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- 0:00Speaker 1: Disgraceland as a production of Double Elvis. The stories about
- 0:15Speaker 1: Heath Ledger are insane. He was taught how to shoot
- 0:19Speaker 1: up by an aging Australian junkie with a stolen prosthetic arm.
- 0:23Speaker 1: In fake Blood, he was baited with cocaine by two
- 0:27Speaker 1: paparazzi intent on getting revenge. He fell so deep into
- 0:31Speaker 1: the dark psychology of his on screen characters that he
- 0:34Speaker 1: got Batman to kick his ass for real. He was
- 0:38Speaker 1: so good at disappearing into movie roles that he eventually
- 0:41Speaker 1: disappeared beyond the point of no return, which is a
- 0:45Speaker 1: shame because Heath Ledger was a great actor who made
- 0:49Speaker 1: great movies. Unlike that loop I played few at the
- 0:53Speaker 1: top of the show that wasn't from a great movie.
- 0:57Speaker 1: That was a preset loop from my melotron called Tuno
- 1:00Speaker 1: Madness Mk. Two. I played with that luke because I
- 1:05Speaker 1: can't afford the rights to Crack a Bottle by Eminem
- 1:08Speaker 1: Doctor dre and fifty cent. Why would I play you
- 1:12Speaker 1: that specific slice of let your Body Wattle Cheese? Could
- 1:15Speaker 1: I afford it? Because that was the number one song
- 1:20Speaker 1: in America on February twenty second, two thousand and nine,
- 1:24Speaker 1: and That was the day that Heath Ledger beat such
- 1:26Speaker 1: luminaries as Philip Seymour Hoffman and Robert Downey Junior to
- 1:31Speaker 1: win a posthumous Academy Award for his iconic portrayal of
- 1:35Speaker 1: the Joker on this episode Stolen prosthetic Arms, vengeful paparazzi,
- 1:43Speaker 1: a dark Knight, ass kicking body, wattle cheese, Posthumous Oscars,
- 1:48Speaker 1: and Heath Ledger, I'm Jake Brennan and this is Disgraceland.
- 2:22Speaker 1: Heath Leedger got to Prague early, more like an over
- 2:25Speaker 1: anxious kid on his first date than Hollywood's next leading man.
- 2:29Speaker 1: Columbia Pictures wanted him to take horseback lessons, and it
- 2:33Speaker 1: wasn't until he got to Prague that Heath revealed that
- 2:36Speaker 1: he grew up on a farm outside of Perth. It
- 2:39Speaker 1: was half bullshit, half swagger. Heath was a prep school brat,
- 2:44Speaker 1: grew up playing hockey, performing Shakespeare. But Americans didn't know
- 2:48Speaker 1: the first thing about Australia. They were dazzled by anything
- 2:52Speaker 1: he said in his lifting up speak that turned every
- 2:55Speaker 1: sentence into a potential question. He pulled out a fucking
- 2:58Speaker 1: digeridoo at his audition and the director looked at him
- 3:01Speaker 1: like he was some Aboriginal shaman. Heath told his friends
- 3:05Speaker 1: back home it was the ditch that got him to roll.
- 3:10Speaker 1: It was the summer of the year two thousand. Prague
- 3:13Speaker 1: had only opened its doors to capitalism ten years before.
- 3:17Speaker 1: Half a million protesters brought a peaceful end to four
- 3:20Speaker 1: decades of one party rule. So peaceful they called it
- 3:24Speaker 1: the Velvet Revolution. The new president was a dissident poet.
- 3:29Speaker 1: Everyone in Prague was a poet, or an artist or
- 3:31Speaker 1: a musician, and the whole city was drunk on cheap
- 3:34Speaker 1: freedom and cheap beer too, twelve cents American for a
- 3:38Speaker 1: stein the size of a bucket. It was a dream
- 3:41Speaker 1: city for a twenty one year old kid, and Heath
- 3:44Speaker 1: had it all to himself. It was a shame that
- 3:47Speaker 1: he had arrived before his co stars. He wanted to
- 3:49Speaker 1: share the experience with them, So Heath Ledger did what
- 3:53Speaker 1: he always did when he was alone. He called up
- 3:56Speaker 1: his mates back in La a massive apartment that served
- 4:01Speaker 1: as a landing pad and flophouse for any ossi that
- 4:04Speaker 1: came to California looking to hit big. People came and
- 4:08Speaker 1: went crashed on couches overnight or for months, on end.
- 4:12Speaker 1: When new Ossi actors showed up at Hollywood auditions, casting
- 4:15Speaker 1: directors asked, so are you one of the ones staying
- 4:18Speaker 1: at Heath's place. It was the kind of stardom he thought.
- 4:22Speaker 1: He wanted something he could share. He grinned through parties
- 4:26Speaker 1: of friends and strangers, but often retreated to take his
- 4:29Speaker 1: spot behind the turntables. He played Nick Drake Covers on
- 4:33Speaker 1: guitar while other Ossi actors paced the hallways running lines
- 4:37Speaker 1: from Prague. He phoned the flophouse in la He told
- 4:41Speaker 1: his friends to come over like he was at the
- 4:43Speaker 1: bar down the block, and not halfway across the world.
- 4:46Speaker 1: Come now, it's cheap, everything's practically free. He phoned Columbia
- 4:50Speaker 1: Pictures and got phone numbers for his co stars on
- 4:52Speaker 1: A Night's Tale, the movie he was in Prague to shoot,
- 4:56Speaker 1: most of whom he hadn't met yet. He called them
- 4:58Speaker 1: up to He's about a group of friends, he said,
- 5:01Speaker 1: let's get together, get to know each other. Easy for
- 5:04Speaker 1: him to say. The other actors were all scraping by,
- 5:07Speaker 1: and none of them was getting the kind of money
- 5:09Speaker 1: Heath was for this job. It's cheap, he said, everything's
- 5:12Speaker 1: practically free. If their definition of practically free was different
- 5:16Speaker 1: from his, so be it. He would buy them all
- 5:19Speaker 1: plane tickets, and that's exactly what he did. Refusing to
- 5:22Speaker 1: take no for an answer, the entourage landed in Prague.
