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He Manejaba Su Duelo... Y Su Casa: El Hombre que Firmó el Vacío · Dark Psychology: The Control Game

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  Speaker 1: On a Tuesday morning in November two thousand nineteen, a
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  Speaker 1: fisherwoman named Marie Riley pulled her trot line anchor cord
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  Speaker 1: from the Alcot River and found a leather zip portfolio
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  Speaker 1: snagged around it. The portfolio was embossed with a company
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  Speaker 1: name in gold foil Ardent Foundry l LC. It had
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  Speaker 1: been in that river for five years. The pages inside
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  Speaker 1: were dry. That detail stopped investigator's cold. Dry pages, sharp ink,
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  Speaker 1: legible signatures, a leather case submerged for half a decade,
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  Speaker 1: and the documents inside looked like someone had filed them yesterday.
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  Speaker 1: What came next was not a question of what the
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  Speaker 1: river had swallowed. It was a question of what those
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  Speaker 1: dry pages proved, and who had spent years making sure
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  Speaker 1: they would never be seen again. There is something specific
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  Speaker 1: about this case that resists easy description. It has no violence,
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  Speaker 1: no physical confrontation. What it has instead is a sixteen
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  Speaker 1: year process by which one person quietly dismantled another's understanding
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  Speaker 1: of his own mind and then took everything he had built.
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  Speaker 1: The story begins not with a crime scene, but with
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  Speaker 1: a workshop. Winter two thousand three, Terot Hate, Indiana. Gordon
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  Speaker 1: Schmidt was thirty eight years old in November two thousand nineteen.
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  Speaker 1: He lived in a one bedroom apartment at Callaway Arms
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  Speaker 1: in Northwestthold and worked as a product consultant at a
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  Speaker 1: company called Crest Line Solutions. The job was steady, it
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  Speaker 1: was not what he had imagined for himself. Gordon was,
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  Speaker 1: by every account an inventor in the truest sense, not
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  Speaker 1: an entrepreneur by temperament, someone who genuinely could not stop
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  Speaker 1: designing things. He sketched on the backs of receipts. He
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  Speaker 1: kept hand written spec sheets organized by date. He was,
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  Speaker 1: according to later testimony, meticulous about his own handwriting. He
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  Speaker 1: recognized every pen stroke he had ever made. Every morning,
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  Speaker 1: at six forty five, Gordon ran a route that took
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  Speaker 1: him past Founder's Mill. At the seven minute mark, he
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  Speaker 1: touched the iron railing at the mill's entrance. He had
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  Speaker 1: done this for years. His therapist, Ronda Simmons would later
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  Speaker 1: note this habit in her case files. If Gordon missed
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  Speaker 1: the railing, she wrote, the rest of the day felt
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  Speaker 1: slightly unreal to him, A small ritual, a way of
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  Speaker 1: confirming that something solid was where he expected it to be.
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  Speaker 1: That detail matters more than it seems in the winter
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  Speaker 1: of two thousand three, Gordon attended an entrepreneurship workshop at
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  Speaker 1: Terre Haute Community College. He was there to learn. Lisa
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  Speaker 1: Clark was there too. She was thirty one years old.
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  Speaker 1: She had recently been a minority partner in a business
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  Speaker 1: venture called Trellis Group based in Bloomington. That partnership had
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  Speaker 1: dissolved under what would later be described only as unclear circumstances.
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  Speaker 1: At the workshop, Lisa was attentive and sharp. She asked
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  Speaker 1: the right questions. She remembered what Gordon said, and more specifically,
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  Speaker 1: she remembered what he wanted. Two years later, in two
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  Speaker 1: thousand and five, the two of them incorporated Ardent Foundry LLC.
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  Speaker 1: Gordon held fifty one percent, Lisa held forty nine. Gordon
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  Speaker 1: had the ideas. Lisa managed the business infrastructure, filings, contracts,
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  Speaker 1: accountant coordination, external communications. It was a division of labor
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  Speaker 1: that made sense on paper. Gordon could focus on what
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  Speaker 1: he was good at, Lisa would handle the rest. Branda
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  Speaker 1: Simmons would later use a precise phrase to describe what
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  Speaker 1: happened next. She said, Lisa made Gordon feel lucky, not capable, lucky.
