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85 South Show Talks Netflix Special, Brotherhood, Grief, Faith + More · The Breakfast Club

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  Speaker 1: Warning everybody.
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  Speaker 2: It's d J M V.
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  Speaker 3: Charlamagne, the guy with all the Breakfast club. You got
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  Speaker 3: a special guest.
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  Speaker 4: With us Man the Ghetto Legends.
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  Speaker 3: That's eighty five South show is here me, DC Young
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  Speaker 3: Clock Smell. The first thing DC Young Fly said to
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  Speaker 3: Charlamagne was what are you like and where is it from?
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  Speaker 5: And Charlomagne had no clue.
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  Speaker 4: Did from you asked me what tradition is? From myself?
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  Speaker 4: I believe it's Mexico just.
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  Speaker 6: Doing any damn thing. That's why black people in the
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  Speaker 6: state of mind. Now you talking about it.
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  Speaker 7: Take away bass bears, you bring them in, not really,
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  Speaker 7: you don't even know what it is.
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  Speaker 6: Look at you call to me to make the wooden
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  Speaker 6: Blunt follow God, don't follow them burn wood man, crazy man.
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  Speaker 8: Every time I come up here, Man, y'all just disappoint
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  Speaker 8: me more and more.
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  Speaker 1: Man, who bought that ass cake? Man?
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  Speaker 4: DC just told her follow the wood. You didn't say no,
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  Speaker 4: you say what D said, follow.
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  Speaker 2: The wood the wood.
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  Speaker 8: Don't be trying to play with my brother like that,
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  Speaker 8: but you bought that ass cake y'all relationship man, ass.
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  Speaker 3: Time he brought me a fake ass so for his
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  Speaker 3: birthday he likes to put his hands in cake as
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  Speaker 3: you know something.
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  Speaker 2: I guess it, ton, I brought.
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  Speaker 5: Him an ass cake.
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  Speaker 1: Man.
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  Speaker 8: Both of y'all probably sleep with T shirts and no draws.
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  Speaker 2: Man, it's a shut t shirt top.
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  Speaker 8: Trying to process it too early for this about us man.
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  Speaker 4: Congratulations' brothers on streaming.
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  Speaker 9: Number one, the number one trending show on Netflix, Ghetto Legends,
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  Speaker 9: y'all knocked out Black Mirror.
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  Speaker 6: God damn, what does that feel like?
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  Speaker 1: Man?
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  Speaker 7: You know we blessed. We just be chilling like even
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  Speaker 7: because I want to ask y'all in the Hollywood, what
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  Speaker 7: does that mean like on that side? Huge?
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  Speaker 2: What we did?
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  Speaker 4: Listen, I was in France.
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  Speaker 9: I was in Cans, France last week for this thing
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  Speaker 9: called Cans Lines, and basically it's just like a big
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  Speaker 9: advertising festival. All the corporations go over there and look
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  Speaker 9: to see what they're gonna spend their money, and the
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  Speaker 9: companies like iHeart and Spotify, I want the company to
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  Speaker 9: spend with them. When that shit came out, everybody and
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  Speaker 9: their mama was talking about y'all, and it was a
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  Speaker 9: bunch of people who was like, I never I never
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  Speaker 9: heard of the eighty show. Y'all, gave you that number
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  Speaker 9: one and y'all knocked off Black Miracles.
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  Speaker 1: That's huge.
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  Speaker 4: That's huge. That's a big deal. Don't down play that one.
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  Speaker 6: You know, hearing what y'all saying about what we've been
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  Speaker 6: saying for years, so we're just like, Okay.
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  Speaker 4: Thank you. Charge triple that's what I means.
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  Speaker 10: Yeah, most definitely charge tripple. Yeah, that's exactly where we
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  Speaker 10: go to inflate the bag.
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  Speaker 4: What made y'all want to do that?
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  Speaker 9: What made y'all want to put that out of the netflixpecial?
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  Speaker 9: Because all y'all are individual comedians, But why that?
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  Speaker 10: Because it got the showcase a lot of what we
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  Speaker 10: do on the eighty five South Show. It was just
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  Speaker 10: like a great promo vehicle. It was like to show
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  Speaker 10: the elements of the show. And once we looked at
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  Speaker 10: the final cut and we saw it was like, we
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  Speaker 10: got the elements of the live show. It's just gonna
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  Speaker 10: be great promo for all the people who've never seen
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  Speaker 10: the show. So now they're gonna go back and pull
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  Speaker 10: up the raw uncut, the real one. So we gave them,
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  Speaker 10: We gave them the version for the world, but now
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  Speaker 10: they get to come back and see the.
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  Speaker 8: Real by the way, it's the best commercial we could
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  Speaker 8: have shot for what we do. You know what I mean,
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  Speaker 8: We've been doing it for so long, but we built
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  Speaker 8: up so much content that you know, it's kind of
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  Speaker 8: hard for people who aren't our core following to even know.
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  Speaker 1: Where to start. That is a great place for people
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  Speaker 1: to start.
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  Speaker 8: Start there, and then it's easy for you to work
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  Speaker 8: your way back through because you then fell in love
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  Speaker 8: with what we gave the people in regards to the
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  Speaker 8: Netflix special, so worked out perfect.
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  Speaker 4: What was you at when you heard the number one? Jico?
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  Speaker 8: I was in the house with my daughter man and
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  Speaker 8: she told me, and she goofy, So she was like, yeah, daddy,
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  Speaker 8: you got some more money.
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  Speaker 1: To get me. I was like to give us, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: but yeah, she was the one that told me.
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  Speaker 8: And you know, I don't really you know, consume a
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  Speaker 8: lot of media on television, so you know, like you said,
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  Speaker 8: we really didn't truly understand the impact of going number
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  Speaker 8: one so quick because we assumed that we had the
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  Speaker 8: ability to be able to do it, but we didn't know,
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  Speaker 8: like we watched it it came out. Then the next
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  Speaker 8: day we were number one in the country over Black Mirror,
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  Speaker 8: and then it's been like all for six seasons. And
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  Speaker 8: once we started doing the research and going back and
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  Speaker 8: hen like that, comedy usually doesn't go number one, Like
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  Speaker 8: it doesn't happen on Netflix.
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  Speaker 1: So it's a major deal for us to be able
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  Speaker 1: to do that.
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  Speaker 4: Who approach yall? Somebody on Netflix?
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  Speaker 1: What you mean?
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  Speaker 4: Who approach yall about doing it?
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  Speaker 1: We got Netflix, we got we got friends, we got friends.
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  Speaker 6: We just wait to use you know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 6: Come to the table when it's when it's right and
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  Speaker 6: it makes sense. Everything gotta make sense, you know what
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  Speaker 6: I'm saying. So we we been doing this for a
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  Speaker 6: long time, and once the opportunity approached us, we was like,
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  Speaker 6: all right, we really been negotiating.
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  Speaker 7: And figuring out what and how we was gonna do
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  Speaker 7: for about two years. We could have been did it,
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  Speaker 7: but we were like, let's just way to that.
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  Speaker 6: We know it's on the table, but we're gonna continue
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  Speaker 6: to work and you know what I'm saying, trying to
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  Speaker 6: figure out what we got going on.
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  Speaker 1: First.
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  Speaker 9: I love how y'all focused on the South too, man,
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  Speaker 9: because you know, people like to call the South the
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  Speaker 9: secondary market to the chipling circuit. But y'all Katie, y'all
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  Speaker 9: super served where we're from.
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  Speaker 10: That is that plan, just because like you said, where
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  Speaker 10: we're from, we know what what we didn't get, who
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  Speaker 10: didn't come through. You know how many concerts and tools
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  Speaker 10: never stopped in these parts of the Dirty South. So
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  Speaker 10: we try to cater to those markets because those are
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  Speaker 10: people too, and you know, we want to bring our
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  Speaker 10: show from We want to go to New York, then
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  Speaker 10: we want to go to Birmingham, and you know, we
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  Speaker 10: want to hit every market where our people are.
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  Speaker 5: Have you guys outgrown wilding out and the whole situation?
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  Speaker 11: They got relationship, they have nothing, not at all over
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  Speaker 11: the individual.
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  Speaker 8: Individuals as me. They're good over there. Don't don't put
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  Speaker 8: them on the fight.
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  Speaker 10: They got a way better relationship than with them people
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  Speaker 10: than I do. They ain't never had to deal with
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  Speaker 10: them folks.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know, man, I don't know.
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  Speaker 8: Listen, man, do y'all hear these conversations to ask over
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  Speaker 8: ass cake when we come up here, I want to
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  Speaker 8: do that.
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  Speaker 2: You ain't get the funk off who hain't no harp nigga?
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  Speaker 2: You're right, nigga, your black nigga, y'all giving niggas ask Kates.
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  Speaker 8: Yes, dj m me, d j m me, you went
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  Speaker 8: to the BG Awards dressed like an m TV award.
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  Speaker 1: I was like you the.
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  Speaker 8: Man dressed like the Monopoly shooting at the Wars, I said, Man,
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  Speaker 8: this nigga j Vy got on the back of a
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  Speaker 8: Caprice Son hosting the Red Hobbit Man.
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  Speaker 1: And then you're talking about Yeah, I was in France
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  Speaker 1: at the festivals. I was in cons frame anything was
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  Speaker 1: going with random white man and then.
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  Speaker 8: Y'all got us coming in here after my man from
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  Speaker 8: some dog mad. Now, I don't think it's that you
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  Speaker 8: want to ask my partner and flare him up like time.
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  Speaker 1: Exactly.
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  Speaker 8: That's what when we're talking about the Netflix specially so
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  Speaker 8: wild'n out have you figured out why they like?
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  Speaker 6: No, I never be too I never be too be
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  Speaker 6: because it's a South spot in my heart and to
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  Speaker 6: be one's the only TV show that doesn't put us
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  Speaker 6: on TV consecutive.
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  Speaker 2: Lead like eight years.
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  Speaker 6: You did know what I'm saying, like eight years somewhere else.
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  Speaker 2: But you want to hear the bullet I hate that
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  Speaker 2: ship talking.
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  Speaker 8: But you know, man, like we we that's why you
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  Speaker 8: know this city is so in New York is so
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  Speaker 8: special because we started here with nothing like you know
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  Speaker 8: what I mean, and we got the opportunity in the
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  Speaker 8: springboard to go from that show. And as much as
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  Speaker 8: the bullshit may and the politics come into play, like,
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  Speaker 8: we've been blessed to be able to create a situation
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  Speaker 8: where we don't have.
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  Speaker 1: To deal with those politics. So I don't feel the
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  Speaker 1: same way. You don't know, well, I mean, all right,
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  Speaker 1: I ain't gonna argue with you.
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  Speaker 6: He don't give an he don't win number one, he
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  Speaker 6: like ain't but nah, but real man, we are.
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  Speaker 7: That's that's just a relationship. We all a little wild out.
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  Speaker 7: You did know what I'm saying that because.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, let him have it fly.
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  Speaker 4: I know he was number one this time.
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  Speaker 2: You don't know what I.
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  Speaker 6: Know.
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  Speaker 4: I wasn't gonna ask nothing about wilding out.
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  Speaker 1: I'll be asked about you did you brought it up?
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  Speaker 9: Okay, listen, But we don't talk enough about the business
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  Speaker 9: of eighty five South, Like what made y'all stop? What
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  Speaker 9: made y'all stop taking videos off YouTube and start your
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  Speaker 9: own app?
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  Speaker 1: Money? Keep it real right.
