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The CATHARSIS Tape | 2020 (For Those Who Struggle) – Heal, Evolve, and Thrive · Motivational Podcast

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  Speaker 1: I have spent my whole life scared, frightened of things that.
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  Speaker 2: Could happen, might happen, might not happen.
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  Speaker 3: Fifty years I spent.
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  Speaker 1: Like that, finding myself awake at three in the morning.
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  Speaker 1: But you know what, I came to realize. It's that
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  Speaker 1: fear that's the worst of it. That's the real enemy.
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  Speaker 4: So get up, get up in the real world, and
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  Speaker 4: you get that bastard as hard as you can right
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  Speaker 4: in the teeth.
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  Speaker 5: You've freaked out about your past, You're worried, you're scared
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  Speaker 5: to death of the future. That's all you're thinking about.
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  Speaker 5: But then now doesn't exist. If we could celebrate every breath.
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  Speaker 6: That we take, because nothing's a guarantee, if we could
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  Speaker 6: celebrate the breath and the exit, which is being alive.
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  Speaker 7: Somebody hands you the ball and you run, you know,
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  Speaker 7: I mean, and if you get hit, you get hit,
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  Speaker 7: or or maybe you make it through. You never know,
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  Speaker 7: But I mean, I just know that somebody handed me
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  Speaker 7: the ball at a certain point, and I was hungry
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  Speaker 7: enough to keep running. But I'm still running. As long
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  Speaker 7: as you keep moving forward, just keep walking forward, things
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  Speaker 7: will be all right, I suppose, you know, And I
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  Speaker 7: believe that you know wholeheartedly.
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  Speaker 8: The impulse to dream has slowly been beaten out of
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  Speaker 8: me through the experiences of life. If you don't get
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  Speaker 8: in life what you want, you get in life what
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  Speaker 8: you are. You have to operate within the constraints of
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  Speaker 8: the dominant society and the things that they've created for you.
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  Speaker 8: It's a challenge to see yourself beyond that and to
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  Speaker 8: work to get outside of that, even after those laws
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  Speaker 8: have changed, because that has become so much a part
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  Speaker 8: of you, you unconsciously operate within the parameters of what
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  Speaker 8: has been put in place. The imagination is a preview
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  Speaker 8: of what's to come. You get hungry by finding something
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  Speaker 8: that's you. All of us are born unique, but most
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  Speaker 8: of us die copies. You've got to find out what
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  Speaker 8: is it that turns you on, what resonates with you.
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  Speaker 8: When you live in a culture that is designed to
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  Speaker 8: destroy your sense of self, where you are marginalize, where
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  Speaker 8: you have a feeling of being hopeless and powerless, and
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  Speaker 8: you terrorize, you got to change your mindset someone's opinion
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  Speaker 8: if you does not have to become your reality, don't
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  Speaker 8: live the life that has been given you. You have
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  Speaker 8: to work on yourself, and you have to have an
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  Speaker 8: unstoppable attitude and no excuse is acceptable, and you've got
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  Speaker 8: to make it a priority, a non negotiable in your
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  Speaker 8: life and hold of a constant vision of what it
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  Speaker 8: is you want to achieve, see it accomplish, and go
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  Speaker 8: all out fine a way to win in spite of
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  Speaker 8: the setbacks, in spite of the disappointments, in spite of
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  Speaker 8: your failures, you will fail. Your way to success is
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  Speaker 8: life knocks you down, try and land on your back,
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  Speaker 8: because if you can look up, you can get a
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  Speaker 8: Those experiences they challenge you to go to that next
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  Speaker 8: level and continue to move forward in your life doing
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  Speaker 8: new and exciting things that eye has not seen, ear
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  Speaker 8: has not heard. You're going to live a life that
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  Speaker 8: will outlive you. You're going to live a life that counts,
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  Speaker 8: a life that will build a legacy. Who should I
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  Speaker 8: count on and who should I count out? Many people
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  Speaker 8: never achieve their goals because they have too many toxic,
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  Speaker 8: negative energy draining people in their lives. And you have
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  Speaker 8: to have goals outside of your comfort zone that will
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  Speaker 8: challenge you because in order to do something you've never done,
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  Speaker 8: you've got to become someone you've never been. You can't
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  Speaker 8: see the picture when you're in the frame. When you
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  Speaker 8: go for a walk with some one, something happens without
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  Speaker 8: being spoken. Either you adjust to their pace or they
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  Speaker 8: adjust to your pace. Whose pace have you adjusted to that?
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  Speaker 9: I heard myself today to.
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  Speaker 10: See if I still feel.
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  Speaker 11: I focus on the pain the old fail, that's real.
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  Speaker 12: The needle tears of.
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  Speaker 11: The old for matuting, tried to kill it.
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  Speaker 13: Away, But I remember and refa.
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  Speaker 12: What have I been? A cold?
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  Speaker 13: My sweetest friend? Every one I know.
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  Speaker 14: Goes away, in.
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  Speaker 10: You'll go, I will let time.
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  Speaker 9: I wear this crown of forest upon the liner's chair
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  Speaker 9: fall from the good thoughts.
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  Speaker 12: I cannot repair beneath the stains of time.
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  Speaker 15: The fee.
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  Speaker 12: This affairs.
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  Speaker 16: You are so.
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  Speaker 15: Else.
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  Speaker 13: I am still right? What have I become? My sweetest friend?
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  Speaker 13: Every one I know goes away.
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  Speaker 12: And man col.
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  Speaker 10: Wow, I will at chillun.
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  Speaker 14: I will make kill.
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  Speaker 17: And you can stop again. As the key.
