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- 0:18Speaker 1: Bulwer Lytton Book four, chapter seven, in which the reader
- 0:24Speaker 1: learns the condition of glaucus friendship, tested enmity, softened love
- 0:30Speaker 1: the same because the one loving is blind. The night
- 0:34Speaker 1: was somewhat advanced, and the gay lounging places of the
- 0:37Speaker 1: Pompeiians were still crowded. You might observe in the countenances
- 0:41Speaker 1: of the various idlers a more earnest expression than usual.
- 0:46Speaker 1: They talked in large knots and groups, as if they
- 0:48Speaker 1: sought by numbers to divide the half painful, half pleasurable
- 0:52Speaker 1: anxiety which belonged to the subject on which they conversed.
- 0:57Speaker 1: It was a subject of life and death. A young
- 1:00Speaker 1: man passed briskly by the graceful portico of the Temple
- 1:04Speaker 1: of Fortune. So briskly, indeed, that he came with no
- 1:08Speaker 1: slight force full against the rotund and comely form of
- 1:11Speaker 1: that respectable citizen diomed who was retiring homeward to his
- 1:16Speaker 1: suburban villa Halloa, groaned the merchant, recovering with some difficulty
- 1:22Speaker 1: his equilibrium. Have you no eyes or do you think
- 1:26Speaker 1: I have no feeling? By Jupiter? You have well nigh
- 1:30Speaker 1: driven out the divine particle. Another such shock and my
- 1:33Speaker 1: soul will be in hades ah diamed? Is it you
- 1:38Speaker 1: forgive my inadvertence? I was absorbed in thinking of the
- 1:42Speaker 1: reverses of life. Our poor friend Glaucus. Eh, who could
- 1:46Speaker 1: have guessed it well? But tell me, Clodius, is he
- 1:50Speaker 1: really to be tried by the Senate? Yes, they say
- 1:54Speaker 1: the crime is of so extraordinary a nature that the
- 1:57Speaker 1: Senate itself must adjudge it, and so the lictors are
- 2:01Speaker 1: to induct him. Formerly has he been accused publicly? Then?
- 2:06Speaker 1: To be sure, where have you been not to hear that? Why?
- 2:10Speaker 1: I have only just returned from Napolis, whither I went
- 2:14Speaker 1: on business the very morning after his crime so shocking,
- 2:18Speaker 1: and at my house the same night that it happened.
- 2:22Speaker 1: There is no doubt of his guilt, said Clodius, shrugging
- 2:25Speaker 1: his shoulders. And as these crimes take precedence of all
- 2:29Speaker 1: little undignified peccadillos, they will hasten to finish the sentence
- 2:33Speaker 1: previous to the games. The games good gods, replied Diamed,
- 2:39Speaker 1: with a slight shudder. Can they adjudge him to the beasts,
- 2:43Speaker 1: so young, so rich? True, But then he is a Greek.
- 2:47Speaker 1: Had he been a Roman, it would have been a
- 2:50Speaker 1: thousand pities. These foreigners can be borne with in their prosperity,
- 2:55Speaker 1: but in adversity we must not forget that they are
- 2:57Speaker 1: in reality slaves. However, we of the upper classes are
- 3:02Speaker 1: always tender hearted, and he would certainly get off tolerably
- 3:05Speaker 1: well if he were left to us. For between ourselves,
- 3:10Speaker 1: what is a paltry priest of isis what isis herself.
- 3:14Speaker 1: But the common people are superstitious. They clamor for the
- 3:18Speaker 1: blood of the sacrilegious one. It is dangerous not to
- 3:21Speaker 1: give way to public opinion. And the blasphemer, the Christian
- 3:26Speaker 1: or Nazarene, or whatever else he be called, Oh, poor dog,
- 3:31Speaker 1: If he will sacrifice to Cybelli or Isis, he will
- 3:35Speaker 1: be pardoned. If not, the tiger has him, at least
- 3:39Speaker 1: so I suppose, But the trial will decide. We talk
- 3:43Speaker 1: while the urns still empty, and the Greek may yet
- 3:47Speaker 1: escape the deadly theta of his own alphabet. But enough
- 3:50Speaker 1: of this gloomy subject. How is the fair Julia Well?
