Latest / Why I Knit / Knitting for creative expression with Dana Williams-Johnson
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- 0:03Mia Hobbs: Hello, and welcome to the why I knit podcast. My name
- 0:06is Dr. Mia Hobbs, and I'm a clinical psychologist who's
- 0:09passionate about knitting and its benefits for our mental
- 0:11health. Each week on the podcast, I interview a different
- 0:14knitter about why they knit and how it benefits their well
- 0:17being. This is the last episode of Series one, and I'm very
- 0:22lucky to be joined by Dana Williams Johnson or DW J, who is
- 0:26a Professor of Marketing and a passionate knitter of sweaters
- 0:30for humans and very small dogs. You can find out more about Dana
- 0:34by reading her blog at www dot yards of happiness.com. She's
- 0:38also on Instagram at call me DW J. You can find a link to Dana's
- 0:43blog, and any of the yarns and patterns we discussed in the
- 0:46show notes.
- 0:49Hi, Dana, welcome to the podcast.
- 0:51DWJ: Hello, hello.
- 0:53Mia Hobbs: So I always start with asking about where your
- 0:55story with knitting began.
- 0:58DWJ: Um, so I learned it's only been about 11 years I think. I,
- 1:07I've always been crafty. And but never I've never done anything
- 1:13really with yarn before I can sew, a big papercraft person, I
- 1:20paint place for a long time. And, but I didn't know anybody
- 1:26who knit that or crochet. In fact, actually, I didn't know
- 1:32someone crochet but she never crochet in front of me. And so I
- 1:34just never my best friend I find out later on crochet. Like,
- 1:38what, um, so I started this new job. And I kind of needed I was
- 1:48at that phase in my life where I hadn't figured out 100% still
- 1:52what I really wanted to do, I think I was, I'm a late bloomer,
- 1:57in terms of career, I'm good at lots of things. But there was
- 2:00nothing that like my husband is an engineer has always known and
- 2:04wanted to be an engineer and absolutely loves his job, and I
- 2:06never had that in my life. Until I started teaching. And so I was
- 2:12like, Well, I'm doing this job. And it's pay is great. hours are
- 2:16easy, like, I'm learning some new stuff, but I need something
- 2:20really creative. So I got one of those Groupon deals were like,
- 2:26discounted to get. And it was for Knitting Lessons in a
- 2:29knitting shop in DC that doesn't exist anymore. And I said to my
- 2:35mom, like, I think I'm gonna take Knitting Lessons. And I
- 2:37always tell the story, because she said to me, you don't need
- 2:41another craft. You don't need to learn nothing. You don't need to
- 2:43spend money, on anything. I was like rude. And then, like a week
- 2:50after I said that, she was like, Can You knit me this hat? You
- 2:53literally just said to me, like, I assume you ignore me like
- 2:57always. Okay. So I signed up for lessons.
- 3:03And it took a little bit for me to kind of get it. But once I
- 3:08got it, I was hooked. And that was kind of it for me. And I had
- 3:14a teacher who really like, like, I was an intro knitting class,
- 3:17but it learned very quickly how to do cables and knitting in the
- 3:21round. Like, she was kind of really aggressive.
- 3:26But I think it kind of helped give me a little bit of
- 3:29confidence, because you just kind of go into like, well, I
- 3:32guess I can do this, like, I can do anything. Um, but I also took
- 3:37it upon myself to like, usually once a year, I take class
- 3:42because of that. So every year for the last year, usually at my
- 3:45local yarn shop, I sign up for some type of class, to learn
- 3:48some new skills, some new thing, or if I want, like when I wanted
- 3:52to get into sweater knitting, I took a intro sweater knitting
- 3:55class, I can ask all the questions.
- 3:59And so for because I'm realised I'm nerdy in that way. And then
- 4:02I love education. I mean, um, and so if that's what knitting
- 4:07is, for me, it's there's a, like, before you started
- 4:11recording we were talking about, there's always something that
- 4:13you can learn. So I don't feel bad when I'm like, Oh, I haven't
- 4:16learned that yet. Because I'm like, I'll get there. Like I've
- 4:18been saying forever. I really want to do something with
- 4:20intarsia it hasn't happened yet, will it? Yeah.
- 4:25I think it would just be I have to find the right project that
- 4:27has excited me to say
- 4:29Mia Hobbs: it's such a great idea to do a class of something
- 4:32new once a year. So is it always knitting related? Or could it be
- 4:35something completely random that you've never done before? Like,
- 4:39ceramics or
- 4:39DWJ: For me it's always been knitting, okay. Like when I took
- 4:44a class a year, but I am also one of those people who
- 4:48encourages people to take classes. So like
- 5:00be away from me for four to six hours. So he was like, learn to
- 5:03play golf with me. So I signed up into Clemson. So I play golf.
- 5:08Um, so anytime there's something we're like, Hmm, I love Creole
- 5:14food. I love to cook. So when we travelled to New Orleans, I take
- 5:19cooking lessons.
- 5:21It's the thing of, I don't know how to do it. But there's
- 5:25usually somebody out there who can teach me Yeah.
- 5:28Mia Hobbs: So you love to learn.
- 5:30DWJ: I love to learn. So like, lets take advantage of that.
- 5:32Like if somebody is willing, someone, I'm not the best Sewer.
- 5:39And I have a follower who is in the area, an older woman who I
- 5:44see all the time and help her out with stuff. And she's an
- 5:47amazing Sewer. And I happen to say one day on Instagram, like,
- 5:51I would love to make a quilted coat. Like, I wish my skills are
- 5:55up to par. And she was like, I have a long arm quilting machine
- 5:58at my house. So it's just like, I'm 100% can make that with you.
- 6:03She's like, I can help you. So I'm all about like, Oh, if
- 6:07you're willing to teach me. I'm all for it.
- 6:10Mia Hobbs: Yeah. Oh, that's great. And was there something
- 6:13special about knitting that this? I mean, I don't know if it
- 6:16is your main craft now. But was there something particular that
- 6:21you think that hooked you in to it?
- 6:24DWJ: I think I am a person who I enjoy being alone. And I can do
- 6:35it my by myself. And I don't, you can literally just be me in
- 6:40a ball yarn and needles, and I can take it anywhere.
- 6:45And so for me, I think that was the thing that hasn't made it my
- 6:49main craft that I always have some knitting with me. Yeah. And
- 6:55I can whip out a hat or cowl. Or maybe I'm working on a sweater
- 7:01or you know, like, so it's constantly with me, my students
- 7:05know when I'm proctoring exams, I walk around the room while I'm
- 7:08knitting. And it's, it's soothing for me, it calms
- 7:15nerves, it helps.
- 7:18I think I've always had anxiety since I was a kid. So I think
- 7:22for me, it can also be um and a good way to kind of relieve some
- 7:27of my anxiety.
