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Why Some Narcissists Love Paying for it! · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  So why do narcissists love paying for the bedroom stuff?
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  The bedroom boom? Like I'm talking about only only
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  schmans, smostitutes, escorts, all of that type of stuff,
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  Korno, all of that type of stuff.
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  Yes I'm using certain words so it doesn't get, you know, taken
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  down or what not but y'all get what I'm saying?
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  They love paying for the bedroom.
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  Boom, so to speak. That's what we're talking about
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  today. Yeah, of course.
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  If you're near. My name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a diagnosed narcissist. And welcome to another episode
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  of The Narcissist Scope. Welcome back, folks.
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  Welcome back. Welcome back.
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  Yeah, yeah, yeah. A lot of narcissistic people
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  absolutely do love paying for it.
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  They love they they really do love it.
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  I'm just going to keep it high and ready now.
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  Does every narcissist like doing it?
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  No no NO no, most narcissists do not.
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  Like I'm just being real. There's a lot of narcissists out
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  there who will not pay for it blah blah blah Boo Boo Boo BB.
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  Y'all get exactly what I'm saying right?
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  But there are a ton of narcissistic people who do and
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  this video was inspired by a lady I did a one-on-one with.
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  Those are still available mental illness.net.
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  But I did a one-on-one with her, right?
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  And she was pretty much telling me she was like, what Martin
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  narcissistic husband just kept. He was on, on these sites like a
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  lot of our credit card bills. You would see the OF on there.
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  You would see the OF on there OF this charge, this type of
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  charge, you know, random charges, random Paypal's, random
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  cash apps to certain people or whatever.
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  And I look the person up, it's a lady of the night.
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  Yeah, I know your husband, your husband has been here with me.
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  Your husband is one of my best clients.
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  And she was like, what? I have been married lately.
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  I've been married so long, I had no idea.
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  Why do they love that? Why do narcissists love?
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  That's all Just like, OK, you know what, I can do that.
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  I would do that. I will.
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  I will take our volunteer as tribute, right?
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  But that's why I was there. Obviously I'm going to do it
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  like that and just to kind of get to get it off the RIP,
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  right? One reason the narcissist love
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  that type of lifestyle, love like the only fans people, the
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  escorts and whatnot, is because the power.
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  The power and the control. I think a lot of people, when
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  you see this video, a lot of people that have ever dealt with
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  a narcissist will understand exactly what I'm saying.
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  There are the ton of narcissistic people who just
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  enjoy the power and the control that they get.
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  They just do, they love having the power, they love having the
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  control over people. This is just the mentality that
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  so many narcissists have. Like, and if I can just pay for
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  it, even if it's not real life or in person, even if it's just
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  online stuff, I give you some money, I get to tell you what to
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  do. I have power over you.
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  I have dominion over you. And I know that's not how it
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  always is on the written in the grand scheme of things, but in
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  the narcissist mind, that's how it goes.
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  I have power and dominion over you to be able to do, to tell
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  you to do whatever I want you to do.
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  You can't say no. Of course you can, right?
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  But in the mind of a narcissist, you can't say no because I this
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  is a transaction. You see what I'm saying?
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  Y'all know that narcissist absolutely love that type of
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  stuff are they? They love the power, they love
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  the control, they love being able to being able to exert it
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  over other people. And then you get a lot of
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  narcissistic men who are just misogynist right now.
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  Could a narcissistic man go looking for another man?
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  Could they get a narcissistic man be only fan sites of other
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  men? Yes, that's absolutely true.
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  But there are a lot of narcissistic men who are just
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  pure misogynist and they they love having power and control
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  over women because they want to demean them.
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  They want to just put them down. They want to just put quote, UN
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  quote, put them in their place, so to speak.
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  So it can't be the power and control do play a huge part and
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  why a lot of narcissists love this type of lifestyle.
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  Why they love stepping outside the relationship of stepping
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  outside the marriage in participating in this type of
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  lifestyle, right. And I yeah, I know y'all hear me
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  also mentioned it earlier. I got Co almost got caught.
