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The Darkness in Hollywood and The Process of Awakening with Ali Levine Part 1 · Reclaiming Consciousness

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  SPEAKER_00: Welcome to Reclaiming Consciousness.
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  SPEAKER_00: My name is Elise Bassine, spiritual mentor, breathwork practitioner, and owner and CEO of Elise Breeds.
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  SPEAKER_00: For many years, our consciousness has been hijacked by societal and cultural programming, religion, the media, and familial and ancestral trauma.
• 0:21
  SPEAKER_00: Right now, during this epic time in history, people are waking up, realizing who they really are, and reclaiming the pieces of their consciousness that they unknowingly gave away.
• 0:33
  SPEAKER_00: This podcast is an exploration of how so many spectacular humans are leading the way in exiting the matrix and reclaiming who they really are and what they're capable of.
• 0:44
  SPEAKER_00: In this show, you'll meet exceptional people who are paving the way in raising consciousness and creating a new way of living on this earth.
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  SPEAKER_00: Get ready to go deep.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now let's dive in.
• 1:00
  SPEAKER_00: Hi everyone.
• 1:01
  SPEAKER_00: Welcome back to Reclaiming Consciousness.
• 1:03
  SPEAKER_00: I am so excited for this week's guest.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I know I say that every week, but this episode is truly epic.
• 1:09
  SPEAKER_00: We talked for so long that we had to split this into two episodes.
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  SPEAKER_00: So the first one will come out today, the next one will come out next week.
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  SPEAKER_00: But this week I'm chatting with Allie Levine, who's a celebrity stylist and amazing, spiritually awake woman, super inspiring.
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  SPEAKER_00: And she shares about her story, her journey as a stylist in Hollywood and how she had her spiritual awakening.
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  SPEAKER_00: And we go really deep here.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, I'm sure most of you are aware that Hollywood can definitely be a dark place, and there's definitely a lot of darkness there.
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  SPEAKER_00: And Allie shares about her experiences and her perspective on that and what she saw and what she witnessed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And some of what she shares may blow your mind, but it's super interesting and everything we talk about is really, really fun and really inspiring and really deep.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I know you guys are gonna love it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And also don't forget when you are feeling the pull to have a complete transformation in your life and start living in a completely new reality where manifestation becomes easy and your dreams start to come true, then reach out to me so we can chat about the best way to work together.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sending you guys so much love.
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  SPEAKER_00: Enjoy the episode.
• 2:36
  SPEAKER_00: Hi everyone, and welcome back to Reclaiming Consciousness.
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  SPEAKER_00: I am so excited to be here today with this guest.
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  SPEAKER_00: So today with us is Allie Levine.
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  SPEAKER_00: And Allie is a celebrity stylist, a motherhood fashion and lifestyle expert.
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  SPEAKER_00: Allie has styled celebrities like Jesse McCartney and Lisa Vanderpump.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that just got me so excited because I've been like such a long time Vanderpump Rules fan, even though the show got kind of bad.
• 3:06
  SPEAKER_00: And after the arrival of her first child, her daughter, Allie just embraced the role of mom preneur and mommy influencer.
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  SPEAKER_00: And now she's a mom of two and shares the real raw truth of motherhood.
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  SPEAKER_00: And so much more.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm not going to read your whole bio, but I just wanted to touch on a few things.
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  SPEAKER_00: But when I first met Allie, we just became instant friends.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm so excited for this conversation.
• 3:30
  SPEAKER_00: And welcome to the show.
• 3:31
  SPEAKER_01: Thanks so much for having me.
• 3:33
  SPEAKER_01: I'm excited to be here too.
• 3:34
  SPEAKER_01: I was laughing when you're like made a front rules.
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  SPEAKER_01: I think everybody had their moment before the show kind of got wont wont.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh my God.
• 3:43
  SPEAKER_00: I know.
• 3:43
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I like watched it when it first came out because I watched the real housewives.
• 3:47
  SPEAKER_01: So like I think they like did one of those things where they went right into it from the most people got into it because it was like they went from like what was happening in housewives to like you literally like walked into the restaurant and there was very different roles.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 4:02
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, exactly.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I worked in restaurants for so long.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when I first saw the show, I was like, oh my God, this used to be my life.
• 4:09
  SPEAKER_00: And I was so into it.
• 4:11
  SPEAKER_00: But in the last couple, well, really this season, I think it's just really gone downhill, sadly.
• 4:17
  SPEAKER_01: But well, I guess that's what happens when cancel culture rolls in.
• 4:20
  SPEAKER_01: You lose your main villains, you lose your main characters, you lose, you know, the storylines.
• 4:25
  SPEAKER_01: I mean, like, let's be real, as much as it's reality and it's the real life, like they're still creating a story around them, they're still fueling drama, they're still doing all these different things.
• 4:34
  SPEAKER_01: And when you take out these different villains and key pieces and kind of like the way this all comes together, like, what do you expect?
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  SPEAKER_01: It's not gonna stand on its own, even though you still have like good people on the show.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I wasn't surprised to kind of see that it sadly went downhill.
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  SPEAKER_01: I also very much enjoyed watching it, even though I styled most people on it, and I would always laugh because I'd be like, here I am, like watching it, which I wouldn't normally do when I would work with people, but like I really love the show and I actually am like friends with you, the girls.
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  SPEAKER_01: So it was like, okay, I actually really enjoyed doing this and watching this.
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  SPEAKER_01: And it was funny, like season two and season three, they featured me a few times when I was on set styling, and it was like hilarious because I didn't expect to be like featured at all.
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  SPEAKER_01: I was just like on set dressing them, like my job, and like all of a sudden I'd be watching an episode and be like, oh Lord, there I am.
• 5:24
  SPEAKER_01: And it was like hysterical, and like there'd be like something going on drama-wise, and like there I was in the background, like running around, changing someone, getting wardrobe.
• 5:32
  SPEAKER_01: Like it was just really funny.
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  SPEAKER_01: So I always laugh when people are like, Oh my god, Van Brolls, because I've also been a fan since the beginning, even though I also worked on it.
• 5:40
  SPEAKER_00: That's so funny.
• 5:42
  SPEAKER_00: I'm gonna have to go back and watch and see.
• 5:44
  SPEAKER_01: Oh no, please don't.
