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Brett Keane Talks‪ @PraiseIAMOfficial‬ ‪@ttor13‬ ‪@ProverbsGuysMinistries‬ ‪@SmokeySaintPolemics‬ · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  Where are you tonight? Empty streets belong Something
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  in the air. I can't quite let it go.
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  The feeling that you're there every single night.
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  I look up high, trying to catch a sign that you're watching over
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  me, but I just can't see. Where are you tonight when I
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  need you most? Where are you to die?
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  Are you close? Are you close?
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  Hands reach to the sky, stars fall like your tears.
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  Time keeps passing by. Still I wait right here.
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  Every breath I take, every prayer I make, Hoping you'll
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  appear in this world of mine. Just give me a sign.
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  Where are you tonight when I need you most?
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  Well, hello, ladies and gentlemen.
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  My name is Brett Keane from GOD TV Radio.
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  I hope you're all having a blessed day out there.
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  If you enjoyed that song that you heard at the introduction
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  that is called Where Are You Tonight is the second track on
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  my newest CD album that I released.
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  You can buy that on Amazon, Spotify, my website, and
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  absolutely free by going to the front of my YouTube channel and
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  seeing the full playlist for all to hear.
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  I'm a big fan of allowing people to hear a product before they
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  actually buy it to let them know that they're not wasting their
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  money. And if you'd like to hear my
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  radio station where I have over 1000 episodes, exclusive
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  content, not on YouTube or anywhere else where freedom of
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  speech rings high, then you can check me out on the radio.
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  All links will be in the comments.
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  You can also check out my newest book, Afterlife Simulation, and
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  other content and neat stuff. When I first got away from
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  atheism, ladies and gentlemen, I was struggling.
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  It wasn't an easy transition to go from lacking a belief in God
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  or believing that if there were to be a God and it happened to
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  be the one of Christianity or any of these religions that
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  exist today. I had it set in my mind that if
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  something like this did exist it would make a very difficult
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  universe to live in. I had a hard time with moral
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  arguments as well as the problem of evil, which is an issue that
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  Christians as well as people of other faiths and non believers
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  have battled with for thousands of years since the idea that a
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  higher power even existed. So I was looking for people who
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  were knowledgeable. I was looking for people who
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  were intelligent. I was looking for people that
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  lived up to their name, walk the walk, talk the talk.
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  I connected with people like Ken Toven.
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  I connected with people like Praise.
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  I am. I connected with PTOR through
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  Bit Shoot. I connected to Proverbs
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  ministry. These were the type of people I
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  was listening to and paying attention to, as well as many
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  other Christians, including Sister Sunshine and a plethora
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  of other religious believers that either still exist in
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  social media are long gone. And I learned a lot.
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  I absorbed a lot of information and I adopted many of the ideas
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  and thoughts that a lot of you did.
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  But not only did I do that with praise, I am and Proverbs and
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  TTOR and all that. There were things in the
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  beginning when I first met Smokey St. he didn't always go
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  under that name. He used to go under Josh and
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  showed himself on camera. In the beginning of his YouTube
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  career, he used to visit sister Sunshine's live chats and me and
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  sister enjoyed his company. He was a different person it
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  seemed back then. Very nice, very respectful, very
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  articulate, well read, seemed in the Bible, and I've seen myself
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  for the longest time enjoying listening to the words that came
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  out of his mouth. But one of the problems I had is
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  being a babe in Christ, transforming from atheism into
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  Christianity, is I failed at a gift that Christianity offers
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  and it's called discernment. I had a difficult time being
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  able to tell the bad ones from the good ones.
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  I just simply wasn't able to pick it up.
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  And I was kind of like Donald Trump.
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  As long as someone was nice to me and stuff, they were my
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  bestest. I, I liked them.
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  I wanted to be friends. I wanted peace, not war, that
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  kind of stuff, if that makes sense.
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  So I followed all these people. I subscribed to them and I
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  listened to them during this time.
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  There were some Christians out there that they went down a dark
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  path. They gave up their faith and
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  they became atheists themselves. Some of them remained calling
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  themselves Christian, but they didn't behave or act in any way
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  like that. And then it came down to I
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  started seeing the Christian community fighting with each
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  other over theology. I've seen people saying, no, the
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  trinity's not the way. Yes, the Trinity's the way.
