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Episode 226 - Alexis Skyy · The Baller Alert Show

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  Speaker 1: UMQW with me here you know bt so low shout
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  Speaker 1: oct no color? What we see? Who getting rid the
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  Speaker 1: bla bit something? Oh, you can't stand on the home SUSI.
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  Speaker 1: I really know he can't ball with me because you
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  Speaker 1: have with a squad of me. They getting they called
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  Speaker 1: me roller to the Ballerler show was so set, so
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  Speaker 1: you don't bet I'm in the building. And we got
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  Speaker 1: the one and only Alexis Sky joining us show. Yeah
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  Speaker 1: with the million dollars smile blinging, Yeah, how are you doing?
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  Speaker 1: It's the washtoo. Now look at what people in here
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  Speaker 1: who had just got their veneers done or needed something up.
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  Speaker 1: It was like if my teeth fall out, just cut
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  Speaker 1: away from it was like headed it out if it
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  Speaker 1: falls out. Yeah, no, it really happened. She was literally
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  Speaker 1: talking trying to hold her teeth. That happens, they fall out? Yeah, Like, man,
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  Speaker 1: how do they fall out? It's like, think about granting
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  Speaker 1: a critics on your nail when you're going to announce one,
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  Speaker 1: think about the overlay. It's an overlay on your teeth
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  Speaker 1: on her whole thing was about those the whole thing thing. No, No,
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  Speaker 1: you know what I think it is. I think that
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  Speaker 1: she didn't complete the process. Yeah, yeah it was so
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  Speaker 1: you know what she had on? She had tempts. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I can't even lie. My tempts fell out too. I
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  Speaker 1: was like literally fell out. I had like a missing
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  Speaker 1: while your your teeth shaved down. Yeah, unfortunately, should look good,
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  Speaker 1: thank you. Well. The first time I was having like
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  Speaker 1: the k under so you have to get care with
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  Speaker 1: the veneers. So I had to get all my teeth, like,
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  Speaker 1: not all of them, the front one shaved down lower
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  Speaker 1: because you can get like an infection. So I had
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  Speaker 1: to go to Columbia get antibiotics and they then them
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  Speaker 1: all over. Now they look good. Yeah, I want to
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  Speaker 1: look course wrestling right unfortulately Now the person is the
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  Speaker 1: best one. Yeah, they're more expensive, but they look better
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  Speaker 1: and the maintenance isn't like I'm there annoying because it's
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  Speaker 1: hard to lost. Yeah, but your teeth will ever like
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  Speaker 1: turn yellow teeth. Don't be smond us. Now do you
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  Speaker 1: rush your teeth teeth? I'm just saying, like, you know, no,
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  Speaker 1: I brush my teeth, but like if you were not
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  Speaker 1: to brush your teeth, it's like they're permanently one color.
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  Speaker 1: There's no you know, that's cute wake up in the morning.
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  Speaker 1: I roused done. Yeah, teeth done. That's cute. Still, you stik,
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  Speaker 1: I brush some teeth because you check it out on
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  Speaker 1: our show. We do in case you missed it. So
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  Speaker 1: we're just gonna go through some topics and you're just
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  Speaker 1: gonna give your opinions. So we're gonna get into that
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  Speaker 1: right about now. All right, So congratulations to rub your
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  Speaker 1: Miller welcomes his second daughter and her name is Winter
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  Speaker 1: Snow Miller. I love that name. That Yeah, I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: I actually think that, Um what you think? She's gorgeous
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  Speaker 1: and all babies are blessings. That is real. And he's
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  Speaker 1: a girl. Dad, this is second daughter. You know, you
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  Speaker 1: know what they say his life for a reason. Ye right,
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  Speaker 1: That's exactly what I was getting to. What you know,
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  Speaker 1: when they give when God gives men daughter daughter, the
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  Speaker 1: daughter after daughters, how he treated some other daughters in
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  Speaker 1: his past life? Well? Anyways, inflation is real and Drake
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  Speaker 1: tickets are looking like Beyonce tickets. Drake fans are complaining
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  Speaker 1: about how how the tickets are because the tour with
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  Speaker 1: twenty one Savage is all a blue right now, what
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  Speaker 1: are y'all thoughts about these high ass tickets. I don't
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  Speaker 1: think it's right. What do you want the people to do?
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  Speaker 1: People who might not be able to afford it? A
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  Speaker 1: lot of fans, you know, you got to cater to
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  Speaker 1: like your fans, not everybody might not afford them. And
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  Speaker 1: like as a rapper, I could see with Beyonce, she's
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  Speaker 1: doing a lot, she's performing and everything. But Drake is
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  Speaker 1: gonna stand there on a mic with flames on the
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  Speaker 1: screen in the background. It's like, no, so what y'all try?
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  Speaker 1: That's the prices of the ticket. The nose bleeds are
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  Speaker 1: two hundred dollars starting like to get I guess it
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  Speaker 1: was like a bottle for one thousand dollars over a
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  Speaker 1: thousand gotta be at that point. Yeah, that's a little high,
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  Speaker 1: But it's Drake. No, I would start off like fifty
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  Speaker 1: dollars one hundred and work the way down to like
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  Speaker 1: you'll got to take a consideration too. That is Drake
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  Speaker 1: and twenty one. Oh, you gotta take into consideration reality, Like, man,
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  Speaker 1: they trying to make that money. His fan base is
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  Speaker 1: like younger people as well, like that, you know, working
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  Speaker 1: a job that might not be able to afford a
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  Speaker 1: thousand dollars ticket average. They might empty their savings just
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  Speaker 1: to go to that concert. That's not you know, I'm
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  Speaker 1: sure that's not smart. That's true, that's not smart. But
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  Speaker 1: when he's like a fan of somebody, you'll do it.
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  Speaker 1: But it's like, are you going to see Beyonce or Drake?
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  Speaker 1: Because they both coming, they both coming to town. Little
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  Speaker 1: Wayne is his own tour. He's about to start to
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  Speaker 1: see who would you see? Yeah? Who would you see? Yeah? Okay,
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  Speaker 1: because you're gonna get your money worth Okay. I think
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  Speaker 1: most they puts on the show. Yeah, I think most
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  Speaker 1: Drake and twenty one Savage fans aren't debating if they're
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  Speaker 1: gonna go see Beyonce or them. They're definitely gonna go
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  Speaker 1: see Drake in twenty one. Like, I don't think that's
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  Speaker 1: a bait for the people going than yeah Drake fans, Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: but that's messed up. Like the average rent in Atlanta
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  Speaker 1: is twenty five hundred. Like what you want these people
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  Speaker 1: to do? They gonna be like twenty one? Can't you do? So? Literally,
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  Speaker 1: what's going on with job Morant? Who's gone? Where you
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  Speaker 1: holding the gun? Wasn't my? It's not who I am?
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  Speaker 1: I don't condone and or any type of violence. But
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  Speaker 1: he's not saying whose gun it was. Well, we obviously
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  Speaker 1: know it wasn't his gun. Well, how do you know that?
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  Speaker 1: What we know now it was a real gun. He
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  Speaker 1: kept saying there was a toy gun. That job morant
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  Speaker 1: was was flash that girl was too small, and then
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  Speaker 1: yeah it was a real gun from from what they said.
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  Speaker 1: But it was so small. I said, man, that's like
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  Speaker 1: a fake gun. And then Chaota came on on the
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  Speaker 1: show a couple of days ago, hilarious, say that's a
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  Speaker 1: little doucy. I mean have left the club. I say, hey, man,
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  Speaker 1: I don't think you need to be telling us telling
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  Speaker 1: Ustic is hilarious. But he restaurant I got suspended. John
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  Speaker 1: Ryan got suspended. Well, now it's time for clean up.
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  Speaker 1: He can't have his image out there looking crazy, looking
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  Speaker 1: like a thug. He has to clean it up like
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  Speaker 1: he did that interview. Though he had to do that,
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  Speaker 1: he already made a statement. He owned up to to
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  Speaker 1: his you know, to um to his mistake. It wasn't
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  Speaker 1: giving genuine but if you look at the interview, it
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  Speaker 1: looked like he didn't even want to do it. In
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  Speaker 1: exactly that's why he had to do it all, why
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  Speaker 1: you shouldn't have done it. He was doing an interview
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  Speaker 1: like uh yeah, I mean yeah, sure, it looked like
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  Speaker 1: somebody because all the definitely dropping. If your first little
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  Speaker 1: statement was not genuine and you were in the same
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  Speaker 1: you were acting in the same way that you are
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  Speaker 1: in trouble for, you need to come back and do
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  Speaker 1: it better, do it again until you get it right.