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  Speaker 8: The same, don't underestimate yourself. You don't know enough about
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  Speaker 8: yourself to become a cynic, and so you've got to
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  Speaker 8: challenge yourself to access that power that you have within you.
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  Speaker 18: We human beings are the only creatures on the planet
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  Speaker 18: Earth that are born into a natural state of disorientation
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  Speaker 18: with our world. That is, while all other creatures are
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  Speaker 18: guided by instinct of which they're neither aware nor have
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  Speaker 18: the capacity to question. Each of us, as human creatures,
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  Speaker 18: was given the godlike power to create his or her
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  Speaker 18: own life, and each of us does exactly that all
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  Speaker 18: the years of his or her life. Every day we
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  Speaker 18: put in place actions and ideas that will determine the
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  Speaker 18: shape and substance of our tomorrows.
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  Speaker 16: I think that's what most.
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  Speaker 14: People are looking for.
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  Speaker 16: I think they're looking for an answer outside of themselves,
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  Speaker 16: and they're never going to find it. If you're going
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  Speaker 16: to change you, you're going to have to find.
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  Speaker 19: Out something about yourself. So I started to study myself.
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  Speaker 19: I found most people don't know who they are.
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  Speaker 18: They really don't.
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  Speaker 16: What do you mean? I mean, I know my name,
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  Speaker 16: I know my age. That's not what you know that
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  Speaker 16: If you.
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  Speaker 19: Ask the average person who they are, they'll give you
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  Speaker 19: their name. They'll say, I'm Bob Proctor, but I'm not.
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  Speaker 19: Bob and Procter are two words. My parents give them
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  Speaker 19: to me. They're called names, but it's not me. It's
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  Speaker 19: my name. Then somebody will say, well, this is me,
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  Speaker 19: but this isn't me either. It's my body, it's my hand,
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  Speaker 19: my leg, my body, my name, Who am I.
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  Speaker 15: See?
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  Speaker 19: I think we live simultaneously on three planes of understanding,
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  Speaker 19: where spiritual creatures we have an intellect, and we live
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  Speaker 19: in physical bodies.
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  Speaker 16: Because we lack of awareness or understanding of who we are,
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  Speaker 16: we're totally locked into.
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  Speaker 19: A physical world and we let things outside of us
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  Speaker 19: control us. Ninety five percent of the population are reacting
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  Speaker 19: to life.
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  Speaker 14: They're not really living at all.
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  Speaker 19: Success is a funny word. Nightingale had a great definition
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  Speaker 19: for it. He said, a person's successful if.
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  Speaker 16: They know where they are and they know where they're going,
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  Speaker 16: and they're progressively moving in that direction.
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  Speaker 19: He said the success was the progressive realization of a
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  Speaker 19: worthy ideal.
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  Speaker 16: Anyone that has a goal and they're moving towards if
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  Speaker 16: they're successful.
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  Speaker 19: I think we should make a few waves. We should
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  Speaker 19: maybe stand out be different. Not for the sake of
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  Speaker 19: being different, okay, but because we are different. We all
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  Speaker 19: think different thoughts, and I believe we should start to
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  Speaker 19: think and build images in our mind of what we'd
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  Speaker 19: like to do and then set out and do it.
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  Speaker 16: Okay, Emerson did that, Edison did that.
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  Speaker 19: Marconi did that, Samuel Morris did that, Buckminster Fuller did that.
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  Speaker 16: We could go on and on and on. Okay, what
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  Speaker 16: different they stood out? They made a few waves.
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  Speaker 19: What to see here in the physical body is nothing
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  Speaker 19: but the physical manifestation of the higher side of my personality.
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  Speaker 16: And what we have to study. I think is how
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  Speaker 16: does this non physical part of my mind work? What
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  Speaker 16: happens when I think? Where do thoughts come from? How
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  Speaker 16: was this chair built? Somebody had to think.
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  Speaker 19: Thoughts are everywhere, and we pull thoughts into our mind
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  Speaker 19: and we build pictures or images.
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  Speaker 16: In our mind.
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  Speaker 19: If I can build an image of something in my mind,
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  Speaker 19: I'm quite capable of building a physical replica of it
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  Speaker 19: in my world. You decide exactly what you want, and
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  Speaker 19: then you start to think how you're going to have
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  Speaker 19: thoughts come to your mind of why you can't get it,
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  Speaker 19: the ability and your conscious mind to reject that idea.
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  Speaker 16: Kick it out of your mind.
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  Speaker 19: Thinking of why you can't do something is never going
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  Speaker 19: to do any good, and keep thinking until you start
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  Speaker 19: to think of thoughts of how you can do it
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  Speaker 19: and the way we'll be shown to you. It comes
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  Speaker 19: in the form of images.
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  Speaker 16: In our mind. Think of how you can and not
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  Speaker 16: why you can't.
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  Speaker 18: We get back what we put out. Our environment is
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  Speaker 18: a mirror, often a merciless mirror, of ourselves and the
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  Speaker 18: people in our family. All the people in our world
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  Speaker 18: will reflected back to us the attitude we present to them.
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  Speaker 16: Learning is a lifelong process. You never stop learning.
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  Speaker 19: We can learn to do anything. We have phenomenal powers.
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  Speaker 19: If we used our body like we used our mind,
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  Speaker 19: we'd probably just move our little finger.