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  This is what it's like during tribulation.
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  Should we follow the commandments or should we do
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  like Paul? Are we under works?
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  Are we not under works? All right, once you're saved,
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  are you always saved? And the list just kept going on
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  and on and on where Christians were creating more and more
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  obstacles, so the person had to get in order to find salvation.
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  I even got to the point where I looked at myself in the mirror
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  and I said, do I got it right? This is so confusing.
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  I feel like what what is happening here?
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  And eventually I had to get to a point where I didn't know who
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  was telling me the truth, who was right, who was wrong.
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  And I had to go directly to God and quit using humans as a
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  mediator. I said God, what is what is the
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  facts? What is the truth?
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  Because all these people have their own interpretation, all of
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  them have their own stories, all of them have their own walk in
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  life. There was a lot of growing, a
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  lot of learning, and eventually I found out that my walk with
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  God was going to have to be strictly prohibited from other
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  people's walk, that it would have to be unique and
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  independent all on its own. Then things got worse.
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  Christian community went from arguing over theology to getting
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  into each other's personal business.
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  And eventually it was found out that Josh, who was known as
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  Smoky St., was a pedophile and he was charged with it, actually
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  went to court and he hung out with a man who wasn't taking
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  care of himself that had health issues that struck him down
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  mentally. Kenny Rhodes, a guy who has
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  almost the same condition as I do, bipolar manic depression.
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  If you don't keep up with bipolar manic depression, if you
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  don't stay in front of it, it can turn into a really, really
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  serious problem. My mother had it and it
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  eventually ended up in her committing suicide.
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  It's a it's a problem that causes you to devalue yourself.
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  It allows rage, anger, hopelessness, everything that a
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  Christian is not. It'll tear you apart emotionally
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  and mentally. It can cause you to be your
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  worst enemy and destroy everything around you.
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  And that's exactly what Kenny Rhodes did.
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  Kenny Rhodes ended up losing a high paying job at a Christian
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  organization where people used to listen to him and supposedly,
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  according to Christians today, he is now homeless.
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  Kenny Rhodes spent instead of spending his time trying to sow
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  seeds and help people and support people and emphasize,
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  empathize with people and identify, he decided to use his
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  platform to attack, attack, attack.
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  And he justified it because he said people don't agree with my
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  friends and criticize my friends.
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  So therefore I'm going to beat people up.
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  I'm going to say nasty things. And the hell with what God
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  thinks about it was his attitude.
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  This road ruined his entire life.
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  And then, of course, there's Josh.
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  Josh made a decision a long time ago, while he was going to
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  college, that he wanted to screw an underage girl in a motel
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  room. Instead of taking accountability
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  for it and saying that he was a stupid young man who made a
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  terrible mistake and would never do that again, he decided to lie
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  about his identity. He pretended to not be the guy
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  in the mug shot. He lied for over a year saying
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  that that wasn't him, that they got the wrong person.
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  They're framing an innocent man is what he said.
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  I recall that he deliberately attacked me repeatedly, even
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  though I had told him respectfully and politely before
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  I found out he was a pedophile and still looked up to him as
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  one of the people that might be able to help educate me
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  biblically and all this. I told him some of the views
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  that I was looking into, that some of the philosophy I
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  adopted. Instead of patiently and
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  politely enduring this and taking me in and trying to teach
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  me a different way of doing things, instead he decided to
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  make stream after stream trying to humiliate me and embarrass
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  me. I'd already told him in private
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  that I have my own personal problems, I have my own issues,
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  and I'm trying to figure out my way, trying to figure out the
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  best way to serve God. He knowing all this, he took
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  everything that I told him and basically rammed it directly up
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  my ass. And that's what he did.
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  Since then, Josh has had relationships with homosexuals.
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  He has made streams where he makes homosexuality out to be a
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  joke because he knows that he actually entertained it and
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  experienced it. And a majority of you out there
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  know that I'm not one of these like super strict Christians.
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  Although I know biblically it's wrong that homosexuality is
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  considered an abomination to God, I don't slam it down
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  homosexuals throats. I don't tell them how they ought
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  to live. I assume that they already know
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  what God thinks about it and what the Bible says.