- 5:27Speaker 1: Heath booked the whole floor of a hotel for next
- 5:30Speaker 1: to nothing. They ran through the streets by night until
- 5:33Speaker 1: the bars kicked them out at closing. American coins rattled
- 5:37Speaker 1: in their pockets. They could have been kids on a
- 5:39Speaker 1: gap year fuck about in Eastern Europe with all the
- 5:41Speaker 1: time in the world, but Heath had a sense of
- 5:44Speaker 1: urgency when he left Perth at age nineteen to break
- 5:50Speaker 1: big in Hollywood. He told his dad it had to
- 5:52Speaker 1: be now because he wasn't going to be here long.
- 5:55Speaker 1: Wasn't sure how he knew, but he did know that
- 5:58Speaker 1: this movie, A Night's Tale would be huge, and it
- 6:01Speaker 1: wouldn't just make him the star. His co stars they
- 6:05Speaker 1: were going to be big too. Saturday night, before the
- 6:08Speaker 1: rest of the crew arrived, Heath and company had dinner
- 6:11Speaker 1: at a family pizza place off in Rootova Street. A
- 6:14Speaker 1: rosy cheeked check girl not two years younger than Heath,
- 6:17Speaker 1: brought them bread and endless bottles of Hungarian wine. Sugary,
- 6:22Speaker 1: sweet stuff Heath knew he'd feel in the morning. The
- 6:25Speaker 1: girl's mustachioed father grinned toothly from the kitchen, drenched in
- 6:30Speaker 1: sweat from the one hundred year old brick oven. Other
- 6:32Speaker 1: patrons paid their bills and left, some out the front
- 6:35Speaker 1: door and some down a dark staircase in the corner
- 6:38Speaker 1: of the restaurant. The Hollywood entourage called for more wine,
- 6:42Speaker 1: and the chipmunk cheek girl brought it as she wished
- 6:44Speaker 1: she could sit down with them, follow them out into
- 6:47Speaker 1: the night, into all that cheap freedom. She kept hearing
- 6:50Speaker 1: about her mother, a woman built to survive harsh winters,
- 6:55Speaker 1: grunted at her from the corner. As the restaurant emptied,
- 6:59Speaker 1: He kept watching that staircase in the corner, where one
- 7:02Speaker 1: of his friends caught him looking. There's a burlesque club
- 7:05Speaker 1: in the basement, she told him, straight up kitch, like
- 7:07Speaker 1: the Weimar Republic, like stepping into caparet. They all looked
- 7:12Speaker 1: to Heath, even the waitress standing ready with another bottle.
- 7:15Speaker 1: Heath was the youngest, but he was also the one
- 7:17Speaker 1: who put this gang together, and the one who held
- 7:20Speaker 1: them together. His hotel room was a miniature or the flophouse.
- 7:24Speaker 1: People came and went, slept on the floor, fucked in
- 7:26Speaker 1: the bathroom, did lines off the coffee tables. They came
- 7:29Speaker 1: by just to be around Heath, and people told him
- 7:32Speaker 1: he was an old soul, and he smiled cryptically. If
- 7:35Speaker 1: he had it on him, he would have pulled out
- 7:37Speaker 1: his Dijerido like a fucking mystic and make it drone
- 7:40Speaker 1: in its weird song. Americans ate up that assy bullshit.
- 7:45Speaker 1: Let's go, then, he said, and they're out down the
- 7:48Speaker 1: stairs for group bonding. Pg. Thirteen Times strip teases and
- 7:53Speaker 1: upa bands. Except that the burlesque show was on weeknights,
- 7:57Speaker 1: Saturdays were a different show. It wasn't some straight out
- 8:02Speaker 1: of cabaret nudge nudge wink. This was a full on
- 8:05Speaker 1: sex show, the kind of thing that made Michael Corleoni
- 8:08Speaker 1: squirm in the Godfather part too. It was this even legal?
- 8:13Speaker 1: Did the poet president allow this on his watch? Everyone
- 8:16Speaker 1: looked at Heath, but Heath was inscrutable, a zen monk
- 8:20Speaker 1: with a beatific grin. It was cool by him. He
- 8:24Speaker 1: and his friends were exactly where they were supposed to
- 8:26Speaker 1: be as long as they were in it together. And
- 8:28Speaker 1: the next morning the first day of shooting, the actors
- 8:31Speaker 1: showed up on set exhausted, hungover. The crew of Hollywood
- 8:36Speaker 1: vetts side eyed them. What do these nobody kids think
- 8:38Speaker 1: they were the fucking brat pack. Heath would have said, No,
- 8:41Speaker 1: we're something new. We're going to be huge, all of us.
- 8:46Speaker 1: They stayed tight after the shoot back in La. Heath
- 8:50Speaker 1: stayed friends with everyone, even exes, of which there were
- 8:53Speaker 1: already several. He couldn't be mad at him, even when
- 8:56Speaker 1: he fucked up and had too much or went too far.
- 8:59Speaker 1: Publicity nights Tale ramped up and posters and billboards appeared
- 9:03Speaker 1: all over La. Instead of using photos, they took together
- 9:06Speaker 1: as a group of prague. The billboards had only Heath's face,
- 9:09Speaker 1: twenty feet high, stern and Hollywood handsome. He will rock you,
- 9:14Speaker 1: the tagline read. Heath was horrified. This wasn't the movie
- 9:18Speaker 1: they made, This wasn't who he wanted to be. He
- 9:21Speaker 1: called his friends to apologize, but none of them were pissed.