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  Speaker 1: I just think he just shouldn't have said anything at all.
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  Speaker 1: If I was on his team gonna put out the state.
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  Speaker 1: But the interview was too quick, Like I felt like
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  Speaker 1: if he would have did this interview like months later,
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  Speaker 1: when nobody was really talking about it, I feel like
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  Speaker 1: it'll be more genuine. But he looked like he was
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  Speaker 1: forced to say all the stuff that's happening in real time.
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  Speaker 1: He's losing money in real time. It's like he has
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  Speaker 1: to save his career. But I didn't see the interview,
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  Speaker 1: but I think it was best that he did do
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  Speaker 1: something or everything just would have been done for him.
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  Speaker 1: I've seen I've seen the post about it. But where
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  Speaker 1: the ogs like, you know, telling him like hey up,
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  Speaker 1: you're messing up. You're about to affect your career, your family,
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  Speaker 1: Like you worked so hard to get here, and this
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  Speaker 1: is what you want to do. You want to drop
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  Speaker 1: the ball because you want to be a gangster on Instagram.
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  Speaker 1: Well guess who is a big gangster on Instagram? Bully.
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  Speaker 1: At the same time, Blue Face to keep on messing
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  Speaker 1: with Costan until she gets an abortion? What kind of
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  Speaker 1: low life is this real? I just have like no
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  Speaker 1: respect for him, like whatsoever? Um, And it's just sad.
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  Speaker 1: He's very disrespectful and Pshawn is a beautiful girl. And
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  Speaker 1: I really just you know, you can't really control when
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  Speaker 1: you like somebody love and make you do crazy things.
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  Speaker 1: But I think she really needs to like get some
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  Speaker 1: help and get out that situation because it's just to
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  Speaker 1: go through all this pregnant thought. Confused, is she pregnant
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  Speaker 1: because I've just seen a podcast with her just drinking
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  Speaker 1: liquor from the bottle. I don't know she's I don't
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  Speaker 1: know what the current bodle because I haven't seen have
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  Speaker 1: been drinking. So she's pregnant. Yeah, Oh she even looks pregnant,
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  Speaker 1: look like her face. Well, yes, I just think that
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  Speaker 1: he just needs to stay away from her. Wow, this
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  Speaker 1: is the thing people are saying he needs to leave
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  Speaker 1: her alone. A man is not going to leave you
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  Speaker 1: alone if you keep allowing access, if he doesn't have
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  Speaker 1: to give you commitment, if he doesn't have to respect you,
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  Speaker 1: and you keep allowing it, he not gonna leave. She
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  Speaker 1: has to leave. I just feel like it's just becoming
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  Speaker 1: a circus at this point, and it's just like, no,
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  Speaker 1: it was like at first to me, it was like funny,
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  Speaker 1: like some things were funny. I'm like, okay, this is
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  Speaker 1: just Then when I started seeing like the domestic power
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  Speaker 1: and like the violence and then the liquor and her
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  Speaker 1: just coming on and just lashing out, I just think
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  Speaker 1: that he's tearing her down and it's not looking good,
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  Speaker 1: especially right now she's about to be a new mom
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  Speaker 1: because I didn't know she was pregnant. I's been seeing pictures.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't know because I was seeing things saying that,
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  Speaker 1: oh she's not pregnant, she is um. But because she's
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  Speaker 1: about to be a new mom, I think she just
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  Speaker 1: needs to kind of like gets something. But that's his
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  Speaker 1: plan is to like, I guess, stress her out till
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  Speaker 1: she you know, miscarried. He needs to get some help himself. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: and they went counseling. I think it needs to go
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  Speaker 1: deeper than counseling. I think it needs to be like
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  Speaker 1: time away. They just need to break up and leave
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  Speaker 1: each other along. Now I think they need forced to
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  Speaker 1: be separated like the force, because breaking up, they're gonna
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  Speaker 1: come right back together, like they need to be in
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  Speaker 1: this state, this state no communication. If he doesn't get help,
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  Speaker 1: he's gonna do this to the next moment, he's gonna
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  Speaker 1: sniff out. You know, a woman who is not strong
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  Speaker 1: enough to stand on her own two feet, she will
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  Speaker 1: take the abuse. Like. He doesn't even disrespect his I mean,
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  Speaker 1: he don't even respect his mother. So that should be
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  Speaker 1: a sign. If a man is respect his mother, he's
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  Speaker 1: not going to respect you. So the way he disrespects
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  Speaker 1: his mother is just disgusting. So I don't have no
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  Speaker 1: respect for him at all. Did you see when his
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  Speaker 1: mom said that her man retails. They're like always like
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  Speaker 1: the topic of the week sometimes, so all in your algorithm, listen.
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  Speaker 1: I want to avoid it. It's like, what's going on today,
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  Speaker 1: what's on this episode today? The episode of blue Face today?
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  Speaker 1: What do we got? That's why I said we see
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  Speaker 1: them more than the damn president. When the president says something.
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  Speaker 1: I don't see nothing unless I watch the news. Well, hopefully,
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  Speaker 1: you know, her having this baby will change her mindset.
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  Speaker 1: You know, I'm praying for that. Sometimes people change, sometimes
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  Speaker 1: people don't, and it might the baby might definitely change
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  Speaker 1: because there'll be a different type of love. And especially
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  Speaker 1: it's a boy. You know, it might be good for life. No.
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  Speaker 1: In his last video, he was holding a baby good putting.
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  Speaker 1: Chris shown on blast about how dirty the laundry room
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  Speaker 1: is and how her closet is not organized, and he said, Lord,
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  Speaker 1: I could see it now. The baby diaper gonna be shitty.
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna have a shitty baby, is what he said
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  Speaker 1: out of his mouth. I'm cool on that. Have all
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  Speaker 1: ever dealt with anybody that disrespectful? Not? On? That is
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  Speaker 1: the most toxic I've seen, Like nobody could top them. Yeah, nobody.
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  Speaker 1: What'sn't been your personal experience? Because you you have been
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  Speaker 1: very open about some things that you went through, Like
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  Speaker 1: so have you personally? Yeah, I've went through toxic situations,
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  Speaker 1: but I don't think as to that extreme, and I
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  Speaker 1: think publicly, I think it's more embarrassing. I think everybody
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  Speaker 1: went through something toxic but it's not as you know,
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  Speaker 1: public as there and they're putting it out there, and
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  Speaker 1: I kind of think they go on live and do things.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know what they're really craving, but they're like
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  Speaker 1: showing the world they're toxic side. So that's but some
• 11:43
  Speaker 1: people deal with like pain and hurt that way, So
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  Speaker 1: I think that's how they're just like releasing it. But
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  Speaker 1: I've dealt with it, but not to the extreme like that.
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  Speaker 1: He said that in a tweet in a series of
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  Speaker 1: tweets said he's been doing lately. He said that if
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  Speaker 1: you do not do what I say privately, then I'm
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  Speaker 1: going to embarrass you publicly. Yeah, that's not good. He
• 12:00
  Speaker 1: needs some healing. They both need to be healed. So man,
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  Speaker 1: that's crazy. Yeah, Runaways, let's let these sponsors heal us.
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  Speaker 1: So we're gonna take a quick break out. We'll be
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  Speaker 1: more Alert Show. Alexa Sky's here. We'll be right back
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  Speaker 1: with more of the Baller Alert Show. You're listening to
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  Speaker 1: a special edition of the Baller Alert Show. Hey, it's
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  Speaker 1: Alexis Sky coming up on the ball Alert Show. All right,
• 12:23
  Speaker 1: bather Alert, We're back with Alexis Sky in the building.
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  Speaker 1: All Right, Alexus for our audience who don't really know.
