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- 0:00Chapter nine, Azise fell ill, as he foretold, slightly ill. Three
- 0:09days later he lay abed in his bungalow, pretending to be very ill.
- 0:15It was a touch of fever, which he would have neglected if there was
- 0:19anything important at the hospital. Now and then he groaned and thought he should
- 0:25die, but did not think so for long, and a very little diverted
- 0:31him. It was Sunday, always an equivocal day in the east, and
- 0:38an excuse for slacking. He could hear church bells as he drowsed, both
- 0:44from the civil station and from the missionaries out beyond the slaughter house. Different
- 0:50bells and rung with different intent. For one set was calling firmly to Anglo
- 0:57India, and the other feebly to mankind. He did not object to the
- 1:04first set, the other he ignored. Knowing their inefficiency. Old mister Greysford
- 1:12and young mister Soorley made converts dirring a famine because they distributed food. But
- 1:19when times improved they were naturally left alone again, And though surprised and aggrieved
- 1:26each time this happened, they never learnt wisdom. No Englishman understands us except
- 1:34mister Fielding, He thought, But how shall I see him again. If
- 1:41he entered this room, the disgrace of it would kill me. He called
- 1:47to Hassan to clear up. But Hassan, who was testing his wages by
- 1:52ringing them on the step of the veranda, found it possible not to hear
- 1:57him heard and didn't hear, just as Aziz had called and hadn't called.
- 2:07That's India all over, How like us there we are. He dozed again,
- 2:15and his thoughts wandered over the varied surface of life. Gradually they studied
- 2:22upon a certain spot, the bottomless pit according to missionaries, but he had
- 2:29never regarded it as more than a dimple. Yes, he did want to
- 2:34spend an evening with some girls singing and all that, the vague jollity that
- 2:40would culminate in voluptuousness. Yes, that was what he did want. How
- 2:47could it be managed? If Major Calendar had been an Indian, he would
- 2:53have remembered what young men are and granted two or three days leave to Calcutta
- 3:00without asking questions. But the Major assumed either that his subordinates were made of
- 3:06ice, or that they repaired to the Chandra poor bazaars, disgusting ideas both.
- 3:14It was only mister fielding, who Hasan, The servant came running.
- 3:22Look at those flies, brother, and he pointed to the horrible mass that
- 3:28hung from the ceiling. The nucleus was a wire which had been inserted as
- 3:32an homage to electricity. Electricity had paid no attention, and a colony of
- 3:39eye flies had come instead and blackened the coils with their bodies. Huzur,
- 3:47those are flies. Good, good, they are excellent. But why have
- 3:54I called you to drive them elsewhere? Said Hasan, After painful thought.
- 4:01Driven elsewhere, they always return. Uzor, you must make some arrangement against
- 4:10flies. That is why you are my servant, said Azziz gently. Hasan
- 4:16would call the little boy to borrow the step ladder from mammud Ali's house.
- 4:21He would order the cook to light the primus stove and eat water. He
- 4:27would personally ascend the steps with a bucket in his arms and dip the end
- 4:32of the coil into it. Good, very good. Now what have you
- 4:38to do? Kill flies? Good? Do it? Hasan withdrew the plan
- 4:46almost lodged in his head, and began to look for the little boy.
- 4:53Not finding him, his steps grew slower, and he stole back to his
- 4:58post on the Veranda, but did not go on testing his rupees in case
- 5:02his master heard them. Clink on twittered the Sunday bells. The East had
- 5:11returned to the East via the suburbs of England and had become ridiculous. During
- 5:17the detour, Aziz continued to think about beautiful women. His mind here was
- 5:25hard and direct, though not brutal. He had learnt all he needed concerning
- 5:30his own constitution many years ago, thanks to the social order into which he
- 5:36had been born, and when he came to study medicine, he was repelled
- 5:42by the pedantry and fuss with which Europe tabulates the facts of sex. Science
- 5:49seemed to discuss everything from the wrong end. It didn't interpret his experiences when
- 5:56he found them in a German manual, because by being there they ceased to
- 6:02be his experiences. What he had been told by his father or mother,
- 6:09or had picked up from servants. It was information of that sort that he
- 6:14found useful and handed on as occasion, offered to others. But he must
- 6:20not bring any disgrace on his children by some silly escapade. Imagine if it
- 6:28got about that he was not respectable. His professional position too must be considered.
