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- 0:00This
- 0:00week,
- 0:00the
- 0:01118
- 0:01are
- 0:01acting
- 0:02more
- 0:02like
- 0:02co
- 0:02workers
- 0:03than
- 0:03family.
- 0:04Bobby
- 0:04is
- 0:04digging
- 0:05his
- 0:05own
- 0:05grave,
- 0:06and.
- 0:06Buck
- 0:06has
- 0:07a
- 0:07this
- 0:07is
- 0:08me
- 0:08being
- 0:08reasonable
- 0:09moment.
- 0:11Have
- 0:11you
- 0:11ever
- 0:11watched
- 0:12something
- 0:12that
- 0:12completely
- 0:13rewired
- 0:14your
- 0:14brain
- 0:14chemistry?
- 0:16A
- 0:16procedural
- 0:16network
- 0:17drama
- 0:17might
- 0:17not
- 0:17be
- 0:18your
- 0:18usual
- 0:18pick,
- 0:19but
- 0:19it's
- 0:19ours.
- 0:20This
- 0:20is
- 0:21the
- 0:21Buddy
- 0:21System,
- 0:22a
- 0:22911
- 0:23deep
- 0:23dive
- 0:24podcast
- 0:24hosted
- 0:25by
- 0:25three
- 0:26friends
- 0:26who
- 0:26have
- 0:27DMed
- 0:27each
- 0:27other
- 0:28enough
- 0:28character
- 0:28dissertations
- 0:29to
- 0:29to
- 0:30earn
- 0:30a
- 0:30PhD
- 0:31in
- 0:31media
- 0:31literacy.
- 0:32I'm
- 0:32Han,
- 0:33coming
- 0:33to
- 0:33you
- 0:33straight
- 0:34from
- 0:34the
- 0:34characters
- 0:34heads.
- 0:35I'm
- 0:35Syl,
- 0:36bringing
- 0:36you
- 0:36to
- 0:37the
- 0:37observation
- 0:37deck.
- 0:38And
- 0:38I'm
- 0:38Rachel,
- 0:39connecting
- 0:40the
- 0:40dots
- 0:40with
- 0:41my
- 0:41red
- 0:41string.
- 0:42With
- 0:42our
- 0:42powers
- 0:43combined,
- 0:44no
- 0:44stone
- 0:45is.
- 0:45Left
- 0:45unturned
- 0:46and
- 0:46no
- 0:47buddy
- 0:48is
- 0:48left
- 0:48behind.
- 0:51This
- 0:51episode
- 0:52brought
- 0:52to
- 0:52you
- 0:52by
- 0:52Buck's
- 0:53clipboard.
- 0:54Check.
- 0:55Welcome
- 0:55to
- 0:55Dispatch.
- 0:56What's
- 0:56on
- 0:56call
- 0:56this
- 0:56week?
- 0:57This
- 0:57week
- 0:57we're
- 0:58discussing
- 0:58season
- 0:59three,
- 0:59episode
- 0:59four
- 1:00Triggers.
- 1:00Written
- 1:01by
- 1:01David
- 1:01Fury,
- 1:02Christopher
- 1:03Monfette
- 1:03and
- 1:04Tanya
- 1:04Kong.
- 1:05Directed
- 1:05by
- 1:06Joaquin
- 1:06Sedillo.
- 1:07It
- 1:07originally
- 1:08aired
- 1:08October
- 1:0914,
- 1:092019.
- 1:10We
- 1:10have
- 1:11a
- 1:11few
- 1:11calls
- 1:11of
- 1:12the
- 1:12week,
- 1:12back
- 1:13to
- 1:13normal
- 1:13after
- 1:13the
- 1:14tsunami.
- 1:14The
- 1:15first
- 1:15one
- 1:15is
- 1:15bowling
- 1:16for
- 1:16suits,
- 1:17where
- 1:17during
- 1:18a
- 1:18fire
- 1:18drill
- 1:19at
- 1:19a
- 1:19high
- 1:19rise,
- 1:20the
- 1:20alarms
- 1:21trigger
- 1:21a
- 1:21man's
- 1:22epilepsy,
- 1:22causing
- 1:23him
- 1:23to
- 1:23have
- 1:24a
- 1:24seizure
- 1:24in
- 1:25the
- 1:25stairwell
- 1:25and
- 1:26creating
- 1:26a
- 1:26domino
- 1:27effect
- 1:27all
- 1:28the
- 1:28way
- 1:28down.
- 1:29The
- 1:29next
- 1:29one
- 1:30is
- 1:30off
- 1:31the
- 1:31road
- 1:31again,
- 1:32where
- 1:33brothers
- 1:33Camden
- 1:34and
- 1:34Jesse
- 1:34are
- 1:35fighting
- 1:35in
- 1:35the
- 1:36backseat
- 1:37when
- 1:37their
- 1:37mom
- 1:38narrowly
- 1:38avoids
- 1:39crashing
- 1:39their
- 1:39car,
- 1:40only
- 1:40for
- 1:41the
- 1:41ground
- 1:41to
- 1:41literally
- 1:42fall
- 1:42out
- 1:42from
- 1:43under
- 1:43them.
- 1:43And
- 1:44the
- 1:44last
- 1:44one
- 1:44is
- 1:44one
- 1:45ring
- 1:45to
- 1:45rule
- 1:46them
- 1:46all.
- 1:47A
- 1:47sister's
- 1:47rivalry
- 1:48flares
- 1:48up
- 1:49over
- 1:49an
- 1:49heirloom
- 1:50ring
- 1:51while
- 1:51splitting
- 1:52up
- 1:52their
- 1:52recently
- 1:52passed
- 1:53mom's
- 1:53belongings,
- 1:54and
- 1:55it
- 1:55ends
- 1:56up
- 1:56getting
- 1:56stuck
- 1:56on
- 1:56the
- 1:57finger
- 1:57of
- 1:57one
- 1:57of
- 1:57the
- 1:57sisters.
- 1:58All
- 1:59right.
- 1:59It
- 2:00feels
- 2:00like
- 2:00it's
- 2:00been
- 2:00forever
- 2:01since.
- 2:01We'Ve
- 2:02been
- 2:02in
- 2:02season.
- 2:03Actually,
- 2:0384
- 2:04years.
- 2:05We've
- 2:05been
- 2:05in
- 2:06season
- 2:06eight
- 2:06land
- 2:07for.
- 2:08So
- 2:08long,
- 2:08and,
- 2:08you
- 2:09know,
- 2:09we're
- 2:09ready
- 2:09to
- 2:09take
- 2:09a
- 2:10break.
- 2:10We
- 2:11need
- 2:11a
- 2:11break.
- 2:11It's
- 2:12been.
- 2:12It's
- 2:12been
- 2:12a
- 2:13long
- 2:13week.
- 2:13It's
- 2:14currently
- 2:14April
- 2:1524,
- 2:162025.
- 2:16It's
- 2:17been
- 2:17a
- 2:17month
- 2:18since
- 2:18Bobby
- 2:19died.
- 2:21Do
- 2:21we
- 2:21want
- 2:22an
- 2:22AMB
- 2:22take?
- 2:26That's
- 2:27why
- 2:27I
- 2:27put
- 2:27quotes.
- 2:28Died.
- 2:29Allegedly.
- 2:30He
- 2:31allegedly
- 2:31died,
- 2:32which
- 2:33is
- 2:33a.
- 2:33I.
- 2:34Think,
- 2:34really
- 2:35been
- 2:35a
- 2:35month.
- 2:36It's
- 2:37been
- 2:37a
- 2:37long
- 2:37month.
- 2:38It's
- 2:38been
- 2:38a
- 2:39month
- 2:39since
- 2:39the
- 2:39leaks.
- 2:40Okay,
- 2:40yeah,
- 2:40yeah,
- 2:40got
- 2:40it.
- 2:41Sorry.
- 2:41It
- 2:41took
- 2:42me.
- 2:42It
- 2:42took
- 2:42me
- 2:42a
- 2:42minute.
- 2:43I
- 2:43was
- 2:43like,
- 2:43wait,
- 2:44what?
- 2:44What
- 2:44do
- 2:44you
- 2:45mean?
- 2:45But
- 2:45Anyway,
- 2:46I
- 2:46mean.
- 2:47March
- 2:4730,
- 2:482025.
- 2:49No,
- 2:50for
- 2:50real.
- 2:51Well,
- 2:52it's
- 2:52going
- 2:52down
- 2:53in
- 2:53the
- 2:53fandom
- 2:53history
- 2:54books
- 2:54for
- 2:54911.
- 2:57Where
- 2:57was
- 2:57I
- 2:57crashing
- 2:58out?
- 2:58Where
- 2:58were
- 2:58you
- 2:58crashing
- 2:59out?
- 2:59Where
- 2:59were
- 3:00also
- 3:00you
- 3:00crashing.
- 3:01Crashing
- 3:01out?
- 3:03It's
- 3:03just
- 3:03like,
- 3:03what
- 3:03flavor
- 3:04of
- 3:04crashing
- 3:05out
- 3:05were
- 3:05you
- 3:05doing,
- 3:06you
- 3:06know?
- 3:06Yeah.
- 3:07So
- 3:07this
- 3:07is.
- 3:08This
- 3:08has
- 3:08been
- 3:08nice.
- 3:09I
- 3:09was
- 3:09a
- 3:09little
- 3:10nervous
- 3:10because
- 3:10I
- 3:10was
- 3:11like,
- 3:12these
- 3:12are
- 3:12angry
- 3:13at
- 3:13Bobby
- 3:13episodes
- 3:14for
- 3:14me.
- 3:15Like,
- 3:15one
- 3:15of
- 3:15the
- 3:15only
- 3:16ones
- 3:17not
- 3:17angry
- 3:17at
- 3:18him
- 3:18very
- 3:18often
- 3:18because
- 3:19he's.
- 3:19He's
- 3:20done
- 3:20almost
- 3:20nothing
- 3:21wrong
- 3:21in
- 3:21his
- 3:21life.
- 3:23And
- 3:23I
- 3:23was
- 3:23like,
- 3:23I
- 3:24don't
- 3:24know
- 3:24if
- 3:24I
- 3:24can
- 3:24be
- 3:24mad
- 3:24at
- 3:25him
- 3:25right
- 3:25now,
- 3:26but.
- 3:26No,
- 3:26I.
- 3:26I
- 3:26can.
- 3:27I'm
- 3:27fully
- 3:27capable.
- 3:29We
- 3:29still.
- 3:30And
- 3:30I
- 3:30thought
- 3:30so.
- 3:30We
- 3:31were.
- 3:31We
- 3:31were
- 3:31like,
- 3:32it'll.
- 3:32It'll
- 3:32come
- 3:33back
- 3:33around.
- 3:33It's
- 3:33fine.
- 3:34Fully
- 3:35capable,
- 3:35but
- 3:35yeah,
- 3:36I
- 3:36guess
- 3:37general
- 3:37thoughts
- 3:38of
- 3:38this
- 3:39specific
- 3:39episode.
- 3:40I.
- 3:40I
- 3:40love
- 3:40it.
- 3:41I
- 3:41think
- 3:41it's
- 3:42really,
- 3:43really
- 3:43well
- 3:44written.
- 3:44I
- 3:45think
- 3:45all
- 3:45of
- 3:46the
- 3:46production,
- 3:47like,
- 3:47the
- 3:48direction
- 3:48and
- 3:48the
- 3:49cinematography
- 3:50is
- 3:50really
- 3:50good.
- 3:51It's
- 3:51a
- 3:51really
- 3:52great
- 3:52ensemble
- 3:52episode.
- 3:54I
- 3:54love
- 3:54when
- 3:54we
- 3:54touch.
- 3:55Like,
- 3:55everyone
- 3:56gets
- 3:56at
- 3:56least
- 3:56a
- 3:57little
- 3:57meat.
- 3:57And
- 3:57this
- 3:58is
- 3:58one
- 3:58of
- 3:58those.
- 3:59And
- 3:59I
- 3:59love
- 4:00the
- 4:00Buck
- 4:01and
- 4:01Bobby
- 4:01show,
- 4:01so
- 4:01I
- 4:01love
- 4:02whenever
- 4:02it's
- 4:02Buck
- 4:03and
- 4:03Bobby
- 4:03storylines,
- 4:04even
- 4:04when
- 4:05they're
- 4:06awkward
- 4:06as
- 4:06fuck.
- 4:08Kind
- 4:08of
- 4:08makes
- 4:09it
- 4:09better
- 4:09sometimes.
- 4:10Sometimes.
- 4:11And
- 4:11also,
- 4:12like,
- 4:12the
- 4:12beginning
- 4:12of
- 4:12the
- 4:12episode's
- 4:13just
- 4:13a
- 4:13lot
- 4:13of
- 4:14fun
- 4:14because
- 4:15that's
- 4:15just.
- 4:15That's
- 4:16just
- 4:16a
- 4:16dad
- 4:17and
- 4:17his
- 4:17silly,
- 4:18goofy
- 4:18son.
- 4:19It's
- 4:19cute.
- 4:20There's
- 4:20a
- 4:20lot
- 4:21of
- 4:21really,
- 4:21like,
- 4:21heavy
- 4:22emotional
- 4:22stuff
- 4:23in
- 4:23this
- 4:23episode,
- 4:24but
- 4:24they
- 4:24also
- 4:24have
- 4:25a
- 4:25good
- 4:25amount
- 4:25of
- 4:25just,
- 4:26like,
- 4:26good
- 4:26humor
- 4:27and
- 4:27jokes
- 4:28to
- 4:28balance
- 4:29it
- 4:29out.
- 4:29So
- 4:29it's
- 4:29not,
- 4:30like,
- 4:30depressing,
- 4:32which
- 4:32I
- 4:32feel
- 4:32like
- 4:32I
- 4:32could
- 4:32have
- 4:32veered
- 4:32into
- 4:33very
- 4:33easily
- 4:33with,
- 4:34like,
- 4:35especially,
- 4:35like,
- 4:36Eddie
- 4:36and
- 4:36Maddie's
- 4:37storylines.
- 4:39Yeah.
- 4:39Yeah.
- 4:40Well,
- 4:40for
- 4:41me,
- 4:41I
- 4:41mean,
- 4:42I
- 4:42kind
- 4:42of
- 4:42like
- 4:43what
- 4:43Han
- 4:43said.
- 4:44I
- 4:44do
- 4:44like
- 4:44the
- 4:45ensemble
- 4:46bit
- 4:46of
- 4:46it
- 4:46all.
- 4:46You
- 4:47know,
- 4:47I
- 4:47love
- 4:47that
- 4:47we
- 4:47got
- 4:47to.
- 4:48I
- 4:48think
- 4:49it's
- 4:49a
- 4:49good,
- 4:49like,
- 4:49setup
- 4:50episode
- 4:50for
- 4:51the
- 4:51rest
- 4:51of
- 4:51the
- 4:52season
- 4:52and
- 4:53setting
- 4:53up
- 4:53everyone's,
- 4:54like,
- 4:54different
- 4:55storylines
- 4:55or
- 4:55the
- 4:56paths
- 4:56that
- 4:57they're
- 4:57going
- 4:58to.
- 4:58And
- 5:00I
- 5:00don't
- 5:00know.
- 5:00I
- 5:00just
- 5:00really
- 5:01enjoy
- 5:01Clipboard
- 5:01Buck.
- 5:04And
- 5:05because
- 5:05of
- 5:05current
- 5:06events,
- 5:06I'm
- 5:06just
- 5:06like,
- 5:07I
- 5:07can
- 5:08be.
- 5:08I
- 5:08can
- 5:08also
- 5:09be
- 5:09a
- 5:09little
- 5:09mad
- 5:10at
- 5:10Bobby.
- 5:10I'm
- 5:11usually.
- 5:11I'm
- 5:11not.
- 5:12I'm
- 5:13not
- 5:13someone
- 5:13that's
- 5:13usually,
- 5:14like,
- 5:14mad
- 5:14at
- 5:15characters
- 5:15for
- 5:15the
- 5:16most
- 5:16part.
- 5:17Mm.
- 5:17But
- 5:19I
- 5:19think
- 5:19because
- 5:19of
- 5:20current
- 5:20events,
- 5:21I'm
- 5:21going
- 5:21to
- 5:22channel
- 5:22my
- 5:23second
- 5:24stage
- 5:24of
- 5:24grief,
- 5:26anger.
- 5:29For
- 5:29those
- 5:30of
- 5:30you
- 5:30who
- 5:30don't
- 5:30know.
- 5:32Do
- 5:32we
- 5:32need
- 5:33spoiler?
- 5:34I
- 5:34don't
- 5:34think
- 5:34so.
- 5:35It's
- 5:35gonna
- 5:35be
- 5:35like,
- 5:35a
- 5:36month
- 5:36first.
- 5:36Spoiler.
- 5:37Full
- 5:38podcast.
- 5:38Also,
- 5:39the
- 5:39finale
- 5:40will
- 5:40have
- 5:40already
- 5:40have
- 5:41happened.
- 5:41Oh,
- 5:41yeah.
- 5:42Yeah.
- 5:42By
- 5:42the
- 5:42time
- 5:43this
- 5:43comes
- 5:43out.
- 5:43Remember,
- 5:44everyone.
- 5:45Everyone
- 5:45and
- 5:45their
- 5:45grandma
- 5:46knows
- 5:46about
- 5:47Bobby.
- 5:48Yeah,
- 5:48true.
- 5:49Poor
- 5:50Meemaw.
- 5:53Bring
- 5:53back
- 5:53people.
- 5:58So,
- 5:58yeah,
- 5:59just
- 5:59kind
- 5:59of
- 5:59to
- 5:59echo
- 6:00what.
- 6:00What
- 6:00both
- 6:01of
- 6:01you
- 6:01said,
- 6:01I
- 6:01think
- 6:01this
- 6:02is
- 6:02a
- 6:02great
- 6:03other
- 6:03piece
- 6:04of
- 6:04bread
- 6:04to
- 6:04the
- 6:05Tsunami
- 6:05sandwich.
- 6:06Like.
- 6:08Like
- 6:09for
- 6:09episode
- 6:10one
- 6:11and
- 6:11then,
- 6:12like,
- 6:12301
- 6:13and
- 6:13then
- 6:14just
- 6:14call
- 6:14it
- 6:14a
- 6:15tsunami
- 6:15sandwich.
- 6:17That's
- 6:17not
- 6:17what
- 6:17I
- 6:17was
- 6:18thinking,
- 6:19because
- 6:19you
- 6:19have.
- 6:19You
- 6:20have
- 6:20real.
- 6:22What's
- 6:22the
- 6:22problem?
- 6:24Get
- 6:24the.
- 6:28What
- 6:28the
- 6:28fuck
- 6:28is
- 6:29a
- 6:29tsunami
- 6:30sandwich?
- 6:31Did
- 6:31you
- 6:31just
- 6:31come
- 6:32up
- 6:32with
- 6:32that,
- 6:32or
- 6:32did
- 6:32you
- 6:33think
- 6:33it
- 6:33earlier
- 6:33and
- 6:33you
- 6:34were
- 6:34like.
- 6:34No,
- 6:35like,
- 6:35literally
- 6:35a
- 6:36minute
- 6:36ago,
- 6:37like,
- 6:37while
- 6:37you
- 6:37guys
- 6:38were
- 6:38talking,
- 6:39like.
- 6:40No.
- 6:41Episode
- 6:42three
- 6:42and
- 6:42episode
- 6:43four
- 6:43are
- 6:44like,
- 6:44the
- 6:44pieces
- 6:44of
- 6:44bread,
- 6:45and
- 6:45the
- 6:46tsunami
- 6:46is
- 6:46in
- 6:47the
- 6:47middle
- 6:48of
- 6:48the
- 6:48sandwich,
- 6:48like,
- 6:49because
- 6:49it's.
- 6:50It's
- 6:50sandwiching
- 6:51both.
- 6:51Like,
- 6:52you
- 6:52mean
- 6:52one
- 6:52and
- 6:52four
- 6:53episode?
- 6:54301
- 6:55and
- 6:55304
- 6:57are
- 6:57very
- 6:58similar
- 6:59thematically.
- 7:00Like.
- 7:01Like
- 7:01what
- 7:01we
- 7:01said.
- 7:02304
- 7:03continues
- 7:04a
- 7:04lot
- 7:04of
- 7:04the.
- 7:05You
- 7:05know,
- 7:05laying
- 7:06the
- 7:06groundwork
- 7:07for
- 7:07a
- 7:07lot
- 7:07of
- 7:07the
- 7:08rest
- 7:08of
- 7:08the
- 7:08season.
- 7:08Like.
- 7:09Like,
- 7:09one
- 7:10did.
- 7:11So
- 7:11I
- 7:11thought.
- 7:11I
- 7:12think,
- 7:12like,
- 7:13they
- 7:13work
- 7:13very,
- 7:14very
- 7:14well
- 7:15as
- 7:16the.
- 7:16The
- 7:17bread
- 7:17part
- 7:18of
- 7:19the
- 7:19Tsunami
- 7:20sandwich.
- 7:21Like.
- 7:21Like,
- 7:21bookends.
- 7:22Is
- 7:22bookends
- 7:23better
- 7:23for
- 7:23you?
- 7:25I'm
- 7:25hearing
- 7:26you
- 7:26struggling.
- 7:27I
- 7:27know
- 7:27what
- 7:27you
- 7:28meant.
- 7:28I'm
- 7:28not
- 7:28struggling.
- 7:29I
- 7:29was
- 7:29like,
- 7:30all
- 7:30right,
- 7:30Tsunami
- 7:31sandwich,
- 7:33let's
- 7:33go.
- 7:34So.
- 7:35So
- 7:35I
- 7:35really
- 7:35love
- 7:36how
- 7:36this
- 7:37episode
- 7:37does
- 7:37pick
- 7:38back
- 7:38up
- 7:38on
- 7:39what
- 7:39301
- 7:41started
- 7:42to
- 7:43put
- 7:43into
- 7:43action,
- 7:45and
- 7:46it
- 7:46has,
- 7:46like,
- 7:46a
- 7:46break
- 7:47in
- 7:47the
- 7:47tension
- 7:47of.
- 7:48After
- 7:49all
- 7:49of
- 7:49that
- 7:49tsunami
- 7:50stuff
- 7:50as
- 7:50well.
- 7:50And
- 7:50I
- 7:51think.
- 7:51I
- 7:51think
- 7:51it
- 7:51did
- 7:52it,
- 7:52like,
- 7:52very,
- 7:52very
- 7:53effectively
- 7:54successfully.
- 7:55It's.
- 7:56I
- 7:56think
- 7:57this
- 7:57is
- 7:57one
- 7:57of,
- 7:58like,
- 7:58the
- 7:58classic,
- 7:59really
- 7:59good
- 7:59ensembles
- 8:00kind
- 8:00of
- 8:00like
- 8:01doses.
- 8:02Like,
- 8:02it's.
- 8:03It's
- 8:03up
- 8:03there
- 8:03for
- 8:04me.
- 8:04Right.
- 8:05And
- 8:05everybody
- 8:06gets
- 8:07a
- 8:07moment.
- 8:08Yeah.
- 8:08I
- 8:08think
- 8:08it's
- 8:08a
- 8:08fantastic
- 8:09episode.
- 8:09It's
- 8:09funny
- 8:10when
- 8:10it
- 8:10needs
- 8:10to
- 8:10be.
- 8:10It
- 8:11has,
- 8:11like,
- 8:12some
- 8:12more
- 8:12serious
- 8:13moments,
- 8:13and
- 8:14it
- 8:14sets
- 8:15things
- 8:15up
- 8:15really,
- 8:15really
- 8:16well.
- 8:16And
- 8:16I
- 8:16just.
- 8:16I
- 8:17enjoy
- 8:17just,
- 8:17like,
- 8:18watching
- 8:19this
- 8:19episode
- 8:19so
- 8:19much.
- 8:20Just,
- 8:20like,
- 8:21the
- 8:21visual
- 8:21aspect
- 8:22of
- 8:22it,
- 8:22too.
- 8:22Yeah,
- 8:23it's
- 8:23great.
- 8:24Good
- 8:24job.
- 8:25It
- 8:25gave
- 8:25us
- 8:25the
- 8:25beginnings
- 8:27of
- 8:27our
- 8:27buddy
- 8:28divorce.
- 8:29No.
- 8:29Well,
- 8:30it
- 8:30is.
- 8:31Yeah.
- 8:33The
- 8:33OG
- 8:33divorce
- 8:34that
- 8:35lasted,
- 8:35like,
- 8:35three
- 8:36days.
- 8:36Three
- 8:37episodes.
- 8:37Yeah.
- 8:38It's
- 8:38not
- 8:39even
- 8:39three
- 8:40episodes.
- 8:42What
- 8:42is
- 8:42it,
- 8:42like,
- 8:42306.
- 8:43I
- 8:44don't
- 8:44count
- 8:44this
- 8:44one.
- 8:45No,
- 8:45it's,
- 8:46like.
- 8:46Is
- 8:46six.
- 8:47Halloween.
- 8:47The
- 8:47Halloween
- 8:48episode.
- 8:48Monsters.
- 8:49Yeah,
- 8:49yeah,
- 8:50yeah.
- 8:51It's
- 8:52it's
- 8:52an
- 8:52episode.
- 8:52It's
- 8:53literally
- 8:53just
- 8:53five
- 8:54episodes.
- 8:55And
- 8:55then,
- 8:56like,
- 8:56how
- 8:56long
- 8:56did
- 8:56it.
- 8:57Take
- 8:57you
- 8:57to
- 8:57warm
- 8:57up
- 8:57to
- 8:58Eddie's?
- 9:01Was
- 9:01it
- 9:02half
- 9:02a
- 9:02shift
- 9:02or
- 9:02a
- 9:02full
- 9:02shift?
- 9:03He
- 9:03said
- 9:03almost
- 9:04a
- 9:04whole.
- 9:04He
- 9:05said
- 9:05almost
- 9:06a
- 9:06full
- 9:07shift.
- 9:07Almost
- 9:07a
- 9:08whole
- 9:08shift.
- 9:08Ravi
- 9:09should
- 9:09have
- 9:09just
- 9:10walked
- 9:10away.
- 9:11I
- 9:11would
- 9:12have
- 9:12walked
- 9:12away,
- 9:12and
- 9:12he
- 9:12would
- 9:12have
- 9:12been
- 9:13so
- 9:13right
- 9:13for
- 9:13that.
- 9:16I
- 9:16can't
- 9:17with
- 9:17you
- 9:17guys
- 9:17right
- 9:17now.
- 9:18Yeah,
- 9:18no,
- 9:18we.
- 9:19We
- 9:19love
- 9:19Buddy
- 9:20Divorce
- 9:20arc.
- 9:24We're
- 9:25gonna
- 9:25need
- 9:25the
- 9:25Jaws
- 9:26of
- 9:26Life
- 9:26over
- 9:26here.
- 9:27We
- 9:27know
- 9:27we
- 9:28just
- 9:28got
- 9:28out
- 9:28of
- 9:28the
- 9:28water,
- 9:29but
- 9:29we're
- 9:29going
- 9:29to
- 9:29dive
- 9:30back
- 9:30into
- 9:30it.
- 9:31Rachel,
- 9:32take
- 9:32us
- 9:32away.
- 9:33Perfect.
- 9:34So
- 9:34I
- 9:34didn't
- 9:35find
- 9:35that
- 9:35many
- 9:36articles.
- 9:37I
- 9:37mean,
- 9:37there
- 9:37were
- 9:37some
- 9:37articles,
- 9:38but
- 9:38not
- 9:38really
- 9:38any
- 9:39interviews.
- 9:39I
- 9:40found
- 9:41a
- 9:41couple
- 9:41of
- 9:41them
- 9:41were
- 9:42just
- 9:42more,
- 9:44you
- 9:44know,
- 9:44recappy
- 9:45about,
- 9:46you
- 9:46know,
- 9:46is
- 9:46Buck
- 9:47making
- 9:47a
- 9:47huge
- 9:48mistake?
- 9:48Buck
- 9:49is
- 9:49set
- 9:50on
- 9:50a
- 9:50troubling
- 9:51new
- 9:51path.
- 9:52Whose
- 9:52side
- 9:52are
- 9:52you
- 9:53on?
- 9:53And
- 9:54it
- 9:54just
- 9:54kind
- 9:54of,
- 9:55like,
- 9:55reiterates
- 9:55what
- 9:56happened
- 9:56in
- 9:56the
- 9:56episode.
- 9:57So
- 9:57I
- 9:58guess
- 9:58I
- 9:58was
- 9:58just
- 9:58kind
- 9:58of
- 9:58wondering
- 9:59for
- 9:59anyone
- 10:00who
- 10:00was
- 10:00watching
- 10:01as
- 10:02this
- 10:02aired
- 10:03originally,
- 10:04any
- 10:04of
- 10:04the
- 10:05OG
- 10:05ers.
- 10:06I
- 10:06guess
- 10:06we
- 10:06should
- 10:06ask
- 10:07Meg
- 10:07as
- 10:07well,
- 10:08you
- 10:08know,
- 10:09was,
- 10:09like,
- 10:10the
- 10:10marketing.
- 10:11Was
- 10:11it
- 10:12a
- 10:12lot
- 10:12of
- 10:13emphasis
- 10:14on,
- 10:14like,
- 10:15are
- 10:15you
- 10:15on
- 10:15Team
- 10:16Buck
- 10:16or
- 10:16team,
- 10:17like,
- 10:17118
- 10:18or
- 10:18team
- 10:18Bobby
- 10:19or
- 10:19anything
- 10:19like.
- 10:19Or
- 10:19Team
- 10:20Eddie?
- 10:20Because
- 10:21I
- 10:21think
- 10:21I
- 10:21remember
- 10:22seeing,
- 10:23like,
- 10:23a
- 10:23tweet
- 10:23or
- 10:24an
- 10:24Instagram
- 10:24thing
- 10:24of.
- 10:25Like,
- 10:25this
- 10:25one
- 10:25that
- 10:25came
- 10:25up
- 10:26with
- 10:26the
- 10:26ship
- 10:26name.
- 10:26I
- 10:26think
- 10:27when
- 10:27Ryan
- 10:27Guzman
- 10:28came
- 10:28up
- 10:28with
- 10:28the
- 10:28ship
- 10:29name.
- 10:29I
- 10:29think
- 10:30so.
- 10:30Oh,
- 10:30my
- 10:30God.
- 10:31Really?
- 10:31Yeah,
- 10:32because
- 10:32it
- 10:32was
- 10:32like.
- 10:33Because
- 10:33I
- 10:33don't
- 10:33remember
- 10:35what
- 10:35it
- 10:35was.
- 10:36So
- 10:36I
- 10:36don't
- 10:36think
- 10:36you
- 10:37can
- 10:37see
- 10:37it
- 10:37anymore.
- 10:38Yeah,
- 10:38but
- 10:38I've
- 10:38seen
- 10:39screenshots,
- 10:39so
- 10:39we'll
- 10:39have
- 10:40to.
- 10:40We'll
- 10:40have
- 10:40to
- 10:41find
- 10:41that
- 10:41probably
- 10:41for
- 10:42the
- 10:42next
- 10:42episode.
- 10:43But
- 10:43it
- 10:43was
- 10:44the
- 10:44caption
- 10:44from,
- 10:45like,
- 10:45the
- 10:45official
- 10:45Fox
- 10:47Instagram,
- 10:47I
- 10:47believe,
- 10:48was
- 10:48like,
- 10:48are
- 10:49you
- 10:49on
- 10:49Team
- 10:49Buck
- 10:50or
- 10:50Team
- 10:50Eddie?
- 10:50And
- 10:51then,
- 10:51yeah,
- 10:52they
- 10:52were
- 10:52like,
- 10:52how
- 10:53about
- 10:53Team
- 10:53Buddy
- 10:54Buddy?
- 10:55Not
- 10:55Betty
- 10:56Buddy?
- 10:57My
- 10:57question
- 10:57is
- 10:58how
- 10:58much.
- 10:59How
- 10:59much
- 10:59emphasis
- 11:00was
- 11:00on,
- 11:00like,
- 11:01whose
- 11:01side
- 11:02are
- 11:02you
- 11:02right?
- 11:03You
- 11:03know,
- 11:04like,
- 11:04what
- 11:04an
- 11:05interesting
- 11:05era
- 11:06that
- 11:06we
- 11:06got
- 11:06to
- 11:07miss.
- 11:07I
- 11:08know.
- 11:09Disappointed.
- 11:10Anyways,
- 11:10that's
- 11:10kind
- 11:11of
- 11:11it
- 11:11for
- 11:12the
- 11:12articles.
- 11:13Hopefully
- 11:13next
- 11:13time
- 11:13we'll
- 11:13have
- 11:14interviews.
- 11:14We
- 11:14have
- 11:15a
- 11:15couple
- 11:15needle
- 11:15drops
- 11:16in
- 11:16this
- 11:17episode.
- 11:17Oh,
- 11:18yeah.
- 11:18They
- 11:18were
- 11:18good
- 11:18ones,
- 11:19too.
- 11:19I
- 11:19think
- 11:20I
- 11:20have
- 11:20to
- 11:20check
- 11:20out
- 11:20the
- 11:20second
- 11:21one
- 11:21because,
- 11:21like,
- 11:22when
- 11:22I
- 11:22rewatched
- 11:22it,
- 11:23I
- 11:23couldn't
- 11:23figure
- 11:23out
- 11:24where
- 11:24the
- 11:24fuck
- 11:24this
- 11:24song
- 11:25was
- 11:25supposed
- 11:25to
- 11:25be
- 11:25playing.
- 11:26Like,
- 11:26you
- 11:26couldn't
- 11:27find
- 11:27where
- 11:27that
- 11:27one.
- 11:28That
- 11:28song
- 11:28Was
- 11:28in
- 11:29the
- 11:29episode.
- 11:30No,
- 11:30I.
- 11:30Because
- 11:31it
- 11:31said.
- 11:32It
- 11:32always
- 11:32says,
- 11:32like,
- 11:33where
- 11:33it
- 11:33is.
- 11:34Yeah.
- 11:34Like,
- 11:35on
- 11:35the
- 11:35site
- 11:35they
- 11:36use.
- 11:36And
- 11:36it
- 11:36was
- 11:36like
- 11:36she's
- 11:37crouched
- 11:37down
- 11:37in
- 11:37her
- 11:37car.
- 11:38And
- 11:38I
- 11:38watched
- 11:39both
- 11:39of
- 11:39those
- 11:39scenes
- 11:40three
- 11:40times.
- 11:41And,
- 11:41like,
- 11:42one
- 11:42of
- 11:42them
- 11:42did
- 11:42say,
- 11:43like,
- 11:43blah,
- 11:43blah.
- 11:44MUSIC
- 11:44PLAYS
- 11:44but
- 11:45it
- 11:45was
- 11:45not
- 11:45a
- 11:45song.
- 11:46It
- 11:46was
- 11:46just,
- 11:46like,
- 11:47instrumental
- 11:48I
- 11:48wonder.
- 11:48Background
- 11:49TRACK
- 11:50I
- 11:50wonder
- 11:50if
- 11:51there's
- 11:51something
- 11:51to
- 11:52that,
- 11:52like,
- 11:52on
- 11:53streaming.
- 11:53Kind
- 11:54of
- 11:54like
- 11:54if
- 11:54there's,
- 11:54like,
- 11:55rights.
- 11:55Taken
- 11:55away
- 11:56or
- 11:56something.
- 11:56Yeah,
- 11:56kind
- 11:57of
- 11:57like
- 11:57how
- 11:58Supernatural
- 11:59on
- 11:59Netflix
- 12:00season
- 12:00one
- 12:00didn't
- 12:00have
- 12:01the
- 12:01right
- 12:01music.
- 12:01Oh,
- 12:02that
- 12:02would
- 12:02piss
- 12:02me
- 12:02off.
- 12:03That
- 12:03one
- 12:04does
- 12:04piss
- 12:04me
- 12:05off.
- 12:05I
- 12:05can't
- 12:05watch
- 12:05Supernatural
- 12:06on
- 12:06Netflix
- 12:07from
- 12:07season
- 12:07one,
- 12:09so.
- 12:09So
- 12:10just
- 12:10two
- 12:10needle
- 12:11drops.
- 12:11One
- 12:11of
- 12:11them's
- 12:12kind
- 12:12of
- 12:12just
- 12:12silly,
- 12:12goofy.
- 12:13It's
- 12:13Margaritaville
- 12:14by
- 12:14Jimmy
- 12:14Buffett.
- 12:16And
- 12:16the
- 12:16scene
- 12:16with
- 12:16the
- 12:16sisters,
- 12:17who
- 12:17were,
- 12:18like,
- 12:18terrible.
- 12:19Like,
- 12:20they're
- 12:20both
- 12:20terrible.
- 12:21They
- 12:21were
- 12:21fighting,
- 12:22like,
- 12:22cats
- 12:22and
- 12:22dogs.
- 12:23One
- 12:23of
- 12:23them's
- 12:23making
- 12:24margaritas.
- 12:25And
- 12:25it's.
- 12:26And
- 12:26it's
- 12:26just
- 12:26funny
- 12:27just
- 12:27because
- 12:27there's
- 12:28so
- 12:28much
- 12:28tension.
- 12:28And
- 12:29then
- 12:29you
- 12:29have
- 12:29this
- 12:30just
- 12:30like.
- 12:32Like,
- 12:33it's
- 12:34like
- 12:34very
- 12:34chill
- 12:35vibe
- 12:35happening
- 12:35in
- 12:36the
- 12:36background,
- 12:36like,
- 12:36juxtaposing.
- 12:37But
- 12:38the
- 12:38lyrics
- 12:39specifically
- 12:40that
- 12:40make
- 12:41me
- 12:41laugh
- 12:41are
- 12:41like.
- 12:42Some
- 12:42people
- 12:42say
- 12:42that
- 12:43there's
- 12:43a
- 12:43woman
- 12:43to
- 12:43blame,
- 12:44and
- 12:44I
- 12:44know
- 12:44it's
- 12:45my
- 12:45own
- 12:45damn
- 12:45fault.
- 12:45Like,
- 12:46yeah,
- 12:46it's
- 12:46both
- 12:46of
- 12:46their
- 12:47faults
- 12:47for
- 12:47being.
- 12:48It's
- 12:49both
- 12:49of
- 12:49their
- 12:49own
- 12:49fault.
- 12:49Just,
- 12:50like,
- 12:50terrible.
- 12:51Yeah,
- 12:51like,
- 12:51your
- 12:51mom's
- 12:52dead
- 12:52and
- 12:52all
- 12:52you
- 12:52guys
- 12:52care
- 12:53about
- 12:53is
- 12:53this
- 12:53stupid
- 12:54ring.
- 12:54Yeah.
- 12:55Like,
- 12:55how
- 12:55materialistic.
- 12:56Who
- 12:57cares?
- 12:57Who
- 12:58cares?
- 12:59Who
- 12:59cares?
- 13:00And
- 13:00then
- 13:01we
- 13:01have
- 13:02playing
- 13:03while
- 13:03Maddie
- 13:04is
- 13:04getting
- 13:04her
- 13:05stalker
- 13:06on
- 13:07Jim.
- 13:08This
- 13:08one
- 13:08was
- 13:08funny.
- 13:10Like,
- 13:10scary
- 13:10funny.
- 13:11Yeah.
- 13:12I
- 13:12hate
- 13:12Myself
- 13:12for
- 13:13loving
- 13:13you
- 13:13by
- 13:13Joan
- 13:14Jed
- 13:14and
- 13:14the
- 13:14Black
- 13:14Hearts,
- 13:15which.
- 13:15Great
- 13:16song,
- 13:16great
- 13:17band.
- 13:17It's
- 13:19not
- 13:19wholly
- 13:20lyrically
- 13:21applicable
- 13:21to,
- 13:21like,
- 13:22what's
- 13:22going
- 13:22on
- 13:22with
- 13:22her,
- 13:23but
- 13:23I
- 13:23think
- 13:23if
- 13:23you
- 13:24take
- 13:24parts
- 13:24of
- 13:24it,
- 13:24it
- 13:25is.
- 13:25So
- 13:26the
- 13:26part
- 13:26that
- 13:26kind
- 13:27of,
- 13:27like,
- 13:27stuck
- 13:27out
- 13:27to
- 13:27me
- 13:28is
- 13:28like,
- 13:28the
- 13:28lead
- 13:28up
- 13:29to
- 13:29the
- 13:29chorus
- 13:30and
- 13:30then
- 13:30the
- 13:30chorus
- 13:30itself.
- 13:31So
- 13:31I
- 13:31think
- 13:31of
- 13:32you
- 13:32every
- 13:32night
- 13:32and
- 13:32day?
- 13:33You
- 13:33took
- 13:34my
- 13:34heart
- 13:34and
- 13:34you
- 13:34took
- 13:35my
- 13:35pride
- 13:35away.
- 13:36That's
- 13:37very
- 13:37the
- 13:37dug
- 13:38of
- 13:38it
- 13:38all.
- 13:38I
- 13:39hate
- 13:39myself
- 13:39for
- 13:39loving
- 13:40you?
- 13:40Can't
- 13:40break
- 13:40free
- 13:40from
- 13:41the
- 13:41things
- 13:41that
- 13:41you
- 13:41do?
- 13:42I
- 13:42want
- 13:42to
- 13:42walk
- 13:42but
- 13:43I
- 13:43run
- 13:43back
- 13:43to
- 13:43you.
- 13:43That's
- 13:44why
- 13:44I
- 13:44hate
- 13:44myself
- 13:44for
- 13:45loving
- 13:45you.
- 13:45Yeah.
- 13:46I
- 13:47think
- 13:47this
- 13:47is
- 13:47just
- 13:48like
- 13:49a
- 13:49great
- 13:49and
- 13:50kind
- 13:50of
- 13:50just
- 13:51weird
- 13:51but
- 13:52also
- 13:52great
- 13:52choice
- 13:53for
- 13:54the,
- 13:54like,
- 13:54triggered
- 13:55state
- 13:55that
- 13:55she's
- 13:55in.
- 13:56Yeah.
- 13:57Because
- 13:57it's
- 13:57like,
- 13:57obviously
- 13:58it's.
- 13:58It's
- 13:59a
- 13:59song
- 13:59about
- 13:59like,
- 14:00like
- 14:00a
- 14:00romantic
- 14:01interest.
- 14:02But
- 14:03that
- 14:03emphasis
- 14:04on,
- 14:04you
- 14:05know,
- 14:05like,
- 14:05I
- 14:05hate
- 14:06myself
- 14:06for
- 14:06loving
- 14:07you.
- 14:07I
- 14:07try
- 14:07to.
- 14:08I
- 14:08try
- 14:08to
- 14:08break
- 14:09free.
- 14:10All
- 14:10of
- 14:10that
- 14:10kind
- 14:10of
- 14:10stuff
- 14:11that,
- 14:11like,
- 14:11tension
- 14:11of,
- 14:12you
- 14:12know,
- 14:12knowing
- 14:13a
- 14:13situation
- 14:14isn't
- 14:14good
- 14:14for
- 14:14you.
- 14:15Right.
- 14:15But
- 14:16you
- 14:16kind
- 14:16of
- 14:17can't
- 14:17help
- 14:17yourself.
- 14:17Which
- 14:18also
- 14:18maybe
- 14:19kind
- 14:19of
- 14:19pertains
- 14:20to
- 14:21some
- 14:21of
- 14:21what
- 14:22Maddie
- 14:22is
- 14:22doing.
- 14:23Like
- 14:23knowing
- 14:23she's
- 14:24not
- 14:24doing
- 14:24the
- 14:25right
- 14:25kind
- 14:25of
- 14:25stuff,
- 14:26but
- 14:26she
- 14:26can't
- 14:27help
- 14:27it.
- 14:27Yeah,
- 14:28she
- 14:28keeps
- 14:29going
- 14:29back
- 14:30because
- 14:30she
- 14:30wants
- 14:30to
- 14:31help.
- 14:31Because
- 14:31I
- 14:32think
- 14:32it's
- 14:32very
- 14:32much
- 14:32a.
- 14:33Like
- 14:33not
- 14:34to
- 14:34say
- 14:34that
- 14:34she
- 14:34doesn't
- 14:34want
- 14:34to
- 14:34help
- 14:35this
- 14:35woman,
- 14:35but
- 14:36it's
- 14:36like,
- 14:36well,
- 14:36I
- 14:37couldn't
- 14:37help
- 14:37myself,
- 14:38but
- 14:38maybe
- 14:38I
- 14:38can
- 14:38help.
- 14:39Yeah.
- 14:39So
- 14:40it's
- 14:40like
- 14:40trying
- 14:40to
- 14:40help
- 14:41herself
- 14:41by
- 14:43helping
- 14:43us.
- 14:44Oh,
- 14:44it's
- 14:44absolutely
- 14:45projecting.
- 14:46It's.
- 14:47There's
- 14:48a
- 14:48lot
- 14:48of
- 14:48that
- 14:48going
- 14:48around
- 14:49in
- 14:49this
- 14:49episode.
- 14:50Yeah,
- 14:51she's
- 14:51trying
- 14:51to
- 14:52pay
- 14:52it
- 14:52forward,
- 14:52but.
- 14:53But
- 14:53in
- 14:53like
- 14:53a
- 14:54really
- 14:54not
- 14:55great
- 14:56way.
- 14:57I
- 14:57think
- 14:57that.
- 14:58I
- 14:59think
- 14:59that
- 14:59leads
- 14:59us
- 15:00into
- 15:00our,
- 15:00our
- 15:01little
- 15:02red
- 15:02string
- 15:02corner.
- 15:03I've
- 15:03connected
- 15:04the
- 15:04dots.
- 15:05Didn't
- 15:05connect.
- 15:05Shit.
- 15:06Yeah.
- 15:07So
- 15:07there
- 15:08was
- 15:08an
- 15:08interesting
- 15:08little
- 15:09tidbit
- 15:09that
- 15:10I
- 15:10found
- 15:10out
- 15:11very,
- 15:12very
- 15:12right
- 15:13before
- 15:13we
- 15:13started
- 15:13recording.
- 15:15And
- 15:16the,
- 15:16the
- 15:17sisters
- 15:17in
- 15:18that
- 15:18emergency
- 15:19with
- 15:19the
- 15:19ring
- 15:20and
- 15:20everything,
- 15:21they're
- 15:21real
- 15:21life
- 15:21sisters.
- 15:22They
- 15:23are,
- 15:24they're.
- 15:25They're
- 15:25actual
- 15:25sisters.
- 15:26Interesting.
- 15:26It's
- 15:27Jolie
- 15:27Fisher
- 15:28and
- 15:28Trisha
- 15:28Lee
- 15:29Fisher.
- 15:29And
- 15:31you
- 15:31know,
- 15:31they,
- 15:31they're
- 15:32actresses.
- 15:32They.
- 15:33They
- 15:33are,
- 15:33they
- 15:34are
- 15:34sisters
- 15:34in
- 15:35real
- 15:35life.
- 15:35And
- 15:36actually
- 15:36they
- 15:37have
- 15:37a
- 15:37half
- 15:37sister
- 15:38and
- 15:39you
- 15:39may
- 15:39know
- 15:39her
- 15:40by
- 15:40the
- 15:40name
- 15:40of
- 15:40Carrie
- 15:41Fisher.
- 15:42Oh,
- 15:42really?
- 15:42So,
- 15:43yeah,
- 15:43they
- 15:43all
- 15:43share
- 15:43the
- 15:44same
- 15:44dad,
- 15:45so
- 15:45I
- 15:45thought
- 15:45that
- 15:46was
- 15:46really
- 15:46funny.
- 15:46And
- 15:47because
- 15:47I
- 15:47didn't
- 15:47know
- 15:47that.
- 15:48I
- 15:48not
- 15:48know
- 15:48that
- 15:48Carrie
- 15:49Fisher
- 15:49said
- 15:50sisters.
- 15:51Half
- 15:51sisters.
- 15:52I
- 15:52mean,
- 15:53I
- 15:54thought,
- 15:54I
- 15:54thought
- 15:55she.
- 15:55Was
- 15:55an
- 15:55only
- 15:55kid
- 15:56for
- 15:56some
- 15:56reason.
- 15:57Well,
- 15:57I
- 15:57think
- 15:57between
- 15:58her
- 15:58mom
- 15:59and
- 15:59her
- 15:59dad.
- 16:00So
- 16:01that's
- 16:01kind
- 16:01of
- 16:01funny.
- 16:01And
- 16:02it,
- 16:02and
- 16:02I
- 16:02guess
- 16:03it,
- 16:03it
- 16:03lends
- 16:04a
- 16:04little
- 16:04bit
- 16:04of
- 16:05extra
- 16:06realism.
- 16:07Yes,
- 16:07yes.
- 16:09And
- 16:09was
- 16:10probably
- 16:10lots
- 16:11of
- 16:11fun
- 16:12for
- 16:12them
- 16:12to
- 16:13realism.
- 16:15Oh.
- 16:15Oh,
- 16:16yeah.
- 16:17Now
- 16:17I
- 16:17can
- 16:18never
- 16:18say
- 16:18that
- 16:19word
- 16:19again.
- 16:19Oh,
- 16:20no,
- 16:20we're
- 16:20saying
- 16:20it
- 16:21as
- 16:21much
- 16:21as
- 16:21possible
- 16:21to
- 16:22point
- 16:22out
- 16:22where
- 16:22the
- 16:23realism
- 16:23is.
- 16:24No,
- 16:24like
- 16:25that's
- 16:25triggering
- 16:26for
- 16:26me
- 16:26now.
- 16:27Or
- 16:27are
- 16:27you
- 16:27triggered
- 16:28in
- 16:28the
- 16:28triggers
- 16:28episode?
- 16:29Yeah,
- 16:29I'm
- 16:29triggered
- 16:30in
- 16:30the
- 16:30triggers
- 16:30episode.
- 16:31Also
- 16:31speaking
- 16:31of
- 16:32which,
- 16:32another
- 16:32little
- 16:33red
- 16:33string
- 16:33corner.
- 16:34You
- 16:34know
- 16:34what
- 16:34else
- 16:34I
- 16:35was
- 16:35triggered
- 16:35by?
- 16:35Also
- 16:35with
- 16:36this,
- 16:37the,
- 16:37the
- 16:38sister
- 16:38emergency.
- 16:40One
- 16:40of
- 16:40the
- 16:40names
- 16:41was
- 16:41Moira.
- 16:42Yeah.
- 16:43And
- 16:43I
- 16:43was
- 16:43like,
- 16:44no,
- 16:44no,
- 16:45thank.
- 16:45You,
- 16:45not
- 16:45right
- 16:46now.
- 16:46Not
- 16:47Satan.
- 16:47No
- 16:48Moiras
- 16:48ever,
- 16:49ever
- 16:49again.
- 16:49No.
- 16:49Thank
- 16:50you.
- 16:50Goodbye.
- 16:52Okay,
- 16:52so
- 16:52I
- 16:53guess
- 16:53there
- 16:53were
- 16:53a
- 16:53couple
- 16:54parallels.
- 16:54We
- 16:55might.
- 16:55We
- 16:55might
- 16:56talk
- 16:56about
- 16:56them
- 16:56a
- 16:56little
- 16:57later
- 16:57as
- 16:57well,
- 16:58but
- 16:58I
- 16:58thought
- 16:59there
- 16:59was
- 16:59a
- 17:00parallel.