- 7:30I talked once about how when my dad died I was knitting
- 7:34something, when you know, people come to your house and like pay
- 7:39their respects and all that. And instead of asking the obvious
- 7:42questions about how are you feeling and loss when you know
- 7:45you feel horrible. So they asked me about what I was knitting.
- 7:48And it made it a little bit easier to have conversations and
- 7:53to be present with people instead of focusing on that
- 7:57thing that was kind of weighing you down.
- 8:02Mia Hobbs: Yeah. And does it matter what you knit? Like, is
- 8:05all knitting equal? Or does it make a difference? What it is?
- 8:12DWJ: I don't think it matters. I mean, I have an affinity for
- 8:14sweaters.
- 8:17Like thats My you know, I mean, I tell you, every knitter has a
- 8:21thing. I don't get people who knit socks like that. Just, I
- 8:25have absolutely zero.
- 8:30But what is
- 8:31Mia Hobbs: it about socks? Is it the process or the end result?
- 8:35DWJ: I love and here's the thing I love a knit sock? Yeah. And I
- 8:39have friends who knit me thought and I'm giving it five gifts. I
- 8:43have absolutely zero desire to knit a sock for myself. I just
- 8:49don't. And as much as I knit and make. I think it's the tiny
- 8:54needles and the tiny yarn.
- 8:58It's not appealing. I would buy a sock machine before I would
- 9:02knit.
- 9:02Mia Hobbs: Okay, that's interesting. So is a bit about
- 9:05the process?
- 9:07DWJ: Yeah, yeah. Yeah, I would totally like I've looked at
- 9:11whenever I see somebody was really gorgeous sock knitting
- 9:14machines I wanna do that. She's like well, my not gonna knit a
- 9:19sock. Okay. fortunately, I have a really good girlfriend who has
- 9:23given me like a couple pairs of socks. Yeah, like, as long as I
- 9:28have good friends. It's fine.
- 9:30Mia Hobbs: dYeah, you don't need to knit them yourself. Yeah, so
- 9:33sweaters are your main love. Would you say
- 9:37DWJ: sweaters are my main love? Yeah. And I associate you with
- 9:41some with some bright coloured like combinations of colours
- 9:46like
- 9:47it. I think it's that colour is such a mood booster and so like
- 9:56this is the audio podcast but you can see me in . You can See
- 10:00my house? And there's a lot of artwork, um, and growing up, my
- 10:07parents always encouraged that in me, because I always would
- 10:11draw and paint. And, you know, I remember being a kid and getting
- 10:15to pick the paint colours and the carpet colours for the wall.
- 10:18My mom was like, I hate it. And my dad was like, but it's her
- 10:22room
- 10:23Mia Hobbs: so they encourages that form of self expression for
- 10:27you.
- 10:28DWJ: Yeah. He was always like, but it's her room. It's her one
- 10:33little space. And it really makes her happy. So let us just
- 10:38let her have that. Um, and I know, my mom. Never. It was
- 10:43always just a minor I parent and it's funny because I grew up in
- 10:45a house. I think my parents have really great taste, but it's
- 10:48very classic and very, like neutral than me. I'm like, I
- 10:53want to paint this wall teal. Yeah. And my ceilings are mint
- 10:58and it's, um, fortunately, my husband kind of just goes with
- 11:03it like, sure. Dana loves colour. Um, but I think wearing
- 11:10all black, like, when I wear all black to work people have asked,
- 11:14Are you okay, whats wrong.
- 11:17Because it is so rare. I went years not owning a pair of black
- 11:22pants,
- 11:48I can't get through this. Um, and I just think it makes you
- 11:52your wardrobe way happier. I am sometimes envious of like people
- 11:56who have like, a colour palette and are like, I wear like these
- 12:01five colours, because my wardrobe is essentially a
- 12:04rainbow. I'm always like, I'll figure out some combos today.
- 12:08But I just think it makes me way happier to knit things.
- 12:13Especially rainbows. Like I love a good rainbow. So to knit
- 12:16things that have so much kind of joy and levity to them.
- 12:19Mia Hobbs: So it sounds like that affects your mood while
- 12:21you're making the garment. But also when you then get to wear
- 12:26it.
- 12:26DWJ: Yeah yarn is beautiful, I think Yeah. Especially indie
- 12:31dyed skeins are like little works of art. And I got recently
- 12:40I bought myself a sweater quantity for Christmas of the La
- 12:43Bien Aimee confetti yarn that
- 12:45Mia Hobbs: yeah.
- 12:45DWJ: Whoa, a little bit. Yeah. And I, I asked people for like
- 12:52suggestions for patterns and stuff online. I know when I
- 12:55think about it in the day, like, I just want something that's
- 12:58gonna showcase how beautiful that yarn is. And and that you
- 13:02can see all the little flecks and I don't want that to get
- 13:04lost.
- 13:05Mia Hobbs: Yeah. Did you decide on a pattern?
- 13:09DWJ: I'm not 100% I'm also like, I have so much yarn and so many
- 13:13patterns and projects that I'm considering or thinking about
- 13:17and my hand is a little academic life in all my typing is not
- 13:22helping
- 13:22Mia Hobbs: Oh, okay.
- 13:24DWJ: So I'm trying to get my hand a little bit of rest, as
- 13:26I'm like halfway through a sweater from my husband. I just
- 13:31want to make this the body on this sweater but my hand like no
- 13:34mam, we're not doing it
- 13:36Mia Hobbs: That must be quite difficult, then if you can't
- 13:39knit as much as you'd like to.
- 13:41DWJ: I think there's well this year I have knit the least in
- 13:45that and learn and a lot of it was I've been I've been ill. And
- 13:51then because I'd had illness. And I had I had multiple
- 13:56pulmonary embolisms, um, and because of that, I, I have
- 14:02insane fatigue sometimes. And so I literally will get through the
- 14:06day. And it's like, I'm just glad that I made it home and I'm
- 14:10still standing. And then I tell my husband like I'm just a
- 14:13potato on the couch like I can't do anything because I haven't
- 14:17knit as much. I had a bit of a brief moment in November where I
- 14:21felt super like knitting energised. And then once
- 14:26Thanksgiving hit. And I had multiple papers. And then I just
- 14:30finished comps so much typing and I know every year all the
- 14:34typing affects my joints and all that so I have to be mindful of
- 14:40that because I tell people like it isn't necessarily about being
- 14:43an academic writing. I want to be able to knit.
- 14:45Mia Hobbs: Yeah, yeah, does it. I mean, I feel like I would find
- 14:50it difficult to not be able to do the, the thing that like you
- 14:56said, kind of gives me joy and makes me feel calmer. If I'm
- 14:59stressed Maybe you're more used to managing that.
