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Live Reading: Dare to Be Your Authentic Self | Astrology Ride of the Day · I Am Astrology Readings Podcast with Paul Heath

• 0:07
  Paul said he hopes that that resonated with you.
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  Oh my God.
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  Yeah.
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  I'm like into it.
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  Did it really did it helped me.
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  I don't know how to word it.
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  It helped me come to a lot of things, terms with everything to move forward.
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  What I've been struggling with in that.
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  So that helps a lot and it did resonate.
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  Hi.
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  Nice to meet you.
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  You're so amazing.
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  Don't.
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  Don't.
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  I.
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  I believe.
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  Yeah.
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  I don't know what the argument was but like I would love if you have a minute because like I'm here.
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  I try to be my authentic self but it's hard as an empath because you don't know because you take all those feelings in and you.
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  And for me, I do my readings free and I like to empower people as well.
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  But you are right with society and.
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  And even with self doubt, you know, for downing yourself.
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  But I am a cancer.
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  But could you do a reading for me?
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  I'll try you again.
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  Sorry.
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  What's your birthday?
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  So you are a.
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  Oh, Leo rising.
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  All right.
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  Okay.
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  Your sun sign is in.
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  Yeah.
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  Your sun sign is in.
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  I use whole sign.
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  So you're a Leo rising.
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  Your moon is Capricorn and your son is Cancer.
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  Off top.
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  You.
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  All right.
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  You're a date.
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  I'm a traditional astrologer.
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  Right.
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  And it's good.
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  All right.
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  And so yeah, we, we in that.
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  It's a difference between a day chart and a night chart.
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  Okay.
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  All right.
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  And so you.
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  A day chart which means the Sun, Saturn and Jupiter are like playing they.
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  They, they on your team.
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  Okay.
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  Mars, Venus and the moon, not so much.
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  Okay.
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  And Mercury being Mercury rose after the sun the day you were born.
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  So it.
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  It actually belongs to the 19.
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  What does that mean?
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  What, what does Mercury belonging to the 19 mean?
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  It means that the way you think and communicate sometimes at.
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  Sometimes work against yourself.
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  Oh yes.
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  All right.
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  Yeah.
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  You now.
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  I mean you, you we.
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  We of age and all that so that it could have been something you had to work on.
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  Yeah.
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  Also would you be in a Leo rising?
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  That means the sun is in.
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  The sun is your chart ruler.
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  That.
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  That's not really for everybody.
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  That just goes for Leo Risings.
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  And your son is in Cancer and in the 12th.
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  So the sun is actually in a blind spot to the.
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  The place it rules.
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  And it rules its body, your body and your vitality and stuff like that.
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  Right.
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  And so with that being said, You may.
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  You may not see because Leo is attention.
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  It may not be apparent to you that Your need for attention.
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  Ah, yeah, I don't need the need for attention.
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  Yeah.
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  I would like to sit in the background.
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  Well, yeah, yeah, I can see that.
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  Yeah.
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  Even though you sit in the back.
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  I still want the attention somewhat.
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  Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
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  I remember standing up in school.
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  Oh, yeah, yeah, I can see that.
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  Yeah.
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  So the moon is in Capricorn.
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  The moon is in detriment in Capricorn.
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  The moon, it's in the opposite sign that it rules.
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  And so, and your moon is actually on your north node.
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  Your north node is at 7 degrees Pisces.
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  I mean Capricorn.
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  Your moon is at 11 degrees Capricorn.
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  That means just the south.
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  No.
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  Is by your son.
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  South node is energy that you need to walk away from.
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  So 12th house can be confined spaces.
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  Prisons, hospitals, jails.
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  So emotionally, twelfth house can be confined spaces.
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  Hey, Gypsy, do you spend too much time in a confined space and on a daily basis you need to learn to get out the house.
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  Yeah, besides.
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  Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I do.
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  I, I, Yeah, yeah.
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  I.
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  Besides doing tarot reading and working, I tend to and watch my grandson.
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  I tend to stay in my one little room.
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  Yeah.
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  Because I'm afraid to get hurt.
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  I showed my true self.
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  But what if I told you that's not actually good?
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  Good for you.
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  Yeah, I know it's not.
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  I need to be out and about with nature and grounding myself.
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  All right, Me and you share something.
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  You have, you have Mars and Aries.
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  I have Mars and Aquarius.
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  But our Mars are both in the same house.
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  The ninth house.
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  All right, ninth house is about higher learning, beliefs, philosophy and life.
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  Foreign.