- 17:01The
- 17:01call
- 17:01with
- 17:01the
- 17:02two
- 17:02brothers
- 17:02in
- 17:03the
- 17:03car
- 17:03off
- 17:03the
- 17:03cliff,
- 17:04it
- 17:05kind
- 17:05of
- 17:05struck
- 17:05me
- 17:05as
- 17:06a
- 17:06little
- 17:07similar
- 17:07to
- 17:08the
- 17:08call
- 17:08with
- 17:09the.
- 17:10The.
- 17:10The
- 17:11brothers
- 17:11in
- 17:11the
- 17:11well
- 17:13or
- 17:13the.
- 17:13Or
- 17:13the
- 17:13pipe,
- 17:14whatever.
- 17:15It
- 17:15wasn't
- 17:15a
- 17:15well.
- 17:16It
- 17:16was
- 17:16like
- 17:16a
- 17:16pipe.
- 17:17It
- 17:17was
- 17:17the
- 17:17pipe
- 17:18for
- 17:18the
- 17:18806,
- 17:19I
- 17:19think.
- 17:19Yeah.
- 17:20Yeah.
- 17:20The
- 17:20pipe
- 17:20for
- 17:20the
- 17:21pool.
- 17:21Because
- 17:22that
- 17:22also
- 17:22had
- 17:22to
- 17:23do
- 17:23with
- 17:23Chimney.
- 17:24And
- 17:24that
- 17:24also
- 17:25had
- 17:25to
- 17:25do
- 17:25with
- 17:26stuff
- 17:26about
- 17:27siblings,
- 17:28because
- 17:28in.
- 17:29In
- 17:30that
- 17:30emergency,
- 17:30you
- 17:31also
- 17:31had
- 17:32a
- 17:32brother
- 17:33going
- 17:33into,
- 17:34like,
- 17:34looking
- 17:35out
- 17:35for
- 17:35his
- 17:35younger
- 17:36brother.
- 17:37And
- 17:38in
- 17:38806,
- 17:39this
- 17:39is
- 17:39happening
- 17:39after,
- 17:40you
- 17:40know,
- 17:40Maddie
- 17:41is.
- 17:41Is
- 17:41asking
- 17:42Chimney
- 17:42to,
- 17:43like,
- 17:43think
- 17:43about,
- 17:43you
- 17:44know,
- 17:44expanding
- 17:45their
- 17:45family.
- 17:46So
- 17:46just
- 17:47kind
- 17:47of,
- 17:47like,
- 17:47in
- 17:48general,
- 17:48it's
- 17:49kind
- 17:49of
- 17:49what
- 17:50Hen
- 17:50and
- 17:50Karen
- 17:51are
- 17:51going
- 17:51through
- 17:51in
- 17:52this
- 17:52episode
- 17:53kind
- 17:53of
- 17:54is
- 17:54thematically
- 17:55similar
- 17:56to
- 17:57Chimney.
- 17:57What's
- 17:58going
- 17:58on
- 17:58with
- 17:58chimney
- 17:59in.
- 18:00In
- 18:00806.
- 18:01So
- 18:01I
- 18:01thought
- 18:01that
- 18:01was
- 18:01kind
- 18:02of
- 18:02interesting.
- 18:03Yeah.
- 18:03I
- 18:03felt
- 18:03like
- 18:03they
- 18:04were
- 18:04very
- 18:04similar
- 18:06vehicles
- 18:07to
- 18:07get
- 18:07them
- 18:07to.
- 18:09I
- 18:09was
- 18:09gonna
- 18:09say
- 18:09avenues.
- 18:10Well,
- 18:11similar
- 18:11vehicles
- 18:12to
- 18:13get
- 18:14both
- 18:14hand
- 18:14and
- 18:14Chimney
- 18:15Respectfully.
- 18:16Respectfully.
- 18:16Respect.
- 18:17Respectfully,
- 18:23whatever.
- 18:24It
- 18:24was
- 18:24to
- 18:24get
- 18:25both,
- 18:25respectively.
- 18:27It
- 18:27was
- 18:27to
- 18:28get
- 18:28both
- 18:28Hen
- 18:29and
- 18:29Chimney,
- 18:30respectively,
- 18:31to,
- 18:31you
- 18:32know,
- 18:32realize
- 18:32that
- 18:33they.
- 18:33That
- 18:33they
- 18:34can,
- 18:34like,
- 18:35accept,
- 18:35like,
- 18:35these
- 18:35changes
- 18:36to
- 18:36their
- 18:36family.
- 18:37Yeah.
- 18:38And
- 18:39have
- 18:39their
- 18:39family
- 18:40grow.
- 18:40And
- 18:41it's
- 18:41probably
- 18:41for
- 18:42the
- 18:43better
- 18:44because
- 18:44it,
- 18:45like,
- 18:45it's
- 18:45all,
- 18:46like,
- 18:47I
- 18:47don't
- 18:47know,
- 18:47it's
- 18:48just
- 18:48going
- 18:48to
- 18:49benefit
- 18:50their
- 18:50family
- 18:50more
- 18:51just
- 18:51to.
- 18:51To
- 18:52have
- 18:52to
- 18:52be
- 18:53able
- 18:53to
- 18:54grow
- 18:54that
- 18:54family.
- 18:55Yeah.
- 18:56I
- 18:56wanted
- 18:56to
- 18:56talk
- 18:57about
- 18:57how
- 18:57Lena
- 18:58is
- 18:58a
- 18:59mirror
- 18:59for
- 18:59Eddie.
- 19:00I
- 19:00know
- 19:00you
- 19:00guys
- 19:01think
- 19:01she's
- 19:01more
- 19:01of
- 19:01a
- 19:02mirror
- 19:03or
- 19:03a
- 19:03parallel
- 19:03to
- 19:04Buck.
- 19:04I
- 19:05think
- 19:05Tommy
- 19:05and
- 19:05Eddie
- 19:06mirror
- 19:06each
- 19:07other
- 19:07way
- 19:07more
- 19:07than
- 19:08Lena
- 19:08and
- 19:08Eddie.
- 19:09Lena,
- 19:09like
- 19:09I
- 19:09said,
- 19:10all
- 19:10I
- 19:10can
- 19:10think
- 19:10of
- 19:10for
- 19:10Lena
- 19:11and
- 19:11Eddie
- 19:11mirroring
- 19:11each
- 19:12other
- 19:12is
- 19:12that
- 19:13they
- 19:13like
- 19:14baseball
- 19:14and
- 19:14they
- 19:15like
- 19:15to
- 19:15punch
- 19:15people.
- 19:16I
- 19:16mean,
- 19:17I
- 19:17guess
- 19:17for.
- 19:18For
- 19:18me,
- 19:18it's
- 19:18a
- 19:18lot
- 19:19of.
- 19:19It's
- 19:19a
- 19:19lot
- 19:19more
- 19:19of,
- 19:20like,
- 19:20the,
- 19:21like,
- 19:22emotional,
- 19:23like,
- 19:23reservedness
- 19:24and
- 19:25trying
- 19:25to
- 19:25put
- 19:25on,
- 19:25like,
- 19:26like
- 19:26a
- 19:26tough,
- 19:27tough
- 19:27guy
- 19:28Persona.
- 19:28But
- 19:29I
- 19:29just.
- 19:29I
- 19:29just
- 19:30want.
- 19:30I
- 19:30don't
- 19:30think
- 19:30that's
- 19:31just
- 19:31who
- 19:31she
- 19:32is.
- 19:33Well,
- 19:33yeah,
- 19:34but,
- 19:34like.
- 19:34Like,
- 19:34I
- 19:34don't
- 19:35think
- 19:35she's
- 19:35putting
- 19:35on
- 19:36a
- 19:36person.
- 19:37She's
- 19:37performing.
- 19:38I
- 19:38think
- 19:38that
- 19:38is
- 19:39who
- 19:39she
- 19:39is,
- 19:39but
- 19:39I
- 19:39think
- 19:39that's
- 19:40also
- 19:40who
- 19:40Eddie
- 19:41is,
- 19:41like,
- 19:41kind
- 19:42of
- 19:42trying
- 19:43the.
- 19:43The
- 19:44Persona
- 19:44that
- 19:45or
- 19:45performance
- 19:45that
- 19:46he
- 19:46puts
- 19:46on
- 19:46is
- 19:46like
- 19:47trying
- 19:47to
- 19:47be
- 19:48what
- 19:48she
- 19:48actually
- 19:49is.
- 19:50But
- 19:50for
- 19:51this
- 19:51I
- 19:51just
- 19:51wanted
- 19:51to
- 19:51say
- 19:52like,
- 19:52so
- 19:53I
- 19:53see
- 19:53Lena
- 19:54as
- 19:54an
- 19:54Eddie
- 19:54mirror.
- 19:55Kind
- 19:55of
- 19:55like
- 19:55how
- 19:56I
- 19:57see
- 19:57Lucy
- 19:58in
- 19:59season
- 19:59five
- 20:00as
- 20:00a
- 20:00Buck
- 20:01mirror.
- 20:01And
- 20:01it's
- 20:02interesting
- 20:02to
- 20:02me
- 20:03that
- 20:03like,
- 20:03both
- 20:04of
- 20:04these
- 20:04mirrors
- 20:05show
- 20:05up
- 20:05when
- 20:06either
- 20:06Buck
- 20:07or
- 20:07Eddie
- 20:07is
- 20:07gone.
- 20:08And
- 20:08I
- 20:08just
- 20:08like
- 20:09to
- 20:09like
- 20:09to
- 20:10think
- 20:10about
- 20:10what.
- 20:11What
- 20:12the
- 20:12presence
- 20:13of
- 20:13like,
- 20:14Lucy
- 20:14or
- 20:14Lena
- 20:15bring
- 20:15up
- 20:15in
- 20:16bucking
- 20:17Eddie.
- 20:17Like
- 20:17how.
- 20:17How
- 20:18do.
- 20:19How
- 20:19do
- 20:19they
- 20:19make,
- 20:20like,
- 20:20Eddie
- 20:20and
- 20:20Buck,
- 20:21like,
- 20:21think
- 20:21about
- 20:21themselves?
- 20:23You
- 20:23know,
- 20:23just
- 20:24something
- 20:24to
- 20:24think
- 20:24about.
- 20:25Like,
- 20:25I
- 20:25don't
- 20:25have.
- 20:25This
- 20:25is
- 20:26a.
- 20:26This
- 20:26is
- 20:27like
- 20:27a
- 20:27rhetorical
- 20:27thing.
- 20:28Like,
- 20:28I
- 20:29don't
- 20:29have
- 20:29answers.
- 20:29Neither
- 20:30one
- 20:30of
- 20:30them
- 20:30does
- 20:30much
- 20:31self
- 20:31reflection,
- 20:32probably
- 20:32nothing.
- 20:33Or
- 20:33I
- 20:33mean,
- 20:33like,
- 20:34maybe
- 20:34for
- 20:34us
- 20:34to
- 20:35look
- 20:35at.
- 20:35Like,
- 20:36like
- 20:36Lena
- 20:36is
- 20:37holding
- 20:37up
- 20:37a
- 20:37mirror
- 20:37to
- 20:38Eddie,
- 20:39basically,
- 20:39I
- 20:39think.
- 20:40And
- 20:41Lucy
- 20:42does
- 20:42the
- 20:42same
- 20:42thing
- 20:42to
- 20:42Buck.
- 20:43So
- 20:43I
- 20:43like
- 20:43to
- 20:43look
- 20:44at.
- 20:44At
- 20:44Lucy
- 20:45and
- 20:45Lena
- 20:45like
- 20:46in.
- 20:46In
- 20:47similar
- 20:47ways.
- 20:48Like
- 20:48that.
- 20:49That's
- 20:49all.
- 20:50Yeah.
- 20:50I
- 20:50always
- 20:50saw
- 20:51Lena
- 20:52as
- 20:52the
- 20:53female
- 20:53version
- 20:53of
- 20:53what
- 20:53they
- 20:54were
- 20:54trying
- 20:54to
- 20:54make
- 20:55Buck
- 20:55at
- 20:55the
- 20:55beginning
- 20:56of
- 20:56the
- 20:56first
- 20:56season.
- 20:57I
- 20:57don't.
- 20:57I
- 20:57don't
- 20:58see
- 20:58that
- 20:58at
- 20:58all.
- 20:59Did
- 20:59you.
- 20:59Wait,
- 20:59did
- 21:00you
- 21:00say
- 21:00Lena
- 21:00or
- 21:00did
- 21:00you
- 21:01say
- 21:01Lucy?
- 21:01Lena.
- 21:02Oh,
- 21:03I
- 21:03see.
- 21:03I.
- 21:03Lucy
- 21:04is
- 21:04a
- 21:04clear
- 21:04Buck
- 21:05mirror.
- 21:05Yes,
- 21:06obviously.
- 21:07But
- 21:07I
- 21:07think
- 21:08Lena,
- 21:08the
- 21:08reason
- 21:09people
- 21:09write
- 21:09so
- 21:10much
- 21:10fan
- 21:10fiction
- 21:10release
- 21:11Lucy
- 21:12and
- 21:12Lena
- 21:12get
- 21:12together,
- 21:13it's
- 21:13because
- 21:13they're
- 21:14very
- 21:14similar.
- 21:15But
- 21:16I
- 21:16see.
- 21:16I
- 21:16see
- 21:16Lena
- 21:17as
- 21:17more
- 21:17similar
- 21:18to
- 21:18Eddie.
- 21:19Okay,
- 21:20then
- 21:20Buck.
- 21:20That's
- 21:21just
- 21:21different.
- 21:22And
- 21:22then
- 21:23I
- 21:23don't
- 21:24really
- 21:24have
- 21:24much
- 21:24for
- 21:24foreshadowing
- 21:25except
- 21:25maybe
- 21:26like
- 21:26the
- 21:27car
- 21:27almost
- 21:28driving
- 21:28off
- 21:28the
- 21:28road
- 21:29is
- 21:29kind
- 21:29of
- 21:29similar
- 21:30to,
- 21:30oh,
- 21:31let's
- 21:31say
- 21:31a
- 21:31train
- 21:32going
- 21:33off
- 21:33of
- 21:33its
- 21:33tracks
- 21:35later
- 21:35in
- 21:36season
- 21:36three.
- 21:37Like,
- 21:37like
- 21:37things
- 21:38where
- 21:39things
- 21:39should
- 21:39not
- 21:39be.
- 21:40Things
- 21:40are
- 21:40just
- 21:40getting
- 21:41derailed.
- 21:41You
- 21:42mean?
- 21:42Yeah,
- 21:42like
- 21:43derailed
- 21:44or
- 21:44like
- 21:44where
- 21:45something.
- 21:45Where
- 21:45something
- 21:46is
- 21:46not
- 21:46supposed
- 21:46to
- 21:46be,
- 21:47which
- 21:47is
- 21:47also
- 21:47kind
- 21:47of
- 21:47like
- 21:48a
- 21:48tsunami,
- 21:49which
- 21:49is
- 21:49like
- 21:49water
- 21:50where
- 21:50it's
- 21:50not
- 21:50supposed
- 21:51to
- 21:51be.
- 21:51Or
- 21:51like
- 21:51a
- 21:52major
- 21:52character
- 21:52death
- 21:53where
- 21:53there's
- 21:53not
- 21:53supposed
- 21:54to
- 21:54be
- 21:54one.
- 21:55That
- 21:55too.
- 21:55Yeah.
- 21:56I
- 21:56only
- 21:56have
- 21:57down
- 21:57for
- 21:57foreshadowing.
- 21:59I
- 21:59can't
- 21:59even
- 22:00remember
- 22:00who
- 22:00says
- 22:01it.
- 22:01Is
- 22:01it
- 22:02hen?
- 22:02What.
- 22:03What's
- 22:03either
- 22:03hen
- 22:03or
- 22:03chimney.
- 22:04At
- 22:04the
- 22:04very
- 22:04beginning
- 22:05of
- 22:05the
- 22:05episode
- 22:06when
- 22:06they're
- 22:06talking
- 22:06about
- 22:06how
- 22:07they
- 22:07hate
- 22:07fire
- 22:08drills,
- 22:08one
- 22:08of
- 22:09them
- 22:09says,
- 22:09can't
- 22:09fight
- 22:10city
- 22:10hall.
- 22:12Hen
- 22:12was
- 22:13like,
- 22:13I,
- 22:13I
- 22:13hate
- 22:14fire
- 22:14drills.
- 22:15Yeah,
- 22:16but
- 22:16she
- 22:16said,
- 22:16can't
- 22:16fight
- 22:17city
- 22:17hall.
- 22:17And
- 22:17I
- 22:17was
- 22:17like,
- 22:18lol,
- 22:19just
- 22:19wait.
- 22:20Couple
- 22:20years
- 22:21from
- 22:21now.
- 22:22Oh,
- 22:22I
- 22:23Wasn't
- 22:23even
- 22:23thinking
- 22:23about
- 22:23her.
- 22:24I
- 22:24was
- 22:24thinking
- 22:24about
- 22:25Buck
- 22:25literally
- 22:26suing
- 22:27the
- 22:27city.
- 22:28Oh,
- 22:28that's
- 22:28at
- 22:28the
- 22:28end
- 22:28of
- 22:28this
- 22:29episode.
- 22:30But,
- 22:30yes,
- 22:31she
- 22:31does
- 22:31also
- 22:32fight
- 22:32city
- 22:33hall.
- 22:34That's
- 22:34what
- 22:34I
- 22:34connected.
- 22:36No,
- 22:37but.
- 22:37No,
- 22:38that.
- 22:38That's
- 22:38an
- 22:38obvious.
- 22:39That
- 22:39is
- 22:39an
- 22:40absolutely.
- 22:40Like,
- 22:41you
- 22:41can't
- 22:41fight
- 22:41city
- 22:41hall.
- 22:42Oh,
- 22:42but
- 22:42what
- 22:42if
- 22:42you
- 22:43sue
- 22:43him?
- 22:43All
- 22:44right,
- 22:44so
- 22:44let's
- 22:45lash
- 22:46into
- 22:46some
- 22:46themes.
- 22:47That
- 22:47was
- 22:47a
- 22:47terrible
- 22:48transition.
- 22:57Flashover.
- 23:03Let's
- 23:03talk
- 23:03about
- 23:03themes.
- 23:05Well,
- 23:05this
- 23:05episode
- 23:06is
- 23:06called
- 23:06Triggers,
- 23:07and
- 23:07guess
- 23:07what?
- 23:08That
- 23:08is
- 23:08a
- 23:08major
- 23:09theme
- 23:09of
- 23:09the
- 23:09episode.
- 23:09Thank
- 23:10you
- 23:10very
- 23:10much.
- 23:10Good
- 23:11night.
- 23:12No,
- 23:12I'm
- 23:12kidding.
- 23:12That's.
- 23:13Anyway,
- 23:14who's
- 23:14cooking?
- 23:16No,
- 23:16I'll
- 23:16just.
- 23:17I'll
- 23:17just
- 23:17go
- 23:17down
- 23:17the
- 23:18list.
- 23:18Because
- 23:19everyone
- 23:20might
- 23:20not
- 23:20be
- 23:20the
- 23:21definition
- 23:21of
- 23:21triggered
- 23:23necessarily,
- 23:23but
- 23:24this
- 23:24is
- 23:24what
- 23:24we're
- 23:24going
- 23:25to
- 23:25say
- 23:25their
- 23:25trigger
- 23:25is
- 23:26in
- 23:26this
- 23:26episode.
- 23:26Hen
- 23:27is
- 23:27her
- 23:27family
- 23:28changing
- 23:29because
- 23:29she
- 23:30was,
- 23:30like,
- 23:30all
- 23:31happy
- 23:32with
- 23:32Karen
- 23:33at
- 23:33the
- 23:33beginning,
- 23:33and
- 23:33then
- 23:33as
- 23:33soon
- 23:34as
- 23:35it
- 23:35was
- 23:35like,
- 23:35oh,
- 23:36wait,
- 23:36the
- 23:37kids
- 23:37might
- 23:37fight
- 23:37and
- 23:37not
- 23:37like
- 23:38each
- 23:38other,
- 23:38and
- 23:38my
- 23:38family
- 23:39dynamic
- 23:39is
- 23:39going
- 23:40to
- 23:40change.
- 23:40She
- 23:41did
- 23:41not
- 23:41like
- 23:41that
- 23:41thought.
- 23:42Maddie
- 23:42is
- 23:43Doug.
- 23:44Tim's
- 23:45losing
- 23:46his
- 23:46mom.
- 23:47Bobby
- 23:48is
- 23:49everything.
- 23:49Eyes
- 23:50are
- 23:50glistening
- 23:50with
- 23:50the
- 23:50ghosts.
- 23:51Has
- 23:51passed.
- 23:54Specifically.
- 23:55Specifically
- 23:55when
- 23:56he
- 23:56wanted
- 23:57to
- 23:57get
- 23:57back
- 23:57out
- 23:58there
- 23:58after.
- 23:58After
- 23:59the
- 23:59fire
- 23:59in.
- 24:00In
- 24:00Minnesota
- 24:01and
- 24:01everything.
- 24:02And
- 24:02Bobby
- 24:03begins
- 24:03again.
- 24:03Basically,
- 24:05it's.
- 24:05It's
- 24:06still.
- 24:06We're
- 24:06still
- 24:06here.
- 24:07We're
- 24:07still
- 24:07doing
- 24:07it.
- 24:08Yep.
- 24:09Eddie's
- 24:09is
- 24:09the
- 24:09loss
- 24:10of
- 24:10Shannon.
- 24:10We're
- 24:11still
- 24:11here.
- 24:11We're
- 24:11still
- 24:11doing
- 24:12it
- 24:13feeling
- 24:13helpless.
- 24:15And
- 24:15Buck
- 24:16says,
- 24:16again,
- 24:17we're
- 24:17still
- 24:17here.
- 24:17Still
- 24:18doing
- 24:18it.
- 24:19Feeling
- 24:20replaced
- 24:21or
- 24:21ignored.
- 24:22And
- 24:22like,
- 24:23his
- 24:23family
- 24:23doesn't
- 24:23have
- 24:23his
- 24:24back.
- 24:24Yeah.
- 24:25Like,
- 24:25this
- 24:25is
- 24:25just.
- 24:26If.
- 24:26If
- 24:27you
- 24:27wanted
- 24:27to
- 24:28show
- 24:28someone
- 24:28an
- 24:29episode
- 24:29of
- 24:29911
- 24:31to,
- 24:31like,
- 24:31really
- 24:32get
- 24:32them
- 24:32to
- 24:32understand
- 24:33the
- 24:33characters,
- 24:34show
- 24:34them
- 24:35this
- 24:35episode.
- 24:35Because
- 24:36all
- 24:37of
- 24:37the.
- 24:38Or.
- 24:38Or
- 24:38one
- 24:38of.
- 24:39One
- 24:39of
- 24:39them.
- 24:40I
- 24:40think
- 24:40I
- 24:41just
- 24:41feel
- 24:41like
- 24:41this
- 24:41is
- 24:41a
- 24:41horrible.
- 24:42For,
- 24:42like,
- 24:42if
- 24:43you're
- 24:43gonna
- 24:43be
- 24:43like,
- 24:44let
- 24:44me
- 24:44introduce
- 24:44you
- 24:44to
- 24:44my
- 24:44comfort
- 24:45character.
- 24:45And
- 24:45they're
- 24:46like,
- 24:46buck,
- 24:46that
- 24:46one.
- 24:47The
- 24:47one
- 24:47who's
- 24:47suing
- 24:48everyone.
- 24:48That
- 24:48guy.
- 24:49And
- 24:49I'm
- 24:49like,
- 24:49but
- 24:50you
- 24:50don't
- 24:50have
- 24:50any
- 24:50of
- 24:50the
- 24:50context
- 24:51of
- 24:51why.
- 24:52I
- 24:52know
- 24:53what
- 24:53you're
- 24:53saying,
- 24:53though.
- 24:54Okay,
- 24:54good.
- 24:55I'm
- 24:55just
- 24:55like,
- 24:56not
- 24:56only
- 24:57this,
- 24:57but,
- 24:57like,
- 24:58put
- 24:58this
- 24:58in
- 24:59that
- 25:00grouping
- 25:00of
- 25:01like,
- 25:01okay,
- 25:01here's.
- 25:02Here's,
- 25:03like,
- 25:03a
- 25:04key
- 25:04into
- 25:04these
- 25:04characters,
- 25:05like,
- 25:05very
- 25:06quickly.
- 25:07So
- 25:07with
- 25:08triggers,
- 25:08you
- 25:08have.
- 25:09You
- 25:09have
- 25:09some
- 25:10of
- 25:10these
- 25:11triggering.
- 25:12Sorry.
- 25:12PTSD
- 25:13responses
- 25:14in.
- 25:15In
- 25:15some
- 25:15of
- 25:15these
- 25:15people
- 25:15as
- 25:16well.
- 25:16Specifically
- 25:17in
- 25:17Christopher,
- 25:18Maddie,
- 25:19with
- 25:20how
- 25:20they're
- 25:21kind
- 25:21of
- 25:21dealing
- 25:21with
- 25:22trauma.
- 25:22Because
- 25:23everybody
- 25:23deals
- 25:23with
- 25:24trauma
- 25:24differently.
- 25:25Bucks
- 25:25a
- 25:25cptsd
- 25:26and
- 25:27that
- 25:27too.
- 25:28Yeah.
- 25:28What's
- 25:29the
- 25:29C
- 25:29again?
- 25:30Complex.
- 25:31Well,
- 25:32he's
- 25:32complex
- 25:32all
- 25:33right.
- 25:33Complex
- 25:34post
- 25:34traumatic
- 25:35stress
- 25:35disorder
- 25:36condition
- 25:36where
- 25:36you
- 25:36experience
- 25:37some
- 25:37symptoms
- 25:37of
- 25:37PTSD
- 25:38along
- 25:38with
- 25:38some
- 25:38additional
- 25:39ones
- 25:39like
- 25:39difficulty
- 25:40controlling
- 25:40your
- 25:40emotions.
- 25:41Oh,
- 25:42feeling
- 25:42very
- 25:43angry
- 25:43or
- 25:43distrustful.
- 25:44Yeah.
- 25:45And
- 25:45then
- 25:46another
- 25:46kind
- 25:47of
- 25:47fairly
- 25:47obvious
- 25:48one.
- 25:48We
- 25:48see
- 25:48a
- 25:49lot
- 25:49of
- 25:49siblings,
- 25:50sibling
- 25:51relationship.
- 25:51But
- 25:52that
- 25:52theme
- 25:52of
- 25:53family
- 25:53and
- 25:53family
- 25:54relationships
- 25:55is.
- 25:55Is
- 25:55still
- 25:56here,
- 25:56but
- 25:56in
- 25:56a.
- 25:57In
- 25:57a
- 25:57slightly
- 25:57different
- 25:57way.
- 25:58So
- 25:59siblings
- 26:00are
- 26:00haunting
- 26:00hen
- 26:01everywhere.
- 26:01Everywhere
- 26:02she
- 26:02goes,
- 26:02she
- 26:03sees
- 26:03siblings.
- 26:04And
- 26:04then
- 26:05also
- 26:05a
- 26:05little
- 26:05bit
- 26:05like
- 26:06parentified
- 26:07children
- 26:07because.
- 26:07Because
- 26:08we.
- 26:08We
- 26:09do
- 26:09see.
- 26:10I
- 26:10mean,
- 26:11again,
- 26:11there's.
- 26:11There's
- 26:12parent
- 26:12and
- 26:12child
- 26:12relationships
- 26:13as
- 26:13well.
- 26:14Bobby,
- 26:15Eddie
- 26:15and
- 26:16Christopher
- 26:17and
- 26:17Maddie,
- 26:17ambulance
- 26:18chasers.
- 26:20That's
- 26:20a
- 26:21theme
- 26:21that's
- 26:21pretty
- 26:21self
- 26:22explanatory.
- 26:22I
- 26:22don't
- 26:23really
- 26:23need
- 26:23to
- 26:23get
- 26:23into
- 26:23that.
- 26:24And
- 26:24then
- 26:24we
- 26:24have
- 26:24our
- 26:25continuation
- 26:26of
- 26:27this
- 26:27theme
- 26:27of
- 26:28fighting.
- 26:29So
- 26:29previously
- 26:30we
- 26:30kind
- 26:30of
- 26:30saw
- 26:30it
- 26:31as
- 26:31like
- 26:31fighting
- 26:31for.
- 26:32For
- 26:32survival,
- 26:33like
- 26:33just
- 26:34keep
- 26:34swimming,
- 26:34resiliency
- 26:35sort
- 26:35of
- 26:35thing.
- 26:36We're
- 26:36also
- 26:37seeing
- 26:37it
- 26:38kind
- 26:38of
- 26:40introducing
- 26:40like
- 26:41fighting
- 26:41with
- 26:42people.
- 26:42Like
- 26:43not
- 26:43just
- 26:43like
- 26:44a
- 26:44fighting
- 26:44for
- 26:44survival
- 26:45kind
- 26:45of
- 26:45way,
- 26:46but
- 26:46like
- 26:46a
- 26:47people
- 26:47conflict.
- 26:48There's
- 26:49aspects
- 26:50of
- 26:50like,
- 26:50change
- 26:51and
- 26:51adapting
- 26:51and
- 26:52adjustments
- 26:53in
- 26:53life
- 26:54or
- 26:54family
- 26:55especially.
- 26:57And
- 26:57then
- 26:58I
- 26:58also
- 26:59put
- 26:59like
- 26:59communication
- 27:00and
- 27:00vulnerability
- 27:01with
- 27:01that
- 27:02as
- 27:02well.
- 27:02Like
- 27:03admitting
- 27:04something
- 27:04to
- 27:04someone
- 27:05which,
- 27:05like
- 27:06makes
- 27:06you
- 27:06vulnerable,
- 27:06but
- 27:07like
- 27:07to
- 27:07get
- 27:07someone
- 27:08else
- 27:08to
- 27:08confide
- 27:09in
- 27:09you.
- 27:09Because
- 27:09we
- 27:10see
- 27:10it
- 27:10with
- 27:10like
- 27:11Eddie
- 27:11to
- 27:11Chris,
- 27:11Chim
- 27:12to
- 27:12Maddie,
- 27:13Bobby
- 27:13to
- 27:13Buck,
- 27:14maybe
- 27:14even
- 27:14like
- 27:15Buck
- 27:15to
- 27:15lawyer
- 27:16or
- 27:16lawyer
- 27:16to
- 27:17book.
- 27:17And
- 27:17then
- 27:18feeling
- 27:18alone
- 27:18in
- 27:19the
- 27:19world.
- 27:19That
- 27:20loneliness
- 27:20also
- 27:21kind
- 27:21of
- 27:22what
- 27:22happens
- 27:22with
- 27:23only
- 27:23children
- 27:24and
- 27:24maybe
- 27:25heading
- 27:26down
- 27:26some
- 27:26dangerous
- 27:27paths.
- 27:28Like
- 27:28Maddie
- 27:28with
- 27:28Tara,
- 27:29Buck
- 27:29with
- 27:29the
- 27:29lawsuit,
- 27:30and
- 27:30Eddie
- 27:31with
- 27:31fighting.
- 27:33Always
- 27:34keep
- 27:34fighting.
- 27:35I
- 27:35really
- 27:35tried
- 27:36to
- 27:36not
- 27:36say
- 27:37that
- 27:38because
- 27:38it's
- 27:39triggering.
- 27:40Huh.
- 27:45Who's
- 27:46cooking?
- 27:50Okay,
- 27:51let's
- 27:51talk
- 27:52about
- 27:52Pen
- 27:53and
- 27:53Karen
- 27:53trying
- 27:54to
- 27:54cook
- 27:54up
- 27:55a
- 27:55baby.
- 27:56Kick
- 27:57off
- 27:57our
- 27:57who's
- 27:57cooking.
- 27:59I
- 28:00have
- 28:00such
- 28:00a
- 28:00love
- 28:00hate
- 28:01relationship
- 28:02with
- 28:02this
- 28:02storyline
- 28:03because
- 28:03I
- 28:03think
- 28:03it
- 28:04is
- 28:04so,
- 28:05so
- 28:06sweet
- 28:06and
- 28:06so
- 28:06real.
- 28:07But
- 28:07I
- 28:07also.
- 28:07It's
- 28:07just
- 28:08like
- 28:08the
- 28:08start
- 28:09of
- 28:09this.
- 28:10The
- 28:10narrative
- 28:11just
- 28:11like
- 28:12dangling,
- 28:13expanding
- 28:13their
- 28:13family
- 28:14and
- 28:14yanking
- 28:14it
- 28:14away
- 28:15from
- 28:15them
- 28:15for
- 28:15the
- 28:15next
- 28:16five
- 28:16years.
- 28:17So,
- 28:18yeah,
- 28:20I
- 28:20don't
- 28:21know.
- 28:21It's
- 28:21a
- 28:21little
- 28:21frustrating,
- 28:22but
- 28:22I.
- 28:23It
- 28:24really
- 28:24just
- 28:24comes
- 28:25down
- 28:25to
- 28:26hen
- 28:26kind
- 28:26of
- 28:26having
- 28:27a
- 28:27breakdown
- 28:27a
- 28:28little
- 28:28bit
- 28:28about
- 28:29like,
- 28:29wait,
- 28:30I'm
- 28:30having
- 28:30second
- 28:31thoughts
- 28:31because
- 28:31I
- 28:32didn't
- 28:32think
- 28:32about
- 28:32how
- 28:33this
- 28:33would
- 28:33change
- 28:33things,
- 28:35which
- 28:35I
- 28:36don't.
- 28:36You
- 28:36have
- 28:37to
- 28:37think
- 28:37about
- 28:37that.
- 28:38I
- 28:38don't
- 28:38know
- 28:38how
- 28:38she
- 28:39didn't
- 28:39consider
- 28:39it
- 28:40until
- 28:41then.
- 28:43Yeah.
- 28:44But,
- 28:44you
- 28:45know,
- 28:45she
- 28:45is
- 28:45an
- 28:45only
- 28:45child,
- 28:46so
- 28:46I
- 28:46guess
- 28:47it's,
- 28:47like,
- 28:47hard
- 28:47for
- 28:47her
- 28:48to,
- 28:48like,
- 28:49imagine
- 28:50what
- 28:50that
- 28:51is.
- 28:51Like,
- 28:51it's
- 28:52so,
- 28:52like,
- 28:52not
- 28:53her
- 28:53life
- 28:53experience.
- 28:54Right.
- 28:55So
- 28:56I
- 28:56guess
- 28:56that
- 28:57does,
- 28:57like,
- 28:57make
- 28:57it
- 28:58kind
- 28:58of
- 28:58a
- 28:59blind
- 28:59spot
- 28:59for
- 28:59her
- 29:00because
- 29:00she's
- 29:01never
- 29:01had
- 29:01to
- 29:01deal
- 29:01with
- 29:02that,
- 29:02like,
- 29:02from
- 29:02a
- 29:02personal
- 29:03standpoint.
- 29:04Whereas,
- 29:04like,
- 29:05anyone
- 29:05else
- 29:06who.
- 29:07Like
- 29:07Karen,
- 29:08who
- 29:08grew
- 29:08up
- 29:08with.
- 29:09With
- 29:09siblings.
- 29:10I
- 29:10don't
- 29:10remember
- 29:10if
- 29:10she
- 29:11said
- 29:11just
- 29:11brothers
- 29:12or
- 29:12brother.
- 29:12And
- 29:13she
- 29:13said
- 29:13brothers.
- 29:14Yeah.
- 29:15So,
- 29:15like,
- 29:16she
- 29:16understands
- 29:17what
- 29:17it
- 29:18means
- 29:18to
- 29:19have
- 29:20a
- 29:20family,
- 29:21like,
- 29:21kind
- 29:21of
- 29:22influx
- 29:22and
- 29:23change
- 29:23in.
- 29:24In
- 29:24that
- 29:24way.
- 29:25I
- 29:25don't
- 29:25know
- 29:26where
- 29:26she
- 29:26is
- 29:26in
- 29:26the
- 29:26birth
- 29:27order,
- 29:27but,
- 29:28you
- 29:28know,
- 29:28you
- 29:28would.
- 29:29You
- 29:29would
- 29:29still
- 29:29kind
- 29:30of
- 29:30know
- 29:30or
- 29:31have
- 29:31an
- 29:31idea.
- 29:32Unless
- 29:32you're
- 29:32the
- 29:32youngest.
- 29:33Then
- 29:33it's
- 29:33just,
- 29:33like,
- 29:33the
- 29:34way
- 29:34it
- 29:34is.
- 29:35I
- 29:35was
- 29:35like,
- 29:35she's
- 29:36definitely
- 29:36the
- 29:36oldest
- 29:36or
- 29:36the
- 29:37youngest.
- 29:37She's
- 29:37not
- 29:37giving
- 29:38middle
- 29:38child.
- 29:39No.
- 29:39She's
- 29:40giving
- 29:41overachieving
- 29:43older.
- 29:44Older
- 29:44sister.
- 29:45She
- 29:45is.
- 29:45Yeah.
- 29:47So,
- 29:47like,
- 29:48in
- 29:48that
- 29:48sense,
- 29:49which
- 29:49I.
- 29:49Was
- 29:49gonna
- 29:50say,
- 29:50but
- 29:50I
- 29:50was
- 29:50like,
- 29:50I
- 29:50don't
- 29:51know
- 29:51if
- 29:51that's,
- 29:51like,
- 29:52has
- 29:52the
- 29:52oldest
- 29:53with
- 29:54younger
- 29:54brothers.
- 29:54I
- 29:55was
- 29:55like,
- 29:55is
- 29:55that
- 29:55projecting?
- 29:56I
- 29:56don't
- 29:56know.
- 29:56Is
- 29:56it
- 29:57projecting
- 29:57if
- 29:57I
- 29:58concur
- 29:59as
- 29:59also
- 29:59the
- 30:00older?
- 30:01Or
- 30:01is
- 30:01that
- 30:01expertise?
- 30:02Who
- 30:02knows?
- 30:03It's
- 30:04our
- 30:04headcanon
- 30:04now.
- 30:05So.
- 30:05Yeah.
- 30:05I
- 30:06was
- 30:06thinking
- 30:06about
- 30:06this
- 30:07too.
- 30:07In
- 30:08this
- 30:08episode.
- 30:08I
- 30:09know
- 30:09this
- 30:09is
- 30:10one
- 30:10of
- 30:10the
- 30:10big
- 30:10things
- 30:10911
- 30:11does
- 30:11all
- 30:12the
- 30:12time,
- 30:12which
- 30:12is,
- 30:12like,
- 30:13character
- 30:13is
- 30:14going
- 30:14through
- 30:14something
- 30:14all
- 30:15of
- 30:15a
- 30:15sudden,
- 30:16all
- 30:16the
- 30:16calls
- 30:17relate
- 30:17to
- 30:17that
- 30:17thing
- 30:18that
- 30:18they're
- 30:18going
- 30:18through.
- 30:19And
- 30:19I.
- 30:20I
- 30:20was
- 30:20like,
- 30:20I
- 30:20think.
- 30:21This
- 30:21happens
- 30:21to
- 30:21Hen
- 30:22the
- 30:22most.
- 30:23Yeah.
- 30:23Yeah.
- 30:24Or
- 30:24that
- 30:25she,
- 30:25like,
- 30:25pays
- 30:25attention
- 30:26to
- 30:26it
- 30:26the
- 30:26most.
- 30:27You
- 30:27know
- 30:27what
- 30:27I
- 30:27mean?
- 30:27Because,
- 30:27like,
- 30:28I
- 30:28feel
- 30:28like
- 30:29it
- 30:29happens
- 30:29to
- 30:29everyone,
- 30:30but
- 30:30I
- 30:30feel
- 30:30like
- 30:30her
- 30:31and
- 30:31Chimney.
- 30:32Yeah.
- 30:32Really
- 30:33pay
- 30:33attention
- 30:33to
- 30:33it.
- 30:33But,
- 30:34like,
- 30:34Hen
- 30:35is
- 30:35just
- 30:35like.
- 30:36I
- 30:36don't
- 30:36know.
- 30:36She
- 30:37just,
- 30:37like,
- 30:37she's
- 30:37up,
- 30:37she's
- 30:38down.
- 30:38We're
- 30:39so
- 30:39back.
- 30:39Oh,
- 30:39no.
- 30:39It's
- 30:40so
- 30:40over.
- 30:40Like,
- 30:41no,
- 30:42she
- 30:42watches.
- 30:42She
- 30:43watches,
- 30:43like,
- 30:43the
- 30:44events
- 30:44while
- 30:44she's
- 30:45like,
- 30:45all
- 30:46right,
- 30:46gotta
- 30:46apply
- 30:46this
- 30:47to
- 30:47my
- 30:47real
- 30:47life.
- 30:48Yeah.
- 30:49She's
- 30:49like,
- 30:49what
- 30:49is
- 30:50the
- 30:50universe
- 30:50trying
- 30:50to
- 30:50teach
- 30:51me?
- 30:52Well,
- 30:53Chimney
- 30:53is
- 30:53absolutely
- 30:54like
- 30:54that.
- 30:54Yeah.
- 30:55He
- 30:55believes
- 30:56in
- 30:56signs.
- 30:56I
- 30:57don't
- 30:57know
- 30:57how
- 30:57much
- 30:58Hen
- 30:58believes
- 30:58in
- 30:59signs.
- 31:00We'll
- 31:00have
- 31:00to
- 31:00revisit
- 31:01that.
- 31:01She
- 31:01believes
- 31:01in
- 31:02learning
- 31:02from
- 31:02the
- 31:02calls,
- 31:03that's
- 31:03for
- 31:03sure.
- 31:04Yeah.
- 31:05Because
- 31:05I.
- 31:05She.
- 31:06It
- 31:06happens
- 31:07to
- 31:07her
- 31:07the
- 31:07most,
- 31:07and
- 31:07she
- 31:08listens
- 31:08to
- 31:09it
- 31:09the
- 31:10most,
- 31:10which.
- 31:11Is
- 31:11so
- 31:11funny,
- 31:11too.
- 31:12Because
- 31:12we
- 31:12talked
- 31:12about.
- 31:13We've
- 31:13talked
- 31:13about
- 31:14how
- 31:15she
- 31:16is
- 31:16like
- 31:17the
- 31:17most
- 31:17competent
- 31:18compartmentalizer
- 31:21of
- 31:21like,
- 31:21being
- 31:22able
- 31:22to
- 31:22leave
- 31:23home
- 31:23at
- 31:24home,
- 31:24but
- 31:25then
- 31:25she's
- 31:25confronted
- 31:26with
- 31:26stuff
- 31:26externally
- 31:28and.
- 31:29And
- 31:29that
- 31:29makes
- 31:29her
- 31:30like,
- 31:31think
- 31:31about
- 31:31stuff
- 31:31and
- 31:31with
- 31:32a
- 31:32new
- 31:32perspective.
- 31:33So
- 31:33I
- 31:33think
- 31:33that's
- 31:33like
- 31:33a
- 31:34really
- 31:34interesting.
- 31:34Yeah,
- 31:35like
- 31:36almost.
- 31:37It's
- 31:37not
- 31:37really
- 31:37tension,
- 31:38but
- 31:38like
- 31:38an
- 31:39interesting
- 31:39dynamic
- 31:41there
- 31:41with
- 31:41that.
- 31:41Yeah.
- 31:42This
- 31:42whole
- 31:43crisis
- 31:43starts
- 31:43because,
- 31:44like,
- 31:44Denny
- 31:45and.
- 31:45And
- 31:45Harry
- 31:46are
- 31:46fighting
- 31:47over.
- 31:48Is
- 31:49it
- 31:49a
- 31:49video
- 31:49game?
- 31:50Probably
- 31:51it's
- 31:51a
- 31:51video
- 31:51game
- 31:52that's
- 31:52just
- 31:52regular
- 31:53kid
- 31:53stuff.
- 31:54Especially
- 31:54like,
- 31:55it's
- 31:55not
- 31:55even
- 31:55sibling
- 31:56things.
- 31:56That's
- 31:57just
- 31:57like,
- 31:58friends
- 31:58do
- 31:58that
- 31:59too.
- 31:59But.
- 32:00So
- 32:00she's
- 32:00like,
- 32:00oh,
- 32:01no.
- 32:01Oh
- 32:01my
- 32:01God,
- 32:01is
- 32:02he
- 32:02gonna
- 32:02like
- 32:02having
- 32:02a
- 32:03sibling?
- 32:03Oh,
- 32:04no.
- 32:04And
- 32:04I
- 32:04think
- 32:04she
- 32:05is
- 32:05projecting.
- 32:06I
- 32:06think
- 32:06she's
- 32:06projecting
- 32:07and
- 32:07being
- 32:07like,
- 32:07I
- 32:07don't
- 32:08think
- 32:08I
- 32:08would
- 32:08have
- 32:08liked
- 32:09having
- 32:09a
- 32:09sibling
- 32:12because,
- 32:13like,
- 32:13I
- 32:13don't
- 32:13have
- 32:13a
- 32:13lot
- 32:13of
- 32:14childhood
- 32:14memories.
- 32:15But
- 32:15like,
- 32:15I
- 32:16was
- 32:16almost
- 32:18five
- 32:18when
- 32:19my
- 32:19first
- 32:19brother
- 32:20was
- 32:20born
- 32:20and
- 32:20I
- 32:21remember
- 32:21I
- 32:21fucking
- 32:21hated
- 32:22the
- 32:22idea.
- 32:24I
- 32:24wanted
- 32:24nothing
- 32:24to
- 32:25do
- 32:25with
- 32:26a
- 32:26little
- 32:26brother.
- 32:26I
- 32:27wanted
- 32:27nothing
- 32:27to
- 32:27do
- 32:27with
- 32:28not
- 32:28being
- 32:28the
- 32:28only
- 32:29child.
- 32:29I
- 32:30was
- 32:30the
- 32:30first
- 32:30kid
- 32:31and
- 32:31the
- 32:31first
- 32:31grandkid.
- 32:32So
- 32:32I
- 32:32was
- 32:32like,
- 32:33you're
- 32:33special.
- 32:34Yeah,
- 32:34I
- 32:34was
- 32:35the
- 32:35most
- 32:35special.
- 32:35And
- 32:36I
- 32:36was
- 32:36like,
- 32:36it's
- 32:36a
- 32:37boy.
- 32:38And
- 32:38like,
- 32:38ew.
- 32:39And
- 32:39I
- 32:40have
- 32:40to
- 32:40share
- 32:40things
- 32:40with
- 32:41it.
- 32:41Like,
- 32:41absolutely
- 32:42not.
- 32:48Yeah,
- 32:49I'm
- 32:49the.
- 32:49I'm
- 32:50the
- 32:50only
- 32:50child
- 32:51here,
- 32:51I
- 32:52guess,
- 32:52also.
- 32:53Yeah.
- 32:53Between
- 32:53the
- 32:54three
- 32:54of
- 32:54us.
- 32:56So
- 32:58I
- 32:58even
- 32:59think
- 32:59about
- 32:59it
- 33:00sometimes
- 33:01in
- 33:01my.
- 33:02You
- 33:02know,
- 33:03I'm
- 33:03a
- 33:03grown
- 33:04up
- 33:04now,
- 33:04so
- 33:05I
- 33:05think
- 33:05about
- 33:05it
- 33:05sometimes.
- 33:05I'm
- 33:06like,
- 33:06wonder
- 33:06what
- 33:07would
- 33:07it
- 33:07have
- 33:07been
- 33:07if
- 33:07I
- 33:07had
- 33:08a
- 33:08sibling?
- 33:08And
- 33:08I'm
- 33:08like,
- 33:08oh,
- 33:09no,
- 33:11no,
- 33:12no.
- 33:13And
- 33:13it's.
- 33:13And
- 33:13it's
- 33:14funny
- 33:14because
- 33:14I
- 33:14love
- 33:15how
- 33:15like,
- 33:15the
- 33:15two
- 33:16sisters,
- 33:17they
- 33:17call
- 33:18heading
- 33:18out
- 33:18and
- 33:18they're
- 33:18like,
- 33:19oh,
- 33:19she's
- 33:20definitely.
- 33:20She's
- 33:21definitely
- 33:21an
- 33:21only
- 33:21child.
- 33:22Yeah.
- 33:23That's
- 33:23so
- 33:23funny.
- 33:24Like,
- 33:24sometimes
- 33:24you
- 33:24can
- 33:25just
- 33:25tell.
- 33:25I
- 33:25think
- 33:26it's
- 33:26different
- 33:26too.
- 33:26Like,
- 33:27based
- 33:27because,
- 33:27like,
- 33:27I
- 33:27only
- 33:28have
- 33:28brothers
- 33:28and
- 33:29they're
- 33:29younger.
- 33:30I'm
- 33:30so
- 33:31glad
- 33:31I
- 33:31did
- 33:31not
- 33:31have
- 33:31sisters
- 33:32because
- 33:32I
- 33:32think
- 33:33we
- 33:33would
- 33:33have
- 33:33actually
- 33:33killed
- 33:34each
- 33:34other.
- 33:36Like,
- 33:36I
- 33:36do
- 33:36not
- 33:37think
- 33:37it
- 33:37would
- 33:37have
- 33:37gone
- 33:37well.
- 33:40It's.
- 33:40It's
- 33:41a
- 33:41different.
- 33:41It's
- 33:42a
- 33:42different
- 33:42kind
- 33:43of
- 33:43vibe
- 33:44because
- 33:44I
- 33:44have.
- 33:44I
- 33:44have
- 33:44a
- 33:45younger
- 33:45sister.
- 33:46Condolences.
- 33:46I
- 33:47think
- 33:47it's.
- 33:47I
- 33:47think
- 33:47it's
- 33:47very
- 33:48different.
- 33:48I
- 33:48don't
- 33:48have
- 33:48a
- 33:49brother,
- 33:49but
- 33:49I
- 33:49think
- 33:49it's
- 33:49very
- 33:50different
- 33:50than,
- 33:51than
- 33:51having
- 33:51a
- 33:51brother.
- 33:51Just
- 33:52like
- 33:52the,
- 33:53the
- 33:54dynamic
- 33:54yeah,
- 33:55yeah.
- 33:55Not
- 33:55to
- 33:55use
- 33:55that
- 33:56word
- 33:56again,
- 33:56but
- 33:56it's.
- 33:57It's
- 33:57a
- 33:57very
- 33:57different
- 33:57thing.
- 33:58So
- 33:58you
- 33:59also
- 33:59have
- 33:59to,
- 33:59like,
- 34:00the
- 34:00family
- 34:00has
- 34:00to
- 34:01adjust,
- 34:01but
- 34:01also,
- 34:01like,
- 34:02the.
- 34:02Whoever's
- 34:03the
- 34:03oldest
- 34:04sibling
- 34:04has
- 34:04to
- 34:05adjust
- 34:05depending
- 34:06on,
- 34:06you
- 34:06know,
- 34:07what
- 34:07kind
- 34:08of
- 34:08sibling
- 34:08they
- 34:08get.
- 34:09Yeah,
- 34:10right.
- 34:10Because
- 34:10that
- 34:11does
- 34:12tend
- 34:12to.
- 34:13Sometimes
- 34:13that
- 34:14tends
- 34:14to
- 34:14dictate.