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  Speaker 1: The distinction is everything A person who feels capable trusts
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  Speaker 1: their own judgment. A person who feels lucky believes their
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  Speaker 1: good outcomes are slightly accidental, dependent on the presence of
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  Speaker 1: some one else, some one more grounded, some one who
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  Speaker 1: keeps the whole thing from falling apart. By two thousand six,
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  Speaker 1: Ardent Foundry had its first retailer deal. Gordon was in
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  Speaker 1: the meeting when Lisa told him in front of accountant
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  Speaker 1: Dennis Kwan that he had gotten the pricing wrong. It
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  Speaker 1: was a small correction, delivered casually. Kwan said nothing. Gordon
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  Speaker 1: adjusted the number. It was not the last time. By
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  Speaker 1: two thousand eight, one of Gordon's designs, a catering transport system,
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  Speaker 1: had been picked up by a regional distributor. Lisa described
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  Speaker 1: it publicly as incorporating, in her words, significant modifications. Gordon
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  Speaker 1: had no reason to challenge her on that. She was
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  Speaker 1: the one who managed the paperwork. She was the one
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  Speaker 1: who knew what had been filed and when he trusted her.
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  Speaker 1: That trust was the mechanism, and in spring two thousand
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  Speaker 1: nine it would be used against him for the first
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  Speaker 1: time in a way that left a paper trail, a
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  Speaker 1: trail that would spend the next ten years at the
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  Speaker 1: bottom of a river. Wednesday, April fifteenth, two thousand nine,
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  Speaker 1: Gordon Schmidt was sixty miles from the Ardent Foundry office
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  Speaker 1: in a recovery room at Saint Agnes Medical Center in
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  Speaker 1: Terre Hate. He had come out of surgery the day before.
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  Speaker 1: The attending notes authorized him for light ambulation only he
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  Speaker 1: could walk to the bathroom. He could not drive. He
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  Speaker 1: could not travel. That morning, two term sheets for a
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  Speaker 1: two hundred forty thousand dollar licensing deal were signed in
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  Speaker 1: his name. The signature looked like his. It had the
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  Speaker 1: same slight forward lean, the same compressed loop on the G.
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  Speaker 1: But Gordon Schmidt was not in that room. He was
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  Speaker 1: in a hospital bed sixty miles away, and the paperwork
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  Speaker 1: had gone through without a single question. Dennis Kuan, Ardent
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  Speaker 1: Foundry's accountant, later told Detective Owen Bast something that stopped
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  Speaker 1: the investigation in place. He said Lisa had called him
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  Speaker 1: that same week casually to ask about Gordon's recovery timeline.
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  Speaker 1: She had phrased it as concern. Kuan had thought nothing
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  Speaker 1: of it. He had given her the discharge estimate. She
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  Speaker 1: had known exactly when Gordon would be unavailable. She had
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  Speaker 1: known exactly how long she had. The fireproof box had
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  Speaker 1: been at the Ardent Foundry office for years. Gordon knew it.
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  Speaker 1: It held the original documents, product specs, early contracts, the
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  Speaker 1: foundational record of what had been built and by whom.
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  Speaker 1: When the company dissolved in summer twenty fourteen, the box disappeared.
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  Speaker 1: Gordon noticed it was gone. Lisa told him she had
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  Speaker 1: handled the windown. He had accepted that, he had accepted
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  Speaker 1: a great many things by then. There is something in
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  Speaker 1: this story that resists easy explanation. Not the fraud itself,
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  Speaker 1: but the silence surrounded Gordon did not fight the dissolution.
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  Speaker 1: He took forty three thousand dollars, signed a release of
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  Speaker 1: all claims, and moved on. From the outside, that looks
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  Speaker 1: like passivity, but Rhonda Simmons would spend years unpacking why
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  Speaker 1: a person who had built something real could walk away
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  Speaker 1: from it without fully understanding what he was leaving behind.
