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- 0:00Speaker 1: Baby, I'm a gamesteratu. It takes a little tangle. You
- 0:04Speaker 1: don't want to mess with me.
- 0:06Speaker 2: Mess with me, baby, I'm.
- 0:08Speaker 1: A gangstat Oh baby, you're a game statue.
- 0:23Speaker 2: For the warners, this podcast is designed to take you
- 0:26Speaker 2: outside of your comfort zone and make you question reality.
- 0:30Speaker 1: Listening Discretion is a vibe.
- 0:38Speaker 2: The fellas.
- 0:41Speaker 3: This ain't my first time at the rodeos.
- 0:51Speaker 2: M m m mmm.
- 0:59Speaker 1: Mm hmm.
- 1:03Speaker 4: Hello and welcome back to the show, everybody. We got
- 1:09Speaker 4: something a little bit different today. I found an interview
- 1:15Speaker 4: of this lady and I thought it was crazy, kind
- 1:19Speaker 4: of goes along with some of the stuff we've been
- 1:21Speaker 4: talking about, and.
- 1:27Speaker 3: I wanted to watch it with you and.
- 1:28Speaker 4: Kind of talk about it some of the crazy stuff
- 1:31Speaker 4: this lady has been through. It's almost time to announce
- 1:36Speaker 4: the winner of the Patreon Valentine's Day Little Sweethearts giveaway,
- 1:45Speaker 4: but I have not selected a winner just yet. I'm
- 1:49Speaker 4: a little bit behind on things. Been moving and grooving
- 1:54Speaker 4: over here. So I will select a winner and I
- 1:58Speaker 4: will announce them on the next episode whenever that comes out,
- 2:02Speaker 4: whether it's on or around Valentine's Day, So just stay
- 2:09Speaker 4: tuned for that. But let's just skip the four play
- 2:19Speaker 4: and get right down to business, because this is a
- 2:21Speaker 4: long interview. We got a lot to talk about here,
- 2:25Speaker 4: a lot of crazy shit, and I think you're really
- 2:28Speaker 4: gonna enjoy it, So I'm gonna it's it's a weird
- 2:31Speaker 4: guy doing the interview. He talks a little bit too
- 2:35Speaker 4: much for my personal taste. I wish he would just
- 2:40Speaker 4: let her tell her story and hush his freaking mouth.
- 2:43Speaker 3: But what can I do.
- 2:46Speaker 4: It's still a good interview. I think you're gonna enjoy it.
- 2:49Speaker 4: Let me share my screen here share sound uh huh
- 2:57Speaker 4: uh huh. Okay, we're Sharon. We're Sharon. We're Sharon.
- 3:03Speaker 3: Let's go right here. Okay.
- 3:08Speaker 1: Well, I'm here with another new friend. Her name is Lindsay,
- 3:12Speaker 1: and I'm very excited to talk to her. She is
- 3:16Speaker 1: going to bring testimony of the things she has seen
- 3:20Speaker 1: firsthand and witness. She is a survivor of Satanic ritual
- 3:25Speaker 1: abuse and other things, and I am just so proud
- 3:30Speaker 1: of her. Lindsay, Welcome to Discovering Truth with Dan Devall.
- 3:33Speaker 2: Thank you for having me. It's an honor to be
- 3:36Speaker 2: here and be able to share my testimony.
- 3:39Speaker 1: Well, we've been taking a journey for several years. We
- 3:42Speaker 1: love your family at Bride Ministry's church here and Katie,
- 3:44Speaker 1: and you know, when I met you, I don't think
- 3:47Speaker 1: either of us had an idea of what was really
- 3:50Speaker 1: sitting underneath the surface.
- 3:51Speaker 2: No, it was very little. I had very little. Had
- 3:56Speaker 2: some idea of it, but not the full extent of it.
- 3:58Speaker 2: And it was something I didn't really want to touch
- 4:01Speaker 2: a whole lot of I was willing to touch some
- 4:03Speaker 2: stuff that was kind of I didn't have a choice to,
- 4:06Speaker 2: but going deeper, I really didn't want to have to
- 4:10Speaker 2: touch on.
- 4:11Speaker 1: So well, we're going to touch on a whole lot
- 4:14Speaker 1: of things today, and you know, I'm very excited to
- 4:20Speaker 1: have this conversation for a number of reasons, and one
- 4:23Speaker 1: of them is that I actually have not been your coach.
- 4:28Speaker 1: I have, I've been your pastor. Yeah, but there are
- 4:31Speaker 1: so many things I'm going to get to ask you
- 4:34Speaker 1: about today that I don't even know.
- 4:36Speaker 2: Yeah, Yeah, there's there's a lot, a lot and stuff
- 4:41Speaker 2: that has just recently also been uncovered. So I get
- 4:44Speaker 2: to share some new revelations in this journey as well.
- 4:49Speaker 2: And as I continue going on this journey and the coaching,
- 4:55Speaker 2: more stuff continues to get unlocked.
- 4:58Speaker 1: Wow, So well, let's start here. You know, every story
- 5:04Speaker 1: has an origin point. Obviously, you were born into a family,
- 5:10Speaker 1: and why don't you just get started with a little
- 5:14Speaker 1: bit of background on the family you were born into,
- 5:17Speaker 1: the nature of that interaction and give us some idea
- 5:22Speaker 1: of how much of what was going on you were
- 5:27Speaker 1: aware of at the surface.
- 5:31Speaker 2: So with my family, I was with my mom and dad.
- 5:35Speaker 2: They were only married for about six months. My mom
- 5:43Speaker 2: would always pass me off back and forth to my
- 5:46Speaker 2: dad when she didn't want me, or I would go
- 5:48Speaker 2: and be with my grandmother. So at a very young age,
- 5:53Speaker 2: and there was just a lot of weird stuff that
- 5:55Speaker 2: would go on that I guess I didn't think about
- 5:59Speaker 2: a whole lot. I just kind of was real passive
- 6:01Speaker 2: about it or didn't think of it as unusual. But
- 6:09Speaker 2: when I would be with my mom, she would take
- 6:13Speaker 2: me to random places. Remember, especially when I was about five,
- 6:21Speaker 2: She would take me to hotels and casinos and passed
- 6:25Speaker 2: me off to people and two very high profile people
- 6:32Speaker 2: that I would go and do. There would be different
- 6:35Speaker 2: types of rituals and different types of things that would
- 6:38Speaker 2: be done in these different rooms. It got to a
- 6:42Speaker 2: point to where I had enough of it, and I
- 6:50Speaker 2: in the lobby floor when she passed me off to
- 6:52Speaker 2: this woman, I flipped out. I started screaming and would
- 6:58Speaker 2: not go with that woman. So my mom ended up
- 7:02Speaker 2: taking me to a mental institution, where I was there
- 7:09Speaker 2: for a good while and they did some of I
- 7:13Speaker 2: was like electrocuted, and it's like my programming wasn't working,
- 7:17Speaker 2: so they had to go in and try to reprogram
- 7:19Speaker 2: me too behave. But with my family life, there was never.
- 7:28Speaker 1: How old were you when she put you in the
- 7:31Speaker 1: mental institution?
- 7:32Speaker 2: Five?
- 7:33Speaker 1: At five?
- 7:35Speaker 2: I was five.
- 7:36Speaker 1: They let a parent put a five year old child
- 7:41Speaker 1: in a mental institution, no questions asked.
- 7:43Speaker 2: No questions. And when she took me, she passed me
- 7:47Speaker 2: off to another woman, and I watched her walk away
- 7:51Speaker 2: through double doors and she didn't even look back. Oh
- 7:55Speaker 2: my gosh, But that was nothing unusual. She would at
- 8:00Speaker 2: random times in the middle of the night just go
- 8:02Speaker 2: and drop me off at my dad's house, and they
- 8:06Speaker 2: would hear me screaming down the street coming and she
- 8:09Speaker 2: would just hand me off to him and go. My dad.
- 8:15Speaker 2: You know, he didn't he didn't agree with a lot
- 8:19Speaker 2: of the stuff that would I don't believe he wanted
- 8:22Speaker 2: a part of it. My grandmother, when I was six
- 8:26Speaker 2: months old, paid for him to leave and go to
- 8:29Speaker 2: Hawaii to get away from my mom. He called and
- 8:34Speaker 2: tried to get my mom to come to Hawaii and
- 8:37Speaker 2: bring me, trying to get away from all of it.
- 8:41Speaker 2: She refused to and so he stayed there until I
- 8:44Speaker 2: was two and a half years old. I didn't see
- 8:48Speaker 2: him again.
- 8:50Speaker 1: Do you believe that your dad was maybe we could
- 8:54Speaker 1: call it a bloodlined outsider.
- 8:56Speaker 2: So I do know that both of the blood lines
- 9:01Speaker 2: come from deep royal bloodlines? Do both do?
- 9:05Speaker 1: Can you talk about that a little bit?
- 9:07Speaker 2: So it is very intertwined. And even when I was
- 9:11Speaker 2: trying to figure it all out, because I knew once
- 9:14Speaker 2: I started learning a little bit more about some of
- 9:17Speaker 2: my situations that I had, I knew that I needed
- 9:20Speaker 2: to look deeper into my bloodline so I could try
- 9:23Speaker 2: and get some freedom because I knew bloodline and generational
- 9:26Speaker 2: curses and that was a real big deal to get freedom.
- 9:30Speaker 2: So I started looking into my bloodline. And as I
- 9:33Speaker 2: started looking in and I was seeing like different names intertwined,
- 9:38Speaker 2: like you know, the like incests, They were completely just
- 9:41Speaker 2: intertwined with each other, like I've seen that name before,
- 9:44Speaker 2: but overall this side, So it started getting very like tricky,
- 9:47Speaker 2: very confusing, to where even like I would have to
- 9:50Speaker 2: sit like step away for a second because it was
- 9:53Speaker 2: like what is going on? Like it was so tangled
- 9:58Speaker 2: and twisted and everything way it would go, but they
- 10:01Speaker 2: would all they all went back to Like I mean,
- 10:04Speaker 2: Odin was in Odin was in my bloodline. So when
- 10:09Speaker 2: I seen that and in the royalty, like I've always
- 10:12Speaker 2: been told, oh, we have a castle, You're a princess.
- 10:17Speaker 2: You no, when not as younger, I didn't think anything
- 10:19Speaker 2: of it or related to presidents, and so I just
- 10:22Speaker 2: didn't think anything of it until I started learning more
- 10:27Speaker 2: about what exactly that means. So I know the blood lines,
- 10:34Speaker 2: where it comes from, and what they're doing. My mom
- 10:39Speaker 2: is a breeder for the blood line, for the blood lines,
- 10:43Speaker 2: so she has several children that I know about. In
- 10:47Speaker 2: those that I don't know about, and I don't even
- 10:51Speaker 2: have contact with most of them. I have one that
- 10:55Speaker 2: I have contact with and my brother.
- 10:57Speaker 1: Who died my goodness.
- 10:58Speaker 2: Yeah, so my dad's side freemasonry, I mean all of them,
- 11:06Speaker 2: and they were involved in some stuff too, but not
- 11:09Speaker 2: nearly as deep as my mother's side.
- 11:13Speaker 1: Okay, okay, And so when you were about six months old,
- 11:20Speaker 1: your mother's mother paid your father, who was a total
- 11:25Speaker 1: freemason bloodline, to leave and go to Hawaii.
- 11:28Speaker 2: No, that's his mom, ki mom and she could not
- 11:32Speaker 2: stand like the families could not stand each other, but
- 11:36Speaker 2: they were they it was they had to get married
- 11:39Speaker 2: like that was their to be honest. I don't even
- 11:42Speaker 2: think my mom and dad liked each other. So my
- 11:47Speaker 2: dad's mom paid him to leave, and so then I
- 11:51Speaker 2: spent a lot of time with her. So when my
- 11:55Speaker 2: mom would do her random not wanting me doing what
- 11:58Speaker 2: she had to do with me, and then dropping me off,
- 12:01Speaker 2: it was with my grandmother, my dad's.
- 12:03Speaker 1: Mom was she a place of safety.