- 15:04DWJ: Um, I'll say that. So this year has changed my perspective
- 15:10on a lot of things. I mean, I'm fairly young, I'm 43. And you
- 15:16don't expect to have a major life event at 43.
- 15:20Mia Hobbs: mmmm
- 15:22DWJ: And, I mean, I was essentially told, what I came in
- 15:25with is what most people die from. When you find out we hear
- 15:28people die from pulmonary embolism, and disability because
- 15:31of the level of embolisms, that I had had a massive one,
- 15:36restricting blood flow right out of my heart, so my body wasn't
- 15:40getting enough oxygen. And then my lungs were riddled with clots
- 15:44like, riddled. So for me to have made it as far as I had before
- 15:50being hospitalised was kind of miraculous. And so I'd say about
- 15:56two weeks before I went to hospital,
- 15:59I'd stopped knitting. And I also stopped talking as much which is
- 16:05hard to do when you're a professor but I talked only when
- 16:09I had to, and found ways to really engage students in my
- 16:14classroom to do the talking so that I wouldn't have to. And so
- 16:18I kind of switched over a little bit and had started working in
- 16:21polymer clay.
- 16:23And which is a medium that I worked on before. But I had seen
- 16:27some fun things on Instagram, I wanted to make like jewellery
- 16:29and things like that. So I kind of switched over, because I
- 16:32realised, now I did not have enough oxygen in my body. So I
- 16:36did not have the brainpower to read a knitting pattern.
- 16:41Which I couldn't, I didn't know that at the time. Um, and
- 16:45Polymer Clay don't follow patterns, or you don't, I could
- 16:48just sit down at the table and make whatever. And so when you
- 16:54realise after going through all that, like when I was in
- 16:57hospital, I legit was just trying to survive, and, and
- 17:02you're just kind of there. And, you know, people are like, Oh,
- 17:06I'm terrified of needles, and I hate all that. You, when you
- 17:10have someone slice into your neck artery while you're awake,
- 17:14anything is possible.
- 17:17And you stop being afraid of certain things. And so I had to
- 17:22I had to come to the realisation when I came out of hospital, how
- 17:27sick I was, and how long the recovery I had had. So they give
- 17:32you about a year before you are expected to feel normal. And I
- 17:38spent three months of the summer, essentially waiting for
- 17:42my heart to go back to normal, which meant a lot of rest. A lot
- 17:48of naps. And so my husband I think was the person who noted
- 17:52like, a couple weeks out of the hospital, I finally picked
- 17:56Polymer clear. And so I saw him like grinning, and I'm like what
- 18:00he goes, you're just being creative. And I'm happy about
- 18:02that. Like, I haven't seen this in weeks. he's like, so this is
- 18:06positive. And I would look at my knitting and I would want to do
- 18:11it.
- 18:29Your blood oxygen levels aren't still normal. So clearly, you're
- 18:35not. And like if people were like, how are you in grad school
- 18:38and teaching? And I was like, Well, things, I stopped doing
- 18:41certain things because I couldn't, I wasn't functioning.
- 18:44So I think this year, I realised like, I have to have patience
- 18:48with myself. Yeah, i'm a fairly patient person. But I'm also
- 18:52very efficient and like I do things for myself. So learning
- 18:55to be more patient with myself has been something that I've
- 18:58dealt with this year. And now I'm getting frustrated when I
- 19:01can't do the things I want to do, because there's so many
- 19:04things that I can do now that I couldn't do six months ago.
- 19:07Mia Hobbs: Yeah. So you're really focusing on the process
- 19:10of recovery and trying to give yourself time for that.
- 19:13DWJ: And sometimes you have to remind yourself of that, like,
- 19:15Yeah, we had to travel and do things and I was exhausted. But
- 19:19I was like, but you know what, two months ago, I would not have
- 19:23been able to walk up that hill.
- 19:24Mia Hobbs: Hmm.
- 19:25DWJ: And so let's be happy that I walked up that hill today.
- 19:29And, and me and my husband is great at reminding me of those
- 19:33little things and being like, Oh, you've done so much better
- 19:36like, because I think he knows me so intimately and has seen me
- 19:41at the absolute lowest in the hospital. So he knows like, this
- 19:45is progress. So eventually, like I was hospitalised early May. I
- 19:50think I started knitting again. About six weeks out so mid June
- 19:58into July. So that was, that was a while.
- 20:02Mia Hobbs: Yeah.
- 20:24DWJ: I was like, okay, yeah, do it. And then I will go. Let me
- 20:27read the instructions. Let me just read it through. And now
- 20:31still doesn't make sense yet. So me give myself time. So it's
- 20:35about it's been about patience for me.
- 20:37Mia Hobbs: Yeah. And I guess one of the things that when we talk
- 20:43about therapeutic knitting one of the I think the reasons we
- 20:46think knitting is helpful is because you can break it down
- 20:49into quite small steps. And it kind of makes it more
- 20:53accessible, I think, in some ways. So for example, if
- 20:56someone's feeling really low, or like you, when you were
- 20:58struggling to get back in, that you could do a teeny tiny
- 21:01amount, I suppose. Unlike other, it might be hard to start, I
- 21:05don't know much about painting, but to start painting and only
- 21:08paint a tiny piece of a canvas or something. Whereas knitting,
- 21:12like if you're doing a couple of stitches, or like winding a ball
- 21:15of yarn, you are still making progress towards the end thing,
- 21:18even if it's in a very small increment of what you can manage
- 21:21in a given day, I suppose.
- 21:23DWJ: Yeah, I mean, even for me, when I wasn't on pre embolisms.
- 21:31Even if I could just do a row at night, I will be like, I feel
- 21:36accomplished. Like I got at least I got in a couple stitches
- 21:40tonight. Before I went to bed, like it was a long day, I just
- 21:43want to let something go. Let me just get a couple rows in and
- 21:45then I'll feel a little bit better. Yeah. So I do think that
- 21:48is part of the beauty of it is that you kind of constantly
- 21:51working on this thing. And to me, I think it's all still like,
- 21:55it's all a little bit of being an artist and a work of art. I
- 22:00definitely think of knitting is an art form. And
- 22:02Mia Hobbs: I was gonna ask you about that as somebody who has
- 22:05an art kind of background about whether knitting is an art form
- 22:09for you, because I never quite know for myself?
- 22:12DWJ: No, I think it is I think we all you and I can pick the
- 22:16exact same pattern.
- 22:17Mia Hobbs: Yeah.
