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#14 - Who is Patient 13 · Brandon Fogal Evolution

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  I can still remember it like it was yesterday, walking into my home ec class,
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  wanting to talk to my friends, Seth and Evan.
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  That crazy home ec teacher just yells at me, Fogel, hi.
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  I just want to talk to him about our night coming up, you know?
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  Those were the days. Those were the days. I know later on they went to make
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  a movie about it and everything.
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  Have you ever done something that was so crazy, so out of this world that you
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  could not let anyone know about? Who is Patient 13?
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  10, 9, 8, 7 Welcome to the Brandon Fogel Show.
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  This is not just a podcast, it's a revolution of thought, unfiltered, real and raw.
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  2, 1, this is the Brandon Fogel Show.
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  Do you know who patient 13 is well you
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  might find out you might not i don't know
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  who knows patient 13 is out there
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  patient 13 has left the building we're actually
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  searching for patient 13 and i don't
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  know can you help me find him can you help me find him we need all
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  the help we can get you know he's he's out there he's elusive
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  he's escaped he's he's he's on the run and we
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  we know he's a man we know he's a man based on the the evidence and
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  the trail that he's left behind we all got a little patient 13
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  in us you know patient 13 is that you do not want anyone to see it it's the
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  one you want to hold close to your heart that the world does not see and it's
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  like it's something you ain't gonna put on the internet truthfully you're gonna
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  keep it to yourselves you You might let your family know about it.
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  You might even let your friends.
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  I had a patient 13 moment.
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  And we're going to get into it. It go done! Hope you are having an electrifying... Electrifying!
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  Hope you are having an electrifying day as you go into your... As you go into your day.
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  So as you can see, I got a little get up on, you know.
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  They made a movie about me back in the 2000s, you know, and...
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  It kind of just stuck with me. I had just people crying out to me all the time.
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  You know, Fogel, every time, you know, at the time I was a substitute teacher.
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  I remember subbing going in and to different schools. And that was when Superbad
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  was what is in its heyday.
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  And you can obviously hear the high schoolers calling out, you know, they got a sub, Mr.
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  Fogel. And every time I would always hear about Fogel from the movie Superbad.
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  I just had to, I had to do it. I had to do it, you know.
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  I had to do it. I love these glasses. These aren't prescription lens,
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  but I'm going to wear them. I love them.
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  Get after me. Get after me.
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  All right. So what is happening on the home front? I need to get one of those CB radios.
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  Is that what it's called? The CB radios that like, if we go into Terminator
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  apocalypse style, that those are the only forms of communication we're going to get.
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  You know, it starts with this like high tech digital stuff, but we're going
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  to, that's, we're going to, we're going to crumble back to the stone age.
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  And before we even get to the Stone Age, we're going to get to where it's those
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  CB radios, you know, that only the top echelons of conspiracy nuts out there have.
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  You know, and I would throw myself into that conspiracy nut category.
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  And lately, it seems like the conspiracy nuts are looking pretty good.
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  Looking pretty good. The way things are headed, it looks like they're looking
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  top notch, baby. Top notch.
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  Top notch. Top, top, top, top, top. time needs to stand still.
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  Time needs to stop moving, you know? You want time to stop, but you also want
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  it to keep moving because we're always looking ahead.
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  We always want to get to that next awesome thing in our life.
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  What are you looking forward to right now in your life? It's hard to not live
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  in the now because we're always looking forward to something, you know?
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  But if we can get ourselves where we are loving the now as much as we want to
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  love the look forward to.
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  Moment event and as well as the as much as we like to look forward to the nostalgic
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  part of our mind because that's how we we live as human beings we we love the
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  nostalgia we love what's in the past we love the good old days it's like it's
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  the what you look forward to is never as good as you as you,
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  envision in your mind and we always build up things that have happened in our
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  life and we make those things you know the pinnacle of of happiness you know
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  we're all we are all we all pursuing this happiness gig,
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  you know, it's all about a perspective of mind, because I don't know if you've
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  seen those memes out there, the person, there's two people sitting on a bus,
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  one's looking out the window, and it's just, it's just cloudy, and just dim,
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  and just, just bogging them down, and just like, and it's just,
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  and the other person now looks outside, and it's bright,
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  it's sunny, it's blue skies, it's clear, it's beautiful, and it's like,
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  what is the difference between those two types of people?
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  I would tell you what the difference is, and that difference is me. That problem is me.
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  Because even me, myself, and I, I would say, I was experiencing this just the other day.
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  Like, we all have this ability where we go out into the world and in our mind,
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  our mind is like the world. Our mind is like the atmosphere.
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  The blue skies out there and how clear it can be, how sunny and bright it can
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  be. But then the cloud of just.
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  Also things of the world and things that just bog us down, the worries, the stresses of life.
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  And those things, the depression that can eat away at people,
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  that can just cloud over our minds.
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  And I just know that like, because I walked out and it was a cloudy day and
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  it's just like, it immediately just brought down my enthusiasm.