- 12:08Speaker 2: And to an extent, but she also had some things
- 12:12Speaker 2: that she had to do, not that she wanted to,
- 12:15Speaker 2: but she would pick the lesser of the two evils
- 12:19Speaker 2: that she was. Also, they had a real big pull
- 12:23Speaker 2: in like the casinos, real well known business and everything
- 12:28Speaker 2: so very well known within Reno so and in that community.
- 12:36Speaker 1: Wow. Okay, So you were essentially born to two bloodline individuals.
- 12:44Speaker 1: Royal houses descended from Western Europe. I mean odin witness.
- 12:52Speaker 1: Gracious you know, I remember years ago when I first
- 12:55Speaker 1: came out with the prayer called freedom from Fallen Angel
- 12:58Speaker 1: Bloodlines and genetics. People are like, why would you do that?
- 13:01Speaker 1: And I was like, Oh, these fallen angels have bloodlines
- 13:05Speaker 1: you didn't know so if you didn't know, yes, very much.
- 13:10Speaker 1: So wow, And I can only I want to ask
- 13:14Speaker 1: you about Idrizio, but we'll get to that later.
- 13:16Speaker 4: I hope he dives in a little bit further to that,
- 13:19Speaker 4: because I'm fucking interested in the prayer to be released
- 13:24Speaker 4: from the fallen Angel DNA. I said in my this
- 13:28Speaker 4: was years ago, but I did that Neffhelin four part
- 13:31Speaker 4: series and I said, to what extent are we not
- 13:34Speaker 4: all kind of convoluted in our bloodlines and have a
- 13:37Speaker 4: little bit of something something sprinkled in there. I'm curious
- 13:41Speaker 4: what this little prayer is because I'm sure all of
- 13:47Speaker 4: us to some degree have some nefarious background, if you
- 13:54Speaker 4: know what I'm saying. But if you notice this woman
- 13:57Speaker 4: she's saying her grandmother was like her handler and her
- 14:06Speaker 4: mom was a breeder. It so reminds me of the
- 14:10Speaker 4: woman from Australia. Her grandmother inducted her in her mom
- 14:18Speaker 4: to what extent was aware, I don't know, but she
- 14:21Speaker 4: was always with her grandma, so probably.
- 14:24Speaker 3: Knew a little bit.
- 14:26Speaker 4: And it's the generational satanism thing. It's like the grandma
- 14:32Speaker 4: and the mom and then you're inducted into it and
- 14:34Speaker 4: you're supposed to do that shit with your kids. This
- 14:38Speaker 4: is all making sense to me. Here Again, I always say,
- 14:42Speaker 4: like listener discretion and listener interpretation, whether or not you
- 14:47Speaker 4: feel like she's telling the truth, just keep an open
- 14:50Speaker 4: mind people. As we proceed with the interview, let's go.
- 14:55Speaker 1: So so moving on a now, these memories about being
- 15:01Speaker 1: taken to the casinos by your mother and other places,
- 15:05Speaker 1: did you always know that?
- 15:08Speaker 2: Yeah? So I had like it was almost like a
- 15:10Speaker 2: core memory, Okay, that I did have, Like I would remember,
- 15:14Speaker 2: but it didn't make sense to me. For the longest time,
- 15:18Speaker 2: I would remember, like it just didn't make sense, like
- 15:20Speaker 2: why why would I be a young child at these
- 15:24Speaker 2: places at these hours of the night. So then as
- 15:30Speaker 2: I started going through my journey, it started to unravel
- 15:36Speaker 2: some of these things and my memory started to make
- 15:39Speaker 2: a little bit more sense.
- 15:43Speaker 1: So what other core memories will call them? Did you
- 15:48Speaker 1: have as you we're not not focusing so much on
- 15:52Speaker 1: what came out through the healing journey, but actually at
- 15:55Speaker 1: the surface.
- 15:56Speaker 2: And so I would remember a lot of times watching
- 16:01Speaker 2: with my mom. It's when I lived with her. Alice
- 16:04Speaker 2: in Wonderland. That was one of the things that seemed
- 16:08Speaker 2: like every Sunday night would be on. I was watching
- 16:11Speaker 2: it all the time on like repeat. It seemed like
- 16:16Speaker 2: it was always Alice in Wonderland, Alice in Wonderland. But
- 16:19Speaker 2: I would also remember being also having things done to
- 16:23Speaker 2: me in a doctor type office during watching Alice in Wonderland.
- 16:34Speaker 2: So come to find out that was a programming that
- 16:37Speaker 2: was taking place with rituals that were happening at the
- 16:40Speaker 2: same time. And of course they blamed me. They told
- 16:45Speaker 2: me I had to go because I did something wrong,
- 16:47Speaker 2: and so I ended up having to go to the doctor.
- 16:49Speaker 2: I mean, and it was just crazy things that made
- 16:51Speaker 2: no sense. Like I was told that things that the
- 16:54Speaker 2: doctor was doing to me was because I ate the
- 17:04Speaker 2: wrong part of a watermelon, like weird, like it just
- 17:09Speaker 2: as in a kid, be like whatever. But as an
- 17:11Speaker 2: adult I would sit and think about these things. I
- 17:13Speaker 2: was like, it doesn't even make But anytime anything happened
- 17:17Speaker 2: to me, it was always my fault. I would go
- 17:21Speaker 2: to random houses or like trailers out in the country
- 17:27Speaker 2: to go. I would be told to go look at
- 17:29Speaker 2: dogs or to go get certain animals. But afterwards I
- 17:34Speaker 2: was always getting like glass or rocks or something picked
- 17:38Speaker 2: out of my I was always having to be patched
- 17:40Speaker 2: up afterwards. They were rituals, so I was being taken
- 17:45Speaker 2: to not everything was stuff being done to me, but
- 17:47Speaker 2: also the things that I had to watch as well,
- 17:52Speaker 2: so that stuff started to come back to me. So
- 17:56Speaker 2: those are some of my main ones. When I was younger,
- 18:01Speaker 2: I remember a little bit being with my grandmother and
- 18:04Speaker 2: like being passed off to different people. So to me
- 18:08Speaker 2: that was always very strange. And then the things that
- 18:10Speaker 2: you know, also my my dad would tell me, plus
- 18:13Speaker 2: my mom would tell me. Uh, they were always it
- 18:16Speaker 2: was always about money with me. Basically like I was
- 18:19Speaker 2: a commodity to the family.
- 18:21Speaker 4: Uh.
- 18:22Speaker 2: One didn't want to pay, the other one wanted the money.
- 18:25Speaker 2: So it was I was constantly being passed around and
- 18:27Speaker 2: money was always involved with it as well.
- 18:31Speaker 1: Do you believe that money was flowing to both your
- 18:33Speaker 1: mother's side and father's side as a result.
- 18:36Speaker 2: Very much so. And like my grandmother my mom's mom.
- 18:42Speaker 2: She uh, she hated me before I was even born
- 18:45Speaker 2: and cursed me, like did not want me to come.
- 18:49Speaker 2: And I know it's because I was to take her
- 18:52Speaker 2: place within the blood line. That part of it her
- 18:57Speaker 2: job and what she was doing. So so.
- 19:04Speaker 1: We're going to come back and kind of revisit all
- 19:05Speaker 1: of these things in the second round. But I want
- 19:10Speaker 1: to just get this ironed out as well. So you
- 19:13Speaker 1: went through these things, you had these core memories, but
- 19:16Speaker 1: the memories themselves were like before and afters. It sounds
- 19:19Speaker 1: like I remember being in the casino, but I don't
- 19:22Speaker 1: know why, And I remember going to these trailers and
- 19:25Speaker 1: getting animals but I don't know why, and being told
- 19:28Speaker 1: weird things, watching Alice in Wonderland, but why not something else?
- 19:35Speaker 1: There's a lot of other things on TV. Whatever. Yeah,
- 19:38Speaker 1: And I want to ask you, at what point did
- 19:43Speaker 1: you leave your parents' custody?
- 19:49Speaker 2: So I it wasn't until I was nineteen. So with
- 19:55Speaker 2: my mother, I was physically abused by her off and
- 20:03Speaker 2: on up until I was eleven, and then my dad
- 20:09Speaker 2: took full custody of me with her after I was
- 20:15Speaker 2: placed in the mental institution. Had all the things that
- 20:18Speaker 2: were done to me. I remember my dad coming and
- 20:22Speaker 2: getting me out of there, and the agreement was with
- 20:27Speaker 2: custody that she had to surrender custody so he could
- 20:32Speaker 2: come and get me out. I don't know the full
- 20:35Speaker 2: details of all of that, but so then I was
- 20:40Speaker 2: with him for up and and there was my I
- 20:45Speaker 2: was in fourth grade. She calls again, and in between
- 20:49Speaker 2: I would go see her and it would be there
- 20:52Speaker 2: was always some type of chaos or some type of issue.
- 20:57Speaker 2: Every single time I was with her. There was something
- 21:00Speaker 2: crazy going on, and I was always right there, always
- 21:04Speaker 2: involved in it. And so by that time she calls
- 21:10Speaker 2: again fourth grade. I was in the fourth grade, and
- 21:14Speaker 2: I hear them fighting. They're arguing on the phone, and
- 21:17Speaker 2: then my dad says, your mom's on the phone. She
- 21:19Speaker 2: wants to talk to you. She wants me to come
- 21:21Speaker 2: live with her again. And I knew everything inside of
- 21:25Speaker 2: me was just like I didn't want to go back now.
- 21:30Speaker 2: Granted with my dad there wasn't the physical abuse, but
- 21:34Speaker 2: it was more of the emotional detachment. There was really
- 21:37Speaker 2: no I didn't feel the love. I didn't, but it
- 21:40Speaker 2: was still to me that was better than the physical stuff.
- 21:46Speaker 2: I told her I didn't want to go live with her.
- 21:48Speaker 2: She pulled that I'm not your mom and all of that.
- 21:53Speaker 2: So then I said, fine, I'll go and live with you.
- 21:57Speaker 2: I went back. I lived with her, and not only
- 22:01Speaker 2: was it the abuse on me, but I watched her
- 22:04Speaker 2: the guy that she was with at the time abuse
- 22:07Speaker 2: her as well knives. I mean, it was such bad.
- 22:12Speaker 2: I would have to go and call the cops because
- 22:15Speaker 2: the abuse was so bad. So I would always think
- 22:17Speaker 2: I'm going to watch my mom die. But then in return,
- 22:19Speaker 2: she'd beat me so bad. One time I actually thought
- 22:22Speaker 2: she was going to kill me. And that was the
- 22:26Speaker 2: last time that she was able to abuse me because
- 22:32Speaker 2: I started a fire at the apartment complex. I knew
- 22:37Speaker 2: that if I did something bad, she would get rid
- 22:40Speaker 2: of me. Oh wow, because that's how it always was
- 22:43Speaker 2: anytime something bad would happen, because that's what I was
- 22:46Speaker 2: always told, This happened to you because you did this.
- 22:50Speaker 2: So she took me and put me somewhere else. So
- 22:53Speaker 2: I knew, if I do something bad, she'll get rid
- 22:56Speaker 2: of me, and then I won't have to take this anymore.
- 23:01Speaker 2: My only concern was my sister. I did worry about
- 23:04Speaker 2: my little sister that was there but I ended up
- 23:08Speaker 2: starting a fire and it set the whole back part
- 23:11Speaker 2: of the apartment complex up in flames. So of course
- 23:17Speaker 2: my dad he came up and got me. I had
- 23:19Speaker 2: to go to court for all of that stuff. And
- 23:22Speaker 2: the thing that really always stood out to me about
- 23:24Speaker 2: that was, even though I told the judge why I
- 23:27Speaker 2: did it and what my mom was doing to me, yeah,
- 23:31Speaker 2: he shed a tear for me, but nothing ever came about.
- 23:36Speaker 2: She never got in any type of trouble. My sister
- 23:38Speaker 2: still continued to live with her. I got off with
- 23:42Speaker 2: no type of trouble or anything. And now I know
- 23:46Speaker 2: it's because he knew who my family was, right, you.