- 6:34Whatever major Calendar thought. Aziz upheld the proprieties, though he did not
- 6:41invest them with any moral halo, and it was here that he chiefly differed
- 6:46from an Englishman. His conventions were social. There is no harm in deceiving
- 6:53society as long as she does not find you out, because it is only
- 6:59when she finds you out that you have armed her. She is not like
- 7:02a friend or God, who are injured by the mere existence of unfaithfulness.
- 7:11Quite clear about this, he meditated what type of lie he should tell to
- 7:15get away to Calcutta, and had thought of a man there who could be
- 7:20trusted to send him a wire and a letter that he could show too,
- 7:25Major Calendar. When the noise of wheels was heard in his compound, someone
- 7:30had called to inquire. The thoughts of sympathy increased his fever, and with
- 7:36a sincere groan, he wrapped himself in his quilt. Aziz, my dear
- 7:43fellow, we are greatly concerned, said Hamidula's voice, one, two,
- 7:49three, four bumps, as people sat down upon his bed. When a
- 7:56doctor falls ill, it is a serious matter, said the voice of mister
- 8:00Zayd Mohammed, the assistant engineer. When an engineer falls ill. It is
- 8:07equally important, said the voice of mister Hawk, a police inspector. Oh
- 8:13yes, we are all jolly important. Our salaries prove it. Doctor Aziz
- 8:20took tea with our principle last Thursday afternoon, piped Rafi, the engineer's nephew.
- 8:26Professor Gudbullet, who also attended, has sickened two, which seems rather
- 8:31a curious thing, Sir, does it not? Flames of suspicion leapt up
- 8:39in the breast of each man. Hambug, exclaimed Hamidullah in authoritative tones,
- 8:46quenching them. Hambug most certainly echoed the others, ashamed of themselves. The
- 8:54wicked schoolboy, having failed to start a scandal, lost confidence and stood up
- 9:01with his back to the wall. Is Professor godbulah Ill inquired Azziz, penetrated
- 9:07by the news, I am sincerely sorry, intelligent and compassionate. His face
- 9:16peeped out of the bright crimson folds of the quilt. How do you do,
- 9:20mister sayed Mohammed, mister Hawk, how very kind of you to inquire
- 9:26after my health? How do you do, Hamdullah? But you bring me
- 9:31bad news? What is wrong with him? The excellent fellow? Why don't
- 9:35you answer, Rafi, you're the great authority, said his uncle. Yes,
- 9:41Rafi's the great man, said Hamidula, rubbing it in. Rafi is
- 9:48the sherlock Holmes of chandrapor speak up, Rafi less than the dust. The
- 9:54schoolboy murmured the word diarrhea, but took courage as soon as it had been
- 10:01uttered, for it improved his position. Flames of suspicion shot up again in
- 10:07the breasts of his elders, though in a different direction. Could what was
- 10:13called diarrhea really be an early case of cholera? If this is so,
- 10:20this is a very serious thing. This is scarcely the end of March.
- 10:26Why have I not been informed? Cried Aziz. Doctor Panalal attends him,
- 10:31Sir, Oh, yes, both Hindus, there we have it. They
- 10:39hang together like flies and keep everything dark. Rafi, come here, sit
- 10:43down, tell me all the details. Is there vomiting also? Oh?
- 10:48Yes, indeed, Sir, and the serious pains that settles it. In
- 10:56twenty four hours he will be dead everybody. He looked and felt shocked.
- 11:03But Professor Goudbalay had diminished his appeal by linking himself with a co religionist.