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  Speaker 18: We tend to live up to our expectations. Take the
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  Speaker 18: attitude that there are a lot more reasons why you
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  Speaker 18: can reach those goals than fail in the attempt. Go
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  Speaker 18: after them, work at it, keep your attitude positive, cheerful,
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  Speaker 18: and expectant, and you get them. And as you do,
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  Speaker 18: you'll grow to the new plateaus and be able to
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  Speaker 18: accomplish still more. And remember this, our environment, the world
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  Speaker 18: in which we find ourselves living and working, is a
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  Speaker 18: mirror of our attitudes and expectations. If we feel that
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  Speaker 18: our environment could stand some improvement, we can bring about
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  Speaker 18: that change for the better by improving our attitude. The
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  Speaker 18: world plays no favor. It's it's impersonal. It doesn't care
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  Speaker 18: who succeeds or who fails, nor does it care if
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  Speaker 18: we change.
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  Speaker 14: Our attitude toward life.
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  Speaker 18: Doesn't affect the world and the people in it nearly
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  Speaker 18: so much as it affects us. You can number in
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  Speaker 18: the millions the jobs which are held but hated, the
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  Speaker 18: marriages which are tolerated but unhappy, the parents and children
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  Speaker 18: who fail to understand and love one another, all because
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  Speaker 18: of people who are waiting for the world and others
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  Speaker 18: to change toward them. Nothing can change until we do.
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  Speaker 18: When we change, our worlds will change. The answer is attitude.
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  Speaker 19: I once read the book with said, when you re
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  Speaker 19: a good book through the second time, you don't see
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  Speaker 19: something in it that you didn't see before. You see
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  Speaker 19: something in yourself that wasn't there before. An educated person
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  Speaker 19: is not necessarily one who has an abundance of general
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  Speaker 19: or specialized knowledge. An educated person who's one who has
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  Speaker 19: so developed the faculties of their mind that they may
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  Speaker 19: acquire anything they want or its equivalent without violating the
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  Speaker 19: rights of others.
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  Speaker 16: An educated person is the one that knows how to
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  Speaker 16: go and get what they want.
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  Speaker 14: To love life.
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  Speaker 19: There's a law of opposites. It's called the law of polarity.
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  Speaker 19: Everything has its officer. There's a right and a left side.
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  Speaker 19: There's a front in the back, and up and and down,
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  Speaker 19: hot and cold, positive and negative yang the yang.
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  Speaker 16: You know, well, you can think negative or you can
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  Speaker 16: think positive. We think both at the same time.
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  Speaker 19: And we have to train our mind to think or
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  Speaker 19: look for the positive or the good in things. There's
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  Speaker 19: good in everything. There's something good about it. Now you
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  Speaker 19: may have to look to find out what it is,
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  Speaker 19: but there's.
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  Speaker 16: Something good in everything. There has to be a positive
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  Speaker 16: and a negative.
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  Speaker 19: Branded thing to exist. But once we understand that there's
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  Speaker 19: these this law of opposites. There's negative thoughts are positive thoughts.
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  Speaker 19: As the thought energy flows into our mind, we decide
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  Speaker 19: what we're going to think. When you pick up a book,
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  Speaker 19: the book is nothing but a picture that.
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  Speaker 16: An author has painted in words. How he did such
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  Speaker 16: beautiful work?
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  Speaker 19: He said, I dream my painting, and then I paint
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  Speaker 19: my dream to get a picture of the mind, and
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  Speaker 19: then paint it on the wall.
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  Speaker 16: And you'll often notice that people will shy away from you.
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  Speaker 16: They won't look you in the eye, they'll look down
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  Speaker 16: or look up.
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  Speaker 19: They'll never try to do anything of any great consequence
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  Speaker 19: because they don't think they can.
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  Speaker 16: They have a poor self image. Every one of us
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  Speaker 16: has an image in our minds of ourself, and it's
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  Speaker 16: called a self image. Too many people don't know much
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  Speaker 16: about themselves, and so they don't have a very good
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  Speaker 16: image of themselves.
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  Speaker 18: We can do anything.
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  Speaker 19: The one point that all the great teachers all down
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  Speaker 19: through history have all agreed on. They've been in complete,
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  Speaker 19: unanimus agreement on it. We become what we think about
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  Speaker 19: it now. It may be fantasy at first, It might
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  Speaker 19: even appear to us as being a lie our thoughts.
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  Speaker 16: We carol, our feelings. Our feelings control our actions.
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  Speaker 20: They mistake kindness for weakness, But you know the difference
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  Speaker 20: and strength is something you know a bit about.
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  Speaker 21: You had to be strong to keep yourself alive.
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  Speaker 20: The body always withers, so you might as well strengthen
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  Speaker 20: your mind and your spirit.
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  Speaker 16: Because the bodies, you know, that's gonna go.
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  Speaker 21: People they're like leeches. They just like sit and hold
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  Speaker 21: on to you and suck on you for a while.
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  Speaker 21: It's kind of like a drowning pool, you know.
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  Speaker 20: All these people waiting at the bottom of the pool,
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  Speaker 20: and they grab up at your feet and.
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  Speaker 21: Pull you down whenever you stick your head out of water.
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  Speaker 12: They just love to pull you down.
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  Speaker 21: But if you get down and sync with them, then
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  Speaker 21: it's cool sailing.
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  Speaker 12: You know what I mean.
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  Speaker 21: You spend a lot of time daydreaming.
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  Speaker 20: People have made comment to that effect, telling you that
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  Speaker 20: you're self involved and self centered.
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  Speaker 21: But they don't know, do they.
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  Speaker 20: About the long night shifts alone, about the years of
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  Speaker 20: keeping yourself company, all the nights you wrap your arms
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  Speaker 20: around yourself so you could imagine someone holding you. Of
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  Speaker 20: indecision and self doubt, the intense depression, the blinding hate,
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  Speaker 20: the rage that made.