- 23:55Speaker 1: Know, I was told by someone wise, They said, Daniel,
- 23:58Speaker 1: you have to understand in this country, we have a
- 24:01Speaker 1: legal system. It's not a justice system. Yeah, and we
- 24:11Speaker 1: also have a lot of compromised, bought and sold judges. Yes. Wow,
- 24:18Speaker 1: I'm so sorry that happened to you.
- 24:22Speaker 2: Yeah. And it's I mean, it's it's really it's a terrible,
- 24:29Speaker 2: you know thing, But it just brings to light the
- 24:34Speaker 2: true evil that does go on within these systems and
- 24:41Speaker 2: how it depends on who you know and whether or
- 24:43Speaker 2: not there will be any type of justice.
- 24:46Speaker 1: Right, So that's at eleven you went back with your dad, Yeah,
- 24:52Speaker 1: and then you were with him until nineteen.
- 24:54Speaker 2: Yes, And I would go and see also my sister,
- 25:00Speaker 2: which lived with my grandmother, my mom's mom, and my
- 25:07Speaker 2: mom didn't have any of us kids only up until
- 25:09Speaker 2: a certain age and that was it. So I would
- 25:14Speaker 2: go see my sister and my grandma. And my grandma
- 25:19Speaker 2: was retired from the Reno Police Department, so she had
- 25:24Speaker 2: a lot of different connections also a lot of the Freemason.
- 25:31Speaker 2: She was an Eastern Star herself, like my grandmother, my aunt,
- 25:37Speaker 2: all of them. So there would be weird things, you
- 25:40Speaker 2: know that we would experience when we would be there
- 25:44Speaker 2: too as well. And another one of the Disney programs
- 25:50Speaker 2: we would always watch with Cinderella, so like it's just
- 25:53Speaker 2: that it was always playing that, or she would let
- 25:58Speaker 2: us watch, you know, movies that most grandparents or parents
- 26:02Speaker 2: would not let their younger grandchildren watch. So we weren't
- 26:07Speaker 2: allowed to be out if we call him papa, if
- 26:11Speaker 2: he was there, we weren't allowed to be out and
- 26:13Speaker 2: around him. We ate by ourselves, we didn't eat with them.
- 26:19Speaker 2: It was just really weird, you know stuff where we
- 26:21Speaker 2: could be a lot of rules we couldn't do, so
- 26:26Speaker 2: I would spend my time between the two, my dad
- 26:30Speaker 2: and my grandma as well.
- 26:33Speaker 1: So by some outward vantage points, it may have actually
- 26:39Speaker 1: looked like you had an over protective childhood where you
- 26:42Speaker 1: were very sheltered.
- 26:45Speaker 2: But not but not exactly, and it was only certain
- 26:49Speaker 2: people were allowed to touch me, and like my dad
- 26:55Speaker 2: wouldn't even never lay a hand on me, and my
- 26:59Speaker 2: mom would he even say, like about with my stepmom,
- 27:03Speaker 2: she knows that she's not allowed to touch you, like
- 27:05Speaker 2: weird stuff that she would say to make it. It
- 27:07Speaker 2: was only like she was or whoever she was to
- 27:10Speaker 2: pass me off to, they were allowed to touch me.
- 27:13Speaker 2: They were never allowed to leave like marks on me,
- 27:16Speaker 2: no visible markings, nothing.
- 27:20Speaker 1: So so at nineteen you left, I did. I went
- 27:26Speaker 1: to Alaska and you went to Alaska. Okay, how hard
- 27:32Speaker 1: or not hard was that transition? By the point you
- 27:35Speaker 1: made it so.
- 27:37Speaker 2: It wasn't hard really because I was one of those,
- 27:43Speaker 2: I guess you could say, kind of care free as
- 27:45Speaker 2: a teenager. I just didn't care, and I think because
- 27:49Speaker 2: I just kind of gave up on life anyways, So
- 27:53Speaker 2: it kind of I just didn't I was really bad
- 27:56Speaker 2: into crystal meth. I got into crystal meth really bad,
- 28:03Speaker 2: to the point where I got kicked out of my house.
- 28:07Speaker 2: And then and this was like I graduated high school
- 28:11Speaker 2: and within six months, like my life just kind of
- 28:13Speaker 2: starts spiraling, like really bad.
- 28:17Speaker 4: Am I a dick for saying I could tell she
- 28:20Speaker 4: used meth just from looking at her face, Like I
- 28:25Speaker 4: was kind of thinking, Oh, maybe she looks like that
- 28:27Speaker 4: because her parents are incestuous. And then in the back
- 28:31Speaker 4: of my mind, it was like, Nah, this bitch is
- 28:34Speaker 4: definitely been on crack or meth or some type of dope.
- 28:42Speaker 4: She just has that look about her. Maybe that's wrong
- 28:47Speaker 4: of me to say, but it's like my dad was
- 28:50Speaker 4: a drug addict, and I.
- 28:52Speaker 3: Can just tell.
- 28:53Speaker 4: There's like a look that people carry around with them
- 28:55Speaker 4: for the rest of their lives, even if.
- 28:57Speaker 3: They kick it. They just have like the look.
- 29:00Speaker 4: And I was just sitting here like, this bitch is
- 29:03Speaker 4: an ex drug addict for sure. Uh not to say,
- 29:07Speaker 4: not to say like she's lying about any of this
- 29:10Speaker 4: stuff that happened to her. But I could just sell.
- 29:12Speaker 4: I could just sell but crazy stuff. So far, Let's
- 29:18Speaker 4: uh get back into it, Okay, Hang on just a second,
- 29:23Speaker 4: I might need to grab some Cheetos for this. This
- 29:25Speaker 4: is like, this is like really interesting. I'm enjoying the conversation.
- 29:32Speaker 4: I might need to grab a snack here.
- 29:35Speaker 2: The control getting into all kinds of bad stuff. But
- 29:40Speaker 2: I ended up getting into the crystal bath, getting kicked
- 29:42Speaker 2: out of my house. I gotten a really bad car
- 29:45Speaker 2: accident and that ended up sending me to the hospital
- 29:50Speaker 2: and my best friend to gel because she was drinking.
- 29:55Speaker 2: And at that point, we didn't really know what we were
- 29:59Speaker 2: gonna do with our lives. Like she had a duy,
- 30:02Speaker 2: couldn't work, lost her job. I went to the hospital.
- 30:05Speaker 2: I was her. I couldn't work, you know, for a
- 30:08Speaker 2: good amount of time because of the injuries, and so
- 30:12Speaker 2: we had no money to pay our rent or anything.
- 30:16Speaker 2: So we're just kind of sitting there. Our fake id's
- 30:19Speaker 2: got taken away. So just everything that we just everything
- 30:23Speaker 2: that we did, We're like, well, what are we supposed
- 30:25Speaker 2: to do? Everything? You know, our the drug dealer went
- 30:27Speaker 2: to jail, so like all these things, we're just in there,
- 30:30Speaker 2: like we have nothing to do anymore. Like there's just
- 30:36Speaker 2: but she her family was very much involved in the church.
- 30:40Speaker 2: I knew nothing about Jesus. I heard of God. That
- 30:44Speaker 2: was about it. That God hated me. So really, you know,
- 30:50Speaker 2: never thought about any of that kind of stuff. So
- 30:56Speaker 2: she used to me as an escapegoat because she's going
- 31:00Speaker 2: to go to they're having a discipleship and like Bible
- 31:04Speaker 2: school in Alaska, and it was she had put her
- 31:08Speaker 2: name on the list, thinking Alaska, they'll never pick me,
- 31:11Speaker 2: but she did because that's what her parents told her
- 31:13Speaker 2: she needed to do. And this was previous before all
- 31:17Speaker 2: the trouble her and I had gotten into, and then
- 31:19Speaker 2: she changed her mind. She didn't want to go anymore.
- 31:21Speaker 2: So the pastor was coming from California because they were
- 31:25Speaker 2: visiting family to meet her at a church and she said,
- 31:29Speaker 2: lindsay come with me so that we can get out
- 31:32Speaker 2: of there. Like I was her excuse to leave. So
- 31:37Speaker 2: I was like okay, and we get there, and you know,
- 31:42Speaker 2: I'd always been very curious about Jesus because the funny
- 31:47Speaker 2: thing is my real mom, my abuser. She had told
- 31:52Speaker 2: me about salvation. Really because in one of her assisted
- 31:57Speaker 2: livings that she was living at, a pastor came and
- 32:04Speaker 2: knowing now he had like words of knowledge about her
- 32:07Speaker 2: life and what she had been through and gone through
- 32:11Speaker 2: and it touched her, and so she said that she
- 32:15Speaker 2: accepted Jesus. I didn't even know what that meant. I
- 32:17Speaker 2: didn't know what salvation meant. I didn't know what accepting
- 32:20Speaker 2: Jesus meant. But I wanted it just from listening to
- 32:24Speaker 2: her and what she was saying. Like, I believed it
- 32:27Speaker 2: because I could hear it, the sincerity of it when
- 32:30Speaker 2: she was talking about it. So I wanted it.
- 32:33Speaker 1: How old were you when she had that encounter?
- 32:36Speaker 2: Seventeen?
- 32:37Speaker 1: Okay, so this is a way later.
- 32:38Speaker 2: Go ahead, Yeah, I was seventeen because we were raised.
- 32:41Speaker 2: I was baptized Catholic okay, and born in a Catholic hospital.
- 32:45Speaker 1: Goodness.
- 32:46Speaker 2: Yeah, so my family's very much. It was the Catholic stuff.
- 32:52Speaker 2: So I tried looking going to churches to get saved.
- 32:58Speaker 2: Even called one of my friends and said, hey, you
- 33:00Speaker 2: want to go get saved, you know, not even really
- 33:03Speaker 2: knowing what that meant. But the churches were all the
- 33:06Speaker 2: doors were all closed. So I just kind of gave
- 33:08Speaker 2: up on it and forgot about it. So when that
- 33:12Speaker 2: pastor he's there and we walk into the church and
- 33:14Speaker 2: he sees me and he knew he said he knew
- 33:18Speaker 2: that I was the reason, one of the reasons that
- 33:20Speaker 2: they were there, and asked me if I knew Jesus,
- 33:23Speaker 2: and I looked at him and said no, but I'd
- 33:25Speaker 2: like to. And so that kind of blew her whole
- 33:30Speaker 2: using me as an escapegoat to get out. But so
- 33:36Speaker 2: I was the last student they accepted for that school,
- 33:42Speaker 2: and normally it was I shouldn't have fit any of
- 33:45Speaker 2: the qualifications. It was for people who were already established
- 33:49Speaker 2: in the church part of these certain churches. But he
- 33:54Speaker 2: told the senior pastor that he really felt strongly that
- 33:58Speaker 2: I was to be there. So my best friend's dad
- 34:02Speaker 2: paid my tuition and paid my airfare and we were
- 34:06Speaker 2: gone within a couple of months to Alaska, North Pool, Alaska.
- 34:11Speaker 1: Wow, that's wild. I did not know there was a
- 34:16Speaker 1: Bible training center up there.
- 34:19Speaker 2: Yes, yes, through the Assemblies of God church. So yeah,
- 34:25Speaker 2: it was. They built a dorm. They built a dorm
- 34:29Speaker 2: back behind the church, and that is where a students lived.
- 34:34Speaker 2: It was very sheltered, very yeah, yeah, it was.
- 34:39Speaker 1: It was difficult imagine. Okay, so that was the escape, right,
- 34:45Speaker 1: that's also how you met Jesus. Yeah, and when you
- 34:51Speaker 1: said the sinner's prayer when you committed your life to him.
- 34:54Speaker 1: I mean, what was the immediate shift for you?
- 34:59Speaker 2: You know? And it's really funny because I remember feeling
- 35:04Speaker 2: like excited because I'd been like looking for it and
- 35:08Speaker 2: then the opportunity had passed and it was like it
- 35:10Speaker 2: was there again. But at the same time, afterwards, we
- 35:14Speaker 2: went and stole a car, like, so I was still
- 35:19Speaker 2: I was excited about I didn't know that when I thought,
- 35:26Speaker 2: I was just adding him to my life. Wow, So
- 35:29Speaker 2: that was just my way to heaven like that was.
- 35:30Speaker 2: And I didn't even know what that meant. So I
- 35:34Speaker 2: was adding him to my life. I didn't know anything different.