- 3:54Speaker 1: I fancy commend me to her? But hark the door
- 3:59Speaker 1: yonder on its hinges. It is the house of the
- 4:02Speaker 1: prador who comes forth by Pollox. It is the Egyptian.
- 4:07Speaker 1: What can he want with our official friend? Some conference
- 4:11Speaker 1: touching the murder? Doubtless, replied Diamed. But what was supposed
- 4:16Speaker 1: to be the inducement to the crime. Glaucus was to
- 4:19Speaker 1: have married the priest's sister. Yes, some say Apasides refused
- 4:25Speaker 1: the alliance. It might have been a sudden quarrel. Glaucus
- 4:29Speaker 1: was evidently drunk, nay so much so as to have
- 4:32Speaker 1: been quite insensible when taken up, And I hear is
- 4:35Speaker 1: still delirious, whether with wine, terror, remorse, the furies or
- 4:40Speaker 1: the bacchanals, I cannot say. Poor fellow, he has good counsel,
- 4:46Speaker 1: the best, Caius Polio, an eloquent fellow. Enough, Polio has
- 4:51Speaker 1: been hiring all the poor gentlemen and well born spendthrifts
- 4:54Speaker 1: of Pompeii to dress shabbily and sneak about swearing their
- 4:58Speaker 1: friendship to Glaucus. Who would not have spoken to them
- 5:01Speaker 1: to be made emperor. I will do him justice. He
- 5:04Speaker 1: was a gentleman in his choice acquaintance and trying to
- 5:08Speaker 1: melt the stony citizens into pity. But it will not
- 5:11Speaker 1: do Isis is mightily popular just at this moment, and
- 5:16Speaker 1: by the bye, I have some merchandise at Alexandria. Yes,
- 5:20Speaker 1: isis ought to be protected. True, So farewell, old gentleman.
- 5:26Speaker 1: We shall meet soon. If not, we must have a
- 5:28Speaker 1: friendly bed at the Amphitheater. All my calculations are confounded
- 5:32Speaker 1: by this cursed misfortune of Glaucus. He had bet on
- 5:36Speaker 1: Leiden the gladiator. I must make up my tablets somewhere. Balii,
- 5:42Speaker 1: leaving the less active Diamed to regain his villa, Clodius
- 5:46Speaker 1: strode on, humming a Greek air and perfuming the night
- 5:49Speaker 1: with the Odorus that steamed from his snowy garments and
- 5:52Speaker 1: flowing locks. If thought he Glaucus feed the lion, Julia
- 5:59Speaker 1: will no longer have a person to love better than me.
- 6:02Speaker 1: She will certainly dote on me, and so I suppose
- 6:05Speaker 1: I must marry. By the gods, the twelve lines begin
- 6:09Speaker 1: to fail. Men look suspiciously at my hand when it
- 6:12Speaker 1: rattles the dice that infernal Salust insinuates cheating. And if
- 6:18Speaker 1: it be discovered that the ivory is clogged, why farewell
- 6:21Speaker 1: to the merry supper and the perfumed billet. Clodius is
- 6:25Speaker 1: undone better marry then, while I may renounce gaming and
- 6:30Speaker 1: push my fortune, or rather the gentle Julias at the
- 6:33Speaker 1: imperial court, thus muttering the schemes of his ambition. If
- 6:38Speaker 1: by that high name the projects of Clodius may be
- 6:41Speaker 1: called the gamester found himself suddenly accosted. He turned and
- 6:46Speaker 1: beheld the dark brow of Arbassees. Hail noble Clodius, pardon
- 6:51Speaker 1: my interruption, and inform me, I pray you, which is
- 6:55Speaker 1: the house of Salust? It is but a few yards,
- 6:58Speaker 1: hence why is ours? But what does Salus entertain tonight?
- 7:03Speaker 1: I know? Not, answered the Egyptian, nor am I perhaps
- 7:08Speaker 1: one of those he would seek as a boon companion.