- 34:14Well,
- 34:15also
- 34:15just
- 34:15like,
- 34:15personality
- 34:17really
- 34:17does
- 34:17dictate
- 34:18the
- 34:18kind
- 34:19of
- 34:19relationship
- 34:20that
- 34:20they
- 34:20would
- 34:21have.
- 34:21Some
- 34:21people
- 34:21are
- 34:21better
- 34:22off
- 34:22as
- 34:24only
- 34:24children
- 34:24and
- 34:25some
- 34:26with
- 34:26siblings.
- 34:27We
- 34:27do
- 34:27know
- 34:27that
- 34:27Denny
- 34:28is
- 34:28an
- 34:28excellent
- 34:29older
- 34:29brother.
- 34:29He's
- 34:30a
- 34:30great
- 34:30older
- 34:30brother.
- 34:31Yeah.
- 34:31And
- 34:33I
- 34:33think
- 34:33I
- 34:33just
- 34:34want
- 34:34to
- 34:34talk
- 34:34about
- 34:35the
- 34:35ending
- 34:36mostly
- 34:38because
- 34:39I
- 34:39don't
- 34:39think
- 34:39she's
- 34:39really
- 34:40talking
- 34:40to.
- 34:41To
- 34:41Karen
- 34:42throughout
- 34:42this
- 34:43being.
- 34:43Like,
- 34:44maybe
- 34:44she
- 34:44is,
- 34:45but
- 34:45I
- 34:45feel
- 34:45like
- 34:45she
- 34:46compartmentalizes.
- 34:47So
- 34:47I
- 34:47feel
- 34:47like
- 34:47maybe
- 34:47she
- 34:48doesn't
- 34:48talk
- 34:48to
- 34:48Karen
- 34:49about
- 34:49this
- 34:49stuff
- 34:49until
- 34:49she's,
- 34:49like,
- 34:50come
- 34:50to
- 34:50a
- 34:50conclusion.
- 34:52She's
- 34:52not
- 34:52Bug.
- 34:53She's
- 34:53not
- 34:53like,
- 34:53just
- 34:53saying
- 34:54every
- 34:54single
- 34:54thought
- 34:54that
- 34:55runs
- 34:55through
- 34:55her
- 34:55head.
- 34:56No,
- 34:57she's
- 34:57not
- 34:57like,
- 34:58Buck.
- 34:58Yeah.
- 34:59But
- 34:59like,
- 34:59Karen
- 35:00is
- 35:00observant.
- 35:01So,
- 35:01like,
- 35:01she's
- 35:01obviously,
- 35:02like,
- 35:04has
- 35:04noticed
- 35:04something's
- 35:04up
- 35:04with
- 35:05her.
- 35:05So
- 35:05she
- 35:06says,
- 35:06like,
- 35:06are
- 35:06we
- 35:07still
- 35:07doing
- 35:07this?
- 35:09This
- 35:09is
- 35:10not
- 35:10just
- 35:10about
- 35:10what
- 35:10I
- 35:10want.
- 35:10It's
- 35:11about
- 35:11what
- 35:11we
- 35:11want.
- 35:11Because
- 35:12it's,
- 35:12you
- 35:12know,
- 35:12they're
- 35:12building
- 35:13a
- 35:13family.
- 35:14And
- 35:15Hen
- 35:15says,
- 35:16when
- 35:16I
- 35:16was
- 35:16a
- 35:16little
- 35:16girl,
- 35:17I
- 35:17was
- 35:17lonely.
- 35:17Not
- 35:18all
- 35:18the
- 35:18time,
- 35:18but
- 35:18after
- 35:19my
- 35:19dad
- 35:19left
- 35:19and
- 35:20my
- 35:20mom
- 35:20was
- 35:20working
- 35:20two
- 35:21jobs,
- 35:21I
- 35:21felt
- 35:22very
- 35:22alone
- 35:22in
- 35:22the
- 35:22world.
- 35:23I
- 35:23don't
- 35:23want
- 35:24Denny
- 35:24to
- 35:24feel
- 35:24that
- 35:24way.
- 35:25He
- 35:25may
- 35:25not
- 35:25like
- 35:25the
- 35:25idea
- 35:26of
- 35:26a
- 35:26sibling
- 35:26right
- 35:26now,
- 35:27but
- 35:27there
- 35:27will
- 35:27always
- 35:28be
- 35:28wonderful
- 35:28times
- 35:29filled
- 35:29with
- 35:30love.
- 35:32Which
- 35:33I
- 35:33think
- 35:33is
- 35:33just
- 35:33so
- 35:34sweet
- 35:34because,
- 35:36yeah,
- 35:36if
- 35:36you
- 35:36have
- 35:36siblings,
- 35:37you
- 35:37know,
- 35:37that's
- 35:38true.
- 35:39You're
- 35:39kind
- 35:39of
- 35:39like,
- 35:40in
- 35:40it
- 35:41together.
- 35:41That
- 35:41they
- 35:42drive
- 35:42you
- 35:43crazy.
- 35:44But
- 35:44yeah,
- 35:44you
- 35:45have.
- 35:45You
- 35:45have
- 35:45really
- 35:46good
- 35:46memories
- 35:46with
- 35:46them.
- 35:48You
- 35:48always
- 35:48have
- 35:48someone
- 35:49to,
- 35:49like,
- 35:50lean
- 35:50on
- 35:51and,
- 35:51like,
- 35:51share.
- 35:53Share
- 35:53experiences
- 35:54with
- 35:55that.
- 35:55Like,
- 35:55maybe
- 35:56you
- 35:56like
- 35:57that
- 35:57you
- 35:57wouldn't
- 35:57necessarily
- 35:58have
- 35:59with
- 36:00a
- 36:00friend
- 36:00who
- 36:01comes
- 36:01from,
- 36:01like,
- 36:01a
- 36:02different
- 36:03experience
- 36:03as
- 36:04well.
- 36:04Yeah,
- 36:05it's
- 36:05just
- 36:05like.
- 36:06And
- 36:06Karen
- 36:06says,
- 36:07hell,
- 36:07they
- 36:08can
- 36:08commiserate
- 36:08about
- 36:09their
- 36:09crazy
- 36:09mothers,
- 36:10which
- 36:10is,
- 36:11yes,
- 36:11something
- 36:11that
- 36:12siblings
- 36:12do
- 36:12bond
- 36:13over,
- 36:13which
- 36:13is
- 36:15whatever
- 36:15brand
- 36:16of
- 36:16fucking
- 36:17up
- 36:17your
- 36:17parents
- 36:18did.
- 36:18Because
- 36:18parents
- 36:18fuck
- 36:19up
- 36:19their
- 36:19kids
- 36:20in
- 36:20some
- 36:20way
- 36:20or
- 36:21another.
- 36:21So
- 36:21it's
- 36:21like
- 36:22you
- 36:22get
- 36:22to
- 36:22bond
- 36:22over
- 36:23the
- 36:23specific
- 36:23way
- 36:24they
- 36:24did
- 36:24that
- 36:24to
- 36:24you.
- 36:25You
- 36:26guys
- 36:26know?
- 36:26Yeah.
- 36:27No
- 36:27one
- 36:27else
- 36:27does.
- 36:28Again,
- 36:28it's
- 36:29a
- 36:29way
- 36:29to,
- 36:29like,
- 36:29not
- 36:29be
- 36:31alone
- 36:32in
- 36:33the
- 36:33world.
- 36:33There's
- 36:34always
- 36:34someone
- 36:35like,
- 36:35you're
- 36:36tethered
- 36:36to.
- 36:37And
- 36:38I
- 36:38would
- 36:38just
- 36:38like
- 36:38to
- 36:39say
- 36:39the.
- 36:39The
- 36:40shot
- 36:41that
- 36:42they
- 36:42do
- 36:42for
- 36:42the
- 36:42ivf,
- 36:43it
- 36:43is
- 36:43called
- 36:43a
- 36:43trigger
- 36:44shot.
- 36:46So
- 36:46I
- 36:46thought
- 36:46that
- 36:46was.
- 36:47That
- 36:47was
- 36:47fantastically
- 36:48on
- 36:48the
- 36:48nose.
- 36:49That's
- 36:49so
- 36:49funny.
- 36:51Then
- 36:51that
- 36:52scene
- 36:52just
- 36:52ends
- 36:52with
- 36:53Hen
- 36:53saying,
- 36:54they'll
- 36:54never
- 36:54be
- 36:54bored
- 36:55and
- 36:55I'm
- 36:55ready
- 36:55if
- 36:56you
- 36:56are.
- 36:57So
- 36:57I
- 36:57just.
- 36:57I
- 36:58love
- 36:58it.
- 36:58It's
- 36:59just
- 36:59such
- 36:59a
- 37:00great
- 37:00Henren
- 37:00moment.
- 37:01They
- 37:01really
- 37:02are
- 37:02like
- 37:02the
- 37:03couple
- 37:03of
- 37:03all
- 37:03time.
- 37:04They
- 37:04are
- 37:05when
- 37:05they're
- 37:05communicating.
- 37:07Yeah.
- 37:07Yes.
- 37:08That
- 37:08goes
- 37:09for
- 37:09anyone.
- 37:10It's
- 37:11so
- 37:11great
- 37:11when
- 37:11they're
- 37:12open
- 37:12and
- 37:12communicative.
- 37:13Yeah.
- 37:13Speaking
- 37:13of
- 37:14communicating,
- 37:14that's
- 37:14going
- 37:15to
- 37:15be
- 37:15a
- 37:15theme
- 37:15for
- 37:16MM
- 37:18going
- 37:18forward.
- 37:19So
- 37:20Maddie
- 37:20and
- 37:20Chimney,
- 37:21they're
- 37:21a
- 37:22little
- 37:22disconnected,
- 37:23would
- 37:24you
- 37:24say?
- 37:24A
- 37:25little
- 37:25bit
- 37:25in
- 37:26this
- 37:26episode.
- 37:27They're.
- 37:27They're
- 37:27not
- 37:28quite
- 37:28as
- 37:28on
- 37:28the
- 37:29same
- 37:29page
- 37:29as
- 37:29we
- 37:30saw
- 37:30in,
- 37:30like,
- 37:31301
- 37:32or
- 37:32even
- 37:33two
- 37:34or
- 37:34whenever
- 37:34it
- 37:34was
- 37:35that
- 37:35they
- 37:35were
- 37:35on
- 37:35the
- 37:36phone
- 37:36call
- 37:36and.
- 37:36And
- 37:36Maddie
- 37:37got
- 37:37the
- 37:37idea
- 37:37to
- 37:38set
- 37:38up
- 37:38the
- 37:38field
- 37:38hospital.
- 37:39Yeah.
- 37:39They're
- 37:40in
- 37:40the
- 37:40same
- 37:40chapter,
- 37:40but
- 37:40I
- 37:41don't
- 37:41think
- 37:41they're
- 37:41on
- 37:41the
- 37:41same
- 37:42page.
- 37:42No.
- 37:43No.
- 37:44Maddie
- 37:44gets
- 37:44triggered
- 37:45and
- 37:46she
- 37:46does.
- 37:47She
- 37:47does
- 37:48the
- 37:48thing
- 37:48that
- 37:48I
- 37:48think
- 37:49anyone
- 37:50who
- 37:50is
- 37:50the
- 37:51oldest,
- 37:52especially
- 37:52someone
- 37:53who
- 37:53is
- 37:53parentified,
- 37:54is,
- 37:54like,
- 37:55they're
- 37:55gonna
- 37:56try
- 37:56and
- 37:56deal
- 37:56with
- 37:56it
- 37:56all
- 37:57on
- 37:57their
- 37:57own.
- 37:58They're
- 37:58not
- 37:58trying
- 37:59to,
- 37:59like,
- 37:59work
- 38:00through
- 38:00it
- 38:00with
- 38:00a
- 38:00partner,
- 38:00reach
- 38:01out
- 38:01to
- 38:01someone
- 38:01else.
- 38:01They're
- 38:02trying
- 38:02to
- 38:02deal
- 38:02with
- 38:02that
- 38:02shit
- 38:03on
- 38:03their
- 38:03own
- 38:03and
- 38:04not
- 38:04make
- 38:04it
- 38:04someone
- 38:05else's
- 38:05problem,
- 38:06which
- 38:06is
- 38:06not
- 38:06the
- 38:07healthiest
- 38:07decision.
- 38:08And
- 38:08then
- 38:08she
- 38:08just,
- 38:08like,
- 38:09takes
- 38:09that
- 38:09and
- 38:09then
- 38:10just
- 38:10makes
- 38:11the
- 38:11worst
- 38:11choices
- 38:14she
- 38:14possibly
- 38:15could
- 38:15at
- 38:15this
- 38:15situation.
- 38:16Yeah.
- 38:17Like,
- 38:17is
- 38:17it
- 38:18understandable?
- 38:19Yes.
- 38:19There's
- 38:20still
- 38:21bad
- 38:21decisions.
- 38:23Like,
- 38:23I
- 38:23get
- 38:24why
- 38:24she
- 38:25wanted
- 38:25to
- 38:25do
- 38:25it.
- 38:26I
- 38:26don't
- 38:26understand
- 38:27why.
- 38:28Constantly
- 38:28at
- 38:28work,
- 38:30Josh
- 38:31and
- 38:31Deb
- 38:31will
- 38:31be
- 38:31like,
- 38:32you
- 38:32shouldn't.
- 38:32You're
- 38:33too
- 38:33close
- 38:33to
- 38:33this.
- 38:34And
- 38:34she'll
- 38:34be
- 38:34like,
- 38:34I
- 38:34know
- 38:35you
- 38:35think
- 38:35I'm
- 38:35triggered,
- 38:36or,
- 38:36like,
- 38:37whatever's
- 38:37going
- 38:37on
- 38:37in
- 38:37that
- 38:38moment.
- 38:38But,
- 38:38like.
- 38:38And
- 38:38I
- 38:39may
- 38:39be
- 38:39really
- 38:39okay.
- 38:40And
- 38:40I'm
- 38:40like,
- 38:40they're
- 38:41your
- 38:41superiors.
- 38:42Like,
- 38:42shouldn't
- 38:42they
- 38:43just
- 38:43pull
- 38:44you
- 38:44off
- 38:44of
- 38:44it?
- 38:44Like,
- 38:44if
- 38:45you
- 38:45aren't
- 38:45going
- 38:45to
- 38:45step
- 38:45away,
- 38:45if
- 38:46they
- 38:46know
- 38:46something
- 38:47is
- 38:48too
- 38:48close
- 38:49or
- 38:49triggering
- 38:50you
- 38:50in
- 38:50that
- 38:50moment.
- 38:51Oh,
- 38:52yeah.
- 38:53And,
- 38:53like,
- 38:54I
- 38:54think
- 38:54this
- 38:54is
- 38:54one
- 38:55of
- 38:55those
- 38:55classic
- 38:55times
- 38:56where,
- 38:56like,
- 38:57a
- 38:57character
- 38:58kind
- 38:58of
- 38:59gives
- 39:00a
- 39:00little
- 39:00bit
- 39:00of,
- 39:00like,
- 39:01consoling
- 39:02or
- 39:02advice
- 39:03that
- 39:03ends
- 39:04up
- 39:04being
- 39:04taken
- 39:05a
- 39:05little
- 39:06too
- 39:06extreme.
- 39:07Yeah.
- 39:07Yeah.
- 39:08Because
- 39:08Josh
- 39:08is,
- 39:08like,
- 39:09totally
- 39:10understandably.
- 39:10He's
- 39:11like,
- 39:11you
- 39:11know,
- 39:12dealt
- 39:12with
- 39:12those
- 39:13kind
- 39:13of
- 39:13things
- 39:13before.
- 39:14I've
- 39:14never
- 39:14found
- 39:15the.
- 39:16The
- 39:16right
- 39:17words
- 39:17to
- 39:17say
- 39:18to
- 39:18someone
- 39:18to
- 39:18like,
- 39:19to.
- 39:19To
- 39:19like,
- 39:20trigger
- 39:20them,
- 39:20to
- 39:21get
- 39:21them
- 39:21get
- 39:22themselves
- 39:22out
- 39:22of
- 39:23this
- 39:23kind
- 39:23of
- 39:23domestic
- 39:24situation.
- 39:25Which
- 39:25is
- 39:25like.
- 39:26It's
- 39:26good
- 39:27advice
- 39:27because
- 39:27it
- 39:27comes
- 39:27from
- 39:28experience.
- 39:28It's
- 39:28like
- 39:28there.
- 39:29There
- 39:29aren't
- 39:29going
- 39:29to
- 39:30be
- 39:30the
- 39:30perfect
- 39:30words.
- 39:31They
- 39:31don't
- 39:31really
- 39:31exist.
- 39:32But
- 39:32then
- 39:32he
- 39:33tacks
- 39:33on
- 39:33like
- 39:33the.
- 39:34Maybe
- 39:34it's
- 39:35not
- 39:35something
- 39:35you
- 39:35can
- 39:35say
- 39:36over
- 39:36the
- 39:36phone.
- 39:36And
- 39:36I
- 39:37know
- 39:37that
- 39:37was
- 39:37like,
- 39:38well
- 39:38meaning.
- 39:38But
- 39:39then
- 39:39Maddie
- 39:39takes
- 39:40it
- 39:40and
- 39:40it's
- 39:40like,
- 39:41oh,
- 39:42too
- 39:42far.
- 39:43Yeah,
- 39:44too
- 39:44far.
- 39:45And
- 39:45another
- 39:46classic
- 39:46case
- 39:47of
- 39:48someone
- 39:48from
- 39:48dispatch
- 39:50going
- 39:50past
- 39:50the.
- 39:51The
- 39:51non
- 39:51existent
- 39:52glass
- 39:52doors
- 39:53again
- 39:53and
- 39:54ooh.
- 39:55Oh,
- 39:56yeah,
- 39:56yeah,
- 39:57yeah,
- 39:58yeah.
- 39:59Probably
- 39:59like
- 39:59finding
- 40:01information
- 40:01that
- 40:01should
- 40:02not
- 40:02be.
- 40:03I
- 40:03mean,
- 40:03like,
- 40:03that's
- 40:04all
- 40:04egregious.
- 40:05It's
- 40:06the.
- 40:07My
- 40:07problem
- 40:07with
- 40:08this
- 40:09action
- 40:09is
- 40:10like,
- 40:10not
- 40:11only
- 40:11is
- 40:11she
- 40:12endangering
- 40:13herself
- 40:14by
- 40:14putting
- 40:15herself,
- 40:15but
- 40:16she's
- 40:16endangering
- 40:17the
- 40:17woman.
- 40:17Yeah.
- 40:19And
- 40:19she
- 40:20knows
- 40:20that
- 40:20on
- 40:20some
- 40:21level,
- 40:21but
- 40:21she
- 40:21is
- 40:22projecting
- 40:24hardcore,
- 40:25hardcore,
- 40:25hardcore
- 40:26because
- 40:26of
- 40:26being
- 40:27triggered
- 40:27at
- 40:27the
- 40:27beginning
- 40:28of
- 40:28this
- 40:28episode
- 40:28and
- 40:29not
- 40:29talking
- 40:29about
- 40:29it
- 40:29with
- 40:30anyone.
- 40:30And
- 40:30I
- 40:30don't
- 40:31know,
- 40:31something
- 40:31in
- 40:31her
- 40:31brain
- 40:32was
- 40:32like,
- 40:32save
- 40:33this
- 40:33woman.
- 40:33Save
- 40:34yourself.
- 40:34Save
- 40:34the
- 40:35cheerleader.
- 40:35Save
- 40:35the
- 40:36world.
- 40:37Oh,
- 40:37my
- 40:37God.
- 40:38Oh,
- 40:39that's
- 40:39what
- 40:39they're
- 40:39like.
- 40:39Oh,
- 40:40Lord.
- 40:41Yeah.
- 40:41Yeah.
- 40:42I
- 40:42think.
- 40:42I
- 40:42think
- 40:42it's
- 40:43because
- 40:43she
- 40:43had
- 40:43such
- 40:44an
- 40:44extreme,
- 40:45like,
- 40:45PTSD
- 40:46response
- 40:47that
- 40:47that's
- 40:48like
- 40:48flooding
- 40:49over.
- 40:49Sorry.
- 40:51For.
- 40:51Into.
- 40:52Into
- 40:53her
- 40:53work
- 40:54life.
- 40:55And
- 40:55she's
- 40:55not
- 40:55able
- 40:56to
- 40:56compartmentalize
- 40:57and
- 40:57stuff
- 40:57because,
- 40:57like
- 40:58one,
- 40:58you
- 40:58can't
- 40:58really
- 40:59compartmentalize
- 41:00that
- 41:00kind
- 41:00of
- 41:01trauma.
- 41:01That's
- 41:02very
- 41:02difficult
- 41:02to
- 41:03do.
- 41:04But
- 41:04you
- 41:04can.
- 41:05But.
- 41:06But
- 41:06she
- 41:06is
- 41:06aware
- 41:07enough
- 41:07to
- 41:07know
- 41:07that,
- 41:08like,
- 41:08what.
- 41:09The
- 41:09path
- 41:09that
- 41:09she's
- 41:10going
- 41:10down
- 41:10is
- 41:11not
- 41:12the.
- 41:13Yeah.
- 41:14Not
- 41:14a
- 41:15good
- 41:15move.
- 41:15Is
- 41:16she
- 41:16though?
- 41:17I
- 41:17think
- 41:17she
- 41:18does
- 41:18because,
- 41:18like,
- 41:18I.
- 41:18Think
- 41:19she's
- 41:19aware,
- 41:19but
- 41:19she
- 41:19can't
- 41:20stop
- 41:20herself.
- 41:21She's
- 41:21still
- 41:21not
- 41:22reaching
- 41:22out
- 41:22for
- 41:23help.
- 41:23Like,
- 41:23yeah,
- 41:24she
- 41:24has
- 41:24this
- 41:25talk
- 41:25with
- 41:25chimney,
- 41:26but
- 41:27she's
- 41:27still.
- 41:28I
- 41:28do
- 41:28love
- 41:28that
- 41:29talk,
- 41:29though.
- 41:29It's
- 41:30a
- 41:30good
- 41:30talk.
- 41:30But
- 41:30she.
- 41:31She's
- 41:31just
- 41:32like,
- 41:32okay,
- 41:33I
- 41:33just
- 41:33feel
- 41:33like
- 41:34that.
- 41:34Well,
- 41:34that
- 41:35specific
- 41:35talk.
- 41:35I
- 41:35just
- 41:36feel
- 41:36like
- 41:36she's
- 41:36just.
- 41:37It's
- 41:38the
- 41:38word
- 41:38isn't
- 41:39complying.
- 41:39But
- 41:39I'm
- 41:39just
- 41:40gonna
- 41:40use.
- 41:40I'm
- 41:41just
- 41:41gonna
- 41:41use
- 41:41that.
- 41:42Like
- 41:42she's
- 41:42just
- 41:43saying
- 41:43it.
- 41:44Saying
- 41:44that,
- 41:45you
- 41:45know,
- 41:45no
- 41:45more
- 41:45secrets.
- 41:46And
- 41:46then
- 41:46like
- 41:46knowing
- 41:46very
- 41:47damn
- 41:47well
- 41:47she's
- 41:47just
- 41:48gonna
- 41:48keep
- 41:48doing
- 41:49like,
- 41:49it's
- 41:49an
- 41:49empty.
- 41:49Yeah,
- 41:50yeah.
- 41:51Kind
- 41:51of.
- 41:51Kind
- 41:51of
- 41:51empty
- 41:52because
- 41:52she's
- 41:52like,
- 41:53she
- 41:54Can't.
- 41:54I
- 41:54don't.
- 41:55I
- 41:55don't
- 41:55think
- 41:55she's
- 41:55in
- 41:55a
- 41:56place
- 41:56to,
- 41:56like,
- 41:56really
- 41:57appreciate
- 41:57what
- 41:58chimney
- 41:58is
- 41:58trying
- 41:58to
- 41:59do
- 41:59for
- 41:59her,
- 42:01because
- 42:01she's
- 42:02in
- 42:02that,
- 42:02like,
- 42:03kind
- 42:03of.
- 42:04I.
- 42:04I
- 42:04think
- 42:04this
- 42:04is
- 42:05going
- 42:05to
- 42:05come
- 42:05up
- 42:05a
- 42:05lot
- 42:05with
- 42:06her.
- 42:06That
- 42:06kind
- 42:06of,
- 42:07like,
- 42:07fight
- 42:07or
- 42:07flight
- 42:09mentality
- 42:09right
- 42:09now.
- 42:10But
- 42:10she's,
- 42:10like,
- 42:10fighter
- 42:11flighting
- 42:11for
- 42:12this
- 42:13other
- 42:13lady,
- 42:13Tara.
- 42:14But,
- 42:14yeah,
- 42:14I.
- 42:14I
- 42:15definitely
- 42:15think
- 42:15she
- 42:16is
- 42:16aware
- 42:17of
- 42:17what
- 42:17she's
- 42:18doing,
- 42:18because
- 42:18when
- 42:19we
- 42:19see
- 42:19her
- 42:19in
- 42:20the
- 42:20car,
- 42:21like,
- 42:21stalking
- 42:22the
- 42:23house,
- 42:23we
- 42:24see
- 42:24her,
- 42:25and.
- 42:25And
- 42:25I
- 42:25think,
- 42:26like,
- 42:26Jennifer
- 42:27Love
- 42:27Hewitt
- 42:27is
- 42:27so
- 42:28expressive
- 42:28in
- 42:28her
- 42:28eyes.
- 42:29I
- 42:29think
- 42:29you
- 42:29can
- 42:30really
- 42:30see
- 42:30her,
- 42:30like,
- 42:31warring
- 42:31with
- 42:31herself,
- 42:32like,
- 42:33what
- 42:33am
- 42:33I
- 42:34doing?
- 42:35But
- 42:35I
- 42:35have
- 42:35to
- 42:35do
- 42:35this
- 42:36because
- 42:36I
- 42:36have
- 42:36to
- 42:36make
- 42:36sure
- 42:37that,
- 42:37like,
- 42:37this
- 42:37other
- 42:37lady
- 42:38is
- 42:38okay.
- 42:38But
- 42:39then
- 42:39that,
- 42:39like.
- 42:40Can.
- 42:40Can
- 42:40we
- 42:41talk
- 42:41about,
- 42:41like,
- 42:41that
- 42:42really
- 42:43bizarre
- 42:44decision
- 42:45or
- 42:45where
- 42:46she
- 42:46was
- 42:46about.
- 42:46To
- 42:46run
- 42:46him
- 42:47over?
- 42:47Yeah,
- 42:49that
- 42:49was.
- 42:50Well,
- 42:51this
- 42:51is
- 42:51the
- 42:51same
- 42:52woman
- 42:52that
- 42:53talked
- 42:53someone
- 42:53into
- 42:54killing
- 42:54themselves,
- 42:59let's
- 42:59just
- 42:59say.
- 43:00Oh,
- 43:00my
- 43:00God.
- 43:00Completely
- 43:00in
- 43:01character.
- 43:02No,
- 43:02I'm
- 43:02not.
- 43:02I.
- 43:03It
- 43:03is
- 43:03in
- 43:03character,
- 43:04but
- 43:04it's
- 43:04just
- 43:04like.
- 43:04Yeah,
- 43:05it's
- 43:05a
- 43:05wild
- 43:06decision.
- 43:07Well,
- 43:07it's
- 43:08a
- 43:08wild
- 43:08response.
- 43:09I'm.
- 43:09That's
- 43:09what
- 43:09I'm
- 43:10saying.
- 43:10Like,
- 43:10is
- 43:10she
- 43:10aware?
- 43:11I
- 43:12think.
- 43:12I
- 43:12think
- 43:13she
- 43:13is,
- 43:13but
- 43:13she.
- 43:14It's
- 43:14like
- 43:14a
- 43:14compulsion.
- 43:16That's
- 43:16kind
- 43:16of
- 43:16what
- 43:17I
- 43:17think
- 43:17it
- 43:17is.
- 43:17Like,
- 43:17she's
- 43:18aware.
- 43:18Like,
- 43:18she's
- 43:19almost
- 43:19probably
- 43:20seeing
- 43:20herself,
- 43:21like,
- 43:22do
- 43:22these
- 43:23things.
- 43:24I
- 43:24think
- 43:24it's
- 43:24literally,
- 43:25like,
- 43:26in
- 43:26this
- 43:26instance,
- 43:28it
- 43:28was
- 43:28like,
- 43:28a
- 43:28dissociating
- 43:29thing
- 43:29almost.
- 43:30Yeah.
- 43:31Um,
- 43:31with
- 43:32the
- 43:32slay,
- 43:32the
- 43:32monster.
- 43:33That
- 43:33was
- 43:33like,
- 43:34PTSD
- 43:35and,
- 43:35like,
- 43:35mama
- 43:36bear
- 43:36stuff.
- 43:37Yeah.
- 43:37Triggered
- 43:37at
- 43:38the
- 43:38same
- 43:38time.
- 43:38Yeah.
- 43:40Similar
- 43:40but
- 43:41different.
- 43:41Yeah.
- 43:43So
- 43:43Chim
- 43:44is
- 43:44just
- 43:45trying
- 43:45to
- 43:46be
- 43:46the
- 43:47best
- 43:47partner
- 43:47ever,
- 43:48always.
- 43:48That's
- 43:49just
- 43:49all
- 43:49he
- 43:49wants
- 43:49to
- 43:50do.
- 43:50He
- 43:50is
- 43:50husband
- 43:51of
- 43:51the
- 43:51year
- 43:51every
- 43:51year.
- 43:52He's
- 43:52not.
- 43:52It's
- 43:53not
- 43:53a
- 43:53husband
- 43:53yet,
- 43:53but,
- 43:54yes.
- 43:55He'S
- 43:55working
- 43:55his
- 43:56way
- 43:56there,
- 43:56but
- 43:57he's
- 43:57trying
- 43:58to.
- 43:58Okay.
- 43:59He's
- 43:59trying
- 43:59to
- 43:59get
- 44:00there.
- 44:00And
- 44:01he
- 44:01obviously,
- 44:02you
- 44:02know,
- 44:03realized
- 44:03that
- 44:03something
- 44:03was
- 44:03up
- 44:04with
- 44:04her
- 44:04and
- 44:05took
- 44:05that
- 44:06a
- 44:06little
- 44:06personally
- 44:06at
- 44:07first
- 44:07and
- 44:07then
- 44:07was
- 44:07like,
- 44:07okay,
- 44:08it's
- 44:08not
- 44:08about
- 44:08me.
- 44:09And
- 44:09then
- 44:09was
- 44:10just
- 44:10trying
- 44:10to
- 44:10figure
- 44:10out
- 44:11how
- 44:12he
- 44:12could,
- 44:12like,
- 44:13through
- 44:13to
- 44:13her
- 44:13to,
- 44:14like,
- 44:14let
- 44:14her
- 44:14know
- 44:15that
- 44:15he's
- 44:16not.
- 44:16Not
- 44:17only
- 44:17is
- 44:17he,
- 44:17like,
- 44:18not
- 44:18Doug,
- 44:18but,
- 44:19like,
- 44:19that.
- 44:19That
- 44:20she
- 44:20doesn't
- 44:20have
- 44:20to,
- 44:20like,
- 44:21try
- 44:21and
- 44:21handle
- 44:22this
- 44:22kind
- 44:22of
- 44:22stuff
- 44:23on
- 44:23her
- 44:23own,
- 44:23that,
- 44:23like,
- 44:23she
- 44:23can
- 44:24talk
- 44:24about
- 44:24it.
- 44:25And
- 44:25I
- 44:25love
- 44:25the
- 44:26conversation
- 44:26they
- 44:26have,
- 44:27even
- 44:27if
- 44:27she's
- 44:28not
- 44:28being
- 44:29completely
- 44:29genuine.
- 44:30But
- 44:31like,
- 44:31he
- 44:31has
- 44:32his
- 44:32own
- 44:32triggering
- 44:32moment
- 44:34on
- 44:34the
- 44:34call
- 44:34with.
- 44:35With
- 44:35the
- 44:35boys.
- 44:38Yeah,
- 44:38that's.
- 44:39That's
- 44:39a
- 44:39really
- 44:39lovely,
- 44:40lovely
- 44:41moment.
- 44:41Yeah.
- 44:42Because
- 44:42I
- 44:43think
- 44:43in
- 44:44chimney
- 44:45telling
- 44:45Maddie
- 44:46about
- 44:46that,
- 44:47because,
- 44:48you
- 44:48know,
- 44:48Maddie
- 44:48says
- 44:48like,
- 44:49oh,
- 44:49hey,
- 44:49you
- 44:49never
- 44:49told
- 44:50me
- 44:50about
- 44:50that
- 44:50before.
- 44:51Chimney
- 44:51is,
- 44:52you
- 44:52know,
- 44:53opening
- 44:53up
- 44:53kind
- 44:54of
- 44:54like
- 44:54what
- 44:54we
- 44:55said
- 44:55in
- 44:55the
- 44:55themes.
- 44:55He's
- 44:56opening
- 44:56up
- 44:56that
- 44:57line
- 44:57of
- 44:57communication
- 44:58between
- 44:58them
- 45:00by
- 45:00making
- 45:00himself
- 45:01vulnerable
- 45:02first.
- 45:03And
- 45:03you
- 45:03kind
- 45:04of
- 45:04have
- 45:04to
- 45:04like.
- 45:05Yeah,
- 45:05it's
- 45:05like
- 45:05a.
- 45:06Give
- 45:06a
- 45:06little
- 45:06to
- 45:06get
- 45:07a
- 45:07little.
- 45:07Right.
- 45:07You
- 45:07have
- 45:08to
- 45:08offer
- 45:08a
- 45:08little
- 45:08bit
- 45:09of
- 45:09yourself
- 45:09in
- 45:10order
- 45:10to
- 45:10invite
- 45:11the
- 45:11other
- 45:11person
- 45:12to.
- 45:12To
- 45:13feel
- 45:14safe
- 45:14and
- 45:14to
- 45:15be
- 45:15vulnerable
- 45:16as
- 45:16well.
- 45:17Yeah.
- 45:18And
- 45:18I
- 45:18think
- 45:18that
- 45:18it's
- 45:18just
- 45:19like,
- 45:19masterfully
- 45:20done.
- 45:20Yeah.
- 45:21And
- 45:21he
- 45:21says,
- 45:22like,
- 45:22at.
- 45:23At
- 45:23the
- 45:23end
- 45:23of
- 45:23what
- 45:23he's
- 45:24saying,
- 45:26basically
- 45:27they're.
- 45:27They're
- 45:27saying
- 45:28that
- 45:28she
- 45:28was
- 45:28triggered,
- 45:29but
- 45:29they're
- 45:30like,
- 45:30being
- 45:31their
- 45:31weird
- 45:32goofy
- 45:32selves,
- 45:33like,
- 45:33saying,
- 45:33no,
- 45:34there's
- 45:34probably
- 45:34a
- 45:34word
- 45:35for
- 45:35it.
- 45:35The
- 45:35Germans
- 45:35probably
- 45:36have
- 45:36one.
- 45:36And
- 45:37Chim's
- 45:37like,
- 45:37it's
- 45:38probably
- 45:3827
- 45:38syllables
- 45:39long
- 45:39and
- 45:39completely
- 45:40unpronounceable.
- 45:40But
- 45:41whatever
- 45:41it
- 45:41is,
- 45:42it's
- 45:42a
- 45:42part
- 45:42of
- 45:42us,
- 45:43who
- 45:43we
- 45:44are.
- 45:44Like
- 45:44them
- 45:44individually
- 45:45and
- 45:45like
- 45:45them
- 45:46as.
- 45:47As
- 45:47a
- 45:47couple
- 45:48too.
- 45:48Yeah.
- 45:49And
- 45:49I
- 45:50just
- 45:50never
- 45:50want
- 45:50you
- 45:50to
- 45:50ever
- 45:51feel.
- 45:51I
- 45:51just
- 45:52never
- 45:52want
- 45:52you
- 45:52to
- 45:53ever
- 45:53feel
- 45:53like
- 45:54you
- 45:54have
- 45:54to
- 45:54hide
- 45:54that
- 45:54from
- 45:55me.
- 45:55And
- 45:55I'm
- 45:56just
- 45:56like,
- 45:56girl,
- 45:57wake
- 45:57the.
- 45:58Fuck
- 45:58up
- 45:58and
- 45:58lock
- 45:59in,
- 45:59lock
- 46:00in,
- 46:00lock
- 46:01in.
- 46:01Marry
- 46:01that
- 46:02man
- 46:03right
- 46:03now.
- 46:04Stop
- 46:04stalking
- 46:04this
- 46:05woman
- 46:05or
- 46:06bring
- 46:06him
- 46:06into
- 46:06your
- 46:06shenanigans.
- 46:07He'll
- 46:07do
- 46:07the
- 46:07shenanigans,
- 46:09but
- 46:09you
- 46:09gotta
- 46:10tell
- 46:10him.
- 46:10That
- 46:11was
- 46:11another
- 46:11thing.
- 46:11I
- 46:11kind
- 46:12of
- 46:12wish
- 46:12she
- 46:12did.
- 46:12I
- 46:13mean,
- 46:13I
- 46:13know,
- 46:13like,
- 46:13they
- 46:13probably
- 46:14weren't
- 46:15like,
- 46:15at
- 46:16that
- 46:16point
- 46:17of
- 46:18their
- 46:18relationship,
- 46:19but
- 46:19like,
- 46:19you
- 46:20know,
- 46:20I
- 46:20feel
- 46:20like
- 46:21later
- 46:21seasons,
- 46:22maddening
- 46:23would
- 46:23have
- 46:23definitely.
- 46:24Yeah.
- 46:25Yeah.
- 46:25They
- 46:25definitely
- 46:26overco.
- 46:26Overcame
- 46:27their,
- 46:27like,
- 46:27communication
- 46:28and
- 46:28trigger
- 46:29issues
- 46:30that
- 46:30they
- 46:30had.
- 46:31Yeah.
- 46:32Later
- 46:32in
- 46:32the
- 46:33season,
- 46:33for
- 46:33sure.
- 46:34I
- 46:34don't
- 46:34really
- 46:34have
- 46:35a
- 46:35lot
- 46:35to
- 46:35say
- 46:35about
- 46:35Bobby
- 46:36individually.
- 46:38My
- 46:38notes
- 46:38are.
- 46:39Bro,
- 46:39what
- 46:40is
- 46:40you
- 46:40even
- 46:40doing?
- 46:43Me
- 46:43and
- 46:43Athena
- 46:44are
- 46:44side
- 46:44eyeing
- 46:45your
- 46:45lack
- 46:45of
- 46:45communication
- 46:46skills.
- 46:47Awkward.
- 46:47Time
- 46:47to
- 46:48be
- 46:48mad
- 46:48at
- 46:48dad
- 46:48because
- 46:48he
- 46:49might
- 46:49be
- 46:49dead,
- 46:50but
- 46:50what
- 46:50the
- 46:50fuck?
- 46:52Yeah,
- 46:53I
- 46:53will
- 46:54say
- 46:54with.
- 46:54With
- 46:55Bobby,
- 46:55I
- 46:55think
- 46:56it's
- 46:56really
- 46:56funny
- 46:57how
- 46:58he's
- 46:58like,
- 46:58oh,
- 46:58no,
- 46:59I've
- 46:59created
- 47:00a
- 47:00monster
- 47:01with
- 47:01bu.
- 47:02Just
- 47:02like,
- 47:02just
- 47:03like
- 47:03ever
- 47:03suffering
- 47:05from.
- 47:06From
- 47:06putting
- 47:07book
- 47:07on
- 47:07this
- 47:07path,
- 47:08essentially.
- 47:09And
- 47:09I.
- 47:10He's
- 47:10amused
- 47:11the
- 47:11entire
- 47:11time
- 47:11too.
- 47:12He
- 47:12is
- 47:12amused,
- 47:12but
- 47:13in
- 47:13a.
- 47:13In
- 47:13a
- 47:13kind
- 47:14of
- 47:14like
- 47:14harrumphy
- 47:15way.
- 47:16Like
- 47:16a
- 47:16curmudgeonly.
- 47:17Okay.
- 47:18It
- 47:19Is
- 47:19a
- 47:19very
- 47:20parental
- 47:20thing.
- 47:21When
- 47:22you
- 47:22see
- 47:23your
- 47:23own
- 47:23child
- 47:24do
- 47:24a
- 47:24thing
- 47:25exactly
- 47:25the
- 47:26way
- 47:26that
- 47:26you
- 47:26do
- 47:26it,
- 47:26and
- 47:26you're
- 47:27like,
- 47:27oh,
- 47:27my
- 47:27God,
- 47:27that's
- 47:28fucking
- 47:28irritating.
- 47:31That's
- 47:31exactly
- 47:32what
- 47:32that
- 47:32is.
- 47:33Yeah.
- 47:34It's
- 47:34like
- 47:34seeing
- 47:34him
- 47:35self
- 47:35through
- 47:36different
- 47:36eyes.
- 47:39Yeah.
- 47:40And
- 47:40I.
- 47:41I
- 47:41think
- 47:41the
- 47:41only
- 47:41other
- 47:42thing
- 47:42I
- 47:42have
- 47:42to
- 47:42say
- 47:42about
- 47:42Bobby
- 47:43is
- 47:43like,
- 47:43I
- 47:44like
- 47:44how
- 47:44Athena
- 47:45is
- 47:46trying
- 47:46to
- 47:46be
- 47:47supportive
- 47:47of
- 47:47him.
- 47:48She's
- 47:48trying
- 47:49to
- 47:49make
- 47:49this
- 47:49man
- 47:49act
- 47:49right.
- 47:50Yeah.
- 47:51Yeah.
- 47:51She's
- 47:52so
- 47:52tired.
- 47:53She's.
- 47:53She's
- 47:54also,
- 47:54like,
- 47:55not
- 47:55mad.
- 47:55I'm
- 47:55just
- 47:56disappointed,
- 47:56basically,
- 47:57especially.
- 47:58But
- 47:58you
- 47:58are.
- 47:59But
- 47:59you
- 47:59are
- 48:00a
- 48:00grown
- 48:00person,
- 48:01so
- 48:01I
- 48:01can't
- 48:01tell
- 48:02you
- 48:02what
- 48:02to
- 48:02do.
- 48:02Yeah,
- 48:04she's
- 48:04trying
- 48:04to,
- 48:05like,
- 48:06nudge
- 48:06him.
- 48:07In
- 48:07the
- 48:07right
- 48:07direction.
- 48:08Yeah.
- 48:09She's
- 48:10like,
- 48:10oh,
- 48:11we'll
- 48:11get
- 48:11into
- 48:11it
- 48:11with
- 48:12the.
- 48:12I
- 48:12can't.
- 48:13She.
- 48:14She
- 48:14is
- 48:14me.
- 48:15This
- 48:15entire
- 48:15episode,
- 48:16the
- 48:16way
- 48:16she
- 48:16is
- 48:16with
- 48:16Bobby,
- 48:17where
- 48:17she's
- 48:17just
- 48:17like,
- 48:18why?
- 48:19Why
- 48:19just
- 48:20no
- 48:20talk?
- 48:20Why
- 48:20no
- 48:21say
- 48:21words?
- 48:21Very
- 48:22simple.
- 48:23Yep.
- 48:24I
- 48:24care
- 48:24about
- 48:25you
- 48:25and
- 48:25don't
- 48:25want
- 48:25to
- 48:25see
- 48:25you
- 48:26almost
- 48:26die
- 48:26again.
- 48:27There.
- 48:27Incredible.
- 48:29Wow.
- 48:29Communication.
- 48:31No,
- 48:31but
- 48:31instead.
- 48:32Instead,
- 48:32Bobby
- 48:33is
- 48:33like,
- 48:33I
- 48:33can't
- 48:34lose
- 48:34another
- 48:34kid.
- 48:34And
- 48:35he
- 48:35has,
- 48:35in
- 48:35his
- 48:36backwards
- 48:37black
- 48:37mirror
- 48:38world,
- 48:38decided
- 48:39that
- 48:39Buck
- 48:40is
- 48:41exactly
- 48:41him
- 48:42and
- 48:42doing
- 48:42the
- 48:43exact
- 48:43same
- 48:43thing
- 48:43that
- 48:44he
- 48:44was
- 48:44trying
- 48:44to
- 48:44do.
- 48:45So
- 48:45incorrect.
- 48:47Yeah.
- 48:47Is
- 48:48that
- 48:48all
- 48:48we
- 48:48have
- 48:48for
- 48:49Bobby?
- 48:49I
- 48:49was
- 48:49just
- 48:50gonna.
- 48:50I.
- 48:50I
- 48:50mean,
- 48:50I
- 48:51was
- 48:51just
- 48:51gonna
- 48:51say,
- 48:52like,
- 48:52he
- 48:52does
- 48:52that
- 48:52thing
- 48:53that
- 48:53Eddie
- 48:53does
- 48:54or
- 48:54that
- 48:54Shannon
- 48:55says
- 48:55that
- 48:56Eddie
- 48:56does,
- 48:56which
- 48:57is,
- 48:57you
- 48:58know.
- 48:59Oh,
- 48:59my
- 48:59God.
- 49:01No,
- 49:02keep
- 49:02saying.
- 49:02Keep
- 49:03saying.
- 49:03Because
- 49:03anyway,
- 49:04he
- 49:04does
- 49:05that
- 49:05thing
- 49:05that
- 49:06Eddie
- 49:06does,
- 49:06which
- 49:07is,
- 49:07you
- 49:07know,
- 49:08taking.
- 49:08Making
- 49:09decisions
- 49:09without
- 49:10talking
- 49:10to
- 49:10people,
- 49:11without
- 49:12giving
- 49:12Buck
- 49:13the
- 49:13opportunity
- 49:13to,
- 49:14like,
- 49:14prove
- 49:15himself
- 49:15or
- 49:15anything,
- 49:16you
- 49:16know,
- 49:17100%.
- 49:17Because
- 49:18he
- 49:18knows
- 49:18what's
- 49:18best.
- 49:19Because
- 49:20he
- 49:20knows
- 49:20what's
- 49:20best.
- 49:21Papa
- 49:21knows
- 49:22best.
- 49:22Peepaw
- 49:23knows
- 49:23best.
- 49:25My
- 49:25God.
- 49:25I
- 49:26didn't.
- 49:26I
- 49:26actually
- 49:27didn't
- 49:27make
- 49:27that
- 49:27connection.
- 49:28Oh,
- 49:29I'm
- 49:29in
- 49:29my.
- 49:29I'm
- 49:30in
- 49:30my
- 49:30Bobby,
- 49:31Eddie,
- 49:31Mattie
- 49:32sing
- 49:32era.
- 49:33Yeah.
- 49:33No,
- 49:33I
- 49:34love
- 49:34it.
- 49:34Give.
- 49:35Give
- 49:35me
- 49:36more
- 49:38whenever
- 49:38it
- 49:39pops
- 49:39up.
- 49:39Because,
- 49:39like,
- 49:40that's.
- 49:41That's
- 49:41an
- 49:41excellent
- 49:42parallel.
- 49:43It's.
- 49:44It's
- 49:44actually
- 49:44kind
- 49:45of
- 49:45interesting
- 49:45because
- 49:45I
- 49:45know
- 49:46we're
- 49:46talking
- 49:46about
- 49:46how,
- 49:46like,
- 49:47Bobby
- 49:48sees
- 49:48Buck
- 49:49as
- 49:49himself,
- 49:51but.
- 49:51No,
- 49:52no,
- 49:52he's
- 49:52not.
- 49:53But,
- 49:53like,
- 49:53I
- 49:53feel
- 49:53like
- 49:54in
- 49:54earlier
- 49:54seasons
- 49:55maybe
- 49:55that
- 49:56would
- 49:56have
- 49:56been
- 49:56the
- 49:56case,
- 49:56but
- 49:57as
- 49:57soon
- 49:57as
- 49:57you.
- 49:58As
- 49:58soon
- 49:58as
- 49:58we
- 49:58get
- 49:59through,
- 49:59like,
- 49:59I
- 49:59don't
- 49:59know,
- 49:59like,
- 50:00seasons,
- 50:00like,
- 50:01five,
- 50:01six,
- 50:01you're
- 50:02kind
- 50:02of
- 50:02like,
- 50:02oh,
- 50:03this
- 50:03is
- 50:03Eddie.
- 50:04He's
- 50:05actually
- 50:05kind
- 50:05of
- 50:05like
- 50:05Eddie
- 50:06a
- 50:06little
- 50:06bit.
- 50:08So
- 50:08it's
- 50:08kind
- 50:08of
- 50:08interesting
- 50:09when
- 50:09they
- 50:09start
- 50:09flip
- 50:10flopping.
- 50:11Yeah.
- 50:12I
- 50:12think.
- 50:12I
- 50:12think
- 50:13that
- 50:13was
- 50:13supposed,
- 50:14like,
- 50:14Buck
- 50:15and
- 50:15Bobby
- 50:15were
- 50:15supposed
- 50:16to
- 50:16be
- 50:17the
- 50:17parallel.
- 50:18I
- 50:19think
- 50:19that's
- 50:19how
- 50:19it
- 50:19was
- 50:19originally
- 50:20written.
- 50:20Parallels,
- 50:21they're
- 50:21just
- 50:22different
- 50:22ways.
- 50:23But
- 50:23like,
- 50:24when
- 50:24we
- 50:25find
- 50:25a
- 50:25lot
- 50:25of
- 50:26similar,
- 50:26like,
- 50:26a
- 50:27lot
- 50:27more
- 50:27similarities
- 50:27between,
- 50:28like,
- 50:28Bobby
- 50:28and
- 50:28Eddie
- 50:29and
- 50:29like
- 50:29fucking
- 50:29Athena.
- 50:30Yeah.
- 50:31Like,
- 50:32further
- 50:32down
- 50:32the
- 50:32line.
- 50:33So
- 50:33I
- 50:33think.
- 50:33I
- 50:33think
- 50:33still
- 50:34you're
- 50:34right.
- 50:34At
- 50:34some
- 50:34point
- 50:35there
- 50:35is,
- 50:35like
- 50:36a
- 50:36shift
- 50:37there.
- 50:37So
- 50:37it'll
- 50:38be
- 50:38interesting
- 50:38to
- 50:38see,
- 50:38like,
- 50:39where
- 50:39we
- 50:39actually
- 50:39think
- 50:40that
- 50:40is.
- 50:41Yeah.
- 50:42Yeah.
- 50:43Anyway,
- 50:43I'm
- 50:43done.
- 50:44That
- 50:44was
- 50:44my
- 50:44bit.
- 50:46Great.
- 50:46Bobby,
- 50:47Eddie
- 50:47maxing.
- 50:48Bye,
- 50:48Beva.
- 50:49I
- 50:49love
- 50:50Bobby.
- 50:50Eddie
- 50:50maxing.
- 50:52So
- 50:53excited
- 50:53to
- 50:53talk
- 50:53about
- 50:54Eddie.
- 50:54Are
- 50:54we
- 50:55ever
- 50:55not
- 50:55excited
- 50:56to
- 50:56talk
- 50:56about
- 50:56any.
- 50:57We
- 50:57haven't
- 50:57been
- 50:57able
- 50:58to
- 50:58talk
- 50:58about
- 50:58him.