- 11:09He moved them less than when he had appeared as a suffering individual. Before
- 11:16long they began to condemn him as a source of infection. All illness proceeds
- 11:24from Hindus. Mister Hawk said, mister Sayed Muhammad had visited religious fairs at
- 11:31Allahabad and at Ujain and described them with biting scorn. At Allahabad there was
- 11:39flowing water which carried impurities away. But at Ujain, the little rivers Sibra
- 11:45was banked up and thousands of bathers deposited their germs in the pool. He
- 11:52spoke with disgust of the hot sun, the kao dung and marigold flowers,
- 11:58and the encampment of Sadu. Some of whom strode struck naked through the streets,
- 12:03asked what was the name of the chief Idol at Ujayin. He replied
- 12:09that he did not know. He had disdained to enquire. He really could
- 12:15not waste his time over such trivialities. His outburst took some time, and
- 12:22in his excitement he fell into Punjabi. He came from that side and was
- 12:28unintelligible. Aziz liked to hear his religion, praised. It soothed the surface
- 12:35of his mind. And allowed beautiful images to form beneath. When the engineer's
- 12:41noisy tirade was finished, he said, that is exactly my own view.
- 12:48He held up his hand, palm outward. His eyes began to glow,
- 12:54his heart to fill with tenderness. Issuing still farther from his quilt, he
- 13:01recited a poem by Ghalib. It had no connection with anything that had gone
- 13:07before, but it came from his heart and spoke to theirs. They were
- 13:13overwhelmed by its pathos. Pathos, they agreed, is the highest quality in
- 13:20art. A poem should touch the hearer with a sense of his own weakness,
- 13:26and should institute some comparison between mankind and flowers. The squalid bedroom grew
- 13:35quiet. The silly intrigues, the gossip, the shallow discontent were still,
- 13:41while words accepted as immortal filled the indifferent air. Not as a call to
- 13:46battle, but as a calm assurance came the feeling that India was one Moslem
- 13:56always had been an assurance that lasted until they looked out of the door.
- 14:03Whatever Ghalib had felt, he had and he outlived in India, and this
- 14:07consolidated it for them. He had gone with his own tulips and roses,
- 14:13but tulips and roses do not go. And the sister kingdoms of the North
- 14:20Arabia, Persia, Ergana, Turkistan stretched out their hands as he sang sadly
- 14:30because all beauty is sad, and greeted ridiculous chandrapur where every street and house
- 14:37was divided against itself, and told her that she was a continent and a
- 14:43unity. Of the company. Only Hamidullah had any comprehension of poetry. The
- 14:52minds of the others were inferior and rough, yet they listened with pleasure because
- 14:58literature had not been divorced from their civilization. The police inspector, for instance,
- 15:07did not feel that Uzziz had degraded himself by reciting nor break into the
- 15:13cheery guffaw with which an Englishman averts the infection of beauty. He just sat
- 15:20with his mind empty, and when his thoughts, which were mainly ignoble,
- 15:26flowed back into it, they had a pleasant freshness. The poem had done
- 15:33no good to anyone, but it was a passing reminder, a breath from
- 15:39the divine lips of beauty, a nightingale between two worlds of dust less explicit
- 15:48than the call to Krishna. It voiced our loneliness. Nevertheless, our isolation,
- 15:54our need for the friend who never comes yet is not entirely disproved,
- 16:03Aziz. It left thinking about women again, but in a different way,
- 16:08less definite, more intense. Sometimes poetry had this effect on him. Sometimes
- 16:17it only increased his local desires, and he never knew beforehand which effect would
- 16:22ensue. He could discover no rule for this, or for anything else in
- 16:29life. Hamidullah had called in on his way to a worrying committee of notables
- 16:36nationalist in tendency, where Hindus Moslems to seeks to parses a Jain and a
- 16:45native Christian tried to like one another more than came natural to them. As
- 16:51long as someone abused the English, all went well, but nothing constructive had
- 16:56been achieved, and if the English were to leave India, the committee would
- 17:02vanish. Also. He was glad that Aziz, whom he loved and whose
- 17:07family was connected with his own, took no interest in politics, which ruined
- 17:14the character and career. Yet nothing can be achieved without them. He thought
- 17:19of Cambridge sadly, as of another poem that had ended, how happy he
- 17:26had been there twenty years ago, politics had not mattered in mister and missus
- 17:33Banister's rectory. There, games, work and pleasant society had interwoven and appeared
- 17:41to be sufficient substructure for a national life. Here all was wire pulling and
- 17:48fear Mesieus, said Muhammad and hak He couldn't even trust them, although they
- 17:56had come in his carriage, and the school boy was a scorpion bending down,
- 18:03he said Azziz Azziz, my dear boy, we must be going.