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  The transactional nature of it. We know, or at least you know,
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  that narcissist love transactional relationships.
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  There's no feelings attached. I can just pay you.
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  I get what I want. It's a transaction.
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  You know, typically when you hear transactional relationship
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  with narcissists, they're getting something from you.
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  Like they only have people in their lives that they are able
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  to extract something out of. They're able to get something
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  from, they're able to take something from, right?
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  That's the transactional nature of a lot of narcissistic
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  relationships. I can get what I want to from
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  you because this is how I operate.
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  This is how I move around. This is how you see what I'm
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  saying the the power and control dynamic provide that ability
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  right there to have the transactional relationship that
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  a lot of narcissists love just absolutely love the
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  transactional nature of these relationships y'all and another
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  reason y'all just slide into the let's just slide slowly into the
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  next reason. Another reason that they pursue
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  these type of lifestyles is because literally they already
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  have someone at home. There's a yeah, sometimes
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  narcissists just cheat because they have they have you at home.
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  They feel more confident because they have a main supply, right?
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  They feel so kind, feel confident if they have a main
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  source of supply or a partner at home.
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  Like even if I get rejected, which is which is still going to
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  hurt. The rejection is still going to
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  hurt. Even if I get rejected, I can
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  still even if I get rejected, I can still look at you and go
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  home. I, I got AI got a wife at home.
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  I got a husband at home, right? I have this at home.
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  I have that at home. So that's what happens
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  sometimes. Like even if they get rejected,
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  they will absolutely I will have you at home.
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  So it's the safety net. I can go out here.
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  I can do I can go go exert this power and control over other
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  people and I have my safety net you at home waiting on me.
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  So a lot of times narcissist will actually absolutely go out
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  here, do their cheat, do their cheating thing and just
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  literally just leave it be. You know the next reason that I
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  have written down right here, y'all just want to dart my eyes.
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  I have a whole white board here with my ideas on it so I don't
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  have to pull my phone up. The next thing y'all is some of
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  them or just SEX addicts. I said it.
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  They just look, there are addicts.
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  Now let's go ahead and get this out.
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  Get this out of the way. There are a ton of narcissists
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  who be out here lying, cheating, beating, whatever the case may
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  be, right? They just be out here lying
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  their asses off about being sex addicts.
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  But they'll just tell you straight up that they are.
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  They just like, well, almost, they'll cheat consistently.
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  I'm just a sex and I can't stop cheating.
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  Could it be true? Sometimes, yeah, but sometimes
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  they just love to cheat. They love to have their power
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  and control. They love to be able to pay for
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  it and make people go away. You know what I'm saying?
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  It's just like they sometimes they are addicts, but a lot of
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  times they are not. They will lie about being an
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  addict in order to get you to feel sorry for them.
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  Wow, I'm a sex addict, right? You wouldn't talk to an
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  alcoholic like this, would you? You wouldn't talk to a meth
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  addict right here. Like when you talk to somebody
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  that's this stronger on cocaine like this or fit new, you know,
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  would you would you talk to them like that?
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  You going to talk to me like that?
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  Yeah. My drug of choice is cheeks.
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  Yeah. Because I like, I love big old
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  booty cheeks. And I'm thinking about it now.
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  Oh, let me shake myself out of it.
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  You see how that sounds right there?
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  See how that goes? That's crazy.
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  But again, that's how the mind of a lot of narcissists work.
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  A lot of narcissists tend to go go into that space right there.
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  And so could they be sex addicts?
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  Yes, some of them absolutely could, but a lot of times they
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  are not. They're just liars, they're just
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  manipulators. They just do so much horrible
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  stuff and they're just, they just use it as an excuse.
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  But the sex addict, the sex addicts will absolutely pay for
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  it. You know they will, they will
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  pay for it. They don't.
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  Only fans, you know, whatever back what is back in the, what
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  do you call it back in the day Backpage Backpage, everybody say
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  is this civil? Only smash escorts you know
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  whatever the case may be. So some of them love paying for
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  it because they are addicts. The next one I got written down
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  y'all is deviancy and insecurity.