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  Speaker 10: They will find any reason the flag out content or
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  Speaker 10: demonetize our content, or hide our content in the algorithm,
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  Speaker 10: you know how that work.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like we have a core.
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  Speaker 10: Fan base that you know that really wants to support
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  Speaker 10: us and see us grow. So we had to try
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  Speaker 10: to get out of that, out of the matrix of
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  Speaker 10: it may go, it may not. So we wanted to
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  Speaker 10: make sure that we had our own platform, or we
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  Speaker 10: create our own products, our own shows, produce, right, just
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  Speaker 10: throw our ideas out there and we have enough fans
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  Speaker 10: and follow us that they allowed us the space to
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  Speaker 10: create something and support it financially.
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  Speaker 3: Who idea was that to invest back into the company
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  Speaker 3: to make sure that was the.
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  Speaker 1: Kings we got. We got a whole staff of people.
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  Speaker 10: We just have a meeting up the minds and we
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  Speaker 10: try to stay ahead of things like this, like with
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  Speaker 10: the YouTube and the add money situation they're going through now,
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  Speaker 10: so it's like we kind of protected from some of that,
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  Speaker 10: but not all of it.
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  Speaker 4: That's why I asked you because you always ahead of
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  Speaker 4: the curve. And that's what you know.
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  Speaker 9: People think I'll be hating on YouTube, which I don't
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  Speaker 9: cause we use YouTube as well. But everything you just
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  Speaker 9: said is why you can't put all your stock into YouTube.
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  Speaker 2: It's free, it's free.
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  Speaker 7: And then like because it's literally their choice.
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  Speaker 6: They could they get to say how much your video
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  Speaker 6: and your content is world without you putting the value
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  Speaker 6: on it. You do, you know what I'm saying, Like you said,
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  Speaker 6: we love YouTube, we appreciate it, but you get to
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  Speaker 6: grow every I think once you get to a certain point,
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  Speaker 6: you gotta grow. And all that content was was being
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  Speaker 6: free into the public. And then we're all waiting and
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  Speaker 6: trying to figure.
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  Speaker 7: Out how much these folks gonna pay us some money.
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  Speaker 6: Like you know what, let's just create our own app
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  Speaker 6: and the owner that we got the we got the
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  Speaker 6: platform to continue to create. So now we're like, you
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  Speaker 6: know what, let's go back and put people on and
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  Speaker 6: actually create shows. And now we got our own channel.
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  Speaker 6: You know that's how that's how channels start for you
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  Speaker 6: know what Channel eighty five gonna be on ROCU d C.
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  Speaker 3: I want to ask you when you first came up
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  Speaker 3: to the breakfast club, right, I mean you wasn't invited.
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  Speaker 5: I think you just pulled up on this one.
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  Speaker 2: Time, came.
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  Speaker 1: Up this morning.
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  Speaker 2: This motherfuckers been tripping.
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  Speaker 7: Give me up.
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  Speaker 1: I gotta say, should have got it and raised up off.
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  Speaker 1: And he's been in a lot of beefs.
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  Speaker 2: Talking like nigga can't pull up on your white hands.
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  Speaker 2: It's three niggas down stands. They wait for something.
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  Speaker 7: Goddamn bouy, they wait for you.
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  Speaker 1: But here's the thing, though, y'all two is the worst.
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  Speaker 1: Why y'all so zesty? Man? I heard that conversation with Gunplay.
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  Speaker 8: You as the phone, don play and me on the phone,
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  Speaker 8: and then you came on the phone.
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  Speaker 1: He's like, well, you know, I expect you will were
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  Speaker 1: just gonna be fighting it. I'm like, what y'all got
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  Speaker 1: going on? Bro? I ain't never and me on the phone,
• 11:33
  Speaker 1: he said, I'll smack you. Well, we're just gonna be fighting.
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  Speaker 8: I'm like, all right, okay, n you come up here
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  Speaker 8: as a as y'all to y'all.
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  Speaker 1: Know we're just gonna be fighting.
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  Speaker 10: That's the way that respawn envy even go there with
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  Speaker 10: the ship somebody.
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  Speaker 9: But the record, Yes, DC was invited, man, dat quick.
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  Speaker 5: The first time. This is before you about him, This
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  Speaker 5: is when you when you were I.
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  Speaker 2: Was always in that.
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  Speaker 7: I came to this.
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  Speaker 2: He was out the way down there from the hood.
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  Speaker 7: I'm not going on. Ain't nobody calling me to pull up?
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  Speaker 4: You know how long I knowing them.
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  Speaker 2: You ain't even like before you but you didn't invite.
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  Speaker 1: Me he did.
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  Speaker 4: You ain't even know name you.
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  Speaker 8: He never knows my name to this day, exactly like
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  Speaker 8: I can see dj NB anywhere, he'd.
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  Speaker 7: Be like, that is not true.
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  Speaker 2: My business.
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  Speaker 1: I see you, I run it to you to say, hell, no,
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  Speaker 1: you don't know.
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  Speaker 8: You don't now I'm seeing everything that you do outside
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  Speaker 8: of here, and you better say something or I'm gonna
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  Speaker 8: talk about you on air every time I come up here,
• 12:37
  Speaker 8: because ever since I seen you smoke that hookah and
• 12:39
  Speaker 8: rub your nipples at the same time I was.
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  Speaker 1: He did that at the turculation, I was like, oh
• 12:45
  Speaker 1: my god, n me, you freaking real life.
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  Speaker 2: What you got going on?
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  Speaker 8: It's ridiculous. I don't know why y'all treat us like this,
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  Speaker 8: come up here right there, But what was the question?
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  Speaker 1: I want to know what you was when you first
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  Speaker 1: came up here.
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  Speaker 5: You you felt like the industry didn't accept you at
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  Speaker 5: that time.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, I never heard that ship.
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  Speaker 7: Not come back.
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  Speaker 2: DJ come back that damn chair.
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  Speaker 11: A.
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  Speaker 8: Bro.
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  Speaker 1: I think they've done with me, bro. I think they
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  Speaker 1: are done with me, y'all.
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  Speaker 4: Y'all on tour now the Three Headed the Monster Tour, right.
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  Speaker 7: Three head done.
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  Speaker 10: Yeah, we're back on to it. Bro Uh, gotta go
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  Speaker 10: make sure these people see that it's real.
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  Speaker 1: Man.
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  Speaker 10: So we were already doing the Three Headed Monster Tour,
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  Speaker 10: and you know the Netflix special dropped right in between that.
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  Speaker 10: So now we're just gonna go sell out some more
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  Speaker 10: days and add some more tour days and you know,
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  Speaker 10: things of that nature. We're just gonna keep doing what
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  Speaker 10: we've been doing because we've been on tour with five
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  Speaker 10: six years.
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  Speaker 4: What the Three Headed Monster tour and to get a
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  Speaker 4: legis the get legends, and.
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  Speaker 1: We can't.
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  Speaker 10: We're not about to do like these rappers and just
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  Speaker 10: keep naming it to it the same ship over and
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  Speaker 10: over and over and over again.
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  Speaker 1: That's so not creative.
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  Speaker 9: Although doing something different like coming out like maybe as
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  Speaker 9: individuals doing your stand up, we did that already.
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  Speaker 1: We did that.
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  Speaker 7: We were trying to formulate the foundation of how we
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  Speaker 7: were gonna rock, and then it was like, you know what,
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  Speaker 7: let's make it different because we do that already. Yeah,
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  Speaker 7: like we do stand up part already.
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  Speaker 6: If we focus on how do we perfect us being
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  Speaker 6: on stage together? You know what I'm saying, because that's
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  Speaker 6: the main thing that they want to come see. So
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  Speaker 6: let's come out there and just start like that, because
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  Speaker 6: that is the show.
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  Speaker 10: And we got a lot of a lot of elements
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  Speaker 10: that we're doing. We can't go back and through some
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  Speaker 10: more club dates, some some theater dates and you know,
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  Speaker 10: just mix it up and like you said, go back
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  Speaker 10: to maybe coming out doing some stand up or just
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  Speaker 10: like we got a whole lot of lot of things
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  Speaker 10: that we want to incorporate into the actual live show.
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  Speaker 1: So you're gonna get to see a lot more than
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  Speaker 1: you've already seen.
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  Speaker 3: I'm you're working so much. I was going to say,
• 15:00
  Speaker 3: y'all on the road, we all fathers appear. How do
• 15:02
  Speaker 3: y'all make sure y'all still have time for the kids?
• 15:04
  Speaker 3: Like I said, you're doing videos with your daughter or
• 15:06
  Speaker 3: your daughter bossing you around all the way, how do
• 15:08
  Speaker 3: y'all make you know, make it sure that y'all can
• 15:09
  Speaker 3: still spend that time, because this is the time right
• 15:11
  Speaker 3: you're on the road, you're doing the tour, you're doing
• 15:12
  Speaker 3: a Netflix specially, you're doing while and out.
• 15:14
  Speaker 5: You're doing so much, so how do you still get
• 15:16
  Speaker 5: that timing?
• 15:17
  Speaker 8: I mean, for me, it's just what you said, you know,
• 15:20
  Speaker 8: making sure I'm central to where she is so whenever
• 15:22
  Speaker 8: I do come home, I'm easily accessible and whatever it
• 15:25
  Speaker 8: is she's into whatever she wants to do, I make
• 15:28
  Speaker 8: sure that that's my main priority. I don't, you know,
• 15:30
  Speaker 8: go home after being gone for a long time and
• 15:32
  Speaker 8: try to figure out what I want to do with her.
• 15:34
  Speaker 8: I figure out what she wants to do with me,
• 15:36
  Speaker 8: and I just supply that, you know, And it makes
• 15:38
  Speaker 8: it easy because she understands. She's grown with me throughout
• 15:41
  Speaker 8: this process. I wasn't famous when she was little. I
• 15:43
  Speaker 8: was trying to get there, so she understands the process.
• 15:46
  Speaker 8: So now she's cool with it and she'll never look
• 15:48
  Speaker 8: at me like a celebrity or nothing like that.
• 15:50
  Speaker 1: I'm just daddy.
• 15:51
  Speaker 8: So whatever she wants to do with Daddy is what
• 15:53
  Speaker 8: I do. And the fact that I pour into the
• 15:55
  Speaker 8: things that she wants it makes it okay for me
• 15:57
  Speaker 8: to be gone because when they come back, she knows
• 16:00
  Speaker 8: whatever she want to do, that's what we're doing, you know,
• 16:02
  Speaker 8: we go get our nails done.
• 16:03
  Speaker 1: Anything she want to do, I'm with it.
• 16:05
  Speaker 8: And that's the way I kind of try to make
• 16:07
  Speaker 8: up for the missing time, because you can't get that back.
• 16:09
  Speaker 8: You know, your kids need the time. You know what
• 16:11
  Speaker 8: I'm saying. No matter what it is you can provide,
• 16:13
  Speaker 8: they need the time. So I try to make sure
• 16:15
  Speaker 8: that I whenever I'm with her, whatever she into it,
• 16:17
  Speaker 8: don't matter what it is what you want to do, baby,
• 16:19
  Speaker 8: you want to just ride around, you want to go
• 16:21
  Speaker 8: this place, you want to go that place. And we
• 16:23
  Speaker 8: have conversations to where I help her understand a lot
• 16:25
  Speaker 8: of my daughter. I keep it real with her so
• 16:27
  Speaker 8: to help her understand that. You know, it's a process.
• 16:29
  Speaker 8: Daddy has to do this to be able to create
• 16:31
  Speaker 8: a life for you. So you won't have to be
• 16:33
  Speaker 8: gone as much as I'm gone, you know what I mean.