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  You know, I could get hyped up about the day, but then I just,
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  as I stepped out and it's a cloudy day and it's just bleak outside,
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  it's gray skies and it's like outside of
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  those gray skies and those clouds and everything
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  like that if we went above the clouds it would still be
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  bright and clear and beautiful you know but it's still
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  that haze of just that clouds over our mind that we can't see and embrace what
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  is actually happening how do we rise above and get past that so that every moment
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  even though that clouds of just of just sadness and just worries and stresses
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  and hurts of this life that they They come up or thrust upon us.
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  How do we rise above that and understand that we're just living under these
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  clouds that outside of them are still bright and awesome skies that can just
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  give us enjoyment and happiness.
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  And it's like, how do we get that? It's just maybe stepping out,
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  reaching out, putting ourselves, imagining ourselves that we weren't underneath the clouds.
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  Imagine ourselves that we are getting, we are getting strapped in a rocket and
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  we're just going to boost right outside of there, you know, because those skies are still out there.
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  Those skies are still happening. That beautiful atmosphere that we can be a
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  part of, and that our mind can have clarity and drive beauty in our life and
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  drive purpose, it's still out there.
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  It's still happening. It's not like it's just...
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  In our world, we are confined to this box, and that is our reality.
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  Get in that rocket and boost yourself out.
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  Sometimes, some people are blessed enough where they live every day in that clarity.
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  And then that, you've seen the movie Limitless, you know, with Bradley Cooper.
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  Awesome movie, check it out. But he takes that pill, and his world just gets,
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  everything gets vibrant and beautiful and clear.
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  And he has clarity. how do we get into that
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  type of arena and that type of mindset how do we
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  even when the clouds are just upon us and we
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  do not see clearly how do we boost ourselves and get
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  out of that you know we talk about everything on this show
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  we ain't confined to limited sources we can
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  we are confined to the universe and all the limitless galaxies that are out
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  there all the realms out there beyond this galaxy to infinity and beyond live
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  in that mindset so that we are the meme of people that looks outside the bus and they see clarity.
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  They see beautiful skies and just happiness erupts and overflows from us.
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  We can live in that. We can live in that. You can live in that.
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  Whatever you're going through, if you're listening to this or you're watching
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  this, you don't need to live in uncontrollable events and moments that are thrust
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  upon you. Throw control out the window.
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  We need to let go, let go, just let go of everything.
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  You know, we cannot control what tomorrow's going to bring.
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  We cannot control what today's going to bring. We don't know what is going to
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  happen is going to be thrown upon us today.
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  We do not know what we are walking into when we walk, when we walk into work.
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  I have had where I walked into work and I did not know what was going to happen.
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  And I didn't know that was going to be my last day. I did not know that.
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  But you learn how to deal with it. And how can your last day of work be the
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  greatest day in your life?
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  How can your last day of anything, how can the worst news possible be the greatest
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  day in your life? It is perspective.
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  It's getting out of this cloud and fog that we allow ourselves to be in and
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  rising above it. It's one thing to talk about it.
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  It's one thing to even abstractly think about, but actually putting it into
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  practice, how do you do that?
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  But I'm going to say this. Who is patient 13?
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  Who is patient 13? I'm going to say that a couple of times. You're going to
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  hear me say this throughout.
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  I don't know. This might be the only video that I actually talk about it in detail.
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  But patient 13, as you can see, if you have even been paying attention to what's
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  happening in my world and doing all this podcasting, all this kind of stuff,
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  it is this show, it jumped from 12 to 14.
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  As you can see, who is patient 13?
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  I think you can infer what I am speaking of.
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  Where that went, and if I will ever release that, what happened in that video,
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  time will tell. Time will tell. We got to get past.
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  We got to get past the past. We got to get past the past and move on to what's ahead.
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  Head what's ahead because what's ahead matters what you
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  got going on in your world what is happening in your life
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  what are you what are you walking into what are you getting into today i i i
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  debated whether to share this or not but since i have shared so many times in
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  the past how how tough my internet connection has been since i've already shared
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  that on video you know since i've already kind of.
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  Divulge that part of my life to the world. I'm going to share this as well.
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  Today, we are supposed to get Starlink. And I've talked about it and I've wanted to get it.
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  It is happening today. The install is coming today.
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  So I will let you know how good it is. I don't want to be a person that talks
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  about my internet. That seems kind of gross.
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  I don't need to be that type of person.
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  But I do gross things. things and I do gross things.
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  And I'm like, and once you've done them, you're like, man, I can't undo that.
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  So I'm living in this grossness that I've already shown.
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  It's like, but you can't, you can't reverse time and life in general and life in general.
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  You can't just, you can't go back and undo something, you know,
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  believe me, I have tried and I have been torn up about things that have,
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  that I wish I could undo, but you just can't. We, I don't got that time machine, that DeLorean.
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  I need to get that DeLorean that can go back in time with Doc and Marty McFly.
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  I wish I could do that, but we can't. We can't.
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  We only are given the present and we are only given today and we can look forward
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  to what's ahead and plan what we're doing to align with that,
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  with what we want to accomplish.
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  But we got to relish each moment. We got to love it, you know,
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  because it's all about your mindset and your attitude.
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  We can control that. And a lot of times in my life, I've thought I cannot control
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  that. You know, I, it's just how I feel.