- 9:24Speaker 1: They were proud of him. They knew what their roles
- 9:26Speaker 1: had been in the movie. They were merely support for
- 9:29Speaker 1: the so called White Knight so he could make it big.
- 9:32Speaker 1: And he was about to, and before long, his face
- 9:36Speaker 1: would be everywhere. The couple was happy, and the paparazzi
- 10:01Speaker 1: were sick of it. Storybookshit didn't sell papers, and Heath
- 10:07Speaker 1: Ledger and Michelle Williams were in a fairy tale. They
- 10:11Speaker 1: had met on the set of Broke Back Mountain in
- 10:13Speaker 1: the Canadian Rockies, a meet cute captured on film, and
- 10:17Speaker 1: now they were taking their very public victory. Love gushingly
- 10:20Speaker 1: in love in that way that made other couples uncomfortable.
- 10:24Speaker 1: Broke Back Mountain was a revolutionary Hollywood movie, a love
- 10:28Speaker 1: story about two gay cowboys. Gus van Zant was attached
- 10:32Speaker 1: to direct, but couldn't cast the tense job repressed lead role,
- 10:36Speaker 1: and Brad Pitt passed, and Dido for Leonardo DiCaprio, Matt Damon,
- 10:40Speaker 1: Mark Wahlberg, and Joaquin Phoenix. They passed too, so van
- 10:44Speaker 1: zandt dropped out and the project fell to Ag Lee,
- 10:47Speaker 1: whose red hot success of Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon had
- 10:50Speaker 1: cooled off considerably after his follow up flop with The Hulk.
- 10:54Speaker 1: The Gay Cowboys script found its way to Heath, who
- 10:57Speaker 1: loved it. He'd been playing small parts, weird part since
- 11:00Speaker 1: A Knight's Tale. Anxious to avoid being typecast as nothing
- 11:03Speaker 1: more than a pretty face. Heath saw an opportunity to
- 11:07Speaker 1: make a bold move like River Phoenix, playing a narcoleptic,
- 11:10Speaker 1: gay hustler in Van Zandtz My own Private, Idaho, shedding
- 11:14Speaker 1: his pretty boy persona and establishing himself as a real actor.
- 11:19Speaker 1: After they made the movie, Heath and Michelle moved in
- 11:22Speaker 1: together in Brooklyn, of all places, not the hipster loft
- 11:25Speaker 1: scene in Williamsburg, the quiet row houses of Borham Hill.
- 11:30Speaker 1: No one in boram Hill gave a shit if you
- 11:31Speaker 1: were famous. Brooklyn was in La. Brooklyn left you alone.
- 11:36Speaker 1: Keith and Michelle got married at City Hall in secret,
- 11:39Speaker 1: and they never referenced the rings on their fingers at
- 11:41Speaker 1: Premiers or at Galas than that October, three months earlier.
- 11:46Speaker 1: They had a baby, little Matilda. Heath was over the moon.
- 11:50Speaker 1: He said Broke Back changed his life, and he wasn't
- 11:52Speaker 1: talking about his breakthrough performance or the award nominations the
- 11:56Speaker 1: movie brought him. Michelle gave him his baby daughter. That's
- 12:00Speaker 1: the best thing that ever happened to him. But at
- 12:02Speaker 1: that moment, Heath and Michelle weren't in Brooklyn. They were
- 12:06Speaker 1: in La at the Shrine Auditorium for the Screen Actors
- 12:09Speaker 1: Guild Awards, facing off against paparazzi who had no time
- 12:13Speaker 1: for that bridge and tunnel shit. Heath and Michelle were
- 12:18Speaker 1: far from home and there were scores to settle. Australian
- 12:21Speaker 1: tabloids had infamously dubbed the couple surly and surly. Heath
- 12:25Speaker 1: regularly threw eggs at the photographers who camped outside his
- 12:28Speaker 1: house back in Australia. Just one year prior, in Sydney,
- 12:32Speaker 1: a photographer shouted flashed as he snapped a picture during
- 12:35Speaker 1: a take on the set of Candy, the first film
- 12:38Speaker 1: Heath had shot in Australia in four years. The photographer
- 12:41Speaker 1: didn't give a fuck that he just ruined the scene.
- 12:43Speaker 1: Got you a Ledger, he screamed, I'll see you at home.
- 12:47Speaker 1: Heath broke character and took off after the photographer all
- 12:50Speaker 1: the way down the street, so far down the street
- 12:52Speaker 1: that the two of them were the only witnesses to
- 12:54Speaker 1: what happened next. The photographer ended up with a scraped
- 12:57Speaker 1: knee and busted elbow. He went to the police, said
- 13:00Speaker 1: Heath Ledger tackled him for no reason. According to Heath,
- 13:04Speaker 1: the poor bastard fell in the chase with no one
- 13:06Speaker 1: else there to see it, and the cops didn't press
- 13:08Speaker 1: charges Candy. The film Heath had been shooting when the
- 13:12Speaker 1: photographer made his move was about two heroin addicts. The
- 13:15Speaker 1: Aussie rags made sure they portrayed Heath as an actor
- 13:18Speaker 1: who did a little too much research for his role.
- 13:21Speaker 1: The stories Heath told were strange enough. He and co
- 13:24Speaker 1: star Abbe Cornish met an old junkie at a Sydney
- 13:27Speaker 1: narcotics anonymous meeting who took them back to his apartment
- 13:31Speaker 1: and the attic took out a rifle case. Inside was
- 13:34Speaker 1: a prosthetic arm with a bag of fake blood attached
- 13:36Speaker 1: at the shoulder. The blood bag ran into two tubes
- 13:41Speaker 1: that ran into two fully functional veins that ran the
- 13:44Speaker 1: length of the arm. It was an educational prop for
- 13:47Speaker 1: nurses to learn to draw blood. The junkie had lifted
- 13:50Speaker 1: it from a hospital and used it to show newbies
- 13:53Speaker 1: how to shoot up safely, how to shoot up right.