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  Speaker 1: The answer was already in the numbers. By twoenty thirteen,
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  Speaker 1: Gordon had asked twice to review the trademark filings. Lisa
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  Speaker 1: had told him the applications were pending and that she
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  Speaker 1: was handling it. The second time she said something more specific.
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  Speaker 1: She said, you get lost in the paperwork. That's not
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  Speaker 1: where you add value. Gordon did not ask a third
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  Speaker 1: time that sentence had done its work. It was not
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  Speaker 1: a threat, It was not an accusation. It was a
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  Speaker 1: small repositioning, a quiet instruction about where Gordon's competence ended
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  Speaker 1: and some one else's began. By the time the box disappeared,
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  Speaker 1: Gordon had already been told in a hundred small ways
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  Speaker 1: that the administrative record of Ardent Foundry was not really
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  Speaker 1: his territory. In November two thousand fourteen, four months after
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  Speaker 1: the dissolution, Lisa Clark paid Joel Wren cash to dispose
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  Speaker 1: of that box. Wren was a business associate who had
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  Speaker 1: rented storage to Ardent Foundry. He drove to the Root
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  Speaker 1: nine Bridge and threw the box over the railing. He
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  Speaker 1: watched it hit the Alcott River. He assumed the contents sank.
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  Speaker 1: He did not know about the ziplock bag inside The
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  Speaker 1: bag sealed around a USB drive, two signed term sheets,
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  Speaker 1: and a set of hand written product specifications dated two
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  Speaker 1: thousand eight. The fire proof box did what it was
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  Speaker 1: designed to do. It kept the water out long enough.
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  Speaker 1: Then something shifted in the current and the box cracked open.
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  Speaker 1: Wren was already gone. The bag floated for five years.
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  Speaker 1: It moved through the river until a trot line anchor
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  Speaker 1: cord in November two thousand nineteen snagged it and a
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  Speaker 1: fisherwoman named Marie Riley pulled it out of the water
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  Speaker 1: on a Tuesday morning. She opened the portfolio and found
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  Speaker 1: dry pages, sharp ink, legible signatures. Gordon Schmidt was thirty
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  Speaker 1: eight years old and working as a product consultant at
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  Speaker 1: Crestline Solutions when Detective Bast called him. He was living
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  Speaker 1: in Apartment four at Callaway Arms, Northwest Hold, and the
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  Speaker 1: name Ardent Foundry was five years behind him. Bast described
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  Speaker 1: the portfolio. He described the embossed gold foil. He described
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  Speaker 1: the documents inside. Gordon said, those are my original documents.
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  Speaker 1: She told me she destroyed them. Bast pulled the term
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  Speaker 1: sheets from the zip lock bag and looked at the
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  Speaker 1: signature on the two thousand nine licensing deal. Then he
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  Speaker 1: pulled Gordon's hospital records from Saint Agnes Medical Center. The
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  Speaker 1: admission date, the procedure notes, the authorization for light ambulation,
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  Speaker 1: the discharge date. The signature was dated the Wednesday Gordon
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  Speaker 1: was postop sixty miles away. Now here is the thing
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  Speaker 1: that reframes everything that came before it. Gordon looked at
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  Speaker 1: that signature, his signature, his exact handwriting, and he had
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  Speaker 1: no memory of signing it, not a blurry memory, not
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  Speaker 1: an uncertain one, no memory at all, And for a moment,
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  Speaker 1: that absence felt familiar, because for years his memory had
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  Speaker 1: been the thing in question. Lisa had built an entire
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  Speaker 1: architecture around the idea that Gordon's recollection was soft, that
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  Speaker 1: he got confused, that he got lost in the details.
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  Speaker 1: The defense would use that exact architecture at trial. They
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  Speaker 1: argued Gordon's memory was impaired, that his account of his
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  Speaker 1: own intellectual contributions could not be trusted. Rnda Simmons took
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  Speaker 1: the stand and nameimed what had happened. She called it
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  Speaker 1: retroactive authorship transfer. She described a process by which Gordon's
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  Speaker 1: memory of his own competence had been incrementally rewritten, not
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  Speaker 1: through force, but through the steady accumulation of small corrections
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  Speaker 1: withheld information and strategic redirection. By twenty thirteen, she testified,
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  Speaker 1: Gordon had handed over intellectual ownership of everything he had
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  Speaker 1: made without a signed document, and without a legal proceeding.