- 35:37Speaker 2: So I just continued doing life as usual. And but
- 35:43Speaker 2: I truly believed thinking about it, and as I was
- 35:47Speaker 2: talking to others about it when I was seventeen, hearing
- 35:50Speaker 2: about my mom and how I just believed right away.
- 35:54Speaker 2: I believed in that salvation. I almost kind of wonder
- 35:57Speaker 2: if that's truly when I became. It's just believing right
- 36:02Speaker 2: then and there that Jesus was the answer, that he
- 36:06Speaker 2: was my salvation.
- 36:09Speaker 1: So we're going to go back now, and you talk
- 36:16Speaker 1: about the bloodlines you got from the Royal houses in Europe.
- 36:20Speaker 1: But there's another bloodline that came through the Cherokee Nation.
- 36:24Speaker 1: Talk about that.
- 36:25Speaker 2: So that's my dad's side. They came over and married
- 36:30Speaker 2: right into the Cherokee Nation. The tribe was called Going
- 36:34Speaker 2: is Going Snake tribe. And with that, you know, there's
- 36:40Speaker 2: they believe a lot of the you know, spiritual different
- 36:43Speaker 2: spiritual abilities, and so they wanted that included into the
- 36:50Speaker 2: bloodline into I don't know, I guess for more of
- 36:54Speaker 2: the spiritual abilities or gifts that they're worse that there
- 37:01Speaker 2: are within the Cherokee, you know people or Native American people.
- 37:06Speaker 1: And let me ask you this question, speaking of spiritual
- 37:13Speaker 1: abilities and gifts, what is your experience? Did you experience
- 37:16Speaker 1: life as you know certain abilities and gifts being inherent
- 37:21Speaker 1: to your lived experience.
- 37:24Speaker 2: Yeah, so I've been always very in tune with the
- 37:26Speaker 2: spirit world. Okay, always, always up until when I got
- 37:31Speaker 2: older and it was like kind of like a block
- 37:34Speaker 2: God'll put put there. And I don't know if it's
- 37:37Speaker 2: because I was told I was crazy or you know,
- 37:40Speaker 2: so I just decided to kind of shut that part
- 37:43Speaker 2: of my life out. But as a kid, I would
- 37:47Speaker 2: see things, I would hear things. Actually I had what
- 37:50Speaker 2: were like two guardians always with me. They would be there,
- 37:55Speaker 2: like when I was sleeping, they would wake me up
- 37:58Speaker 2: to get up in the night to do things, things
- 38:00Speaker 2: go places.
- 38:02Speaker 1: And these were not good.
- 38:05Speaker 2: They were more like I believe it was bloodline. Wow,
- 38:08Speaker 2: they were part of the blood line. Yeah. And I
- 38:11Speaker 2: was never scared. So I would see these things and
- 38:15Speaker 2: it didn't scare me. If anything, I was more. I
- 38:19Speaker 2: was really intrigued by all the spiritual stuff. My name
- 38:22Speaker 2: would be called all the time by things, and it
- 38:28Speaker 2: didn't face me, not at all, not one bit.
- 38:31Speaker 1: What did the guardians look like.
- 38:33Speaker 2: They reminded me of like the old Victorian age, you know,
- 38:38Speaker 2: the outfits that they would wear, the clothes that they
- 38:40Speaker 2: would wear, like the big like the hats and the
- 38:46Speaker 2: you know, like the wigs and how they would wear
- 38:47Speaker 2: the wood. That's what they looked like.
- 38:52Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, and that's from as early as you can remember.
- 38:57Speaker 1: They were just all this activity and we weren't scared
- 39:00Speaker 1: of it.
- 39:00Speaker 2: It did not scare me. Yeah, even when I got
- 39:04Speaker 2: older and when I would experience spiritual things, it did
- 39:08Speaker 2: not scare me.
- 39:11Speaker 1: So now with the with because it's the story kind
- 39:15Speaker 1: of sounds like they wanted you out of your father
- 39:21Speaker 1: and your mother, like they wanted that combination for a reason.
- 39:27Speaker 1: And by they, I'm not sure who they are. So
- 39:30Speaker 1: I'm actually going to ask you, do you believe number one,
- 39:35Speaker 1: that your conception was a natural conception? And the number two,
- 39:43Speaker 1: who do you think wanted your parents.
- 39:46Speaker 2: To have you? No, so I know that my conception
- 39:51Speaker 2: was not natural. And this is actually something that was
- 39:55Speaker 2: just recently revealed that I always had kind of a
- 39:58Speaker 2: knowing because the things that I would do.
- 40:02Speaker 3: This is when we're gonna start getting into.
- 40:04Speaker 4: The real biscuits and gravy here, people, Paul, pay attention,
- 40:09Speaker 4: it's gonna start getting.
- 40:11Speaker 2: Weird here, like on the inside that would be said like, oh,
- 40:15Speaker 2: we created you, like always tell me they made me.
- 40:19Speaker 2: And I never fully understood it, but like, you know,
- 40:21Speaker 2: I just takenore of like okay, whatever, but I didn't. Also,
- 40:25Speaker 2: I didn't look like really anybody in my family. So
- 40:28Speaker 2: everybody else is like dark, dark eyes. I have the
- 40:32Speaker 2: green eyes, I have, you know, just all the different features.
- 40:36Speaker 2: I don't really look like anybody in my family, and
- 40:39Speaker 2: I always wonder, like why don't I really Yeah, I
- 40:42Speaker 2: might have a few of the features but not really.
- 40:46Speaker 2: And it's because they pulled from my mom and my
- 40:49Speaker 2: dad and basically created me in a in like I
- 40:53Speaker 2: guess a Petri dish or like jene all the gene editing,
- 40:57Speaker 2: so they got to pick the traits and what they
- 41:00Speaker 2: wanted me to have and then placed also some of
- 41:04Speaker 2: the non human DNA flood or whatever inside there as well.
- 41:12Speaker 2: So and then I was placed in an artificial womb.
- 41:17Speaker 1: Wow.
- 41:17Speaker 2: And when I had seen that for the first time
- 41:21Speaker 2: because I'd never seen it before, I seen me for
- 41:24Speaker 2: the first time as a baby in the womb, but
- 41:29Speaker 2: I knew it was not my mom's womb, and I
- 41:32Speaker 2: would see things pop in and out of the womb
- 41:35Speaker 2: with me. So and it was a constantly constantly set
- 41:40Speaker 2: in and out different types of I believe beings, but
- 41:47Speaker 2: also sole parts of other people as well. So they
- 41:55Speaker 2: basically I was like a their design, like a designer
- 41:59Speaker 2: baby or how they wanted me to look, and said
- 42:05Speaker 2: they would call me, that they would tell me they
- 42:08Speaker 2: were my creator. So when I learned this, the first
- 42:12Speaker 2: thing that Jesus told me was I belonged to him.
- 42:17Speaker 2: Come on, that he created me. So he made it
- 42:23Speaker 2: very he made it the first thing before revealing everything
- 42:29Speaker 2: to me that I was his and he's because I
- 42:34Speaker 2: was like, well, I really needed to know before all
- 42:37Speaker 2: of that got opened up to me.
- 42:42Speaker 1: And this all makes sense, especially when you add the
- 42:46Speaker 1: piece that you don't look like your family. I mean
- 42:48Speaker 1: that that's significant. Yeah, and I've never met any members
- 42:52Speaker 1: of your family, so I wouldn't have known any of this.
- 42:56Speaker 1: So so now how you said that they used your
- 43:03Speaker 1: mom as a breeder, So for you, do you think
- 43:07Speaker 1: that meant that your mom was inseminated with multiple children
- 43:12Speaker 1: that began in an artificial womb? Do you think that
- 43:16Speaker 1: they just borrowed her DNA over and over for multiple children?
- 43:22Speaker 1: What do you think?
- 43:24Speaker 2: Well, I do know that there was also a lot
- 43:27Speaker 2: of physical people that they would specifically have her. She's
- 43:33Speaker 2: had seven children with seven different people. Wow, and then
- 43:38Speaker 2: the others that I do not know about. I do
- 43:42Speaker 2: believe that they did it physically, but then also artificially
- 43:47Speaker 2: as well. Okay, and I do believe that a lot
- 43:50Speaker 2: of her children were ripped from her before even having
- 43:55Speaker 2: a chance to type any type of connection or it
- 43:58Speaker 2: was specifically for certain us.
- 44:01Speaker 1: Do you think your mother ever experienced vanishing pregnancies?
- 44:05Speaker 2: Yes, because I myself Hailey actually is a twin.
- 44:16Speaker 1: Oh wow.
- 44:17Speaker 2: Yeah, so one was taken from us. And the weird
- 44:21Speaker 2: thing is that my mom well and.
- 44:23Speaker 1: Just for the audience sake, who is Hailey.
- 44:25Speaker 2: Hailey's my oldest, oldest daughter. So uh nineteen. But when
- 44:36Speaker 2: there were the twins were there, and then when we
- 44:39Speaker 2: went back and I was in my second trimester, the
- 44:44Speaker 2: other one was gone, just gone, and they made it
- 44:47Speaker 2: seem like it was no big deal. And now this
- 44:49Speaker 2: was on a military you know, military hospital, so they
- 44:53Speaker 2: made it like it was no big deal that one
- 44:56Speaker 2: of the twins was missing, one of the babies was gone.
- 44:59Speaker 2: But when I I had talked to my mom and
- 45:02Speaker 2: told her about it, She's like, oh, well, if you
- 45:06Speaker 2: had twins, I would have wanted one. So so I
- 45:12Speaker 2: knew right, you know, right then and there, I thought
- 45:14Speaker 2: that was weird and I never thought more about it.
- 45:17Speaker 2: But just within the past uh maybe a year now,
- 45:23Speaker 2: the Lord started really bringing that back up for me
- 45:26Speaker 2: to I had to deal with that, the loss of
- 45:28Speaker 2: that baby. Yes, and so then all of the connecting,
- 45:33Speaker 2: all of the pieces and that she was taken.
- 45:39Speaker 1: Wow. So coming back to the whole conversation, you you
- 45:51Speaker 1: were in an artificial room. Do you believe that that
- 45:56Speaker 1: inorganic environment for certain deficits in you that are like
- 46:02Speaker 1: core longings and voids.
- 46:07Speaker 2: Yeah, because I would always feel empty inside. Yeah, I
- 46:13Speaker 2: would just wake up. I didn't like to even go
- 46:16Speaker 2: to sleep as a kid, I didn't like going to sleep.
- 46:19Speaker 2: I didn't like how i'd feel when I would wake up.
- 46:21Speaker 2: I would wake up and I would just feel an emptiness,
- 46:25Speaker 2: always just so empty inside. I just want to cry.
- 46:30Speaker 2: And it never made sense. I always felt just so
- 46:35Speaker 2: off from everybody else. I didn't understand why I was
- 46:37Speaker 2: so weird. I always felt weird, different. No, I couldn't
- 46:41Speaker 2: just be happy or why it seemed like all these
- 46:43Speaker 2: weird or bad things would always happen to me. When
- 46:48Speaker 2: I would see my you know, my siblings, my other
- 46:51Speaker 2: siblings from my dad and my stepmom, you know, they
- 46:54Speaker 2: were happy, normal, you know, had good lives. And I'm
- 46:57Speaker 2: just sitting there trying to figure out, like what went
- 46:59Speaker 2: wrong with me? And so then I just came to
- 47:03Speaker 2: the conclusion God hated me.
- 47:05Speaker 1: So okay. So you you you actually, from your observational standpoint,
- 47:13Speaker 1: perceived that you were almost like the Cinderella with the
- 47:16Speaker 1: stepsisters that you were the one that was like the
- 47:20Speaker 1: odd man out and the worker be the what I
- 47:23Speaker 1: mean and clearly trafficked. Yeah, goodness gracious. Okay, So, and
- 47:33Speaker 1: your mom really didn't have that maternal connection with you
- 47:35Speaker 1: at all, not at all.
- 47:37Speaker 2: And to be honest, I'm now knowing what I know. Yeah,
- 47:43Speaker 2: my mom was never her. It was never her front person.