- 13:56Speaker 1: He slided the needle up the vein, and don't go
- 13:58Speaker 1: poking yourself like a fuck amateur, he showed Heath salivating
- 14:03Speaker 1: and Pavloonian response. When Heath sunk the needle into the
- 14:06Speaker 1: prosthetics arms vein fake blood shooting up the dropper's neck.
- 14:12Speaker 1: Heath got so good at it that he figured he'd
- 14:14Speaker 1: be able to do it for real, maybe even without flinching,
- 14:17Speaker 1: not that he actually would. It was one thing to
- 14:20Speaker 1: disappear into a roll and another thing to disappear completely.
- 14:24Speaker 1: But no matter how many rolls there were to disappear into,
- 14:27Speaker 1: the paparazzi didn't forget the Heath Ledger used to throw
- 14:30Speaker 1: eggs at them from his porch that he allegedly tackled
- 14:34Speaker 1: one of their own, and they certainly didn't forgive. When
- 14:38Speaker 1: Heath Michelle went back to Sydney for the Broke Back premiere,
- 14:41Speaker 1: paparazzi sprayed them with super soakers. They apologized to Michelle,
- 14:46Speaker 1: but not to Heath. They claimed it was payback, but
- 14:50Speaker 1: the biggest payback was about to come Los Angeles two
- 14:56Speaker 1: thousand and six. After the screen actors killed ceremony at
- 15:00Speaker 1: the Shrine Auditorium, Heath Michelle went back to the Chateau MArmand,
- 15:04Speaker 1: where they'd left their daughter with a sitter. Michelle went
- 15:07Speaker 1: up to the room to see the baby and get
- 15:09Speaker 1: some sleep. Heath mingled in the lobby. He was wound up, anxious,
- 15:14Speaker 1: not much for sleeping. The Chateau Marman on Sunset Boulevard
- 15:18Speaker 1: was legendary. Harry Cohne, co founder of Columbia Pictures, told
- 15:22Speaker 1: William Holden, if you must get into trouble, do it
- 15:25Speaker 1: at the Chateau Marman. James Dean jumped out of Chateau
- 15:28Speaker 1: Marman window to quote unquote audition for Rebel without a Cause.
- 15:32Speaker 1: John Belushi wrote a speedball injection out of this World
- 15:35Speaker 1: in Bungalow three. And those were just the stories you
- 15:38Speaker 1: heard about. The chateau kept its secrets. If you must
- 15:42Speaker 1: get into trouble, do it at the Chateau Marman. Darren
- 15:47Speaker 1: Banks and Eric Mann were photographers for Splash News and
- 15:50Speaker 1: Picture Agency, a global network of paparazzi. They came to
- 15:55Speaker 1: the Chateau Marman with cocaine, which they had bought with
- 15:58Speaker 1: the news agency's money, and they were there with Banks,
- 16:01Speaker 1: his girlfriend, a reporter for People magazine who'd be listed
- 16:05Speaker 1: as Jane Doe, and the legal proceedings that came later,
- 16:09Speaker 1: and they zeroed in on Heath wandering the crowd edgy
- 16:12Speaker 1: and listless alone without his storybook wife or his fairy
- 16:16Speaker 1: tale baby, and they had revenge on their minds. Tough
- 16:21Speaker 1: loss tonight, Banks said he was incognito. He didn't tell
- 16:24Speaker 1: a Heath what he did for a living. Yeah, yeah,
- 16:27Speaker 1: said he thanks. He'd forgotten about the award show. He
- 16:30Speaker 1: didn't give a shit about awards. The whole process ground
- 16:33Speaker 1: on him, made him wish he'd never taken the part.
- 16:36Speaker 1: He felt the gravity of his wife and his daughter
- 16:38Speaker 1: pulling at him from upstairs, but something kept him down
- 16:42Speaker 1: here in the muck of this party, a lead ghost
- 16:44Speaker 1: of an old self that he couldn't shake. You want
- 16:47Speaker 1: to get out of here at Banks house. My girlfriend's
- 16:49Speaker 1: got a room. Heath did want to get out of there.
- 16:52Speaker 1: He needed to get back to his wife and daughter,
- 16:55Speaker 1: back to Boorham Hill, where no one gave a fuck
- 16:57Speaker 1: who he was. He was too visible in La even
- 17:00Speaker 1: though everyone pretended so hard not to see him. This
- 17:03Speaker 1: town used to be fun, back when he had the
- 17:05Speaker 1: massive apartment that served as a landing pad for friends.
- 17:09Speaker 1: That was five years ago. He looked around the party
- 17:12Speaker 1: and all he saw were dead eyes, plastic smiles, all
- 17:16Speaker 1: of them pretending to have fun, but underneath they were
- 17:19Speaker 1: all so serious. Upstairs, Jane Doe watched as Banks and
- 17:27Speaker 1: mun carved the coke into lines and presented it to
- 17:30Speaker 1: Heath like he had won an award. Fuck, he was
- 17:33Speaker 1: going to get serious shit for Michelle. He shouldn't even
- 17:36Speaker 1: be here in the one place where people famously went
- 17:39Speaker 1: to get into trouble. The undercover paparazzi gave Heath nudge
- 17:43Speaker 1: and showed off that quality coke purchased just for him.
- 17:47Speaker 1: Heath dove into old habits, dove into those lines like
- 17:50Speaker 1: he woke up from his fairy tale life and he
- 17:52Speaker 1: had been in the Chateau Marman the whole time. Mound
- 17:55Speaker 1: excused himself to unpowder his nose. He went around to
- 17:59Speaker 1: the bellk he crouched down with a camera. Jane Doe
- 18:03Speaker 1: saw him do it. She hadn't signed on for this shit.