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  Speaker 21: You stagger, the devastation of rejection.
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  Speaker 20: But they don't know, do they, And astounds you how
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  Speaker 20: they can be so smooth, how they seem to pass
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  Speaker 20: through life as if life itself was some kind of
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  Speaker 20: divine gift. And it infuriates you to watch yourself with
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  Speaker 20: your parent's skill in finding every way possible.
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  Speaker 10: To screw it up.
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  Speaker 21: For you, life is a long trip, terrifying and wonderful.
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  Speaker 20: Birds sing to you at night, the rain in the sun,
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  Speaker 20: the change in the seasons, or true friends.
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  Speaker 21: Solitude is a hard won, ally, faithful and patient, always.
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  Speaker 22: Be able to go along and go alone and go without.
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  Speaker 21: You learn to be invisible, to look down, to avoid conversation.
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  Speaker 20: The hours, days, weekends, the weekend nights alone.
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  Speaker 21: You couldn't figure out what they saw.
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  Speaker 23: And the way they lived home was not home. Your
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  Speaker 23: room was home, a corner was home. Anywhere they weren't
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  Speaker 23: that was home.
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  Speaker 21: You had to be strong to keep yourself alive. And
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  Speaker 21: you know yourself very well.
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  Speaker 24: Now, and you don't trust people because you know them
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  Speaker 24: too well. And you feel close to the people on
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  Speaker 24: movie screens. Every damn person who said I wouldn't be anything.
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  Speaker 24: I'm crushing them every day, and I wish them though ill.
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  Speaker 24: I just wished to shine brighter.
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  Speaker 21: And if it burns my body to a crisp, I'm
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  Speaker 21: happy to go right now.
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  Speaker 20: You spend a lot of time full of hate, A
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  Speaker 20: hate that was pure as sunshine, the hate that kept
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  Speaker 20: you up at night, a hate that.
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  Speaker 21: Filled your every waking moment.
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  Speaker 25: I'm lifting, and all of a sudden, I'm throwing on
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  Speaker 25: two and a half, so I need five more pounds.
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  Speaker 20: I need five more.
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  Speaker 25: Every week I'm making my little progress on the weight thing,
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  Speaker 25: and I watching my lifts go up. It was probably
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  Speaker 25: the pivotal moment of my youth where I went, oh, okay,
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  Speaker 25: I'm capable of something, but I became aware of.
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  Speaker 21: What that one can have.
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  Speaker 20: Some you tried so hard to understand the others. You
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  Speaker 20: wanted to be part of what was happening. You saw
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  Speaker 20: them having fun, and it seemed like such a mystery,
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  Speaker 20: almost magic.
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  Speaker 21: You thought that there was something wrong with you.
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  Speaker 26: You'll find in your life that sometimes your great ambitions
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  Speaker 26: will be momentarily steymy thwarted, marginalized.
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  Speaker 20: By those.
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  Speaker 26: Who were perhaps luckier, come from money, where more doors opened,
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  Speaker 26: where college was a given. It was not a student loan,
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  Speaker 26: it was something that dad paid for to where an
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  Speaker 26: ease and confidence in life was almost a birthright, where for.
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  Speaker 21: You it was a very hard climb.
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  Speaker 12: That happens all the time.
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  Speaker 26: Some of the greatest Americans, some of the greatest thinkers, artists, architects, politicians,
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  Speaker 26: and other movers, shakers and creators all over the world
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  Speaker 26: have come from very meager beginnings, like my favorite American
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  Speaker 26: Abraham Lincoln. Just because you come from nothing, you must
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  Speaker 26: not let that be something that holds you back. And
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  Speaker 26: you will encounter people who never have to pay in full.
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  Speaker 26: They get to wreck the room and never have to
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  Speaker 26: clean it. They can get all the way through high
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  Speaker 26: school and never understand where a dollar comes from because
• 28:43
  Speaker 26: they just get it given to them. You've suffered, your
• 28:49
  Speaker 26: humility has been tried, your patience has been tried.
• 28:54
  Speaker 21: You are resolved, and your ambition has been tried.
• 28:58
  Speaker 12: You cannot let.
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  Speaker 26: These people make you feel that you've in any way
• 29:04
  Speaker 26: been dwarfed or outclassed.
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  Speaker 15: A day.
• 29:09
  Speaker 26: You must really go for your own and realize how
• 29:12
  Speaker 26: short lifers you got.
• 29:14
  Speaker 21: What you've got, so you got to make the.
• 29:15
  Speaker 12: Most of it.
• 29:27
  Speaker 26: If you have an idea of what you want to
• 29:29
  Speaker 26: do in your future, you must go at it with
• 29:32
  Speaker 26: almost monastic obsession. Be it music, the ballet, or just
• 29:39
  Speaker 26: a basic degree. You have to go at it a
• 29:41
  Speaker 26: single mindedly and let nothing get in your way.
• 30:02
  Speaker 27: The only people I associate myself with are people who
• 30:28
  Speaker 27: really kick a lot of ass and get a lot
• 30:29
  Speaker 27: of stuff happening.
• 30:31
  Speaker 28: And anybody I hang around with are someone who is
• 30:34
  Speaker 28: as busy as I am. If they smoke, I'm turned off.
• 30:39
  Speaker 28: If they drink, I'm out of there. If they're stupid,
• 30:44
  Speaker 28: I'm bored. If they're mean, I'm bored. If they're trying
• 30:47
  Speaker 28: to use me. I'm out of there, so I guess
• 30:50
  Speaker 28: I'm very picky they.
• 30:51
  Speaker 16: Don't work out.