- 7:11Speaker 1: But thou knowest that his house holds the person of Glaucus,
- 7:15Speaker 1: the murderer. Ay, he good hearted epicure believes in the
- 7:19Speaker 1: Greek's innocence. You remind me that he has become his surety.
- 7:24Speaker 1: And therefore, till the trial is responsible for his appearance.
- 7:28Speaker 1: While Sallus's house is better than a prison, especially that
- 7:32Speaker 1: wretched hole in the forum. But for what can you seek, Glaucus, Why,
- 7:37Speaker 1: noble Clodius, if we could save him from execution, it
- 7:41Speaker 1: would be well. The condemnation of the rich is a
- 7:44Speaker 1: blow upon society itself. I should like to confer with him,
- 7:49Speaker 1: for I hear he has recovered his senses and ascertain
- 7:52Speaker 1: the motives of his crime. They may be so extenuating
- 7:56Speaker 1: as to plead in his defense. You are benevolent, Arbasees.
- 8:02Speaker 1: Benevolence is the duty of one who aspires to wisdom,
- 8:05Speaker 1: replied the Egyptian modestly. Which way lies Sallust's mansion? I
- 8:11Speaker 1: will show you, said Clodius, if you will suffer me
- 8:14Speaker 1: to accompany you a few steps. But pray what has
- 8:18Speaker 1: become of the poor girl who was to have wed
- 8:20Speaker 1: the Athenian? The sister of the murdered priest alas well
- 8:25Speaker 1: nigh insane. Sometimes she utters imprecations on the murderer, then
- 8:30Speaker 1: suddenly stops short, then cries, but why curse O, my
- 8:34Speaker 1: brother Glaucus was not thy murderer? Never will I believe it?
- 8:39Speaker 1: Then she begins again and again stops short and mutters
- 8:42Speaker 1: awfully to herself. Yet if it were indeed he unfortunate Ione.
- 8:50Speaker 1: But it is well for her that those solemn cares
- 8:52Speaker 1: to the dead, which religion enjoins, have hitherto greatly absorbed
- 8:56Speaker 1: her attention from Glaucus and herself. And in the dimness
- 9:00Speaker 1: of her senses she scarcely seems aware that Glaupus is apprehended.
- 9:05Speaker 1: And on the eve of trial, when the funeral writes
- 9:08Speaker 1: due to Apasides are performed, her apprehension will return. And
- 9:12Speaker 1: then I fear me much that her friends will be
- 9:15Speaker 1: revolted by seeing her run to succor and aid the
- 9:18Speaker 1: murderer of her brother. Such scandal should be prevented, I
- 9:24Speaker 1: trust I have taken precautions to that effect. I am
- 9:27Speaker 1: her lawful guardian, and have just succeeded in obtaining permission
- 9:31Speaker 1: to escort her after the funeral of Apasides to my
- 9:35Speaker 1: own house. There, Please the gods, she will be secure.
- 9:40Speaker 1: You have done well, Sejahbarsas, and now yonder is the
- 9:44Speaker 1: house of Salust. The gods keep you. Yet hark you Arbassees.
- 9:49Speaker 1: Why so gloomy and unsocial men say you can be gay?
- 9:53Speaker 1: Why not let me initiate you into the pleasures of Pompeii.
- 9:57Speaker 1: I flatter myself. No one knows them better. I thank you,
- 10:02Speaker 1: noble Clodius. Under your auspices, I might venture, I think
- 10:06Speaker 1: to wear the fiala, But at my age I should
- 10:09Speaker 1: be an awkward pupil. Oh, never fear, I have made
- 10:13Speaker 1: converts of fellows of seventy The rich too, are never old.