- 51:00You
- 51:00just,
- 51:01like,
- 51:01stared
- 51:01into
- 51:02the
- 51:02middle
- 51:02distance.
- 51:03Three
- 51:04weeks.
- 51:05It's
- 51:05been
- 51:05three
- 51:06weeks
- 51:06without.
- 51:07For
- 51:07three
- 51:07weeks.
- 51:08My
- 51:08Eddie
- 51:08bear.
- 51:09My
- 51:10Eddie
- 51:10Pooky
- 51:10bear.
- 51:12I'm
- 51:13going
- 51:13through
- 51:13some
- 51:15very
- 51:15serious
- 51:16Eddie
- 51:16withdrawals.
- 51:17Eddie
- 51:17withdrawals.
- 51:18Yeah.
- 51:19Up.
- 51:19He's
- 51:20not
- 51:20dead.
- 51:21It
- 51:21feels
- 51:21like
- 51:21he's
- 51:22been
- 51:22forgotten.
- 51:23Not
- 51:23gone,
- 51:23but
- 51:24forgotten.
- 51:27Invisible.
- 51:31Oh,
- 51:31no.
- 51:32I
- 51:32know.
- 51:33Oh,
- 51:33man.
- 51:34He's
- 51:34just
- 51:35doing
- 51:35things
- 51:35off
- 51:36screen.
- 51:37That's
- 51:37all
- 51:37I
- 51:37know.
- 51:38Yeah.
- 51:39What
- 51:39things?
- 51:40I
- 51:40don't
- 51:40know.
- 51:40Because
- 51:40he
- 51:41was
- 51:41off
- 51:41screen,
- 51:41he
- 51:42realized.
- 51:42He
- 51:42was
- 51:42gay
- 51:43and
- 51:43in
- 51:43love
- 51:43with
- 51:43Buck
- 51:43off
- 51:44screen.
- 51:45Absolutely.
- 51:45I
- 51:46mean.
- 51:48I
- 51:48can
- 51:48just
- 51:48say
- 51:48he
- 51:49did
- 51:49anything
- 51:49off
- 51:49screen,
- 51:50if
- 51:50that's
- 51:50what
- 51:50we're
- 51:50doing.
- 51:50Timon.
- 51:51Yeah.
- 51:53I
- 51:53mean,
- 51:53yeah.
- 51:54Yes.
- 51:54Maybe
- 51:55he
- 51:55ran
- 51:55his
- 51:55parents
- 51:56over
- 51:56with
- 51:56his
- 51:56car.
- 51:56Off
- 51:57screen.
- 51:57Oops.
- 52:01People.
- 52:02To
- 52:02Maddie.
- 52:02I
- 52:02don't
- 52:03know.
- 52:03At
- 52:03a
- 52:03party
- 52:03with
- 52:04his
- 52:04whole
- 52:04family,
- 52:04minus
- 52:05his
- 52:05parents.
- 52:05Off
- 52:05screen.
- 52:06Yeah.
- 52:06The
- 52:07sisters
- 52:07were
- 52:07there.
- 52:08Yep.
- 52:09Ridiculous.
- 52:09Anyway,
- 52:11an
- 52:12episode
- 52:12with
- 52:12Eddie
- 52:12in
- 52:13it.
- 52:13So
- 52:13Eddie
- 52:14just
- 52:14has
- 52:14like,
- 52:14a
- 52:14totally
- 52:15chill
- 52:15episode
- 52:16where
- 52:16he
- 52:17gets
- 52:17to
- 52:17just,
- 52:17you
- 52:18know,
- 52:18not.
- 52:19Not
- 52:19be
- 52:19traumatized.
- 52:20Now,
- 52:20Eddie
- 52:21may
- 52:21not
- 52:21be
- 52:21traumatized,
- 52:22but
- 52:22his
- 52:22son
- 52:22sure
- 52:22is.
- 52:26So
- 52:26it's
- 52:26almost
- 52:26kind
- 52:26of
- 52:27worse
- 52:27for
- 52:27him.
- 52:28Oh,
- 52:28it's
- 52:28much
- 52:28worse.
- 52:29He
- 52:29would
- 52:29rather
- 52:29be
- 52:29the
- 52:29one
- 52:30having
- 52:30the
- 52:30nightmares.
- 52:31Absolutely.
- 52:32Because
- 52:32I'm
- 52:32sure
- 52:32there's
- 52:33nothing
- 52:33worse,
- 52:33like,
- 52:33as
- 52:34a
- 52:34parent
- 52:34than
- 52:34not
- 52:34being
- 52:35able
- 52:35to,
- 52:35like,
- 52:36help
- 52:36your
- 52:36kid.
- 52:37Especially
- 52:37if
- 52:37they
- 52:37won't
- 52:38tell
- 52:38you,
- 52:38like.
- 52:39What'S
- 52:39wrong
- 52:40and
- 52:40you're
- 52:40just,
- 52:40like,
- 52:41stuck
- 52:42there,
- 52:42like,
- 52:42watching
- 52:43on
- 52:43as,
- 52:43like,
- 52:44your
- 52:44child
- 52:45is
- 52:45in
- 52:45pain.
- 52:46And
- 52:47that's.
- 52:48That's
- 52:48so
- 52:48much
- 52:48worse.
- 52:49Especially
- 52:50for
- 52:50Eddie.
- 52:50Yeah.
- 52:51Yeah.
- 52:51So
- 52:52Chris
- 52:52is
- 52:52having,
- 52:53like,
- 52:53nightmares.
- 52:54Waking
- 52:54up
- 52:55screaming
- 52:56every
- 52:57night
- 52:57since
- 52:58the
- 52:58tsunami.
- 52:59And
- 52:59he
- 53:00won't
- 53:00tell
- 53:00Eddie,
- 53:01like,
- 53:01what
- 53:01it's
- 53:02about
- 53:02and
- 53:02says
- 53:02he's
- 53:03fine.
- 53:03So
- 53:04Eddie's
- 53:04obviously,
- 53:05like,
- 53:05not
- 53:05Sleeping
- 53:06well.
- 53:06And
- 53:06he's
- 53:06really
- 53:07worried.
- 53:08And
- 53:09this
- 53:09is.
- 53:10This
- 53:10is
- 53:10like,
- 53:11literally
- 53:11all
- 53:12his
- 53:13arc
- 53:14is
- 53:14about.
- 53:14That's
- 53:14the
- 53:15other
- 53:15thing
- 53:15about
- 53:15this
- 53:16episode,
- 53:16which
- 53:16I
- 53:16guess
- 53:17I'll
- 53:17talk
- 53:17about
- 53:17more
- 53:17in
- 53:17Buck's
- 53:18section.
- 53:19Everyone
- 53:20is
- 53:20so
- 53:20involved
- 53:21in
- 53:21their
- 53:21own
- 53:22thing
- 53:23that
- 53:23they're
- 53:24not
- 53:24really.
- 53:25They
- 53:25don't
- 53:25really
- 53:25talk
- 53:26to
- 53:26each
- 53:26other.
- 53:26Interconnected.
- 53:27Talking
- 53:28to
- 53:28each
- 53:28other.
- 53:28Talking
- 53:28base
- 53:29about,
- 53:29like,
- 53:29what
- 53:30they're
- 53:30all
- 53:31going
- 53:31through.
- 53:31Like,
- 53:31Chim
- 53:32does
- 53:32a
- 53:32little
- 53:32bit
- 53:32with.
- 53:32Eddie,
- 53:34but
- 53:34Eddie's
- 53:34not
- 53:34in
- 53:35a
- 53:35place
- 53:35to
- 53:35hear
- 53:35it.
- 53:36Eddie's
- 53:37yawning
- 53:37through
- 53:37it
- 53:37because
- 53:38he's.
- 53:38He
- 53:39did
- 53:39not
- 53:39sleep
- 53:39and
- 53:39he's
- 53:40so
- 53:40worried
- 53:40about
- 53:40his
- 53:40kid.
- 53:41So
- 53:42he
- 53:43has
- 53:43to
- 53:43get
- 53:43advice
- 53:44from
- 53:44fucking
- 53:44Lena,
- 53:47which
- 53:48is
- 53:48actually
- 53:49decent
- 53:50advice.
- 53:50Yeah.
- 53:51I
- 53:52would
- 53:52say,
- 53:52in
- 53:52general,
- 53:53she's
- 53:53like,
- 53:54oh,
- 53:54actually
- 53:55kind
- 53:55of
- 53:55bad
- 53:56influence
- 53:56on
- 53:57Eddie.
- 53:57Oh,
- 53:58for
- 53:58sure.
- 53:58But
- 53:58this
- 53:59was,
- 53:59like,
- 53:59a
- 53:59little
- 53:59kernel
- 54:00of
- 54:01good
- 54:01advice.
- 54:02Yes.
- 54:04Everyone
- 54:04can
- 54:04have
- 54:04them.
- 54:05Which
- 54:05I
- 54:05think
- 54:05he
- 54:06does.
- 54:06I
- 54:06think
- 54:07he
- 54:07does
- 54:07this
- 54:07in
- 54:07general.
- 54:08So
- 54:08maybe
- 54:08he
- 54:08just
- 54:09needed
- 54:09reminded.
- 54:10Yeah.
- 54:10In
- 54:10this
- 54:11situation.
- 54:12Because,
- 54:12like,
- 54:12he's
- 54:13been
- 54:13through
- 54:13a
- 54:13lot
- 54:14in
- 54:14the
- 54:14past
- 54:15couple
- 54:15months,
- 54:16you
- 54:16know,
- 54:17so
- 54:17he's
- 54:18floundering
- 54:18a
- 54:19little
- 54:19bit.
- 54:20But
- 54:21she
- 54:21says
- 54:21to
- 54:21him,
- 54:21like,
- 54:22I
- 54:22don't
- 54:22know
- 54:22your
- 54:22kid,
- 54:23but
- 54:23I
- 54:23know
- 54:24what
- 54:24worked
- 54:24for
- 54:24me.
- 54:24It
- 54:25was
- 54:25when
- 54:25my
- 54:25mom
- 54:25told
- 54:26me
- 54:26how
- 54:26she
- 54:26was
- 54:26feeling
- 54:27and
- 54:27that
- 54:27she
- 54:27was
- 54:28sad
- 54:28and
- 54:28that
- 54:29it
- 54:29was
- 54:29okay.
- 54:30However,
- 54:30we
- 54:30felt
- 54:30we
- 54:31were
- 54:31in
- 54:31it
- 54:31together
- 54:31no
- 54:32matter
- 54:32what.
- 54:34And
- 54:34that's
- 54:35kind
- 54:35of
- 54:35like
- 54:36what
- 54:36Eddie
- 54:37does.
- 54:37Yeah,
- 54:37that's
- 54:38what
- 54:38Eddie
- 54:38does.
- 54:39But
- 54:39when
- 54:39he
- 54:39gets
- 54:40in
- 54:40trouble
- 54:40with
- 54:40Christopher
- 54:41is
- 54:41when
- 54:41he
- 54:41doesn't
- 54:41do
- 54:41this.
- 54:42Yes.
- 54:43So
- 54:43with.
- 54:43With
- 54:44Anna,
- 54:45he
- 54:45gets
- 54:45in
- 54:45trouble
- 54:46because
- 54:46he
- 54:46doesn't
- 54:46talk
- 54:47to
- 54:47him
- 54:47about
- 54:47that.
- 54:47He
- 54:48gets
- 54:48in
- 54:48trouble
- 54:49with
- 54:49the
- 54:49Dispatch
- 54:51because
- 54:51he
- 54:51didn't
- 54:52talk
- 54:52to
- 54:52him
- 54:52about
- 54:52that.
- 54:53And
- 54:53right
- 54:53now,
- 54:54season
- 54:54seven,
- 54:54eight.
- 54:55Because
- 54:55he
- 54:55didn't
- 54:56talk
- 54:56to
- 54:56him.
- 54:57It's
- 54:57when.
- 54:57It's
- 54:57when
- 54:57Eddie
- 54:58pulls
- 54:58a
- 54:58Bobby
- 54:59and.
- 54:59Yeah.
- 55:00And
- 55:00decides
- 55:00he
- 55:00knows
- 55:01what's
- 55:01best
- 55:01and
- 55:01that
- 55:02they're
- 55:02not
- 55:02a
- 55:02team
- 55:02anymore.
- 55:03Or
- 55:03is
- 55:04it
- 55:04Eddie
- 55:04pulling
- 55:04in
- 55:04Eddie.
- 55:05Because
- 55:05it's
- 55:05the
- 55:05same
- 55:06thing.
- 55:06It's
- 55:06the
- 55:06same
- 55:07thing.
- 55:07Yeah.
- 55:08Bobby
- 55:08came
- 55:08first.
- 55:09It's
- 55:09true.
- 55:11Yeah.
- 55:11And
- 55:12it,
- 55:12like.
- 55:12It
- 55:12is.
- 55:12It
- 55:13is
- 55:13lovely
- 55:13advice.
- 55:13And
- 55:14you.
- 55:14You
- 55:14really
- 55:14see
- 55:15him
- 55:15do
- 55:15take
- 55:16that
- 55:16to
- 55:16heart.
- 55:16And
- 55:17especially
- 55:17because
- 55:17he's
- 55:17just.
- 55:18He
- 55:18is
- 55:18trying
- 55:19so
- 55:20hard
- 55:20to.
- 55:21To
- 55:21figure
- 55:21out
- 55:22what
- 55:22he
- 55:22can
- 55:22do
- 55:23for
- 55:23Christopher.
- 55:23He's
- 55:24like.
- 55:24He
- 55:25brought
- 55:25Chris
- 55:25to,
- 55:26like,
- 55:26the
- 55:26child
- 55:26therapist.
- 55:27Yeah.
- 55:28Which
- 55:28is
- 55:29also,
- 55:29like,
- 55:29a
- 55:30correct
- 55:30move,
- 55:30but,
- 55:30like,
- 55:31also
- 55:31very
- 55:32interesting
- 55:33that.
- 55:33I
- 55:34mean,
- 55:34we'll
- 55:34see
- 55:34this
- 55:34further
- 55:35down
- 55:35the
- 55:35line.
- 55:35Eddie
- 55:36does.
- 55:36So
- 55:37we
- 55:37know
- 55:37this.
- 55:37Eddie
- 55:38does
- 55:38everything
- 55:38for
- 55:38Christopher,
- 55:40but
- 55:40he
- 55:40doesn't
- 55:40afford
- 55:41himself
- 55:41the
- 55:42same
- 55:42kind
- 55:43of
- 55:43care.
- 55:43So
- 55:44he,
- 55:44like,
- 55:44he
- 55:45puts
- 55:46Chris
- 55:46in
- 55:46therapy
- 55:47because
- 55:47he
- 55:47knows
- 55:47that
- 55:48will
- 55:48help.
- 55:48And
- 55:48Lena
- 55:49kind
- 55:49of,
- 55:49kind
- 55:50of
- 55:50says
- 55:50this
- 55:50too.
- 55:50Like,
- 55:51like,
- 55:51it
- 55:51may
- 55:51work
- 55:51for
- 55:52some
- 55:52people,
- 55:52but
- 55:52it
- 55:52doesn't
- 55:53work
- 55:53for
- 55:53everybody.
- 55:54That's
- 55:54fair.
- 55:54I
- 55:55think
- 55:55Eddie
- 55:55thinks
- 55:55that
- 55:55it
- 55:56doesn't
- 55:56work
- 55:56for
- 55:56him,
- 55:56but
- 55:57he's
- 55:57just
- 55:57like
- 55:57stubborn
- 55:58and
- 55:58that
- 55:59he
- 55:59doesn't
- 55:59deserve
- 55:59to
- 55:59be
- 56:00better.
- 56:00Therapy
- 56:01famously
- 56:01doesn't
- 56:02work
- 56:02if
- 56:02you
- 56:02don't
- 56:02talk.
- 56:03Exactly.
- 56:06It's
- 56:06like
- 56:06number
- 56:07one.
- 56:07Yeah,
- 56:08yeah.
- 56:09So
- 56:09he's,
- 56:10he's
- 56:10doing,
- 56:11he's
- 56:12doing
- 56:12the,
- 56:12or
- 56:12like
- 56:13making
- 56:13the
- 56:13right
- 56:14steps,
- 56:14making
- 56:14the
- 56:14right
- 56:15moves
- 56:15for
- 56:16Christopher,
- 56:17but
- 56:17it's
- 56:17just
- 56:17like
- 56:18time
- 56:18and
- 56:18time
- 56:18again
- 56:19all
- 56:19of
- 56:20so
- 56:20much
- 56:20that
- 56:20he
- 56:21does
- 56:21for
- 56:21Christopher.
- 56:21He
- 56:22does
- 56:22not
- 56:22afford
- 56:22to
- 56:23himself
- 56:23and
- 56:24he
- 56:24really
- 56:25should
- 56:25because
- 56:26then
- 56:26you're
- 56:26just
- 56:27not
- 56:27taking
- 56:27care
- 56:27of
- 56:28yourself.
- 56:28And
- 56:28how
- 56:28can
- 56:29you
- 56:29take
- 56:29care
- 56:29of
- 56:29others
- 56:29if
- 56:30you're
- 56:30not.
- 56:30Can't
- 56:30take
- 56:30care
- 56:31of
- 56:31yourself
- 56:31anyways.
- 56:31Yeah,
- 56:32that's
- 56:32an
- 56:32ongoing
- 56:32thing
- 56:33with,
- 56:33with
- 56:33Eddie
- 56:34as
- 56:34well.
- 56:35And
- 56:35I
- 56:35do,
- 56:36I
- 56:36do
- 56:37kind
- 56:37of
- 56:37love
- 56:38how
- 56:38the
- 56:39light
- 56:39bulb
- 56:39kind
- 56:40of
- 56:40goes
- 56:40off
- 56:41for
- 56:41Eddie,
- 56:42for
- 56:42Christopher,
- 56:42by,
- 56:43you
- 56:43know,
- 56:44when
- 56:44he's
- 56:44at
- 56:44the,
- 56:44when
- 56:45he's
- 56:45at
- 56:45the
- 56:45therapist
- 56:45office.
- 56:46The,
- 56:46the
- 56:47therapist
- 56:47is
- 56:47like,
- 56:47you
- 56:48know,
- 56:48maybe,
- 56:48maybe
- 56:48Chris
- 56:49is
- 56:49trying
- 56:49to
- 56:49communicate
- 56:50in
- 56:50different
- 56:50ways.
- 56:51So
- 56:51we
- 56:51see
- 56:51that
- 56:52theme
- 56:52of
- 56:52communication
- 56:53again,
- 56:53but
- 56:54not
- 56:54necessarily
- 56:55like
- 56:55verbally.
- 56:56Right.
- 56:57So
- 56:57he
- 56:57shows
- 56:57him
- 56:57all
- 56:58of
- 56:58the
- 56:58pictures
- 56:58that,
- 56:59that
- 56:59Christopher
- 57:00has
- 57:00drawn,
- 57:01which
- 57:01is
- 57:02very
- 57:02concerning
- 57:03but
- 57:03like
- 57:03totally
- 57:04understandable
- 57:05for
- 57:05like
- 57:05a
- 57:057
- 57:05or
- 57:058
- 57:06year
- 57:06old.
- 57:06Like
- 57:07you
- 57:07do.
- 57:07It's,
- 57:08it's
- 57:08art
- 57:08therapy.
- 57:09But
- 57:09like,
- 57:09yeah,
- 57:10for
- 57:10an
- 57:10art
- 57:10therapist
- 57:11that
- 57:11would
- 57:11be
- 57:12something
- 57:12of
- 57:12concern.
- 57:13Right.
- 57:13And
- 57:14you
- 57:14would
- 57:14probably
- 57:15try
- 57:15to
- 57:15figure
- 57:15out
- 57:16like
- 57:16who
- 57:16the
- 57:16woman
- 57:16in
- 57:17the,
- 57:17in
- 57:17the
- 57:17drawing
- 57:18is
- 57:18because
- 57:19I
- 57:20think
- 57:20we
- 57:20know
- 57:20right
- 57:21away,
- 57:21oh,
- 57:21it's
- 57:22Shannon.
- 57:22But
- 57:22like
- 57:23they
- 57:24don't
- 57:24know
- 57:24right
- 57:24away.
- 57:25And
- 57:25it,
- 57:26and
- 57:26it
- 57:26takes
- 57:27Eddie
- 57:28to
- 57:28see
- 57:29the
- 57:29picture
- 57:29of
- 57:29like
- 57:30my
- 57:30family
- 57:31up
- 57:31in
- 57:32Chris's
- 57:32bedroom
- 57:32with
- 57:33the,
- 57:33with
- 57:33the
- 57:33same
- 57:34woman
- 57:34with
- 57:34the
- 57:34same
- 57:34dress,
- 57:35like
- 57:35drawn
- 57:36the
- 57:36same,
- 57:37the
- 57:37same
- 57:37way.
- 57:38It's
- 57:38like,
- 57:38oh,
- 57:39and
- 57:40Chris
- 57:40is
- 57:41like.
- 57:41Light
- 57:42bulb
- 57:42goes
- 57:42off.
- 57:43Chris
- 57:43is
- 57:43compounding
- 57:44his
- 57:45traumas.
- 57:45Right.
- 57:45Because
- 57:46they
- 57:46happen
- 57:47pretty
- 57:47much
- 57:47back,
- 57:48right
- 57:48back.
- 57:49Which
- 57:49is
- 57:50wild.
- 57:51I
- 57:52feel
- 57:52like
- 57:52also
- 57:52the
- 57:52therapist
- 57:53should
- 57:53have
- 57:54probably
- 57:54realized
- 57:55that,
- 57:56but
- 57:56that's
- 57:56neither
- 57:57here
- 57:57nor
- 57:57there.
- 57:59So
- 57:59it's
- 57:59just
- 57:59like,
- 58:00of
- 58:00course,
- 58:01of
- 58:01course
- 58:01Christopher,
- 58:02like
- 58:03his
- 58:03little
- 58:03kid
- 58:03brain
- 58:04is
- 58:04like
- 58:05mashing
- 58:05these
- 58:06terrible
- 58:07traumatic
- 58:08events
- 58:08together.
- 58:09I
- 58:09just
- 58:10don't.
- 58:10I.
- 58:10What?
- 58:11I.
- 58:11I
- 58:12don't
- 58:12know.
- 58:12I
- 58:12think
- 58:12I
- 58:12just
- 58:12have
- 58:12an
- 58:13issue
- 58:13with
- 58:13the
- 58:13therapist
- 58:14because
- 58:15I'm
- 58:15like,
- 58:15why
- 58:17I
- 58:17don't
- 58:17know.
- 58:17I
- 58:18don't
- 58:18know,
- 58:18like,
- 58:18why
- 58:18it
- 58:19wasn't
- 58:19like
- 58:19a
- 58:20bigger
- 58:20red
- 58:20flag
- 58:21about
- 58:21like,
- 58:21you
- 58:22know,
- 58:22this
- 58:23one
- 58:23woman
- 58:24drowning.
- 58:24Like
- 58:25the.
- 58:25Just
- 58:25the
- 58:25picture
- 58:25that
- 58:26he's
- 58:26drawing.
- 58:26Like,
- 58:26I
- 58:26don't.
- 58:27I
- 58:27don't
- 58:27know.
- 58:28It's
- 58:28just
- 58:28kind
- 58:28of
- 58:29weird.
- 58:29I
- 58:29kind
- 58:30of
- 58:30wonder
- 58:30if
- 58:30Eddie
- 58:31did
- 58:32not
- 58:32tell,
- 58:33like,
- 58:33did
- 58:33not
- 58:34think
- 58:34to
- 58:34tell
- 58:34the
- 58:34therapist
- 58:35about
- 58:35him
- 58:36because
- 58:36you
- 58:36would
- 58:37think
- 58:37like,
- 58:37oh,
- 58:38yeah,
- 58:38he
- 58:38just
- 58:38went
- 58:38through
- 58:38the
- 58:39tsunami
- 58:39and
- 58:40lost
- 58:40his
- 58:40mom.
- 58:40As
- 58:41a
- 58:41therapist,
- 58:41you're
- 58:41not
- 58:41supposed
- 58:42to.
- 58:43I
- 58:43mean,
- 58:43granted,
- 58:44all
- 58:44my
- 58:44therapy
- 58:45experience
- 58:46is
- 58:46as
- 58:47an
- 58:47adult,
- 58:47but
- 58:48I
- 58:48think
- 58:48it
- 58:48probably
- 58:48goes
- 58:49with
- 58:49children
- 58:50as
- 58:50well,
- 58:50at
- 58:51least
- 58:51to
- 58:51a
- 58:51certain
- 58:51extent.
- 58:52You're
- 58:52not
- 58:52supposed
- 58:52to
- 58:53like,
- 58:53assume
- 58:53things.
- 58:54No.
- 58:54But
- 58:54you
- 58:55can
- 58:55ask
- 58:55questions
- 58:56that
- 58:56might
- 58:56like,
- 58:57open
- 58:58up
- 58:58a
- 58:59discussion.
- 58:59I'm.
- 59:00I'm
- 59:00also
- 59:00thinking
- 59:01of
- 59:01it
- 59:01a
- 59:01little
- 59:01bit
- 59:01as
- 59:02like
- 59:02now
- 59:02I'm
- 59:03not
- 59:03trained
- 59:03as
- 59:03an
- 59:03art
- 59:03therapist
- 59:04or
- 59:04anything
- 59:04like
- 59:04that.
- 59:05I
- 59:05did.
- 59:05I,
- 59:06I
- 59:06studied
- 59:06like
- 59:07in
- 59:07medicine
- 59:08or
- 59:09like
- 59:09utilizing
- 59:10arts
- 59:10in
- 59:10a.
- 59:10In
- 59:12like
- 59:12a
- 59:13medical
- 59:13hospital
- 59:14setting.
- 59:15But
- 59:16like,
- 59:16we
- 59:17learned
- 59:17a
- 59:17little
- 59:17bit
- 59:17of
- 59:17art
- 59:18therapy
- 59:18and,
- 59:18and
- 59:18art
- 59:19therapy
- 59:20can
- 59:20be
- 59:20used
- 59:20as
- 59:21a
- 59:21diagnostic
- 59:21tool.
- 59:22Now
- 59:22that
- 59:22therapist
- 59:23is
- 59:23probably
- 59:23not
- 59:23an
- 59:23art
- 59:23therapist,
- 59:24but
- 59:24there
- 59:24would
- 59:24definitely
- 59:25was
- 59:25just
- 59:25a
- 59:25therapist.
- 59:27Yeah.
- 59:27Yeah.
- 59:27But
- 59:28there
- 59:28would
- 59:28definitely
- 59:28be
- 59:29like
- 59:29things
- 59:30there
- 59:30that
- 59:30like
- 59:31an
- 59:31art
- 59:31therapist
- 59:31would
- 59:32be
- 59:32like,
- 59:32okay,
- 59:32that's
- 59:33very
- 59:33indicative
- 59:34of
- 59:34like
- 59:34something,
- 59:35you
- 59:36know,
- 59:36so
- 59:37I
- 59:37don't
- 59:37know.
- 59:37There's
- 59:38only
- 59:38one
- 59:38good
- 59:38therapist
- 59:39on
- 59:39this
- 59:39show.
- 59:40Frank.
- 59:41Yeah,
- 59:42bring
- 59:42Frank
- 59:43back
- 59:43for
- 59:43everybody.
- 59:45Bottle
- 59:45episode
- 59:46therapy
- 59:46hours.
- 59:49That's
- 59:49one
- 59:49of
- 59:49the
- 59:49most
- 59:49unrealistic
- 59:50things
- 59:50about
- 59:50it
- 59:50is
- 59:51that
- 59:51a.
- 59:51Most
- 59:51of
- 59:52them
- 59:52aren't
- 59:53in
- 59:53therapy.
- 59:53And
- 59:54when
- 59:54they
- 59:54are
- 59:54in
- 59:54therapy,
- 59:55it's
- 59:55like
- 59:56for
- 59:57a
- 59:57couple
- 59:57episodes
- 59:58and
- 59:58then
- 59:58they're
- 59:58done.
- 59:59Like,
- 59:59this
- 1:00:00is
- 1:00:00complex
- 1:00:00trauma.
- 1:00:02They
- 1:00:02would
- 1:00:02continually
- 1:00:03or
- 1:00:03just
- 1:00:03like
- 1:00:03periodically.
- 1:00:04Yeah.
- 1:00:04Like
- 1:00:05go
- 1:00:05back
- 1:00:06anyway
- 1:00:06back
- 1:00:07to
- 1:00:07Christopher.
- 1:00:08Back
- 1:00:08to
- 1:00:08Eddie
- 1:00:09and
- 1:00:10Christopher.
- 1:00:10So
- 1:00:11he
- 1:00:11does
- 1:00:11figure
- 1:00:12it
- 1:00:12out.
- 1:00:12So
- 1:00:12he,
- 1:00:12so
- 1:00:13he
- 1:00:13just
- 1:00:13asks
- 1:00:13him,
- 1:00:14he's
- 1:00:14like,
- 1:00:14is
- 1:00:14this,
- 1:00:15like,
- 1:00:15is
- 1:00:16this
- 1:00:16your
- 1:00:16mom?
- 1:00:17And
- 1:00:18he's
- 1:00:18like,
- 1:00:18I.
- 1:00:18He's
- 1:00:19like,
- 1:00:19why
- 1:00:19didn't
- 1:00:19you
- 1:00:19tell
- 1:00:20me?
- 1:00:20And
- 1:00:20he's
- 1:00:20like,
- 1:00:20I
- 1:00:20didn't
- 1:00:20want
- 1:00:21to
- 1:00:21make
- 1:00:21you
- 1:00:21sad.
- 1:00:22And
- 1:00:24Eddie
- 1:00:24says,
- 1:00:24there's
- 1:00:25nothing
- 1:00:25wrong
- 1:00:25with
- 1:00:25being
- 1:00:26sad.
- 1:00:26I
- 1:00:26loved
- 1:00:27your
- 1:00:27mom
- 1:00:27and
- 1:00:27I
- 1:00:27miss
- 1:00:27her
- 1:00:28and
- 1:00:28I
- 1:00:28probably
- 1:00:28always
- 1:00:28will,
- 1:00:29but
- 1:00:29we
- 1:00:29still
- 1:00:29got
- 1:00:30each
- 1:00:30other,
- 1:00:30which
- 1:00:30means
- 1:00:30we're
- 1:00:31gonna
- 1:00:31be
- 1:00:31okay.
- 1:00:32And
- 1:00:33he
- 1:00:33is
- 1:00:34just
- 1:00:35the
- 1:00:35parent.
- 1:00:37He's
- 1:00:37the
- 1:00:37parent
- 1:00:38of
- 1:00:38all
- 1:00:38time.
- 1:00:38I
- 1:00:39love
- 1:00:39gentle
- 1:00:40parent
- 1:00:41Eddie.
- 1:00:41Yeah,
- 1:00:42he's
- 1:00:42so
- 1:00:42good
- 1:00:42with
- 1:00:43him.
- 1:00:43He's
- 1:00:44fantastic.
- 1:00:45Like
- 1:00:45when,
- 1:00:46when
- 1:00:47they
- 1:00:47have.
- 1:00:48When
- 1:00:48Eddie
- 1:00:49and
- 1:00:49Christopher
- 1:00:50have
- 1:00:50that.
- 1:00:51Those
- 1:00:51heart
- 1:00:51to
- 1:00:51hearts
- 1:00:52that
- 1:00:52like
- 1:00:52very
- 1:00:53open
- 1:00:53communication
- 1:00:54which
- 1:00:54it
- 1:00:55takes.
- 1:00:55It
- 1:00:56Takes
- 1:00:56two
- 1:00:56to.
- 1:00:57To
- 1:00:57really
- 1:00:57do
- 1:00:58that.
- 1:00:58It's
- 1:00:59so
- 1:00:59beautiful,
- 1:01:00like,
- 1:01:01their
- 1:01:01relationship
- 1:01:02to
- 1:01:02see
- 1:01:02when
- 1:01:02it.
- 1:01:02When
- 1:01:03everything
- 1:01:03is
- 1:01:03like,
- 1:01:04working
- 1:01:05like
- 1:01:05that.
- 1:01:05Like,
- 1:01:06Eddie
- 1:01:06is
- 1:01:06being
- 1:01:07open
- 1:01:07and
- 1:01:07vulnerable
- 1:01:08and
- 1:01:08communicative,
- 1:01:09which,
- 1:01:09which
- 1:01:10helps
- 1:01:10Christopher
- 1:01:11be
- 1:01:11open
- 1:01:12and
- 1:01:12vulnerable
- 1:01:13and
- 1:01:13communicative.
- 1:01:14Because
- 1:01:14we
- 1:01:14also
- 1:01:15see,
- 1:01:15like
- 1:01:15Christopher,
- 1:01:16we've
- 1:01:16said
- 1:01:16this
- 1:01:17before,
- 1:01:17is
- 1:01:17a
- 1:01:18very
- 1:01:18intuitive
- 1:01:20kid.
- 1:01:21And
- 1:01:21he.
- 1:01:22It's.
- 1:01:23It's
- 1:01:23so
- 1:01:24sad
- 1:01:24that
- 1:01:24like,
- 1:01:25at
- 1:01:257
- 1:01:25or
- 1:01:258
- 1:01:25years
- 1:01:26old,
- 1:01:26he's
- 1:01:26learned
- 1:01:27or
- 1:01:27he
- 1:01:28thinks
- 1:01:28that
- 1:01:28he
- 1:01:28has
- 1:01:29to
- 1:01:29like,
- 1:01:29quiet
- 1:01:30his
- 1:01:30experiences
- 1:01:31so
- 1:01:32as
- 1:01:32not
- 1:01:32to
- 1:01:32like,
- 1:01:32upset
- 1:01:33Eddie.
- 1:01:34And
- 1:01:34I
- 1:01:35feel
- 1:01:35like
- 1:01:35that's
- 1:01:36not
- 1:01:37something
- 1:01:37that
- 1:01:37was
- 1:01:38taught
- 1:01:38to
- 1:01:39him.
- 1:01:39I
- 1:01:39think
- 1:01:39that's
- 1:01:39something
- 1:01:40that's
- 1:01:40just
- 1:01:40like,
- 1:01:40inherent.
- 1:01:41But
- 1:01:41I
- 1:01:41also
- 1:01:42feel
- 1:01:42like
- 1:01:42that's
- 1:01:42something
- 1:01:42that
- 1:01:43Eddie
- 1:01:43has
- 1:01:43done
- 1:01:44himself
- 1:01:45but,
- 1:01:45like,
- 1:01:46throughout
- 1:01:46his
- 1:01:46life.
- 1:01:47Wow,
- 1:01:47this
- 1:01:47is
- 1:01:48hard.
- 1:01:48I
- 1:01:48know.
- 1:01:49I'm
- 1:01:49just
- 1:01:49like.
- 1:01:49I
- 1:01:50want.
- 1:01:50I
- 1:01:50can't
- 1:01:51wait
- 1:01:51to
- 1:01:51see
- 1:01:51them
- 1:01:52like,
- 1:01:52in
- 1:01:53a
- 1:01:53really
- 1:01:54good,
- 1:01:54better
- 1:01:54place
- 1:01:55again.
- 1:01:56Yeah.
- 1:01:57Yeah.
- 1:01:57I
- 1:01:57just.
- 1:01:57I
- 1:01:58just
- 1:01:58thought
- 1:01:58about
- 1:01:598,
- 1:01:5913,
- 1:02:00just
- 1:02:00now,
- 1:02:00I
- 1:02:00was
- 1:02:00like,
- 1:02:01I
- 1:02:01know,
- 1:02:02man.
- 1:02:03Yeah.
- 1:02:04Like,
- 1:02:04he
- 1:02:04just
- 1:02:05doesn't
- 1:02:05want
- 1:02:06to
- 1:02:06upset
- 1:02:07any
- 1:02:07of
- 1:02:08his
- 1:02:08parental
- 1:02:09figures
- 1:02:09and
- 1:02:09just
- 1:02:10like.
- 1:02:10Or
- 1:02:10disappoint
- 1:02:11them
- 1:02:11and
- 1:02:11just
- 1:02:11like
- 1:02:11hides
- 1:02:13whatever
- 1:02:13is
- 1:02:13making
- 1:02:14him
- 1:02:14upset
- 1:02:15or
- 1:02:15uncomfortable
- 1:02:15or
- 1:02:16sad.
- 1:02:16And
- 1:02:16I
- 1:02:17mean,
- 1:02:17it's
- 1:02:17kind
- 1:02:17of
- 1:02:17like
- 1:02:18what
- 1:02:18Eddie
- 1:02:18has
- 1:02:18done.
- 1:02:19Yeah,
- 1:02:20but.
- 1:02:21But
- 1:02:21I
- 1:02:21think
- 1:02:22you're
- 1:02:22right,
- 1:02:22Rachel.
- 1:02:22I
- 1:02:22don't
- 1:02:22think
- 1:02:23that's
- 1:02:23something
- 1:02:23that
- 1:02:23that
- 1:02:24is
- 1:02:24taught
- 1:02:24to
- 1:02:24him
- 1:02:24because,
- 1:02:25like,
- 1:02:25Eddie
- 1:02:25has
- 1:02:25always
- 1:02:26been
- 1:02:27the
- 1:02:27parent
- 1:02:28that
- 1:02:28is
- 1:02:28trying
- 1:02:29to
- 1:02:29be
- 1:02:29there.
- 1:02:29The
- 1:02:29opposite.
- 1:02:30Well,
- 1:02:31trying
- 1:02:31to
- 1:02:31do
- 1:02:31the
- 1:02:31opposite
- 1:02:31and
- 1:02:32just.
- 1:02:32Just
- 1:02:32trying
- 1:02:32to
- 1:02:32be
- 1:02:33there
- 1:02:33in
- 1:02:33general.
- 1:02:34Just
- 1:02:34like
- 1:02:34making
- 1:02:35sure
- 1:02:35that
- 1:02:35Chris
- 1:02:35is
- 1:02:36taken
- 1:02:36care
- 1:02:36of.
- 1:02:36And
- 1:02:36it's.
- 1:02:37Yeah,
- 1:02:37but
- 1:02:38the
- 1:02:38problem
- 1:02:38is
- 1:02:38I
- 1:02:39would
- 1:02:39love
- 1:02:39for
- 1:02:39them
- 1:02:39to.
- 1:02:40Chris
- 1:02:40is
- 1:02:40old
- 1:02:40enough
- 1:02:41that
- 1:02:41they
- 1:02:41could
- 1:02:41have
- 1:02:42him
- 1:02:42and
- 1:02:42Eddie
- 1:02:43really
- 1:02:43talk
- 1:02:43about
- 1:02:43this.
- 1:02:44The
- 1:02:44problem
- 1:02:44is
- 1:02:45that.
- 1:02:45And
- 1:02:46Eddie
- 1:02:46doing
- 1:02:46everything
- 1:02:47for
- 1:02:47Christopher
- 1:02:48and
- 1:02:48Eddie
- 1:02:49trying
- 1:02:49to
- 1:02:50make
- 1:02:50sure
- 1:02:50that.
- 1:02:50That
- 1:02:50Christopher
- 1:02:51knows
- 1:02:51that
- 1:02:51he's
- 1:02:52safe
- 1:02:52to
- 1:02:52open
- 1:02:52up
- 1:02:53and
- 1:02:53he
- 1:02:53can
- 1:02:53feel
- 1:02:53his
- 1:02:54feelings
- 1:02:54and
- 1:02:54he
- 1:02:54can.
- 1:02:54You
- 1:02:55know
- 1:02:55what
- 1:02:55I
- 1:02:55mean?
- 1:02:56He
- 1:02:56doesn't
- 1:02:56do
- 1:02:56the
- 1:02:57same
- 1:02:57thing.
- 1:02:58So
- 1:02:58even
- 1:02:59though
- 1:02:59he
- 1:02:59has
- 1:02:59taught
- 1:03:00Christopher
- 1:03:00that,
- 1:03:01like,
- 1:03:01you're
- 1:03:02just
- 1:03:02a
- 1:03:02kid,
- 1:03:02you're
- 1:03:02allowed
- 1:03:03to
- 1:03:03like,
- 1:03:04you
- 1:03:04know,
- 1:03:04just
- 1:03:05be
- 1:03:05a
- 1:03:05kid,
- 1:03:05you
- 1:03:06don't
- 1:03:06need
- 1:03:06to
- 1:03:06be
- 1:03:06going
- 1:03:06around
- 1:03:07like,
- 1:03:07doing
- 1:03:08things
- 1:03:08just
- 1:03:08to
- 1:03:08make
- 1:03:08other
- 1:03:09people
- 1:03:09happy.
- 1:03:09That's
- 1:03:10not
- 1:03:10like,
- 1:03:11your
- 1:03:11job.
- 1:03:11He
- 1:03:12is
- 1:03:12learning
- 1:03:13what
- 1:03:13Eddie
- 1:03:13does
- 1:03:13from
- 1:03:13watching
- 1:03:14what
- 1:03:14Eddie
- 1:03:15does.
- 1:03:15And
- 1:03:16his
- 1:03:16dad
- 1:03:16is
- 1:03:16like
- 1:03:17his
- 1:03:17hero.
- 1:03:17So
- 1:03:18he
- 1:03:18sees
- 1:03:18his
- 1:03:19dad
- 1:03:20killing
- 1:03:20himself
- 1:03:21to
- 1:03:21make
- 1:03:21sure
- 1:03:22that
- 1:03:22he
- 1:03:22doesn't
- 1:03:22inconvenience
- 1:03:23anyone
- 1:03:24he
- 1:03:24loves.
- 1:03:25And
- 1:03:25so
- 1:03:25it's
- 1:03:25suppressing
- 1:03:26his
- 1:03:26emotions
- 1:03:27down,
- 1:03:28making
- 1:03:28those
- 1:03:29smaller,
- 1:03:29non
- 1:03:30existent
- 1:03:31so
- 1:03:31that
- 1:03:31he
- 1:03:31can
- 1:03:31take
- 1:03:31care
- 1:03:32of
- 1:03:32other
- 1:03:32people.
- 1:03:32Yeah.
- 1:03:33And
- 1:03:33make
- 1:03:33them
- 1:03:33happy
- 1:03:34and
- 1:03:34proud.
- 1:03:35It's
- 1:03:35a
- 1:03:36prime
- 1:03:36example
- 1:03:36of
- 1:03:37Eddie
- 1:03:39really,
- 1:03:39like,
- 1:03:39killing
- 1:03:40himself
- 1:03:40over
- 1:03:40and
- 1:03:40over
- 1:03:40again
- 1:03:41to
- 1:03:41avoid
- 1:03:43something.
- 1:03:44However,
- 1:03:44like,
- 1:03:45the
- 1:03:45more
- 1:03:46he
- 1:03:46tries
- 1:03:46to.
- 1:03:47Not
- 1:03:48the
- 1:03:48more
- 1:03:49it
- 1:03:49happens
- 1:03:50anyways,
- 1:03:50not
- 1:03:51on
- 1:03:51purpose,
- 1:03:52but
- 1:03:52just
- 1:03:52like
- 1:03:53kind
- 1:03:53of
- 1:03:53as
- 1:03:53a
- 1:03:53result.
- 1:03:54Like
- 1:03:54the
- 1:03:54pendulum
- 1:03:55swings
- 1:03:55like
- 1:03:55too
- 1:03:55far
- 1:03:56one
- 1:03:57way,
- 1:03:57then
- 1:03:57it'll
- 1:03:57swing
- 1:03:58too
- 1:03:58far
- 1:03:58the
- 1:03:58other
- 1:03:58way.
- 1:03:59And
- 1:03:59it's
- 1:03:59just
- 1:04:00like
- 1:04:00his
- 1:04:01intentions
- 1:04:01are
- 1:04:02so
- 1:04:02pure
- 1:04:03and
- 1:04:03so
- 1:04:03good
- 1:04:04and
- 1:04:04rooted
- 1:04:05in.
- 1:04:06I'm
- 1:04:06going
- 1:04:07to
- 1:04:07do
- 1:04:08better
- 1:04:08and
- 1:04:08I'm
- 1:04:09going
- 1:04:09to
- 1:04:09do
- 1:04:09the
- 1:04:09best
- 1:04:10that
- 1:04:10I
- 1:04:10can
- 1:04:10do
- 1:04:11that.
- 1:04:11It.
- 1:04:12Like,
- 1:04:12it.
- 1:04:13It's
- 1:04:13like
- 1:04:13an
- 1:04:14overcorrection.
- 1:04:14It's
- 1:04:14an
- 1:04:15overcompensation.
- 1:04:16Yeah.
- 1:04:17It's
- 1:04:17kind
- 1:04:17of
- 1:04:17heartbreaking
- 1:04:17because
- 1:04:18that's.
- 1:04:18That's
- 1:04:19the
- 1:04:19result
- 1:04:19that
- 1:04:20he's
- 1:04:21exactly
- 1:04:21trying
- 1:04:22to
- 1:04:23like,
- 1:04:23not
- 1:04:23have.
- 1:04:24But
- 1:04:24it
- 1:04:24happens
- 1:04:25anyways.
- 1:04:25Put
- 1:04:26yourself
- 1:04:26first,
- 1:04:27bro.
- 1:04:28For
- 1:04:28real.
- 1:04:29At
- 1:04:29least
- 1:04:29try
- 1:04:29to
- 1:04:29put
- 1:04:30yourself
- 1:04:30first
- 1:04:30and
- 1:04:31then.
- 1:04:31And
- 1:04:31then
- 1:04:32teach
- 1:04:32that
- 1:04:32lesson
- 1:04:32to
- 1:04:33your
- 1:04:33kid.
- 1:04:33Yeah.
- 1:04:34Also
- 1:04:34put
- 1:04:35himself
- 1:04:35first.
- 1:04:35Well,
- 1:04:36because
- 1:04:36think
- 1:04:36about,
- 1:04:36like,
- 1:04:37I'm
- 1:04:37sure
- 1:04:37there's
- 1:04:37behaviors
- 1:04:38that
- 1:04:38you
- 1:04:38learned
- 1:04:38from
- 1:04:39your
- 1:04:39parents
- 1:04:40they
- 1:04:40didn't
- 1:04:40teach
- 1:04:41you
- 1:04:41to
- 1:04:41do,
- 1:04:41but
- 1:04:42you
- 1:04:42observed
- 1:04:42them
- 1:04:43doing
- 1:04:43so.
- 1:04:43Like,
- 1:04:43I
- 1:04:43learned
- 1:04:44to
- 1:04:44be
- 1:04:44a
- 1:04:44people
- 1:04:44pleaser
- 1:04:45by
- 1:04:45watching
- 1:04:45my
- 1:04:45mom
- 1:04:45be
- 1:04:46a
- 1:04:46people
- 1:04:46pleaser.
- 1:04:46She
- 1:04:46didn't
- 1:04:47teach
- 1:04:47me
- 1:04:47to
- 1:04:47be
- 1:04:47a
- 1:04:47people
- 1:04:48pleaser,
- 1:04:48but
- 1:04:49I
- 1:04:49observed
- 1:04:50her
- 1:04:50doing
- 1:04:50it
- 1:04:50for
- 1:04:50my
- 1:04:51entire
- 1:04:51life.
- 1:04:51And
- 1:04:52so
- 1:04:52then
- 1:04:52I
- 1:04:53perpetuated
- 1:04:54that
- 1:04:54same
- 1:04:54behavior.
- 1:04:54So
- 1:04:55that's.
- 1:04:55I
- 1:04:55would
- 1:04:55love
- 1:04:56to
- 1:04:56see
- 1:04:56them
- 1:04:56address
- 1:04:56this
- 1:04:57in
- 1:04:57the
- 1:04:57show.
- 1:04:58Yeah,
- 1:04:58I
- 1:04:59would
- 1:04:59love
- 1:04:59to
- 1:04:59see
- 1:04:59that.
- 1:05:00That
- 1:05:00would
- 1:05:01be
- 1:05:01like
- 1:05:01the
- 1:05:01breakthrough.
- 1:05:02It
- 1:05:03would
- 1:05:03be
- 1:05:03a
- 1:05:03breakthrough
- 1:05:03for
- 1:05:03him
- 1:05:04because
- 1:05:04like,
- 1:05:04his
- 1:05:05family,
- 1:05:05his
- 1:05:05friends,
- 1:05:06a
- 1:05:06priest,
- 1:05:06whatever,
- 1:05:06could
- 1:05:07say,
- 1:05:07whatever.
- 1:05:07But
- 1:05:08if
- 1:05:08your
- 1:05:08son
- 1:05:09is
- 1:05:09saying
- 1:05:10by
- 1:05:10never
- 1:05:11doing
- 1:05:11anything
- 1:05:11for
- 1:05:12yourself,
- 1:05:12that's
- 1:05:13the
- 1:05:13behavior
- 1:05:13that
- 1:05:13I've
- 1:05:14learned
- 1:05:14from
- 1:05:14you.
- 1:05:15Like.
- 1:05:16Like
- 1:05:16put
- 1:05:16yourself
- 1:05:17last.
- 1:05:17Yes.
- 1:05:18Yeah,
- 1:05:18that's
- 1:05:19what,
- 1:05:19that's
- 1:05:19what's
- 1:05:19happening.
- 1:05:19Eddie
- 1:05:20is
- 1:05:20putting
- 1:05:21himself
- 1:05:21last
- 1:05:21by
- 1:05:22putting
- 1:05:22Christopher
- 1:05:22first.
- 1:05:23So
- 1:05:23Christopher
- 1:05:24is
- 1:05:25kind
- 1:05:25of
- 1:05:25learning
- 1:05:26accidentally
- 1:05:27to
- 1:05:28like
- 1:05:28put
- 1:05:28himself
- 1:05:29last
- 1:05:30and
- 1:05:30everyone
- 1:05:30else
- 1:05:31first.
- 1:05:31It's
- 1:05:31the
- 1:05:32polar
- 1:05:32opposite
- 1:05:32of
- 1:05:32what
- 1:05:32Eddie's
- 1:05:33like,
- 1:05:33trying
- 1:05:33to
- 1:05:33do,
- 1:05:33but
- 1:05:34it
- 1:05:34just
- 1:05:34shows,
- 1:05:34like,
- 1:05:35okay,
- 1:05:36new
- 1:05:36tactic
- 1:05:37needed.
- 1:05:38But
- 1:05:38that's.
- 1:05:39That's
- 1:05:39a
- 1:05:39very
- 1:05:39deep
- 1:05:40rooted
- 1:05:40thing
- 1:05:40that
- 1:05:41I
- 1:05:41don't
- 1:05:41think
- 1:05:41he
- 1:05:41can
- 1:05:41just
- 1:05:42turn
- 1:05:42off
- 1:05:42overnight.
- 1:05:44No.
- 1:05:44We
- 1:05:45could
- 1:05:45make
- 1:05:45some.
- 1:05:46Any
- 1:05:46progress.
- 1:05:47Yeah,
- 1:05:47I
- 1:05:47would
- 1:05:48love
- 1:05:48to
- 1:05:48see
- 1:05:48that.
- 1:05:48I
- 1:05:49would
- 1:05:49love
- 1:05:49to.
