Latest / Be A Global Citizen! / 216. GC Talks with Felipe Iwahashi: Harnessing the Complexity of Multilingual and Multicultural Identities
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- 0:05Hi there, and welcome to Be a Global Citizen, the podcast that
- 0:08explores the concept of global citizenship through the lens of
- 0:11value creating education. My name is Scott Bauer and I'm
- 0:15Ahsoka, researcher and educator. I hope you find the discussion,
- 0:18stories and insights on this podcast to be valuable and
- 0:21inspiring as we strive to become global citizens who are
- 0:24committed to living a contributive life.
- 0:26Enjoy. Hi everyone.
- 0:35My name is Felipe Wahashi. I am a Buddhist, I am a
- 0:38multilingual, I am an educator, and I'm a learner.
- 0:42Thank you for joining us today. Hi Felipe, thank you so much for
- 0:46for joining me on the podcast. I'm really excited to have you
- 0:49and we have been friends for many years now going back to our
- 0:55time in Brazil or my time in Brazil, right, which is where
- 0:58you're originally from, Felipe. And it's, it's just so wonderful
- 1:01to see the different twists and turns of both of our journeys.
- 1:06And that and we were talking about this just a little while
- 1:09ago. How interesting it was for me
- 1:11back in 2016 when I arrived in Sao Paulo to be the, the
- 1:16foreigner, right, the one in Brazil and trying to figure out
- 1:20my life. And then, you know, several
- 1:22years later, there's this interesting reversal where both
- 1:26you and your partner came to California.
- 1:28And then you've got to experience what it was like
- 1:31adapting, although on another level, right?
- 1:34Because now, you know, you're very much settled and more
- 1:38permanent and gone through the whole immigration process.
- 1:41And, and, and I think all of that is to say, you know, it's
- 1:45because you have a very important mission in California.
- 1:49And, and I know that the work that that you and your partner
- 1:53are doing as educators has worldwide implications.
- 1:59And I think that stems not only from your past experiences, but
- 2:04also just terms of the different cultures that you bring together
- 2:09because you're much more than just Brazilian, right?
- 2:12And you're, you know, that that multilingual component that you
- 2:15talked about is very true. I've never met a more fluent
- 2:19person in multiple languages than than you.
- 2:22So I'm curious to, to learn about your, your journey, what
- 2:26brought you to California, but also what, what sparks this,
- 2:31this sense of joy and curiosity about educating others.
- 2:36And yeah, just what, what is ahead for you.
- 2:39So if you can share some of the milestones of, of your journey
- 2:42as an educator, I'd really be interested to to learn more
- 2:46about about your background. Yeah.
- 2:50No, thank you, Scott for this amazing introduction.
- 2:54And yeah, as you mentioned that we were our path we're able to
- 2:57cross almost 10 or 11 years ago back in Brazil when I was
- 3:03pursuing my dreams back in that time.
- 3:06So it's so interesting and funny to see like how our life really
- 3:12were able to get like those directions right where I never
- 3:15thought about him being the US currently.
- 3:18But here I am working then after being able to graduate from my
- 3:24master's year. So has been a an interesting
- 3:28journey. And I've been trying to enjoy
- 3:30all of the milestones that I hopefully will be able to share
- 3:34a little bit here. And so I'm very grateful for
- 3:36everything. Yeah.
- 3:38So just a little bit balmy, basically.
- 3:42I would say I usually have this script in mind where I would
- 3:47like always say my name is Felipe Kenichi Wahashi da Silva.
- 3:52It's a pretty long name where I have the Brazilian heritage plus
- 3:57the Japanese heritage really strong in my family.
- 4:02So my dad, it's Brazilian, Brazilian who were born and
- 4:07raised in Brazil. By my mom's side is my mom's
- 4:11family that they immigrated back from Japan to Brazil and she was
- 4:16born in Brazil and raised in Brazil, but has physical future
- 4:21in as a Japanese. And then throughout my life,
- 4:26education has been this big important component.
- 4:30And I would say I realized that most recently, I would say like
- 4:34four or five years ago, because basically ever since when I was
- 4:40a little kid, my, I remember my dad and my mom always encourage
- 4:45me. You have to go to university no
- 4:47matter what happened. You can't choose anything, but
- 4:51you got to finish a college, your higher education.
- 4:55So ever since when I was a kid, that was something that I start
- 4:58cultivating. And that comes from the
- 5:02perspective where unfortunately they were not able to finish
- 5:05their higher education. And they always encourage myself
- 5:10and my siblings to pursue that. And when I was very young and
- 5:15two years old back in, that was during the 90s.
- 5:19So a lot of Japanese immigrants that were able to go back to
- 5:23Japan and start working because it was the Japanese boom during
- 5:28that time. So my parents decided to do that
- 5:30when I was two years and a half and they were planning to stay
- 5:34only for two or three years, but we ended up staying there for
- 5:37almost 15 years. I'm sorry, 13 years when I was
- 5:42until when I was 15. So that basically, although I
- 5:47was born in Brazil, I was raised in the Japanese context in the
- 5:52city full of Brazilian. That was another interesting
- 5:56thing. But not only Brazilian, but a
- 5:58lot of international people, especially from Peru, from
- 6:02Bangladesh, from different Southeast Asian countries.