• 16:35
  Speaker 1: So that's just what it is. See how it is
• 16:37
  Speaker 1: when you got a daughter. This all loving and daddy,
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: I love your mistress. Get that nails done. My son
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: walk out of his room and be like, damn, you're
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: still here.
• 16:51
  Speaker 2: You look just like.
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: That's you.
• 16:55
  Speaker 2: Every time.
• 16:57
  Speaker 8: That nigga is Callos Junior like he ain't exited about it,
• 17:01
  Speaker 8: don't matter what you do, are you saying?
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: Like what's up? Neptew he'd be like, yeah, nigga, all
• 17:04
  Speaker 1: right exactly.
• 17:07
  Speaker 9: He probably can stay home by hisself, So he probably
• 17:08
  Speaker 9: want to be a dog by exactly.
• 17:10
  Speaker 1: And at that age where you know you want to
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: spend a lot of by himself, so I would too.
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: Boy having the Internet, he's a fourteen, Do.
• 17:20
  Speaker 4: You talk to him like, look, I ain't ready be
• 17:21
  Speaker 4: no grandfather yet.
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: Oh yeah all the time?
• 17:23
  Speaker 4: Okay, most definitely.
• 17:24
  Speaker 7: You know that's gonna trigger him to go get some
• 17:27
  Speaker 7: that's his business.
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: About about that age where he needs to start trying
• 17:30
  Speaker 1: to figure it out.
• 17:33
  Speaker 4: What about you, DC?
• 17:34
  Speaker 7: I mean, same thing what you go say? Man? You
• 17:35
  Speaker 7: know what I mean.
• 17:36
  Speaker 6: When I get home, I just make sure you know
• 17:37
  Speaker 6: what I mean. It's all about them, make sure that
• 17:39
  Speaker 6: they take care of you. Did what I'm saying, And
• 17:42
  Speaker 6: I just take you to day at a time because
• 17:43
  Speaker 6: you know, unfortunately, my circumstances is different now. So I
• 17:46
  Speaker 6: done became a full father. So now it's like, oh shit,
• 17:49
  Speaker 6: like I'm trying to grasp met to being a full father.
• 17:52
  Speaker 6: So I'm learning right now what is a full father?
• 17:55
  Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying. But you go, he been
• 17:57
  Speaker 6: doing it for so long, you know what I mean.
• 17:59
  Speaker 6: So I watch, I watch everybody around me, you know
• 18:02
  Speaker 6: what I mean.
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: For you.
• 18:02
  Speaker 7: I just pick up on game.
• 18:04
  Speaker 4: I was just what he just said.
• 18:05
  Speaker 7: I'm like, okay, so I'm gonna start doing that.
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: Sold you do what you said.
• 18:08
  Speaker 3: We got to learn from each other because he just
• 18:10
  Speaker 3: said that, and that made me think about, damn, do
• 18:11
  Speaker 3: I make my daughter do things that she want to do?
• 18:13
  Speaker 5: That's what next time, I'm like, what do you want
• 18:15
  Speaker 5: to do? Let's do what you want to do.
• 18:16
  Speaker 8: Yeah, it's just for me like that makes it easier
• 18:19
  Speaker 8: because you know, like even what Flad just said with
• 18:21
  Speaker 8: his circumstances, like I've been through that with my father
• 18:24
  Speaker 8: being killed when I was two years old, so I
• 18:26
  Speaker 8: know what it feels like not to have fifty percent
• 18:28
  Speaker 8: of what is responsible for you so and me being
• 18:32
  Speaker 8: there for my daughter. I just try to do all
• 18:33
  Speaker 8: the things that I wish my dad would have been
• 18:36
  Speaker 8: able to be there to do with me. And one
• 18:38
  Speaker 8: of the things that I know would have made it
• 18:39
  Speaker 8: hard for me is if I would have had to
• 18:40
  Speaker 8: just settle for whatever he.
• 18:42
  Speaker 1: Wanted to do.
• 18:43
  Speaker 8: And then you know what I mean, being seen with
• 18:45
  Speaker 8: you know him in regards to the way he wanted
• 18:47
  Speaker 8: to be seen with me with my daughter, It don't
• 18:49
  Speaker 8: matter what it is then videos that we do, all
• 18:50
  Speaker 8: them hurt ideas like whatever you come up with, I'm
• 18:53
  Speaker 8: cool with. I can't get embarrassed. If it make you happy,
• 18:56
  Speaker 8: it make me happy. And that's just you know, it
• 18:58
  Speaker 8: makes it easier for us to be able to understand
• 19:00
  Speaker 8: that gap that comes when you know your kids grow up.
• 19:03
  Speaker 8: You know, they get older and then you know, get
• 19:05
  Speaker 8: to a point where they be they don't want to
• 19:07
  Speaker 8: be bothered with you nowhere.
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean. She got a little boyfriend.
• 19:10
  Speaker 8: Now it's nigga six foot six, three hundred pounds in
• 19:13
  Speaker 8: the ninth grade.
• 19:13
  Speaker 12: So Jesus Christ, ain't no hell Now, I'm like, yeah,
• 19:23
  Speaker 12: good job, baby, don't fuck with no little niggas like
• 19:25
  Speaker 12: your daddy.
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean. You know what I'm saying.
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: I mean, I'm in Statua compared to him.
• 19:31
  Speaker 8: But all of that is, you know, me being able
• 19:33
  Speaker 8: to have the conversations whatever that I have makes it
• 19:36
  Speaker 8: easy for me to be able to deal with that
• 19:38
  Speaker 8: because she's not afraid to.
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: Come to me with anything.
• 19:40
  Speaker 8: And that's the biggest thing in the world for me,
• 19:42
  Speaker 8: because you know, they got so many ways to high
• 19:45
  Speaker 8: information from you.
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: Now it's like if you ain't keeping it real with
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: your kids.
• 19:48
  Speaker 8: They gonna find out and then they gonna look at
• 19:50
  Speaker 8: you like you full of shit for not being the
• 19:51
  Speaker 8: one that's telling them.
• 19:52
  Speaker 9: You gotta talk to me about that. My daughter going
• 19:54
  Speaker 9: to tenth grade? Like, do you let them have time
• 19:56
  Speaker 9: with each other?
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: I mean yeah, they go to the movies and they
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: do little stuff like that. I mean, ain't no alone
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: time like Nigga six for six. You're not about to
• 20:03
  Speaker 1: be using that. No, not in my house. I don't.
• 20:06
  Speaker 7: She don't believe in Santa Clouds. She don't believe no
• 20:08
  Speaker 7: tooth fair.
• 20:08
  Speaker 6: I ain't no two fair again, you no money and
• 20:10
  Speaker 6: Santa Clauds ain't dead ship in his household?
• 20:13
  Speaker 7: Why why?
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: Why? Why don't let them?
• 20:16
  Speaker 5: Because my kids believe in saying the right parents.
• 20:22
  Speaker 7: Is to you and fucking with Sana Mare. No fuck you, dad,
• 20:26
  Speaker 7: I ain't on saying you gotta be fucked up.
• 20:28
  Speaker 5: But you want them to to have that memory in
• 20:31
  Speaker 5: that fantasy.
• 20:33
  Speaker 4: No, no, no, no, no no.
• 20:34
  Speaker 7: What we're doing we're training our children to believe a
• 20:37
  Speaker 7: lie lie.
• 20:38
  Speaker 4: I agree to no two fair.
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: Fuck no, the too.
• 20:41
  Speaker 6: Fair ain't flying in his hood and putting no two
• 20:44
  Speaker 6: dollars up on your motheruck pillow. That was my stupid
• 20:46
  Speaker 6: ad trying to walk in head and not wake your
• 20:48
  Speaker 6: ass up to put some money up on your pillow.
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: Easy.
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: Let me ask you this, no religion.
• 20:54
  Speaker 8: If you if you allow your kids to believe in
• 20:57
  Speaker 8: something that you know isn't true, how could you get
• 20:59
  Speaker 8: mad at them when they tell you something that isn't truth?
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: Like, how could you be mad? And you'd be like, man,
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: where was you at? Man? I was with Santa Claus, daddy.
• 21:07
  Speaker 3: But see, I just remember that experience as a kid,
• 21:10
  Speaker 3: believing in saying it, and and that feeling of people.
• 21:13
  Speaker 6: Remember the feeling when I found out that that ship
• 21:15
  Speaker 6: was faking and I was like, why the fuck she
• 21:17
  Speaker 6: ain't telling me?
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: Why?
• 21:18
  Speaker 7: He just ain't you the reason why ain't had no toys,
• 21:21
  Speaker 7: not santam.
• 21:23
  Speaker 1: I grew up in apartment.
• 21:24
  Speaker 8: There wasn't no chimney for that nigga to come down,
• 21:25
  Speaker 8: So I knew Santa Claus wasn't real. He ain't knocking
• 21:28
  Speaker 8: on no door. I disagree what happened.
• 21:32
  Speaker 5: Though, Santa Claus is real, thank you.
• 21:34
  Speaker 1: I've seen the niggah. Maybe not.
• 21:38
  Speaker 10: It's a black man and he's not getting the credit
• 21:41
  Speaker 10: for saving Christmas Daddy because.
• 21:44
  Speaker 2: He's yeah, oh, he had a good childhood.
• 21:50
  Speaker 8: I had the best childhood ever. Really, I ain't hurt
• 21:53
  Speaker 8: for nothing, Ghitto rich.
• 21:55
  Speaker 10: I had Roe blats and Transformers, and Joe I had everything.
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: Joe I had the base I had to cancel, great school.
• 22:06
  Speaker 7: I had that man.
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: Nintendo card place. Jennison had every Nintendo game that was accessible.
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: Me too. Oh man, we grew up, I know, right, Evy,
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: you know it's never hurt for nothing. In childhood, bro
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: had literally everything.
• 22:35
  Speaker 6: I stopped asking for ship because I knew it was
• 22:37
  Speaker 6: a possibility that I wasn't gonna get sixty percent, that
• 22:40
  Speaker 6: I went't gonna no, you know what, seventy five.
• 22:43
  Speaker 4: So you're trying to soften the blow of it.
• 22:45
  Speaker 7: Was like, what do I have to do in order
• 22:47
  Speaker 7: for me to achieve what I want?
• 22:49
  Speaker 4: That's how I hate to get it.
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: No, man, talking about outstanding nigga like Valedictory nigga.
• 22:56
  Speaker 7: You gotta be like magnificent. If a teacher called me today,
• 22:59
  Speaker 7: that ship put you.
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: Two years like Jesus. No.
• 23:02
  Speaker 8: I started working when I was nine years old. My
• 23:04
  Speaker 8: mama told me, I'm responsible for what you need, not
• 23:08
  Speaker 8: what you want.
• 23:08
  Speaker 1: What you want is on you.
• 23:10
  Speaker 8: So I was having to go get my own money
• 23:12
  Speaker 8: from an early age, so I knew it wasn't no
• 23:14
  Speaker 8: Santa Claus how label Hell yeah.
• 23:16
  Speaker 2: Social security.
• 23:17
  Speaker 6: So once I realized I got my check and coming in, Yo,
• 23:20
  Speaker 6: what because my daddy old, So you know when you
• 23:22
  Speaker 6: old as a child, you know social security, you get
• 23:25
  Speaker 6: social security.
• 23:26
  Speaker 4: I did not know that I was getting so script.
• 23:29
  Speaker 7: But when I see, I didn't know that until I
• 23:30
  Speaker 7: got like in tenth grade.