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  Speaker 1: You're on a new path right now, you know, just
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  Speaker 1: fill us in on where you came from, you know,
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  Speaker 1: where you elevating from. Who was Alexis Sky before the
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  Speaker 1: fame and the attend to this change? Okay? So, um,
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  Speaker 1: when I was younger, I always wanted to be famous.
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  Speaker 1: So I always knew I was gonna be somebody. So
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  Speaker 1: that's that, Um, growing up, I came from a good family. Um.
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  Speaker 1: Then you know, I left home at a young age,
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  Speaker 1: so I was in the street. I kind of got
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  Speaker 1: caught up in the street life, and then I created
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  Speaker 1: you know, the name Alexis guy. How old were you
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  Speaker 1: when you left home? Um? Sixteen fifteen? Sixteen years old?
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  Speaker 1: Here and you just wanted to have a little more freedom,
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  Speaker 1: you felt like, Yeah, I came from a good family,
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  Speaker 1: just wanted to be free. Where are you from? Um?
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  Speaker 1: From New York? But I was raised here in Georgia
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  Speaker 1: and um wine, oh right, yeah yeah, and nothing's out there,
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  Speaker 1: so I just wanted to be in the city. I
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  Speaker 1: wanted to be you know, so I wanted to be
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  Speaker 1: like the new News, so you know what I mean
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  Speaker 1: pretty much? Yeah, So I left home and I kind
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  Speaker 1: of just you know, it was in the streets a
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  Speaker 1: little bit, and then I kind of created a name
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  Speaker 1: Alexis Sky, started modeling, doing hostings, and I've just built
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  Speaker 1: from there where you get Alexis Scott from it's a
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  Speaker 1: long story. Well, my name is Alexis, but the Sky
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  Speaker 1: part was from somebody I don't even want to talk
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  Speaker 1: about right now, but I like it if it's me.
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  Speaker 1: You were open about a traumatic experience around the age
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  Speaker 1: of fifteen. Yeah, how did that, first of all share
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  Speaker 1: with the audience? If you feel comfortable what that experience
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  Speaker 1: was and how that helped you navigate into adulthood. UM.
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  Speaker 1: I won't go into details, um, but you know, I
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  Speaker 1: would just say, like I did leave home, I got
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  Speaker 1: caught up in the wrong situation with the wrong people. UM.
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  Speaker 1: In Atlanta, trafficking is huge and I got caught up here. UM.
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  Speaker 1: So it kind of like affected my life going forward
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  Speaker 1: with the decisions I made and the environment I put
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  Speaker 1: myself in, just because of the mindset of what I
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  Speaker 1: was taught through those years. So it just became a
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  Speaker 1: pattern movie. How many years was it? Um? It was not.
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  Speaker 1: It was really like sixty days. It wasn't out of that.
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  Speaker 1: You know, I think you just had free wheel to
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  Speaker 1: just go. No, I just had to really get gang still,
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  Speaker 1: Like I really like think like how am I gonna
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  Speaker 1: get out of here? It was like how am I
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  Speaker 1: go out of here? So did you like run away
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  Speaker 1: or yeah? I mean I did something else. But what
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  Speaker 1: advice would you give women that that you know have
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  Speaker 1: been in those situations that whoa I guess currently are
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  Speaker 1: in those situations because the trafficking in Atlanta is huge,
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  Speaker 1: Like you see bill Boys you hear talking about. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I kind of want to you know. Right now, what
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  Speaker 1: I'm working on with my team is bringing more awareness
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  Speaker 1: to it. I was you know, I told my story before,
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  Speaker 1: but I never really liked explained it. And I feel
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  Speaker 1: like it's so much that we need to do out
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  Speaker 1: here in Atlanta, and especially in these strip clubs and
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  Speaker 1: these young girls even now they're like kidnapping girls at Walmart.
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  Speaker 1: It's just so much things that we could like do
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  Speaker 1: to help, you know, protect these young women out there
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  Speaker 1: in the last because you never know, you know, like
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  Speaker 1: for me at that time, I didn't know, I got
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  Speaker 1: set up by a friend. So I feel like that's
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  Speaker 1: how that's how it always happened, or it could be
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  Speaker 1: like a guy you know, persuading you, making you think
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  Speaker 1: that you're you know, his girlfriend, and it turns into pimping. So,
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  Speaker 1: you know, it's a difference between pimping and trafficking. Like
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  Speaker 1: when you're being pimped, it's like okay, like you know
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  Speaker 1: what's going on, but you're just not strong enough to
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  Speaker 1: you know, be on your own. But trafficking is being
• 16:06
  Speaker 1: held against your will, like being sold off. So I
• 16:09
  Speaker 1: can't imagine there's some there you saw. I'm working on
• 16:11
  Speaker 1: that now, trying to create awareness for that. I don't know,
• 16:15
  Speaker 1: there's plenty of other women out there that's been you know,
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: do the same thing. If you're gonna do like a
• 16:19
  Speaker 1: documentary or something, yes, I think you're not only having
• 16:23
  Speaker 1: a platform, but being someone that can speak from real
• 16:26
  Speaker 1: experience and using your platform, I think a lot of
• 16:29
  Speaker 1: women will really gravitate towards that. But also, how do
• 16:33
  Speaker 1: we help the men in our community understand that they
• 16:37
  Speaker 1: can protect us too. They can be vocal if they
• 16:40
  Speaker 1: see something like how how do we talk to men
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: about sex trafficking? Because I think that people always make
• 16:46
  Speaker 1: it a woman's issue and they leave out the fact
• 16:49
  Speaker 1: that a lot of the men are carrying out these deeds.
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: How do we bridge that gap? That's a hard question.
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: I really that because I never thought about that because
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: we always speaking to woman about it. But I think
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: for men, if you see something or you see something
• 17:01
  Speaker 1: that right, like, just imagine if that was your daughter,
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: I would just that would be my best advice. Imagine
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: if that was your little girl or that was your sister,
• 17:08
  Speaker 1: how would you feel, because you know, nobody deserves to
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: go to the the best of Yeah, and so how did
• 17:13
  Speaker 1: you become an influencer? Um? So I was obviously in
• 17:16
  Speaker 1: a relationship with Fatty at the time. I was That's
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: what sparked it because I feel like I like, well,
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: I already familiar with you well because I was nobody
• 17:24
  Speaker 1: really knew me on Instagram at the time, but I
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: was like a popping dancer here in Atlanta, and I
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: built my name from like Magic City, so people started
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: hearing my name, so you probably knew me from that.
• 17:34
  Speaker 1: But then I was dating Fatty and we kind of
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: were like the first couple to go like public on
• 17:39
  Speaker 1: Instagram and made it like a you know thing at
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: that time. So and then from there I kind of
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: just built my own brand. You know, I didn't really
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: want to be attached to oh Fatti Wopperlar like, so
• 17:49
  Speaker 1: I was like, no, let me create my own lane,
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: build me up, build my brand, and beat me my
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: own person. So yeah, what was the route, Like did
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: you start working with brands and like become maybe like
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: a model for something brands or how did you actually
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: build your own identity? Well? I had like a million
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: followers at that time, so I just kept posting every day. Um,
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: we kind of had like a little series like back
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: then on Instagram with all his girlfriends. It was just
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: like so I just kept gaining more followers and I
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: would just you know, keep posting content and then brands
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: would reach out to me and I created Marcus. Yeah.
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: Well I just at that moment, I knew I had
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: to like make sure I had backup plans on, you know,
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: for myself. So Trip Queen was about you, yep, And
• 18:35
  Speaker 1: how do you conduct business on a day to day basis.
• 18:38
  Speaker 1: We'll be talking about back then, no like today, like
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: to keep your brand still you know going, you just
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: gotta keep going. Like I'm a hustler. I've been a
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: hustler since I was younger. So for me, I like money.
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: So if you like money, you know you gotta do
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: get up every day and figure it out. Every day
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: might not be easy, something might not work, a business
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: might phil. I just feel like you gotta keep going.
• 18:55
  Speaker 1: And businesses have you had? Um I've had a recovery
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: how else and know how to salon? Oh wow? Yeah?
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: Um so my recovery house got shut down by like
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: the state people hating. So that's another thing too, Like
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: with me being an influencier, it's kind of hard having
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: businesses because there's so much people that don't want to
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: see when and they're praying on your down posts and
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: go find one little thing to try to sabotage you.