- 47:48Speaker 2: Most of the time. I was with different personalities and parts.
- 47:54Speaker 1: But you didn't have the terminology for it.
- 47:56Speaker 2: Understand it. But I knew because I could tell before
- 47:59Speaker 2: she would go into these all of a sudden, she
- 48:01Speaker 2: would change and go into these rages. And that's when
- 48:05Speaker 2: I would know that it was about to get really
- 48:08Speaker 2: bad for me because I would see the change, the switch,
- 48:14Speaker 2: And so I knew it was just not her. And
- 48:18Speaker 2: even when I got older and I would talk to
- 48:20Speaker 2: her on the phone, like it would just be weird,
- 48:23Speaker 2: random stuff that she would say, like, and I know,
- 48:25Speaker 2: it's like, it's not even her that I'm talking to.
- 48:28Speaker 2: I didn't understand.
- 48:29Speaker 1: It and would was your mom pretty dissociated from the
- 48:33Speaker 1: type of physical abuse she was perpetrating against.
- 48:37Speaker 2: You, Yes, I'm very much so, because she would even
- 48:42Speaker 2: say to me like that she'd tell me all the time.
- 48:45Speaker 2: I never even laid a hand on you. Only time
- 48:48Speaker 2: I would do anything is thank you. And that's if
- 48:50Speaker 2: you were bad, like, and I would sit there and
- 48:54Speaker 2: be like, are you serious? Like, because I would know
- 48:57Speaker 2: the older I got what she did to me. Yeah,
- 48:59Speaker 2: and so I would just kind of let it go
- 49:00Speaker 2: and not say anything because I just at that point
- 49:03Speaker 2: just kind of thought she was crazy.
- 49:04Speaker 1: Sure, sure, and and and that's that's exactly you know,
- 49:10Speaker 1: this is why this type of abuse is so generational.
- 49:14Speaker 1: It's you know, once the parts get their jobs and
- 49:19Speaker 1: end up demonized and then perpetrate certain things that the
- 49:24Speaker 1: storyline is completely hidden from the presenter. Yeah, it's just
- 49:29Speaker 1: not even available to them. And so there are a
- 49:31Speaker 1: lot of older generation that sit in complete denial of
- 49:35Speaker 1: how much damage they did. And I so appreciate the
- 49:40Speaker 1: way you're articulating it because you're giving voice to a
- 49:44Speaker 1: lot of listeners, I mean lived experience as well. It's
- 49:48Speaker 1: the same thing. And so but you know it, when
- 49:52Speaker 1: you bring up the part about the artificial womb, the
- 49:55Speaker 1: artificial essemination, like all of this being created, that also
- 50:00Speaker 1: lends itself to explain the maternal disconnect that you had
- 50:03Speaker 1: with your mother. Why she seems so so far away?
- 50:07Speaker 1: I mean, and of course we could say, well, she
- 50:09Speaker 1: was herself damaged, clearly, abused clearly, and had her own history,
- 50:14Speaker 1: but that that part matters, and so thank you for
- 50:22Speaker 1: explaining all of that. Now, Now, are you the only
- 50:26Speaker 1: child between your mother and your father?
- 50:30Speaker 2: Yes?
- 50:31Speaker 1: Okay, and yeah, because everyone else for your mom was
- 50:34Speaker 1: a different person at that at that point. Now, did
- 50:39Speaker 1: you ever get to the bottom of where this facility,
- 50:44Speaker 1: where the artificial womb was may have been?
- 50:49Speaker 2: So it is very big. It's a very big operation. Yeah,
- 50:53Speaker 2: because it wasn't just me in there. I've seen several
- 50:59Speaker 2: artificial woes full of several babies, So it is a
- 51:05Speaker 2: very big It's like it's.
- 51:10Speaker 1: Are we talking dozens, hundreds of thousands, thousands?
- 51:15Speaker 2: Like they are creating their own race.
- 51:18Speaker 1: Thank you for saying that.
- 51:20Speaker 2: No, please continue, That's exactly they are creating their own race.
- 51:26Speaker 2: Going almost back to you know, it reminds me of
- 51:29Speaker 2: when the angels came and were mating with the women.
- 51:34Speaker 2: But this science has gone so far to where they
- 51:38Speaker 2: don't even need it doesn't need to be like that.
- 51:40Speaker 2: All they need is to get is the DNA and
- 51:42Speaker 2: they can create and now they have the wounds to
- 51:45Speaker 2: put it all in. So they are creating their own
- 51:49Speaker 2: race of what they want these these people to have,
- 51:54Speaker 2: what they want them to look like, with the genetics
- 51:56Speaker 2: they want them to have. And it's like gets being
- 52:00Speaker 2: filled with like held up with essence. Wow, and it's
- 52:06Speaker 2: Atlantis is connected. It's a very multi dimensional operation that
- 52:16Speaker 2: is going on.
- 52:19Speaker 1: Years ago. One of the things that.
- 52:22Speaker 4: This shit is fucking wild, you guys, I always thought,
- 52:26Speaker 4: I mean, I've said before they had advanced technology shit
- 52:30Speaker 4: that we're not even aware of.
- 52:32Speaker 3: Clear back.
- 52:35Speaker 4: I'm gonna say they've probably had this since the sixties,
- 52:43Speaker 4: maybe even earlier than that. But I always knew it.
- 52:50Speaker 4: Not saying this woman is the Golden Goose or anything,
- 52:52Speaker 4: but I had my suspicions that they have been using
- 52:56Speaker 4: fallen Angel DNA to create master race of people. You know,
- 53:01Speaker 4: this could all go all the way back to like
- 53:03Speaker 4: Nazi stuff, Mangala stuff. They could be having growing these
- 53:08Speaker 4: fucking babies somewhere. Anyways, let's continue.
- 53:12Speaker 1: Jesus told me, he said, I am re humanizing my people.
- 53:20Speaker 1: It was not very long before our deliverance resources at
- 53:24Speaker 1: Bride Ministries began to go deep into the genetics aspect
- 53:29Speaker 1: of the conversation when we realized that a lot of
- 53:32Speaker 1: the gates that the powers of darkness were claiming as
- 53:35Speaker 1: legal rights sit not in sin that is just what
- 53:40Speaker 1: a person did that was wrong, but beyond that, also
- 53:45Speaker 1: in specific markers in the genetic code that these various
- 53:50Speaker 1: groups were claiming as theirs. He said, well, they carry
- 53:56Speaker 1: our DNA, therefore we have rights.
- 54:01Speaker 2: Yes, And that is what they would tell me. I
- 54:04Speaker 2: would They would tell me, we created you, we gave
- 54:07Speaker 2: you this, so we can take it away, so you know,
- 54:12Speaker 2: with my health certain things. They I would start getting
- 54:16Speaker 2: attacked in certain areas because it was like I was
- 54:20Speaker 2: touching on an area they didn't like it, so they
- 54:22Speaker 2: would just go in and start trying to take away
- 54:25Speaker 2: or mess with the my DNA with my body. So
- 54:28Speaker 2: like it is very when I seen that, it was
- 54:34Speaker 2: hard to see. But it's like I already had a knowing.
- 54:38Speaker 2: But not only was it hard, I guess for to
- 54:42Speaker 2: see it for just myself, but to see like all
- 54:45Speaker 2: of the people that it's being done too, Like it's
- 54:49Speaker 2: just like, oh my gosh. And then I, you know,
- 54:52Speaker 2: just to see that their plans. So what they think
- 54:57Speaker 2: that they can do to full God, It's it's like footble.
- 55:00Speaker 2: Yeah really, because my spirit and Jesus kept telling me
- 55:07Speaker 2: that I am a glitch in the system and I
- 55:12Speaker 2: didn't fully understand it. And I'm like, okay, yeah, I
- 55:15Speaker 2: get it, you know, but literally I have completely destroyed
- 55:22Speaker 2: everything they've tried to do. They're programming with me, it
- 55:25Speaker 2: would end up not sticking. They would have to keep
- 55:28Speaker 2: trying to do all these different things to continuously try
- 55:31Speaker 2: to get me to do their agenda, to do what
- 55:34Speaker 2: they wanted, but it just would not stick. And even
- 55:38Speaker 2: now here I am on my healing journey, I'm not
- 55:42Speaker 2: expecting me to get this far and discovering all of
- 55:45Speaker 2: these things that they're doing. And it's literally Jesus placed
- 55:50Speaker 2: me in these areas so I can completely help tear
- 55:55Speaker 2: it apart.
- 56:00Speaker 1: You need to preach that we'll I have you preached
- 56:04Speaker 1: one of these ways? Come on? So look, I so
- 56:09Speaker 1: I want to continue exploring this early on. Right, So
- 56:11Speaker 1: so you are genetically and erineed let me ask you
- 56:14Speaker 1: this question, Uh, does the term Hitler project resonate with
- 56:21Speaker 1: you or do you think what you went through was
- 56:23Speaker 1: something completely independent.
- 56:25Speaker 4: What did I just say, Come on, Hitler project, I
- 56:32Speaker 4: think that a lot of this stuff is connected.
- 56:34Speaker 1: You think it is? It connected?
- 56:35Speaker 2: Very interconnected? Yeah, there are. It's just so like when
- 56:38Speaker 2: I look and I see it, it's just like a
- 56:41Speaker 2: bunch of different things intertwined. Okay, I'm like a big web. Yes,
- 56:47Speaker 2: so I do believe that it's very much entangled with it,
- 56:54Speaker 2: but not completely got it part of it.
- 56:57Speaker 1: If that even makes well, it makes sense to me.
- 57:00Speaker 1: So well. So look, yeah, I mean, and this is
- 57:05Speaker 1: the thing. You know, what I think people need to
- 57:09Speaker 1: understand is that we are in the midst of a
- 57:11Speaker 1: great awakening right now. Lindsay and I say, you know,
- 57:15Speaker 1: when the survivors speak and are heard, it's going to
- 57:18Speaker 1: force a change on how we perceive the reality we occupy.
- 57:21Speaker 1: We were told to believe a lie, and we were
- 57:23Speaker 1: told the people that told the truth were crazy, and
- 57:25Speaker 1: the people that told the truth were confined to insane
- 57:27Speaker 1: asylums and mental health institutions to be reprogrammed. Yes, but
- 57:32Speaker 1: there is a massive agenda to cover the truth, and
- 57:36Speaker 1: it's so that they are I believe the Kingdom of
- 57:38Speaker 1: Darkness wanted to buy time. I can't imagine if you know,
- 57:43Speaker 1: like people that have the ability to pull the purse
- 57:47Speaker 1: strings and have control over powers were not programmed and
- 57:52Speaker 1: also able to come to a full moral conviction about
- 57:55Speaker 1: what's being done to destroy lives and futures and people
- 57:59Speaker 1: in general, especially in some of these labs and bases
- 58:02Speaker 1: and organizations. You know, it's like if you begin to
- 58:05Speaker 1: pierce the veil on some of that, and there was
- 58:08Speaker 1: a move to begin shutting it down, suddenly the Kingdom
- 58:11Speaker 1: of Darkness and their beast agenda would come into a
- 58:17Speaker 1: real problem. And so they've been buying time by creating
- 58:21Speaker 1: this what I call false reality overlay. It's like, no,
- 58:23Speaker 1: we're not doing that. I mean we are, but you know,
- 58:25Speaker 1: wink wink, if you'd say we are, will lock you up,
- 58:29Speaker 1: you know. And so that I believe we're in a
- 58:34Speaker 1: season where we're going to say it anyway and people
- 58:36Speaker 1: are listening. Yeah, people are going to listen to you.
- 58:39Speaker 1: This will be heard by a lot of people.
- 58:40Speaker 2: That's good. That's my biggest thing is just praying that
- 58:44Speaker 2: you know, God, of course is number one, glorified, but
- 58:47Speaker 2: that those who need to hear it and need it
- 58:52Speaker 2: to be like a confirmation that it will, and that
- 58:55Speaker 2: a little bit of freedom will start just by hearing it.