- 22:18DWJ: And interpret in so many different ways. From the yarn
- 22:21choices to maybe you make your sweater with long sleeves, and
- 22:25I'm going to go short, maybe you decided you want to in some
- 22:28waist shaping, or some bust darts. Or I'm like now I want to
- 22:32make it oversized, or you're like I want this to be really
- 22:35fitted. I think
- 22:37it is such an individual thing. And we each get to put our own
- 22:43spin on it. Like I love I love because people always like oh,
- 22:46do you should design patterns? No, I love other people writing
- 22:50patterns and their designs and the vision in the ideas that
- 22:53they have. And then how I get to interpret that from
- 22:56Mia Hobbs: Yeah. And without doing the maths.
- 23:01DWJ: Without doing all that I don't want to do grading one of
- 23:03my girlfriends to do that. And I'm like no, and I'm and we made
- 23:06her make us design a pattern for us for Rhinebeck with you. Like
- 23:12make us a sweater. Thank you. And she did all the work.
- 23:15Mia Hobbs: Yeah, the closest I've ever got was actually this
- 23:19sweater that I'm wearing now, which is a like, you know, Tin
- 23:22Can knits Strange Brew.
- 23:24DWJ: Oh, yeah,
- 23:25Mia Hobbs: but I just added these kind of like snowflakes to
- 23:28make it a bit more, you know,
- 23:30DWJ: I like it though
- 23:30Mia Hobbs: Christmassy, thank you. But there was quite a lot
- 23:33of maths involved. And that was a sense of achievement. I got a
- 23:36bit different than the way I normally get a sense of
- 23:39achievement from knitting. But that was probably enough as it
- 23:42happened. For me.
- 23:43DWJ: I have some books and some formulas. So sometimes I will. I
- 23:46love saddle, shoulders. Okay. Yeah. Not a bunch of people make
- 23:51patterns like that. So I will often do that for myself. And
- 23:57like I have kind of a standard pattern and again, and so people
- 24:00are like, oh, you should and I'm like I'm going off of bits and
- 24:04pieces from a book and slicing things together. Yeah. I'm not
- 24:08designing this. Like I can make anything from my bust size.
- 24:13Yeah. You want to ask me to make it for somebody else? No, but
- 24:17it's my bust size. I got you.
- 24:19Mia Hobbs: Yeah. Yeah. Fair enough. I'm interested in the
- 24:24thing you said about patience. Because I think I certainly I
- 24:27don't know whether you do people, lots of people say
- 24:29you're you're much more patient than I am. I couldn't wouldn't
- 24:32ever have the patience for knitting, and associate patience
- 24:35with knitting. And it sounds like you've felt like you've had
- 24:37to use a lot of patience in your recovery. I wonder whether you
- 24:41feel like patience is something knitters have, did you get more
- 24:45patient through knitting or is that just something people say?
- 24:48DWJ: Something people say because I think if you want
- 24:51something you will be patient for it. A lot of things that you
- 24:56want or need don't aren't instantaneous. I also think and
- 24:59because I deal with students that we're in a culture right
- 25:03now, instant gratification and immediacy, you know, students
- 25:07are always asking like, Well, how did you all do such as that
- 25:10for you and your undergrad? I'm like, well, first of all, we
- 25:12didn't have Ubers. I couldn't call a con man, like, I had to
- 25:15make a plan. We had to figure these things out. We didn't all
- 25:19have cell phones. Um, so I think I am patient in that respect.
- 25:25I've always kind of been a patient person when it comes to
- 25:27things that I want. And so I think when people see other
- 25:33knitters and are, like, oh, I can never do it. I think people
- 25:36are just intimidated. It seems like it's this really complex
- 25:40thing, because I remember seeing it for the first time, like, how
- 25:43long do people get it to do that, and it become this thing,
- 25:47but, um, I mean, it just takes a little bit of practice. And then
- 25:52I'll have to tell my students that do. I wasn't a sweater
- 25:55knitter on day one, everybody makes a crappy potholder or a
- 25:59scarf with really big holes in it. Yeah. And you have to accept
- 26:05that, um, and especially like, I'm, I am a person that's very
- 26:09much a perfectionist. I can be a little bit anal about things.
- 26:15And so I had to let that go in knitting,
- 26:18Mia Hobbs: okay.
- 26:20DWJ: And that that took a little bit for me, but to realise like,
- 26:26the perfection is in the practice. And then I'm better
- 26:30now. Because I know how I have more confidence, I can fix a
- 26:34dropped stitch, I can see my mistakes and frog back. And I
- 26:40think the beauty in it is that if I really really mess it up, I
- 26:44just unravel it. Yeah. And sometimes I think it's people
- 26:49like, it's just such a waste of time. But it isn't, if you learn
- 26:52from it and like, again, I go back to like, I like learning.
- 26:57Yeah. And so as long as I'm learning and getting something
- 27:02out of it, then there's joy to be had at that. And I think we
- 27:06missed that. Sometimes I have a class that I teach students, and
- 27:11I'm like, the goal is for you to make mistakes, and learn from
- 27:15the mistake that you make. Because it's the problem solving
- 27:19class so I'm, like, you all are so afraid that you're gonna give
- 27:23me the wrong answer that you just don't do it. Like you won't
- 27:27show me the work you want. And the goal is, I want to see
- 27:31multiple tries, I want to see how you attempted to do it the
- 27:35first time to then figure out where you went wrong. And if you
- 27:39don't make the mistake, I can't help you like I can't. And so I
- 27:45often have to, and I had a really good semester with them
- 27:47this year, because I really kept pressing like, no, no, I want to
- 27:50see the mistakes. Like I want to see the mistakes, I need to see
- 27:54all the work. But I think that's the really hard part for people
- 27:59that to kind of get to them mistakes or how we learn like
- 28:02it's okay, you don't have to be perfect. And because we're in
- 28:06such a social media perfection, ultra filtered world. Um, it
- 28:13makes it hard for people to understand or process that and
- 28:16I'm like, that's how you grow. It's ok.
- 28:20Mia Hobbs: And I think certainly, that's something that
- 28:21knitting has helped me with. And I think in the therapeutic
- 28:24knitting groups I've been running we have been focusing on
- 28:28like, the worst thing that can happen, but you still got unless
- 28:31you get the scissors out, you still got what you started with,
- 28:34which is a ball of yarn and the needles. And, and that is a kind
- 28:38of, in a way, a place for making safe mistakes. Like because how
- 28:42wrong can it possibly go with knitting?