• 23:31
  Speaker 6: My daddo was be like, man, why you keep asking
• 23:33
  Speaker 6: for ship like your mama get socialecurity?
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: Ain't handled every month?
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: I said, hey, I remember that.
• 23:43
  Speaker 7: I was like, hey, he said, as your.
• 23:47
  Speaker 2: Mama, some of that money yo.
• 23:48
  Speaker 1: I was like, he.
• 23:51
  Speaker 7: Come in the mail with your name on it, nigga.
• 23:53
  Speaker 7: I went to my mom, I said, mom, Daddy said,
• 23:56
  Speaker 7: I get a social scruity.
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'll be paying to be.
• 23:58
  Speaker 7: I said, I know yours.
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: It's got money. He told me it would. So as
• 24:07
  Speaker 2: a man, I.
• 24:07
  Speaker 7: Told my mom, I swore everything. I said, Look, did
• 24:09
  Speaker 7: what I understand? You got to pay the bill. Listen,
• 24:12
  Speaker 7: you ain't got.
• 24:13
  Speaker 2: To worry about me no more.
• 24:15
  Speaker 6: Give me half and we're gonna treat it like a job.
• 24:18
  Speaker 6: I get two hundred in two weeks. You ain't got
• 24:21
  Speaker 6: to worry about.
• 24:21
  Speaker 7: Me, No, Nial, criminal, Nial, don't worry about me.
• 24:25
  Speaker 13: Now.
• 24:26
  Speaker 2: My mama looked at me and she was like, I
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: can just see a thing about it.
• 24:30
  Speaker 7: I ain't got to worried about him. I ain't got
• 24:31
  Speaker 7: to worry about him. She was like running nigga ever
• 24:35
  Speaker 7: since I was fifteen. Nigga, my mama ain't had to
• 24:38
  Speaker 7: ship for me.
• 24:39
  Speaker 4: You ain't flipped that too, honey.
• 24:40
  Speaker 2: And man, come on with you, man, incriminate my man
• 24:45
  Speaker 2: up mac Ovi, come on about it all right, don't worry.
• 24:50
  Speaker 6: No, I mean I was a child fifteen fifteen, get
• 24:52
  Speaker 6: two hundred earth, you know what I mean? So I
• 24:54
  Speaker 6: stayed gambling, you know, stay, you know, doing my thing.
• 24:57
  Speaker 4: I about to wait now that this was y'alls on
• 24:59
  Speaker 4: the road as we yes with condolence of DC. Was
• 25:02
  Speaker 4: that was that the first show?
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: Thank you?
• 25:04
  Speaker 7: Yes, Tampa and uh Jasville, Yes, sir, it was. Uh
• 25:08
  Speaker 7: it was.
• 25:09
  Speaker 11: It was.
• 25:10
  Speaker 6: It was one of the ones where you don't know,
• 25:12
  Speaker 6: you could train yourself for a fight, but she that
• 25:14
  Speaker 6: nigga coming in and hitch your had one good time
• 25:16
  Speaker 6: you're like, God, damn, I ain't trained for that one,
• 25:18
  Speaker 6: you know what I'm saying. So it was just it
• 25:19
  Speaker 6: was just a stepping stool that I just really had
• 25:21
  Speaker 6: to I had to go ahead to step over because
• 25:23
  Speaker 6: I got to and I'm conditioned for it from when
• 25:26
  Speaker 6: my cousin passed. So when my cousin pass I had
• 25:28
  Speaker 6: to hurry up and go back to work.
• 25:29
  Speaker 7: So I knew what it felt like. But I was like,
• 25:31
  Speaker 7: I ain't never lose no spouse. You dig know what
• 25:32
  Speaker 7: I'm saying.
• 25:33
  Speaker 6: So but I had love from my brothers, you dig
• 25:36
  Speaker 6: what I'm saying, from the team, and from Tampa, the
• 25:38
  Speaker 6: josh Ville man.
• 25:39
  Speaker 7: They came in and the love was just in the
• 25:42
  Speaker 7: s So I never felt a dull moment. Now on,
• 25:45
  Speaker 7: stay it ain't gonna lie. I had a couple of
• 25:46
  Speaker 7: times where I was just like, who gets set together?
• 25:48
  Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying. But it was just like,
• 25:49
  Speaker 7: you know what.
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: You here.
• 25:52
  Speaker 7: God has equipped you to be here. This is the
• 25:54
  Speaker 7: moment people are watching you right now.
• 25:57
  Speaker 6: Continue to give them that work because you're hea so
• 26:00
  Speaker 6: many people out that's watching you. And you know, like
• 26:02
  Speaker 6: I said, man, my brothers, I got to commit them
• 26:04
  Speaker 6: so much. Man, they I don't feel it on stage
• 26:07
  Speaker 6: when I'm with them, it's just when I look at them.
• 26:10
  Speaker 7: I know we we good.
• 26:11
  Speaker 3: And what makes your faith so strong because you've helped
• 26:14
  Speaker 3: a lot of people, like you said, cope with what
• 26:16
  Speaker 3: they're dealing with because they've seen how strong you are.
• 26:19
  Speaker 7: Man, God is real And you know I come from
• 26:21
  Speaker 7: a church background. You know what I'm saying. But when
• 26:23
  Speaker 7: you find your own relationship, this ain't about nobody. Your
• 26:25
  Speaker 7: relationship this all by me. It's my relationship with God.
• 26:29
  Speaker 6: So I'm only speaking from experience and plus other people
• 26:31
  Speaker 6: experience who are also godfearing, and they walk and talking
• 26:34
  Speaker 6: the same matter as me.
• 26:35
  Speaker 7: And when you read the.
• 26:36
  Speaker 2: Bible, it gives you lessons, it teaches you.
• 26:39
  Speaker 6: So when you have your own experience in the real world,
• 26:42
  Speaker 6: a lot of people want to go straight to I'm
• 26:45
  Speaker 6: such a good person.
• 26:46
  Speaker 7: Just because you give good in the world, don't mean
• 26:48
  Speaker 7: your life gonna be great.
• 26:50
  Speaker 3: Because a lot of people would take what happened with you,
• 26:52
  Speaker 3: you losing your cousin, and they would take that ass
• 26:56
  Speaker 3: because God doesn't exist, because that would never have that.
• 26:59
  Speaker 5: Goudy would never allowed that to happen.
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: And you and you took it the other way.
• 27:02
  Speaker 7: Life.
• 27:03
  Speaker 6: People gotta understand life. You want to undertand you thank
• 27:05
  Speaker 6: you a taarist, You think you a scorpio. No where
• 27:09
  Speaker 6: does this shit come from? You believe that over believe
• 27:12
  Speaker 6: in the high power. I believe in the high power,
• 27:14
  Speaker 6: and I understand how life goes. We can't get mad at.
• 27:17
  Speaker 4: How our life goes.
• 27:18
  Speaker 7: We can only control.
• 27:20
  Speaker 6: Our emotions and how we react to it. You see
• 27:22
  Speaker 6: what I'm saying, And I'm being in other traumas prior
• 27:25
  Speaker 6: to this where I done had those moments and those fallouts,
• 27:28
  Speaker 6: and then I was like, ooh, I'm tripping this. If
• 27:32
  Speaker 6: this something this small can have me trip by, I
• 27:35
  Speaker 6: wouldn't be equipped to deal with this type of ship
• 27:38
  Speaker 6: that nigga.
• 27:38
  Speaker 7: We don't win through nigga, we what.
• 27:41
  Speaker 6: So I had to learn from a small battles. So
• 27:43
  Speaker 6: when I learned from the small battles, it got me quipped.
• 27:46
  Speaker 6: So when the big battle, really it's like, yeah, all
• 27:48
  Speaker 6: that shit you've been reading and all that shit you've
• 27:50
  Speaker 6: been talking about.
• 27:50
  Speaker 7: Nigga, this when you put that shit to use, nigga,
• 27:52
  Speaker 7: So it's like, use it. This ain't a game. You
• 27:55
  Speaker 7: feel me in the strength that he's done granted me
• 27:57
  Speaker 7: to keep going.
• 27:58
  Speaker 11: Bro.
• 27:58
  Speaker 7: It's only him.
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: Bro.
• 27:59
  Speaker 7: You gotta I gotta go in front of people that
• 28:01
  Speaker 7: make these folks laugh, Bro, and continue being a A A.
• 28:06
  Speaker 6: A mobil to people who's watching and learning, because you
• 28:10
  Speaker 6: gotta teach while you're doing this shit.
• 28:12
  Speaker 7: It just ain't about entertaining. Nigga. We be teaching and
• 28:14
  Speaker 7: learning together. Nigga.
• 28:16
  Speaker 6: I'm using my experience to teach you, but I'm also
• 28:18
  Speaker 6: whatever I'm learning, I'm showing you and even my brothers
• 28:22
  Speaker 6: have been through trauma and we have learned together through
• 28:24
  Speaker 6: them where we had to be there.
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: Nigga.
• 28:25
  Speaker 7: I have seen my brother cry.
• 28:27
  Speaker 6: We understand, we laugh, but I have seen both of
• 28:29
  Speaker 6: these niggas cry where it's really like Nigga, we dea
• 28:32
  Speaker 6: to in each other's face, like.
• 28:33
  Speaker 7: Nigga, you nigga, you got it. Nigga, don't you break, Nigga,
• 28:36
  Speaker 7: We don't you fucking break.
• 28:38
  Speaker 6: You all hold you offful reason we gonna be right
• 28:40
  Speaker 6: here and we gotta keep going and through those moments
• 28:43
  Speaker 6: is the reason why the dynamic is how it is
• 28:46
  Speaker 6: and how it's moving because we all God fear and
• 28:49
  Speaker 6: even through the through the through these traumas. Brou is
• 28:51
  Speaker 6: the real lessons and of you using what you know,
• 28:55
  Speaker 6: you using your knowledge, because you could sit there and
• 28:57
  Speaker 6: be like, oh, if that was me, this is what
• 28:59
  Speaker 6: I would Nigga the battle one for you.
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  Speaker 4: That's right.
• 29:02
  Speaker 9: That's why they say you a spiritual being living in
• 29:04
  Speaker 9: human existence. Just because you're spiritual and you got God.
• 29:06
  Speaker 9: Don't mean human stuff not gonna happen.
• 29:08
  Speaker 4: Bro.
• 29:08
  Speaker 7: We human bro like we human bro, like we're human.
• 29:11
  Speaker 6: And the social media has taken the toll of trying
• 29:16
  Speaker 6: to desensitize the enemies plan and desisitize all of the
• 29:20
  Speaker 6: enemy's wrongdoings, and they like, well, you're not emotional enough
• 29:24
  Speaker 6: on Instagram, and it's like, that's.
• 29:27
  Speaker 7: Not what you promote.
• 29:29
  Speaker 1: You don't.
• 29:29
  Speaker 6: You're human, so you already know that's possible. I have
• 29:32
  Speaker 6: to let you know that God is real and God
• 29:34
  Speaker 6: is keeping me uplifted. God is in this situation that
• 29:37
  Speaker 6: makes sure I'm strong for my children. God is in
• 29:39
  Speaker 6: the situation to make sure that I'm able to do
• 29:42
  Speaker 6: this for you. God is in the situation to make
• 29:44
  Speaker 6: sure that everybody is still reaching out to Him and
• 29:46
  Speaker 6: giving him the praise, even through the mister pain. Because
• 29:49
  Speaker 6: y'all want to as soon as something happen, you want
• 29:51
  Speaker 6: to say, well why me, or questioning God? You not
• 29:55
  Speaker 6: even understanding the purpose when you start doing that. Once
• 29:58
  Speaker 6: you start questioning, you never find an answer. You got
• 30:01
  Speaker 6: to sit and be still. When you be still, he's
• 30:04
  Speaker 6: gonna guide you. He's gonna direct you, and you'll be
• 30:07
  Speaker 6: able to see that everybody that that's not following the
• 30:10
  Speaker 6: same that you because when they speak.
