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- 0:00Chapter eight. Although misquested had known Ronnie Well in England, she felt well
- 0:07advised to visit him before deciding to be his wife. India had developed sides
- 0:13of his character that she had never admired. His self complacency, his censoriousness,
- 0:21his lack of subtlety, all grew vivid beneath the tropic sky. He
- 0:26seemed more indifferent than of old do what was passing in the minds of his
- 0:31fellows, more certain that he was right about them, nor that if he
- 0:36was wrong, it didn't matter. When proved wrong, he was particularly exasperating.
- 0:43He always managed to suggest that she needn't have bothered to prove it.
- 0:49The point she made was never the relevant point. Her arguments conclusive but barren.
- 0:56She was reminded that he had expert knowledge and she none, and that
- 1:00experience would not help her because she could not interpret it. A public school,
- 1:07London University, a year at a Crammer's, a particular sequence of posts
- 1:14in a particular province, a fall from a horse, and a touch of
- 1:19fever were presented to her as the only training by which Indians and all who
- 1:23reside in their country can be understood, The only training she could comprehend,
- 1:30that is to say, for of course, above Ronie there stretched the higher
- 1:34realms of knowledge, inhabited by Calenders and Turtons, who had been not one
- 1:42year in the country but twenty, and whose instincts were superhuman. For himself,
- 1:48he made no extravagant claims. She wished he would. It was the
- 1:53qualified bray of the callow official the I am not perfect. But that got
- 2:00on her nerves. How gross he had been at mister Fielding's, spoiling the
- 2:07talk and walking off in the middle of the haunting song. As he drove
- 2:12them away in their tum tum, her irritation became unbearable, and she did
- 2:17not realize that much of it was directed against herself. She longed for an
- 2:23opportunity to fly out at him, and since he felt cross too, and
- 2:29they were both in India, and opportunity soon occurred. They had scarcely left
- 2:35the college grounds before she heard him say to his mother, who was with
- 2:39him on the front seat, what was that about the caves? And she
- 2:46promptly opened fire. Missus Moore, your delightful doctor has decided on a picnic
- 2:52instead of a party in his house. We are to meet him out there,
- 2:55you myself, mister Fielding, Professor Goudboullet, exactly the same party out
- 3:01where the Maraba caves. Oh no, I'm blessed, he murmured, after
- 3:07a pause. Did he descend to any details? Hated not. If you
- 3:15had spoken to him, we could have arranged them. He shook his head,
- 3:20laughing, Have I said anything funny? I was only thinking how the
- 3:24worthy doctor's collar climbed up his neck. I thought you were discussing the caves.
- 3:30So I am Aziz was exquisitely dressed from Tai Pin two spats, but
- 3:37he had forgotten his back collar stud And there you have the Indian all over
- 3:44in attention to detail, the fundamental slackness that reveals the race similar to meet
- 3:52in the caves as if they were clock at Charing Cross, when they're miles
- 3:57from the station and each other. Have you been to them? No?
- 4:01But I know all about them? Naturally, Oh, naturally? Are you
- 4:08too pledged to this expedition? Mother? Mother is pledged to nothing, said
- 4:14missus Moore rather unexpectedly. Certainly not to this polo. Will you drive up
- 4:20to the bungalow first and drop me there, please? I prefer to rest
- 4:26drop me too, said Sadeloe. I don't want to watch polo either.
- 4:30I'm sure simpler to drop the polo, said Ronnie. Tired and disappointed,
- 4:38he quite lost self control and added in a loud, lecturing voice, I
- 4:45won't have you messing about with Indians any more. If you want to go
- 4:48to the Barrabar Caves, you'll go under British auspices. I've never heard of
- 4:56these caves. I don't know what or where they are, said missus Moore,
- 5:01but I really can't have She tapped the cushion beside her so much quarreling
- 5:09and tiresomeness. The young people were ashamed. They dropped her at the bungalow
- 5:15and drove on together to the polo, feeling it was the least they could
- 5:20do. Their crackling bad humor left them, but the heaviness of their spirit
- 5:27remained. Thunderstorms seldom cleared the air. Miss quested was thinking over her own
- 5:33behavior and didn't like it at all. Instead of weighing Ronnie and herself and
- 5:41coming to a reasoned conclusion about marriage, she had incidentally, in the course
- 5:47of a talk about mangoes, remarked to mixed company that she didn't mean to
- 5:53stop in India, which meant that she wouldn't marry Ronnie. But what a
- 5:59way to announce it. What a way for a civilized girl to behave.