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: And that's kind of like what's happened with me. And
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: I think learning the learning process for me is like
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: finding good staff, finding people you can rely on. Because
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: of me, I wasn't gonna go live my life travel
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: and I'm like relying on other people to run my
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: business for me. So I learned that you have yeah,
• 19:31
  Speaker 1: not even friends, but people that I hired that I
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: thought I could trust or and then it all falls
• 19:35
  Speaker 1: back on me. So then it's like I have to
• 19:38
  Speaker 1: defend myself always. So now I'm moving forward. I feel
• 19:40
  Speaker 1: like if I am to open anything else up, nobody
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: would know I'm gonna do it. I like the white
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: people do it, and I'm like, nobody, No, I got
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: my coins and here, I got my coins and here.
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: So I'll just probably be a private investor when it
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: comes to like different businesses, you know. I think on
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: top of that too, people just kind of want to
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: put you in a box. Like some people will really
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: be like who does alexis, guy? Think she is with
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: a recovery house, Like she's she's an Instagram model, she's
• 20:05
  Speaker 1: this or that, Like people really want to put you
• 20:07
  Speaker 1: in a box and they don't believe it. And I'm human, Yeah,
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: I'm human. And like I was in the recovery house
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: cooking for the girls, like literally, like I was trying
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: to save a dollar anyway I can, Like I didn't
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: want to hire chefs. I was cooking, I was there
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: spending the night with them, like I was doing things
• 20:20
  Speaker 1: like I'm human just like you guys. So I really
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: enjoyed it. But I was in Egypt. Somebody was hating
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: on me and and I could have kept going. I
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: could have kept going, but I just gave up. And
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: so I learned from that like to like not just
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: give up so fast. I really should have like revisited
• 20:35
  Speaker 1: it because it made me a lot of money. But
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: you still can where does the girls go? What do
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: you they just went back or did they go to
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: another No? It was a recovery house for surgery. When
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: you get like bo and like surgery, so you come
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: and you recover. I had nurses there and things like that,
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: so recovery like no, I had like no, no, no,
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: this was like when you got surgery and stuff, not
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: where all the addicts go. Wait, I didn't even know that.
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: So when you get your body done, you have to recover. Yeah,
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: So I had nurses there taking care of them, and
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: it was like a nice house. It was dope. It
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: was like six girls in the house. I bet you
• 21:14
  Speaker 1: was a lot. Because you can get that house done,
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: you can got some money rest up too, right, So
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: it pretty much was like an airbnb, but they're paying
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: for like the services that they're getting in there, so
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: they had to pay the nurses and the stay. So
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: it was a lot of more. And then I had
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: a salon. My salon was perfectly fine. Um, for me.
• 21:32
  Speaker 1: I just was bored during the pandemic, and I was like,
• 21:34
  Speaker 1: let me just do something. So I opened a salon
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: in my home during the pandemic. You opened it. Wow,
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: I started to build out. And then once we kind
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: of like was able to reopen up. Um, I just salon,
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: but I don't do hair. So I was making money,
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: but it just was not making sense. It was like, Okay,
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: if I was a hairstylist, I would profit more. So
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: I was like, I sold it and it just wasn't
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: for me. Do you think there's a lot of pressure
• 21:56
  Speaker 1: for black women's, specifically in our culture to look a
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: certain type of way, like you having the recovery house,
• 22:01
  Speaker 1: You're seeing all these women getting the bbl's the light
• 22:04
  Speaker 1: bol this of that, Like, is there pressure for black
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: women to pa? Yes? Absolutely, I just went and got surgery.
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: Like I told myself, I was not gonna get surgery
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: because I was in that house and I seen everybody
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: in pain and I just was so against it. And
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: um so you hadn't had surgery if until that point, well,
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: I mean, I did you know the typical atl As
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: shots you know? Um see, I don't lie about the
• 22:26
  Speaker 1: type of stuff be like, I know I didn't get
• 22:28
  Speaker 1: bashots No I did, but I never had light bo
• 22:31
  Speaker 1: or nothing like that. So, um, I just went in
• 22:33
  Speaker 1: December and it was tragic. Does it hurt? I feel
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: like I got hit by a car. I called my
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: mom crying. I called my grandma crying. It was the
• 22:42
  Speaker 1: worst pain. I even called Mega crying. It was the
• 22:45
  Speaker 1: worst pain. Okay, you don't understand. So I don't remegon No,
• 22:52
  Speaker 1: she wanted done well at all. I would take my ass, Jim.
• 22:56
  Speaker 1: Do people get addicted to to surgery? Yes, and it's
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: not good. So Black China is removing killers and plans
• 23:06
  Speaker 1: and that's good for her. I'm happy for her. What
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: do you think of that? Like, I think it's I
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: think that you know, um, she's on her journey as well.
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: I think that that's really really dope. You know, you
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: got to start somewhere, and that's if that's her way
• 23:17
  Speaker 1: of healing, then you know, more power to her. I
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: think it's a beautiful thing. Yeah, because it also Yeah,
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: she years ago it was getting sick. Well, I'm gonna
• 23:25
  Speaker 1: leave my son, So how do you get the ass
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: taken back? Well, I took some of mine out as
• 23:30
  Speaker 1: well when I got my surgery because more for health reason.
• 23:33
  Speaker 1: It's not because you don't want your butt to be
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: too big. You gotta be careful because we don't you know,
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: when you want your butt bigger, you're just like, okay,
• 23:38
  Speaker 1: shoot me up, shoot me up. You don't really know
• 23:40
  Speaker 1: the long term effects that I have with your blood,
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: your body, and you just gotta be careful because a
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: lot of girls get sick and you don't know why
• 23:47
  Speaker 1: you're so sick, but it could be from that. So
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: it's always if you do have butt shots, I recommend
• 23:52
  Speaker 1: just you know, go to a good doctor. Go to
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: a doctor, you know, see what's going on. Even if
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: you go get an X ray, if you see what's
• 23:59
  Speaker 1: really like on the extra you could see like all
• 24:01
  Speaker 1: the stuff that's filled up in your butt. It's crazy.
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: So when you had it taken out, was that painful?
• 24:07
  Speaker 1: I mean I got some of it taken I don't
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: get all of it taken off, but um, it's painful.
• 24:11
  Speaker 1: Are you still in the process? Are you just done?
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: I did an in December, so I'm still healing. What's
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: the healing? Like? How long is the healing process? I'm
• 24:17
  Speaker 1: still in pain, but I'm not as much pain as
• 24:19
  Speaker 1: I was before. You have like six months, you're still
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: gonna be sore in certain areas. But yeah, it was
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: painful before the No no, no no, I wasn't. I just
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: wanted it out. I was. I was hearing too many
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: stories like people having infections and and I wanted it
• 24:31
  Speaker 1: smaller as well. So yeah, well, speaking of came and
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: shell love and hip hop, you've been on like all
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: in all the cities. Um, I was in York, La Atlanta. Okay,
• 24:44
  Speaker 1: I think it's you are however she is. No, it
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: just shows how much of a hustler you are, Like
• 24:50
  Speaker 1: you said, because you want to be here. Okay, I'm
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: here back now right and you want to reu now
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: with Spice and Chaotic and who we just had on here?
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: How has that been? How did you even get the
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: call to be on that show? Was it the fattie
• 25:08
  Speaker 1: whap thing for the show originally? Yeah? Okay, I'm so
• 25:11
  Speaker 1: start off in La um So that was the first part,
• 25:14
  Speaker 1: and then they wanted me in New York and um Atlanta,
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: and then I took a little break from them, and
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: then they reached back out they knew they needed me again,
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: So that's okay. Y'all. I know it's didn't help you
• 25:26
  Speaker 1: in any way. Did they change your business or I
• 25:29
  Speaker 1: don't think it would. I mean, at this point, it's
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: not really helping me. So it was a good opportunity
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: in the beginning. I'm appreciating it. You know. I had
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: a great time working with the company, had my ups
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: and down. I don't think it's just it fits me anymore. So,
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: you know, I think that was just a stepping so
• 25:45
  Speaker 1: for me to get into movies now and different things.