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  No, not insecurity, deviancy and perverts.
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  Now let's just keep it hot and ready.
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  There are a lot of narcissists out here right that look that
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  view their partners as precious commodities.
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  Now before you get angry at me, let me tell you what I'm saying.
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  Let me look precious commodity. I've been cheated on, beated on,
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  skated on. Everything on has happened to
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  me. I don't feel like a precious
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  commodity was just thing about this.
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  They have this purity mindset. They have this purity mindset.
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  They want to look at you as pure, right?
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  So they go out here and they find deviants.
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  You see what I'm saying? They want to they want to do
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  some freaky, dicky, nasty ass stuff, but they don't want to do
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  with you. So because they so they, they
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  want to keep you looking in the same light.
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  They don't want to look at you as a as a flag better word.
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  They don't want to look at you as a whore, right?
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  They don't look at their partner as pure.
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  So they have this deviancy and their perverts and they want to
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  do nasty dirty. We don't, we don't kink shame,
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  right? There's some there's some kinks
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  out there that need to be shame, but we don't kink shame over
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  here. Yeah, right.
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  They don't want to do some nasty stuff and they don't want to do
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  with you. So sometimes the easiest way to
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  do that nasty, nasty stuff, they get that Mister nasty time or
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  misses nasty time. It's just get on only fans or
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  pay for an escort or get on Backpage or you something find
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  go find a street, go to a street corner, one of these major
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  cities or even some of these smaller cities, go to a street
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  corner, do that type of stuff right there.
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  It's that's how it goes right there.
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  You know what I'm saying? Sometimes it really is just
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  because they're deviance and they're perfect.
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  So they really wanted to just get their rocks off.
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  And they really won't really, really want to be freaky as
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  hell. So they just do the stuff that
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  they're doing right now. You said they'll just go above
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  and beyond to get that deviancy out of their system, to
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  experience that, to explode elsewhere, you know, But they
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  want to look at you as pure. Like sometimes you can even find
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  out about the only Fans stuff, the escort stuff, and they'll
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  tell you what they've been doing.
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  Like, yeah, I always wanted to go outside and do it in the
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  rain, in in the back of a car, blah, blah, blah.
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  And you, you were like, why did you ask me to do that?
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  I don't want to look at you as a backseat whore.
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  That's why you see what I'm saying?
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  They'll say the type of stuff right there to you, but not
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  y'all. Seriously, the last, last but
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  not least, the last thing I have wrote down right here, y'all,
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  y'all might hear me flub it out earlier, but it's insecurities.
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  There are a lot of nurses out here that are insecure that
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  might be afraid to speak to the opposite gender or the same
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  gender, whoever you're attracted to, right?
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  They might be afraid to speak about that or speak to it.
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  So guess what they do? They call doing a news line.
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  They get on only fans and pretend to be smart somebody
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  that they're not. They get on Twitter or get to
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  find an escort or go to Backpage or whatever the case may be get
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  online somebody else. It might be as easy as getting
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  it. Sending a Facebook friend would
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  get a request out there to in order to get your rocks off,
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  because I'm not afraid. They already there.
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  They already you already know the escort or whatever case may
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  be, but it's easier to just pay for it than it is to risk
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  rejection. Even though again, like I said
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  earlier, you can risk the rejection and still like after
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  you get, you still can get rejected even after you pay, but
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  the the risk go way down. You know, the risk if that
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  happening goes way down, you know, and what not.
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  So the insecurity sometimes make it just easier for them to get
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  on only fans or watch them corn or pay for some corn, pay for
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  some corn, no sites or get an escort or whatever the case may
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  be. It really is.
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  It can be just fear, you know, it really is a fear and the
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  insecurities bubble to the surface and it doesn't have
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  anywhere to go. So it just pops and pops and
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  pops and it stays inside of them.
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  Yeah, anyway, y'all, welcome to the end of this video.
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