• 30:52
  Speaker 3: I'm not interested.
• 30:53
  Speaker 27: If the mind is lazy and the body's lazy, who cares.
• 30:58
  Speaker 12: It's a virtue, you know.
• 31:00
  Speaker 21: Suck it up, keep going.
• 31:02
  Speaker 26: Past holds all of your mistakes and humiliations. The future
• 31:07
  Speaker 26: holds whatever you can make it. And so the pass
• 31:10
  Speaker 26: has already been determined. It also holds all your victories
• 31:12
  Speaker 26: and all your accomplishments. But all the bad stuff is
• 31:15
  Speaker 26: there too, So why dwell learn from it and move on.
• 31:18
  Speaker 26: Don't ignore it, and don't say it didn't happen. Don't
• 31:20
  Speaker 26: deny it, but don't you don't have to dwell in
• 31:22
  Speaker 26: it and be miserable. You see someone from your pass like, ah,
• 31:25
  Speaker 26: that still hurts. But the future's ready for you to
• 31:29
  Speaker 26: not make those mistakes and to make it great. Knowing
• 31:34
  Speaker 26: I have less in front of me than behind me,
• 31:36
  Speaker 26: why not be cool with it? Don't I'm going to
• 31:38
  Speaker 26: die soon? Like, oh, look, you get some time left?
• 31:40
  Speaker 26: Rock out like make it amazing? Where the pass has
• 31:44
  Speaker 26: been done.
• 31:44
  Speaker 14: It's a grim game.
• 31:46
  Speaker 29: It's like a child who's cart a fly alive and
• 31:50
  Speaker 29: is picking the wings off it. The universe is that
• 31:52
  Speaker 29: sort of scheme.
• 31:53
  Speaker 3: It's a trap.
• 31:54
  Speaker 29: It's the thing that gives you taste. Is always dangling
• 31:57
  Speaker 29: possibilities in front of you to keep you guys. But
• 32:00
  Speaker 29: then it grinds you up, and then it revives you
• 32:03
  Speaker 29: a little, like a master torturer keeping a person alive
• 32:06
  Speaker 29: in order to experience pain.
• 32:08
  Speaker 14: Turn all the.
• 32:09
  Speaker 3: Pain the field and here in the world.
• 32:12
  Speaker 12: If a day there's too much of it, it's like
• 32:17
  Speaker 12: pieces are clear in my head. I didn't think of
• 32:21
  Speaker 12: it in this way, and.
• 32:26
  Speaker 16: Not.
• 32:26
  Speaker 3: The journey doesn't end here.
• 32:31
  Speaker 22: Yes, it's just for another path, one that we want
• 32:35
  Speaker 22: to take.
• 32:37
  Speaker 18: The gray red coatain of this world runs back and
• 32:41
  Speaker 18: it will turned to super glass.
• 32:47
  Speaker 10: And then you see it.
• 32:50
  Speaker 29: People look as if they're made of plastic and aren't
• 32:54
  Speaker 29: really people, but only make believe people. They're they're mechanisms
• 32:57
  Speaker 29: which are going yack at a yak and pretending that
• 33:00
  Speaker 29: they are really there and alive. The fundamentally important philosophical
• 33:11
  Speaker 29: question is whether or not to commit suicide. Now, this
• 33:15
  Speaker 29: is the real question. Is the game worth the candle?
• 33:20
  Speaker 29: If you think no, then you better commit suicide. That's
• 33:24
  Speaker 29: the logical thing to do.
• 33:28
  Speaker 14: If on the other hand, you're not sure, then you
• 33:31
  Speaker 14: better make up your mind.
• 33:34
  Speaker 30: Because if you're going to go on with the game
• 33:36
  Speaker 30: of life and not be sure as to whether it's
• 33:38
  Speaker 30: really worth going on, if you'll make a mess up,
• 33:42
  Speaker 30: that's quite certain.
• 33:44
  Speaker 29: It's like doing something evil and like telling a lie.
• 33:48
  Speaker 30: If you're going to gamble or gamble, and so either
• 33:53
  Speaker 30: suicide or gamble seem to me to be the great
• 33:58
  Speaker 30: alternatives of this.
• 33:59
  Speaker 14: Life gamb What will the gamble be? The gamble or
• 34:10
  Speaker 14: the gaming has to rest on the assumption that this
• 34:17
  Speaker 14: game is.
• 34:20
  Speaker 3: Supper.
• 34:23
  Speaker 29: No other assumption will work. If I may put it
• 34:25
  Speaker 29: in another way, the game is to be touted the universe,
• 34:30
  Speaker 29: you yourself. It is fundamentally to be trusted. And this
• 34:35
  Speaker 29: is the act of faith which underlies for the gamer, because.
• 34:40
  Speaker 30: If you don't make that assumption as absolutely.
• 34:43
  Speaker 14: Basic, the game will not work. The game must involve
• 34:52
  Speaker 14: an optimal combination of skills and chance.
• 35:04
  Speaker 29: Any game by the result is no nick is not
• 35:07
  Speaker 29: rough places.
• 35:40
  Speaker 15: All its all right?
• 35:41
  Speaker 20: Now?
• 35:41
  Speaker 10: That's y lyesi, what's all the light hid?
• 35:47
  Speaker 15: The much flies all right?
• 35:50
  Speaker 12: Y f dry?
• 35:52
  Speaker 31: I should that dry guy? You just sun away when
• 36:04
  Speaker 31: my clime away.
• 36:12
  Speaker 15: Row is conn Actually, our.
• 36:16
  Speaker 31: Chairs track away when Clive well away, So.