- 6:09And yeah, then when I was 15 years old, my parents decided to
- 6:17move back to Brazil specifically because they want us to pursue a
- 6:22higher education, right? So I'm the oldest siblings
- 6:26between 3:00. So stay in Japan as an
- 6:31immigrant. Most of the time it's synonymous
- 6:36of working in the factory or in the industry, right?
- 6:41It's really challenging to get out from that path, especially
- 6:46if you do not study, go to Japanese school.
- 6:50And in my case, since my parents really wanted to go back
- 6:54someday, I was introduced to Japanese school.
- 6:58But because we had a lot of Brazilian in my city, they were
- 7:02even able to establish some Brazilian school.
- 7:05And that's where I did my studies in Japan, but in a
- 7:09Brazilian school from my 8 years old until 15, first year of high
- 7:13school. Now that's when I, we moved back
- 7:17and my journey in Brazil really started pursuing high school.
- 7:22And then after a couple of years, that was a really
- 7:26challenging time when we moved to Brazil because basically my
- 7:29parents had to reconstruct their own life, right?
- 7:37Move back to Brazil in their early 50s, late 40s.
- 7:42Then in term of career, the income really become a struggle
- 7:51for us. So that's when I really had to
- 7:56took the life, right. OK, let's how I'm, how I'm going
- 7:59to do it. How can I support my family but
- 8:02also how can I keep going into the journey of studying?
- 8:07So through this encouragement from my mom and my my dad in
- 8:14term of studies and I was able to pursue many other things.
- 8:20There's so much about your, your story, even just from your
- 8:24childhood, how you were raised in different cultures, right?
- 8:28Different countries. And I'm sure that it was, it was
- 8:33probably very exciting to be in these different like areas
- 8:36where, yeah, you had students, young people from different
- 8:40backgrounds. But at the same time, Japan is a
- 8:43very homogeneous society and one where you probably felt that
- 8:49kind of foreigner expat kind of status just even more
- 8:53accentuated, right? It was just that much more
- 8:55obvious. And I know that, you know, in
- 8:59those formative years, we really look to those closest to us for
- 9:04some sense of, of grounding. And, you know, given the fact
- 9:07that you moved to Japan when you were two years old, you probably
- 9:12felt yourself to be maybe more, I don't know, Japanese or like,
- 9:17was there a certain like identity that kind of drew you,
- 9:20that anchored you a little bit more?
- 9:22And then what happened as you were getting older where it
- 9:25started to kind of gain new complexity as far as how you
- 9:29navigate, you know, the the transition back to to Brazil.
- 9:34So yeah, from your own, you know, personal experience, like
- 9:38how did that experience go for you?
- 9:41Was it? Was it smooth?
- 9:43Yeah, right. No, that part of identify
- 9:47myself, it was really challenging, right.
- 9:49I think as a society, as we know, we always try to put
- 9:54ourselves in a box or a label ourself for something and
- 9:59through that trying to create a sense of belonging, right?
- 10:03And what happened when I was in Japan, it was like I always,
- 10:07although I was, I was able to learn Japanese, speak Japanese
- 10:11fluently within the Japanese friendship, even though speaking
- 10:17like the language, understanding the context, I was always
- 10:21treated as a foreigner. Right.
- 10:24As a Brazilian or someone who is outsider now in Japanese,
- 10:29there's a term that we they they use as a guiding.
- 10:34But yeah. And then funny enough, when,
- 10:38when when I moved back to Brazil, which supposed to be my
- 10:43home, right, my roots, I was also treated as a foreigner
- 10:47somehow. Oh, no, you came from Japan.
- 10:50You're Japanese. You have a Japanese, a Japanese
- 10:54mom, so you're you're Japanese. So until my early 20s, I had
- 10:59this really challenge challenging time of the identity
- 11:04crisis and. What?
- 11:06Is interesting that the first that's like a really personal
- 11:12thing that the 1st tattoo that I did, it's basically to reaffirm
- 11:17myself what identity that I wanted to pursue during that
- 11:22time, right And I ended up doing a South America map with a
- 11:29compass and couple of things that identify myself.
- 11:33This is who I am. I'm Brazilian and there's no one
- 11:37who will tell me that I'm not. But throughout the time right
- 11:43now that I'm early 30s now, I've been learning that, you know,
- 11:49identity or it's not something that people should tell you who
- 11:55are you right? You need to really try to figure
- 11:58out. And in my case, I, I was able to
- 12:01understand my complexity as a background and I, and it's OK,
- 12:06like being able to embrace all the challenges when it comes to
- 12:10where I'm from or who am I, It's totally OK, Especially when I
- 12:15came to US where I was able to hear a lot of people identify
- 12:20themselves, Oh, I am Asian American, I am black American or
- 12:26I am Hispanic American. Now being able to probably try
- 12:32to encapsulate a little bit of both or three different
- 12:35contexts, right? And now I would say I'm able to
- 12:40identify myself as a Japanese Brazilian with this sense of
- 12:46proud, which I didn't have when I did a tattoo, right?
- 12:52But yeah, that that brought a lot of challenges during that
- 12:55time. But now I'm able to figure out,
- 12:58wow, this is who I am. I am everything.
- 13:01I am all the complexity. I didn't know that you had a
- 13:06tattoo like that. That's very cool.