- 1:05:49I
- 1:05:50would
- 1:05:50love
- 1:05:50to
- 1:05:50see
- 1:05:50a
- 1:05:51breakthrough
- 1:05:51of
- 1:05:51them
- 1:05:51just
- 1:05:52like
- 1:05:52really
- 1:05:52sitting
- 1:05:53down
- 1:05:53and
- 1:05:53hashing
- 1:05:54things
- 1:05:54out.
- 1:05:54We
- 1:05:54don't
- 1:05:54have
- 1:05:54to
- 1:05:55see
- 1:05:55the
- 1:05:55whole
- 1:05:55thing,
- 1:05:55but
- 1:05:55just
- 1:05:56kind
- 1:05:56of
- 1:05:56like,
- 1:05:56you.
- 1:05:57Know,
- 1:05:57some
- 1:05:58of
- 1:05:58it.
- 1:05:58The
- 1:05:58start
- 1:05:59of
- 1:05:59it.
- 1:05:59Big
- 1:05:59points.
- 1:06:00Yeah.
- 1:06:00Because
- 1:06:00that's.
- 1:06:01Otherwise
- 1:06:01it's
- 1:06:02just
- 1:06:02going
- 1:06:02to
- 1:06:02continue.
- 1:06:02That
- 1:06:02Hamster
- 1:06:03wheel.
- 1:06:03Yeah.
- 1:06:04Okay,
- 1:06:05let's
- 1:06:06talk
- 1:06:06about
- 1:06:07Buck,
- 1:06:07baby.
- 1:06:12What
- 1:06:12episode
- 1:06:13the
- 1:06:13season.
- 1:06:13Am
- 1:06:13I
- 1:06:14going
- 1:06:14to
- 1:06:14be
- 1:06:14able
- 1:06:14to
- 1:06:14go,
- 1:06:14let's
- 1:06:15talk
- 1:06:15about
- 1:06:15Buck.
- 1:06:15And
- 1:06:16not
- 1:06:16start
- 1:06:16with
- 1:06:16going.
- 1:06:16He's
- 1:06:17going
- 1:06:17through
- 1:06:17it.
- 1:06:19Oh,
- 1:06:20hello,
- 1:06:21clipboard
- 1:06:22Buck
- 1:06:23introducing
- 1:06:24Fire
- 1:06:24Marshall
- 1:06:24Buckley,
- 1:06:25personal
- 1:06:25model.
- 1:06:26I
- 1:06:26don't
- 1:06:26quit.
- 1:06:26I
- 1:06:27fight.
- 1:06:28He
- 1:06:28took
- 1:06:28that
- 1:06:28seriously.
- 1:06:30Took
- 1:06:30a
- 1:06:30real
- 1:06:31seriously.
- 1:06:33Again,
- 1:06:33a
- 1:06:33little
- 1:06:33too
- 1:06:33seriously.
- 1:06:34I'm
- 1:06:35gonna
- 1:06:35fight
- 1:06:35to
- 1:06:36get
- 1:06:36back
- 1:06:36to
- 1:06:36my
- 1:06:36job.
- 1:06:37That's
- 1:06:38fighting
- 1:06:38in
- 1:06:38a.
- 1:06:39In
- 1:06:39not
- 1:06:39a
- 1:06:40fight
- 1:06:40or
- 1:06:41flight
- 1:06:41survival
- 1:06:41mode.
- 1:06:42That
- 1:06:42is
- 1:06:42fighting,
- 1:06:42like,
- 1:06:43conflict
- 1:06:44fighting.
- 1:06:45Well,
- 1:06:47we'll
- 1:06:47get
- 1:06:47there.
- 1:06:48For
- 1:06:48him,
- 1:06:48it
- 1:06:48is
- 1:06:49still
- 1:06:49survival
- 1:06:50mode.
- 1:06:50It's.
- 1:06:52Yes,
- 1:06:52it's
- 1:06:52a
- 1:06:53lot
- 1:06:53of
- 1:06:53things.
- 1:06:53He's
- 1:06:54adjusting
- 1:06:54to
- 1:06:54this
- 1:06:55temporary
- 1:06:55position
- 1:06:56by
- 1:06:57telling
- 1:06:57himself
- 1:06:57it
- 1:06:57is
- 1:06:58the
- 1:06:58most
- 1:06:58temporary
- 1:06:58thing
- 1:06:59to
- 1:06:59ever
- 1:06:59be
- 1:06:59temporary
- 1:07:00and
- 1:07:01trying
- 1:07:01to
- 1:07:01be
- 1:07:01perfect
- 1:07:02at
- 1:07:02it
- 1:07:02to
- 1:07:03make
- 1:07:03Bobby,
- 1:07:04to
- 1:07:04make
- 1:07:04his
- 1:07:04father
- 1:07:05proud,
- 1:07:05you
- 1:07:06know,
- 1:07:06show
- 1:07:06that
- 1:07:06he's
- 1:07:06taking
- 1:07:06his.
- 1:07:07That
- 1:07:08job
- 1:07:08seriously
- 1:07:08and
- 1:07:09taking
- 1:07:09his,
- 1:07:10like,
- 1:07:10recovery
- 1:07:10seriously
- 1:07:11because
- 1:07:12he
- 1:07:12wants
- 1:07:12to
- 1:07:12get
- 1:07:12back
- 1:07:12on
- 1:07:13the
- 1:07:13job.
- 1:07:13Everything
- 1:07:13is
- 1:07:14a
- 1:07:14means
- 1:07:14to
- 1:07:14an
- 1:07:14end
- 1:07:15to
- 1:07:15get
- 1:07:16back
- 1:07:16on
- 1:07:16the
- 1:07:16job.
- 1:07:17So
- 1:07:17he
- 1:07:18is
- 1:07:18going
- 1:07:18to
- 1:07:19throw
- 1:07:19himself
- 1:07:20in
- 1:07:20with
- 1:07:21two
- 1:07:21feet.
- 1:07:22With
- 1:07:22two.
- 1:07:23Maybe
- 1:07:23one
- 1:07:24crushed
- 1:07:24leg.
- 1:07:25And
- 1:07:26just
- 1:07:26like,
- 1:07:26I'm
- 1:07:27gonna
- 1:07:27be
- 1:07:27the
- 1:07:27best.
- 1:07:28I
- 1:07:28think
- 1:07:28he's
- 1:07:28adjusting
- 1:07:29pretty
- 1:07:29well
- 1:07:30at
- 1:07:30the
- 1:07:30beginning
- 1:07:30of
- 1:07:30this
- 1:07:31episode.
- 1:07:31But
- 1:07:31then,
- 1:07:31wouldn't
- 1:07:32you
- 1:07:32know
- 1:07:32it,
- 1:07:32his
- 1:07:33family
- 1:07:33goes
- 1:07:33and
- 1:07:33triggers
- 1:07:34him.
- 1:07:34He
- 1:07:35shows
- 1:07:35up
- 1:07:35to
- 1:07:36the
- 1:07:36118
- 1:07:37to,
- 1:07:37like,
- 1:07:37deliver
- 1:07:38their
- 1:07:38report
- 1:07:38and
- 1:07:39talk
- 1:07:39about
- 1:07:39how
- 1:07:39he
- 1:07:39got
- 1:07:40fancy
- 1:07:40with
- 1:07:40the
- 1:07:40math
- 1:07:41that
- 1:07:41they
- 1:07:41passed.
- 1:07:42Oh,
- 1:07:42boy.
- 1:07:43It's
- 1:07:43fun
- 1:07:43for
- 1:07:44about
- 1:07:44five
- 1:07:44seconds.
- 1:07:45And
- 1:07:45then
- 1:07:45it's.
- 1:07:46Who
- 1:07:46the.
- 1:07:47Is
- 1:07:47that
- 1:07:47person
- 1:07:47talking
- 1:07:48to
- 1:07:48Eddie?
- 1:07:50Who's.
- 1:07:50Who
- 1:07:50is
- 1:07:50that?
- 1:07:51Oh,
- 1:07:51you're
- 1:07:51replacing
- 1:07:52me.
- 1:07:53No,
- 1:07:53we're
- 1:07:53not
- 1:07:53replacing
- 1:07:54you.
- 1:07:55What's
- 1:07:55that?
- 1:07:56It's
- 1:07:56literally
- 1:07:57just
- 1:07:57the
- 1:07:57B
- 1:07:58from
- 1:07:58his
- 1:07:58name.
- 1:07:59That
- 1:07:59is
- 1:08:00uncalled.
- 1:08:01That
- 1:08:01is
- 1:08:01uncalled
- 1:08:02with
- 1:08:02ASCO
- 1:08:03written
- 1:08:03over.
- 1:08:03I
- 1:08:04was
- 1:08:04like,
- 1:08:04girl,
- 1:08:04you
- 1:08:04don't
- 1:08:05need
- 1:08:05it.
- 1:08:05You
- 1:08:06don't
- 1:08:06need
- 1:08:06to
- 1:08:06do
- 1:08:06that.
- 1:08:07No,
- 1:08:07whoever
- 1:08:08did
- 1:08:08that
- 1:08:08was
- 1:08:09uncalled
- 1:08:09for.
- 1:08:09I
- 1:08:10don't
- 1:08:10think
- 1:08:10you
- 1:08:10can
- 1:08:11slice
- 1:08:11that
- 1:08:12any
- 1:08:12other
- 1:08:12way
- 1:08:12than
- 1:08:12just,
- 1:08:13like,
- 1:08:13unnecessary.
- 1:08:14You
- 1:08:14did
- 1:08:14not
- 1:08:15have
- 1:08:15to
- 1:08:15put
- 1:08:15the
- 1:08:15Osco
- 1:08:16after
- 1:08:16the
- 1:08:17B
- 1:08:17from
- 1:08:17Uckley.
- 1:08:18Like,
- 1:08:18on
- 1:08:19top
- 1:08:19of
- 1:08:19the
- 1:08:19ugly.
- 1:08:19Like,
- 1:08:20ooh,
- 1:08:21that's
- 1:08:21rough.
- 1:08:22Who
- 1:08:23did
- 1:08:23it,
- 1:08:23though?
- 1:08:23And
- 1:08:24the
- 1:08:24fact
- 1:08:24that
- 1:08:24no
- 1:08:24one
- 1:08:24told
- 1:08:25him
- 1:08:25about
- 1:08:25it,
- 1:08:25but
- 1:08:25he
- 1:08:26had
- 1:08:26to
- 1:08:26show
- 1:08:26up
- 1:08:26there
- 1:08:27and
- 1:08:27find
- 1:08:27out
- 1:08:27about
- 1:08:27it.
- 1:08:28Yeah.
- 1:08:28Yeah.
- 1:08:29It's
- 1:08:29basically
- 1:08:30season
- 1:08:30two
- 1:08:30all
- 1:08:30over
- 1:08:30again,
- 1:08:31except
- 1:08:31it's
- 1:08:31worse
- 1:08:32because
- 1:08:32he
- 1:08:32does.
- 1:08:33In
- 1:08:34no
- 1:08:34world
- 1:08:35are
- 1:08:35him
- 1:08:35and
- 1:08:35Lena
- 1:08:36ever
- 1:08:36going
- 1:08:36to
- 1:08:36be
- 1:08:36bros.
- 1:08:37And
- 1:08:38he's
- 1:08:38in
- 1:08:38an
- 1:08:38even
- 1:08:38worse
- 1:08:39place
- 1:08:39right
- 1:08:39now
- 1:08:40because,
- 1:08:40oh,
- 1:08:41he's
- 1:08:41not
- 1:08:41even
- 1:08:41working.
- 1:08:42I
- 1:08:42think
- 1:08:42that
- 1:08:42scene
- 1:08:43is
- 1:08:43really,
- 1:08:44really
- 1:08:44interesting.
- 1:08:45To
- 1:08:46compare
- 1:08:46to
- 1:08:47201.
- 1:08:48Because
- 1:08:49first
- 1:08:49of
- 1:08:49all,
- 1:08:49the
- 1:08:49way,
- 1:08:49like,
- 1:08:50Eddie
- 1:08:50drops
- 1:08:50a
- 1:08:50buck
- 1:08:51like
- 1:08:51a
- 1:08:51hot
- 1:08:51potato
- 1:08:52to,
- 1:08:52like,
- 1:08:52go
- 1:08:53chill
- 1:08:53with
- 1:08:53Lena
- 1:08:54over
- 1:08:54in.
- 1:08:54In
- 1:08:55the
- 1:08:55gym.
- 1:08:55Dude,
- 1:08:55it
- 1:08:56was
- 1:08:56so
- 1:08:56weird.
- 1:08:57Yeah,
- 1:08:58that
- 1:08:58was
- 1:08:58weird.
- 1:08:58You're
- 1:08:59gonna
- 1:08:59tell
- 1:08:59me
- 1:08:59that
- 1:09:00that
- 1:09:00Buck's
- 1:09:00here
- 1:09:00and
- 1:09:00Eddie's
- 1:09:01not
- 1:09:01going
- 1:09:01to
- 1:09:01pay,
- 1:09:01like,
- 1:09:021,000%
- 1:09:03attention
- 1:09:03to.
- 1:09:03Okay,
- 1:09:04mind
- 1:09:04you,
- 1:09:04like,
- 1:09:04this
- 1:09:05is
- 1:09:05after,
- 1:09:06what,
- 1:09:06maybe
- 1:09:07a
- 1:09:07couple
- 1:09:07days
- 1:09:08a
- 1:09:08week?
- 1:09:08I
- 1:09:08don't
- 1:09:09know,
- 1:09:09after
- 1:09:09the
- 1:09:09whole,
- 1:09:10like,
- 1:09:10there's
- 1:09:11no
- 1:09:11one
- 1:09:11else
- 1:09:11I
- 1:09:11trust.
- 1:09:12Yeah.
- 1:09:13It's
- 1:09:13my
- 1:09:13son.
- 1:09:15Like,
- 1:09:16what's
- 1:09:16happening
- 1:09:17anyway.
- 1:09:18Yeah.
- 1:09:18But
- 1:09:18it's
- 1:09:19also
- 1:09:19like,
- 1:09:19the
- 1:09:20way.
- 1:09:21Kind
- 1:09:21of
- 1:09:21the
- 1:09:21way
- 1:09:21it's
- 1:09:22framed
- 1:09:22and
- 1:09:22the
- 1:09:23look
- 1:09:23that
- 1:09:23Buck
- 1:09:24has
- 1:09:24when
- 1:09:24he
- 1:09:24turns
- 1:09:25around
- 1:09:25kind
- 1:09:26of
- 1:09:26in
- 1:09:26the
- 1:09:26same
- 1:09:27motion
- 1:09:27that
- 1:09:27he
- 1:09:28turns
- 1:09:28around
- 1:09:28into
- 1:09:29a
- 1:09:29one
- 1:09:29where
- 1:09:29we
- 1:09:30see
- 1:09:30Eddie,
- 1:09:30it's
- 1:09:31like
- 1:09:31him
- 1:09:32with
- 1:09:32that
- 1:09:33same
- 1:09:33expression
- 1:09:34on
- 1:09:34his
- 1:09:34face
- 1:09:34of
- 1:09:35just
- 1:09:35like,
- 1:09:36who
- 1:09:37is
- 1:09:37in
- 1:09:37my
- 1:09:38house?
- 1:09:39Sort
- 1:09:39of.
- 1:09:39Sort
- 1:09:40of
- 1:09:40situation.
- 1:09:41And
- 1:09:41then
- 1:09:42it
- 1:09:42also
- 1:09:42pans
- 1:09:42to,
- 1:09:42like,
- 1:09:43hen
- 1:09:43and
- 1:09:43chim,
- 1:09:44who,
- 1:09:44like,
- 1:09:44they
- 1:09:45share
- 1:09:45a
- 1:09:45look
- 1:09:45because
- 1:09:46they're
- 1:09:46like,
- 1:09:46oh,
- 1:09:46boy,
- 1:09:47we've
- 1:09:47seen
- 1:09:47this
- 1:09:48before.
- 1:09:50And
- 1:09:50it
- 1:09:50is
- 1:09:51so
- 1:09:51much
- 1:09:51worse
- 1:09:52because
- 1:09:53at
- 1:09:53this
- 1:09:53point,
- 1:09:54wasn't
- 1:09:54in,
- 1:09:54like,
- 1:09:54a
- 1:09:54place
- 1:09:55of
- 1:09:55feeling
- 1:09:55abandoned
- 1:09:56like
- 1:09:56he
- 1:09:56was
- 1:09:57with
- 1:09:57Abby,
- 1:09:58but
- 1:09:58he's
- 1:09:59feeling.
- 1:10:00And
- 1:10:00not.
- 1:10:00So
- 1:10:01it's
- 1:10:01not
- 1:10:01even
- 1:10:01that,
- 1:10:01like,
- 1:10:02he's
- 1:10:02feeling
- 1:10:03insecure
- 1:10:04in
- 1:10:04that
- 1:10:04way.
- 1:10:04He's
- 1:10:05feeling
- 1:10:06just
- 1:10:06like,
- 1:10:07I'm
- 1:10:07fully
- 1:10:08being
- 1:10:08replaced
- 1:10:09as
- 1:10:09opposed
- 1:10:09to,
- 1:10:09like,
- 1:10:10an
- 1:10:10instigator
- 1:10:11has,
- 1:10:11like,
- 1:10:12come
- 1:10:12into
- 1:10:12the
- 1:10:12premises,
- 1:10:13sort
- 1:10:13of.
- 1:10:13Not
- 1:10:14instigator.
- 1:10:14An
- 1:10:14imposter
- 1:10:15is,
- 1:10:16like,
- 1:10:16entered
- 1:10:17the
- 1:10:17premises.
- 1:10:18Yeah.
- 1:10:18I
- 1:10:19also
- 1:10:19feel
- 1:10:19like
- 1:10:19he's
- 1:10:20just.
- 1:10:20He's
- 1:10:21experiencing
- 1:10:21his,
- 1:10:22like,
- 1:10:22abandonment
- 1:10:23issues.
- 1:10:23So,
- 1:10:24like,
- 1:10:24this
- 1:10:24is
- 1:10:24like,
- 1:10:24just
- 1:10:24the
- 1:10:25start
- 1:10:25of
- 1:10:25it
- 1:10:25because,
- 1:10:25like,
- 1:10:26Eddie
- 1:10:26immediately
- 1:10:27just
- 1:10:27goes
- 1:10:28to
- 1:10:28her.
- 1:10:28I
- 1:10:29feel
- 1:10:29like
- 1:10:29I'm
- 1:10:29going
- 1:10:29to
- 1:10:29talk
- 1:10:29about
- 1:10:30this
- 1:10:30later.
- 1:10:30But,
- 1:10:30yeah,
- 1:10:31so
- 1:10:31he
- 1:10:31goes
- 1:10:31to
- 1:10:31her.
- 1:10:32So
- 1:10:33that's
- 1:10:33just
- 1:10:34one
- 1:10:34or
- 1:10:35maybe
- 1:10:35the
- 1:10:35second
- 1:10:35tick
- 1:10:36on
- 1:10:36the.
- 1:10:36On
- 1:10:37the
- 1:10:37list
- 1:10:37of
- 1:10:37okay,
- 1:10:38I'm
- 1:10:38being
- 1:10:38abandoned
- 1:10:38because,
- 1:10:39like,
- 1:10:39the
- 1:10:39other
- 1:10:39thing
- 1:10:40is
- 1:10:40just
- 1:10:40like,
- 1:10:41he's
- 1:10:41not
- 1:10:41working
- 1:10:41there.
- 1:10:42So
- 1:10:43then
- 1:10:43there's
- 1:10:43that.
- 1:10:44And
- 1:10:44then
- 1:10:45as
- 1:10:45we
- 1:10:45go
- 1:10:45throughout
- 1:10:46the
- 1:10:46episode,
- 1:10:46like,
- 1:10:46you
- 1:10:46just
- 1:10:47see,
- 1:10:47like,
- 1:10:47what
- 1:10:48would
- 1:10:48he
- 1:10:48consider,
- 1:10:48I
- 1:10:49guess,
- 1:10:49like,
- 1:10:49ultimate
- 1:10:49betrayals?
- 1:10:50Because
- 1:10:50he
- 1:10:50goes
- 1:10:51on
- 1:10:51throughout
- 1:10:51this,
- 1:10:52like,
- 1:10:52and
- 1:10:53the
- 1:10:53first
- 1:10:53part,
- 1:10:53or
- 1:10:53the
- 1:10:54first,
- 1:10:54like,
- 1:10:54half
- 1:10:54or
- 1:10:55front
- 1:10:55half
- 1:10:55of
- 1:10:55the
- 1:10:56episode
- 1:10:56is
- 1:10:56like,
- 1:10:57defending
- 1:10:57the
- 1:10:57118.
- 1:10:58He's
- 1:10:58defending,
- 1:10:59you
- 1:10:59know,
- 1:10:59to
- 1:10:59the
- 1:10:59lawyer
- 1:11:00when.
- 1:11:00When
- 1:11:00he.
- 1:11:00When
- 1:11:00the
- 1:11:01lawyer
- 1:11:01wanted
- 1:11:01to
- 1:11:01go
- 1:11:01talk
- 1:11:01to
- 1:11:02him.
- 1:11:02He's
- 1:11:02defending
- 1:11:02the
- 1:11:03118.
- 1:11:03He's
- 1:11:03defending
- 1:11:04the.
- 1:11:04The
- 1:11:04department,
- 1:11:05city
- 1:11:05employees.
- 1:11:06Like,
- 1:11:06he's.
- 1:11:06He
- 1:11:07went
- 1:11:07on
- 1:11:07this
- 1:11:07whole,
- 1:11:07like,
- 1:11:08speech
- 1:11:08about,
- 1:11:08like,
- 1:11:08how
- 1:11:09they
- 1:11:09have
- 1:11:09his
- 1:11:10back
- 1:11:10and
- 1:11:10Then
- 1:11:11we
- 1:11:12flip
- 1:11:12it
- 1:11:12around,
- 1:11:13which
- 1:11:13we'll
- 1:11:14talk
- 1:11:14about
- 1:11:14in
- 1:11:14our
- 1:11:14scene
- 1:11:14day
- 1:11:15section.
- 1:11:15And
- 1:11:15it's
- 1:11:16just
- 1:11:16like,
- 1:11:16he
- 1:11:17takes
- 1:11:17this
- 1:11:17as
- 1:11:18the
- 1:11:18ultimate
- 1:11:18portrayal.
- 1:11:19Like,
- 1:11:20you
- 1:11:20know,
- 1:11:21what
- 1:11:21happens?
- 1:11:22What
- 1:11:22is
- 1:11:22being
- 1:11:23revealed.
- 1:11:24So
- 1:11:24it
- 1:11:24is
- 1:11:25the
- 1:11:25culmination
- 1:11:26of
- 1:11:27everyone
- 1:11:27being
- 1:11:28so
- 1:11:29in
- 1:11:29their
- 1:11:30own
- 1:11:30nuclear.
- 1:11:31What's
- 1:11:32happening
- 1:11:32with
- 1:11:32me
- 1:11:33and
- 1:11:33my
- 1:11:33partner
- 1:11:34or
- 1:11:34me
- 1:11:34and
- 1:11:34my
- 1:11:35kid?
- 1:11:35What's
- 1:11:36happening
- 1:11:36with
- 1:11:36me
- 1:11:36and
- 1:11:36my
- 1:11:37nuclear
- 1:11:37family?
- 1:11:38It's
- 1:11:38not
- 1:11:39fire
- 1:11:39fam
- 1:11:39right
- 1:11:40now.
- 1:11:40It's
- 1:11:40their
- 1:11:40individual
- 1:11:41families.
- 1:11:43And
- 1:11:43everyone's
- 1:11:44so
- 1:11:44involved
- 1:11:46and
- 1:11:46has
- 1:11:46their
- 1:11:46own
- 1:11:46shit
- 1:11:47going
- 1:11:47on
- 1:11:47with
- 1:11:48their
- 1:11:48own
- 1:11:48home
- 1:11:48life.
- 1:11:48And
- 1:11:48they
- 1:11:49talked
- 1:11:49about
- 1:11:49this
- 1:11:50in
- 1:11:50episode
- 1:11:51one
- 1:11:51of
- 1:11:52this
- 1:11:52season.
- 1:11:53But
- 1:11:53I
- 1:11:53think
- 1:11:54because
- 1:11:54of
- 1:11:54the
- 1:11:54aftermath
- 1:11:55of
- 1:11:55the
- 1:11:55tsunami
- 1:11:57and
- 1:11:57everything,
- 1:11:58and
- 1:11:59Buck's
- 1:11:59actually
- 1:12:00fine,
- 1:12:00and
- 1:12:00Buck
- 1:12:01didn't
- 1:12:01actually
- 1:12:02quit,
- 1:12:02and
- 1:12:02he's
- 1:12:03out
- 1:12:03of
- 1:12:03bed
- 1:12:03and
- 1:12:03he's
- 1:12:04doing
- 1:12:04the
- 1:12:04fire
- 1:12:04marshal
- 1:12:05thing.
- 1:12:05People
- 1:12:05aren't
- 1:12:06worried
- 1:12:06about
- 1:12:07him
- 1:12:08in
- 1:12:09a
- 1:12:09way
- 1:12:09that
- 1:12:09they're
- 1:12:09like,
- 1:12:09we
- 1:12:09need
- 1:12:10to,
- 1:12:10like,
- 1:12:10do
- 1:12:10something
- 1:12:10about
- 1:12:11the
- 1:12:11Buck
- 1:12:11situation.
- 1:12:12They're
- 1:12:12just
- 1:12:12like,
- 1:12:12well,
- 1:12:12he's
- 1:12:13working
- 1:12:13this
- 1:12:13job
- 1:12:13until
- 1:12:13he's
- 1:12:14off
- 1:12:14the
- 1:12:14blood
- 1:12:14thinners,
- 1:12:14and
- 1:12:14then
- 1:12:15he'll
- 1:12:15be
- 1:12:15back
- 1:12:15at
- 1:12:15work.
- 1:12:15And
- 1:12:16that's
- 1:12:16kind
- 1:12:16of
- 1:12:16just
- 1:12:16like,
- 1:12:17sorted
- 1:12:17for
- 1:12:17them.
- 1:12:18And
- 1:12:18so
- 1:12:18everyone's
- 1:12:19just
- 1:12:19involved
- 1:12:19in
- 1:12:20their
- 1:12:20own
- 1:12:20stuff.
- 1:12:21Especially
- 1:12:22Eddie
- 1:12:22is
- 1:12:23involved
- 1:12:23in
- 1:12:23his
- 1:12:23own
- 1:12:24stuff.
- 1:12:25So
- 1:12:25no
- 1:12:26one's
- 1:12:26hanging
- 1:12:26out
- 1:12:26with
- 1:12:27him
- 1:12:27outside
- 1:12:27of
- 1:12:27work.
- 1:12:28No
- 1:12:28one's.
- 1:12:28No
- 1:12:29one's
- 1:12:29doing
- 1:12:29anything
- 1:12:29with
- 1:12:30Buck
- 1:12:30because
- 1:12:30everyone
- 1:12:31is.
- 1:12:31Eddie
- 1:12:32is
- 1:12:32dealing
- 1:12:32with
- 1:12:32his
- 1:12:32kid
- 1:12:33who
- 1:12:33can't
- 1:12:33sleep
- 1:12:33because
- 1:12:34he
- 1:12:34keeps
- 1:12:34having
- 1:12:34nightmares
- 1:12:35and
- 1:12:35trying
- 1:12:35to
- 1:12:35help
- 1:12:35his
- 1:12:36kid.
- 1:12:36And
- 1:12:36Hen
- 1:12:37and
- 1:12:37Karen
- 1:12:37are
- 1:12:37trying
- 1:12:37to
- 1:12:37have
- 1:12:38a
- 1:12:38kid,
- 1:12:39and
- 1:12:39Maddie
- 1:12:39and
- 1:12:40Chimney
- 1:12:40are.
- 1:12:40I
- 1:12:41mean,
- 1:12:41they're
- 1:12:41not.
- 1:12:42They're
- 1:12:43not
- 1:12:43even
- 1:12:43talking
- 1:12:43to
- 1:12:43each
- 1:12:43other,
- 1:12:44so
- 1:12:44they
- 1:12:44aren't
- 1:12:44talking
- 1:12:44to
- 1:12:44Buck.
- 1:12:45Like,
- 1:12:45she's
- 1:12:46too
- 1:12:46busy
- 1:12:46stalking
- 1:12:47someone,
- 1:12:47and
- 1:12:47Chimney's
- 1:12:48too
- 1:12:48busy
- 1:12:48trying
- 1:12:48to
- 1:12:49figure
- 1:12:49out
- 1:12:49how
- 1:12:49to,
- 1:12:49like,
- 1:12:49get
- 1:12:50her
- 1:12:50to
- 1:12:50talk
- 1:12:50to
- 1:12:50him.
- 1:12:51And,
- 1:12:51you
- 1:12:51know,
- 1:12:51Bobby's
- 1:12:52too
- 1:12:52busy
- 1:12:52trying
- 1:12:52to
- 1:12:52not
- 1:12:53talk
- 1:12:53to
- 1:12:53Buck
- 1:12:53because
- 1:12:54he
- 1:12:54does
- 1:12:55not
- 1:12:55want
- 1:12:55to
- 1:12:55have
- 1:12:55that
- 1:12:55conversation.
- 1:12:56Yeah,
- 1:12:57it's
- 1:12:57just
- 1:12:57like
- 1:12:57everybody
- 1:12:58is
- 1:12:58so
- 1:12:58preoccupied
- 1:12:59with
- 1:13:00their
- 1:13:01home
- 1:13:01lives,
- 1:13:03which,
- 1:13:03again,
- 1:13:04Buck
- 1:13:04does
- 1:13:05not
- 1:13:05have
- 1:13:05one.
- 1:13:06He
- 1:13:06would
- 1:13:07already
- 1:13:07feel
- 1:13:08disconnected
- 1:13:08because
- 1:13:09he's
- 1:13:09not
- 1:13:09working,
- 1:13:10but
- 1:13:10he
- 1:13:10feels
- 1:13:11even
- 1:13:11more
- 1:13:11disconnected
- 1:13:12from
- 1:13:12them
- 1:13:13now.
- 1:13:13Yeah.
- 1:13:13Because
- 1:13:14they're
- 1:13:14not
- 1:13:15kind
- 1:13:15of
- 1:13:16all
- 1:13:16leaning
- 1:13:17on
- 1:13:17each
- 1:13:17other.
- 1:13:17They're
- 1:13:18kind
- 1:13:18of
- 1:13:18leaning
- 1:13:18on
- 1:13:19either
- 1:13:19themselves
- 1:13:20or
- 1:13:20their
- 1:13:21partners.
- 1:13:21And
- 1:13:22I
- 1:13:22think
- 1:13:22that
- 1:13:22is
- 1:13:23just
- 1:13:23that
- 1:13:24factor
- 1:13:24is
- 1:13:25making
- 1:13:25Buck
- 1:13:26feel
- 1:13:26like
- 1:13:26he's
- 1:13:27standing
- 1:13:28alone
- 1:13:28here,
- 1:13:29which
- 1:13:29is
- 1:13:29kind
- 1:13:29of.
- 1:13:30I
- 1:13:30really
- 1:13:30love
- 1:13:31at
- 1:13:32kind
- 1:13:32of
- 1:13:32the
- 1:13:32end
- 1:13:32of
- 1:13:33this
- 1:13:33scene
- 1:13:34when,
- 1:13:34you
- 1:13:35know,
- 1:13:35we
- 1:13:35obviously
- 1:13:36know
- 1:13:36Bobby's
- 1:13:36gonna
- 1:13:37try
- 1:13:37to
- 1:13:38confess,
- 1:13:38basically
- 1:13:39try
- 1:13:39to
- 1:13:40try
- 1:13:40to
- 1:13:40tell
- 1:13:40Buck,
- 1:13:41you
- 1:13:41know,
- 1:13:41like,
- 1:13:41it
- 1:13:42was
- 1:13:42me
- 1:13:43but
- 1:13:43they
- 1:13:43get
- 1:13:43a
- 1:13:43call,
- 1:13:44and
- 1:13:44then
- 1:13:44everybody,
- 1:13:44like,
- 1:13:45runs
- 1:13:46out
- 1:13:46of
- 1:13:46there.
- 1:13:46And
- 1:13:47we
- 1:13:47see
- 1:13:47this
- 1:13:47is,
- 1:13:48like,
- 1:13:48such
- 1:13:48a
- 1:13:48great
- 1:13:48shot
- 1:13:49because
- 1:13:49we
- 1:13:49know
- 1:13:50with,
- 1:13:50like,
- 1:13:50firefighting,
- 1:13:51you
- 1:13:51have
- 1:13:51to,
- 1:13:51like,
- 1:13:52leave
- 1:13:52a
- 1:13:52man
- 1:13:52behind
- 1:13:53at
- 1:13:53the
- 1:13:53station,
- 1:13:53right?
- 1:13:54They
- 1:13:55have
- 1:13:55Buck
- 1:13:56being
- 1:13:56the
- 1:13:56man
- 1:13:57left
- 1:13:57behind,
- 1:13:58essentially,
- 1:13:58because
- 1:13:59as
- 1:13:59the
- 1:13:59engines
- 1:14:00pull
- 1:14:00out
- 1:14:01of
- 1:14:01the
- 1:14:01station,
- 1:14:02the
- 1:14:03camera
- 1:14:03is
- 1:14:03just,
- 1:14:03like,
- 1:14:04staying
- 1:14:05on
- 1:14:05Buck,
- 1:14:06like,
- 1:14:06as
- 1:14:06he's
- 1:14:07just
- 1:14:07kind
- 1:14:07of
- 1:14:07like,
- 1:14:08the
- 1:14:08camera's,
- 1:14:08like,
- 1:14:09pulling
- 1:14:09away,
- 1:14:09and
- 1:14:09he's
- 1:14:09just,
- 1:14:10like,
- 1:14:10standing
- 1:14:10there
- 1:14:11all
- 1:14:11on
- 1:14:11his
- 1:14:11own
- 1:14:12as
- 1:14:12he's
- 1:14:12watching
- 1:14:13everybody
- 1:14:13else
- 1:14:13literally
- 1:14:14leave
- 1:14:14him.
- 1:14:15He's
- 1:14:15sad
- 1:14:15dog
- 1:14:16in
- 1:14:16the
- 1:14:16rain.
- 1:14:16He
- 1:14:17is
- 1:14:17a
- 1:14:17sad
- 1:14:17dog
- 1:14:17in
- 1:14:18the
- 1:14:18rain.
- 1:14:18He's
- 1:14:18literally
- 1:14:18being
- 1:14:19the
- 1:14:19man
- 1:14:19left
- 1:14:20behind
- 1:14:20on
- 1:14:20shift
- 1:14:21because
- 1:14:21he
- 1:14:21can't
- 1:14:21go
- 1:14:22with
- 1:14:22them
- 1:14:23and
- 1:14:23because
- 1:14:23they're
- 1:14:23also,
- 1:14:24like,
- 1:14:24in
- 1:14:25their
- 1:14:25own
- 1:14:25worlds.
- 1:14:26And
- 1:14:26I
- 1:14:26think
- 1:14:27for
- 1:14:27him
- 1:14:28right
- 1:14:28now,
- 1:14:29he
- 1:14:29has
- 1:14:29this
- 1:14:29very
- 1:14:30precarious
- 1:14:30balance.
- 1:14:31He's
- 1:14:32like,
- 1:14:32okay,
- 1:14:32I'm
- 1:14:32doing
- 1:14:32what
- 1:14:33I
- 1:14:33have
- 1:14:33to
- 1:14:33do
- 1:14:33to
- 1:14:33get
- 1:14:33back
- 1:14:33to
- 1:14:34my
- 1:14:34job,
- 1:14:34and
- 1:14:34I'll
- 1:14:34get
- 1:14:34back
- 1:14:34to
- 1:14:35my
- 1:14:35job
- 1:14:35soon.
- 1:14:35I'm
- 1:14:36doing
- 1:14:36everything
- 1:14:36that
- 1:14:36I
- 1:14:36have
- 1:14:36to
- 1:14:36do.
- 1:14:36And
- 1:14:37he
- 1:14:37has
- 1:14:37this
- 1:14:37checklist,
- 1:14:38and
- 1:14:39he's
- 1:14:39telling
- 1:14:40himself,
- 1:14:40I
- 1:14:40think,
- 1:14:41trying
- 1:14:41to,
- 1:14:41like,
- 1:14:42logic
- 1:14:42with
- 1:14:42himself,
- 1:14:42like,
- 1:14:43why
- 1:14:43he's
- 1:14:44not
- 1:14:44really
- 1:14:44hearing
- 1:14:44from
- 1:14:45people
- 1:14:45that
- 1:14:46much.
- 1:14:47You
- 1:14:47know,
- 1:14:47there
- 1:14:47was
- 1:14:47just
- 1:14:48a
- 1:14:48tsunami,
- 1:14:48and
- 1:14:48everyone
- 1:14:49has
- 1:14:49their
- 1:14:49own
- 1:14:49stuff
- 1:14:49going
- 1:14:50on.
- 1:14:50But
- 1:14:51I
- 1:14:51think
- 1:14:51when
- 1:14:51you
- 1:14:51combine
- 1:14:52that,
- 1:14:52then
- 1:14:52with
- 1:14:53finding
- 1:14:53out
- 1:14:53the
- 1:14:54betrayal
- 1:14:54that
- 1:14:55he
- 1:14:55assumes
- 1:14:55everyone
- 1:14:56else
- 1:14:56knows,
- 1:14:56which
- 1:14:57I
- 1:14:57don't
- 1:14:57think
- 1:14:57they
- 1:14:57do.
- 1:14:58Oh,
- 1:14:59that
- 1:14:59Bobby
- 1:14:59is
- 1:14:59the
- 1:15:00one
- 1:15:00that.
- 1:15:00No,
- 1:15:01I.
- 1:15:01I
- 1:15:01doubt
- 1:15:01it.
- 1:15:02I
- 1:15:02don't
- 1:15:02think
- 1:15:02they
- 1:15:03do.
- 1:15:03If
- 1:15:03Bobby
- 1:15:03hasn't
- 1:15:04then
- 1:15:04told
- 1:15:05Buck,
- 1:15:05I
- 1:15:05don't
- 1:15:05think
- 1:15:05he
- 1:15:05would
- 1:15:06have
- 1:15:06told.
- 1:15:06I
- 1:15:06think.
- 1:15:07And
- 1:15:07I
- 1:15:07don't
- 1:15:07think
- 1:15:07this
- 1:15:08close
- 1:15:08to.
- 1:15:08The
- 1:15:08chance
- 1:15:08they
- 1:15:08ever
- 1:15:09do.
- 1:15:10That's
- 1:15:10something
- 1:15:11that
- 1:15:11they
- 1:15:11explore
- 1:15:11a
- 1:15:11lot
- 1:15:12and
- 1:15:12fix,
- 1:15:13but
- 1:15:14because
- 1:15:14everyone
- 1:15:15is
- 1:15:15not
- 1:15:15talking
- 1:15:16to
- 1:15:16him
- 1:15:17really,
- 1:15:18like,
- 1:15:18he
- 1:15:18has
- 1:15:18to
- 1:15:18go
- 1:15:18to
- 1:15:19them
- 1:15:19for
- 1:15:19them
- 1:15:19to
- 1:15:19talk
- 1:15:20to
- 1:15:20him
- 1:15:20right
- 1:15:21now.
- 1:15:21So
- 1:15:21with
- 1:15:22that
- 1:15:22being
- 1:15:22like,
- 1:15:22oh,
- 1:15:23my
- 1:15:23God,
- 1:15:23I'm
- 1:15:23being
- 1:15:23replaced,
- 1:15:24I
- 1:15:25still
- 1:15:25can't
- 1:15:25go
- 1:15:25back.
- 1:15:26Bobby
- 1:15:26is
- 1:15:27actively
- 1:15:28keeping
- 1:15:28me
- 1:15:28from
- 1:15:28coming
- 1:15:29back.
- 1:15:29And
- 1:15:30he
- 1:15:30thinks
- 1:15:30everyone
- 1:15:31knows
- 1:15:31about
- 1:15:31it.
- 1:15:32And
- 1:15:32it's
- 1:15:32just
- 1:15:32like,
- 1:15:33that's
- 1:15:33what
- 1:15:33I
- 1:15:34think.
- 1:15:34That's
- 1:15:34how
- 1:15:34I
- 1:15:35envision
- 1:15:35this
- 1:15:36whole
- 1:15:36thing.
- 1:15:36And
- 1:15:36that's
- 1:15:37like,
- 1:15:37the
- 1:15:37nail
- 1:15:37in
- 1:15:37the
- 1:15:37coffin.
- 1:15:38It
- 1:15:38isn't
- 1:15:38just
- 1:15:38Bobby.
- 1:15:39It
- 1:15:39isn't
- 1:15:39just
- 1:15:39him
- 1:15:39going,
- 1:15:39well,
- 1:15:40Bobby
- 1:15:40betrayed
- 1:15:40me
- 1:15:41and
- 1:15:41flipping
- 1:15:41out
- 1:15:42the
- 1:15:42group
- 1:15:42of
- 1:15:42that.
- 1:15:42He
- 1:15:42thinks
- 1:15:43it's
- 1:15:43everyone.
- 1:15:43He
- 1:15:43thinks
- 1:15:43everyone
- 1:15:44is
- 1:15:45on
- 1:15:45Bobby's
- 1:15:45side,
- 1:15:45is
- 1:15:46on
- 1:15:46Bobby's
- 1:15:46side,
- 1:15:47and
- 1:15:47that
- 1:15:47is
- 1:15:48not
- 1:15:48Buck's
- 1:15:49side.
- 1:15:49Thinks
- 1:15:49everyone
- 1:15:50agrees
- 1:15:50with
- 1:15:50what
- 1:15:50Bobby
- 1:15:51says,
- 1:15:51which
- 1:15:51we'll
- 1:15:51get
- 1:15:51into.
- 1:15:52I
- 1:15:52think
- 1:15:52that's
- 1:15:52why
- 1:15:53he's
- 1:15:53Just
- 1:15:53like,
- 1:15:54he
- 1:15:54goes
- 1:15:54to
- 1:15:55the
- 1:15:55lawyer
- 1:15:55because
- 1:15:56normally
- 1:15:57who
- 1:15:57would
- 1:15:57he
- 1:15:57go
- 1:15:57to?
- 1:15:58He
- 1:15:58would
- 1:15:58go
- 1:15:58to
- 1:15:58Maddie
- 1:15:58or
- 1:15:59he.
- 1:15:59Would
- 1:15:59go
- 1:15:59to
- 1:15:59Eddie,
- 1:16:00but
- 1:16:00they're
- 1:16:01dealing
- 1:16:01with
- 1:16:01their
- 1:16:01own.
- 1:16:02They're
- 1:16:02dealing
- 1:16:02with
- 1:16:02their
- 1:16:02own
- 1:16:02stuff.
- 1:16:03And
- 1:16:03he's
- 1:16:03also
- 1:16:03like,
- 1:16:03well,
- 1:16:04they
- 1:16:04must
- 1:16:05agree.
- 1:16:05So
- 1:16:06he
- 1:16:06goes
- 1:16:06to
- 1:16:06the
- 1:16:06lawyer.
- 1:16:07And
- 1:16:07the
- 1:16:07lawyer,
- 1:16:08like,
- 1:16:08to
- 1:16:08his
- 1:16:09credit,
- 1:16:09is
- 1:16:10upfront
- 1:16:10with
- 1:16:10him.
- 1:16:11Yeah.
- 1:16:11Is
- 1:16:11telling
- 1:16:11him,
- 1:16:12like,
- 1:16:12this
- 1:16:12is
- 1:16:12how
- 1:16:12it's
- 1:16:13gonna
- 1:16:13go
- 1:16:13if
- 1:16:14you
- 1:16:14don't
- 1:16:14win.
- 1:16:15You.
- 1:16:16Even
- 1:16:16if
- 1:16:16you
- 1:16:16do
- 1:16:16win,
- 1:16:17you
- 1:16:17might
- 1:16:17not
- 1:16:17be
- 1:16:17a
- 1:16:18firefighter
- 1:16:18again,
- 1:16:19which
- 1:16:19seems.
- 1:16:19Like
- 1:16:19a
- 1:16:20insane
- 1:16:20risk
- 1:16:21for.
- 1:16:21For
- 1:16:21Buck
- 1:16:22to
- 1:16:22take,
- 1:16:22whose
- 1:16:23only
- 1:16:23goal
- 1:16:23is
- 1:16:24to
- 1:16:24be
- 1:16:24a
- 1:16:24firefighter
- 1:16:25again.
- 1:16:26But
- 1:16:26he
- 1:16:26is
- 1:16:26not.
- 1:16:27He's
- 1:16:27not
- 1:16:27thinking
- 1:16:27straight.
- 1:16:27It's
- 1:16:28the
- 1:16:28cptsd.
- 1:16:29Yeah.
- 1:16:29So
- 1:16:30it's.
- 1:16:31It's
- 1:16:31so
- 1:16:31many
- 1:16:31things
- 1:16:32combined.
- 1:16:32That
- 1:16:33whole
- 1:16:33decision
- 1:16:34is
- 1:16:35purely
- 1:16:36a.
- 1:16:37Oh.
- 1:16:37It'S
- 1:16:37a
- 1:16:37trauma
- 1:16:38response.
- 1:16:39Yeah,
- 1:16:39a
- 1:16:39trauma
- 1:16:39response.
- 1:16:40It
- 1:16:40is.
- 1:16:40That
- 1:16:41decision
- 1:16:41is
- 1:16:41triggered
- 1:16:42by
- 1:16:43every,
- 1:16:43like,
- 1:16:44all
- 1:16:44the
- 1:16:44trauma
- 1:16:45that
- 1:16:45he's.
- 1:16:46That
- 1:16:46he's
- 1:16:46been
- 1:16:46going
- 1:16:46through,
- 1:16:47because
- 1:16:47he.
- 1:16:47Thinks
- 1:16:47that's
- 1:16:47the
- 1:16:47only
- 1:16:48thing
- 1:16:48he
- 1:16:48can
- 1:16:48do.
- 1:16:50Like,
- 1:16:51I
- 1:16:51think
- 1:16:51realistically
- 1:16:52what
- 1:16:53he
- 1:16:53could
- 1:16:53have
- 1:16:53done
- 1:16:54is
- 1:16:54LAFD
- 1:16:55a
- 1:16:55lot
- 1:16:55of
- 1:16:56firefighters.
- 1:16:56But
- 1:16:56I
- 1:16:56looked
- 1:16:57it
- 1:16:57up
- 1:16:57specifically.
- 1:16:57LAFD
- 1:16:58firefighters
- 1:16:59are
- 1:16:59represented
- 1:17:00by
- 1:17:00unions.
- 1:17:01Go
- 1:17:02to
- 1:17:02the
- 1:17:02union
- 1:17:02who
- 1:17:03are,
- 1:17:03like.
- 1:17:03Your
- 1:17:03liaison
- 1:17:04to,
- 1:17:04like,
- 1:17:04fight
- 1:17:05for
- 1:17:05you
- 1:17:06between
- 1:17:06you
- 1:17:06and
- 1:17:07your
- 1:17:07employer,
- 1:17:08and
- 1:17:08then.
- 1:17:08That
- 1:17:08would
- 1:17:08have
- 1:17:08been
- 1:17:09like,
- 1:17:09inter.
- 1:17:09Like,
- 1:17:10intra
- 1:17:10department,
- 1:17:11and
- 1:17:12they
- 1:17:12would
- 1:17:12have
- 1:17:12been
- 1:17:12able
- 1:17:12to
- 1:17:13figure
- 1:17:13something
- 1:17:13out.
- 1:17:14Yes.
- 1:17:14But
- 1:17:14again,
- 1:17:14he's
- 1:17:15not
- 1:17:15thinking
- 1:17:15very
- 1:17:16clearly,
- 1:17:16but
- 1:17:17he.
- 1:17:17But
- 1:17:18he
- 1:17:18saw
- 1:17:20a
- 1:17:20potential
- 1:17:21solution
- 1:17:22and
- 1:17:23he
- 1:17:23glommed
- 1:17:24on
- 1:17:24to
- 1:17:24that.
- 1:17:24He
- 1:17:24was
- 1:17:24like,
- 1:17:25oh,
- 1:17:25okay.
- 1:17:26Because
- 1:17:26I
- 1:17:26think
- 1:17:26also
- 1:17:26the,
- 1:17:27like,
- 1:17:27one
- 1:17:27bit
- 1:17:27of
- 1:17:27logic
- 1:17:28that
- 1:17:28would
- 1:17:28have
- 1:17:28been
- 1:17:28in
- 1:17:28his
- 1:17:29head
- 1:17:29would
- 1:17:29have
- 1:17:29been
- 1:17:29like,
- 1:17:29well,
- 1:17:29if
- 1:17:29Bobby's
- 1:17:30stopping
- 1:17:30me,
- 1:17:30then,
- 1:17:31like,
- 1:17:31the
- 1:17:31rest
- 1:17:32of.
- 1:17:32He's
- 1:17:32poisoned.
- 1:17:33He's
- 1:17:33poisoned
- 1:17:34the
- 1:17:34department.
- 1:17:34Yeah,
- 1:17:35exactly.
- 1:17:36Which
- 1:17:36I
- 1:17:36think
- 1:17:36is
- 1:17:36one
- 1:17:36of
- 1:17:36the
- 1:17:37reasons
- 1:17:37why
- 1:17:37he
- 1:17:38ends
- 1:17:38up
- 1:17:38suing.
- 1:17:39Deciding
- 1:17:39to
- 1:17:39do,
- 1:17:40like,
- 1:17:40is
- 1:17:40the
- 1:17:41department.
- 1:17:41Because
- 1:17:41not
- 1:17:42only
- 1:17:42is
- 1:17:42it
- 1:17:42a
- 1:17:42betrayal
- 1:17:43from
- 1:17:44Bobby,
- 1:17:44and
- 1:17:45if
- 1:17:45we're
- 1:17:45going
- 1:17:45with.
- 1:17:46With
- 1:17:46your
- 1:17:46line
- 1:17:46of
- 1:17:46thinking
- 1:17:47of
- 1:17:47everybody
- 1:17:48else,
- 1:17:48then
- 1:17:48it
- 1:17:48would
- 1:17:49obviously,
- 1:17:50like,
- 1:17:50go
- 1:17:50up.
- 1:17:51Go
- 1:17:51up
- 1:17:51the
- 1:17:51ladder.
- 1:17:52Right.
- 1:17:53Like
- 1:17:53the
- 1:17:54118,
- 1:17:54Bobby,
- 1:17:55the
- 1:17:56rest
- 1:17:56of
- 1:17:56the
- 1:17:56fire
- 1:17:56department,
- 1:17:58not
- 1:17:58on
- 1:17:58Team
- 1:17:58Buck.
- 1:18:00So
- 1:18:00that's,
- 1:18:00I
- 1:18:00think,
- 1:18:01why
- 1:18:01he
- 1:18:01says
- 1:18:01he,
- 1:18:01like,
- 1:18:02feels
- 1:18:02so
- 1:18:02alone
- 1:18:03in
- 1:18:03this
- 1:18:03fight.
- 1:18:04He's
- 1:18:04literally
- 1:18:04an
- 1:18:05island.