- 59:00Speaker 1: What I also want people to understand, because I'm sitting
- 59:02Speaker 1: or talking to you, you love Jesus is like it
- 59:04Speaker 1: doesn't matter if a person was engineered in a lab
- 59:07Speaker 1: and infused with all kinds of foreign genetics, including genetics
- 59:11Speaker 1: from Atlantis. Like, yeah, Jesus is bigger than that. Yes,
- 59:16Speaker 1: he is healing that and delivering people of that and
- 59:21Speaker 1: actually rehumanizing people. Yes, right now, but that's what he's doing.
- 59:26Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely. I mean even so like during my coaching
- 59:31Speaker 2: session when this was discovered and talking about it, my
- 59:35Speaker 2: coach her, you know, she's wanted to know how I
- 59:38Speaker 2: was doing with it because there was a big thing
- 59:40Speaker 2: that was revealed and uncovered. And so as we're going
- 59:45Speaker 2: through it and talking, you know, I seen Jesus right
- 59:50Speaker 2: there with me in that that artificial room. I seen
- 59:53Speaker 2: him and so just like he was there with me
- 59:57Speaker 2: and he placed me, he specifically placed me there as
- 1:00:03Speaker 2: his weapon. Wow, and this is my assignment. And so
- 1:00:09Speaker 2: you know, I had to come to terms and just
- 1:00:12Speaker 2: accept that this is my assignment. This is what I
- 1:00:14Speaker 2: chose to do, and so this is what I'm going
- 1:00:17Speaker 2: to do, and I'm going to take everything the enemy
- 1:00:19Speaker 2: has stolen that I'm coming for it. I'm coming for it.
- 1:00:25Speaker 1: So you're born. Your mother is clearly used as a handler,
- 1:00:32Speaker 1: yes for you, I mean by five, she's delivering you
- 1:00:36Speaker 1: to perpetrators in casinos. Who do you believe was your
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: programmer early on?
- 1:00:47Speaker 2: To be honest, I know my grandmother like a lot
- 1:00:52Speaker 2: of it. She played a big part in it, but
- 1:00:54Speaker 2: she did not want it to be me. I still
- 1:01:00Speaker 2: trying to figure out completely who because I know my
- 1:01:02Speaker 2: mom was my main handler and that she was used
- 1:01:06Speaker 2: to do a lot of the programming. But there is still,
- 1:01:13Speaker 2: I believe a person that is hidden that we are
- 1:01:19Speaker 2: still waiting to get to to reveal. And I don't
- 1:01:23Speaker 2: know if it's because it'll be hard for me to
- 1:01:29Speaker 2: accept who that possibly could be. But I've noticed with
- 1:01:35Speaker 2: me in my journey, there's been a lot of one
- 1:01:39Speaker 2: thing we will touch on and it will then reveal
- 1:01:41Speaker 2: the next thing. It's like a big and I can
- 1:01:44Speaker 2: see it. It's like a map that plays out. So
- 1:01:47Speaker 2: I'm still waiting to know who the main programmer was
- 1:01:55Speaker 2: or is.
- 1:01:55Speaker 1: Okay see and so all we know is that there
- 1:02:00Speaker 1: was definitely programming a lot of it, yes, and they
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: were using that to use you in rituals and for trafficking.
- 1:02:11Speaker 1: So you had the surface memories of going to casinos.
- 1:02:16Speaker 1: What are their memories regarding the trafficking? Were you able
- 1:02:21Speaker 1: to recover once you began on your healing journey.
- 1:02:25Speaker 2: So a lot of the places that they would take me,
- 1:02:30Speaker 2: a lot of it was sexual abuse. A lot of
- 1:02:34Speaker 2: it was watching what they would do to other people,
- 1:02:39Speaker 2: other children. Also, a lot of it was ceremonies that
- 1:02:53Speaker 2: is like and it being like a lot of the
- 1:02:56Speaker 2: big political a lot of big political people, important names
- 1:03:01Speaker 2: that you wouldn't expect to do those types of things.
- 1:03:09Speaker 2: There were a lot of other a lot of other
- 1:03:11Speaker 2: children involved in it. I would be sometimes in rooms
- 1:03:16Speaker 2: with there would be lots of other children, and sometimes
- 1:03:20Speaker 2: the other children would have to pick who went who didn't.
- 1:03:25Speaker 2: So it was to watch that kind of thing, And
- 1:03:32Speaker 2: it makes me believe that that's why I'm very protective
- 1:03:34Speaker 2: of children. It's because of the things that I would
- 1:03:38Speaker 2: have to see them do and pitted against each other
- 1:03:43Speaker 2: just to try to save their own lives.
- 1:03:50Speaker 1: At these ceremonies and locations. Do you believe that you
- 1:03:57Speaker 1: ever witnessed shape shifting.
- 1:04:00Speaker 2: Oh, I have seen shape shifting. Yes, I know for
- 1:04:04Speaker 2: a fact that there were not it was not just human.
- 1:04:07Speaker 2: I've actually been I have had interactions with the beast
- 1:04:14Speaker 2: so and I was not scared. So I just was
- 1:04:21Speaker 2: never scared. I've seen them in the like the beast
- 1:04:24Speaker 2: form in a different type of form. It was like
- 1:04:26Speaker 2: a grayish palish kind of a color, and like I
- 1:04:30Speaker 2: knew who was But anytime I'd see him, it didn't
- 1:04:33Speaker 2: it didn't scare me. And I would see like reptilians.
- 1:04:39Speaker 2: Grace had a lot of interactions with even UFOs. Even
- 1:04:43Speaker 2: my sister remembers that kind of stuff, having interactions with
- 1:04:48Speaker 2: and seeing UFOs.
- 1:04:52Speaker 1: I want to ask, have you ever have you ever
- 1:04:56Speaker 1: questioned whether or not you had a twin?
- 1:05:00Speaker 2: Yes, actually just the other day I was thinking of
- 1:05:04Speaker 2: just a thought.
- 1:05:05Speaker 1: Yeah, we'll have to come back around to that.
- 1:05:09Speaker 2: Yeah, some other time. Well, because when I was asking
- 1:05:12Speaker 2: about because I never knew twins ran in our family,
- 1:05:16Speaker 2: you know, because there's no twins, And the Lord told
- 1:05:20Speaker 2: me that's because they take them.
- 1:05:24Speaker 1: I have interviewed a number of times Esther Ford. She
- 1:05:33Speaker 1: is Sue Ford's kidd and twin okay, And when she
- 1:05:39Speaker 1: came on my podcast, she explained, my sister Sue Ford,
- 1:05:45Speaker 1: who went by the name Bryce Taylor, who wrote the
- 1:05:47Speaker 1: book Thanks for the Memories, and began to expose the
- 1:05:51Speaker 1: New World Order and a lot of deviant branches of
- 1:05:55Speaker 1: our government, including certain presidents, and all of that years ago,
- 1:06:00Speaker 1: I mean in the nineties. She basically explained that around
- 1:06:06Speaker 1: twenty nineteen she was swapped in to Sue's life, but
- 1:06:11Speaker 1: she is not Sue, and she explains that she spent
- 1:06:17Speaker 1: most of her life in underground locations while Sue was
- 1:06:21Speaker 1: the surface world twin so she refers to herself as
- 1:06:28Speaker 1: twin B. Her sister was twin A, and they had
- 1:06:32Speaker 1: what she described as one mind programming so they could
- 1:06:36Speaker 1: share memories. There was a back and forth, but really
- 1:06:42Speaker 1: a lot back, so she always had her sister's surface
- 1:06:45Speaker 1: memories and could be swapped into her life at times,
- 1:06:48Speaker 1: but spent a lot of time in Europe, underground basis,
- 1:06:52Speaker 1: Antarctica and other locations.
- 1:06:56Speaker 4: And now, shut the fuck up up, guys, holy shit,
- 1:07:03Speaker 4: spending time in I tie listen, listen people, this is
- 1:07:11Speaker 4: the fucking plot of the movie Us Jordan Peele, which,
- 1:07:17Speaker 4: by the way, if you watch nopeen us and get out,
- 1:07:23Speaker 4: And I mean, he'd be knowing some shit.
- 1:07:29Speaker 3: And I've said that forever. He's like a.
- 1:07:34Speaker 4: He's like a Kubrick in a way revealing stuff. Now,
- 1:07:39Speaker 4: if that doesn't sound like the plot of US, I'll
- 1:07:43Speaker 4: be damned.
- 1:07:44Speaker 3: Okay, but let's continue.
- 1:07:47Speaker 1: She's living her sister's life, and uh, I mean I
- 1:07:51Speaker 1: believe her.
- 1:07:52Speaker 2: Oh yeah, absolutely, I believe it too.
- 1:07:55Speaker 1: Wow.
- 1:07:56Speaker 2: Especially yeah, because that was very much so when just
- 1:08:00Speaker 2: trying to figure it all out, because I thought it
- 1:08:01Speaker 2: was strange, you know, that I was pregnant with twins
- 1:08:05Speaker 2: because normally it's a family thing. It runs in the family,
- 1:08:08Speaker 2: and so I was kind of just talking to God
- 1:08:10Speaker 2: about it one morning getting ready for work, and he's like,
- 1:08:14Speaker 2: because they take them, and like I just stopped and
- 1:08:18Speaker 2: I was like, oh my gosh, Like I couldn't even
- 1:08:20Speaker 2: believe it. But yeah, it makes complete sense.
- 1:08:28Speaker 1: So you did see shape shifting. Now I have to
- 1:08:33Speaker 1: ask a little bit more about the beast if you're
- 1:08:39Speaker 1: okay with that. Yeah, so you are scared when you
- 1:08:43Speaker 1: say I saw the beast? Do you believe that this
- 1:08:46Speaker 1: is the beasts that we're talking about in Revelation? Thirteen,
- 1:08:51Speaker 1: as in the Beast that rises out of the sea
- 1:08:54Speaker 1: or the Beast that rises out of the earth. There's
- 1:08:57Speaker 1: two we call an anti Christ and false prophet. Do
- 1:09:00Speaker 1: you believe that we're talking about one of those guys?
- 1:09:03Speaker 2: I do, because so I've had some of the programming
- 1:09:12Speaker 2: just recently that was uncovered. It's a lot of different
- 1:09:17Speaker 2: Disney programmings. The castles in the center, and it's a
- 1:09:21Speaker 2: bunch of different worlds, and they're all different Disney movies
- 1:09:26Speaker 2: worlds that are different programming. One of them is Beauty
- 1:09:29Speaker 2: and the Beast being married to the Beast, but you know,
- 1:09:36Speaker 2: he turns into Prince Charming at the end after the
- 1:09:41Speaker 2: the spell is broken. So when I really believe it's
- 1:09:46Speaker 2: part of all the Beast system, the Beast and Times,
- 1:09:52Speaker 2: all the end Times stuff. And when I would see him,
- 1:09:58Speaker 2: I was not scared of him. He was always very
- 1:10:01Speaker 2: kind of friendly with me, but at the same time
- 1:10:07Speaker 2: would get angry too. But when I started my learning
- 1:10:13Speaker 2: about seph and going through and trying to break generational
- 1:10:17Speaker 2: curses and bloodline stuff, he would have come to me
- 1:10:21Speaker 2: and I would see like he had had claws and
- 1:10:24Speaker 2: would rub them on and tell me that I belonged
- 1:10:28Speaker 2: to him, so like an ownership type of a thing.
- 1:10:32Speaker 2: It didn't scare me, just creep me out at that point.
- 1:10:36Speaker 2: But any type of fear that they would try and
- 1:10:39Speaker 2: put on me with that kind of it just did
- 1:10:41Speaker 2: not It didn't work.
- 1:10:45Speaker 1: Mm hmm. And this could be just like a yes
- 1:10:51Speaker 1: or no question. Do you believe that the Jesuits were
- 1:10:55Speaker 1: involved in any of this stuff?
- 1:10:57Speaker 2: Absolutely? Absolutely.
- 1:11:03Speaker 1: You know, I've had Svali on this podcast several times
- 1:11:08Speaker 1: and she mentioned to me and actually also wrote about
- 1:11:13Speaker 1: it in her three part series on her testimony, that
- 1:11:21Speaker 1: the Jesuit Order was very committed to birthing Antichrist, which
- 1:11:25Speaker 1: they believe is a modern day nepheline, the actual genetic
- 1:11:31Speaker 1: offspring of Satan that is conceived in the womb of
- 1:11:37Speaker 1: one of their people. And so they were working on
- 1:11:42Speaker 1: it and they got they finally began to burst some
- 1:11:45Speaker 1: of these and this was decades ago, and she describes
- 1:11:53Speaker 1: one of them that she was quite familiar with. So
- 1:11:57Speaker 1: it all seems to be painting one picture, yes.