- 18:08We are already late. Get well quickly, for I do not know what
- 18:14our little circle would do without you. I shall not forget those affectionate words,
- 18:21replied Aziz. Add mine to them, said the engineer. Thank you,
- 18:26mister sayed Mohammed. I will and mine, and Sir accept mine,
- 18:33cried The others stirred, each according to his capacity towards goodwill. Little ineffectual,
- 18:41unquenchable flames which Hassan had run for into the bazaar, and Azziz drank
- 18:47a cup of spiced milk. Presently there was the sound of another carriage.
- 18:52Doctor Panalal had arrived, driven by a horrid mister ramchand the atmosphere of the
- 19:00sick room was at once re established, and the invalid retired under his quilt.
- 19:07Gentlemen, you will excuse me. I have come to inquire by Major
- 19:11Calender's orders, said the Hindu, nervous of the den of fanatics into which
- 19:18his curiosity had called him. Here he lies, said Hamadullah, indicating the
- 19:23prostrate form Doctor Aziz. Doctor Aziz, I come to inquire. Aziz presented
- 19:32an expressionless face to the thermometer. Your hand also, please. He took
- 19:38it, gazed at the flies on the ceiling, and finally announced some temperature.
- 19:45I think not much, said Ramchand, desirous of fomenting trouble some he
- 19:53should remain in bed, repeated Doctor Panelal, and shook the thermometer down so
- 20:00that its altitude remained forever unknown. He loathed his young colleague since the disasters
- 20:08with Dapple, and he would have liked to do him a bad turn and
- 20:14report to Major Calendar that he was shamming. But he might want a day
- 20:19in bed himself soon. Besides, though Major Calendar always believed the worst of
- 20:26natives, he never believed them when they carried tales about one another. Sympathy
- 20:33seemed the safer course. How is stomach? He inquired, how had and
- 20:41catching sight of the empty cup, he recommended a milk diet. This is
- 20:47a great relief to us. It is very good of you to call doctor
- 20:51Saib, said Namidula, buttering him up a bit. It is only my
- 20:56duty. We know how busy you are, yes, that is true,
- 21:03and how much illness there is in the city. The doctor suspected a trap
- 21:08in this remark. If he admitted that there was or was not illness,
- 21:15either statement might be used against him. There is always illness, he replied,
- 21:22and I am always busy. It is a doctor's nature. He has
- 21:27not a minute. He is due double sharp at Government College now, said
- 21:33rom John. You attend Professor Goudboullet there. Perhaps the doctor looked professional and
- 21:41was silent. We hope his diarrhea is ceasing. He progresses, but not
- 21:48from diarrhea. We are in some anxiety over him. He and doctor Ruzzi's
- 21:56are great friends. If you could tell us the name of his complaint,
- 22:00we should be grateful to you. After a cautious pause, he said,
- 22:07hemorrhoids. And so much, my dear Raffi for your cholera, hooted Aziz,
- 22:15unable to restrain himself, cholera, cholera? What next? What now?
- 22:22Cried the doctor, greatly fussed. Who spreads such untrue reports about my
- 22:29patients? Honidula pointed to the culprit. Ah hear cholera, I hear lubonic
- 22:37plague. I hear every species of lie. Where will it end? I
- 22:41ask myself? Sometimes this city is full of misstatements, and the originators of
- 22:48them ought to be discovered and punished authoritatively. RAFFI, do you hear that?