- 6:04She owed him an explanation, but unfortunately there was nothing to explain. The
- 6:11thorough talk so dear to her principles and temperament, had been postponed until too
- 6:17late. There seemed no point in being disagreeable to him and formulating her complaints
- 6:25against his character at this hour of the day, which was the evening.
- 6:30The polo took place on the maidan near the entrance of Chandrapur City. The
- 6:36sun was already declining and each of the trees held a premonition of night.
- 6:43They walked away from the government group to a distant seat, and there,
- 6:47feeling that it was his due and her own, she forced out of herself
- 6:53the undigested remark, we must have a thorough talk, Ronnie. I'm afraid
- 7:00fors rotten. I must apologize, was his reply. I didn't mean to
- 7:05order you and mother about, but of course the way those Bengalis let you
- 7:10down this morning annoyed me, and I don't want that sort of thing to
- 7:15keep happening. It's nothing to do with them that I know what. Azis
- 7:21would make some similar model over the caves. He meant nothing by the invitation.
- 7:28I could tell by his voice. It's just their way of being pleasant.
- 7:32It's something very different, nothing to do with the caves that I wanted
- 7:39to talk over with you. She gazed at the colorless grass. I've finally
- 7:46decided we are not going to be married, my dear boy. The news
- 7:51hurt Ronnie very much. He had heard Aziz announced that she would not return
- 7:58to the country, but had paid no attention to the remark, for he
- 8:01never dreamt that an Indian could be a channel of communication between two English people.
- 8:09He controlled himself and said, gently, you never said we should marry,
- 8:16my dear girl, You never bound either yourself or me. Don't let
- 8:20this upset you. She felt ashamed how decent he was. He might force
- 8:28his opinions down her throat, but did not press her to an engagement,
- 8:35because he believed, like herself, in the sanctity of personal relationships. It
- 8:41was this that had drawn them together at their first meeting, which had occurred
- 8:46among the grand scenery of the English lakes. Her ordeal was over, but
- 8:52she felt it should have been more painful and longer. Adela will not marry
- 8:58Ronnie. It seemed slipping away like a dream, she said, But let
- 9:05us discuss things. It's all so frightfully important. We mustn't make false steps.
- 9:11I want next to hear your point of view about me. It might
- 9:16help us both. His manner was unhappy and reserved. I don't much believe
- 9:24in this discussing. Besides, I'm so dead with all this extra work Mohu
- 9:30Rum's bringing. If you'll excuse me, I only want everything to be absolutely
- 9:37clear between us, and to answer any questions you care to put to me
- 9:41on my conduct. But I haven't got any questions. You've acted within your
- 9:48rights. You were quite right to come out and have a look at me
- 9:52doing my work. It was an excellent plan. And anyhow, it's no
- 9:56use talking further. We should only get up steam. He felt angry and
- 10:01bruised. He was too proud to tempt her back, but he did not
- 10:07consider that she had behaved badly, because where his compatriots were concerned, he
- 10:13had a generous mind. I suppose that there is nothing else. It's unpardonable
- 10:20of me to have given you and your mother. All this bother said,
- 10:24misquested heavily and frowned up at the tree beneath which they were sitting. A
- 10:31little green bird was observing her, so brilliant and neat that it might have
- 10:35hopped straight out of a shop. On catching her eye, it closed its
- 10:41own, gave a small skip, and prepared to go to bed. Some
- 10:46Indian wild bird. Yes, nothing else, she repeated, feeling that a
- 10:54profound and passionate speech ought to have been delivered by one or both of them.
- 11:01We've been awfully British over it. But I suppose that's all right,
- 11:07as we are British. I suppose it is anyhow, We've not quarreled,
- 11:11Ronnie. Oh, that would have been too absurd. Why should we quarrel?
- 11:18I think we shall keep friends. I know we shall quite so.
- 11:24As soon as they had exchanged this admission, a wave of relief passed through
- 11:31them both, and then transformed itself into a wave of tenderness and passed back.
- 11:37They were softened by their own honesty and began to feel lonely and unwise.
- 11:43Experiences not character divided them. They were not dissimilar as humans go.
