: am sure you must feel it so. Oh no, my
- 3:34Speaker 1: regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you
- 3:37Speaker 1: so full of both. I know you will do him
- 3:41Speaker 1: such ample justice that I am growing every moment more
- 3:45Speaker 1: unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion makes me saving, and if
- 3:51Speaker 1: you lament over him much longer, my heart will be
- 3:55Speaker 1: as light as a feather. Poor Wickham, there is such
- 4:00Speaker 1: an expression of goodness in his countenance, such an openness
- 4:04Speaker 1: and gentleness in his manner. There certainly was some great
- 4:09Speaker 1: mismanagement in the education of those two young men. One
- 4:14Speaker 1: has got all the goodness, and the other all the
- 4:17Speaker 1: appearance of it. I never thought Mr Darcy so deficient
- 4:22Speaker 1: in the appearance of it as you used to do.
- 4:26Speaker 1: and yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking
- 4:29Speaker 1: so decided a dislike to him, without any reason. It
- 4:34Speaker 1: is such a spur to one's genius, such an opening
- 4:38Speaker 1: for wit, to have a dislike of that kind. One
- 4:43Speaker 1: may be continually abusive without saying anything just, but one
- 4:47Speaker 1: cannot be always laughing at a man without now and
- 4:51Speaker 1: then stumbling on something witty. Lizzie When you first read
- 4:57Speaker 1: that letter, I am sure you could not treat the
- 5:00Speaker 1: matter as you do now. Indeed, I could not. I
- 5:04Speaker 1: was uncomfortable enough. I was very uncomfortable. I may say unhappy.
- 5:10Speaker 1: And with no one to speak to of what I felt,
- 5:13Speaker 1: no Jane to comfort me, and say that I had
- 5:17Speaker 1: not been so very weak and vain and nonsensical as
- 5:21Speaker 1: I knew I had. Oh, how I wanted you! How
- 5:26Speaker 1: unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions
- 5:30Speaker 1: in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy. For now, they
- 5:34Speaker 1: do appear wholly undeserved. Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking
- 5:41Speaker 1: with bitterness is a most natural consequence of the prejudices
- 5:45Speaker 1: I had been encouraging. There is one point on which
- 5:49Speaker 1: I want your advice. I want to be told whether
- 5:53Speaker 1: I ought or or ought not, to make our acquaintance
- 5:57Speaker 1: in general understand Wickham's character. Miss Bennet paused a little,
- 6:04Speaker 1: and then replied, Surely there can be no occasion for
- 6:08Speaker 1: exposing him so dreadfully. What is your own opinion? That
- 6:15Speaker 1: it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not
- 6:19Speaker 1: authorised me to make his communication public. On the contrary...
- 6:24Speaker 1: Every particular relative to his sister was meant to be
- 6:27Speaker 1: kept as much as possible to myself, and if I
- 6:31Speaker 1: endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his conduct,
- 6:35Speaker 1: who will believe me? The general prejudice against Mr Darcy
- 6:41Speaker 1: is so violent that it would be the death of
- 6:44Speaker 1: half the good people in Meryton to attempt to place
- 6:48Speaker 1: him in an amiable light. I am not equal to it.
- 6:52Speaker 1: Wickham will soon be gone, And therefore, it will not
- 6:56Speaker 1: signify to anybody here what he really is. Sometime hence,
- 7:02Speaker 1: it will be all found out, and then we may
- 7:05Speaker 1: laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before. At present,
- 7:10Speaker 1: I will say nothing about it. You are quite right.
- 7:14Speaker 1: To have his errors made public might ruin him forever.
- 7:19Speaker 1: He is now, perhaps, sorry for what he has done.
- 7:23Speaker 1: and anxious to re-establish a character. We must not make
- 7:27Speaker 1: him desperate. The tumult of Elizabeth's mind was allayed by
- 7:33Speaker 1: this conversation. She had got rid of two of the
- 7:37Speaker 1: secrets which had weighed on her for a fortnight, and
- 7:41Speaker 1: was certain of a willing listener in Jane. Whenever she
- 7:44Speaker 1: might wish to talk again of either, but there was
- 7:48Speaker 1: still something lurking behind. of which prudence forbade the disclosure.