- 13:09And, and I think it's, it's very fitting in the sense that when
- 13:13we're undergoing this kind of identity crisis, let's call it,
- 13:18right, we're, we're in an environment where perhaps
- 13:22there's this sense of, you know, like you said, the, the people
- 13:26around us wanting to put us into a box and then us maybe pushing
- 13:31back and then having to reassert, no, this is who I am.
- 13:35And maybe it comes from a place of trying to tell the
- 13:38environment, you know, this is, you know, me putting it out
- 13:42there or in the form of a tattoo where you're really trying to
- 13:46like anchor yourself and, and in the understanding of no, this is
- 13:50what I want to start off from this basis and to move forward.
- 13:54But it's clear from your journey from Japan, Brazil to the US
- 14:00that there's so much more fluidity and how you've been
- 14:04able to really not just grow, but evolve your sense of
- 14:09identity. And now to come to this
- 14:11realization that, you know, you not only have the ability to
- 14:16find the right kind of term terminology and, and, and the
- 14:20voice that comes with that to, to express what that means, but
- 14:25also this perhaps openness that it can change still.
- 14:30And, and I just think that it's, it's just really beautiful.
- 14:33I don't know if you, you, you kind of think about in this way,
- 14:36but it just seems like there are these like kind of clear phases
- 14:42of your life from the early childhood up until your teenage
- 14:47years of really trying to make sense of your identity in Japan,
- 14:53right? And experiencing those
- 14:54pressures. But then in Brazil, then having
- 14:58to reassert your identity as a Brazilian.
- 15:01And then now you're in the US where it's like, you know, land
- 15:07of of immigrants and still you have to assert like, you know,
- 15:11and present yourself. But now there seems to be maybe
- 15:15a wider spectrum, right, of the kind of terminologies and the
- 15:19understandings of wow, you know, people are coming from very
- 15:24unique and complicated backgrounds as well, and that
- 15:27maybe there's more willingness to understand or get to
- 15:30understand what exactly your background is.
- 15:34And I think that's, that's really, that's really beautiful.
- 15:37And I know, but I again, like that's kind of like in
- 15:40hindsight, we can point out these phases and it sounds great
- 15:44and sounds like it was a piece of cake.
- 15:45But again, I think that that grappling of like who am I is
- 15:50just so important. And, and I think, you know,
- 15:53through the throughout that period, right, maybe a through
- 15:56line, not just in terms of, you know, the ethnic national
- 16:00identities that you're expressing, but you know, also
- 16:04your identity as like a student. Sounds like from your, your
- 16:07parents write this emphasis on you going to college, you know,
- 16:11completing college and using that education to to have a even
- 16:15better life. I'm curious about what were some
- 16:17of the, the twists and turns as you were pursuing not just high
- 16:22school in Brazil, but also your, your undergraduate experience.
- 16:27And then you also mentioned that you did your masters in the US.
- 16:32And so it sounds like that might have also had some major pivot
- 16:36points for you in terms of your journey as a, as a student, as a
- 16:41learner. So maybe could you speak a
- 16:43little bit to to that? Yes, yes, yes, yeah.
- 16:48I would say through this encouragement right from from my
- 16:53parents where it doesn't matter. You need to go to the IT doesn't
- 16:58matter in a sense of what kind of course that you want major
- 17:01that you want to pursue. They really encourage me to do
- 17:04something there for higher education.
- 17:07And ever since when I was in Japan, something that always
- 17:12caught my attention. It was like this an amazing
- 17:18world that we leave and amazing diversity that we had that do in
- 17:23the city where I was living and how that influenced me to take
- 17:27on in terms of what kind of studies that I would make.
- 17:32So in Brazil now when I move when I was 15, as I mentioned,
- 17:37it was really challenging and especially financially.
- 17:40So ever since I finished my high school I really needed to
- 17:43support my parents working as I start working full time when I
- 17:48was 15. So from 17 years old I always
- 17:52had to work full time and juggle studies in the middle.
- 17:57So during that time it took me almost three years to getting
- 18:03into a university. So in Brazil we have this system
- 18:06where most of the big and good university is a public, meaning
- 18:13that if you got accepted into a public university and the only
- 18:16way to get accepted through an exam base.
- 18:20On one day, if you go out on that exam, you got to accept
- 18:24that. If not, you got to wait, got to
- 18:26study right, prepare yourself for next year.
- 18:29So it took me 3 years to get into that university and then
- 18:35during and after that I still needed to work full time.
- 18:40So I was there for almost 10 years, full time student and
- 18:44full time work person. And through that, of course, I
- 18:51was able to learn so many things that in the middle in term of
- 18:55life, but also I had a lot of challenges in terms of my
- 18:59studies. But then what I was able to
- 19:03pursue, it was a passion about international relations.
- 19:08Now that's what I ended up doing in in Brazil.
- 19:12So I study at the Federal University of ABC, which is the
- 19:18city of San Bernardo. And that period, man, it was a
- 19:24period where I learned to not give up so many things, right?
- 19:30In term of studies, dream, specially because my routine was
- 19:38really challenging, right? I need to wake up at 5:30 in the
- 19:42morning, go to work then at 8:00 and then leave, go to the
- 19:48university, which took me like almost 2 hours to commute and to
- 19:52the university every day. Then class started 7/7 to 11:30
- 19:58PM and then one hour and 30 or two hours to come back.