- 1:18:05He
- 1:18:05literally
- 1:18:06says,
- 1:18:06I'm
- 1:18:06alone
- 1:18:06in
- 1:18:06this
- 1:18:07fight.
- 1:18:07And
- 1:18:07he
- 1:18:07says,
- 1:18:07I'm
- 1:18:08not
- 1:18:08sure.
- 1:18:08Because
- 1:18:09he's
- 1:18:09like,
- 1:18:09you
- 1:18:09won't
- 1:18:09be
- 1:18:10able
- 1:18:10to
- 1:18:10talk
- 1:18:10to
- 1:18:10them.
- 1:18:11Like,
- 1:18:11yeah.
- 1:18:12To
- 1:18:13protect
- 1:18:13the
- 1:18:13case.
- 1:18:14And
- 1:18:14he's
- 1:18:14like,
- 1:18:14I'm
- 1:18:14not
- 1:18:15sure
- 1:18:15we
- 1:18:15have
- 1:18:15much
- 1:18:15to
- 1:18:15say
- 1:18:15to
- 1:18:16each
- 1:18:16other
- 1:18:16right
- 1:18:16now
- 1:18:16anyway.
- 1:18:17So
- 1:18:17he's
- 1:18:18just
- 1:18:18lumping
- 1:18:18everyone
- 1:18:19in
- 1:18:19with.
- 1:18:19It's
- 1:18:20a
- 1:18:20bot.
- 1:18:20If
- 1:18:21Bobby
- 1:18:21is
- 1:18:21doing
- 1:18:21this
- 1:18:22on
- 1:18:22purpose,
- 1:18:22then
- 1:18:22everyone
- 1:18:22else
- 1:18:23agrees
- 1:18:23with
- 1:18:23Bobby's
- 1:18:24decision.
- 1:18:25And
- 1:18:26I
- 1:18:26would
- 1:18:26just.
- 1:18:26Before
- 1:18:26we
- 1:18:26get
- 1:18:26into
- 1:18:27our
- 1:18:27scene
- 1:18:27dissection,
- 1:18:28like,
- 1:18:28to
- 1:18:29the
- 1:18:29first
- 1:18:29flashback
- 1:18:30to
- 1:18:31see
- 1:18:31how
- 1:18:31far
- 1:18:31we've
- 1:18:32come
- 1:18:32before
- 1:18:33we
- 1:18:33get
- 1:18:33into
- 1:18:33the
- 1:18:33scene
- 1:18:33dissection,
- 1:18:34his
- 1:18:35first
- 1:18:35meeting
- 1:18:35with
- 1:18:35the
- 1:18:35lawyer,
- 1:18:36he's
- 1:18:37like,
- 1:18:37oh,
- 1:18:38my
- 1:18:38God.
- 1:18:38He's
- 1:18:39just,
- 1:18:39like,
- 1:18:39incensed
- 1:18:39by
- 1:18:39this
- 1:18:40guy.
- 1:18:40He's
- 1:18:40like,
- 1:18:40you're
- 1:18:40gonna.
- 1:18:41Like,
- 1:18:41you're
- 1:18:41gonna
- 1:18:42sue
- 1:18:42the
- 1:18:42city.
- 1:18:43Like,
- 1:18:43these
- 1:18:43people
- 1:18:43are
- 1:18:44heroes.
- 1:18:44He
- 1:18:44goes
- 1:18:44in
- 1:18:44this
- 1:18:45whole.
- 1:18:45This
- 1:18:46whole
- 1:18:46monologue,
- 1:18:46like.
- 1:18:47And
- 1:18:47he
- 1:18:47ends
- 1:18:47it
- 1:18:47with
- 1:18:48kind
- 1:18:48of.
- 1:18:48You
- 1:18:49know,
- 1:18:49it's
- 1:18:50not
- 1:18:50quite
- 1:18:50righteous,
- 1:18:50but
- 1:18:51it's,
- 1:18:51like,
- 1:18:51very.
- 1:18:52No.
- 1:18:52Yeah.
- 1:18:53Well,
- 1:18:53I
- 1:18:53think.
- 1:18:54Well,
- 1:18:54he's
- 1:18:54very
- 1:18:54certain.
- 1:18:55Well,
- 1:18:55he's
- 1:18:56having.
- 1:18:56He
- 1:18:57has
- 1:18:57the.
- 1:18:58The
- 1:18:58city
- 1:18:58and
- 1:18:59the
- 1:18:59department
- 1:18:59and
- 1:19:00the
- 1:19:00firehouse,
- 1:19:01and,
- 1:19:01you
- 1:19:02know,
- 1:19:02he
- 1:19:02has
- 1:19:02their
- 1:19:02back,
- 1:19:04so.
- 1:19:04But
- 1:19:04yeah,
- 1:19:05he
- 1:19:05says,
- 1:19:05you
- 1:19:05want
- 1:19:05to
- 1:19:05know
- 1:19:05who's
- 1:19:06got
- 1:19:06my
- 1:19:06back?
- 1:19:06Because
- 1:19:07he's
- 1:19:07like,
- 1:19:07who's
- 1:19:08protecting
- 1:19:08you?
- 1:19:09I
- 1:19:09think
- 1:19:09is
- 1:19:09what
- 1:19:09the
- 1:19:10lawyer
- 1:19:10says.
- 1:19:11He's
- 1:19:11like,
- 1:19:11who's
- 1:19:12protecting
- 1:19:12you?
- 1:19:13And
- 1:19:13he
- 1:19:13says,
- 1:19:14you
- 1:19:14want
- 1:19:14to
- 1:19:14know
- 1:19:14who's
- 1:19:14got
- 1:19:14my
- 1:19:15back?
- 1:19:15They
- 1:19:15do.
- 1:19:16See,
- 1:19:16they're
- 1:19:17more
- 1:19:17than
- 1:19:17co
- 1:19:17workers
- 1:19:17or
- 1:19:18friends.
- 1:19:18They're
- 1:19:18my
- 1:19:19family.
- 1:19:19And
- 1:19:19there's
- 1:19:19nothing
- 1:19:20stronger
- 1:19:20than
- 1:19:20family.
- 1:19:21Bobby
- 1:19:22Nash,
- 1:19:23you
- 1:19:23could
- 1:19:23have
- 1:19:24said
- 1:19:24two
- 1:19:24sentences
- 1:19:25and,
- 1:19:25like,
- 1:19:26prevented
- 1:19:27this.
- 1:19:27Like,
- 1:19:28it's
- 1:19:28just.
- 1:19:29Anyway,
- 1:19:29we're
- 1:19:29gonna
- 1:19:30get
- 1:19:30into
- 1:19:30that
- 1:19:30now.
- 1:19:31I
- 1:19:31can't
- 1:19:31skirt
- 1:19:31around
- 1:19:32it
- 1:19:32any
- 1:19:32further.
- 1:19:36Hey.
- 1:19:39Where'S
- 1:19:39the
- 1:19:39fire?
- 1:19:45Yeah.
- 1:19:46So
- 1:19:46this
- 1:19:46is
- 1:19:46going
- 1:19:46to
- 1:19:46be
- 1:19:46our.
- 1:19:47Our
- 1:19:47where's
- 1:19:48the
- 1:19:48fire?
- 1:19:48Scene
- 1:19:48dissection.
- 1:19:49We're
- 1:19:49talking
- 1:19:50about
- 1:19:50that
- 1:19:50dinner
- 1:19:51and
- 1:19:51then.
- 1:19:51The
- 1:19:51bomb
- 1:19:52drop
- 1:19:52at
- 1:19:52the
- 1:19:52end.
- 1:19:52Because
- 1:19:52I
- 1:19:53think
- 1:19:53they
- 1:19:53go
- 1:19:53hand
- 1:19:53in
- 1:19:53hand.
- 1:19:54Yeah,
- 1:19:55yeah.
- 1:19:55So.
- 1:19:55So
- 1:19:57not
- 1:19:57to
- 1:19:57go
- 1:19:57to
- 1:19:57our
- 1:19:58other
- 1:19:58section,
- 1:19:58but
- 1:19:58who's
- 1:19:59cooking?
- 1:19:59And
- 1:19:59it's
- 1:19:59Bobby.
- 1:20:01He's
- 1:20:01always
- 1:20:02cooking.
- 1:20:02I
- 1:20:02know.
- 1:20:03And
- 1:20:03he's
- 1:20:03cooking
- 1:20:04himself
- 1:20:04in
- 1:20:04this
- 1:20:05episode.
- 1:20:05Like,
- 1:20:05let's
- 1:20:06be
- 1:20:06clear.
- 1:20:07Like,
- 1:20:07he
- 1:20:07brought
- 1:20:08this.
- 1:20:08He
- 1:20:08brought
- 1:20:09this
- 1:20:09on
- 1:20:09himself.
- 1:20:10I'm
- 1:20:10not.
- 1:20:10I'm
- 1:20:11gonna
- 1:20:11defend
- 1:20:11Buck's
- 1:20:11actions.
- 1:20:12Do
- 1:20:12I
- 1:20:12think
- 1:20:12it
- 1:20:12was
- 1:20:12a
- 1:20:13logical
- 1:20:13thing
- 1:20:13for
- 1:20:13him
- 1:20:13to
- 1:20:14do?
- 1:20:14No.
- 1:20:15Do
- 1:20:15I
- 1:20:15think
- 1:20:15there
- 1:20:15were
- 1:20:15other
- 1:20:15things
- 1:20:15he
- 1:20:16could
- 1:20:16have
- 1:20:16done?
- 1:20:16Yes.
- 1:20:17Do
- 1:20:17I
- 1:20:17think
- 1:20:17that
- 1:20:17he
- 1:20:17was
- 1:20:17in
- 1:20:18a
- 1:20:18state
- 1:20:18to
- 1:20:18have
- 1:20:19thought
- 1:20:19or
- 1:20:19done
- 1:20:20those
- 1:20:20other
- 1:20:21things?
- 1:20:21No,
- 1:20:22no,
- 1:20:23no,
- 1:20:24not
- 1:20:24that.
- 1:20:24Not
- 1:20:24that.
- 1:20:25Buck
- 1:20:25can't
- 1:20:25be
- 1:20:25held
- 1:20:25responsible
- 1:20:26for
- 1:20:26his
- 1:20:26actions.
- 1:20:27But
- 1:20:27they
- 1:20:27were
- 1:20:27not.
- 1:20:27No.
- 1:20:27I'm
- 1:20:28not
- 1:20:28saying
- 1:20:28he
- 1:20:28can't.
- 1:20:28They
- 1:20:28were
- 1:20:29not
- 1:20:29actions
- 1:20:31from
- 1:20:31a
- 1:20:32healthy
- 1:20:33mental
- 1:20:33state.
- 1:20:34No.
- 1:20:35So.
- 1:20:35Oh,
- 1:20:36Lord.
- 1:20:36Okay,
- 1:20:37we
- 1:20:37open
- 1:20:38this
- 1:20:38scene
- 1:20:38and
- 1:20:39Bobby
- 1:20:40is
- 1:20:40cooking,
- 1:20:40and
- 1:20:41Athena
- 1:20:41comes
- 1:20:42home,
- 1:20:42and
- 1:20:42she's,
- 1:20:43like,
- 1:20:43so
- 1:20:43excited
- 1:20:43to
- 1:20:44have
- 1:20:44this
- 1:20:44dinner.
- 1:20:44With
- 1:20:45her
- 1:20:45husband
- 1:20:45and
- 1:20:45her
- 1:20:45pseudo.
- 1:20:47It's
- 1:20:47so
- 1:20:48cute.
- 1:20:48I
- 1:20:48want
- 1:20:48more
- 1:20:48of
- 1:20:49these.
- 1:20:49These.
- 1:20:49I
- 1:20:50know.
- 1:20:50And
- 1:20:51Bobby's
- 1:20:51like,
- 1:20:51I
- 1:20:51can't
- 1:20:52believe
- 1:20:52that
- 1:20:52you
- 1:20:52invited
- 1:20:53him
- 1:20:53without
- 1:20:53talking
- 1:20:54to
- 1:20:54me
- 1:20:54first.
- 1:20:55And
- 1:20:55Athena,
- 1:20:56the
- 1:20:56only
- 1:20:56person
- 1:20:57who
- 1:20:57has
- 1:20:57Bucks
- 1:20:58back
- 1:20:58in
- 1:20:58this
- 1:20:58episode.
- 1:20:59Huh?
- 1:21:00The
- 1:21:00only
- 1:21:00person
- 1:21:01who
- 1:21:01has
- 1:21:01his
- 1:21:01back.
- 1:21:02I
- 1:21:02think
- 1:21:02she
- 1:21:03was.
- 1:21:03I
- 1:21:03mean,
- 1:21:03like,
- 1:21:03Eddie
- 1:21:04also
- 1:21:04had
- 1:21:04his
- 1:21:04back,
- 1:21:05too,
- 1:21:05in
- 1:21:06the
- 1:21:06previous
- 1:21:06arc,
- 1:21:07but,
- 1:21:07like,
- 1:21:07she
- 1:21:07was
- 1:21:08also
- 1:21:08the
- 1:21:08one
- 1:21:08that
- 1:21:08was
- 1:21:08like,
- 1:21:09you
- 1:21:09have
- 1:21:09to
- 1:21:09let
- 1:21:09him
- 1:21:10make
- 1:21:10his
- 1:21:10own
- 1:21:10mistakes.
- 1:21:11Yes.
- 1:21:11In
- 1:21:11episode
- 1:21:12one,
- 1:21:13like,
- 1:21:14Buck
- 1:21:14is
- 1:21:14not
- 1:21:14you.
- 1:21:15Exactly.
- 1:21:16She
- 1:21:16says
- 1:21:16that,
- 1:21:17and
- 1:21:17she
- 1:21:17literally.
- 1:21:18So
- 1:21:18she
- 1:21:18knows.
- 1:21:18And
- 1:21:19he
- 1:21:19was
- 1:21:19like,
- 1:21:20I
- 1:21:20know
- 1:21:20that
- 1:21:20I
- 1:21:20can
- 1:21:20hear,
- 1:21:21but
- 1:21:21I
- 1:21:21choose
- 1:21:21not
- 1:21:22to.
- 1:21:22Those
- 1:21:22words
- 1:21:23just
- 1:21:23did
- 1:21:24not
- 1:21:24make
- 1:21:24it
- 1:21:25into
- 1:21:26the
- 1:21:26eardrum.
- 1:21:28But
- 1:21:28she
- 1:21:28says,
- 1:21:28I
- 1:21:29just
- 1:21:29wanted
- 1:21:29him
- 1:21:29to
- 1:21:29know
- 1:21:30that
- 1:21:30no
- 1:21:30matter
- 1:21:30what,
- 1:21:30he's
- 1:21:31still
- 1:21:31family.
- 1:21:31I
- 1:21:32thought
- 1:21:32dinner
- 1:21:32would
- 1:21:32give
- 1:21:33you
- 1:21:33two
- 1:21:33time
- 1:21:33to
- 1:21:33work
- 1:21:33things
- 1:21:34out.
- 1:21:34Because
- 1:21:35she
- 1:21:35gets
- 1:21:36Buck.
- 1:21:37She
- 1:21:37does.
- 1:21:38Which,
- 1:21:38like,
- 1:21:38also,
- 1:21:39Buck
- 1:21:39and
- 1:21:39Athena
- 1:21:40have
- 1:21:40come
- 1:21:40so
- 1:21:40far
- 1:21:41from,
- 1:21:41like.
- 1:21:41Yeah.
- 1:21:42Yeah.
- 1:21:42Pilot
- 1:21:42episode.
- 1:21:43And
- 1:21:43I
- 1:21:43just
- 1:21:44rewatched
- 1:21:44that
- 1:21:44yesterday.
- 1:21:45My
- 1:21:45best
- 1:21:46friend.
- 1:21:46It's.
- 1:21:47I.
- 1:21:48And
- 1:21:48I
- 1:21:48love
- 1:21:50anytime
- 1:21:50we
- 1:21:50get,
- 1:21:50like,
- 1:21:51little
- 1:21:51nuggets
- 1:21:52of
- 1:21:52Bach
- 1:21:53and
- 1:21:53Athena
- 1:21:53because
- 1:21:53I
- 1:21:54think
- 1:21:54their
- 1:21:54dynamic
- 1:21:55is
- 1:21:55so
- 1:21:56fascinating.
- 1:21:56Gonna
- 1:21:57get
- 1:21:57it
- 1:21:57next
- 1:21:57week,
- 1:21:58probably.
- 1:21:59Yeah.
- 1:22:00Yeah.
- 1:22:01But,
- 1:22:01like,
- 1:22:02I.
- 1:22:02For
- 1:22:02moments
- 1:22:03like
- 1:22:03this,
- 1:22:03I
- 1:22:03really
- 1:22:04love
- 1:22:04how
- 1:22:04far
- 1:22:04they've
- 1:22:05come.
- 1:22:05And,
- 1:22:05like,
- 1:22:06I
- 1:22:06love
- 1:22:06that
- 1:22:06Athena
- 1:22:07talk
- 1:22:07to
- 1:22:08Buck
- 1:22:08without
- 1:22:08Bobby
- 1:22:09even
- 1:22:10knowing.
- 1:22:10And
- 1:22:10it's.
- 1:22:11Yeah,
- 1:22:11that's
- 1:22:12sweet.
- 1:22:12That's.
- 1:22:13That
- 1:22:13she's
- 1:22:14just
- 1:22:14trying
- 1:22:14to
- 1:22:14get
- 1:22:14her
- 1:22:14boys
- 1:22:15to
- 1:22:15communicate,
- 1:22:17but
- 1:22:17she
- 1:22:17actually
- 1:22:18did
- 1:22:18think
- 1:22:18that
- 1:22:18they
- 1:22:18already
- 1:22:19talked.
- 1:22:20She's
- 1:22:20like,
- 1:22:20you
- 1:22:21can't.
- 1:22:21You.
- 1:22:21You
- 1:22:21told
- 1:22:21me
- 1:22:22he
- 1:22:22came
- 1:22:22to
- 1:22:22the
- 1:22:22firehouse,
- 1:22:23and
- 1:22:23she
- 1:22:23assumed
- 1:22:24that
- 1:22:24her
- 1:22:25husband
- 1:22:25would
- 1:22:25be
- 1:22:25an
- 1:22:26adult
- 1:22:26and
- 1:22:26say
- 1:22:26two.
- 1:22:26Sentences,
- 1:22:28and
- 1:22:28then
- 1:22:29he
- 1:22:29gives
- 1:22:29the
- 1:22:29excuse,
- 1:22:29saying,
- 1:22:30like,
- 1:22:30well,
- 1:22:30he
- 1:22:31did,
- 1:22:31and
- 1:22:31I
- 1:22:31was
- 1:22:31going
- 1:22:31to,
- 1:22:32but
- 1:22:32then
- 1:22:32we
- 1:22:32got
- 1:22:32a
- 1:22:32call,
- 1:22:33and.
- 1:22:34No,
- 1:22:34you
- 1:22:35call
- 1:22:35Buck
- 1:22:36on
- 1:22:36the
- 1:22:36phone,
- 1:22:37you
- 1:22:37go
- 1:22:37to
- 1:22:38his
- 1:22:38apartment.
- 1:22:39Something
- 1:22:39like
- 1:22:40that.
- 1:22:40Like,
- 1:22:40we
- 1:22:40never
- 1:22:40see.
- 1:22:41We
- 1:22:41never
- 1:22:41really
- 1:22:42see
- 1:22:42Bobby
- 1:22:43make,
- 1:22:43like,
- 1:22:44the.
- 1:22:44Like,
- 1:22:44a
- 1:22:45house
- 1:22:45call
- 1:22:45to.
- 1:22:46Because.
- 1:22:46Yeah.
- 1:22:47Even
- 1:22:47if
- 1:22:47he
- 1:22:48had
- 1:22:48to
- 1:22:49go
- 1:22:49to
- 1:22:49his
- 1:22:50loft.
- 1:22:50I
- 1:22:51don't
- 1:22:51know.
- 1:22:52That's
- 1:22:52what
- 1:22:52I
- 1:22:52was
- 1:22:52thinking
- 1:22:53about.
- 1:22:53I
- 1:22:53was
- 1:22:53like,
- 1:22:53we've
- 1:22:54never
- 1:22:54seen,
- 1:22:55like,
- 1:22:55Bobby
- 1:22:56go
- 1:22:57over
- 1:22:57to
- 1:22:57Buck's
- 1:22:58place.
- 1:22:59Is
- 1:22:59he
- 1:22:59one
- 1:22:59of
- 1:22:59the
- 1:22:59people
- 1:23:00that
- 1:23:00goes
- 1:23:00over
- 1:23:00after
- 1:23:01the
- 1:23:01lightning
- 1:23:01strike?
- 1:23:02Cause
- 1:23:02I
- 1:23:02know,
- 1:23:02like,
- 1:23:02everyone
- 1:23:03was
- 1:23:03on.
- 1:23:03A
- 1:23:03rotation
- 1:23:04maybe,
- 1:23:05but
- 1:23:05we
- 1:23:05never,
- 1:23:05like,
- 1:23:05see
- 1:23:06it.
- 1:23:07It's
- 1:23:07interesting.
- 1:23:08But
- 1:23:08yeah.
- 1:23:08Even
- 1:23:08if.
- 1:23:09Even
- 1:23:09if
- 1:23:09Bobby
- 1:23:10had
- 1:23:10told
- 1:23:11him,
- 1:23:11it
- 1:23:12was
- 1:23:12still
- 1:23:12Buck
- 1:23:13going
- 1:23:13to
- 1:23:13him.
- 1:23:14Like,
- 1:23:14he
- 1:23:14didn't
- 1:23:15do
- 1:23:16not
- 1:23:17just
- 1:23:17the
- 1:23:17due
- 1:23:17diligence
- 1:23:18of,
- 1:23:18like,
- 1:23:19his
- 1:23:19boss.
- 1:23:20Yeah.
- 1:23:21To
- 1:23:21tell.
- 1:23:21Just.
- 1:23:22Just
- 1:23:22be
- 1:23:22upfront
- 1:23:23and
- 1:23:23honest
- 1:23:23and
- 1:23:23be
- 1:23:23like,
- 1:23:24you
- 1:23:24know,
- 1:23:25I
- 1:23:25Value
- 1:23:25you
- 1:23:25as
- 1:23:26an
- 1:23:26employee.
- 1:23:26And
- 1:23:27I
- 1:23:27want
- 1:23:27you
- 1:23:27back.
- 1:23:27But
- 1:23:27I
- 1:23:28don't
- 1:23:28think
- 1:23:28you're
- 1:23:28ready
- 1:23:28yet
- 1:23:29because
- 1:23:29I
- 1:23:29want
- 1:23:29you
- 1:23:29to
- 1:23:29be
- 1:23:30safe,
- 1:23:30you
- 1:23:30know,
- 1:23:31but
- 1:23:31as,
- 1:23:32as
- 1:23:32his
- 1:23:32friend.
- 1:23:33As
- 1:23:33his
- 1:23:33pseudo
- 1:23:34father,
- 1:23:35like,
- 1:23:35overstepping.
- 1:23:36Well,
- 1:23:37he's
- 1:23:37overstepping,
- 1:23:37but
- 1:23:37I'm
- 1:23:38like,
- 1:23:38you,
- 1:23:38you
- 1:23:39should
- 1:23:39have
- 1:23:39had
- 1:23:39gone
- 1:23:39to
- 1:23:40him.
- 1:23:40You
- 1:23:40should
- 1:23:41have
- 1:23:41gone
- 1:23:41to
- 1:23:41him.
- 1:23:42Yeah,
- 1:23:43yeah,
- 1:23:43exactly.
- 1:23:43Because
- 1:23:44of
- 1:23:44all
- 1:23:44of
- 1:23:44these
- 1:23:44things.
- 1:23:45Exactly.
- 1:23:46So
- 1:23:46like
- 1:23:47Bobby
- 1:23:47is,
- 1:23:47is
- 1:23:48kind
- 1:23:48of
- 1:23:48a
- 1:23:48little
- 1:23:49cowardly
- 1:23:50lion
- 1:23:51here
- 1:23:52because
- 1:23:53would
- 1:23:53he
- 1:23:54have.
- 1:23:54I
- 1:23:54know
- 1:23:54he,
- 1:23:55I
- 1:23:55guess
- 1:23:56was
- 1:23:56going
- 1:23:56to
- 1:23:57tell
- 1:23:57Buck
- 1:23:57at
- 1:23:57some
- 1:23:58point.
- 1:23:59Would
- 1:23:59he
- 1:23:59have
- 1:24:00if
- 1:24:00Buck
- 1:24:01didn't
- 1:24:01drop
- 1:24:01off
- 1:24:02the
- 1:24:02results
- 1:24:02of
- 1:24:03their
- 1:24:03evaluation
- 1:24:03right
- 1:24:04then?
- 1:24:04Because
- 1:24:05that's,
- 1:24:06that's
- 1:24:06Buck
- 1:24:06trying
- 1:24:07to
- 1:24:07insert
- 1:24:08himself
- 1:24:08back
- 1:24:09into
- 1:24:09the
- 1:24:09sphere
- 1:24:10of
- 1:24:10the
- 1:24:10118.
- 1:24:11But
- 1:24:11we
- 1:24:11never
- 1:24:12see
- 1:24:12Bobby
- 1:24:12like
- 1:24:13make
- 1:24:13that
- 1:24:14like
- 1:24:14gesture,
- 1:24:15kind
- 1:24:16of
- 1:24:16like
- 1:24:16olive
- 1:24:17branch,
- 1:24:17peace
- 1:24:17offering
- 1:24:18to
- 1:24:19Buck
- 1:24:19in
- 1:24:19that
- 1:24:19way.
- 1:24:20It's,
- 1:24:20it's
- 1:24:20all
- 1:24:21just
- 1:24:21like,
- 1:24:21well,
- 1:24:22Buck
- 1:24:22came
- 1:24:22here.
- 1:24:22I.
- 1:24:23It
- 1:24:23was
- 1:24:23going
- 1:24:23to.
- 1:24:23I
- 1:24:24was
- 1:24:24gonna
- 1:24:24tell
- 1:24:24him
- 1:24:24since
- 1:24:25he
- 1:24:25was
- 1:24:25there,
- 1:24:26if
- 1:24:26Buck
- 1:24:26hadn't
- 1:24:26shown
- 1:24:27up
- 1:24:27there.
- 1:24:27He's
- 1:24:28the
- 1:24:28one
- 1:24:28who's
- 1:24:28down.
- 1:24:29Yeah,
- 1:24:29because.
- 1:24:30Because
- 1:24:30Bobby
- 1:24:30doesn't
- 1:24:31make
- 1:24:31any
- 1:24:31of
- 1:24:31that
- 1:24:31like
- 1:24:32instigative
- 1:24:33effort.
- 1:24:33No,
- 1:24:34no.
- 1:24:34And
- 1:24:34he's
- 1:24:35just
- 1:24:35like,
- 1:24:35he's
- 1:24:36not
- 1:24:36being
- 1:24:36a
- 1:24:36good
- 1:24:36pseudo
- 1:24:37dad.
- 1:24:37He's
- 1:24:37not
- 1:24:37being
- 1:24:37a
- 1:24:38good
- 1:24:38friend.
- 1:24:38He's
- 1:24:39not
- 1:24:39being
- 1:24:39a
- 1:24:39good
- 1:24:39captain
- 1:24:40either.
- 1:24:40He's
- 1:24:41not
- 1:24:41being
- 1:24:41a
- 1:24:41good
- 1:24:41captain
- 1:24:41or
- 1:24:42boss.
- 1:24:43And
- 1:24:43it's
- 1:24:43because
- 1:24:44he's
- 1:24:44letting.
- 1:24:45This
- 1:24:45is
- 1:24:45Bobby
- 1:24:46being
- 1:24:46triggered
- 1:24:47because
- 1:24:47he's
- 1:24:48not
- 1:24:48letting
- 1:24:49himself
- 1:24:50see
- 1:24:50Buck
- 1:24:51as
- 1:24:52Buck.
- 1:24:52He.
- 1:24:53Bobby
- 1:24:54is
- 1:24:54seeing
- 1:24:54himself.
- 1:24:55He's
- 1:24:56seen
- 1:24:56himself
- 1:24:56and
- 1:24:56his
- 1:24:56kids.
- 1:24:57Yeah,
- 1:24:57yeah,
- 1:24:58yeah.
- 1:24:58He's
- 1:24:59like,
- 1:24:59I
- 1:24:59can't
- 1:24:59lose
- 1:24:59another
- 1:24:59kid.
- 1:25:00So
- 1:25:01he's
- 1:25:01double
- 1:25:01triggered.
- 1:25:02But
- 1:25:02I'm
- 1:25:02sorry,
- 1:25:02I
- 1:25:02don't
- 1:25:02care.
- 1:25:03You're
- 1:25:03a
- 1:25:03grown
- 1:25:03ass
- 1:25:04man.
- 1:25:05You're
- 1:25:05a
- 1:25:06grown
- 1:25:06ass
- 1:25:06man.
- 1:25:06You're
- 1:25:07this
- 1:25:07man's
- 1:25:07boss.
- 1:25:09It's
- 1:25:10just.
- 1:25:10Yeah,
- 1:25:10it's
- 1:25:11really
- 1:25:11egregious
- 1:25:11on
- 1:25:12like
- 1:25:12all
- 1:25:12of
- 1:25:12the
- 1:25:12levels
- 1:25:13because
- 1:25:13it
- 1:25:13is
- 1:25:13not
- 1:25:14professional
- 1:25:14and
- 1:25:15it
- 1:25:15is
- 1:25:15not
- 1:25:15the
- 1:25:15actions
- 1:25:16of
- 1:25:16someone
- 1:25:17who,
- 1:25:17who
- 1:25:18loves
- 1:25:18someone.
- 1:25:19I
- 1:25:19mean
- 1:25:19it
- 1:25:20is,
- 1:25:20but
- 1:25:20it's
- 1:25:20like
- 1:25:20the,
- 1:25:21the
- 1:25:21overprotective
- 1:25:22parent
- 1:25:23kind,
- 1:25:23which
- 1:25:24is.
- 1:25:24Like,
- 1:25:24it's
- 1:25:25taking
- 1:25:25his
- 1:25:25autonomy
- 1:25:26away
- 1:25:26again.
- 1:25:26It's
- 1:25:27taking
- 1:25:27his,
- 1:25:27his
- 1:25:28choice
- 1:25:28and
- 1:25:28his
- 1:25:28decisions.
- 1:25:29It's
- 1:25:30taking
- 1:25:30just
- 1:25:30his
- 1:25:30personhood
- 1:25:31away
- 1:25:31to
- 1:25:31just
- 1:25:32like
- 1:25:32assume
- 1:25:33that
- 1:25:33he's
- 1:25:34doing
- 1:25:34things
- 1:25:34for
- 1:25:34the
- 1:25:34same
- 1:25:35reasons
- 1:25:35that
- 1:25:36you
- 1:25:36were.
- 1:25:36Like,
- 1:25:37he's
- 1:25:37not
- 1:25:37treating
- 1:25:38him
- 1:25:38as
- 1:25:38an
- 1:25:38individual
- 1:25:39at
- 1:25:39all.
- 1:25:40No,
- 1:25:40no.
- 1:25:41Not
- 1:25:41as,
- 1:25:42not
- 1:25:42as
- 1:25:42his
- 1:25:42own
- 1:25:42person.
- 1:25:44So
- 1:25:44they
- 1:25:44have
- 1:25:45this
- 1:25:45very
- 1:25:45tense
- 1:25:46dinner
- 1:25:46where
- 1:25:47Athena
- 1:25:47is
- 1:25:47like,
- 1:25:47well,
- 1:25:48I
- 1:25:48will
- 1:25:48get
- 1:25:48the
- 1:25:48wine
- 1:25:49since
- 1:25:49you
- 1:25:49two
- 1:25:49haven't.
- 1:25:51She.
- 1:25:51She
- 1:25:51really
- 1:25:52should
- 1:25:52have.
- 1:25:52Like.
- 1:25:53I
- 1:25:53feel
- 1:25:53like
- 1:25:53as
- 1:25:54soon
- 1:25:54as
- 1:25:54Bobby
- 1:25:55told
- 1:25:55her
- 1:25:56that
- 1:25:56they
- 1:25:56didn't
- 1:25:57talk,
- 1:25:57she
- 1:25:57was
- 1:25:58like,
- 1:25:58this
- 1:25:58is
- 1:25:58gonna
- 1:25:58go
- 1:25:58downhill.
- 1:25:59I'm
- 1:25:59gonna
- 1:25:59break
- 1:26:00out
- 1:26:00that
- 1:26:00bottle
- 1:26:01of
- 1:26:01wine.
- 1:26:02She
- 1:26:02knew
- 1:26:03she.
- 1:26:04She
- 1:26:04was
- 1:26:04like.
- 1:26:04She
- 1:26:05was
- 1:26:05trying
- 1:26:05to
- 1:26:05pl
- 1:26:06everything
- 1:26:06too.
- 1:26:08Awesome.
- 1:26:09It's
- 1:26:09gonna
- 1:26:09be
- 1:26:09a
- 1:26:10great
- 1:26:10dinner.
- 1:26:11And
- 1:26:11Buck
- 1:26:12comes
- 1:26:12in
- 1:26:12and
- 1:26:12he's
- 1:26:12so
- 1:26:13proud
- 1:26:13of
- 1:26:13himself
- 1:26:14because
- 1:26:14he
- 1:26:14told
- 1:26:15the
- 1:26:15lawyer
- 1:26:15off.
- 1:26:16And
- 1:26:16he's
- 1:26:16relaying
- 1:26:17the
- 1:26:17whole
- 1:26:17thing,
- 1:26:18saying
- 1:26:18how,
- 1:26:19like,
- 1:26:19he's
- 1:26:19not
- 1:26:19gonna
- 1:26:19sign
- 1:26:19anything
- 1:26:20that
- 1:26:20blames
- 1:26:20the
- 1:26:20118
- 1:26:21for
- 1:26:21anything.
- 1:26:22And
- 1:26:22Bobby's
- 1:26:22like,
- 1:26:23appreciate
- 1:26:23that
- 1:26:26and
- 1:26:26bucks.
- 1:26:28Buck
- 1:26:28says,
- 1:26:28please.
- 1:26:29The
- 1:26:29nerve
- 1:26:29of
- 1:26:29that
- 1:26:29guy
- 1:26:30to
- 1:26:30think
- 1:26:30I
- 1:26:30would
- 1:26:30turn
- 1:26:30on
- 1:26:31my
- 1:26:31friends.
- 1:26:33Bobby's
- 1:26:33just
- 1:26:33digging
- 1:26:34himself,
- 1:26:34like,
- 1:26:34deeper
- 1:26:35and
- 1:26:35deeper.
- 1:26:35He's.
- 1:26:36He's
- 1:26:36going
- 1:26:36into
- 1:26:36that
- 1:26:3740
- 1:26:37foot
- 1:26:37well.
- 1:26:38Yeah.
- 1:26:38Like
- 1:26:39with
- 1:26:39Eddie.
- 1:26:39He's
- 1:26:39just
- 1:26:40like,
- 1:26:40everything
- 1:26:41that.
- 1:26:41That
- 1:26:41he's
- 1:26:42saying,
- 1:26:42everything
- 1:26:42that
- 1:26:42Buck
- 1:26:43is
- 1:26:43saying
- 1:26:43is
- 1:26:43just
- 1:26:43like,
- 1:26:44oh,
- 1:26:45you
- 1:26:45really
- 1:26:45should
- 1:26:46have
- 1:26:46done
- 1:26:46this
- 1:26:46sooner,
- 1:26:46my
- 1:26:47guy.
- 1:26:47Yeah.
- 1:26:48Yeah.
- 1:26:48And
- 1:26:49Athena
- 1:26:49knows
- 1:26:50that
- 1:26:50because
- 1:26:50she's
- 1:26:50just
- 1:26:50like.
- 1:26:51She
- 1:26:51keeps
- 1:26:52making.
- 1:26:52She's
- 1:26:53making
- 1:26:53all
- 1:26:53the
- 1:26:53faces
- 1:26:54that
- 1:26:54I'm
- 1:26:54making
- 1:26:54while
- 1:26:54I
- 1:26:54watch
- 1:26:55it
- 1:26:55where
- 1:26:55I'm
- 1:26:55just
- 1:26:55like,
- 1:26:56she.
- 1:26:56Anybody
- 1:26:57want
- 1:26:57cornbread?
- 1:27:00First
- 1:27:01it's
- 1:27:01the
- 1:27:01collard
- 1:27:01greens.
- 1:27:02The
- 1:27:03cornbreads
- 1:27:03were
- 1:27:03really
- 1:27:04funny,
- 1:27:04but
- 1:27:04first
- 1:27:04it's
- 1:27:04collard
- 1:27:05greens.
- 1:27:05And
- 1:27:05then
- 1:27:05Buck
- 1:27:06is
- 1:27:06like,
- 1:27:06no,
- 1:27:06it
- 1:27:06has
- 1:27:07too
- 1:27:07much
- 1:27:07vitamin
- 1:27:07K
- 1:27:08and
- 1:27:08I
- 1:27:08can't
- 1:27:08do
- 1:27:08that
- 1:27:08with
- 1:27:09the.
- 1:27:09And
- 1:27:09she's
- 1:27:10like,
- 1:27:11so
- 1:27:11mature.
- 1:27:11Sounds
- 1:27:11like
- 1:27:12you're
- 1:27:12taking
- 1:27:12your
- 1:27:12health
- 1:27:12very
- 1:27:13seriously.
- 1:27:14Well,
- 1:27:14look
- 1:27:15at
- 1:27:15Bobby.
- 1:27:15Significant.
- 1:27:16Look
- 1:27:16over
- 1:27:16to
- 1:27:17Bobby
- 1:27:17like,
- 1:27:17oh.
- 1:27:20Buck's
- 1:27:21like,
- 1:27:21I
- 1:27:21figure
- 1:27:21the
- 1:27:21better
- 1:27:21I
- 1:27:21manage
- 1:27:22this,
- 1:27:22the
- 1:27:22sooner
- 1:27:22I
- 1:27:22can
- 1:27:22go
- 1:27:22back
- 1:27:23to
- 1:27:23work.
- 1:27:23And
- 1:27:23Bobby's
- 1:27:23like,
- 1:27:23that's
- 1:27:24very
- 1:27:24mature
- 1:27:24of
- 1:27:24you,
- 1:27:25Buck.
- 1:27:25And
- 1:27:26then
- 1:27:26we
- 1:27:26get
- 1:27:26into
- 1:27:26the.
- 1:27:27And
- 1:27:28you
- 1:27:28see
- 1:27:28Bobby's
- 1:27:28guilty
- 1:27:29look
- 1:27:29as
- 1:27:29well,
- 1:27:29because
- 1:27:30he's
- 1:27:30like,
- 1:27:30ooh,
- 1:27:31this
- 1:27:32is
- 1:27:32not
- 1:27:32gonna
- 1:27:32go
- 1:27:32well
- 1:27:33for
- 1:27:33me.
- 1:27:33And
- 1:27:33Athena's
- 1:27:34like,
- 1:27:34you're
- 1:27:34damn
- 1:27:35right
- 1:27:35it's
- 1:27:35not
- 1:27:35gonna
- 1:27:35go
- 1:27:36well
- 1:27:36for
- 1:27:36you.
- 1:27:38So
- 1:27:38Buck
- 1:27:39is
- 1:27:39like,
- 1:27:39hey,
- 1:27:39there's
- 1:27:39strength
- 1:27:40in
- 1:27:40numbers.
- 1:27:40Like,
- 1:27:40maybe
- 1:27:41I
- 1:27:41could
- 1:27:41get
- 1:27:41everyone
- 1:27:41to
- 1:27:42sign
- 1:27:42a
- 1:27:42statement
- 1:27:42of
- 1:27:43support
- 1:27:44for
- 1:27:44the
- 1:27:44higher
- 1:27:44ups
- 1:27:45that
- 1:27:45you
- 1:27:45guys
- 1:27:45don't
- 1:27:46think
- 1:27:46I'm
- 1:27:46a
- 1:27:46liability.
- 1:27:47Oh.
- 1:27:48And
- 1:27:49then
- 1:27:49Bobby's
- 1:27:50trying
- 1:27:50to
- 1:27:50interrupt
- 1:27:50him
- 1:27:50now,
- 1:27:50but
- 1:27:51he's,
- 1:27:51like,
- 1:27:51doing
- 1:27:51it
- 1:27:51very
- 1:27:51quietly.
- 1:27:52He's
- 1:27:52like.
- 1:27:52He's
- 1:27:53like,
- 1:27:53they'd
- 1:27:53have
- 1:27:53to
- 1:27:53listen
- 1:27:55because,
- 1:27:55again,
- 1:27:55I
- 1:27:55want
- 1:27:55you
- 1:27:56to
- 1:27:56listen
- 1:27:56to
- 1:27:56me.
- 1:27:56And
- 1:27:57I'm
- 1:27:57like,
- 1:27:57now
- 1:27:57is
- 1:27:58when
- 1:27:58you
- 1:27:58want.
- 1:27:59Now
- 1:27:59is
- 1:27:59when
- 1:27:59you
- 1:27:59want
- 1:28:00him
- 1:28:00to
- 1:28:00listen
- 1:28:00to.
- 1:28:00It's
- 1:28:01just
- 1:28:01such
- 1:28:01a
- 1:28:02mess.
- 1:28:02It's.
- 1:28:03It's
- 1:28:03very
- 1:28:03similar
- 1:28:03to
- 1:28:03what
- 1:28:04we
- 1:28:04saw
- 1:28:04in
- 1:28:04301,
- 1:28:05where
- 1:28:05Buck
- 1:28:05was
- 1:28:05like,
- 1:28:06I'm
- 1:28:06looking
- 1:28:07to
- 1:28:08you,
- 1:28:08Bobby,
- 1:28:09to
- 1:28:09advocate
- 1:28:10for
- 1:28:10me
- 1:28:11because
- 1:28:11I
- 1:28:11know
- 1:28:11you
- 1:28:12care
- 1:28:12about.
- 1:28:12Me,
- 1:28:12have
- 1:28:13my
- 1:28:13back.
- 1:28:13Because
- 1:28:13you
- 1:28:14have
- 1:28:14my
- 1:28:14back.
- 1:28:14Because
- 1:28:15your
- 1:28:15family.
- 1:28:16Your
- 1:28:16family,
- 1:28:18like,
- 1:28:18for
- 1:28:18all
- 1:28:19of
- 1:28:19the
- 1:28:19roles
- 1:28:19that
- 1:28:19you're
- 1:28:20playing
- 1:28:20in
- 1:28:20my
- 1:28:20life,
- 1:28:21he's
- 1:28:21asking
- 1:28:21Bobby
- 1:28:22to
- 1:28:22advocate
- 1:28:22for
- 1:28:22him.
- 1:28:23He's
- 1:28:23asking
- 1:28:23for
- 1:28:23something
- 1:28:24that
- 1:28:24he
- 1:28:24needs.
- 1:28:25Which
- 1:28:25he
- 1:28:26never
- 1:28:26does.
- 1:28:27He
- 1:28:27never
- 1:28:27does.
- 1:28:29And
- 1:28:29I
- 1:28:29think
- 1:28:29that's
- 1:28:30one
- 1:28:30of
- 1:28:30the
- 1:28:30reasons
- 1:28:30why
- 1:28:30he
- 1:28:31gets
- 1:28:31so
- 1:28:32frustrated
- 1:28:33and
- 1:28:33worked
- 1:28:33up
- 1:28:33about
- 1:28:33it.
- 1:28:34Oh.
- 1:28:34Oh.
- 1:28:35As
- 1:28:35someone,
- 1:28:36listen,
- 1:28:36yes,
- 1:28:36I
- 1:28:36project
- 1:28:37on
- 1:28:37Buck.
- 1:28:37We
- 1:28:38have
- 1:28:38similarities.
- 1:28:39But
- 1:28:39as
- 1:28:39someone
- 1:28:39who
- 1:28:40never
- 1:28:40asks
- 1:28:40for
- 1:28:40help.
- 1:28:41If
- 1:28:42I
- 1:28:42ask
- 1:28:42for
- 1:28:42help,
- 1:28:43and
- 1:28:43not
- 1:28:43only
- 1:28:43am
- 1:28:44I
- 1:28:44denied
- 1:28:44the
- 1:28:44help,
- 1:28:45but
- 1:28:45I
- 1:28:45found
- 1:28:45out.
- 1:28:46Find
- 1:28:46out
- 1:28:46that
- 1:28:46you're,
- 1:28:47like,
- 1:28:47actively
- 1:28:48working
- 1:28:48against
- 1:28:49the
- 1:28:49thing
- 1:28:49that
- 1:28:50I'm
- 1:28:50asking
- 1:28:50for
- 1:28:50help
- 1:28:51for.
- 1:28:52I'm
- 1:28:52never
- 1:28:52asking
- 1:28:52for
- 1:28:53help
- 1:28:53again.
- 1:28:53Yeah,
- 1:28:54yeah.
- 1:28:55Absolute.
- 1:28:56No
- 1:28:56nuclear
- 1:28:57option.
- 1:28:58I.
- 1:28:58I
- 1:28:59understand
- 1:28:59what
- 1:28:59he
- 1:28:59does
- 1:29:00so
- 1:29:00much.
- 1:29:00Oh,
- 1:29:01of
- 1:29:01course.
- 1:29:02Insane
- 1:29:03insanity.
- 1:29:04But.
- 1:29:04And
- 1:29:04it's
- 1:29:04just
- 1:29:05all
- 1:29:05the
- 1:29:05stuff
- 1:29:05that
- 1:29:05Buck
- 1:29:06is
- 1:29:06saying.
- 1:29:06If
- 1:29:07you
- 1:29:07told
- 1:29:07them
- 1:29:07that
- 1:29:07I
- 1:29:07was
- 1:29:07ready,
- 1:29:08I
- 1:29:08mean,
- 1:29:08these
- 1:29:08dumbasses,
- 1:29:09they
- 1:29:09would
- 1:29:09have
- 1:29:10no
- 1:29:10right
- 1:29:10to
- 1:29:10keep
- 1:29:10me.
- 1:29:11No
- 1:29:11right?
- 1:29:12Yeah.
- 1:29:12What
- 1:29:13right?
- 1:29:13Bobby's
- 1:29:14like,
- 1:29:14I'm
- 1:29:14the
- 1:29:14dumbass.
- 1:29:17You're
- 1:29:17not
- 1:29:17ready.
- 1:29:18That's
- 1:29:18what
- 1:29:18I
- 1:29:18told
- 1:29:18them
- 1:29:18when
- 1:29:19they
- 1:29:19asked.
- 1:29:20I'm
- 1:29:20like,
- 1:29:20there
- 1:29:21were
- 1:29:21a
- 1:29:21million
- 1:29:21ways
- 1:29:21that
- 1:29:22Bobby
- 1:29:22could
- 1:29:22have
- 1:29:22delivered
- 1:29:23this.
- 1:29:24And
- 1:29:24the
- 1:29:24way
- 1:29:24he
- 1:29:24says
- 1:29:24it
- 1:29:25is
- 1:29:25the
- 1:29:25worst
- 1:29:26way
- 1:29:26possible
- 1:29:27because
- 1:29:27he
- 1:29:28doesn't
- 1:29:28deliver
- 1:29:29it
- 1:29:29with
- 1:29:29concern
- 1:29:30for
- 1:29:30Buck.
- 1:29:31It's
- 1:29:31very
- 1:29:32like.
- 1:29:32Or
- 1:29:33his
- 1:29:33own
- 1:29:33concerns.
- 1:29:34Yeah.
- 1:29:35And
- 1:29:35he's
- 1:29:35very
- 1:29:35much
- 1:29:36acting.
- 1:29:36He
- 1:29:36is
- 1:29:37saying,
- 1:29:37like,
- 1:29:37you're
- 1:29:38a
- 1:29:38liability.
- 1:29:39I
- 1:29:39don't
- 1:29:39think
- 1:29:39you're
- 1:29:40ready.
- 1:29:40I
- 1:29:40have
- 1:29:40to
- 1:29:40worry
- 1:29:41about
- 1:29:41the
- 1:29:41way
- 1:29:41he
- 1:29:42said,
- 1:29:42oh,
- 1:29:42he
- 1:29:42pisses
- 1:29:42me
- 1:29:43off.
- 1:29:43He
- 1:29:43pisses
- 1:29:44me
- 1:29:44off.
- 1:29:44So.
- 1:29:45So
- 1:29:45the
- 1:29:45way
- 1:29:45that
- 1:29:45he
- 1:29:46says,
- 1:29:46like,
- 1:29:47the
- 1:29:47medication
- 1:29:48is
- 1:29:48the
- 1:29:48reason
- 1:29:49why
- 1:29:49I
- 1:29:49don't
- 1:29:50think
- 1:29:50you're
- 1:29:50ready.
- 1:29:50So
- 1:29:50it's
- 1:29:50like,
- 1:29:51on.
- 1:29:51On
- 1:29:52that
- 1:29:52aspect,
- 1:29:52is
- 1:29:52it
- 1:29:53like,
- 1:29:53even
- 1:29:53the
- 1:29:53department's
- 1:29:55stance
- 1:29:55that,
- 1:29:55like,
- 1:29:56someone
- 1:29:56on
- 1:29:56blood
- 1:29:57thinners
- 1:29:57cannot
- 1:29:58work?
- 1:29:59I
- 1:29:59don't
- 1:30:00think
- 1:30:00it
- 1:30:00ever
- 1:30:00was
- 1:30:00in
- 1:30:01the
- 1:30:01fictional
- 1:30:01world.
- 1:30:01I
- 1:30:01think
- 1:30:02in
- 1:30:02the
- 1:30:02real
- 1:30:02world
- 1:30:02you
- 1:30:02can't.
- 1:30:03But
- 1:30:03I
- 1:30:03think
- 1:30:03in
- 1:30:03the
- 1:30:03fictional
- 1:30:04world,
- 1:30:04I
- 1:30:04don't
- 1:30:04think
- 1:30:04it
- 1:30:05ever
- 1:30:05was.
- 1:30:05I
- 1:30:05think
- 1:30:05we
- 1:30:06debated
- 1:30:06this
- 1:30:06in
- 1:30:06episode
- 1:30:07one.
- 1:30:07I
- 1:30:08think
- 1:30:08so.
- 1:30:08And.
- 1:30:09But
- 1:30:09then.
- 1:30:09But
- 1:30:10then
- 1:30:11for.
- 1:30:11For
- 1:30:11Bobby
- 1:30:12to
- 1:30:12say,
- 1:30:12like,
- 1:30:12it's
- 1:30:13because
- 1:30:13of
- 1:30:13the
- 1:30:13medication,
- 1:30:14and
- 1:30:14it's
- 1:30:14because
- 1:30:14as
- 1:30:15a
- 1:30:15captain
- 1:30:15of
- 1:30:1520
- 1:30:16others
- 1:30:16whose
- 1:30:17lives
- 1:30:17are
- 1:30:17on
- 1:30:17the
- 1:30:17line,
- 1:30:19and
- 1:30:20it's
- 1:30:20just
- 1:30:20like
- 1:30:20he.