• 36:24
  Speaker 15: Cry, o my jazz?
• 36:27
  Speaker 31: Where was now no ray?
• 36:32
  Speaker 16: So pray say why it was.
• 36:37
  Speaker 15: A ray?
• 36:39
  Speaker 32: So that's where you are, joy bro probly so compel
• 36:45
  Speaker 32: the staircase. Our chairs could show away, bow and climb
• 36:52
  Speaker 32: right way to.
• 36:56
  Speaker 20: That.
• 36:56
  Speaker 31: Cry no my jazz, so.
• 37:04
  Speaker 15: Riet giant fash.
• 37:17
  Speaker 29: You see, the whole fun of the situation of a
• 37:19
  Speaker 29: game is that you don't know the outcome, and that's
• 37:22
  Speaker 29: why it's worth playing. Because life really is not the
• 37:28
  Speaker 29: avoidance of death, the constant terror of death, the constant
• 37:31
  Speaker 29: putting it off, constant vigilance that one will not die.
• 37:37
  Speaker 14: That is death. What we call life is.
• 37:42
  Speaker 29: Fundamentally willingness to die. So long as you shake the
• 37:46
  Speaker 29: dice and you don't know how they're going to come
• 37:48
  Speaker 29: out and flip if the game goes on, you see,
• 37:52
  Speaker 29: so long as you take.
• 37:53
  Speaker 30: A chance, well I am the police unless they don't
• 37:59
  Speaker 30: move the way you move your death.
• 38:02
  Speaker 2: And I say I'm dead and I move.
• 38:12
  Speaker 33: A man is made or unmade by himself in the
• 38:18
  Speaker 33: armory of thought. He forges the weapons by which he
• 38:21
  Speaker 33: destroys himself. By the right choice and true application of thought,
• 38:31
  Speaker 33: man ascends.
• 38:32
  Speaker 14: Toward divine perfection.
• 38:36
  Speaker 33: By the abuse and wrong application of thought, he descends below.
• 38:40
  Speaker 14: The level of the beast. As a man thinketh in
• 38:44
  Speaker 14: his heart, so is he.
• 38:49
  Speaker 33: A man is literally what he thinks, his character being
• 38:53
  Speaker 33: the complete sum of all his thoughts. As the plant
• 39:00
  Speaker 33: springs from and could not be without the seed, so
• 39:04
  Speaker 33: the acts of a man spring from the hidden seeds
• 39:06
  Speaker 33: of thought, and could not have appeared without them. Thought
• 39:13
  Speaker 33: in the mind hath made us what we are by thought,
• 39:17
  Speaker 33: was wrought and built. A noble character is not a
• 39:23
  Speaker 33: thing of favor or chance, but is the natural result
• 39:26
  Speaker 33: of continued effort and thought, the effect of long cherished association.
• 39:31
  Speaker 14: With high ideals.
• 39:38
  Speaker 33: Only by much searching and mining are gold and diamonds obtained.
• 39:42
  Speaker 33: And man confine every truth connected with.
• 39:44
  Speaker 14: His being if he will dig deep into the mind
• 39:47
  Speaker 14: of his soul.
• 39:53
  Speaker 33: Disease and health like circumstances are often mooted in thought.
• 40:00
  Speaker 14: Sick thoughts may express themselves through a sick body.
• 40:08
  Speaker 33: Anxiety quickly demoralizes the whole body and lays it open
• 40:11
  Speaker 33: to illness and disease, while evil thoughts, even though they
• 40:15
  Speaker 33: be no more than that, will soon shatter the nervous system.
• 40:32
  Speaker 33: The body is the servant of the mind. At the
• 40:41
  Speaker 33: bidding of evil miserable thoughts, the body may sink rapidly
• 40:45
  Speaker 33: into disease and decay. The body is a sensitive, plastic
• 40:53
  Speaker 33: instrument which responds readily to the thoughts by which it
• 40:57
  Speaker 33: is governed, and habits of thought will produce their own effect,
• 41:00
  Speaker 33: good or.
• 41:00
  Speaker 14: Bad, upon it.
• 41:04
  Speaker 33: Thought is the fount of action, life and manifestation. Make
• 41:09
  Speaker 33: the fountain pure, and the stream of life will flow
• 41:11
  Speaker 33: with greater purity. If you would perfect your body, God
• 41:18
  Speaker 33: your mind. If you would renew your body, beautify your mind.
• 41:24
  Speaker 33: Thoughts of malice in the disappointment dispundency can rob your
• 41:28
  Speaker 33: body of its health and grace. Thoughts of ill will, cynicism, suspicion,
• 41:35
  Speaker 33: and envy is to be confined in a self made
• 41:38
  Speaker 33: prison whole.
• 41:39
  Speaker 14: But to think well of all, to.
• 41:41
  Speaker 33: Be cheerful withal, to patiently learn to find the good
• 41:43
  Speaker 33: in all, is to live in sight of the very
• 41:46
  Speaker 33: portals of heaven, and day by day thoughts of peace
• 41:50
  Speaker 33: or every creature would bring a bounding peace to their possessor.
• 41:57
  Speaker 33: A man's mind may be likened to a garden. If
• 42:00
  Speaker 33: no useful seeds are put into it, then an abundance
• 42:03
  Speaker 33: of useless weed seeds will fall therein and will continue
• 42:07
  Speaker 33: to produce their kind, just as a gardener cultivates his plot,
• 42:14
  Speaker 33: keeping it free from weeds and growing.
• 42:17
  Speaker 14: The flowers and fruits which he requires.