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  And your Mars rules is actually in the sign.
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  It rules Aries.
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  So you have a powered up Mars and Mars rules your ninth and your fourth house of home, family roots.
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  And so when it comes to you and your beliefs, I don't know if you are very pushy, direct and straightforward when it comes to your beliefs and stuff like that.
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  No.
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  Dealing with the family in the home, or you had somebody in the home that was very pushy and straightforward.
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  And I don't know how that.
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  Both, both, both.
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  If, if, if I really strongly believe in something, I will be like, no, this is how it is.
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  This is what I believe in.
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  But there is somebody else in the home that is very push with politics and stuff.
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  I just walk away because it's just like life is way too short.
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  I just.
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  Yeah, all right.
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  But just to call you on the carpet, you want to sit up here and talk to me about all that area, the Spiritual stuff, right?
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  Yeah.
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  And I.
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  And if I'm your friend, I sit up here and listen to you, right?
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  Yes.
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  But if you my friend and I feel like talking about politics, shouldn't you listen to me?
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  Oh absolutely.
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  Oh absolutely.
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  I was just thinking of the X, that's all.
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  Sorry.
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  Oh yeah, yeah, yeah.
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  So.
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  And some of the reason I'm bringing that up too is because you have Saturn.
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  You have Saturn where I have Saturn and I think mystical has Saturn in.
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  In Gemini.
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  Yep.
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  And.
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  And Gemini is about communication and you have in your Saturn is in 11th House of Friends and groups.
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  And so I don't know if when you get around friends and in groups either you talk too much and need to learn to hold back or you don't say nothing and you need to learn to push forward and
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  say something.
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  Bit of both.
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  That's hard to say because I don't try and get into group traps that much I guess.
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  Or I don't like bugging people.
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  Wait, wait.
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  Okay, now, now you just said that.
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  Do you hold yourself back from friends and groups?
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  Probably.
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  I think so.
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  Your Jupiter is in.
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  Is in the seventh house of relationships and your Jupiter is in the sign of.
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  Airy Aquarius.
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  Right.
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  What is Aquarius is about?
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  It's about detachment.
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  So.
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  So gypsy, have you been codependent in relationships or have you been in a codependent relationship?
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  Yes.
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  Do you think your growth and expansion Jupiter will come when you learn detachment with inside relationships?
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  That's what I'm praying for and hoping for.
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  Yeah.
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  You also have Venus in the first house, the first house of self.
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  Venus rules your tenth house of career.
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  How you out there in the world.
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  And Venus also rules your third of communication and it's in its in.
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  It's in Leo.
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  But that Leo sun is hidden in a blind spot in the six.
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  So what does that tell me?
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  Did you have Pluto and Uranus in the third?
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  Pluto has to do with death and regeneration.
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  The judgment card.
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  You got the judgment card in communication.
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  So you need there over your lifetime that you the way you communicate with inside relationships needed to undergo a death and regeneration and some of the.
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  And and when you do speak you could have a way of surprising and shocking people.
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  Yeah, I shock myself sometimes.
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  Yeah.
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  What's so funny?
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  I was just thinking of just.
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  Just some of the things of that I've said in the past that it just like blowing people's minds away.
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  Just.
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  That's all.
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  Yeah, but.
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  But let me ask.
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  But the downside of that is the.
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  The reason I'm saying is because you got Uranus and Uranus in the third house of communication.
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  So not only can you shock in all people, but let me ask you this.
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  If I ask some people, do they think the way you communicate could be erratic?
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  Blake.
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  Meaning like once in a while I talk back or like say something back or like not keeping up to date with friends and stuff like that?
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  You mean erratic?
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  I guess, probably.
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  Probably now that you say that it has.
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  Oh, let me ask you this.
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  You got any siblings?
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  Yeah, adopted sister.
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  Yeah.
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  Does this count for what I say?
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  What I just said about you?
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  Communication, transforming the way you communicate and erratic and stuff.
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  Does that.
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  Not with her.
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  I haven't talked her for years.
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  Boom.
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  I had to cut ties with some narcissistic people that were just taking me under, hurting my self esteem and stuff like that.
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  All right.
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  All right.
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  Did you move when you were 16 years old?
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  Yeah.
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  How was that move for you?
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  Scary.
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  I was by myself.
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  All in the world by myself.
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  Yeah, it was scary, but empowering at the same time.
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  Do you think that's when you started to spend much more time in confined spaces, when that move.
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  Possibly.
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  I thought it was just recently.
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  Because I had to work two jobs.
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  Possibly.