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  I'm not one of these people where I feel like I got to beat
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  people over the head with the Bible repeatedly.
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  You've been told once. You've probably been told by
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  everybody else. You don't need to be reminded
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  daily. You are basically the master of
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  your own destiny. You're going to pull your own
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  strings and you're either going to lead yourself to God or
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  straight to hell. No need for me to assist you in
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  that process. So before knowing that Josh was
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  a pedophile, he had done everything he possibly could to
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  RIP me down, tear me down, try to harm me in my faith because I
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  was a new believer. I was trying to find my tracks.
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  I was always honest about that. To me, going from atheism to
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  Christianity was not a simple move, especially since I had a
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  lot on the line. Reputation, ego, obviously the
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  position of being an authority, a mouthpiece.
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  People looked up to me. People respected me as a non
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  believer back when I was an atheist.
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  Giving that all up meant that I was going to lose a lot of
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  friends. It meant I was going to lose a
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  lot of time. It meant that I was going to
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  have to look back on everything I ever said or ever did and say
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  that I was wrong and accept accountability and then try to
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  live a completely different lifestyle and philosophy than I
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  ever could. One of the most difficult,
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  challenging lifestyles I've ever.
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  The lifestyle of trying to be a Christian, trying to serve God
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  and trying to make altruistic sacrifices and such when I
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  already had this very little to give in the 1st place.
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  I still gave it all. I got praise.
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  I am was one of those Christians where even though he was going
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  to battle back and forth, not wanting to, not desiring to, but
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  it's got to the point where it happened so much that now it's
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  become a natural mode for him. But before he tried everything
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  he could to be friendly with Smokey, Smokey decided he wanted
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  to smash a whole lot of Christians out there because
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  they found out what he was. They found out that he was a
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  criminal, and he turned on a lot of people who would have given
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  the shirt off of their back for him.
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  You know, I obviously wasn't the only one.
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  For some reason, Smokey went postal and started attacking
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  everyone in every direction. Anyone that criticized him was
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  considered an enemy for life, a foe that needed to, a corpse
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  that needed to be buried. There was no way to rationalize
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  or have any kind of logical discussion.
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  When I returned after all this time of taking a break from
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  YouTube, I'd actually considered going in and trying to talk to
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  him and actually forgive him for the things he did to me.
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  I considered that. Instead, I found myself in his
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  text chat and I discovered that he had gotten married to a a
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  young woman who claims that she actually spent time in my live
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  rooms in the past. And I simply found myself
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  congratulating them. And it wasn't long before a
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  Smokey and Will started dropping mockery towards me and insulting
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  me. Like, you know, a day didn't
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  pass, like time didn't even move for them.
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  It was like they were trying on one hand to be friendly and
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  nice, but on the other hand, they apparently kept a lot of
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  clips where they used to mock me still in their database to
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  insult me. And it was sad.
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  It was like, well, OK, I had hoped that I could just let
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  bygones be bygones. I was hoping that I could just
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  simply say whatever. But then it even got worse.
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  Smokey attacked my friend TTOR simply because my friend is a
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  young Earther TTOR. Although he comes off like a
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  very optimistic, good person, TTOR has got a lot of his own
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  personal stress and aggravation he has to go through.
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  It's just that he doesn't bother wasting his time talking about
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  it publicly because he knows a lot of people on social media
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  doesn't care. He's the type of guy that has
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  this philosophy that if you got problems and issues and you're
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  going to have to take care of it yourself.
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  And he's done really well for himself, but he was minding his
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  own business. Smokey comes over, starts hating
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  on him simply because he believes the Earth is some
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  amount of years that don't agree with his view of it.
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  I'm not a young earther myself, ladies and gentlemen.
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  That's still one of those things that I haven't got around to
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  going through. I've listened to Kent Tobin
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  countless times and other Youtubers, other friends of mine
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  who are young earthers, and I haven't been able to get around
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  to it. But the point is, I don't feel
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  at all any kind of desire to attack them and argue with them.
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  I've always been more than happy to have an open discussion about
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  things that other Christians may not believe the same way I do.