• 30:12
  Speaker 4: You will hit. And when other people speak.
• 30:14
  Speaker 7: I heard all the people don't understand all the prayers,
• 30:17
  Speaker 7: all the text messages, all the love that y'all was giving.
• 30:22
  Speaker 7: I felt it. I felt it.
• 30:24
  Speaker 6: So it was like, Okay, that's God's energy right there.
• 30:27
  Speaker 6: Let me know that these are other gods hearing people
• 30:30
  Speaker 6: that's standing with me. So it's like when once I move,
• 30:33
  Speaker 6: I know I got three four million people that's gonna
• 30:36
  Speaker 6: move with me. Just make sure we keep the journey strong.
• 30:40
  Speaker 6: We're not gonna be like Moses every time God tell
• 30:43
  Speaker 6: him something. I don't think I'm I'm be quick because
• 30:45
  Speaker 6: you told me to do it.
• 30:46
  Speaker 7: So I just got to find the instructions.
• 30:49
  Speaker 5: Where's the manual?
• 30:50
  Speaker 2: Just sit and be still.
• 30:52
  Speaker 6: The people are gonna come you'll get the signs he's
• 30:54
  Speaker 6: gonna talk to you, but you don't move, how though
• 30:57
  Speaker 6: the human mind would move, only in the spiritual mind.
• 31:01
  Speaker 6: The human mind, we already know that. That's what the questions,
• 31:04
  Speaker 6: that's what a doubt come in. That's what you feel
• 31:06
  Speaker 6: like you're not gonna be able to make it. But
• 31:09
  Speaker 6: the spiritual mind gonna always tell you you're a soldier.
• 31:12
  Speaker 6: It don't matter how many scratches you got on your back.
• 31:15
  Speaker 6: If he keep waking you up every morning, if he
• 31:16
  Speaker 6: keep giving you the energy, nigga, you better strap on
• 31:18
  Speaker 6: your motherfucking boots.
• 31:19
  Speaker 7: Nigga. Use whatever you're going through, that's motivation to reach.
• 31:23
  Speaker 6: The finish line. Why would you not reach the finish line?
• 31:25
  Speaker 6: And you know went through all you done went through.
• 31:27
  Speaker 6: I gotta make it to the finish line.
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: It's the bright side of bullshit. Man.
• 31:32
  Speaker 8: You gotta be able to look at the bright side
• 31:34
  Speaker 8: of bullshit because you can't avoid bullshit and it's unavoidable.
• 31:38
  Speaker 8: It's just when it's your turn, and whenever it's your turn, it's.
• 31:41
  Speaker 1: All about perspective. Like a lot of the things that
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: people look at.
• 31:44
  Speaker 8: His setbacks in my life to me, was just gate ways,
• 31:47
  Speaker 8: the new thinking, you know what I mean, and new ways.
• 31:50
  Speaker 1: To look at shit.
• 31:51
  Speaker 8: I remember my uncle got murdered. I remember I was
• 31:53
  Speaker 8: feeling every emotion you can feel. I'm sad, I'm angry,
• 31:56
  Speaker 8: I'm confused, I'm everything. And then when I walked outside
• 31:59
  Speaker 8: and front of that hospital and everything was still moving.
• 32:02
  Speaker 8: All right, baby, I see you later. All right, don't
• 32:04
  Speaker 8: park right here. We're going to lunch and let me
• 32:07
  Speaker 8: know that. Okay, my world is crushed in shambles, but
• 32:12
  Speaker 8: the world is going to spend regardless of what I
• 32:14
  Speaker 8: got going on. So when you create your bubble, the
• 32:17
  Speaker 8: people that are within it, that's what they're there for.
• 32:20
  Speaker 8: That's why you got to be real selective with who
• 32:21
  Speaker 8: you let be around you, because when those times come,
• 32:23
  Speaker 8: when that bullshit come into your life, it's best to
• 32:26
  Speaker 8: have people you can lean on. Like when I was
• 32:28
  Speaker 8: standing in front of my mama casket, these two brothers
• 32:30
  Speaker 8: was right there. Like you know, when he went through
• 32:32
  Speaker 8: what he went through, we was right there, and we
• 32:34
  Speaker 8: all have been there for each other. But it's very
• 32:36
  Speaker 8: important that you find people that are reliable enough to
• 32:39
  Speaker 8: be there for you when life comes and it's something
• 32:42
  Speaker 8: that you can't control, because the world is just.
• 32:44
  Speaker 1: Going to be looking at you like, oh, oh okay,
• 32:47
  Speaker 1: let's see what they do.
• 32:48
  Speaker 8: But we got to make sure when you got that circle,
• 32:50
  Speaker 8: your circle got to be strong enough to be able
• 32:52
  Speaker 8: to prop you up in those times when you need
• 32:54
  Speaker 8: to be propped up, because if you don't have nobody
• 32:56
  Speaker 8: and make it that much more difficult for you to
• 32:58
  Speaker 8: keep getting to the finish line.
• 33:00
  Speaker 4: He said, Man, both of y'all absolutely right.
• 33:01
  Speaker 9: And so's so when I watch people and they're like, man,
• 33:05
  Speaker 9: they not sad enough, like y'all ain't with these people twenty.
• 33:07
  Speaker 4: Four seven three sixty five.
• 33:09
  Speaker 9: You don't know what they're doing outside of social media.
• 33:11
  Speaker 9: It's just weird that they expect y'all to be on
• 33:13
  Speaker 9: social media crying.
• 33:16
  Speaker 6: People gotta understand this is a forever thing. Y'all want
• 33:19
  Speaker 6: me to lose my mind right now. So if I
• 33:22
  Speaker 6: lose my mind right now, who gonna take care of
• 33:23
  Speaker 6: my kid? Who gonna take care of my family? And
• 33:26
  Speaker 6: who said I ain't lost my mind?
• 33:30
  Speaker 1: Lost minds?
• 33:33
  Speaker 6: And when I did lose my mind, you didn't you
• 33:35
  Speaker 6: want concerned about that last tragedy.
• 33:38
  Speaker 7: You were just what was you? Then?
• 33:40
  Speaker 6: So when I learned through all the tragedies, and I understand.
• 33:43
  Speaker 6: I said, man, you know what, when I lost my cousin,
• 33:46
  Speaker 6: that was the first time I was I was. I
• 33:48
  Speaker 6: was angry with the world. First of all, I never
• 33:50
  Speaker 6: questioned God. I never questioned what's going.
• 33:52
  Speaker 7: On in my life.
• 33:52
  Speaker 6: I'm angry with the world because I'm like, oh, y'all,
• 33:55
  Speaker 6: niggas got me fucked up. Okay, you think you could
• 33:59
  Speaker 6: do what you want, and I come from background. You
• 34:01
  Speaker 6: can't do what you want to do. And you took
• 34:03
  Speaker 6: somebody and it's innocent. This ain't got nothing to do
• 34:05
  Speaker 6: with nothing, no nothing. I said, Okay, the world got
• 34:08
  Speaker 6: me fucked up.
• 34:09
  Speaker 7: So even when I'm praying, I'm crying, I'm in the
• 34:12
  Speaker 7: midst of pain because I'm like, I don't get it.
• 34:14
  Speaker 6: This bullet wasn't meant for us. It's an innocent bystander.
• 34:17
  Speaker 6: We don't even know who to go to. What's going on?
• 34:21
  Speaker 7: Be still, Be still. This is the first time my
• 34:26
  Speaker 7: family felt pain as a unit.
• 34:28
  Speaker 6: We gotta make sure that God is still in the
• 34:31
  Speaker 6: midst of them, because now everybody's in shambles. Be still, continue.
• 34:36
  Speaker 6: Not only that this is getting me equipped for what
• 34:38
  Speaker 6: I gotta do. Two and a half years later. So
• 34:41
  Speaker 6: now two and a half years later, it's like bim
• 34:44
  Speaker 6: and it's like, ooh shit, I'd have been in this
• 34:47
  Speaker 6: position before. Don't get angry, Okay, I know not to
• 34:50
  Speaker 6: get angry.
• 34:50
  Speaker 7: This time, I'm more so confused. I'm shocked. I'm in
• 34:55
  Speaker 7: a state of this is every day for me. This
• 34:57
  Speaker 7: is a new norm.
• 34:58
  Speaker 6: I was trying to get used to the old the
• 35:00
  Speaker 6: new norm, but now this is a new new norm,
• 35:03
  Speaker 6: and it's like every day I wake up with a
• 35:06
  Speaker 6: feeling I want to throw up.
• 35:08
  Speaker 7: Okay, damn, all right, all right, I'm having mood swing.
• 35:10
  Speaker 6: I want to do shit. I don't want to do shit,
• 35:12
  Speaker 6: all right, damn. But in the mission, pray just I
• 35:16
  Speaker 6: need some energy. I need to get my strength right.
• 35:18
  Speaker 6: I need to make sure that I don't fall into
• 35:20
  Speaker 6: a place where I don't continue the mission because I
• 35:24
  Speaker 6: know it's bigger than me. You see what I'm saying,
• 35:26
  Speaker 6: Because that's the human part of why I'm feeling like this.
• 35:29
  Speaker 6: So we cannot allow social media and what others think
• 35:34
  Speaker 6: of how they would supposed to handle a situation because
• 35:38
  Speaker 6: they're trying to live through you. This is your battle
• 35:40
  Speaker 6: at the end of the day. If he want that
• 35:41
  Speaker 6: battle for somebody else, he would have gave him that battle.
• 35:44
  Speaker 6: And I'm hearing all the people who sending me to
• 35:47
  Speaker 6: comment saying watching you, you donna led me back to
• 35:50
  Speaker 6: God watching you. I was going through this man. Now
• 35:53
  Speaker 6: I'm talking to God watching you. I see now I
• 35:58
  Speaker 6: gotta get with God. I don't care the world talking
• 36:01
  Speaker 6: about and what the stocks talking about, nigga, how many
• 36:04
  Speaker 6: houses you sell, how many shows?
• 36:06
  Speaker 7: We say?
• 36:07
  Speaker 6: God is bigger than all that ship, bigger than all
• 36:12
  Speaker 6: that ship. And I stand on that, nigga. I'm like,
• 36:14
  Speaker 6: I'm such of a firm belina or a nigga coming
• 36:16
  Speaker 6: here right now with a pistol like nigga, denounce your gun.
• 36:19
  Speaker 7: Nigga, you better put that bitch through because I'll never
• 36:23
  Speaker 7: be Paul. I never do that. I'm gonna have a
• 36:26
  Speaker 7: heart of jokes for forever, nigga.
• 36:27
  Speaker 6: And that's the only way that I'm able to get
• 36:29
  Speaker 6: through any of these brother because if I couldn't bro,
• 36:32
  Speaker 6: if I didn't have that, I'm telling I probably smatch
• 36:35
  Speaker 6: it out of everybody who walk up on me.
• 36:37
  Speaker 1: We just gonna be fighting it.
• 36:43
  Speaker 9: Do you remember the first moment you had when you
• 36:45
  Speaker 9: had that that damn God is real moment all of y'all,
• 36:48
  Speaker 9: three of y'all.