- 10:18Speaker 1: You flatter me. At some future time, I will remind
- 10:21Speaker 1: you of your promise. You may command Marcus Clodius at
- 10:25Speaker 1: all times. And so valet Now said the Egyptian soliloquising,
- 10:32Speaker 1: I am not wantonly a man of blood. I would
- 10:35Speaker 1: willingly save this Greek if by confessing the crime, he
- 10:39Speaker 1: will lose himself for ever to ione and forever free
- 10:42Speaker 1: me from the chance of discovery. And I can save
- 10:46Speaker 1: him by persuading Julia to own the filter, which will
- 10:49Speaker 1: beheld his excuse. But if he do not confess the crime,
- 10:53Speaker 1: why Julia must be shamed from the confession, and he
- 10:56Speaker 1: must die. Die lest he prove my rival with the living,
- 11:01Speaker 1: die that he may be my proxy with the dead.
- 11:04Speaker 1: Will he confess? Can he not be persuaded that in
- 11:07Speaker 1: his delirium, he struck the blow to me, it would
- 11:11Speaker 1: give far greater safety than even his death him. We
- 11:15Speaker 1: must hazard the experiment. Sweeping along the narrow street, Arbassees
- 11:20Speaker 1: now approached the House of Salust, when he beheld a
- 11:24Speaker 1: dark form, wrapped in a cloak and stretched at length
- 11:27Speaker 1: across the threshold of the door. So still lay the figure,
- 11:31Speaker 1: and so dim was its outline that any other than
- 11:34Speaker 1: ar Basses might have felt a superstitious fear lest he
- 11:38Speaker 1: beheld one of those grim lamours, who, above all other
- 11:41Speaker 1: spots haunted the threshold of the homes they formerly possessed.
- 11:45Speaker 1: But not for our basses were such dreams rise, said he,
- 11:50Speaker 1: touching the figure with his foot. Thou obstructest the way?
- 11:55Speaker 1: Ha who art thou? Cried the form in a sharp tone,
- 11:59Speaker 1: And as she raised herself from the ground, the starlight
- 12:02Speaker 1: fell full on the pale faced and fixed but sightless
- 12:05Speaker 1: eyes of Nidia the Thessalian. Who art thou? I know
- 12:10Speaker 1: the burden of thy voice? Blind girl? What dost thou
- 12:14Speaker 1: hear at this late hour? Fie is this seeming thy sex?
- 12:19Speaker 1: Or years? Home? Girl? I know thee said Nadia in
- 12:24Speaker 1: a low voice. Thou art Arbasees the Egyptian. Then, as
- 12:29Speaker 1: if inspired by some sudden impulse, she flung herself at
- 12:32Speaker 1: his feet, and, clasping his knees, exclaimed in a wild
- 12:36Speaker 1: and passionate tone, O, dread and potent man, save him,
- 12:41Speaker 1: Save him. He is not guilty. It is I. He
- 12:45Speaker 1: lies within, ill, dying, and I I am the hateful cause.
- 12:50Speaker 1: And they will not admit me to him. They spurn
- 12:53Speaker 1: the blind girl from the hall. Oh heal him. Thou
- 12:57Speaker 1: knowest some herb, some spell, some counter chi, For it
- 13:01Speaker 1: is a potion that hath wrought this frenzy, hush child.
- 13:05Speaker 1: I know all thou forgettest that I accompanied Julia to
- 13:09Speaker 1: the saga's home. Doubtless her hand administered the draft, but
- 13:14Speaker 1: her reputation demands thy silence. Reproach not thyself what must
- 13:19Speaker 1: be must Meanwhile, I seek the criminal. He may yet
- 13:23Speaker 1: be saved away. Thus saying, Arbaces extricated himself from the
- 13:29Speaker 1: clasp of the despairing Thessalian and knocked loudly at the door.
- 13:35Speaker 1: In a few moments, the heavy bars were heard suddenly
- 13:38Speaker 1: to yield, and the porter, half opening the door, demanded
- 13:41Speaker 1: who was there? Arbase's important business to salust relative to Glaucus.
- 13:48Speaker 1: I come from the praetor the porter, half yawning, half groaning,
- 13:53Speaker 1: admitted the tall form of the Egyptian. Nidia sprang forward.