- 20:03So it was like arriving at 1:00 AM to wake up at 5530 and then
- 20:09do that again and again. So it was this challenge in
- 20:13trying to survive, to be honest during that time.
- 20:18But I'm very appreciative now that do that.
- 20:23I went through that. I had this dream of living
- 20:29abroad, study abroad. I want to go out, I want to
- 20:33travel the world and I still remember like.
- 20:37When I met you and I was one of the first American that I was
- 20:41able to engage. Hey there, let me try to.
- 20:44Practice a little bit of my English, right?
- 20:47And then it was a time when I was Start learning English now
- 20:51doing some classes with this in mind of one day I will I want to
- 20:57go now study or travel. So that was able to happen now
- 21:03during the pandemic now. So after six years of amazing
- 21:08journey in the in the university for my bachelor and I was able
- 21:13to graduate with my double major in humanities and international
- 21:17relations. And then after that, I decided,
- 21:20OK, now it's time to do my master's and I decided to go to
- 21:26Soka University in Japan in Tokyo, but it was doing the
- 21:31pandemic. Luckily I was able to be
- 21:36accepted. And then one year,
- 21:38unfortunately, I had to do through Zoom their online
- 21:41courses. But the next year, the second
- 21:44year of my master, I was able to go to Japan and pursue the
- 21:49amazing master's degree that I really enjoy that being in that
- 21:54amazing university, which how should I put it, where I was
- 22:02able to really engage in the global citizenship aspect.
- 22:06So many diverse student body that we had and so many life
- 22:12lesson that I was able to have that during the course of two
- 22:16years and three years ago now after graduating from Seoul
- 22:25University in Japan, I decided to immigrate to US to stay here
- 22:34with my now my wife met during the time my girlfriend and
- 22:39fiance. So but in order to come to US,
- 22:42the best way that we thought during that time, it was maybe
- 22:46coming as a student. So that's when we decided, OK,
- 22:49let me try to apply for one more master's.
- 22:52So I applied and I was able to be accepted and after two years.
- 22:59That time I pursued my master's in education educational
- 23:03leadership at Soca University of America and had this amazing two
- 23:09years of experiencing SOCA education here in the in the US
- 23:15context. And finally, last year during
- 23:18May 2025, I was able to graduate and now I start working in the
- 23:24educational environment. Wow, thank you so much, Felipe.
- 23:29It's, it's, it's so encouraging and inspiring to hear your, your
- 23:35journey and how it relates to the struggle that that you had
- 23:39to go through because finishing your undergrad in, in Brazil,
- 23:45It's so noble that you really committed to that path and that
- 23:50you had this like urge, right? This this desire to, to see what
- 23:55is beyond just the this immediate environment in Brazil.
- 23:59I would imagine with so much of your studies in international
- 24:02relations and learning about other international systems or
- 24:07ways in which they approach their policies or how they, you
- 24:11know, conduct different, like, you know, diplomatic ventures,
- 24:15all of those things relating to, you know, international
- 24:17relations. It got you, you know, maybe it
- 24:20activated a certain side of your past, you know, life in Japan.
- 24:25And, and then also some of the people that you were then
- 24:28meeting on the street, like me, right from the US and being
- 24:32like, wow, you know, like here I am in Brazil, able to
- 24:37communicate with people in Japanese and Portuguese and now
- 24:41in English. I mean, what better way than to
- 24:45actually, yeah, start exploring in this proactive sense of you
- 24:48going out rather than them coming to you and and and build
- 24:53your own sense of yeah, the what what is the world around me
- 24:56rather than just what is the world via visa vie A textbook.
- 25:01And and I think it's really wonderful.
- 25:03Like you, you had this exposure to study at not just one Soca
- 25:10University, right, but both Soca universities.
- 25:13So I'm, I'm curious, could you maybe share a little bit more
- 25:16about, well, from those two experiences, what did you kind
- 25:21of end up walking away with in terms of like what is Soca
- 25:24education meant for you? And and then you also brought up
- 25:29global citizenship when you were in, in Soca University, Like how
- 25:34does that connect with global citizenship as well?
- 25:37I'm curious. So it's a kind of big questions,
- 25:39I know, but you know, maybe like from whatever angle you can
- 25:43find, like how can how can you kind of share out those main
- 25:47takeaways from your time at Soca University?
- 25:51Yeah, I know. Yeah.
- 25:54I mean, first, right, I, I really need to recognize my
- 26:00privilege, of course, in being able to live in the context of
- 26:03Japan and then being able to learn as much as I could during
- 26:07that time. And then when I moved back to
- 26:10Brazil, I was able to live this different context, which it was
- 26:15this life learn experience and not being able, not giving up in
- 26:22terms of my dreams. And I was able to have this
- 26:25amazing friends and community where push myself like, you
- 26:30know, even though it might be hard right now, now you're
- 26:33adjusting as a whole family here.
- 26:36Do not give up in your. Dreams and my dreams during that
- 26:39time was like basic thing, trying to pursue a higher
- 26:42education, trying to travel around the world, trying to make
- 26:46friends throughout the world. So whenever I was able to meet
- 26:50people like you or people around the world, I felt like, you
- 26:54know, I want to do this for my life, like trying to meet many
- 26:59people as possible and really felt the importance of being
- 27:02able to master like the language as much as possible.