- 1:30:21Bobby
- 1:30:21really
- 1:30:21is
- 1:30:22taking,
- 1:30:22like,
- 1:30:23the
- 1:30:23most,
- 1:30:24like,
- 1:30:24disconnected,
- 1:30:26like,
- 1:30:27route
- 1:30:27to
- 1:30:27try
- 1:30:28to
- 1:30:28explain
- 1:30:28this,
- 1:30:28which
- 1:30:29is
- 1:30:29the
- 1:30:30wrong
- 1:30:31route,
- 1:30:31the
- 1:30:32wrong
- 1:30:32path.
- 1:30:33Because
- 1:30:34this
- 1:30:34is
- 1:30:35not
- 1:30:35just
- 1:30:35a
- 1:30:36professional
- 1:30:36thing
- 1:30:37for
- 1:30:37Buck.
- 1:30:38Bobby
- 1:30:38is
- 1:30:38trying
- 1:30:38to
- 1:30:39Be
- 1:30:39captain.
- 1:30:40Professional
- 1:30:40captain
- 1:30:41right
- 1:30:41now.
- 1:30:41Bottom
- 1:30:42of
- 1:30:42the
- 1:30:42barrel
- 1:30:42reason
- 1:30:43for
- 1:30:43him.
- 1:30:43Yeah,
- 1:30:44that's
- 1:30:44like
- 1:30:44the
- 1:30:45last
- 1:30:45reason.
- 1:30:45Because
- 1:30:46unlike
- 1:30:47what
- 1:30:47Eddie
- 1:30:47is
- 1:30:48doing
- 1:30:48with
- 1:30:48Christopher,
- 1:30:49Bobby
- 1:30:50is
- 1:30:50not
- 1:30:50being
- 1:30:51vulnerable
- 1:30:51with
- 1:30:52Buck.
- 1:30:53And
- 1:30:53saying,
- 1:30:53like,
- 1:30:54this
- 1:30:54is
- 1:30:54why.
- 1:30:55Because
- 1:30:55I've
- 1:30:55had
- 1:30:55these
- 1:30:55worries
- 1:30:56about
- 1:30:56A,
- 1:30:56B
- 1:30:57and
- 1:30:57C.
- 1:30:58Like,
- 1:30:58this
- 1:30:58is.
- 1:30:59This
- 1:30:59is
- 1:30:59coming
- 1:30:59from,
- 1:31:00like,
- 1:31:00my
- 1:31:00heart.
- 1:31:01No,
- 1:31:01he's
- 1:31:01not
- 1:31:02giving
- 1:31:02Buck
- 1:31:02any
- 1:31:03vulnerability.
- 1:31:04There's
- 1:31:04no,
- 1:31:04like,
- 1:31:05give
- 1:31:05a
- 1:31:05little,
- 1:31:05get
- 1:31:06a
- 1:31:06little
- 1:31:06here.
- 1:31:06It's
- 1:31:06just
- 1:31:07like,
- 1:31:07it's
- 1:31:07this,
- 1:31:08this,
- 1:31:09this.
- 1:31:09I'm
- 1:31:10acting
- 1:31:10as
- 1:31:11a
- 1:31:11professional,
- 1:31:12like,
- 1:31:12in
- 1:31:12a
- 1:31:12professional
- 1:31:13capacity.
- 1:31:13I'm
- 1:31:14not
- 1:31:14giving
- 1:31:14you
- 1:31:14anything,
- 1:31:16like,
- 1:31:16personal.
- 1:31:17And
- 1:31:17like,
- 1:31:17understand
- 1:31:18to
- 1:31:19help
- 1:31:19this
- 1:31:19man
- 1:31:20who's
- 1:31:20digging
- 1:31:20himself
- 1:31:21even
- 1:31:21deeper.
- 1:31:22Oh,
- 1:31:22she's.
- 1:31:23She's
- 1:31:23trying.
- 1:31:23And
- 1:31:24he.
- 1:31:25He.
- 1:31:25There.
- 1:31:26There
- 1:31:26is
- 1:31:26no
- 1:31:26helping
- 1:31:27that
- 1:31:27he
- 1:31:28claims.
- 1:31:28So,
- 1:31:29you
- 1:31:29know,
- 1:31:29Bobby,
- 1:31:30like,
- 1:31:30claims
- 1:31:30that
- 1:31:31he's
- 1:31:31his
- 1:31:31friend
- 1:31:31and
- 1:31:32it's
- 1:31:32like.
- 1:31:32But
- 1:31:32every
- 1:31:33other
- 1:31:33thing
- 1:31:33that
- 1:31:33you're.
- 1:31:34That
- 1:31:34he's
- 1:31:34saying,
- 1:31:34it's
- 1:31:35just
- 1:31:35like
- 1:31:35the
- 1:31:35opposite
- 1:31:36of
- 1:31:36it.
- 1:31:36It's
- 1:31:37not.
- 1:31:37So
- 1:31:38it's
- 1:31:38not.
- 1:31:38It's
- 1:31:38not
- 1:31:38even
- 1:31:39personable
- 1:31:39the
- 1:31:39way,
- 1:31:40the
- 1:31:40way
- 1:31:40he's
- 1:31:40explaining
- 1:31:41it
- 1:31:41to
- 1:31:41Buck.
- 1:31:41He's
- 1:31:42just
- 1:31:42not.
- 1:31:43No,
- 1:31:44it's
- 1:31:44just
- 1:31:44like
- 1:31:45all
- 1:31:45of
- 1:31:45the
- 1:31:45worst
- 1:31:46ways
- 1:31:47that
- 1:31:47you
- 1:31:48can
- 1:31:48explain
- 1:31:48that
- 1:31:49or
- 1:31:50not.
- 1:31:51Not
- 1:31:51explain
- 1:31:52that
- 1:31:52you
- 1:31:52care
- 1:31:52for
- 1:31:53someone.
- 1:31:54Not.
- 1:31:55It
- 1:31:55doesn't
- 1:31:55say
- 1:31:55that
- 1:31:55at
- 1:31:56all.
- 1:31:56Yeah,
- 1:31:57so
- 1:31:57you
- 1:31:57kind
- 1:31:58of
- 1:31:58have
- 1:31:58to
- 1:31:59like,
- 1:31:59read
- 1:31:59it
- 1:32:00like
- 1:32:00back,
- 1:32:00you
- 1:32:01know,
- 1:32:01like
- 1:32:01read
- 1:32:02between
- 1:32:02the
- 1:32:02lines
- 1:32:03to,
- 1:32:03like,
- 1:32:04understand
- 1:32:05like,
- 1:32:05what
- 1:32:05he's
- 1:32:06trying
- 1:32:06to
- 1:32:06say.
- 1:32:06But
- 1:32:07obviously,
- 1:32:07like,
- 1:32:08that's
- 1:32:08obviously
- 1:32:08what
- 1:32:09Buck
- 1:32:09is
- 1:32:10not
- 1:32:10hearing.
- 1:32:11Capable
- 1:32:11of
- 1:32:12doing
- 1:32:12and.
- 1:32:13No,
- 1:32:13just
- 1:32:13not
- 1:32:14hearing
- 1:32:14it.
- 1:32:14And,
- 1:32:15And
- 1:32:15Bobby's
- 1:32:16not
- 1:32:16realizing
- 1:32:18how,
- 1:32:18like,
- 1:32:19impactful
- 1:32:19these
- 1:32:20words
- 1:32:20that
- 1:32:20he's
- 1:32:20saying
- 1:32:20right
- 1:32:21now
- 1:32:21is
- 1:32:22to
- 1:32:22him.
- 1:32:22Well,
- 1:32:23you're
- 1:32:23right.
- 1:32:24I
- 1:32:25think
- 1:32:25Buck
- 1:32:26can.
- 1:32:26Doesn't
- 1:32:27always
- 1:32:27take
- 1:32:28everything
- 1:32:28said
- 1:32:29to
- 1:32:29him
- 1:32:29literally,
- 1:32:30but
- 1:32:30he
- 1:32:31does
- 1:32:32more
- 1:32:32often
- 1:32:33than
- 1:32:33not
- 1:32:34take
- 1:32:34what
- 1:32:35is
- 1:32:35said
- 1:32:35to
- 1:32:35him
- 1:32:36at
- 1:32:36face
- 1:32:36value.
- 1:32:37I
- 1:32:38also
- 1:32:38think
- 1:32:38that,
- 1:32:38like,
- 1:32:39he
- 1:32:39is
- 1:32:39a
- 1:32:39big
- 1:32:39actions
- 1:32:41person.
- 1:32:41Yeah,
- 1:32:42but
- 1:32:42the
- 1:32:42actions
- 1:32:43and
- 1:32:43the
- 1:32:43words.
- 1:32:44Why
- 1:32:44would
- 1:32:45he
- 1:32:45think
- 1:32:45that
- 1:32:45anything
- 1:32:45different
- 1:32:46was
- 1:32:46happening
- 1:32:47here?
- 1:32:47Yeah.
- 1:32:48And
- 1:32:48Athena
- 1:32:48is
- 1:32:49trying
- 1:32:49to
- 1:32:50offer
- 1:32:50in
- 1:32:50some
- 1:32:50of
- 1:32:50the
- 1:32:51actual
- 1:32:51reasoning
- 1:32:51and
- 1:32:52truth,
- 1:32:52she's
- 1:32:52like,
- 1:32:52Bobby
- 1:32:53is
- 1:32:53just
- 1:32:53worried
- 1:32:53about
- 1:32:54you,
- 1:32:54Buck.
- 1:32:54That's
- 1:32:55all
- 1:32:55we
- 1:32:55all
- 1:32:55are.
- 1:32:56Which
- 1:32:56is
- 1:32:56the
- 1:32:57truth.
- 1:32:57But
- 1:32:58it's
- 1:32:58not
- 1:32:58coming
- 1:32:58from
- 1:32:58Bobby.
- 1:32:59Yeah,
- 1:33:00but
- 1:33:00Bobby
- 1:33:00just
- 1:33:01says,
- 1:33:01I
- 1:33:01am
- 1:33:01your
- 1:33:02friend.
- 1:33:02And
- 1:33:02I
- 1:33:02know
- 1:33:03you've.
- 1:33:03You
- 1:33:03glossed
- 1:33:03over
- 1:33:04it,
- 1:33:04but
- 1:33:04I
- 1:33:04just
- 1:33:04want
- 1:33:04to
- 1:33:04say
- 1:33:05the
- 1:33:05exact
- 1:33:05wording.
- 1:33:06I
- 1:33:06am
- 1:33:06also
- 1:33:06the
- 1:33:07captain.
- 1:33:08That's
- 1:33:08it.
- 1:33:08That's
- 1:33:09all
- 1:33:09he.
- 1:33:09That's
- 1:33:10the
- 1:33:10personal
- 1:33:10part.
- 1:33:10I
- 1:33:11am
- 1:33:11your
- 1:33:11friend.
- 1:33:12That's
- 1:33:13it.
- 1:33:13That's
- 1:33:13all
- 1:33:13he
- 1:33:14gives
- 1:33:14Buck.
- 1:33:14I'm
- 1:33:15also
- 1:33:15the
- 1:33:15captain
- 1:33:16of
- 1:33:16almost
- 1:33:1620
- 1:33:16other
- 1:33:17firefighters
- 1:33:17whose
- 1:33:17lives
- 1:33:18and
- 1:33:18safety
- 1:33:18depend
- 1:33:18on
- 1:33:19decisions
- 1:33:19I
- 1:33:19make,
- 1:33:19and
- 1:33:20I
- 1:33:20can't
- 1:33:20put
- 1:33:20them
- 1:33:21at
- 1:33:21risk.
- 1:33:22You're
- 1:33:22not
- 1:33:22operating
- 1:33:22on
- 1:33:23a
- 1:33:23hundred
- 1:33:23percent.
- 1:33:24And
- 1:33:24then
- 1:33:24Buck
- 1:33:24is
- 1:33:24like,
- 1:33:25fists
- 1:33:25on
- 1:33:26the
- 1:33:26table.
- 1:33:27I
- 1:33:27am
- 1:33:28at
- 1:33:28a
- 1:33:28hundred
- 1:33:28percent.
- 1:33:28I
- 1:33:29may
- 1:33:29maybe
- 1:33:30even
- 1:33:30more.
- 1:33:30Like,
- 1:33:30I've
- 1:33:31never
- 1:33:31felt
- 1:33:31so
- 1:33:31good.
- 1:33:32Yeah.
- 1:33:33Like.
- 1:33:33And
- 1:33:34that's
- 1:33:34just
- 1:33:35like,
- 1:33:35oh,
- 1:33:35my
- 1:33:36God.
- 1:33:36The.
- 1:33:36The.
- 1:33:37The
- 1:33:37way
- 1:33:38Buck
- 1:33:38is
- 1:33:38trying
- 1:33:38to
- 1:33:38explain
- 1:33:39this,
- 1:33:39trying
- 1:33:39to,
- 1:33:39like,
- 1:33:40get
- 1:33:40this
- 1:33:41through
- 1:33:42to
- 1:33:42Bobby.
- 1:33:42Yeah.
- 1:33:43And
- 1:33:43it's.
- 1:33:44I
- 1:33:44mean,
- 1:33:45I
- 1:33:45don't
- 1:33:45want
- 1:33:45to
- 1:33:46call
- 1:33:46it
- 1:33:46a
- 1:33:46temper
- 1:33:46tantrum
- 1:33:47because
- 1:33:47it
- 1:33:47is
- 1:33:471,000%
- 1:33:49warranted,
- 1:33:50but,
- 1:33:50like,
- 1:33:50yeah,
- 1:33:50the
- 1:33:51frustration
- 1:33:52that
- 1:33:52Buck
- 1:33:53is
- 1:33:53showing
- 1:33:54because
- 1:33:55especially
- 1:33:56in
- 1:33:56front
- 1:33:56of
- 1:33:56Bobby,
- 1:33:57is.
- 1:33:58It's
- 1:33:58just,
- 1:33:58like,
- 1:33:59so
- 1:33:59visceral
- 1:34:00for
- 1:34:01him.
- 1:34:01And.
- 1:34:01And
- 1:34:02again,
- 1:34:02this
- 1:34:02is
- 1:34:02one
- 1:34:02of
- 1:34:02the
- 1:34:03things
- 1:34:03we
- 1:34:03don't
- 1:34:03see
- 1:34:04Buck
- 1:34:04frustrated
- 1:34:05and
- 1:34:05angry
- 1:34:06like
- 1:34:06this
- 1:34:07often.
- 1:34:07So
- 1:34:08anytime
- 1:34:08that
- 1:34:08he
- 1:34:09is,
- 1:34:09it's
- 1:34:11fairly
- 1:34:11significant.
- 1:34:12Most
- 1:34:12of
- 1:34:12the
- 1:34:12time,
- 1:34:12I
- 1:34:13think
- 1:34:13it's
- 1:34:13with
- 1:34:13his
- 1:34:13parents.
- 1:34:14Well,
- 1:34:15actually.
- 1:34:15Well,
- 1:34:16I
- 1:34:16mean,
- 1:34:19that
- 1:34:19stands.
- 1:34:19It
- 1:34:20is
- 1:34:20very
- 1:34:20interesting
- 1:34:20to
- 1:34:21me
- 1:34:21just,
- 1:34:21like,
- 1:34:22how
- 1:34:23frustrated
- 1:34:24he.
- 1:34:24He
- 1:34:24is.
- 1:34:25But
- 1:34:25he's,
- 1:34:25like,
- 1:34:25letting
- 1:34:26it
- 1:34:26out
- 1:34:26and
- 1:34:26letting
- 1:34:27it
- 1:34:27show.
- 1:34:27Because
- 1:34:28Bobby
- 1:34:28isn't
- 1:34:29getting
- 1:34:29it.
- 1:34:30No.
- 1:34:31Bobby
- 1:34:31doesn't
- 1:34:32want
- 1:34:32to
- 1:34:32get
- 1:34:32it.
- 1:34:33Even
- 1:34:33though
- 1:34:33he's.
- 1:34:34He's
- 1:34:34told
- 1:34:35him
- 1:34:35time
- 1:34:35and
- 1:34:35time
- 1:34:35again,
- 1:34:36he
- 1:34:36feels
- 1:34:36great.
- 1:34:36And
- 1:34:37then
- 1:34:37Bobby's.
- 1:34:38Bobby
- 1:34:38says
- 1:34:38the
- 1:34:38thing
- 1:34:38of,
- 1:34:39like,
- 1:34:39I
- 1:34:39know
- 1:34:40you've
- 1:34:40been
- 1:34:40through
- 1:34:40a
- 1:34:40lot
- 1:34:41with
- 1:34:41the
- 1:34:41tsunami,
- 1:34:42and
- 1:34:42you
- 1:34:42feel
- 1:34:42like
- 1:34:42you
- 1:34:42can
- 1:34:43survive
- 1:34:43anything.
- 1:34:44And
- 1:34:44it's
- 1:34:45like,
- 1:34:45okay,
- 1:34:46I
- 1:34:46think
- 1:34:46Buck
- 1:34:47of.
- 1:34:48Maybe
- 1:34:48very,
- 1:34:48very
- 1:34:49early
- 1:34:49in
- 1:34:49season
- 1:34:50one
- 1:34:51would
- 1:34:51think
- 1:34:51that
- 1:34:51he
- 1:34:52could
- 1:34:52survive
- 1:34:52anything,
- 1:34:53but
- 1:34:53I
- 1:34:54don't
- 1:34:54think
- 1:34:54the
- 1:34:54Buck
- 1:34:54that
- 1:34:55we
- 1:34:55know
- 1:34:55now
- 1:34:56would
- 1:34:56feel
- 1:34:56like
- 1:34:57that.
- 1:34:57He'S
- 1:34:57turning
- 1:34:57down
- 1:34:58collard
- 1:34:58greens
- 1:34:58for
- 1:34:59sake.
- 1:34:59Like.
- 1:35:01Yeah.
- 1:35:02So
- 1:35:02I
- 1:35:02think.
- 1:35:02I
- 1:35:02think
- 1:35:03Bobby
- 1:35:03is
- 1:35:03kind
- 1:35:03of
- 1:35:03doing
- 1:35:04Buck
- 1:35:04a
- 1:35:04little
- 1:35:04bit
- 1:35:04of
- 1:35:04a
- 1:35:05disservice
- 1:35:05there.
- 1:35:05By,
- 1:35:06like.
- 1:35:06I
- 1:35:07mean,
- 1:35:07obviously
- 1:35:07Bobby
- 1:35:08isn't
- 1:35:08seeing
- 1:35:08Buck
- 1:35:09or,
- 1:35:09like,
- 1:35:09who
- 1:35:09he
- 1:35:10is
- 1:35:10at
- 1:35:10the
- 1:35:10moment,
- 1:35:10because
- 1:35:10he's.
- 1:35:11Because
- 1:35:11Bobby
- 1:35:11is
- 1:35:12seeing
- 1:35:12himself
- 1:35:12and
- 1:35:12his
- 1:35:13kids.
- 1:35:13Buck
- 1:35:14does
- 1:35:14sign
- 1:35:14off
- 1:35:14with
- 1:35:15a
- 1:35:15very
- 1:35:15dramatic
- 1:35:15line,
- 1:35:16which
- 1:35:16I
- 1:35:16approve
- 1:35:16of.
- 1:35:17Bobby
- 1:35:17says
- 1:35:17that,
- 1:35:17like,
- 1:35:18you
- 1:35:18feel
- 1:35:18like
- 1:35:18you
- 1:35:19can
- 1:35:19survive
- 1:35:19anything.
- 1:35:19He's
- 1:35:20like,
- 1:35:20yeah,
- 1:35:20anything.
- 1:35:20Like
- 1:35:21a
- 1:35:21knife
- 1:35:21in
- 1:35:21my
- 1:35:21back.
- 1:35:23I
- 1:35:23mean,
- 1:35:24and
- 1:35:24he's
- 1:35:24not
- 1:35:24wrong.
- 1:35:25And
- 1:35:25he's
- 1:35:25gracious
- 1:35:26to
- 1:35:26Athena
- 1:35:26this
- 1:35:27entire
- 1:35:27time,
- 1:35:27too,
- 1:35:27because,
- 1:35:28like,
- 1:35:28it's
- 1:35:28not
- 1:35:28Athena's
- 1:35:29fault.
- 1:35:30He
- 1:35:30does
- 1:35:30have,
- 1:35:31like,
- 1:35:31Athena
- 1:35:32reached
- 1:35:32out.
- 1:35:32To
- 1:35:32him
- 1:35:32and
- 1:35:32invited
- 1:35:33him
- 1:35:33to
- 1:35:33dinner.
- 1:35:33Athena's
- 1:35:34the
- 1:35:34one
- 1:35:35who's
- 1:35:35been
- 1:35:35showing
- 1:35:36that.
- 1:35:36Athena's
- 1:35:37the
- 1:35:37only
- 1:35:37one
- 1:35:37that's
- 1:35:37been
- 1:35:37showing
- 1:35:37him
- 1:35:38that
- 1:35:38she
- 1:35:38cares
- 1:35:38this
- 1:35:38entire
- 1:35:39episode.
- 1:35:40And
- 1:35:40seeing
- 1:35:40Buck
- 1:35:41for
- 1:35:41who
- 1:35:41he
- 1:35:41is
- 1:35:41right
- 1:35:41now,
- 1:35:42which
- 1:35:42is,
- 1:35:42like,
- 1:35:43maturing
- 1:35:44in
- 1:35:44certain
- 1:35:45ways.
- 1:35:45And,
- 1:35:46and
- 1:35:46like
- 1:35:46seeing
- 1:35:47the
- 1:35:47effort
- 1:35:47that
- 1:35:47Buck
- 1:35:48is
- 1:35:48making
- 1:35:49and
- 1:35:49Bobby's
- 1:35:49just
- 1:35:50continually
- 1:35:50blind
- 1:35:51to
- 1:35:51it.
- 1:35:51Yeah.
- 1:35:52Yep.
- 1:35:52So
- 1:35:53he
- 1:35:53thanks
- 1:35:53her.
- 1:35:53He's
- 1:35:53like,
- 1:35:53I'm
- 1:35:54sorry,
- 1:35:54but
- 1:35:54like,
- 1:35:55I.
- 1:35:55I
- 1:35:55gotta
- 1:35:55go,
- 1:35:56but
- 1:35:56thank
- 1:35:56you
- 1:35:56for
- 1:35:56inviting
- 1:35:57me.
- 1:35:57And
- 1:35:57they
- 1:35:57both
- 1:35:57try
- 1:35:58to
- 1:35:58stop
- 1:35:58him.
- 1:35:59He
- 1:35:59doesn't
- 1:35:59say
- 1:35:59anything
- 1:35:59else.
- 1:36:00Like
- 1:36:00he
- 1:36:00just,
- 1:36:00he
- 1:36:00just
- 1:36:00storms
- 1:36:01out.
- 1:36:01Which
- 1:36:02fair.
- 1:36:03Valid.
- 1:36:03Yeah,
- 1:36:04you
- 1:36:04just,
- 1:36:05you
- 1:36:05remove
- 1:36:05yourself
- 1:36:06from
- 1:36:06the
- 1:36:06situation.
- 1:36:07If
- 1:36:07you
- 1:36:07get
- 1:36:07really,
- 1:36:07really
- 1:36:08angry,
- 1:36:08it's
- 1:36:08not
- 1:36:08going
- 1:36:08to
- 1:36:08be
- 1:36:09productive.
- 1:36:09And
- 1:36:09he
- 1:36:09does
- 1:36:09that,
- 1:36:10which
- 1:36:10is
- 1:36:10a
- 1:36:10very
- 1:36:11mature
- 1:36:11thing
- 1:36:11to
- 1:36:11do
- 1:36:13because
- 1:36:13he's
- 1:36:13hurt
- 1:36:13and
- 1:36:14he's
- 1:36:14in
- 1:36:14no
- 1:36:14place
- 1:36:14to.
- 1:36:15But
- 1:36:15where
- 1:36:15is
- 1:36:15he
- 1:36:15going
- 1:36:16to
- 1:36:16go?
- 1:36:16Home
- 1:36:17by
- 1:36:17himself?
- 1:36:18Which
- 1:36:18is
- 1:36:18also
- 1:36:19not
- 1:36:19going
- 1:36:19to
- 1:36:19be
- 1:36:19helpful.
- 1:36:21No.
- 1:36:21So
- 1:36:21he's
- 1:36:22probably
- 1:36:22stewing
- 1:36:23in
- 1:36:23it.
- 1:36:24I
- 1:36:24think
- 1:36:24he
- 1:36:24really
- 1:36:25did
- 1:36:25just
- 1:36:25go,
- 1:36:26oh,
- 1:36:26he's
- 1:36:27repeating
- 1:36:27those
- 1:36:27words
- 1:36:28back
- 1:36:28and
- 1:36:28it's.
- 1:36:28I'm
- 1:36:29captain
- 1:36:29of
- 1:36:2920
- 1:36:29other
- 1:36:30people.
- 1:36:30And
- 1:36:30I
- 1:36:31think
- 1:36:31he's
- 1:36:31just
- 1:36:31hearing
- 1:36:31that
- 1:36:32it's
- 1:36:32everyone.
- 1:36:33No
- 1:36:33one
- 1:36:33wants
- 1:36:33him
- 1:36:34back.
- 1:36:34They've
- 1:36:35replaced
- 1:36:35him.
- 1:36:35No
- 1:36:35one
- 1:36:35wants
- 1:36:35him
- 1:36:36back.
- 1:36:36No
- 1:36:36one
- 1:36:36thinks
- 1:36:36that.
- 1:36:37Everyone
- 1:36:37thinks
- 1:36:37he's
- 1:36:38a
- 1:36:38liability.
- 1:36:38No
- 1:36:39one
- 1:36:39thinks
- 1:36:39he
- 1:36:39can
- 1:36:39do
- 1:36:39his
- 1:36:39job.
- 1:36:40And
- 1:36:40tangentially,
- 1:36:42Maddie
- 1:36:42is.
- 1:36:43Would
- 1:36:43approve
- 1:36:44of
- 1:36:44that,
- 1:36:44like,
- 1:36:45whole
- 1:36:45thought
- 1:36:45process
- 1:36:46too,
- 1:36:46because
- 1:36:47she's
- 1:36:48attached
- 1:36:48to
- 1:36:48chimney
- 1:36:49now.
- 1:36:49So
- 1:36:50there's
- 1:36:51no
- 1:36:51one
- 1:36:51else
- 1:36:51that
- 1:36:51he
- 1:36:52can
- 1:36:52turn
- 1:36:52to.
- 1:36:53Yeah.
- 1:36:53So
- 1:36:53if
- 1:36:54he
- 1:36:54goes
- 1:36:54home
- 1:36:54by
- 1:36:55himself
- 1:36:55and
- 1:36:55is
- 1:36:56just
- 1:36:56like
- 1:36:57stewing
- 1:36:57in
- 1:36:57that
- 1:36:58and
- 1:36:58like
- 1:36:58going
- 1:36:58over
- 1:36:59that
- 1:36:59over
- 1:36:59and
- 1:37:00over
- 1:37:00in
- 1:37:00his
- 1:37:00head,
- 1:37:01of
- 1:37:01course
- 1:37:02that
- 1:37:02makes
- 1:37:03sense.
- 1:37:03Like
- 1:37:04he's
- 1:37:04gonna
- 1:37:04take
- 1:37:04the
- 1:37:04nuclear
- 1:37:05option
- 1:37:05and
- 1:37:06like
- 1:37:06probably
- 1:37:07saw
- 1:37:07the,
- 1:37:07the
- 1:37:08lawyer's
- 1:37:08card
- 1:37:09on,
- 1:37:09on
- 1:37:09his
- 1:37:10kitchen
- 1:37:10island
- 1:37:11and
- 1:37:11is
- 1:37:11like
- 1:37:11solution.
- 1:37:13So
- 1:37:13like
- 1:37:14I
- 1:37:14see
- 1:37:15the
- 1:37:15logic
- 1:37:16there.
- 1:37:16It's.
- 1:37:16Can't
- 1:37:17fault
- 1:37:17him
- 1:37:17for
- 1:37:17that.
- 1:37:19It's
- 1:37:19extreme.
- 1:37:19Yes.
- 1:37:20Is
- 1:37:20it
- 1:37:21warranted?
- 1:37:22Kinda.
- 1:37:23So
- 1:37:23yeah.
- 1:37:24Yeah.
- 1:37:24Like,
- 1:37:24I
- 1:37:25do,
- 1:37:25I
- 1:37:25think
- 1:37:25that
- 1:37:26there
- 1:37:26are
- 1:37:26other
- 1:37:26things
- 1:37:26he
- 1:37:26could
- 1:37:27do.
- 1:37:27Yes.
- 1:37:27But
- 1:37:28do
- 1:37:28I
- 1:37:28think
- 1:37:28that
- 1:37:28this
- 1:37:28was
- 1:37:29wrong
- 1:37:29of
- 1:37:29him
- 1:37:29to
- 1:37:29do?
- 1:37:30No.
- 1:37:30No,
- 1:37:31no,
- 1:37:32no.
- 1:37:33Okay.
- 1:37:33So
- 1:37:33afterwards,
- 1:37:34when
- 1:37:34Buck
- 1:37:35stops
- 1:37:35by
- 1:37:36Bobby
- 1:37:36and
- 1:37:37Athena's
- 1:37:37to
- 1:37:37apologize,
- 1:37:38you
- 1:37:38know,
- 1:37:38for,
- 1:37:39for
- 1:37:39storming
- 1:37:39out
- 1:37:39of
- 1:37:40dinner.
- 1:37:40And
- 1:37:40I
- 1:37:40think
- 1:37:41this
- 1:37:41was
- 1:37:41mature
- 1:37:42of
- 1:37:42him
- 1:37:42too.
- 1:37:42So.
- 1:37:42Yes,
- 1:37:43I
- 1:37:44think
- 1:37:44he
- 1:37:44thinks
- 1:37:44he
- 1:37:44is
- 1:37:45being
- 1:37:45mature
- 1:37:45and
- 1:37:46he
- 1:37:46is.
- 1:37:46He's
- 1:37:47advocating
- 1:37:47for
- 1:37:48himself
- 1:37:49because
- 1:37:49no
- 1:37:49one
- 1:37:49else
- 1:37:50will.
- 1:37:50Because
- 1:37:51he
- 1:37:51thinks
- 1:37:51no
- 1:37:51one
- 1:37:51else
- 1:37:52will.
- 1:37:52So
- 1:37:53he
- 1:37:53has
- 1:37:53to
- 1:37:53do
- 1:37:53it.
- 1:37:54And
- 1:37:54I
- 1:37:54think
- 1:37:55him
- 1:37:56wanting
- 1:37:56them
- 1:37:57to
- 1:37:57hear
- 1:37:57about
- 1:37:58the
- 1:37:58lawsuit
- 1:37:59from
- 1:37:59him
- 1:38:00rather
- 1:38:00than
- 1:38:01another
- 1:38:01party.
- 1:38:02It's
- 1:38:02kind
- 1:38:03of
- 1:38:03similar
- 1:38:03to,
- 1:38:03to
- 1:38:04when
- 1:38:04he
- 1:38:05hand
- 1:38:05delivered
- 1:38:06the
- 1:38:06evaluation
- 1:38:07earlier.
- 1:38:07Yes.
- 1:38:08He's
- 1:38:08like,
- 1:38:08I'm.
- 1:38:09I'm
- 1:38:09gonna
- 1:38:10hand
- 1:38:10deliver
- 1:38:10this.
- 1:38:10I'm
- 1:38:11gonna
- 1:38:11show
- 1:38:12up
- 1:38:12for
- 1:38:12you.
- 1:38:13I'm
- 1:38:13gonna
- 1:38:13show
- 1:38:14up.
- 1:38:14But
- 1:38:15nobody's
- 1:38:15showing
- 1:38:15up.
- 1:38:16For
- 1:38:16him.
- 1:38:17Yeah.
- 1:38:18And
- 1:38:18he
- 1:38:18apologizes
- 1:38:19for
- 1:38:19walking
- 1:38:19out
- 1:38:19on
- 1:38:19dinner.
- 1:38:20Like.
- 1:38:20And
- 1:38:20Athena's
- 1:38:21like,
- 1:38:21it's
- 1:38:22her
- 1:38:22kid.
- 1:38:22It's
- 1:38:22like,
- 1:38:23oh,
- 1:38:23my
- 1:38:23prodigal
- 1:38:23son,
- 1:38:23he
- 1:38:24has
- 1:38:24returned.
- 1:38:24And
- 1:38:24it's
- 1:38:25like,
- 1:38:25oh,
- 1:38:25things
- 1:38:25just
- 1:38:25got
- 1:38:25a
- 1:38:25little
- 1:38:26heated.
- 1:38:26No
- 1:38:26need
- 1:38:26to
- 1:38:26apologize.
- 1:38:27Like,
- 1:38:27come
- 1:38:27in.
- 1:38:28Yeah.
- 1:38:28She's
- 1:38:28like,
- 1:38:29no
- 1:38:29harm,
- 1:38:29no
- 1:38:30foul,
- 1:38:30right?
- 1:38:30And
- 1:38:31Bobby
- 1:38:31says,
- 1:38:31yeah,
- 1:38:33Bobby.
- 1:38:34Which
- 1:38:34is
- 1:38:34just
- 1:38:34like.
- 1:38:35Yeah,
- 1:38:35he
- 1:38:35agrees
- 1:38:35that
- 1:38:36Buck
- 1:38:36should
- 1:38:36come
- 1:38:36in,
- 1:38:36too.
- 1:38:36But,
- 1:38:37like,
- 1:38:37it's
- 1:38:37like,
- 1:38:37really?
- 1:38:37You
- 1:38:38still
- 1:38:38have
- 1:38:38no
- 1:38:39word,
- 1:38:39bro?
- 1:38:40Bobby,
- 1:38:41what
- 1:38:41are
- 1:38:41you
- 1:38:41doing?
- 1:38:42Yeah,
- 1:38:42you
- 1:38:42could
- 1:38:42have
- 1:38:43just
- 1:38:43said,
- 1:38:43yeah,
- 1:38:43come
- 1:38:44in.
- 1:38:44Let's
- 1:38:44have
- 1:38:45a
- 1:38:45conversation.
- 1:38:45Let's
- 1:38:46talk
- 1:38:46about
- 1:38:46things.
- 1:38:47Why
- 1:38:48are
- 1:38:48you
- 1:38:48emotionally
- 1:38:48constipated
- 1:38:49all
- 1:38:49of
- 1:38:49a
- 1:38:49sudden?
- 1:38:50Right?
- 1:38:51Like,
- 1:38:51seriously,
- 1:38:52it's
- 1:38:53because
- 1:38:53Bobby
- 1:38:53is
- 1:38:53triggered.
- 1:38:54I
- 1:38:54know,
- 1:38:55but.
- 1:38:55But,
- 1:38:56like,
- 1:38:56for
- 1:38:56fuck's
- 1:38:57sake,
- 1:38:57pull
- 1:38:57it
- 1:38:58together.
- 1:38:58It's
- 1:38:58your
- 1:38:58kid.
- 1:38:58I
- 1:38:59have
- 1:38:59a
- 1:38:59question.
- 1:39:00Yes.
- 1:39:01At
- 1:39:01any
- 1:39:01part
- 1:39:01in
- 1:39:02this,
- 1:39:02does
- 1:39:03Bobby
- 1:39:04say,
- 1:39:05I'm
- 1:39:05sorry?
- 1:39:06Nope.
- 1:39:06No,
- 1:39:07he
- 1:39:07doesn't
- 1:39:08apologize.
- 1:39:08So
- 1:39:09why
- 1:39:09would
- 1:39:09Buck
- 1:39:09think
- 1:39:10that
- 1:39:10it's
- 1:39:10something
- 1:39:11that
- 1:39:11he
- 1:39:11regrets?
- 1:39:12Buck
- 1:39:13thinks
- 1:39:14that
- 1:39:14Bobby
- 1:39:15stands
- 1:39:15by
- 1:39:16it
- 1:39:16to
- 1:39:16an
- 1:39:17extent.
- 1:39:17Like,
- 1:39:17Bobby
- 1:39:18doesn't
- 1:39:19really
- 1:39:19feel
- 1:39:20remorse
- 1:39:20for
- 1:39:21what
- 1:39:21he's
- 1:39:21done.
- 1:39:22I
- 1:39:22think
- 1:39:22he
- 1:39:22feels
- 1:39:23bad
- 1:39:23for
- 1:39:23how
- 1:39:25it's
- 1:39:25affecting
- 1:39:26Buck.
- 1:39:27But
- 1:39:27I
- 1:39:27don't
- 1:39:27think
- 1:39:28Bobby
- 1:39:28is
- 1:39:28at
- 1:39:28the
- 1:39:29point
- 1:39:29yet
- 1:39:29where
- 1:39:29he's
- 1:39:29like,
- 1:39:30oh,
- 1:39:31I
- 1:39:31messed
- 1:39:31up.
- 1:39:31That
- 1:39:32was
- 1:39:32actually
- 1:39:32not
- 1:39:33a
- 1:39:33good
- 1:39:33thing
- 1:39:33to
- 1:39:34do.
- 1:39:34I
- 1:39:34think
- 1:39:34he's
- 1:39:34still
- 1:39:35kind
- 1:39:35of
- 1:39:35standing
- 1:39:36by
- 1:39:36it.
- 1:39:37I
- 1:39:37think
- 1:39:37he
- 1:39:38still
- 1:39:38stands
- 1:39:38by.
- 1:39:38I
- 1:39:38don't
- 1:39:39think
- 1:39:39he
- 1:39:39ever
- 1:39:39apologizes.
- 1:39:40Yeah,
- 1:39:41he
- 1:39:41never
- 1:39:41apologizes.
- 1:39:42I
- 1:39:42don't
- 1:39:43think
- 1:39:43so.
- 1:39:43I
- 1:39:43don't
- 1:39:43think
- 1:39:43so
- 1:39:44either.
- 1:39:44I
- 1:39:44think
- 1:39:45he
- 1:39:45just
- 1:39:45thinks
- 1:39:45that
- 1:39:45it
- 1:39:45was
- 1:39:46the
- 1:39:46right
- 1:39:46thing
- 1:39:46for
- 1:39:48him
- 1:39:49as
- 1:39:50a
- 1:39:50captain
- 1:39:50and
- 1:39:51for
- 1:39:51Buck.
- 1:39:53Bobby.
- 1:39:55Bobby.
- 1:39:56Okay,
- 1:39:57I
- 1:39:57need
- 1:39:57two
- 1:39:58things.
- 1:39:58I
- 1:39:58need
- 1:39:58Bobby
- 1:39:59to
- 1:39:59pop
- 1:39:59out
- 1:39:59of
- 1:39:59that
- 1:40:00casket,
- 1:40:01and
- 1:40:01then
- 1:40:01I
- 1:40:01need
- 1:40:02him
- 1:40:02to
- 1:40:02apologize
- 1:40:03for
- 1:40:04something
- 1:40:04that
- 1:40:04happened
- 1:40:05seven
- 1:40:05years
- 1:40:05ago,
- 1:40:07five
- 1:40:07years
- 1:40:07ago.
- 1:40:08Excuse
- 1:40:08me.
- 1:40:08He
- 1:40:09needs
- 1:40:09to
- 1:40:09apologize
- 1:40:10for
- 1:40:10the
- 1:40:10trauma
- 1:40:10that
- 1:40:11he's
- 1:40:11inflicted
- 1:40:11on
- 1:40:12all
- 1:40:12of
- 1:40:12us,
- 1:40:13including
- 1:40:13us.
- 1:40:15Like,
- 1:40:16oh,
- 1:40:16my
- 1:40:16God.
- 1:40:16He
- 1:40:17never
- 1:40:17apologizes.
- 1:40:18That
- 1:40:19infuriates
- 1:40:19me
- 1:40:19because
- 1:40:20it's
- 1:40:20like,
- 1:40:21you
- 1:40:21can
- 1:40:21at
- 1:40:21lit
- 1:40:22at
- 1:40:22least
- 1:40:22admit
- 1:40:23when
- 1:40:23you're
- 1:40:23wrong.
- 1:40:24And
- 1:40:24he
- 1:40:24doesn't
- 1:40:25even
- 1:40:25do
- 1:40:25that.
- 1:40:26I'm
- 1:40:26looking
- 1:40:26at
- 1:40:26episode
- 1:40:27six,
- 1:40:27transcript.
- 1:40:28No.
- 1:40:29Sorry.
- 1:40:29Okay.
- 1:40:30That
- 1:40:30kind
- 1:40:30of
- 1:40:30grinds
- 1:40:31my
- 1:40:31gears
- 1:40:31a
- 1:40:31little
- 1:40:31bit.
- 1:40:32That
- 1:40:32makes
- 1:40:32me.
- 1:40:33That
- 1:40:33makes
- 1:40:33me
- 1:40:33very.
- 1:40:34Bobby,
- 1:40:34I'm
- 1:40:35very
- 1:40:35disappointed
- 1:40:35in
- 1:40:36you
- 1:40:36right
- 1:40:36now.
- 1:40:37Yeah,
- 1:40:37they
- 1:40:37just
- 1:40:38kind
- 1:40:38of,
- 1:40:38like,
- 1:40:39get
- 1:40:39over
- 1:40:40it.
- 1:40:40Yeah.
- 1:40:41He's
- 1:40:41like,
- 1:40:41it's
- 1:40:41because
- 1:40:41you
- 1:40:41jumped
- 1:40:42in
- 1:40:42there
- 1:40:42and
- 1:40:42saved
- 1:40:42him.
- 1:40:43Probably
- 1:40:43didn't
- 1:40:44even
- 1:40:44occur
- 1:40:44to
- 1:40:44you
- 1:40:44to
- 1:40:44worry
- 1:40:45about
- 1:40:45yourself.
- 1:40:45And
- 1:40:46Buck's
- 1:40:47like,
- 1:40:47I
- 1:40:47know.
- 1:40:47I
- 1:40:47didn't
- 1:40:48just
- 1:40:48rush
- 1:40:48in,
- 1:40:48like,
- 1:40:49I
- 1:40:49always
- 1:40:49do.
- 1:40:49I
- 1:40:50guess
- 1:40:50it's
- 1:40:50like
- 1:40:50the
- 1:40:50uniform
- 1:40:51is
- 1:40:51my
- 1:40:51costume
- 1:40:52I
- 1:40:52put
- 1:40:52on.
- 1:40:52Suddenly
- 1:40:53I'm
- 1:40:53brave
- 1:40:53and
- 1:40:53I'm
- 1:40:53strong
- 1:40:53and
- 1:40:54I
- 1:40:54make
- 1:40:54a
- 1:40:54difference.
- 1:40:55Feels
- 1:40:55like
- 1:40:55without
- 1:40:56it,
- 1:40:56I'm
- 1:40:56not
- 1:40:56much
- 1:40:56of
- 1:40:56anything.
- 1:40:58Bobby
- 1:40:58says,
- 1:40:59buck,
- 1:40:59you
- 1:40:59saved
- 1:40:59two
- 1:40:59lives
- 1:40:59without
- 1:41:00the
- 1:41:00uniform.
- 1:41:00It's
- 1:41:00not
- 1:41:00a
- 1:41:01costume.
- 1:41:01It's
- 1:41:01who
- 1:41:01you
- 1:41:01are.
- 1:41:02Buck,
- 1:41:03does
- 1:41:03this
- 1:41:03mean
- 1:41:03that
- 1:41:03you're
- 1:41:03ready
- 1:41:04to
- 1:41:04let
- 1:41:04me
- 1:41:04back
- 1:41:04for
- 1:41:04real?
- 1:41:05Bobby?
- 1:41:06Doesn't
- 1:41:06matter
- 1:41:06if
- 1:41:06I'm
- 1:41:06ready.
- 1:41:07You
- 1:41:07are.
- 1:41:07It's
- 1:41:08time
- 1:41:08for
- 1:41:08me
- 1:41:08to
- 1:41:08get
- 1:41:08out
- 1:41:08of
- 1:41:08your
- 1:41:09way.
- 1:41:09Okay.
- 1:41:09No
- 1:41:10apology?
- 1:41:11No
- 1:41:11apology.
- 1:41:12We'll
- 1:41:12discuss
- 1:41:12that
- 1:41:12when
- 1:41:13we
- 1:41:13get
- 1:41:13to
- 1:41:13that
- 1:41:13episode
- 1:41:13as
- 1:41:14well.
- 1:41:14Yeah,
- 1:41:15but
- 1:41:15no,
- 1:41:15no
- 1:41:15apology.
- 1:41:16This
- 1:41:16is
- 1:41:16one
- 1:41:16of
- 1:41:17the
- 1:41:17reasons
- 1:41:17that.
- 1:41:18Very
- 1:41:18briefly,
- 1:41:19two
- 1:41:19sentences.
- 1:41:20This
- 1:41:20is
- 1:41:20one
- 1:41:20of
- 1:41:20the
- 1:41:20reasons
- 1:41:21that
- 1:41:21I
- 1:41:21needed.
- 1:41:22If
- 1:41:22Bobby's
- 1:41:23actually
- 1:41:23dead
- 1:41:24and
- 1:41:24that
- 1:41:24was
- 1:41:24his
- 1:41:24goodbye
- 1:41:25to
- 1:41:25Buck,
- 1:41:25that's
- 1:41:26why
- 1:41:26I
- 1:41:26needed
- 1:41:26him
- 1:41:27to
- 1:41:27say
- 1:41:28something,
- 1:41:28to
- 1:41:28acknowledge
- 1:41:29that
- 1:41:29that
- 1:41:29is
- 1:41:30his
- 1:41:30fucking
- 1:41:30kid.
- 1:41:30Other
- 1:41:31than
- 1:41:31being
- 1:41:31like,
- 1:41:31I
- 1:41:31love
- 1:41:31you,
- 1:41:32kid,
- 1:41:33like,
- 1:41:33because
- 1:41:34they
- 1:41:34never
- 1:41:34talked
- 1:41:35about
- 1:41:35it
- 1:41:35with
- 1:41:36each
- 1:41:36other.
- 1:41:36They
- 1:41:36talked
- 1:41:37about
- 1:41:37it
- 1:41:37with
- 1:41:37other
- 1:41:37people,
- 1:41:38but
- 1:41:38never
- 1:41:39each
- 1:41:39other.
- 1:41:39And
- 1:41:39if
- 1:41:39that
- 1:41:40was
- 1:41:40the
- 1:41:40goodbye,
- 1:41:40I'm
- 1:41:41just.
- 1:41:41I'm
- 1:41:42wholly
- 1:41:42disappointed
- 1:41:42in
- 1:41:43it,
- 1:41:43I
- 1:41:43guess.
- 1:41:44When.
- 1:41:44When,
- 1:41:45huh.
- 1:41:46When
- 1:41:47Bobby
- 1:41:48pops
- 1:41:48up
- 1:41:49out
- 1:41:50of
- 1:41:50the
- 1:41:50dirt
- 1:41:50and.
- 1:41:50And
- 1:41:51he's
- 1:41:51done
- 1:41:51his
- 1:41:52Dean
- 1:41:53Winchester
- 1:41:54crawl.
- 1:41:54His
- 1:41:54ways
- 1:41:55through
- 1:41:55Jack
- 1:41:56of
- 1:41:56the
- 1:41:56Box.
- 1:41:57Yeah.
- 1:41:57Well,
- 1:41:57yeah,
- 1:41:58when
- 1:41:59he
- 1:41:59pops
- 1:41:59up
- 1:41:59out
- 1:41:59of
- 1:42:00the
- 1:42:00ground
- 1:42:00like
- 1:42:00Daisy,
- 1:42:01oh,
- 1:42:01my
- 1:42:01God,
- 1:42:01I.
- 1:42:02I
- 1:42:02hope
- 1:42:02he
- 1:42:02will
- 1:42:03have
- 1:42:03thought
- 1:42:03about
- 1:42:04his
- 1:42:04life
- 1:42:04and
- 1:42:05his
- 1:42:05choices
- 1:42:06and
- 1:42:06like,
- 1:42:06maybe,
- 1:42:07oh,
- 1:42:07I
- 1:42:08don't
- 1:42:08know,
- 1:42:08he
- 1:42:09and
- 1:42:09Buck
- 1:42:09can
- 1:42:09have
- 1:42:09a
- 1:42:09heart
- 1:42:10to
- 1:42:10heart
- 1:42:10where
- 1:42:10it's
- 1:42:10like,
- 1:42:11yeah,
- 1:42:11I
- 1:42:11love
- 1:42:11you
- 1:42:11like,
- 1:42:12you're
- 1:42:12my
- 1:42:13son.
- 1:42:13He's
- 1:42:14gonna
- 1:42:14have
- 1:42:14some
- 1:42:14time
- 1:42:15to
- 1:42:15think
- 1:42:15about
- 1:42:16while
- 1:42:16he's
- 1:42:16sitting
- 1:42:16in
- 1:42:16that
- 1:42:17coffin
- 1:42:17trying
- 1:42:17to
- 1:42:18get
- 1:42:18the
- 1:42:18fuck
- 1:42:18out.
- 1:42:20Yeah.
- 1:42:20What
- 1:42:21better
- 1:42:21time
- 1:42:21to
- 1:42:21contemplate
- 1:42:22things.
- 1:42:23Contemplate
- 1:42:24the
- 1:42:24meaning
- 1:42:24of
- 1:42:25life
- 1:42:25and
- 1:42:25the.
- 1:42:25People
- 1:42:25around
- 1:42:26you,
- 1:42:28people
- 1:42:28above
- 1:42:29you.
- 1:42:30You
- 1:42:30have
- 1:42:30like
- 1:42:31a
- 1:42:31new
- 1:42:31lease
- 1:42:32on
- 1:42:32life,
- 1:42:32right?
- 1:42:32And
- 1:42:33you're
- 1:42:33like,
- 1:42:33I'm
- 1:42:34suddenly
- 1:42:34more
- 1:42:35grateful
- 1:42:35for
- 1:42:36everything
- 1:42:36I
- 1:42:37have.
- 1:42:37And.
- 1:42:37And
- 1:42:38it's
- 1:42:38just
- 1:42:38like
- 1:42:39so
- 1:42:40many
- 1:42:40other
- 1:42:40people
- 1:42:41acknowledge
- 1:42:42the
- 1:42:42fact
- 1:42:42that
- 1:42:43Bobby
- 1:42:43and
- 1:42:43Buck
- 1:42:44are
- 1:42:44father
- 1:42:44and
- 1:42:44son,
- 1:42:45but
- 1:42:45never
- 1:42:45the
- 1:42:46two
- 1:42:46of
- 1:42:46them.
- 1:42:46Because
- 1:42:46we
- 1:42:46have
- 1:42:47Athena
- 1:42:47where.
- 1:42:48Where
- 1:42:48Athena
- 1:42:48is.
- 1:42:49Like,
- 1:42:50they
- 1:42:50acknowledge
- 1:42:51it,
- 1:42:51just
- 1:42:51never
- 1:42:51to
- 1:42:51each
- 1:42:51other.
- 1:42:52They
- 1:42:53talk
- 1:42:53about
- 1:42:53it
- 1:42:53to
- 1:42:53other
- 1:42:54people,
- 1:42:54but
- 1:42:54not
- 1:42:54with
- 1:42:54each
- 1:42:55other.