• 36:48
  Speaker 6: I mean since since since an early age. Man, you
• 36:51
  Speaker 6: know what I'm saying, Like you can't the moment when
• 36:55
  Speaker 6: you realize he keep bringing you through ship and you're
• 36:59
  Speaker 6: watching everybody else like allowed the things to go in
• 37:03
  Speaker 6: their life just bring them down like they just be.
• 37:05
  Speaker 7: I'm a fighter, bro.
• 37:06
  Speaker 6: I come from fighting like I fight through everything. If
• 37:09
  Speaker 6: you give me a situation, this shit hard.
• 37:11
  Speaker 7: It's like a game.
• 37:12
  Speaker 13: Bro.
• 37:12
  Speaker 7: If you feel like this game is whooping your ass
• 37:14
  Speaker 7: something you doing.
• 37:15
  Speaker 6: Wrong, you gotta think, strategize, be still, watch why you're
• 37:20
  Speaker 6: getting your ass whooping, and then learn from you getting your.
• 37:24
  Speaker 7: Ass whooped so you won't get your ass whooped no more.
• 37:27
  Speaker 13: So.
• 37:27
  Speaker 6: It just like once I realized, man, God done bless me,
• 37:31
  Speaker 6: my mama, my family, and he continued to keep blessing.
• 37:36
  Speaker 7: It's like you know what I done been bad before?
• 37:40
  Speaker 7: When I didn't follow his word and I seen where
• 37:43
  Speaker 7: they got me, I said, oh shit, let me tying up?
• 37:46
  Speaker 7: That ain't it?
• 37:48
  Speaker 6: Maybe the things that I want to do ain't good
• 37:50
  Speaker 6: for my best interest and not saying my best interest Now,
• 37:53
  Speaker 6: I gotta start thinking for other people and what would
• 37:55
  Speaker 6: be because he answered my mama prayer. All this that's
• 37:58
  Speaker 6: going on, I'm like, but he answered my mama, he
• 38:01
  Speaker 6: asked my prayer too. But I see the smile on
• 38:03
  Speaker 6: my mama face. I'm like, you got your prayers, Hansadenian, Baby,
• 38:06
  Speaker 6: So I'm gonna go hard for you knowing that we
• 38:08
  Speaker 6: God fearing because I want you to continue to believe
• 38:11
  Speaker 6: as well.
• 38:12
  Speaker 7: You see what I'm saying.
• 38:13
  Speaker 6: So we always been God fearing, and we always kept
• 38:15
  Speaker 6: God in our household, and Nigga, I never stopped following.
• 38:18
  Speaker 9: You when you first saw God first, Yeah, first ever,
• 38:22
  Speaker 9: You're like, damn, God is real?
• 38:24
  Speaker 1: Ah man.
• 38:26
  Speaker 10: There's there's a lot of times, but like I would
• 38:29
  Speaker 10: say the most recent because like DC said, sometimes it's
• 38:32
  Speaker 10: like you don't necessarily be living wrong or out the
• 38:36
  Speaker 10: loop of God, but sometimes God to put you in
• 38:38
  Speaker 10: a situation that remind you that you are covered and
• 38:41
  Speaker 10: that you do have a mission and that He does
• 38:44
  Speaker 10: have a plan for your life. And the most recent
• 38:48
  Speaker 10: time that like really like my wake up. I was
• 38:50
  Speaker 10: in the studio with some rappers friends of mine, and
• 38:54
  Speaker 10: some things went left and some robbers ran in, but
• 38:57
  Speaker 10: there was this dude in there who was like, was
• 39:00
  Speaker 10: like with these dudes who was pulling off this, you
• 39:03
  Speaker 10: know what I mean? And he looked at me and
• 39:05
  Speaker 10: he recognized me, and he said, bro, he ain't got
• 39:08
  Speaker 10: nothing to do with that. And then once he said that,
• 39:12
  Speaker 10: like this all this chaos and Robert is still going
• 39:15
  Speaker 10: on in the room. Once he said the words, it's
• 39:18
  Speaker 10: just like I wasn't even there no more so as
• 39:21
  Speaker 10: I'm leaving and I'm thinking, like, how did I put
• 39:24
  Speaker 10: myself in a situation where it's like I'm not even
• 39:28
  Speaker 10: in this world, Like this ain't even my fight to
• 39:31
  Speaker 10: be in. It could have all ended right here and
• 39:34
  Speaker 10: I would have just been a comedian. They got killed
• 39:37
  Speaker 10: with some rappers for some shit.
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: I ain't have nothing to do with it.
• 39:42
  Speaker 10: And from that, this was before any of the any
• 39:45
  Speaker 10: of the things where I was like, while I was
• 39:46
  Speaker 10: writing down my goals and really focusing on you know
• 39:49
  Speaker 10: what I'm saying, like having a direction of where I'm going.
• 39:53
  Speaker 10: After that moment, it just made me take everything a
• 39:56
  Speaker 10: lot more serious, even my relationship with God, because it's like,
• 40:00
  Speaker 10: what if that would have been the end right there?
• 40:03
  Speaker 1: How long ago was this a couple of years ago,
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: a couple of years ago.
• 40:06
  Speaker 8: For me, it was definitely when my after my uncle's murdered,
• 40:09
  Speaker 8: Like I had dealt with a lot of death in
• 40:10
  Speaker 8: my life, like even starting with my death is one
• 40:12
  Speaker 8: of the first things I had to learn how to
• 40:14
  Speaker 8: deal with with my father being murdered. So I had
• 40:16
  Speaker 8: already had an understanding of what it was because I
• 40:19
  Speaker 8: grew with it. But my uncle, Reggie was like my father.
• 40:22
  Speaker 8: It was the closest thing I ever had to a father,
• 40:24
  Speaker 8: and then him being murdered made me feel like, you know,
• 40:27
  Speaker 8: I didn't I wouldn't say I questioned God, but it
• 40:29
  Speaker 8: was like more so like damn, what did I do
• 40:32
  Speaker 8: to have to keep going through all of this, you
• 40:34
  Speaker 8: know what I mean?
• 40:34
  Speaker 1: And you know, it was a real dark time in
• 40:37
  Speaker 1: my life.
• 40:37
  Speaker 8: I would probably say it's the doggest time in my
• 40:39
  Speaker 8: life just because I was so young, you know what
• 40:41
  Speaker 8: I mean, being fourteen fifteen years old and not understanding
• 40:46
  Speaker 8: and I was active at that time, real active, and
• 40:48
  Speaker 8: in the city I come from, it's you know, it's
• 40:51
  Speaker 8: real treacherous either a victim or you not. And so
• 40:54
  Speaker 8: you know, I make a long story short, I was
• 40:57
  Speaker 8: outside tripping, you know, what I mean, tripping bad. My
• 41:00
  Speaker 8: big homie Jay, my uncle Jay, salut to you. He
• 41:03
  Speaker 8: came and I'm sitting outside on the car lunched out.
• 41:07
  Speaker 8: He said, man, what you doing out here? And I'm like, man, whatever,
• 41:11
  Speaker 8: and he was like, man, took what I had on
• 41:13
  Speaker 8: me from me, went in this house, came back with
• 41:16
  Speaker 8: a book called Conversations with God by Neil Donald Walsh.
• 41:19
  Speaker 8: He said, Man, take your ass in the house and
• 41:21
  Speaker 8: read this book. Now, this is somebody that I highly respected.
• 41:24
  Speaker 8: So it wasn't nobody I was going to buckle on
• 41:26
  Speaker 8: because I ain't really want that problem because I already
• 41:28
  Speaker 8: had too manuye that I was creating in that time anyway.
• 41:31
  Speaker 8: So I went to the house and started reading this book.
• 41:32
  Speaker 8: And when I started reading this book, it was like
• 41:34
  Speaker 8: God was talking to me in a way that I
• 41:36
  Speaker 8: never heard God speak to me before. It was like
• 41:38
  Speaker 8: He was talking directly to me and me reading this book,
• 41:41
  Speaker 8: and it gave me an understanding because I was so lost.
• 41:44
  Speaker 8: I never felt that a lot of already didn't have
• 41:46
  Speaker 8: no guidance. My daddy was gone. This nigga was like
• 41:49
  Speaker 8: my daddy he got killed. We still living in this environment.
• 41:52
  Speaker 8: That's fucked up every minute. I han't always been somebody
• 41:55
  Speaker 8: in my life. I ain't never been a regular dude.
• 41:56
  Speaker 8: I've always been somebody that had some motion because I
• 41:59
  Speaker 8: was forced to go out and get that. So I
• 42:01
  Speaker 8: had niggas that was, you know, hating on me and
• 42:04
  Speaker 8: mad at me because I'm me and I'm just lost.
• 42:07
  Speaker 8: But this book saved my life. That process saved my life,
• 42:10
  Speaker 8: and it's God was talking to me directly like, hey man,
• 42:13
  Speaker 8: I know you're going through everything that you're going through,
• 42:15
  Speaker 8: but you special. You're a special person. You can't go
• 42:18
  Speaker 8: out trying to be like the environment. You can't let
• 42:21
  Speaker 8: the environment dictate your reality. And from that point on,
• 42:24
  Speaker 8: As was the turning point in my life. Like me
• 42:27
  Speaker 8: sitting here today is because that happened like that. Without
• 42:31
  Speaker 8: that moment happening for me, I probably would be dead
• 42:33
  Speaker 8: in jail without question.
• 42:34
  Speaker 4: May Well, Comedians really is really tears of a clown.
• 42:38
  Speaker 1: Yeah, you don't understand. It's like we forced into them situations.
• 42:42
  Speaker 10: These guys know once like my mother Dan was one
• 42:45
  Speaker 10: of the most tragic things that ever happened to me.
• 42:48
  Speaker 10: And that happened right before I was like literally right
• 42:51
  Speaker 10: before I went on stage, like on New Year's Eve,
• 42:55
  Speaker 10: and then like after she passed, like you know how
• 42:58
  Speaker 10: they tell you, like you know, the doctor, tell your
• 43:00
  Speaker 10: mama she wasn't gonna she wasn't even supposed to make
• 43:02
  Speaker 10: it to Thanksgiving, like Thanksgiving Christmas, so she's dad on
• 43:07
  Speaker 10: the last day of the year. And then I still
• 43:10
  Speaker 10: had to like like getting that news. Showtime is and
• 43:14
  Speaker 10: you know what I'm saying, I'm literally getting ready to
• 43:16
  Speaker 10: go on stage. I don't even got time to process.
• 43:20
  Speaker 10: So I go on stage and just like have a
• 43:22
  Speaker 10: great show. But then I got off stages like my
• 43:25
  Speaker 10: damn legs wouldn't even work. It's just like God gave
• 43:27
  Speaker 10: me just enough to get through this show. Then they
• 43:30
  Speaker 10: had to scrape me up off the floor.
• 43:32
  Speaker 1: After that.
• 43:32
  Speaker 4: You say something at the end of the show. I
• 43:34
  Speaker 4: think somebody told me about that show. They said. Then
• 43:35
  Speaker 4: you say something like, hey man, thank y'all.
• 43:38
  Speaker 10: But oh yeah, cause it was like I said thank
• 43:40
  Speaker 10: y'all because y'all don't even know I lost my mama
• 43:44
  Speaker 10: right before this.