- 13:58Speaker 1: How is he? She cried? Tell me, tell me, ho,
- 14:03Speaker 1: mad girl? Is it thou still for shame? Why they
- 14:07Speaker 1: say he is sensible? The gods be praised, and you
- 14:11Speaker 1: will not admit me? Ah, I beseech thee. Admit thee. No,
- 14:17Speaker 1: a pretty salute. I should prepare for these shoulders were
- 14:20Speaker 1: I to admit such things as thou go home. The
- 14:24Speaker 1: door closed, and Nidia, with a deep sigh, laid herself
- 14:29Speaker 1: down once more on the cold stones, and wrapping her
- 14:32Speaker 1: cloak around her face, resumed her weary vigil. Meanwhile, Arbases
- 14:38Speaker 1: had already gained the triclinium, where Salust, with his favorite freedman,
- 14:43Speaker 1: sat late at supper. What ur basses and at this
- 14:47Speaker 1: hour except this cup? Nay, gentle Saluste, it is on business,
- 14:52Speaker 1: not pleasure that I venture to disturb thee. How doth
- 14:56Speaker 1: thy charge? They say in the town, that he has
- 14:59Speaker 1: recovered so alas and truly replied the good natured but
- 15:04Speaker 1: thoughtless Salust, wiping the tear from his eyes. But so
- 15:08Speaker 1: shattered are his nerves and frame, that I scarcely recognized
- 15:12Speaker 1: the brilliant and gay carouser I was wont to know.
- 15:15Speaker 1: Yet strange to say he cannot account for the cause
- 15:18Speaker 1: of the sudden frenzy that seized him. He retains but
- 15:22Speaker 1: a dim consciousness of what hath passed, and despite thy witness,
- 15:26Speaker 1: wise Egyptian solemnly upholds his innocence of the death of Apasides. Salust,
- 15:33Speaker 1: said Arbasees gravely. There is much in thy friend's case
- 15:37Speaker 1: that merits a peculiar indulgence, And could we learn from
- 15:40Speaker 1: his lips the confession and the cause of his crime,
- 15:44Speaker 1: much might be yet hoped from the mercy of the Senate.
- 15:47Speaker 1: For the Senate, thou knowest hath the power either to
- 15:50Speaker 1: mitigate or to sharpen the law. Therefore it is that
- 15:54Speaker 1: I have conferred with the highest authority in the city
- 15:57Speaker 1: and obtained his permission to hold a private conference this
- 16:00Speaker 1: night with the Athenian. Tomorrow, thou knowest the trial comes
- 16:05Speaker 1: on well, said Salust. Thou wilt be worthy of thy
- 16:10Speaker 1: Eastern name and fame if thou canst learn aught from him.
- 16:14Speaker 1: But thou mayest try, poor Glaucus and he had such
- 16:18Speaker 1: an excellent appetite, he eats nothing now. The benevolent Epicure
- 16:24Speaker 1: was moved sensibly at this thought. He sighed and ordered
- 16:28Speaker 1: his slaves to refill his cup. Knight Wains, said the Egyptian,
- 16:33Speaker 1: suffer me to see thy ward. Now Salust nodded assent,
- 16:38Speaker 1: and led the way to a small chamber, guarded without
- 16:41Speaker 1: by two dozing slaves. The door opened at the request
- 16:45Speaker 1: of Arbasees. Salus withdrew. The Egyptian was alone with Glaucus,
- 16:52Speaker 1: one of those tall and graceful candelabra coming to that day,
- 16:56Speaker 1: supporting a single lamp burned beside the narrow bed. Its
- 17:00Speaker 1: rays fell palely over the face of the Athenian, and
- 17:03Speaker 1: our basses was moved to see how sensibly that countenance
- 17:07Speaker 1: had changed. The rich color was gone, the cheek was sunk,
- 17:11Speaker 1: the lips were convulsed and pallid Fearce had been the
- 17:15Speaker 1: struggle between reason and madness, life and death. The youth
- 17:20Speaker 1: the strength of Glaucus had conquered. But the freshness of
- 17:23Speaker 1: blood and soul, the life of life, its glory, and
- 17:27Speaker 1: its zest, were gone forever. The Egyptian seated himself quietly,
- 17:32Speaker 1: beside the bed, Glaucus still lay, mute and unconscious of
- 17:36Speaker 1: his presence. At length, after a considerable pause, Arbassees thus
- 17:41Speaker 1: spoke Glaucus, we have been enemies. I come to thee
- 17:46Speaker 1: alone and in the dead of night, thy friend, perhaps
- 17:50Speaker 1: thy savior. As the steed starts from the path of
- 17:54Speaker 1: the tiger, Glaucus sprang up, breathless, alarmed, panting at the
- 17:58Speaker 1: abrupt voice, then apparition of his foe. Their eyes met,
- 18:03Speaker 1: and neither, for some moments had power to withdraw his gaze.