- 1:42:55You
- 1:42:55also
- 1:42:56have
- 1:42:56May,
- 1:42:57like,
- 1:42:57yeah,
- 1:42:58you
- 1:42:58brought
- 1:42:58a
- 1:42:58son
- 1:42:59into
- 1:42:59the
- 1:42:59marriage
- 1:42:59and
- 1:43:00stuff
- 1:43:00like
- 1:43:00that.
- 1:43:00And
- 1:43:00it's
- 1:43:00just
- 1:43:00like,
- 1:43:01I
- 1:43:01need
- 1:43:01you
- 1:43:01to
- 1:43:02talk.
- 1:43:02Anyway.
- 1:43:03Yep.
- 1:43:03Season
- 1:43:03six.
- 1:43:04We
- 1:43:04get.
- 1:43:04We
- 1:43:04get
- 1:43:05Bobby
- 1:43:05saying
- 1:43:06it.
- 1:43:06We
- 1:43:06get
- 1:43:06Athena
- 1:43:07saying
- 1:43:07it
- 1:43:08over
- 1:43:08Buck
- 1:43:09in
- 1:43:09a
- 1:43:09coma.
- 1:43:10I
- 1:43:10don't
- 1:43:10think
- 1:43:10he
- 1:43:10can
- 1:43:11survive
- 1:43:11losing
- 1:43:11another
- 1:43:12kid.
- 1:43:12And
- 1:43:13then.
- 1:43:14Then
- 1:43:14we
- 1:43:15get
- 1:43:15Season
- 1:43:16seven
- 1:43:17Buck
- 1:43:17saying,
- 1:43:18like,
- 1:43:18he's
- 1:43:18the
- 1:43:18closest
- 1:43:19thing
- 1:43:19I
- 1:43:19have
- 1:43:19to
- 1:43:19a
- 1:43:19father.
- 1:43:20Yeah.
- 1:43:21When.
- 1:43:22When
- 1:43:22he's
- 1:43:22at
- 1:43:22dinner.
- 1:43:23Yeah,
- 1:43:23yeah,
- 1:43:23yeah,
- 1:43:23yeah.
- 1:43:25Anyway,
- 1:43:26that's
- 1:43:27been
- 1:43:27scene
- 1:43:27dissection,
- 1:43:29man.
- 1:43:29We
- 1:43:29sure
- 1:43:29dissected
- 1:43:30that
- 1:43:30scene,
- 1:43:31Cornbread.
- 1:43:33Oh,
- 1:43:33wait,
- 1:43:33did
- 1:43:33we.
- 1:43:33Did
- 1:43:33we
- 1:43:34talk
- 1:43:34about
- 1:43:34the,
- 1:43:34like,
- 1:43:35the
- 1:43:35bomb
- 1:43:35drop
- 1:43:36early?
- 1:43:36I
- 1:43:36mean,
- 1:43:36I
- 1:43:37guess
- 1:43:37we
- 1:43:37did
- 1:43:37just,
- 1:43:37like,
- 1:43:37loosely.
- 1:43:38Yeah.
- 1:43:39Him
- 1:43:39delivering
- 1:43:40the
- 1:43:40news.
- 1:43:41Oh,
- 1:43:41yeah.
- 1:43:41And
- 1:43:41then
- 1:43:41it's
- 1:43:42just,
- 1:43:42I
- 1:43:42told
- 1:43:42you
- 1:43:42I
- 1:43:42wouldn't
- 1:43:43stop
- 1:43:43fighting
- 1:43:43until
- 1:43:43I
- 1:43:44got
- 1:43:44my
- 1:43:44job
- 1:43:44back,
- 1:43:44and
- 1:43:44I
- 1:43:45won't.
- 1:43:45Even
- 1:43:45if
- 1:43:45it
- 1:43:45means
- 1:43:46fighting
- 1:43:46you.
- 1:43:46And
- 1:43:46he's,
- 1:43:46like,
- 1:43:47visibly
- 1:43:47upset
- 1:43:47about
- 1:43:48doing
- 1:43:48it.
- 1:43:48Yeah,
- 1:43:48yeah.
- 1:43:49He's
- 1:43:49deriving
- 1:43:50no
- 1:43:50joy
- 1:43:50in
- 1:43:50this.
- 1:43:51He
- 1:43:51doesn't
- 1:43:51want
- 1:43:52to
- 1:43:52be
- 1:43:52doing
- 1:43:52that.
- 1:43:52But
- 1:43:53he
- 1:43:53feels
- 1:43:53like
- 1:43:53his
- 1:43:54back
- 1:43:54is
- 1:43:54up
- 1:43:54against
- 1:43:54the
- 1:43:55wall.
- 1:43:55Feels
- 1:43:56like
- 1:43:56it's
- 1:43:56his
- 1:43:56only
- 1:43:56choice.
- 1:43:57And
- 1:43:57his
- 1:43:57only
- 1:43:58choice
- 1:43:58because
- 1:43:58he
- 1:43:58is
- 1:43:59an
- 1:43:59island
- 1:44:00of
- 1:44:00one.
- 1:44:00Yeah.
- 1:44:01Yeah.
- 1:44:01Like,
- 1:44:02almost
- 1:44:02like
- 1:44:03he's
- 1:44:03still
- 1:44:03stuck
- 1:44:04on
- 1:44:04that
- 1:44:05fire
- 1:44:06engine
- 1:44:06life
- 1:44:06raft
- 1:44:07by
- 1:44:07himself
- 1:44:08a
- 1:44:08little
- 1:44:08bit,
- 1:44:08and
- 1:44:08nobody
- 1:44:09is
- 1:44:09there
- 1:44:09that
- 1:44:10he
- 1:44:10can,
- 1:44:10like,
- 1:44:10lean
- 1:44:11on.
- 1:44:11And.
- 1:44:12Yeah.
- 1:44:12He.
- 1:44:12He
- 1:44:13doesn't
- 1:44:13want
- 1:44:13to
- 1:44:13be
- 1:44:13doing
- 1:44:13it.
- 1:44:14Now,
- 1:44:15just
- 1:44:15very
- 1:44:16briefly,
- 1:44:16like,
- 1:44:16when
- 1:44:16he
- 1:44:17spoke
- 1:44:18to
- 1:44:18the
- 1:44:18lawyer
- 1:44:18about
- 1:44:19his
- 1:44:19case,
- 1:44:20and
- 1:44:20the
- 1:44:21lawyer
- 1:44:21is
- 1:44:21like,
- 1:44:21you
- 1:44:22can't
- 1:44:22have
- 1:44:22contact
- 1:44:23with
- 1:44:23anyone
- 1:44:24even
- 1:44:24tangentially
- 1:44:25related
- 1:44:26to.
- 1:44:26To
- 1:44:27the
- 1:44:27station.
- 1:44:27It's
- 1:44:28like.
- 1:44:28Well,
- 1:44:29tangentially,
- 1:44:30that
- 1:44:30would
- 1:44:30include
- 1:44:31Christopher,
- 1:44:31and
- 1:44:32that
- 1:44:32will
- 1:44:32come
- 1:44:32up.
- 1:44:32Yeah.
- 1:44:33And
- 1:44:33his
- 1:44:34sister.
- 1:44:35That's
- 1:44:35his
- 1:44:36entire
- 1:44:36life.
- 1:44:36Like,
- 1:44:36literally
- 1:44:37his
- 1:44:37entire
- 1:44:37life
- 1:44:38is
- 1:44:38tangentially.
- 1:44:39Yeah.
- 1:44:39Related
- 1:44:40to
- 1:44:40the
- 1:44:40station.
- 1:44:41So
- 1:44:41it's
- 1:44:41like
- 1:44:41he's
- 1:44:42feeling
- 1:44:43so
- 1:44:43isolated
- 1:44:44and
- 1:44:44alone,
- 1:44:45yet
- 1:44:46him
- 1:44:46making
- 1:44:46this
- 1:44:47decision
- 1:44:47is,
- 1:44:48like,
- 1:44:49totally
- 1:44:49cutting
- 1:44:50things
- 1:44:50off
- 1:44:51even
- 1:44:51more
- 1:44:52than
- 1:44:52it
- 1:44:52already
- 1:44:53is.
- 1:44:53And
- 1:44:53it's
- 1:44:53like,
- 1:44:53that
- 1:44:54does
- 1:44:54not
- 1:44:54serve.
- 1:44:55Buff,
- 1:44:55because
- 1:44:55he
- 1:44:56sees
- 1:44:56no
- 1:44:56difference
- 1:44:57right
- 1:44:57now.
- 1:44:58He
- 1:44:59sees
- 1:44:59no
- 1:44:59difference.
- 1:44:59He's
- 1:44:59like,
- 1:45:00everyone
- 1:45:00is
- 1:45:00doing
- 1:45:00their
- 1:45:01own
- 1:45:01thing,
- 1:45:01and
- 1:45:01no
- 1:45:01one
- 1:45:02is
- 1:45:02concerned
- 1:45:03about
- 1:45:03me
- 1:45:03being
- 1:45:03back
- 1:45:04there.
- 1:45:04Yeah.
- 1:45:05Which
- 1:45:06in.
- 1:45:06In
- 1:45:06turn
- 1:45:07to
- 1:45:07him
- 1:45:07means
- 1:45:07no
- 1:45:08one's
- 1:45:08concerned
- 1:45:08about,
- 1:45:09like,
- 1:45:09keeping
- 1:45:09me
- 1:45:09in
- 1:45:10their
- 1:45:10life.
- 1:45:10So
- 1:45:10I'm
- 1:45:11the
- 1:45:11one
- 1:45:11who
- 1:45:11has
- 1:45:11to
- 1:45:12fight
- 1:45:12and
- 1:45:12advocate
- 1:45:13for
- 1:45:13myself
- 1:45:14to
- 1:45:14do
- 1:45:14that.
- 1:45:15Oh.
- 1:45:18Anyway,
- 1:45:19Cat's
- 1:45:19book.
- 1:45:20Cat's
- 1:45:20book,
- 1:45:21Cornbread,
- 1:45:26Slow.
- 1:45:29Burn.
- 1:45:33So
- 1:45:33not
- 1:45:33a
- 1:45:34ton
- 1:45:34of
- 1:45:35stuff
- 1:45:35for
- 1:45:36Slow
- 1:45:36Burn
- 1:45:37this
- 1:45:37week
- 1:45:37because
- 1:45:38they,
- 1:45:38like,
- 1:45:38don't
- 1:45:39even
- 1:45:39talk.
- 1:45:40Sounds
- 1:45:40fake,
- 1:45:41but
- 1:45:41okay.
- 1:45:41Good
- 1:45:42to
- 1:45:42see
- 1:45:42you,
- 1:45:42man.
- 1:45:43And
- 1:45:43then,
- 1:45:43like
- 1:45:44a.
- 1:45:44That's
- 1:45:45it.
- 1:45:45That.
- 1:45:46That's
- 1:45:47how
- 1:45:47you
- 1:45:47address
- 1:45:47the
- 1:45:48person
- 1:45:48that
- 1:45:48saved
- 1:45:49your
- 1:45:49son.
- 1:45:49Okay.
- 1:45:50Exactly.
- 1:45:52The
- 1:45:52person
- 1:45:52you
- 1:45:52were,
- 1:45:52like,
- 1:45:53making
- 1:45:53fucking
- 1:45:53moo
- 1:45:54moo
- 1:45:54cow
- 1:45:55eyes
- 1:45:55at
- 1:45:55the
- 1:45:55last
- 1:45:56episode,
- 1:45:58like,
- 1:45:58moved.
- 1:45:58So
- 1:45:59you
- 1:45:59maintained
- 1:45:59eye
- 1:46:00contact,
- 1:46:00like.
- 1:46:00No.
- 1:46:01Yeah,
- 1:46:01I
- 1:46:01know.
- 1:46:01He's
- 1:46:01got
- 1:46:01his
- 1:46:02own
- 1:46:02shit
- 1:46:02going
- 1:46:02on.
- 1:46:02So
- 1:46:03we're
- 1:46:03just
- 1:46:03going
- 1:46:03to
- 1:46:04break
- 1:46:04this
- 1:46:04down.
- 1:46:04What
- 1:46:05is
- 1:46:05the
- 1:46:05origin
- 1:46:06of
- 1:46:06Buddy
- 1:46:06Got
- 1:46:07My
- 1:46:07Back?
- 1:46:07You
- 1:46:08can
- 1:46:08have
- 1:46:08my
- 1:46:08back
- 1:46:08any
- 1:46:09day.
- 1:46:09Or
- 1:46:10you
- 1:46:10could
- 1:46:10have
- 1:46:10mine.
- 1:46:11Okay,
- 1:46:12what's.
- 1:46:12What's
- 1:46:13the
- 1:46:13theme
- 1:46:13of
- 1:46:13this
- 1:46:13episode?
- 1:46:14Having
- 1:46:14bucks
- 1:46:15back.
- 1:46:16Who
- 1:46:16has
- 1:46:17it?
- 1:46:17No
- 1:46:17one.
- 1:46:18No
- 1:46:18one.
- 1:46:19No
- 1:46:19one
- 1:46:19has
- 1:46:19it
- 1:46:19right
- 1:46:20now.
- 1:46:20He
- 1:46:20thinks
- 1:46:20that
- 1:46:21they
- 1:46:21do.
- 1:46:21He
- 1:46:21thinks
- 1:46:21that
- 1:46:22the
- 1:46:22118
- 1:46:23has
- 1:46:23his
- 1:46:23back,
- 1:46:23but
- 1:46:24he
- 1:46:24said,
- 1:46:24who's
- 1:46:25got
- 1:46:25my
- 1:46:25back?
- 1:46:25They
- 1:46:25do.
- 1:46:27And
- 1:46:27then
- 1:46:28we
- 1:46:28get.
- 1:46:29I'm
- 1:46:29alone
- 1:46:30in
- 1:46:30this
- 1:46:30fight.
- 1:46:32Right.
- 1:46:33And
- 1:46:33immediately
- 1:46:34after
- 1:46:34he
- 1:46:34says
- 1:46:35that,
- 1:46:35it
- 1:46:35cuts
- 1:46:36to
- 1:46:36Eddie.
- 1:46:37Huh.
- 1:46:38Boxing
- 1:46:39with
- 1:46:39a
- 1:46:39heavy
- 1:46:40bag.
- 1:46:40And
- 1:46:40Lena's
- 1:46:40also
- 1:46:41there.
- 1:46:42The
- 1:46:42literal
- 1:46:43fighting.
- 1:46:43Yes.
- 1:46:44But
- 1:46:45he's
- 1:46:45alone
- 1:46:45in
- 1:46:45this
- 1:46:45fight.
- 1:46:46That's
- 1:46:46literal
- 1:46:47fighting.
- 1:46:47But
- 1:46:47also
- 1:46:47that's
- 1:46:48the
- 1:46:48person
- 1:46:48who
- 1:46:48would
- 1:46:49have
- 1:46:49his
- 1:46:49back
- 1:46:51right
- 1:46:51now
- 1:46:51if
- 1:46:52he
- 1:46:52wasn't
- 1:46:53dealing
- 1:46:54with
- 1:46:54his
- 1:46:54own.
- 1:46:56And
- 1:46:56then
- 1:46:57we
- 1:46:57don't
- 1:46:57do
- 1:46:57that
- 1:46:58once.
- 1:46:58We
- 1:46:58do
- 1:46:58it
- 1:46:59twice.
- 1:47:00We
- 1:47:00have
- 1:47:01Eddie
- 1:47:01when
- 1:47:02he
- 1:47:02says,
- 1:47:02but
- 1:47:02we
- 1:47:03still
- 1:47:03got
- 1:47:03each
- 1:47:03other,
- 1:47:03which
- 1:47:04means
- 1:47:04we're
- 1:47:04gonna
- 1:47:05be
- 1:47:05okay.
- 1:47:06And
- 1:47:07then
- 1:47:07it
- 1:47:07immediately
- 1:47:07cuts
- 1:47:08to
- 1:47:08Buck
- 1:47:09at
- 1:47:09Bobby
- 1:47:10and
- 1:47:10Athena's
- 1:47:10asking,
- 1:47:11buck,
- 1:47:11is
- 1:47:11everything
- 1:47:12all
- 1:47:12right?
- 1:47:13Oh,
- 1:47:13they're
- 1:47:14insane.
- 1:47:15They
- 1:47:16are.
- 1:47:16They're
- 1:47:17insane
- 1:47:19in
- 1:47:19this
- 1:47:19season.
- 1:47:20This
- 1:47:20is
- 1:47:20so
- 1:47:21heavy
- 1:47:21handed.
- 1:47:21I
- 1:47:22have
- 1:47:22a
- 1:47:22question
- 1:47:22about
- 1:47:22the
- 1:47:23we're
- 1:47:23gonna
- 1:47:23be
- 1:47:23okay
- 1:47:24thing.
- 1:47:24Yes.
- 1:47:25Have
- 1:47:25we,
- 1:47:26prior
- 1:47:26to
- 1:47:26301,
- 1:47:27have
- 1:47:28we
- 1:47:28seen
- 1:47:29Eddie
- 1:47:29and
- 1:47:29Christopher
- 1:47:30say
- 1:47:30that
- 1:47:31to
- 1:47:31each
- 1:47:31other
- 1:47:32or
- 1:47:32is
- 1:47:32that
- 1:47:33introduced
- 1:47:33in
- 1:47:34301?
- 1:47:34I
- 1:47:35don't
- 1:47:35know
- 1:47:35because
- 1:47:35I
- 1:47:35can't.
- 1:47:36My
- 1:47:36head.
- 1:47:36Because
- 1:47:37I
- 1:47:37can't
- 1:47:37remember.
- 1:47:37Because
- 1:47:38if
- 1:47:38it's.
- 1:47:39Because
- 1:47:40if
- 1:47:40it's
- 1:47:40introduced
- 1:47:41in
- 1:47:41301
- 1:47:42as
- 1:47:42Christopher
- 1:47:43saying
- 1:47:43it
- 1:47:43to
- 1:47:44Pup.
- 1:47:45And
- 1:47:45then
- 1:47:45we
- 1:47:46have,
- 1:47:46you
- 1:47:47know,
- 1:47:47Eddie
- 1:47:47saying
- 1:47:48this
- 1:47:49to
- 1:47:49Christopher
- 1:47:50and
- 1:47:50maybe.
- 1:47:51Maybe
- 1:47:51he
- 1:47:51has
- 1:47:52said
- 1:47:52it
- 1:47:52to
- 1:47:52him
- 1:47:52and
- 1:47:52we've
- 1:47:53seen
- 1:47:53it
- 1:47:53before
- 1:47:53in
- 1:47:54season
- 1:47:54two.
- 1:47:54I
- 1:47:54don't
- 1:47:54remember.
- 1:47:55It
- 1:47:55feels
- 1:47:55like
- 1:47:56I've
- 1:47:56seen
- 1:47:56it
- 1:47:56in.
- 1:47:56Season
- 1:47:57two,
- 1:47:58maybe
- 1:47:58in
- 1:47:59Stuck.
- 1:47:59Either
- 1:48:00way
- 1:48:01like
- 1:48:01that
- 1:48:01is.
- 1:48:02That
- 1:48:02is
- 1:48:02a
- 1:48:02connection
- 1:48:03there.
- 1:48:04Because
- 1:48:04like,
- 1:48:05Eddie
- 1:48:05says
- 1:48:05it
- 1:48:05to
- 1:48:06Christopher,
- 1:48:06Christopher
- 1:48:07learns
- 1:48:07it,
- 1:48:07and
- 1:48:08he
- 1:48:09then
- 1:48:09imparts
- 1:48:09it
- 1:48:10onto
- 1:48:10Buck
- 1:48:10as
- 1:48:11well.
- 1:48:11It's
- 1:48:12a
- 1:48:12way
- 1:48:12to
- 1:48:12tie
- 1:48:12their
- 1:48:12little
- 1:48:13family
- 1:48:13unit
- 1:48:13together
- 1:48:14in
- 1:48:14that
- 1:48:14way.
- 1:48:15You
- 1:48:15know,
- 1:48:16like
- 1:48:16this
- 1:48:16bit
- 1:48:16of
- 1:48:16wisdom
- 1:48:17from
- 1:48:17Eddie
- 1:48:18is
- 1:48:18now
- 1:48:19reaching
- 1:48:19all
- 1:48:19the
- 1:48:19way
- 1:48:20to
- 1:48:20Buck
- 1:48:20as
- 1:48:21well.
- 1:48:21Yeah.
- 1:48:22Whether
- 1:48:22or
- 1:48:22not
- 1:48:23we
- 1:48:23have
- 1:48:23seen
- 1:48:23it
- 1:48:24prior
- 1:48:24to
- 1:48:24301.
- 1:48:25But
- 1:48:25this
- 1:48:26is
- 1:48:26just
- 1:48:27the.
- 1:48:27The
- 1:48:28parallels
- 1:48:28of
- 1:48:28this
- 1:48:29and
- 1:48:29like
- 1:48:29how
- 1:48:29they're
- 1:48:29cutting.
- 1:48:30They
- 1:48:30keep
- 1:48:30cutting
- 1:48:31directly
- 1:48:32from.
- 1:48:32Even
- 1:48:32though
- 1:48:33they
- 1:48:33have
- 1:48:33nothing
- 1:48:34together.
- 1:48:34Nothing
- 1:48:35together.
- 1:48:36It's
- 1:48:36still
- 1:48:36tying
- 1:48:37them
- 1:48:37together
- 1:48:38narratively.
- 1:48:39Yeah.
- 1:48:39And
- 1:48:39it
- 1:48:40is
- 1:48:40showing
- 1:48:40you
- 1:48:40that
- 1:48:41they
- 1:48:41are
- 1:48:41not
- 1:48:42okay
- 1:48:42when
- 1:48:43they
- 1:48:43don't
- 1:48:43have
- 1:48:43each
- 1:48:43other's
- 1:48:44backs.
- 1:48:45Neither
- 1:48:46one
- 1:48:46of
- 1:48:46them.
- 1:48:46So
- 1:48:47Eddie's
- 1:48:47really
- 1:48:47struggling
- 1:48:48this
- 1:48:48episode
- 1:48:48and
- 1:48:49he
- 1:48:49handles
- 1:48:49it.
- 1:48:50But
- 1:48:51I.
- 1:48:51He
- 1:48:51would
- 1:48:51have
- 1:48:51been
- 1:48:52doing
- 1:48:52A
- 1:48:52lot
- 1:48:52better
- 1:48:52if
- 1:48:53he
- 1:48:53could
- 1:48:53have
- 1:48:53had
- 1:48:54Buck
- 1:48:54helping
- 1:48:55him.
- 1:48:55Absolutely.
- 1:48:56And
- 1:48:57you
- 1:48:57know
- 1:48:57what,
- 1:48:58too?
- 1:48:58That
- 1:48:58probably
- 1:48:59something
- 1:48:59that
- 1:49:00probably
- 1:49:00could
- 1:49:01have
- 1:49:01avoided
- 1:49:02all
- 1:49:03of
- 1:49:03this
- 1:49:03with
- 1:49:03the
- 1:49:03lawsuit
- 1:49:04stuff,
- 1:49:05because
- 1:49:06we
- 1:49:06do
- 1:49:06see
- 1:49:06that
- 1:49:06Eddie
- 1:49:07is
- 1:49:07kind
- 1:49:08of
- 1:49:08confiding
- 1:49:09in
- 1:49:09Lena.
- 1:49:10Right.
- 1:49:11Who
- 1:49:11is
- 1:49:12the.
- 1:49:12Who
- 1:49:13is
- 1:49:13replacing.
- 1:49:14Yes.
- 1:49:15Woody
- 1:49:15Fingers.
- 1:49:15Buck.
- 1:49:16So
- 1:49:17if.
- 1:49:17If
- 1:49:17Eddie
- 1:49:18had
- 1:49:18gone
- 1:49:18to
- 1:49:19Buck
- 1:49:19and
- 1:49:20confided
- 1:49:21in
- 1:49:21Buck
- 1:49:21about
- 1:49:21what's
- 1:49:22going
- 1:49:22on
- 1:49:22with
- 1:49:23Christopher
- 1:49:23and
- 1:49:24offered
- 1:49:24that
- 1:49:24bit
- 1:49:25of
- 1:49:25vulnerability
- 1:49:26from
- 1:49:26himself
- 1:49:27to
- 1:49:27Buck.
- 1:49:28Well,
- 1:49:28it's
- 1:49:28the
- 1:49:29same
- 1:49:29thing
- 1:49:29that
- 1:49:29we.
- 1:49:30That
- 1:49:30we
- 1:49:31see
- 1:49:31with
- 1:49:31Chimney
- 1:49:31and
- 1:49:32Maddie.
- 1:49:32You
- 1:49:32give
- 1:49:33a
- 1:49:33little
- 1:49:33to
- 1:49:33get
- 1:49:33a
- 1:49:33little.
- 1:49:34Eddie
- 1:49:34would
- 1:49:35have
- 1:49:35been
- 1:49:35communicative
- 1:49:36and
- 1:49:36vulnerable,
- 1:49:37so
- 1:49:38Buck
- 1:49:38would
- 1:49:38have
- 1:49:39been
- 1:49:39able
- 1:49:40to
- 1:49:40be
- 1:49:40communicative
- 1:49:41and
- 1:49:41vulnerable,
- 1:49:42and
- 1:49:42neither
- 1:49:42of
- 1:49:43them
- 1:49:43would
- 1:49:43have
- 1:49:44had
- 1:49:44to
- 1:49:44feel
- 1:49:44alone
- 1:49:45if
- 1:49:45they
- 1:49:46had
- 1:49:46just
- 1:49:47gone
- 1:49:47to
- 1:49:48each
- 1:49:48other.
- 1:49:48Yeah.
- 1:49:49And
- 1:49:50I
- 1:49:50don't
- 1:49:50think
- 1:49:50we
- 1:49:50would
- 1:49:50have
- 1:49:51seen
- 1:49:51the
- 1:49:51lawsuit
- 1:49:51stuff.
- 1:49:52No.
- 1:49:53If.
- 1:49:53If
- 1:49:54literally
- 1:49:54anybody
- 1:49:55had
- 1:49:55gone
- 1:49:55to
- 1:49:55Buck.
- 1:49:56But,
- 1:49:56like,
- 1:49:56specifically.
- 1:49:59Specifically
- 1:49:59Eddie
- 1:50:00and
- 1:50:00Buck,
- 1:50:00if
- 1:50:00they
- 1:50:00had
- 1:50:01confided
- 1:50:02in
- 1:50:02each
- 1:50:02other
- 1:50:02about
- 1:50:03both
- 1:50:03of
- 1:50:03the
- 1:50:03things
- 1:50:04that
- 1:50:04they're
- 1:50:04going
- 1:50:05through,
- 1:50:05I
- 1:50:06think
- 1:50:06that
- 1:50:06would
- 1:50:06have
- 1:50:07avoided
- 1:50:07a
- 1:50:08lot.
- 1:50:08For
- 1:50:08both
- 1:50:08of
- 1:50:08them.
- 1:50:10Yeah,
- 1:50:10that
- 1:50:10would
- 1:50:10have
- 1:50:10maybe
- 1:50:11avoided
- 1:50:11the
- 1:50:11fighting.
- 1:50:12Well,
- 1:50:12so
- 1:50:12I
- 1:50:12put
- 1:50:12the
- 1:50:13lawsuit.
- 1:50:13I
- 1:50:13put
- 1:50:14this
- 1:50:14episode
- 1:50:14as
- 1:50:15Buck
- 1:50:15crashing
- 1:50:15out
- 1:50:15because
- 1:50:16he
- 1:50:16doesn't
- 1:50:16have
- 1:50:16Eddie
- 1:50:16support.
- 1:50:18Like,
- 1:50:18yes,
- 1:50:19he
- 1:50:19doesn't
- 1:50:19have
- 1:50:19anyone
- 1:50:19support.
- 1:50:20But
- 1:50:20I
- 1:50:20think
- 1:50:20specifically
- 1:50:21if
- 1:50:21he
- 1:50:21had
- 1:50:21had
- 1:50:21Eddie's,
- 1:50:22it
- 1:50:23would
- 1:50:23have
- 1:50:23been
- 1:50:23able
- 1:50:23because
- 1:50:23they
- 1:50:24balance
- 1:50:24each
- 1:50:24other.
- 1:50:25They
- 1:50:25do
- 1:50:25in
- 1:50:26a
- 1:50:26way
- 1:50:26that,
- 1:50:26like,
- 1:50:26no
- 1:50:26one
- 1:50:26else
- 1:50:27can.
- 1:50:28So.
- 1:50:28And
- 1:50:29they.
- 1:50:29And
- 1:50:29again,
- 1:50:29the
- 1:50:30narrative,
- 1:50:30it's
- 1:50:30not
- 1:50:30just
- 1:50:30me
- 1:50:31trying
- 1:50:31to,
- 1:50:31like,
- 1:50:31have
- 1:50:31an
- 1:50:32agenda.
- 1:50:32The
- 1:50:32narrative
- 1:50:32is
- 1:50:33literally
- 1:50:33tying
- 1:50:34them
- 1:50:34together
- 1:50:35as
- 1:50:35each
- 1:50:35other's
- 1:50:36partners
- 1:50:37at
- 1:50:37and
- 1:50:38outside.
- 1:50:38Of
- 1:50:38work,
- 1:50:39visually,
- 1:50:39from
- 1:50:40cutting
- 1:50:40from
- 1:50:40one
- 1:50:40to
- 1:50:41the
- 1:50:41other.
- 1:50:41So
- 1:50:42it's
- 1:50:42like
- 1:50:42this
- 1:50:43one
- 1:50:43is.
- 1:50:43This
- 1:50:43episode
- 1:50:44is
- 1:50:44about
- 1:50:44Buck
- 1:50:44crashing
- 1:50:45out
- 1:50:45because
- 1:50:45he
- 1:50:45doesn't
- 1:50:45have
- 1:50:45Eddie
- 1:50:46support.
- 1:50:46And
- 1:50:46the
- 1:50:46next
- 1:50:46episode
- 1:50:47is
- 1:50:47Eddie
- 1:50:47crashing
- 1:50:48out
- 1:50:48because
- 1:50:48he
- 1:50:49doesn't
- 1:50:49have
- 1:50:49Vex.
- 1:50:50Vex
- 1:50:50Bucks
- 1:50:51support.
- 1:50:52Who's
- 1:50:53Beck?
- 1:50:55He's
- 1:50:55a
- 1:50:55musician.
- 1:50:57Me
- 1:50:57and
- 1:50:57Beck.
- 1:50:59But
- 1:50:59yeah,
- 1:51:00it's
- 1:51:00just
- 1:51:01basically,
- 1:51:01if
- 1:51:02you
- 1:51:02think
- 1:51:02about
- 1:51:02any
- 1:51:02time
- 1:51:03both
- 1:51:04of
- 1:51:04them
- 1:51:04have
- 1:51:05made
- 1:51:05bad
- 1:51:06decisions,
- 1:51:07it's
- 1:51:08when
- 1:51:08the
- 1:51:08other
- 1:51:09one
- 1:51:09is
- 1:51:09not
- 1:51:11there
- 1:51:11for
- 1:51:11them.
- 1:51:12No,
- 1:51:13that's
- 1:51:14entirely
- 1:51:14true.
- 1:51:15I
- 1:51:15could
- 1:51:15literally.
- 1:51:16We
- 1:51:16could
- 1:51:16go
- 1:51:16down
- 1:51:16an
- 1:51:17entire.
- 1:51:17We
- 1:51:17could
- 1:51:17probably
- 1:51:18make
- 1:51:18a
- 1:51:18special
- 1:51:18episode
- 1:51:19just
- 1:51:19about
- 1:51:19that.
- 1:51:21Every
- 1:51:21single
- 1:51:22time
- 1:51:22they
- 1:51:22get
- 1:51:22part
- 1:51:23romantic
- 1:51:23partners.
- 1:51:24Oh,
- 1:51:25my
- 1:51:25God.
- 1:51:27Or
- 1:51:27just
- 1:51:28literally
- 1:51:28gets
- 1:51:28together
- 1:51:29with
- 1:51:29Taylor
- 1:51:29because
- 1:51:30Eddie
- 1:51:31is
- 1:51:31unconscious,
- 1:51:32laid
- 1:51:32up
- 1:51:32in
- 1:51:32a
- 1:51:32hospital
- 1:51:33bed.
- 1:51:33Yeah.
- 1:51:34Yeah.
- 1:51:35It's
- 1:51:35like,
- 1:51:35I
- 1:51:35need
- 1:51:36comfort.
- 1:51:36I
- 1:51:36can't
- 1:51:37get
- 1:51:37comfort
- 1:51:37from
- 1:51:37the
- 1:51:38person
- 1:51:38I
- 1:51:38really
- 1:51:38want
- 1:51:39to
- 1:51:39get
- 1:51:39comfort
- 1:51:40from.
- 1:51:40Oh,
- 1:51:41this
- 1:51:41person
- 1:51:41is
- 1:51:41showing
- 1:51:41comfort
- 1:51:42and
- 1:51:42interest
- 1:51:43in
- 1:51:43me.
- 1:51:44So,
- 1:51:46yeah,
- 1:51:46the.
- 1:51:47The
- 1:51:47Amount
- 1:51:47of
- 1:51:48times
- 1:51:48kisses
- 1:51:49someone
- 1:51:50when
- 1:51:51he's
- 1:51:51really
- 1:51:52worried
- 1:51:52about
- 1:51:52stuff
- 1:51:53with
- 1:51:53Eddie
- 1:51:54is
- 1:51:55no
- 1:51:55less
- 1:51:55than
- 1:51:56three,
- 1:51:58probably
- 1:51:58more,
- 1:51:59but
- 1:51:59it's
- 1:51:59no
- 1:51:59less
- 1:51:59than
- 1:52:00three.
- 1:52:01I'm
- 1:52:02just
- 1:52:02like,
- 1:52:02we're
- 1:52:02still
- 1:52:02here.
- 1:52:03We're
- 1:52:03still
- 1:52:04here.
- 1:52:06Interesting.
- 1:52:08Yeah.
- 1:52:08Yeah.
- 1:52:09And
- 1:52:09was
- 1:52:10Buck
- 1:52:10dating
- 1:52:11anyone
- 1:52:11when.
- 1:52:12No,
- 1:52:12he
- 1:52:12wasn't.
- 1:52:13When
- 1:52:14he
- 1:52:14wasn't
- 1:52:14dating
- 1:52:15anyone.
- 1:52:15When
- 1:52:15Eddie
- 1:52:16and
- 1:52:16Anna
- 1:52:16got
- 1:52:16together.
- 1:52:17Right?
- 1:52:17No.
- 1:52:18Okay.
- 1:52:19But
- 1:52:19no,
- 1:52:20it
- 1:52:20is
- 1:52:20a
- 1:52:20two
- 1:52:21out
- 1:52:21of
- 1:52:21three
- 1:52:22because
- 1:52:22he.
- 1:52:23Marisol
- 1:52:24is
- 1:52:24a
- 1:52:24direct
- 1:52:25result
- 1:52:26of
- 1:52:26what's
- 1:52:27her
- 1:52:27face.
- 1:52:27Taylor.
- 1:52:29No.
- 1:52:30Natalie.
- 1:52:30Natalia.
- 1:52:31Natalia.
- 1:52:32Yes.
- 1:52:33Marisol
- 1:52:33is
- 1:52:34a
- 1:52:34direct
- 1:52:34reaction
- 1:52:36to
- 1:52:36Natalia,
- 1:52:37and
- 1:52:37then
- 1:52:37Kim
- 1:52:38is
- 1:52:38a
- 1:52:39direct
- 1:52:39reaction
- 1:52:41of
- 1:52:41Tommy.
- 1:52:41To
- 1:52:42Tommy.
- 1:52:43Yeah.
- 1:52:43Yeah.
- 1:52:44For
- 1:52:44Eddie
- 1:52:44and
- 1:52:44then
- 1:52:45for
- 1:52:45Buck,
- 1:52:45it's
- 1:52:46kisses
- 1:52:46Taylor
- 1:52:47because.
- 1:52:48And
- 1:52:48while
- 1:52:49Eddie
- 1:52:50just
- 1:52:50got
- 1:52:50shot,
- 1:52:51Lucy
- 1:52:52kisses
- 1:52:52Buck.
- 1:52:52Oh,
- 1:52:53where's
- 1:52:53Eddie?
- 1:52:53He's
- 1:52:54not
- 1:52:54there.
- 1:52:55He's
- 1:52:55at
- 1:52:55dispatch.
- 1:52:57And
- 1:52:58Tommy.
- 1:52:59When
- 1:52:59Eddie.
- 1:53:00When.
- 1:53:00When
- 1:53:01Buck
- 1:53:01was
- 1:53:02out
- 1:53:03with
- 1:53:03Tommy.
- 1:53:04Yeah.
- 1:53:04Yeah.
- 1:53:05The
- 1:53:05Lucy
- 1:53:05one
- 1:53:06is.
- 1:53:06Is,
- 1:53:06like,
- 1:53:07multi
- 1:53:07layered.
- 1:53:07It's
- 1:53:07both
- 1:53:08of
- 1:53:08them
- 1:53:09because
- 1:53:09they
- 1:53:09wanted
- 1:53:10to
- 1:53:10be
- 1:53:10with
- 1:53:10each
- 1:53:11other.
- 1:53:12It's
- 1:53:12like
- 1:53:12Eddie
- 1:53:13shows
- 1:53:13up,
- 1:53:13sees
- 1:53:14Buck
- 1:53:14smiles,
- 1:53:15and
- 1:53:15sees
- 1:53:16Buck
- 1:53:16having
- 1:53:16a
- 1:53:16good
- 1:53:17time
- 1:53:17with
- 1:53:17someone
- 1:53:17who
- 1:53:18isn't
- 1:53:18him.
- 1:53:19It's
- 1:53:19like,
- 1:53:19I
- 1:53:19gotta
- 1:53:19go.
- 1:53:20That's
- 1:53:21literally
- 1:53:21what
- 1:53:21he
- 1:53:21does.
- 1:53:22Are
- 1:53:22you
- 1:53:22with
- 1:53:22the
- 1:53:23firefighters?
- 1:53:24No.
- 1:53:24No,
- 1:53:25I'm
- 1:53:25not.
- 1:53:27And
- 1:53:28so
- 1:53:28he
- 1:53:28dips.
- 1:53:29And
- 1:53:30because
- 1:53:31Buck
- 1:53:31is,
- 1:53:32like,
- 1:53:33he
- 1:53:33is
- 1:53:33not
- 1:53:33happy
- 1:53:34in
- 1:53:34his
- 1:53:34relationship,
- 1:53:36and
- 1:53:36he's
- 1:53:36missing.
- 1:53:36He's
- 1:53:37spitting
- 1:53:38out.
- 1:53:38Because
- 1:53:38Eddie's
- 1:53:39not
- 1:53:39there.
- 1:53:39Yeah.
- 1:53:40And
- 1:53:40so,
- 1:53:40like,
- 1:53:40someone
- 1:53:41kisses
- 1:53:41him,
- 1:53:42he
- 1:53:42kisses
- 1:53:42them
- 1:53:43back
- 1:53:43for,
- 1:53:43like,
- 1:53:43a
- 1:53:43second
- 1:53:43and
- 1:53:44then
- 1:53:44stops.
- 1:53:45Would
- 1:53:45that
- 1:53:45have
- 1:53:45happened
- 1:53:45if
- 1:53:45Eddie
- 1:53:46was.
- 1:53:46There
- 1:53:46also
- 1:53:46in
- 1:53:46a
- 1:53:47relationship?
- 1:53:48Yeah.
- 1:53:49So
- 1:53:51there's.
- 1:53:51There's
- 1:53:51a
- 1:53:52lot
- 1:53:52of
- 1:53:52layers
- 1:53:52going
- 1:53:53on
- 1:53:53there.
- 1:53:53They're
- 1:53:54just
- 1:53:54so
- 1:53:54dumb.
- 1:53:54Yeah.
- 1:53:55Every.
- 1:53:55Every
- 1:53:55bad
- 1:53:56decision
- 1:53:56they've
- 1:53:56ever
- 1:53:57made
- 1:53:57is.
- 1:53:58Because
- 1:53:58the
- 1:53:58other
- 1:53:58one
- 1:53:58is
- 1:53:59because
- 1:53:59they
- 1:53:59don't
- 1:53:59confide
- 1:54:00in
- 1:54:00the
- 1:54:00other
- 1:54:00one.
- 1:54:01Yep.
- 1:54:02And
- 1:54:02that's
- 1:54:03one
- 1:54:03of
- 1:54:03the
- 1:54:03reasons
- 1:54:03why.
- 1:54:04Yes.
- 1:54:05We
- 1:54:05say
- 1:54:05with
- 1:54:05Buddy,
- 1:54:06they
- 1:54:06don't
- 1:54:07have
- 1:54:07to
- 1:54:07verbally
- 1:54:08communicate
- 1:54:09a
- 1:54:09lot
- 1:54:09because
- 1:54:09they
- 1:54:09just,
- 1:54:09like,
- 1:54:10speak
- 1:54:10telepathically
- 1:54:11to
- 1:54:11each
- 1:54:12other.
- 1:54:12However,
- 1:54:13there.
- 1:54:14That
- 1:54:14does
- 1:54:14not
- 1:54:14mean
- 1:54:14that
- 1:54:15you
- 1:54:15can't
- 1:54:15have
- 1:54:16any.
- 1:54:16That
- 1:54:17you
- 1:54:17can't
- 1:54:17avoid
- 1:54:18communication
- 1:54:19at
- 1:54:19all.
- 1:54:20You
- 1:54:20have
- 1:54:20to
- 1:54:20have
- 1:54:21communication.
- 1:54:21You
- 1:54:21have
- 1:54:22to
- 1:54:22be
- 1:54:22vulnerable
- 1:54:22with
- 1:54:22each
- 1:54:23other.
- 1:54:23Just
- 1:54:23because
- 1:54:23you
- 1:54:24know
- 1:54:24what
- 1:54:24the
- 1:54:24other
- 1:54:24person
- 1:54:25is
- 1:54:25thinking
- 1:54:25doesn't
- 1:54:26mean
- 1:54:26you
- 1:54:26always
- 1:54:26know.
- 1:54:27You
- 1:54:27can
- 1:54:27just,
- 1:54:27like,
- 1:54:28anticipate
- 1:54:29their
- 1:54:29next.
- 1:54:30Yeah.
- 1:54:30I'm
- 1:54:30sure
- 1:54:31Buck
- 1:54:31wasn't,
- 1:54:31like,
- 1:54:32looking
- 1:54:33at
- 1:54:33how
- 1:54:33Eddie
- 1:54:34was
- 1:54:34doing
- 1:54:34to
- 1:54:34look
- 1:54:34for
- 1:54:35signs
- 1:54:35of
- 1:54:35him
- 1:54:36emotionally
- 1:54:37cheating
- 1:54:37on
- 1:54:38his
- 1:54:38girlfriend
- 1:54:38with
- 1:54:38his
- 1:54:39dead
- 1:54:39wife's
- 1:54:40doppelganger.
- 1:54:40Probably
- 1:54:41didn't
- 1:54:41occur
- 1:54:41to
- 1:54:41him.
- 1:54:42Sure.
- 1:54:42That
- 1:54:42was
- 1:54:43not
- 1:54:43an
- 1:54:43emotion
- 1:54:44that
- 1:54:44he
- 1:54:44had
- 1:54:45in
- 1:54:45his
- 1:54:45Lexicon
- 1:54:46of
- 1:54:46Eddie
- 1:54:46facial
- 1:54:47expressions.
- 1:54:48That's
- 1:54:49a
- 1:54:49new
- 1:54:49one.
- 1:54:50Well,
- 1:54:50he
- 1:54:51has
- 1:54:51one
- 1:54:51now
- 1:54:52to,
- 1:54:52like,
- 1:54:52file
- 1:54:52away
- 1:54:53in
- 1:54:53his
- 1:54:53little
- 1:54:53Rolodex.
- 1:54:54His
- 1:54:54Eddie
- 1:54:55Rolodex.
- 1:54:56But
- 1:54:56I
- 1:54:57also
- 1:54:57had
- 1:54:57another
- 1:54:58little
- 1:54:58thing.
- 1:54:59I
- 1:54:59don't
- 1:54:59know
- 1:54:59if
- 1:54:59it's
- 1:55:00exactly,
- 1:55:01but
- 1:55:01I'm
- 1:55:02gonna
- 1:55:02make
- 1:55:02it
- 1:55:03so.
- 1:55:03Oh,
- 1:55:03my
- 1:55:04God.
- 1:55:05I.
- 1:55:05I
- 1:55:06actually
- 1:55:06don't
- 1:55:06think
- 1:55:06it's
- 1:55:07as,
- 1:55:07like,
- 1:55:07bullying
- 1:55:07straws
- 1:55:08as
- 1:55:09I'm
- 1:55:09saying.
- 1:55:10But
- 1:55:11going
- 1:55:11back
- 1:55:12to
- 1:55:12when
- 1:55:12Chimney
- 1:55:12and
- 1:55:12Maddie
- 1:55:13are
- 1:55:13talking,
- 1:55:13and
- 1:55:14Chimney
- 1:55:14surprises
- 1:55:15Maddie
- 1:55:16at
- 1:55:16dispatch,
- 1:55:17and
- 1:55:17Chimney's
- 1:55:18talking
- 1:55:18about
- 1:55:19Maddie's
- 1:55:19reaction,
- 1:55:21like.
- 1:55:22Like
- 1:55:22PTSD
- 1:55:23response
- 1:55:23to
- 1:55:24dropping
- 1:55:24the
- 1:55:24plate
- 1:55:24and
- 1:55:24everything
- 1:55:25like
- 1:55:25that.
- 1:55:25He
- 1:55:26says,
- 1:55:26it
- 1:55:27wasn't
- 1:55:27nothing.
- 1:55:28And
- 1:55:29I'm
- 1:55:30sorry,
- 1:55:30but
- 1:55:30I've
- 1:55:31heard
- 1:55:31something
- 1:55:31very,
- 1:55:32very
- 1:55:32similar
- 1:55:33when
- 1:55:34a.
- 1:55:35Another
- 1:55:35Buckley
- 1:55:36sibling
- 1:55:37is
- 1:55:37crashing
- 1:55:38out
- 1:55:38and
- 1:55:39maybe
- 1:55:39being
- 1:55:39triggered
- 1:55:40by
- 1:55:40their
- 1:55:41abandonment
- 1:55:42issues.
- 1:55:43And,
- 1:55:44you
- 1:55:44know
- 1:55:44when.
- 1:55:44When
- 1:55:45Buck
- 1:55:45and
- 1:55:45Eddie
- 1:55:45are
- 1:55:46in
- 1:55:46the
- 1:55:46car
- 1:55:46in
- 1:55:47eight,
- 1:55:4810.
- 1:55:48That's
- 1:55:49voices,
- 1:55:49I
- 1:55:49think.
- 1:55:50And,
- 1:55:51you
- 1:55:51know,
- 1:55:51Buck
- 1:55:52finally.
- 1:55:53Yeah.
- 1:55:53Wait,
- 1:55:53what?
- 1:55:54When?
- 1:55:55Oh,
- 1:55:55yes,
- 1:55:55you're
- 1:55:55right.
- 1:55:56When
- 1:55:56Buck
- 1:55:56and
- 1:55:56Eddie
- 1:55:56are
- 1:55:57in
- 1:55:57the
- 1:55:57car
- 1:55:57looking
- 1:55:57for
- 1:55:58Maddie.
- 1:55:59That's.
- 1:55:59That's
- 1:56:0010.
- 1:56:00I
- 1:56:00think
- 1:56:00that's
- 1:56:01voices.
- 1:56:01And
- 1:56:01Buck
- 1:56:02is
- 1:56:02finally
- 1:56:03being
- 1:56:03like,
- 1:56:04okay,
- 1:56:05here's
- 1:56:05all
- 1:56:05the
- 1:56:06things
- 1:56:06that,
- 1:56:06like,
- 1:56:07are.
- 1:56:07Are
- 1:56:08on
- 1:56:08my
- 1:56:08mind.
- 1:56:08Like.
- 1:56:09Like,
- 1:56:09he's
- 1:56:09being
- 1:56:09vulnerable,
- 1:56:10right?
- 1:56:11And.
- 1:56:11And
- 1:56:12telling
- 1:56:12Eddie,
- 1:56:12like,
- 1:56:12you're
- 1:56:13moving
- 1:56:13away
- 1:56:13like,
- 1:56:13it's
- 1:56:14nothing.
- 1:56:14And
- 1:56:15Eddie
- 1:56:15says,
- 1:56:15it's
- 1:56:16not
- 1:56:16nothing.
- 1:56:17And
- 1:56:17I
- 1:56:17just
- 1:56:18think
- 1:56:18the
- 1:56:19fact
- 1:56:19that
- 1:56:19those
- 1:56:20phrases
- 1:56:21are
- 1:56:21very
- 1:56:21similar,
- 1:56:22obviously,
- 1:56:22for,
- 1:56:22like,
- 1:56:23different
- 1:56:23reasons.
- 1:56:24They're
- 1:56:24talking
- 1:56:24about
- 1:56:24different
- 1:56:25things.
- 1:56:25But
- 1:56:26in
- 1:56:26both
- 1:56:26of
- 1:56:26these
- 1:56:26situations,
- 1:56:27Maddie
- 1:56:28is
- 1:56:29having
- 1:56:29a
- 1:56:29trauma
- 1:56:30response.
- 1:56:31Buck
- 1:56:31is
- 1:56:31experiencing
- 1:56:32a
- 1:56:32trauma
- 1:56:33response
- 1:56:33with
- 1:56:34Eddie
- 1:56:34moving
- 1:56:34away
- 1:56:35with
- 1:56:36his
- 1:56:36abandonment
- 1:56:36issues
- 1:56:37and
- 1:56:37being.
- 1:56:38And
- 1:56:38both
- 1:56:39Maddie
- 1:56:39and
- 1:56:39Buck
- 1:56:40are
- 1:56:40being
- 1:56:40validated
- 1:56:41by
- 1:56:42Chimney
- 1:56:42and
- 1:56:43Eddie
- 1:56:43by
- 1:56:43saying
- 1:56:44it's
- 1:56:45not
- 1:56:45nothing.
- 1:56:46So
- 1:56:47I
- 1:56:47don't
- 1:56:47really
- 1:56:47know
- 1:56:47what
- 1:56:48else
- 1:56:48to,
- 1:56:48like,
- 1:56:49go
- 1:56:49on
- 1:56:49with
- 1:56:49that,
- 1:56:50but.
- 1:56:50Just,
- 1:56:50like,
- 1:56:51no
- 1:56:52other
- 1:56:52maddening.
- 1:56:53Yeah.
- 1:56:54Yeah.
- 1:56:54Add
- 1:56:55it
- 1:56:55to
- 1:56:55the
- 1:56:55bucket.
- 1:56:56Yay.
- 1:56:57Okay.
- 1:56:57It
- 1:56:57wasn't.
- 1:56:58It
- 1:56:58wasn't
- 1:56:58a
- 1:56:59pulling
- 1:57:00straw.
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