- 28:45DWJ: My husband is really good. Because he knows me and I'm
- 28:49anxious and I will be like, when we first got a dog, and like
- 28:54we'd be late or stuck in traffic, and he'll be like,
- 28:57Okay, what is what's the worst thing that can happen? Now, like
- 29:02what should poop in the house? And he goes, Okay, so how do we
- 29:07how do you fix them? Like, why me? I would just clean it up
- 29:09like that. Okay, so let that go. And understand that. If we're
- 29:15late, she might have accident, but we have the tools and means
- 29:19to clean it up. Yeah, and she'll still be fine. Like, she's not
- 29:23gonna starve to death. We're 30 minutes late coming home. Um,
- 29:27he's like, she'll probably be even more excited when you walk
- 29:30in the door. So he, he is very good at refocusing me and saying
- 29:36like, Okay, tell me the worst thing that can happen. And how
- 29:41then, do you have how do you overcome that hurdle once you
- 29:45get there, which is one of the things I did do a lot with, like
- 29:48before school started after having kind of been out of the
- 29:52game for three months. He was like, tell me all the things
- 29:55that you're afraid of. And then let's figure out how we resolve
- 30:00Those fears. Um, and that was a great exercise for him to sit
- 30:05down and be like, well, these are the things that make me
- 30:07nervous. Okay. Think about solutions and how we make it
- 30:11better. Or maybe only the practice if he things before
- 30:14school starts. So you feel more comfortable like that. And so I
- 30:17think that's how I feel to a knitting is that. Alright, this
- 30:21cable looks insane. And I'm a little nervous. Let me practice.
- 30:26Yeah, let me let me try this out. You know, that's what I
- 30:29tell people too with swatches like, that's why swatches are
- 30:32helpful. Yeah, give you a chance to see how something's gonna
- 30:36react or respond. And then you can figure out if thats the
- 30:39right needle, if that's the right technique, or maybe it's
- 30:42not the project for you at that time.
- 30:44Mia Hobbs: Yeah. And do you have more than one thing on the go at
- 30:47once if you got projects for different?
- 30:48DWJ: Always!
- 30:50Mia Hobbs: And are they different, for different I don't
- 30:52know, moods or different situations in your life where
- 30:55you need a different type of project.
- 30:57DWJ: I'm usually I have multiple sweaters going on at once.
- 31:04Because they require different things at different times. So I
- 31:08like a sweater will have like, a lot of stockinette in the body
- 31:12where I don't have to really look that great for just some
- 31:15mindless knitting. Whereas if I'm just starting a sweater,
- 31:19maybe I have to pay a little bit more attention to my increases,
- 31:23I'm building out the yoke. Two colour brioche when I'm really
- 31:29stressed, because it makes me take my mind off of whatever it
- 31:33is that I was thinking about and makes me focus on the project at
- 31:36hand.
- 31:38Mia Hobbs: So you'll gravitate towards something more
- 31:40complicated if you're really stressed, and you need to kind
- 31:42of Yeah, same
- 31:46DWJ: yeah, it helps me recenter and say like, I need to not
- 31:53think about this for 30 minutes. Let me pick this up. Because
- 31:56then I'm gonna have to really look at this because I don't
- 31:58want to mess this up. Yeah.
- 32:00Mia Hobbs: Yeah. It's kind of a bit of an escape from stress.
- 32:04DWJ: Yeah, and then just have stuff like I get. I get in the
- 32:09mood. I'm like, I just really wanted to knit a colourwork
- 32:11sweater. Yeah. Or I just really want to use the yarn. Um, and
- 32:18I've had moments where like, yarn will arrive and I'm like,
- 32:21well, casting on something else immediately. Um, I actually got
- 32:25some, some boucle yarn yesterday. And I'm like, Well,
- 32:28I'm gonna make a hat.it's cold,
- 32:30Mia Hobbs: yeah. Yeah. I always ask about a significant knitting
- 32:37project.
- 32:39DWJ: Um, I always love. I always love for my mom
- 32:44Mia Hobbs: for your mom.
- 32:46DWJ: She always, always always gets excited. No, it can be a
- 32:52wrap can be a sweater, it doesn't matter.
- 32:56Mia Hobbs: She's not a knitter.
- 32:57DWJ: No, no, no one else in my family is, um, so anytime I make
- 33:03her something, there is this level of joy and excitement from
- 33:09my mother that is so genuine and so. So pure. And it's that it's
- 33:17that thing where you're like, This is why you make something
- 33:19for other people because they genuinely like get it and love
- 33:22it. And she wants to tell everyone that her daughter made
- 33:27it for her. So I made her a sweater called a. simmetrie that
- 33:32I love. That was a little bit complex for me. And she wore it
- 33:38the first time she had to travel out of town after my dad passed
- 33:41away. And a woman she was sitting eating in a hotel bar by
- 33:46herself. And a woman came up to her and asked her if she had
- 33:50knit that sweater. And she said no but my daughter did. And
- 33:55turns out the woman was like a knitting instructor and Blah
- 33:57blah and she ended up sitting down having lunch with my mom
- 34:00and my mom made a friend. And it was just one of those things
- 34:04where it's like something that you knit that brings my mom
- 34:07comfort and excitement but then also found find a way to like,
- 34:12connect her to other people. Um, she's also notorious for talking
- 34:17to people in public when she sees other people knitting like,
- 34:20well my daughter knits and then I'll get like Instagram message
- 34:24like I met your mom today. Um, and so that that 100% Makes me
- 34:33feel incredibly special and that I understand that she
- 34:37appreciates what I make her so she's probably my favourite
- 34:43person to knit for and she's hilarious because like I'll wear
- 34:46a sweater I was FaceTiming her the other day. And I had on a
- 34:50new sweater that I made for myself. And like we're in the
- 34:52middle of talking about something else and she goes. And
- 34:54that sweater you're wearing is real cute.
- 34:57Mia Hobbs: is that her way of placing an order
- 35:00DWJ: That was her hint so I too would like that sweater w'm
- 35:03like, What do I have? in my stash As can I make this exact
- 35:07sweater But yeah, so anything for my mom, I think is my actual
- 35:12favourite thing. And then I have a former grad student who's
- 35:16like a little brother to me, who, whenever he helps me out,
- 35:20he always askes me for this very specific hat, asked for in a
- 35:25different colour. Hmm. Um, and apparently, like, everybody
- 35:29always tries to take this hat. Everybody loves his hat. His dad
- 35:33was like, I mean, I've never heard that said like, can she
- 35:37make me one of these? Like, no, you don't know her. And she has,
- 35:42like, you have no relationship like, this is my special thing.