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  And like, everything is coming upon me. I, I am just chemical reactions.
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  We can control how we come out of it. We can control our outlook.
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  You know, some people have a better, you know, a better hand that they're dealt.
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  And I say like we gotta let go of control but then also we gotta control what
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  we can control and I'm saying control a lot maybe it's because I want control
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  but I think it's coming to the realization of what you can handle what you can
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  do of yourself and what you're gonna have to just,
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  accept and move on with and quickly throw out the window you know move on with
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  your life as you can see I have not moved on with my life and when they went
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  when they went and just put this in Hollywood and made a movie about it in my life,
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  of that one night we had, that crazy night with me and Seth and Evan.
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  But, you know, and all the events that surrounded that, you know, it is tough to move on.
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  It's tough to forget the past, you know, but take the best things out of your
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  past and take them all, all the best things of what you can,
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  you can glean from it and take,
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  take with you and to make you a better person, but forget everything else that
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  is, that is just going to bring you down.
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  If it's going to bring you down, throw it out the window.
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  Don't even give it a second thought. Move on with your day. move on with your life.
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  It took me a long time before I had to realize that.
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  Allowing outside forces to affect my emotion and my mindset and to bring me
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  down instead of just moving on with my life.
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  You can't control outside circumstances, but you can control how you react to them.
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  And you can control if you fight through it.
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  You got to fight through it in your mindset and rise above it.
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  You got to rise above those clouds like I talked about.
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  You got to Strap yourself into that And that kind of fits in with It's cool
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  actually seeing the equipment Being shipped to me that just arrived For Starlink
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  and it says SpaceX You know,
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  that's pretty neat I think that's pretty cool I'm sure there's millions of people
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  that got Starlink already But to me it's cool To me it's cool But you gotta
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  get yourself strapped in Get yourself strapped in and boost yourself Outside
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  of the cloud of your mind And the cloud of your circumstances And go above it.
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  Live inside, live in that clarity, that beautiful blue skies that are out there,
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  because they are out there.
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  They are out there. And they are, you can't experience them.
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  Some people can experience it easier than others, but I would say the people
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  that can't experience this as easy as others, they're going to be greater because
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  they're going to be put through the ringer, the toughness of life and the harshness of life.
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  And they're going to be able to be stronger for it as opposed to people that
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  just have an awesome hand that they're given.
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  They're not, they're not going to know what it is to how to react and fight against it.
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  When those other, when those things come upon them, I'd say,
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  you know, the greatest people that are going to make the greatest impact in
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  this world are the ones that have been put through the harshest climates that
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  have been put through the worst conditions.
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  You got, you got to refine that gold. You got to just burn away all that rubbish,
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  all that rubbish to just let it melt away.
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  So the purity of the, the pure gold can shine through and you are pure gold. You are pure gold.
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  You're better than gold. You are better than gold. You are so much more valuable ever than gold.
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  So realizing you have value, you have value that not only for yourselves and
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  your family, but for so many people in this world, you know,
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  that you can make an impact in their life.
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  I was just thinking about this, you know, like your potential. What is your potential?
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  Your potential is limitless. Don't even think about it as potential.
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  If I can meet my potential, I say, forget that.
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  Our potential is limitless. It is limitless. There's not a, oh,
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  this is a cap, and I've capped out on my potential.
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  No, forget that. We can go beyond what we, our potential.
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  Forget that noise, you know? There is no cap on what you can accomplish,
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  what you can get out there and do for this world, what you can do for others,
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  and, you know, and building your own empire and what you want to accomplish in this world, you know?
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  Know i always just thought about that you know like am i
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  gonna live my life building other people's empires or do
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  i want to make and build my own empire you know what
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  do you want to do do you want to build other people's i gotta say i
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  gotta say a couple things because i'm not always gonna be you know
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  reliving my past you know and and talking
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  about that one night that they went ahead and just made a movie about it you
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  know and but i guess it is cool when somebody makes a movie about your life
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  you have that forever to look at and just to to remember the day remember the
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  days you know and i just remember you know and when i changed my name to mclovin that one night and uh.
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  Made my got my license and all that and it was
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  so cool you know and i i thought about like the different
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  names i could use and my friends just made fun of me because i
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  chose mclovin you know that was a cool name you
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  know it's just it's an awesome name you know it was either between that
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  and muhammad you know and and i just remember saying why why
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  would it be between that muhammad and then Evan just
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  do you realize you probably have federal
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  agents tracking you right now for even considering the name Muhammad and
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  those things just they just stick with me you know
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  they remind me of you know those were
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  simpler times you know simpler times complex events happening but like there
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  were a lot of plots and twists and storylines going on but like it was a sweet
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  time a sweet time to remember so I just I had to relive this I had to relive
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  it in front of you I had to just you know I'll show you what has become of me.
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  You know, I have become like a person that just likes to just relish in the
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  past in certain ways. But I know we got to move on to the future.
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  We got to move on to the future and we got to, you know, not live in the past.
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  We got to expand our horizons.
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  But well, anyways, I hope you have a wonderful day and I'll see you in the next episode.