• 42:21
  Speaker 33: By pursuing this process, a man sooner or later discovers
• 42:25
  Speaker 33: that he is the master gardener of his soul, the
• 42:28
  Speaker 33: director of his life. Every man is where he is
• 42:33
  Speaker 33: by the law of his being. The thoughts which he
• 42:36
  Speaker 33: has built into his character have brought him there as
• 42:42
  Speaker 33: an evolving being. Man is where he is that he
• 42:46
  Speaker 33: may learn, that he may grow, And as he learns
• 42:49
  Speaker 33: the lesson which any circumstance contains for him, it passes
• 42:53
  Speaker 33: away and gives place to other circumstances. Is buffeted by
• 43:01
  Speaker 33: circumstances so long as he believes himself to be a
• 43:03
  Speaker 33: creature entirely subject to outside conditions.
• 43:09
  Speaker 14: But when he realizes that he is.
• 43:11
  Speaker 33: A creative power, and that he may command the hidden
• 43:14
  Speaker 33: soil and seeds of his being out of which circumstances grow,
• 43:18
  Speaker 33: he then becomes the rightful master of himself. The soul
• 43:27
  Speaker 33: attracts that which it secretly harbors, that which it loves
• 43:31
  Speaker 33: and also that which it fears. It reaches the height
• 43:37
  Speaker 33: of its cherished aspirations, it falls to the level of
• 43:41
  Speaker 33: its unchastened desires. And circumstances are the means by which
• 43:46
  Speaker 33: the soul receives its own. The outer world of circumstance
• 43:52
  Speaker 33: is shaped by the inner world of thought.
• 43:56
  Speaker 14: Man learns both by suffering and bliss.
• 44:28
  Speaker 34: Thought.
• 44:28
  Speaker 14: The fear, doubt, and indecision crystallize.
• 44:31
  Speaker 33: Into weak, unmanly, and irresolute habits, which solided by in
• 44:35
  Speaker 33: the circumstances of failure. A man should conceive of a
• 44:41
  Speaker 33: worthy purpose in his heart and set out to accomplish it.
• 44:44
  Speaker 33: He should make this purpose the centralizing point of his thoughts.
• 44:48
  Speaker 33: It may take the form of a spiritual ideal, or
• 44:51
  Speaker 33: it may be a worldly object, according to his nature
• 44:53
  Speaker 33: at the time, But whichever it is, he should steadfastly
• 44:57
  Speaker 33: focused his thoughts upon the object which he has set
• 45:00
  Speaker 33: before him. He should make this purpose his supreme duty,
• 45:04
  Speaker 33: and should devote himself to its attainment, not allowing his
• 45:07
  Speaker 33: thoughts to wander away into vague and ephemerale of fancies.
• 45:12
  Speaker 33: For weakness cannot persist in a power evolving universe.
• 45:56
  Speaker 35: So far from less from home. I love from home,
• 46:06
  Speaker 35: I love to baby. So far from Mala, dreams from war,
• 46:19
  Speaker 35: lummings from your.
• 46:23
  Speaker 12: In NASTI me m hm, so far from seeing home.
• 47:07
  Speaker 12: I stand out here alone and I as a skin
• 47:14
  Speaker 12: for two mos, so far from main, free of the bass.
• 47:25
  Speaker 12: That's hard to me the future.
• 47:30
  Speaker 14: I just can't.
• 47:36
  Speaker 36: And if you check my head, please pull me from
• 47:43
  Speaker 36: the overlap and show all me home while get it.
• 47:53
  Speaker 12: Will run side beside no see Chrisoft.
• 48:01
  Speaker 10: Shot shot.
• 49:49
  Speaker 3: If you are going to try go all the way, otherwise,
• 49:54
  Speaker 3: don't even start. If you are going to try go
• 50:00
  Speaker 3: all the way, this could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs,
• 50:10
  Speaker 3: and maybe your mind. Go all the way, it could
• 50:23
  Speaker 3: mean not eating for three or four days. It could
• 50:28
  Speaker 3: mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail.
• 50:35
  Speaker 3: It could mean derision, mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift.
• 50:46
  Speaker 3: All the others are a test of your endurance, of
• 50:49
  Speaker 3: how much you really want to do it, and you
• 50:54
  Speaker 3: do it despite rejection and the worst odds, and it
• 51:00
  Speaker 3: will be better than anything else you can imagine. If
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: you're going to try go all the way, there is
• 51:13
  Speaker 3: no other feeling like that. You will be alone with
• 51:18
  Speaker 3: the gods and the knights will flay him with fire.
• 51:23
  Speaker 3: Do it, do it, do it, do it all the way,
• 51:33
  Speaker 3: all the way. You will ride live straight to perfect laughter.
• 51:42
  Speaker 3: It's the only good fight there is. Your life is
• 51:56
  Speaker 3: your life. Don't let it be loved. And today submission.
• 52:06
  Speaker 3: Beyond the watch. There are ways out. There is a
• 52:12
  Speaker 3: light somewhere. It may not be much light, but it
• 52:19
  Speaker 3: beats the darkness. There is enough treachery, hatred, violence, absurdity
• 52:32
  Speaker 3: in the average human being to supply any given army
• 52:35
  Speaker 3: on any given day. And the best at murderer those
• 52:40
  Speaker 3: who preach against it, and the best at ay to
• 52:43
  Speaker 3: those who preach love, and the best at war. Finally
• 52:47
  Speaker 3: are those who preach peace. Beware the preachers, Beware the knowers.
• 52:54
  Speaker 3: Beware those who are always reading books. Beware those who
• 53:03
  Speaker 3: either detest poverty or are proud of it.