- 1:12:00Speaker 2: Mm hmm. And then you know, uh, you know the
- 1:12:07Speaker 2: whole thing with the Queen, Well, I.
- 1:12:11Speaker 1: Do, but these people don't. Let's talk about the Queen,
- 1:12:15Speaker 1: by the Queen, I I know that we're talking about
- 1:12:17Speaker 1: Queen of England who's no longer alive by the way, Yes,
- 1:12:21Speaker 1: let's talk about it.
- 1:12:25Speaker 2: So it was actually my first time ever having any
- 1:12:29Speaker 2: type of coaching and with anybody but yes, Bride Ministries.
- 1:12:39Speaker 2: So because you know, most of my stuff started out
- 1:12:42Speaker 2: with just me and Jesus, yes, and a lot of
- 1:12:45Speaker 2: resources that were available online in your stuff as well.
- 1:12:52Speaker 2: So I would tell them about I told him about
- 1:12:55Speaker 2: a reoccurring dream, but I thought was a dream of
- 1:12:59Speaker 2: a dragon. It was with my mom, always with my mom.
- 1:13:03Speaker 2: The dragon was the one thing that would kind of
- 1:13:07Speaker 2: scare me, and but it was like my mom loved it.
- 1:13:11Speaker 2: My mom loved the dragon, like it was like her
- 1:13:13Speaker 2: best friend, like was not scared of it. It was always
- 1:13:15Speaker 2: with her. And so when we discovered more there was
- 1:13:22Speaker 2: a region of captivity in England or in Scotland underneath
- 1:13:28Speaker 2: the castle where this dragon was at. And I seen
- 1:13:33Speaker 2: myself a part of me there as well with this dragon.
- 1:13:39Speaker 2: There were councils over at Royal councils, a dragon council,
- 1:13:45Speaker 2: and we went in dealt with all of that. The dragon,
- 1:13:50Speaker 2: the councils and then the realm got collapsed. After all
- 1:13:57Speaker 2: of that, the part got cleaned up. We had a nice,
- 1:14:00Speaker 2: pretty gown and I didn't think anything of it because
- 1:14:05Speaker 2: I was always told, I know that we have castles
- 1:14:08Speaker 2: in Scotland and royalty, so I think, you know, bloodlines.
- 1:14:12Speaker 2: I didn't even think twice about it. We go in
- 1:14:15Speaker 2: the next day for our next sessions and it's announced
- 1:14:18Speaker 2: that the Queen of England died and I was sitting
- 1:14:22Speaker 2: there thinking to myself like, you know, no, no way,
- 1:14:26Speaker 2: like there's no way. But like I kept thinking, like
- 1:14:29Speaker 2: was that something was there something to do with it
- 1:14:31Speaker 2: with what we did yesterday? So then I just kind
- 1:14:36Speaker 2: of ignored it and we continued on. But that Sunday
- 1:14:39Speaker 2: as we were going to church, I looked more into it.
- 1:14:43Speaker 2: The Holy Spirit was pressing, like, look into it more.
- 1:14:46Speaker 2: It was the Queen was at in her castle in
- 1:14:49Speaker 2: Scotland and there was very much in fact because of
- 1:14:56Speaker 2: what we just did, and you know, I couldn't even
- 1:15:00Speaker 2: believe it, so I was like, I've got to tell Dan.
- 1:15:05Speaker 2: And it wasn't just me, you know, there were other
- 1:15:08Speaker 2: people that had parts that were there stuck in captivity.
- 1:15:12Speaker 2: There and that were being used in really bad ways,
- 1:15:17Speaker 2: and so they all got free as well.
- 1:15:22Speaker 1: My goodness. When you told me about that, I was
- 1:15:26Speaker 1: just like, of course, you know, there is a significance
- 1:15:38Speaker 1: to what Jesus is doing in this generation and age
- 1:15:42Speaker 1: that that cannot be I think overstated. Like it's a
- 1:15:47Speaker 1: big deal when a survivor of Satanic ritual abuse at
- 1:15:52Speaker 1: high levels a bloodline project steps out and says, you
- 1:16:01Speaker 1: know what, I'm going to take a stand for the
- 1:16:04Speaker 1: true and living God. There are extraordinary consequences for the
- 1:16:08Speaker 1: kingdom of darkness, and our God is a god of justice, yes,
- 1:16:13Speaker 1: a judgment, yes, vengeance and wrath. You know, people don't
- 1:16:17Speaker 1: like that. People read the Old Testament. They're like, how
- 1:16:18Speaker 1: dare Jesus be represented by this Jahovah god of judgment
- 1:16:24Speaker 1: and wrath and vengeance? And it's like, do you know
- 1:16:28Speaker 1: the opposition, Like, if you understand the depth of depravity
- 1:16:33Speaker 1: of Satan and his kingdom and the things that have
- 1:16:36Speaker 1: been done to defile people and God's creation and how
- 1:16:40Speaker 1: committed those parties are to that evil agenda, you need
- 1:16:44Speaker 1: a god of vengeance and wrath.
- 1:16:46Speaker 5: Oh, absolutely, you need a god that's going to stick
- 1:16:49Speaker 5: up for righteousness, for his children, for things that are
- 1:16:53Speaker 5: good deserve rescuing.
- 1:16:56Speaker 1: I mean, who nobody buys a chihuahua to be a
- 1:17:02Speaker 1: guard dog. You are that you want because you know,
- 1:17:09Speaker 1: and and and some of us, you know, we've gotten
- 1:17:11Speaker 1: this fake image of God. It's like, oh, no, like
- 1:17:15Speaker 1: God is just this you know, little tiny and and
- 1:17:17Speaker 1: he's just love only and all that. No, God is
- 1:17:20Speaker 1: a protector and and and a executor of justice and
- 1:17:24Speaker 1: judgment because he loves. Yes.
- 1:17:29Speaker 2: But it was, you know, it was just wild because
- 1:17:33Speaker 2: it was just recently before that that I actually came
- 1:17:36Speaker 2: to terms. I knew that I was a survivor. I
- 1:17:42Speaker 2: knew it, but I had never confessed it. And for
- 1:17:46Speaker 2: some reason that was very hard. And I think it's
- 1:17:48Speaker 2: because there was, like you said, this false reality overlay
- 1:17:53Speaker 2: that seemed more real than the truth. And so I
- 1:17:57Speaker 2: knew that once I spoke and I confessed it, it
- 1:18:02Speaker 2: was real and I was making it real. And so
- 1:18:06Speaker 2: it was after our very first advance that I was
- 1:18:09Speaker 2: finally able to confess it that I was a survivor.
- 1:18:13Speaker 2: And that is where it all just opened up for
- 1:18:18Speaker 2: me even more so.
- 1:18:21Speaker 1: My goodness, my goodness, that was a That was a
- 1:18:25Speaker 1: wild testimony. And that was actually during one of our
- 1:18:29Speaker 1: mentorship training weeks, wasn't it.
- 1:18:30Speaker 2: Yes, yes, it was from the students. There were they
- 1:18:35Speaker 2: were students being trained underneath you. So I mean, yeah,
- 1:18:39Speaker 2: that so very much. So it was just yeah, I
- 1:18:45Speaker 2: was just thinking like wow, you know, God.
- 1:18:48Speaker 1: That you know, how humiliating it must be for the
- 1:18:51Speaker 1: Kingdom of Darkness to realize that this ministry was actually
- 1:18:55Speaker 1: executed by students not even.
- 1:18:59Speaker 2: Told me that they were. They were talking to each
- 1:19:02Speaker 2: other when they heard my testimony, said what did we do? So?
- 1:19:07Speaker 1: So no, man, so God, God is good, you know.
- 1:19:12Speaker 1: I I all right. So so I want to just
- 1:19:16Speaker 1: take a few more steps and and and talk a
- 1:19:18Speaker 1: little bit more about about the journey that you took
- 1:19:28Speaker 1: with the trafficking. So you were trafficked two ceremonies, You
- 1:19:33Speaker 1: were trafficked to the hotels and casinos, there was shape shifting.
- 1:19:39Speaker 1: You met some pretty high level individuals. Are we are we?
- 1:19:46Speaker 1: Including Hollywood?
- 1:19:48Speaker 2: Yes, I've actually I know that I have been to
- 1:19:53Speaker 2: and this was actually just recently a few years ago
- 1:19:57Speaker 2: that not physically at this point, but I was taken
- 1:20:05Speaker 2: and I had seen like John Travolta at a ceremony,
- 1:20:10Speaker 2: and I could like he was very like just looking
- 1:20:15Speaker 2: in his eyes looked very you could see it was
- 1:20:19Speaker 2: like very wicked, very And this was a few years ago,
- 1:20:23Speaker 2: so I don't know if anything has changed since then,
- 1:20:27Speaker 2: but there have been people that I have seen that
- 1:20:31Speaker 2: are doing things, were involved in things, and I know
- 1:20:34Speaker 2: some of them are also very much controlled and have
- 1:20:40Speaker 2: parts that will do things as well. So yeah, the
- 1:20:45Speaker 2: there have been some Wow.
- 1:20:49Speaker 1: So we had politicians, some Hollywood businessmen. You do believe
- 1:20:59Speaker 1: the Jesuits were involved?
- 1:21:00Speaker 2: Yeah?
- 1:21:01Speaker 1: Uh? And and and and do you think this was
- 1:21:05Speaker 1: in coming back to the artificial womb? Do you think
- 1:21:07Speaker 1: this was a government or military facility?
- 1:21:15Speaker 2: I want to say both. Okay, I want to say
- 1:21:17Speaker 2: they were. It's it's they're both connected with it.
- 1:21:22Speaker 1: Not just.
- 1:21:28Speaker 2: Because I was. I also had gotten technology put into
- 1:21:33Speaker 2: my body through this womb.
- 1:21:38Speaker 1: Right, Okay, now let's talk a little bit about that. Now.
- 1:21:44Speaker 1: A lot of people are in this hour talking about
- 1:21:50Speaker 1: their experiences targeted individuals. They have all kinds of challenges
- 1:21:58Speaker 1: which include frequency harassment. Yes, technology reacts strangely to them.
- 1:22:03Speaker 1: Some of them report being able to be reprogrammed by
- 1:22:06Speaker 1: television's phones, cell towers are really tough, and five G network,
- 1:22:14Speaker 1: which is now everywhere, is also challenging. They also report
- 1:22:20Speaker 1: gang stalking, among other things. Sometimes we will rope in
- 1:22:26Speaker 1: UFO stuff, all of that, and it seems like some
- 1:22:31Speaker 1: of the problem for targeted individuals is best explained by
- 1:22:35Speaker 1: technology resident in the body. Yes, now you're saying that
- 1:22:42Speaker 1: being in this artificial will you believe they put technology
- 1:22:45Speaker 1: in your body as you were in fetal development. Talk
- 1:22:49Speaker 1: to me about that.
- 1:22:51Speaker 2: So with me, because that's really where my journey began.
- 1:23:00Speaker 2: So I did not know I was a survivor. I knew,
- 1:23:05Speaker 2: you know, I had a rough childhood and all that,
- 1:23:07Speaker 2: but I would have never my mind would have never
- 1:23:10Speaker 2: gone there. I didn't even know what that was. So
- 1:23:15Speaker 2: I first started off getting it was after we moved
- 1:23:20Speaker 2: to Fort Hood because of West being the military, we
- 1:23:24Speaker 2: went to Fort Hood. It was the main military base.