- 22:56Now? Why do you stuff us up with all this humbug? The
- 23:00schoolboy murmured that another boy had told him also that the bad English grammar the
- 23:07government obliged them to use often gave the wrong meaning for words, and so
- 23:14led scholars into mistakes. That is no reason you should bring a charge against
- 23:18a doctor, said Ramchand exactly exactly, agreed Hamdullah, anxious to avoid an
- 23:29unpleasantness, quarrels spread so quickly and so far, and Mesieu sayed Mohammed,
- 23:36and Huk looked cross and ready to fly out. You must apologize properly,
- 23:42RAFFI. I can't see your uncle wishes it, he said, You have
- 23:48not yet said that you are sorry for the trouble. You have caused this,
- 23:52gentleman by your carelessness. It is only a boy, said doctor Panellal
- 23:57appeased. Even boys must learn, said Ramchand your own son failing to pass
- 24:06the lowest standard, I think, said sayed Mohammed. Suddenly, Oh indeed,
- 24:11oh yes, Perhaps he has not the advantage of a relative in the
- 24:18prosperity printing press, nor you the advantage of conducting their cases in the courts.
- 24:25Any longer their voices rose, they attacked one another with obscure allusions and
- 24:32had a silly quarrel. Amidullah and the doctor tried to make peace between them.
- 24:37In the midst of the din, some one said, I say,
- 24:42is he ill? Or isn't he ill? Mister Fielding had entered unobserved.
- 24:49All rose to their feet and hassan to do an Englishman honor. Struck with
- 24:56a sugarcane at the coil of flies, Aziz said, sit down, coldly,
- 25:03what a room, what a meeting? Squalor and ugly talk? The
- 25:08floor strewn with fragments of cane and nuts, and spotted with ink, the
- 25:15pictures crooked upon the dirty walls. No punka, He hadn't meant to live
- 25:22like this. Or among these third rate people, And in his confusion he
- 25:27thought only of the insignificant Ruffi, whom he had laughed at and allowed to
- 25:33be teased. The boy must be sent away happy, or hospitality would have
- 25:38failed along the whole line. It is good of you, mister Fielding,
- 25:44to condescend to visit our friend, said the police inspector. We are touched
- 25:49by this great kindness. Don't talk to him like that. He doesn't want
- 25:56it, and he doesn't want three chairs. He's not three. Englishman,
- 26:00he flashed, Rafi, come here, sit down again. I'm delighted you
- 26:06could come with mister Hamdullah, my dear boy. It will help me to
- 26:10recover seeing you forgive my mistakes, said Rafi to consolidate himself. Well are
- 26:18you ill as these or aren't you? Fielding repeated, and no doubt Major
- 26:25Calendar has told you that I am shamming? Well are you? The company
- 26:30laughed, friendly and pleased an Englishman at his best, They thought, so
- 26:37genial. Enquire from doctor Panalal you're sure I don't tire you by stopping?
- 26:45Why no, there are six people present in my small room already. Please
- 26:51remain seated, if you will excuse the informality, He turned away and continued
- 26:56to address Rafi, who was terrified at the arrival of his principle. Remembered
- 27:03that he had tried to spread slander about him and yearned to get away.
- 27:11He is ill and he is not ill, said Hamidullah, offering a cigarette.
- 27:17And I suppose that most of us are in that same case, Fielding
- 27:22agreed. He and the pleasant, sensitive barrister got on well. They were
- 27:29fairly intimate and beginning to trust each other. The whole world looks to be
- 27:36dying. Still it doesn't die, so we must assume the existence of a
- 27:41beneficent providence. Oh that is true? How true? Said the policeman,
- 27:48thinking religion had been praised. Does mister Fielding think it's true? Think which
- 27:56true? The world isn't dying, I'm certain of that. No, No,
- 28:00the existence of providence. Well, I don't believe in providence. But
- 28:08now then, can you believe in God? Asked sayed Mohammed. I don't
- 28:15believe in God. A tiny movement as of I told you so, passed
- 28:22round the company, and Aziz looked up for an instant scandalized. Is it
- 28:29correct that most are atheists in England? Now? Hamidula inquired, the educated,
- 28:37thoughtful people, I should say so, though they don't like the name.