• 5:47
  SPEAKER_01: I think like I think I want to say it was like season two.
• 5:50
  SPEAKER_01: I'm like, it was Ariana and uh Tom, and they had a photo shoot, and I was like running back and forth because like the photographer Isaac is my friend was like yelling and was like, more wind, more this, more that.
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  SPEAKER_01: And I was like just running chaotically.
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  SPEAKER_01: All you see is me running in these like huge black, clunky Versace boots, like of an asshole running back and forth, getting the wind more, getting the dress up more, making more happen, more drama.
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  SPEAKER_01: Like, oh my God, it's like cringe worthy to watch.
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  SPEAKER_00: Oh my God.
• 6:17
  SPEAKER_00: Well, I love that you mentioned that because that kind of like leads me right into kind of my first question for you.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: Can you like take us through a little bit of the story of like how you went from that life to the life you had now, like the celebrity stylist like Hollywood life?
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  SPEAKER_00: And what was that?
• 6:39
  SPEAKER_00: And what was that like for you?
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  SPEAKER_00: And then how you ended up where you are now.
• 6:43
  SPEAKER_00: Wow.
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  SPEAKER_00: Okay.
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  SPEAKER_01: Um that's a lot.
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, let's see.
• 6:48
  SPEAKER_01: So um, well, starting from like the beginning.
• 6:51
  SPEAKER_01: So those that don't know me, I'm originally from New York, which is why I think Elise and I like immediately were like besties when we talked, because it's like, oh, there's just like East Coast vibes.
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  SPEAKER_01: Totally.
• 7:02
  SPEAKER_01: I always tell everyone, I'm like, you can take the girl out of New York, but you can't take New York out of the girl.
• 7:06
  SPEAKER_01: And let's be real, I'm pretty sure your audience isn't gonna be offended by this, but like the New York that was the non-totality New York it is now, and you know, uh like psychones of what's going on.
• 7:17
  SPEAKER_01: I'm talking like real New York years ago when it was just the most amazing place to be.
• 7:22
  SPEAKER_01: Sadly breaks my heart what's going on in New York right now.
• 7:24
  SPEAKER_01: But I have always loved New York.
• 7:26
  SPEAKER_01: And so I've always loved fashion, I've always been around it.
• 7:28
  SPEAKER_01: And so, anyways, you know, born and raised in New York, and then I moved to uh California.
• 7:33
  SPEAKER_01: I started working in the entertainment industry after leaving the corporate design and uh retail world and realizing I wanted more than like the nine to five office scene, and I was also over doing like the retail 18-hour scene.
• 7:46
  SPEAKER_01: I was trying to kind of figure out like what was that next step.
• 7:49
  SPEAKER_01: The stock market crashed, and it was kind of like the universe was like boom, now you get to figure it out because I had no job and it was like start over.
• 7:58
  SPEAKER_01: And so then that was when I started looking into people and entertainment, and I really had no clue what I was doing.
• 8:04
  SPEAKER_01: And I reached out to different friends and family, as I have some in the industry, and I said, Hey, you know, what could I do to even like learn?
• 8:11
  SPEAKER_01: And so I started like doing random internships in New York City for like Jessica Simpson and Nick Nick Boshe dating myself.
• 8:19
  SPEAKER_01: Remember when they were dating?
• 8:21
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, oh my God, and they had a show, yes, and that was what I helped work on.
• 8:26
  SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, that's so like really dating myself right now.
• 8:30
  SPEAKER_01: So I worked on that and I worked on 30 Rock and like a bunch of other kind of just random shows all over the city.
• 8:37
  SPEAKER_01: And that was then like I started realizing, okay, I really like this fast-paced lifestyle.
• 8:42
  SPEAKER_01: I wanted to figure out more of what I could do.
• 8:44
  SPEAKER_01: And that's when I got an interview with the great and amazing, and I would say, I guess, beautifully insane Oliver Stone.
• 8:52
  SPEAKER_01: And he was like my first big boss.
• 8:54
  SPEAKER_01: And uh, he told me his team and himself were like, you're gonna be, you know, our PA, aka bitch on this movie.
• 9:02
  SPEAKER_01: And so anyone that like knows entertainment knows like you do not like just jump in and like start being a big wig, like you are whoever's bitch, you're doing whatever they need.
• 9:12
  SPEAKER_01: It is like devil wears prada, but way more dramatic.
• 9:17
  SPEAKER_01: And you're just doing whatever someone needs because that is your job.
• 9:20
  SPEAKER_01: So I was doing, you know, coffee, donuts, scripts, you know, you name it, running around, whatever it was.
• 9:26
  SPEAKER_01: And then after quite some time, Oliver Stone was pretty amazing.
• 9:30
  SPEAKER_01: And he was like, I know you want to do fashion, and you come from the fashion background.
• 9:33
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I'm gonna introduce you to the costume team.
• 9:36
  SPEAKER_01: So then fast forward, I meet Ellen Miražnik, who's a famous costume designer.
• 9:40
  SPEAKER_01: She's like one of the best in Hollywood.
• 9:42
  SPEAKER_01: And I meet her in New York and I start working for her on this movie, Wall Street Money Never Sleeps.
• 9:48
  SPEAKER_01: And, you know, I'm on this movie and she starts like running me around and just kind of taking me in all these like random meetings and fittings.
• 9:55
  SPEAKER_01: And even though I'm not really doing anything, I'm getting to like really experience and just kind of do whatever she needed, whether it was like handing her a pin or going to get her lunch or whatever.
• 10:04
  SPEAKER_01: So then, you know, after doing that, I started networking and I got on a few more shows in New York and did a few more movies.
• 10:12
  SPEAKER_01: And then I got asked to go to Atlanta and I worked on the movie Big Mama's House with Martin Lawrence.
• 10:18
  SPEAKER_01: And I really worked my, I mean, not to say I didn't work my ass up on the other shows, but this was like kind of like a big step going from New York to Atlanta and being asked to kind of step up in my role of costume.
• 10:30
  SPEAKER_01: So I like really showed up for my job and people noticed.
• 10:34
  SPEAKER_01: And I started getting asked to like, you know, what do you want to be doing and what are you looking to do?