- 27:08So English was really this big monster for me, which I was
- 27:17like, wow, how can I learn this? But throughout the time I'm very
- 27:24proud of myself and being able to do that.
- 27:27And right now being able to express myself in the language
- 27:31that it's not that I do not grew up with, I feel that Soca
- 27:36education really translating to be happy as a student, as a
- 27:44learner, no matter the context where you are being able to
- 27:49really, truly feel happy in learning.
- 27:53And I think that was my experience.
- 27:56So those six years that I had in Brazil, it was really
- 28:02challenging. I couldn't enjoy learning,
- 28:06right? I was surviving like the test,
- 28:10surviving in the writing. And then and that of course
- 28:15reflect now in term of a grades or GPA and everything that we
- 28:19do, right. And myself esteem was really low
- 28:22because I couldn't achieve something that would be like
- 28:26very meaningful. And yeah, but then when I was
- 28:32really, when I got accepted for Japan, was able to study even
- 28:38through Zoom, I felt like this sense of happiness in being able
- 28:44to learn different things and not learning because you have an
- 28:49exam or because you have an essay to write, but learn to.
- 28:54Put in your life. Right, so classes that I had,
- 28:58right? It was this life learn
- 29:02experience as a student. So I really felt the the
- 29:07treasure in being a learner and trying to explore something that
- 29:12I wanted and being able to, you know, how should I put it like
- 29:21become a student where you can just worry to learn.
- 29:30So that that's in both context in Japan and also here in the
- 29:35US, but in a different scenario, right?
- 29:38In SUJ, which is at Silk University in Japan, basically
- 29:43my cohort was really big compared to the US where we were
- 29:50in like 14 different friends and different nationalities.
- 29:56And compared to that, here in the USI was only with six.
- 30:01So one thing that I learned through soca education here in
- 30:07the US context is because we are the smaller cohort, the sense of
- 30:14family that we had before each other, it was something that I
- 30:20never felt somewhere else in Brazil or in Japan.
- 30:23So we had to work together, struggle together and win
- 30:28together. So that was very unique.
- 30:31And yeah, I was able to experience that that because of
- 30:37this soca context. Yeah.
- 30:41And then in term of global citizenship, man, in the
- 30:46beginning when I think the context of doing a masters,
- 30:52right, it's come from, OK, are you interested in that specific
- 30:59topic? So just go and try to learn more
- 31:01about it. And for that context of global
- 31:06citizenship, what I was able to learn and something that I
- 31:10really tried to put in practice is how can I try to translate
- 31:14all of those big challenges that we have in the world in context
- 31:21of the student. So most of the teachers and the
- 31:25professors that I was able to have, they always try to bring
- 31:29that perspective of, OK, we have the global warning in terms of
- 31:34environment. We have war happening in the
- 31:36world. We have this so challenging
- 31:40political scenario in different contexts in the world.
- 31:43But how can that be translated into your context?
- 31:46Philippe, how do you, how do you see that?
- 31:50How do you feel or how is in Brazil?
- 31:54That was those first time where I was able to feel confident
- 32:00enough to talk in the classroom that in in Japan and in in the
- 32:06US because different from the undergraduate experience where
- 32:11we had 8050 people in the classroom raising my hand.
- 32:17It was something that I couldn't do it that inside of that big
- 32:21class, but in those small groups that I felt the safe environment
- 32:29where I could express my perspective in my opinion.
- 32:33And because of that, that I was able to feel OK, I have
- 32:39something to contribute here. I'm not an invisible person,
- 32:42right? There is something in my story
- 32:45that I can share and how valuable that is.
- 32:49So those were something that I was able to experience as a
- 32:52student and learn as a student and now as an educator, as a
- 32:57practitioner. I try to translate it, translate
- 33:01that into my classes or as a profession.
- 33:07Beautifully said. Thank you so much, Felipe.
- 33:10There's so much that I just wanted to touch upon because I
- 33:14feel you shared a lot just there.
- 33:16And so when you were talking about your, your experiences at,
- 33:20at soca schools, I think it's, it's, it's really wonderful that
- 33:23you have this basis of comparison in your studies at
- 33:27Federal University in Brazil and then these experiences abroad in
- 33:34Japan, in the US at Soca institutions where it was this
- 33:40big shift. But I, I am, I feel like in a
- 33:43way, you know, when you were talking about like this, the
- 33:46joys and of being a student and not being happy while learning,
- 33:50that seemed like that was a really important aspect of it.
- 33:54It's almost as if because you had struggled and gone through
- 33:58like the just the the difficulties of like, you know,
- 34:02working full time while being a student full time, that yeah, it
- 34:06really accentuated just how special the, the soca, you know,
- 34:11education experience was to the point where, I mean, it would
- 34:15have been maybe a different take away if you had just immediately
- 34:19been in the soca environment, right?
- 34:22I think again, like in life, we, we kind of need to experience
- 34:26both, both sides to then kind of land at where, where we stand in
- 34:31terms of what, where the the value is.
- 34:33But I mean, either way, I think what you said about like
- 34:37understanding, like the treasure of, of being a learner, I think
- 34:42that's how you phrased it just really resonated with me.