• 25:48
  Speaker 1: We're having my own show. Okay, movies said, it's not
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: helping you anymore. I mean because for me, there wasn't
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: love and hip hop likes to show people in the
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: negative light. It's all based around drama. So it's kind
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: of like, you know, every time I'm always in something.
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: So this time around, when I did Jamaica, I was like, listen,
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: I'm not coming on here. You're not about to You
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: almost did argue with and I had to first and
• 26:13
  Speaker 1: then I like three I had to stop. I was like,
• 26:15
  Speaker 1: you know how I didn't come out here and start
• 26:16
  Speaker 1: looking like because every city I was fighting somebody, because yeah,
• 26:22
  Speaker 1: they was. But then they banned liquor for like two
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: days because it was so many fights. It was it
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: was that bad. Listen, I'm talking about off cameras like
• 26:30
  Speaker 1: it was crazy, like because we're on an island for
• 26:32
  Speaker 1: two weeks and you know, I think we could not leave,
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: like the resort. So people just started creating like drama,
• 26:38
  Speaker 1: and people really started beefing, like because they were doing
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: that on purpose. They literally want to know what the
• 26:42
  Speaker 1: producer say, Hey, you remember such, all be like, they'll
• 26:46
  Speaker 1: send our talent person to comeing and be like, well
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: they said this, they said that, and then you'll be
• 26:49
  Speaker 1: like what she saying, Like you're ready to go? Yeah,
• 26:55
  Speaker 1: So that's crazy. So you mentioned movies. What kind of
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: movies have you done already? I haven't done money. I've
• 27:02
  Speaker 1: only just one but I only got like a little
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: intro scene, so I'm working on that now. But you
• 27:06
  Speaker 1: want to get into acting, I'm started to go to
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: agency right now. So okay, so um, yes, that's when
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: my plans are this year. Did you see Young Miami
• 27:15
  Speaker 1: on BMFKA, I don't watch do you see the clip
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: on Instagram? No? I haven't watched it. I need to
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: watch it. I haven't watched it. Please do I want
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: to I'm gonna watch it, watch TV. I'm not like
• 27:28
  Speaker 1: a ship. No, I'm gonna get one, but I haven't
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: you so for me, like, I don't even turn on
• 27:33
  Speaker 1: the TV unless like I'm just really really bored. So
• 27:35
  Speaker 1: I'll pick a series. But I don't really just watch.
• 27:37
  Speaker 1: I don't want to watch the BMF. I just watching
• 27:40
  Speaker 1: animal or something. No, I don't like TV. So what
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: do you What do you do when you have time
• 27:45
  Speaker 1: to do nothing? It's I'm just with my daughter. I
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: just I watched watch Traveling is my thing. I get money,
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: the money. Yeah, my brain starts like, I don't I'm
• 27:58
  Speaker 1: all over So me sitting on watching TV. I need
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: to get some money. Yeah yeah, okay, tell her? You
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: know your daughter? How was she doing? She is amazing?
• 28:07
  Speaker 1: She is five? Um, she's so amazing? Is five? Yea?
• 28:13
  Speaker 1: What is what is her condition? Um? She doesn't really,
• 28:16
  Speaker 1: it's not really a condition. She was born um early,
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: so I had her at five months and she got
• 28:23
  Speaker 1: a brain bleed. So pretty much because you know, think
• 28:26
  Speaker 1: about a baby that's one pound, taking them taking her
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: out of me. Her brain was hit, you know, to
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: the process. So it calls a muscle spasm on the
• 28:34
  Speaker 1: right side of her body, so her like muscle is weak. Okay, yeah,
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: but she seems so sweet though, so like people to me,
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: the doctor's could say, oh, it stands it's that is
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: that because my daughter was born with anything, But it's
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: called hydrocephalis, So that's what's called a brain blee. So
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: um is there, Like there's other kids like that. Yeah,
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: hydrocephalis is a thing, But to me, I just feel
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: like I've seen other kids or hydrocephalis and my daughter
• 28:58
  Speaker 1: kind of does opposite of So there's some things I
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: need to research. But that's what they want to label
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: it as. What is that? Because it causes the way
• 29:07
  Speaker 1: her like she walks on her tippytoes and her hand
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: will lock, so it's like a muscle SMAs and it
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: causes like, um, like a brain delay on one side.
• 29:14
  Speaker 1: Is there long term treatment for that? She's in therapy
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: seven days a week in school, and she's had surgery.
• 29:21
  Speaker 1: She had brain surgery, so now she has a shunt
• 29:23
  Speaker 1: on her in her brain, so it controls the pressure
• 29:26
  Speaker 1: of her brain. So the fluid she piece more than
• 29:28
  Speaker 1: like an average person would go to the bathroom, she
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: peas a lot, so the tube gross from here downs
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: her stomach and it just helps her. It flushes all
• 29:35
  Speaker 1: that fluid so her brain doesn't swell, because that's what
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: it is. It's like swelling on the brain. And you
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: know your brain like operates everything. So think about it, like,
• 29:43
  Speaker 1: so now her arm is like wanting to move, but
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: the brain is not allowing, you know, so that's why
• 29:48
  Speaker 1: you have therapy. Um, but actually getting her surgery this month.
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: So um, so they're gonna break her legs. Is it
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: demanding for you as a mom, like having to make
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: sure that she can do the things that she wants
• 30:02
  Speaker 1: to do or needs to do. Yeah, well for sure,
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: Because like they wanted me to place her in certain
• 30:07
  Speaker 1: schools and classes and I said absolutely not. So I
• 30:09
  Speaker 1: sent my daughter to a regular classroom with regular kids,
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: and so she couldn't know that she could do it
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: just like them. Because you know, I think for moms
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: that do have specialties, kids or kids that you know,
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: have any type of problems even with their arms, legs,
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: whatever it is, put them around and see that they
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: can do it. Because when a kid is going to
• 30:27
  Speaker 1: follow another kid's doing, so she might not be able
• 30:29
  Speaker 1: to fully complete it, but she'll try, and then she'll
• 30:32
  Speaker 1: try again, and then she'll try again, then she'll finally
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: be able to do it, you know. So, um, I
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: just try to surround her in an environment where she's
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: it's pushing her. Yeah, and you want to around regular kids, Like, yeah,
• 30:42
  Speaker 1: well that's the thing, because I feel like she can't
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: and she's any less than anybody growing, you know. So
• 30:47
  Speaker 1: and that's the thing, Like what's regular? You know what
• 30:49
  Speaker 1: I mean? Like I think it's you want to be
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: careful with being like, oh my child is not regular.
• 30:55
  Speaker 1: It's just she may not be able to do it
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: the same way, but she can still get she's still
• 31:00
  Speaker 1: like yeah, just some of her abilities to do certain
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: stuff she's not able to do. But um, like I'm
• 31:06
  Speaker 1: gonna homeschool her after this year, just to give her
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: a push start, and then I'm gonna send her into
• 31:12
  Speaker 1: um private school because the school did want to like
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: put her in a special needs classroom and I just didn't,
• 31:17
  Speaker 1: you know, And I have nothing against that. I just
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: want her to be able to strive harder. So I
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: think all parents should do that. That's Fair's end to
• 31:24
  Speaker 1: vote for you to to, you know, take on that
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: probably yourself as a single mom to I have a
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: village of my family helps me like a woman, my mom, my,
• 31:33
  Speaker 1: grandma's don't thankful for them. Um, you know it's not easy.
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: I was gonna like work, Yeah, she's missing me. She's
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: at an age like you know, she's missing me. She
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: wants to be with me, but I gotta still provide
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: him a single mother. So it's like, you know, then
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: my grandma's a little bit older, but my grandma helps
• 31:49
  Speaker 1: me so much with her and my mom as well.
• 31:51
  Speaker 1: So yeah, I was gonna ask you know about your
• 31:53
  Speaker 1: village or support system, because there was a lot of
• 31:56
  Speaker 1: I guess confusion around your daughter. And if we know
• 32:01
  Speaker 1: that there's some I guess drama with her father, yea,
• 32:06
  Speaker 1: is he very present. There's no drama with me in
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: that man at all. He is just the definition of
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: a debbat. And I'm just sad to say and that's
• 32:16
  Speaker 1: just what he is. I have no respect for him.