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  Yeah.
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  Because after work I'd stay to myself.
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  Yeah.
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  All right.
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  Yeah.
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  I was about to say, how do you think that move at 16 affected the way you communicate or lack thereof?
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  Probably lack thereof.
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  Also, another year that's probably stand out to you is 33.
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  2006.
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  What was 2006?
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  Yeah.
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  Oh, I gotta think hard on that one.
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  Do you have the month?
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  Not right off hand.
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  It was just.
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  Okay, it was 2006.
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  I'm just thinking because I was living in.
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  All right, 2006.
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  It could have had something to do with a relationship.
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  You got any kids?
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  I got three.
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  Anything wrong with a kid?
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  That was my.
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  Okay, yeah, 2006.
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  That's when my youngest started out of school because I didn't have any more kids after her.
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  That's the only thing I could think of.
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  And how was your youngest starting school?
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  How did that make me feel?
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  It'll affect you.
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  Did that affect you anyway?
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  Yes, I hope so.
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  Kind of like a feeling of empty nest syndrome, like what to do next.
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  Because I was lucky enough to be a stay at home mom.
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  So yeah, I had a hard time finding what to do with myself because I lived for the kids.
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  Oh, that was a decision that you made at 32 that got you on this.
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  On this trajectory.
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  Okay.
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  Do you know what it is?
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  No.
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  So that.
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  So you made it.
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  You made a decision in 2005 and then you had your.
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  The last kid went to off to school in 2006.
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  Yeah.
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  There's something.
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  You decided in 2005 that.
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  What was it?
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  What do you think it was?
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  You made a decision that year.
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  Oh, gosh.
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  Top of my head.
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  I can't.
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  Did it have anything to do with freedom?
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  Yes.
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  What to do with myself?
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  Like I said, like, yeah, last kid is at school.
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  What to do with myself?
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  Freedom.
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  I got time to do stuff, but what do I want to do?
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  Reflection, Kind of like what I'm doing now.
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  Sort of trying to find me at the same time as be his good mom and.
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  And helping others and stuff like that.
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  Have you found.
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  And.
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  No, I'm still looking for her, I think.
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  So I'm getting there.
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  You probably had a shift of energy around February 2024.
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  Yeah.
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  Was there a relationship or something that ended or something like that?
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  Yep.
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  Yo.
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  Yes.
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  That'd be both.
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  Yeah.
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  Marriage for 26 years or so.
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  Well, yeah.
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  Let me say, did it.
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  Did.
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  Did the beginning of the end kind of start around?
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  Does 2003 stand out to you?
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  I mean, those could have been my back surgeries.
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  2003, I believe I had my first box surgery.
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  Went under.
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  What was going on in the relationship then?
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  Zone in.
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  Oh, he was gone lots.
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  I had a roommate who'd like to think he'd be the father figure.
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  My father was like telling me I was a bad mom and he wanted to put his.
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  Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, hold up.
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  You had a roommate that did what she said, father figure.
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  Trying to be a father figure to my kids.
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  Because the.
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  The ex was gone, away to work and we had a friend move in to try and help him support.
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  So he tried to step up.
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  I'm just like, no, I didn't like that because that affected me as a mom because they would make me second guess stuff.
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  Did something go on at the house somewhere around August, September 2024, somebody move out?
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  Somebody move in?
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  No, I'm moving out.
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  We started the separation process.
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  Oh, so you leaving?
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  Yes.
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  On the house?
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  Yeah.
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  How do you feel about the relationship coming to an end?
• 18:48
  Good question.
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  You know, I've been said.
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  I asked those.
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  Honestly, I.
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  In some aspects I wish it didn't, but just too much.
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  Like, because he's a great guy, but just too much hurt and pain.
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  I just don't trust my heart to that anymore.
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  So it just kind of sucks because like it was a good heat, like, you know, 20, it's hard to throw away and just like move on.
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  Too.
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  At the same time.
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  I got.
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  I got a.
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  You.
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  You ever.
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  I got a.
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  Let's play.
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  You ever heard of that game?
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  Hey, I'mma throw out a word, you tell me what comes to mind.
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  You just respond.
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  Yeah, I'mma.
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  I'mma throw out a word for you.
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  Okay.
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  I just want you to respond.
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  You ready?
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  Oh, yeah.
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  Free spirit.
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  Living.
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  To the fullest.
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  Yeah.
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  Are you a free spirit?
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  I'd like to think so.
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  You talk to talk.
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  I know I gotta walk the walk.