• 10:39
  SPEAKER_01: And I honestly didn't know um because I was kind of on this whirlwind ride of like I went from having no job to being thrown in this industry to trying it, to being really almost on a high when doing it, but not really knowing where I was going.
• 10:52
  SPEAKER_01: And so I just kind of kept staying on this wild roller coaster.
• 10:56
  SPEAKER_01: And um, in Atlanta, I met the team there from the costume team and they were amazing.
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_01: And they said, Hey, would you want to go to LA?
• 11:05
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Well, I'm originally from New York, so like I don't know if I'm gonna go to a Los Angeles, like I'm not a West Coast girl.
• 11:12
  SPEAKER_01: And they were like, Well, it's really where you'd want to be when it comes to costume and all that.
• 11:18
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, yeah, New York is great, but like really you want to be in LA.
• 11:22
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, I think for anyone listening, if you've ever had someone turn to you and not only give you advice, but also say, I will essentially pave you away and I will help you get started.
• 11:33
  SPEAKER_01: It's kind of hard to say no to that.
• 11:35
  SPEAKER_01: You feel this like yes inside of you, and you're like, Yeah, okay, let's do it, even though I have no fucking clue how I'm gonna do this.
• 11:42
  SPEAKER_01: So I just remember like I called my boyfriend, who's now my husband, Justin, and I said, Hey, I'm gonna move to LA.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_01: And he was like, What?
• 11:51
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, Yeah, I got this opportunity and I, you know, I want to take it.
• 11:56
  SPEAKER_01: And he like had just come to visit me in Atlanta, and we were like getting serious, and he was like, Um, I'll go with you.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Oh, okay, never expected that to happen.
• 12:07
  SPEAKER_01: And so off to LA we went.
• 12:09
  SPEAKER_01: And fast forward, you know, I started working with them on different movies.
• 12:13
  SPEAKER_01: And after a little bit of working on these movies and shows and productions, I started like losing my creative drive.
• 12:21
  SPEAKER_01: I started realizing like I wasn't feeling fulfilled the way I was when I was working on my first movies, and I was trying to figure out why.
• 12:30
  SPEAKER_01: And then I realized like costume just wasn't creative enough for me, which is like kind of hilarious to say out loud because costume is so intense with creativity and like so much to put together.
• 12:41
  SPEAKER_01: But I think it just wasn't my vibe.
• 12:43
  SPEAKER_01: Like I wasn't feeling, oh, I really enjoy this.
• 12:47
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know.
• 12:47
  SPEAKER_01: There was just something that wasn't clicking for me.
• 12:49
  SPEAKER_01: And so I was trying to explore, okay, well, what can I do now?
• 12:52
  SPEAKER_01: Because now I've worked my ass off.
• 12:54
  SPEAKER_01: I moved to LA, I got in the costume union, like I've done all the things to, you know, quote unquote pay my dues.
• 13:00
  SPEAKER_01: I like essentially have a job and I'm set up and now I'm gonna walk away.
• 13:04
  SPEAKER_01: Like, what are you doing?
• 13:05
  SPEAKER_01: And I just remember like really feeling that like heart pull, that like spiritual tug that I really honestly wasn't even that awakened to at that time, but I guess I was a little bit.
• 13:14
  SPEAKER_01: And I really felt the tug and I thought, okay, I got to do something else.
• 13:18
  SPEAKER_01: And so um, I started kind of like asking around.
• 13:21
  SPEAKER_01: And luckily, my mentors and everyone were amazing, and they were like, you should look into styling.
• 13:25
  SPEAKER_01: Like it sounds like you want more of the red carpet, you know, lifestyle.
• 13:30
  SPEAKER_01: You're more into like the high fashion creativity of editorials.
• 13:34
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Yeah, that kind of sounds cool.
• 13:37
  SPEAKER_01: So I started doing a couple of different business courses in LA for styling school, and I met with a few different stylists, jumped on a bunch of random odd jobs, and realized like I was gonna have to start over because even though I had costume experience, like you can't just jump into styling, it doesn't work that way.
• 13:55
  SPEAKER_01: So I had to make the decision of like, all right, cool, check your ego, even though you feel like you just got here and you're like coming up in the world, like now you're kind of a nobody again.
• 14:04
  SPEAKER_01: You got to go back to like learning and start over.
• 14:07
  SPEAKER_01: So I started doing different internships in styling and working on different projects, and I got a couple different assistant jobs and I worked on like a bunch of um Eddie Gaga stuff and Kanye West and um Emma Stone and you know, um, Monica Rose with the Kardashians.
• 14:24
  SPEAKER_01: The list goes on.
• 14:25
  SPEAKER_01: I worked on a lot of different big projects, and that was kind of my start.
• 14:28
  SPEAKER_01: And then I got asked to work on Kanye West's World Throne Tour with his head stylist, Renalu Badora.
• 14:34
  SPEAKER_01: And that was kind of like my big kickoff moment, I guess, where I started really getting to styling.
• 14:40
  SPEAKER_01: And then fast forward, I worked on that for quite some time and I wanted to do more and work on other projects.
• 14:47
  SPEAKER_01: And I started getting asked by random people in LA, because that's what happens.
• 14:52
  SPEAKER_01: Hey, would you style me for this event?
• 14:54
  SPEAKER_01: And hey, I saw you did this for this project and like I would love it if you could help me.
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_01: Now, mind you, Elise, I was not getting paid for any of this shit.
• 15:01
  SPEAKER_01: Like these people were all hitting me up for free jobs.
• 15:03
  SPEAKER_01: But like I was in a position where it was like, I can build my book, I can build my name and my brand by doing these free jobs and like get these people on my resume.
• 15:11
  SPEAKER_01: So that's exactly what I did.
• 15:13
  SPEAKER_01: And I started just styling all these different people on the side while I was still, you know, doing my assistant job.
• 15:18
  SPEAKER_01: And I started getting more and more clients.
• 15:20
  SPEAKER_01: And all of a sudden, like I was getting asked by these just different agencies and different people to dress whole people.
• 15:26
  SPEAKER_01: And then I'm getting asked like what my rate is, and I was like, holy shit, like I guess I'm a stylist now.
• 15:31
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it was like really surreal, to be honest.
• 15:34
  SPEAKER_01: But I think like my passion and my work ethic really just paid off and listening to like my soul, even though maybe I didn't realize I knew what that was at that time.