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: I'm they'll just leave it in God's hands, But I
• 32:21
  Speaker 1: will say this, God don't play about his children, so
• 32:23
  Speaker 1: you won't continue to get your blessings. And you think,
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: don't worry. You could keep thinking that you're living this
• 32:28
  Speaker 1: life and you're having all these things, but God will
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: take anything from me like this, So he just needs
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: to be very humble because that little girl's gonna grow
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: up to be somebody, and she's so precious and he
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: just neglects her. And I'm tired of, like, you know,
• 32:40
  Speaker 1: I would go on the internet and lash out because
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: it's like hurtful for me because my daughter's like, oh,
• 32:45
  Speaker 1: where's my daddy? Who's my dad? And she knows who
• 32:47
  Speaker 1: he is, but it's like, she is my daddy coming
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: to pick me up and he'll make broken promises and
• 32:52
  Speaker 1: never come and then he'll take care of his other kids.
• 32:55
  Speaker 1: So to me, I feel like it's just an excuse.
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: I don't know what it is. It's something internally with him.
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: I don't know if he isn't like me. It's not
• 33:01
  Speaker 1: something I want to figure out. And I really don't care.
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: I just want you to take care of your child
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: and he doesn't want to. So there's nothing I could
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: do about it. Because I started realizing the more I
• 33:09
  Speaker 1: keep lashing out, like what am I gaining from it?
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: Because it's not going to change him to be a father.
• 33:13
  Speaker 1: A man's going to be a father if he wants
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: to be so you know, whenever my husband is around,
• 33:19
  Speaker 1: that's going to be her father, and that's what'll be.
• 33:22
  Speaker 1: She'll be good. Speak that into existing. So you guys
• 33:24
  Speaker 1: don't talk at all? Um No, he no, he refuses
• 33:28
  Speaker 1: to have When we do talk, it's always an argument.
• 33:30
  Speaker 1: He's disrespectful. And I'm tired of people like thinking that
• 33:34
  Speaker 1: he's just this positive person, like take care of your kids.
• 33:37
  Speaker 1: Like I don't ask him for a dollar. It's not
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: about money. I don't need you to pay my bills,
• 33:40
  Speaker 1: my rent. Just be president in her life, like there's
• 33:43
  Speaker 1: it's not about a dollar. She's five years old. It's
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: not much that she could possibly need that I can't
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: do for her because I'm doing it on my own already.
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: But just be in her life. It doesn't matter what
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: the situation was. It doesn't matter when you found out
• 33:55
  Speaker 1: you was her dad. You knew once you knew you
• 33:57
  Speaker 1: was her father's you know. So I don't have no
• 34:03
  Speaker 1: respect for any guys like that. And shout out to
• 34:05
  Speaker 1: all the single moms out and you're doing a good job.
• 34:07
  Speaker 1: You are, you are good doing it. Thank you. So
• 34:11
  Speaker 1: what's up? And I'm not And I'm I'm gonna say
• 34:14
  Speaker 1: this I'm not even the type of person trying to
• 34:15
  Speaker 1: bash nobody because I don't want to. You're trying to
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: bash me like now, it's just the truth needs to
• 34:19
  Speaker 1: be told because I'm tired of looking like the crazy
• 34:22
  Speaker 1: person when I spats out, you know what I mean,
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: especially going through surgeries and not being present things like that.
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: I'm so hurtful. Yeah, but you're keeping your energy together,
• 34:31
  Speaker 1: You're working on your spirituality like covered, I'm covered. I
• 34:33
  Speaker 1: ain't worried about her. Come of God got the last day.
• 34:36
  Speaker 1: So you gotta answer to him, not me. So period,
• 34:39
  Speaker 1: you know, so what you got coming up next? You
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: know you have the like you said you was on
• 34:44
  Speaker 1: Union Jamaica. What else do you have coming? You tried music?
• 34:47
  Speaker 1: No done, you had picked it up, Haber, don't do
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: us like that, Alexa Scott. So, I think loveing hip
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: hop made me think he no, no, no, I'm not
• 35:10
  Speaker 1: gonna lie. Though I thought about him like, oh she
• 35:11
  Speaker 1: could make it love hip hop. I could do this.
• 35:16
  Speaker 1: I got had a little booth and I thought I
• 35:18
  Speaker 1: was doing a little say something. But I'm not gonna lie.
• 35:20
  Speaker 1: That's not me. It's never me. What was the name
• 35:22
  Speaker 1: of the soul uh, no, Tiffany, no, Tiffany. I want
• 35:27
  Speaker 1: to hear the no no, no, no no. That to me,
• 35:31
  Speaker 1: the whole video. What do you video? Had a video
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: and it's like you see the video. The funniest thing
• 35:42
  Speaker 1: is TC would piss me, like when he tries to
• 35:44
  Speaker 1: make me mad, like if companies around, he was like,
• 35:46
  Speaker 1: we're listening to YouTube, he'll play my son perfect like
• 35:50
  Speaker 1: guys gonna hear this, Hey, listen, don't worry about embarrassed
• 35:55
  Speaker 1: music Paris Hilton, And it's not for me. It's out
• 36:00
  Speaker 1: of my style. Like you don't know if you don't try. Yeah,
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: I mean, I know I got it in me. I
• 36:06
  Speaker 1: don't sound bad now, I get it wrong, but I
• 36:08
  Speaker 1: just feel like when you don't have a passion, I'm
• 36:10
  Speaker 1: gonna be my You know, can you sing a little bit?
• 36:13
  Speaker 1: I'm shower a little singing a shower now I can't.
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: If I really wanted to sing, I could, but say
• 36:24
  Speaker 1: you sing. Being an artist is a commitment, and I
• 36:27
  Speaker 1: don't know if I want them problems. Okay, I feel ya.
• 36:30
  Speaker 1: I'm trying to tell you. Yeah, okay, So no music?
• 36:32
  Speaker 1: What else you got? So I'm done with loving hip
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: hop completely? Why I just it doesn't feel it doesn't
• 36:38
  Speaker 1: align with me no more. You know. It's it's about
• 36:42
  Speaker 1: this new spiritual journey that one. Okay, so you don't
• 36:45
  Speaker 1: scrub your Instagram and everything, right Yeah, she is covered
• 36:48
  Speaker 1: right now. Okay, she got to turtle that down on
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: the Long Sleep man. She is covered. No. No, I'm
• 36:54
  Speaker 1: just trying to be a little more conservative love. Um.
• 36:56
  Speaker 1: You know, I'm still I still want people to know
• 36:59
  Speaker 1: you could still be you know, sexy but glassy, and
• 37:02
  Speaker 1: I don't want to lose that. So I just know
• 37:05
  Speaker 1: that before I used to just a little bit more
• 37:07
  Speaker 1: like revealing. So I'm just trying to like tone it
• 37:09
  Speaker 1: down a little bit. Um. But my journey started in
• 37:13
  Speaker 1: December or like Novembers December. But I mean it was
• 37:17
  Speaker 1: just something that I was internally feeling. I just wasn't
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: where I was at in my life. I was unhappy. Um,
• 37:23
  Speaker 1: just people places things financially and I think that sometimes
• 37:27
  Speaker 1: you know, God will humble you and he kind of
• 37:30
  Speaker 1: will take things from you and let you see you know,
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: m because I was just living in this fast life's
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: fast paced, getting fast money, and I just crashed, you know,
• 37:39
  Speaker 1: and it doesn't even matter what you have sometimes you
• 37:42
  Speaker 1: could just be empty in the inside. That's where I was,
• 37:45
  Speaker 1: like I had the diamonds, the bags, the cars, like,
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: and I just still was just like an empty soul,
• 37:51
  Speaker 1: like sitting there just like confused on what I wanted
• 37:53
  Speaker 1: to do with myself, and things just was shutting down.