- 11:52Indeed, when compared with the people who stood nearest to them in point of
- 11:56space, They became practically identic the Bheel who was holding an officer's polo pony,
- 12:05the Eurasian who drove the nahuah Badu's car, the nahuab Badur himself,
- 12:11the nahuab Badur's debotched grandson. None would have examined a difficulty so frankly and
- 12:18coolly. The mere fact of examination caused it to diminish. Of course,
- 12:26they were friends and forever. Do you know what the name of that green
- 12:31bird of above us is? She asked, putting her shoulder rather nearer to
- 12:37his b eater. Oh no, Ronnie, it has red bars on its
- 12:45wings, parrot, he hazarded, Good, gracious, No, the bird
- 12:52in question dived into the dome of the tree. It was of no importance.
- 12:56Yet they would have liked to identify it, would somehow have solaced their
- 13:01hearts. But nothing in India is identifiable. The mere asking of a question
- 13:09causes it to disappear, or to merge into something else. McBride has an
- 13:16illustrated bird book, he said, dejectedly. I'm no good at birds.
- 13:22In fact, I'm useless at any information outside my job. It's a great
- 13:26pity, so am I. I'm useless at everything? What do I hear?
- 13:37Shouted the Nawab Bahadur at the top of his voice, causing both of
- 13:41them to start. What most improbable statement have I heard an English lady useless?
- 13:50He laughed genially, sure within limits of his welcome Hallo Nahua Badur In
- 14:00watching the polo again, said Ronnie tepidly, I have sahib I have?
- 14:07How do you do? Said Adela, likewise, pulling herself together, she
- 14:11held out her hand. The old gentleman judged from so wanton a gesture that
- 14:18she was new to this country, But he paid a little heed. Women
- 14:22who exposed their faith became by that one act so mysterious to him that he
- 14:28took them at the valuation of their men folk rather than at his own.
- 14:33Perhaps they were not immoral, and anyhow they were not his affair. On
- 14:41seeing the city magistrate along with a maiden at twilight, he had borne down
- 14:46on them with hospitable intent. He had a new little car and wished to
- 14:50place it at their disposal. The city magistrate would decide whether the offer was
- 14:56acceptable. Ronnie was by this time rather ashamed of his curtness to Aziz and
- 15:03good boy. And here was an opportunity of showing that he could treat Indians
- 15:09with consideration when they deserved it, So he said, worth the same sad
- 15:15friendliness that he had employed when discussing the bird, would half an hour's spin
- 15:20entertain you at all? Oughtn't we to get back to the bungalow? Why?
- 15:28I think perhaps I ought to see your mother and discuss future plans.
- 15:33That's as you like. But there's no hurry, is there? Let me
- 15:39take you to the bungalow and first the little spin, cried the old man
- 15:43and hastened to the car. He may show you some aspect of the country
- 15:48I can't, And he's a real loyalist. I thought you might care for
- 15:54a bit of a change. Determined to give him no more trouble, she
- 15:58agreed, but her desire to see India had suddenly decreased. There had been
- 16:06a factitious element in it. How should they seat themselves in the car.
- 16:12The elegant grandson had to be left behind. The Nawab Bahadur got up in
- 16:18front, for he had no intention of neighboring an English girl. Despite my
- 16:26advanced years, I am learning to drive, he said, man can learn
- 16:30everything if he will, but try and for seeing a further difficulty, he
- 16:37added, I do not do the actual steering. I sit and ask my
- 16:44chauffeur questions and thus learn the reason for everything that is done before I do
- 16:48it myself. By this method serious, and I may say, ludicrous accidents
- 16:57such as befell one of my compatriots during that delightful reception at the English Club,
- 17:04are avoided. Our good panalal, I hope Sahib, that great damage
- 17:11was not done to your flowers. Let us have our little spin down the
- 17:17Gungavati road. He fell asleep. Rani instructed the chauffeur to take the Marabar
- 17:23road rather than the Gangavati since the letter was under repair, and settled himself
- 17:30down beside the lady he had lost. The car, made a burring noise
- 17:34and rushed along a chasse that ran upon an embankment above the melancholy fields.
- 17:41Trees of a poor quality bordered the road. Indeed, the whole scene was
- 17:48inferior, and suggested that the countryside was too vast to admit of excellence.
- 17:55In vain did each item in it call out? Come? Come there was
- 18:00not enough God to go round. The two young people conversed feebly and felt
- 18:07unimportant. When the darkness began, it seemed to well out of the meager
- 18:12vegetation, entirely covering the fields each side of them. Before it brimmed over
- 18:18the road. Rannie's face grew dim, an event that always increased her esteem
- 18:25for his character. Her hand touched his, owing to a jolt, and
- 18:32one of those thrills so frequent in the animal kingdom, passed between them and
- 18:37announced that all their difficulties were only a lover's quarrel. Each was too proud
- 18:45to increase the pressure, but neither withdrew it, and a spurious unity descended
- 18:51on them, as local and temporary as the gleam that inhabits a firefly.