- 18:05Speaker 1: Maybe she bought his good husband, good dad stick and
- 18:08Speaker 1: maybe she got suckered by that smile, and she wouldn't
- 18:11Speaker 1: be the first. Jane Doe knew the paparazzi wanted to
- 18:14Speaker 1: revenge on Heath, she just didn't think it was right.
- 18:18Speaker 1: She demanded the Mon and Banks tell Heath exactly who
- 18:20Speaker 1: they were. Banks approached Heath, hands up and palms out
- 18:24Speaker 1: like he would a rabbit, an animal, because Heath no
- 18:27Speaker 1: longer looked like the goofball new dad right now, he
- 18:30Speaker 1: now looked like the guy who had chased down and
- 18:32Speaker 1: tackled a photographer just last year in Sydney. It's cool,
- 18:36Speaker 1: said Banks. I'm gonna go get us some more a
- 18:39Speaker 1: peace offering and no more pictures, a promise. He didn't
- 18:43Speaker 1: mention that his partner had been shooting video. Heath calmed
- 18:47Speaker 1: down a little. Banks made a call, scored them some
- 18:49Speaker 1: more on the company's tab. Before too long, it was
- 18:52Speaker 1: a party again. But every few lines Heath remembered the
- 18:56Speaker 1: setup and lost his shit all over again. Man attempted
- 18:59Speaker 1: to calm Heath down. He was going to destroy the photos,
- 19:02Speaker 1: Swear to God they would never see the daylight. Mon
- 19:05Speaker 1: went out to his car. He swapped the memory card
- 19:08Speaker 1: for one in his glove box, one containing red carpet
- 19:10Speaker 1: shots and he had could take. He snapped the red
- 19:13Speaker 1: carpet card in half, shut the glove compartment, and went
- 19:16Speaker 1: back upstairs. See, he said, showing off the broken memory card.
- 19:20Speaker 1: All gone. The video never did see daylight while Heath
- 19:26Speaker 1: was alive. Anyways, Banks and Mon knew he'd come back
- 19:29Speaker 1: at them, make them look like the assholes. Plus Heath
- 19:33Speaker 1: Ledger wasn't news, not yet anyway, He retreated to Borham Hill.
- 19:37Speaker 1: People got cell phone shots of him with his daughter
- 19:40Speaker 1: on his shoulders, and the photos ended up in the
- 19:42Speaker 1: back of People magazine and the celebrities who were just
- 19:45Speaker 1: like a schlock filler, not the shit that sells magazines.
- 19:48Speaker 1: Heath was a stay at home dad and he loved it.
- 19:51Speaker 1: He passed up roles on the regular just so he
- 19:53Speaker 1: could spend more time with his daughter. But one more
- 19:56Speaker 1: role was waiting, one that would take his Hollywood smile
- 20:00Speaker 1: and twist it, and it would lead Heath Ledger to
- 20:03Speaker 1: a dark place. We'll be right back after this word
- 20:10Speaker 1: were where Christian Bell surveyed the wreckage. He had to
- 20:19Speaker 1: pivot on the heel of his boot, and the neck
- 20:21Speaker 1: wasn't as stiff as the one Michael Keaton wore, and
- 20:24Speaker 1: the suit didn't have fucking nipples, thank god, but it
- 20:26Speaker 1: was limiting enough. Bell couldn't keep his head on a swivel.
- 20:30Speaker 1: He took a slow three sixty rotation. Broken glass, up
- 20:34Speaker 1: ended steel table, ceramic tiles, shattered. Shit, Bell thought, did
- 20:39Speaker 1: I do this. If he was in a throwdown that
- 20:42Speaker 1: did this much damage, he ought to know about it.
- 20:45Speaker 1: He'd have his knuckles dusted, a coppery tang of blood
- 20:47Speaker 1: in his mouth. Fuck a room up this bat. There
- 20:50Speaker 1: should be scars, bruises, a memory of what happened. He
- 20:54Speaker 1: ran gloved fingers over the jagged edge of a broken
- 20:57Speaker 1: tile and maybe the director rigged a detonator or made
- 21:00Speaker 1: the tile implode. Didn't make sense, didn't seem possible. Christopher
- 21:05Speaker 1: Nolan was a master of physical effects. They leave the
- 21:08Speaker 1: CGI to amateurs, let the hack directors fix shit and post.
- 21:12Speaker 1: Nolan wanted it on camera. Bail had bruises and scrapes
- 21:16Speaker 1: to prove it, and they hadn't talked to explosives and rehearsal.
- 21:19Speaker 1: And Nolan wasn't the kind of director who sprang shit
- 21:22Speaker 1: on you to get some authentic reaction, not like Hitchcock
- 21:25Speaker 1: turning the shower ice cold. So Janet Lee's shock was
- 21:28Speaker 1: authentic when the knife came down, down, down. Lee never
- 21:32Speaker 1: forgave Hitchcock, but you can't argue with the results. The
- 21:36Speaker 1: complex stunts and physical effects Nolan used required trust from
- 21:40Speaker 1: his actors. Pulling tricks wasn't his bag. A shard of
- 21:45Speaker 1: ceramic about the size of a baby tooth came loose
- 21:48Speaker 1: and clattered on the concrete next to Bale's boot. We
- 21:51Speaker 1: did this, he thought. The details came back to him fuzzy,
- 21:55Speaker 1: like waking up in a stranger's bed and piecing together
- 21:57Speaker 1: the night before. He remembered going through the fight choreography
- 22:01Speaker 1: in rehearsal, a careful, exacting dance of violence. He and
- 22:05Speaker 1: Heath Ledger went over it again and again until they
- 22:07Speaker 1: had the steps right. But in rehearsal, Heath didn't do
- 22:11Speaker 1: the voice. He did a voice, of course, and like Bail,
- 22:15Speaker 1: he's drowned his accent in store brand American ketchup. For
- 22:18Speaker 1: most parts, He's landed on something midwestern, Chicago generic, and
- 22:24Speaker 1: he was good at it. His voice blended into any
- 22:26Speaker 1: Friday night crowd at the Clark Street Bars in Wrigleyville.