• 37:57
  Speaker 1: Opportunities were shutting down for me, Like nothing was just
• 38:00
  Speaker 1: aligning for me. Like anytime I try to do something,
• 38:02
  Speaker 1: it would just like fail. So I'm like, like even
• 38:05
  Speaker 1: down to my businesses, I was just like, why is
• 38:07
  Speaker 1: this happening to me? So I think just God wanted
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: my attention and my calling isn't to be this sex
• 38:14
  Speaker 1: symbol that's Alexis guy. I think because of what happened
• 38:18
  Speaker 1: to me in my past, I think that God wants
• 38:19
  Speaker 1: to use me as a light to other women that
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: are going through you know, traumatic situations and you know,
• 38:26
  Speaker 1: whether it's an abusive relationship, whatever it is, I experienced
• 38:30
  Speaker 1: it all. So I think He gave me that platform
• 38:31
  Speaker 1: and grew it bigger to be a voice and to
• 38:34
  Speaker 1: help others and to bring them closer to Him. You know,
• 38:37
  Speaker 1: it doesn't mean you have to just become holy and overnight,
• 38:40
  Speaker 1: but it's a transition. You know, you gotta start somewhere.
• 38:42
  Speaker 1: So yeah, I got and if I'm gonna represent and
• 38:47
  Speaker 1: do it the right way, and I'm just following, it's
• 38:50
  Speaker 1: kind of like he downloaded it in my brain and
• 38:52
  Speaker 1: it's like a recipe and I'm just you know, putting
• 38:55
  Speaker 1: it out there. So I think, if I'm gonna do
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: it the right way, I can't be halfway in. And
• 38:59
  Speaker 1: like because I tried this last year, I was trying
• 39:00
  Speaker 1: to do my journey and I got scared. So that's
• 39:04
  Speaker 1: why I have this saying cause faith over fear, which
• 39:06
  Speaker 1: is a scripture, but that's what I live by because
• 39:08
  Speaker 1: it's like you have to have faith. I was living
• 39:10
  Speaker 1: in fear for so many years, like, well, how am
• 39:11
  Speaker 1: I going to make money? How am I gonna pay
• 39:13
  Speaker 1: my bills? How am I gonna live this life? That?
• 39:15
  Speaker 1: How am I gonna be able to go buy this
• 39:16
  Speaker 1: new bag? And it's been hard. I'm not gonna lie,
• 39:20
  Speaker 1: it's been different. It's it's hard different because I'm used
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: to a certain life. Yeah, and doesn't mean all of
• 39:26
  Speaker 1: that has to change because I can still live that life.
• 39:29
  Speaker 1: I just want to do it the right way. Like,
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: but people got to hear this because I feel like
• 39:32
  Speaker 1: a lot of people don't understand that. You know, when
• 39:35
  Speaker 1: people do want to go on these spiritual journeys, you know, uh,
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: you know the different things about life that that does happen.
• 39:42
  Speaker 1: Like you said, you know, your life was just so fast,
• 39:44
  Speaker 1: you know, you make it fast money and then it's
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: like everything is changing, but what hasn't changes, you know,
• 39:51
  Speaker 1: your need for things that you want, you know, to
• 39:53
  Speaker 1: make you happy because you know the devil can bless
• 39:55
  Speaker 1: you too. Sure, so that's what's happening for me. I
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: was getting less in the wrong way, and I just
• 40:02
  Speaker 1: think that, you know, I don't judge anybody however you
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: get your money, You get your money, but think about
• 40:06
  Speaker 1: it like you could do it the right way and
• 40:09
  Speaker 1: God will triple your blessings and triple your income. And
• 40:11
  Speaker 1: it's just a way to do things, you know. So
• 40:13
  Speaker 1: I just wanted to switch up the way I moved,
• 40:16
  Speaker 1: So I literally like stop posting. So now I'll host
• 40:19
  Speaker 1: like conferences, women events, brunches things like that. So I'll
• 40:23
  Speaker 1: still host events, but I won't be hosting nightclubs. I
• 40:26
  Speaker 1: still will go out, like there's nothing wrong with stepping out,
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: but do I drink hard liquor. I don't drink hard
• 40:34
  Speaker 1: liquor no more. I'll drink champagne or wine. Like I
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: just toned it down. Am I in a club to working, No,
• 40:38
  Speaker 1: I'll be in a club just you know, just moving
• 40:40
  Speaker 1: with class. You're definitely keeping a queue last night, just
• 40:43
  Speaker 1: sitting champagne because you could still be a human. You
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: can still go out and as I want people to know,
• 40:48
  Speaker 1: you're able to still be out and steady a woman
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: of God. Like. I'm not saying I gonna be in
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: a club every week, but if I do want to
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: step out, I still would do that and just move
• 40:56
  Speaker 1: a certain way. I hate that people associate like you
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: wanted to be out and social as not being godly
• 41:04
  Speaker 1: like in this I guess this world is still judgmental
• 41:07
  Speaker 1: very much. So I'm just preparing myself to that. Yeah, yeah,
• 41:10
  Speaker 1: so they're gonna talk regardless, but I'm gonna still be
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: me at the end of the day. Because the transition,
• 41:15
  Speaker 1: you're not gonna change overnight. And it's been a it's
• 41:17
  Speaker 1: a battle. I fight temptation every day. So it's decisions
• 41:22
  Speaker 1: and you know, you just gotta keep moving forward. And
• 41:24
  Speaker 1: so I deleted that I'm not really hosting. I deleted
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: um a lot, a lot. So yeah, yeah, so don't
• 41:31
  Speaker 1: call her for the book, no nightclub, Yeah, call her
• 41:33
  Speaker 1: for the brunch, Yeah, for the brunches. I haven't pretty
• 41:37
  Speaker 1: much deleted all the income that in my life didn't
• 41:39
  Speaker 1: really serve me any good purpose. Like, so I deleted
• 41:42
  Speaker 1: all of that, and I'm just waiting for the journey
• 41:46
  Speaker 1: to for God to bless me more because I know
• 41:47
  Speaker 1: it's coming. I'm just being patient and obedient, you know.
• 41:50
  Speaker 1: It's yeah, I love this for you. Yeah, I feel
• 41:55
  Speaker 1: like the last us, like the last few people that
• 41:59
  Speaker 1: we've interviewed, have been very open about God. Yeah, it's
• 42:03
  Speaker 1: really have time. I mean it's a time. It's it's
• 42:06
  Speaker 1: you know, chaotic country Wayne or Amy energy girl and yes, Stephanie.
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: And everybody's looking healthy, like when people are talking about God,
• 42:15
  Speaker 1: people are talking about like they're looking healthy and happy
• 42:18
  Speaker 1: and like you know what I mean. Like and people
• 42:20
  Speaker 1: don't understand what you was, what you was talking about
• 42:23
  Speaker 1: artists like you know, the devil will bless you too.
• 42:26
  Speaker 1: And it's like when you a lot of times people
• 42:28
  Speaker 1: don't understand when you see people in interviews, when people
• 42:30
  Speaker 1: coming here you can kind of tell the people that
• 42:32
  Speaker 1: ain't that ain't really right, you know what I mean,
• 42:34
  Speaker 1: Like people are coming you're like, man, you could tell
• 42:36
  Speaker 1: this person ain't happy. They got the ap on they
• 42:38
  Speaker 1: got and they're not happy. Yeah, but that's where I was.
• 42:41
  Speaker 1: I was that person. I just was empty. I was
• 42:43
  Speaker 1: really depressed. I was suffering from depression, and I would drink, drink, drink, drink, drinking,
• 42:47
  Speaker 1: and you got all this money coming in. Yeah, but
• 42:49
  Speaker 1: I didn't really you know, I just wasn't happy with
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: myself and I felt like there was so much more
• 42:53
  Speaker 1: potential that I was missing out on. I just wouldn't
• 42:56
  Speaker 1: see what God had in a story for me because
• 42:58
  Speaker 1: I was just so caught up in Yeah. You know.
• 43:00
  Speaker 1: So it's been like I said, it's been a journey
• 43:03
  Speaker 1: and it's I'm still on it and I'm it's not easy,
• 43:05
  Speaker 1: but I know in the end of it, the rewards
• 43:09
  Speaker 1: gonna beautiful and I just gotta stay disciplined, true to it.