- 18:56It would vanish in a moment, perhaps to reappear. But the darkness is
- 19:02alone durable, and the night that encircled them, absolute as it seemed,
- 19:07was itself only a spurious unity, being modified by the gleams of day that
- 19:15leaked up round the edges of the earth and by the stars. They gripped
- 19:22bump jump a swerve. Two wheels lifted in the air, breaks on bump
- 19:30with a tree at edge of embankment stand still. An accident a slight one.
- 19:37Nobody hurt. The Nawab Bahadur awoke. He cried out in Arabic,
- 19:44and violently tugged his beard. What's the damage, inquired Ranie, after the
- 19:51moment's pause, that he permitted himself before taking charge. The duration inclined to
- 19:57be flustered to the sound of his voice and every inch an Englishman replied,
- 20:06you give me five minutes time. I'll take you damn anywhere. Frightened Adela,
- 20:12not a bit I consider not to be frightened. The height of folly,
- 20:18cried the Nahwa Bahadur quite rudely. Well it's all over now. Tears
- 20:25are useless, said Ronnie, dismounting we had some luck butting that tree all
- 20:32over. Oh yes, the danger is past. Let us smoke cigarettes,
- 20:37let us do anything we please. Oh yes, enjoy ourselves. Oh,
- 20:44my merciful God. His words died into Arabic again. Wasn't the bridge we
- 20:52skidded? We didn't skid, said Adela, who had seen the cause of
- 20:56the accident and thought everyone must have seen it too. We ran into an
- 21:02animal. A loud cry broke from the old man. His terror was disproportionate
- 21:08and ridiculous. An animal, a large animal, rushed up out of the
- 21:15dark on the rights and hit us. By jove, she's right, Ronnie,
- 21:21exclaimed. The paint's gone, by jove, Sir, your lady is
- 21:26right, echoed the Eurasian. Just by the hinges of the door was a
- 21:30dent, and the door opened with difficulty. Of course, I'm right.
- 21:36I saw its harry back quite plainly, I say, Adela, what twas
- 21:41it? I don't know the animals any better than the birds here? Too
- 21:47big for a goat. Exactly too big for a goat, said the old
- 21:52man. Let's go into this, let's look for its tracks. Exactly you
- 22:00wish to borrow this electric torch. The English people walked a few steps back
- 22:07into the darkness, united and happy. Thanks to their youth and upbringing,
- 22:12they were not upset by the accident. They traced back the writhing of the
- 22:18tires to the source of their disturbance. It was just after the exit from
- 22:22a bridge. The animal had probably come up out of the nulla steady and
- 22:29smooth ran The marks of the car ribbons neatly nicked with lozenges. Then all
- 22:34went mad. Certainly some external force had impinged, but the road had been
- 22:41used by too many objects for any one track to be legible, and the
- 22:47torch created such highlights and black shadows that they could not interpret what it revealed.
- 22:53Moreover, Adela, in her excitement, knelt and swept her skirts about
- 23:00until it was she if anyone who appeared to have attacked the car. The
- 23:06incident was a great relief to them both. They forgot about their abortive personal
- 23:11relationship and felt adventurous as they mumbled about in the dust. I believe it
- 23:18was a buffalo, she called to their host, who had not accompanied them.
- 23:23Exactly unless it was a Hyaena. Rani approved this last conjecture. Hyaenas
- 23:33prowel indullas and headlights dazzled them. Excellent a Hyaena, said the Indian,
- 23:40with an angry irony and a gesture at the night. Mister Harris, half
- 23:48a moue give me ten minutes time, Sahib, says Hyaena. Don't worry,
- 23:53mister Harris. He saved us from a nasty smash. Harris, well
- 23:59done, smash, Sahib, that would not have taken place had he obeyed
- 24:04and taken us Gangavati side instead of morabar. My fault that I told him
- 24:11to come this way because the road's better. Mister Leslie has made it puka
- 24:17right up to the hills. Ah, Now I begin to understand. Seeming
- 24:23to pull himself together, he apologized slowly and elaborately for the accident. Ranie
- 24:30murmured not at all, but apologies were his due and should have started sooner.
- 24:37Because English people are so calm at a crisis, it is not to
- 24:41be assumed that they are unimportant. The Nahwa Badur had not come out very
- 24:48well. At that moment. A large car approached from the opposite direction.