- 34:45Because I find that in the world that we live in, more and more,
- 34:49we find this the sense that education is just a means to an
- 34:55end of getting a job. And that getting that job is
- 34:59really just to support yourself and your family.
- 35:02And, and you're just kind of locked into that for, for a
- 35:06career where you're approaching this from the Soca perspective
- 35:10of like, well, I mean, the job is important and the job will
- 35:13come. But at the same time, like what
- 35:16an incredible moment it is to step into the shoes of, of a
- 35:19learner of a student. And then beyond that kind of a
- 35:23broader context, a learner, right?
- 35:26So I think that those are some really important takeaways that
- 35:28you're articulating from your time at Soca University.
- 35:31But I also would say that as a result of going through what you
- 35:35did in Brazil, you're just, I think you're able to make those
- 35:38points just land even more powerfully.
- 35:42I find that it's, it came from this, you know, courage to not
- 35:46only find your voice, but to really use your voice to, to
- 35:50make contributions to to others. And I find that that really is a
- 35:56very revolutionary idea in the times that we're living in.
- 36:00Because I think so much of what we see, especially now in the
- 36:04kind of social media digital realms, there's this maybe tend,
- 36:11I don't know if it's a tendency, but the so much of social media
- 36:16invites comparison. And by comparison, we then
- 36:19think, well, so many other people are saying it, right?
- 36:22Their voices matter more than mine.
- 36:24And then we kind of land in this more passive state when to enact
- 36:29change and to contribute in meaningful ways to pursuits that
- 36:33are important to us or to our dreams.
- 36:36It can't come from a passive stance.
- 36:38It has to be proactive and it has to be dynamic And so well,
- 36:43one, do you agree with that? And, and how is it that like
- 36:46from, you know, now your understanding of using your
- 36:49voice as an educator also in, in a more academic tone as well,
- 36:55like through writings? I know you've you've attended
- 36:57some conferences recently, but how are you more explicitly
- 37:01bringing forth that sense of global citizenship into your
- 37:04work in the classroom as well as into academic circles?
- 37:08Yes, yes, I still remember like one of the first classes for my
- 37:14master's. I was so worried in term of a
- 37:18first. Am I going to be able to really
- 37:21translate my perspective on specific point And then if worry
- 37:28in how I'm going to be judged based on that opinion because as
- 37:34you're mentioned, right, the experience that I was having
- 37:36throughout my life, it was like this either in high school or
- 37:40even in. In the bachelor degree where
- 37:45sometime your voice, it doesn't matter and the most important
- 37:50thing is how what the teacher are trying to teach you, right?
- 37:54And even if you have a simple question in back in my mind, I
- 37:58was like, maybe that's irrelevant or maybe that's maybe
- 38:04it's something wrong with me that I didn't get it.
- 38:07Always trying to doubt about myself, but then the professors
- 38:13net in the the master's environment really create a
- 38:16space where there's no right or wrong perspective.
- 38:21We just want to try to hear your opinion about specific topic and
- 38:27we're going to discuss. Of course, sometimes we had this
- 38:30heated moment right where I do not agree, I disagree.
- 38:34But that also was an experience where I personally was able to
- 38:40learn a lot now about the content for of course, but I
- 38:44also as a person. Oh wow, that's so interesting.
- 38:49I never heard about this perspective.
- 38:51Oh wow, I do. I do understand you, but I think
- 38:57this way wax one Z. So definitely I totally agree.
- 39:02Being able to practice your voice no matter where you are,
- 39:07especially in in a classroom, it's something very powerful.
- 39:14And now that I'm reflecting right, I think that's what I
- 39:19really tried to do currently as a practitioner.
- 39:24So ever since August of last year, I was able to start
- 39:30working in a charter school here in Costa Mesa in the California.
- 39:37And it's really an interesting school where we, it's an
- 39:41International School where we teach three different languages
- 39:47for all the students, English of course, Spanish every day, but
- 39:52the student need to choose either Japanese or Chinese,
- 39:56right? And not only that that my
- 39:59responsibility is to teach one subject called Project Based
- 40:04Learning PBL. And basically in the school,
- 40:08throughout the year, we have 6 different big projects.
- 40:12So from goal setting to multiculturalism to peace and
- 40:19peace and human rights environment.
- 40:23And then the classroom that I'm taking care of right now, it's
- 40:27specifically for that class. It's 6th to 8th graders
- 40:32students, so middle school and to be honest, in the beginning
- 40:37was really challenging for me because I didn't know how to do
- 40:42it right. I didn't know how to manage the
- 40:48class or to do a work as a teacher.
- 40:52But then throughout the time, I was able to really understand
- 40:56that the most important thing as a teacher is how can you create
- 41:00trust with your student and that trust come with dialogue, one O
- 41:081 conversation, being able to see that student as a person and
- 41:15as as someone that can also teach you so many things.
- 41:20Once I was able to really understand that not only as my
- 41:26duty as a teacher that I needed to, you know, show the content
- 41:30or only class management or ETC. More of a really valuing the
- 41:37person student that is 11 years old or 14 years old as the same
- 41:43as adults. That's the when the shift start
- 41:47happening and practical things that I really try to do right in
- 41:52term of classroom. It's trying to hear all the
- 41:57students in the classroom, even if it is one small thing,
- 42:04please, I always encourage there is no right or wrong.