- 28:41The truth is that the West doesn't bother much over belief and disbelief.
- 28:48In these days. Fifty years ago, or even when you and I were
- 28:52young, much more fuss was made and does not morality also decline? It
- 29:00depends on what you call. Yes, yes, I suppose morality does decline.
- 29:08Excuse the question. But if this is the case, how is England
- 29:14justified in holding India? There? They were politics again, It's a question
- 29:22I can't get my mind onto, he replied. I'm out here personally because
- 29:29I needed a job. I cannot tell you why England is here or whether
- 29:33she ought to be here. It's beyond me. Well qualified Indians also need
- 29:41jobs in the educational I guess they do. I got in first, said
- 29:47Fielding, smiling, And then excuse me again, is it fair an Englishmen
- 29:53should occupy one when Indians are available? Of course I'm nothing personally. Personally,
- 30:02we are delighted you should be here, and we benefit greatly by this
- 30:06frank talk. There is only one answer to a conversation of this type.
- 30:12England holds India for her own good yet Fielding was disinclined to give it.
- 30:21The zeal for honesty had eaten him up. He said, I'm delighted to
- 30:26be here too. That's my answer. There's my only excuse. I can't
- 30:33tell you anything about fairness. I mayn't have been fair. It mayn't have
- 30:40been fair. I should have been born. I take up some other fellow's
- 30:45air, don't I. Whenever I breathe still, I'm glad it's happened,
- 30:49and I'm glad I'm out here. However, big a bad nash one is
- 30:56if one's happy in consequence, that is some justific The Indians were bewildered.
- 31:03The line of thought was not alien to them, but the words were too
- 31:07definite and bleak unless a sentence paid a few compliments to justice and morality in
- 31:15passing its grammar wounded their ears and paralyzed their minds. What they said and
- 31:25what they felt were, except in the case of affection, seldom the same.
- 31:32They had numerous mental conventions, and when these were flouted, they found
- 31:37it very difficult to function. Amidullah bore up best. And those Englishmen who
- 31:44are not delighted to be in India, have they no excuse he asked,
- 31:51none shuck them out. It may be difficult to separate them from the rest.
- 31:57He laughed. Worse than difficult, wrong, said mister Ramchand no Indian
- 32:06gentleman approves chucking out as a proper thing. Here we differ from those other
- 32:12nations. We are so spiritual. Oh that is true? How true?
- 32:19Said the police inspector. Is it true, mister rock, I don't consider
- 32:24us spiritual. We can't coordinate. We can't coordinate. It only comes to
- 32:30that we can't keep engagements, we can't catch trains. What more than this
- 32:38is the so called spirituality of India. You and I ought to be at
- 32:45the Committee of notables. We are not. Our friend doctor Law ought to
- 32:51be with his patience, he isn't. So we go on, and so
- 32:57we shall continue to go on. I think until the end of time.
- 33:01It is not the end of time. It is scarcely ten thirty ha ha,
- 33:07cried doctor Panalal, who was again in confident. Moon, gentlemen,
- 33:13if I may be allowed to say a few words, what an interesting talk.
- 33:17Also, thankfulness and gratitude to mister Fielding in the first place, teaches
- 33:23our sons and gives them all the great benefits of his experience and judgment.
- 33:30Doctor Lal, Doctor Aziz, you sit on my leg, I beg pardon,
- 33:37but some might say your leg kicks come along. We tire the invalid
- 33:44in either case, said Fielding, and they filed out for Mohammedans, two
- 33:51Hindus and the Englishman. They stood on the verandah while their conveyances were summoned
- 33:57out of various patches of shade. Aziz has a high opinion of you.
- 34:04He only did not speak because of his illness. I quite understand, said
- 34:10Fielding, who was rather disappointed with his call the club. Comment making himself
- 34:17cheap as usual passed through his mind. He couldn't even get his horse brought
- 34:24up. He had liked Aziz so much at their first meeting, and had
- 34:30hoped for developments and of Chapter nine