- 7:55Speaker 1: She dared not relate the other half of Mr. Darcy's letter,
- 7:59Speaker 1: nor explain to her sister how sincerely she had been
- 8:03Speaker 1: valued by his friend. Here was knowledge in which no
- 8:08Speaker 1: one could partake, and she was sensible that nothing less
- 8:12Speaker 1: than a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her
- 8:17Speaker 1: in throwing off this last encumbrance of mystery. And then,
- 8:23Speaker 1: said she, if that very improbable event should ever take place,
- 8:29Speaker 1: I shall merely be able to tell what Bingley may
- 8:31Speaker 1: tell in a much more agreeable manner himself. The liberty
- 8:36Speaker 1: of communication cannot be mine till it has lost all
- 8:40Speaker 1: its value. She was now, on being settled at home,
- 8:45Speaker 1: at leisure to observe the real state of her sister's spirits.
- 8:50Speaker 1: Jane was not happy. she still cherished a very tender
- 8:54Speaker 1: affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself in love before,
- 9:00Speaker 1: her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, and
- 9:04Speaker 1: from her age and disposition, greater steadiness than first attachments
- 9:10Speaker 1: often boast. And so fervently did she value his remembrance
- 9:15Speaker 1: and prefer him to every other man that all her
- 9:19Speaker 1: good sense... and all her attention to the feelings of
- 9:22Speaker 1: her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence of those
- 9:26Speaker 1: regrets which must have been injurious to her own health
- 9:30Speaker 1: and their tranquillity. Well, Lizzie, said Mrs. Bennet one day,
- 9:37Speaker 1: what is your opinion now of this sad business of Jane's?
- 9:42Speaker 1: For my part, I am determined never to speak of
- 9:45Speaker 1: it again to anybody. I told my sister Phillips so
- 9:49Speaker 1: the other day. but I cannot find out that Jane
- 9:54Speaker 1: saw anything of him in London. Well, he is a
- 9:58Speaker 1: very undeserved young man, and I do not suppose there
- 10:03Speaker 1: is the least chance in the world of her ever
- 10:05Speaker 1: getting him now. There is no talk of his coming
- 10:09Speaker 1: to Netherfield again in the summer, and I have inquired
- 10:13Speaker 1: of everybody too who is likely to know. I do
- 10:18Speaker 1: not believe that he will ever live at Netherfield any more.
- 10:22Speaker 1: Oh well, it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants
- 10:27Speaker 1: him to come, though I shall always say that he
- 10:30Speaker 1: used my daughter extremely ill, and if I was her,
- 10:34Speaker 1: I would not have put up with it. Well, my
- 10:37Speaker 1: comfort is, I am sure Jane will die of a
- 10:40Speaker 1: broken heart, and then he will be sorry for what
- 10:44Speaker 1: he has done. but as Elizabeth could not receive comfort
- 10:49Speaker 1: from any such expectation, she made no answer. Well, Lizzie,
- 10:55Speaker 1: continued her mother, soon afterwards, and so the Collinses live
- 10:59Speaker 1: very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope it
- 11:05Speaker 1: will last. And what sort of table do they keep?
- 11:10Speaker 1: Charlotte is an excellent manager, I dare say, if she
- 11:14Speaker 1: is half as sharp as her mother is. She is
- 11:17Speaker 1: saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in their housekeeping, I
- 11:21Speaker 1: dare say. No, nothing at all. A great deal of
- 11:26Speaker 1: good management depend upon it. Yes, yes. They will take
- 11:31Speaker 1: care not to outrun their income. They will never be
- 11:34Speaker 1: distressed for money. Well, much good may it do them.
- 11:39Speaker 1: And so, I suppose, they often talk of having long-born
- 11:43Speaker 1: when your father is dead. They look upon it quite
- 11:46Speaker 1: as their own, I dare say, whenever that happens. It
- 11:52Speaker 1: was a subject which they could not mention before me. No,
- 11:56Speaker 1: it would have been strange if they had. But I
- 11:59Speaker 1: make no doubt they often talk of it between themselves. Well,
- 12:05Speaker 1: if they can be easy with an estate that is
- 12:08Speaker 1: not lawfully their own, so much the better. I should
- 12:12Speaker 1: be ashamed of having one that was only entailed on me.