• 15:43
  SPEAKER_01: So then fast forward, I you know, that's how Halloween design was born.
• 15:46
  SPEAKER_01: And then I started styling, you know, red carpets, music, TV, you know, editorial, people all over the world, you name it.
• 15:53
  SPEAKER_01: That was what I was doing.
• 15:54
  SPEAKER_01: And then I started getting asked to be on camera and speak about, you know, the hottest trends and how people can feel competent and what they can wear and what they could be doing, um, and just different tricks and all that kind of stuff.
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_01: And that kind of took off into then me becoming a lifestyle expert and being on camera, sharing different brands that I love and roundup segments of brands I like to work with and all that good stuff, and must-haves and you know, different themes.
• 16:20
  SPEAKER_01: And um, I guess from there that led me to being on Bravo's show stripped.
• 16:28
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that, to be honest, was a very pivotal moment in my journey, even though I saw it as a pivotal moment in my quote unquote fame, if you will, for my career.
• 16:43
  SPEAKER_01: It was really more of a pivotal moment for my soul.
• 16:46
  SPEAKER_01: And the reason I say that is because for anyone that knows what the show strip was about, I'll just paint you a little picture.
• 16:52
  SPEAKER_01: It was a docuseries reality situation where basically you have everything taken away from you for 21 days.
• 16:59
  SPEAKER_01: And what do you learn from this experience and how do you handle it?
• 17:04
  SPEAKER_01: And um, let's just say I didn't handle it very well.
• 17:08
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and I kind of felt like I went through this maybe a pre-dark night of the soul, I guess, experience when I was filming and when I was on the show.
• 17:16
  SPEAKER_01: And of course, like everyone else that watched the show, it was a show.
• 17:19
  SPEAKER_01: But to me, it was my life for 21 days, and I was living it and breathing it.
• 17:24
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, you wouldn't think just not having clothes and having taken away from you would really rock you, but it rocked me.
• 17:31
  SPEAKER_01: And I don't think I was ever the same after that, to be honest.
• 17:34
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I even think about that now, and I'm like, wow, that really was the shift.
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_01: Like I wasn't aware that was the shift, but that was like the first moment.
• 17:43
  SPEAKER_01: And then after that, I got pregnant, as you mentioned, you know, my mom of two.
• 17:47
  SPEAKER_01: I got pregnant with my first daughter, Amelia, and I was going on set and styling people, and I was, you know, out in the world and bouncing around doing my thing as I normally do.
• 17:57
  SPEAKER_01: And all of a sudden, I started like not feeling comfortable around certain clients, and I started feeling super sick.
• 18:03
  SPEAKER_01: And of course, you get sick, you know, sick in pregnancy, but I was getting these weird like sickness feelings, and I couldn't pinpoint it.
• 18:09
  SPEAKER_01: And I would go to like certain like places to style, and I would feel uncomfortable, and I would ask my assistant to stay for me and I would leave.
• 18:15
  SPEAKER_01: And I didn't know what was going on with me.
• 18:17
  SPEAKER_01: I was like, what is happening?
• 18:19
  SPEAKER_01: Like, why am I feeling like this?
• 18:20
  SPEAKER_01: And I just thought, well, it must be because I'm pregnant, I'm just uncomfortable, like pregnant.
• 18:25
  SPEAKER_01: But like then I would go other places and I would be fine.
• 18:28
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Why is this only happening when I'm styling?
• 18:31
  SPEAKER_01: So that made me dig deeper.
• 18:35
  SPEAKER_01: And I called my publicist and I said to her, I need to talk to you.
• 18:40
  SPEAKER_01: And thank God she's become like a mom and a friend and family to me.
• 18:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, I need to talk to you.
• 18:44
  SPEAKER_01: I don't know what's going on.
• 18:45
  SPEAKER_01: And so I went to her place and I sat down with her and I kind of like poured my heart out and started crying.
• 18:52
  SPEAKER_01: And I just remember her getting a big bottle of wine out for herself because I couldn't drink.
• 18:58
  SPEAKER_01: And I got a bottle of water and she looked at me and she goes, Are you ready to hear what I have to say?
• 19:04
  SPEAKER_01: And I said, I don't know, am I?
• 19:07
  SPEAKER_01: And she said, Well, what you're experiencing is not mistaken and it's not, I forget the verbiage she used, but she was basically letting me know I wasn't crazy and that there was a reason I was feeling that.
• 19:20
  SPEAKER_01: And it was because essentially I was awakening and I was pregnant, and there was a shift within me from you know, creating this new soul.
• 19:29
  SPEAKER_01: And I didn't really get it to be honest.
• 19:32
  SPEAKER_01: Uh, she told me so much shit, and I just kind of looked at her like, what?
• 19:36
  SPEAKER_01: Um, and which I think most people honestly, when they first awaken, are like, huh?
• 19:41
  SPEAKER_01: What happened?
• 19:41
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's really it's a mind fuck, uh, to say the least.
• 19:45
  SPEAKER_01: And so I think like I was just like, What?
• 19:48
  SPEAKER_01: You know, and I kind of just sat there and I was like, Yeah.
• 19:51
  SPEAKER_01: And then I took it all in and I went home and I called her the next day and I said, I won't, I can't style anymore.
• 19:57
  SPEAKER_01: And she was like, What?
• 19:59
  SPEAKER_01: What did she say?
• 20:01
  SPEAKER_01: She was like, Wait, what?
• 20:02
  SPEAKER_01: Like she was like frozen on the phone.
• 20:04
  SPEAKER_01: And I honestly, at least I didn't even call her with that in my head.
• 20:08
  SPEAKER_01: I called her to call her to call about like the next like jobs and and things we were working on to discuss projects.
• 20:14
  SPEAKER_01: And that was the first thing that came out of my mouth.
• 20:16
  SPEAKER_01: And she and I both, like, I think I was almost like taken back because I didn't even expect to say that.
• 20:21
  SPEAKER_01: And I just said to her after that, I was like, Yeah, I gotta finish and wrap up this award season.
• 20:26
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I can't style anymore.
• 20:27
  SPEAKER_01: It's not within me.
• 20:30
  SPEAKER_01: There's something that is just not right, and I just no longer want to style.