- 18:08Speaker 1: The flush went and came over the face of the Athenian,
- 18:11Speaker 1: and the bronzed cheek of the Egyptian grew a shade
- 18:14Speaker 1: more pale. At length, with an inward groan, Glaucus turned away,
- 18:19Speaker 1: drew his hand across his brow, sunk back, and muttered,
- 18:23Speaker 1: am I still dreaming? No, Glaucus, thou art awake by
- 18:29Speaker 1: this right hand in my father's head. Thou seest one
- 18:32Speaker 1: who may save thy life. Hark. I know what thou
- 18:36Speaker 1: hast done, but I know also its excuse of which
- 18:39Speaker 1: thou thyself art ignorant. Thou hast committed murder. It is true,
- 18:45Speaker 1: a sacrilegious murder. Frow not start, not these eyes saw it.
- 18:50Speaker 1: But I can save THEE. I can prove how thou
- 18:53Speaker 1: wert bereaved of sense and made not a free thinking
- 18:56Speaker 1: and free acting man. But in order to say THEE,
- 19:00Speaker 1: thou must confess thy crime. Sign But this paper acknowledging
- 19:05Speaker 1: thy hand in the death of Apacides, And thou shalt
- 19:08Speaker 1: avoid the fatal urn. What words are these? Murder and Apasides?
- 19:14Speaker 1: Did I not see him stretched on the ground, bleeding
- 19:17Speaker 1: in a corpse? And wouldst thou persuade me that I
- 19:20Speaker 1: did the deed? Man, Thou liest away, be not rash, glaucus,
- 19:26Speaker 1: be not hasty. The deed is proved. Come Come, Thou
- 19:31Speaker 1: mayst well be excused for not recalling the act of
- 19:34Speaker 1: thy delirium, and which thy sober senses would have shunned
- 19:38Speaker 1: even to contemplate. But let me try to refresh thy
- 19:42Speaker 1: exhausted and weary memory. Thou knowest thou wert walking with
- 19:46Speaker 1: the priest disputing about his sister. Thou knowest he was
- 19:50Speaker 1: intolerant and half a Nazarene, and he sought to convert thee,
- 19:55Speaker 1: and ye had hot words, and he calumniated thy mode
- 19:59Speaker 1: of life, and swore he would not marry Ione to
- 20:02Speaker 1: thee and then in thy wrath, in thy frenzy, thou
- 20:05Speaker 1: didst strike the sudden blow? Come come, you can recollect this.
- 20:10Speaker 1: Read this papyrus. It runs to that effect. Sign it,
- 20:14Speaker 1: and thou art saved. Barbarian, Give me the written lie
- 20:19Speaker 1: that I may tear it. I the murderer of Ione's brother.
- 20:23Speaker 1: I confess to have injured one hair of the head
- 20:26Speaker 1: of him she loved. Let me rather perish a thousand times, beware,
- 20:32Speaker 1: said Arbaces in a low and hissing tone. There is
- 20:36Speaker 1: but one choice, thy confession in thy signature, or the
- 20:40Speaker 1: amphitheater and the lion's maw. As the Egyptian fixed his
- 20:45Speaker 1: eyes upon the sufferer, he hailed with joy the signs
- 20:49Speaker 1: of evident emotion that seized the latter. At these words,
- 20:53Speaker 1: a slight shudder passed over the Athenian's frame. His lip
- 20:57Speaker 1: fell an expression of sudden fear and wonder betrayed itself
- 21:01Speaker 1: in his brow and eye. Great Gods, he said, in
- 21:06Speaker 1: a low voice, what reverses this? It seems but a
- 21:10Speaker 1: little day since life laughed out from amidst roses, Ione, mine, youth, health, love,
- 21:17Speaker 1: lavishing on me their treasures and now pain, madness, shame, death,
- 21:24Speaker 1: And for what what have I done? Oh am I mad?