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  Speaker 1: He had simply been taught not to trust himself. The
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  Speaker 1: defense's argument that Gordon's memory could not be relied upon
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  Speaker 1: he was. Simmons told the jury the final application of
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  Speaker 1: the same mechanism used throughout the relationship. The jury deliberated
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  Speaker 1: for eleven hours, but before the verdict, there was one
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  Speaker 1: more thread. Frank Castillo, the intellectual property attorney Lisa, had
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  Speaker 1: retained in secret, paid from a sub account Gordon had
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  Speaker 1: no access to means told by asked that the trademark
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  Speaker 1: had been sold to a national restaurant's supply chain. His
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  Speaker 1: figure was approximately six hundred thousand dollars. That figure was
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  Speaker 1: his statement, not a confirmed public filing. But Castillo was
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  Speaker 1: facing a bar complaint by two thousand nineteen, and he
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  Speaker 1: had reason to cooperate. The two thousand and eight spec
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  Speaker 1: sheets in the portfolio matched the trademark filing's technical description
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  Speaker 1: almost word for word, Gordon's handwriting, Gordon's measurements, Gordon's product.
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  Speaker 1: Sole listed inventor Lisa Clark stan Hoyt was not part
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  Speaker 1: of the Ardent Foundry case. He had been a majority
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  Speaker 1: partner in a different company, Trellis Group, Bloomington, two thousand
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  Speaker 1: and one, and that partnership had dissolved under circumstances no
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  Speaker 1: one had fully explained. By the time investigators looked at
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  Speaker 1: the pattern, Hoyt said something that did not appear in
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  Speaker 1: any legal filing. He said he had spent years unsure
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  Speaker 1: or whether his ideas had ever been his. The mechanism,
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  Speaker 1: it turned out, had a history picture the moment bast
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  Speaker 1: laid the hospital records next to the term sheets. One
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  Speaker 1: document said Gordon Schmidt was sixty miles away, authorized for
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  Speaker 1: light ambulation only. The other document carried his signature, dated
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  Speaker 1: the same day. You cannot hold both of those facts
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  Speaker 1: and reach a comfortable conclusion. One of them is a fabrication,
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  Speaker 1: and the fabrication required knowing exactly when Gordon would be
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  Speaker 1: unable to respond, exactly how long the window was, and
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  Speaker 1: exactly what his handwriting looked like well enough to reproduce it.
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  Speaker 1: That is not opportunism. That is preparation, and preparation requires
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  Speaker 1: a timeline, which means the forged signature in two thousand
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  Speaker 1: and nine was not the beginning. It was the moment
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  Speaker 1: the preparation became a paper trail. Lisa Clark was charged
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  Speaker 1: In March twenty twenty, she was charged charged with multiple
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  Speaker 1: counts fraud, forgery, and theft by deception. The charge sheet
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  Speaker 1: was straightforward, in the way that legal language always is.
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  Speaker 1: Clean verbs, passive constructions, no mention of a railing anyone
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  Speaker 1: needed to touch to feel real. The defense had one argument.
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  Speaker 1: Gordon's memory was impaired, his recollection of events was unreliable,
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  Speaker 1: and any claim he made about authorship or signatures should
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  Speaker 1: be weighed against that unreliability. It was, in hindsight, the
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  Speaker 1: same argument the mechanism had always made. The defense was
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  Speaker 1: the mechanism RNDA Simmons took the stand and named it.
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  Speaker 1: She testified that the impairment claim was not evidence of
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  Speaker 1: Gordon's confusion. It was, in her words, the final application
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  Speaker 1: of the same mechanism used throughout the relationship. The very
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  Speaker 1: thing the defense pointed to as proof of Gordon's unreliability
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  Speaker 1: was the thing Lisa had spent years constructing. Simmons called
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  Speaker 1: it retroact of authorship transfer. She explained how it worked
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  Speaker 1: not through a single lie, but through accumulated correction until
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  Speaker 1: the target could no longer trust his own account of events.