• 53:12
  Speaker 22: Beware those quick to praise that they need praise in return.
• 53:19
  Speaker 22: Beware those who are quit to censor. They're afraid of
• 53:23
  Speaker 22: what they do not know. Beware those who seek constant
• 53:38
  Speaker 22: crowds that they are nothing alone. Beware the average man
• 54:40
  Speaker 22: the average woman. Beware their love. Their love is average,
• 54:45
  Speaker 22: seeks average, but there is genius in their hatred. There
• 54:49
  Speaker 22: is enough genius in their hatred to kill you, to
• 54:52
  Speaker 22: kill anybody. Not wanting solitude, not understanding solitude, they will
• 54:58
  Speaker 22: attempt to destroy anything that differs from their own. Not
• 55:02
  Speaker 22: being able to love fully, they will believe your loving complete,
• 55:06
  Speaker 22: and then they will hate you, and their hatred will
• 55:10
  Speaker 22: be perfect.
• 55:12
  Speaker 14: Their finest start.
• 55:41
  Speaker 15: Hm mm hm.
• 56:09
  Speaker 2: He can't beat death, but he can beat death in
• 56:12
  Speaker 2: life sometimes, and the more often you learn to do it,
• 56:18
  Speaker 2: the more lights there will be. Your life is your life,
• 56:25
  Speaker 2: no it? While you have it, you are marvelous. The
• 56:30
  Speaker 2: God's ways to delight in you.
• 57:05
  Speaker 31: Anything, anything, anything, anything.
• 58:03
  Speaker 37: Sometimes you wake up new world is fallow.
• 58:14
  Speaker 10: Sometimes you.
• 58:17
  Speaker 15: J a night.
• 58:25
  Speaker 37: Sometimes the watch you're love betrayed. Sometimes you find yourself.
• 58:48
  Speaker 15: Like fast fall in a fall.
• 58:51
  Speaker 38: So many times a lost scout.
• 58:58
  Speaker 14: So maybe.
• 59:03
  Speaker 15: Now they yell, no.
• 59:09
  Speaker 10: One thing is ground all ways, die.
• 59:18
  Speaker 15: Die, die as you want to.
• 1:00:04
  Speaker 10: Let us gun Julie about. Sometimes you want to the
• 1:00:15
  Speaker 10: dreg and now your dad. Sometimes we cry our sails.
• 1:00:32
  Speaker 37: Sometimes your sails, my.
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 15: Falls no part.
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 10: So many times a lost down.
• 1:00:54
  Speaker 11: So many a narrow down, that no.
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 15: One thing is a.
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 12: Way.
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 38: Did my night man speaking gone rad you know, sun mine,
• 1:02:26
  Speaker 38: But I dream on Monday, my night man speak to.
• 1:02:36
  Speaker 15: Mine.
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 31: I dream all Monday, my nine fast fall and a ball.
• 1:02:45
  Speaker 10: So when time, it's a long scout. So nowday.
• 1:03:00
  Speaker 34: Says one of the lessons that I've learned in his walk,
• 1:04:33
  Speaker 34: that respect is is the main thing. It's all about respect,
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 34: Respecting you know who you are as a person, Respecting
• 1:04:44
  Speaker 34: the little guy, the little kid, the little girl, the boy,
• 1:04:48
  Speaker 34: the old man, the older woman.
• 1:04:50
  Speaker 10: Mh.
• 1:04:55
  Speaker 34: You know, having the respect for people, and people will
• 1:04:58
  Speaker 34: respect you back.
• 1:04:59
  Speaker 22: Respect is key what it will saying.
• 1:05:03
  Speaker 12: It told me that I'm too much to handle. I've
• 1:05:06
  Speaker 12: got a way to fucking carry it away and say
• 1:05:09
  Speaker 12: much to shape.
• 1:05:11
  Speaker 39: The fuckers had the best and they blew it on
• 1:05:14
  Speaker 39: Lomon circles around the pussies they've made.
• 1:05:20
  Speaker 12: I don't even care.
• 1:05:22
  Speaker 10: From late, and I will never make the mistake flitting.
• 1:05:28
  Speaker 20: Some crooked motherfuckers steal the light from every.
• 1:05:31
  Speaker 12: One of my veins.
• 1:05:33
  Speaker 14: How many times.
• 1:05:37
  Speaker 12: I have to fight to puff.
• 1:05:45
  Speaker 10: As I stand. He can say, like a dye.
• 1:06:24
  Speaker 39: I a closing where I say it's sad right now,
• 1:06:29
  Speaker 39: it's coming, So they move aside and take the place.
• 1:06:32
  Speaker 15: It's It's different ways a place.
• 1:06:36
  Speaker 10: To fucking constant wasn't have a silent it's.
• 1:06:41
  Speaker 31: Locale look alive yard ad it's not an I know.
• 1:06:46
  Speaker 31: It's like R just had it may sil and to
• 1:06:51
  Speaker 31: build them. No, I knows a hearty young you.
• 1:07:03
  Speaker 2: Like anything st.
• 1:07:31
  Speaker 12: Start was.
• 1:07:39
  Speaker 16: Getting.
• 1:07:40
  Speaker 10: Can't tell said, tells.
• 1:08:02
  Speaker 31: Said can't sweat, same as job, said.
• 1:08:12
  Speaker 15: Said can't sweats?
• 1:08:22
  Speaker 10: Same as job?
• 1:08:25
  Speaker 12: What say good?
• 1:08:28
  Speaker 15: Say what.
• 1:08:35
  Speaker 10: CAUs SA job? What loo say good
• 1:08:48
  Speaker 15: H