• 20:34
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember her being like, All right, take a beat, take a breath, like, let's regroup after the weekend.
• 20:39
  SPEAKER_01: We'll talk on Monday.
• 20:40
  SPEAKER_01: And I hung up and I remember getting to the bath and I just started sobbing.
• 20:45
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember like just sitting there and being like, I don't want to style anymore.
• 20:49
  SPEAKER_01: I just don't.
• 20:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I was hysterical.
• 20:51
  SPEAKER_01: And it was such a weird feeling because I fucking love to style.
• 20:55
  SPEAKER_01: I love styling, I love helping people feel good.
• 20:58
  SPEAKER_01: I love watching that transformation.
• 21:00
  SPEAKER_01: I love the glam.
• 21:01
  SPEAKER_01: Like it was such a weird moment for me.
• 21:03
  SPEAKER_01: And I just remember like everything inside of me was like, I don't want to fucking style anymore.
• 21:08
  SPEAKER_00: Can we back up for one second?
• 21:09
  SPEAKER_00: I just really want to know.
• 21:10
  SPEAKER_00: Like when you went over to her house at that time and she took out a bottle of wine and gave you a bottle of water.
• 21:17
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what did she say?
• 21:18
  SPEAKER_01: She said so much.
• 21:20
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, you don't have to say it all, but just give us a little overview.
• 21:24
  SPEAKER_00: I feel like I need to know that.
• 21:26
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 21:26
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, for sure.
• 21:27
  SPEAKER_01: So I mean, she just basically started with like, okay, let's just start with the basics of like angels and you know, demons, if you will, Satan and God, you know, like the darkness versus the light.
• 21:38
  SPEAKER_01: She really started kind of the basics, and she was just like, You're growing life, you are like even more light than you normally are.
• 21:45
  SPEAKER_01: You're triggering everything that's dark around you.
• 21:49
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, What's dark?
• 21:51
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I just didn't understand what she was saying to me.
• 21:54
  SPEAKER_01: And she was like, Everything in Hollywood is dark.
• 21:58
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, What?
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_01: And I just like honestly looked at her like, wait, what?
• 22:03
  SPEAKER_01: You know, and I was like, Yeah, I have some clients that are whatever, they're a little bit off.
• 22:06
  SPEAKER_01: And she's like, No, okay, sure.
• 22:07
  SPEAKER_01: There's some here and there that are like not, but like the bulk of like the top players are dark.
• 22:13
  SPEAKER_01: And I just remember sitting there and was like, Well, what do you mean?
• 22:15
  SPEAKER_01: And then she started like going deeper.
• 22:17
  SPEAKER_01: And it was like, remember Justin Bieber and like how all of a sudden we heard he was no longer in the industry and then he had found God and he was, you know, with a priest and he was doing this.
• 22:27
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, do you realize like that he was breaking it off with Selena Gomez because they essentially had to like sacrifice their child?
• 22:34
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, wait, what?
• 22:36
  SPEAKER_01: You know, and I just remember being like, when she said that, I was like, What the fuck are you talking about?
• 22:42
  SPEAKER_01: I couldn't even compute it to be honest.
• 22:44
  SPEAKER_01: It was like, this that's crazy.
• 22:46
  SPEAKER_01: And um, I think that's a normal reaction for most people to have, and then just kind of continued.
• 22:50
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it's just different stories of different people and different things that had happened.
• 22:55
  SPEAKER_01: And I just started like really connecting the dots, and I was just kind of like sitting there, like frozen, like, wait, what is happening?
• 23:01
  SPEAKER_01: And then I was like, you know, sitting there and I'm like, wait, you let me go to all these places, you know.
• 23:07
  SPEAKER_01: And she's like, Well, I wasn't gonna like say, like, don't go here because, you know, and I would say, like, yeah, but I would have liked to have known.
• 23:14
  SPEAKER_01: And she was like, Well, it wasn't really my place to tell you until you decided to come to me.
• 23:18
  SPEAKER_01: Like, it's not my place to like just step in and be like, let me shatter your world, essentially, and then you make a choice.
• 23:25
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 23:25
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Okay, that's fair.
• 23:27
  SPEAKER_01: And she was like, you know, she kind of brought it back to, like, you know, God's source gives us, you know, free will, period.
• 23:33
  SPEAKER_01: And she was like, I wasn't gonna step in and be like, Oh, you're gonna go here and like this is what you're around.
• 23:40
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I let you experience that.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_01: And so then, like, I brought up to her and I was like, Okay, so I have a question.
• 23:45
  SPEAKER_01: Like, when I was at that award show a couple of years ago when I went to that after party, like all the Scientology people that were there that were inviting me to like be at their, you know, event, and she just kind of like looked at me and I was like, Okay, so that was, and she was like, uh-huh.
• 23:58
  SPEAKER_01: Like, why do you think I told you to like, you know, ignore their phone calls and this, that, and the other thing?
• 24:03
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, wow, you know, and it's one thing when you like hear through the grapevine that like this might be crazy and this might be that, and it's another to like actually start to like actually feel it, you know.
• 24:16
  SPEAKER_01: I think there's something about when you actually start to like feel into something and you feel your gut and you feel like everything in your body that's like telling you like that's true, even if it sounds insane.
• 24:27
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, there's something that like goes off where you're like, oh my God, this could actually be true.
• 24:32
  SPEAKER_01: And so there was so much of that because I was there for quite a few hours.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_01: I remember sitting there and being like, oh my God, I can't even believe I've been around some of these people.
• 24:41
  SPEAKER_01: And I think I just remember feeling super sick to my stomach.
• 24:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I just went home.
• 24:45
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that's like when it all hit me, and when I felt like, oh my gosh, like I can't be in this.
• 24:51
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, I think about even to be honest, not even as satanic as that, but I think about even just I would be on set, you know, when I was a young stylist and I would have producers come up to me, and I was engaged at this point, and I would have producers come up to me and say, How much does that ring mean to you?
• 25:06
  SPEAKER_01: Or, you know, like how committed are you?
• 25:09
  SPEAKER_01: Or, you know, I mean, this shit happens all the time, and we write it off like it's no big deal, but it is a big deal.
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_00: What are you supposed to say to that?
• 25:17
  SPEAKER_00: Like exactly.