- 42:08Your voice is really important. So share with us in the
- 42:13classroom, right? So that's what I really tried to
- 42:16do or pair pairing up with in a group.
- 42:21So do a partner sharing and then as a whole class share what we
- 42:25were able to discuss. And those were simple things
- 42:29that professors were doing in my class and I felt so comfortable
- 42:34in sharing my perspective and that really gave me confident
- 42:40that my voice is really meaningful to be here heard.
- 42:44Therefore I am a person to be valued to that.
- 42:48That's how I tried to translate into my work context currently.
- 42:56That's that's so wonderful and it, it sounds like you are able
- 43:02to pay forward like what you were able to receive at both
- 43:07programs at Soca University. And and it's it's something that
- 43:12I think in theory, we think, Oh yeah, I can do that.
- 43:15I can, I can make, you know, everyone's voice be heard and
- 43:19matter. But in actual practice, we start
- 43:22recognizing how the classroom is this, oh, man, there's so many
- 43:27different emotions and so many different feelings that that
- 43:30come into play. And there's also, I think the
- 43:32inevitable doubt as a teacher of like, what does this even mean?
- 43:38I've had, you know, we've all had many teachers in our lives,
- 43:40but how many of those teachers really left him a lasting
- 43:43impression? And, and, and then are we up to
- 43:47the task of stepping into that, that important role where we can
- 43:52see the, the importance of, of, of that like influence?
- 43:58And yet we kind of see there's this gap between maybe where
- 44:01we're at when we're starting off and where we would like to be.
- 44:05But when you would, you really focused on the important aspect
- 44:09of just building trust with your students.
- 44:13I think, you know, that's just so beautifully put because IIA
- 44:16100% agree with you think, you know, where teachers maybe find
- 44:21themselves in a difficult spot is when they think they're the
- 44:24authority and that they know everything and that this is this
- 44:28is how it has to happen. And you're just dragging, you
- 44:31know, students in a direction without really communicating
- 44:34with them by this direction. And then also really
- 44:38understanding them. Like how can we better connect
- 44:41so that we can all move together and that togetherness, you know,
- 44:46you, you put it beautifully with the SUA Masters program about
- 44:51the sense of family, right? That you work together, you
- 44:55struggle together and you win together.
- 44:57Like why, why don't we apply that as teachers to each of our
- 45:01classes, right? Where we have, you don't have to
- 45:04necessarily call them a family, right?
- 45:06I understand how people can have different understandings of what
- 45:10family means, but just work together, right?
- 45:13Or study together. Maybe it's another substitute.
- 45:15There will be struggle in terms of the debates of like, you
- 45:18know, different people voicing their opinions or grappling with
- 45:22difficult content. But the last one about winning
- 45:25together, I think that's, you know, paying that close
- 45:29attention to maybe, you know, the win comes from a student who
- 45:33has been very, very shy, who never wants to speak.
- 45:36And yet one day they raise their hand and they they ask a
- 45:41question and then ask the teacher to have that sensitivity
- 45:46to realize that was the win and to really like properly praise
- 45:51the student where they feel, wow, this is the safe
- 45:55environment and this is the beginning of a much longer
- 45:58journey of them. Not only speaking more and
- 46:02discovering their voice, but also I would say in becoming
- 46:07global citizen, right? Because again, this ties back to
- 46:09what you were talking about, like it's the courage to use
- 46:12one's voice and then apply that towards their own mission.
- 46:15And so I just think that it's, it's just so, so fantastic that
- 46:20you find yourself being able to draw from all of these past
- 46:22experiences, right? The good, the bad, the ugly
- 46:27right of, you know, you yourself being in that situation of I
- 46:30don't think I can ask a question to now saying, wow, you know,
- 46:33here's here's the class that I'm responsible for, but like, let's
- 46:37let's win together. No, totally, totally why.
- 46:41And then I think this conversation is really making me
- 46:45reflect that this wow, the journey that I had and now how
- 46:50that influence. I feel that sometimes when we
- 46:53are just working, it's so difficult to reflect, you know,
- 47:00experiences and things that we learn while we're doing this.
- 47:04So wow, thank you that that's totally make a sense.
- 47:07One thing that I always try to put when I try to engage in
- 47:11difficult topic or subject that we have to teach the students is
- 47:17like, how can that specific topic be meaningful for them?
- 47:22Always trying to use the framework wow.
- 47:25And through that things start to be a little bit more easy there
- 47:30to apply just a simple, simple thing, right?
- 47:34It was we were having this project based learning about
- 47:38peace and human. Rights.
- 47:41And it's very broad, right? Concept what is peace or what is
- 47:45in human right? So the way that I was able to
- 47:49structure is OK. We live in the city of Costa
- 47:52Mesa and then question of what does it mean to become an active
- 47:57citizen. So through that the student had
- 48:00to elaborate on a project where they needed to threw out that
- 48:05this sick four to six weeks. Look into your neighborhood, try
- 48:11to realize your own problems that you think that is important
- 48:15to your neighborhood. And let's discuss research and
- 48:20try to find propose some solutions.
- 48:23So we had student talking about speeding problem in my
- 48:27neighborhood or stray cats problem in my apartment complex
- 48:33things that I wow, that's so fantastic and really unique and
- 48:38important that for the local context.