- 22:29Speaker 1: In rehearsal, his voice was average, aggressively normal. Bail growled
- 22:35Speaker 1: his lines a rasp that left his throat shredded, left
- 22:38Speaker 1: him sucking mouthfuls of lozenges after every take. Heath held
- 22:42Speaker 1: something back until the cameras rolled. Then he came at
- 22:46Speaker 1: Bail with that nasal fucking whine, that sound that crept
- 22:50Speaker 1: under Bale's skin, that needled at him. Why so serious, Christian?
- 22:55Speaker 1: With that voice, that fucking voice itching away at his brain.
- 22:59Speaker 1: All the choreograph violence, all the practiced dance steps of
- 23:03Speaker 1: the fight, burned away in red rage. Bail had smacked
- 23:06Speaker 1: his forehead onto the metal desk, banged it like a gong,
- 23:09Speaker 1: and Heath laughed a WHEELI he he he hit me,
- 23:13Speaker 1: he said, gone hit me. He kept talking in that voice,
- 23:18Speaker 1: that fucking voice. Only he wasn't a Heath Ledger anymore.
- 23:21Speaker 1: He was a demon, an agent of pure chaos. Bail
- 23:25Speaker 1: had to get answers, had to beat the answers out
- 23:27Speaker 1: of him. He picked Heath up by the kelly green
- 23:30Speaker 1: vest and slammed his back against the tile wall, hard
- 23:33Speaker 1: enough to smash the tiles. He grabbed a fistful of
- 23:35Speaker 1: that greasy, hot topic dyed hair and slammed he face
- 23:39Speaker 1: into the two way glass, leaving a spider web shattered pattern.
- 23:42Speaker 1: The violence was real, and Heath laughed the whole fucking thing,
- 23:46Speaker 1: never crying off, never calling cut as Bail flipped him
- 23:49Speaker 1: onto the metal table tossed his body around like a
- 23:51Speaker 1: rag doll, and the whole time laughing that laugh that
- 23:55Speaker 1: made Bail want to hit him again harder. Belle looked
- 24:01Speaker 1: over at Heath, sitting in a corner smoking a cigarette.
- 24:04Speaker 1: Before the next take, Heath was buried in a book,
- 24:08Speaker 1: the journal he had with him on set at all times,
- 24:10Speaker 1: with the joker written on the front above a picture
- 24:13Speaker 1: of a woman in a sun hat feeding an elephant.
- 24:16Speaker 1: It was a diary in a scrap book cut out
- 24:18Speaker 1: comic book panels photos of Tim Curry as Pennywise, the
- 24:22Speaker 1: demonic Clown and John Wayne Gacy, the all two real
- 24:26Speaker 1: killer clown who performed at birthday parties in children's hospitals,
- 24:30Speaker 1: but also who killed at least thirty three young men
- 24:33Speaker 1: and boys. Paintings by Francis Bacon of medieval popes reduced
- 24:38Speaker 1: to screaming skeletons, dead birds, and rotting slabs of beef
- 24:43Speaker 1: old playing cards. In a photo of Malcolm McDowell leering,
- 24:47Speaker 1: grinning in a bowler hat and eyeliner as a clockwork
- 24:50Speaker 1: oranges charismatic psychopath Alex Hyenas and handwritten dialogue. Bell could
- 24:56Speaker 1: go all in on a roll. He tanned himself like
- 24:59Speaker 1: leathered of play Patrick Bateman in American Psycho. He survived
- 25:03Speaker 1: on cigarettes, whiskey and black coffee to get into the
- 25:05Speaker 1: body of a strung out insomniac and the machinist one
- 25:08Speaker 1: hundred and twenty pounds on his six foot frame. He
- 25:11Speaker 1: put on one hundred pounds of muscle before we'd donned
- 25:13Speaker 1: the batsuit. Like cgi, sculpted rubber pecks were for amateurs. Heath,
- 25:19Speaker 1: on the other hand, locked himself away for a month
- 25:22Speaker 1: in a London hotel room, reading old Batman comics and
- 25:25Speaker 1: improvising leering grins and nails on a chalkboard voices until
- 25:29Speaker 1: he got them right and that fucking voice. The month
- 25:33Speaker 1: of seclusion fucked with. Heath permanently messed up with Circadian
- 25:37Speaker 1: rhythms until he was only sleeping two hours a night.
- 25:40Speaker 1: Christian Bale put all those lost pounds back on every
- 25:43Speaker 1: ounce he starved off himself for one role, returned as
- 25:47Speaker 1: muscle for this one. Heath Ledger. Didn't go into isolation
- 25:50Speaker 1: to lose something. He went to find something, and he
- 25:54Speaker 1: came back with that journal Bye bye, written ominously on
- 25:57Speaker 1: the last page. Aware he was being watched, Heath looked up,
- 26:03Speaker 1: he smiled, his broad movie star smile framed by a
- 26:06Speaker 1: horror show. A rictus of makeup and prosthetics. Heath helped
- 26:10Speaker 1: design the look the scars. He's sure as shit didn't
- 26:13Speaker 1: want to look like Caesar Romero, who wouldn't even shave
- 26:16Speaker 1: his stash before they layered on the grease paint. And
- 26:18Speaker 1: he didn't dare look like Jack Nicholson, who was already
- 26:21Speaker 1: complaining in the press that no one had even asked
- 26:23Speaker 1: him to reprise the role. And the scars were based
- 26:26Speaker 1: on an old British mob movie called The Chelsea Grin.
- 26:29Speaker 1: He slid a guy's cheek from the corner of his
- 26:31Speaker 1: lips to the back of his molars. Shit, never heals right.