- 35:46But it's this special moment. I think any knit is special, you
- 35:50give it away, and then you see it in use. Like, I've seen him
- 35:55post pictures, and it's winter time he forever has on one of
- 35:59the hats. And for that, that always makes me happy to hear
- 36:03that, like, you see a baby wearing something made, or a
- 36:07blanket that you made like that, to know that it's being used in
- 36:11love that makes me happy
- 36:13Mia Hobbs: yeah, that actually happened to me. Last weekend, I
- 36:16met up with my best friend who lives a few hours away. And she
- 36:21was wearing the do you know, the scout shawl. And so I had knit
- 36:26that when my dog was quite a small puppy and had like, so
- 36:29it's intarsia and colour works that have like six balls of yarn
- 36:33at once and I made it for my best friend's 40th. And we met
- 36:37up in a different town and she was wearing it with this like
- 36:41new yellow coat that just matched the which since she said
- 36:44she hadn't bought especially because it matched the scarf,
- 36:46but it looked great. And I happened to be wearing a
- 36:49cardigan in the same yellow yarn that I'd used in her shawl. We
- 36:53were like, looked like we were on a weird hen do or something
- 36:56but it was. But it was so special to see her wearing that
- 36:59I'd made her for her 40th which was in July. She's not a knitter
- 37:02so, it was a slightly random gift. You know, you never quite,
- 37:06I'm never quite sure if somebody who's not a knitter is gonna
- 37:10appreciate you know, appreciate it.
- 37:12DWJ: I know. Yeah, I don't knit for everybody. And sometimes
- 37:15I've been like pressured and i'm, like, just make it and then
- 37:17And I've probably got to be what you feel like making at that
- 37:20I'm like, I didn't need to make this person this because I will
- 37:24never ever see evidence of this thing ever again. Um, well, my
- 37:28knitting circle is incredibly small. And, and I do that so
- 37:32that I can make whatever I want whenever I want. I don't
- 37:36necessarily want people to put demands on what I choose to create.
- 37:45particular time? Like what floats your boat just then.
- 37:49Yeah, like sometimes I'm like, I like I have a friend who I know
- 37:53really wants a sweater from me. And I know what sweater I want
- 37:56to make him. But I have no interest in making this sweater
- 37:59right now. Yeah, like January will hit and and i'll be like
- 38:02now's the time lets make this sweater? Yeah. But um, and
- 38:07that's I tell people you might get a sweater from me in July.
- 38:11You might get a sweater from me in February. Like it just
- 38:15depends on what the mood is and how I feel at the time.
- 38:18Mia Hobbs: Yeah, and it's difficult to know how long these
- 38:20things take. Also, people are saying how long does it take to
- 38:22knit a sweater? I don't know.
- 38:25DWJ: I'm like It depends. Like especially now um, I was
- 38:30supposed to knit. I'm usually a fast knitter but I'm not this
- 38:35year. And I'm my best friend comes with me to all yarn
- 38:39related events. And she was coming to Rhinebeck and so I
- 38:41knit her Rhinebeck sweater before. And I didn't have it in
- 38:46me. I barely got through making mine in time for Rhinebeck but
- 38:50my girlfriends in my little knitting group. Were like we'll
- 38:55knit it for her because they love her too. And so I think for
- 38:59me, that has also been like, one of the best things this year is
- 39:02that I have a really good small circle of girlfriends who, when
- 39:06I couldn't knit did stuff for me. And when I haven't had the
- 39:11energy or the enthusiasm, they be like that, don't worry, we'll
- 39:15handle it. Um, and so like they knit it, but then I ended up her
- 39:19sleeves need to be a little bit longer. So I frogged back her
- 39:22cuffs and made it a little bit longer for her so that there was
- 39:26still a little bit of me in there. Yeah. But yeah, I just I
- 39:31you know, I tell people like you get one when I feel like it
- 39:34there have been some sweaters where I've loved the process.
- 39:37And so I'll just spend a little bit of time and and put it away.
- 39:41And so, I've had a sweater that took me like three months where
- 39:45I'm like, Yeah, I'm probably gonna sat down and done this a
- 39:47couple weeks, but I enjoyed it. So I would savour it and be
- 39:51like, I'll come back to this. Like, I'll pick this back up
- 39:54later.
- 39:56Mia Hobbs: Yeah, so it's a lot about the process for you than
- 39:59the end result Oh, And you've mentioned the idea of knitting,
- 40:03making you feel calmer, and you've mentioned the kind of joy
- 40:07and the colour, are there any other ways you think knitting
- 40:10kind of helps you in terms of your well being, or
- 40:15DWJ: I think I have met amazing people. Um, and so like I, you
- 40:22know, I'd said before and 2020, when the pandemic started, if I
- 40:26didn't have my, the group of five of us, I didn't have those
- 40:31four women in my life, I don't know how I would have made it
- 40:34through 2020. And I really don't know how I would have made it
- 40:37through this year after getting sick and, and what connects us
- 40:43is yarn. And it, you know, we incurred Look, we all bought
- 40:48yarn, advent calendars this year. So that we could all open.
- 40:53And so like, when I log off with you, I'm sure my text messages
- 40:57will be full of pictures of what was in each person advent,
- 41:01because we all got different ones,
- 41:02Mia Hobbs: you know, go get different ones, okay.
- 41:03DWJ: And so that we talked about and ooh and ahh over what each
- 41:07person got, and, you know, we encourage our own purchases and
- 41:13get excited and ooh and ahh over what each other's making and do
- 41:19knit alongs amongst ourselves. So I think for me, knitting has
- 41:24also brought amazing relationships into my life. And
- 41:27even at my old job, like, I have a friend who I worked with, and
- 41:31we had the same birthday, but years apart. And it turns out,
- 41:36she was in there too. And so that was a way we kind of bonded
- 41:38at work. Like she was a person where I probably we she and I,
- 41:43we didn't really have anything in common. And then when
- 41:45someone's like, oh, you know, this person knits and so does
- 41:47Dana. And then we started talking and then created, had a
- 41:52friendship, like and would bring yarn and pass stuff back and
- 41:55forth at work. So I think knitting has also brought me
- 41:59some amazing people into my life which i am thankful for.
- 42:06Mia Hobbs: That's amazing. Has knitting ever been unhelpful? Do
- 42:09you think?
- 42:13No, um, I mean, you get tired of people being like, make me this.
- 42:19Yeah, they don't understand what all goes into it. You know, when
- 42:27my dad was sick, my dad had cancer. And I was at the
- 42:33hospital a lot. I knit a lot at the hospital. And the nurses
- 42:37would come and talk to me about stuff or bring their projects
- 42:40and show me things that they were working on. Now I think it
- 42:46I think it is only brought good things into my life, and good
- 42:51things and memories and things.
- 42:54And I was interested you said when you're talking about your
- 42:56mum wearing a sweater, that when she went out for the first time
- 43:01after your dad had died, and it was like her wearing, I don't
- 43:05know, superpower or like an added confidence when she wore
- 43:08that sweater. I don't know whether you feel that
- 43:11relationship with your sweaters that you or other garments that
- 43:14you make when you wear them.
- 43:17DWJ: What I remember, like the first time I did this sweater,
- 43:20and it was it was done in like a Hemp yarn so I could wear it in
- 43:23the summer because I did it in like May. Yeah, the very first
- 43:26time I was like, please don't let this whole for some reason.