- 24:55Ranie advanced a few steps down the road, and with authority in his voice
- 24:59and gesture, stopped it. It bore the inscription mudcol State across its bonnet.
- 25:07I'll friskiness and friendliness. Miss Deryck sat inside, mister Heslop, Miss
- 25:14question, what are you holding up an innocent female for? We've had a
- 25:18breakdown. How putrid we ran into a hyaena, how absolutely rotten? Can
- 25:27you give us a lift? Yes? Indeed, take me too, said
- 25:33the nawab Bahadur. Hey what about me, cried mister Harris. Now what's
- 25:41all this? I'm not an omnibus, said miss Deryck with decision. I've
- 25:47a harmonium and two dogs in here with me. As it is, I'll
- 25:51take three of you if one'll sit in front and nurse a pug. No
- 25:56more, I will sit in front, said the Nauab Madur. Then hop
- 26:02in. I've no notion who you are. Hey, no, what about
- 26:07my dinner? I can't be left alone all night trying to look and feel
- 26:12like a European, The chauffeur interposed aggressively. He still wore a topi,
- 26:18despite the darkness, and his face to which the ruling race had contributed a
- 26:23little beyond bad teeth, peered out of it pathetically and seemed to say,
- 26:30what's it all about? Don't worry me so you blacks and whites here.
- 26:34I am stuck in dam India same as you, and you've got to fit
- 26:40me in better than this. A nou su will bring you out some suitable
- 26:45dinner upon a bicycle, said the Nawab Madur, who had regained his usual
- 26:52dignity. I shall despatch him with all possible speed. Meanwhile, repair my
- 26:59car. They sped off, and mister Harris, after a reproachful glance squatted
- 27:04down upon his hands. When Indians and English were both present, he grew
- 27:11self conscious because he did not know to whom he belonged. For a little
- 27:17he was vexed by opposite currents in his blood. Then they blended, and
- 27:22he belonged to no one but himself. But Miss Derrick was in tearing spirits.
- 27:29She had succeeded in stealing the mudcoul car. Her maharaj would be awfully
- 27:34sick, but she didn't mind. He could sack her if he liked.
- 27:40I don't believe in these people letting you down, she said. If I
- 27:45didn't snatch like the devil, I should be nowhere. He doesn't want the
- 27:48car, silly fool. Surely it's to the credit of his state that I
- 27:53should be seen about in it at Chandrapoor during my leave. He ought to
- 27:59look at it that way. Anyhow, he's got to look at it that
- 28:02way. My Maharani's different. My Maharani is a dear. That's her fox
- 28:07terrier. Poor little devil. I fished them out, both with the driver.
- 28:12Imagine taking dogs to a chief's conference as sensible as taking chiefs. Perhaps
- 28:18she shrieked with laughter. The harmonium. The Harmonium's my little mistake, I
- 28:26own. I rather had me over the harmonium. I meant to stop on
- 28:30the train, Oh Lord, Rani laughed with restraint. He did not approve
- 28:37of English people taking service under the native states, where they obtained a certain
- 28:42amount of influence, but at the expense of the general prestige. The humorous
- 28:48triumphs of a freelance are of no assistance to an administrator. And he told
- 28:53the young lady that she would outdo Indians at their own game if she went
- 28:59on much longer. They always sack me before that happens, and then I
- 29:03get another job. The whole of India seethes with Maharanees and ranees and begums
- 29:10who clamor for such as me. Really, I had no idea. How
- 29:17could you have any idea, mister Heslop, What should he know about maharani
- 29:22is misquested? Nothing, at least, I should hope not. I understand
- 29:26those big people are not particularly interesting, said Adela, quietly, disliking the
- 29:33young woman's tone. Her hand touched Rani's again in the darkness, and the
- 29:40animal thrilled. There was now added a coincidence of opinion. Ah, there
- 29:45you're wrong, They're priceless. I would scarcely call her wrong. Broke out
- 29:52the Nahwa Bandur from his isolation on the front seat, whither they had relegated
- 29:59him native state a Hindu state. The wife of a ruler of a Hindu
- 30:04state may beyond doubt, be a most excellent lady. And let it not
- 30:11be for a moment supposed that I suggest anything against the character of her highness,
- 30:18the Maharani of Mudkoul. But I fear she will be uneducated. I
- 30:25fear she will be superstitious. Indeed, how could she be otherwise what opportunity
- 30:33of education has such a lady had? Oh, superstition is terrible, terrible.