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  Speaker 1: The jury deliberated eleven hours they convicted on all three counts.
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  Speaker 1: The sentence was six years two suspended. Lisa Clarke maintained
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  Speaker 1: through the entire trial that the forged signature was valid.
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  Speaker 1: She did not change that position after the verdict. Gordon
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  Speaker 1: Schmidt did not attend sentencing. He was on his morning run.
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  Speaker 1: There is something precise about that detail, not dramatic precise.
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  Speaker 1: Gordon had a life before the investigation. He had a
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  Speaker 1: life during it. He had an apartment in northwest Holt,
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  Speaker 1: a job at Crestline Solutions, a route along Founder's Mill
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  Speaker 1: where he touched an iron railing at the seven minute
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  Speaker 1: mark every morning. At six forty five, the trial ended,
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  Speaker 1: the sentence was handed down and Gordon Schmidt went for
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  Speaker 1: a run. Pete Ashford, his friend, sent him a text
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  Speaker 1: with the verdict while he was still out on the course.
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  Speaker 1: The portfolio, the leather zip case with the gold foil embossing,
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  Speaker 1: the ziplock bag, the U. S B Drive, the speck
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  Speaker 1: sheets in Gordon's handwriting. The term sheets with the forged
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  Speaker 1: signature was entered into evidence. After the trial concluded, it
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  Speaker 1: was transferred to Gordon Schmidt as its rightful owner. He
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  Speaker 1: kept the original speck sheets. The handwritten product specifications from
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  Speaker 1: two thousand eight. The ones that matched the trademark filing
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  Speaker 1: almost word for word. Those he kept. He did not
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  Speaker 1: keep the term sheets with the forged signature. That is
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  Speaker 1: not a minor distinction. Gordon Schmidt chose to retain the
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  Speaker 1: documents that proved what he had made. He chose not
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: to retain the documents that proved what had been done
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  Speaker 1: to him. One set of papers was his work. The
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  Speaker 1: other set of papers was some one else's story about him.
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  Speaker 1: He already knew which one he needed, He told Rohnda Simmons,
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  Speaker 1: I knew what my handwriting looked like. I'd always known.
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  Speaker 1: That sentence had been true the entire time. It had
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  Speaker 1: been true in two thousand nine when the signature was forged,
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  Speaker 1: True in two thousand twelve when he asked about the
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  Speaker 1: trade mark and Lisa used the word r true in
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: two thousand thirteen when she told him he got lost
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  Speaker 1: in the paperwork, that that wasn't where he added value.
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  Speaker 1: The sentence had always been true. The mechanism's job was
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  Speaker 1: to make him stop saying it out loud. Frank Castilla,
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  Speaker 1: the IP attorney Lisa had retained in secret and paid
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  Speaker 1: from a sub account Gordon couldn't access was facing a
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  Speaker 1: bar complaint. By two thousand nineteen, he co operated with investigators.
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  Speaker 1: His account placed the trade mark sale at approximately six
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  Speaker 1: hundred thousand dollars paid by a national restaurant supply chain.
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  Speaker 1: That figure was his statement. It was not a confirmed
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  Speaker 1: public filing, but Castillo had detailed knowledge of the transaction,
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  Speaker 1: the engagement, the sub account, the timeline that corroborated the
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  Speaker 1: physical evidence recovered from the Alcott River. Joel Wrenn, who
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  Speaker 1: had rented storage space to Ardent Foundry and accepted cash
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  Speaker 1: from Lisa to dispose of a fireproof box in November
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  Speaker 1: twenty fourteen, confirmed what he had done. He had driven
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  Speaker 1: to the Route nine bridge. He had thrown the box
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  Speaker 1: over the railing. He had assumed the contents sank. He
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  Speaker 1: had not known about the ziplock bag. That oversight a
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  Speaker 1: waterproof lining inside a box meant to disappear is the
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  Speaker 1: only reason any of this was ever found. Five years
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  Speaker 1: in the current of the Alcott River and the documents
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  Speaker 1: inside came out legible. Stan Hoyt, the majority partner in
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  Speaker 1: Trellis Group, was never part of the Ardent Foundry case.