- 48:41And then through that one activity that we did as a class,
- 48:46it was like, OK, we it was in December net in the beginning of
- 48:50December, we have a last City Council meeting happening in the
- 48:54city of Costa Mesa. What do you think everybody in
- 48:58going to the City Council and some of you go and speak in the
- 49:05podium, right, because we have the public hearing time.
- 49:09One of the student man, he raised his hand.
- 49:12I want to do that an amazing like this person that was the
- 49:18first, the first student to raise his hand for the past two
- 49:22years. He was in a speech program
- 49:25because he couldn't speak properly in a really challenging
- 49:30the reading or expressing his opinion.
- 49:34But he was the first one to raise his hand and we both
- 49:38together created the speech. And then he delivered
- 49:43beautifully in the City Council meeting.
- 49:47And that was like one of the field trip that we did that some
- 49:50of the student went to the City Council together, saw him and
- 49:55then right, right. Even now we can watch in the.
- 49:58YouTube. So it was this.
- 49:59Memorable moment that where I tried not to translate into
- 50:05something more meaningful for their local contacts on their
- 50:09own life too. So, yeah, totally agree with
- 50:12you, man. Well, thank you so much for for
- 50:16sharing that, that anecdote of, of what is clearly a tremendous
- 50:20win, not only for that individual, like, you know,
- 50:24that, that student, but even the whole class, because there was
- 50:28this, you know, not only you and, and the student going
- 50:31there, but also other students who wanted to support.
- 50:34And then, you know, having it be recorded.
- 50:37Maybe either the sense of pride of let me share this like
- 50:39YouTube link with like other people.
- 50:42And it's just ripple effect after ripple effect.
- 50:44And again, it's just, it resonates with everything that
- 50:48you've been sharing about really understanding that.
- 50:51Well, one, we need to trust our students by listening deeply to
- 50:55them and then creating this space, right for them to to
- 51:02apply the from the questions actual like research and then
- 51:07action. And and then I think, you know,
- 51:10that becomes golden memories for them as they continue in new
- 51:14pursuits, right? New projects encounter new
- 51:18people and, you know, ultimately grow into capable global
- 51:23citizens. So I, yeah, thank you so much
- 51:26for sharing that. And, you know, this, this
- 51:28conversation has just been really wonderful for me as well
- 51:31because I find, you know, the experience each each person's
- 51:35experiences are so rich. And I find, you know, the way
- 51:37that you've, you've told your story, it, it just seemingly
- 51:41it's just kind of building and building this tremendous kind of
- 51:44foundation and that now you're really able to apply that in
- 51:48such a meaningful way at the school that you're at.
- 51:51But it's still, you know, just the beginning.
- 51:54And, and I think in that sense, there's this excitement of wow,
- 51:58you know, I'm, I'm going to continue to impact more and more
- 52:01students, but I'm also, you know, for myself.
- 52:04And then I would imagine you would agree for you still
- 52:08growing, still evolving and still trying to make sense of
- 52:11not just the identity, but also the deeper mission of my efforts
- 52:16are leading towards a certain certain dream.
- 52:19So, you know, we were approaching the the tail end of
- 52:23this conversation. I do have one more question that
- 52:26I wanted to ask you. Do you have any book or movie
- 52:29recommendations for our listeners?
- 52:34Yeah, OK. I mean, first of all, thank you
- 52:36so much. It was amazing.
- 52:39Thank you for inviting me. It was really this, as I
- 52:42mentioned, a moment to reflect about myself, about my journey,
- 52:47but also reflect on things that I've been doing right now as a
- 52:51career. So it was such a meaningful
- 52:54time. Yes, it's a recent movie that
- 52:58was released. It's actually an animation that
- 53:02I really like a lot. It is the Zootopia 1 and
- 53:08especially the two. I really like that the way that
- 53:13they put it, because it's connected with immigration, it's
- 53:18connected with labeling certain group of people.
- 53:25It's connected with most important thing for me, the
- 53:28friendship. And how can we try to create
- 53:32meaningful connections based on friendship, right?
- 53:38So Zootopia one and two, Amazing.
- 53:45Thank you so much. I've seen Zootopia, the first
- 53:47one, have yet to see the second one.
- 53:50So this is yes, this is a sign for me to to watch it.
- 53:53So thank you so much, Phillipe. You know, I wanted to give you
- 53:58the last word and this could be like any final thought or final
- 54:01send off you'd like to share with the listeners.
- 54:04So anything at all that comes to mind?
- 54:06Got it. Yeah.
- 54:08I mean, I'm in this process of learning and learning and
- 54:13learning, and I will be keeping learning.
- 54:15I know that I'm still in the beginning of my educational
- 54:19career or educational practitioner career.
- 54:23And this is a commitment where I wanted to share where I will be
- 54:27always become an educator where I can inspire student and also
- 54:33become a person who can learn that throughout experiences and
- 54:41knowing that identity or experiences, it's not a static
- 54:46thing that as we were able to discuss, it evolves.
- 54:51So who knows who I'm going to be in 10/20/50 years.
- 54:57Maybe I will be defining myself as OK.
- 55:00I'm everything. I'm from the world and that's OK
- 55:04too. So if there's anything that I
- 55:09can help you, please you more than happy to connect my e-mail
- 55:15isfelipe.iwahashiiwahashi@gmail.com and thank you so much for this
- 55:24privilege.