- 30:41Oh, it is a great defect in our Indian character. And as
- 30:47if to point his criticism, the lights of the civil station appeared on a
- 30:52rise to the right. He grew more and more valuable. Oh, it
- 30:57is the duty of each and every citizen to shake superstition off. And though
- 31:03I have little experience of Hindu states, and none of this particular one named
- 31:11Mudkool, the ruler I fancy has a salute of but eleven guns. Yet
- 31:19I cannot imagine that they have been as successful as British India, where we
- 31:26see reason and orderliness spreading in every direction like a most health giving flood.
- 31:33Miss Derrick said Kali, undeterred by the expletive the old man swept on.
- 31:41His tongue had been loosed, and his mind had several points to make.
- 31:48He wanted to endorse misquested's remark that big people are not interesting, because he
- 31:55was bigger himself than many an independent chief. At the same time, he
- 32:00must neither remind nor inform her that he was big lest she felt she had
- 32:07committed a discourtesy. This was the groundwork of his oration. Worked in with
- 32:15it was his gratitude to Miss Derrick for the lift, his willingness to hold
- 32:21a repulsive dog in his arms, and his general regret for the trouble he
- 32:25had caused the human race during the evening. Also, he wanted to be
- 32:31dropped near the city to get hold of his cleaner and to see what mischief
- 32:37his grandson was up to. As he wove all these anxieties into a single
- 32:43rope, he suspected that his audience felt no interest, and that the city
- 32:50magistrate fondled either maiden behind the cover of the harmonium, but good breeding compelled
- 32:57him to continue. It was nothing to him if they were bored because he
- 33:02did not know what boredom is, and it was nothing to him if they
- 33:07were licentious, because God had created all races to be different. The accident
- 33:14was over, and his life equably useful, distinguished, happy, ran on
- 33:22as before and expressed itself in streams of well chosen words. When this old
- 33:29geyser had left them, Ronie made no comment, but taught lightly about Polo.
- 33:36Turton had taught him that it is sounder not to discuss a man at
- 33:40once, and he reserved what he had to say on the nawab's character until
- 33:45later in the evening. His hand, which she had removed to say goodbye,
- 33:52touched Adelot's again. She caressed it definitely, he responded, and their
- 33:59firm and mutual pressure surely meant something. They looked at each other when they
- 34:06reached the bungalow, for missus Moore was inside. It was for misquested to
- 34:12speak, and she said, nervously, Ronnie, I should like to take
- 34:17back what I said on the maidan. He assented, and they became engaged
- 34:23to be married in consequence. Neither had foreseen such a consequence. She had
- 34:30meant to revert to her former condition of important and cultivated uncertainty, but it
- 34:37had passed out of her reach at its appropriate hour. Unlike the green bird
- 34:44or the hairy animal, she was labeled. Now she felt humiliated again,
- 34:51for she deprecated labels, and she felt too that there should have been another
- 34:58scene between her lover and her herself at this point, something dramatic and lengthy.
- 35:05He was pleased instead of distressed. He was surprised, but he had
- 35:10really nothing to say. What, indeed is there to say? To be
- 35:16or not to be married? That was the question, and they had decided
- 35:22it in the affirmative. Come long, and let's tell the mater all this.
- 35:28Opening the perforated zinc door that protected the bungalow from the swarms of winged
- 35:34creatures, the noise woke the Mater up. She had been dreaming of the
- 35:38absent children who were so seldom mentioned, Ralph and Stella, and did not
- 35:45at first grasp what was required of her. She too had become used to
- 35:50thoughtful procrastination and felt alarmed when it came to an end. When the announcement
- 35:57was over. He made a gracious and honest remark, Look here, both
- 36:02of you see India if you like, and as you like. I know
- 36:08I made myself rather ridiculous at Fieldings, but it's different now. I wasn't
- 36:15quite sure of myself. My duties here are evidently finished. I don't want
- 36:22to see India now. Now for my happy passage back was missus Moore's thought.