• 25:18
  SPEAKER_00: And well, it doesn't actually mean that much.
• 25:20
  SPEAKER_00: What do you have to offer?
• 25:21
  SPEAKER_00: Like, what do you think?
• 25:22
  SPEAKER_00: Right, exactly.
• 25:23
  SPEAKER_01: You know, it's kind of insane, but honestly, people are used to that.
• 25:26
  SPEAKER_01: When I was in Atlanta, you know, I was with my husband.
• 25:30
  SPEAKER_01: We were dating, you know, we weren't engaged yet.
• 25:32
  SPEAKER_01: And I just remember like calling him and you know, being on distance and checking in with him.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember like sitting at you know, the bar and I remember just seeing people with wedding rings, like taking them off and like going and hanging out.
• 25:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I was just like, that was kind of the first time I started realizing kind of how seductive Hollywood was.
• 25:49
  SPEAKER_01: Um, I didn't really know satanic, I just knew kind of more of the seduction side.
• 25:54
  SPEAKER_01: And it was just like, wow, like this is kind of pushed and allowed and like kind of like an open space for this.
• 26:01
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's like, oh, you're not gonna say anything because we're away and we're on the you know location.
• 26:05
  SPEAKER_01: So therefore it's like a playground and like shh, nobody tell anyone, you know, when we get home, it's just like back to business.
• 26:11
  SPEAKER_01: So it was really wild to kind of see that and then like fast forward, then of course, to like wake up to so much more and even you know, be around these producers would say things like that to me.
• 26:20
  SPEAKER_01: And I remember like saying to one person, you know, it means a lot to me, you know, I'm very committed.
• 26:25
  SPEAKER_01: And I just remember like him turning to me and being like, Oh, so bad, you know, something whatever he said, it was, you know, well, you know, you could have really had something or whatever.
• 26:33
  SPEAKER_01: And and they mean that shit, you know, like they dangle that carrot over your head of like, if you do A, B, and C, then you'll get this, you know.
• 26:40
  SPEAKER_01: And a lot of people do, and no judgment because the industry is so intense.
• 26:45
  SPEAKER_01: And like, how are you to know like what's right and what's wrong?
• 26:48
  SPEAKER_01: And you're trusting people that you think you can trust, and there's so much going on.
• 26:52
  SPEAKER_01: And I mean, I even remember like styling certain rappers who acted like they wanted me to style them, but really they were just trying to sleep with me and they were hiring me just to get me to go over their place to dress them.
• 27:02
  SPEAKER_01: And then as soon as I figured that out, I I would, you know, stop styling them.
• 27:05
  SPEAKER_01: Like, there were so many things that played out in my career that I kind of wrote off because to me, it was like the norm of Hollywood, right?
• 27:13
  SPEAKER_01: You know, and I think that that's like by design.
• 27:16
  SPEAKER_01: I think so many people are starting to now like speak out about all the things that are going on in Hollywood, whether it be on like a more corrupt level or you know, sexual level or whatever.
• 27:26
  SPEAKER_01: And so, yeah, I think it just kind of um came full force when she sat me down.
• 27:31
  SPEAKER_01: And because she's someone who I really trust and like a set, like a second, third mom to me, and always watched out for me and was always super truthful and honest with me, and trained me in so many ways, and really built my career and my brand.
• 27:45
  SPEAKER_01: I really respect her and trust her.
• 27:47
  SPEAKER_01: So there was no reason for her to fill me with any bullshit.
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_00: Right.
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_00: And also I feel like at that point, too, you could feel like you had already started to feel that something was off, and she was just basically like filling in the gaps for you.
• 28:02
  SPEAKER_01: Like she was just exactly.
• 28:03
  SPEAKER_01: It was like all of a sudden the dots were connecting.
• 28:05
  SPEAKER_01: And then I think once the dots connected and like I called her, you know, not even realizing I was gonna call her a thousand one style anymore.
• 28:13
  SPEAKER_01: Like, I think it just all came to a head and I just felt it and I just knew like everything in my soul was like, uh-uh, no way.
• 28:19
  SPEAKER_01: And I swear it was because I was pregnant because I really feel like if I wasn't pregnant, I would have probably just put my blinders on and kept going and would have just said, oh, whatever, you know what?
• 28:28
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not around that it's fine, and would have kept going because I really feel like my daughter being inside of me like woke me up to all of that.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_00: Well, also when you're pregnant, it changes you in a way where like you're sensitive to so many things, but also you like don't put up with bullshit.
• 28:47
  SPEAKER_00: Cause I'm like so, or I was like such a people pleaser and so nice.
• 28:51
  SPEAKER_00: But when I got pregnant, I became so much less tolerant of people's like I was just like, oh no, I'm not dealing with that.
• 28:58
  SPEAKER_00: So like it just puts you in another state where you are more tuned in and you have like these different boundaries for like what you're willing to, like just energies you're willing to put yourself in and not put yourself in.
• 29:11
  SPEAKER_01: So yeah, no, I agree with you.
• 29:13
  SPEAKER_01: And you know, I think that's true, especially in Hollywood.
• 29:16
  SPEAKER_01: Like I was people pleasing all the time, like for crying out loud, it would be 11 o'clock at night.
• 29:20
  SPEAKER_01: And a client would text me and be like, I need this, you know, can you come over?
• 29:24
  SPEAKER_01: And I should have said no, but it was like, well, I don't have anything I'm doing, I'm just sitting in bed, no big deal.
• 29:28
  SPEAKER_01: And I would just run out.
• 29:29
  SPEAKER_01: And it's like when I think about that now, I'm like, what the fuck?
• 29:32
  SPEAKER_01: You know, like you don't think that way before you're a mom, before you're pregnant, you start to like learn boundaries and you know what's important and what energies are actually like good to be around you and what's not, and all that.
• 29:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I really think my pregnancy started to teach me that because I started to like really say no to so much.
• 29:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I pretty much stopped styling during my pregnancy.
• 29:53
  SPEAKER_01: I kept a couple clients on um just because I kind of had to finish up the year.
• 29:57
  SPEAKER_01: And um, the whole time it was just like battles and triggering, like everyone was mad that I wasn't as available, everyone was like having, you know, ego bruising.
• 30:06
  SPEAKER_01: They couldn't have me the whole time.