- 21:27Speaker 1: Still sign and be saved, said the soft, sweet voice
- 21:32Speaker 1: of the Egyptian tempter, never cried Glaucus in the reaction
- 21:38Speaker 1: of rage. Thou knowest me not, Thou knowest not the
- 21:42Speaker 1: haughty soul of an Athenian. The sudden face of death
- 21:45Speaker 1: might appall me for a moment, but the fear is
- 21:48Speaker 1: over dishonor appalls forever. Who will debase his name to
- 21:53Speaker 1: save his life, Who exchange clear thoughts for sullen days,
- 21:57Speaker 1: who will belie himself to shame, stand blackened in the
- 22:01Speaker 1: eyes of love? If to earn a few years of
- 22:04Speaker 1: polluted life, there be so base a coward dream, not
- 22:08Speaker 1: dull barbarian of Egypt, to find him in one who
- 22:11Speaker 1: has trod the same sod as harmodious and breathest the
- 22:15Speaker 1: same air as Socrates. Go, Leave me to live without
- 22:18Speaker 1: self reproach, or to perish without fear. Bethink thee well,
- 22:24Speaker 1: the lion's fangs, the hoots of the brutal mob, the
- 22:28Speaker 1: vulgar gaze on thy dying agony and mutilated limbs, Thy name, degraded,
- 22:34Speaker 1: thy corpse, unburied. The shame thou wouldst avoid clinging to
- 22:38Speaker 1: thee for aye, and ever thou ravest thou art the madman.
- 22:44Speaker 1: Shame is not in the loss of another man's esteem.
- 22:47Speaker 1: It is in the loss of our own. Wilt thou go.
- 22:51Speaker 1: My eyes loathe the sight of thee hating. Ever, I
- 22:55Speaker 1: despise thee. Now I go, said Arbases, dung and exasperated,
- 23:01Speaker 1: but not without some pitying admiration of his victim. I go.
- 23:06Speaker 1: We meet twice again, once at the trial, once at
- 23:09Speaker 1: the death farewell. The Egyptian rose, slowly, gathered his robes
- 23:15Speaker 1: about him, and left the chamber. He sought Sallus for
- 23:19Speaker 1: a moment, whose eyes began to reel with the vigils
- 23:21Speaker 1: of the coup. He is still unconscious, or still obstinate.
- 23:26Speaker 1: There is no hope for him. Say not so, replied Sallus,
- 23:31Speaker 1: who felt but little resentment against the Athenian's accuser, for
- 23:35Speaker 1: he possessed no great austerity of virtue, and was rather
- 23:39Speaker 1: moved by his friend's reverses than persuaded of his innocence.
- 23:44Speaker 1: Say not so, my Egyptian. So good a drinker shall
- 23:47Speaker 1: be saved, if possible Bacchus against Isis. We shall see,
- 23:53Speaker 1: said the Egyptian. Suddenly the bolts were again withdrawn, the
- 23:58Speaker 1: door unclosed in the open street, and poor Nidia once
- 24:03Speaker 1: more started from her long watch. Wilt thou save him,
- 24:08Speaker 1: she cried, clasping her hands. Child, follow me home. I
- 24:12Speaker 1: would speak to thee It is for his sake, I
- 24:15Speaker 1: ask it, and thou wilt save him. No answer came
- 24:20Speaker 1: forth to the thirsting ear of the blind girl. Arbases
- 24:24Speaker 1: had already proceeded far up the street. She hesitated a moment,
- 24:28Speaker 1: and then followed his steps in silence. I must secure
- 24:33Speaker 1: this girl, said he, musingly, lest she give evidence of
- 24:37Speaker 1: the filter. As to the vain Julia. She will not
- 24:40Speaker 1: betray herself. End of Book four, Chapter seven,