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: And there it was like it was a New Year's
• 43:47
  Speaker 1: Eve party. The whole party just stopped. It was like
• 43:53
  Speaker 1: you you gotta be joking, ain't no way. We just
• 43:55
  Speaker 1: did what we just did. If you hurting like that, bro,
• 43:58
  Speaker 1: they stopped the whole we had. Like I said, they
• 44:01
  Speaker 1: had to scrape me up.
• 44:02
  Speaker 2: Man.
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: We had to do a prayer and all that. Nothing
• 44:05
  Speaker 1: like that.
• 44:06
  Speaker 8: Man, It was not like I watched my mama die.
• 44:10
  Speaker 8: I went in that hospital room. It was my first
• 44:12
  Speaker 8: time being able to touch her and see her. The
• 44:14
  Speaker 8: whole week because of that COVID shit, I couldn't even
• 44:16
  Speaker 8: touch my baby. And the first time I got to
• 44:18
  Speaker 8: lay hands on it was when I was watching her
• 44:20
  Speaker 8: pass away and I went out into the hallway and
• 44:23
  Speaker 8: it was like, like I said, I've been dealing with
• 44:25
  Speaker 8: death my whole life. I'd have been to way more
• 44:27
  Speaker 8: funerals than i'd have been to anything else. But I
• 44:29
  Speaker 8: had never felt no pain like that, Like it had
• 44:32
  Speaker 8: opened up a hole in me that I'd have been
• 44:34
  Speaker 8: feeling up since then. But like I said, it's the
• 44:36
  Speaker 8: bright side of bullshit. After leaving and going home and
• 44:39
  Speaker 8: talking to my little brother and we going through the process,
• 44:42
  Speaker 8: I realized, Man, it was like I was sitting in
• 44:45
  Speaker 8: the car in front of my complex and I was like, man,
• 44:47
  Speaker 8: her dream came true because she left it before her
• 44:50
  Speaker 8: boys left it. And even though I watched her pass
• 44:53
  Speaker 8: away and what that did to me, knowing what it
• 44:56
  Speaker 8: would have did to her in reverse if she would
• 44:59
  Speaker 8: have had to watch either one of us go out
• 45:00
  Speaker 8: like that, she never had to go through that.
• 45:02
  Speaker 1: And that's the circle of life. So it's a level
• 45:04
  Speaker 1: of understanding that I had to get to, Like.
• 45:06
  Speaker 8: Man, you are here for a reason, you do your work,
• 45:09
  Speaker 8: you leave, That's just what it is. So she did
• 45:12
  Speaker 8: what she was supposed to do in that time. But
• 45:15
  Speaker 8: all of those things, like Fly was saying, you go
• 45:17
  Speaker 8: through all of these things and it prepares you for
• 45:21
  Speaker 8: everything that comes that you don't have no control over,
• 45:23
  Speaker 8: Like it's certain parts of life we control, and it's
• 45:25
  Speaker 8: certain parts you're never had no control over. But for me,
• 45:28
  Speaker 8: the understanding of the posit that I don't have control
• 45:31
  Speaker 8: over came from just me knowing that, hey, man, everybody
• 45:34
  Speaker 8: got a date and don't nobody know when that date is,
• 45:37
  Speaker 8: So you're either going sit around and.
• 45:39
  Speaker 1: Wait to die or live until it comes, you know,
• 45:42
  Speaker 1: Like that's life changing.
• 45:43
  Speaker 10: That shapes how you view the world when you go
• 45:46
  Speaker 10: through something that's life changing like that, Like we're sitting
• 45:48
  Speaker 10: here sharing this with y'all, and it's like we've already
• 45:52
  Speaker 10: been through the most hurtful shit, Like won't nothing ever
• 45:56
  Speaker 10: hurt as much as that nothing, just like with flight now,
• 46:00
  Speaker 10: like nothing ain't gonna never top that pain. So when
• 46:03
  Speaker 10: we go out and we maneuver through the world, we
• 46:05
  Speaker 10: already know like we've already been through most of the worst,
• 46:09
  Speaker 10: so it ain't really shipped outside that can make us
• 46:12
  Speaker 10: feel the waight that that feel exactly, And then you
• 46:15
  Speaker 10: like everybody dies, most people never live, So we about
• 46:19
  Speaker 10: living and we about you know, projecting that type of
• 46:22
  Speaker 10: energy onto the people because as much as we've been through,
• 46:25
  Speaker 10: we know man them stories that's in that crowd is
• 46:30
  Speaker 10: who knows what, don't.
• 46:35
  Speaker 6: Them, but they don't have the strength to sit here
• 46:38
  Speaker 6: and and not saying we calm, we still it's a difference.
• 46:43
  Speaker 7: You're not calm.
• 46:45
  Speaker 6: We still waiting on direction. Were waiting on how to move,
• 46:48
  Speaker 6: We waiting on when to move, We waiting on what
• 46:50
  Speaker 6: we're supposed to do when we move, because when we
• 46:54
  Speaker 6: move and act off impost, it's not in the best
• 46:57
  Speaker 6: interest for nobody. You feel what I'm saying, Like old body,
• 47:00
  Speaker 6: if we wanted to move when we first heard any news.
• 47:04
  Speaker 6: The first thing we want to do, like Chigos Sai,
• 47:07
  Speaker 6: ain't no telling them where I would have been at,
• 47:08
  Speaker 6: telling them what we would have been.
• 47:09
  Speaker 7: So we all got that that god.
• 47:12
  Speaker 6: Fearing spirit and the spirit that's around us is letting
• 47:15
  Speaker 6: us know like you're taking care of See, people be
• 47:17
  Speaker 6: trying to figure out. They try to make their life
• 47:20
  Speaker 6: so perfect, like they knowhing gonna happen when you understand life.
• 47:24
  Speaker 7: We ain't here with y'all today right doing this interview.
• 47:27
  Speaker 6: Ain't no telling them what's gonna happen tomorrow the day
• 47:30
  Speaker 6: after that. So we can't sit in and be sitting
• 47:33
  Speaker 6: here like what life is?
• 47:34
  Speaker 7: This and life and that.
• 47:35
  Speaker 6: No, you got to take everything that's coming in your
• 47:37
  Speaker 6: way and be like, okay, how can I still be
• 47:40
  Speaker 6: a better of me? Because you're gonna cry, you gonna trip.
• 47:45
  Speaker 6: I tripped the most when ain't nobody atching like when
• 47:47
  Speaker 6: when my girl passed. The first two three days, Nigga
• 47:50
  Speaker 6: was trying to get my thoughts somebody emotion together. I'm
• 47:53
  Speaker 6: playing hard facing.
• 47:54
  Speaker 7: I'm just trying to be strong somebody to be like
• 47:56
  Speaker 7: how you feeling? They got me because now I got
• 48:00
  Speaker 7: respond and I ain't got no response.
• 48:05
  Speaker 6: My response has come over from days and days of praying,
• 48:08
  Speaker 6: and I'm like, who me and colors donet have talks
• 48:10
  Speaker 6: with I'm like, bro, bro, this is like my sicking.
• 48:13
  Speaker 7: Day talking about it. Bro, I couldn't even talk like
• 48:15
  Speaker 7: I'm this is.
• 48:16
  Speaker 6: Therapist for me because I ain't even talking about I
• 48:17
  Speaker 6: don't fucking know and tell them some personal shit. So
• 48:21
  Speaker 6: even through these experiences, it's like by God being in him,
• 48:25
  Speaker 6: he led him to me be cause he like, I
• 48:26
  Speaker 6: need you go talk to you, little brother. I need
• 48:29
  Speaker 6: you to go be there for your little brother. So
• 48:31
  Speaker 6: I see when people got goding on him, and I'm like, yeah,
• 48:33
  Speaker 6: that's why I fight so hard, because God got my
• 48:35
  Speaker 6: bad nigga.
• 48:36
  Speaker 7: He gonna see me everything I need. Nigga. He gonna
• 48:38
  Speaker 7: make sure I'm strap longest I keep doing what I
• 48:42
  Speaker 7: keep doing. Nigga, I see that.
• 48:44
  Speaker 6: My people that behind me the whole edifive, sour folk,
• 48:46
  Speaker 6: god fearing man. I had soldiers behind me the whole time.
• 48:50
  Speaker 6: So at the end of the day, when I break
• 48:53
  Speaker 6: or when I do have my moments, I look up,
• 48:56
  Speaker 6: I got niggas.
• 48:56
  Speaker 7: That's like, hey, nigga, when you're.
• 48:58
  Speaker 6: Done, we got your pistols. We got your boots ready,
• 49:01
  Speaker 6: we ready, And I'm like, say no more.
• 49:04
  Speaker 8: And that's that's something we try to instill. I talk
• 49:07
  Speaker 8: to some kids at the Steve Harvey Boys camp that
• 49:10
  Speaker 8: he does.
• 49:10
  Speaker 1: And Steve no, no, no, no, shut your up. Leonard McVie, no,
• 49:17
  Speaker 1: man all the way.
• 49:18
  Speaker 2: No nah.
• 49:19
  Speaker 1: But you know, salute to Steve. You know, bigg he
• 49:22
  Speaker 1: want to come up. Yeah, he want to come up
• 49:24
  Speaker 1: here too, man. So he did.
• 49:27
  Speaker 7: For a while.
• 49:29
  Speaker 8: But anyway, I was talking to the kids, and you know,
• 49:32
  Speaker 8: one of the things that I tried to instill in
• 49:34
  Speaker 8: them and the preachers is you know, when I look
• 49:36
  Speaker 8: in the mirror every day, I'm excited about what I see.
• 49:39
  Speaker 8: And that's what I want for y'all. The same excitement
• 49:41
  Speaker 8: that y'all had when I walked in the room. I
• 49:43
  Speaker 8: want you to have that excitement when you look in
• 49:45
  Speaker 8: the mirror, because that's the most important person in your life,
• 49:48
  Speaker 8: is what you see when you look in the mirror.
• 49:50
  Speaker 8: It don't matter how excited you get when you see
• 49:52
  Speaker 8: anybody else, if you don't love yourself enough to be
• 49:55
  Speaker 8: able to stir in the mirror and be happy about
• 49:57
  Speaker 8: what you got to go out here and face the
• 49:59
  Speaker 8: world with and you you know, you're putting yourself at
• 50:01
  Speaker 8: a disadvantage.
• 50:02
  Speaker 1: And that's something that we, you know, all give to
• 50:05
  Speaker 1: each other.
• 50:05
  Speaker 8: They are all times we all be like man, my nigga,
• 50:08
  Speaker 8: and nigga be like man, look, nigga, wrong with you?
• 50:10
  Speaker 1: You tripping?
• 50:11
  Speaker 8: And that's necessary because you know it's coming from a
• 50:13
  Speaker 8: place of love. Some people you have had the mother
• 50:16
  Speaker 8: give you a compliment and you know they hating for real,
• 50:18
  Speaker 8: you know what I mean, Hey man, I'm so proud
• 50:20
  Speaker 8: of you.
• 50:24
  Speaker 1: I'm so proud of you. Good job man, yeah ghn Jones,
• 50:33
  Speaker 1: good for you.
• 50:38
  Speaker 8: I purposely did it that just to show you, like,
• 50:41
  Speaker 8: you know, you get way more of that than you
• 50:43
  Speaker 8: get that genuine love, because sometime the compliment ain't a compliment.
• 50:47
  Speaker 1: Sometime the compliment is a nigga telling you, hey man,
• 50:49
  Speaker 1: fuck wrong with you? Boy? Straighten up? And you need
• 50:52
  Speaker 1: that just as much as you need to give me
• 50:54
  Speaker 1: a hug, you know what I mean.