• 30:08
  SPEAKER_01: They had to have an assistant.
• 30:09
  SPEAKER_01: Like it was just constant drama.
• 30:10
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, wow, this is so my sign to like get out.
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_01: And luckily, because of the team I had, they helped me transition into like the mom space.
• 30:21
  SPEAKER_01: And I started really sharing like my motherhood truths and sharing the real and raw of motherhood on my social media, and that exploded without me even expecting it to.
• 30:30
  SPEAKER_01: I think just because I followed again, kind of that heart tug of what to say and what to share, and then it just kind of followed me and the energy, you know, just came off around me.
• 30:39
  SPEAKER_01: And then, you know, I think then once I really became a mom, I started questioning even more and started realizing more.
• 30:46
  SPEAKER_01: And then I think, like most of us, 2020 hit and it was like boom, there was just so much that I awakened to and so much came up for me.
• 30:56
  SPEAKER_01: And because everybody was on social media, so much was kind of being put in my face, and I started going down all kinds of rabbit holes.
• 31:03
  SPEAKER_01: Trafficking was one of my first huge ones, and that was like one of the hardest ones, especially as a new mom, just while it still is it like just beyond tears me up.
• 31:13
  SPEAKER_01: And that was when I joined OUR as one of their influencers, you know, Underground Rescue with Tim Ballard.
• 31:19
  SPEAKER_01: I had him on my podcast and I had him, you know, share the real truths behind trafficking with no conspiracies and like the real numbers and what's going on.
• 31:28
  SPEAKER_01: And I mean, it was so insane.
• 31:30
  SPEAKER_01: His episode was like beyond heartbreaking, but at the same time, needed to be heard and said, And I was educated so much from him and continue to be, um, just being a part of their organization and supporting them and donate to them monthly.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I realized, like, holy crap, this is such an issue, and there's so much behind it, and there's so much evil and money, and I mean it's horrendous.
• 31:53
  SPEAKER_01: And um, then when you start kind of going down the rabbit hole of like that, Hollywood's you know, attached to it and politicians and public figures, and that's like a whole nother situation that you're like, wow, like how could that be?
• 32:06
  SPEAKER_01: But then I think like most people that have awoken up, they've watched other documentaries and they've seen other things that have made them question what the media is telling them.
• 32:16
  SPEAKER_01: I think that whether you like Trump or not, he woke a lot of people up.
• 32:20
  SPEAKER_01: You know, he questioned the narrative, you know, he called it fake news.
• 32:24
  SPEAKER_01: Um, he made people see things, and I feel like the illusion kind of just started to go away.
• 32:31
  SPEAKER_01: It was like, wait a second, like, am I really being given the truth or are they feeding me something?
• 32:36
  SPEAKER_01: And there's like this programming of what's going on.
• 32:39
  SPEAKER_01: And that was kind of what I came to, you know.
• 32:40
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like honestly, like never a quote unquote Trump fan when he first got in.
• 32:45
  SPEAKER_01: But then when things started really playing out, and then 2020 happened, I started realizing, like, wait, he's really calling some shit out, but like they're trying to spin into something else, and like he's actually trying to give the truth of this.
• 32:55
  SPEAKER_01: Like, wait a second, here, what's going on?
• 32:57
  SPEAKER_01: You know, and I think for me, there were just so many different things that I started experiencing and seeing.
• 33:02
  SPEAKER_01: I was also pregnant with Arlie, my second daughter at the time.
• 33:05
  SPEAKER_01: So I think I went through like a whole new awakening with you know, that second pregnancy and and everything, and being pregnant during the pandemic.
• 33:13
  SPEAKER_01: And I don't know, it was almost like I feel like a test for me too, because when I first got pregnant during the pandemic, it was like there was all this fear around me, and like, oh my God, you know, don't, you know, don't get COVID and don't go anywhere and don't do anything and you know, mask up and the whole thing.
• 33:27
  SPEAKER_01: And I was in that fear at first, and then I just could not deal with that fear and and the way I was feeling and and the uh like the handcuffing, if you will, I felt of myself.
• 33:38
  SPEAKER_01: And I started doing like more of my breath work and my meditation and started just going and doing more and more inner work.
• 33:43
  SPEAKER_01: And I was doing that, I started like lifting the fear, and I think that's kind of when more and more of a veil started lifting for me.
• 33:50
  SPEAKER_01: And I started seeing like, wait, there's something more here.
• 33:54
  SPEAKER_01: This might be not what we think.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_01: There may be more control in this.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_01: Is this really what they say this is?
• 34:00
  SPEAKER_01: And started really questioning.
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_01: And ever since then, all I do is question.
• 34:05
  SPEAKER_00: Well, it's interesting that you brought up the fear because I think that is what kind of keeps people locked into just the matrix in general, but also just locked into just going along with the program, right?
• 34:20
  SPEAKER_00: Because of the fear.
• 34:21
  SPEAKER_00: So, like it's really interesting that you said when you were able to get out of the fear by using the tools that you had, then you were like, wait a second, this isn't all adding up or this isn't all making sense, right?
• 34:33
  SPEAKER_00: And I think the fear is really the thing, right?
• 34:36
  SPEAKER_00: It's not necessarily about like COVID or any of the other things, it's just about instilling fear in us in any way, shape, or form so that we stay small and don't realize who we really are or what we're capable of, because that's not what we're supposed to do.
• 34:58
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, absolutely.
• 34:59
  SPEAKER_01: And, you know, I agree with you.
• 35:01
  SPEAKER_01: Like fear is such a low frequency, it's such a low level to be in.
• 35:07
  SPEAKER_01: And when you're put there, you know, you're essentially like stuck.
• 35:11
  SPEAKER_01: You don't know how to navigate getting out, and you can spiral and there can be so much that plays into it.
• 35:17
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that's you know, exactly what we're seeing right now.
• 35:20
  SPEAKER_01: You know, we're seeing that they have realized that fear works, you know, and that there's been all different scenarios that have happened over all the years, even before COVID, where they realize fear works and they've tried, it's been happening, it's been happening for so long.
• 35:34
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, yeah, if you look back at like, you know, all of the different like like the bombings and the school shootings and the all 9-11, 9-11, obviously, like, you know, and it's interesting too, because I feel like we have been so traumatized as a collective over and over and over again.