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  Is it hard to walk the walk?
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  Sometimes.
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  What makes it hard to walk that walk?
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  Because.
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  Self doubt.
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  Confidence.
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  Yes.
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  Yeah.
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  And it started at a young age.
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  Did you have someone of authority figure just chipping away at your confidence because of their belief system?
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  Yes.
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  Like I was told that the best part of me rolled down his leg at birth.
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  Many hurtful things I used electrocute me.
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  And laughter.
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  I wasn't supposed to be born.
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  I found that out, like just a lot of things.
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  So I bought.
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  Actually, yeah, 2024 is when I cut ties with him as well.
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  Was.
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  Was 2016 and 2018, was that a hard time for you?
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  Yeah, I found out mom was sick.
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  I came at healthcare aid so I can assist her.
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  And then 2020, she passed in 2020.
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  Yeah, she passed.
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  I.
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  I was assisting her and I found her.
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  How did that sit with you?
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  Not well.
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  Like that was my best part.
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  My.
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  My, you know, mother, daughter.
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  She was.
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  Yeah.
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  But I knew.
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  Wait, wait.
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  Who was the one that pushing?
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  They.
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  They stuff on you?
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  Very pushing, straightforward in the house.
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  Your mom or your dad being nasty?
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  My father, who I cut ties with.
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  All right.
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  All right.
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  Now would you like to know.
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  I asked you a question.
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  I threw a word out there.
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  Free spirit.
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  Oh, you remember that?
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  Yeah.
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  Because it also makes me think of unicorns, fairies.
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  Just happiness, joyful.
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  Just spring running around in the.
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  A field of this.
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  Like no worries.
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  No just.
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  You know what I mean?
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  Just embracing things and loving everything and everyone.
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  Now what if I told you.
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  Now what if I told you we got chapters in our life?
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  You say, yep, yeah, I believe you.
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  And they got time periods.
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  Well, some.
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  Some planets are turned on.
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  Like, let's just say every planet in every planet has something it came here to do.
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  But not every plan is turned on at the same time.
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  Every.
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  Not every planet's agenda is turned on it at the same time, but every.
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  Every planet will get turned on within each chapters.
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  Would you like to know what chapter you in?
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  Sure.
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  You just started your Jupiter.
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  Jupiter chapter of your life.
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  Okay.
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  And your Jupiter chat.
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  So now I gotta look at.
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  Where's Ju.
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  When did your Jupiter chapter start?
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  It started in July of 2024.
• 23:41
  Oh, about a year ago.
• 23:46
  Nah, now I gotta look at Jupiter.
• 23:48
  Where's Jupiter?
• 23:49
  Oh, it's over there in the seventh house of relationships.
• 23:55
  What, what, what sign is Jupiter in?
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  Oh, it's in a sign of Aquarius.
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  And what did I tell you Aquarius is about?
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  I'm looking at my notes.
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  It started with a D.
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  A word.
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  D day chart.
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  No, no, detachment.
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  Okay, sorry.
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  Detachment.
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  Aquarius is about detachment.
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  Check.
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  Now if I put Jupiter growth and expansion in the sign of Aquarius, detachment in the sign in the house of relationships.
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  What do you think that says to me?
• 24:42
  It says oh for gypsies growth and expansion to happen, I have to detach.
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  From what?
• 24:53
  From all the negative self doubts the and move forward and detaching, becoming more independent.
• 25:02
  What's the seventh house?
• 25:06
  But I say seventh house is relationships.
• 25:09
  Yeah, well I gotta detach from him as well.
• 25:14
  So your growth and expansion is going to come with when you learn how to detach in relationships.
• 25:25
  Okay.
• 25:27
  And that chapter of your story just got turned on 2024.
• 25:35
  Yeah, yeah, that chapter.
• 25:38
  That chapter is going to end 30, 36.
• 25:42
  So you got a little while in this.
• 25:44
  Oh man.
• 25:46
  But here's some good news.
• 25:48
  Here's some good news.
• 25:50
  The good news is you.
• 25:52
  You just completed a hard chapter in your life.
• 25:56
  We got two hard chapters.
• 25:58
  You completed one.
• 25:59
  You want me to tell you when you went through?
• 26:01
  Sure.
• 26:02
  So 2013 to 2024 was your.
• 26:06
  One of your hard chapters in your Life.
• 26:08
  And from 2016 to 2018 was the hardest part of that chapter.
• 26:14
  That one?
• 26:14
  Yes.
• 26:16
  It had to do with you communication in relationships on.
• 26:21
  On a daily basis.