- 26:35Speaker 1: Ugly for life, Heath licked his lips. He did it
- 26:40Speaker 1: constantly to keep the prosthetic scars from coming on glued,
- 26:44Speaker 1: the necessity becoming part of the performance. He gave Bail
- 26:47Speaker 1: a cheery wave, twiddling his fingers in the air, and
- 26:50Speaker 1: went back to his journal and his smoke. And there
- 26:53Speaker 1: are rumors Heath Ledgers stayed in character while shooting The
- 26:56Speaker 1: Dark Knight, that he was the joker all the time,
- 27:00Speaker 1: that noise for Jared Leto. The truth was even scarier
- 27:04Speaker 1: how easily Heath turned it on and off. Once the
- 27:08Speaker 1: cameras rolled, he was no longer Heath Ledger. He became
- 27:12Speaker 1: the joker. He spooked Maggie Gillenhall, who'd known him for years.
- 27:16Speaker 1: He spooked Michael Kane, which is no easy feat. This
- 27:19Speaker 1: is a guy who lived through the Nazi bombing of London,
- 27:21Speaker 1: who went drink for drink with Peter O'Toole, who co
- 27:24Speaker 1: starred with Lawrence Olivier and Sean Connery, and who defined
- 27:27Speaker 1: badass British coal in the nineteen sixties as Harry Palmer,
- 27:31Speaker 1: a spy who made James Bond look like a fucking
- 27:34Speaker 1: door to door salesman. Michael Kine stammered and botched his
- 27:37Speaker 1: lines when he had to stare into Heath Ledger's leering
- 27:40Speaker 1: lipstick smeared muck, and the second Nolan called cut, he
- 27:44Speaker 1: was Heath again, sweet, funny kind. But the thing that
- 27:49Speaker 1: he created in that hotel room was still inside him,
- 27:53Speaker 1: ready to be let out when they called action. It
- 27:55Speaker 1: lived inside him now and it wouldn't let him sleeper.
- 28:26Speaker 1: Heath Ledger wasn't sleeping. It was barely dawn. He decided
- 28:30Speaker 1: to go for a chess game in Washington Square Park
- 28:33Speaker 1: in the rain. He was thinking about a break from
- 28:36Speaker 1: acting for the first time in forever. Heath felt like
- 28:39Speaker 1: he had time to play the long game, if you
- 28:41Speaker 1: could just get some fucking sleep. It was two thousand
- 28:44Speaker 1: and eight. The players in the park respected heat game
- 28:48Speaker 1: as much as they did his movies. He played speed
- 28:50Speaker 1: chess against the early morning regulars, a stalemate, two losses.
- 28:55Speaker 1: He couldn't see the whole board, its future, its possibilities.
- 28:59Speaker 1: His brain felt reinslick and jagged. Heath shook hands and
- 29:03Speaker 1: went home. But Heath wasn't going back to the storybook
- 29:07Speaker 1: apartment in Boreham, Hell. He and Michelle had split months earlier.
- 29:12Speaker 1: In the silence about the reasons for the breakup, the
- 29:15Speaker 1: tabloids assumed Heath was back on drugs. Cocaine tape from
- 29:19Speaker 1: the Chateau MArmand hadn't gone public, but its existence was
- 29:23Speaker 1: a shared secret among paparazzi, and they never bought Heath's
- 29:27Speaker 1: hole mister Mom routine to begin with, and they knew
- 29:30Speaker 1: the real Heath. He was living on Broome Street in Soho,
- 29:33Speaker 1: like what the Aussie flophouse in La years ago. His
- 29:36Speaker 1: mates were once again welcome and made regular visits, some
- 29:40Speaker 1: longer term than others. Unable to keep Heath away from drugs,
- 29:44Speaker 1: they kept drugs away from Heath, chastising people who brought
- 29:48Speaker 1: coke to parties. Put that shit away. Heath can't see that,
- 29:52Speaker 1: and they comforted him about the split about being away
- 29:55Speaker 1: from his daughter and fatherhood was the only thing Heath
- 29:58Speaker 1: knew he was good at without an audience to t
- 30:00Speaker 1: tell him. So he missed his daughter like a limb,
- 30:04Speaker 1: and the housekeeper let herself into heath soho pad around
- 30:07Speaker 1: noon that day. She knew to always expect guests, aussy
- 30:11Speaker 1: boys passed out on the couch, a supermodel making herself
- 30:14Speaker 1: tea in the kitchen, But on this day, heath door
- 30:17Speaker 1: was closed. Maybe he's getting some rest, she thought. At
- 30:23Speaker 1: two thirty in the afternoon, He's massage therapist came by,
- 30:27Speaker 1: and neither the therapist nor the housekeeper wanted to wake him,
- 30:30Speaker 1: but Heath needed the massage treatments. Back pain was constant.
- 30:34Speaker 1: A good massage many could skip some of the pills.
- 30:38Speaker 1: When Heath didn't respond and they worried. It took both
- 30:41Speaker 1: of them to force the door open and they found
- 30:43Speaker 1: him naked on the floor, unresponsive, and the housekeeper told
- 30:47Speaker 1: the massage therapist to call an ambulance, but they both
- 30:50Speaker 1: knew the things the papers wrote about Heath. If there
- 30:52Speaker 1: weren't paparazzi outside the apartment already, sirens would drive them
- 30:56Speaker 1: like flies to shit, and Heath would wake up as
- 30:59Speaker 1: the punchline of a tabloid scandal. And to spare him embarrassment,
- 31:03Speaker 1: his massage therapist called the first number on his speed dial.