- 1:23:28Speaker 2: That was like for me, I was so triggered we
- 1:23:32Speaker 2: moved there. I was just always a triggered mess. And
- 1:23:36Speaker 2: I went and seen psychologists and psychiatrist. I was put
- 1:23:42Speaker 2: on a first. They put me onzol Loft to try
- 1:23:45Speaker 2: and see if that would help me, and then that
- 1:23:48Speaker 2: didn't do a whole lot, went back, put me on
- 1:23:52Speaker 2: adderall and started off like you know what, seemed like
- 1:23:57Speaker 2: a normal dose, but gradually getting higher and higher. I
- 1:24:04Speaker 2: started getting on my computer. I would go and open
- 1:24:09Speaker 2: it up and I would have like things pop up, chats.
- 1:24:13Speaker 2: I would start getting cussed out. I would find tunneling,
- 1:24:19Speaker 2: all different types of tunneling into my computer, weird stuff
- 1:24:23Speaker 2: on my phone. So then I started looking at Wes's stuff,
- 1:24:28Speaker 2: same thing it would show and then also females popping up,
- 1:24:34Speaker 2: cussing me out, saying all kinds of weird, crazy stuff
- 1:24:37Speaker 2: to me. My phone's his phone. So at this point
- 1:24:42Speaker 2: I'm thinking, Okay, Wes is up to something. He is
- 1:24:45Speaker 2: doing something tart, like targeting me, causing me paying doing
- 1:24:49Speaker 2: this stuff, and I kept asking him about it, like
- 1:24:52Speaker 2: what is going on? And this is before I even
- 1:24:55Speaker 2: knew what like any type of targeting was or meant,
- 1:24:59Speaker 2: and so so I wouldn't believe him. I just didn't
- 1:25:02Speaker 2: believe him because everything I was seeing was right there,
- 1:25:06Speaker 2: like for me to see all the evidence that I needed,
- 1:25:09Speaker 2: and it was pointing right at him. And at that time,
- 1:25:12Speaker 2: he would be at lunch because he was in the
- 1:25:16Speaker 2: military still, so he'd just be on his lunch break,
- 1:25:18Speaker 2: and it seemed like that's when the activity would get
- 1:25:22Speaker 2: like the strong be the strongest. And so it got
- 1:25:27Speaker 2: so bad to the point to where like we were
- 1:25:29Speaker 2: fighting all the time. I was angry, constantly yelling, breaking
- 1:25:36Speaker 2: stuff because I just could not find out what was
- 1:25:39Speaker 2: going on. But it's already getting to where it would
- 1:25:42Speaker 2: say like FBI surveillance Man one and two, like just weird,
- 1:25:48Speaker 2: like random, just crazy stuff happening to where I made
- 1:25:54Speaker 2: West take me to his computer at work. I mean,
- 1:25:58Speaker 2: I know his sergeants had to think like he would
- 1:26:00Speaker 2: was married to a crazy person. Because I wanted him
- 1:26:03Speaker 2: to prove to me that he was not doing this
- 1:26:06Speaker 2: from work, and so he went. He took me like
- 1:26:11Speaker 2: he was all about it, showing me that it was
- 1:26:14Speaker 2: not him, trying to prove that he was innocent and
- 1:26:16Speaker 2: does not know what's going on. At this point, it
- 1:26:20Speaker 2: was getting so bad to where I almost left him
- 1:26:26Speaker 2: and took the kids and we were gonna I was
- 1:26:29Speaker 2: gonna go to Reno. I called him and said, I'm
- 1:26:31Speaker 2: leaving and I'm taking the kids with me. I don't
- 1:26:33Speaker 2: know why you won't stop and why you continue to
- 1:26:36Speaker 2: do this, I'm giving you the option, like the opportunity
- 1:26:39Speaker 2: to make it right and tell me the truth, and
- 1:26:42Speaker 2: you won't. So he ended up having to get his
- 1:26:45Speaker 2: mom involved, and she came. We were able, and he
- 1:26:49Speaker 2: came from work. We were able to talk, and I
- 1:26:53Speaker 2: finally got to the point. I sat for a minute
- 1:26:55Speaker 2: and I was realizing what it was doing to my kids.
- 1:27:00Speaker 2: And one of my vows I had made when I
- 1:27:03Speaker 2: was younger was I would never be like my mom.
- 1:27:06Speaker 2: And as I was sitting and thinking what was doing
- 1:27:08Speaker 2: to my children, I was like, I don't know what
- 1:27:10Speaker 2: to do. So I said to God, and you know,
- 1:27:14Speaker 2: I wasn't really real spiritual. I didn't have a real
- 1:27:16Speaker 2: good prayer life. I didn't it was very religious. And
- 1:27:20Speaker 2: I said to him, though, I said, I don't know
- 1:27:23Speaker 2: how to make this s up. I don't know what's
- 1:27:25Speaker 2: going on. And so I chose to give it to
- 1:27:30Speaker 2: him and not to look back again, to like, just
- 1:27:35Speaker 2: let it go, give it to him and let it
- 1:27:37Speaker 2: go for the sake of my family and for my sanity,
- 1:27:40Speaker 2: because I felt crazy. I felt like I was completely insane,
- 1:27:45Speaker 2: and everybody around me looking at me like I was
- 1:27:48Speaker 2: crazy as well. Because we had my brother in law
- 1:27:52Speaker 2: as an IT tech. He even looked at the computers
- 1:27:54Speaker 2: and he's like, I don't see anything. So it's like
- 1:27:58Speaker 2: it was for just me to see, like a show.
- 1:28:01Speaker 2: For me to see that, it then made me feel nuts,
- 1:28:04Speaker 2: and then it made it look like I was crazy
- 1:28:06Speaker 2: to everybody around me. So I stopped. When I told God,
- 1:28:11Speaker 2: I gave it to him. I stopped, and that is
- 1:28:15Speaker 2: when my health started going downhill. Technology became activated. Once
- 1:28:24Speaker 2: I quit, they wanted me to go back to Reno. Yes,
- 1:28:30Speaker 2: I was even almost abducted. There was a van following
- 1:28:34Speaker 2: I was with Tyler, he was three. I was being
- 1:28:38Speaker 2: followed around Walmart. I didn't even notice it because I
- 1:28:41Speaker 2: had I wasn't feeling good and I just wanted to
- 1:28:45Speaker 2: get in, get what I need to get and go
- 1:28:48Speaker 2: back home. A woman stopped me when I was getting
- 1:28:52Speaker 2: ready to leave. She pulled out to her. She blocked me,
- 1:28:57Speaker 2: and she told me I was being followed, and she
- 1:28:59Speaker 2: told me that God told her to stay there and watch,
- 1:29:05Speaker 2: to watch that van and to watch that guy. So
- 1:29:08Speaker 2: instead of her going into the store, she stayed and
- 1:29:11Speaker 2: she watched and watched him follow me. And as I
- 1:29:14Speaker 2: was getting ready to leave. He was too, And I
- 1:29:19Speaker 2: truly disay believe that was an angel, because I've never
- 1:29:24Speaker 2: that was the only time I've ever seen that woman,
- 1:29:26Speaker 2: I mean ever, and or that car anything, and just
- 1:29:30Speaker 2: the whole thing of it just felt very It was
- 1:29:32Speaker 2: definitely very supernatural. So I called Wes right away, and
- 1:29:38Speaker 2: he came from work and met me at home, and
- 1:29:41Speaker 2: she followed behind to make sure he didn't follow, and
- 1:29:44Speaker 2: he ended up not. So It's like, once they weren't
- 1:29:49Speaker 2: able to get me anymore with that and get me
- 1:29:52Speaker 2: to leave West, they started coming up with different things
- 1:29:55Speaker 2: to try and get to me, so the technology got activated.
- 1:30:02Speaker 1: Now, I've always believed that Morgellons is not a mental
- 1:30:08Speaker 1: disorder or some kind of psychosis I have. And I
- 1:30:11Speaker 1: don't know why people would look at all kinds of
- 1:30:14Speaker 1: things coming out of a person's skin and say, oh,
- 1:30:16Speaker 1: you just have a mental complex. It's literally coming out
- 1:30:20Speaker 1: of their skin. Now, you had that, I did, and
- 1:30:25Speaker 1: I've always believed that that was actually driven by technology.
- 1:30:30Speaker 1: My suspicion has been that diseases like that are actually
- 1:30:35Speaker 1: the result of the body's reaction on certain external stimuli
- 1:30:39Speaker 1: or internal if it is technology that's been embedded or inserted.
- 1:30:43Speaker 1: It is prolific among people that consider themselves targeted individuals.
- 1:30:49Speaker 1: And wow, we are kind of just driving right towards
- 1:30:52Speaker 1: this conversation and also out of time. Oh oh, Lindsey,
- 1:30:58Speaker 1: We're going to have you back. Friends. There's a lot
- 1:31:02Speaker 1: more that we're going to be talking about with her,
- 1:31:06Speaker 1: but for.
- 1:31:06Speaker 4: Now, for now, I'm going to do my own exit.
- 1:31:12Speaker 3: So people, I don't.
- 1:31:15Speaker 4: Care what side of the aisle you sit on, whether
- 1:31:18Speaker 4: you are Christian or what you're leaning towards it. I
- 1:31:24Speaker 4: myself consider myself to be a Christian. I think a
- 1:31:28Speaker 4: lot of the things she said gave me goose bumps.
- 1:31:33Speaker 4: But what I was going to say is whether or
- 1:31:37Speaker 4: not you would consider yourself to be a Christian. You
- 1:31:43Speaker 4: have to admit that there is a war going on
- 1:31:46Speaker 4: right now for the soul of every person on the planet,
- 1:31:55Speaker 4: and they're really kicking shit into overdrive. It feels like
- 1:31:59Speaker 4: these last couple of years, with the start of COVID
- 1:32:03Speaker 4: to now, my husband and I were talking about when
- 1:32:07Speaker 4: and how the Antichrist.
- 1:32:10Speaker 3: Will be revealed.
- 1:32:12Speaker 4: Will it be some form of AI or technology or
- 1:32:15Speaker 4: a person or right under our noses. I think we
- 1:32:22Speaker 4: are on the precipice of some really scary shit. I
- 1:32:26Speaker 4: do want to watch the second part of the interview
- 1:32:30Speaker 4: with you tomorrow. Maybe I'll get that recorded. But it
- 1:32:35Speaker 4: just it just keeps unfolding and more stuff is revealed,
- 1:32:41Speaker 4: and like how calmon, this stuff is is wild like
- 1:32:45Speaker 4: people you might not even you just passing by, you know,
- 1:32:49Speaker 4: shopping at Walmart and you don't even realize it, but
- 1:32:53Speaker 4: that you got some kind of a SRA survivor in
- 1:32:57Speaker 4: the soup section with you. It just you never fucking know.
- 1:33:03Speaker 4: And I'm glad you stayed to the end. There are
- 1:33:08Speaker 4: some slower parts to this interview, and there are some
- 1:33:10Speaker 4: crazy revealing parts of this interview.
- 1:33:13Speaker 3: I thought you'd thoroughly enjoy it.
- 1:33:14Speaker 4: I know I did, but lots to uncover in the
- 1:33:20Speaker 4: second part of the interview. We will dip into that
- 1:33:24Speaker 4: may I think I might make it a Patreon exclusive.
- 1:33:28Speaker 3: We'll see, We'll see what kind of mood I'm in,
- 1:33:30Speaker 3: but we will.
- 1:33:32Speaker 4: We'll touch base back on part two of this interview
- 1:33:35Speaker 4: here in a little bit, and I'll also announce the
- 1:33:39Speaker 4: winner of the Little Sweethearts Valentine's Day Patreon giveaway, and
- 1:33:46Speaker 4: thank you to all the new subscribers, I see you,
- 1:33:49Speaker 4: I love you, I cherish you. Thank you for supporting
- 1:33:53Speaker 4: the show. It means more to me than I can
- 1:33:57Speaker 4: even express, so thank you, of course, to all of
- 1:34:01Speaker 4: the Patreon members that have been with me for a
- 1:34:04Speaker 4: very long time. You know, I hope I tell you
- 1:34:09Speaker 4: enough just how much I appreciate you. So with that
- 1:34:12Speaker 4: being said, I hope you learned a lot of shit
- 1:34:15Speaker 4: and our looking forward to discussing the part two of
- 1:34:18Speaker 4: this interview, but until then, I will just catch you
- 1:34:24Speaker 4: on the next one.
- 1:35:02Speaker 1: Me Me, Me,