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  Speaker 1: No charges were ever filed in connection with the Bloomington dissolution,
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  Speaker 1: but his account of that earlier partnership years spent unsure
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  Speaker 1: whether his ideas had ever been his established something. The
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  Speaker 1: evidence alone could not fully show that the mechanism had
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  Speaker 1: been used before, But Gordon Schmidt was not the first
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  Speaker 1: person to sit across a table from Lisa Clark and
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  Speaker 1: gradually stopped trusting his own memory. When investigators first pulled
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  Speaker 1: the portfolio from Marie Riley's hands and laid its contents
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  Speaker 1: under a light, they were looking at an inventory problem,
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  Speaker 1: dry paper, legible ink, a company name in gold foil,
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  Speaker 1: on a case that had spent an indeterminate number of
• 19:37
  Speaker 1: years in river sediment. The immediate question was practical, whose
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: documents were these and where had they come from? That
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  Speaker 1: question answered became a different question entirely because what the
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  Speaker 1: portfolio documented was not only a financial crime. It documented
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  Speaker 1: a process. A way of standing next to someone over
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  Speaker 1: years and slowly replacing their account of themselves with a
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  Speaker 1: version you control, A way of making a person's own
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  Speaker 1: competence feel like luck borrowed unearned contingent on your presence,
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  Speaker 1: A way of constructing correction by correction. A version of
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  Speaker 1: events so complete that when someone finally shows you your
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  Speaker 1: own handwriting, you have to pause before you're certain it's yours.
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  Speaker 1: Ronda Simmons put it plainly in her final case note,
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  Speaker 1: the patient presented with near total erosion of epistemic self trust,
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  Speaker 1: recovery was possible. The mechanism, once named, loses most of
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  Speaker 1: its power. The difficulty, she wrote, is the naming. Gordon
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  Speaker 1: Schmidt named it not easily and not all at once,
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  Speaker 1: but he named it. He kept the spec sheets because
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: he already knew what they said. He skipped the sentencing
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: because the verdict wasn't the point. The point was the run,
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  Speaker 1: the railing, the seven minute mark, the morning routine that
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  Speaker 1: belonged to him, regardless of what a jury decided in
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  Speaker 1: a room sixty miles away. Some damage has no verdict
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  Speaker 1: attached to it. What stan Hoyt described, years of not
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  Speaker 1: knowing whether his ideas wherever his, does not appear in
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  Speaker 1: any chart sheet. What Gordon Schmidt lost between two thousand
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  Speaker 1: five and two thousand fourteen, the years of creative work
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  Speaker 1: filtered through someone else's corrections until his own contributions felt
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  Speaker 1: like accidents. That loss does not have a line item
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: in a fraud indictment. The mechanism works precisely because it
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  Speaker 1: leaves no mark that a court can measure. What the
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  Speaker 1: Alcot River returned in the end was a record, not complete,
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  Speaker 1: not without gaps, but a record. Here is what he made.
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  Speaker 1: Here is when he made it. Here is his handwriting
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  Speaker 1: on a page that predates the trademark by three years.
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  Speaker 1: The river kept it, The ziploc bag kept it. Joel
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  Speaker 1: Wren's incomplete job kept it. Gordon Schmidt was thirty eight
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  Speaker 1: years old when Marie Riley pulled his port from the water.
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  Speaker 1: He had been living for five years without knowing that
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  Speaker 1: the box Lisa Clark paid to disappear had not in
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  Speaker 1: fact disappeared. He went for a run the morning the
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  Speaker 1: sentence came down. Pete Ashford sent the text. Gordon read
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  Speaker 1: it on the course at some point after the seven
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  Speaker 1: minute mark, after the railing, the case was closed. The
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  Speaker 1: spec sheets were his. They had always been his. This
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  Speaker 1: show is made by Obo Media.