• 43:11
  Speaker 1: I think it's hard for people to be in the
• 43:13
  Speaker 1: thick of it and realize that God is using you
• 43:15
  Speaker 1: even when you fell down, He's still using you, Like
• 43:18
  Speaker 1: this is your setup to be an advocate for something,
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: and it's okay to make mistakes, like you don't have
• 43:23
  Speaker 1: to be like so and TC and mecha always telling
• 43:26
  Speaker 1: like don't be so hard. I think I'm trying to
• 43:28
  Speaker 1: be too hard on myself right now. So like yesterday
• 43:30
  Speaker 1: was the first time I went out like in a
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: long time, and I just needed to get out for
• 43:34
  Speaker 1: a second because I was like, okay, I get it,
• 43:37
  Speaker 1: like I'm used to going out, but I just needed
• 43:39
  Speaker 1: to be free for the night. But I was like, okay,
• 43:41
  Speaker 1: I could do this. It wasn't a booking. It was
• 43:43
  Speaker 1: just it wasn't But I hated that they called my
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: name with a bike because I was I heard it,
• 43:47
  Speaker 1: I said. At first, cop was like, oh my gosh,
• 43:52
  Speaker 1: the whole world wasn't no. Yeah, but then I thought
• 43:54
  Speaker 1: about it. I was like, man, I about to sit
• 43:57
  Speaker 1: here and drink my champagne. Yeah, but I'm to sit
• 44:00
  Speaker 1: here and drink my champagne like a lady. And guess what,
• 44:03
  Speaker 1: And Gud's still gonna love me the same way. Like
• 44:05
  Speaker 1: I'm just you ain't on the blogs doing nothing crazy. Yeah, say,
• 44:09
  Speaker 1: I just switched up the way I carried myself. Um,
• 44:11
  Speaker 1: and that's about it. You're allowed to girl, to do
• 44:14
  Speaker 1: you what. We're so proud of you. We're excited to
• 44:17
  Speaker 1: see you know what you become on your journey, and
• 44:20
  Speaker 1: we just thank you for coming to stop it a
• 44:22
  Speaker 1: finish with me. And it starts because you got a
• 44:26
  Speaker 1: different look in your eyes. You want to encourage like
• 44:29
  Speaker 1: people like that are scared, just say yes to him,
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: like and it's just start somewhere like once you submit
• 44:35
  Speaker 1: yourself and give your life to God, you will see
• 44:38
  Speaker 1: everything clear, like and he'll show you the way. It's
• 44:41
  Speaker 1: hard looking at yourself in a mirror and actually holding
• 44:43
  Speaker 1: yourself accountable for things, and it gets really dark before
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: it gets better. But it's worth It's worth the journey.
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: It's definitely worth. Oh no, trust me. The devil came
• 44:51
  Speaker 1: in full force these past week. It's been coming at me.
• 44:54
  Speaker 1: But I have to be like, this is just a
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: test to know if I'm gonna want to run back,
• 44:57
  Speaker 1: because I like, temptation has been hitting me. It's been
• 45:00
  Speaker 1: kocking on that door, like and it's like they're in
• 45:02
  Speaker 1: my ear like and the things that the devil knows
• 45:05
  Speaker 1: that I like, it's just like it's hard, but I'm
• 45:08
  Speaker 1: not allowing it to to get We are on our
• 45:10
  Speaker 1: spiritual journeys. Yeah, I'm not allowing it to get me
• 45:13
  Speaker 1: at all. I feel like everybody's on their own, you know,
• 45:15
  Speaker 1: personal journey the time. Right now. I don't know what's
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: it's a it's a special warfare and it's happening and everybody.
• 45:20
  Speaker 1: God's calling his people and that's just what it is.
• 45:22
  Speaker 1: You see that big old uh, that godlike figure in
• 45:26
  Speaker 1: South America, was just struck. Yeah, He's coming first, So
• 45:30
  Speaker 1: that was real. I thought that, Oh, it's crazy because
• 45:35
  Speaker 1: a lot of our guests that we've been having has
• 45:37
  Speaker 1: been real advocate about their journey with God. Once he
• 45:42
  Speaker 1: once he gets you, it's like you don't want to
• 45:44
  Speaker 1: go back. You don't want to go back to that world.
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  Speaker 1: It's like a dark place and people don't even know.
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  Speaker 1: It's like that's why I like these rappers and everybody
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  Speaker 1: in the industry suffer from like drugs, mean and all
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  Speaker 1: these things because they're in a dark, dark place, like literally,
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  Speaker 1: they're they're sunken. You know, they don't want to acknowledge
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  Speaker 1: the truth. And that's want to accept it and give yourself.
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  Speaker 1: You know, it doesn't matter who you are, what you do.
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  Speaker 1: You could be whoever you are, He forgives and you
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  Speaker 1: just gotta keep going. We'll be right back. Stay tuned
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  Speaker 1: My lady and I had a drunk night with great
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  Speaker 1: sex last night. We woke up next to each other
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  Speaker 1: in the morning, Eve talking about the night before. She
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  Speaker 1: slips up and says she can't remember how many men
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  Speaker 1: she has sex with, but jokingly laughed it off. I've
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  Speaker 1: never been insecure about something until this point. I wanted
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  Speaker 1: to ask her about the comment, but I know that
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  Speaker 1: ain't a good idea. We both follow y'all, so she
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  Speaker 1: gonna know we're talking about her. Oh damn, oh damn.
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  Speaker 1: Need your opinion? Should I speak on it or leave
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  Speaker 1: it alone? If you don't want to know, leave it alone?
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  Speaker 1: Why do you want to know that? Like number one?
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  Speaker 1: I feel like why? Like why do you want to know?
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  Speaker 1: I don't think it's anybody's business? Like why amn? I
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  Speaker 1: is saying down to tell you how many people are
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  Speaker 1: stepping were how many people know we have allowed to pass? Like?
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  Speaker 1: Where do you think she learned how to have sex
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  Speaker 1: from that amazing sex that you were happy to have
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  Speaker 1: just picked that up along the way, sir, Like, just
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  Speaker 1: be grateful that you got some amazing set. Didn't say that,
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  Speaker 1: enjoy your knight. That's it. I wonder what his sign is.
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  Speaker 1: He's a little emotional, you see. I'm not saying that
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  Speaker 1: women an aquarious signs or cancer women. The way that
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  Speaker 1: women care about a man's future is the same way
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  Speaker 1: a man cares about a woman's pass. So I think
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  Speaker 1: that I can't. I I saw against that part a woman,
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  Speaker 1: a man caring about a woman's pass, because we all
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  Speaker 1: have a pass, and that kind of for me off
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  Speaker 1: Not saying you're offending me, but I feel like I
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  Speaker 1: would feel definitive A man did care about my past,
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  Speaker 1: and that's kind of some of the problems I had
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  Speaker 1: with past relationships because it's like I had a pass.
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  Speaker 1: I couldn't control what happened to me in the past,
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  Speaker 1: and that past led me into different things. So I
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  Speaker 1: feel like you're gonna have to accept me for who
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  Speaker 1: I am, and I come with this. I'm changed now,
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  Speaker 1: but I can't change what already happened. So I feel
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  Speaker 1: like you can't worry about a woman's pass and this
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  Speaker 1: guy's situation, I think that that's something that he probably
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  Speaker 1: wants to leave alone. Because if you're talking about something
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  Speaker 1: that makes you insecure as a man, especially you're talking
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  Speaker 1: about this great sex that y'all had, why he ruined
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  Speaker 1: the great sex with he's insecure? Right twist? Lord, have mercy.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know. I think insecure man worry about that.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like you're secured yourself. You don't care about
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  Speaker 1: what a woman had going on before you. You need
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  Speaker 1: to worry about how you can make her better. And
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  Speaker 1: that's about That's That's what I'm standing on. That's the
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  Speaker 1: type of man that'll be like you got to throw
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  Speaker 1: out the gifts that your escape you. Yeah, like stop
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  Speaker 1: watching this, stop wearing this, stop driving this like no, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: and coming that he in love with is you know
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  Speaker 1: was made by her past? Yeah, listen, every man has
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  Speaker 1: a pass. Every woman has a past. It just might
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  Speaker 1: be a little you know, different levels to the past.
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  Speaker 1: So a ka, man, you need to leave it alone.
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  Speaker 1: Don't don't bring it up. You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: If you gotta crop to your don't don't ruin the
• 49:26
  Speaker 1: great sex just just sit it out. And that was
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