- 36:29She reminded herself of all that happy marriage means, and of her own
- 36:35happy marriages, one of which had produced Ronnie. Adela's parents had also been
- 36:42happily married and excellent. It was to see the incident repeated by the younger
- 36:47generation on and on. The number of such unions would certainly increase as education
- 36:55spread and ideals grew loftier and characters firmer. But she was tired by her
- 37:04visit to Government College. Her feet ached. Mister Fielding had walked too fast
- 37:09and too far. The young people had annoyed her in the tum tum and
- 37:15given her to suppose they were breaking with each other. And though it was
- 37:20all right now, she could not speak as enthusiastically of wedlock or of anything
- 37:28as she should have done. Ronnie was suited. Now she must go home
- 37:32and help the others if they wished. She was past marrying herself, even
- 37:39unhappily. Her function was to help others. Her reward to be informed that
- 37:45she was sympathetic. Elderly ladies must not expect more than this. They dined
- 37:53alone. There was much pleasant and affectionate talk about the future. Later on
- 38:00they spoke of passing events, and Rani reviewed and recounted the day from his
- 38:06own point of view. It was a different day from the women's because while
- 38:10they had enjoyed themselves or thought he had worked, Mohoram was approaching, and
- 38:19as usual, the chandrapp or Mohammedans were building paper towers of a size too
- 38:24large to pass under the branches of a certain peppool tree. One knew what
- 38:30happened next. The tower struck a Mohammedan climbed up the peppool and cut the
- 38:37branch off. The Hindus protested there was a religious riot, and heaven knew
- 38:44what with Perhaps the troops sent for there had been deputations and conciliation committees under
- 38:52the auspices of Turton, and all the normal work of chandrapor had been hung
- 38:58up. Should the session, take another root or should the towers be shorter?
- 39:05The Mohammedans offered the former, the Hindoos insisted on the ladder. The
- 39:10collector had favored the Hindoos until he suspected that they had artificially bent the tree
- 39:16near the ground. They said it sagged naturally. Measurements plans an official visit
- 39:25to the spot. But Ronie had not disliked his day, for it proved
- 39:31that the British were necessary to India. There would certainly have been bloodshed without
- 39:37them. His voice grew complacent again. He was here not to be pleasant,
- 39:43but to keep the peace. And now that Adela had promised to be
- 39:49his wife, she was sure to understand. What does our old gentleman of
- 39:53the car think? She asked, and her negligent tone was exactly what he
- 39:59designed. Our old gentleman is helpful and sound, as he always is over
- 40:06public affairs. You've seen in him our show Indian have I really, I'm
- 40:13afraid so incredible? Aren't they even the best of them? They all forget
- 40:20their back collar studs. Sooner or later. You've had to do with three
- 40:25sets of Indians today, the Bacharias, Azzies and this chap and it really
- 40:32isn't a coincidence that they've all let you down. I like azzies. Azzi's
- 40:38is my friend, missus Moore interposed. When the animal runs into us,
- 40:45the Noah loses his head, deserts his unfortunate chauffeur intrudes upon Miss Derrick.
- 40:53No great crimes, no great crimes, but no white man would have done
- 40:58it. Animal. Oh, we had a small accident on the Marabar road.
- 41:05Adela thinks it was a hyaena An accident. She cried nothing, no
- 41:10one hurt. Our excellent host awoke, much rattled from his dreams, appeared
- 41:16to think it was our vault, and chanted exactly exactly this is more shivered
- 41:24a ghost, but the idea of a ghost scarcely passed her lips. The
- 41:31young people did not take it up, being occupied with their own outlooks and
- 41:37deprived of support. It perished or was reabsorbed into the part of the mind
- 41:43that seldom speaks. Yes, nothing criminal, Ronnie summed up. But there's
- 41:49the native, and there's one of the reasons why we don't admit him to
- 41:53our clubs. And how a decent girl like miss Derrick can take service under
- 41:59natives. Me But I must get on with my work, Krishna. Krishna
- 42:06was the peon who should have brought the files from his office. He had
- 42:10not turned up, and a terrific row ensued. Ronie stormed, shouted,
- 42:19howled, and only the experienced observer could tell that he was not angry,
- 42:24did not much want the files, and only made a row because it was
- 42:30The custom servants, quite understanding, ran slowly in circles, carrying hurricane laps.
- 42:39Krishna the earth Krishna, the stars replied, until the Englishman was appeased
- 42:46by their echoes. Find the absent peon eight on us and sat down to
- 42:52his arrears in the next room. Will you play patience with your future mother
- 42:58in law? Or does it seem too tame? I should like to I
- 43:02don't feel a bit excited. I'm just glad it's settled up at last,
- 43:08but I'm not conscious of a vast change. We are all three the same
- 43:13people. Still. That's much the best feeling to have. She dealt out
- 43:20the first row of damon. I suppose so, said the girl thoughtfully.