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  Always willing to have an open discussion, but I don't want to
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  argue with someone or make them feel like they're being
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  interrogated because I'm not their judge, I'm not their, I'm
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  not God. I can tell them that I have an
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  interest in why they have the perspective they do, but there's
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  absolutely no reason in my heart where I need to battle someone
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  to the death over Scripture. The whole idea is that we're all
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  in the same boat and we need to paddle together towards God, not
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  toss people off into the ocean or water and all this.
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  Unless of course, they fit the context of this Bible passage
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  that I have sitting up on the screen.
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  You know, when I read this verse a while back, I was not aware of
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  something. I always assumed that the verse
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  was talking about just children. I always thought it would meant
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  that if you hurt children or you cause children to stumble or you
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  cause children to sin, that God would prefer you to just tie
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  some, you know, tie a rope around your neck and jump into
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  the sea and none of that passes. Does it say that Jesus is
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  forgiving people who hurt children?
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  But there was something else that I noticed too.
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  It wasn't just talking about little kids and kids that are
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  undeveloped or ignorant or don't know any better.
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  It's also talking about people who are babes in Christ.
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  If someone comes along and and messes with a person who's just
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  trying to find God and trying to develop as a Christian,
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  transform into a, you know, get rid of the, the dead and become
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  the living. It's just as bad as causing the
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  child to stumble because you're what's happening is if you
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  traumatize a child or someone who's trying to find their
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  faith, then you may be the very person who puts your foot on
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  their head and pushes them directly into the flames.
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  You may have destroyed their life.
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  How do you explain that when you get to Judgement Day and you're
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  standing before God, that you abused people, that you hurt
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  people, especially those who are babes in Christ or children,
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  physical, biological children? I don't think that you can ask
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  God to let that pass, especially if what you did caused or
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  determined someone's direction down the dark Rd.
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  I don't know So I believe that I've learned something new.
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  I I've always liked to hold on to the idea that God is
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  forgiving of all things. Well I like to believe that.
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  But now I realize after looking at the Bible and and scratching
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  through the surface, I realize at this point I have evolved
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  from a babe in Christ to someone who is actually able to
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  minister, someone who can teach. I have consumed knowledge and
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  information and at this point I see it as their my discernment
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  skills have become more powerful.
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  They've become more sharp as they were not in the beginning
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  whenever I spent time with some of you people out there.
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  To me, there are some Christians out there where you're still
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  making mistakes and you're still sometimes finding yourself in
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  your flesh, but there's still hope for you.
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  There's still light. Yes, you've called some names.
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  Yes, you've jumped into the mud with the pigs, but you still
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  believe in God, you still love God, and you still want to
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  serve. You're having a moment that's
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  bad right now. You're having an issue where the
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  community is fighting each other, but they're still good in
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  you. You haven't become a a
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  completely bad person, but Josh, you are the same person that
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  you've always been. You have become evil.
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  You've become dark and you don't care who you hurt.
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  You don't care how old they are. You don't care who's listening.
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  You Attack, Attack and ain't nobody mean or praise.
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  I am TTOR or Proverbs. None of us are claiming to be
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  perfect. We're not claiming to be
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  wonderful. But what we are not doing is
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  we're not pedophiles, we're not criminals, and we're not
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  deliberately or intentionally trying to cause anybody to fall.
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  That's where you are. It's almost as if you get some
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  kind of sexual orgasm off of trying to destroy other people.
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  You don't care who they are, what they are.
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  And some people might actually admire that.
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  Oh, he'll attack anybody, he'll fight anybody, he'll destroy
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  anybody. He'll try to ruin anybody that
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  he possibly can. Some people like that kind of
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  attitude. They like the bad boy thing.
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  I don't. I'm not wanting to be around
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  that kind of nonsense. If I wanted that, I would have
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  remained a Christian. Not a Christian, but an atheist.
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  And just continue to dwell in darkness with the rest of the
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  lost. I'm looking for something better
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  in my life. I'm looking to be a better
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  person. I'm looking to be a person who
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  wants to be accountable. A person that takes
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  responsibility and then moves forward from it for better
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  things, greener grass, that kind of thing.
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  Ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to fail.
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  I'm going to make mistakes. Sometimes I'm going to think
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  wrong things, sometimes I'm going to say wrong things.
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  But I would never do it deliberately or intentionally.