- 43:29I was like, please don't let this whole thing like unravel.
- 43:33And just be naked at work.
- 43:35Mia Hobbs: Did it stay together?
- 43:36DWJ: It stayed together?I don't know why I thought but like, in
- 43:40my head. I was like, this whole thing might just collapse. I
- 43:44don't know what's gonna happen. Um, but I do feel better. When I
- 43:48wear my own stuff. And then people like, Oh, what did you
- 43:51make? And I'm like, yeah, yes, I did. Um,
- 43:55Mia Hobbs: I always say I feel 20% happier when I'm wearing
- 43:57something I made. And I used to also I don't know, i This
- 44:01probably has happened to you as well. But once you're an
- 44:03established, you know, have a reputation as a knitter, you
- 44:06know, in your place of work or whatever. Then whatever you
- 44:10wear, people say, oh, did you knit that? And then it's so
- 44:12annoying. If you wear something that you bought in a shop and
- 44:16you're like, No, I totally could have made this it would be so
- 44:18easy. But I didn't
- 44:20DWJ: I haven't bought a sweater. I bought Actually no, I bought a
- 44:24sweater for the first time in the store the other day. And I
- 44:29told my husband the only reason I bought it because it's in some
- 44:31neutral colours that I would not. I wouldn't find joy in
- 44:35knitting this for myself. So I'm just going to buy this because I
- 44:37know I would be like, No, I'm not knitting this and I would
- 44:40change it but I needed like a neutral to go with something
- 44:44else. But I my students get the most excited about it. And I had
- 44:48a student every day would come in. I will walk in and he's like
- 44:53professor. Did you make it and I say Nate? I tell you every week
- 44:57Yep. Yes, I made that like he was. So it is especially the
- 45:04young man he was so like, amazed that I could make clothes.
- 45:12Because they see me knitting. And so my students probably
- 45:15asked me the most like, thing and you'll see the look on their
- 45:19face might come in and like what's going on with them? Like,
- 45:23did you make that one I'm Like, yeah, I made this one. Yeah. all
- 45:27my sweaters I make all of them.
- 45:29Mia Hobbs: I have one from when the dog was in the terrible like
- 45:32shark teeth phase or if the kids are sick and you don't want them
- 45:37to vomit on a handknit jumper that I keep in the back of the
- 45:41wardrobe, but the others are all handmade now. Yeah, I was going
- 45:48to ask about knitting high end and knitting low. If you've got
- 45:51any in mind.
- 45:55DWJ: Knitting High. Probably the first time I figured out how to
- 45:59adapt a sweater for Jelly Bean's size.
- 46:02Mia Hobbs: Oh, yeah. And can you remember what that was.
- 46:04DWJ: Uh huh. It was an Angelina pullover. Um, and I knit it for
- 46:09myself first. And she was an had been a new rescue. And so we
- 46:16hadn't had her for long. But the whole time I've been knitting
- 46:20mine, she had been using the ball of yarn as a pillow. And
- 46:26she's so little, because she's just five pounds. And sometimes
- 46:29you buy some of the store bought stuff. It's a little too big.
- 46:33And I was like, You know what? I bought her stuff. And I paid too
- 46:37much money for things. I need you to sit down. I've already
- 46:41knit this. So I just need to do the math to shrink it down. And
- 46:45I did it. And it was the most adorable, ridiculous thing I
- 46:49ever knit.
- 46:50Mia Hobbs: and she loves wearing them.
- 46:52She loves I mean, she wears clothes every day. Because yeah,
- 46:55they're cold. Yeah. And it just was one of those things where
- 46:59you know, cuz, like, why would you do that? Or that? Cuz it
- 47:03made me happy. Like, that's literally the reason. um so that
- 47:11is a really good high, can you think of a low? Oh, I can tell
- 47:15you low, I really there was just beautiful cardigan that I really
- 47:19wanted to make. And I got halfway through it. But it was
- 47:22fishermen's rib and it was killing my hands. Okay, and it
- 47:26took me a year and a half to Frog it.
- 47:28Oh!
- 47:30I finally like I have to let you go. Because I'm never gonna
- 47:35finish you. Because every time I pick you up, like I feel the
- 47:38ache in my hand. And it wasn't even small yarn. It was just the
- 47:42stitch and the positioning of the hand. Like it just was too
- 47:45much. Um, and someone else saw it was like You're like halfway
- 47:49through. And I was like, Yeah, but I'm never there. I can't, I
- 47:53can't do that was sad. But in frogging it. I ended up using
- 47:57the yarn and making something with an amazing rainbow. Like
- 48:01something else. I'm not too sad anymore. Like, yeah, it had a
- 48:05better life. So I think probably the low would be in realising
- 48:09like what those limitations are. And I think this year, I've not
- 48:12knit as much as I would love to. Yeah. Okay. I've still made some
- 48:20really great things that I'm excited about. Just in my head
- 48:23has all these things that I want to make sure. And I always end
- 48:28need to be an octopus with multiple arms. Yeah, and knit
- 48:31way more than I do.
- 48:33Yeah. Yeah. So you're full of ideas. And is that part of the
- 48:36joy of the knitting? Like the planning the next project and
- 48:39what colours or yarn you're going to use? And?
- 48:41DWJ: 100% 100% Yeah, yeah, I love like, especially if I'm
- 48:45knitting for someone else. I love that moment. When I know
- 48:49the person I figure out the yarn and the pattern, it all clicks,
- 48:53and it's so perfect. And you're like, like, my husband wanted
- 48:58some sweater and I realised I knit this version of this
- 49:02sweater for my sister the year before. And I realised I had the
- 49:05perfect combination of yarn to make it for him a colourwork
- 49:10sweater. And he never pays attention. So like I've been
- 49:14knitting it. And then finally I was like, Okay, I need to try
- 49:16this on. He's like, why? And I was like, I've been knitting a
- 49:19sweater. Right? Like that's for me. I'm I guess, I mean,
- 49:27Mia Hobbs: I saw someone on Instagram. do you know. I think
- 49:30drunk knitter I think is their Instagram and she was had a, she
- 49:34was knitting next to her husband. And then she got him to
- 49:37take a picture of her knitting something for him. And I was
- 49:41thinking, I so could do that.
- 49:45DWJ: My husband, we went, we went to New Orleans on a trip
- 49:49one year, and we're in a store and he held up a scarf and he
- 49:52was like, if you could make me something like this, I would
- 49:54love it. So while we're there, I took him into the yarn shop like
- 49:59we'll pick the Colour yarn you want. So he knew the yarn. And
- 50:03we used to commute together in the car, and I knit that scarf
- 50:06for him in the car in front of him for Christmas. And he never
- 50:10noticed. He never noticed I pulled that scarf out every
- 50:16morning and every evening in our commute, and I made it in the
- 50:19car in front of that man. And he never noticed. So I realised if
- 50:23I don't talk about what it is that I'm making. Yeah, he pays
- 50:27absolutely
- 50:28Mia Hobbs: screened it out.