- 43:27I feared at mister Fieldings that it might be settled the other way. Black
- 43:34knave on a red queen. They chatted gently about the game presently. Adelote
- 43:42said, you heard me tell Aziz and good bullet. I wasn't stopping in
- 43:47their country. I didn't mean it, so why did I say it?
- 43:52I feel I haven't been a frank enough, attentive enough, or something.
- 43:59It's as if I got everything out of proportion. You have been so very
- 44:05good to me, and I meant to be good when I sailed, but
- 44:08somehow I haven't been. Missus Moore, If one isn't absolutely honest, what
- 44:15is the use of existing? She continued to lay out her cards. The
- 44:21words were obscure, but she understood the uneasiness that produced them. She had
- 44:28experienced it twice herself during her own engagements. This vague contrition and doubt all
- 44:37had come right enough afterwards, and doubtless would this time. Marriage makes most
- 44:43things right enough. I wouldn't worry, she said. It's partly the odd
- 44:51surroundings. You and I keep on attending to trifles instead of what's important.
- 44:58We are what the people here you knew? You mean that my brothers are
- 45:04mixed up with India Indias? She stopped, What made you call it a
- 45:10ghost? Call what a ghost? The animal thing that hit us. Didn't
- 45:19you say, oh, a ghost in passing? I couldn't have been thinking
- 45:23of what I was saying. It was probably a hyaena. As a matter
- 45:28of fact, Ah, very likely. And they went on with their patients.
- 45:35Down in Chandrapur, the Nawab Bahadur waited for his car. He sat
- 45:39behind his town house, a small, unfurnished building which he rarely entered,
- 45:45in the midst of the little court that always improvises itself round Indians of position,
- 45:53as if turbans were the natural product of darkness. A fresh one would
- 45:59occasionally to the front, incline itself towards him and retire. He was preoccupied.
- 46:07His diction was appropriate to a religious subject. Nine years previously, when
- 46:14first he had had a car, he had driven it over a drunken man
- 46:17and killed him. And the man had been waiting for him ever since.
- 46:23The Nahwa Badur was innocent before God and the law. He had paid double
- 46:30the compensation necessary, but it was no use. The man continued to wait
- 46:37in an unspeakable form, close to the scene of his death. None of
- 46:42the English people knew of this, nor did the chauffeur. It was a
- 46:46racial secret communicable more by blood than speech. He spoke now in horror of
- 46:54the particular circumstances he had led others into danger. He had risked the lives
- 47:01of two innocent and honored guests. He repeated, If I had been killed,
- 47:08what matter? It must happen sometime. But they who trusted me the
- 47:15company shuddered and invoked the mercy of God. Only Aziz held aloof because a
- 47:23personal experience restrained him. Was it not by despising ghosts that he had come
- 47:30to know missus Moore? You know, nun Adin, He whispered to the
- 47:37grandson and effeminate youths, whom he seldom met, always liked, and invariably
- 47:44forgot. You know, my dear fellow, we Moslems simply must get rid
- 47:51of these superstitions or India will never advance. How long must I hear of
- 47:58the savage pig upon the Marabar road? Nouradin looked down as he's continued.
- 48:07Your grandfather belongs to another generation, and I respect and love the old gentleman.
- 48:13As you know, I say nothing against him, only that it is
- 48:17wrong for us because we are young. I want you to promise me,
- 48:22Nouradin, are you listening not to believe in evil spirits, and if I
- 48:30die for my health grows very weak, to bring up my three children to
- 48:36disbelieve in them too. Nouradin smiled and a suitable answer rose to his pretty
- 48:42lips, But before he could make it, the car arrived and his grandfather
- 48:47took him away. The game of patience up in the civil lines went on
- 48:52longer than this. Missus Moore continued to murmur rand ten on a black nave,
- 49:02disquested to assist her, and to intersperse among the intricacies of the play,
- 49:08details about the Hyaena, the engagement the Maharani of Mudgul, the Batacharias,
- 49:16and the day generally, whose rough, desiccated surface acquired as it receded
- 49:23a definite outline, as India itself might. Could it be viewed from the
- 49:30moon. Presently, the players went to bed, but not before other people
- 49:36had woken up elsewhere, people whose emotions they could not share and whose existence
- 49:42they ignored. Never tranquil, never perfectly dark, the night wore itself away,
- 49:51distinguished from other nights by two or three blasts of wind, which seemed
- 49:55to fall perpendicularly out of the sky and to bounce back into it, hard
- 50:02and compact, leaving no freshness behind them. The hot weather was approaching end
- 50:13of chapter eight,