• 26:23
  On health.
• 26:27
  Yeah.
• 26:29
  Guess where you at today?
• 26:31
  Well with you being.
• 26:32
  How old are you now you are?
• 26:35
  I'll be 52.
• 26:37
  51.
• 26:38
  Right now.
• 26:40
  Right now you'll be 52.
• 26:42
  So what is 51 about?
• 26:45
  51.
• 26:46
  Well, your 51 is about the fourth house.
• 26:52
  With the fourth house, home, family, roots, emotional body.
• 26:57
  And so since your last birthday things about your home, your family and your roots has been coming up for you to be deal with.
• 27:08
  Holy.
• 27:13
  No.
• 27:14
  If you, if you really.
• 27:16
  If you want me to tell you in your language, your growth and expansion.
• 27:23
  The Aquarius is the star card.
• 27:31
  I think.
• 27:32
  Didn't Aquarius the stalk off mystical, huh?
• 27:40
  Is she there?
• 27:42
  I'm still learning and in training.
• 27:44
  I denied my gifts when I was like little because I didn't.
• 27:46
  They wanted to put me on pills and put me in A.
• 27:49
  In a institution.
• 27:54
  So I'm relearning everything.
• 28:03
  Yeah.
• 28:03
  I think Aquarius is the star card.
• 28:08
  So your.
• 28:11
  Your.
• 28:13
  Your growth and expansion comes with.
• 28:17
  Your wheel of fortune is in the star dealing with justice.
• 28:32
  Yes.
• 28:37
  And it's in the.
• 28:38
  The.
• 28:39
  Let me see.
• 28:47
  And you're dealing with the five of swords, your growth and expansion, your wheel of fortune is in the star.
• 28:59
  When you learn to deal with justice, when you deal.
• 29:04
  Learn how to deal with the five of swords in relationships.
• 29:08
  So experiencing loss, the need to build your skills and confidence is the five of swords.
• 29:18
  Do you think that's been showing up for you and your relationships?
• 29:22
  Oh, absolutely.
• 29:27
  It still is until I learn how to move on forward from that.
• 29:33
  So.
• 29:33
  And accept it, you know?
• 29:35
  You know, I like to bring things full circle.
• 29:43
  So in all actuality, you know what the answer to your.
• 29:49
  You know, the answer to you in relationships is?
• 29:55
  Acceptance.
• 29:56
  No.
• 29:59
  Dare to be your authentic self.
• 30:07
  Oh, wow.
• 30:07
  You know, when.
• 30:08
  Yeah.
• 30:09
  When you were talking about that with everybody, I'm like, yeah, I try to be my authentic self, because there's only one way to do it.
• 30:14
  It.
• 30:15
  But then people get scared if you try to be your authentic self, and it's like, okay, or don't you?
• 30:23
  Yeah, but so that.
• 30:25
  That's the part we got to.
• 30:27
  We got to be cool with the adjustment period.
• 30:32
  Right.
• 30:33
  And.
• 30:34
  And look, if you.
• 30:36
  Somebody who is codependent and worry about people and all that, it is not a fun thing to let people go.
• 30:45
  No, it's not.
• 30:48
  Hey, it's not a good feeling to be let go and outcast and made the.
• 30:53
  Made the black sheep that's supposed to be.
• 30:59
  No, but I'll just tell you this.
• 31:04
  You.
• 31:04
  You much rather be the black sheep being your authentic self than be the black sheep and being a fake.
• 31:11
  Exactly.
• 31:12
  Hey, if y' all gonna not not like me, I'm gonna give you something really not to like.
• 31:16
  I'm gonna just be my damn self.
• 31:18
  Yep.
• 31:20
  All right, now watch this.
• 31:23
  This is the thing that people don't realize when you dim your light.
• 31:31
  All right?
• 31:31
  You know them bug zappers that they have in the back?
• 31:36
  Yeah.
• 31:37
  How come them bugs only.
• 31:39
  Certain bugs only get zapped and other bugs don't get that by that light.
• 31:43
  Why you think I don't know?
• 31:47
  Because the other bugs are not attracted to that light.
• 31:50
  Oh, okay, Doc.
• 31:51
  It's only mosquitoes, and that's attracted to that light, so.
• 31:56
  Hey, Gypsy, can you be surprised that you misquote that you're attracting mosquitoes when you dim your light.
• 32:12
  When you Let your light shine bright.
• 32:15
  The mosquitoes, they're gonna repel, they're not attracted to that light.