- 50:30DWJ: Because I'm always knitting. Yeah, why would he
- 50:33think it's for him? Yeah. So it wasn't until I said them the
- 50:36other day, like, you know, this what it is for you? He's like,
- 50:40what?
- 50:42Mia Hobbs: I was wondering whether you could get him a
- 50:43surprise. Clearly you can. Yeah, yeah.
- 50:47DWJ: All the time. And then I'm like, he's, like, yes, yes. paid
- 50:52zero attention.
- 50:55Mia Hobbs: But he's delighted for the outcome.
- 50:56Oh, no, he's not. I know. It's like, there's certain certain
- 51:00things that make like there are hats. I haven't even gotten to
- 51:02block because as soon as I show him, like, I just finished your
- 51:05hat. And the next day, I'm like, where did it go? And then he
- 51:09comes home, and it's on his head. The process not over it
- 51:13needs to be blocked. Um, so there's something that he
- 51:16absolutely like. And he is very, He's usually very specific. He
- 51:21is very specific in his request, and will like, show you a
- 51:25picture or give you an example and then tell you what colour
- 51:29okay. And he usually only asked for one thing a year, and I
- 51:33can't so I always make it for him. So I made him a sweater
- 51:37this year because I wanted to. But he has asked for a scarf and
- 51:42a specific yarn, which I got for him. So I'll be working on that
- 51:47mindlessly, for him garter stitch scarf, it's really more
- 51:53about the yarn. He thought. He saw a speckled yarn in a sweater
- 51:57that I made. He's like, I want yarn like that. But it like
- 52:02blue, red and white. And so like, oh, he just wants
- 52:05speckles. Okay.
- 52:08He didn't know he wanted speckles,
- 52:10DWJ: he didn't know. He kept looking at my sweater. I like I
- 52:14like, like this effect. And so i'm like, you like the yarn?
- 52:19Okay. That's what you're telling me is you'd like the speckled
- 52:22yarn. Got it? I got it.
- 52:24Mia Hobbs: So you just have to translate that. Yeah. For him.
- 52:27It
- 52:27DWJ: He usually gives me the visuals are enough thing. Yeah.
- 52:30Where I can figure out and I'll ask questions like, Is it the
- 52:33texture? Or is it the colour or how it's arranged? And he'll be
- 52:38like, no, no, it's this and I'm like, oh, that I can do.
- 52:42Mia Hobbs: Okay. Yeah. Yeah. And I always end the podcast with
- 52:47asking, what's the greatest gift that knitting has given you for
- 52:50the rest of your life?
- 52:52DWJ: Creative expression, probably. I've always been a
- 52:58really creative, artistic person. And I think it has
- 53:04helped me find ways to express myself even like, embroidering
- 53:09on my knits now. Hmm. So like, as I go through some quotes and
- 53:13things I pull in grad school, and I was like, You know what, I
- 53:17just need to start embroidering some of these things onto like
- 53:20simple sweaters because these are like things that I live by
- 53:24are things that are kind of what guide me in my research and my
- 53:27academic work or like, things that I love. And so it has given
- 53:33me another way to kind of have a creative outlet and express
- 53:36myself, which I'm very thankful for. And isn't necessarily
- 53:41something that we get all the time or, you know, I was raised,
- 53:46where my parents really encouraged my creativity and for
- 53:50me to express myself in those kinds of ways. So to find a way
- 53:55as an adult to have an outlet, I think so often we get caught up
- 54:01in work. Yeah, allow that to take over our lives and my dad
- 54:04was always like, I do not live to work I work so that I can
- 54:07live the life that I want to live and so I always tried to
- 54:11find a balance and to find moments of joy for myself and
- 54:16things that like that come outside of work when I leave my
- 54:19my when I used to leave with nine to five job, I had other
- 54:22things I wanted to do and enjoy and I told my students like it's
- 54:25a little different for me as a professor, but like, I told him,
- 54:29you know, my, my winter break is about Yes, I have some research
- 54:33work I had to do, but also I'm gonna knit and I'm gonna play
- 54:36video games. And I'm gonna give myself that mental break that I
- 54:40need. Because I also think it rejuvenates me and it makes me a
- 54:47better educator, a better person because I have creativity and
- 54:52things that are exciting outside of just doing every day.
- 54:56Mia Hobbs: That's great. I often like I often see young people
- 54:59for therapy Who are in exam years and I find, they often end
- 55:03up giving up their hobbies for those exam years, because
- 55:06they're trying to focus on passing exams. And I'm like, No,
- 55:08this is the time you need those things even more.
- 55:12DWJ: This is when you need it. And I for me, you know, I just
- 55:16sat for comps, so two days, for 12 hours total of writing. And I
- 55:23just my in between hours and my in between days, I was knitting
- 55:27as a way to say, I have all this stuff that I've stored in my
- 55:31brain. So I need to just give myself a moment to not just
- 55:36focus on what it is that I've been writing and working on
- 55:39thinking about theories and methodology and, like, let's
- 55:42work on this hat. Because
- 55:45Mia Hobbs: I find sometimes that the ideas percolate a bit when
- 55:48I'm knitting, like, I'm not trying to access thinking about
- 55:53work or having ideas about things, but somehow they arrive.
- 55:57When I'm knitting.
- 55:58DWJ: Sometimes I have that verse. And so I scribble notes
- 56:02on my patterns. Okay. Um, and then also for me, because a lot
- 56:08of my research goes into the knitting community. Sometimes it
- 56:14makes me think about or see things in different ways. So I
- 56:17have time to kind of process that information. Yeah. No, I
- 56:22always make my my best friend has a really stressful job. And
- 56:25I'm like, You need to pick up crocheting or weaving. Because
- 56:30they are stressing you out. And I want you to find a way to
- 56:34disconnect and reconnect with yourself so that they don't pull
- 56:38all of the creativity out of you just for this job that you get
- 56:41to save a little bit for yourself.
- 56:45Mia Hobbs: Dana, thank you so much for agreeing to be on the
- 56:47podcast. It's been an absolute pleasure hearing your
- 56:50experiences and all your ideas.
- 56:52DWJ: Thank you for having me.
- 56:59Mia Hobbs: Thank you so much for listening to series, one of the
- 57:02why I knit podcast. I've really enjoyed having these
- 57:04conversations and sharing them with you. If you've enjoyed the
- 57:07podcast, please subscribe so that you're notified when series
- 57:10two begins at the beginning of March. Thank you