• 50:55
  Speaker 8: And that's important because we didn't been able to, you know,
• 50:58
  Speaker 8: curate that type of relationship with each other, and I
• 51:01
  Speaker 8: think that translates to the people. That's how you end
• 51:04
  Speaker 8: up going number one and white people shock.
• 51:06
  Speaker 1: Like, well, how do they do that?
• 51:08
  Speaker 8: Because we the men pulling love into our people since
• 51:10
  Speaker 8: we they've been looking at us, you know what I mean? Right,
• 51:12
  Speaker 8: We don't travel across the country all the way praying
• 51:15
  Speaker 8: and helping and all and ain't telling nobody that's the
• 51:20
  Speaker 8: crazy pot.
• 51:21
  Speaker 1: We just looked like this man exactly. Really, God got
• 51:24
  Speaker 1: us on a mission.
• 51:24
  Speaker 9: I wanted to ask y'all that when it comes to
• 51:27
  Speaker 9: being still, we all talk about being still after something
• 51:29
  Speaker 9: bad happened. Y'all just went number one on Netflix. Now
• 51:33
  Speaker 9: y'all got to be still? What is God telling y'all
• 51:36
  Speaker 9: keep going, keep going? It's like, if you if we
• 51:40
  Speaker 9: know what it took to get to that point, So
• 51:42
  Speaker 9: it's like if we can use that as a gauge.
• 51:46
  Speaker 9: All right, So we had to work that long, this
• 51:48
  Speaker 9: amount of shows, this amount, Okay, so if we want
• 51:51
  Speaker 9: to get to the big big bag, we're gonna have
• 51:53
  Speaker 9: to do this three times, three times as much.
• 51:58
  Speaker 10: You're gonna have to keep doing the same word. You're
• 52:00
  Speaker 10: gonna have to keep doing this. I'm gonna have to
• 52:01
  Speaker 10: keep doing it. But we're still gonna have to do
• 52:03
  Speaker 10: more ship on top of that too.
• 52:05
  Speaker 1: We're gonna have to do. We gotta do more prayers everything.
• 52:09
  Speaker 5: So wait you see this, I see it?
• 52:14
  Speaker 1: Oh my god, man, you done brought the ass back
• 52:17
  Speaker 1: in here.
• 52:18
  Speaker 2: This ship was in the bathroom.
• 52:19
  Speaker 7: What the fun is this?
• 52:21
  Speaker 2: Your niggas in the bathroom? What y'are doing?
• 52:25
  Speaker 1: What did you do to the like? Did you stab them?
• 52:31
  Speaker 1: I'm not talking about what he poked chs but yo,
• 52:39
  Speaker 1: I pulled my Hey man, yo, you need to chill out, bro.
• 52:43
  Speaker 2: And then it's blue and white.
• 52:44
  Speaker 1: This this was start out the assip.
• 52:47
  Speaker 2: You put blue and white in here.
• 52:50
  Speaker 1: This is crazy. This You got a botched ass. My
• 52:54
  Speaker 1: name was on it here.
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: Your name is on it.
• 52:56
  Speaker 7: Look at you?
• 52:57
  Speaker 2: Yeah, your name?
• 52:59
  Speaker 7: You see what I said?
• 53:00
  Speaker 2: Your name on it? Y'all did y'all?
• 53:06
  Speaker 1: I'm talking about as long as you get Charlamagne for
• 53:09
  Speaker 1: his birthday?
• 53:13
  Speaker 8: Okay, I got a couple of gifts for birth What
• 53:16
  Speaker 8: gifts did you get for your birthday?
• 53:18
  Speaker 2: I was gonna say that with a prayer, but you
• 53:21
  Speaker 2: can't and with a prayer with the.
• 53:24
  Speaker 1: Y'all always want to get to know.
• 53:26
  Speaker 2: And you see what I just asked.
• 53:27
  Speaker 9: Callers and chic or you know, everybody always talks about
• 53:28
  Speaker 9: being still after something bad happened, right right, y'all just
• 53:31
  Speaker 9: went number one on Netflix.
• 53:32
  Speaker 4: Facts, So you gotta be still facts. What God telling you?
• 53:36
  Speaker 7: Uh, you know, the plan is is still in effect.
• 53:39
  Speaker 6: You know.
• 53:41
  Speaker 2: Just always be cautious.
• 53:43
  Speaker 6: Make sure you just solidify your spot in heaven. Make
• 53:46
  Speaker 6: sure that when it's your turn you when you go
• 53:49
  Speaker 6: up there, you reach heave of the Father, you are
• 53:52
  Speaker 6: please at what you've done on earth and you get
• 53:56
  Speaker 6: to look at heave of the fall and be like, man,
• 53:58
  Speaker 6: did I not try to stand on your word? Did
• 54:02
  Speaker 6: I not try to continue to live righteous?
• 54:05
  Speaker 4: I ain't perfect?
• 54:06
  Speaker 6: Because at the end of the day, you go get
• 54:08
  Speaker 6: everybody who's not perfect, all your twelve.
• 54:10
  Speaker 7: Disciples, a hundlums, so you know us.
• 54:17
  Speaker 6: So it's like I understand that I'm not perfect, But
• 54:20
  Speaker 6: did I try my best to be the righteous person
• 54:25
  Speaker 6: and live by your word? And I just want to
• 54:28
  Speaker 6: make sure that I solidify my spot because what I
• 54:30
  Speaker 6: wanted to do I didn't didn't I didn't do out
• 54:33
  Speaker 6: of every situation that you gave me, I never went
• 54:36
  Speaker 6: to the left.
• 54:37
  Speaker 7: I went to the right. Did I not please you?
• 54:40
  Speaker 7: I hope I did. I cannot. Did I solidify my spot?
• 54:43
  Speaker 7: And if you over know them them having gaged and
• 54:45
  Speaker 7: be like, come on in, that's to be the best
• 54:47
  Speaker 7: moment of me. I'm like, I live right on that earth.
• 54:51
  Speaker 1: What and success is? You know, it's all and it's
• 54:54
  Speaker 1: all how you perceive it, you know what I mean?
• 54:56
  Speaker 8: Like we understand that God has a you know, he's
• 54:59
  Speaker 8: blessed us man, But when you think about where we
• 55:02
  Speaker 8: all come from, Like my main goal was not to
• 55:05
  Speaker 8: go out like a patch of grass. My dad ain't
• 55:07
  Speaker 8: had no headstone. Like I didn't beat the game. I
• 55:09
  Speaker 8: didn't beat the game a long time ago. So now
• 55:12
  Speaker 8: all of this is just you know, staying consistent and
• 55:16
  Speaker 8: being accountable for what it is that you say you're
• 55:18
  Speaker 8: supposed to be doing out here, Like you just don't
• 55:20
  Speaker 8: squander your gift. I think all of this is just
• 55:22
  Speaker 8: a result of us not squandering the gift that God
• 55:25
  Speaker 8: gave us, Like you're gonna be able to reap the
• 55:27
  Speaker 8: benefits of everything, like your blessings of yours, can't nobody
• 55:31
  Speaker 8: have them but you. And if you don't do what
• 55:33
  Speaker 8: you're supposed to do, it's just gonna be a bag
• 55:35
  Speaker 8: of unclaim blessings laying around somewhere.
• 55:36
  Speaker 1: Because nobody else can have it. But when you see God.
• 55:39
  Speaker 8: Put three people together like this and we are able
• 55:42
  Speaker 8: to create an element within the world that allows us
• 55:45
  Speaker 8: to receive a blessing as a unit that most people
• 55:49
  Speaker 8: would do anything for. That let me know, like, Okay,
• 55:52
  Speaker 8: we didn't beat the game, slim, now we just you know,
• 55:54
  Speaker 8: we got this like the Super Mario when.
• 55:56
  Speaker 1: You get to star damp tamp tam temp damp temp.
• 55:59
  Speaker 1: That's what it felt like.
• 56:00
  Speaker 8: I feel like we got the Super Mario Star and
• 56:01
  Speaker 8: all we gotta do is just keep running anything we
• 56:03
  Speaker 8: run into boo boo boo boo boo, knocking it out.
• 56:06
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean. Who's the best prayer in
• 56:08
  Speaker 1: the group here? Man Djan.
• 56:14
  Speaker 6: You need to pray if dj envy Heavenly Father, I
• 56:17
  Speaker 6: just want to let you know from the Breakfast Club,
• 56:20
  Speaker 6: we love you.
• 56:22
  Speaker 1: Give me that got dj Envy. We got a special
• 56:25
  Speaker 1: guest in God. You know what I mean, We got
• 56:28
  Speaker 1: a special guests in here.
• 56:28
  Speaker 6: God.
• 56:29
  Speaker 1: I just want to say, God, want you bless my brothers.
• 56:32
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean?
• 56:33
  Speaker 8: Tell me that the Pearly Gates you you know, we
• 56:36
  Speaker 8: got the hottest scar lip coming up live in the
• 56:39
  Speaker 8: pre Da just the.
• 56:40
  Speaker 1: Fuck out New York and Heaven.
• 56:42
  Speaker 5: If you're not with God, I'm not praying.
• 56:45
  Speaker 4: With the Ghetto Legends on that right now.
• 56:52
  Speaker 7: Have y'all ever praying on you?
• 56:55
  Speaker 6: Keep going, keep going with you get to make sure
• 56:58
  Speaker 6: you check out Ghetto Legends on Netflix. Make sure you
• 57:00
  Speaker 6: subscribe to channel eighty five. Make sure you go get
• 57:02
  Speaker 6: all the eighty five South merchandise.
• 57:04
  Speaker 1: Man, get us back to number one.
• 57:11
  Speaker 13: Ever did the pre who para conis tj okay okay, okay, mae, yeah, that's.
• 57:29
  Speaker 7: With them.
• 57:30
  Speaker 4: Stop like.
• 57:34
  Speaker 1: We're not.
• 57:38
  Speaker 8: All like.
• 57:42
  Speaker 6: Okay, he would go did Heavily Father, We come together humbly,
• 57:45
  Speaker 6: heavily Father, and we just want to continue to just
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  Speaker 6: give you all the praise and give you all the thanks.
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  Speaker 7: Heavily Father.
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  Speaker 6: Were thankful for everybody that's in this room, Heavily Father,
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  Speaker 6: and we asked, humbly Lord God that you continue to
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  Speaker 6: just keep me and my loved ones healthy, safe, and
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  Speaker 6: protect the heavily Father, even through the mister pain. Heavily Father,
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  Speaker 6: we give you praise, heavily Father, even through the mist
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  Speaker 6: of confusion. Heavily Father, we give you praise, Heavenly Father,
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  Speaker 6: even through the mists of all the wordiness.
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  Speaker 7: Heavenly Father.
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  Speaker 6: We give you praise, Heavenly Father, and we just want
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  Speaker 6: to continue to live righteous and be obedient and respectful
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  Speaker 6: to your laws and your commandments Heavily Father, and we
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  Speaker 6: pray for the strength the motivation to continue to just
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  Speaker 6: stay focused and inspire and to continue to just do
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  Speaker 6: your will and just walk in our purpose. And we
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  Speaker 6: just want to continue to give you all the praise
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  Speaker 6: and walk with gratitude, Heavenly Father, and we pray for
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  Speaker 6: the strength and motivation is just stay focused and inspired.
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  Speaker 6: In Jesus name, we pray, and y'all shure name, we pray.
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  Speaker 7: Amen.
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  Speaker 2: Amen, It's the Breakfast Club Ay five South Show.
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  Speaker 5: Good morning, you did Yes,