• 35:53
  SPEAKER_00: I think so many people are so disconnected from their bodies and so disconnected from their emotions that a lot of people don't even realize that they are in fear or reacting to fear, which is really interesting to me because I find that if I mention like I get I'm in a conversation and I'm like, oh, I get that you're scared.
• 36:15
  SPEAKER_00: And it's like, oh, I'm not scared.
• 36:17
  SPEAKER_00: I'm just like doing what's right or I'm just, you know, being smart or something.
• 36:22
  SPEAKER_00: But underneath of that is fear.
• 36:24
  SPEAKER_00: And I think it's really interesting that we've been so conditioned as a collective to just accept these fear-based narratives as like what we have to accept as the truth of our reality that people don't even realize it.
• 36:43
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's so true.
• 36:44
  SPEAKER_01: And I think also, like you were saying, like when someone's like, I'm just doing the right thing or I'm just doing my part or blah, blah, blah.
• 36:50
  SPEAKER_01: It's like, yeah, but then where does that come from?
• 36:53
  SPEAKER_01: Like, like you said, that comes from a space of fear, it comes from a space of shame, it comes from a space of control.
• 36:58
  SPEAKER_01: It's a lower density, you know.
• 37:00
  SPEAKER_01: And I, you know, I think it's by design, obviously, that we're not connected as a collective to, you know, our bodies and our souls, because if we were, then we would be unstoppable.
• 37:10
  SPEAKER_01: And I think that that's what people are kind of awakening to right now.
• 37:13
  SPEAKER_01: I think that 2020 and COVID was a massive catalyst for people to wake up.
• 37:20
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, we've seen a lot of fear.
• 37:22
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, we've of course seen a lot of tragedy, and I don't take away from things that have gone on because it's horrible.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_01: But at the same time, those people who chose to kind of rise up during this time and say, fuck the matrix.
• 37:36
  SPEAKER_01: I'm not gonna stay stuck in this and I'm gonna create my own ways and I'm gonna do that thing that scared me, and I'm gonna create this program, or I'm gonna, you know, offer this session or whatever it may be.
• 37:47
  SPEAKER_01: And they stepped into that faith over fear and they, you know, pushed into the courageous side of themselves.
• 37:53
  SPEAKER_01: You know, we've seen those people really rise up.
• 37:56
  SPEAKER_01: And it's really fascinating when you notice that because even if they're someone who's not a quote unquote conspiracy theorist and they're not someone who's maybe been down certain rabbit holes, they'll still speak truth.
• 38:07
  SPEAKER_01: And that's the common denominator with everyone that's kind of awakened during this time is like everyone has their own truths and they share it and they share it loudly.
• 38:16
  SPEAKER_01: And it's interesting when you kind of look at that because it's like, oh, this is why they're censoring all these different truth theories, quote unquote, because they know that not only is that the highest vibration, obviously, right?
• 38:29
  SPEAKER_01: Love and truth and authenticity, but on top of that, they also know that like there's so many different people from different walks of life that if people start realizing, like, oh, it's not just a quote unquote conspiracy theorist or crazy person, it's a coach, it's a author, it's a healer, it's a this, it's a that, all of a sudden you're gonna wake the masses up, which I believe is already happening.
• 38:48
  SPEAKER_00: I a hundred percent agree with you because honestly, I think one of the biggest things too right now is the way that we are constantly being divided through whatever it is.
• 38:59
  SPEAKER_00: Like, you know, the biggest thing obviously right now is wacky.
• 39:03
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
• 39:04
  unknown: Yeah.
• 39:05
  SPEAKER_00: We all have our funny names for it.
• 39:07
  SPEAKER_00: I like that.
• 39:08
  SPEAKER_00: Uh yeah, because it's like, you know, that's like this big line in the sand for people where it's like it's either like you are for it or against it.
• 39:18
  SPEAKER_00: And that's how we're made to feel, right?
• 39:21
  SPEAKER_00: But like in real life, it really isn't actually like that.
• 39:26
  SPEAKER_00: I have a lot of people in my life that we might feel differently about that, but it is of no consequence to our relationship.
• 39:33
  SPEAKER_00: You know what I mean?
• 39:34
  SPEAKER_00: Like it doesn't matter at all.
• 39:36
  SPEAKER_00: I mean, obviously there are people who feel strongly about it.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_00: And I've definitely had my own fair share of issues with certain people.
• 39:45
  SPEAKER_01: But that's also by design, right?
• 39:46
  SPEAKER_01: Like that's the media, that's that's people, the systems telling them to have an issue because it's this, because it's that.
• 39:54
  SPEAKER_01: Like it's probably not because they actually have an issue, it's because they have been programmed to believe that they should have an issue.
• 40:01
  SPEAKER_00: Exactly.
• 40:01
  SPEAKER_00: And that is the division that is being because if we're divided against each other, then we just fight amongst each other and we we're not in our power, and we also don't realize that we actually have a common enemy, right?
• 40:16
  SPEAKER_00: That's right.
• 40:17
  SPEAKER_00: It's dividing.
• 40:18
  SPEAKER_00: It's like this, right?
• 40:20
  SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it's the simplest thing that we're yeah.
• 40:23
  SPEAKER_00: So yeah, I think it's that bigger issue too, of like thinking that we're divided, but then we're actually not.
• 40:29
  SPEAKER_00: And I think more and more people are realizing that and waking up to that, that like it's actually not about even with politics, right?
• 40:38
  SPEAKER_00: Which my stance just for everyone to know is that I think it's all completely orchestrated.
• 40:43
  SPEAKER_01: But even of course, it's two, it's two wings of the same bird, and it's yeah, it's all the same.
• 40:49
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's all orchestrated, it's all, you know, so you can look at this one and then hate this one.
• 40:52
  SPEAKER_01: And yeah, well, that's why, you know, honestly, I've never been into politics, and that's why Trump kind of fascinated me because you can say what you want to say about the man, but when it comes to the illusions that he broke and to, you know, showing the truth and making people guess and you know, wake up and second guess things and question, you got to give it to him because no one else, well, maybe JFK and others, but we know they were gone for obvious reasons.
• 41:18
  SPEAKER_01: But he's really the first one in a long time who has actually been for the people, whether people actually like him or not.
• 41:26
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