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  I'm always willing to learn, I'm always open minded and I always
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  have a open heart. But I do believe there are some
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  things that are not redeemable, things that simply can't be
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  forgiven. And what I'm saying, Josh, is
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  that I, I have no desire whatsoever to forgive you and my
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  heart and my mind and my soul. I think what you've done is
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  devastating. And I think that you have
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  tainted a lot of people's walk with God.
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  I think that you have caused and directed people to a very, very
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  bad place for them. And I think that it's going to
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  cause physical and emotional and spiritual destruction for many
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  out there. I mean, look at Kenny Rhodes.
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  You could have supported him. You could have encouraged him to
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  do the right thing. Instead, you encouraged him to
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  be vicious and nasty. You could have told him to go to
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  a doctor, seek therapy, get on medication.
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  That way he didn't start calling people on the phone and
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  threatening to harm them and violence and all this.
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  You had to have known that eventually your own friend would
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  end up in no man's land. But she did nothing.
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  Even though you considered him one of the greatest friends
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  ever, and he stood up for you. He was loyal.
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  What were you though? You did nothing.
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  You let him fall. So here's what's going to happen
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  now. I don't want to be involved in
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  your nonsense. There is an overabundance of
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  Christians out there who they absolutely despise you, and
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  they're going to probably spend the rest of their time on social
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  media exposing you repeatedly. I don't want to be a part of
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  that game. I got so many other things on
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  the table, so many other things on my plate, and I feel like
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  you've already been thoroughly destroyed like a demon that has
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  been exposed to the light. I don't want to spend all of my
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  existence dealing with you or any of these other bastards out
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  here on the Internet who are terrible like yourself, worse,
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  or even a little less. I just want to work on my music,
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  my books, my life, be positive for my family, learn as much as
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  I can, continue to be the student, and learn and
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  strengthen my relationship with God.
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  This is where I'm at. I want to be able to do live
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  shows and I want to have good discussions with atheists and
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  religious people. I don't want to allow myself to
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  be in a position where I'm attacking, attacking, attacking,
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  or fighting people. I want to be able to sow seeds.
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  I want to actually serve God and not just talk about it.
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  There's a lot of times where I don't feel like I was actually
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  sowing anything. I was just Yep, Yep, Yep, Yep,
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  Yep. And what's the difference
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  between that and a sadity? This is called accountability.
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  You hold yourself responsible for what you've done, and you
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  try to learn from it and move forward.
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  That's what I'm doing. And I don't know if there's any
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  hope for you whatsoever at this point.
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  I don't think that there is. I can't find one single reason
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  in my creative, imaginative mind why anybody should forgive you
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  or give you any opportunities or chance.
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  You know, that's, that's that TTOR is one of the nicest, most
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  kindest people there is. Proverbs guy.
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  He's one of the nicest, most chill, open minded people teach
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  you are the type of guy that if you just talk to him and discuss
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  with them, he'll be more than happy to spend hours with you
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  hanging out and and having good conversations.
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  He doesn't have a spiteful mean bone in his body, but he's also
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  the type of man who doesn't doesn't allow people to kick
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  dust in his face. He's not going to let you kick
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  dirt in his face. So choices, that's really what
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  it comes down to, folks. Choices.
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  And Josh, before you get all pissed off and angry and think
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  that the world's against you and you didn't do anything wrong
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  kind of thing, you keep in mind that not one of these people
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  wouldn't you first you did this. You attacked every single one of
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  these people. You initiated war with TTOR.
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  You initiated war with praise. I was there.
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  You've went off on Beckel. You went off on every Christian
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  out there. And maybe the reason why you
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  attacked all these people is because it made you angry that
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  they had the kind of respect that they had in the community
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  is where you felt like the only way you could get popular was by
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  destroying other people. Maybe it's jealousy.
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  Maybe it's envy. Maybe you realize that just
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  being able to spew out some Bible verses every once in a
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  while and argue simply isn't enough to work out right with
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  God or people. There's something wrong with
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  you. Maybe one day you'll fix it.
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  But they say you can't teach a dog new tricks.
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  Old dog at least. So people, let this be a lesson
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  to you. You know, make your bed, sleep
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  in it kind of deal. Empty streets below something in
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  the.