- 31:06Speaker 1: She got Mary Kate Olsen in the spotlight. Since she
- 31:11Speaker 1: was nine months old, Mary Kate Olsen was one half
- 31:14Speaker 1: of America's most notorious set of child star twins. She
- 31:18Speaker 1: claimed she and Heath were just friends, although anyone who's
- 31:21Speaker 1: had to pick nine, ride or dies to put on
- 31:23Speaker 1: speed dial might suspect it was more significant. She was
- 31:27Speaker 1: in la when she got the call from Heath's massage therapist,
- 31:30Speaker 1: but rather than say hang up the phone and call
- 31:32Speaker 1: a fucking ambulance, she told him she would send her
- 31:35Speaker 1: security guy in New York. He'd be there in no
- 31:37Speaker 1: time and get everything taken care of, and Mary Kate
- 31:40Speaker 1: hung up. The massage therapist called back and stressed that
- 31:45Speaker 1: Heath was unconscious. Mary Kate assured her the guy is
- 31:49Speaker 1: on his way. The massage therapist started to think they
- 31:52Speaker 1: were beyond damage control. Heath Ledger didn't seem to be breathing.
- 31:55Speaker 1: The massage therapist looked at the naked body on the floor.
- 31:59Speaker 1: She wasn't thinking about tabloid headlines. She was thinking what
- 32:01Speaker 1: the cops would do if she let Heath Ledger die
- 32:04Speaker 1: while she waited for Mary Kate Olson's guy to come over.
- 32:07Speaker 1: As she finally called an ambulance and then called Mary
- 32:09Speaker 1: Kate back to let her know. And by the time
- 32:12Speaker 1: Mary Kate's guy got there, the paramedics had already called it.
- 32:16Speaker 1: Heath Ledger was dead. At twenty eight three hundred strangers
- 32:22Speaker 1: stood on Broome Street, phones in the air as the
- 32:24Speaker 1: body bag came out. Stories spun out in real time.
- 32:28Speaker 1: A suicide, an overdose. Darren Banks and Eric mong dug
- 32:32Speaker 1: up the video they'd taken at the Chateau MArmand and
- 32:34Speaker 1: started shopping it to the highest bidder, and they got
- 32:37Speaker 1: a million for it before Banks's axe Jane Doe, hit
- 32:40Speaker 1: them with a lawsuit. Director Terry Gilliam saw the news
- 32:43Speaker 1: on the BBC. He figured it was a delibered Hoak
- 32:46Speaker 1: stage by Warner Brothers in order to promote The Joker.
- 32:49Speaker 1: The studio had engaged in weird viral marketing for The
- 32:52Speaker 1: Dark Night since before Christmas. Christopher Nolan was still editing
- 32:56Speaker 1: the film, which earned Heath Ledger a posthumous oscar. A
- 32:59Speaker 1: year after his death at a restaurant in London. Somebody
- 33:03Speaker 1: told Jack Nicholson. I warned him, Jack said, he refused
- 33:07Speaker 1: to elaborate. It took weeks, but the medical examiner labeled
- 33:12Speaker 1: Heath Ledger's death an accidental overdose of prescription medication, classic
- 33:17Speaker 1: death by misadventure, a cocktail of anti anxiety drugs, sleeping
- 33:22Speaker 1: pills and painkillers. Investigators tracked down heat stalktors and accounted
- 33:27Speaker 1: for most of the meds. But the oxy codone that
- 33:30Speaker 1: was in that cocktail of anti anxiety drugs shouldn't have
- 33:33Speaker 1: been in the mix. Nobody should have ever prescribed Heath
- 33:37Speaker 1: Ledger oxy codone, not with everything else he was taking
- 33:40Speaker 1: just to keep a shit together. And the cops had questions,
- 33:43Speaker 1: and so did the DEA. Where did the drugs come from?
- 33:47Speaker 1: Given the party traffic in and out of his house,
- 33:49Speaker 1: The suspect list would need to include most of Lower
- 33:52Speaker 1: Manhattan and Brooklyn. Why they wanted to know did Mary
- 33:56Speaker 1: kay Olsen's security guys show up on the scene at
- 33:58Speaker 1: the same time as the parents medics. Was he there
- 34:01Speaker 1: to help or was he there to clean up a mess?
- 34:04Speaker 1: They wanted to talk to the child star turned tabloid regular.
- 34:07Speaker 1: Mary Kate's lawyers said she wasn't sitting down for a
- 34:10Speaker 1: chat without guaranteed immunity, and that shit might have sound
- 34:13Speaker 1: acute in her adorable full house days. But the DEA
- 34:16Speaker 1: wasn't charmed. They issued a subpoena that would force her
- 34:19Speaker 1: to testify in front of a grand jury where they
- 34:21Speaker 1: could ask her anything. Had she ever done illegal drugs?
- 34:25Speaker 1: Had she ever shared prescription medication with anyone? Mary Kate
- 34:29Speaker 1: was in the middle of a legal minefield. Asking for
- 34:31Speaker 1: immunity in advance was smart, even if it made her
- 34:34Speaker 1: look shady as fucked to folks who wanted someone to
- 34:36Speaker 1: blame for Heath's death. In the end, the US Attorney's
- 34:40Speaker 1: Office deemed there was no viable target, which is not
- 34:43Speaker 1: the same as saying no one was guilty. A year
- 34:50Speaker 1: after his death, Keith's parents and his sister walked onto
- 34:54Speaker 1: the stage of the Kodak Theater in Hollywood to accept
- 34:57Speaker 1: the Academy Award for Best Supporting Actor. On He Behalf
- 35:01Speaker 1: behind Them, an image of Heath Is the Joker stared
- 35:04Speaker 1: out at the audience twenty feet high. The sloppy black
- 35:08Speaker 1: paint around his eyes bleeding into the white paint on
- 35:11Speaker 1: his face, his lips, blood red, scraggly swamp green hair,
- 35:17Speaker 1: and that smile, the smile he'd created in a hotel room,
- 35:22Speaker 1: the smile that lived inside him and never let him
- 35:25Speaker 1: sleep again. Truly a disgrace. I'm Jake Brennan, and this
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