• 32:19
  And the only thing that's going to come to that light is what is attracted to it.
• 32:26
  And the only thing you could only way you going to be able to attract what naturally resonates with you is by being your authentic self.
• 32:37
  Exactly.
• 32:39
  All right.
• 32:44
  Got it.
• 32:45
  Got it.
• 32:46
  Now, I'll just tell you this.
• 32:50
  Your.
• 32:52
  There's a reason why I said some of the stuff I said with of the movements of your planets.
• 32:58
  All right.
• 32:59
  So you started working on something about seven months ago.
• 33:03
  Yeah.
• 33:05
  Was it something deal with create.
• 33:08
  Create creativity or something?
• 33:10
  In a way.
• 33:10
  Yeah.
• 33:10
  My channel.
• 33:13
  What, your YouTube channel?
• 33:15
  Yeah.
• 33:16
  Oh, all right.
• 33:17
  All right.
• 33:17
  Well, yeah.
• 33:22
  Let me ask you this.
• 33:27
  Are you being your authentic self on your channel?
• 33:31
  Yes, I'd like to think so.
• 33:33
  Yes.
• 33:33
  100.
• 33:35
  How does that feel?
• 33:37
  Amazing.
• 33:38
  Because I'm helping others, guiding people.
• 33:41
  But damn others.
• 33:44
  But damn others.
• 33:45
  Being your authentic self, how does that feel?
• 33:49
  Uplifting.
• 33:50
  Going.
• 33:51
  Did you wait.
• 33:53
  When you.
• 33:53
  On your channel, being your authentic self, do you feel like a free spirit?
• 33:57
  Yes.
• 34:01
  Now here's the question.
• 34:03
  How can you get that feeling when you're not on your channel?
• 34:11
  Ooh, that's deep.
• 34:15
  Well, I'm a healthcare aid as well, so I do that.
• 34:18
  So that's how I'm my authentic self as well.
• 34:20
  I help.
• 34:21
  But that is your work.
• 34:24
  Yes.
• 34:25
  How do you get that same feeling that you feel on your channel, off your channel?
• 34:31
  Oh, I don't.
• 34:34
  I sit in a corner.
• 34:37
  Well, with that being said, you know what they say, Gypsy?
• 34:47
  What?
• 34:48
  No one puts baby in the corner.
• 34:52
  Where did he go?
• 34:53
  He was so sweet and amazing.
• 34:57
  He always does that.
• 34:59
  He drops the mic.
• 35:00
  Oh, wow.
• 35:02
  Thank you.
• 35:02
  Mystical for me coming up.
• 35:04
  I really appreciate it.
• 35:05
  You're welcome.
• 35:06
  No, that was fine.
• 35:07
  That was very insightful and helpful.
• 35:10
  It is.
• 35:11
  And that's only this.
• 35:12
  This start.
• 35:13
  Not even.
• 35:14
  Not even the tip of the iceberg.
• 35:16
  Yeah.
• 35:17
  Right.
• 35:18
  Wow.
• 35:19
  Paul said he hopes that that resonated with you.
• 35:23
  Oh, my God.
• 35:23
  Yeah.
• 35:24
  I'm like into it.
• 35:25
  Did it really?
• 35:26
  Did it helped me.
• 35:27
  I don't know how to word it.
• 35:28
  It helped me come to a lot of things, terms with everything to move forward.
• 35:32
  Does that make sense?
• 35:34
  Yep.
• 35:34
  Yeah.
• 35:35
  What I've been struggling with in that.
• 35:36
  So that helps a lot.
• 35:37
  And it did resonate.
• 35:38
  He's amazing.
• 35:39
  Oh, yeah.
• 35:40
  Yeah.
• 35:41
  He knows his stuff.
• 35:42
  Oh, yes.
• 35:43
  Yeah, I did follow him.
• 35:44
  So I'm waiting for him to do a live so I can like listen to it because I find astrology fascinating, but it's hard because you got to know so much and learn so much.
• 35:52
  It's like, what.
• 35:52
  What's the fourth?
• 35:53
  What, the north?
• 35:55
  What?
• 35:56
  Yeah, we're all waiting for him to do lives on YouTube.
• 36:01
  Nudge, nudge.
• 36:02
  Right?
• 36:03
  Yeah.
• 36:04
  He would be amazing.
• 36:05
  He should.
• 36:07
  Absolutely.
• 36:08
  But I appreciate it so much from the bottom of my heart.
• 36:11
  Like, thank you so much.
• 36:14
  It's.
• 36:14
  It's very helpful.